#also he looks so happy doing it in dying
Explore tagged Tumblr posts
Text
like I'm speechless they fucking DEVOUREDDDDD it's about fucking TIMEEE mark gets his solo spotlight
#I'm like. going to print out this performance and consume it#also he looks so happy doing it in dying#youngji ate devoured etc as always I adore her
0 notes
Text
After years, I'm finally getting down the design for one of my many Flight Rising dragons, BU
He's an absolute charmer and also wanted in all of Lightning flight for starting a workers' riot at the factory he used to work at. Today he lives in Fire flight, adopted by a family of blacksmiths and using his charm on customers instead (he's not allowed to work the forge. His factory work has left him with chronic health issues and most days he wears a back brace to help deal with some of it)
#trying to do one doodle a week to get back into drawing bc i really really miss it#but its become more and more difficult over time as i fell out of practice#even if you dont consider the chronic pain#so! week 1: this guy#traditional art#original art#original character#oc: bu#flight rising#dragons#this is an absolute mess bc my eraser is dying and the paper itself aint great#but the point is that I Managed To Draw!!#he looks like hes leaning forward but this is actually as upright as he can get#just bc of anatomy limitations#he can go down to all sixes if he needs but doesnt like to much#his hands hurt and also get dirty#i need to sort out his shoulders im not super happy with them
78 notes
·
View notes
Text
but when they're out on that river bank alone, what javier should be loyal to doesn't feel as confusing anymore
#also known as 'he wants so badly to run away with his boyfriend and marry him and live happily ever#after'#but his commitment to dutch and the gang breaks his heart#i want them to be happy SO BAAAD SO BAD IM GOINGN TO THROW YP#also the top right one comes w a headcanon#which is that kieran can only bathe if javier is there (and only javier) because otherwise he's too terrified of being k*lled for either bei#ng trans or just in general because he's alone#so that's why he's usually stinky#he really hates being stinky but he doesn't consider it worth dying over#anyway i love them so bad and their little fishing dates#kieran infodumps the whole time and javier feels so lucky to be alive because he knows kieran doesn't talk around anyone else near as much#if at all#javier knows 99% of the fish knowledge but he never interrupts and is always happy to listen to kieran yap about every other topic too#i need to put javi in an 'i ❤️ my autistic boyfriend' shirt#ok i'll shut up now#also i know this composition looks like total shart i'm literally the worst at doing them </3 be nice to me#rdr2#red dead redemption 2#kieran duffy#javier escuella#javieran#am i allowed to say that i own this ship#considering i literally made it LOL i feel so proud even tho it also makes me miserable that i bascially have no one to talk to abt them#image#art#hero draws sometimes
111 notes
·
View notes
Text
2011 Japan Post-Qualifying
#dedicated to the anon who asked me if i knew which gp this was from! i ended up being right hehehe#AND thank you so so so much to suzuki-ecstar for finding and sending me the clip!!!! i appreciate it sm!!!! <3#(ik told you already but actually the clip you sent is better than the original archive i had so im very happy)#i know a super old post of this already exists but now pls take my offering of it w higher quality/frame rate!!#im usually not a huge fan of this seb hair era but godddddd he looks so good in this#i will never get over the 2nd gif of jense play-punching him#ive seen it a million times by now but this one is better quality than any of the others and im fucking dying#THEY'RE SO ENDEARING WHY WERE THEY LIKE THISSSSSSSSS#and mark's there too i guess...(kidding hahaha but god his live slug react game is strong)#okay also must say now that im in a different time zone i have absolutely no fucking idea when to post its so confusing to me#jenson button#sebastian vettel#sebson#mark webber#jb22#sv5#2011 japanese grand prix#2011 japanese gp#we do a little bit of f1#f1#formula 1#formula one
289 notes
·
View notes
Text
thinking about how profound it must’ve been for shri’iia when she first received scratch’s ball (woman who has never gotten anything for free in her life ever)
