#also I get wayyyy too many of these asks for comfort :/

[hellsite-hall-of-fame]

Cream into the void

SHAME. I AM SHAMING YOU ANON

also i now need to report a crime against the void :(

[lowkeyremi]

Hey there! was looking through your stuff and realized you’ve never written about Iida before. So guess what? IM gonna be the change…

Could you possibly write a scenario of Iida going through the motions of proposing to the reader? How he’s super meticulous and everything has to go according to plan to where things just…don’t? lol.

But things work out anyways because of course it’s Tenya Iida.

You can do gender neutral or fem, I really don’t care. Thanks!

— lovelyiida ❤︎︎

Perfection t. iida x gn!reader

remi's note: hiiiii!!! i do need to branch out on who i write about don't i? lolll anyway i was super happy to see you requested. you're one of my fav writers on here and it's an honor to write for u!! this is such a cute idea too bc he's def an over thinker and needs everything to go 100% his way. also. wow. this was wayyyy longer than i intended for it to be <3

cw: fluff, slight angst in the beginning, things don't quite go as planned, tenya goes to his big bro for advice, silliness, a little bit of swearing.

He's tense of course, sitting in his office as the time ticks by. He wants to call his brother just one more time but he knows exactly what he's going to say, "Tenya, you're stressing this too much, they're going to say yes." Which is not what he wants to hear. He needs an absolute fool proof plan and then some.

As he's sitting there thinking his secretary walks in, she looks tired and Tenya pities making her stay a little after her shift finished. "Sir, don't you think it's about time for you to head out? I don't mean to intrude but your partner did get off of work about two hours ago, correct?" She asks looking at her watch.

Two hours? He looks back at the clock. His stomach drops automatically, you must be worried about him. Tenya's never more than an hour late from work, except on nights he tells you he'll be working late.

"Oh my, I suppose I should get home.. I didn't realize how much time has passed by." Truth is, he's not ready to go home. There are already about twenty five different failed scenarios he can think of at the top of his head.

The secretary notices this and she gives him a soft smile, "I'm sure they'll say yes, sir. You guys have been together for six years now and for as long as I've worked for you I haven't seen your partner's love waver." He should be comforted by her words but he's too caught up in his thoughts to feel any comfort.

"I can't do it tonight. I wanted to take them out for dinner and do it afterwards but it's too late tonight. I think I'll aim for this weekend." He sighs quietly. This is the 8th time he's failed to propose to you. He really has been trying, but it's so.. hard.

You're amazing in so many ways and such a kind hearted person. At the same time you can be strict and helpful. You're absolutely everything Tenya's wanted and needed in his life, so it's hard. He doesn't want to propose to you only for you to deny him.

These thoughts shouldn't consume him because he knows you love him. You've given him plenty of your firsts, and him the same. That ugly little voice in the back of his mind won't leave him alone though. It's the same voice that made him think avenging his brother for Stain's wrong doing was okay. The same voice that told him it was okay to dress up as a civilian in order to save Bakugo. The same voice that gets him into so much trouble.

"Good night, Ms. Suzuki." He says waving in her direction as he packs every thing in his brief case.

"Good night, Sir, you've got this." She says, and he sucks in a breath as her heels click away from his office.

Does he have this?

He doesn't remember much, doesn't even remember driving home. Yet here he is unlocking the door. Upon opening it he can see the soft glow of the TV in the living room. The smell of take out reaches his nose and he immediately relaxes.

"I'm home, baby." He says loud enough for you to hear. His eyes soften as you jump up off the couch to greet him.

"And where were you at mister?" There's a smirk covering your face and he opens his arms to embrace you in a hug.

"Work," he sighs before continuing, "I didn't notice the time until Ms. Suzuki mentioned it." He hears you click your tongue. He feels so at home with your arms wrapped around his neck.

"If you keep overworking that poor lady she might just quit." He smiles at your lecture.

"I know, I know. Tell me about your day? I'm not feeling too good." He says quietly.

"Sick?" You ask checking his forehead. He shakes his head 'no'.

"I just feel like shit right now." He slumps slightly. Your eyes soften and you lead him to the table for some dinner.

He listens to you talk about your promotion and how one of your co workers pulled you aside to tell you that you did not deserve your new position.

