#also i'm tired and i wanna go home

[wereh0gz]

Sonic is nature's ultimate lifeform, chosen by the forces of Chaos themselves to protect the world from the evils that threaten to destroy it. He was prophecised to face against Eggman thousands of years before he was even born

Shadow is a man-made ultimate lifeform created for the pursuit of immortality, as a cure for illness, as a weapon for revenge. He was made in Sonic's image, based on that prophecy

So what does that make Silver? Is he an ultimate lifeform as well? Was he created by man, or was he born naturally? Were they born with their powers, or were they acquired somehow? Are they just some guy?

Just what is Silver, really?

[manasurge]

Just a bit of lore relevant vent art (with terrible proportions bc apparently I mess that up horribly when I'm tired ugh. Watch me regret posting this tomorrow. The head size is already driving me mad bc it's too big, and I can feel myself wanting to abort this mission already) of Mourynn just, lying down on top of one of those large elevated Pale Tree roots far above the Grove (and far away from everyone else), and during the time between the early years and before the Personal story. Caithe is gone (Destiny's Edge), Wynne is gone (bc well, y'know...), even Faolain is gone (bc of Caithe in DE), and she's just feeling miserable, lost, and alone. (Her hair is in between her sapling hair and the Zhaitan hair, so it's grown out a bit bc she's depressed, and she's meant to be in the new outfit she designed, but I'm in the process of redesigning it a bit, so I've made a few tentative changes for now. Her collar is now just an extension of her clavicle leaves which can be put up like a collar, or can be draped down over her shoulders or back)

[arcanesarts]

oc-tober day 11: zero escape au

i think joe should be in akane's situation i think it's like a natural progression for him i think he should be in the nonary games. i think if he were in there it would play out exactly the same

[pardonmydelays]

you know you hit rock bottom when you start crying in public transport and you don't even give a fuck if people can see you lmao

[nervocat]

I want to delete my account.... disappear for a bit........ but I WON'T I WON'T I WON'T I PROMISE

[ioannemos]

it's not exactly that i don't wanna be alive, it's that i don't wanna be alive like this, y'know?

brain damaged into stupidity but likely not enough to qualify as disabled, probably gonna have brain fog of some sort the rest of my life bc of the medication i have to be on, always tired, freezes as a stress reaction and thus bad at handling important things in a timely manner, exhausted by doing anything adult life needs like phone calls and paperwork and just even talking to people, terrified of driving, no guarantee i'd be able to drive anyway if i keep having seizures, petrified of living alone but too much work to be a roommate, bad at making friends, bad at asking for help, can't remember the past consistently and no good at planning for the future, the things that i enjoy doing don't make money and if they do i stop enjoying doing them, constantly aware that i'm taking up space and time and money and thinking that i don't deserve it...

ten years (more or less) (probably more) of wanting to kill myself and literally half my life spent being scared of practically everything. there are so many people younger than me doing more and making progress and knowing who they are and what they want. i still don't know who i am except the seventeen-year-old who realized it was a big world out there and didn't know where she fit except as her mom's helper so that's what she decided to be. and now that's not enough, bc her mom died and she's over thirty. she's over thirty. she is OVER THIRTY YEARS OLD and cries on the floor after stressful phone calls and has never been to college and doesn't have a driver's license and doesn't know how to live alone. her history is a hazy blur and her future is a big black hole

i want to be DONE. i'm no USE on this earth i want to be DONE i want to go HOME to the home i've dreamed of since the first time i read the last battle (not a physical home bc i'm not convinced anymore that there's ever really been one)

God why aren't i done??? what else can i possible DO??? what do you WANT from me? WHY do you want ANYTHING from me i am currently throwing a TANTRUM bc i hate this and it sucks! i don't wanna BE HERE I WANNA GO HOME!

i miss my mom. i miss when every day didn't feel like just trying to keep myself barely afloat, let alone making progress... somewhere. i miss not being scared and not feeling useless and not feeling wanted. i miss when not being noticed was okay. i don't want to be noticed i don't want to be seen i don't want things to be expected of me bc i don't know how to do that. i don't know what to do with myself anymore. i don't know what i want, i don't know what to do, i don't know how to live and i don't want to bc what if i do it wrong? like it feels i've done everything else?

i don't want this life. why can't you take it back?

[standfucker]

not gonna lie yall, it feels like all I do is either work or recover from work and it's bumming me out big time

[iero]

I didn't even last two weeks with this new haircut and now I'm sitting here at work like, "I need to do something drastic with my hair. I'm bored."

[deadrlngers]

save me scrambled eggs save me scrambled eggs save me

[bubacorn]

once again, i just need someone with endless kindness and patience to take my hand (or maybe not cause my skin's being a major bitch) and tell me it'll be alright, cause it doesn't really look like it and i know i've been waiting for more of a challenge, but i didn't mean it like this. or maybe just someone to sit on my chest until it stops feeling so tight. or just an empty room to cry. i don't know what i'm on about anymore

[nobodybetterlookatme]

how are you feeling today? did you make it through unscathed?

Yeah I definitely didn't 😭 I've been hella congested all day and I definitely have a cough, but it's more bc my throat is bugging me than anything. I don't think I technically have a fever, my temp's just slightly elevated from where it normally is. It's fucking miserable bc I can't breathe through my nose and the damn thing fucking hurts, and I'm kinda uncomfortable and a little achy, but other than that I'm mostly just tired and a little hazy and generally just don't feel great, so I'm not dying like my partner was lmao. But yeah, all this to say that I'm fucking pissed at him and I literally feel like a goddamn plague rat 😭😭

[apathyandmischief]

Every day, that's all I tell myself, just gotta get through the day. So tired, so burnt, so over it.

But just gotta get!!! Through!!! The day!!!! =)

[cappurrccino]

[gnawing my own limbs off]

[sga-owns-my-soul]

i'm out of town visiting a friend right now and i'm here for 4 days (going back saturday) and my period just fucking started which means not only do i need to suffer through Not Sleeping In My Own Bed (which is hard enough rn bc my depression is flaring and being away from my home and boys and bed is really draining) but i have to do it while i'm fucking dying and in the worst pain ever and i'm so fucking upset

i wanna see this friend and i'm glad we get to visit but fuck all i want to do is go the fuck HOME i hate this!!!!!!

[skrunksthatwunk]

found out that rascal's owner took him again while i was out, and he's probably not gonna be back since the semester's almost over. i don't even know if his owner's coming back next semester, if i'll ever see him again. if he'll ever see me again. why do they wait until im not around to do this? why do they never let me say goodbye to him?