#also i was wrong this fight is tough as fuck wtf

[icharchivist]

being a FF fan is so fun, this kid let me play a VR battle to fight a Fat Chocobo and i thought it was going to be the laid back battle i could train my skills on, and then while fighting i saw a Tonberry appear and i got fucking scared for my life.

[lowkeyrobin]

Hawk x sensitive!reader where even after he becomes all "tough" and "badass" he's still gentle with reader. I just need fluff and everything is so sickly sweet like I want my teeth to rot.

- ♠️

(again i forgot which one it was)

YES OMG ☹️☹️☹️☹️ ; I'm screaming and crying were gonna fight wtf ; thank u for requesting some cobra kai stuff love u bae ; also sorry ab this cause I had no idea what to do here

HAWK MOSKOWITZ ; the one i love

summary ; while hawk is off becoming mean and badass, he's still nice to you, knowing you're kind of sensitive, and he doesn't want to lose his s/o

warnings ; language, talk of physical violence

track ; dedicated to the one i love, the mamas & the papas

word count ; 849

masterlist

Eli, these past few months, had changed. A lot. You didn't know whether you liked it or not either. He wasn't even Eli anymore, he was Hawk.

He'd taken on karate, got a new haircut, and completely changed his demeanor and personality. You couldn't lie, he looked cool, especially while showing off his moves, but what wasn't cool was him getting into unnecessary drama.

You'd seen some things online, though you tend not to stick around for any of it. You were caught up by Eli himself, considering you did online school. The bullying from Sam LaRusso and her friends had gotten too bad long ago, forcing you to hide away for the rest of your high school career.

You considered this transition good for Eli, as he was turning a new page in his story. He was able to defend himself, he was confident, and he wasn't being bullied anymore. But, at the same time, he was unrecognizable.

It wasn't in a bad way, not yet, at least. But this "Hawk" guy, wasn't your boyfriend, Eli. You fell into the arms of Eli Moskowitz, not Hawk.

Thankfully, he knew how to retain his relationship. Thank God his standards didn't raise, nor did his ego, as he changed.

You were slightly sensitive, you'd say, kind of emotional, mentally thin, maybe.

You had a bad day, though. That's all that mattered in this second.

You were trying to deep clean your room because it was nasty, and you were already mad. Nothing was working how you wanted it to. Your grades were dropping because you were becoming depressed and unmotivated, and you just wanted to see your boyfriend again. But of course, he'd been busy with karate and working out.

You yell out of pure frustration as you throw a pillow across the room toward your door before crashing onto your bed.

"Ow"

You quickly look up to see Eli standing in your doorway, having been hit by that pillow.

"Fuck, sorry" You mumble, proceeding to hide your face in another pillow that lays on your bed.

He slowly and cautiously steps in your room, picking up the thrown cushion. "What's wrong?"

"...Bad day"

He frowns, "What's wrong?"

You look up at him, spiky hair immediately catching your attention. "Can you wash out the gel before talking to me? You're intimidating looking like a badass"

He chuckles with a nod, "Yeah, I'll be right back"

You couldn't stand the mohawk. It intimidated you, like you were gonna be the next victim of his karate moves. He understood as you'd been honest about it long ago, and would often wash out his hair in the sink and use a towel to then dry his hair.

Now, his roots were dark brown, while the midsection to ends were bright blue. You'd helped him dye it, the reasoning why the bathroom sink was just barely stained with blue in the bowl.

He re-enters the room, his hair now damp, but un-styled. He sits on the bed beside you, allowing you to sit in silence with a pillow pressed against your face.

You slowly pull it away, looking up at him. You flop your back onto your mattress, staring at the ceiling.

"What's up?" He asks, his eyes gazing upon your tired and stressed expression.

You shrug, sitting up. "I hate online school, I have essentially no friends or hobbies, my proctors are shoving thirty assignments on me while I'm depressed and I need to do a million fucking other things-"

He quickly pulls you into a hug, silencing you. You accept his hug, arms draped around his shoulders as you rest your head on one of his shoulders. He does the same for you, his arms slung around your torso instead.

You groan, hiding your face from the light.

He lightly rubs your back, just trying to show you some comfort.

He speaks up after a solid minute of silence, letting you calm yourself down. "Do you want to get into karate? Or at least meet my friends? A lot of them would really like to meet you"

You shrug, unsure.

"It's okay if you don't want to"

You shrug again, your words mumbled from between his shoulder. "What if they don't like me cause I'm not like them?"

He smiles, a light chuckle escaping his lips. "Trust me, they're not gonna make fun of you or not like you in any way unless you give them a reason. And that in itself is pretty much impossible"

You nod, "Thanks"

"Is there any way I can help with your school stuff? What needs done? What can I do for you?"

"Calm down, Eli. I'll be fine. It's just when there's a lot on my mind, I stress out for no reason I guess. Like, I know everything'll be okay but... I dunno" You shrug, pulling away from his arms. "But thank you"

He nods, laying down on the bed beside you. "You tired? I am"

You nod with a smile, pulling him close to cuddle with him.

"Agh- your grip is insane!"

"Sorry"

[star-girl69]

i think aphrodite kid reader x clarisse is simply just better??? like the trope is just superior??? like, we have clarisse who is tough, and mean and one of the strongest people at camp, then we have reader who is kind and compassionate and really doesn’t care all that much about fighting. so naturally, clarisse is super protective and treats reader like a princess?? how could people dislike it 😔😔

no exactly and i actually must write about this - basically this is just all about the little things clarisse does for her perfect princess angel daughter of aphrodite gf (me!!!!!!)

okay as payment for my absence please accept some shitty headcanons I LOVE YOU ALL BYEEEE

she’s just always DOING THINGS FOR YOU

she’s so perceptive and she always knows exactly what you want and need even if you don’t know it yourself

like if you like wearing high heels one) clarisse genuinely wonders what is wrong w you

she sees no practicality in them bc there isn’t lol

but also she’s like omg???? MY GF feels safe enough around me to wear shoes she can’t run in???? WHAT JOY!!!!!!!!!

and you’ll come back to your cabin being all ugh omg my feet hurt so bad laying on the bed and putting your feet UP

and clarisse is like “well i could have told you that”

excuse me????

“don’t get me wrong baby you look gorgeous and i love you wearing heels but it’s your funeral”

“DIE”

she just laughs and takes your shoes off

she’ll continue to bully you as she’s literally massaging your feet like ok girl yeah we see you

clarisse is also a MENACE about making sure you eat

“did you eat today?”

“babe you SAW me at lunch”

“just making sure….”

you’re just so kind and amazing and clarisse loves you so much but you are not the best at fighting!

she is constantly stressed when you’re not by her side

bc no one loves you like her who will protect you 💔💔💔💔

when someone takes advantage of you she gets so PISSED OFF

bc it’s not like someone is beating you up it’ll be like someone is using you as their personal therapist or smth and you’re just like “pls go speak to an actual professional wtf 😭😭😭”

and she’s so pissed off bc WHY IS THIS BITCH PSYCHOLOGICALLY AND EMOTIONALLY TORTURING HER GIRL??????

she’s not afraid to beat people up for you and actually enjoys it!

anyways, clarisse is also a koala bear

and an emotionally stunted caveman

she’s not good with her words so these actions are all she has to show you that she loves you

idk if y’all have noticed but clar rarely saying ily to y/n bc it’s my personal headcanon that she has such a hard time saying those words. she shows you she loves you but for some reason it’s just so hard to get the words out. (…BC SHE IS AN EMOTIONALLY STUNTED CAVEMAN)

so she quickly adapts to do all these little things

if you’re walking down a flight of stairs trust she is holding your hand

QUEEN of opening jars for you

if you’re not feeling well or you’re tired or just feeling lazy she’ll bully someone into doing your chores for you

also this bitch is NOT afraid to stand up for you and make sure you get what you deserve.

like that one meme

“UM… she said NO PICKLES… you fucking dumbasses…”

“CLARISSE 😭😭😭”

also like in “better than revenge” she loves to watch you do your makeup

finds it so fascinating that you can only get PRETTIER

like she’s okay at makeup but you can do that shit perfectly like standing on your head

you make it seem so effortless

she’s not a HUGE makeup girly but sometimes she’ll let you just go crazy

so you can sit on top of her….. that one sapphic meme yes…..

also she’s constantly bragging about you

“yeah… i have the prettiest gf in camp… y’all are just losers what can i say”

ofc if anyone were to agree w her she would go insane

“yeah y/n is so pretty”

“um ok yeah you don’t have to say it i say it enough….”

even if one of your siblings gives you a compliment she’s like HOLD THE FUCK ON- then she remembers THATS YOUR SIBLING ITS OK and she’s like oh this is so embarrassing.

will she stop? no ofc not

she’s constantly telling you how pretty you are. beautiful. gorgeous. exquisite. all the words

loves kissing you all over

KISSES YOUR HAND 🤭🤭

anyways going back to the clarisse koala bear agenda that got away from me

she’s just always touching you

hand on the small of your hand guiding you somewhere

hand around your waist

SITTING IN HER LAP AT CAMPFIRES

no matter what type of hair you have she’s obsessed w it. if you have pin straight hair she’s so obsessed w the fact that you don’t need a huge curl routine like her, finds it fascinating

if you do have curls she loves doing a curl routine together

whatever whatever type of hair you have she’s obsessed with it and will wash it for you if you want

so soft and lovingly like a more of a scalp massage than a hair washing

will brush your hair for you, braid it for you, anything you like just OBSESSED

she loves when you like sit on top of a picnic table and then she gets to sit in between your legs on the bench thinks it’s so so fun and so so silly

she LOVESSSSS sleeping w you OBVI.