"Congratulations, my dear. I wish I could have bought you some flowers. I didn't receive your messages, because I had my personal phone off today. Also don't take their word to heart, they're just jealous of you." He picks up some noodles with his chopsticks.

"It's nothing to worry about Tenya, I promise. Also I know they were jealous but it's still hard to ignore. What about you? How was your day?" He wants to tell you, he really does. He wants to tell you about how much he's struggled to propose to you these last few weeks but he doesn't.

"Nothing really interesting happened today, just the usual." You can tell there's something he's not telling you but instead of prying you nod your head. If he wants to tell you he will.

It's been about four days since then and Tenya is sitting in his brother's home holding his nephew.

"Uncle Tenya?" The small child asks.

"Yes, Hachiro?" He looks just like his mother Tenya thinks. The only feature the little boy did get from Tensei was his red eyes.

"When will you marry [name]? I want a cousin." Tenya's first question is does he know how kids are made?

"Well, um. I'm not sure. I haven't asked them yet. What do you mean you want a cousin?" He asks the child to elaborate.

"Well I mean my mommy and daddy had me somehow so you and [name] can get me a cousin, right? I want someone to play with." He sounds sincere and it makes his heart tug a little bit. Hachiro is absolutely adorable.

"Don't bother your uncle with such questions, your friend is here for your playdate." Tensei says to Hachiro who immediately hops out of Tenya's lap to run down the stairs where his mother and best friend await him.

"That kid, he's something alright." Tensei chuckles sitting down with two cups of tea.

"Thank you for letting me come over on such short notice." Tenya's stressed because he believes tomorrow is the day he will actually ask the question.

"Of course, what's up little bro?" Tensei sips at his tea.

"I think tomorrow- tomorrow I'm going to do it. For real this time." His breathing becomes shaky and his brother's eyes light up.

"You can do it, Tenya. Let me tell you from experience, it won't be a perfect fairytale proposal but in the end it will work out. When I decided to marry Maria it was so awkward because I had to have our translator there to tell her what I was saying. Since then, I've been learning english. She loves to look back and laugh at our engagement though." He says with a smile.

Tenya thinks to the day his brother called him and told him that he asked Maria to marry him. Tenya asked him if he learned the phrase in english to which he responded with "um... our translator was there to tell her what I was saying and vice versa." He thought it was the silliest thing he'd ever heard.

"Basically my proposal can't be worse than yours?" Tenya asks with a smirk to which is brother playfully punches his shoulder.

"That is not what I said you little brat." The two break into laughter and Tenya feels much lighter.

"I've got to go get things set up." He responds standing up. His brother also stands up and the two hug each other.

"Call me and tell me how it goes afterward!" He nods and on the way out he tells his nephew and sister in law goodbye.

You were still at work by the time Tenya got home. He calls your favorite restaurant. In order to ask of a special request. He knows they don't do reservations but he wants to know if he can make an exception for this special moment.

"Sorry sir, we don't do reservations. It's a policy." The woman over the phone says and he's crushed.

Suddenly he has the idea to order out, "Can I call back tomorrow and place an order for pick up?"

"You most certainly can, Sir!" Her voice has no hatred just pure kindness.

"Alright, thank you. Goodbye." As soon as she says bye back to him he hangs up quickly forming a plan. He'll order your favorite food to go and set up a cute date at your favorite park, then when you're finished eating, the two of you will walk over to the water fountain you met at and he'll get down on one knee for you.

It's simple, he'd really love to go all out but he can't bear the stress of something potentially going wrong.

He hopes you'll like it.

He asked you to meet up at the park you used to frequent when you guys first started dating.

He's shaking slightly, while looking at the placement of the rose petals and candles. He'd sent a picture to his brother and Midoriya for assurance. Both told him it looked really good.

He's dressed in a blue button down and black slacks, not too fancy but not plain.

He sees you walk up to the table, a smile finds its way to your face and your eyes sparkle.

"What's all of this?" You ask. He helps you sit down on the wooden bench. You take in the beautifully set table. It's slightly windy but you don't mind.

"Um. I- i uh you know. Felt like we haven't been on a proper date in awhile so decided to set up a little something."

"Well you've out done yourself, baby. This looks so pretty." A little bit of stress is lifted off his shoulders. He's happy to hear you compliment his work.

The two of you eat your favorite food. You happen to notice another white box that sits closer to the end of the table.

