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Thinking about when Mc was on the internet looking up Binary Star media. They had to have seen a few magazine covers, right?
Anyway hope they start collecting them bc he sure does look good in 'em.
#bshvn#bshvnfanart#bsh ray#binarystarherovn#binary star hero#this didn't take me a month i promise#just a lil sick#also adhd
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Contemplating a fluff fic where Shayne cooks for Courtney and realizing my brain is broken. How can I remember that Courtney doesn't like mushrooms or fish (except sushi), that Shayne hates beef stroganoff and weirdly likes vienna sausages, but lose my glasses on my head and sometimes forget what I had for breakfast within three hours???
#shourtney#your brain after 30 is wild#also adhd#smosh#courtney miller#shayne topp#personal ramblings#???????
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Lu, they/he/she (whatever), aroace lesbian, '01 bb, audhd,
✨️tgcf (& mdzs)
✨️star wars nerd (specifically the animated shows) - thoughts and yaps under #lu talks star wars
✨️bookworm - scifi, fantasy, horror (queer and/or poc books only)
✨️please recommend good queer mangas and comics!!! (especially sapphic ones)
✨️gaming - tloz and indies (totk, botw, pokemon, acnh, hades, haven)
✨️f1 facts go brrr - LN4, CS55, OP81, AA23 (i will block you if you talk shit about my babygirl lando)
✨️sometimes artist
✨️i crochet too
✨️wouldn't last a day without music
✨️music taste is a mess (bts, mamamoo, le sserafim, skz, ateez, txt, bmth, bad omens, fob, paramore, linkin park, rina sawayama, pvris, laufey, babymetal, sleep token, tldp, spiritbox etc etc)
✨️hualian playlist by me
✨️lyrical analysis (?) posts:
thats the spirit - hualian
concrete jungle - hua cheng
like a villain - xie lian
✨️things i've made:
bracelets
#pls lets be friends#f1#mxtx#tgcf#mdzs#star wars#mental illness innit#the tism#also adhd#professional yapper#hello lgbt community#i really need friends#hualian#heaven official's blessing#bookworm#the legend of zelda#breath of the wild#tears of the kingdom#queer manga#queer comics#music#bmth#bad omens#pvris#rina sawayama#bts army
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So funny how everytime I do research on a different mental disorder, I realize that I exhibit one or more symptoms. And it’s like, I don’t have that disorder but having the symptoms certainly fucks me over. I eventually just blame everything on the autism. Overly emotional, the dire need to organize and focus on the amount of things, intense irrational fears and obsessing over said fears? Even if that’s not a symptom of autism, I just gotta blame that shit one something. I don’t have bpd or ocd or whatever.
This probably doesn’t make sense lmao. I’m tired and mental unwell and need to blame that shit on something
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aka the cover i've been wanting to (re)make since void week 2 came out
(midi from here)
#fnf psychic#fnf void#fnf mind games#fnf vs void#psychic fnf#void fnf#y010 made a thing#in case it's unclear: the popular version by lightning reed has void singing both spirit's and bf's parts; this one has a.c. take spirit's#why did it take so long? because i Just figured out how to do the reverb thing before the drop#also adhd
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Autistic burnout is so pervasive. I'm losing skills left, right and centre. Phone calls have been dangerously harmful to my energy for a long time, I can almost never cook any more and that's causing its own host of consequences (not exactly a lot of properly nourishing vegetarian options in frozen meals or take-away), I'm a million miles behind on cleaning. Managing necessary goods and services is getting nearly impossible, just getting groceries and medications is taking everything I've got and we're usually down to the last scraps by the time I can force myself to deal with it. I am beyond exhausted all the time. Forcing myself to speak in public or to anyone I'm not very close to is becoming harder and harder, it's a huge strain and drains me so much. And I'm a full time carer, my husband's life literally depends on me, and on my doing all those things. I don't get to not be okay, I'm responsible for it all whilst I am getting more and more debilitated and have next to no support. Disability is hard. Being an unsupported disabled carer is putting that on nightmare mode.