on top of you, you on top of her, she’s a koala bear. like entirely wrapped around you

partially bc she is as aforementioned a koala bear and partly bc she is overprotective even in her sleep

if you move in the middle of the night even just a little bit

she’s a super light sleeper i feel like

always on the guard fr ✊

a little bit better when you’re there tho

so if you move in the middle of the night she’ll just like caress your hair and kiss your cheek and try to shush you back to sleep

like bitch you’re still asleep have you never heard of ADJUSTING? MOVING? SHIFTING?

hope you’re not one of those people who has to go to the bathroom in the middle of the night bc with clarisse that will stop

you can’t abandon her even for 2 minutes even for basic bodily functions like you just can’t it’s so inconsiderate to her… 💔

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[whyse7vn]

MIDLIFE CRISIS -

[ ot7 x reader ]

JIMIN OLD ERA

8 participants - 8 online

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namjoon: why are you guys so quiet today

what did you do??

just tell me so i can fix it pls and thx

hobi: idk I’m at the studio

y/n: omw to the studio so idk x2

jk: i am at home

tae: i am also at jungkooks home (and y/ns i would never forget u my queen i love ur house) maybe yoongi got into a fight again idk

yoongi: i am watching tv

not fighting

that was one time

hobi: didn’t you break woozi’s nose literally last week and harassed scoups a week before that?

jin: he also did knock out that one staff guy last month

namjoon: he did

and luckily when the guy woke up he couldn’t remember anything and didn’t sue

yoongi: you know about all that?

stop stalking me

freaks.

hobi: people talk yoongi!!!

tae: AND HE PUNCHED ME YESTERDAY

y/n: YOU BROKE WOOZI’S NOSE??????

tae: ok but yoongi also punched ME like who even is woozi when he’s at home????

yoongi: me but if i was ugly homeless untalented and had a broken nose

jin: yoongi is woozi’s evil twin

y/n: WHAT DID WOOZI EVER DO TO YOU??

yoongi: idk a woozi

namjoon: we are getting off track

jimin jin what did you do??

jimin: NOTHING I SWEAR IT WASN’T ME LITERALLY MAKING A SANDWICH RN

jin: i was cleaning haven’t done anything promise

namjoon: who is lying to me

pls tell me i really don’t have time for this rn

y/n: i vote jimin why is he shouting never trust a man that shouts

also tae get the fuck out my house rn

and can i get a little context about this woozi situation….

tae: cant wait for u to come home #sleepover

jimin: ITS NOT ME I SWEAR ALSO I THINK I BROKE MY PHONE I CANT TAKE CAPSLOCK OFF HELP

I VOTE JIN CUZ FYM UR CLEANING

jin: it means i me cleaning?

is he stupid? anyways i vote y/n cuz she’s a sick little liar and is probably causing problems

y/n: i’m literally in a car rn i’m not doing anything

YOONGI ANSWER UR PHONE RN

yoongi: read my message i sent you :3

hobi: i vote tae

jk: same

tae: wtf jungkook

jk: sorry u are taking real long in the toilet for all i know you could of jumped out the window and stabbed 46 people

tae: no cuz ur so right

but i haven’t btw namjoon if ur wondering

namjoon: ur all stressing me out

stop arguing

and NO sex talk please

jimin: ??????

yoongi: who is arguing?

jin: and who is talking about sex?

namjoon: oh

um okay

cool

good

yoongi: freak

hobi: yoongi about to send u this song listen to it pretty pls with a cherry on top >.<

yoongi: k

jk: guys pls someone bring me bread

i ate all my bread

y/n: will get some on my way home

yoongi i stg answer ur phone

jk: blushing

yoongi: :3333

jimin: PLS SOMONE HELP ME HOW DO I FIX THIS

jin: it’s probably a issue in ur settings

maybe idk

have you checked?

jimin: WILL DO THAT

namjoon: this feel extremely wrong

is everyone ok?

hobi: yes yes

yoongi: 👍🏻

jimin: YEAH

tae: yh

jin: yup

jk: yes mr namjoon

y/n: ofc !!

but woozi is not can we pls address the woozi situation yoongi did NOT answer me

namjoon: okay

why do i feel like something is wrong then

everything is wayyyyy to calm

it’s like

domestic almost

in a strange way

its unsettling

jin: then settle? idk what to tell you

jk: domestic malewife 🥺

my dream

y/n: ????

namjoon: no one is threatening to kill anyone

ur not taking about sex

nothing about feminism

or tae being broke

no jk vs yoongi

jin vs jimin????

hobi isn’t singing

no drug talk

and not one of you is on drugs right now??

guys be fr

what’s wrong?

jk: do you want me to get high rn??????

i can do it

if you want

i can

just say the word

namjoon: no wtf???

i would LIKE if you guys told me what the fuck you’re hiding from me

jin: let’s talk about what UR hiding joon

y/n: OMG WHY ARE WE NOT CONCERNED THAT YOONGI BROKE WOOZIS NOSE LIKE HELLO?????

namjoon: what i’m hiding????

i’m not hiding anything

jimin: IS IT FIXED NOW GUYS?

tae: when life gets tough you need to fix yourself

or you won’t be fixed

jk: woah

yoongi: what?

hobi: it’s cold as fuck toady

y/n: HIS NOSE HELLO??? ITS BROKEN

jk: tell him to fix it

because if he doesn’t fix himself he won’t be fixed

tae: the way jungkook just gets it 🥺

jin: don’t lie kim namjoon

namjoon: i really don’t know what ur talking about but ok??

anyways u guys are still bothering me but not in a i want to bash my head against a wall sense like normal

but in a are they being held at gun point sense

can you all snap out of it??

jk: don’t bash ur head joon

namjoon: im not

that is my problem

yoongi: sounds like you are

namjoon: you guys did something real fucked up didnt you that’s why ur acting like this

you can tell me

i wont get mad

hobi: ok can you shut up ohmygod

jimin: LITERALLY JOON UR GREAT AND ALL BUT WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT PLS SHUT THE HELL UP

jk: can you not shout pls ur scaring people

jimin: I CANT HELP IT

jk: sorry i’m just a ugly pig then

yoongi: ur so dramatic

tae: don’t worry kookie small men often carry a large amount of rage that’s why jimin is shouting

don’t take it personal

jimin: ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT ME??

y/n: ok so you guys really don’t gaf about woozi???

jk: what is that???

yoongi: literally

tae: y/n can you also buy cheese for us when you come back

jk: cheese 🤤

y/n: whatever….

namjoon: wow ok

so

i’ll just go then?

jk: baiiii ^^ 💞✨

namjoon: no this feels so wrong

y/n: go take a nap joon

hobi: bros just yapping away like 💀

tae: GO

namjoon: did you guys kill someone?

be honest with me im begging

jin: maybe if we ignore him he’ll go away

jimin: fixed my keyboard

thank god amen #lifeisgood

namjoon: guys

jk: i’m a man not a guy

yoongi: what

hobi: do you think maybe this is his midlife crisis?

jin: i thought the whole rap monster thing was his midlife crisis

y/n: he was like 18 then?

jin: i didn’t expect him to live long

jimin: start of life crisis

tae: maybe namjoon himself is the crisis

namjoon: you guys are my crisis

y/n: we haven’t even done anything

namjoon: can you guys do something

hobi: ur really loosing it

namjoon: don’t make ME do something

hobi: wtf is namjoon threatening me rn?

jimin: what is the worst namjoon can do be fr

namjoon: i have like 127 snipers on ur house rn shut the fuck up

jimin: wtf???????

y/n: nct core

namjoon: me y/n and tae had a threesome

jk: WHAT??????????????

jin: I KNEW IT I KNEW IT

jimin: oh my actual god

tae: I HIT I HIT GUYS I DID IT ALL OF YOU THAT PRAYED ON MY DOWNFALL LOOK AT ME NOW LOOK AT ME

namjoon: but that’s not the first time we fucked

minus tae ofc

tae: wait what

hobi: oh wow

namjoon: on jungkooks birthday last year

yoongi: laughed

namjoon: and at a sleepover we all had at yoongi’s house

yoongi: oh

jk: WHAT THE FUCK

y/n: i am going to kill you

namjoon: i have almost asked her to be my girlfriend

y/n: what

namjoon: on multiple occasions

jk: THIS HAS TO BE FAKE OMGSHH2£:£!£3:;&;’cmnfkknfmfnc

y/n: namjoon

namjoon: i’ve tried to get taehyung kicked out of the group a total of 29 times

tae: WHY WTF

????

OMG

BETRAYAL OF THE CENTURY

WHAT THE HELL

jin: LMAO that’s crazy as hell

namjoon: i have never eaten a single dish jin has ever cooked for me

jin: ARE YOU SICK?????????

I SLAVE AWAY IN THE KITCHEN

AND FOR WHAT???