#shri’iia’s relationship with scratch and owlbear cub is that she has only gotten those two for a day and a half and if anything happens to#them she’s gonna kill everyone and herself (she means it)#which is so funny to me bc I usually go for the intimidate options with scratch like she just makes him heel or drop the ball immediately#so she just seems like she doesn’t like the dog but inside she’s like ‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️😭😭😭 sobbing pissing herself the dog is so cute#shri’iia watching scratch roll on his back like a wiggling worm and she looks like she’s smiling menacingly and plotting#bc the lack of eyebrows + eye tattoo that looks like devil horns + insanely bright red eyes makes her look sinister#but she’s actually dying inside bc she finds him so cute. she will forgive how he drools on her and everything#also post oath breaking when she’s knee deep in denial I do imagine that he tries to console her w how dogs can sense ur distress and all#that. that’s why she gets attached to him 😭 she hasn’t had anyone console her before 😭#owlbear cub too… sobs she does love her babies but she’s doesn’t express it often she just doesn’t know how#but I do hc that those two are always bound to curl up w shri’iia when she’s in her trance. like when she’s laying down they’re like it’s#free real estate. then this 5 ft woman gets covered by a massive dog and her owlbear cub 🥰🥰#must be so sad for her to find out after the game that the owlbear cub and scratch left#she’s like im NOT upset btw 😭 tears running down her face astarion is like darling what mascara do u use mine isnt that dramatic#then epilogue when she sees them again and she has to give them up to shadowheart 💔💔💔💔#she’s like. clenched fist im so fucking happy for you I’m so serious
13 notes
·
View notes
Text
OKAY FINE MAYBE I DID HAVE MORE MOTIVATION IN ME. maybe ive been brainrotting over pafl for like the entirety of this month. anyway i like convergence a lot and i think this shots pretty good. might make a version with the lyrics on it if i can find a good font
#💌 at the manga cafe#pafl yura#parties are for losers#mspaint#fanart#im not dying immediately after this time so yay!#im rlly happy w/ the shading here i took. some jumps with it#and i think it looks great#i tried making him spooky#as he clearly deserves#i might do more eventually but they'll prolly stay as mostly yura#sorry hes my favourite i didnt mean it#theres also some temnova and dima ones i wanna do#bcs i love comfort zone a lot
25 notes
·
View notes
Text
Baby Ahsoka and that clone she held the hand off :ˋ)
They are still on that misty planet and he is letting her practice her force healing :D they’re friends now btw and while most of his injuries healed his arm sometimes gives him trouble and Ahsoka tries to help :)
…
#look at her#cute little Jedi baby#very happy That the tube top is cancelled#that is not something you should let your 14 yo child wear#looking at you skywalker#anyways child Ahsokas actresses slayed#also i love lotr and let’s all be honest ahsoka had her Gandalf the white moment#‚legacy of war‘ nu-uh you mean legacy of drama Queen#anyways do you ever think about the fact that huyangstays with ahsoka cuz she’s the last surviving member of the order#and the Jedi are huyangs family too#and Ahsoka is all that’s left of it and she just keeps dying#and disappearing#and that’s why he sounded so broken when he said ‚i told them to stay together‘#because he loves the Jedi#and ahsoka is one despite everything she herself says#cuz I think about it a lot and I might write a fanfic :ˋ)#star wars#ahsoka series#ahsoka spoilers#ahsoka tano#huyang#clones#idk what his name is he probably died :/#might delete later lol
18 notes
·
View notes
Text
#vent#ahhh my best friend has once again told me to move out and look at shelters hahahahahahaha#like fuck man there ISNT A SHELTER HERE.#the only one we have is only open a couple months in winter#and also a shelter is THE WORST OPTION#esp in utah#like if i move out i need 2 have like help i cant just do it on my own yknow#he did have a good idea abt a mental health professional being able 2 help me tho..#but then im 2 scared my mom will find out im going to therapy!!!#but i am going to look into it#bc like. i just cant do this anymore yknow#this place is killing me#like literally#both my mental and physical health are. very poor rn.#idk what 2 do idk. i am fuckin scared abt everything yknow#dissociation has gotten worse#i keep seeing things#heart is acting up#cant eat#keep having nightmares#mom wants me 2 give her $1.5k#my dog is super arthritic n im the only one who will do anything with her#which is making MY joints and body pain way worse#i am always sick n i always have the smell of mold stuck in my nose now#i cant even function man#i just lay on the couch all day sick and out of my mind n then i get screamed at for it#bc im the only one who cleans so if im not cleaning the house is fucked and so the house is fucked#i cant see a way out idk#nothing makes me happy and i feel like im dying again#my entire life is fucked
2 notes
·
View notes
Text
MARIKO OUT-DIVA'D EVERYONE ON THE ROOM!!!!
