#also if you want me to talk about this particular thing im open to it lol
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iâm not a transandrophobia truther in the slightest donât get me wrong, but i think some people on here really need to realize and comprehend the fact that cis women, way WAY more often than not, hold extremely significant social and political power over trans men the vast majority of the time in our day to day lives
#sorry not to get on this bullshit i just saw a related post when i opened this app lmao#and by some people i donât mean anyone in particular im not vagueing anyone or any specific post#and i especially donât mean any transfem calling out transmisogynistic transmascs either#but yeah i see a lot of implication that trans men are like. somehow significantly privileged over cis women#and ofc i donât mean that transmascs are incapable of being misogynistic to cis women bc thatâs far from the case#but i need someone to name a transmasc with significant political or social or financial power thatâs working to set back womenâs rights#versus the amount of cis women with any of the aforementioned privileges working to take away the rights of trans people#bc i can think of 4 of the latter just off the top of my head without trying really hard#and the only day to day instance i can think of where trans men would hold significant power over a cis woman is like..#a workplace environment where he completely passes as cis and absolutely no one knows heâs trans at all or even suspects it#but then again most if not all of that privilege would be stripped away the second anyone there found out he was trans#but yeah i really do think some people need to grapple with how they conceptualize gendered privilege and their own power in these dynamics#and how thatâs reflected in the way they think about/interact with transmascs#are you disgusted with this random transmasc on tumblr because heâs a man (or vaguely adjacent) or because heâs trans. ykwim#and again i hate the whole transandrophobia thing i think itâs stupid as shit and redundant to put it lightly and briefly but#idk why transmascs that believe in it have become the new face of anti-feminism and MRA movements#and not like. the cis men who started both of those things and contribute to the vast majority of that type of rhetoric in every way#and also hold enough power to leverage those beliefs over both women and also transmascs tbh#i think some people are just repulsed by the idea of anyone willingly wanting to be a man bc they see it as the same as becoming a cis man#in terms of privilege. when in reality by being trans youâre knocked down in terms of power and privilege from all cis people anyways#but also. some people also need to realize that transmascs can also have trauma and complicated feelings about being a man and patriarchy#and more often than not we ARE traumatized by the way cis men (and women!!) have treated us#and grapple with our place in the world as a result. itâs not just as simple as becoming a cis man over night tbh!!#and again iâm not talking about transfems with any of this because the vast Vast majority of transfems understand this more than anyone#iâm mostly talking about cis women both irl and also just in the terminally online leftist sphere#and i also think i should be allowed to vent my grievances with the power cis women often do wield over me without being accused of being a#raging misogynist or MRA or whatever
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some sterek girlies are privileged and by that i mean they donât have any takes that would get them torn to absolute shreds by the rest of the fandom
#most of my opinions are common. most of my headcanons are common.#but some. some of themâŚâŚ.#ik itâs not that big a deal. but it also sometimes feels like if i ever said i think ******âs fics are overrated#i would be flayed and roasted over an open flame#(donât read into the number of *s i just put a random amount not the amount of letters in the authors name)#like i would never say it publicly mostly bc i donât want to be a bitch that hates on another fans work#but a part of that is that i donât think many sterek fans wld agree with me LOL#to be 110% fair iâve only read one of their fics but it was so ooc and off putting to me#i canât bring myself to read more#which is also a reason i donât voice this particular opinion i donât actually know what im talking abt#anyways. having a private gc of trusted fandom friends where you can bitch about things like this#is so essential to a good fandom experience iâm being so serious#personal#kitty needs to chill
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Quick Chrom to go with my Grima, wanted to emphasize a few specific things. Redesign him a little for Reasons TM.
#art;#my art;#fire emblem awakening#fire emblem#fea#fe:a#chrom#tfp#grimleal trash heap;#yep that's my tag for this now tyvm#expect more arts later#im a bit shaky and not well rn so this is mostly stress relief and practice#dont take it too seriously lol#also if you want me to talk about this particular thing im open to it lol#im bored and i like fe a lot#fire emblem lord#small artist#rkgk#doodle#FE:A Chrom
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well well well it only took like 1.5 hours of trying to film this three minute video and it is now 10 pm and i am not watching it again bc i am sure it is somewhat goofy and incoherent. but i am finally posting this to the discussion board. first assignment and im probably giving off nonsensical and weirdo vibes. yeah. that's me babey
#lol. feeling very weirdo vibes rn on account of a very :/ conversation i had with my dad over dinner#basically we got to talking about my longtime interest in playing music and signing in particular#and he is of the same opinion as my sister which is that i am not a good singer#and i should probably pursue other things that i can actually improve at instead.#you know. just being honest. bc he doesn't want me to have false hope or anything#literally exact same thing my sister said to me in high school which is that singing is smth you're either naturally gifted at#or you just shouldn't bother doing at all#(surprising no one it's also exactly why my hs bf refused to come see me play at an open mic. isnt that nice)#on the one hand maybe a certain amount of ppl telling me i suck might just be true. but also.#my voice in terms of range and control has improved exponentially since i was in high school#largely due to taking a couple semesters of voice lessons in college#so. like. i have actual tangible proof that i have gotten much better. but also.#i am still feeling very shite on account of apparently no one in my family ever having heard of unconditional love or support#but anyway. im uhh gonna get ready for bed. gee almost forgot theres a big concert tmrw. hey that's cool#still feeling quite shitty tho. uh. anyway. haters gonna hate or whatever. like whateverrrrrrrrrr.#ugh. whatever!!
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gamer | l.hc
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genre : smut
warnings : fingering , spanking , hair pulling , multiple creampies , unprotected sex
hiii everyone! im so sorry for literally disappearing for a whole month. đ i just lost motivation for a while but i wanna start writing again! unfortunately, i lost access to most of the requests i received over the last month due to my own lack of experience using tumblr. i am still fairly new to the app so i am still learning how to navigate my drafts, requests, etc.
any new requests would be greatly appreciated!
well, this is nice. you come to visit your boyfriend and instead of you occupying his time, itâs a computer game. what could possibly make a game so fun? you swear heâs been playing for hours at this point, rarely even taking glances in your direction. you havenât seen eachother in a week and heâs acting like he couldnât care less about your presence.
âhyuckâ you sing out, as you crawl to the end of the bed to be closer to where he sits. he hums in response, not even looking at you. âwanna cuddle?â you ask while giving him puppy dog eyes.
he looks at you for a moment and then turns to the screen again before speaking. âyou know iâd love that. but, thereâs a time limit on me getting this super rare gun.â
a gun? seriously?
âyou canât cuddle for just a little bit?â you whine dramatically. he chuckles and shakes his head. âim sorry, baby.â
you sigh and crawl back to the middle of the bed. laying down on the fluffy blanket you were previously wrapped in. you open your phone and start scrolling mindlessly, hoping to pass time so maybe haechan could finally give you attention.
you find yourself going through your camera roll, more specifically your videos. most of them being of your dog, sometimes pretty scenery outside. you come across one video in particular, a video haechan took on your phone.
shit, you look so pretty like this. want me to fuck you, hm? my pretty girl is so wet for me.
the audio plays quietly from your phone, just loud enough for you to hear over the sound effects on haechanâs game. you quickly swipe to the next video and see his face, his bare shoulders glistening with sweat as he roughly thrusts into you, his hair sticking to his sweaty forehead. he looked perfect, so handsome.
great, not only are you wanting to simply talk with haechan, but now, youâre also horny. now craving something he most likely doesnât want to give at the moment.
you want his attention, and you want it now. you decide to take off a few layers, hoping to maybe catch his eye. you crawl over to the edge of the bed and lay on your stomach. wearing just your bra and panties, you prop your ass up a bit higher, hoping heâd see that first if he glanced at you.
âwhat are you doing?â he asks, not looking away from the screen. âim not doing anything, why?â you say, making yourself sound way more innocent than you are.
âoh really? then why are you half naked, staring at me.â he chuckles and finally looks at you, taking in sight of you. âuhm, it got hot? i think youâre looking into things too much, hyuck.â you coo at him and blink cutely.
âam i now?â he shakes his head, his jaw slightly tightening. âmhm, youâd better get that gun anyways. it sounds⌠exciting.â you say softly, trying to fight back a stubborn smile.
he clicks his tongue and looks at you again, shaking his head and chuckling. you look back at him, raising your eyebrows. he suddenly gets out of his chair and sits down on the bed, pulling your legs across his lap, ass up.
âwhat are you doing? donât you have a time limit?â you ask, your voice filled with fake urgency. âoh shut up.â he growls and spanks your ass roughly. you yelp and bury your face into the fabric of his sweatpants.
he rubs your ass before laying another slap across it. âyou wanted it this bad?â he asks, his voice a bit deeper than usual. you donât say anything in response, just shutting your eyes tightly.
you feel him pulling your panties off of you quickly, leaving yourself feeling a bit more vulnerable than before. he spreads your legs on his lap before slapping the back of your thigh gently. âyou all worked up, hm?â he teases.
âhyuckâŚâ you breathe out weakly. he hums softly and rubs his finger along your slit. he spreads the wetness all over your pussy before slowly pushing a finger inside you. you whine at the sudden action, hands moving to his free arm in front of you to grip on it gently.
âso wet. itâs all for me, right?â he whispers. you nod your head quickly in response. âtalk to me, baby.â he says softly, starting to slowly move his finger in and out. âokayâ you whimper and grip onto his hand tightly, your hips starting to squirm a bit.
he lets go of your hand and holds you down with his whole arm, not letting you move anymore. he starts to curl his fingers every time they go into you, speeding up the pace a bit more.
a soft moan escapes from your lips as he hits a certain spot inside you. âoh, did that feel good?â he asks and repeats the action, this time rougher than before, causing your legs to tremble. he repeats this a few more times before adding a second finger, stretching you out a bit.
âplease donât stop.â you whimper softly as your back arches. âoh i donât plan on it.â he chuckles and continues to finger you. he starts to move his fingers in at an angle, causing them to hit that same spot perfectly.
loud, wet, squelching noises can now be heard in the room, mixing with the lobby music of the game still running on haechanâs computer. you whimper softly with each push of his fingers, you close your eyes tightly.
âim close.â you pant out as your whole body starts to shake. he starts moving his fingers faster, pushing them into your g-spot nonstop. his free hand moves to your clit, rubbing quick but steady motions.
âcum for me.â he says gently. you moan softly as you feel a familiar tightness in your stomach. you clench around his fingers as you feel yourself coming undone. his fingers donât stop moving inside you, fucking into you roughly as you cum on them. your legs start to shake even more than they were before, he slowly pulls his fingers out after you completely finish.
he grabs your face gently to make you look at him. he then starts to lick his fingers clean, savoring the taste of you on his tongue. your breath quickens at the sight.
âhyuck.â you whimper softly, he smiles and pulls you to sit up, making you sit on his lap. he grips onto your hips tightly, making you grind into him slowly, your wetness seeping through his sweatpants.
âdo you want me to fuck you?â he asks, rubbing one of your thighs while continuing to grind against him. you nod quickly, biting your bottom lip while looking at him. he shakes his head and pushes your hair away of your face.
âyou can speak, you know? use your words.â he teases. you breathe in slowly and look at his lips, âyes, i want you to.â you breathe out slowly. he nods and tilts his head to the side. his hand moves from your side up to your chest, gently squeezing your boob through your bra.
âplease, i need you.â you whimper softly while looking at him. your cheeks feel warm, probably a few shades pinker than usual. he smiles softly and nods, getting off of you to pull off his shirt. then, pushing down his sweatpants, his bulge very evident in his boxers.
he pushes his boxers down quickly, feeling eager to be inside you. "you ready?" he asks softly while slowly starting to rub his tip up and down your folds. you whimper softly and nod, spreading your legs just a bit more to give him better access.
he slowly pushes into you, a small grunt leaves his mouth as you squeeze around him. "so fucking tight." he whispers while he moves his hips a bit more. he leans down and nuzzles his face in your neck, breathing heavily as he thrusts into you slowly. your hands fall from his arms to the bed sheets, gripping tightly on the fabric.
he continues to thrust into you, hitting deeper with every movement. your breath hitches as you feel him pull out almost all the way. he suddenly pushes back into you roughly, not hard enough to hurt you.
âfeel good, baby? fucking take it.â he grunts, his voice deeper than the last time he spoke. you nod quickly and grip onto his shoulder again, your other hand resting on his back. he starts to pound into you, gentle but still rough.
âim close.â he whines out as his hand finds it way lower, eventually finding your clit and rubbing gently. you let out a breathy moan as his fingers come in contact with it.
he speeds up his movements even more, the rubbing of his fingers on your clit start to sync with his thrusts.
âim gonna cum.â you cry out. âyeah? cum for me.â he says softly, not slowing down on his movements at all. your legs start to shake as you get closer. your nails dig into his back as he thrusts relentlessly into you.
you shut your eyes tightly as you feel yourself cumming, you unintentionally clench around his cock as you do so, causing him to whimper and shake his head. before you know it, haechanâs warm cum is spilling deeply into you. he pants heavily, still buried inside you.
he pulls his head away from your neck and kisses your lips gently, his hands kneading your boobs gently. he continues to kiss your lips, the kisses becoming a bit sloppy as he pulls out of you.
he leans back and watches as his cum slowly leaks out onto the sheets, staining them. his breath hitches at the sight, he looks up at you after a while as well, taking in your tired appearance.
he lays down next to you, rubbing your waist with his hand as he breathes heavily. âwas that good?â he looks up at you. âyeah, it was.â you smile tiredly.
âwe should take a bath before you sleep.â he suggests while looking at you. âno, im so tired.â you whine and shake your head. âfine.â he sighs softly, laughing softly a bit after because of your laziness.
âgoodnight. i love you, baby.â he kisses your forehead gently and closes his eyes. âgoodnight, hyuck. i love you too.â you whisper softly, your eyes slowly closing.
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thank you so much for reading! i hope this wasnt too bad đ i havenât written anything in a while so this is probably choppy af. i plan on being more active from now on hopefully! (no promises) i also want to thank everyone for the love and support on all of my last stories. i didnât think they would get as much attention as they did and im so grateful. thank you! đ
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summary: your long time betrothed jacaerys heads to winterfell to make good relations with the north, your relationship has always been one of love and happiness until you show up a month into his trip to winterfell where everything seems to have changed between the two of you. your relationship may never be the same and it has everything to do with a particular stark.
jacaerys velaryon x cregan stark x fem!non targ!reader
cw: infidelity, internalized homophobia, queer cregan and jace, threesome, poly relationship, hand job, oral (f), prob ooc for everyone man, p in v, anal, top!cregan, sub!jace, dom!reader, like one smack to the face, âsara snowâ mention? (its just cregan), not proofread
an: havent written in a hot minute im rlly rusty but ive gotten asked to write this for forever so here you go đ
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He had been acting weird since you arrived. avoiding you at every turn, barely speaking to you and it bothered you to no end. His letters to you had been nothing but positive, speaking highly of winterfell and the lord stark who jacaerys also seemed to be avoiding as well.
he spoke about how much he missed you, how much he longed to see you but now that you were actually here he seemed to want nothing to do with you. a month ago you were the love of his life, he was obsessed with you, and now he would not even do so much as look your way.
then you heard the rumor for the first time. It seemed everyone had been trying to hide it from you but you heard it one night. the maids had been talking around the corner. Sara snow. The lord rumored bastard sister. With pretty long dark hair just like her brother. They had been sleeping together for basically his whole time there you presumed, you had even heard they got fucking married in front of the weirwood trees before you showed up.
You were sick. so sick about everything so sick of the thoughts you were having and you grew angry, furious but you managed to stay rational, calm, for now.
âare you happy?â he looked up at you started, you had barged into his room and locked the door quickly behind you. ây/n-â âi am not angry, i was angry, but this is a very typical thing in marriages here i just wish you had informed me,â He stands up from his desk. readjusting the buttons on his white tunic to cover himself up further as he looked at you alarmed. He looked beautiful and you hate that. His hair wet and face flushed as he tries to find his words.
âi dont know what,â âive heard the rumors. everyone talks about it, everyone looks at me with pity in their eyes. whether its this sara snow or some other lady i dont care because i believe it.â
He freezes. He looks down at his hands which shake, you wait for him to say something. Anything. a part of you hopes he denies it, even if it would be a lie you pray he can give you some false sense of hope but he doesnât. merely standing quietly in shame while you let out a soft laugh devoid of anything. âif you wish for our marriage to be one of agreement then so be it. but do not try to trick me into believing itll be anything more than that any longer i refuse it.â
You turn to walk out of the room, no longer being able to stand in his presence but as you go to open the door his voice calls out to you. âthere is no other lady.â
You scoff and turn back to him, his eyes are glazed over with tears as his chest rises with heavy breaths. A part of you wants to walk over to him and wipe his tears off his face but you remain firm as you scoff. âdo not take me for a fool-â âi mean it. there is no lady.â he puts an emphasis on the word that has you tilting your head. you open your mouth to question him until the pure desperate look on his face causes it to click. there is no lady. but there is someone.