FUCKING UNGRATEFUL PIECE OF SHIT

NEVER COOKING FOR U AGAIN

WOW IM SO PISSED

FUCK YOU

UGLY FUCK

namjoon: when we debuted i believed jimin was the ugliest man i had ever seen and felt physically ill when people would flirt with him because wtf were they seeing??

jimin: WOW

WOOOOOW

wow

that’s crazy actually

do u even fw us be honest

hobi: definitely fw y/n that’s for sure!!!

ok i’m sorry i didn’t mean it i don’t want to know what you have to say im sorry i just saw the opportunity PLS IM SORRY IM SORRY

namjoon: ur mother used to send me money so i would hang with you

hobi: ur telling me our sunday bonding days weren’t actually sunday bonding days 🥲

namjoon: i wanted to shoot myself in the head

jimin: what the actual fuck is happening

jk: HES LYING HES LYING THERE IS NO WUAYS HES LYINGGGGGGG

namjoon: why would i be lying?

y/n: namjoon you need stop talking

yoongi: namjoon kill yourself

jk: YEAH KILL YOURSELF

namjoon: thank you

jimin: this is by far the craziest degradation kink i’ve ever seen

namjoon: argue

yoongi: you want us to argue?

are you high?

jk: HES HIGH HE IS I KNOW IT

HE WOULDNT SAY ALL OF THAT SOBER

tae: waittt namjoons first high 💞💞💞💞

jimin: that makes sense

he don’t even know what he’s talking about rn lmao

not even mad anymore

i’m happy for u bro

namjoon: no i definitely do know what i’m talking about

i just want you guys to act normal

tae: it’s okay ur doing great joonie

namjoon: I AM NOT HIGH STOP

y/n: you have to be cuz wtf

jk: im confused

namjoon: shut up

jk: why is namjoon fighting me

namjoon: i literally slept with y/n

jk: STOP IT MAKE HIM GO AWAY

PLEASE

jin: IDC IF HES OFF FUCKING COKE RN

he’s actually so fucked up and insane for saying that TO ME LIKE TO ME MY COOKING ARE YOU INSANE??????

what a SHIT leader…

hobi: i think maybe he needs to hug a tree rn

stay grounded or smth

yoongi: bro is off the trees rn wydm

namjoon: i am “off” absolutely nothing rn maybe i’m just really concerned for you all

and maybe just maybe it’s you guys’ fault for making me have to act and talk insane so YOU GUYS can act and talk insane and make me feel at peace in life

you made me like this

all you do is cause me stress

this is ALL UR OWN FAULT

tae: i am NOT reading that essay 😭

jimin: omg we are all literally being gaslit by kim namjoon rn what the actual fuck is life

namjoon: im sick of you all

ur ageing me

y/n: i think ur ageing urself tbh

hobi: life goes on man…

tae: tbh i think namjoon is going through a bad trip rn

like tell me he doesn’t sound high as hell

jimin: you’ve actually lost it namjoon

hobi: it was bound to happen

tae: it’s okay just hold ur breath until you pass out and when u wake up you’ll be fine

that’s how i stop a bad trip

namjoon: I AM NOT HIGH FOR THE LAST TIME

jk: that’s what i say when i’m high

just saying

yoongi: this is definitely that midlife crisis

namjoon: why are you not freaking out about me literally having sex with the girl your in love with

yoongi: ur high and idc

jk: I CARE

i don’t believe you joon 😡

y/n: this is not life rn…..

hobi: are all four of you not in love with her wow thats kinda insane

y/n rizz go crazy

jimin: why don’t you all just like idk

date????

hobi: omg wait i wanna date too don’t leave me out this time 🥺🫰🏼

yoongi: i’ll pass

MY girl idk if you get that or not

jimin: but she’s-

ok

whatever

ur all fucked up idc

might as well all fuck but fuck me right???

ur girl no ur so right i need to just shut my mouth

sighs looks left looks right

idiot

namjoon: you all make me sick

jimin: literally do not care

jk: do you need a hug namjoon?

namjoon: absolutely not shut the fuck up

jk: oh 🥲

yoongi: so ur just really fucking mean high?

sucks

namjoon: IS HELL FROZEN OVER YOONGI BASICALLY JUST DEFENDED JUNGKOOK LIKE WHAT????? GUYS ARE YOU SEEING THIS???

hobi: who sold you this weed man..

we need to get them

jimin: he probably got sold cocaine got told it was weed and took it all

jin: yikes

sleep it off joon!!

namjoon: I HATE YOU ALL

omg

guys

i’m going to kill myself

….

now you say good or like do it or we won’t miss you

jin: who hurt you??

namjoon: YOU GUYS DID

YOU GUYS DO

ALL THE TIME ACTUALLY

WHY ARE YOU NOT DOING THAT NOW

jk: he wants us to tell him to kill himself?

namjoon: YES

y/n: he’s actually loosing his mind wow

hobi: he’s literally on another universe rn

jin: i’ll actually kill you instead of telling you to kill urself how about that!

namjoon: SHUT THE HELL UP

yoongi: does he want us to argue or stfu??? i don’t get it anymore

y/n: ur really like being insane rn joon

jimin: this a high that NEEDS to be slept off…

namjoon: there is no way u guys are being fr rn…

you guys are fucking with me

WHY IS IT AN ISSUE WHEN I SAY SOMETHING OUT OF LINE

hobi: you said MANY things out of line

namjoon: BUT YOU GUYS CAN TALK ABOUT HOW TAE HAD SEX WITH A RANDOM GIRL IN ALLEY FOR FREE FOOD AND NO ONE SAYS SHIT?????

tae: THAT IS NOT TRUE BTW

NAMJOON TELL THEM ITS NOT TRUE

namjoon: YOU GUYS ARE LITERALLY AT EACH OTHERS THROATS EVERY DAY AND WHEN I QUESTION WHY UR ALL BEING NORMAL I GET LOOKED AT FUNNY???

y/n: this is us normal?

I WAS LITERALLY TALKING ABOUT HOW YOONGI BROKE MY FRIENDS NOSE IS THAT NORMAL TO YOU???

tae: namjoon just used that fake scenario as an example IT IS NOT TRUE

namjoon: everyday you all push me closer to suicide

yoongi: ok?

idk what you want us to do at this point

namjoon: i don’t know either

yoongi: ok??

namjoon: ok

jk: OK 😋

namjoon: i think i’m gonna go now

namjoon left “JIMIN OLD ERA”

jimin: lmao i NEED to find out what he’s smoking that was crazy

—

i hate this actually.

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[soracities]

Re: that anon who thinks kids are evil

I'm really sorry that anon went through a tough time during childhood (and I did too, being bullied at school and abused at home) but kids aren't fundamentally evil. They're IMPRESSIONABLE. which is incredibly different. They like imitating adults around them, and so when they are surrounded by terrible, mean adults, they act terrible and mean towards themselves & their peers too. It was apparent that anon was surrounded by adults who weren't nice and didn't do their job of educating those kids (including offering anon support), which is really sad.

But regardless of that, kids simply learn from people around them and they can be, and most often are, sweet and nice. and most importantly, even if they aren't sweet or nice, they are deserving of love and compassion and respect and affection, because only with that can we cultivate and nurture the sweet & kind side in their soul.

I feel like if anon felt alienated for being different, they should especially beware of such generalizing rhetoric of "all kids are [insert adjective]" because that's the exact kind of speech that isolates and alienates kids who act different. And I wonder if anon realizes that it was their abuser's language that's coming out of their mouth.

(source: im an educator and ive never known a kid who's not sweet and lovable to me)

(cont'd) also, kind of unrelated but it made me think of this absolutely heartbreaking, sweet kid that I met on Tuesday during a visit to a kindergarten. I was supposed to go to different kindergartens to evaluate their teaching and give consultations, and a part of what I need to do is this one-on-one language assessment with the kids (age five and their mother tongue isn't english). So there was this girl, whose first words after sitting down was "I don't know any English." And I was like haha it's alright! Let's just try and see how much you know, then we can see where you can practice more on! And she went "okay >_<" (rather earnestly, like she didn't say she doesn't know shit because she didn't want to try) So we did a task, and she scored above average so I was like "You did really well! Why did you say you don't know anything?" and she went "But I still got two wrong :(" which was like, wtf girl who fucked up your self-esteem?? Kindergarten aged kids should feel like they're the coolest smartest shit in the world!! Like I was already ready to fight for her at this point okay Anyways I said "it's alright, now you know where you can work on!" and did another task with her, which she also did pretty well in So I tried to tell her some cliche encouragement like "sometimes we feel like we don't know anything because we feel scared, but when we be brave and try things out, usually we know a lot more than we thought we could! Just like you right now, look at how well you did! So please believe in yourself more" And this little girl deadass looked me in the eye and told me, very sincerely, "because mommy doesn't believe in herself, so I don't believe in myself either :(" I controlled my face, but internally my jaw was on the fking floor and I was screaming crying pulling my hair out. I was so HEARTBROKEN. Like I need to talk to that woman coz what did you do to your kid?? What did you project on her?? And this kid is so smart?? She is so self-aware like she is able observe her mother's emotions & understand her mentality and THEN recognize how her mother's mentality shapes her own?? Honestly, I don't think the majority of people at my age right noweven realize how others' mentality relate to their own. And she is able to articulate all that! Which just makes her statement extra sad, because she is so so smart and observant but she believes she doesn't know anything and that she is bad at school, which is fucking WRONG And I was just so fking devastated!! I want to hug her I want to adopt her I want to fix everything for her but I don't know how I could ever do that. I am not even her teacher, I'm just a nobody who comes once a month for some dumb observations and just, I don't have the ability to do anything significant enough. I tried my best to smile and said "oh no... but you said you think mommy is smart right? she just doesn't know that herself! and I think you are also very good, so you need to remember it for me okay?" and she was like ok >< Then I went home and cried for an hour cause I just feel so... powerless and like what am I doing?? What can I even do to change things for her and kids like her?? When and how will I ever be enough to make her feel happy and brilliant and innocent and no need to act so mature??? Kids are my soft spot and I don't think I will ever cease to feel heartbroken for them. They are so precious and trusting and loving yet so many adults just... betray that trust and abuse that love. And it is so easy to break them but so hard to build them back up, which is simply unfair. Anyways sorry for the venting (sort of) I just want to pour these out because I love kids so much and I want to hug them all and they are so precious and lovable and incredible. I guess my point is just please love and be kind to the kids you know and encounter cause you don't want to fuck them up and not to mention how could you feel anything but adoration when you interact with them

oh my God..................please don't apologize, I'm so, so grateful you took the time to write and share this because I could not agree with you more. I think people really don't seem to understand the depth to which children understand and interpret and process things and it is truly one of the most illuminating and profoundly humbing things to witness and be part of. For what it's worth I think your presence and your conversation absolutely meant something to that little girl and I believe it makes a difference to have validation like that, even just for a day 💗 The kids you work with are very lucky to have someone who cares so deeply about their wellbeing and, heartbreaking as I know it can be, I hope you don't forget that 💗

[softrozene]

Deserve Better

Anonymous requested: I adore your Molly x fem and I died at the fact they didn’t recognize Dutch in the bar. Can I get something similar but with Abigail? Like a f!reader shows Abby how she should be treated post ganvg and whisks her away from John? please don’t hurt my boy too much 😂 much love ❤️ 

rdr2 masterlist

AKFDA Thank you! I am so glad you like my Molly stuff- And this? This is genius. I love the Marston family with all my heart but sometimes I agree that Abigail should be treated better (Thankfully we get that in the epilogue of the game- For however long that lasts :’))

Also, I know you said post gang but I just had to do it during.