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school system sucks. wdym the expectation is that I spend 4 hours studying after school. what the fuck. how am I supposed to play games and play guitar and sew and draw and write and rest and
#i am like 70% sure I could get into a very high level school if I tried. like score 50+. which actually isn't that high#but the current prospects are looking about 30-50 so we are not balling#also adhd#I study 0 hours because I have hobbies I must engage with every day or else I feel bad what do you mean slow thw fuck down. no
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Naruto character stim headcanons
All Naruto characters are neurodivergent because I said so
•Kakashi
-masks very well
-tons of facial stims, hence the mask
-hand flaps alone or with people he trusts [gai, eventually the rest of team 7]
-rocks so much. Like he cannot stand still unless he’s on duty. Sways on the balls of his feet most of the time. Full body rocks when he’s alone
-goes nonverbal
•Naruto
-he cannot mask
-he also cannot stand still. He’s always bouncing or flapping or rocking
-never really noticed that he was doing it
-chronic leg bouncer and foot tapper
•Sakura
-masks well but doesn’t realize she’s masking
-hand flaps, cracks knuckles
-not many stims
-didn’t stim at all until kakashi and gai noticed she was masking and had a long talk with her about it
•Sasuke
-unnaturally stoic
-“hmphs” as a vocal stim
-doesn’t really need to mask as he doesn’t have many stims
•Gai
-physically incapable of masking and honestly doesn’t care about it
-he stims freely; hand flaps and head shakes are his favorite
-definitely shouts as a vocal stim
-he and Kakashi stim together after rough missions [it was his idea]
•Lee
-Gai taught him what stimming was and now he doesn’t care about masking either
-mostly
-he suppresses some when he’s trying to be polite
-stole the rocking stim from Kakashi and the yelling stim from Gai
-echolalia king
•Tenten
-moderate masker, sometimes she does but other times she can’t be bothered
-twirls her weapons
-sometimes she gets a quote stuck in her head and repeats it numerous times, thus triggering Lee’s echolalia on accident and now everyone is saying “two trucks having sex” and gai is begging them to stop
•Neji
-plays with his hair
-rocks back and forth with Kakashi
-goes nonverbal sometimes so Kakashi taught him some basic sign language
-they have a mutual understanding with each other since their stims are similar
-has some facial stims as well [triggers his byakugan?]
#yay autism#also adhd#neurodivergent#please build off of these if you want I love talking about them and seeing other people’s interpretations#kakashi#kakashi hatake#might guy#maito gai#naruto#naruto uzumaki#sakura haruno#sasuke uchiha#rock lee#tenten#neji hyuga#naruto headcanons
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only thing stopping me from dropping my welcome home oc (self insert disguised as an oc with the equivalent of those glasses with fake mustache) is the fact that i'm daydreaming about The puppet
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"Sherlock Holmes ranked" except it's just a three hours video of me yelling at the camera about every single versions of Sherlock Holmes ever created and trying to rank them.
One of those three hours is spent dunking on BBC Sherlock.
There is a Pastis/pastiche joke because I'm French.
I have a 5 minutes breakdown because I just couldn't find some medias and it pisses me off so bad.
I state that Jeremy Brett slayed his acting of Sherlock Holmes because he was bi bi as in bi means two because he was two bi so in itself it's bi bi bi but also technically sexual and romantic attraction are different so in itself it should be bi bi bi bi. As in he was both bi(sexual/romantic) and bi(polar). The joke goes on for a whole minute before the flop.
I explain pastiche by showing a clip of TNG.
Honorary mention for that one trilogy with Sherlock Holmes in it but it's in French because the book only exists in French.
I so badly want a musical to exist because I'm that kind of people who would suffer through it just to be able to rank it properly.
The whole thing has UNRAVELED vibes, especially the ones from the fucking sonic episode.
#Blabla#I so badly wanna do that#But also lmaooo no camera no video creating skills no time no possibility to scream#Also I hate listening to myself to the point where I want to punch myself#Also adhd
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Is maladaptive daydreaming actually bad?
I keep seeing stuff online about how maladaptive daydreaming is the worst thing ever, ruins people's lives etc. And I'm pretty sure i do it but I dont know if my daydreaming is maladaptive since i do it a lot and its very vivid but i can stop easily if i want and have stopped for a couple days very easily. Is it just demonised because it's neurodivergent or is it actually harmful? Please someone reply that actually knows about psychology I'm sick of getting scared by the conspiracy theorists and flat earthers on quora.
#maladaptive daydreaming#autism#actually autistic#neurodivergent#im autistic if it helps answer#also adhd#i dont fucking know#audhd#actually audhd#maladaptive problems
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i have been very hesitant to call myself disabled but like . girl i can barely walk rn
#id say like a 6 on pain scale#but pain in my stomach region always fucking kills me#idk#i mean i do have a chronic disease that affects my daily life and health so#that counts right#also adhd
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professionalism is itchy and i can’t spell
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hey uh. why haven’t you responded to my past few asks
I forgor
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god I would be UNSTOPPABLE if I was capable of consistently initiating tasks. just you wait. you'll be waiting a while but just you wait
#executive dysfunction#shitpost#every day I get stuck in waiting mode for SO LONG and SO MANY TIMES#that one time I tried adhd meds it fixed it but then I. was like no I am going to be scared and not continue taking it <3#and also. I simply did not like the psychologist and did not want to have to go back#so. rawdogging the world <3#man if I could start a task right now...then you'd see...then you'd all see....
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[guy who doesnt watch shows voice] yeah ive been meaning to watch that show
#spitblaze says things#i mean i do. but my issue is that i play/watch/read things at a snails pace#and have a bad habit of starting something and never finishing it#so i end up limiting myself#also also adhd doesnt like it when i have to give one thing my undivided attention if its not taking up as much processing power#as something like a video game#doin numbers
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