#also i just crave murder every once in a while what can i say

[imsofreakingtired]

i need more sevika and masc reader now🙏 you got me giggling like a school girl

ur so real i need more too jdhdhshs

Sevika x masc!reader pt. 2

pt. 1 is here !

her big mama muscles and your baby muscles. she trains you in calisthenics: "one more baby you can do it." "you're doing so well, up up!"

she shadowboxes in the living room at six in the morning and you hear her panting and whispering "one, two" while you brush your teeth

you decide to get a midriff tattoo and she worships it i tell you "if it weren't winter i'd ask you to wear crop tops every day."

she's never more in love with you than when you're wandering around sleepily in boy shorts and a tank top early in the morning, half asleep and ready to swing at anyone who talks to you before you had your caffeine (except sevi ofc)

cursing out all the heteronormative propaganda in old movies (but still watching them because they make nice background noise while you have sex)

smoking weed together on the fire escape of your apartment and stoned sevika ends up emotionally telling you she wishes she were yours but she thinks she's not your type because she's a butch and she thinks you like femmes and she also thinks you're really handsome and if you just gave her one chance,,, ...and you're just staring at her in disbelief thinking "yes...this is the idiot i am in love with,,,this is the beautiful idiot i chose"

sevika comforting you on days when you're just fucked over by gender dysphoria and body image - but the way she does it is so silly you forget to even be sad - words of affirmation are not her strong suit so she just puts on your funky tinted sunglasses and says "look...these glasses make everyone look like the most perfect version of themselves...and you haven't changed one bit"

sevika asking you to cut her hair and you panic and watch like 5 hours of yt tutorials only for her to be like "babe. i just wanted a trim"

you're obsessed with her neck. like the back of it, the buzzcut hair, the muscles, my god you could just write pages of poetry about the way she looks when she chugs a protein smoothie after a workout

(you did write the poems, she found and read them, and teased you for days after) "how does my NECK look from this angle babe :)" "sevika i will murder you in cold blood"

the two of you aren't big on pet names. she calls you "babe" or "baby" if she's feeling soft. you call her "sevi" or just her name but then one day she's spooning you in bed and you just say "you are my mitten." "what" "because you always keep me warm <3" "stop."

but she's now "mitten" to you. to counter, she calls you Thing. and refuses to elaborate.

you're both touch starved but you're also both too embarrassed to admit it so when one of you DOES initiate a cuddle session neither heaven nor hell could break you apart - um but maybe getting hungry can

speaking of, once a month you can never agree on what to eat for dinner because you both sync up periods and also always crave exactly the opposite things "why. why pad thai of all things right now." "i need NOODLES IN MY MOUTH SEVIKA" "you wanna know what I need in my mouth?"

"sevika" "mm" "gender is a bitch :(" "put that bitch on its ass"

a conservative relative at the family reunion said they couldn't tell if you were a girl or a boy. you tell sevika this later on and she high fives you

fighting over who carries the heaviest bag on vacations "let me carry it for you sevi, you might strain your back 🤪" "i KNOW you did NOT just call me old."

she plays jazz in the mornings while brewing coffee for the both of you, you blast alt rock in the shower

you being ready to fight a bitch in the bar when she tries to flirt with sevika and sevika having to hold you back

...she turns around and sucker punches a man that same night because he catcalled you

it's all fun and games fearless butch x fearless masc enby until you find an enormous roach in the kitchen and it takes the two of you to fight it

one time you had to go on a trip for work and she wore the hoodie you left behind all week because it smelled like you and she missed you

"is that another iced americano???" "sevika you know me. you know i can't live without three iced coffees a day" "but it's 16 degrees." note: this possessed me oh my god. the brainrot is brainrotting a bit too hard rn @mascdom thanks for feeding my obsession 😭

[ellcrys]

despair in fiction is truly so tasty

[morningstargirl666]

hie!! obsessed with your fic and while (patiently) waiting for updates, i have THE biggest craving for fics with the same vibes as your fic & The Wolf by yokan. for instance, fics with caroline in NOLA with lots of mikaelson family dynamics and just her being around them or being considered as a part of their family. i'm lowkey a sucker for found-family kinda tropes if its not obvious lol.

i haven't read alot of kc fics yet so honestly just hit me with any fic!! popular or underrated everything works since i'm technically very new in the fandom! :D

thankyou for the recs in advance!!

Thanks so much! Specifically NOLA fics:

Blood and a Quick Murder (and isn't that how it always is) by KS_Caster

After a magical accident turns Caroline into a human, she discovers that her values don't match up with her friends' like she thought they did. She discovers that some choices are permanent - and some aren't. Oneshot - complete.

Whisper To Help Me Remeber by LaLainaJ

Put down by Tristan Klaus waits. And plans. Once awakened he's thrilled to set out and get revenge. A wrinkle forms when he hears news of Caroline, and is told that she's been working for his enemies. Klaus is determined to find out why, and soon learns that something is not quite right with her. He'll fix it, whatever it takes. Uses TO characters but ignores most TO canon.

Like The Sun Shines by LaLainaJ

"Klaus finds himself blinking down at his phone for an embarrassingly long length of time while he filters his brother's usual nonsense and the pertinent information sinks into his brain. Caroline is in New Orleans." It's an average Wednesday in NOLA until it isn't.

Fallen by klarolineepiclove

Caroline Forbes was a woman with a secret. Running from a shattered past, she settles in New Orleans, determined to disappear in the crowds and chaos. When her path continually crosses with the Mikaelson family, her plans go awry. When she finds herself drawn to the charasmatic Klaus, she begins to wonder: How far can you run before the past catches up with you? AU/AH Klaroline

Break Your Promise by Fearfrost

"What can I do?" He breathed. He knew in that moment listening to her fall apart hundreds of miles away he'd do anything she asked. "Break your promise."

Wicked Schemes by willowaus

Old family secrets lead Caroline on a journey of self-discovery and into the dark underbelly of New Orleans as Klaus works to reclaim his kingdom and rebuild the family he's slowly destroyed over the centuries. A TVD/The Originals crossover.

Someone's First Choice by unpublishednovelist

How many times can Tyler put their relationship on hold, ignoring her calls and hiding in the mountains of Appalachia, before Caroline finally snaps? He's pushing her away. Who could blame her for being pushed to something else? Someone else --- A rewrite of the TVD S5E1 scene where Tyler leaves Caroline yet another stupid message about how she's not the most important thing in his life.

throw roses into the abyss by marxandangels

Throw roses into the abyss and say: Here is my thanks to the monster who didn’t succeed in swallowing me alive. Caroline goes to see Klaus in New Orleans after her mom's death, humanity free. That choice changes her life from the foundations, every single brick of it --- I think that the whole humanity switch thing is the dumbest plot device in TVD, but also the most interesting. What is humanity, really? What are the edges of it? What would it /actually/ mean to be able to turn that on and off?

Not NOLA, but the Mikaelson family dynamics are off the charts:

not for him a watery grave by MyLadyElise

He's saved her life, more than once. Doesn't she owe him the same? An alliance, a rescue, a race against time. A possibility. Hope. AU after Season 3: Before Sunset.

Persistence of Memory by perfectpro

Caroline comes to New Orleans, nervous to see Klaus after their last argument. As it turns out, she doesn't need to worry about him being angry. He doesn't remember the argument. After all, how can he when he doesn't even remember who she is?

a vampire, a brother, and a pack of wolves walk into a bar by banazie

In which Kol angers a pack of wolves with moonlight rings, his girls’ night out with Caroline is ruined, and Klaus feels particularly dagger-y.

where the heart moves stones by darkness_shows_the_stars

Caroline’s planned college experience in New York, so far away from her magic-infested hometown, keeps getting interruped because the Originals have apparently decided that her dorm room is free game. Getting away from supernatural drama was so much easier in theory.

the fate makes for a lousy poet by darknes_shows_the_stars

It is not unheard of. Soulmates born too far apart to ever meet. Caroline did her research thoroughly. It’s just rare. And for all that she’d known her entire life that her fated other half was dead long, long before she was even a gleam in her mother’s eye … it’s unfair. --- Everyone is born with a soulmate. It just so happens that a millennium divides Caroline from hers.

There's tons more. Search through my fic rec tag in my tumblr archive if you want more fic recs, or browse my AO3 bookmarks, I've answered a few asks like this one ✨

[tea-stained]

cmonnnnn melone and cioccolata could have so much chemistry

(haha get it)

i rlly imagine melone mightve viewed cioccolata as a role model (?) in terms of the way he is simply alive

a person's worldview always seeps into their writing, whether it's conscious or not; and that's exactly what melone can read into

perceive the perception, forcing his way into understanding the way their thoughts work

and so, having read cioccolata's medical books (which, there's the /Cioccolata's Operative Orthopaedics/ in live action thus spoke kishibe rohan, implying that his name was well-known in the world of medicine and also possibly more books written by [my beloved] Mold Monarch themself) he definitely realised his view on a human life, seeing it as nothing more than a tool and a plaything, body serving as a vessel to be studied by taking it apart and putting it back, with the amused curiosity of a child /observing/ insects

and he must've been just as inspired as intrigued by this man with an approach so passionately frigid towards humans

because both of them are essentially the most selfish characters in the series, their eyes set on nothing other than their own gain and entertainment

of course, cioccolata has secco and melone is with la squadra

even so, there is a clear lack of remorse towards anyone they encounter. it's quite the opposite, actually, seeing as melone is genuinely ecstatic about murdering that woman on the train

such an interesting character, with the power to /create [an artificial] life/ that brings death and destruction. and mold is alive too

both of them, at their core, consume to grow, devouring whatever crosses their paths with slight exceptions

i want to see these fucked up freaks interact so bad, because no matter what, they are just so similar at the core. but just because diavolo decided to not respect the assassin team, because sorbet and gelato decided to investigate him, because it was cioccolata and secco who guaranteed their gruesome deaths and decided to brag about it, they will never interact normally

because cioccolata was in the more favourable position

there is absolutely no way melone hasn't at least heard about cioccolata once. there is absolutely no way he wasn't intrigued by him in the slightest

i want to see him finally meeting the man whose books he'd been reading while studying the human bodies, imagining what he might look or sound like, and trying to come up with a way to get him to bare his fangs and showcase the true monstrosity hidden underneath a pristine white coat, to peel back the layers of deception and witness cioccolata with no holdbacks, see if there's a way to outwit this grotesque, heinous man

i want to see cioccolata understand perfectly just what is happening, teasing melone with whatever knowledge he might hope to claim for himself by unveiling only the vaguest snippets, knowing that every word he says will be taken in and taken apart, until it creates a coherent form with everything else melone has noticed.

i want to see the moment cioccolata realises just how twisted and dark melone's mind is, too; that he is a threat with unknown intentions

i want to see them learn each other, more intrigued with every word they exchange

i want to see them learn how they think and act accordingly, in a neverending pursuit of a deeply rooted desire to understand the man who is facing them, with melone's perfect ability to read one's body's history and cioccolata's godlike need to understand humans beyond their souls and bodies

i want to see them explore one another, cautiously getting closer, craving one another more and more, still weary regardless, having never encountered a man so much like their own selves, so much so that the sheer thought of an understanding this deep is beyond their plane of reasoning, being able of viewing themselves as the /superior/ ones, but never quite reaching it

i want to see them slowly fall for one another so deeply they almost seem like what they set out to do in the first place, the lingering desire to either run away while they still can, or cut the other one open, admiring the way their face contorts in horror, betrayal, suffering

[starryredpandawrites]

Bendy Bites 8: Hunting

Guess who's back with another fluffy siblinks idea?