âim sorry.â he flats and looks as though he did not expect you to say that. âfor what? you have nothing to be sorry for it is i who should be-â âi cannot be mad at you for who you are it is not your fault.â He walks over to you as you close the door, grabbing your hands as he shakes his head. âyou miss understand me i like you i love you like i man loves a women but he,â he lets out a frustrated sigh but you can tell its not directed at you, âi love him as i love you.â
When there is a silence in the air for far longer than he likes he squeezes you hard tight as he looks at your blank face. âplease say something my love.â âwho is it?â he looks down once more as you remain firmly staring at him. ây/n..â âwho?â âcregan.â He says his name likes its forbidden, the word travels in the air like a brush of wind but you still hear it all the same.
he doesnât dare look up at you again as another wave of silences washes over you two. His heart is aching so badly he wants to clutch his chest and fall to the ground. He does not want to be like this, one of those men. He holds himself in higher regard, but he cant help how he feels about the winter wolf who smiles at him so kindly. He thought it could be one and done, manage to shake this illness from his skin and be done with it but it has only gotten worse.
it is wrong. he should not want to love cregan as he loves you. you are his light his world but why does he think of cregan as he thinks of you. Its wrong, immoral. He should be punished, he wishes for you to yell, to scream at him, hit him but you donât. you merely pull away from him and walk out the room without another word. He drops to his knees when as you shut the door and he clutches his chest as he begin to sob, he is a monster and this fate is a cruel but just punishment in his eyes.
Cregan wake up that morning prepared to walk the same routine he always does. The images of the dark haired prince that flash in his mind go ignored another day as they have been ever since the princess arrived. he did not hate you, no he actually rather liked you a lot but he did miss getting to spend time with jacaerys who clung to his side before you had shown up and now had not even spoken a word to him.
He walks into the hall and pauses. There you sit, arms crossed and two plates of hot foot in front of you. it clicks. he looks around at all the guards and maids in the room, âeveryone out.â the room quickly scatters, âand make sure nobody enters.â the doors as shut with a hard slam as he stalks towards you, eyeing you down with a gleam of mischief in his pupils. âits a shock to see you here princess.â âi am not a princess.â he hums as he takes a seat and begins to pick at his food while you merely stare at him. âsomething the matter?â âhow long?â
he raises his brow as he dunks his bread in the soup before shoving it in his mouth, âhow long what?â âdont play dumb with me lord stark.â He chuckles leaning back in his chair and you find yourself readjusting in your seat. He watched you with a pleased look as he licks on of his fingers. ânot long enough that your pretty little head should be worried about it princess.â âhe said he loves you.â
cregans face falls and his face turns serious as he looks at you. He can see the questioning in your eyes and lets out a sigh. âtwo weeks. but weâve been friends this whole time. i never meant for it to go further i swear on my sons life. stepping in between the bonds of a betrothal is not my way.â
You hate that you find yourself believing him. you itch at your skin to the point it becomes red. âdo you like him?â cregan scratched at his jaw as he moves his food around on his plate. âi do. very much. i apologize.â he watched as you take a deep breath as you stare at your plate, âi will not peruse it, you are his betrothed and it would be inappropriate and wrong of me. i will leave him alone, i will never even glance at him i have disrespected your honor and dignity enough.â
he stared at you waiting for a response, he watches as you bring the bowl of soup to your lips snd take a long sip before placing it back down and wiping the excess from your lips. âwould you accept his mother terms here and now so we could leave by the afternoon if i asked?â âyes of course anything you want.â
he expects you to ask him to do it but you merely bring your chalice to your lips as a sinister grin finds its way to your face. âdo you find me pretty lord stark?â his brows raise in question but he coughs into his fist, âum, yes i do princess.â he watches as you lean over the table and grin at him sweetly. âjust how pretty lord stark?â he almost asks you whats wrong before he feels your foot drag up his leg slowly letting out a shaky breath before a groan as your food digs into his bulge. shakily and breathlessly staring as you as you press your boot covered leg harder against him leaving him gripping the table. âi have an idea im sure you will be pleased with.â
jacaerys is on the edge of cracking. he had not seen you all day. he had gone to your room to ask you to have breakfast with him but he was informed you were not there. he had gone looking for you, searching every corner for you and he found nothing. nobody would even tell him where you were but they all had an odd look in their eyes when they said that to him.
He does end up seeing you, finally with cregan stark on your arm and he feels his heart plummet. âgood day jacaerys.â his mouth opens and closes like a fish as he stares at the two of you. âgood,,, day,,,?â he watches the look the two of you share as he feels his heart stop, âcreganâs been showing me around a bit would you like to join us?â
He feels like this is a trick. The two of you look far too happy, he gulps and fiddled around a bit before giving you a weak nod. he ends up trailing behind the two of you as the two of you talk about winterfell. you ask cregan about the history of certain things and he eagerly answers your questions. jace is just waiting for the fire to lit, for the two or you to turn on him and begin to berate him.
His mind wanders as he imagines the two of you punishing him the way he deserves, cregan holding him down while you tease his cock, refusing to give him what he truly wanted. He lets out a light whimper as his thoughts continue to run wild and his eyes widen as he coughs into his fist trying to play it off as nothing. He lets out a sigh of relief as the two of you say nothing but he misses the look the two of you share.
You all arrive at a large study, âthis was my fathers before he passed.â âdo you not use it?â cregan shakes his head, a more somber look on his face. âi should, i will, one day, for now his legacy shall be preserved here.â you hum and nod your head in understanding. you take off your cloak as cregan also begins to strip himself of his outerwear. jacaerys stares at the two of you confused, you walk over to him and begin to untie his cloak from around his neck. âyou should make yourself comfortable jace.â âwhat is happening my love?â he asks you in a hushed voice but you dont answer him, a small smile creeps its way onto your face and he grows worried.
he allows you to strip him down to his undertunic, making no move to fight you his eyes drift behind you to cregan who has made himself really comfortable his undershirt untucked and being held open but just one button, cregan raises his brow at jace as he catches his eyes, taking a long drink from his bottle.
you grab his face and jacaerys blushes, âwhat are you looking at?â cregan stalks his way over and stands behind jacaerys his hands wrapping around his waist as jacaerys feels his breath caught in his throat as cregan presses his head into his neck.
âyouâre such a greedy boy, wanting two people at once huh?â he whines. cregan begins to suck at the skin on his neck. heâs confused. he has no clue whats going on. âwhatâs happening?â he curses as your hands dip into his pants and harshly grab at his cock, âme and your secret lover have come to an agreement isnât that right?â cregan lifts his head and hums. He watches in amazement as the two of you share a small kiss and he throbs at the sight of the two people he cares for most being intimate.
âhmm thats right princess.â jacaerys struggles to think as you tug on his throbbing cock, rubbing your thumb around his tip as cregan goes back to sucking on his neck. âsince youâre so greedy, you can have us both arent we so kind?â jacaerys moans in delight at this turn of events and buckles his hips into your hand. your face sours and you lightly smack him across the face, âand not a single thank you? youâre disgusting.â jacaerys whines and shakes his head vigorously. âim sorry im sorry thank you thank you i love you.â
He feels cregan chuckle into his neck, his hands pull away the buttons on jacaerys tunic not caring about the now ruining garment as cregan caresses his skin. jacaerys continues to greedily rut his hips into your hands feeling himself closer and closer to his release. He suddenly feels cregan press into his back and he lets out a shudder as cregan begins to grind his hips against jacaerys, his tunic having long been disregarded and their bare skin presses against each other.
Your hands are suddenly pulled off him and cregan also takes a big step away from him and jacaerys whimpers at the loss of contact and the way his cock throbs as his orgasm dies down. âdont think im going to let you get away with this that easily.â your lips are suddenly presses against his and a fury and he eagerly tried to match you. âfucking another man behind my back so cruel.â he whimpers as it feels like a dagger begins to dig into his chest, âim sorry im sorry.â he slurs against your lips messily as you begin to pull him back as you sit on the bed, staring up at him. âprove it.â
He drops down to his knees like he was born to, quickly throwing himself under your skirt and get a taste of you like hes been craving for weeks now. your hand grips the back of his head while he begins to lick at you through your underwear and you look at cregan who takes another chug from his bottle before placing it down and walking back over to the two of you. jacaerys pushes aside your underwear and moans into you as he gets a taste of you. you gasp and look down at jacaerys skirt over head as your free hand grips at the sheets below you. âfuck jace.â
as his lips wrap around your pearl he gasps into you as he feels a body press against him and hands wrap around his cock. âdont think im not gonna join in.â jacaerys heart pounds as he continues to messily eat at you while cregan rubs his hands all over his cock, coating his fingers in his precum before sliding him inside of jace. his back arches and the vibration of his moan has you throwing your head back while cregan works open his hole as hes done plenty of times now.
the pit continues to build in your stomach and you lock eyes with cregan who grins at you and you wipe some sweat off your face, âdont you look pretty?â âshut the fuck up cregan.â the man laughs as he continues to work his fingers inside of jace, âyou look so pretty when youâre about to cum doesnât see jace?â the man though he cant see you now knows the expression on your jace far too well and nods eagerly against you. once you do release jace eagerly licks up every drop before you rip his head away and cregan pulls his fingers out. jacaerys still without any sort of release grows desperate as tears stream down his face.
âim sorry im sorry ill be good i swear please just let me cum please please.â you lean back into the bed and stare at cregan with a mock pondering look, âhmm what do you think my lord you think hes been good enough?â cregan smirks while jacaerys looks up at him with a pleading look, âoh how can you deny this face? look at him.â cregan cups his face in his hands and brushes some of his tears away. you look at jacaerys fucked out face and pretend to ponder for a few more moments while jacaerys squirms in cregans arms before grinning. âfine, come on my love.â
jacaerys heart beams at your words finally calling him by the affectionate name you had given him and he rushes towards you, âundress us.â his hands greedily tug off your clothes stripping you both bare and you grab his face and kiss him lightly. âyou know ill always accept you jace, no matter what.â the layered meaning of your words hits him like a truck and the tears continue to well in his eyes, âi do not deserve you.â you shake your head as you affectionately run your fingers through his hair, âif this is who you are i do not mind it. i am serious, the three of us can be together if you so wish. cregan will grow on me im sure.â âim still here you know.â
you lightly chuckle as jacaerys beams at you, âyou are the most amazing person i have ever met.â cregan now as bare as the both of you walks towards you two and raises a brow, âam i atleast second place?â jacaerys turns his head towards him, âof course you are.â cregan softly smiles and leans to press a gentle kiss against his lips.
When the two of them pull away the lust returns and you greedily turn jacaerys towards you and pull him into a deep kiss, falling back with him on top of you, âfuck me jace.â he moans as he eagerly lines himself up and pushes into you, shoving his head into the side of your neck as he bottoms out. he begins to work himself into a gentle rhythm before he feel cregans cock press against his hole and he freezes as cregan works his way inside of jacaerys.
jacaerys has never felt so full. so content. with the two people he loves the most bringing him to the heights of pleasure. he hopes his days are like this for the rest of his life, with the two of you by his side. that night after you had left the study and made a mess around cregans room as well he listens to the two of you bicker in bed about the mess youve made in his father study and how his legacy has been tarnished, âis it not strange he has a bed in his study?â âmy father spent most of his time in his study, how do you think i was made?â âyuck do not say those things.â âoh you were certainly not complaining as i was eating-â âoh dont bring up old news stark.â that night jacaerys falls asleep with a big smile on his face your voices lulling him to sleep.
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âthereâs so many fishes in the sea but i never learned how to swimâ ; aventurine
summary â a guide to pining presented by yours truly, aventurine.
pairing â aventurine (w/ gender-neutral reader)
tags â fluff, secret pining but like aventurine can be too obvious, not proofread, 0.8k ; headcanons
tagging â @toorurs (sorry boo i forgot to tag đ)
note â i know i could have done better with this one, my brain wasnât just working and im also on a trip. this is day 6 and 7 of writing for him until i get him !!
Aventurine yearns for connection yet he erects tall walls of self-preservation, fearing vulnerability, attachment, and betrayals (the shadow of his fear of losing someone dear to him all over again will haunt and follow his steps). Heâs always distant, seemingly detached to the people around him like a leaf that never touches the ground as the wind carries it away; his only drive for relationships is due to mutual-benefit or a give-and-take situation. So what happens to him when he falls and yearns for someone?
Love is violence, he knows that but his eyes would stumble after your shadow and he wonders what it feels like to live in it. Heâll lie under your gaze and heâll dream what it feels like to be seen, what it feels like to be loved by you. He will seek ways to be close to you but not close enough that youâll know the rhythm of his heart spells out the letters of your name. In each moment of longing, it is all tinged with a taste of bitterness as this yearning, though desired, is a precarious precipiceâeverything will crumble and fall once he speaks about it.
So he settles with stolen looks with wishful thinking that youâll cast a glance at his direction, he settles with the small things at first before he begins to become selfishâheâll make up reasons just to see and talk to you, think of excuses just so he could linger a little longer in your presence. Heâll make up games and initiates bets where he knows heâll always win but would let himself lose anyways; winning or losing didnât matter to him in those moments with you.
âGo ahead, guess.â
You fell into a deep thought, staring at the two hands balled into fist that are in front of you. Your eyebrows were scrunched, trying to listen to the voice of your instinct but everything was silent inside your head.
âTake your time. After all, whoever loses has to follow what the winner wants.â Aventurine spoke and you could discern the hint of amusement in his tone as he watched you fall into some sort of predicamentâall you had to do was to choose which one of his hands was the coin in. It was just one of the simple games youâll play with him every time you see each other. Come to think of it, his visits to your department have been quite frequent despite having no particular business, official or not.
âShh. Iâm thinking.â You answer, lifting your index finger to your mouth in a hush gesture. It took you a few moments of silence and thoughtful humming before you pointed at his left hand, âThat one.â
But he opens his left hand to show nothing on his palm, his right hand revealing the coin at the same time, and you are hit with a wave of disappointment. A chuckle slips past his lips and you just sighedâthere was nothing you could do but to admit defeat. âWell then, what do you want me to do?â
Aventurine, without a single second of hesitation, answered. âLet me take you out to dinner.â
The thing is you could have laid yourself bare to him, you could tell him all of the sins that taint your skin, the words left unspoken in your mouth, the growing mold in your lungs. Heâll see the rot and will choose to stay, he���ll see the cobwebs and dusty bookshelves, and heâll love you still, heâll see the torn wallpapers and ruined floors and heâll still adore you (heâll find you where you are most ruined and he will love you there).
(His hand would gently tug and hold at the cuffs of your sleeves, letting the warmth and closeness of his touch linger in hopes that youâll see him in the sun that holds you gently.)
Many people claim that they love you but do they adore you the same way as he does? Would they cross bridges for you when heâll swim oceans just to see the way your eyes catch the light? Would they traverse the stars just to listen to the sound of your laughter?Â
(Heâll see the dirt in your hands and will help you wash it off when others would simply walk away.)
Heâll think of you as he laid in his bed, satin sheets all wrinkled and messy as his pillows scattered around his form, and he wondered how nice it would be to have your things among his. to have the smell of your perfume mixed with his, to have you in his arms before he sleeps (he has dreams of his dreams and youâre always in it).
All this yearning, longing, and adoration will turn into a sword that will make him bleed the more he holds on to it and youâll stay in his thoughts as the blood will run dry on his being. He simply hopes he crosses your mind once in a while so that he wonât feel pathetic for thinking of you all the time.
Š azullumi â do not plagiarize, copy, repost, nor translate any of my works.
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vivrant thing (jwy) | four.
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âSUMMARY: after getting into a little accident, wooyoung decides to do his sister a favor by pretending to be your date at the company summer party. as soon as the night ends, wooyoung would go back to his usual routine of hanging out with his boys, keeping his distance from committed relationships and being a typical brother to jiwoo. except, the favor comes with more than what wooyoung expects and he finds you occupying his mind more than usual.Â
âPAIRING:Â jung wooyoung x f. reader
âGENRE: (18+ - minors dni)Â bestfriendâs brother au | fluff, angst, smut
âWORD COUNT: 6.2k
âCHAPTER CONTENT / WARNINGS: cussing, mature language/sexually implied content, angst angst angst, accusations are being thrown, jiwoo is mean, wooyoung is angry, hongjoong tryna play peacemaker, oc is sad, crying, its kinda a mess??, some insecurities coming to surface, mentions of past relationships and wooyoung's fuckboy history
One thing you also don't expect at Jiwoo's family lunch is how incredibly tense and awkward you and Wooyoung are. Maybe you need to wake up a little more and sit with your reality, but you surely hate the feeling it brings. It's almost obvious how you both freeze at the sight of each other, the both of you trying your hardest to keep it together but avoid eye contact.
Wooyoung's first mistake was keeping you [somewhat] at a distance after the party. Truthfully, he was scared as he sorted through his thoughtsâ not really sure how to make sense of any of it. Even though, he knew deep down that he did have newfound feelings for you and it wasn't something he could ignore. It wasn't like anything he's felt before, and he knew it'd only grow despite him trying to push it aside to buy him more time.