#by using her ancestry no less... slay#yabushige is so funny... i love his manerisms#oh my god#threatening sepukku as a weapon omg..... girl....#star crossed lovers omg....... mariko was my happiness...... girl.....#the hand again.... bi mariko i see you.....#oh my god oh jesus.... hes gonna finish her... and his husband is not there even 😭😭#the hand AGAIN#girl your son is there.... do not make another one look what happened with mizu blue eye samurai#i wrote this before he entered her room i SWEAR#i have been prophecycing this show a little so this actually might become a thing. maybe the slay brother will die too who knows#what i also know is that yabushige is dying at the hands of this man. new person and away from a party.... nothing good can happen#OH NEVERMIND THE OTHER WAY AROUND AKDJSKSNSL YES GO OFF!!! HE IS IMMORTAL!! HIS SWAG TOO GREAT HIS DECEITFUL WAYS TOO HARD#NINJAS NINJAS NINJAS#what did i say. having people on the inside will make their operation work. what did i say. my brain huge my meat massive etc#sorry got carried away#why are they fighting them omg.... they are toranagas men right..... or did yabushige betray them.... oh god i was wrong#MARIKOOOOOOOOOO#oh i am slow. thats what ishido asked for in return. oh god#talking tag#NOT liveposting shogun#hehe.... alas.....#watching shogun#i am seeing that when i talk about someone on the post i then write tags about them dying. apollo stop this madness
4 notes
·
View notes
Text
.
#I just saw the lotr extended versions in a marathon session at the cinema#in german sadly but you take what you get#it was fucking incredible#I've wanted this for eleven years#I almost cried during the first five minutes because I was so happy#then I cried a bit at the mount doom ending#also I noticed some stuff I've never noticed before#1. Tolkien really gave the most generous and merciful endings to his characters; except Boromir#it was like Boromir died and it was horrible#and then it started to look horrible for all the other characters too and Tolkien was just having none of it anymore#YOU get a happy ending. and YOU get a happy ending. and YOU get the happiest ending you can possibly have.#2. it's never really been that obvious to me but Frodo really never stops fighting; right up until he has absolutely given every last thing#I fundamentally do not understand how people can actually say the 'Frodo is weak' shit#he never fucking once gives up. the worst shit imaginable keeps happening to him. his friends betray him. he keeps making mistakes.#every single fucking time he never even spends a second considerating. he bares his fucking teeth at whatever is between him and mount doom#every. single. time#3. in line with that train of thought:#I am now 300% convinced that Sam's despair at the furnaces of Mount Doom is not one bit about the world dying#it's about seeing this person#that he's physically carried into the heart of destruction itself because they were for some reason still holding on#finally break#Frodo has given so much more than what he could at that point and it's in that moment that he cannot possibly give one thing more#until he can; because he gets his fucking finger bitten off and is almost thrown into lava#as the one thing that was similarly keeping his soul together and breaking it apart burns to cinders below him#and somehow he still keeps fucking holding on#I'm emotional about Frodo Baggins again guys#4. I used to think lotr was fundamentally about love. I now definitely say it is fundamentally and above all else about hope#there is so. much. hope in there#never a dark moment without at least a tiny bit of hope#had more to say but that's the end of tags. It was about Aragorn's character journey in ttt being absolutely amazing which I never noticed
2 notes
·
View notes
Text
25 Aug '23
The Armory
Minneapolis, MN, USA
Meeting Jamie in the roof top bar at the Four seasons hotel and Alex in the lobby (they both were very kind)
Via northstarimagey
Via avanerrr on ig
All her highlighted videos of the first Minneapolis shows
instagram
instagram
instagram
instagram
instagram
instagram
instagram
The way his voice literally breaks on the forcing a smile and waving goodbye 😭😭
#arctic monkeys#minneapolis#Massachusetts#the armory#25/08/2023#let the US tour leg start#night 1 of 2#night one#how is Alex not dying in his fuckin suit like not only is there a heatwave currently but he’s inside with dozens of spotlights on him#I’d have a heatstroke#also Jamie wearing a leather jacket like how long does it take him to get out of that afterwards#don’t know what they give these boys but somehow they are immune to weather#yay he still has hair whoop whoop#god I’m going back to 5:05am right now imma get some Kip#James Kerr#lion hair 😭😭😭😭🥹#Instagram#how do all these beautiful people get such high quality pics (not that I’m complaining far from it)#he looks so refreshed 🥹#my propeller got sound checked but not played: happy for them that they switch sound check up and don’t just sing the same songs twice a day#every day but have fun with it
2 notes
·
View notes
Text
im having a bit of a miserable time with the fish tank and i cannot figure out whats wrong with everyone!!!!! the shrimp losses were rough already but i think ive somewhat understood what happened (mixture of metals in our tap water/potentially copper treated plants/the ich medication) and ive just decided if these shrimp dont make it ill just not keep shrimp as my water permiters just dont suit but now ive noticed a few (2-3) of my kuhli loaches have fin problems with their pectorals degrading down to just nubs (literally when did this happen) but otherwise seemhappy and active so im treating the whole tank for finrot (i dont know how many loaches have it and it would be a nightmare to try and isolate them) and today i noticed one of the two german blue rams has just completely declined shes just sat on the bottom of the tank in the back corner not really doing anything :(!!!! i dont know whats happened!!