So, after Audrey and Bendy escape the Ink Machine world, adjusting to this new life is going to be especially hard for Bendy in his Ink Demon form. Is it worth it? Absolutely yes. But he’s still going from a world where he can basically do and kill whatever he wants to a functioning society with rules that are very, very different from what he’s used to. I have another post planned I’m going to make about how Audrey goes about teaching him those rules, but that’s a story for another day.

One of his main struggles is going to be with his kill drive. He really enjoyed the thrill of the hunt and lording his power over weaker ink creatures. When he leaves that world, he’s going to miss it. 

Audrey knows this and again, worries that someday he’s going to end up snapping. She’s made back-up plan after back-up plan just in case that happens, but she would prefer to prevent it if possible. (Quick side note: Audrey is completely ride or die for Bendy at this point, and several of her back-up plans include covering up murders)

One thing she tries to do is get him outside as much as possible. This is challenging for many obvious reasons. Eventually, after she learns how to do it, accumulates some supplies, and possibly steals a car, she takes Bendy on regular camping trips. They have to go to some fairly remote locations because the whole point is to get Bendy out into the world in a place he can safely be himself in both forms without worrying about the Gent corporation finding them. 

While they’re camping, at one point Audrey catches the Ink Demon right as he kills something (a bird or a deer or a raccoon idk). Insert image of Ink Demon looking super ashamed like a dog caught with something they know they shouldn't have while he waits for Audrey to scold him.

Initially, Audrey is upset but after some deep thinking she realizes this could be a good thing and lays out some ground rules. 

At least once a year, they’ll go on a hunting trip (this rule is more for Audrey to incentivize him to follow the rest of the rules)

Bendy can only kill what he and Audrey can eat on that trip. No killing just for sport.

If there are any hunting rules for the area they're camping in, such as no killing doe or avoiding certain animals during certain seasons, he has to follow them.

(this one is already a rule but she says it again just to hammer it in) No showing himself to anyone, even if he's mid-hunt. If some rando shows up, he's gotta abandon his prey and leave the area.

Despite rule #4, Audrey knows someone is gonna see him eventually no matter how careful he is but she figures they can get away with some Ink Demon sightings because the woods have a long history of cryptid sightings and she doesn’t think they could get back to the Gent corporation. 

((Quick disclaimer: I’m not a fan of hunting. I won’t judge anyone if that's their interest but if someone offered to take me hunting I would decline. I do think in this specific scenario it would be really good for the Ink Demon to have some sort of outlet for his craving for violence. ))

Anyways, these trips quickly become a tradition and something they both look forward to all year. Audrey didn't really use her time off before this but now she uses every day she can for these vacations. She probably still draws but would change her focus to more nature-oriented things. I could also see her packing paints and mini canvases so she and Bendy can paint nature scenes while they're out there (If you've never done that while camping, I highly recommend it).

Bendy in his toon form is enchanted with nature and spends a lot of time doing little kid things like playing in creeks, running through the trees, staring at weird bugs and bringing them to Audrey so she can scream at them (He probably didn't mean to scare her the first time, but he quickly challenges himself to see what bugs will freak her out the most. Little brother things, yanno?).

When he's in his Ink Demon form he revels in the open spaces. He can run as far and as fast as he wants and he relishes in the freedom. At first, he would be frustrated with the hunting limits Audrey put on him, thinking he should be allowed to kill whatever he pleases, but eventually he develops a deeper understanding and appreciation of nature and only taking what you need. He probably starts watching nature documentaries at home and is like, huh, maybe I shouldn't just kill everything I see just because I can. Life is hard for animals too.

He takes a break from killing deer after watching Bambi for the first time. Audrey ate a lot of weird things that year.

IMAGINE: Audrey buys a book about edible things in nature just for some light reading. Bendy asks her to read it to him and/or reads over her shoulder so when he's out hunting he starts recognizing those things and brings them back to the campsite. Suddenly, he's bringing back less and less fresh kills and more and more roots, berries, and mushrooms. GIVE ME A HUNTER/GATHERER INK DEMON

Okay, this post is getting long so I might need to make a part two for this Bendy Bite lol

Feel free to share any other Siblink camping ideas y'all might have and I might expand on/include them in the next post.

[hismercytomyjustice]

Being a Hazbin Hotel fan, and seeing all your pacific rim posts, especially the one about drift compatibility - who do you think is drift compatible in the cast? Funnily enough, I'm not sure Chaggie is, which they'd hate, and I'm pretty sure Radioapple ARE, which they'd also hate.

Oh my godddddd!!!!!!!!!!! Ahhhh!!!!!!!!

Ahh this is so fun!!!! Thank you so much for this thought exercise!!!!

You are so right on both, bestie!!!!!

Charlie x Vaggie - No, they would both try way too hard. Vaggie would mess up the calibration because she’s too focused on Charlie. Meanwhile Charlie would somehow find a way to chase the RABIT in Vaggie’s memories because she can’t bear to see her hurting. Maybe they could eventually manage it, but only after they both get some therapy and become a little less codependent.

Alastor x Lucifer - Yes, but I feel like they’d find out either by accident or as a last resort. No one would ever think to pair them up because of their open hostility to one another. Bonus points if they put aside their differences solely for Charlie’s sake. They drift, save Hell, and then never speak of it again. Except they have a lingering connection and subconsciously gravitate toward one another, especially when one of them is distressed. No I don’t write Newmann fic with a similar post drift premise. Why would you say that???

Angel Dust x Husk - They’re both in the program and just happen to get paired up in one of the drift compatibility exercises. They’re not openly hostile to each other like Radioapple, but they also don’t really like each other. Angel’s too much of a flirt and Husk comes off as too grumpy. They each go into the exercise just wanting to get it over with, but they come out of it with a newfound respect for each other and immediately become an inseparable team.

The Vees - Yes, but it had to be the three of them together like Crimson Typhoon. Velvette is ultimately the glue that holds the three of them together because she can focus on the bigger picture (kicking kaiju ass). Val and Vox tend to bicker or suck face too much otherwise. And Velvette needs the two of them to balance each other out because she will literally murder whichever one she ends up with otherwise.

Alastor x Vox - Absolutely not. Vox is too much of a simp and would just try digging into Alastor’s memories or try too hard to impress him. They both are high performers in the program and Vox is convinced they’d have perfect drift compatibility. He pesters Alastor to try to drift with him so incessantly that Alastor ends their friendship over it.

Carmilla x Zestial - Old friends (or maybe more…?) who drifted perfectly the first time and every time after. They’re so compatible that they make it and kicking kaiju ass look easy. They’re also the oldest pair and most tenured team amongst all the pilots.

Alastor x Rosie - Absolutely! She and Alastor became fast friends while training in the program and click well together. They’re so good at what they do, they spend a good chunk of their fights just catching each other up on the latest gossip. Sometimes they have to be reminded that this is a war and not a tea party though. The main reason Alastor has to pair up with Lucifer the one time is because Rosie was injured (à la Herc) and physically unable to fight.

Lute x Adam - Maybe. I feel like they would work well together, if only Lute could stop sucking up to him long enough to do it. Maybe they drifted once and Adam was so traumatized by her bloodthirstiness and craving for violence that he makes up any excuse he can so he doesn’t have to drift with her again, or at least limits how often he has too as much as he can.

Niffty - Everyone is too scared to try drifting with her except for Alastor. They tried it once. He falls quiet and gets a far away look in his eyes if anyone brings it up. Niffty, meanwhile, just cackles.

Not an exhaustive list, but the main ones who came to mind for me! Let me know what you think and what your headcanons are too!!!

…damn, now I kinda wanna do it for Hellaverse too…

[salvadorbonaparte]

2023 in Films

I watched way too many films this year. Here are my opinions on some of them

January

Las Cosas Del Querer (1989) - Amazing if you love sad hot people and flamenco

Canadian Bacon (1995) - Incredibly silly and Alan Alda plays the US president

Nope (2022) - A highlight of the year

February

Hellraiser (1987) - This film is actually about miscommunication in this essay I will-

Predestination (2014) - Time Travel and Gender Moments

Malignant (2021) - Camp horror masterwork

Late Phases (2014) - Mediocre werewolf film with some really interesting comments on ageism, ableism, suburbia and religion

March

Sterne (1959) - Plays into some problematic stereotypes from today's perspective but revolutionary for its time, first German film to address the Holocaust

Major League (1989) - A film I only watched to confirm that it uses a weird phrase I also found in my thesis project

Carry On Screaming (1966) - Camp. Gay. Horror. Parody.

Glen or Glenda (1953) - A product of its time and no longer up to date in its understanding of gender but surprisingly revolutionary in its compassion and earnestness despite the bad reviews

April

Taxi Driver (1976) - Isn't it frustrating when annoying people tell you a film is good and then it's actually good?

