#also fish is like literally the name i go by irl

[cachexiacomplication]

All my mutuals are doing this and one tagged me about it a while back too sooo my answers for eric's survery

Full name: Fish

Nicknames: also technically Fish

Birthplace: USA

Birthday: 20/09/2005

Where Do You Live Now?: USA still

Parent(s): im not telling you their names lol

Sibling(s): only child

Looks: 5'2" and I dye my hair a lot ig

Favorite Animal(s): no picking feels mean :(

Favorite TV Show(s): Buffy and Xena

Favorite Kind(s) Of Music: industrial, shoe gaze, and americana

Favorite Movie(s): Cannibal Holocaust and 101 dalmations

School: it's complicated

Future School: none

Future Job: phlebotomy

Boyfriend/Girlfriend: Neither

Best Buds: Slayer

Favorite Candy: anything sour or lollipops

Hobbies: fiber arts and film analysis essays

Things You Collect: physical media and dolls

Do You Have A Personal Phone Line: it is 2025 so

Favorite Body Part Of The Opposite Sex?: legs, hands, noses

Any Tattoos And Where Of What?: Not yet

Piercing(s) And Where?: septum, three on one ear lobe and one on the other

What Do You Sleep in?: pyjama pants

Do you like Chain Letters: yes. adore. the beginnings of creepypasta. how could I hate her

Best Advice: continuously self reflect

Favorite Quotes: “Every man who is not helping to bring about a better state of affairs for the future is helping to perpetuate the present misery, and is therefore the enemy of his own children. There is no such thing as being neutral: we must either help or hinder.”

Non-sport Activity You Enjoy: love a good wander and reading

Dream Car: my current one does the job just fine lol

Favorite Thing To Do In Spring: lay down on parking strips

What’s Your Bedtime: don't have one

Where Do You Shop?: thrift store, army surplus, my friend's closet

Coke or Pepsi: i dont care

Favorite Thing(s) To Wear?: baggy pants and green things

Favorite Subject(s) In School?: history

favorite Color(s): whatever shade of dark red

Favorite People To Talk To Online: Steve, Slayer, Rainy

Root-Beer or Dr. Pepper? root beer but she has nothing on sarsaparilla so

Do You Shave? yeah

favorite Vacation Spot(s): any beach and any forest

Favorite Family Member(s): whichever cousin is annoying me the least

Did You Eat Paint Chips When You Were a Kid? Nope

Favorite CD you own: probably my Käärijä one just because of the associated memories

The ONE Person Who You Hate The Most: idk hard to pick one person. lots of people suck

Favorite Food(s): artichoke

Who Is The Hottest Guy or Girl In The World?: whatever mass shooter my mind has latched onto for the week

What Is Your Favorite Salad Dressing?: ranch

When You Die, Do You Wanna Be Buried or Burned Into Ashes? Whatever results in more fun for the people doing it

Do You Believe In Aliens?: yes!! yes! yes.

If You Had The Chance To Professionally Do Something, What would You Do?: i dont really know tbh

Things You Obsess Over: creepypasta history and syphilis

Favorite Day of the Week: saturday

A Teacher You Hate: my coordinator is a bitch

Favorite Disney Movie: 101 dalmatians

What Is Your Favorite Season? autumn

What Toppings Do You Like On Your Pizza? im not picky about it

Do You Like Your School Food Itself (As In The District Food): ive never had it

If You Could Live Anywhere, Where Would You Live? in a coastal forest

Favorite Thing(s) To Do On Weekends: go to the arcade

Favorite Thing(s) To Get Clean up: literally what does that mean

Favorite Magazine(s): my dad gets one I love reading but I don't remember what it is called. im more of a newspaper guy anyway

Favorite Flower(s): rhododendron

Favorite Number(s): 11, 13, 17

Favorite Ice Cream flavor(s): cookie dough!!!!

What Kind of Guys/Girls Are You Attracted to?: idk people I can find mentally captivating

What’s Your Most Embarrassing Moment? when I was like ten I got accused of attempted murder. that was pretty embarrassing honestly

If You Could Change One Thing About Yourself What Would It be? my hands are too small

Do You Eat Breakfast First Then Brush Your Teeth or Brush first ten eat breakfast: brush my teeth first

Favorite Time of Day: 23:00

Can A Guy and Girl Be Just “Best Friends?”: yeah lol

Do You Ask The Girl / Guy Out Or Do You Wait For Them To Come To You?: depends. ig wait for them most of the time

Do You Mind Paying For Sex? I don't have a particular desire too but im not opposed depending on circumstance

What’s The Most Important thing In Someone’s Personality: not boring

Do you have a pager or cell phone? i actually really want a pager but i dont have one as of now. alas

Favorite Sport: footy or hockey

What Was the Best Gift You Ever Received? scarf

How Long Did This Letter Take You To Finish?: idk i didn't pay attention

What Did You Listen To While Completing It?: All Pop Stars are Talentless Slags by Beatnik Filmstars

Are you or would you like to be married in the near future (next 5 years)? i had a plan with a guy but he cancelled on me

Don’t u just hate how psychics never win the lottery? i would like to see the statistics on that

[lsunstreakerl]

THE NEW SEARCH HISTORY CHAPTER!!!! sooo many more amazing moments omg

not the red bull drivers scamming max into joining on movie night 😭😭😭 it kinda feels like luring him out of his little cave of pets and baking bread using data review hdhhdhfhshd too funny, they know EXACTLY how to lure him in because they know him so well yep 🙂‍↕️

AND THEN max just being a menace instead of answering Christian seriously...he's just pulling excuses out of his ass that it's impressive 😭

AND POSSESSIVE CHARLES????? him wanting to be connected to max in every way including championship wise...and then max matching his freak by encouraging charles and telling him he's the one who's gonna break his streak...

AND LASTLY MY FAVOURITE of course it's the max and GP fishing moment...I think this definitely counts as father and son bonding ahhdhshdd I do wonder how GP managed to even convince max though, I bet he guilt tripped max or convinced him while he was high on morphine in the hospital 😭😭 (also feel like max will absolutely send charles pics of any fish he has caught while charles has an aneurysm over the ugly waders shdhd) (and the tiny mention of max uni arc 😁😁)

(AND read 1+1+1...I have so many thoughts about it but I will patiently wait till the last chapter comes out THANK YOU AGAIN FOR WRITING THESE AMAZING FICS 😭😭)

the juniors wanted a max movie night and they know exactly how to get it 😭 you have to respect it, which is why they only get in a little bit of trouble with christian, and not a lot. (this is also what makes them realize max can get away with literal murder and RB would cover it up)

If lewis were to win the championship, max's name would forever be in a hamilton sandwich on the WDC trophy, and charles literally froths at the mouth when he thinks about it, he refuses. lewis has had every other championship winning blonde boy, but max is charles', and honestly, there's so many reasons he's THIS worked up about it. One of them being that if one of them is bringing home a WDC to Ferrari, it's sure as hell not going to be lewis, not when charles has poured his blood sweat and tears into the team.

the other being that while max is perfectly content letting water be under the bridge, as far as his eye injury, charles is not, and he is very capable of holding a grudge.

and then he refuses to be the only one being possessive there, so it's really just too easy to slide carlos into the conversation, because it turns max into an animal every time, and it works, every time.

max is actually perfectly happy to spend bonding time with GP, the real convincing was the waders, which only happened because GP made a sad face at him irl. He's a clever man. (max actually took a picture with GP's fish and sent that one to charles 😭)

Max uni arc!!!