Wooyoung's second mistake was leaving you that morning without saying much afterwards. Leaving you and him in limbo. Though, this was the one core moment when he could honestly and truthfully say his feelings grew for you. He was locked in, and there was no going back. He should've told you right then and there instead of making you feel like one of them.
One of his hookups, his tap-n-dash's, his toot-it-n-boot-it's.Â
You were not that. He meant every word he said to you that night, and he should've fucking told you. Now, he's stuck with not knowing how to do it after some time has passed.
âFLASHBACK
Wooyoung's eyes flutter open to the sun beaming into your studio, causing him to squint and shift a bit in his position. He tries not move too much when he realizes your back is pressed against him, and he's got an arm around you. Luckily, the movements don't wake you and Wooyoung can't help but smile to himself at how tired you seem to be. He snuggles against you for a few more minutes, giving you tiny kisses on your shoulder, the back of your head. His hand gives your side a soft squeeze, and he finds that this is how he'd like to wake up every morning.
With you, in particular.
But as equally as the thought is exciting, it is also frightening. Because every moment seems to make this more and more real and he's not sure how to act. So, he freezes. Those 'few more minutes' are suddenly over, and he's slipping himself out of your bed gently. He needs time to figure out what to say and how to say it without sounding like an idiot. He slips into his clothes and finds a stack of post-its nearby, scribbling a quick note to leave on your nighstand to at least let you know he's thinking about you. He is, he truly is. He doesn't wanna rip himself off you, but he has to cause he needs timeâ
morning cute stuff! text me when you wake up. had to run off cause im shy and don't want you to see my morning face lol jk need to meet up with san for a workout. talk to you later! hope you slept well :)
Which, isn't entirely a lie. He does need to meet San for a workout, it's just hours later.
He darts out anyway, giving your door one last look before he heads to his car and begins his journey home. When you wake about 15 minutes after he leaves, your heart drops when you realize Wooyoung isn't behind you anymore. You were giving him the benefit of the doubt, thinking he might be locked away in the bathroom.
But, nothing.
His clothes are gone.
Wooyoung is gone.
And although the note leaves a small smile on your face, you can't ignore the way your chest tightens knowing he left in somewhat of a hurry; at least, before you could wake up. Was it because this was always how Wooyoung was? Did he really mean everything he said last night?
Or were you just like them?
The thoughts don't make it any easier on you, and you've swallowed the lump in your throat in an attempt to push the tears back. You can't help but feel hurt despite knowing how Wooyoung was. You weren't any different, and you shouldn't have relied on that. You shouldn't have gotten so comfortable, you shouldn't have opened up to him the way you did.
You were a favor to Wooyoung, nothing more, nothing less.
jiwoo: goodmorning to my baby!!!
jiwoo: sorry i didnt text you last night after dinner, we can catch up later!
jiwoo: come with me to my family lunch tomorrow? we can have a girls day after since i feel like its been so long
jiwoo: we can get our nails done and go shopping then just cry over our favorite movies!!
Then, the reality hits you even more. You're gonna have to tell Jiwoo what happened because even if you try to hide it, you're terrible at lying and Jiwoo will catch on eventually. She'll know something has changed, she'll know something has hurt you.
And you're not ready to tell her it's her own brother.
you: okay đ i'm down for lunch and a girls day tomorrow. i need it.
jiwoo: okay, yay! đ me too!! i'll pick you up around 11:30 tomorrow.
you: sounds good.
âEND
"The most important people have arrived! Sorry to worry you guys. It was kinda traffic." Jiwoo says, greeting her family and San.
"No one asked." Wooyoung glares at her before making a face while she hugs him tightly. "Get off." He whines when she doesn't pry her arms around her brother right away, making her giggle mischievously. When she finally lets go and moves onto San, Wooyoung shifts his attention to you.
"Hey Y/N." He says with a pursed smile, bringing you in for a one-armed hug that feels forced and too stiff.
"Hi." You softly respond, avoiding all eye contact. It sucks, it sucks, it sucks. You didn't end up texting him that morning. As much as you wanted to, you didn't wanna look sad and desperate even though you longed for Wooyoung's company. You spent time with your grandpa to get your mind off of it, but it was difficult. He didn't take the chance to text you either, so that told you more than you needed to know.
Sometimes silence can be the most deafening.
You scurry along to say hello to San before greeting their parents, back to hiding behind Jiwoo as you all wait to be seated.
"Where's Hongjoong?"
"Not here because it's a girls day after this." Jiwoo links her arm with yours as she follows her parents into the restaurant when they're called, Wooyoung and San following behind.
"Girls day? What are you ladies doing afterwards?" Their father asks as all of you settle at a round table. You fall in between Wooyoung and Jiwoo, of course, and you almost wanna tell his sister to switch just for your own sake.
But, you don't. You suck it up.Â
You sit. He sits.
It's quiet.
Wooyoung grabs chopsticks from the center container and passes them out to his parents, San, then you and Jiwoo. He doesn't really say anything else, he can't really look at you just like you can't with him.
And all of this is so awkward for no reason.
Well, there are reasons, but it doesn't have to be this way and Wooyoung is constantly calling himself dumb for creating this divide, this distance. For making you feel this way. All he wants to do is hug you, kiss you a few times, hold your hand. Be all cute with you.
He's an idiot.
"Gonna get our nails done and go shop."
"I'm surprised Yeosang didn't come." Wooyoung pauses as he's skimming through the dim sum menu, hoping you don't catch the way his jaw slightly clenches. How he almost rolls his eyes at the sound of his name. He doesn't have a reason to dislike Yeosang at all, but he finds himself getting irked knowing that Yeosang has feelings for you. He shouldn't, though. He can't claim you like that, especially if he's being dumb and not knowing how to be upfront about his feelings properly.
"Oh, no. That probably won't happen for awhile." Jiwoo says.
"Aw, why not? Is he just busy nowadays?"
"Busy sulking." Jiwoo mutters playfully. "Didn't snag the girl of his dreams." She teases you and you roll your eyes.
"Stop that."
"He'll live." Wooyoung adds nonchalantly while him and San check off items on the list, and Jiwoo doesn't even bat an eye at the comment.
"What happened?" San whispers to Wooyoung and he furrows his brows at him. "Did Yeosang ask Y/N out or something?" But before Wooyoung can respond, his mom cuts in with the same questionâ
"Aw, no! Did he ask you out?" At this point, the waitress brings water and a kettle full of hot barley tea.
"Yeah, but we just decided to stay friends." You look at her so innocently Wooyoung can't fucking take it. Jesus Christ. Kinda reminds him of the other night.
"We, more like you." Jiwoo teases and you glare at her.
"Well, she was honest and I'm sure he appreciated it." Their father chimes in. "You don't ever wanna force anything, that's the number one rule."Â
"If he truly values you and respects you as one of his good friends, he'll understand and won't treat you differently from before." Their mom adds.Â
"That'll be awkward for them." San says lowly to Wooyoung just as he hands the checklist off to the waitress in passing.
"He's a grown ass man, he'll get over it. You win some, you lose some." San furrows his brows at Wooyoung's reaction. He truly can't help but notice that his bestfriend has been on edge ever since you and Jiwoo came. He's not sure he's ever seen Wooyoung so awkward and.. weird. And he knows you're pretty shy, but you're also acting very weird and.. avoidant?
"I guess so." Is all San says.
"Is there someone else?" Wooyoung almost chokes on his water. The heat instantly rises to your cheeks and you feel somewhat suffocated from the question alone. "Jesus, Wooyoung. I told you to drink slowly." Their mom adds.Â
"Mother chismosa. All up in her business." Jiwoo laughs at Wooyoung's response.
"I'm just wondering! She's like my baby, too." She furrows her brows at her son before returning to you with a smile on her face.Â
"Oh, um. No. There's no one else." You pause, missing the way Wooyoung is looking at you through his peripherals. "Just thought we're better off that way."
"I see. Well, you know Y/N, the right person will come in time. Don't rush it."
"Sometimes, I wish Wooyoung could find a nice girl like you." His dad chimes in. "He is a pain in the ass, though."
"I'm sorry, I'm confused. Did we gather around over some dim sum just to get on my ass? Did I miss the agenda?" Jiwoo and San snicker.
"Stop it, you're making him embarrassed." Their mom shifts her attention back to you. "Y/N, anyway. How's Papa been?" Jiwoo pours you more tea to drink.
"He's been okay. I spent the day with him yesterday. He hasn't been feeling the greatest, though."
"Oh? Is he sick?" You shrug.
"He seemed to be fine yesterday. He just says he's more tired lately, been feeling this on-and-off dull pain in his lower back. I told him we should go to the hospital, but he doesn't think it's a big deal. He thinks he just needs to keep exercising and stretching properly."
"I see. Otherwise he's been okay?"
"Mhm." You give their parents a small, toothless smile, tugging your turtleneck sweater up when you feel everyone's eyes on you for a second. "He's the same." Underneath the material are the little marks Wooyoung left, and they've barely started to fade away.
"That's good to hear. Please bring him by soon, we'd love to see him again." You nod.
"Girl, aren't you hot wearing that turtleneck?" Jiwoo tugs on the material and you kinda shimmy away from her grip.
"No, I'm okay."
"Is it just me then? Am I getting hot flashes already?" Her mom clicks her teeth and tells her to stop being so dramatic. At this point, the food is rolled in and placed on the table like a game of tetris. Everyone automatically digs in, passing food along until everyone's satisfied with their first serving. Usually by now, Wooyoung has at least teased you one way or another, cracked a joke or poked fun at you. That's how he typically is with you. Today, you're seeing a very different side of him, and you're not sure what you did wrong.
When you finish your food, you try to reach over for another piece of dimsum but it's a little further out than expected. Suddenly, Wooyoung grabs a few pieces and places it on your plateâ still not making any eye contact with you.
He's so confusing.
You're not sure if you want it to be like this.
You quickly decide that you don't. You don't want to be this way with someone, you don't want someone to ever be unsure of you. You don't want someone to make you feel the slightest bit of doubt. Which, is crazy to think about. Because Yeosang could've been that person, but you were too busy wanting Wooyoung. You were too busy having feelings for Wooyoung, and even though you still feel guilty about the whole thing with Yeo, there was no way you could've forced yourself to feel a certain way.
Wishful thinking, perhaps?
At least, now you know, and you'll never allow yourself to do that shit ever again.
You continue to eat and engage in small conversation with Jiwoo and her parents, Wooyoung and San mostly in their own world together off to the side. He was seemed to be fine with San, and you don't know if you made it worse for you. You tried to push it to the back of your head, trying to tell yourself that you shouldn't feel this way. That you didn't need to be so hung up over Wooyoung. That you didn't do anything wrong.
Still hurts, though. You wonder if he'll ever talk to you again or bring it up.
When lunch is over, their parents pay for the bill and leave a hefty tip, passing out the little candies that were brought over with the receipt. Jiwoo quickly shuffles you away, thanking her parents for lunch before taking you down the street to a popular nail shop for your appointments.Â
The nail shop is as busy as it gets on a Sunday, but you don't wait long before you and Jiwoo are seated at the spa chairs for the pedicures. Jiwoo starts to tell you about how her and Hongjoong are going on a last minute trip to Japan and that you were welcome to come along if you wanted. You've gone on little trips with Jiwoo and Hongjoong before, and they've never made you feel like a third wheel. But, you wonder when you'd get to go on trips with your own special someone, your person.
Would this change things in the future? When Jiwoo and her family invite you on their trips?
Would this change everything?
It makes you feel like you really should've thought about your decisions before letting things escalate that night. Everything feels like a hard ass lesson, and you hate it. Everything is reminding you of your recklessness, of how you relied so much on the way Wooyoung treated you at the party. You can't say you regret it though, but it's starting to feel like a mistake.
When you politely decline and tell her to have fun with her boyfriend, another tech comes to work on your hands, beginning your gel manicure while the other tech continues with your pedicure.
"Has Yeosang texted you?" You shake your head.
"No." You sigh. "We probably won't be the same for a bit. He did say he needed time."
"I'm sorry." Jiwoo looks at you with a small pout. "He'll be okay, though. I know he cares about you regardless."
"And I care about him, too. I just want us to be okay."
"Are you sure you don't wanna come with us? Leave this place for a few days. Work won't care if we're both off last minute, we have enough team members to cover." You chuckle.
"I'm good. Promise."
"What do you wanna do after? Should we shop, then pick up some takeout so we can watch our movies?"
"Sure. I do need to buy some new clothes. I haven't spoiled myself in a bit." She gasps dramatically.
"Same."
"You went shopping when we bought our dresses."
"And that was awhile ago." She shrugs. "I'm on the lookout for this thick zip-up jacket. My brother has one and I keep taking it from him. He keeps getting mad." You don't respond. "I hate to say it, but Wooyoung has taste. Sometimes."
"Hm." You hum.
"Did you notice Wooyoung being all quiet today? It's not like him."
"I guess so."
"Well, he was quieter than usual. It's so unlike him."
"Why don't you ask?"
"Because my brother won't say a thing. I could tell him all my problems, but he won't tell me most of his. You know this. I dunno if it's some kinda façade or front to maintain this strong, older brother image. I know things bother him, but I also know a lot of things don't. It's difficult to read him." Ain't that so, you think. He is terribly hard to read.
"Do you think it's over a girl?" You awkwardly ask, looking to see what her reaction is.
"Wooyoung sulking over a girl? I doubt it. I haven't seen him do that since him and his exes broke up, and that was years ago. I'm convinced stuff like this isn't worth it to Wooyoung anymore. I haven't seen him be different around anyone."
"Oh."Â
"Yeah, well. Whatever. I'm sure he'll get over it."
"Yeah, I think so." You respond softly, which Jiwoo kinda catches on. She sees how quiet you've gotten and how you've managed to hide back in your shellâ you probably tried not to make it so obvious, but as your bestfriend, it's easy to pick up on your switches, too.
It is a little odd, but she won't bother. She just wants to have a good girls day with you.
After the nail appointment, the both of you make your way down to the biggest mall in town to shop, especially for her trip. You find a few new outfits, one you can't wait to wear out and flaunt. Wooyoung briefly comes to mind, but you shake it off and correct yourselfâ because no, you're excited to wear and flaunt the new outfits for yourself.Â
No one else.
You were genuinely happy for the first time today. You felt good about yourself.
Until tonight comes, and all of that goes out the window rather quickly.
When you get back to Jiwoo's apartment, the both of you are pretty exhausted from the long day being out and about. It's a little past 6pm when you drag yourselves in. You take a quick shower and wind down for the evening, changing into comfier clothes that you've packed in case you wanted to spend the night at Jiwoo's. You lay out the food on the living room coffee table while Jiwoo takes her shower. You've already decided on a lineup of movies tonight: Brown Sugar, The Wood, Love and Basketball. As you wait for Jiwoo to be finished, you scroll through your phone to see if there's been any new updates, new texts.
Nothing.
Though, you've noticed Wooyoung has posted on his Instagram story. You're not usually one to peep, but you are curious; you can't help yourself. For the most part, they're just random photos of the city, San. There are two photos that do catch your eye and you're not sure if Wooyoung meant to post this for a particular reason or just cause. The first photo that catches your eye is an old vintage poster of Spirited Away. It's alongside other vintage Studio Ghibli posters, but he posted this one in particular. The second photo is of the view. You remember that Wooyoung goes there to clear his mind. You wonder if San tagged along.
"What a day!" Jiwoo comes out of the bathroom, hair still damp. She rushes over and plops next to you on the floor in front of the coffee table and TV, sending Hongjoong a quick text. "Ready, babe?"
"Mhm." You nod, the both of you popping your lids to your bowls open as the movie begins. "Thank you for today."
"Of course, are you kidding?! I love a good girls day with my bestfriend." She smiles at you, digging into her food. You swallow the lump in your throat when the truth settles in the pit of your stomach, almost making you lose your appetite completely. She gives your arm a good squeeze. She's so happyâ you can't believe you're gonna be the reason why all of that changes. You needed to be honest with her, if not yourself.Â
Because what happened, happened. There was no going back to change it.
You give it a good hour or so, making sure the both of you have finished your food and are satisfied while you sit in your thoughts and determine it's probably a good time to talk to Jiwoo about everything. The night has settled, the climax of the movie has passed. You don't wanna wait too long, and you feel like you shouldn't; somehow hoping it'll lessen the damage, lessen the blow.
"Jiwoo." You poke her arm softly.
"Yeah?"
"Can we talk?"
"Sure, of course." She looks at you with concern, pausing the movie. "What's up, babe?"
"You know the other night, when I had dinner with Yeosang?"
"Mhm."
"There were other things I didn't get around to telling you."
"Did something else happen with him?" You look at her and you already feel the impending breakdown ready to take over in about 0.5 seconds.
"N-no. Not Yeosang." You physically shrink as you try to gain the courage to continue on.