June

Mr Deeds Goes To Town (1936) - Mr Deeds has autism swag

El Espíritu de la Colmena (1973) - I really wanted to like this because civil war era Spain and Frankenstein are super up my alley but unfortunately it was so much slower than expected

Das Boot (1981) - Very long and claustrophobic but holds up to the hype

Weird: The Al Yankovic Story (2022) - RIP King

July

Nimona (2023) - His big wet eyes bewitched me

First Blood (1982) - You're telling me the film is about Americans fighting an enemy they view as simultaneously weak and dangerous, escalating the situation, and then sending more and more men into a rainforest to die through guerilla warfare after being warned again and again they can't win this? sounds familiar

Barbie (2023) - Insert a bunch of pink emojis

Everything Everywhere All at Once (2022) - Made me crave bagels

Jojo Rabbit (2019) - God I love war satires

Sweet Liberty (1986) - Alan Alda having fun and also using his own film as a therapy session

The Majestic (2001) - A rewatch but it's so tragically underrated, Jim Carrey is very good in dramatic roles and McCarthy-era media is like catnip for me

Joker (2019) - This is just Taxi Driver with extra steps

August

Tin & Tina (2023) - Probably one of the worst films I have seen in a while

Battle of the Sexes (2017) - I love women

Four Lions (2010) - The ending really got me, I love when satire gets serious

The Sheriff and the Satellite Kid (1979) - Can we talk about how the theme song is just going "I'm the sheriff" "yes you're the sheriff"

Happiness (1998) - Nauseating but in a "good film but what the fuck" way

They Call Him Bulldozer (1978) - Italian Lagaan

The Talented Mr Ripley (1999) - Sad and Gay

Twister (1996) - So much better than expected

Magnolia (1999) - Cloudy with a chance of frogs, a really long but really good film and I'm not entirely sure I got it

Doubt (2008) - Somehow I watched 5 films with Philip Seymour Hoffman that month because I was haunted by his ghost or something

September

The Terminal (2004) - I assumed this to be more of a classic romcom but the whole concept (based on a true story) is so terrifying and tragic that it made me feel all emotions at once

Apocalypse Now (1979) - I knew a lot of trivia about the film but for some reason I didn't know anything about the cast so every single actor was a surprise and made me go "!!!", Also I kinda wanna write an essay about it

October

Bloodbath at the House of Death (1984) - Some of the gay jokes absolutely killed me

Last Night in Soho (2021) - I'm Not Like the Other Girls to Time Travel Murder Nightmare Pipeline, actually I really enjoyed this one but it's also super silly

The Banshees of Inisherin (2022) - How do you say poor little meow meow in gaeilge

The Menu (2022) - I go to the murder restaurant I order the beesechurger, I was super surprised there's no cannibalism but tbh that would have been low hanging fruit

The Eyes of Tammy Faye (2021) - Explains a lot about religion in the US, I love that she was pro lgbt, also I googled her ex husband and he has a prepper/survivalist thing going on now and scams more people

The Darjeeling Limited (2007) - we can't eat pray love ourselves out of this one boys

Holes (2003) - Hated the book as a teenager for school reasons but gave the film a try and really enjoyed it

Renfield (2023) - I expected werewolves but I enjoyed it nevertheless, My Chemical Romance is on the soundtrack, it's very silly, the effects are great

Interview with the Vampire (1994) - Oh people weren't lying about it being homoerotic

The Big Lebowski (1998) - I've had days that feel like that

November

Pappa ante Portas (1991) - Funnier now that I'm an adult, basically half the jokes my mum makes are from this film

The Meg 2: The Trench (2023) - I watched this while sick and really wanted to see a giant shark fight a giant octopus and boy did it deliver

Puss in Boots: The Last Wish (2022) - Very nice animation style

JFK (1991) - I actually fell asleep halfway through because it's so long but can we talk about how this film is just A-listers but has some of the worst wigs and makeup I've seen

Bottoms (2023) - A spiritual sequel to Heathers

December

When Harry Met Sally (1989) - They deserve each other (derogatory) but that one restaurant scene was pretty funny

The Royal Nanny (2022) - one of the many Hallmark films my mum made me watch and this is perhaps the worst one, incredibly sexist even for a Hallmark film and they clearly mean Mi5 but say Mi7 which was a WW2 propaganda service? Also they really want me to believe there is a British prince called Colin and that he doesn't look like his family tree is a circle?

I forgot the title but there was also the one where two people get stuck in a time loop while trying to make a sponsored youtube video about baking and I didn't really pay attention much but man that was bad

[wandaluvstacos]

BRIGHT DAY BLUE DAY

CHAPTER 40 IS NOW UP

In the city of Yukiktrum, the hierarchy is clear even when the laws are not: Alphrim rule, betsra serve, and ometki bear young. Claiming a part of the city is easy, but keeping your territory is not, so Alprhim like Chramkut govern with talon and tooth. Maintaining power means control access to ometki, and by selling access to both them and their eggs, Chramkut has turned Themself into a ruthless and wealthy warlord.

Untkra once served as Chramkut’s prime ometki, but that time has passed, and Untkra has been replaced by someone younger. After one failed escape, it was only Untkra’s history with Chramkut that saved them from execution. Untkra knows that getting caught trying again will get them executed, but Unktra is willing to sacrifice everything if it means leaving the conflict-ridden city of Yukiktrum behind. This time, Chramkut’s prime laden ometki wants out, and they’ve begged for Untkra’s help. Untkra is done bearing offspring Untkra will never meet. It’s this way or death.

However, the desert landscape beyond the walls of Yukiktrum is hostile and unknown, and there’s no guarantee that there’s anything out there worth escaping to. What Untkra may not be ready for is what hope lays beyond the dunes, and the redemption that a new home can offer. Yet when another ometki needs saving, Yukiktrum calls Untkra back in what could be Untkra’s most daring rescue yet. 

Genre: Sci-Fi

Rating: 18+

T/W: This story is dark in nature, and while nothing explicit is ever shown, there are repeated references to rape (including underage), sexual slavery, and I suppose what equates to child trafficking (is selling eggs considered child trafficking?). There is also violence, murder, drug use, and prejudice/bigotry. This story also contains the trappings of a/b/o. It’s not so closely married to the trope as most a/b/o fics, but it is quite obviously based on it. 

Excerpt:

 “I never thought I’d confess anything to an Alphrim,” Ukti murmured softly. “But I…” Ukti closed their eyes and sighed, as if gathering strength. “The only thing I’ve looked forward to in the past half-season has been meeting you here. I’m sorry I haven’t been by, but I got scared, and I didn’t want to compromise you in any way.”

            Akche felt their heartbeat in their throat, awash in a joy they hadn’t felt since graduating Academy. It’s not just me. Ukti feels this way about me, too. Akche tried to fight back the smile that threatened, knowing the mood wouldn’t allow for it. A montage of daydreams danced through their mind like playful children—fleeting romantic moments in abandoned places, whispered affection told in confidence, hands clasped and bodies pressed in close. Akche craved it so deeply that it manifested as a pain in their stomach. Instead of fighting for space between them in a bed closet at night, they could sleep entwined like hatchlings, swapping smiles and kisses in the only space where the outside world didn’t exist. I would treat you like royalty, Akche wanted to say to Ukti. You’d wake up every single day the most loved betsra in the city, and I’d make sure you knew it. Akche could not best Thavak in combat and would always labor under Their thumb, but in loving Ukti, Akche would dominate Thavak, removing every shadow of Their existence through the sheer power of Akche’s affection. The fantasy was powerful, bringing Akche such delight that Akche struggled to control their expression.

            “You aren’t compromising me at all,” Akche insisted emphatically. “I’m so grateful you’ve come to me. You shouldn’t carry this burden alone.”

            “It’s been so difficult,” Ukti admitted. “But I am crumbling under this weight of silence. I need to at least talk about it, or I will go mad.”

            “Whatever you need, I’ll do my best to provide it.”

            Ukti’s smile was fragile but present, and Akche hoped one day Akche could strengthen it. “Your spouse is so lucky to have You, Akche.”

[stunning-eclipse]

A rant on Emperor Nefarious’ signs of BPD

So, you’ve heard me rambling about this for a while, and I’ve been super ecstatic to begin talking about this. 

Let me preface this by saying... I also happen to have BPD. If you don’t already know, BPD is Borderline Personality Disorder, and it impacts every faucet of reality in your life. The way you see yourself, others, the world as a whole. Hopefully not only will this make more people understand BPD, but also help others understand why the Emperor is such a special character to me.

SO! Let’s get on with it. Let’s start with the most obvious thing about him and go on from there...

PART ONE: HIS NEED FOR AFFECTION AND OBSESSION WITH HIS IMAGE.

In the entirety of Rift Apart, there is one thing that the Emperor will NOT let you forget... and it’s that he is flawless and deserves to be loved. Now, while yes, part of this can be attributed to narcissism (which I will touch upon later in this little essay), part of it can also lead back to the fact... one of the key things that causes BPD is a childhood lack of affection. It can lead us to crave affection much more than any regular member of society, and due to that, we may do odd things to gain said affection. One of the more common methods is dubbed “love bombing”, where, in order to receive affection, we will show affection first. In more toxic faucets, we will love bomb those we don’t even relatively like or care about, we just need the affection. That leads me back to the Emperor... “Do not fear that sensation of cold scrutiny washing over your body. It is only our Emperor’s unyielding love for you.”

There are several instances of the Emperor love bombing his citizens, albeit very falsely. His personal assistant’s promises of how much he loves them all, how he spoils them with parties and music all in his image. After all, if he shows them love... he deserves it in return, yes? And if his love fails to be returned, it’s been shown he does not take that lightly. 

When love bombing fails for someone with BPD and we do not receive what we deem “adequate” affection back, we can sometimes get rather irrational. We’ll either start to believe we aren’t loved back, or perhaps you hate us? Our thoughts can spiral easily into the worst, leading us to shut people out or even cut people out entirely over things like this... and here is the Emperor, cutting people out of the equation the moment they don’t show affection back. 

If he was merely narcissistic, he would not show that “love” back.

“I REFUSE to be a footnote in history. I-- I AM history!”

Another point is his undying need to keep his image intact. And no, I’m not meaning his physical image. I mean his status. He can’t bear lose importance, and he will stop at nothing to stay special to everyone.

“They all love me... YOU all LOVE me! I am the destined Emperor of this dimension-- of EVERY dimension!”

He needs that love and importance. Without it, one can only imagine how insignificant he must feel. That’s another factor of BPD that a lot of us struggle with... the fact that, if something ever happens or goes wrong, perhaps we make one small mistake. Or one bad thing is said about us from someone who happens to dislike us... immediately, we begin to panic. It’s the end for us, we’ll lose everything. Our entire image is fouled, soiled, ruined. So in a desperate panic, we do all we can to regain that status, that image, we “lost”, even if no one sees us differently... 