Originally published on January 6, 2021

Abigail Roberts (Marston) x Female Reader

Warnings: Fluff, technical cheating? Abigail leaves John - John is like “wtf is going on”, per request John is not hurt that much - Just in shock, best friends to lovers.

Words: ~1,100

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In her own way, Abigail has always been really proud of you. You have never backed down from anyone despite being a woman yourself- And tend to take on the “manlier” missions to prove the men wrong. She looked up to you- Especially since you were there the year John left the gang.

It was tough on her, but you were her rock and best friend.

It was one of the reasons why she did not think much about Sadie also taking on a more masculine role. It was more fitting, and she loved how you and Sadie stood up for the women of the group- It was refreshing.

She could tell you everything- All her worries, even those she was too afraid to tell Hosea or Arthur. She confidently told you because you just listened. You did not offer advice unless she asked and you while everyone was rather careful with their words to avoid her wrath when it comes to the truth- You are blunt.

That is why she never really thought of you as a partner- Not until now when she asked for advice after seeing John, completely drunk, asking Karen to hook up. Thankfully, the latter had enough respect for Abigail and told John to basically fuck off.

Abigail had unfortunately overheard this encounter- But instead of her usual anger she felt towards John, she felt rather… Defeated.

Thus, making her come to you and this time instead of venting, asking for advice on what she should do. How to stop making a man who is too hesitant to her and somehow still denying Jack- Love them? How can she stop loving him despite all the pain he keeps causing her?

She thought she was going to lose him up in that mountain- She truly was grateful he was brought back alive but now… It feels like something did die back up there.

So now- She stares into your serious gaze and feels a bit nervous at your thoughts. You were not going to sugar-coat anything, and it truly was one of those traits she adores from you.

However, the first words that fly out of your mouth leave her in shock.

“You deserve better,” You state.

You go silent again and she processes what you say- Trying to fight off the anger and need to defend John because you are her best friend and she asked her for advice. She will listen to it with an open heart. You let out a sigh and look to be contemplating something.

Then finally you continue, “Listen- Abby. You deserve so much better. I know the love you have for John is strong and I can see as clear as day that he loves you too, in his own slightly fucked up way, but in the end, what you need is someone who will be there for you always. You not only have yourself to think of but you have Jack. I respect John I do but he is a shit father- He has been avoiding that boy since he was born- He even went out of his way to leave for a whole year. He is still pushing him away. I do not know what to tell you about that but for Jack’s sake, you need to figure out if you want that indecisive man to be in your life… Or-“

You stop talking making her serious expression urge you on. You do after you sigh.

“Or I can help you. Jack can’t have this life forever and he should get a shot at a normal life. We can leave the gang for good, I am already a pretty decent shot- I can get a job as a hunter or whatever, maybe even a bounty hunter, it doesn’t matter to me but I will help you get a beautiful home. I will help you whether that means just as best friends, Jack’s second mom, or even as a lover to you- You name it and I will do it,” You state.

Abigail pauses. Her expression falls as she processes your words and then she realizes that you technically confessed to her. That you have a thing for her. This brutally honest confession is opening up her eyes.

“Listen, forget I said anything about the lover part. I did not mean to make it weird. I will give you time to think about it and just know I did mean the last part. I will do whatever you name,” You say.

No- Abigail does not need time. She has not felt her heart race like this since she first fell for John. She can feel the honesty in your voice and to be honest- She did not think a fellow woman could be her lover but hearing you say it?

It is clicking into place. You have been there since Jack was born. You comforted her when John left- You have always been her rock- Her best friend. Maybe you were destined to be her lover? Open up her eyes and be there for her and Jack since John painfully does not want to.

“Let’s go then. Right now as lovers. I will go back up Jack’s things,” Abigail states seriously.

You raise an eyebrow and before you ask if she is sure- She nods her head. “Right now. I am going to explain to at least Arthur and Hosea since they care about Jack and I.”

“Alrighty- I will pack up the horses,” You say a smile on your face.

Your heart races and you feel… Happy- Not just because Abigail just said you can be lovers, but she is willing to leave everyone with you for her and Jack’s sake. She trusts you and you promise to not let them down.

Immediately- You can hear John’s shouts and wondering what the hell is going on. He shouts, “Where you going, Abigail? Where you taking the kid?”

He does not say his kid. When John follows her to your horse- He looks even more confused. Jack looks excited.

You help Abigail and Jack onto one of the horses (with the promise you will return or compensate it) for Hosea before getting onto yours. The whole time Abigail and John argue, and he finally gets fed up.

“Good riddance then.  Though I know you and you will come back eventually but hopefully you do not. Keep that kid for all I care,” He grumbles as he contradicts himself both in voice and looks.

You give Abigail one last look- To turn down your offer and yourself and instead she takes your horse’s reins and begins to lead the way to your new life together.

[asoulofatlantis]

I do not wish for a complete reset. But I would prefer if loop 20000 would the the one where we stop looping and stay in, simply because it sounds and looks nicer ^^'

Guys! That things is seriously fucking huge! (And that is not what she said this time!) How on freaking earth are we suppose to EVER stop or destroy it?

He did not build that freaking army to get revenge on Erebonia, he did that to protect Calvard expecting that cage-thingy in space would send "monsters" to attack. Damn. Gotta applaud him for deceiving us so well for so long.

Space fight. And we are Emilia. WTF?!

Holy shit! We are so in trouble. Emilia now and we in the... uh... future? Past? The future past?

WOW! We did major damage. I was not expecting this.

They pretend we beat that thing... trust me... we did not!

Uh... uhm... Guys? I think we need our Diving Knights back and REALLY upgrade them, like A LOT and then we apparently also need some diving Sword and... uh... yeah... uhm... we certainly need something MORE than some nukes for that one. (Calvard attacked that thing with Nuclear weapons that is how they damaged the cube... however... it looks like neither the cube, not the core were the real thing...)

H-He just killed Emilia. I told you she was not the right one for that job. Oh god...

This guy just lost his daughter... but he is still doing his job. Military-man are cold but tough it seems. Poor guy tho.

This is appearantly not the first time this plan failed. It is said that there was a statue they found in our destroyed city that was gathered by the church and yet showed up again 10 years later (which apparently is right now...), even tho the original was still in possession of the church. Its said to be what was left of Excalibur after being attacked and being crashed into the atmosphere like that. Imagine. Emilias fucking corps was stuck in that statue for god knows how many loops.

And once again she will crash into Creil...

We did not get killed by that because she... became an artifact that stand there is a sign of another loops failure.

I need a small moment to breathe after all that. *takes a deep breath* Okay... okay... lets finish the hardest part of this.

Rene... fucked this up on purpose. He put the wrong Genesis in Greamharts hands on full purpose and now he is turning into the white Grendel we all thought was Agnes. But her job is a different one...

That fight took Inferno a while. But he made it!

My girl is amazing... but there is a price to pay for that.

Honestly I watched the Stream and only took some screenshots while crying my eyes out (AGAIN) over this ending and then I needed like half an hour or so to calm down and get my thoughts sorted. I am really exhausted and tired now but I try to write down a few words.

I think something you could see with most people somewhat involved (aside from Campanella, that idiot was just excited that their Plan can FINALLY enter the third phase...) was that they felt sorry for Agnes, that they would have done something different, if they would have just seen a way for it. Also... Agnes Grandmother Domeniques friend, as far as we know, so at this point, she probably watch her friend, her friends daughter and now her friends granddaughter go though the same shit. (Although Agnes sad she did not do the same thing as her mother... so who knows what the difference might be?)

Agnes has to learn the Rean lesson. Being happy and save is important too to make the people you love happy and save. Its just too late for that lesson now.

Nina knows that Agnes will turn back time somewhat and that technically no one should remember this. And yet, she is sure they will punish Hamilton eventually for her Sins.

(I've been contemplating what kind of ending I think would be best regarding Kevins route. And first of all, I think killing Hamilton would be such a waste. I believe even without the Genesis she can still do stuff with her talent and knowledge. Like stuff for the good of the people. Killing her would take what she can offer away from Zemuria. Locking her in and making her work like Grimwood (someone who officially killed someone himself in a very cruel cold-blooded way...) seems the much better choice overall for Zemuria. And secondly... I do not wish for Kevin to put her blood on his hand. I do not like Kevin and he did not try as hard as Crow did in CS4 to make me change my mind but i DO remember how he suffered after killing Wiseman in that cruelly ironic way and I do not wish for him to suffer like this again, no matter if I like him or not.)

I have no idea whats going on with Yume. No one has an idea whats going on with Yume. All we know is that she slightly saw what happened to Agnes. I wonder if she will be the key to remembering it?

