#also am eepy forgive me

[luminary-rainchii]

Fri, Nov 1

[cherrirui-official]

Awe yeah Hitman JD art (+ semi-unrelated doodle bc I wanted to put something over the cut)

!! Blood warning for the art under the cut !!

@lemony-and-zesty HI I stumbled upon your Hitman John Dory au while looking at trolls fanart and I'm SO NORMAL abt him!!!! I just had to draw him I hope that's okay

[pigeonstab]

(Smooches your beautiful little dragon man and runs away) >:3c

DUDE. When I tell you I gasped. Omg, that is so cute!! He accepts your smooch, albeit a bit confused hehe

Thank you for drawing him!! He's been rotting my brain for the past day

[myth0mani-art]

Thought I'd share this drawing I made a few months ago.

[crossbackpoke-check]

Hello, im wehaveagathering from my main blog, im kind of obsessed with your hockey poetry edits and I think your blog is great! I guess I kind of have a dumb question, where do you find the images you use for your edits? Did you say Getty in your tags?? I’ve gotten into making icons recently (and i have ideas for poetry edits hrrrghhh) but it’s hard to find high res images. Thanks for your time and I hope you have a nice day :)

first of all thank you so much 🥹 and second that’s absolutely not a dumb question!! i do pull a lot of images from getty and i’ll also download pictures from sports articles (i got a lot of the hugheses pictures from online access articles, for example), or sometimes from instagram/facebook/twitter if an account is public. freely admitting that i am not technologically advanced? inclined? in the slightest here, but the image editing software that you use and how you import/export photos with it makes a difference in the quality of them as well!

if you haven’t seen them yet, i would also recommend checking out @simmyfrobby @national-hockey-lesbian @hauntedppgpaints @tapedsleeves @starscelly and @captainbradmarchand’s blogs just off the top of my head!!! they might know more places to get high res images and also i love their work 💕🫶

[syncrovoid-presents]

Nothing to ask, just wishing you a good recovery and am glad your surgery went well! Take your time and don't worry if you can't get chapters out as planned, we will continue to wait patiently <3 Consequences is (in my humble opinion, though I think it's shared by a lot of folks) one of the best WH fics on Archive rn. It's got a really nicely developed story where all sorts of things are being hinted at, which is very exciting. Anywho, have a nice day!

Aa thank you so much for your kind words!! You are so Sweet <3<3 and you won't have to wait much longer now, I'm currently editing and Ciphering the chapter and then it shall be ready to post!! (tonight if I can!)

I am honoured to hear that about tCoIF, it is so amazing that people are reading and liking my Silly Fanfic! Thank you for sticking around and I hope you like where the next chapter will take You @:D

Have a lovely day/night!! @:)

[hi-im-nova]

Whenever I wanted to be friends with a person i would draw them on a tiny piece of paper and hand it to them without words

Is this a me thing, or. Neurosivergent thing

[disenchanteds]

okay now ep 2

the wild card is literally they are always starving but they cannot eat normal food they have to chomp on stones and dirt and grass and wood and everything that isnt usually food and each one gives them a different effect (including poison) and they have to figure out which foods actually feed them AND THEN it gets randomised every like hour or so? (they have 3 hour recording sessions so idk exact timing so) and so they start from square one again and there was A Lot Of Death

now so every life series cows are important for food u see but then thats where all the mayhem and stealing happens and impulse goes over to gem and joel to accuse them of stealing his team's cows when they didnt and it was actually martyn but none of them know that and so the next time scott cleo pearl and impy comes over gem says "i dont like you impulse" AND THEN SHE TURNS AROUND AND SAYS TO PEARL "and i dont LOVE you because you betrayed me last season" and just the pure fact that gem said love instead of like for pearl??!? the fact that she just rounded on pearl like that even though pearl has done nothing??? *cries in despair* and now we have gempearl divorce arc