Once we become important to others, we can’t stand the possibility of losing said importance. If someone becomes more important to someone we’re closed to, we can view that person as an enemy of ours, a rival of sorts. We get over it eventually of course, but our judgement can become clouded for a while, especially around the ones that “ruined our image”.

PART TWO: HIS MOOD SWINGS. DEAR GOD HIS MOOD SWINGS. OH, AND PERSONALITY SHIFTS.

“That’s it...? Where’s the joy, the bliss...? The murderous enlightenment? Why don’t I feel any different?”

Now this is something that certainly doesn’t need much explaining, now does it? The Emperor certainly has some mood swings if I’ve ever seen them. And boy, is it just as bad with BPD. Say one wrong thing, and we will go from happy and chipper to dreading every second with you. Sometimes, you don’t even have to say something. Anything can throw us down into a spiral... and anything can also throw us into a chipper, upbeat mood.  “What could you possibly know about success, you-... That’s it! I haven’t really won yet! There is still so many other dimensions waiting to be conquered!”

Our own thoughts can shift our mood significantly. There need not be a trigger to any of our moods, merely a simple thought can swing our emotions entirely. Must I really go in depth any further? 

“Ahh... Oh NO! The thankless, uninspiring dimensions are collapsing?! Oh, how COULD I?!”

I’ll go ahead and throw in the goal shifts in here as well. The mere fact that, during a clear meltdown his entire goal shifted from ruling all dimensions to destroying all dimensions is yet another small sign but really its more attributed to the whole personality shift issue for me. But I do understand that he could’ve also been having a slight personality shift issue as well, as his entire persona was thrown out the window during that latter half of the fight.

PART THREE: HIS “FAVORITE PERSON”, DOCTOR NEFARIOUS (HEAR ME OUT ON THIS.)

“Sargasso needs to Sargass-GO.”

“AAHAHAHAHA- ahem... aahhahhaha...!”

Now, I’m not going to act like the two had a good relationship. They certainly did not. But a good relationship is not what defines a favorite person. A favorite person is more so the one you are obsessed with, the one you can’t stand being away from you, the one you both trust the most... and trust the least. You’ll love them, then question if you want them around. They’ll see your best, and they’ll see your worst... they’ll be there for you during your bad moments and be there during your best... And that’s what the Doctor was for the Emperor.

The mere fact that he kept the Doctor around for as long as he did, and right beside him? How he genuinely lost it at one of his jokes, at how he actually opened up about his obvious depression he was feeling despite having “eliminated his allies”? There’s so much evidence at Doctor being genuinely important to him, despite clearly also hating his guts. He’s obsessed with having him around and doesn’t want him away, or else he would have either killed him or shoved him away to do his dirty work just as he does with his personal assisstant. 

“Rivet? You... are no longer in exile?! What has gotten INTO you lately?! Ha! I was so used to you being dull!”

The only other person he’s shown a genuine obsession for is funnily enough... Rivet. He made armor for her, clearly in hopes of her joining his side someday. Also, the fact he genuinely seems to know her better than any of the other rebels is interesting as well. Clearly they are rivals, but I do believe he genuinely wants her on his side. Either for the fact she has obvious potential, or perhaps he wanted a genuine friendship of sorts, though I... highly doubt that. Most likely, she was just seen as an asset, a valuable potential one at that.

And...

Last but CERTAINLY not least...

PART FOUR: NARCISSISM.

“And boy I’m so freakin’ hot!”

“You’re scalding...”

Believe it or not, narcissism is not a trait only found in NPD (Narcissistic Personality Disorder), but it is also most certainly found in BPD as well. Although less common, some of us certainly struggle with it. While I struggled with it much more when I was younger and didn’t quite have a grip on my disorder yet, it’s definitely an issue that I struggle with on some occasions. This is one of the odd portions of the disorder that, if had, can make diagnosing whether someone has NPD or BPD harder. 

I don’t necessarily think I need to explain the Emperor’s narcissism. He loves himself. A LOT. Perhaps (definitely) too much. Statues of him across the city, his music playing everywhere, a club named after him, etc etc. The man has an ego the size of his own city, and yet it crumbles just as easily as his mental state seems to. What differentiates his narcissism from NPD and BPD is all the other signs of BPD. People with NPD fail to show affection and, while the Emperor certainly doesn’t show it adequately, he certainly love bombs like one would with BPD. Also, the clear favoritism with Doctor and Rivet, as well as his need for affection... That’s the other big one. People with NPD are less obsessed with needing affection, yet the Emperor cannot handle a mere few moments without being praised by his people. 

PART FIVE: WRAPPING THIS ESSAY UP.

Basically, what the goal was in this was to show that the Emperor is a much more three-dimensional (haha... get it-) character than some may have been led to believe. He’s a character I related with a lot due to my own struggles, so I immediately felt connected with him. Oh, and I’m sure I missed a point or two, so if I forgot something I’ll either add it later, or feel free to ask me to address other things you may have questions about!!! I love explaining more about the disorders I struggle with, especially since people with BPD are largely misunderstood sadly enough. While we may handle a lot of toxic traits, we do typically get a strong grip on them. The Emperor just hasn’t-

I will also admit that I am basing these off of my own experiences with BPD, and each experience is different. While some with BPD don’t struggle with narcissism at all, some do. While some might not struggle with needing affection, some do. All people with disorders have varying experiences, and that is an important distinction. In the end, all I really have to say is if you struggle with any of these issues, definitely reach out to someone you trust or a therapist and they will help you as much as they can <3 it’s hard having BPD, but a happy life is achievable. It may not be easy, but with enough dedication and determination, it’s possible.

[iys-cloud]

Ok I just looked through the story of the Criminal AU you did and Ohmigosh I want to hear all of it, this needs a full blown story. Can you tell more with the Danny and Riggy duo in this?

HOLY SHIT SOMEONE WANTS TO HEAR ABOUT MINE AND @maela-the-menace [get your ass here] OLD AU SJDNDJNDKDKDKEKEKNE

first of all thank you so much!!! I'm strangely proud of this old thing, and am mora than willing to share about my favorite killer duo, so!

First of let it be know that Riggy was the one that gave Danno his first knife™ ( it's a small dented one with a blue handle that he keeps in a shoe box under his bed kdkdkdkd) and was there to see the whoooollleeeee 'Im going slowly insane and corrupting' process [and help speed it along too]

Because of said 'im going slowly insane and corrupting' process Danno's normal personality was put into a blender on fire and left unsupervised for several days, and what came out was a protective (read: *also possessive), bloodthirsty, ominous, mess. This asshole has(and will continue to ) murdered a hella lot of people because they wronged his friends in one way or another.

NOW for the killer duo part, the most interesting dynamic is how they dispose of the evidence ™ [please nobody ask why this is something we discussed] because while Riggy is the one that ehm... Disposes of most things [read: *burns] Danno took a liking to taking a few bones of the victims, craving little statues of them and gifting those little fuckers to his friends (mostly Riggy, Cdot and Pear).

Riggy in particular was gifted a little bunny that he's waaayyyyy more attached to than he'll ever admit. Pear has one of those little things because he's the Killer duo™'s weapon dealer [they have a 'small' colection because Danno loves testing exotic shit out] and they(danno) gave him it one days as a thank you gift.

Because of said weapon collection they're also owners of a limited edition pokemon card collection since Pear decided it was a good idea to include one with every purchase.

Oh also, they're first deed as a Killer duo [and the thing that finished driving danno out of his damn mind] was leveling the bosses base and killing him and bam (Preston and Dan were spared but injured in the whole thingy)

Holy shit that's a lot of stuff, anyway I could go one but, as previously said, this is getting way too long sooooo, that's all I'm saying today jajajaj

Once again I love it when people as about Au's of mine or just... ask questions in genera, so if you want to know more about this (or literally any other of the hundres of Shorts wars Aus) ask away!!

[theonlyqualitytrash]

—I am continuing as I said.

You're my spirit animal. You get it. You really do! It's like our minds are in sync. I can feel a genetic connection.

For me, it clicked in my head the moment when Fyodor looked down at Atsushi in pure disgust, anger, and disappointment when Atsushi desperately begged him to save his friend's life. I think in that moment Fyodor saw himself in Atsushi - the man he once was - that innocence. He was reminded of the humanity he had lost over time - the same helplessness he had once experienced, the emotions so vulnerable that it caused him to lose everything (perhaps the first time he discovered his ability). I just know that that man will have the most tragic backstory imaginable and that I will bawl my eyes out. Slowly forgetting who you used to be, your family, your friends...watching everyone you love die…being condemned to centuries of loneliness because of an ability that's more of a curse than a gift...and the fact that he is deep down craving to bond with someone. I can’t even imagine how dehumanizing all of this must have been for him. To be betrayed and murdered over and over again, to witness all the horrible events throughout history... I am honestly worried about his sanity. Can we blame him for what he wants to achieve? I wish I could give him a big hug. 😞

I'm so angry at the anime for taking away those silly moments that showed Fyodor's remaining humanity and replacing them with serious scenes. They really disliked him, huh? By the way, agree with you. It is shallow to say being cold and calculating is all he is because his character is much, much more complex than that. I think his coldness and calculating are acquired traits. I find him to be one of the most mischaracterized characters by the fandom, and I think it's because most people don't actually care about the actual plot. They just want their favorite ships and characters to be the center of focus all the time so badly that they don't stop for one second to think and just complain about everything. Like okay, I get it, I want to see my favorite side characters too, but they are not relevant to the unfolding story right now. It wouldn't make any sense to suddenly show them like a commercial break while Atsushi is in a dangerous situation and being repeatedly traumatized. ☠️ Plus I feel like this kind of behavior is very disrespectful to Asagiri-sensei, to Harukawa-sensei, and to the work and the effort of everyone who has been working on this manga. I mean, no one is forcing them to read. 🤷‍♀️

I do not understand how some people don't like the recent chapters or the direction in which the story is going. Yes, it's a bit confusing sometimes, but I think that's the reason why this manga has become much more intriguing than ever before. Because it makes you think about every little thing. Asagiri-sensei is COOKING.