I found that so... Thors. There has ALWAYS been a third way for us. We proved that countless times that even if it doesn't look like it that we WILL find a third way, a different way, a BETTER way. And I loved Towa for saying that. That is the spirit of Class7. That is the one thing that Olivert has engraved into our souls. That we will win, if we find another way. Granted, at this point time was literally running out on us - we had like 3 minutes left before the forced reset - but still!

When I watched that for the first time I just watched basically the Credits role and I laughed about it. But today, after crying so much... I feel like it was like... a desperate kind of laugh. Like... there has never been anything funny about it. And it got worse the more I knew about the full picture and the words. The fucking words! At the moment shortly before the end, Van said he had realized that the reason Agnes had been wearing her school uniform at the day of her confession, was because to make it easier for him to reject her. DO YOU GET WHAT THAT MEANS?! When he said that, I was sobbing even more. It means he HAS feelings for her he just didn't wanted to date her for some reason. And that he might not have rejected her if she didn't put it in front of him so much that she was still a young schoolgirl that he had to reject because of that age difference. She revealed her feelings to him as she was running out of time but she KNEW that he needed to reject her to not make that any harder on them so she decided to manipulate his decision - she admitted as much. FUCK THIS GIRL! I love her. I do. BUT FUCK THIS GIRL! Van could have chosen her. He might have chosen her. Or he at least would have, instead of rejecting her, said to her to wait until she is 18 and then ask again or something like this URG! Damn it! The ship that I though has sunken already could have been fucking Sailing!

You better come back and fix this young Lady before Elaine gets the man in a world were you do not even exist! Damn it!

This is so sad. Like he opened the door to Agnes knocking and at first she was there but then vanished because in this timeline... she doesn't exist anymore. She could not have knocked on his door. How very painful...

HOWEVER... there is still hope. Hope we might have to wait like 2 to 3 years for... UFF!

There are a few things I might have to say to this overall game and ending and if it is really that bad, if Kondo was truly lying and if Lloyd is really to blame for all that (poor guy XD) but not today. I've reached my limit.

We will still watch those Memento thingys these days. But not today.

[valictini]

Just finished Tears of the Kingdom HHHHHHHHHH endgame spoilers ahead I need to scream

That last fight so fucking hype holy fuck

First of all the road towards the fight where you go deeper and deeper and deeper and the music gets more and more menacing… idk man, i expected something like that but it was VERY effective especially with headphones

The duel between Ganondorf and Link where he just perfect dodges your attacks like Link’s been doing this whole time??? THE FUCKING SECOND HEALTH BAR THAT JUST DOESNT STOP GROWING??? God it was so fucking cool, it really shows that the devs took note of players complaining that botw’s final boss was too simple, with the health bar getting cut in half etc… we got the total reverse lmao

I had heard it had a crazy difficulty spike, and it WAS tough but honestly i had so much max food and anti gloom food that I kinda blazed through the fight. Plus once you manage to perfect dodge regularly it becomes much simpler

Also got spoiled about the fact that Ganondorf turns into a dragon but it doesn’t change the fact that it was so so fucking badass (his design HHHHHHHH) + the white dragon coming to your rescue?? so good (even though idk how it makes sense since the white dragon is not supposed to like… particularly care about Link? But hey not the most wild deus ex machina of this ending I guess)

ACTUALLY LETS TALK ABOUT THAT YEAH I’m really confused at this “power of light and time saved zelda through link’s arm don’t worry about it” deus ex machina. Like… okay, cool, I knew they couldn’t have left Zelda as a dragon, I get it, but that’s it? That’s how it happens? If they had only mentioned the time thing then sure, maybe just like the master sword got sent back 10000 years prior, maybe the time power lets us revert Zelda her original state, but they included light in the mix and… idk, it confuses the message imo. Probably counting on us to think “the power of light heals” or something vague like that, idk

When Sonia and Rauru saved Zelda I really hoped that they’d say SOMETHING but nope. At least we get the confirmation that the spirit world and the afterlife exist in the sense that your spirit continues to BE YOU even when you’re supposedly “moved on” (Sonia you could have argued might have stuck around just like Rauru did when waiting for Link, but RAURU clearly “moved on” at the end of the tutorial, so yeah, I think we got a glimpse of the spirit world during this cutscene + last cutscene with Mineru straight up telling us she’ll be talking to Rauru and Sonia. If anyone knows wtf happens after death it IS the sage of spirits so I take her words seriously)

Also got somewhat spoiled the last part where we dive to grab Zelda but nonetheless so so cool. Though it’s too bad that Link keeps a poker face at the end like my boy can’t even crack a real smile at the fact that Zelda is finally safe? I’m sure players could have tolerated 30 seconds of Link not being a strictly blank vessel for us to project onto.

Finally, Zelda swearing that she’ll make sure that peace will last forever… idk if it’s because I’m so deep into my own headcanons about the nature of the cycle but I couldn’t help thinking “I know you literally can’t think any other way and you truly believe in your words but you’re wrong” jdjdndjd anyways

Overall, really satisfying road to the ending, the fights were so so cool !!

[lyndiscealin]

I am sick and when I am sick I have too many thoughts. This time I remembered this one tumblr post again and I got angry again, so I need to let this finally out.

Years ago I found a blog post about Red, White and Royal Blue that said that people (I think the cishets were meant but whatever) shouldn't enjoy the book that much, that it shouldn't earn so much attention because it was just a fluffy piece of literature and the real world doesn't work like this and the poor gay people don't experience it like that in their life.

The message was basically that this book is not good because it has an unrealistic happy ending and the main characters don't suffer enough for being gay.

And I am still angry about this.

Because wtf? So you think only giving attention to books that depict reality is anything positive? Will change anything? Or do the community any good?

Literature is not only here to tell people how reality is. Literature is also here to give us hope! To show people how it COULD be. There is nothing worse then just rolling around in self-pity because 'it will never change, it will never be better'.

We (all people but especially the community) need visions! We need something to fight for! We need hope!

Who cares if in reality you might never turn Texas to a blue state? Who cares? Should we stop trying? What does that change?

Of course it is majorly important that we have books that give us hope. That gives us something to work toward (and honestly RWRB is far away from a utopia for gays)

And it is important that other people read those books as well! What do you think happens if we only have books were gays or queer people in general are discriminated and have to fight for their rights without any hope of the world becoming a better place?

If there is only that, it normalizes discrimination. Because then it becomes a low of nature that it always happens like this.

We need good examples of how it could be! that bad stories don't have to be the default. that people around queer people can make the conscious decision to be good people and treat queer well.

Fuck 'we shouldn't enjoy this because it cancels out the real struggles'. Give us more of this. We can change the world by showing people how it could be as much as when we show them what we are struggling with.

Write more unrealistic gay fluff. Please. Write stories where there is no discrimination. Because we need to show everyone that it is possible. That there *could* be a world in which it's just normal.

I don't mean to stop writing about the tough stuff as well. I mean that we need both.

And btw. escapism isn't a bad thing, wtf? What is this trend? We all have a tough enough life, we are allowed to relax with a good, fluffy book, in which everything turns out good. There is nothing morally wrong with that.

Rant over. Just had to get this out. Held this inside for years now because I am highly afraid of posting controversial stuff.

[chaoticdelinqueerwithglitter]

You'll change your name and change your mind (but you can't leave this fucked up place behind)

(Prompt #10: BLOW TO THE HEAD + SECRETS REVEALED | Slurred Words | Passing Out from Pain | "I can't think straight.")

Notes: This one is settled during the final battle, it's basically Haru and Senju interactions between chapters 248-250, but adding my personal take about wtf was going on inside of Haru's mind. (it was hard to make sense of buzbuzbuz, but I did my best xD)

In the lil pink gremlin's defense, he's terribly hurt, but he turns his pain into rage as a (bad) way to cope with it. Also, Senju unconsciously triggered tl0 memories and nothing good ever comes from that. Ooopsie?

Here we go, more Akashi siblings angst, enjoy it everyone!

Warnings: implied child neglect and very traumatic childhood in general, dysfunctional family (Akashis, welp). Canon compliant violence. Manga spoilers!

“Buzz, buzz, buzz”

It was how it sounded inside his head — an annoying and piercing murmur, echoes of his past that wanted to prevent him from moving forward.

“Fighting all flamboyant like that, your buzzing disgusts the hell out of me!”

A count, as this was just another one of the games they used to invent together instead of an actual battlefield. Apparently, the mere fact that these bugs had the guts to challenge them wasn’t disrespectful enough — no, his little sister had to come here and make fun of everything he had helped his king to build. 

“Haru!”

Oh, she dared to play that card? Using an affectionate nickname on him, trying to appeal to their sibling bond. At least that would explain the way Senju was fighting — holding back. A big mistake, especially if she was expecting the same treatment. 

“Did you forget who raised you when you were younger? I can read your moves very easily!” 

Sanzu grinned, trying to provoke her, to force her to take this fight seriously. Didn’t he warn her when Brahman got founded? Yes, he did. But as usual, no one in his that family listened — no one saw, no one understood.

And what now? Sanzu was supposed to have mercy on her? No, that time had already passed. He gave her a chance to back off, it wasn’t his problem anymore. No matter if something inside of him stirred when he saw the way Senju gritted her teeth or how the blood running down her face forced her to close one eye. 

“What’s wrong, Senju? You’re surprisingly not as tough as I thought.”

Yeah, that was it. All the bravado was just a facade, she had never been brave enough to stand up before. Not for him, never when he needed her — no, that wasn’t right, he never needed any of them.

“Haru-nii, I’ll take my loss, let’s end this here.”

Was she actually willing to turn around and let him live his own life? To accept his decision of cutting all ties, to be his own person — not an Akashi, never again. 

“I’m sick of us siblings fighting each other because of my mistake, I regret it.” 

A mistake? A fucking mistake? Did she really believe that was the only reason why he ran away from home? He couldn’t even care less about which one of her many mistakes she was talking about.