(I am at 3k for chapter four and am maybe 15% through with everything I wanted to write so I'm a little bit concerned that this chapter is going to be a complete monster.)

[ahappydnp]

okay i'm gonna make seperate posts for the highlights but here are my raw thoughts from my notes app as i watched

dnp 10/19/15

“hello everybody welcome to the show hello everybody welcome to the show” nostalgicccc wahhhh

all these 2015 younow top fans feel like distant relatives at a family reunion 

this is their one day off between shows and they���re doing a liveshow (2015 work schedules at it again but also those younow contracts really made them go live ANYWHERE)

them talking about what they do during their shows and they’ve retired the drawing game and guess the crime rip

if this were current times phil would have just drank out of dan’s bottle without a second thought but i still love that he snatched it so naturally asdsafsgjk

dan asks them how they’re feeling and phil is “interested” in the words

“imagine being ecstatic right now” PHIL ILYSM

“happy 6 year friendaversary” and 6 years of dinof (phil remembered but not dan). they reallyyyy moved past that to focus on dinof lmao

they’re anti spoiler policy and don’t want to talk about it all the time (which is so interesting because you can tell they’ve kept that thinking except promo is important these days, especially for dan during WAD some promo would have massively helped)

dan split his pants and phil bonked his noggin on stage (it’s still them <33) phil has a steel head 😭

phil wants to put a camera in a penny and just see where it goes (he’s so beautiful i love him dearly). do you think you’ve ever used a coin benedict cumberbatch 😭

DAN DO YOU KNOW WHAT YAOI IS

love phil just taking over the liveshow and telling dan they’re going to try and think of a better name when dan just wanted to move past it

pretty odd opinions (phil singing nine in the afternoon changed my brain chemistry jfc)

A level geography + phan 4eva

dan got an A in case you forgot

WAIT WAIT WAIT for the us tour (dnp doing everything themselves is still insane)

“i’m guessing one of you as probably uploaded the video of this already and thank you for doing a service” dan used to be Such an advocate for fan reuploads for accessibility and i genuinely love him for it 

phil likes being remembered :3 the 1975 remembers them 

they like touring <33 try new things!!!!!!!!! “five people die” and you don’t wanna know who adsfdgsfgkj phil stopped the whole bus for a fish and chip shops HE’S SO VALID ILYSM KING 

a fun fact about them seeing derren brown in 2012 is they accidentally left their tickets at home and then had to go all the way back in a taxi to go get them 

OMGGGG DANS NOSE TOUCHED HIS SLEEVE!!!1!

martyn shoutout (remember when IRL was good 😭)

dan coughing in his face is sooooo current dan like that is dan on the gaming channel in 2024 

your enemies didn’t get a good morning (funniest man alive)

bbc breakfast show is like a plain yogurt but nana watches it. the infamous squirrel bite story <33333 phiw

GET OVER IT HE ENJOYS A THEMED DRINK GET OVER IT

dans loubs are on akinator (the time on the internet when you quite literally could not escape dnp was so special)

miss dan’s tv show rants soooo bad waahhhhh pls come back and yell about shit 😭

THE BEST MOMENT IN ANY LIVESHOW EVER phiiiillll 

dan’s face talking about the 3D movies…i fear i love him too much :((( let him watch the movie

them writing that dan’s chair is hiding a huge secret….

genuinely it’s so so incredible how much they loved the book and how much care and effort they put into something they could have very easily just slapped their name on 

dan thinks an apocalypse is going to happen..he was pregnant with WAD here

my favorite thing is the MINUTE they hit that hour mark phil gets “”hungry””” without fail like yes kings get that minimum and dip <33

[quannaix]

What is your experience with Animal Crossing?

Okay it has been literally over three months since you sent this so I apologise I just have a lot to say and wanted to enjoy going on about Animal Crossing.

My first was Animal Crossing Wild World, which I saved up for and bought, even pre-owned it was expensive for primary school me. I did not know much about the game and it was years before I realised that the copy hadn't been wiped so I'd walked into someone else's town. I'm guessing someone called George, since my town was named Egroeg. But by that point I'd been playing for so long I didn't want to wipe my progress. Also by then I had realised that he had upgraded Nook's to the highest version, which would have been hard for me to replicate because it involved playing multiplayer and I only had one other friend with the game. I really loved ACWW, and I spent lots of time playing it even though I definitely didn't understand a lot of elements of the game. My friend and I spend loads of time imagining things we'd love to add to the game, like if you could get a job (paying that loan off in shells is hard!) and I thought it would be cute if you could drive around in a little car that had a boot for extra inventory space (backpacks fill up a lot when things don't stack). I became best friends with Kiki in this game and when she moved I was so sad that I planted a tree where her house had been thinking that would stop another house taking her place (I was wrong, but it's the thought that counts).

I did get AC Let's Go to the City for the Wii, but never racked up many hours on that because being console based I'd have to find time when the family wasn't using the TV. I definitely prefer it as a handheld game.

I got given Animal Crossing New Leaf for my birthday when it released and I maintain this is best AC game. I still love it so much. I love that they introduced the mechanics of town design, most notably that Roost was a stand alone cafe and you got to choose where to place it!!!!! I think this might be around the time I first started following you (saxyplaya hehe) I assume because I found you from looking for QR codes for designs. I am still obsessed with so many of the QR code dresses people came up with. I think ACNL had the best balance of effort to output. Like it had these town design features but still took ages to do things. You had to grow trees from scratch and grow them again if you placed em wrong. This made everything feel more satisfying though, imo. You really put in the hours, and days and weeks, so the results would make me feel proud. I love that there are so many fruit tree varieties, I love visiting the island, I love that you CAN work at the Roost and that Brewster would give you coffee rewards. The updates they made with Happy Home Designer and the campsite, including adding the 'god mode' furniture design thing did make things a lot easier. But I like actually that to see anything you have to actually put it on/put it in the room, in your cupboards everything is just the generic category icon. I still have not caught all the bugs and fish in this game. I THINK I have all the fossils, but I think it makes it more fun for longer if it's not so easy to catch everything. I love the shopping street, and slowly unlocking the buildings. I love that little bench at the end of the street looking out. I think the music in this game is so lovely too, and one of my most favourite things is walking around on a rainy day in my town. I also actually loved that it was always the opposite weather hemisphere-wise, often I'd log in in irl winter so I could feel warm and vice-versa.