TO MAKE THINGS WORSE bdubs found out that cobblestone wall causes poison and gives it to pealr and asks her to eat it but pearl already knows what it does so bdubs asks her to give it to someone else and she tries to give it to gem but gem refused and did not want to trust her even when pearl said she would eat it with her and then pearl eventually gives up and walks away while saying "i should try this on someone else but everyone else is my ally" BUT GEM OVERHEARD IT and turns to scott who was just standing there and said "wHy would she say that SHES INSANE" even though from pearl's pov u can basically tell that pearl believed that with gem she wouldnt take the aftermath too hard and would laugh about it with pearl and then forgive her while others might not but GEM TOOK IT THE WRONG WAY AND UGHHHH

and then heres more stuff they've said on livestreams

basically gem has been playing through subnautica and there was this one scene where a person breaks up with someone else and says the line "i would like to reduce our hours together. to zero" and gem basically reacts to it by saying "wow i've never heard a breakup line so cold before...reduce our hours together to zero. i should try that line on pearl" head in hands WHY gem WHYYY

and then pearl on her stream said "why are people saying i betrayed gem when she was actively trying to kill my mounders (her alliance team) the whole time and i actually allied with scar for the last episode and never had any actual alliance with gem so really she betrayed me first" and guess what SHES RIGHT. i really need to lock them in a closet and have them talk it out i swear. and during the secret life finale even, pearl literally said to gem "lets sword it out gem lets sword it out" when pearl couldve killed gem with a bow easily and pearl is also better with an axe and has lost to gem multiple times with a sword but idt gem heard it and scar and gem were already battling it out so now we have gempearl divorce. i am both so enthralled but also in pain. save them please

there is actually so much more that happened in this ep but i'll prob talk about it tomorrow together with ep 3 because im sleepy eepy and i have to watch ep 3 that just came out too

OKAY OKAY TOXIC YURI TIME OKAY. gem NO DON'T DIVORCE HER but also I am SO here for it they should get more toxic but also PLEASE DON'T CAN YOU BE HAPPY PLEASE but also YESSSS TOXIC YURI

[i-didnt-do-1t]

Day four of @ailesswhumptober

Painful transformations/body modifications- “you’re a monster.”

all of my friends who know about historical fashion I am so tired and so eepy and wrote this in thirty minutes forgive me

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Katherine didn't want to go to the party to begin with. It was being hosted by a friend of her father's, a rich man, a stern man who allegedly had a son around her age. Who was (allegedly) not only handsome, and rumoured to be kind. But who also liked red heads.

She was told it was a perfect match.

Katherine didn't agree. She also hadn't told Jack.

Realistically she didn't think she was going to need to. It had felt so far away when she had sat up with him on the fire escape last night, especially when she'd already long since decided that she'd work something out, some excuse that meant she wouldn't have to show face. Perhaps a sudden illness picked up from the lodge, or a 'womanly' problem that couldn't be helped.

But here she was, three hours before it was due to begin, sat on the plush stool in front of the mirror in her room, fire blazing behind her as her hair was twisted up into an uncomfortable bun atop her head.

She had to admit the dress she was directed to wear this evening was gorgeous, a new one that a handmaid had picked out for her, a green she knew suited her. But she didn't want to let herself enjoy it. Instead, stared at its reflection with resentment.

It made no difference, how she felt about it didn't seem to matter much, and she was half dressed already, in stockings and underwear and a loose corset that she knew was going to be tightened after they finished with her hair.

She winced as it was yanked on again, none too carefully. Usually, they were more gentle, she was friends with these women after all. They had certaintly looked after her more than her father ever had growing up, older women with plump faces though she wasn’t sure their exact ages, motherly, in a sense; but she knew she'd kicked up a fuss earlier, making their job more difficult. So, they weren't exactly on speaking terms at the moment.

"Right, that's your hair." It was short. "Lift your arms miss, so I can fix the corset proper."

She had to look good, her father had told her sternly, if she wanted to secure a prospective husband this evening; especially a good one, good men were hard to come by. He had told her that they were running out of good men that were willing to take her hand, but that good or bad he would be marrying her off eventually, that if she ended up with someone horrible, cruel, they'd be well suited; that maybe they'd be able to get her to listen in a way he had tried and failed to do over the years.

Katherine, with the backs of her eyes burning, had called him a monster.

Then he'd grabbed her arm as she tried to storm past him to the door and told her sharply to get upstairs. To get dressed. His tone was one she knew not to disobey.

The corset was pulled tight and done suddenly enough to make her wince, she could feel the expression as the strings were yanked on, and see it on her own face in the reflection. Then pulled tighter again. her waist shrank with the movement, the corset pushing her shoulders back and her chest out and her organs uncomfortably into her rib cage.