His fists clenched around the metal pipe. Once more, his sister's inability to see the full picture erased everything Sanzu went through living under that roof. It was on him, for allowing himself to have a brief ray of hope — to believe even for a fleeting moment, that any of his siblings would acknowledge his pain. 

“That day, when Mikey gave you those scars… Haru-nii, I’m truly sorry.” 

No. Not this, she had no right to talk about it — she knew nothing, and she showed up to say all that crap in front of his king? Of the people who followed him, both of them? Who the fuck cared if she was crying, if she was sorry?

An empty apology that came ten years later wouldn’t fix shit — of course it wouldn’t, this wasn’t about him, it was about Senju clearing her conscience. The same selfish brat, unable to put herself in his shoes. To ask herself why Sanzu never revealed who broke that stupid toy. 

Instead, she assumed this was the right thing to do. Burdening everyone with a truth no one asked for, risking reawakening Mikey’s feeling of guilt. Now that his king had finally accepted Sanzu back to his side, now that he could touch with the tip of his fingers everything he ever wanted — Mikey, it had always been Mikey. 

Sanzu couldn’t even look at her — hate-flavored bile rising up his throat — when he dealt the final blow. 

“Whatever happened on that day, you don’t understand anything about it.” 

None of them understood the real reason behind the shiver that ran down his spine when he traced his scars — disdain written all over his face while he looked down at the unconscious body of that stranger who used to be his little sister. 

 “What you did back then was merely a trigger.” 

A crooked smile appeared on his face while he turned around and walked away. They’ll never understand, Sanzu will take this secret to his grave. 

Ps: It's kind hilarious that some minutes after his secret will be out bc Mikey himself explains it, but welp, Haru was convinced he would take it to his grave! xD

[thymechaos]

alright gotta get the rest of this off my chest, so here are the cliff notes of the essay i was yelling at my wife from the bathroom at 5:30 this morning

1. obviously this is where he meets zoro’s trauma from patriarchy and cisnormativity coming the other way.

zoro has also seen that this shit kills. like sure they said it was an accident, but the bystanders at the funeral literally point out how fucking WEIRD it was that kuina would be be carrying those swords down the stairs for no reason. so either it was an attempt to pull a sabo and get the fuck out with those swords, or - more likely, because swords don’t fucking unsheathe themselves that easily and a skilled fighter would know better than to carry an unsheathed blade down the stairs, or indeed to unsheathe it at all unless in combat - the harm was self-inflicted. was it suicide, or a horribly sad reaction to the implied dysphoria in the previous scene with zoro? who knows, but his friend died regardless.

so he sees sanji acting all weird around women and he’s instantly like wtf is wrong with you, why can’t you just treat women as people, don’t you know the harm you are doing? he sees someone who makes a big show of not raising a hand to women, and treating them as perfect paragons who can do no wrong, and what he hears is kuina’s words about being inherently weaker, the resentment at the perceived pity, that helplessness in the face of a life inevitably diminishing.

meanwhile sanji is faced with the obvious disdain from a tough guy who fights with swords and he’s instantly defensive. because yeah, this is how the world works. men like zoro look down on him because just like his brothers and father, they think he’s not a Real Man. if he backs down, he'll be a target, he'll be weak again, he'll be right back where he started again and he does not want to.

obviously they get to know and respect each other and learn that it's not that simple, but not until the dynamic is firmly established, and they're both too proud to actually acknowledge that they were wrong abt each other.

2. and then luffy. oh god luffy. another guy, so he's wary, but then this unhinged little ray of sunshine instantly zeroes in on his art, his passion, the thing other men either disdain or see as mostly utilitarian... and he unreservedly tells him how good it is. there is no condescension, no pretense, no grudging acknowledgement that he's not too bad for a useless brat, because god forbid men just compliment each other. just wow, you're so fucking cool, your skill has incredible worth, your dream is precious and important, I see your kindness and your caring, and I want you.

for the first time, another man takes the part of sanji that he has tried so desperately to protect at all costs, the part that matters most to him despite being devalued and underplayed at every turn, and he says that this? this is exactly what I've been looking for.

poor man didn't stand a chance.

3. sanji's fucking sister. a perfect portrait of a woman who plays along with patriarchy in the desperate hope of being spared by it. she projects a persona that lands right between a tradwife and Not Like The Other Girls. she laughs along with the cruelty, she embodies everything they want her to be, she gives up her agency in return for safety. she shows kindness through the mitigation of male violence, not by openly rebelling against it. she hates it and it hurts her, but since she feels powerless to stop it, she might as well benefit from it.

4. related to this, viola. no fucking wonder sanji unflinchingly believes that she is in fact a victim, that she does need help, even though she immediately went “PSYCHE, i was playing you, get wrecked”. because he’s met his fucking sister and he can recognize the coping mechanisms.

5. gender, man. it’s complicated. because all this is obviously related to his reactions to people who challenge the gender binary. and yeah there are some Choices made in the writing there that are not always fantastic, bc oda is confused but he’s got the spirit? but also… haha we literally see Iva weaponize dysphoria in a fight, we see the baseline for how a cis dude reacts when suddenly forced into a woman’s body. sanji’s reaction is… not that. like even before they know wtf is going on or if there is EVER going to be a way to reverse it? he doesn’t show the SLIGHTEST discomfort, not even a little bit. he’s unequivocally delighted, it’s the best day of his fucking life. make of that what you will.

6. bro no seriously, the queer coding. like they hide him away and pretend he’s dead? and then they let him leave provided he never shames them with his existence? and the found family? and the LITERAL REJECTION OF A HETEROSEXUAL MARRIAGE IN FAVOR OF THIS FOUND FAMILY? the sheer ROMANCE of sanji being told that he has to come back; that the feeling, kind, caring person he is at heart is integral not just to his own dreams, but to luffy’ was well? What The Fuck.

i am not okay. i’m never going to be okay again. this shit is in my brain and in my emotions and i can’t deal.

i just can't believe that oda fucking create sanji, a stereotypical ladies man who simps to an embarrassing degree for women while having his hackles comically raised around everyone he perceives as a man - and most notably butting heads with the more obvious ~manly man~ of the crew. haha, classic anime running gag, the kind that gets obnoxious at times but still makes you laugh.

AND THEN, like a billion chapters later, motherfucker steeples his fingers and goes "soooooooo... what makes a person Like That?"

and the answer is that he grew up in fucking Toxic Masculinity, The Kingdom. the answer is that he was always Different, in a way other guys instinctively perceived as weak, and that made him the target of visceral scorn and violence. the answer is that he was sensitive, sweet, caring, nurturing - feminine-coded traits which are only valued by patriarchy insofar that they're performed by women in service of men. the answer is that in a kingdom comprised almost entirely by violent men, the only ones who were ever kind to him, the only safety he ever had, were a girl and a woman.

so cooking is for women and servants, it makes you less of a man. only women will ever really value you for your passions and dreams. women are also actively hurt by the way the world works, they are unsafe unless they comply with men's violence, and you have to protect them.

(men will always know what you are, and they will hurt you if you let them.)

and even after he leaves... at baratie he is cherished and respected, but even that is an extremely masculine environment. we don't talk about our feelings, we don't let our guard down, the only love is tough love. when he tries to express his artistry and express himself through his cooking, rather than just filling orders and making money, he gets mocked.

so here is a man who will not raise a hand to a woman, because he rejects the masculinity he was raised with and refuses to become yet another man subjecting women to violence. he is desperate for women's attention and affection because it's SAFE, it's the only kind he can trust. other men are potential threats and must be treated as such. he must at all times be snarky, tough, Not Feminine, because to be perceived otherwise is to be powerless, to be hurt.

like y'all. the queer coding of it all? the overtly feminist themes? the active rejection of toxic masculinity and the way it's shown to be directly tied to imperialism? what the fuck.

[flancito22]

I don't want to be THAT girl, but I need to put this out of my chest. I hate Piper. Ok, I have only read the first book of the HOO series, but I don't think it gets better from there forward.

Here are my reasons:

First: Total disappointment.

When Rick introduced us Piper with the "beautiful and violent" quote I had so much faith in the character, even in her obvious (although quite rushed) relationship dynamic with Jason. And then, what he gave me? A jealous and possessive girl over a boy who she doesn't really know, with a lot of "trauma" because she have lived a happy and wealthy life, but her dad didn't pay her much attention (because he was working so she could live well and not how he lived in the past) so she became a thief in order to her father to pay attention to her... GROW FUCKING UP.

Second: I'm not like other girls.

Is it a crime to be feminine and tough? What is wrong with your brothers and sisters for wanting to look pretty? Nothing darling, absolutely nothing, and yet Piper make using a dress and make up such a big deal that is boring. Yes kid, we know you prefer pants and jackets, sit down. Not all the Aphrodite kids have to be hollow inside. Surprise, surprise, you can be smart, you can be brave, you can have the courage to fight with a Dragon and still care about your make up and like to use long dresses with high heels.

Third: What's is your deal with Jason?

It's like she was this toddler with a teddy bear and she just didn't wanna let it go. She knew their relationship was fake, but she hold to it with dear life and all the TLH book was a stupid amount of not necessary touching and holding hands and... well, if you read it you understand. Also there was a moment in Leo's point of view when he says something like: "she can't lose anyone else", and that was bring to life again when we though Jason had died because of Hera and Piper said "I can't lose you" my dear child who the fuck did you lose?! Your dad is save and sound, your mother came and talked to you in a dream when nobody else had seen they godly parents in months, what did you lose? A fake relationship?! Yes really traumatic, want to talk about Leo's past and Jason losing his memory?