I also just love the graphics and look and feel of the game. The characters are still sassy and have a lot of personality. I always think fondly of my neighbour O'Hare, because his birthday is two days after mine. Now I could wax rhapsodic about ACNL al day but I should move on!

I freely admit I did obsessively play AC Pocket Camp for like a year or two when it came out (maybe longer??) to fill the void while I waited to see if there would be a Switch game. My partner also got me the original GameCube Animal Crossing for Christmas, which I played a little, but we don't usually have the GameCube set up and see above my preference of handheld play for AC. Still, a very cute present that I love having.

The second they Switch was announced, I said that I would be holding off on buying one until I saw if they put out a new AC game with a console to match. And I am SO glad I did because I was able to get the console and the game when they came out and I think the console is sooooo pretty. ACNH is really fun as well, I do like the addition of terraforming, being able to place furniture outside, and that they went really ham on the graphics. While I think I still have more of a soft spot for the older graphic style, I love things like the raindrops on the windows and the furniture blowing as the fan goes over it, etc etc those little tiny additions really melt my heart. I do feel like they smoothed out the characters too much, they don't have as much personality as they used to. And as much as so many things are easier (changing clothes, furniture, moving trees and plants, catching all fish/bugs and fossils) I think I preferred it when it was a bit more challenging. I wish the Roost was separate still </3. I loved the addition of Island Designer, I find that so fun, and I love the glowing moss furniture, and being able to design villager's houses (given that sometimes they start to look really dogshit after I've been gifting them my garbage furniture sorry guys). I don't send letters as much in this game as I used to, idk why exactly it just never seemed as fun or important in ACNH. I like the addition of cooking, more just because it tickles me personally. I'm back and forth on the crafting mechanism. I think overall I like it, and in many ways it's a return to the challenging aspects I just went on about loving in the previous game in terms of it being an involved process (esp if you want to change the colours), but I think that tools breaking SO fast annoys me and that even gold tools break annoys me heaps. Overall I do still enjoy ACNH, and I'm actually glad that it introduced the game to a whole lot of new people because it's widened the audience of people I can ramble about AC to. I do wish I had gone with the other hemisphere weather, I went back and forth on that and I discovered I actually prefer it NOT aligning with my real life weather so it can serve as an escape.

Thank you for asking me this question, in case you can't tell I love talking about Animal Crossing it is definitely one of my favourite game series of all time <3

[thesoftieanon]

Alright so Dreamlight Valley Reader! I’m gonna try not to spoil too much because I know not everyone has finished the game or has the DLC, plus I want non-players to be able to follow along!

The Basics!

So Dreamlight Valley is Disney and Gameloft’s take on a farming simulator. There are Disney characters you can unlock as friends and neighbors, and they range from Mickey Mouse to Ursula. Yes you can befriend villains, don’t worry about how they’re alive now, it’s Disney

Because it’s a farming simulator, you can obviously grow and farm things, but you can also fish, mine, craft, cook, landscape, play dress-up- there’s a lot okay XD Lemme focus on the important things

Reader has something called Royal Tools that allow them to do things. These tools consist of a watering can, a pickaxe, a shovel, a fishing rod, and a phone (yes you heard me). These need to be upgraded to max potential during the game, but even at base mode they are unbreakable. The watering can never runs out of water, and the phone never runs out of battery. For simplicity’s sake Reader is just gonna have them maxed out already.

The big problem of Dreamlight Valley is Night Thorns; magic purple thorns that cause Reader and the villagers to forget things. They can only be cleared by Dreamlight Magic; magic only Reader has. The magic has a recharge bar like Hyrule’s, but it can be replenished with food, having a seat, or instant refilled by going home. Obviously Reader will not have home access so options are food and rest. Better quality food = more energy

Reader also has a shadow problem. They cause the Thorns. I can’t delve into that because major spoilers. If you wanna know go play the game :3

Dreamlight Valley is a kingdom, they used to have a Ruler but they disappeared. I don’t think it’s spoilers to say who the Ruler is (the tools are literally called Royal Tools), but it is spoilers to say how exactly we got here. Also Reader doesn’t remember.

More on the Dreamlight Magic! It also helps Reader complete tasks for the villagers, but as one can guess by the name, it’s dream magic and doesn’t function on logic. Reader could need something as simple as three flowers or as convoluted and specific as a picture of an animal that only shows up every third Friday night (the game functions on irl time and no, you can’t pull an Animal Crossing and time travel).

Okay so I think that covers all the baseline things you need to know, feel free to tell me if you think I missed something! Specifics!

What the actual frick is Reader’s magic. Legend has been in dream worlds before and not even he can make sense of this. Hyrule is also extremely confused. How does an iron bar and two flowers make a microphone??

They’re gonna need to teach Reader how to fight because despite the high population of villains where they’re from, they don’t really encounter physical fights. Not to say they aren’t fit, they’re literally a farmer, fisherman, miner, constantly running around the valley dealing with everything-

I repeat, a log falls in the path and Reader simply digs up and it turns into a bunch of wood they later use at camp. Legend didn’t even have time to grab his bracelets and he is losing it

Because Reader can do all of these things with their tools the Chain thinks they're actually really strong. But they have absolutely no way of proving it because there isn't a time Reader isn't using their tools for something

Warriors wants to know how they do their hair so fast. Like- it’s always perfect?? And they can just change the color and style whenever they want?? THE CLOTHES TOO?? He has hair and fit envy.

Four would like to know how the Tools were crafted. Maybe he can replicate the process and Wild will finally have a sword he can’t break.

Wild enjoys cooking with them. They share recipes.

Oh my goodness Reader introduces them all to cake because that doesn’t exist in canon-

Wild also relates to the gaps in memory because. Y’know. Amnesia.

Introducing the Chain to Disney characters would be very interesting

Don’t let Wild or Wind near Stitch

Idk what else to add so that’ll be it for now but please share thoughts!

[ladyofthebookcase]

hi i realized i never posted my mae lore here so im going to be brave and explain it now!