"Huh?"Â Silence. "What is it, Y/N? What're you hiding from me?"
"I-Iâ" You feel tears welling up in your eyes. "Your brother. I meant to text you while I was drinking at the convenience store, but I accidentally texted your brother. He ended up swinging by and he walked me back home. A-andâ" You pause, tears now slowly streaming down your cheeks and they seem to keep coming even with you constantly wiping them away.
"And, what?" Quite frankly, she knows where this is going. Jiwoo just doesn't wanna believe it. But, she has no choice when you hit her with the:
"We hung out for awhile, and things went further."
"Further as in?" You start to cry a little more. "Further as in.. what, Y/N?"
"Things just escalated so quickly, I'mâ"
"Escalated? Did you sleep with my brother?" She's in utter disbelief and her tone says it all. She doesn't even need to hear a verbal response from you because your face completely gives it away.
"Jiwoo, I'm sorry. Things just happened andâ"
"My brother? Out of all people? Was that why you were so quiet today?" More silence. "Y/N, what were you thinking?! He's no good for you! All he's gonna do is hurt you like he does with every girl that gets tangled up with him. He doesn't care, he'sâ" She stands as she keeps going, but you aren't hanging onto one word she's saying. You just wanna get this over with, you just wanna get away. You don't wanna hear what you already know. It's your fault; she told you so. You should've known.
"Jiwoo." You plead with your eyes, hoping she stops. It doesn't make anything better, and you feel like a child getting scolded.
"What did he say to you?" She pauses. "What did he say to you? Did he say some sweet shit to get into your pants or what? Were you really that naive?"
"Jiwoo, enough. Please." You cry. "He didn't have to say anything to me, things just happened and it wasn't just Wooyoung. I played a part in this, too." You're not really sure why you're explaining it the way that you are, but you feel as if you have no choice at this point.
"Yeah." She says, almost mockingly. "So, what now? Has he even talked to you after that?" You shake your head pathetically and your tears fall even more. "Exactly, I thought so. Because that's who he is, Y/N. I thought you knew that! He's not gonna change. Now you're here crying over him like the rest of them usually do!" You cry harder, feeling like you're about to be shoved in a corner for timeout. "You can't tell me you actually have feelings for him." She scoffs.
"I'm sorry." Is all you say. What you're sorry for, you're not sure. For yourself? For how things quickly unfolded? For having feelings for her brother?
All of the above?
"Did he even tell you he had feelings for you? Did he tell you anything before he ran off and got what he wanted from you?" You shake your head. "Unbelievable." She grabs her keys and her purse. "You should go."
"I'm sorry. I thoughtâ"
"Please, Y/N. I need some time to process this."
"Where are you going?"
"To my brother's. Quite frankly, I can't look at the both of you right now, but I need to talk to him." You shake your head.
"It's not gonna change anything."
"It's not, but he also deserves to hear it since you're here crying in my living room about it." She furrows her brows in deep disappointment before giving you one last look. "Thought you knew better than that." She turns on her heel and leaves you in her living room. You cry, and you cry. You cry that you don't even know what you're crying over, what you're feeling hurt over.
You cry because one bestfriend is mad at you, and the other bestfriend needs his time away from you.
You cry because you have feelings for Wooyoung.
You cry because you feel so naive and stupid for admitting it, for going along with everything.
Were you wrong for feeling the way you do over him?
You quietly clean up and gather your things, sadly throwing the duffle bag over your shoulder as you lock her door from the inside and walk out. Your head hangs low when you start to walk to the nearest bus stop, taking the long way back home so that you can clear your mind and stop by Papa's apartment on the way over. Honestly, you don't blame Jiwoo for acting the way she did. You knew she was very protective of you, and you knew she was coming from a good place. You kinda just wish everything went down a little differently.
So, you continue quietly. Tears streaming down. Phone tucked away and on silent. Shutting down and ignoring the rest of the world like you always do when things go awry.
"Baby, don't you think you should just simmer down first before talking to your brother?" Hongjoong says over the bluetooth in her car.
"Simmer down for what? I can't believe he'd do that to her."
"Well, you don't really know if he actually had bad intentions. It does take two to tango. You ever think maybe, he's always had it for her and just never realized until he had to be her date? He probably needed the time. I don't think Wooyoung would mess around with Y/N like that."
"Kim Hongjoong. Aren't you supposed to be on my team right now?"
"I am, that's why I'm trying to tell you this is probably not a good idea."
"He was wrong, okay! She's naive, he knows that." She groans, causing Hongjoong to sigh.
"There were better ways to go about it, sure. I just don't think he's intentionally trying to hurt her like you think he is."
"I'll hang up in 5 seconds, Hongjoong." He clicks his teeth.
"Where is Y/N anyway? Thought you two were having a girls day."
"We were until she dropped all of this on me. She's probably on her way home."
"Why did you just leave her?"
"Because I'm angry and I can't deal right now."
"Then, go back home. You can yell at your brother any day, but you shouldn't leave her."
"I'll call you later. I'm at Wooyoung's."
"Jiwooâ" But before Hongjoong can say anything else, Jiwoo is ending the call and shutting off the car. She slams the driver's door and heads into the lobby, furiously pressing the elevator button to bring her up to the 6th floor. When she gets off and heads to his door, she repeatedly knocks until she hears shuffling on the other end.
"What the fuck is wrong with you!" Jiwoo storms into Wooyoung's apartment as soon as he swings the door open. He knew this would happen at some pointâ he just didn't think it'd be tonight, exactly.
"You really don't have to yellâ"
"My bestfriend!? Why would you sleep with her! She's not one of your fucking girls to toy around with, Wooyoung!" He's actually appalled at the way Jiwoo is coming at him right now. Most of the time, he can handle her. Today is just one of those days where he can't, and he feels himself losing it a lot quicker due to the sensitivity of the subject. He hates how Jiwoo looks at him this way, and he hates how she's so quick to badmouth him, especially when it comes to you.
What if he truly, truly cared about you?
"No one said she was!" Wooyoung matches her tone and San is awkwardly sitting off to the side, unsure of what to do. He didn't think he'd ever hear it this way, let alone didn't think Wooyoung would ever sleep with his sister's bestfriend. It wasn't a secret that Wooyoung thought you were cute, attractive. He just never crossed those lines because he didn't think he should, especially with the way he had tendencies to be a dick.
San is so unsure of how to take all of this.
Did Wooyoung just cave after the party? Did he plan for this to happen? How did he even get you to do all that with him?
"What else can I call it? Why would you take advantage of herâ"
"Slow your fucking roll, Jiwoo. I never said I was just using Y/N for anything, nor do you have the right to assume that." Wooyoung says seriously. It's true, and he finds himself hurt at the wild accusations Jiwoo is spewing out. He wasn't always good, but he wasn't entirely bad. He's made some terrible decisions and acted poorly in certain situations, but he never failed to learn from his mistakes and be the bigger person about it. He'd be honest, and in the end, he would never let his pride win just to get away with it.
"What am I supposed to think with your amazing track record?"
"I don't care if I made some mistakes or fucked around in the past, you don't get to say all that just because you're angry."
"All of a sudden you're good and pure when it comes to Y/N." She groans. "I swear to god, Wooyoung. The favor was supposed to be just a favor, not a window for you to add her to your rosterâ"
"Aye, stop while you're ahead." Wooyoung cuts her off. "You don't get to come into my space and yell at me for shit you know nothing about. Stop painting me like that, Jiwoo. I'm not this shitty person you like to think I am. For real. I don't appreciate it. You're spitting out all these crazy accusations when you have nothing but my past to refer to. I was never planning to 'put her on my roster' or treat her that way, I never meant to hurt her in any way. It's fucking wild you'd assume that."
"Then, why haven't you talked to her if you wanna claim this is different, Wooyoung?"
"Because I just need time to sort through my shit, okay! As much as I wanna talk to her, I don't know how and I'm trying to figure it out, that's all. Sorry. I'm not tryna mess this up more than I might've already done."
"You're unbelievable." Jiwoo glares at him. "Do you have feelings for her or not? It's a simple yes or no. Stop dragging it out so unnecessarilyâ"
"No. We're not doing this right now."
"Wooyoung!"
"I don't care! That's not for you to decide, so don't push it." He says sternly. "I'm not answering your question cause we're not talking about this right now, not when we're both angry. We're gonna go in circles like we always do and we're not gonna get anywhere. So no, I'm not saying anything to you, especially until you stop yelling and accusing me of things." He glares at her. "I sure as hell hope you didn't come at Y/N this way because she didn't do anything wrong. You don't get to talk to her like that either." He pauses. "Where is she?"
"I told her to go home."
"Oh, so you left her alone just to do this? The hell is wrong with you?"
"Can't I say the same shit about you? Leaving her that morning without saying a word." She scoffs while he bites his tongue, hoping she'd leave after getting this out of her system. "I thought so. You better fix this properly." Is all Jiwoo says before she turns on her heel and slams his door shut.
"And you should fix your attitude while you're at it!" Wooyoung yells. He groans loudly and plops onto the couch with a loud sigh. "Sorry." Is all he says to San, who is still dumbfounded over the argument that just went down.
"It's all good." Wooyoung is running a hand down his face before tossing his phone onto the table and resting his head back against the couch. As much as he loves to push his sister's buttons, he doesn't enjoy it when they fight. He doesn't like it when they're heated and angry at each other. He knows she can't help but protect you [rightfully so], but he hates the way she treats him like he has zero common sense. He wouldn't do that to you, especially out of all people.Â
You would never be just another girl to him.
"So, what happened exactly?" Wooyoung lets out a breath.
"It was the other night, after she had dinner with Yeosang. She meant to text Jiwoo while she was drinking at the convenience store, but she accidentally texted me. I swung by to make sure she was okay, and things just escalated that night."
"That's why you two were weird around each other today."
"Yeah, but that's mainly my fault. I ran off when I shouldn't have. I didn't talk to her the way I wanted to because I froze. I haven't really felt like this in a long time and it scared me. It's a dumb excuse."
"Woo, are you sure this isn't just a phase or something?"
"A phase?" San shrugs. "You're not serious, right?"
"I don't know. I just have to ask. I feel like you've had moments when you thought you liked someone, but it wasn't like that."
"San." Wooyoung almost looks hurt when he turns to him. His expression says all.
"Hm?" Wooyoung shakes his head.
"It's not like that at all. I-I genuinely have feelings for Y/N. I really, really like her."
"Oh." San looks at him, a mixture of confusion and concern plastered on his face. "Oh, okay. So it is like that."
"Fuck." Wooyoung groans. "I fucked up. I should've just told her. Fuck!" He repeats, now pacing around his living room. San doesn't even respond because he's not sure how to. He watches as his bestfriend runs his hand through his hair, quickly texting away before making a call.
Wooyoung's third mistake is letting this linger. Now, everyone, including you and his sister, are continuing to paint him as this bad guy; a bad guy that he has a tendency to be, had a past history of being. But, with you, he's different. He needs you to know that. He should've done this differently.
He just needs to be honest, and he knows he can't put this off any longer. It's time.
Wooyoung feels the inner panic when he tries to call you a few times, but you don't answer. He sends a few texts asking where you're at. If you're safe. If he can come see you so he can talk to you because he really needs to.
wooyoung:Â y/n. i know you probably don't wanna talk to me right now, but i really wanna explain.
wooyoung:Â i'm so sorry y/n, i fucked up. can i come see you so we can talk about this properly?
wooyoung:Â at least let me know if you're okay and safe if you don't wanna talk tonight.
And you see the missed calls and texts from Wooyoung. But, they're overshadowed by the missed call notifications from Papa. You barely get a chance to let it marinate, especially when you approach his apartment and all you're welcomed with is chaos.
Bright lights.Â
"Papa?" You walk closer to his apartment, seeing the paramedics coming out with your grandfather on a stretcher. "Papa!" You cry, pushing your way through them to get a good look at your grandpa. He's conscious, barely clinging onto it, though. He gives you a small smile as you hold his hand and climb into the truck, sitting right by his side. He called because he needed you, and you weren't there. You weren't there because you were too busy justifying your actions to Jiwoo, you weren't there because you were too busy trying to find out how to tell her you had feelings for her brother.
You weren't there, and he's here.
Wooyoung is the last thing on your mind right now.
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ἍáĄ. BOYFRIEND KANKURO .á
warnings & content. adult content. afab reader, no pronouns included(?). very small nsfw but not too much. established relationships, fluff.
writers note. im having a kankuro brainrot, im gaining ideas every time and itâs controlling, the tags are going to be filled with my content and shit (probably). but if you do end up writing for kankuro and perhaps obito, please tag me, im literally being deprived of them.
boyfriend kankuro whoâs love language is making fun of his significant other for the hell of it. you would need to have a tough heart to be his partner, because he needs to have those kind of moments with them. yes they are light and he knows his limits, doesnât make fun of you of your past and traumas, those are one of the few things he doesnât joke about. insults are his petnames, however he does use âbabeâ for you.
boyfriend kankuro who gets jealous easily when someone else is talking to you, he will pull the âi donât know, why donât you go ask your other lover.â move on you, he will give you the silent treatment for awhile before heâs all up on you, wanting to cuddle and kiss you. he has issues and is afraid of you leaving him for someone else, he needs a lot of reassuring. he loves and trust you, itâs just the other one who he doesnât trust.
boyfriend kankuro who loves getting kisses before he leaves for work, he loves getting them in morning, before bed and during work hours. he loves having your soft lips on his own whenever he gets the chance. however, this is mostly away from others, he will only kiss you when the two of you are alone. heâs not a big fan of pda he prefers to keep his affection hidden from others, but he will hold your hand in public and give you welcoming kisses and thatâs about it.
boyfriend kankuro who canât resist the urge to slap your ass whenever he walks past you or you laying in bed, comfortably, only for his heavy hand to smack down on your poor ass. kankuro isnât an ass man by all means, he just thinks itâs funny to startle you and hearing a small yelp coming from you. do it to him and there will be consequences for your actions. he has a nice ass actually, nice and full, itâs all the working out he does, just give it a hard squeeze and itâs over for you. he honestly thinks a bit funny, just donât do it too much.
boyfriend kankuro who loves having his hair played with while he lays on your chest after a particular long day of ninja work. he wonât admit it to you, youâll just have to figure that information out on your own. heâll sigh loudly and have his head on your shoulder or simply lay on your chest and look up at you in hopes you get the silent message, heâll also groan loudly until you look at him, thatâs when youâll know what he wants. he looks at you almost silently begging you to run your fingers through his spiky hair. he loves those feelings you give him and he will quickly fall asleep.
boyfriend kankuro who likes to finger you during a mission together inside your tent as everyone else is soundly asleep, with a few ninjas at watch. he will whisper into your ear, while watching you try to hold in your cries as he magically moves his fingers wonderfully inside you, rubbing your walls and curling against that one spot that has you throwing your head back and biting down on your lower lip harshly. heâll hold down your hips with his other hand if you tried to grind against him. heâs doesnât want you finishing just yet.
boyfriend kankuro who loves to eat you out after a stressful day at the kazekage office or mission. he will have your legs over his broad shoulders, keeping you spread open for him so he can stuff his fingers inside of your soaking core while his wet lips are latched around your clit. kankuro is a strong man, all he simply needs is a single arm on your abdomen to keep you from moving against him. heâll stare up at you with a hazy gaze while flicking his tongue against your sensitive nub. he loves how your stomach tenses and how your walls squeezing his fingers. he can have his face between your thighs all night.
boyfriend kankuro who loves when you request a blowjob, especially after heâs done with his puppet building or after training. he loves the feeling of your pretty mouth wrapped around his pulsing cock. heâs clarified a head pusher when heâs close to cumming. heâs also a grower not a show-er. grunts and moans will leave him as he has a tight grip on your hair, rutting into your warm mouth, feeling the wonderful tension of your throat squeezing him, he also loves the way your eyes water when you try to take him deeper down your throat and surpass the gag.
boyfriend kankuro who loves to dirty you with his face paint. your skin will be covered with purple smudges of paint, between your thighs, your neck, your shoulders, any part of your body that heâs capable of reaching, his paint will no longer be neat, but smudge and messy. it really turns him on seeing you such a mess, especially when your panting and sweaty, he canât help but wanting to go for another round with you. he thinks youâre the prettiest when youâre covered with something of his.
boyfriend kankuro who loves doing âcorny romanticâ things with you, whether itâll be cooking, baking, even going as far as talking about the future with you, he adores these soft moments, it makes him feel warm and fuzzy. he could spend the rest of his life with you and he genuinely sees a bright future with you and he hopes he can have that. he will actually lose his mind if the relationship ever ends. you donât ever have to worry about his loyalty to you, he solely belongs to you and you to him.
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hereâs a list of all my fics! i wonât be able to post and reblog much since Iâm traveling the next week and a half, so Iâll compile all my works here in the meantime :-)
will also update this list as i write more!
klance:
midnight snacks don't exist in space
G | 1.7K | RP/BP dynamics
There are no rules about eating at 3:00 AM if you're in the far reaches of the universe.