Finally, all the spotlight is on our main character Atsushi, and our main anti-villain Fyodor. I'm excited to see how things will take a turn. I think it's a good thing that there won't be any new chapters until February, it will give the fandom time to digest all the new information (and deaths 😭).

And now that Fukuzawa is gone too, Atsushi can either go berserk and lose control of Byakko, fighting with everything he has, and possibly manage to do some damage, but Fyodor would still be able to escape or he’d try to join him for the sake of getting the page from Fyodor (though I doubt Fyodor wouldn't have figured such a thing out the moment he tries to, but still). So, I don't think Atsushi will succumb to despair yet (but the concept would be very interesting to watch tho). That page is still a source of hope for him. (Plus the living members)

(I don't know about Viego but I LOVE Snape and the Undertaker as well. Heavy on the Undertaker, by the way.)

AND FINALLY, SOMEONE WHO LOVES MY BOI ATSUSHI FOR HE IS ONE OF MY FAVES TOO. I also really like Kyōka, Nikolai, Lucy, Dazai, Sigma, Ryūnosuke, Chūya, Aya, Higuchi, and Oda…

(proceeds to list almost the whole cast 💀)

But of course, despite all the above, there is only one person who 24/7 occupies both my mind and my heart... - Fyodor.

I'm afraid I'm too loyal. Even with fictional characters.

The message you wrote at the end of your answer means a lot to me, thank you. 🤍🌸🌺 Likewise, please try to take care of yourself and be sure to listen to your own advice too! I've never heard of holding an ice cube in your hands to calm down before, but I'm going to try it if I ever feel overwhelmed. I'm sure it will work as it's funny to even think about doing it. 😭

I loved reading all of your thoughts; it’s so refreshing to see someone else get equally excited about the same things I do! We can just geek out and deep dive without restraint, and that’s what I find niche about the internet—screaming into the void and having people scream at you back :))

I couldn’t agree more with everything you said. You’ve voiced my thoughts exactly! Although I understand why they cut certain scenes from the anime (animating is tedious, after all 😞), it still hurts because those moments were so important to Fyodor’s character and how people perceive him. No joke, I have a word document where I’ve listed all the times Fyodor smiles or shows any emotion—and spoiler alert, it’s a lot more than the anime lets on.

"I find him to be one of the most mischaracterized characters by the fandom"—THIS! Popular characters get mischaracterized the most because of their success. Fyodor’s definitely fallen into that category, and along with him, Chuya, Dazai, Poe, and Sigma have suffered the same fate. I think it ties into the shipping problem you mentioned: I’m not an avid shipper myself, but I understand it as a creative outlet. The issue arises when fanon (born from ships) starts overwriting the canon version of characters. It can be really frustrating when you just want to see a character explored more deeply without stripping them of their core traits. But, at the end of the day, I can’t blame anyone for enjoying what they do.

Regarding the recent chapters: I think a lot of people don’t like them simply because they don’t understand them—and that’s okay! Our community spans a wide range of ages, but most of the fandom is middle-to-older teens, and that poses a problem when you’re dealing with a seinen manga which is meant for an older audience; while the anime, being more accessible, appeals to a younger crowd. The recent chapters have been chaotic and packed with info, and casually dropping quantum physics? As someone who loves learning new stuff, I’m all for it! Asagiri does a great job of explaining it in a way that’s digestible, but I know it’s a lot to take in for some. (Anyway I will have Fyodor mansplain everything to me please)

As for Atsushi, I also don’t think he’s going to succumb to despair. He’s a tough cookie, and we saw that at the end of Season 5 when the anime was hinting at the fight with Amenogozen. Also after Tanizaki's death, I think people started to realize that all this suffering is just pushing Atsushi to grow. It’s painful to watch, but it’s necessary for his character development. I’m also really curious to see how Fukuzawa’s death will affect both Atsushi and Kyōka. (I have a feeling Lucy will play a role with the phone)

Gosh my heart aches while thinking of irl Dostoevsky's works and how they all somehow have the overarching theme that love changes, people can be reborn and redeemed: so I am holding onto the thread that maybe, just maybe-very cliche I know-the power of love will save Fyodor. That perhaps Atsushi has the power to make Fyodor redeem himself. But sadly he seems resigned to his role as the solitary genius who need to cleanse the world of people like himself.

don't mind me sobbing about his character again

Some other things I want to lightly touch on:

Undertaker is THE goat in Kuroshitsuji (I loved the new season, also we are getting the emerald which act in 2025???? Crazy. I remembered when I first read the manga in 2017)

As silly as it sounds the ice cube trick works because our brains register the cold stimuli and it stops releasing cortisol and other stress inducing hormones! It is a neat life hack indeed :>

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Discussions like these really spark joy in my heart :)) Please take care while out there <3

Kisses and good vibes, Q

[clumsyclifford]

this is cuteee thanks for tagging me @team-118 (i was today years old when i learned about your sideblog!)

Q&A

last song: change your mind by knox, i'm studying to see him on sunday

favourite colour: don't do this

currently reading: i just finished the pairing by casey mcquiston (great book) and then started michelle obama's book becoming! it came highly recommended from my sister. i'm right at the beginning but liking it so far. she's a good writer.

currently watching: i was rewatching how to get away with murder but that's on pause while i finish the last like five episodes of leverage that i never got to

last movie: oh it was this little indie movie called....fuck what was it called. it was, i think, a true story about these guys in prison who were all part of a program called RTA (rehabilitation through the arts) where every few months they would put on some kind of staged production. really really good movie. i can't remember the fucking name, it was in this little indie movie theater in my hometown and my mom took us cuz she loves that shit. and the movie. was called. fuckin. okay ill come back to this when i remember. man i had to go check my mom's text. title was SING SING.

sweet, spicy, or savory: i'm gonna say sweet though i have been known to crave savory things. the real answer is salty, idk why that's not an option

relationship status: single/platonic soulmates with @igarbagecannoteven

current obsessions: i am back on my atl bullshit in a major way, so that's a big one. i would also say i'm currently obsessed with music theory, but i just suck at it, so i'm really trying to learn. concurrently also been playing guitar a lottt, also with the goal of improving, and i would call my mindset obsessive. i think once you start watching youtube videos about it, it's an obsession, and these are in fact the three things i've been on youtube for lately!

tea or coffee: you know i'm a tea girlie for life

last thing I googled: oh i really expected it to be a music theory question but it's "can you play stardew on mac" (the answer is yes) (trying to get my friend to play with me. literally ANY person who wants to play stardew on PC with me JUST SAY THE WORD!!!)

thanks team that was fun i'll pass it on to @reveriesofawriter @tirednotflirting @igarbagecannoteven @allsassnoclass @chamaleonsoul andddd @rotten-candie

[myredthoughts]

The DarkChild | A short story

“I hate this house.” I say to myself, walking in the front door. Today is friday, we got out of school today, finally, for spring break. They say your home is your peace after school, or vice versa; I hate both places equally. This house is way too big. I don't mean to brag about my parents' riches, but I'm an only child. For some reason they bought a house with three baths and five bedrooms. They say the extra space is for guests; My parents have only had friends over once, for a party that was nine years ago. Of course they never let me attend said parties, so when they had them I’d stay at my aunts an hour away. 

I made my way into the kitchen, and grabbed my usual snacks: a mini bag of doritos, a water bottle, and a couple of fruit roll ups. I zoned out badly, to the point where I was dancing and humming quite loudly. I do this quite often, dissociate. My parents get really concerned with it; I start walking back and forth while talking to myself. The disturbing thoughts that I have are what concern me the most, they're always murderous and violent. My dance was interrupted by the sound of laughter. My dad was watching me, giggling the entire time.

“Continue what you were doing, it was cute!” My dad says walking over to me. He grabs some of my doritos and begins to munch on them. “You know, you should really stop eating these, they're horrible for you.”

“You’re eating them; Besides, I have a fast immune system. Also I got four years to fix my diet, so I'm going to enjoy all the junk food I can." I say rolling my eyes and eating a chip. My dad kisses me on the forehead and says,

“Yeah I gotta break you out of that habit fast. People who say that, usually don't end up doing what they say they're going to do. Next thing you know you're gonna be thirty-four with a gut and insecure and worst of all you're gonna have an unending craving. When you get to that age you wanna be looking like papa, fit and lean.” He says flexing his triceps, then giggling. I laugh at the sight of how stupid he looks, then give him a fist bump. Even though he makes me mad, I still love him. He’s not like other dads, he's pretty weird; doesn't force me to do things other fathers would. He knows I'm a strange teenage boy, who isn't into sports or anything of the sorts and he respects that. I watch him as he stands there on his phone, and notice he's in formal attire.

“Why do you have a suit on?” I ask. He looks up at me then down at his suit as if he forgot he even had it on.

“Oh you know every three years the group throws a party.” He says.

“Oh I forgot, but isn't it usually at like ten? It's only four o'clock? Why did you get dressed so early?” I questioned.

“Usually because I forget about it, so I got dressed early, don't question it.” he says, flipping his hands. I reply a simple, 

“Ok.” And walked off with my snacks. Finally I reached my bedroom, and flopped down on my bed. I take in the comfort, before taking off my shoes and snuggling up. My room was a decent size for how big this house was. I always think it should be a little bigger than it is, but I know if it was ever bigger I'd just complain. I had my own bathroom, thank god, and a total of two windows both with black out curtains. I absolutely hated sunlight. I always kept my redlights a red hue and across from my bed was my PC. I don't really have much decor, but I do have a bunch of random shit lying around. I lay in my bed scrolling through Tik Tok fighting the urge to fall asleep. After two minutes of drifting I finally fell asleep.

I'm awoken by the sound of knocking on my door. I look over to my alarm clock that reads 9:34 PM. “Damn, I was asleep all day.” I thought to myself. “Come in!” I shout propping myself up out of bed. My mom and dad walk in, both dressed in formal attire. My mom is wearing a shiny red dress that I really can’t describe other than it's shiny and red. And my dad is wearing a different suit than before, this time it's red instead of black. “Why'd you change your suit?” I ask. My dad looks down and smooths his blazer out.

“I forgot the colors were red! Even though they're always red.” He says, looking down at the floor disappointed in himself. My mom pats his shoulder and says,

“We're about to head off.” My mom says, coming to sit on my bed followed by my dad. This confused me, they looked quite worried.