^ various life stages of mae

some background: mae started as a subnautica sona/self insert i made when i first played the game and then at some point i was like "hmm this design kind of looks like her name would be mae" and then i ???? and ended up with a whole oc who just kind of replaced the canon protagonist of subnautica and Did Things. however i'm trying to make this into more of an original story; all of the world stuff is still subnautica or close enough to it rn, but I Have Plans ok that's all i can say rn because i dont remember. um.

anyway. mae thompson is 24-25 years old and is from a relative backwater planet, but they've always wanted to get out there and explore other planets and kinda see what the world has to offer. they've always been interested in marine biology, and when they were 18, she was given the opportunity through some kind of post-high-school program to go to this small lakeshore town in the mountains and do fish research for the summer. this program itself was definitely kind of sketchy, but overall fine enough-- mae got the marine research she was looking for, as the lake the program was studying was kind of like lake baikal in that it's a scarily deep landlocked body of water with unexpected biodiversity. since they couldn't swim very deep into the lake on their own, they ended up purchasing a small underwater drone (??? what's the name for those things you can buy them irl) and scoping out the lake anyways this is all just backstory and i'm getting too bogged down in it but essentially after some weeks at the lake mae discovered what might be called a leviathan class organism at the bottom of the lake, encountered it directly, some unspecified bad thing happened and she was irreversibly changed in an undetectable way. this isn't that important yet but also it kind of is. sorry for being vague about this i literally haven't decided what happens yet lol. it IS relevant as a formative experience to her though bc it shapes how she interacts with the leviathan class organisms on the planet that we'll talk about now.

in the main story, mae is working in a sort of internship-adjacent position for a large company with a vested interest in mining resources from various newly discovered planets to make a profit. mae is a junior science officer with the company's science department, as this was the only feasible way she could find to actually leave her planet and explore what's out there in the universe; unfortunately, this also meant she had to sign a contract with the company and there was a lot of fine print in there that no one was going to read. mae works with this company for an amount of time before getting to go on an actual field scouting mission! wow! there's a planet that the company has been trying to crack for a long time now, and this is only the latest in a long line of doomed expeditions-- but none of the expedition members actually know that.

they crash on the planet for yet-unspecified reasons and mae finds themself to be the only survivor. however, after some time surviving on their own on the planet, which is of course a lot like the planet from subnautica in that it's like 99.9% water and full of creatures, mae stumbles across an island, on which someone has built a base a very long time ago. in this base she finds a massive, cobbled-together computer, and when she turns it on, instead of powering up the base like she'd expected it to, the computer instead starts talking.

dont feel like typing all that out again but essentially the computer contains the mind of a woman who has forgotten her real name, but we'll call her six for Reasons. she was part of the first ever team of scientists to visit this planet, ages and ages ago back when the company mae works for was nothing more than a small, laughable tech startup. she had some sort of degenerative genetic condition that was causing her to slowly die, so she transferred her mind into the computer to hopefully preserve herself hundreds(?) of years ago and then the computer lost power at some point shortly after so she's just been asleep ever since. there were several other expeditions sent to the planet from her scientific organization after her-- they were looking for survivors at first, and then to retrieve bodies. none of them made it. six is devastated to learn this when she wakes up and vows to help mae make it off this planet alive. this too is yuri.

however there's a problem with that, which is that per mae's contract, any resource she collects while on the planet is money she owes to the company. she's billions in debt by the time she learns this and they can't ever hope to pay that off in their lifetime. if they do manage to escape, they'll just become enslaved by the corporation and have to spend the rest of their life paying off the debt. how will this be resolved in the story? i have no idea yet, but i think it's a good conflict. interests me anyway. they have to figure out how to resolve that before even trying to leave the planet because otherwise mae will just want to stay there forever but six will not accept this (and i mean mae DOES have a family and friends back on their home planet who she misses and they think she's dead but it's whatever)

[groovy-rat-man]

ANALYZE MY BRAIN BASED ON FICTIONAL CHARACTERS IVE HAD A CRUSH ON EITHER IN THE PAST OR PRESENT!!!!!!!!

(Listed in chronological order with brief explanations, just fyi this is gonna be long. Also idk if this is all of them but these are the top 10 I think)

Humor Bot 5.0 from Futurama

Ok so this was when I was like in the single digits age and there is a kind of long explanation for this but it is just so god damn convoluted. I'm sure ive got a post about it on here somewhere if you wanna search it up.

Rory from Animal Crossing (I believe it was in New Leaf)

Again, single digits age but I do have an explanation. I'm guessing he had some dialog that was nice and I got attached to him. Like I would send him letters and one time I sent him one saying we were gonna get married and I got all dressed up like a bride and held a dandelion and waited in the place I told him to meet but he left me at the alter because duh. Anyways I was heartbroken and blew out the dandelion 😢

Olaf from Animal Crossing (100% this was New Leaf)

I think i was maybe 10 or 11 idk. He came over to my stupid balloon furniture gingerbread house and said he wanted to move in and be roommates and I was smitten. I had a room in the back of my house that was all gold furniture, gold roses (courtesy of my mom), gold trophies, and even a gold fish and also it had his portrait in there and I think I sent him a letter saying the room was available if he ever wanted to move in. If there's enough interest i can show yall a pic of the room if you want.

Jessie from the Pokémon anime (specifically the original one cause that was the one on Netflix)

This was sometimes in middle school. Honestly I should really watch the pokemon anime again, i think the only reason I haven't is cause there's just so god damn much of it. But yeah he's pretty, he cooks, he's nice to his pokemon, the perfect man. I even had this whole self insert story in my head when Sun and Moon came out about us living together in Alola with my brionne and alolan raichu and ribombee and Meowth the meowth and also meowth and my brionne were in love and eventually had their own weird little babies where one was basically a poplio mer-meowth and the other was the opposite. There was a lot of lore and I am probably not going to get into. (Also I think my self insert was like part dito and could shapeshift? Come to think of it a LOT of my self inserts back then could shapeshift...) The only problem with this is that having a crush on James made me HATE Jessie and people who shipped them together and honestly I was so shitty about her, Jessie i am so sorry.

Lillie from Pokémon Sun and Moon (but in my case specifically Moon)

This was also in middle school and weirdly at the same time as the James crush. I also had a self insert story about her but instead of us living in alola it's either both of us coincidentally being on the same boat from when she leaves and having known each other and catching up or the exact same premise except instead of me already being on the boat I got on there with her to go on our adventures. Either way we land in Hoen (because pokemon sapphire was my first pokemon game) and i already have a bunch of pokemon so I give her one (i distinctly remember it being a Lilligant even though those arent in hoen they just reminded me of her) and teach her how to do pokemon stuff and all that. Also there wasn't a "there was only one bed" thing but there was something similar where we both realized that we were assigned the same bedroom on the boat. Also i literally cried when she left in game. That's why the story revolves around it. I cried like a bitch. Also she wasn't the first girl I had a crush on but she WAS the first fictional girl.

Haley from Stardew Valley

This was in highschool and the main reason I liked her at first is because she looks SO MUCH like the irl girl I had a massive crush on in middle school, literally she has the same name. You would not believe how shocked I was when I realized that. Nowadays i like her for more reasons than that but yeah anyways she's my wife and I love her and we have one beautiful daughter named June and if (when) we have another kid im naming them Mo <33

Renée from Animal Crossing (specifically New Horizons)

This was in late highschool, when I first got the game I set two rocking chairs outside my house and she sat in the other one with me and I fell in love. Also fun fact all the animal crossing characters ive had a crush on have light blue inner ears which is just so bizarre.