Fourth: All the moments "Jasper"

This has a lot to do with my first point, Rick Riordan sold her to me as a strong character, all fighty and stuff, and then she broke her ankle and then caught a hypothermia, and that would have been fine if it was just that, but that moments only served to be Jasper moments, as if they can't have a normal relationship dynamic development, so let's just force them to have some alone time together and then hug near the fire... sure, really natural.

Jason and Annabeth had more chemistry the two times they interacted than Jason and Piper had in the whole book.

Fifth: A weak ass power.

I'm well aware of how the enchanting can be powerful. Words and the way someone use it can be a terrible weapon against the enemy. And then they gave it to Piper and the only time it worked in the whole book was with a female mortal pilot... I mean... they might as well be dead if not for Leo.

Sixth (and I can't say this loud enough) SHE ACTS LIKE A CHILD HAVING A TANTRUM

What is it with that line of her that went like: "Hey Drew in case you forgot Im a child of Aphrodite I don't want you near Jason, maybe he doesn't know it yet, but he is mine" I mean WTF, don't get me wrong, Drew was a bitch but I would have slapped the shit out of Piper right there, it's easy to act tough when you are facing a beauty queen who has never fought in her life, I wonder where was that spirit back in the quest. All her shit was about: I'm weak, I can't look at my own reflection, oh dang my mom made me more pretty, what should I do? Save my dad or continue with this quest? That last question, THAT LAST QUESTION could have been so much more explored, just to leave it at Jason and Leo saying: of course we will save your dad, why didn't you said it sooner? So that was the big end for that dilemma.

I have more things to say, but I'll leave it here. And once again, I repeat, the very best of that book was Leo Valdez.

[breezymichelle99]

I’m Sorry | K’Andre Miller

Summary: You and K’Andre have a very big fight.

Warnings: Couple fighting, talk of being drunk, use of the word “Puck Bunny”, slightly toxic relationship behaviors, punching a wall, breaking a vase, make up sex, oral (f), unprotected sex.

A|N: Requested by @hockeyjunkieblog I sincerely apologize for how long this took me to do and I hope you enjoy🖤 Also I apologize for any mistakes.  (Pictures for the moodboard came from Pinterest… I do not own them.)

“K'andre, get back here!! We are NOT done talking about this.” You yell at him from across the apartment as you chase after him, begging him not to turn his back on you. “Oh yes we are.” He yelled back. “I have practice and I’m not about to take your bad attitude with me to work. Goodbye.” He slammed the door in your face. “You’ve got to be fucking kidding me.” You scream punching the wall.

Part of you wanted to run after him, follow him to the arena if you had to, until he stopped acting like a 5 year old and talked to you. But now, now you were pissed and there was no way you were going to let him get off that easily especially since he just slammed the door in your face. “You know what fuck off.” You yell throwing whatever was closest to you against the living room wall, which just so happened to be a vase of flowers he had gotten you last week. You growl and leave the mess. Today was not going to be a good day.

As you drive into work you notice your bloody and bruised knuckles from punching the wall. Shit. you think to yourself. You and K’andre had had some fights before but nothing like this. The one night you chose not to go out with him after a game, and of course that one night some girl chose to be all over him at the bar and it got back to you. You just wanted to talk about it like an adult, but something about you asking him if anything else happened, asking him if you weren’t enough anymore was not the right thing to ask. He hadn’t spoken to you in days and every time you tried to talk to him like a civilized person it turned into a fight. “Why can’t you just trust me? What have I ever done to make you believe you aren’t enough?” the words echoed in your ear as you pulled into work knowing it was going to be a hell of a day.

“Bro Key Wtf is wrong with you today?” Kreids asks as they skate off the ice. There was silence as K’andre tried to figure out what to say. “I dunno Cap, I've been in this fight with my girl and I think I may have fucked up.” he admits for the first time in days. “What happened?” Kreids asks him. K’andre sighed. “The other night when we went out after that big win. She didn’t want to go out, which I understood she had had a long day at work, so she told me to go and she would be at home when I got there. Well I had too much to drink and I let this girl at the bar get a little too handsy with me and of course it was a headline the next morning and she got it sent to her a million times, even though she knows she’s my one and only and I would never cheat on her, she was hurt and I get it but I was still pretty fucked up the next morning and she kept asking me if anything else happened and if she wasn’t enough for me anymore and I lost my shit even though she was trying to be an adult about it and just get to the bottom of it, I lost it man; like I had actually done something wrong and now I wouldn’t be surprised if she actually left my ass. I was so immature and I don’t know how to fix it because everytime she brings it up I just see red.” K’andre says as he hangs his head.

Chris shook his head. “Bro..This is tough but you need to talk to her like a man and if you love her like you say you do and like I know you do, she needs to know that you can’t just assume she knows that she’s your ride your die okay you need to prove that to her and if she’s asking you if she’s not enough for you anymore there must me a reason she is asking that. Just talk to her dude.” Kreids says, slapping Key on the shoulder. K’andre knew his Captain was right but the question was how was he going to get you to talk to him; especially after this morning.

You thought about this fight all day. You got off work and headed home. You grabbed a few things and went to stay at your best friend's house for a few days, give Key some time to cool off before you two tried to figure things out. Maybe that would do him some good. When K’andre got home that night the lights were all off. He rolled his eyes as he turned on the light but as soon as he saw the broken vase all over the floor he knew things were bad and he knew he really fucked up. “Where are you? I wanna talk? please” he texted. You knew you shouldn’t answer, you knew you should give him time but you answered. “At Y\BFN...I’ll be there in a bit. If you really want to talk.” you say. Something about the fact that you weren’t coming home right away and that you had intended to stay at your friend's house made him angry all over again and all those words of advice that Chris had given him earlier had gone out the window. Even though he knew you had tried to talk to him reasonably but he just didn’t want to listen.

As soon as you walked through the door you knew there was no conversation going to be had and it would be an instant fight. Just by the look on his face. “If you're going to yell at me I'm just going to go. I don’t wanna do this anymore Key. I’m tired of fighting with you. I love you but I just can’t do this.” you say. There was silence as he processed your words. “Key, say something, please.” you beg him. “I want to know what I have EVER done to make you feel like you're not enough, or like I can’t be trusted.” he demands as he steps to you. You swallow hard. “Key.. it’s not.” you stop yourself. “It’s not what? You wanted to talk so what’s stopping you all of a sudden?” his voice was almost a growl.

You absolutely hated fighting with him. When you did it was usually over something stupid and the two of you were usually over it in a couple hours but this fight had turned into something completely different and it scared you.

You let out a large sigh looking away from him. K’Andre hadn’t taken his eyes off of you since you walked in the door. The first thing he noticed was the sadness in your beautiful eyes and the second thing was your bruised knuckles. How had he let this fight get here? “Key.” You whisper. There is an intense silence between you both and you just want this over with. “It’s not that I don’t trust you, you’ve never given me a reason not to trust you, it’s just that when I got this article sent to me “Rangers star parties hard.” And here’s some tramp hanging all over you where I should have been it just makes me wonder and then when I want to have an adult conversation about what happened you start yelling at me like I’m the reason you had some tramp on your arm and you refuse to just talk to me like an adult and say “baby I’m sorry, I was a little drunk and some puck bunny got a little to comfortable and I shouldn’t have let her.” That’s all I wanted to hear, Key was I’m sorry. That's it.” You have begun to cry. You can’t even look at him.

Man did he feel like an asshole right now. He stepped towards you. He was standing so close to you now but yet he still seemed so damn far away. You still hadn’t looked at him and his heart was breaking. His hand reached up, long fingers caressed your cheek and you melted into his touch. He lifts your chin making you look up at him for what felt like the first time in days. You held his gaze. He licks his lips. “I am sorry, baby.” he whispers. You sob. That was all you wanted to hear. “Hey hey it’s okay.” he pulls you into his chest. “I love you baby so much and I'm sorry I'm such an idiot sometimes and I can’t see ….” you shut him up with a kiss. You feel his whole body relax into yours.

“I love you too, K’andre. More than anything.” you find his lips on yours again. And you know the fight has ended. A soft moan leaves your lips as he sweeps you up in his arms and carries you towards your shared bedroom. A trail of clothes left behind in the halls as you went. He laid you down on the bed gently, leaving a trail of kisses up and down your body. Sweet little sounds leave your perfect lips as he worships your body with his. “I feel like I don’t tell you this enough baby girl, and I'm sorry but you are my everything, my world and what I have with you is everything I’ve ever wanted.” His words stop as he’s hovering over you, chain dangling on your chest. The cold touch of the metal against your warm skin makes you shiver.

You run your fingers over his cheek. “I know Key, I love you so much and I'm sorry for nagging you about your night out, I know that you are mine and I love you so much, more every single day for all the love you have shown me.” you whisper. A little smirk crosses his lips. “I'm all yours huh?” he smirks and you laugh. “For as long as you want me.” you whisper, biting his lip between your teeth. He lets out a loud unholy groan and you know the time for sweet talk has ended. “Mmm Forever and Always baby.” he grins against your skin as his lips trail down your body.

You wiggle beneath him. He pins you down with his massive body above yours. You reach for him as you find him between your legs. “Oh Key!” you moan loudly. “That’s it my sweet girl, let them hear you, let all the neighbors know my name.” he growls as he looks up at you from between your thighs and you can’t help the moan that leaves your lips as he puts the magic tongue of his to work. “I appreciate you so much baby and it’s about time I showed you just how much.” He whines and the vibrations from his words against your core makes you beg for him again.

“Ohhh K’Andreeeee.” You moan loudly, fingers tangled in his hair tugging gently. “Come on baby cum for me.” He demands adding a long finger to his tongue giving just enough pressure to send you spiraling into your orgasm. “Fuck Key.” You call to him, back arching off the bed, thighs shaking around him. “Fuck baby you taste so fucking good.” He moans against your skin as he leaves a trail of soft kisses back up your body until he reaches your lips and lets you taste yourself and you whine.