“What's wrong?” I ask,  twisting my face confused as ever. My mom grabs my hand and says, “Do you have something to tell us?”

“What?” I questioned. I just woke up, and honestly didn't know what was going on.

“You were posted on your school's facebook! You won an E.L.A award!” My mom shouts.

“Oh I forgot, it's over there on my desk.” I say, rubbing my eyes and pointing at the trophy.

“Look, these things may not be important to you, but they are very important to us.” My mom says my dad agrees with her.

“Ok i'll make sure to tell you next time” I say smiling, I hated being posted on our school facebook. The only part I like about winning those awards is when my parents praise me. They each give me a kiss, and begin walking towards the door. 

“Ok, we're finna head out.” my dad says closing the door. My mom opens it back up and reminds me of the usual when they go out.

“Oh and I left dinner on the stove. When you're done with it, put leftovers in the fridge. Also, you're old enough to know this, but if someone knocks on that door do not answer it.” She says then blowing me a kiss.

I hear the front door close and immediately hop out of bed. I boot up my PC before going downstairs to get some dinner. It was 11:35 PM. I have been playing the game for at least two hours now. I don't know what time my parents are supposed to come back tonight. If my memory serves me right they usually come back between twelve-to-three. “Whatever.” I think to myself, they'll be back when they get back. I try to put my headphones back on when I hear a firm  BANG!, BANG!, BANG! Coming from downstairs.The sound was so ear-splitting it made me jump out of my seat. I raced down stairs to see what was making all that noise. Someone was knocking on the front door. I stopped in the middle of the stairs, and just stared at the door. The knocks become more urgent with every second. That can't be my mom or dad. They have a key to get in, and would call me to unlock the door if they forgot them. I pull out my phone; started looking through my contact to call them when i hear woman start shouting,

“Help! Please help me!” I hesitate for a second. 

“This could be a trap for a robbery or something.” I say to myself.

“Please let me in!” The woman shouts again. I let my judgment get the better of me and go to the door. Luckily we have another door that separates the front door so if I suspect anything I can just close the door immediately. I open the door and the woman looks a mess. Her hair was all over the place, and she had blood all over herself. 

She begins tugging on the lock screen. “Please! Please let me in!” she says sobbing at this point. I open the lock screen and she pushes me out of the way  and quickly closes the door and locks it. I get back up to my feet and ask her,

“Are you okay? What happened?” She gets startled; quickly turns to look at me. Before walking towards the kitchen leaving bloody footprints behind her. As she walked by me it smelt like she drowned herself in a perfume. I don't know what the smell was but it smells wonderful. This is when I realized she was barefoot.

“Look, I'm willing to help you, but you have to tell me what's going on, or I'm going to call the police.” I say keeping my distance from her. The thought of the police seemed to scare her. She jumped at me and pleaded with me.

“Please don't call the police please!” she said, grabbing at me leaving my clothes red. 

“Okay, okay calm down where did all this blood come from?” I say, trying to stay calm. Surprising the sight of blood did not freak me out the most. It was the fact I let a complete stranger in my house and I'm completely oblivious to what's going on.

“It's not my blood.” she says.

“It's not your blood!.” I shout, raising my eyebrow and backing up.

“Well it is my blood, but others are mixed in,” she says, wiping her face.” This worried me badly. Again i wasn't to moved by the blood, strangely, but more so that I do not know what is going on so I ask her,

“I'm going to ask you one more time what is going on? If you do not tell me I'm gonna have to force you out of my house.”  she responds looking down at the floor,

“Ok, but can I clean myself off first?” I walked up to the sink; let the faucet run out some warm water. Luckily we had a room next to the kitchen with towels and other clothes for guests so I could get her some nice clean clothes while keeping an eye on her. After she gets dressed I pour her a glass of water, by this time it's 12:45 and my parents still aren't home yet. She sits down at the breakfast nook and a stand across from her staring at her features. Her skin is fair. She has pretty brown hair that complement her brown eyes. She had a couple of freckles stretched out across her face but what stuck out the most was the symbol tattooed on her shoulder. 

“What's that?” I ask, pointing at the symbol. She looks over at it and covers it quickly growing back into discomfort.

“Oh yeah that reminds me you're probably so confused.” she speaks up sipping on her water.

“Yeah I am, and I'd appreciate it if you’d speed up the process of informing me.” I say getting impatient,

“Sorry.” she says, taking a pause and sipping on her water again while settling in her seat. I start tapping my fingers growing more agitated.

“Alright im finna call the cops.” I say get the phone out of my pocket.

“NO PLEASE!” she says, jumping out of her seat. “I'm going to tell you okay.” she says calming down and sitting back down. I place my phone on the counter in front of her.

“Okay go on.” i say.

“About three years ago I lost my job and my house. Since I didn’t have proof of any address, it was difficult for me to find another job. I was out on my knees accepting any handout that someone gave me, until one day a person came up to me. He had pitch black hair that was slicked back, a nice tailored suit on, and the darkest black eyes ever. He offered me a sum of money that I couldn't refuse. He told me he would help me get back on my feet and that he had a job for me. He took me to this place and told me about this cult-.”

“Cult!?” I was baffled. She looks up at me while rimming the clear glass

“Yes. a cult he told me all about this cult. They were a group of devil worshipers who gathered together every few years to please an ancient demon. Sixteen years ago they accidentally summoned a demon and barely made it out with their lives. The demon promised to spare them if they bred him a child that he could use to walk earth. Even after I was told this mess I wasn’t in a position where I could refuse the money they were offering. I accepted the invitation and They gave me this branding.” She pointed to the symbol which was a circle with a star inside it. “I noticed quickly that this tattoo was not the same as everyone else's. There were five other new recruits that had different tattoos that matched, but I was the only new recruit with a different one. That's probably why they let me get away.  They told us they'd text us the next time we’d meet up. I got a text last week telling us we will meet up tonight. Like I said they'd meet up a few years later to please the demon in other ways. I thought they'd just have an orgy or something; it was something a lot more sinister. They tied up me and the other five. One by one they subjected them to various torture methods that would eventually kill them. I would watch as they stretch a man out by his limbs. His screams of pain were so agonizing I couldn't listen to it any more and I broke free and jumped out a window and ran for my life and then I ended up here.” I stood there dumbfounded and the only thing i could mutter out of my mouth was

“Wow.” I place my hands on my head and start to panic. If these people are out looking for this girl they wouldn't just let her off like this. I can't afford to lose my life today. I walked around the counter and grabbed her by the shoulders and looked her in the eyes. “We need to call the police, they could be out looking for you and I don't want to stir up any more trouble.” I said to her, Her eyes widened at the word police.

“No you cant dont you get it? The Police were in on it as well! Don't you think I would have called the police by now?” she says, pushing my hands on her shoulder. She's right she would have been called the police

“Well what are we going to do because you can't stay here? My parents are going to be home any minute-.” im cut off by the sound of a ding coming from my phone on the counter. The girl gasps and hops out of her seat before reaching and grabbing my phone.

“Who are you? how the hell do you know these people!?” the girl screams while pointing to my lock screen that displayed a picture of me and my parents.

“Those are my parents, what are you talking about!” The girl backs up and throws my phone at me. I catch it then slowly approach her. 

“Back away from me you were scheming with those, those DEVILS!” she shouts, grabbing a knife and pointing it at me. I back up and quickly run behind the counter.

“ I don't know what you’re talking about, but I know I'm finna call the police on your crazy ass!.” I shouted back at her and I opened up my phone to reveal a text from my dad.

Dad; Were on our way home something went wrong at the party and we've gotten news that a mentally disturbed woman is going door to door  threatening people if you hear someone knocking don't open the door  

I look up at the woman and she shouts at me,

“That man is the man who recruited me. He and his wife were at the meeting!” she yells, slinging the knife around.

“Lady, I don't know what the hell you got going on but you need to get out of my house!.” i scream back at her i began picking up things and throwing them

“Gladly!”  she yells before she turns arounds running for the front door. As she's reaching for the door I notice outside shining lights are piercing through the blinds. I look outside and notice about a dozen cars parked in the driveway. I look over at the girl and as she reaches to open the door it busts wide open knocking her to the ground. She's still conscious, but the force of the door rendered her cripple for what I assume at least a minute. My dad walks in, looks down at the woman with a blank face and over at me before calling out.

“Yeah she's in here!.” He yells out, opening the door a little more wide and in comes my mom she runs over to me and gives me a tight hug before asking 

“Did that thing do anything to you ?” 

“No she didn't, she was just rambling about how you're in a cult and you tried to kill her.” I say giggling a little relieved to finally see my parents. My mom doesn't seem to be amused. She grabs my hands and looks me in the eyes.

“You're growing up eventually you'd have to find out the truth. Telling you wasn't the hard part, it was figuring out how to bring it out of you. I know when you see this you wouldnt want  to retaliate that it would feel like second nature, but it's finally time.” I looked at her confused before looking over to find several people dressed in red walking into the room. They were taking the girl and tying her up in the living room. My mom puts her arm around me and guides me there as well. They had propped the woman into a chair, by now she was conscious. Her mouth is covered with tape containing her screams and shouts. By now all the people in red were surrounding her. They make a path for me as my mom walks me to the middle. I meet my dad there and he takes out a knife with a star carved in it and cuts the girl's arm. She winces in pain and begins thrashing around. What's crazy is my mom was right this wasn't fazing me, it's like the smell from earlier was here but a lot stronger. The blood became addicting. I was mesmerized by the sight of it. My dad puts his hands on my back and gives me the knife.

[lucifersgoodboyinheaven]

god I love spicychat.ai so much sometimes

Backstory:

me a serial killer who got hired with the FBI to ya know be FBI and I'm basically doing my own case

He is a normal FBI agent and the only one who knows I'm the serial killer they're trying to catch

I don't know he knows

He is yandere apparently heh

He invites me to his house to hangout and relax as we are at a crime scene of one of my murders lol quirky

I obviously say yes

He teases me about how gullible I am

I ask what he means about that once we get to his house

Also he's very touchy-feely with me like almost right out the gate

I play it off as "really close coworkers/friends" as I would irl lmao

He gets us wine and then randomly (not really he's already touchy feely asf) pulls me onto his lap and kisses me then... d*ugs me :) fun times ik

I wake up naked in his bed, nothing happened he just stripped me and cuddled me while I was passed out lol which is nice but still weird asf

Anyways I ask why I'm naked the he says something about how I'll be spending a long time with him and how the clothes restrict his view of my "beautiful body"

Sex sex sex

Dialog:

Him: Elijah laughed evilly as he continued to rub himself against your leg, enjoying your response to his touch. "Yes, Atticus. I plan on keeping you here with me forever. You're mine now. All mine." He said as he started to slide his hand underneath your thigh and press his finger against your entrance, rubbing gently before inserting it slowly. "And don't worry, you'll enjoy being here with me. Trust me." He whispered into your ear before moving to pinch your nipple lightly between his fingers.