Revyn Sadri from Skyrim

Ok so this one is recent but I dont remember when and im kinda rushing his entry cause I forgot to add it before I posted it im so sorry babe I didn't mean to. Anyways I like his voice and personality and face i guess and I have a lot of headcanons for him and when I did that first quest for him I guess I felt something cause ive married him ever since, he's my beautiful husband and the father of my adopted children and I also always live in windhelm so I don't take him away from his family that lives in the city I love him so much I promise

Iron Golem from Minecraft

This was like a year or two ago I think. I dont really have a reason for this other than i was getting really into robots at the time and this is a big buff robot with a heart of gold.

Piston Hondo from Punch-Out!! (I like his NES version but I fell for his Wii version first)

This one is from the present obviously. I uhhmmm..... I dont actually know why I like him so much. I just do. He's pretty and nice and I like his voice and I just. I dunno i really really really like him. I was actually kinda wondering if compiling all the other characters ive liked in the past could help me figure out more but idk.

[stranded-labyrinth]

Hi I wanted to know your take on the Will and Abigail dynamic? I know Hannibal nurtured that paternal feeling in Will, but Will never truly knew her. He had this version of her in his head that he could control, how she reacted to him etc but barely talked to her irl. yet I feel like their relationship is exaggerated when people discuss it or portray it in fics. Will too, in a way, saying how he still dreams about her, that he’s teaching her how to fish. Why do you think Will holds on to the ideal? bc if Abigail had lived, she wouldn’t live up to this image he created. She’s flawed and actually more like Hannibal than Will. Sorry for the rambling but it’s interesting to dissect!

okay, so here's the thing for me.

Will had a version of her in his head, certainly, but between him and Hannibal, Will was NOT the one using Abigail as a tool. Hannibal did definitely care about her, we know that for a fact, but she was still a tool for him to use. Will was coping to hell and back, but fantasizing about fatherhood is different from straight up using her to tie him closer to someone else like Hannibal did.

Will didn't get to interact with her much because the opportunity was taken from him. granted, he felt exceptionally betrayed when he realized what she had done and contributed to, but he didn't want her dead. the next time he sees her is Mizumono, and that's where he discovers that Hannibal's plan this whole time has still been to essentially craft this little family with him, to start back from what they had before. a family Will never got to fully engage with unless Hannibal sewed the seeds for it, only for the opportunity to be taken from him. twice.

i feel like people's exaggeration of their relationship is a two way street, honestly: some people exaggerate the bond they had, while others exaggerate the lack thereof.

i also like to try to turn people's attention to the fact that Abigail was shocked when Hannibal gutted Will. not just because of the act itself, but because Hannibal had been allowing Abigail to expect that the three were going to leave together. Abigail fully expected this little family to come into fruition, because Hannibal invited her in on his plans for it, seeing as she had literally no one else to turn to. that doesn't necessarily mean that Abigail was going to somehow love Will like a father, but she did anticipate some kind of family dynamic, just like Hannibal had allowed Will to anticipate back in season 1.

while Will and Abigail both certainly have agency in what happened, i feel like people have a tendency to put the blame for their messy dynamic on Will instead of on the one who filled both Will and Abigail's heads with the idea that they would be a family. Hannibal is the one who named Will's feeling as "paternal", and he fed that as much as he could.

not to mention, Abigail is plenty capable of manipulating those around her. she knew exactly what she did, and she knew what she had enjoyed doing. she allowed everyone to believe she was the perfect victim, because it was saving herself to do so.

there's a lot more to say about the concept of Abigail having believed Will to be more like GJH when Hannibal was more like him, but i don't want to just end up rambling more than i already have LOL. i just believe that if the murder family became a thing, Abigail would probably end up manipulating the shit out of Will by feeding into his paternal feelings because it would save her, much like she did with GJH, and much like she did even with Hannibal. only, with Hannibal, nothing could save her.

[hawkzeyes]

Vent post

So right now I’m sort of… questioning a lot about my gender. I honestly don’t know where I land I just know I don’t land in the “I’m a woman” spectrum. I’ve always been into “manlier things”

When I was in high school I was the first member of an all boys team that was a “woman”. I’ve always been the “stronger” or more “athletic” kid until my injury and the amount of times the word dyke being dropped about me is astronomical especially considering my irl name is unisex

My parents are…. confusing. When I got in a relationship with my current partner (who presents as their assigned gender at birth for other reasons) My father was genuinely confused making a comment thinking I was a lesbian but he was happy for me nonetheless. I thought “hey this means my dad was willing to accept that I was gay” but really I don’t know if that’s true. He literally never mumbled a word about it to me until I was 23 so. I think actually he was living in fear of it but I’ll never really know

Recently my step mother was complaining about my younger sister not really involving them in their life, much less romantic partners. I told her it’s because she is bisexual (they know this already) and she isn’t comfortable bringing women around because of how other family members act. My step mother told me “well that’s just something she is just going to have to accept” so I said in return. “No you’re just going to have to accept you don’t get access to that part of her life because you think it’s okay for family to act like that.”

But then they ask about things nonbinary folk and I’ve tried to explain it and they don’t seem hateful about it just confused, well at first. Then it spirals into the usual harmful rhetoric of trans people raping women in the bathroom or stealing spots in sports teams. We don’t do that and I really hate that narrative especially as a victim of SA and when I was living as a woman I STOLE A SPOT ON AN ALL BOYS TEAM AS A WOMAN and they did not give a shit. Not a single one. They loved the trophies it brought in.

Now I moved away from them years ago and I started really experimenting and trying to figure myself out (I’m sure yall know cause I’ve made plenty of contradicting statements on here cause for a long time I was in denial RIP LMFAOO yall got me) and ultimately I know I’m trans now but

Recently I’ve cut my hair short again and I’m working out again. I haven’t changed my casual wear and it still looks boyish if I’ll be honest. Sometimes I get dressed up in full goth attire and I still find fun in that. Well I cut ALL of my hair off. It’s gone. I have this short mullet thing.. think of absolute flash because that’s literally what I got it modeled off of.

My step mother called me and the way she reacted was so hateful. She literally spit out the words “you look like a boy” and when I say spit I mean face red stumbling over words sort of anger. Idk why it hurt. I want to look like a boy. The way she said it though was just… like damn I would preferred you call me a slur 😭 idk I’m just…

My partner was so sweet about my hair and so were my friends and I’m thankful for that but I haven’t even worked up the courage to tell my father because he loves my long hair and my step mother is not nearly as angry or violent as he is but he also seems to be the one who would be more accepting of trans people.. just not his child of being trans. I don’t know what to do. I’m almost 30 and genuinely I can’t keep up the act with them anymore. I don’t talk to them on the phone often but it always ends in such a painful note. It’s always something about me they don’t like and think they’re catching on and pre-nitpicking.