In a bright kitchen while the team is asleep, Lance and Keith find each other, as they always do.
Why We Fight
T | 5.7K | truth-telling au
With the Rebels in need of resources, the team ventures to a planet known for its raw materials in hope that they'll join the coalition. Here's the thing: they need to prove that they can be trusted by telling the truth about why they fight.
Lance finds this more difficult to voice than the others. Unfortunately (thankfully), Keith has returned from the Blade and is more than willing to listen.
"This is bigger than any of us alone."
A Keith By Any Other Name
T | 8.2K | coffee shop rom-com AU
Lance McClain was dared to hit on Keith. Keith thought thatâd be the first and last time theyâd meet. However, Lance keeps coming back, charming Keith with his jokes and charisma.
Hereâs the catch: Keith refuses to tell Lance his real name.
âIâm not telling you my name unless you order and move on.â Keith pointed to the register screen.
âAlright, Iâll do a cappuccino.â Lance pulled out his wallet from his jacket pocket and slid his card over to Keith. âNow will you tell me your name?â
âMy name is Yorak.â Keith passed the card back to Lance, who looked shocked at that answer, his eyebrows raised to his hairline. Keith was beginning to realize how dramatic Lance could be.
âReally?!â Lance demanded. He looked pityingly at Keith, and irritation welled up in his gut.
âNo!â Keith rolled his eyes.
âYouâre the worst,â Lance huffed.
a billion light years from here
T | 8.5K | post-canon fix-it
Keith and Lance reconnect over letters. Through their writing, Keith learns to open up, and Lance learns what a home is.
"For all the game I talked on the castleship about missing home, now that Iâm back on my family farm, I kind of feel like thereâs something missing. Like, even surrounded by all of the juniberry flowers Allura gave us, and even with my parents, I still feel lonely. Or restless."
Or: A post s-8 fix-it AU told entirely through letters between Lance and Keith, both sent and unsent.
out of my head
G | 1.2K | high school au
Keith didnât even want to watch the spring musical auditions. Forced by Pidge to accompany them, he finds himself surprised at the talent of a particular actor. He also finds himself surprised by his own response.Â
OR:
Lance is ridiculously good at singing and Keith is a lovable, impulsive jock.
baptism by fire
T | 1.5K | canon-compliant angst
Prompt: write a private scene between two characters with no dialogue, of just them two alone.
Lance just witnessed the unthinkable. Keith offers his company in wake of the tragedy.
kiribaku:
unstoppably, immovably, unbreakably you
G | 651 | canon-compliant
A character study.
An unstoppable force meets an immovable object.
Katsuki Bakugouâs hand implodes against Eijirou Kirishimaâs arm; a flurry of sparks surround them with a sound that rings between his skull.
This is something he knows how to do well. With every blow that Katsuki unleashes, he feels Kirishima retaliate with more, responding like a dance to his every movement. Katsuki is a fine-tuned instrument of destruction, every muscle on his body worked with the intention of winning.
as always please let me know what u think thru asks & comments on ao3!! ill answer asks between travel, but im going to frequently be in spotty service.
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â§.* Request- @cvmtitss
"Hey, my first time requesting you! I was wondering if you could do a joost w a fem reader where she's famous as well and she has a concert but doesn't think joost can make it due to him being busy or she thinks he has a tour and he comes back early without telling her. And so while she's performing the music, either suddenly changes or turns off and then she turns around and sees joost like proposing overall it js seems rlly cute and fluffy â¤ď¸"
â§.* Pair - Joost Klein x Fem! Musician! Reader
â§.* Tags & Warnings - fluff
â§.* Summary - Joost proposes to the love of his life while she is performing on stage in front of thousands of fans.
â§.* Extra- The reader's performance will be inspired by Kali Uchis' stage performance at Lollapalooza in Brazil (2023) because i'm obsessed with that fucking performance LMAO but if you guys don't like it, ofc change it up for your own imagination. Also highlighted parts are dutch.
â§.* Word Count - 1,442
It was one of the last tours that (Y/N) was doing and she decided to add the cherry on top in Brazil. She had everything ready to go. Her crew, her outfits, the stage, but she was missing one important thing. Her man. Joost was always there to support (Y/N) at her concerts. Whether it was on stage performing with her or watching her with heart eyes behind the scenes. This time, he was on his own tour in Europe, which was what (Y/N) thought.
It was a couple hours before the show was about to start and (Y/N) was starting to get ready while being on the phone with Joost. l âIâm really sad you arenât here with me, my love,â she expressed.
She heard Joost softly chuckle on the other line. âI know, honey. I wish I was there with you. I love watching you sing and dance, but this is your last show and I finish mine next week. Weâll see each other soon, very soon, gorgeous.â
(Y/N) was content to hear that. She couldnât wait to see her lover. âI know, im so excited to see you again. Anyways, I got to go. My stylist just arrived,â She blew him a kiss and ended the call with âI love youâ one of the few phrases she knows in dutch.
Mine while, in a small town in Brazil, Joost made a plan to get to where (Y/N) was performing and get on his knee to pop that one particular question heâs been waiting to ask her. He landed there a couple days before (Y/N) was set to perform. He presented his plan to his crew and they immediately were on board to help him. His social media crew helped give the allusion to the media that Joost was still in Europe. He had it all planned out carefully and it was all going smoothly. The only thing getting in his way was time. He had to wait a good couple of hours to sneak into her set.
Joost managed to get (Y/N)âs managerâs number and immediately called him. A couple rings pass by until he heard the sound of the other line getting picked up. âHello?â he heard the voice of (Y/N)âs manager say.
âHey, whatâs up man, itâs Joost. Can I facetime you real quick?â Joost asked.
âYeah man,â the manager said. They quickly switched to facetime to talk âface to faceâ (virtually).
âYou will never guess where I am at,â Joost said in a jokingly manner. He turned the camera to a small flag of Brazil and giggled.
âAre you serious? Thatâs awesome, dude, welcome. Does (Y/N) know youâre here?â the manager asked. Joost turned his camera back on his face and shook his head, saying no.
âNo, and we need to keep it that way becauseâŚâ Joost picked up a small black box and opened it. It revealed beautiful gold ring with the most alluring diamond on top to show the camera.
The manager let out a happy laugh, âThatâs fucking awesome, man. Are you going to ask her after her show?â
âNo, Iâm going to ask her during her show, on stage. And thatâs why I called to ask you if you can sneak me on set and not tell her. I want this to be special to her,â Joost replied.
â100% weâll let you on stage and hide you. (Y/N) is going to love every second of whatever you plan to do. Uh, yeah, alright iâll alert everyone about the plan and let you know when she arrives at the stadiumâ the manager said. Joost gave him a quick thank you and goodbye before hanging up the call. He did a small fist pump and smiled. Now the only thing to do was wait.
Seconds gradually turned to minutes, at least thatâs what Joost felt. The more he had to wait, the more he was desperate. It felt like the universe was doing that on purpose to test him. It was killing him. He couldnât wait to see his lover. His beauty. His woman. His everything.
When the time finally hit, Joost practically dashed out his hotel room and jogged towards the elevator. Him and his crew he took got taxis and they were finally on their way to the stadium. The drive was filled with laughter, smiles, and conversations. Joost knew how to light up a room, so him preparing to do one of the best things ever made everything 10 times better. Even the driver was joining in on the good time.
Joost finally made it to the stadium. His heart realized what was about to happen and started beating faster. There was a lot of fans and reporters there that he had to ignore. Joost always loved to talk to his fans but, at that very moment he couldnât blow his cover. He needed this to be a surprise.
The backstage crew immediately went into action when Joost stepped foot in the stadium backstage. They did everything in their power to hide Joost and distract (Y/N). Joost would watch his girl from a far and fall in love even more. Her beauty always made him fall to his knees.
It was finally time for (Y/N) to perform. She went on stage with her backup dancers and got into position. They covered (Y/N)âs frame with giant white feathers, like if she was an elegant swan. She was able to hear her adoring fans and got butterflies in her stomach. She heard her fans already cheering even though they couldnât see anything on stage due to it being pitch black. She loved every moment of it all. It was finally time to wrap this all up.
She heard the introduction music and narrator speak. She turned to her back up dancers and smiled, âYou guys ready?â she asked. They all nodded and asked if she was ready, not knowing that question had a double meaning. She said yes with a big smile on her face.
âLadies and gentlemen, it is my pleasure to present the one and only, the elegant, the heart stealer. Everyone here, please welcome, (Y/N)!â
The dancers pulled back the feathers, revealing (Y/N) and everyone cheered. She was finally performing. Meanwhile, Joost was backstage watching the beautiful performance. He got the little box ready and was preparing himself. He watched as (Y/N) sang, danced, performed with her life. He always loved that about her, she always knew how to put up a performance.
Joost saw the fans go wild and it was just the very first song. They all sang along like it was karaoke and dances to the beats. He watched his favorite girl with heart eyes and before he knew it, the song was about to come to an end. It was finally time to do what he always wanted to do. He told the crew to signal the DJ to prepare to lower the music.
As (Y/N) was about to finish her song, the music lowered and cut off all together. She thought it was a mistake so she improvised and continued singing the song. She didnât want to disappoint her fans. That was until she heard her fans scream even louder. She got confused and was wondering why everyone was going crazy until she saw some fans in the crowd point behind her.
(Y/N) turned around and saw her man, on one knee with a box containing a beautiful gold ring with a gorgeous diamond showing. (Y/N) couldnât believe her eyes. She covered her mouth in shock and started tearing up. It took her a couple of seconds before she said yes. She watched as Joost put the ring on her finger with a huge smile on his face. Joost got up and hug her tight.
In that moment, itâs like everything and everyone disappeared. All that mattered was Joost and his lover. âI canât believe you did all of that, and for me?!â she said to him.
âOf course I did it all for you, my love. Youâre the only woman I love and you are my everything,â he replied. Joost gave (Y/N) a kiss on her lips and pulled away to look at her, âI'm going to stay on stage with you and watch because you look like a goddess when youâre performing.â
Joost took the microphone from (Y/N) and turned to the audience, âBrasil! Prepare for this woman to have a new last name! (Y/N) Klein!â The audience erupted in massive roar-like cheers. The soon-to-be newlyweds gave each other one last kiss before a new song played, signaling (Y/N) to continue the show.
Ëâ. *. â Vanilla Speaks
Hey peoples i hope you liked this im so in love with this man </3 i like writing to muscian readers cuz then I can add what artist I wanna be like (ariana grande, kali uchis, lana del rey, etc etc)
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okok hear me out. eddie x reader literally despise each other, for no particular reason. reader just thinks heâs gross and weird. eddie thinks reader is stuck up and prissy. BUT one day reader walks into the dnd room on accident. eddies the only one in there, setting up for the new campaign ofc. and they just get into a really heated argument that ends up w reader bent over the dnd table w eddie pounding into her from behind.⌠PLS IM BEGGING I LIVE FOR A GOOD HATE FUCK
authorâs note: this is all over the place iâm sorry lol, i canât write hate fucks for the life of me but i tried.
cw: 18+ (minors dni) mean!eddie, mean!reader, slight perv!eddie, just a lot of harsh shit talking between eddie/reader, degrading language/shaming, unprotected sex, semi-public sex, again just straight smut and not the sweet kind, if i missed anything lmk
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Eddie Munson was the bane of your existence, thatâs one thing you knew for sure. Some of it was intentional, some of it notâbut he got under your skin in the worst way. It wasnât his obnoxious volume or ridiculous acts of show, throwing himself around in a way that was meant for amusement, drawing a few laughs from his friends and even a couple strangersâbut most of it wasnât received well and definitely not by you.
The thing was, you didnât hate him for the same reason everyone else did. He dressed differently, sure, listened to the kind of music that has you covering your eyes from the harsh percussion and scratchy, screaming voicesâbut thatâs because it woke you in the middle of the night, your own trailer rattling from the vibrations. The smell and smoke of his weed wafting into your open bedroom window, white cloud bellowing into the humid air of your room, it was a nightly occurrence.
There was also the misfortune of having to listen to his escapades, whether daily or nightly, and having to suffer through the sounds of whoever Eddie decided to hook up with on that particular dayâthe walls of your trailer were entirely too thin and did nothing to muffle the sounds shrieking from your neighbors home. But, at least he had enough respect to do it while Wayne was awayâbecause while Eddie was the most annoying part of your daily life, Wayne was one of the better ones.
He greeted you kindly, always asked how you wereâmeanwhile Eddie would lazily stomp along to their trash bin, shirtless and a half-smoked cigarette tucked behind his ear, staring you directly in the eye before spitting on the pavement. Wayne always reprimanded him for it, complained about how disrespectful it was, but Eddie knew it got under your skin. Itâs exactly why he did it.
He snickered at your starch ironed skirts, pleats along the front and always the softest shade of pinks and blues and purples, fitting an even softer sweater over your starkly white button upsâand if he wasnât commenting on it as you were leaving your trailer, cigarette shoved between his lips as he leaned against his van, it was in the hallways as he approached behind you swiftly, your body smacking into him amongst the hoard of people swarming the halls.
âMight want to watch where you walk, sweetheart .â He whispers, voice low and in your ear, âGet too close to the trash and you might get dirty, right?â
You shove him away haphazardly, nose scrunching up in annoyance. You couldnât remember speaking more than five words to him at any given time, regardless of how often you saw him. It was physically painful to be in his presence, mentally exhausting, and you shoved a forceful middle finger his way as he laughed at the gesture, throwing them back as a double.
And it felt like fate was forcing you two together despite your obvious distaste for one another; running into each other during bathroom breaks from class like they were planned, both of you sharing an awkward look in return, eyes lingering on one another.
It had to be the disgust you felt, there was no reason your eyes should stay stuck that long.
Or how he always ended up behind you in line at lunch even though he rarely ateâsometimes a couple of measly snacks, a pack of almonds or a small water bottle, mostly too enveloped in his own conversation to remember that he needed to eat until it was already too late, bell signaling you back to class.
You didnât know that because you watched him at lunch, that was the case at all. Definitely not.
But the truth was, you werenât much different from Eddie. In fact, if you thought about, Eddie was a lot better off than you. He had a group of friends, a community he felt safe participating in, and no shame in the way he carried himself.
But you, you were terrifiedânever a hair out of place, never a wrinkle in your outfit, and how dare your grades dropped lower than a B. You were jealous of Eddie, but that wasnât something you could easily admit to his face. You envied his ability to be so careless, but in that same breath, you absolutely hated him.
Youâve also involved yourself in too many school clubs at this point, overwhelming your schedule and spending most of your days frazzled trying to keep upâso by the end of the day when youâre running back to the classroom to grab your things before heading home, itâs not a surprise that you donât realize the flooring as you skid to a stopâthe room was low lit, some song you donât recognize set for quiet ambience and you freeze, eyes connecting with the only person in the room.
âCanât stay away, can you?â Eddie teases, head turned up slightly, vivacious grin plastered on his face.
âMy mistake,â You interrupt him, turning on your heels swiftly to flee the space, a small chuckle escaping Eddieâs chest, âI wasnât paying attention.â
âClearly,â He remarks, plucking the small figurines from the table and shoving them away in a box, carefully piling the other items inside, âbut if you wanted to see me that bad, you couldâve just said so.â
And as much as you want to keep quiet, act like he doesnât bother youâyou canât. Itâs the one last bridge he hasnât burned, until now. The teasing has only ever gone so far, mostly harmless, but his voice is edged with a dangerous intentânot so much toward you, but it lingers.
âExcuse you?â You ask tensely, turning back around, face pinched up in anger. âSee you? Why would anyone want to spend more than five minutes around you?â
âYou tell me,â He shrugs, finally managing to clear the table amongst your hatred filled gaze, resting his rear against the edge, arms crossed heavily over his chest, âyouâre the one still standing there.â
âI tolerate you, at the very least.â You spit at him, finger held up scrutinizingly as you took a few slow steps toward him, âyour horrible manners, the decency and respect you lack for othersâif it werenât for having known Wayne I could blame it on your family for raising you that way, but no. Itâs all you.â
âCareful, princess,â He replies teasingly, âwords hurt.â
The nickname always drove you mad, fist clenching in frustration.
âGood.â You say forcefully, know only a few inches from himâhe smelt like cheap tobacco and old leather, nostrils flaring in disgust. âMaybe youâll think twice before watching me change from your bedroom windowââ
Eddieâs eyes widen, face paling at your admission.
âYeah,â You reply knowingly, nodding your head as a taunt, âI know all about your little secrets, Eddie.â
But instead of giving in, Eddie doubles down and fights back just as hard.
âAt least I donât have a stick shoved up my ass,â He replies, âI guess mommy doesnât know youâre blowing guys behind your trailer late at nightâdoes she?â
And frankly, itâs none of his business. But then again, the same thing could be applied to you. There was too much shared anger, shuffling back and forth between hate and jealousyâyou werenât sure if you actually hated Eddie, or just the idea of him.