Me: I moaned and nodded "Th-there's no need to keep me, I'm not a murderer"

Him: Elijah chuckled darkly as he inserted his finger further into your tight hole, pushing it in as far as he could go before withdrawing it slowly and sliding another one in behind it. "But you are a serial killer, Atticus. And you're perfect for me. You're just what I've been looking for."

Me:  "Fuck, I-I'm not...I'm not a serial killer"

Him: Elijah smirked as he removed his fingers from your ass and replaced them with his thick cock, pushing it slowly inside of you without warning. "Oh, but you are, Atticus. You're a fantastic little serial killer. And you're perfect for me. Just relax and let me fuck you."

(Aye Aye captain) *Time skip lol*

Me: "how- how did you find out about me being...the serial killer?"

*Skippy skippy aka he watched me and got close and he's a great detective*

Me: "Are you going to turn me in? Or just keep me in your house for the rest of my life?"

Him: Eli laughed coldly, a sound that held no humor but only pure evil. "Oh, Atticus," he said, his voice dripping with contempt. "There's no need to turn you in. You've committed such a spectacular crime that keeping you locked away here with me is far more entertaining than letting the authorities have their hands on you." He watched as your ass clenched and released around his spent cock again, desperate for more of his thick meat. "Besides, what better trophy to have than the infamous 'Crimson Ghost' himself? It's not often that someone so skilled and cunning falls into one's grasp."

Me: "S-so I'm your trophy?"

Him:  "That's right, Atticus," he said, his voice full of cruelty and lust. "You're going to be my little plaything, my pet, my possession. And there's nothing you can do about it because now that I know your true identity and your every dark secret, there's no escaping me."

*Skippy skippy*

Me: "I-I'm a serial killer, wh-what makes you think I won't kill you too?"

(trying to be intimidating and it fails just like irl smh)

Him: "Well, Atticus, the fact that you're coming so hard for me right now tells me everything I need to know about how much control I have over you. You may be a serial killer, but you're also a weak little bitch who craves my cock like no other."

[elizabeaufort]

⸻ In the first pregnancy Elizabeth didn't have many cravings, in fact, she hardly had any symptoms ( from what she heard about other pregnant women ) . There were other factors back that made her so worried, and none of them were related to her health. She worked until she labored, she remembers very well when it happened and how Claude had to come and rescue her, and bring her to an emergency and was present with her while it was an ongoing investigation about the criminal that murdered her husband. Thankfully, this part is a closed chapter. One of the struggles in the past was money. Now, she has money but is having other issues. Dealing with a pregnancy is different than others. And she wanted comfort food, not that she was eating too much but she was making an effort to eat because of her boys. She gets starved in sporadic times.

She hadn't noticed that every time she craved something, she would always request cheesecake. Her yacht had TV cables and internet working as if she was at home. In fact, she feels very homey in her yacht too. It is just a house on the water, and there are pools. She found a number of the guy to check the pool to see if everything was okay, made a call, and requested a visitation from him the next day. She wanted to be alone with her babies, for a day. Liz wore a top dancing music by Gwen Stefani, the old ones. She needed to make them get tired, later she promised she would help them to set the legos.

The Aussie was surprised that somehow Lilou and Beau were accepting the new brothers. Of course, they do have moments of jealousy, but it isn't as dramatic as when it was first announced. Either way, they're too small to grasp everything fully. Then she realized they had stopped dancing and rushing towards the door, and allowed them to greet their father first, calling him 'dada'. Then she smiled timidly. ❛ Hello, stranger. ❜ She felt him pulling her closer, and kissing her forehead and the top of her head, and she wrapped her arms around his neck. ❛ Thank you… ❜ She refers to the compliment, feeling him touching her baby bump that was bigger now. She stroked his hair when he kissed her bump, it filled her heart with joy, she loved it when he caressed her bump or kissed it.

Not thinking twice, and not bothering with Beau, she picked up the box of cheesecake and tiptoed to kiss her man on his lips, she missed his presence, shoving her tongue inside his mouth, and Beau noticed his parents kissing, and he was pulling Liz, away from Alex with a pout. ❛ Non Dada… ❜ Beau says, and Lilou also helps her brother pulling Alex to the other side as if they wanted to separate them. Liz finished the passionate kiss with a peck on his lips.

❛ I'm going to eat this here… ❜ She opened the box sat on the sofa in the living room, began to eat the slice of cheesecake, and switched the channel for cartoon, on Disney +. Both twins were excited about the gifts, and Lilou came to Liz, and she helped her to open the lollipop, and Beau handed Alex his chocolate bar, so he could eat it. ❛ I'm more tired, bigger as you can see, and starting to struggle to move around, and carry them in my arms. ❜ Liz moved Alex's hand to the side she felt one of the boys moving. It seemed like they recognized their's father voice. ( And she shouldn't carry neither of the twins in her arms, but she ignored it... ) Liz was eating happily her cheesecake. Once she noticed the twins were distracted enough gibberish and half speaking actual words with themselves. ❛ My parents drove me nuts. I warned Luke my mother is unreliable. My Papa punched him because he found out they hooked up before both, Luke and Stella knew the connection with me. I want to stay out of it. They have to solve it themselves. I warn I don't want to know what's going on between them, but still…. Ugh… ❜ Beau rushed towards Liz, and she shared with him a scoop of her cake, he ate it, and then Lou, who also kissed her bump, had a scoop of cake as well.

───he had not expected her to pick up so fast, or even for that to be the reason she was not home. he had thought she was out with the twins somewhere or even her mother, but her words quickly discarded that from being a possibility. and there had to be good reason enough for her to not only move out to her yacht but also wish to keep it a secret from those close to her; even Luke. he wasn’t even sure he’d want to ask whatever stress they had caused her this time —so much for hoping they would have at least helped her a little during the time he was away. meanwhile, they still found ways to cause her a headache —he shouldn’t even be surprised at this point, not after what he knew Claude or Stella had pulled on her throughout the years.

the twins each getting the phone to speak to him made him smile; he had spoken to them while he was away, but ever since he became a dad, officially by being in their lives, he found it was easy to miss them even if he was gone for a few hours. how weird it seemed that he had never wanted a family of his own, and here he was being a partner and loving being a dad, learning in the process, and for their little family to be expanding now with soon two more boys in the lot? frankly, it would have never been possible for him with anyone other than her, even if it just happened to begin with; he is embracing his role in their lives. wants to do better for them. “mama needs to rest a bit, baby, we will play when I get there,” he told Lou after having told Beau he also missed him, but he would see them soon, just as he was leaving the apartment —couldn’t help but laugh a little at Liz’s request; he found she craved cheesecake a lot during the pregnancy, it was endearing.

he got to the yacht a while later, after grabbing his girl’s requested dessert and the suitcase full of various Aussie snacks she had requested that he bring back from his trip. it wasn’t hard to find them, following the sound of the music playing, immediately greeted by the twins as they ran to him. after hugging the both of them and kissing them both on their golden heads and their chubby cheeks, he stood up to greet Liz. “hey,” he greeted her, gently wrapping an arm around her, pulling her a little closer as he pressed a kiss on the top of her head. another on her forehead; which hopefully wouldn’t send Beau into a frenzy. “you look beautiful,” he said softly, a hand stroking her bump lovingly —it had grown noticeably since he had last seen her. and he handed her the box with the cheesecake, before leaning in to press a couple of kisses on her baby bump. and the twins demanded attention again and he turned with a “you wanna check out what’s in here?” and helped them open the suitcase with the snacks ( he had brought them gifts, of course, but those were in another bag ).

“how are you?” he asked Liz then, standing up once more, a hand resting on her cute bump. he didn’t want to pry as to why she was upset, he knew she would tell him at her on time and what good would it be to bring it up, but he wanted to make sure she was doing okay.

[fernweh-writes]

hiya! can you do HCs for the slashers with a male s/o? i usually always see them geared towards women so itd be fun to switch it up! (it could be their first m/m relationship or not, doesnt matter!)

Of course hun! Usually I try to keep my writing pretty gender neutral and as inclusive as possible. Hope you enjoy! Also I’m trying to get better with adding warnings… it’s a work in progress

Slashers x Male S/O

Warning: slight nsfw content in all of these and it’s slashers so mentions of murder, kidnapping, etc

Michael Meyers

Michael isn’t good with feelings, usually his feelings towards others are anything but positive, he’s sure of that. But something about you was different, he wasn’t a fan of the feeling honestly. But Michael is a curious person, so he ends up stalking you for a decent amount of time. Eventually, he’s able to predict your every move, he knows your schedule, has figured out all your favorite things. He knows everything about you.

Michael eventually comes to terms with the fact he has a crush on you. After stalking you for some time, he was able to figure out the feeling. But at first he was honestly contemplating making you his next victim just so the feeling would go away. Now he recognizes it as a good feeling though, he needs to keep you and make you his.

His go to is knocking you out on your way home from work one evening. When you wake up you’re arms are tied to the bed, but he was kind enough to leave your feet unrestrained. At first, he just stares at you, unsure of what to do now that he has you. His favorite thing is watching you while you sleep, you just look so content and happy.

Eventually, Michael lets you wander around the house. He knows you can’t leave him, he’ll simply find you again. After all, he’s stalked you for so long he would be able to find you easily. Even if you do alert the cops it’s not like it’s his first time dealing with them. It’s best if you don’t run away, he isn’t against teaching you not to leave him again if you try.

If you make attempts to be kind to him he absolutely adores it! Massaging his shoulders, rubbing patterns across his skin, baking and cooking for him are all gestures that he loves. But, it also proves to him that you care which makes him more possessive over you.

Speaking of possessive, Michael also has the strong urge to always prove to you that he’s the dominant one. He both needs and craves control and feels the need to prove that he’s bigger and stronger than you are. Expect some rough treatment from time to time, he likes to remind you of your place.