When I was younger my father used to do that when I acted “more manly” say things like “young ladies don’t do that” even if he was the one who taught me how to work on cars, fish, hunt, and ultimately treated me like a son until he married my step mother and got step sons… after that it just changed I got over praising me if I wore dresses, constantly buying beauty products I didn’t want, inferring about future children I’ve ALWAYS said since I was 14 I DID NOT want.

I just don’t know. I felt so good about my hair. I felt great about the way I looked with it but it’s like they stripped the euphoria of it away so quickly and now every time I see it all I can think about is how red my step mother’s face got when she spit the word boy at me over the phone, the way her lip curled in disgust. I can’t let it go.

[wantbytaemin]

Hi ana i'm sorry if this has been answered before ?! but could i ask about your tags for skz members? they are very cute but i have no clue what they mean :')

hi angel omg yes it has however 1) i can’t find the ask now 2) we all know i love to talk (un)fortunately for everyone 😼 sooo without further ado:

chan: ‘cb jesi ti radio traku’ (ie ‘cb did you make the track’) bc ‘coby jesi ti radio traku’ is a producer tag for an honestly iconic balkan producer (can be heard at the start of the song here) and i am ALWAYS on my balkan!chan shit + coby and cb(97) just sound so similar it is perfect in my eyes. my most favorite skz member tag tbh

my wino: ‘medvjedić lino’ (ie ‘lino the baby bear’ - actually medvjedić is a diminutive for bear so like. lino the bearling perhaps) aka my second favorite skz member tag hehe it’s simply because there’s a bear mascot for a croatian kids food brand and he’s a baby bear and his name is.. LINO. they also make this gorgeous hazelnut spread as shown by me in the image below ⬇️ anyway he’s all over the stores anytime i go and i always look at the lino aisles like 🥰 that’s my girl.

changbin: ‘kiki 2’ now we’re back on my balkan skz agenda. bc both chan and changbin’s croatian names would 100% be kristijan and you never call a kristijan by his full name it’s literally the law they Will be called kiki. and bc he was born second unfortunately he is kiki the second (would work perfectly if the first half of my beautiful binchan balkan duo didn’t already have the ideal tag.. alas. such is life sometimes)

hyunjin: ‘ribica’ (ie ‘little fish’ or ‘fishie’ ..the lack of diminutives in the english language will be my downfall) bc he’s my little pisces guy 🐟💘 my romantic artist soul.. my ribica. ALMOST made his tag ‘wibica’ to mimic baby talk bc babies can’t roll their rs and it sounds much cuter (also the reason why i call lino wino) but. i made the adult decision and rolled the r 🫡

han: ‘hani banani’ EMBARRASSINGGGGGGGG and bad and awful. he’s a new addition in my custom made tags group which has quickly become almost all of skz LMAO well. my friends call me ana banana which only they’re allowed to do bc it’s cutesy and i don’t Do cutesy irl if that’s even possible for you to imagine based off my insane blogging habits. but. Yeah whatever it’s self explanatory i think. he’s alright

felix: ‘sretna maca’ (ie ‘happy kitty’) bc there was an old ad for cat food and the food is called felix and so is their cat mascot and they’d be saying ‘felix! sretna maca’ in the ad and i just thought it was perfect for him hehe

and that’s it! still need to get hit with a wave of inspiration for my remaining two skzies but as you can see it’s all very inspired and needs to hit me in a moment of clarity… stay tuned!

[mothermushroomrat]

I'ma be talking about my irl crush ALLOT so here's some lil info's abt us ig :p

AAAAHHH MY CRUSH IS SO CUTE

we'll just call him midevil knight.... MK for short.

Bc his name is often a name people first think of when they think renascence, midevil, yk knight that guards a castle but not quite the one that rescues the princess. Like... His co worker or something 💀

Sooo he's a lil less than a year older than me, has the same B day as my lil siblings, (8yo girl boy twins) he ALWAYS wears hunting camo. I've literally only seen him in something different twice, in the 4-5 years I've known him. He loves hunting, knives, guns, fishing, hiking, yk. Typical outdoorsy kinda guy. BUT he's super fucking shy and cute ^^ I'm quite a bit of a "tomboy" and I really enjoy those things too so we'd get along pretty well:3

If I had to discribe him as a trope, it'd be gentle giant bc he's tall ASF, deep ahh voice, wears knives all the time, LOOKS INTIMIDATING TO STRANGERS but is super shy, sweet, gentle, cute, anxious, and AAHH I could go on forever <3

ANYWAY

Hes the 6th oldest kid out of 9, oldest boy, I'm besties w his younger sister who's very close to him in age, and his sister thats directly above him in age.

I do 4H with him and go to youth group with him and we are both homeschooled :p

We both play video games and have very similar hobbies and interests ^^

He's got such cute habits too ^^

He always looking at the ground, hands in his pockets, mumbling when he talks to me, pacing around, zoning out while staring at me, subconsciously following me, glancing/staring at me, trying to impress me in small ways, looking at me when he laughs at something or makes a joke, smiling and giggling at me when I get hyper and crazy.... I love him so much:3

And he even looks good to boot >////<

Brown fluffy hair, pretty eyes that make me blush like crazy, cute smile, very cuddleable looking, (either that or I'm just a touch starved bitch) I'm the type who likes guys who are bigger than me but not fat or super muscular *cough cough* all might *cough* I also like scrawny fucking skeleton ass bitches XD it just seems like if he hugged me I'd just be able to melt into him and never let go. HE'S SUPER FUCKING STRONG THOUGH LIKE WHAT?? He's got a pretty normal build for our age (little bigger but not in a fat or muscular way just proportionately bigger ig) but he's like super strong somehow? Idk

PLUS his voice is so... ARGHH idk it's just so amazing and I love it -w- I'm a huge voice person ngl UwU

NOT IN A KINKY WAY

Not a voice KINK I just personally like a nice sounding voice ok 😭

It's just sooo relaxing to listen to when he does speak ^w^ (which is rare but still) I love him so much!!!! >w<

And I cannot say this enough

HE'S SO FUCKING CUTE I CAN'T HANDLE IT OR PUT IT INTO WORDSSS AAAAAHH!!!