"Ooooo, is that the cake I like from that place?" You ask pointing at the box. He nods quickly. His face flushes slightly when he sees you smile. It warms his heart.

"It is." You look into his red eyes trying to find the true meaning of this date, but your boyfriend is good at keeping his composure.

You won't give up much to his dismay, "This must be a very special dinner if you got me this cake." He shakes his head and shrugs.

"I promise it's nothing out of the ordinary." He calmly baits you into a different topic of some of your favorite foods which you go on about for twenty seven minutes. Yes, he was counting.

"Are you ready for cake?" He shouldn't even have to ask because he already knows the answer but he asks anyway.

"Of course I want cake! Can I cut it?" Tenya's calm demeanor drops right at that moment. He's starting to panic because he didn't bring a knife for the cake. It's only a minor inconvenience but still causes him to doubt himself.

"I'm guessing you didn't bring a knife, huh? It's alright, I'll cut it with the end of the fork!" You scooch over to grab the box, mouth watering at the thought of your favorite cake.

"You sure? I could run down to the nearest convenience store and-"

"Relax, honey, you're over thinking this. We won't die, I promise." Your words ground him. He takes deep breathes until he's calm again.

"Right. Sorry my love." The disappointment on his face causes you to frown.

"Aw come on, don't apologize. I promise it's fine." You cup his chin with your free hand and he leans into the touch with a small smile.

"Are we walking to the fountain? I'm stuffed, I don't wanna walk too far." He nods at your question. He's smiling like a teenaged boy and you're wondering what he's up too.

With your hands intertwined and the cool wind hitting your face, you feel content. There's no place on earth you'd rather be than right here.

The beautiful fountain where you met Tenya was close in sight. You could see the lights that were placed inside of it shining brightly.

There's a small thunk that reaches your ears and you turn around thinking you might have dropped something.

When you stop to turn around, you notice a small velvety box that had fallen to the ground.. it must be Tenya's.

"Tenya, wait. You dropped something." He turns around to see what it is and when he does all the color drains from his face.

"Fuck... fuck! The one time everything needs to be perfect I fuck it up." He says cursing himself. You realize what the box is and a giddy feeling takes over.

"Tenya, please calm down. It's okay I'll pretend I didn't see it." You say closing your eyes. It makes him chuckle a little bit to see you act so innocent.

"I appreciate the effort but the surprise is ruined..." He sighs and rubs his face roughly.

"Tenyaaaa. Were you going to take me where we first met and propose?" You ask with a wobbly smile.

"Mhm." You can tell he's upset over it being "ruined" but this is about the happiest day of your life. He's so sweet and thoughtful and knowing him he's probably been stressing this for a long time.

"My poor boyfriend stressing this moment, oh come here baby." You stretch your arms out for a hug and he doesn't hesitate to hug you back.

"Yes, by the way." You whisper into his ear and he scoffs playfully.

"I can I ask the question first?" You roll your eyes the stray tears falling onto his shirt.

"[name], I can't even lie I've been stressing this moment for the past couple of weeks. Let me tell you it has NOT been easy. I've consulted to my brother and Midoriya countless times in order to ensure a perfect proposal and if I'm being honest I should have taken Tensei's advice of 'it won't be perfect' it would have saved me a lot of stress.... but, would you do the honor of marrying me, being my equal, and staying with me through any and everything?" His voice is shaky and he's blushing so hard that you want a picture to show to everyone.

"Yes! Yes I will. WOOP WOOP. He likes it so he's about to put a ring on it!!!" You yell in excitement to no one in particular.

He's crying and laughing at how silly you are.

"I don't know what I was so afraid of."

"Me either!" You agree.

[rainytomorrows]

Bayverse!TMNT x reader | boyfriend headcanons ♡~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~♡