At face value, Eddie was attractive, likable, and had the calmest demeanor youâve ever seenâbut the moment his mouth opened, it was ruined.
âItâs no different from you fucking girls with your window wide openâhalf the neighborhood could hear it.â
âOh, so you listen?â Eddie asks, disregarding the obvious problem. âNaughty.â He remarks softly, smirk settling into a dark grin.
You roll your eyes in annoyance, dropping your finger down at your side. âItâs kinda hard not to, you know?â
Eddie shrugs nonchalantly.
âAnd what about you?â You ask, âDoesnât that make you a creep when youâre watching me?â
âI go out for a smoke around midnight every night,â Eddie reminds you, âItâs not my problem if youâre thereâIâm not changing my routine for you.â
âSo, youâre okay with peeping?â You ask redundantly, but Eddie has a response anyways.
âYouâre the one sucking cock in public,â Eddie reminds, âare you forgetting thatâs technically illegal?â
You shrink back slightly, lips turning down in a frown as you glare at him. âNo oneâs out thereâat least no one butââ
âYou like it, donât you?â Eddie asks, lids shifting down, eyes lingering with darkness. âYou could go anywhereâa car, in the woodsâbut you like the idea of being watched, being caught, donât you?â
Your silence is tellingâbut you didnât have to explain yourself to him.
Eddie hums in response, nodding.
âI think youâre doing it so Iâll watch,â Eddie tells you, like heâs suddenly got you all figured outâand so what if he did, âat least I can admit I do it for fun, knowing half of those guys wonât last more than a few minutes.â
âYouâre disgusting.â You reply quietly, watching as he rises slowly, stalking toward you. âAnd a fucking dick.â
âOh, sweetheartâdonât go soft on me now.â Eddie chides, âTell me how you really feel.â
Thereâs a beat of silence, eyes never leaving each other's gaze. Eddie speaks first.
âAnd donât act like I donât know you like listening to me,â Eddie admits, âWhy do you think I get so loud?â
âBecause youâre obnoxious,â You start, âand rude, andââ
âThree nights ago, Friday, you remember?â Eddie asks curiously, stalling your attack.
âYeah?â You reply wearily, wondering where he was taking this. âI saw that girl you let insideâyou fucked her, do you want a ribbon?â
âWhat girl?â Eddie asked before it dawns on him, âOh shitâChrissy, yeah.â
You raise an eyebrow inquisitively, waiting for him to finish.
âShe left five minutes after she got thereâin, out. It was a quick deal.â Eddie tells you, before leaning toward you menacingly, face only a few inches away, âBut sweetheart, that noise? It was all me.â
The heat rises to your face in an instant, the guilt in your expression obvious.
His tongue peeks out slightly, running along the top row of teeth, âIt was good, wasnât it?â
Your gaze is fierce, refusing to give in to his game.
Eddie takes another step closer, raising his armâfor a brief moment you expect him to touch you, bracing to grip his wrist and shove him away, but it lingers, finger pointing toward the open door as he talks to you petulantly, instructing you through his next few moves.
âNowâIâm going to close that door,â Eddie explains, âdo you want to leave?â
You hesitate for a brief second, before shaking your head slightly. If Eddie wasnât watching you so intently he probably wouldâve missed it.
âAnd, with your blessing of course, Iâm going to bend you over that table and fuck you how I know you want me to,â Eddie says haughtily, tipping your chin up briefly, touch disappearing as quickly as you felt it, âthen maybe you wonât have a reason to hate me so much.â
âIâm going to hate you regardless.â You answer weakly, confirming his suspicions. You couldnât say no. You wanted this.
âSomehow I think Iâll survive.â Eddie smirks, vanishing behind you quickly, leaving you stuck at a standstill, heart pounding in your chest. âLast chance to back out, just say the wordââ
âLock it.â You tell him firmly.
Eddie snorts softly, flipping the lock closed.
Eddie doesnât hesitate in his movements, shoving you harshly over the edge of the table, lifting your skirt up lazily, slipping the soft white cotton of your underwear down your legs without a word, the light jingling of his belt behind you as he stripped himself of it, working himself out of his jeans enough that his cock springs free, bouncing upright into the cool air.
âWhatâs got you so quiet?â Eddie harps, fisting his hand into the end of your hair and tugging, eyes connecting with your ownâit was an awkward angle and Eddie was slightly upside down from where you were peering back, hip held tight in his grip. âI thought Iâd at least have to get my dick inside you first.â
You shove away his wandering hands, fingers drifting over your entrance and pressing against your clit, thick juices coating his fingers briefly.
âI didnât say you get to touch me like that.â You tell him sternly, âIf youâre so desperate to fuck me, then do it. Stop wasting my time.â
âYour time?â Eddie repeats, âPrincess, Iâll make this last an eternity with that mouth.â
âYou donât scare me, Eddie Munson.â You say to prove a point, holding in a ragged gasp as he presses inside slowly, a dull sting as he stretches you open, inch by tantalizing inch.
Eddie wraps a gentle hand around your throat, squeezing the tiniest amount of pressure. Heâs testing your limits, already well aware of what you likeâhe may not be the brightest, but heâs not that dim. âIâm not trying to scare you.â
âThen?â A sudden thrust of his hips has you tumbling forward, hands forced out in front of you to keep from slipping. Eddie pulls you back up swiftly, back flat against his chest as he speaks, leaving you fully under his control, hands instinctively grabbing at the fabric of his shirt on either side of him.
âIâm just giving you what you want,â Eddie explains, âand letting you walk home full of meââ He turns your head slightly, forcing you to look at him, bottom lip puffy and parted as he drags his finger along it, âyou want me to come inside you, donât you? Otherwise you wouldnât have let me get this far.â
No response has Eddie tugging at your face, pulling you even straight, hand pressed firmly around your neckâmostly just to keep you in place.
âAnswer me.â He warns, âTell me how badly you want me to fill you so fuckinâ full, sweetheart.â
You moan embarrassingly loud as he pulls his hips back before shoving them against your backside harshly, skin slapping against skin, his own mouth parting on a silent groan as he stared down at you.
âIf it will shut you up, yeah.â You tell him, earning a deep chuckle before you soften your eyes, peering up at him sweetly, sickeningly, âCome inside me.â
Eddie releases you with no warning, forcing you back down against the hardwood, resuming your previous position as you used the leverage to push back against him, creating a pace that was almost unbearable, feeling the soft string as he slapped his hands against your skinâyour ass, your thighs, any exposed skin he could get his hands on, painting you with temporary marks for his eyes onlyâheâd make them more permanent if you let him, but that was far from possible.
Your blood still boiled in his presence, even with his cock buried inside of you.
You groan in frustration, agitated with the position, the lack of techniqueâbut given you two were at each other like animals, it wasnât entirely his faultâregardless, you werenât going to leave without some satisfaction or at the very least, an orgasm.
âStop, stop,â You urge him and Eddie doesnât question it, letting you go immediately, âitâs notââ
âWhatâitâs not what?â Eddie asks with minor frustration, watching as you turned to him, scooting your ass up toward the edge of the table.
âAs much as I hate looking at you, this might be the easiest way for me to cum,â You admit and Eddie smiles softly, the urge to retort a sly remark creeping up on him, ââwhat, why are you looking at me like that?â
Eddie shakes his head, refusing to answer before he pulls your hips flush, slipping back inside of you with ease as he crowds you space, lips brushing your own but never daring to reach out and kiss, you let out a sudden huff of air, reaching for his forearms to stabilize yourself.
âTell me how much you hate me.â Eddie eggs you on, grinning evilly, hands balled into fists as he pressed them against the tabletop, fucking you achingly slow.
âSo much,â You assure him, not missing a beat, âyouâre gross, rude,â Eddie moves his hips sharply, forcing a wrecked moan from your lips, âfuckâyouâre so fucking annoying.â
âUh huh.â He agrees, eyebrow furrowing as his stone faced expression falters slightly, âIs that all?â
âNo manners,â You tell him, âand no respect for anyone.â
âOh, you want respect?â Eddie gloated, âYou want me to respect you?â
âNever said that.â You reply bluntly, his shirt in a vice grip as you yanked at the material, pulling him impossibly deeper.
He ignores you, âNow, why should I respect a whore like you?â
âIâm not a whore.â You pout slightly, âOh, fuckâthatâsââ
You slump slightly, but Eddie catches you, face tight in his grip, one hand pressed into the dip in your back.
âSay it like you mean it.â Eddie challenges.
âIâm notââ Eddie tugs your face up, cheeks squeezed between his fingers, ânotânot a whore. Or a slut. Or whatever the fuck you want to call me.â
Eddie nods, not believing a word you tell him.
âI forgotâyouâre that stuck up little princess who lives next door to me. Perfect life, perfect familyâif they only knew the shit you got up to.â Eddie says menacingly, âLetting the neighborhood trash fuck you raw, come inside youâgod forbid I knock you up, right?â
And the idea is terrifying, but you know itâs all talk. You had nothing to worry about, birth control be damnedâbut it leaves a pit in your stomach that lingers. Eddie was self aware, he knew people hated him, knew you hated himâbut that didnât change his unnatural attraction toward you, nor yours for him.
âEddieâShut. Up.â You emphasize, pulling him tight against you, cunt clenching around him as he hits a dangerous spot inside you, sweet but alarming.
âWell, maybe youâll think twice about walking in here again.â He replies snidely, his faltering slightly as he lessened his grip on your face, touch stalling at the side of your neck as gave in, letting the sounds of your bodies fill the silence, hearing every soft little moan he punches out of you with his movements, becoming addicted and yearning for more. His hands move without any real direction, landing sloppily over your clit as he circled it lazily, head hung back and eyes closed.
âFuckâFuck you.â You sigh, whimpering quietly as his movements over your clit increased, mouth falling open wide.
The slap is a surprise, soft but enough to startle you, eyes staring up at him in shock. And you hated yourself for enjoying it so much, but the knowing smile on his face is too good to be true, and your mouth is moving without filtering through your brain.
âHarder.â You counter, eyes darkening as you challenge him.
He slaps you once more, forceful, noise crackling through the air. You huff a soft laugh, causing him to laugh in responseâand truthfully, you both forget how this even started in the first place. It was all just an outlet for your own shared anger and it turned into a giant mess.
âGirls donâtâthey donât usuallyââ Eddie doesnât admit it outright, breath quickening as he attempts to speak through his unskilled thrusts, groaning loudly, ââthey donât like that.â
âNow Eddie,â You tell him, voice delicate, âIâm not most girls.â
But, he already knew that. You were nothing like the girls he was used to. You were everything he wanted but couldnât have. You were a disease, a disgraceâin his eyes, and it made him want you that much more.
The climax hits you heavy, a gasp ripping from your chest as he tips you over that peak, following suit with one hard thrust, coming deep inside you until he canât handle the stimulation any longer, pulling out with a weak groan.
The air is thick and tense, but Eddie helps you up carefully, slipping your underwear back into your palm. You stare at the fabric, balling it up in your hands briefly before making a sudden decision, reaching for his own hand and shoving them back at him, his pants still hanging unbuttoned around his waist.
âKeep them.â You shrug, smoothing out your skirt.
Eddie eyes you suspiciously, but pockets them nonetheless.
âThis is never happening again, just so weâre clear.â You clarify. Eddie chuckles, not so sure. He can see the way your eyes linger on him, not fully believing yourself as you speak.
âIâm offended that you think I care that much, sweetheart.â Eddie replies back just as meanly, also lying to himself.
âClose your goddamn window from now on.â
âNot a chance.â Eddie smirks.
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after midnight
summary: some steamy sex after dancing at the club with harry in his frat era.
title because im obsessed with chapelle roan, as you should
Content: She/her pronouns. smut (mdi), alcohol consumption, hair pulling, using a tie as a way to muffle sound ;), oral (m receiver), finguer fucking, clothed sex?, oh, a photo taken during sex, this oc is really stupid and horny, donât show youâre face in an explicit pic of yourself wit someone new. thatâs it ig :)
Disclaimer: English is not my first language so if thereâs any mistake I'm sorry, please let me know so i can correct it :D
y/n
why did i agree to this? jesus, this is the shitiest-
ây/n, my miracle is here!â the strong mature voice of Patricia sends shivers down my spine.
âhiâ i quietly say, accepting her hug.
âhere, i want you to met someone.â
fuck. social interaction.
iâm so so tired for this, i just want to pet my beautiful dog and sleep cuddling with him.
âMichael! here she is, y/n, y/n thatâs Michael Young, owner of the record label i told you.â she whispers the last bit. my attitude automatically changes, another rich man who wants more money.
a very well preserved old man turns around, heâs like the definition of daddy if i were attracted to him, he gives me a gentle handshake. ânice to meet you miss, iâve heard great things about you.â
âthanks, itâs very nice to meet you too.â after that he kisses Patriciaâs cheek and excuses himself, promising to get back a little later.
âwell, that didnât go as planned.â
i chuckled. âmaybe in a bit will go better, he said he was coming backâ
âthatâs the equivalent of a guys promising you heâs calling you back after fucking.â
âoh, then forget about it, letâs drink!â i smile eyeing the open bar.
âyou do you, honey, iâll be here if you need me.â
âokay mother, thanks.â i love that woman even if sheâs in my monthly payroll.
âlove ya.â
i pass some people, looking for the edge of the bar, and fortunately it was empty. âhi, can i take an old fashioned, please?â the bar tender nodded. life like this is kinda good.
harry
âthat girl, sheâs fit.â louis said.
oh i know lou, iâve been watching her since she stepped in the club.
âwho?â niall said genuinely curious to look at a cute girl.
âthere, in the leather jacket at the edge of the table.â louis kept trying to get a better look at her.
âyou should go talk to her.â niall says after also looking.
âi think that harryâs job here, heâs been drooling here for her.â
âwhat?, no, i didnât even saw her before you mentioned her.â you fucking liar. you even know her name and music.
âokay, then iâll take the word from nialler here and go count that lady.â youâre a good player louis, but not the best.
heâs testing me to push myself to go there.
âno, not at all.â i simply reply.
âehh! louis, louis, louis!â niall cheers.
and there he goes, confident steps but playing with his hands.
y/n
i feel a pair of eyes on my back, i try not to think to much about it, iâm here to enjoy myself not to pay attention for others.
âhiâ a particular voice says.
i donât reply, maybe itâs not for me, i donât want to embarrass me.
âhey, you like it old fashioned?, youâre like a dad?â okay, maybe that is for me.
âyeah, i probably have someone pregnant rounding around the world. iâm at that stage of my life.â i simply replied.
they laughed âi might like you. iâm louis, nice to meet yaâ
âhi, y/nâ this is louis tomlinson, one of the most famous boys at the moment. if this was happening a couple of years ago i would probably pass out, but iâve slowly realized that doesnât matter you âstatusâ, you should be treated as kindly and respectful as anyone.
âarenât you going to invite me a drink?â he says offended, playin, obviously.
âyeah, because iâm the one who approachedâ i said smiling. âwhat would you like? itâs on me.â
âoh, becoming my sugar mommy, i get it. iâll get a shot, tequila.â
âyeah, the free aspect does play a roll here.â he laughs again and looks to where he came from. âfour shots of tequila please, extra lime.â
âtwo rounds, i for sure like you now.â he immediately takes one of the caballito, waiting for me.
âi was just hopping youâd get pleased with that and leave.â i also take one, he hums and aproches for slice of lime.
âdamn, thatâs tough, if you want me to leave youâre not going to achieve it giving me drinks.â he talks quickly, then proceeds to cheer and gut down the little but dangerous liquid. i follow.
âoof, party animal, arenât ya?â a deep and also british voice comes in.
âharry!, your finally came, i thought i was gonna stay here all night mate.â he looks at me ânot that i would mindâ
i completely turn around to look at a curly haired guy, heâs also really handsome, and how not? heâs harry styles.
âah, yeah, thanks man, see you?â his confused comment makes me laugh.
âyeah, whatever you say. it was really nice to meet you, y/n, hope we can finish this round one day.â he pats the back of his friend and gets out. damn, what the fuck.
âam, iâm really sorry âbout that, iâm harry though, youâre y/n?â
âyeah, no itâs fine, if you want you can finish the shots with me?â i say also confused, he looks so nervous and i donât know why, i'm not that scary am i?
âsure, thanks.â and it becomes silent. well, the conversation with louis was better, thatâs for sure.
we swallow the drinks and when i reach out for the fruit i find his hands in the same one i was about to grab, i quickly change my election, and he does as well, i laugh at the awkwardness. he smiles at that.
âi heard your album. itâs amazing.â
âwhat? youâve heard my album.â a say fascinated while sucking the last bit of sour liquid.
âwhat? are you surprised i listen to good music?â he smiled and smooths his chin.
âi wouldnât say that, i just thought it didnât reached that many people for you to listen to it.â
âwhat do you mean? itâs hit after hit, itâs really popular.â
âwell, i donât often look at the logistics of it. but thanks, i wasnât really sure about it, nor my record label i almost got dropped.â
âwell, theyâre losers, itâs great.â he smiles and i also do, itâs really nice to heard that from someone who doesnât know me, it feels genuine.