All at once a wave of revulsion, at the party, at the need to be perfect and dainty and to find a husband or be nothing, crashed over her.

She tried to inhale and she couldn't, the corset was only getting tighter- it was different from her daytime ones- one meant to accentuate and shrink and shape-

"I don't want to wear it-" her voice was shallow. childish, like she was twelve again and not eighteen. A young girl at her father's mercy and not a grown woman with a career, a life outside of parties and suitors.

"Katherine don't start complainin' again. We aint want to hear it-"

"But-"

Another aggressive yank that hurt, that felt like it flushed the air from her lungs. Her hands landed on her vanity to steady herself.

"That's a good girl."

"Please-"

"There's no need for this, you're gonna ruin your eyes."

She couldn't tell if the struggle to breathe was the corset or her own upset, if one was making the other worse. But her shallow inhales were emphasised with a sob that only made one of the other maids, the one that had been stoking the fire, come over and place a hand on her shoulder in some bastardisation of comfort. Her grip was strong and holding her still so the corset could be pulled in her further.

"We just want you to look good Katherine, settle down with a nice man, nothin' like the ones we got."

Her eyes burned. She couldn't breathe. Her hands gripped the edge of vanity so tight she could feel the indents forming in the heels of her palms.

"Exactly," the maid's callused, working hand rubbed her shoulder as the other behind her began to knot the cords at the base of her spine, a tidy bow she could tuck away. "Men like a good lookin' lady. A nice body. You'll be fine."

She couldn't-

"See.” The hands pulled away, a rough thumb swiped at stray tears under her eyes and tipped her chin up so she was looking in the mirror, looking at herself, disproportionate, in pain, lightheaded, waist far too small to be natural.

"Aren't you lookin' pretty, Miss Katherine."

[eddieandv]

WE APPRECIATE ALL THE ASKS! BUT WE MAY NOT ANSWER ALL OF THEM!

TLDR: I am eepy forgive me I will answer as many as I can but please remember I am one person. Also this doesn't mean you can't send any, just don't expect it to be answered right away. I really appreciate all the attention this blog has been getting, it genuinely makes my day. I love interacting with you all! <3 /ooc

[luridlemon]

I LOVE YOUR ART ITS SO SILLY AND EEPY AND SHSJJS. forgive me in advance i just followed you and will now decimate your inbox with aggresive reminders to take care of yrself and drink water bc u seem like a really silly person :D

THANK YOU! IDM TBH AND DON'T WORRY, I AM ALWAYS HYDRATED! I LOVE WATER! I also hope that you are taking care of yourself. 🥳

[ashitshowforalot]

Baby baby baby IM SORRY

HERE!!! *slaps pictures on the table*

This one is Mingming⬆⬆⬆⬆⬆ hes a boy and he usually likes to visit our neighbors. His other nickname is Wa-il (i dont know why). Hes v touchy and cuddly but also ??? likes to pick fights w other cats ??? so he tends to show up with random scars

This one is Mongmong ⬆⬆⬆⬆she's a girl and the mother of Momo. Shes not rlly as into head pats like Mingming is, she likes to keep to herself most of the time. Very eepy baby.

I dont have pics of Momo cuz ??? shes everywhere and anywhere ????? but i'll send u pics when i get some <33!!!

Pls forgive me 🥹🥹🥹

I AM CRYING I MISS HAVING ANIMALS SO MUCH THEY ARE SO CUTE THOUGH I WISH THEM ONLY GOOD HEALTH AND THE HAPPIEST OF LIVES

[navysealt4t]

HI JAZZY I HAVENT BEEN IN HERE IN AAAAAAGES HELLO!! ^_^

okay so for one. this fic is tearing out my heart. uhm. forgive the Nonsense. this is part of my planning / concepting and it isjust. stuck in my brain. it gets so much worse but like also i just. i feel the need to share this