sucks cause like ive done so much research for these guys it feels a little miserable not knowing what the problem is and just seeing problems crop up out of nowhere
#I dont think its ammonia problems#ive tested the water and added additional filtration to help if it IS ammonia spikes#but nobody else seems to be declining in this way#i think maybe that blue ram was unhappy to begin with#she was SUPER aggressive to the other ram and my tetras and then just went super docile#so idk if she was already unwell#my other ram is totally fine other than injuries he arrived with#and my ember tetras are literally so fine those guys seem indesctructable#the otos are also TOTALLY fine theyre active and happy??#so idk if this is a case of Fish Just Dying in the way that they do#but idk it just sucks it feels upsetting and frustrating and a little mortifying#i thought i was doing a good job :(((((((#makes me want to just donate all the fish and give up a little#it will be okay i suspect we are going to lose this ram cause i for real cannot figure out what might be the problem#and shes really unresponsibe#oughhhhghgh#every time i read more info and look more into it i find everyone saying my water permaters are fine and everything should be fine#i double checked my tank capacity just in case#and its like pushing the limit but my filter is quite strong and i havent had ammonia problems before#idk#i just hate to be the reason animals are suffering#tw animal death#cw animal death#<- just in case#sorry for the rant :(!#vent#personal
3 notes
·
View notes
Text
Re: My FFXIV Xenoblade crossover
I'm still trying to get the hang of gpose (and I kind of went overboard in my brainstorming for all the things I want to make haha) so it'll still be a while before it's finished, but here's a sneak peek in the meantime ;)
#xenoblade#shulk#ffxiv#i know his foot is clipping into the ground but don't worry the final pics will be nicer i promise haha#i'm sorry it took so long to update this project btw!#it took me literal weeks to scout out all the potential gear/glam pieces that look like their clothes#plus i play on ps5 so i have to steal my bf's computer and ff account otherwise getting the pics would be a huge hassle#also fun fact: the gloves are actually dyed to look like his skin tone! it just so happens the only part that#dyes is the bit covering the hands so it works out perfectly! bc there are zero tank gloves that cover the arms but don't cover#the hands and that's what i needed to emulate his sweater sleeves since this top has long red sleeves#but i'm very happy with the results! :)#there he is it's shulk finalfantasy!#i'm so excited to make share the rest: i'm doing even more charas than just the main party#and i'm doing a ''huyr version'' and a ''what ffxiv race would they play as'' version for each of them!#i also decided which jobs/classes they'd each be based on their xc kits/roles with explanations as to all the matching details#it's gonna be lots of fun! i hope you're as excited to see them as i am to share them!#ff14
6 notes
·
View notes
Note
I can not stress enough how much this man is flirting with you. I'm in physical pain watching you say he's not into you. 😩
Man idk what to tell you lmao he's probably not
#not snz#this is normal behavior i think and I'm just being weird about it ahskamsk#stole his jacket tho 😌#he still has a sweatshirt so it's fine I'm not killing the guy lmao#but i never bring sweatshirts or jackets anywhere unless it's for outfit purposes#all my coworkers hate it they throw sweatshirts and jackets at me frequently when it starts getting cool lmao#i never really feel cold but i have raynaud's so it looks like I'm dying if you look at my hands#also like millions of other people worldwide my nose runs when it's cold so that doesn’t help my case#oh my god wait maybe i do the 'my hands are cold feel' thing on him 👀#nah I'm too much of a pussy bitch for that ahdkakskal#this is so fucking funny i haven't done that since high school lmaooo#usually either my coworkers will just grab one of my hands and feel for themselves#or i harass them by putting a hand on the back of their neck like an ice cube lmaooo#it's great in the summer bc my hands are always cold they're just worse in the winter#anyway let me stop being insane ahdkaksk#oh also unrelated but I'm waiting at ine of the food trucks rn so y'all already know I'm happy about that lmao#this is the fourth time today ahdkaksla i need to Stop on all fronts#partner posting
1 note
·
View note
Note
SWOONING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Hii, I hope you’re having great day/night. I just wanted to say that I absolutely love your Aaron writing, especially Aaron Hotchner x single mom!reader. I read your requesting rules and I hope that this qualifies (I’m really sorry if it doesn’t), but I’ve been thinking about this concept for a while so I thought I’d give it a try. I absolutely adored how reader’s child always adored Hotchner but this time I was thinking what about reader’s daughter (around 4 or 5) who actually feels intimidated by Hotch (because you know this ‘scary bossman persona’) or maybe reader’s daughter that is not the biggest fan of Hotch and is possibly very sassy with him and is protective of her mum but reader and Hotch have this slightly flirty or like the very beginning of their relationship with a possibly fluffy/happy ending if that’s possible.