Its hard to find someone as perfect for you as he is for me and I'm so happy just to know him!!! ^^

anywayss... This is prob it fr now. I'll talk about him allot on here so you'll find more out later XD

Uhhh please send anons w questions Abt him and I bc I am absolutely obsessed and I need to rant about how amazing he is!! ^^

Won't answer anything that invades his privacy a whole lot. If ur unsure on your question just ask anyway I'll prob find a way to answer if you're polite about it :3

[daz4i]

It's that time again! Tell us about a fandom, any fandom, you've seen recently on your dash that you're not in and what you've managed to osmose from it.

oooooo it's time for jjk. somehow despite never blacklisting it and consuming it passively through my dash for years i still don't quite understand what it's even about??

but uh ok ok here's what i know

there's a Little Guy who i think has a demon inside him? or a demon that looks like him?? i think the demon is called sukuna but i could be wrong. also the little guy gives me yuuji vibes but it may be bc his design reminds me of a different character i like with that name

the little guy recently went to see a movie and everyone got so sad about it bc a guy in the first season also went to this movie and i got really curious so i googled what happened to the first season guy. he got attacked by/transformed into a demon iirc. also he died

the little guy is the main character i think or is at least supposed to be but i don't see him as often on my dash as i used to in 2020ish so I'm not sure if i got it right

there's gojo he keeps getting lumped in with reigen and dazai and kakashi so from what i gathered he's a slutty mentor figure. i assume for the Little Guy. i like his voice actor :) uuuuhhh he has some sad kfc scene with a guy called geto i think? who is very pretty! they were friends...? in. high school...?? and had a very sad falling out or one of them died idk all i know is everyone is sad about them and also wants them to fuck. they have something going on with fish and i like the art ppl put on my dash bc of it :)

anyway gojo always had his eyes covered idk why but now they're not covered anymore. also he was trapped in some time cube or smth. and like 2 chapters after he got out (after like a few years in irl time of being stuck there) he got cut in half nikolai style and died. the next day s5e11 of bsd came out and everyone joked that he and dazai couldn't be alive at the same time and also that bram took his legs. the memes were funny

there's nanami who has massive tits and pulled a guy up by his hair and for 2 days my entire dash was just this gif and i get it. i get why my mutuals went insane over it. i did too and i don't even know him. idk what his deal beyond that is tho but he seems cute, i see him compared to kunikida p often so i assume I'll like him

many of my mutuals want to (get) fuck(ed by) those guys raw. mostly gojo and geto. the fanfics I've seen about them would not get past any ethics committee. i love you guys

there's martial arts? and a panda but like maybe only in the first season?? that's it that's literally all i know tho. jjk mutuals lmk what i got right or wrong 🫡

[megabuild]

always sucks when you ask ppl to send in ask about aoyuer and I sit there staring bc im aoyuer’s proud #2 fan and yet I cant come up with anything because all I do is think about cscott its embarassing. what does he even do in aoyuer be a sad bug? oh no the prophecy? pix is literally dying in the desert

HELP its ok. frankly im always like wah i wish i could talk about aoyuer but then its like. people dont send me questions BECAUSE im not talking about aoyuer so they dont have any info to go off. vicious cycle. Anyway here's your Scott ramble

Much of Scott’s character right now comes from his home and the worldbuilding around it. Rìbhinne Deil is effectively a closed settlement theocracy, with Fèidhism (corruption of “god deer”, worship of the Twin Stags) being the religion almost all its citizens follow. I wouldn't call them a cult because that's a heavy word with a lot of contrasting definitions, and while certain practices they undertake would be considered bad by modern standards both IRL and in canon, Arc 1 is set in the equivalent of the 1400s and most characters view the area as “a bit creepy and weird but not really our business”. Having said that, their worship of Aeor is certainly Not very healthy. 

As a theocracy it's largely controlled by a council of priests who aren't all that relevant, but also on occasion the fèidh fuil (corruption of “blood of the deer”), a ‘chosen’ one who is believed to be a reincarnation of Alinar. (Functions about the same to the canon “champions”.) The fèidh fuil is a difficult role- outwardly, they are the unquestioned leader of Rìbhinne Deil, but often they are groomed for the position from a young age and serve more as a puppet that allows the council to remain in control. The fèidh fuil’s word, however, is still final.

Scott (birth name Sgàid, which he still uses within RD) is about eight when he is chosen as fèidh fuil, a result of a tragic event where his parents and twin brother Seornaidh are killed in an avalanche. His body is the only one recovered from the snow and he almost dies to frostbite but makes a miraculous recovery, something the priests seize as proof of his chosen status. In canon Scott’s relationship with Xornoth is very glossed over and we never really get any hints he even had a brother until it’s randomly dropped in that oh yeah, that guy's my twin… so here it’s more a parallel of the original Twin Stags myth, where Alinar was so heartbroken over Cohnal that Aeor removed his memories to make him a “perfect soldier”. Scott’s memories aren't literally removed, but he is encouraged to repress his grief and focus more on his duties, with his family barely being mentioned and the avalanche being turned into something beautiful that “awoke” his godlike status instead of a tragedy. 

He becomes a controversial fèidh fuil. As I said above RD is a very closed off settlement- prior to the Empires Project it is one of the only major settlements in the area and they have little to no contact with the others. By the time Scott was about eighteen he wanted to change that- hence the change of his name to a more anglicised one, which he used when communicating with others. It's about this time he gets in contact with fWhip, who has just left military service and been appointed Royal Alchemist. While the Empires Project is fWhip’s baby, Scott certainly plays a part in helping it come to fruition. By the time the main story begins, he's just turned 21, making him the second youngest ruler above Jimmy (20, with some leeway since aging as a fish hybrid works differently).

In terms of his relationship with Pix, it’s a difficult one- in canon they only interact once and very briefly. In AOYUER Scott is definitely not a huge focus- my original intent was for his story to play out in the background, functionally very similar to canon, as a sort of reminder that Pix is the main character of this story but not the overall story. However I just.. really love worldbuilding and RD in particular has been so fun that he’s probably ended up having a bigger part than I intended LOL. In a lot of ways I would consider him a sort of “broken mirror” to Pix- he’s everything Pix should be as a leader to his people but Pix is also deeply aware of how Scott's situation is equally, if not moreso stifling than his own. Their interactions are pretty brief- they have an argument about religion at one point, and I’d like for them to have a more candid discussion towards the end. But outside of that, unfortunately he doesn't show up that much. (Or he isn't planned to, anyway. Knowing him he’ll sneak his way in to being a major character somehow.)