Mapicc is the first real case of it happening in the group, and it shakes everybody because really, nobody saw it coming. Sure, he was a bit reckless, he didn't always use the safest tech, and had a tendency to get it from shady places, but that didn't explain how or why he suddenly turned on all of them. Zam, Ro, and him, they were close. They were Team Awesome, for god's sake! The first team that Zam ended up with after the M.O.B. went to shit, and Mapicc was one of the two leading the whole operation. Ro was shaken a lot more by Mapicc's disappearance, and when he later on returned, completely acting wrong and not at all the way he was supposed to, nobody really knew what to do about it. Zam tried to talk to him, only to realize he wasn't responding to external stimuli correctly, mostly just staring blankly and not exactly understanding. He looked at them, he was aware enough to know where they were and who they were, but he couldn't, or didn't want to, respond to them. No matter how hard they tried to shake him from it. It was horrible, and it completely tore apart the team, especially since it ended up just being Ro and Zam at the end. Even though they were close and relatively understood each other, they liked each other's company, there was nothing fully keeping them together or in the same space proper. Ro held onto a lot of Mapicc's jewelry and smaller items after he disappeared; Zam didn't keep anything, especially not after Mapicc turned up a month later and was like a rabid dog at his door, begging to be let in but immediately attacking him upon being let inside. It was a horrible, traumatizing experience.

^ i am actively being plagued by this group. ALSO the fact that like. ro doesn't have the heart to kill mapicc (and because really that's the only thing anybody can think to do in these situations) so he just. desperately keeps trying to bring back his friend. he looks at the not-all-there-practically-a-corpse of his best friend and has to make sure he lives through the day. even when mapicc bites the hand that feeds.

it's horrible and i love this and i need to include it more in the main fic but i CANNOT work it in without absolutely killing the pacing and timeline. woopsie. (this is all backstory Things and it shakes the whole story. even if they dance around it.)

OH AND ALSO! unrelated song that i love so dearly that frequently has me in tears ^_^

HAUNT ASK HAUNT SNIP HAUNT SNIP!!!!!n!!

OUUGH??? YES. ohh you just love a group of fucked up traumatizedguys. i’m so eepy to form uhh words and thoughts but something about this is biting my brain…

also i hateee hate hate when i wanna include something so badly but it just. does Not fit in with the fic </3 worst thing ever

[feathered-moths-ablaze]

I want to talk about the Retirement Arc (no not in a negative way calm down plz-)

Ok this will be a very different interpretation of it since I.. didn't watch the arc. My autistic ass saw the thumbnail of Ghost's Retirement and somehow got to the conclusion of "oh they're not making P.I.E videos anymore. :(" I don't know how I got to that but I did. Oops. Alot of what I know is from second hand sources, so if I miss out on anything important, I just didn't know it existed.

Anyways, Arc Time Yippee!

Ghost has had enough. He can feel his mental health hanging on by a thread, feel the drop coming closer day by day and he knows he needs a break. Problem is: he does not want to open up about his feelings to the others, including Toast. It'll lead to having to confront things he would rather not confront and he is not doing that with them! So he kinda just... Leaves in the middle of the night and doesn't tell anyone. He just needs to go now; can't stop or hesitate - he's going to collapse if he does.

Of course the next morning after he wakes up he opens his phone and sees the text from Toast asking where he is. Ghost can't bring himself to answer right now (still a bit eepy) so he doesn't, then forgets to reply until like a week later. shit.

He spends the next 10 months getting his shit back together while avoiding the others because he can't exactly give an answer to why he's been off the grid for this long. He knows he has to face them at some point but he... he just can't right now.

This is when I divert course to Headcannon Town

Of course he does come back at some point. It doesn't go well

Spooker is relieved but a little iffy and Colin is annoyed, but Toast? Oh he is pissed, and its not a surprise as to why. He's been gone for nearly a year, ghosted them throughout, and now expects him to be happy to see his face again? With no explanation in the first place?!

Toast chews him out for basically ditching all of them, and leaves Ghost feeling very much like he's been punched in the chest. Yeah they both have a bit of a cry later.

The next day he finally tells them why he did it. It doesn't exactly smooth everything over, but it does relieve some tension. He's not at speaking level with Toast though. Toast feels... complicated.

He is still angry, don't get me wrong, but how he just feels betrayed: yeah it explains why he left, but why didn't he tell him, the one closest to him, until now? Did he not trust them after everything they've been though? There's also some hints of sadness. He misses him, as much as he currently doesn't want to admit it.

Ghost also misses their bond, so he starts working to try to make up for it. Of course, it isn't easy to make up for nearly a year.