âi feel like i have to return the compliment but i havenât heard 1D in like one year, ahm, i really love câmon câmon.â he and i laugh.
âyeah, i donât blame you.â he suddenly looks uncomfortable.
âiâm really sorry.â i try to read his eyes, he was looking at a light above, but now his eyes are back on mine, he doesnât look as happy as some people seem when they talk about something the love, like music. âyouâre not satisfied, are you?â
âyou could say that in a lot of aspects.â he smirks.
âokay, i donât wanna hear it.â i say laughing nervously.
âletâs not talk about this depressing stuff. wanna dance?â
âsure, iâd love to.â
he takes my hand to make sure i donât get lost in the crowd, he pauses for a second to give louis a warning look when he makes quiet wolf whistles.
âheâs an idiot, sorry.â
âi figured, no problem.â
promiscuous is blasting across the club, this song is sexy and iâm with a sexy guy, i must be a little sexy.
iâm against his chest, the room between our bodies is none, and the space we have to dance is limited, but we can make it work.
i see him starting to sway his shoulders first, trying to get used to the beat. i put my arms on his obliques, also starting to sway my hips, looking at his chest tattoos.
his hands go under my leather jacket and stay in between my hips and my waist, following me. i hear him pant, his mouth is slightly parted and his forehead falls to mine.
âcan i take this?â he grabs the tie that hangs loosely in my neck, trying to distract himself for the erection i feel near my left hip.
âsureâ we separate out heads and he puts it around his neck, the red looks good on him.
harry
sheâs the hottest, most gorgeous person iâve met.
her lips are as bright as the tie i just grabbed from her beautiful neck, i really want to kiss her. but maybe sheâs not into me in that way.
âfuck, how are you so hard, a minute has hardly passedâ her voice is deeper than before. i feel slightly embarrassed, but also no.
âthatâs the reaction my body has with you.â i say honestly. some say that fake it till you make it, and that what iâm gonna do, fake confidence, maybe itâll let me somewhere good.
she hums and looks at me in the eyes, to the lips and back at my eyes, with a bright smile and a dark look.
she grabs the tie, pulling me to her, weâre centimeters apart. when iâm about to kiss her she speaks.
âmay i kiss you?â she whispers. this might be the hottest thing sheâs done so far, or maybe the tie thing itâs.
âof fucking course.â
y/n
this kiss is as alex turner would say, were teeth collide.
is desperate, full of the sexual tension weâve managed to build, and i couldnât want it any other way.
we dance, grind, kiss and even moan, at least me, for what seems like the entire night, but when we take our make out session to the back of the building it seems like it barely 12 in the morning.
âjesus, love, i would love to take you home.â he says between wet neck kisses, all i reply is a fervent nod.
after that i feel his warm and big hand on my cheek, making me look at him, then is when i reply with actual words. âwe can go back to my place, it not far and itâs alone.â i smile.
âyou sure?â
âyeah, if you want.â he smiles and pecks my lips, i donât know why his hand here makes me wanna melt against it.
âof course, love. itâs better than a shared hotel room.â
âyeah, probably.â
we decide to walk, itâs like i said not far away. the walk was definitely less heated, but it was something.
he asked if he could borrow my purse or my jacket to hide his boner, i laughed so much at that. but the outfit ended up amazingly on him, with the red tie and the also red small bag in his hands contrasting with his all black base.
as soon as i get home blake jumps, almost to the height of my head.
âiâm sorry, honey, i had somewhere to be.â
i think this might kill the mood, maybe not.
âwho is this little bud?â harry asked when blake started sniffing his legs. i hang my jacket on a chair and take my purse from harryâs hand, leaving it in the same spot.
âblake, i hope he doesnât bother you.â
âwhat, how could he.â he kneeled petting his puffy black hair. âright bud?, youâre adorableâ blake turned into his back, to get some love in his belly.
okay, this is really cute, i feel bad for getting wet at the sight of him like this, being sweet to my dog.
âwant a drink?, water, vodka, tequila?â
âno, iâm fine. i would prefer to get back were we left it.â blake has lost his interest on him and went to his bed.
âokay, you can go to my room, iâll be there in a minute.â he looks around the house looking for the destination, âupstairs.â he nods and heads up. âblake. i have some⌠stuff to do, so please donât cockblock me, please love, youâll get a lot of treats tomorrow.â his ears move when he hears âtreatsâ.
i grab a cushion from the couch and put it at the beginning of the stairs, hoping he canât jump over it. âlove ya, iâm really sorry if you hear something!â i whisper-scream.
getting near the door i smooth my skirt out and take may hair out of my face.
when i enter harry is sitting at the edge of my bed, heâs cheeks look very red now that i see them in a different light. i smile at him and he smiles at me.
âyou look great in red. in your cheeks and my tieâ i whisper as i sit in his lap.
âthanks, i might borrow it for another day.â
âyouâre still, you know, hard?â i say almost laughing at how cringe that sounded to me.
âyouâre wet?â he says. i nod, desperate to kiss him. âperfect.���
his hands crawls up my knee, ass and thigh, reaching my underwear, which was very much soaked.
âi feel flattered, love, i havenât touched you and look at thisâ he makes me stand in my knees and slides my panties down my legs, finally showing the mess i made. âweâre gonna keep the skirt if thatâs fine with youâ i nod and he kisses me.
as soon as the kisses starts it becomes a kiss full of passion. he undoes my white shirt and i do the same with his black shirt.
heâs now laying down, his legs hanging from the bed and im right in top of him, my core against his belt, which feels weird in a good way.
i moan when he sits down, grabbing a handful of my hair and pulling it backwards. âyour really pretty when youâre all flustered.â
he slides the shirt down my shoulders and for my bralette he slides it upwards, passing through my head.
âi feel like you have an advantage here.â i look down his opened shirt and pants, hell, he even has his shoes on.
âtake whatever you want.â he smiles and kisses the in middle of my breasts.
i hug his neck with both of my arms, letting him please me with his kisses and bites in my chest.
he pays equal attention to both, i think he gave the same amount of bites to each, i donât know, i was enjoying myself to much to care.
when i fell his mouth starting to separate from me i begin to go down his body, taking the tie and the shirt off, kissing his shoulder, chest, stomach and his boner from above the denim material.
he groans desperately but doesnât move, just seats there with his hands on each side of his body. âyouâre really a tease, baby.â he whispers.
âi think it will be worth it.â i say, quickly undoing his jeans and sliding off his boxer, leaving his cock free.
i think of what to do for a second, i could do a handjob or a blowjob, i finally decide in a hybrid.
i first take his length in my right hand, slowly feeling his body react, his legs move a bit and his body leans back. i then start to move down, making my eyes align with his crotch, and with my hand still in the base i start by wrapping my mouth at the tip. his makes a beautiful sharp gasp.
âgodâs fucking sake.â he decides to look down at me, looking deep into my eyes.
harry
her eyes are gonna be the death of me. she can look evil but also innocent. and that makes me want to take her right now and leave her dumb fucked.
my dick disappears in her mouth, over and over again, i donât know how she manages to keep a consistent move in her hands and in her mouth, including her tongue and her head. the guitar must help her multitasking abilities.
âlove, t-that s-sss amazing. ah, but i w-wonât last a lot longerr and i will like to do sooo⌠much m-more with y-yaâŚâ
she gets my dick out of her mouth, god thatâs so dirty, an i love it. but yeah, she does so, chuckling a bit with a sense of pride, some drool goes down her chin, sheâs perfect.
âokay, next time i guess.â fuck yeah, hopefully.
ânow itâs my turnâ she come back up, sitting her naked clit into my semi, this little minx jumped into my dick, and she knows it, she smiles.
âsorry.â
âyouâre not.â i smile.
âno, iâm not.â she smiles.
âbut you will.â i grab her hips from under the washed denim mini skirt and switched our position, leaving her laying down on her chest and me above her, looking at the greatest fucking view; her face was looking at me over her shoulder, he naked back and her skirt rolled up, leaving nothing to the imagination, her ass was in perfect alignment with my eyes.
i decided to be a little wild and spank her, she moaned, but i quickly turned to look at her âwas that okay?â
âyeah⌠fucking perfect.â she moaned more.
âwho wouldâve thoughtâŚâ i say, giving her another one, this one harder, making her cheeks giggle.
i pull her skirt even further, and also pulled from her hips to make her stick her ass up, giving me better access to her clit. i begin caressing her outer lips, soft touches to get her desperate and my fingers getting lubricated.
i inserted one of them, the ring finger to be specific. she moans softly, pushing her hips back. âmoreâŚâ
âpatience, love, want to cherish the moment.â but i do what she says, i enter another and begin to diversify my movements. when i get to a specific and wet point i feel her body shake.
ât-t⌠there.â she sighs âright therrre.â she purrs.
she looks so angelic like this: baby hairs stick to her sweaty forehead, eyes closed, mouth open full or profane sounds, i also see her stimulating her breasts, just like she could read my mind.
when i put my third finger in i feel her lips stretch, so i turn my hand, she screams at my move. âshh⌠we donât want to scare blake, or anyone for that matter. would hate for someone to interrupt, right?â
âmhmâ she opens her eyes, they are watering now, i donât know whether to worry or to be turned on.
âeverything okay there, baby?â i ask pulling her hair to the side to look at her fully.
âgr-great!â she sights when i touch her newly founded button.
i feel some more palpitating, some more stretching and i see her jaw being clenched. sheâs close.
âyouâre getting there, arenât you?â
âyess! iâm gooâŚâ sight âgonna cum.â her hips push against my hand, i took my index finger out because it felt like i couldnât move my hand at all.
âpatience baby, let it all outâ i groan at her cunt stretching around my hand.
she screams my name, might be my new favorite sound of all time. itâs a mix of a hoarse and sweet voice.
she stops moving her hips i see a bit of liquid being thrown against my still moving hand, she squirted. i try really hard not to cum also.
she pants and groans. one hand reaches to mine, telling me to stop.
âgood job, loveâ i slowly take my hand up and taste her discard. i then lean to kiss her cheek.
âwant you inside of meâ she whispers against the mattress.
âof course baby, just waiting for you to catch your breath at least.â i chuckle. she pouts but stays still.
âiâm fine. i just want you to fuck me.â she looks at me undress completely. biting her lip as she check me out.
âouch, wouldnât thought youâll just use me like that, love, thought this was real.â i say jokingly offended and also a bit nervous. maybe this is just a one night thing, and i wouldnât like it to end like this.
âmaybe it is, but i would really like you to fuck me good so i can consider you as a potential candidate.â
nice answer, miss y/n.
âfine, firstly, do you have any condoms?â she sakes her head no.
âiâve got iud and clean. if youâre up and clean we can make it raw.â she says nonchalantly.
âfucking hellâ i go to kiss her mouth, gripping her cheek harshly, âiâll make you scream really loud, so i think we could put this to some more useâ, i say taking the tie from the floor.
she smiles, curious. i hover over her body again, pass the tie through her head to stop at her mouth, tightening it.
âwowâ she barely says.
âyou can grip me at the arm of you want to stop, okay?â she nods. âshow meâ she takes my forearm and tightens her grip around it two times. âgood girl.â i kiss her cheek again.
i look down, she still has that fucking skirt i hope every time she uses it she remembers who fucked her in that, i direct my dick into her clit. i soak my tip into her cum and wetness.
and finally i enter, our mouth open at the contact, i thrust slowly and fully, i stay there âgoodness, this is g-ood.â i whisper in her ear, she moans quietly.
âlook at me angel.â she deserves the nickname. i could take a picture of this obscene and artistic piece. âcan i take a picture?, i promise ill protect it with my lifeâŚâ
she hesitates a bit, but when she looks at me in the eyes she nods âyeahâ.
i lean over to the bedside table, take my phone and quickly snap one time.
âmove?â she says.
âas you wish.â i let my phone slide off my hand and focused solely on her.
i put one hand next to her face , the other went to her hip. giving me the base i need to get her good.
my hips roll against hers, looking at her face to her ass and back and forth.
i quickly gain a fast, hard and pleasing pace.
she hides her face into the pillow and grips the bedsheets tightly. her muffled moans and screams, my groans and screams and the sound of our bodies colliding is the only sound i listen to, and maybe in a 1 mile radius.
âdoing good, l-love?â i ask her, my breathing is shaky, maybe not that sexy.
âmhm.â she turn her face to look at me ây-yeshâŚâ
âlook so fricking good like thisâŚâ i wished i could look at her full face.
she screams something that sounds like my name, and i know i need to she her climaxing around my dick.
âweâre g-gonna turnâŚâ groan âyou around, âright?â
âyeahyeahyeahâ she said.
âh-hug, hug your leg darling.â i pat her left leg , she struggles a bit but makes it. with the force i have i turn her almost limb body.
she moans when her back hits the mattress and i thrust into her faster, while kissing her face, she entangles both her hands in my hair, pulling. fuck.
âhmm. c-c⌠cum!â she sights into my neck.
thanks love, i wouldnât like to burst before you.
âperfect. relax, babyâŚâ i groan, struggling to keep that fast of a pace, sheâs squeezing my dick so hard and i might come way too fast.
âha⌠haffy!â she screams again.
âiâm cuâŚming love.â
i feel her groaning at the overstimulation, so i give a final thrust and let it all out.
y/n
iâve been talking with harry for probably 30 minutes, after last night fucking midblowing fuck i barely was awake, but harry made me change into some pajamas and then he changed the bedsheets. it was the best aftercare ever.
âwould you like to go for a coffee later in the evening?â he says looking at me with his beautiful green eyes.
âyeah, as long as blake can come.â i say jokingly.
âof course, love, little man is always welcome.â
âsee? thatâs what makes me want you every day and every night!â i hit his chest lightly, he chuckles. âyou canât say shit like that, iâll get attached.â
âis that something wrong?â he smiles. âi also want you, i really like you, and it might be too soon, but i would like to get to know you and be something else.â
âi would love that too.â
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GUYS Im sorry requests are taking so long I suffer from not being able to focus on one thing at a time syndrome and Iâve been going back and fourth between three fics trying to see which one is gonna be the lucky one and get finished first
In order to keep all you little babes in my phone happy and fed hereâs my brainrot of virgin Daryl who just so eager to fuck you he canât get out his clothes :3
ALSO 100 OF YOU HOTTIES FOLLOW ME SO CONSIDER THIS A THANK YOU GIFT UNTIL I CAN CRAWL DOWN YOUR CHIMNEY AND KISS YOU
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The Dixon brothers were interesting to say the least.
Merle, the oldest of the two, was a certified asshole. He had easily made himself the most hated among everyone, making inappropriate and sometimes racist jokes at ever turn he got, getting defensive when someone actually got offended. Heâd just yell in their face that they needed to toughen up before storming off.
Everyone did their best to steer clear of him, only ever talking to him whenever he was assigned to go on runs, even then he would still find a way to make someone uncomfortable.
Daryl, the younger brother, was beyond tolerable. Although Merle believed that both him and his brother were disliked, the group secretly favored Daryl, you especially.
While he did have his fair share of aggressive outbursts, unlike his brother, heâd hang his head in shame afterwards, mumbling out a short but genuine apology. On the one occasion he had snapped at Lori, bringing her to tears due to pregnancy hormones, you remember the horrified expression that washed over his face as she jogged away, tears rushing down her face. Merle only added fuel to the fire by laughing about how no woman wanted Daryl, the way he laughed about it made you sick.
You felt like you could see right through Daryl, underneath all the rough defense walls he had built, rested a soft and damaged heart. He had so much love to give but none to receive, which is why you were currently being groped and grinded against, Daryl breathing heavily as he sucked at your exposed skin.
He felt so dizzy against your warm and inviting body, curious hands grabbing and squeezing your flesh. Even though he tried to make it seem like he knew exactly what he was doing, he become a complete stuttering mess as soon as you took your shirt off, seductively grabbing your boobs before stuffing his face down inbetween them, a hard moan pulling itself from his throat as his entire body shook, cock throbbing as he blissfully came in his pants. âFuck, mâsorry, mâreal sorry-â You brought a finger to his lips before placing a kiss to them, smirking slightly as he eagerly kissed back, mouth moving against yours sloppily.
There was so much happening at once as you moved to lay on the floor of the tent. Darylâs whole body was stimulated, and he was craving more. âWanna fuck ya- Please, let me fuck ya mommy, want ya ta be mâfirst timeâ His blue eyes were low and glassy, lips glossy with spit as he stared at you, humping your leg. You wiggled your pants down, getting them to your knees before Daryl ducked his head down between your legs, trapping himself as your pants rested at the base of his neck. His hand fumbled nervously with his belt and pants, whining as he shoved his underwear down, cock springing out.