You really do feel bad knocking on Hotch's office door at 7:30 in the morning, for both your sleepy daughter and your formidable boss. He's a kind man, you know that with all of your heart, but to your tiny four-year old, he's tall, mean, and scary.
"Come in," Hotch calls, his voice muffled through the door. At the sound, your daughter curls tighter into your embrace, whining pitifully through the blanket that she's wrapped around her head.
"I know, Olivia," You hum, trying to soothe her nerves, "Just for a minute. You can sit on the couch, that's all."
She squirms in your hold while you open the door, smiling hesitantly when Hotch looks up from his paperwork to find you cradling your groggy daughter.
"She's got a cold, and the sitter cancelled," You lament, "And- uh, I need to use the bathroom."
You're constantly surprised at how strongly Aaron cares for children, because someone with his scowl doesn't seem the type. But his eyes flash with worry, and he leans back from his desk in his chair, "Do you think she'll let me hold her?"
Olivia writhes in your hold, a firm no.
"It's okay," You hum, kissing her head though it helps little, "It's okay, baby, I'm gonna put you on the couch, okay? Get cozy with your blanket," You hum, laying her on the cushions before she has the chance to curl her fingers into your blouse and never let go, "And just try to sleep, I'll be back in just a few minutes, okay?"
She moans something that sounds an awful lot like 'not okay!' but you can't afford to listen, not when your bladder is making its contents uncomfortably known.
"Okay, I'll- I'll be right back," You promise Hotch, straightening your clothes that were wrinkled by your clingy daughter, "I'm sorry about this, I'll make sure she's at home tomorrow."
"Don't worry about it," Hotch urges, "Go, I'll make sure she's okay."
"Thanks," You grin, exhaustion seeping over your features after the long, nearly sleepless night you'd had. You duck out of Hotch's office with no further delay, rushing over to the elevator bay and the bathrooms on the other side of it.
"Olivia," Hotch hums after a moment of silence where the little girl tries burrowing between his couch cushions to escape his presence, "Did your mommy give you medicine already?"
She's scared, but she's still polite.
"Yes," She calls, from inside of her blanket cocoon, but there's no further response.
"Alright," Aaron hums quietly, fingers fiddling awkwardly with his pen, "Do you want anything to eat or drink?"
"No."
'Okay. Just... let me know if you need anything, okay?" He calls, any foolish hope he'd had of connecting with the little girl seeping out of his chest when she doesn't answer.
--
Thirteen minutes. It takes you thirteen minutes to get through the line outside of the restroom, who knew this place would be so packed early in the morning? It takes you longer still to actually use the bathroom, and you're teetering on twenty minutes when you jog back up the stairs of Hotch's office to collect your sullen kid.
You don't bother knocking, too rushed to get inside and apologize for sticking Hotch with your sick, terrified toddler for almost half an hour, and to apologize to Olivia for abandoning her with the big scary man who tells you what to do all day.
But Hotch isn't displeased with your rather impolite and abrupt entrance, staying silent as he peers over the blanket hood that Olivia has fashioned for herself. She's held against his chest, her clammy face tucked against his tie. His arms hold her tight and close, and he bounces her ever-so-slightly up and down as he soothes her whiny cries.
"Your mommy's here," He hums, craning his neck down to peer at her, and you're still partially frozen in shock at seeing Olivia cradled up in the arms of the man she runs from at dinner parties, "Would you like to see her?"