Spooker is the first to 'forgive' him (idk if forgive is the right word) and kept Ghost motivated to try and make amends. Yes I am giving Ghost and Spooker a positive relationship why not?

Next is Toast. Yep we're jumping straight to him they're both lonely and want their bond again

Ghost tell him why he kept quiet until now. He didn't feel strong enough to tell anyone at that moment, and as the months went on and he got the help he needed, he didn't feel ready to face them again after leaving so suddenly. So he didn't, and it builded and builded until he couldn't take it anymore.

Toast accepts this and they get on the path of being close again. It does take a few weeks but soon they're close again.

Colin is actually the only one who doesn't forgive Ghost. He had gotten ghosted pre- P.I.E, so having it happen again leaves a very sour taste in his mouth. While they're on alright terms now, it's not going to be like before, and Ghost is going to have to live with that.

Arc over woo!

This partly came to be because I was thinking of some Toastedghost angst about them having an argument but it's Toast who's angry instead of Ghost and the retirement arc seemed like the perfect set-up to that. But I knew jack-shit about what happened in it to bace and I am not a writer (English classes/exams killed any passion I had for writing)

Hope this turned out alright :>

[narumika]

Hiiii!! I'd like to ask for a matchup if they're open?? Thank you!!

So, I'm an outgoing dumbass, but I'm shy and reserved around people I don't know very well. I'm compassionate to those I love and always lift them up when I can, always being there when they need me. I love cute things and dressing and being cute!! I'm a HUGE romantic, a story lover, and I also enjoy scary things as well. I'm very open-minded to just about anything, even some uncomfortable things as well. However, I am incredibly difficult to handle if you get tired of me, as I don't understand social cues very well!! I live for adrenaline, but I can't handle when things get too crazy socially. I'm usually a social recluse, introverted and pretty adverse to going outside unless required. With those I love, I am incredibly patient and forgiving, always taking time out of my day to comfort them when needed.

I'm an INFP, a Libra sun and moon and venus, and cancer rising!!

Sorry if it all seemed kinda rushed, it's 3 am and am eepy. Thank you sm!! Gn!!

hi no sorry theyve been closed for a while! :( i only did matchups for a follower event ^_^ rest well though!

[lynxfrost13]

WAH ty for the tag!!!

Last song:

Favorite color: probably pink!

Currently watching: gravity falls and avatar the last airbender!

Last movie: TRON legacy (I laughed harder than I should’ve at the end but it was a fun movie!)

Sweet/spicy/savory: hmmm probably savory I think it’s the most essential one in my life

Current obsessions: looks at my pfp and tumblr blog aesthetic. Maybe the signal is perhaps a smidge (game I haven’t been able to stop thinking about since before playing it. It’s been months help me.). Also world of Warcraft’s new expansion has definitely got me invested, I’m taking it pretty slowly but I’m eating up all the lore!! Also Chappell Roan’s music she’s sooo delightful

Last thing I googled: I don’t feel like handing out my specific location today but I googled the pride parade in my city for 2025 since I was chatting with some buds and I might go to my first real pride next year hopefully :]

Open tags forgive me I am so eepy

people i want to get to know better

tagged by @serawasnever 💖

last song: the emptiness machine by linkin park! i've had it stuck in my head since the day after it came out 🙃 not mad about it tho

favourite colour: burnt orange, teal, navy blue, and the colors of the lesbian flag (I CAN'T PICK JUST OOOONE)

currently watching: on my first watch of kaos and the boys, rewatching orphan black

last movie: star wars: return of the jedi. i did a big lotr/hobbit rewatch earlier this year and tried to follow it up by machete order star wars but didn't end up finishing it 😬

sweet/spicy/savoury: i can't pick!!! my favorite is probably combinations of them. i do have a massive sweet tooth tho and cannot be trusted around baked goods

current obsessions: ttrpgs are always at the forefront but the dragon age brainrot has returned, also i've been looooving fields of mistria and the IF called vendetta so i've been thinking about those constantly

last thing i googled: "best songs 2001" bc of our ttrpg session last night OFIAWJEF

tagging the following (but no pressure if you're not interested): @kilgore-sauerkraut @butchdollyparton @bardofheartdive @manasurge @lynxfrost13 @i-mybrunettelady @archesa @cosminyu