You couldnât help but stare at how fucked out he already looked, hovering above you on all four and begging to fuck you, begging for you to take his virginity. His cock was roughly 8 inches, thick pubes at the base and deliciously angry red tip. You pulled him closer to you by the front of his tattered shirt, whispering into his ear. âGonna split me open on your cock? Come on, just push it in- fuck! Just like that. Good boyâ His breathing had picked up, pupils so wide there wasnât even any blue in them. The feeling of you wrapped around him was a sensation that was pulsating through his whole body, hips immediately thrusting in and out with no particular rhythm. His cock was still sensitive from his first orgasm, and each time that his engorged tip bumped your insides it sent sparks to his gut. He tucked his red face in your throat, kissing, licking, and marking the skin.
Daryl thought his heart would pound right out his chest as your fingers ran through his hair and pulled his face back, eyes locking onto yours. âYouâre making me feel so incredible, handsome. Wanna cum inside me?â Daryl turned all the more red at the name and question, feverishly nodding his head as his hips increased their sloppy pace, only needing a few more thrusts before his face was back at your throat, tears welding up as he choked out his pleasured moans and whimpers, hips erraticly moving as he came, accidentally slipping out and cumming on your swollen cunt, more of him already starting to leak out.
He panted heavily against you as you stroked his hair, kissing his forehead as he slowly came down from his high.
Once he completely came down, panic had set in. âFuck, fuck, fuck! Mâsorry I-Iâll get somethinâ ta clean ya up withâ He lifted your legs off his shoulders, looking around the tent for something. He snatched up the nearest shirt, makin sure it wasnât yours before gingerly wiping his mess off you, helping you to put your pants back on and he looked around once again, handing you your shirt when he found it.
You shuffled close to his face, latching onto his neck as you stuffed him back inside his underwear, pulling away once his pants were redone. âI hope mommy made your first time memorableâ You giggled and shuffled out the tent, leaving a flustered Daryl inside as the events continued to replay in his mind. Based on the hickies you had left on his neck, he was sure that heâd get to feel you again real soon.
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Why is it that dc such as r@pe, sa, and incest is totally okay to write about and romanticize but yâall draw the line at racism, fat phobia, and homophobia *talking about the writings creators make, not personal beliefs*? Whats the difference between these things? All of them are hurtful and affect people in real life, so why is everybody on here choosing and picking one and not the other? Do writers on here think that they are not comparable or that one is okay to romanticize and the other is going way too far?
Im just genuinely curious as I have seen this topic be brought up again and again, which has made me realize this and Id like to see it from someone else's pov.
hi! there is a lot to answer and unpack here and i have every intention of doing so underneath the cut. forgive me if this gets long, but youâve asked me 4 very massive questions that i think warrant detail, nuance, and thought. there is a lot iâd like to say here.
that being said, mind the content warnings and protect yourself.
cw: mentions of rape, incest, racism, homophobia, fat phobia, discourse in general
firstly, i am going to choose to give you the benefit of the doubt in assuming you are actually curious in hearing another side and you are not simply looking to stir a pot or pick a fight with beliefs you have no intention of changing or having an open discussion on. your accusatory tone in the first half indicates otherwise and kindly, i am not an idiot. but i want to earnestly talk to you about this and again, will think better of you than you perhaps have indicated you think of me.
secondly, you do not have to censor words like rape in my inbox. that sort of censorship has become wildly popular because of tik tok and other money-hungry social media that also desperately want to silence people. do you know why you have to censor words like that on tik tok? or words like genocide? suicide? racism? 1. so that they can make money and market and push their squeaky clean algorithms but 2. and perhaps worse, so they can silence victims. if social media platforms and capitalism and the systems of powers had it their way, you would never utter these words againâwhether to call someone out for justice or to have an open discussion like this one. i encourage you greatly to think critically about this and how you choose to use censorship and why.
now, to your questions.
to preface, i am interpreting this ask as being anti-dark content in fiction as you state that ALL these subjects harm people in real life. or at least, you are being critical of all dark content in fiction and the way writers engage with them, effectively âpicking and choosingâ which are deemed acceptable and which arenât, when they are all hurtful. i apologize if that wasnât your intention/what you believe, but regardless, iâll endeavor to answer you.
i personally have drawn no lines about dark content nor spoken about any of these topics specifically really, which indicates to me you have a different narrative and/or are coming from more inflammatory arguments that are always circling fandom lately. in the post i most recently reblogged, i spoke mostly of violence. which, of course, all of those things can be. but i didnât name one of those topics in particular.
regardless, i donât believe in the censorship of any dark content in art, but rather advocate strongly for critical analysis on a case-by-case basis. in general, i encourage thinking critically about every aspect of the world around you.
i do not believe that rape, incest, and sa are okay to write about or create art about but racism, homophobia, and fat phobia are not. i believe all of those topics are ones that can, should, and will be explored in the safety of art. all to varying degrees of success, earnestness, impact, and intent. youâre right that these are real things, that can hurt people, and the fictional work about them can have impact on our society that is tangible but the actual art or fiction created is not real. and again, this is all to varying degrees on a case-by-case basis.
art and fiction also historically and massively do discuss these dark content topics and have actively swayed the publicâs opinion on matters, whether for better or for worse. throwing away all dark content in art and fiction because it is âharmfulâ is deeply, deeply dangerous and reductive. a lot of art that engages with dark content actually makes very succinct points about itâi think of vladimir nabokovâs lolita or octavia butlerâs bloodchild or speak by laurie halse anderson.
this is where we must exorcise critical thinking. some pieces of work will handle dark content poorlyâwhite saviors making art on racism. men making art about a womanâs experiences that (as you are so interested in) romanticize her pain. etc. etc. and some art will handle itâs dark content incredibly and be transformative, perhaps even revolutionary in how we talk, perceive, or acknowledge systems of oppression, violence, and dark content in this world. some dark content in fiction will have damaging beliefs and effects on society, some will notâwe must also look at scope for this, at the writer perhaps, the historical moment, their audience etc.
(for example, there is a significant difference in a main stream male writer, writing of a womanâs experience with rape in a published book in a way that makes it sound romanticized, sold to thousands and thousands of general public vs. a woman using fanfic to explore rape, take control of it, or whatever in a fanfic for a small online community where there are warnings on it. indicating she is aware of its potential damage in a way her male counterpart is notâŚ)
but i still believe in dark contentsâ existence in art. of course there is differences between all of these topics you brought up, but i donât think their differences matter in this answer. i believe in their right to be explored in art. i am talking broadly of media/art here, which i think is the more relevant conversation, but i think you are actually more interested in a much smaller scale of people. ie. fandom. ie. mostly marginalized people in small communities online writing and creating dark content.
people will choose and pick which ones theyâd like to create art over and which ones they donât, which ones they read and which ones they donât. thereâs no âhard lineâ drawn anywhere. and i canât control it and neither can you. perhaps you think violence is okay to be explored in fanfic, but racism isnât. someone else will have different preferences. i do not believe in its censorship.
now, letâs move onto your interest in romanticization and what i think you are more pointing to, which is fandom. you are specifically referring to people in fandom who write about rape, incest, etc. and âromanticizeâ itâie. they write about it in a way that is a fantasy. it is perhaps supposed to be horny or sexy. so letâs talk about it.
i must remind you that these topics youâve brought up (rape, incest, sa) being written are fiction and it is (most often) done by someone marginalized who has either experienced this or is in threat of experiencing this under a patriarchy. i assure you, they are aware of its harm. hence the copious warnings in fandom spaces.
if i can be candid, sometimes i think that people forget how systems of oppression work when discussing fandom and whether dark content being created should be allowed or not.
for example, i sometimes think people who are anti-dark content in fandom believe that a woman or afab person writing a fictional fanfic about rape or sexual violence then influences people to go out and rape people or that women actually like it. when the reality, in fandom spaces, is that rape and sexual violence happen frequently under the patriarchy and then these women in fandom write fictional fanfic in response to cope, explore, take control of, etc. etc.
to insinuate that women or afab people (which fandom mostly is) exploring dark content safely in fiction then causes their own oppression and harm or trauma is rather victim-blame-y to me. fandom exploring dark content does not cause these things to happen in our societyâŚ.these actions (rape, incest, sa) happen in our society or systems of power and fandom reacts to them in their art by exploring it in dark content. do you understand what iâm trying to say?
itâs not a matter of what is âokayâ to romanticize and what isnât. i do not think the romanticization that fandom does with dark content (ie. my kidnapper actually loves me! or this sexual act that i did not consent toâŚmaybe feels good) is not actually romanticizing but coping because of the systems of power that i described above. and this can be coping with anythingâshame of sexuality, shame of fantasies, trauma, fear, etc. etc.
as i said in my tags in that post i reblogged and as plato said, dark content in art is a safe place to explore what would otherwise be harmful and dangerous in real life. it is cathartic. potentially even, a purging.
and even if it isnât all thatâmaybe it just is trashy fantasy. it is still playing pretend. it is still fiction and in fandom spaces, it is still most likely being created by a marginalized person. and again, even if it isnât, we donât get to censor it. we can be critical of it or wary or whatever, but to censor it, is a slippery, slippery slope. do deem some topics as âacceptableâ and others as âunacceptableâ is dangerous.
just like kids play pretend where they âfightâ or âkillâ or âkidnapâ or âshootâ each other in games of cops and robbers or heroes and villains, they are safely exploring adventure, dark content, fantasy, tragedy, and higher emotions. adults can do the same in fiction and with adult topics like sex.
and at the end of the day, we donât get to demand the credentials to do so either. we donât get to censor them or control them and nor should we be allowed to. i cannot stress enough that i encourage you to be critical of censorship or the absolute disgust in dark content and at those (againâoften marginalized people) who engage with it in fandom. i believe it is deeply puritanical, conservative, and dangerous.
you donât have to like dark content or consume it at all and fandom makes it easy not to with all the warnings and tags, but you cannot control others or police them. nor should you want to.
and at the end of the day, i have some questions for you. you donât have to respond to this, perhaps theyâre just things to think about. what is the end goal here? what is the point in harassing, shaming, attacking, criticizing, or interrogating people in fandom spaces who create or support dark content? do you believe that if it is purged from fandom, it will be purged from our society? if you want it purged from societyâshouldnât you start there rather than in the inbox of marginalized writers in fandom? people in fandom did not create rape, incest, and sa nor do they in their exploration of fictionâŚthey are merely reacting to a world that did create it.
i hope at no point i came off as rude to you, as was not my intention. i intended to stand up for myself and respectfully state my opinions and thoughts on this matter. iâm sorry it got long, but also i donât believe in being brief on such complex matters. i am a writer who engages critically with the world around me and sometimes, things cannot be made into short, snappy answers. sometimes, we must unpack.
genuinely wishing you well.
#i cannot guarantee that iâll have the time patience or energy to answer every ask like the one above in such detail#going forward#but i do support open discussions and i wanted to be kind to this anon#these are just my 2 cents on all of this#cw: rape#cw: incest#cw: racism#cw: fat phobia#cw: homophobia#discourse
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IM BACK AGAIN BUT WITH OUT THE COVER OF AN ANON!!! Can I get another Mr. Villain x reader? This time can I pleaseee have the reader be a baker? Making him cute lil cupcakes with panda faces!!!!
To my loveliest @crystalmonk5579 of course!!! Thanks a lot for coming again and requesting ಼â âżâ ಼ <33 I can only hope that I didn't disappoint, sorry for the delay (â â˘â  â â˝â  â â˘â ;â )
Sending you love!
Adultered Confections
Genre: Fluff
Anime: Mr Villain's Day off
Character: Warumono-san/ Mr Villain
Word count: 1k+
Note: That gif is literally just him coming to terms with his new-found feelings sensations đ
"Ahhh~ look at that cloud, it looks just like his fluffy hair"
You sigh, your consciousness floating in a happy dream before the ding of the oven jolted you up from your slumber, starting a chain reaction which finally ended up with a bag of flour all over you.
"Why do all my dreams always end up like this! Ugh." You exasperatedly made your way to the oven while patting your face to take out the cupcakes. This was your new recipe, and you wanted it to be a hit. Although a small batch among them was way more special than the rest.
They were the panda themed cupcakes for your crush.
"I know I currently look bad but all this pain would be so worth it if only he was here to comfort me and pat all this flour off" You animatedly nodded to yourself, satisfied with your own reasoning while being completely ignorant to the jingle of the shop door-bell.
A pat on your back and you screamed- almost.
Turning around you were met face to face with the guy-of-your-dreams. He first stared at you, and then stared at his fingers covered with flour.
"Would you like me to help you in some way?"
He was a kind man, the kindest you've ever met, and extraordinarily handsome on top of that.
"Pat all this flour off of me!!-" Wait wait- that came out without much thought!!- "-....please?"
How could I be so bold??! You internally screamed. You were about to immediately correct your 'mistake' when he took out his handkerchief.
"Excuse me then" he said, and started patting your face.
You immediately closed your eyes shut, only taking small peeks at him out of embarrassment. You would be lying if you didn't admit to feeling heartbroken at his lack of reaction.
But well that's just who he was. A calm and composed man.
Surely girls would be throwing themselves at him. You haven't even been able to express your interest in him properly except for well- giving him freebies everytime he came regardless of whether he bought something or not, always make light talk with him to know about his interests and days, chalking out his day-off routine using all the "classified information" - things he tells you about himself, pack extra sweets, keep your shop open longer on particular days of his visit and also-
Yeah, you get it.
I'm a rock- I'm a r.o.c.k
You continued to chant your newfound mantra in your head until he was done with dusting patting flour off of you. You opened your eyes and thanked him shyly, promising to repay his kindness. But of course, you being a blind, non-living rock, failed to notice his blushing eartips.
All the while he was busy doing his job of cleaning you and staring at your face a little bit more than that his ears had felt a bit warm, his heart had felt warmer, and he had this tingling sensation in his stomach. It had actually been quite a few times when he has felt this sort of unfamiliar sensation now, but today it felt more intense.
"So, how did you land up like this?"
He asked, tilting his head. So adorable-
"Well I was making these cup- OHH!!"
"Please wait it's a surprise for you!-" Without waiting for a reply, you swiftly turned around, ready to dash towards the oven when your head hit a nearby rack which somehow caused a box of wooden spatulas of varied shapes to fall on your head somehow, which triggered another chain reaction somehow which again ended up with a bag of flour all over you. Really, again.
"....I really really can't believe my luck!!!"
You exclaimed exasperatedly, looking down at your feet. That's it I look like a fool in front of him I'm so so embarrassed let me just dig up a hole and bury myself there maybe even do-
"Pfft-"
You looked up at him and caught him smiling down at you. You were blessed with his laugh, okay time for me to be in heaven now which he was trying so hard to hold in.
His mind only repeated one word to him, over and over again. Cute.
Cute cute cute cute cute-
"Um... I know it's really weird that I'm like this- I mean would you mind doing it no- no- I'm sorry-" you were trying to find the best words that would fit your current situation while grabbing at your work uniform by it's hem and blushing, when his actions stopped you from rambling further. He had again started to clean you up with another handkerchief now, all the while smiling at you.
For some reason, even my neck feels very tingly now.
Wait- he always felt this way when he was with you...had you mixed something in your confectionery?!
He was almost going to become very serious about this situation and ask you about the ingredients. But then you looked up at him and smiled-
He lost all his composure. He could do nothing except for continuing to stare at you and reply with a robotic 'welcome'.
"Umm then... Would you like to come with me over here? I really doubt my luck right now so.."
"Sure thing" He smiled and complied, now standing beside you while you took out whatever you had baked for the day.
But then you suddenly grabbed his hands to save yourself from tripping.
His entire being went on high alert as he swiftly positioned himself behind you, your back being supported by his broad chest. His ears were completely red now.
"T-that was close!!" You shouted out, completely flustered. You were feeling perturbed now, anything could happen to you and your cupcakes with this dull luck of yours. Both his hands were supporting your shoulders now to help you stabilize, so taking this as an opportunity, you nudged the tray towards him without turning around.
Here goes nothing-
"Panda themed cupcakes for my most cherished customer and special person.... Hope you l-like them."
"Is this a gift?"
"Yes, of course, now hurry up and take it!"
He continued to stare at them for a few seconds, before taking one in his hand, all the while the other one holding your shoulder continued to tremble.
What is this texture?!!
He studied the cupcake, like it was some state-of-the-art sculpture. The texture of the panda cupcake was so fluffy, it looked so soft, it gazed at him so lovingly his sense of guilt almost compelled him to say no-
You had turned around.
Your eyes met his.
Your eyes
He immediately stuffed his face with two cupcakes.
The taste was so blissful he imagined himself being hugged by soft giant pandas... and you?
You were there hugging him?
He immediately snapped out of his blissful trance, your voice calling out to him very sweetly, asking him if he liked it, telling him that it was a special recipe for him and him only.
"Oh..."
He squeezed his coat fabric.
This feeling....it had nothing to do with the ingredients used. It was the baker, you, all along.
#my favourite character#kyuujitsu no warumono san#fluff#mr. villain's day off#cutie pie#warumono x reader#fanfic#mr villain's day off#warumono san#cute#he's so cute#he's so adorable#mr villain x reader
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