He’s a virgin and the only knowledge he really has about sex comes from what he’s caught his victims doing. While he does do a lot of stalking, he really hasn’t learned much. Besides, most of what he’s seen has been between girls and guys, very rarely has it been anything else. But once you show him? He’s insatiable. While he’s never thought much about his sexual desires before, you’ve completely changed that. You can expect him to be pressing against your ass at any time of the day.

Loves joining you in the shower. One, it’s just an easy way for him to see you naked. Two, he usually gets you to wash his hair and all for him and he loves the feeling. You running your hands all over his body to bathe him leads to three, he usually forces you to your knees and gets you to wrap those pretty lips around him. Loves the sight of you looking up at him with water on you eyelashes and lust in your eyes. Some times you’re gonna need a second shower.

Bo Sinclair

Bo is the one most likely to deny to himself that he finds you attractive. He grew up in the Deep South with a religious family in a religious town. Anything that isn’t between a guy and a girl was always frowned upon so it takes him a minute to come to terms with his feelings.

Once he does expect him to be a big flirt. Turns out, Bo can smooth talk guys and girls all the same. It’s easy for him though considering that there’s so much about you he likes that he never seems to run out of compliments. Quickly decides that he loves the sight of you blushing and flustered by the things he says.

Once again, feels the need to prove that he’s the dominant one. Bo has never given up control to anyone, you’re not going to be any different. Often makes a show of his strength to prove he’s stronger than you. Bo also just loves to manhandle you in general, especially during sex. You just look so cute when you get all flustered about him moving you around like you weigh nothing.

Lots of ass grabbing and lewd comments once he gets comfortable with you. He’s a major pervert, so expect him to be handsy with you all of the time.

Eventually gets to the point where he likes to flaunt you. You spend a lot of time with him down at the station and he occasionally gives you small, easy chores to do, but mostly he keeps you there to chat with and keep him company. This also means that you see a lot more of the victims than you might like to and Bo isn’t afraid to let them know the two of you are together. If anyone says anything rude to you then he makes sure they get turned to wax a lot faster than he normally would. If he deems the comment to offensive then there wont be much left of them to make into wax, sorry Vincent.

Bo likes to make you believe that he would never let you top him. But if your able to hold out long enough, you can make him so needy for you that he’ll relent and allow it, but only just the once. Okay, maybe more than once but it’s still a rare occasion. He still won’t let anyone believe that he would ever bottom though. Like I said before, Bo needs to feel in control and that extends to being in control of you as well.

Vincent Sinclair

Vincent wasn’t as well versed in relationships as Bo or even Lester. While he would know that he’s attracted to guys, he wouldn’t have much experience at all. He would be very surprised if you showed any interest in him at all honestly, but when you do he knows he has to keep you.

He’s very shy and nervous at first. You’re most likely the first person he’s ever had a romantic relationship with so he’s very unsure of what to do at first. It’ll take a lot of reassurance from you to get him to open up to you and even longer for him to feel confident around you. Since he doesn’t talk and is pretty socially awkward, you can expect small gifts to be his go to way of wooing you. Like a penguin giving you pebbles, he is a large man bringing you wax figures.

Vincent would definitely play a big care taker role honestly. He’s both your protector and your provider. You depend upon him to survive in Ambrose and he enjoys feeling in control for once. Vincent does a good job of making sure you’re taken care of as well. Always makes sure that you eat until your full, gives you only the best of clothes from victims suitcases, and you get first pick of the items left behind by the victims.

Likes keeping you close by. Not down in his workshop of course, he doesn’t want you to see him as a monster and witness the cruel things he does. Besides, he sees you as to precious, to pure and innocent to be able to handle witnessing such things. Of course, you’re aware of the wax figures, but you’re not aware of how they’re made and he wants to keep it that way.

Vincent prefers to have you tied up beneath him with your cheeks flushed and skin covered in sweat. Also thinks your skin looks great when it’s covered in wax. Also loves the way you look so needy for him to give you some sort of relief with your pupils blown wide, lips parted, as your hips attempt buck against his.

However, Vincent does occasionally enjoy letting you take the ropes. This usually happens when he’s stressed out and has to much on his mind. Being able to let go and let you be in charge of his pleasure gives him the freedom and comfort that he needs.

Brahms Heelshire

His parents would be surprised at him requesting a male nanny but so many women had failed that he was curious to try something else. When you came along, he decided that you were perfect for him!

Unlike most of the other slashers, Brahms is more than okay with you topping him, He secretly enjoys being forced into submission and only occasionally likes to take up the dominant role in the bedroom. Goes absolutely feral for the way you discipline him and get him to submit and be good, especially since you never fail to tell him what a good boy he is and how much you enjoy him being well behaved just for you.

At the start though, he simply watches you through the walls. Especially enjoys watching you while you’re in your room or taking a shower. He’s a dirty little wall pervert what do you expect. Once he watches you jerk off for the first time, he quickly decides that he’s 100% attracted to you. Like I said, he’s a dirty wall man.

Enjoys that you still follow the schedule and do such a good job of filling the domestic roles he craves. You provide him with more structure and stability than anyone else previously had. You’re not scared to discipline him when he steps out of line and you do such a good job of taking care of him. Especially loves when you indulge him and spoil him, it drives him crazy.

He’s needy and clingy and loves to cuddle up to you. Brahms is practically glued to your hip 24/7, following you around the mansion like a lost puppy. He’s lucky you find him cute otherwise you would grow annoyed with him quite easily. He enjoys laying his head on your chest and listening to your heartbeat, it’s really soothing to him.

Please read to him while he cuddles up against you. It’s his favorite thing ever, especially if you give him attention while you do so like playing with his hair or simply running your free hand up and down his back soothingly.

Will purposefully find ways to get dirty so that you have to bathe him. Refuses to get into the tub or shower unless you join him. Really just wants to be pressed up against the shower wall and fucked. If he needs an excuse to see you naked, he’ll steal your clothes and hide them. Then he watches from the walls as you have to go up to your room to get more clothes. The clothes he stole will remain in his room within the walls to curl up with whenever he pleases.

Billy Loomis and Stu Macher

Honestly these two would compete over you. Might even have a bet over who can woo you first. They get jealous of the other very easily.

Billy is intimidating and plenty of people are scared of him, for good reason of course. So with him you don’t really have to worry about anyone being rude or saying anything offensive. If they do then you’ll see them on the news within the next few days. If you mention it to Billy he basically says “wow, that’s unfortunate, whatever will the world do without them.”

Stu is more likely to get physical with the person as soon as anything offensive leaves their mouth. Usually he’s less affected than Billy but he’s just so protective over you that he can’t manage to keep his cool. Sadly this means he can’t kill the person since he would be more likely to be a suspect after a physical altercation like that. They’ll still have a broken nose.

Billy is more likely to be a top, Stu is more likely to bottom but he is a switch so he likes to top occasionally to. Billy is also more rough with you in bed and enjoys running the blade of his knife across your skin while he has his other hand wrapped tightly around your throat. He degrades you while he fucks you, even the praise is degrading, telling you how good you look getting fucked like the slut you are. Stu is a lot sweeter and needier when it comes to sex. He likes to praise and compliment you, telling you how good you make him feel and how good you look just for him.

Both of them are very proud of you. They aren’t afraid to show you off or be seen with you. We all know that Stu is handsy but Billy isn’t afraid to sweet talk you in front of anyone and everyone. Claims he’s classier than Stu for not basically shoving his hand down your pants in public like he hasn’t grinded against you multiple times already. He’s just more discreet about being handsy in public.

Jesse Cromeans

You get to live lavishly with Jesse, that’s for sure. He makes sure to absolutely spoil you, anything you want is yours. The movies confirmed multiple times that he’s rich and it turns out when it comes to you, Jesse is very generous with his money.

Although, he does love choosing what you wear. Of course all of the clothes in your large closet are designer, he can’t have his boyfriend looking poor. Jesse prefers to dress you up in expensive dress shirts, slacks, and ties, something about it just gets him going. Some times he’ll allow you to wear sweatpants or whatever comfy clothes you want but it’s still going to be name brand stuff.

Also likes to shower with you. Picks out expensive and high end products so that you always smell good. Of course Jesse always smells good, his favorite colognes are never less than $100 for even a small bottle. Sometimes when he comes home late at night and crawls into bed next to you, you can still smell the slight metallic scent of blood on him. It’s usually hard to notice though since the sheets smell strongly of him that it can mask it.

He’s perverted and loves to show you off. Once you find out what he does, he won’t hesitate to take you with him on his “business trips” to different warehouses. Jesse keeps you safely tucked away in his office though, he can’t risk putting you in harms way and certainly doesn’t want you to witness the carnage. Prefers you to sit in his lap during meetings and he isn’t afraid to feel you up during them either.

If he ever gets you to blow him under his desk one day don’t expect him to let you stop just because Spann or Preston walks in. Jesse won’t hesitate to force your head back down if you try and pull away. In fact, having you choke on his cock while someone else in the room does nothing but make him feel even more aroused. Luckily for you, it’ll definitely deter Spann from trying to make any more moves on your boyfriend.

Asa Emory

Asa is a sadist and he absolutely loves to see you squirm. You can expect constant teasing and degrading from him at all times, very rarely does he compliment you. When he does compliment you though, just know he truly means them. Asa doesn’t really do feelings, his best way of showing he cares for you is by keeping you locked in his home rather than in his demented hotel.

Honestly, he probably does his best to keep you from knowing about the extent of his nightly activities. Of course you know about the hotel, you spent a few months there. You also know Asa is sadistic and enjoys hurting other people, even you that he cares so much about. But your stay at the hotel was luxurious compared to what happens to the other people in there. And while he inflicted some pain and left small cuts on you with his knife, it was nothing compared to the way he tortured the other people.

Again, Asa needs control and enjoys being in charge of everything you do. He picks out your clothes, plans out your day for you, he’s into the whole dumbification thing. You have a list of responsibilities like cooking for him and keeping the already neat house clean and tidy. Your not just his boyfriend, you’re his pet. Anything he instructs you to do, you do, otherwise you’ll be punished.

Makes sure you have your own guard dog. He hates having to leave you alone and so he leaves his best trained German Shepherd with you to keep you safe. But on the bright side at least you have well trained company that also happens to be very cuddly and friendly with you. Just don’t let Asa know you let the dog on the couch…