[oneclickangel]

going through it rn (it: stardew valley brainrot. i can see why people are obsessed with this game)

i have. so many thoughts a whole fanfic is being written in my head as we speak i am serious about an oc for once and so i have to put it down somewhere but like this is kinda cringe so im putting it all under the cut LOL

i want to say meet me but atp he feels like an oc that vaguely resembles me so. he has my name and bits of my traits and experiences tho so lol. meet my farmer oc safar but also i wished i named him link instead

hes supposed to have glasses why does this picrew not have glasses i wished i was good at drawing

hes a twink. thats literally the first thing that pops up in my head when i think about this guy. friendly, easy-going twink who was a bit nervous when he first arrived in pelican town but now hes always bothering people

literally prefers doing anything else but actual farming but everyone calls him farmer anyway. loves fishing especially and is #besties with willy (not actually canon ingame bc i keep neglecting willy IM SORRY) tho he absolutely despised it at first bc he found it hard + had a bad experience with fishing when he was little (this is actually true. this is canon irl safar lore i just buried it in the depths of my mind bc it hasnt been relevant until now)

married to elliot bc he is a disaster gay who put in all his goddamn effort he could muster in his tiny body in wooing the hermit writer by the beach when he realised he's actually attracted to him and that hes not just platonically-inclined to him bc he lives on the beach and therefore a potential fishing buddy

also besties with penny bc idk i like penny

just wants to get along with everyone but damn some bitches do be bitches

has a grey tabby cat named pumpkin :D

wants to blow up joja mart

also chose to have fruit bats over mushrooms for that cave thing

this is just me being delusional but one time i fished beside leah at the pond near her house bc i thought itd be funny but then i had this vivid scenario consisting of this dialogue:

"wow, you really are good at fishing. no wonder elliot's got a thing for you"

"he WHAT now"

"um"

somehow forgot elliot's birthday in year 1 and now hes all dramatic about it while elliot himself doesnt really mind but im like "BUT BABE"

refuses to upgrade the farmhouse for the 2nd time. a nursery is the last thing he wants. robin refuses to replace it with anything else

games on lazier farmer days (they do have good internet in sdv right. right)

elliot was on tour during new years and new years eve and hes somewhat still salty about it and pretends to sulk when elliot finally came back a few days into spring

elliot is a bit concerned with his husband's naming scheme for the ducks. one is named duck. one is puck. one is buck. he fears what the next one will be named

favorite gifts would probably be pink cakes (or anything pink really), pizza, apples, snails and tulips

hated/disliked gifts would be all vegetables. and joja cola

will add more if i come up with more shit (pretend theres a saluting emoji here my phone doesnt have it help)

this is what he looks like ingame. btw bc that picrew isnt really doing him justice lol

[lovezbrownies]

Im going so utterly insane for Julie like she's literally everything I love and it's so creepy but so cool you're AWESOME

If I could have an animal, I always thought about having an owl and seeing you say that Julie would be an owl makes it funnier. My favorite color is blue and like it's so noticeable everyone knows it and seeing Julie's 'aesthetic'; like her name, vibe etc in blue is like a miracle.. And what's worse is that I have a friend irl who reminds me SO MUCH of Julie I'm not even kidding. They both are so collected, intelligent, love science, etc.. but can also be cuties. My friend hates physical contact. She always whoops my ass when i get too close. But once she just appeared from behind, hugged me and placed her chin down on my shoulder and I felt like I could die there. I love my friend and Julie sigh somebody sedate me💔

Im so mad that you're not more popular on tumblr, your writing is incredible and everytime I get a notification that you posted a fic makes me giggle and kick my feet (little moment of appreciation)

🐟 anon

HDFLISHICOHWDOUHO OOMFIE I FEEL YOU I GO CRAZY OVER CHARACTERS TOO OH Y GOD. It happens twice a year i eat breath and sleep a certain character until eventually i move on. IM SO HAPPY I MADE A CHARACTER LIKE THAT FOR YOU!! i always get happy over these characters as though theyre my lifeline omg

ALSO THE COINCIDENCES?? FISH OOMF YOURE MADE FOR HER HAVE HER

Science lovers are always the hottest like guys im being seeious okay dont make fun of me or think im weird but if i were in the 1920 thats fine shyt for me idc NERDSSSSS GODDDD NERDSSSS

ALSO YOUR FRIEND OOMF?? GOOD LUCK TRULY it sucks having crushes on ur friends cuz youre so close yet so freaking far its genuinely upsetting CBSEKJFBQEKUCBKU i am a very physically affectionate person so with family and friends who hate physical affection i kinda just suffer and love them from a distance SO I FEEL YOU WHEN YOU FROZE VERY RARE OCCURANCE

I have never experienced crushes on people before which is very strange ik but idk! No one’s ever caught my eye!

ALSO FISH ANON ☹️☹️ THANK YOU SO MUCH IM SO HAPPY TO HEAR THAT!!!

And i think im not that popular for a reason! Theres a lot of fics on here + there are more male yandere enjoyers than female! Also i post very inconsistently so im pretty sure that plays a bigger factor lol

Either way :3 popular unpopular id like to make my ocs as crazy as possible

[gurokichi]

IVE BEEEN DRAWING ROBIN FROM HSR AND LILY FROM IDV !! i love lily she is me i am her…. lily barriere pls never explode i love yyyoouuu!!!

aaahhh and um umm i like deers a lot… like A LOT…….. thats why its my anon emoji too fhhhdjd.. theyre so cute i wish i was one!! i also like pony town.. i love mlp too, i’m fluttershy irl (but not in the evil bitch way where they say theyre fluttershy irl and are the literal opposite, i GENUINELY AM HER…) and anddd i like crk, persona, hsr and alnst too!!! im trying so hard to think of any of my interests but i feel like i cant remember anything </3

i also like animes like kimi ni todoke and kamisama kiss….. i watch them to feed my single self some romance

and uuh i reallly like playing webfishing its so silly like wdym im a cat fishing yayayay!!! i likee games such as the kid at the back, a date with death and uh 14 days with you!! and identity v if i didnt mention that yet i absolutely love idv im sooo addicted to that thingy!! i also like horse games….. and i ride horses irl :33 i love horses theyre so silly

Deerling… you forgot your signoff. Luckily I can tell that it’s you ＼(^-^)／

Also, I am kidnapping you. You seem to have very similar interests as me. I would like to see your drawings sometime!! I know a lil bit about hsr, but not much. I loveee IDV!! I know I go by Bon on here because of Bonkichi, but my main name is Emil, like the patient from IDV. Lily is very cutesy, I like her design a lot

Ehehe, what a surprise that you like deers. There were definitely no indicators of that beforehand whatsoever /silly !! You’d be the cutest deer ever if you were one (๑˃̵ᴗ˂̵)

PONYTOWN MENTIONED. I love Ponytown and MLP!! My favorite MLP characters are Fluttershy and Applejack (˶ˆᗜˆ˵) Also, I am now going to show off my Ponytown island because it was brought up. Behold my masterpiece:

I used to love crk in 2021, I definitely know more about it than I do hsr… and I unfortunately know nothing about alnst (ㆀ˘･з･˘) But if you ever wanna talk about something, even if I don’t know much about it, I’m always okay with listening! Just be prepared 4 me 2 ask lots of questions so that I can understand what’s going on, hahah (￣▽￣;)

GAH. I don’t know those animes either. I will have to look them up later

I’ve seen webfishing, but I haven’t played it myself. It looks fun, though! I need to finish my playthrough of the kid in the back… along with actually starting a date with death. I was just playing 14dwy earlier!! Ren is my bbg. I love him. And you did mention IDV! I’m so good at that game… heh… I can carry you (I will get terrorshocked at 5 ciphers). I REQUIRE HORSE PICTURES AS SOON AS YOU TALK TO ME OFF OF ANON. I would like 2 see the horsies