“I want to feel you inside me, Key please.” You beg him. He smirks above you. “As you wish my love.” He whispers and before you can say anything he reaches between your bodies and guides himself slowly into you. You arch your hips into him as you both groan. He starts off slowly gently savoring each sound and every movement and every breath. He had missed the way your body reacted to his the last few days since you’d been in the fight. The way you two fit so perfectly together, knew what each other needed without words.

“Come on Key, pick up the pace please.” You beg him you need him. His hand grips your thigh as you wrap your leg around him pushing him deeper. He moans loudly and increases the pace just like you asked. His fingers tangle with yours on the mattress as he holds you still beneath him and he keeps increasing the pace sliding in out of you so effortlessly. “Damn babe you fit me so fucking good, fuck.” He can feel you tightening around him and he knows you're close. He pulls you to him supporting you both with his massive thighs and you ride him. “Cum baby.” He demands and you have no choice but to do what you're told. You bite his lip as you cum for him. “Fuckkkkk.” He calls as he cums with you.

The two of you collapse on to the bed, sweaty and breathless. Key stroking your face with his long fingers. “I love you.” You whisper. He kisses your nose. “I love you more.” He smirks as the two lay there talking. “Let’s not fight like that again, okay.” He says as he’s kissing your bruised knuckles. You smirk. “Sounds good to me, even though I didn’t mind the make-up part” you giggle. “Yeah me either.” He laughs as he starts kissing you again and you knew the make-up part was just beginning.

The End 🖤

[starburstsobsessions]

Ygo protagonists and if I could/should physically fight them

Yugi: yes I could but I’d suffer for it . For many reasons. He is possessed by an Egyptian pharaoh, has plot armor, and a lot of friends willing to kill me. I could, but I won’t. Also hes too nice

Joey: no. He would throw me down a cliff if he had to

Tea: why would I fight Tea she has never done anything wrong ever in her whole life

Tristan: his voice gives him super strength what can I say

Kaiba: he would stab me with his Kaiba Corp. dueling knife for when the going gets tough. I would NEVER even TRY to engage in a fight with him. Out of the question 

Jaiden: yes I could literally utterly pulverize Jaiden and probably would. He’s an annoying teenage boy . Sorry that’s just how it is

Syrus: look at him. Who COULDNT beat him up. He’s extremely punchable (just saying)

Chazz: I don’t want to be chazzed im too young to die 😭😭😭😭 *distant CHAZZ IT UP*

Alexis: I hardly remember her place in the plot deadass what did she do????? I watched GX when I was like 9. I don’t think I’d beat her up

Yusei: oh my god. Oh my god. I would never. I probably couldn’t even look him in the eye. Dude. I have SEEN the life he has lived!!!!! I would NEVER threaten my life like that. Truly the most powerful protagonist. He could kill me within 2 seconds without a second thought and he has SEEN THINGS

Jack Atlas: this is debatable. He is kaiba 2 and ik hes from the satellite but. Idk man I’ll catch him off guard real quick. Real quick man just a good WACK (horrible idea)

Crow: no he gets in enough trouble I’m not associating with him (lovingly)

Akiza: I literally am in love with her wtf I’d let HER beat me to a fucking pulp. I’d start trouble just to get my ass kicked.

Yuma: Die

Tori: why

Astral: how???

Shark: I hated him so much as a kid he has GOT to go. Dispose of this 13 year old immediately 

Anyone else from Zexal+: get dunked , I’m old

[the-mtws]

Thank you @nicolexd-boomchuyuwu-wu for promoting our actions and giving us attention. Attention is one of our goals and you served us that. You also served us fun and laughs thanks to you just won't stop talking to one of our members, Madbox91 constantly. Now our group will expand and reach new people and help us keeping doing these type of ridiculous things aka what you call "harassment". Thanks to you for letting our voices be heard and empowering us overall. I'm so confused on why you posted that video tho, like wtf are you gonna gain from that? Gaining for mobox's honor or something, being mobox's knight and shining armor or something? Like mobox's downfall already happened and her image on the internet is now destroyed and fucking thousands of people know that mobox87 isn't a good person and no one in the population of thousands will be convinced by you saying that mobox is actually a misunderstood person who has been harassed by the mobox critique. You are fighting a already lost battle and there's nothing you can really do about it. If you really think that the mobox critique is doing something wrong then be mature and actually give out proof and evidence to support your claims, instead of sending children to harass one random as tumblr account. I'm guessing that you don't have the balls to harass them yourself. Oh wait? You're afraid about your image on the internet as well? Huh, narcissist. Plus you laughing, saying "xd", and saying "💀💀" can't get you so far. Kinda embarrassing ngl. Your only coping mechanism is the fucking skull emoji, damn ever heard of insecurity? Lil bro really trying to be smug about being "re-harass". Ain't no laughing matter if you are laughing at yourself being "re-harass". I know you can't take it and so laughing is your only way to covered your insecure little baby brain mind. By the way, teenagers are very impressionable and sensitive so boom, that confirms that you are in fact insecure. Google it. I bet you are going to pretend to laugh at this long ass text, it's okay, baby, it's ok to cry. If you want to be this person who doesn't care and has tough skin then don't keep constantly pretend to laugh. It gets very tiring, immature, and repetitive. Also very unbelievable that you laugh though out this whole situation. Constantly pretending to laugh gives way that you are insecure and it doesn't really make you this unstoppable being unlike my boy, Madbox91 who can easily keep going with your bullshit. Common Madbox91 W. Maybe you should try something different to hide your insecurities instead of laughing constantly like some un-menacing saturday morning cartoon villain. Like not funny didn't laugh 😐. Madbox91 was right, you are the average insecure mobox fan. Hell you're like 15 years old, clearly the average age of a mobox fan. But anyways once again, thank you for your support of giving us attention. For your support here's a cute picture of a dog covering its nose and totally nothing else. For further questions in the dms or be a pussy and send a your mom joke to the ask box then my great friend, Shack, will be there to answer.

- From the leader of the mobox87 troll and watchmen syndicate

Me siento re acosada 💀💀

#acoso #bullying #noreason #hate

[dannythedog]

Pearly Whites - Danny Wagner x Reader

REQUESTS ARE CURRENTLY CLOSED!! I have quite a few I need to catch up on, so once I'm all finished, I will reopen requests <3

Another request for you lovelies :) also idc what anyone says, I like this picture of Danny. I wanna kiss his cute little face. Fight me. I hope you enjoy :3

With a heavy sigh I kicked off my shoes and slung my purse to the little table placed by our front door. I felt utterly exhausted, fingers sore, feet aching. Work this week seemed busier than ever. Slowly making my way to the bedroom, I heard Danny shuffling in the kitchen.

"Babe! You're home!" he bounded over to me, smile bright and wide. I could only muster a tightlipped one in return, just wanting to tear my scrubs off and sleep all weekend. "Oh no, what's wrong, y/n? Tough day at work?"

I tore off my work clothes and changed into shorts and one of Danny's shirts with a nod of my head. "Try tough week." Danny pulled me back to the living room and sat me on the couch. Holding up his finger in a 'wait a moment' fashion, he retreated to the kitchen leaving me with heavy eyes to ponder what he was doing.

Within moments the couch was sinking next to me and Danny was placing his hand on my bare thigh. I looked to him to see him holding out a big bowl of my favorite soup, something that always comforted me on difficult days. I knew it was a sweet gesture and I had nothing to be upset over, but I couldn't stop the tears welling in my eyes. I felt foolish crying over soup.

"Oh, honey," he cooed, placing the steaming bowl on the coffee table to wrap his arms around me. "Tell me about it, hm?"

I let the tears flow as I buried my face into his sweater. I could already feel the stresses of the week dissolving. "It's just so hard sometimes. I feel like I have more and more patients piled up on me every day, the dentist decided to take two weeks off and we really need her right now, kids can just be the absolute worst to deal with no matter how much I try to calm them down. I got bit today! Bit!"

Danny chuckled slightly at the last part, gently rubbing my back and swaying us side to side. "Sometimes I feel like I'm not appreciated. I know it's not all about me, but I feel like I could use a little support from my coworkers sometimes."

"Y/n," Danny began, pulling me up to look at me with his warm brown eyes. "You have such an important job. Not only do you protect people's teeth, you also take care of their emotions. People are terrified of the dentist, but I've seen you at work. You're the warmest person in the whole building. You make people feel comfortable with the tools you use, you calm their fears and make sure they have a damn good cleaning."

I smiled a bit, rubbing my nose with the back of my hand. "And the fact that you got bit and still kept your job? Fucking amazing if you ask me." A laugh bubbled from my stomach and I gazed at him. His raven locks flowed about his shoulders, pretty lips pulled up into a smile. "Now let me see those pearly whites. I don't want to see you sad over doing such an amazing thing."

"Give me a kiss first," I said cheekily, twirling a lock of his hair between my fingers. Danny quickly obliged, pressing his soft lips to mine. His hand rested on my shoulder and I tangled my fingers in his hair, the last of my emotions evaporating. His fingers tickled the side of my throat as our lips moved together, wanting nothing more than to be closer to me in any way possible.

A long growl erupted from my stomach, interrupting our moment of passion. We pulled away with small giggles and I finally flashed him the smile he'd been waiting for.

"There it is," he sighed with a dreamy look. "Now eat your soup. You've had a long day."

And I did eat that delicious soup, cuddled up next to Danny. The dish made me feel almost as warm and full as my amazing boyfriend did. A content sigh escaped my throat as he pressed his lips to my forehead, and I drifted off to sleep.

~

Wtf this made me want to date Danny so incredibly bad. Ugh we all need a Danny in our lives