Olivia's responsive whine is less-than-clear, neither a yes nor a no. But you advance anyways, eyes surely showcasing your surprise at Hotch's sudden success with your daughter. Upon closer inspection, her tiny hand is gripping his tie tightly, the way that she holds the collar of your shirt when she doesn't want you to let her go. She's all bundled up and sniffling against his chest, surely feeling the symptoms of her cold that the medicine didn't cover.
"My poor baby," You lament, leaning down to kiss her forehead. It puts your face tantalizingly close to Hotch's own, and you'd be lying if you said you weren't feeling some butterflies through your stomach at the sight of him bouncing your baby girl in his arms, "Will you come with me? We can go sit at mommy's desk, and you can go to sleep."
This time, you understand her response.
"No!" She whines, desperately burrowing further into Hotch's warm embrace, "I'm- tired!" She sobs, voice raw from crying, "I want to stay!"
Before you can figure out how to bargain her out of Aaron's arms and into your own he shushes her, leaning down to kiss her feverish temple like she's his own. The sight flips your stomach even further, and you're very glad Aaron can't read your mind at the moment.
"It's okay. You can stay here if you really want to. Are you sure?" He squeezes her to prompt a response, but the only one she gives is nodding her head and pressing her face into his tie.
"Hotch, I'm sorry-" You start, but he smiles kindly, warmly up at you.
"It's alright. I can keep her in here for a bit, if you want to get started for the day."
"But you've got work to do. And you might get sick," Your shoulders slump, because even though you're thrilled that Olivia has finally seemed to get over her Hotchnerphobia, you don't want to push your luck after being fifteen minutes late to retrieve your daughter that isn't supposed to be here in the first place.
"Easy paperwork," Hotch waves it off, smiling as Olivia readjusts her grip on his tie, "Just signatures, really. I've got time. Plus, if I'm gonna get sick, it'll probably be from Jack. He brings home germs from school all the time."
"That's their special talent," You muse, stroking a hand over Olivia's wispy hair, "If you're sure..."
"I'm sure, Y/N," Aaron nods, continuing to bounce her lightly in his arms with a fond grin while her eyes remain loosely shut, "I finally got her to like me - I'm not sure I'd be able to put her down if she did want to go with you."
#omg!!!!! that’s the cutest thing ever i was giggling and kicking my feet at the end#pls i was so sad when she didn’t like him :((((( but then!!!!!! omg i got so happy#i’m dying this is so cute like idk what to do with myself rn#i want a baby and i also want hotch#also hotchnerphobia LMFAOOOOOOOO#he does look scary 🥺 but he’s just a big soft teddy bear#ugh adorable!!!!!#loved it!!!#fic#hotch 🪐
1K notes
·
View notes
Text
just finished watching Uncle Vanya for the first time. I think Doctor Astrov and the Professor should kill themselves
#uncle vanya#ASTROV WHY YOU STARTED OUT SO GOOD. I LIKED YOU. FUCK YOU I HOPE YOUR MEDICAL ASSISTANT KILLS YOU OR YOU GET MAULED BY A BEAR#capital fucking punishment for making Sonia miserable. and fuck Chekov most of all#Astrov didn’t even respect the woman he DID like. Vanya was weird about her too but he seemed at least more romantic that Astrov#the doc got feeling back for the first time in a long ass time and went fucking nuts. out of control.#I felt bad for Yelena but she was also enabling him … but I can’t dislike her bc that woman was in an awful situation as well#also Astrov could have been fucking nicer to Vanya while his friend of 17 years was fucking suicidal. like I know why he couldn’t but cmon#I know he like. snaps out of it for a second and tries but his talk is basically ‘it’ll be nicer when we’re dead’ bc he also wants to die#and poor fucking Sonia has to talk her uncle off the ledge herself. girl was the only one carrying the entire clan of people there#also he was being a dick trying to pressure Yelena to leave her husband (which like. I know she hated him but let HER decide) and run away#I DO hope Yelena poisons her husband and moves on though. girl was SO fucking miserable#that play was just ‘everyone is miserable and no one gets a happy ending.#there’s a monologue at the end about dying being the only thing to look forward to for these people from the one person#whos trying to hold everyone together bc even she can’t find a bright side.’#vanya was an asshole but man he didn’t deserve that either. that poor fucker.#anyway. JESUS. I’m tired after that. that play just started sad and got steadily worse until it was fucking awful.#which yea I guess that mirrors the way the characters are feeling quite well but fuuuuuuck#the men in Uncle Vanya? sad but they’re all flawed in major ways. the women? THEY DESERVE SO MUCH FUCKING BETTER.
0 notes