Leonardo -SHOW OFF. Raphael will be straight up about it, but Leo will entirely deny how much of a diva he is -Like doing completely unnecessary flips if you're watching -Is either really good or really bad at comforting you -Had a bad day? Hopefully, you really like meditation -"Some jackass threw their food at me at work today" he has a cup of tea and guided meditation ready -Sure he'll listen if you don't want to but he's. Very insistent -Absolute loser -You can't ever change my mind -The type to act all high and mighty because he knows how strong he is, but he also knows he's just some dude, ykwim? -As in he's a total nerd -Don't buy him merch of the shows he likes unless you want to watch him try and fail to bite back tears -You have to figure out his interests on your own because he won't tell you. Invite him to watch it with you, and he'll 'reluctantly' agree. Crossing his arms and looking serious but you can see the look in his eyes -Acts of service. He likes to show how useful he is -Opens doors, and pulls your chair out for you. Sure the rest of them do too, but he does it to such an extent. You barely do anything yourself in the lair if he's not busy -You could ask him to be a personal ladder honestly. Strokes his ego to think of how tall he is -Lowkey think he's listened to car seat headrest at least once -Not just trying to relate to him. He HAS to have had an emo phase -He got caught listening to sober to death and was meditating a full couple of hours after the fact. He was so embarrassed -A little possessive. Slightly -He wants people to know you're taken -The others enjoy that thought, sure. But Leo hates to admit he gets more worked up over it -Subtly gifts you things to wear so you can say "my boyfriend gave it to me"

Raphael -Definitely an asshole. /Positive -He knows exactly how to push your buttons and he WILL -Most of the time though he knows when to stop -Emphasis on 'most of the time'. Sometimes he goes too far and has to make up for it -You can tell when he's planning to tease you all-day -You enter the lair and there's an immediate shit-eating grin on his face. You know immediately he's going to be insufferable -You can't reallyyyy complain though, can you? -Pretty confident, but only once he's actually dating you -Before you ask him out he's real insecure about being a mutant -Still is after, but wayyyy less. Suddenly more confident in how tall and strong he is -And funny -Why would he be intimidated if you want to go out in whatever clothes you want? He can watch from afar if he needs -You wouldn't cheat on him, he knows that -Who can compete? Exactly -Honestly I see him listening to Arctic Monkeys and Tyler the Creator. Don't know what it is. -Has probably thought about kissing you to Knee Socks -Don't tell him he has tiktok music taste he'll start seething -He's the type to coincidentally grow up on the music that's going viral and he can't defend himself -Might excuse himself to the punching bag -Being a mutant mostly frustrates the part of him that wants to show you off to everyone -If he could he'd humiliate any guy that doesn't listen when you turn down their advances -Def the type to see it happening and just. Stand behind you. His stature says enough for him. -Guard dog-esque -Walking right beside you, sometimes right behind you if needed -Whatever makes you both feel as if you're safest -If he could be in public, would absolutely walk with you on the inside of the sidewalk at all times -Kisses you wherever he can reach randomly (forehead, hand, shoulder, hips, whatever is closest)

Donatello -So observant. I'll die on this hill -Sometimes he's dumb but that's not his fault -One of your jokes might fly right over his head every once in a while but he knows exactly how many degrees you like your drink to be -If you have sensory issues you swear he has a superpower for solving it -Won't even know why you're frustrated yet until he casually does something like turn the lights down or hand you headphones -Possibly the corniest. Corny ass nicknames and everything -Fully supports any outfit you wear. He very much values your sense in fashion, whether that means your outfit is showy or very alternative -I think he'd fit very well with an alt partner who likes to be in charge half the time -Puts in a lot of effort. While it can be attributed to him wanting to prove he's worth it, he also just really likes how happy you get -Feels bad about how often he works, and will let you sit with him in the garage while he does so. You get to choose the music -Will drive you anywhere in the truck. Tinted the windows and everything to be sure -You spent too long at the lair and need to get to work? He's already dragging you over by the hand -He had to admit he added safety precautions to your phone the one time he found out you were drunk without a ride at a party. "You put a mic in my phone?" "Only for certain keywords!" -Under any other circumstances you'd have dumped him but. You figured being raised as a mutant ninja had effects on his development and sense of privacy. He was probably one of the only guys you'd believe when he said it was for your safety -Had to have a talk about boundaries but you kept most of the stuff he added to your phone -Will advocate that you learn how but if an appointment needs to be made and you can't figure it out or otherwise, he'll have it made. He'll watch you struggle for maybe a minute or so before he gives in and gently takes the phone

Michaelangelo -I think he knows exactly how to be serious when it's needed -Do nawt be tricked by how flirtatious he is and how often he jokes around -He knows exactly when you are upset. He will show up with something -You never know what to expect. His gifts really could be anything -Sometimes it's food, sometimes it's homemade crafts, once he got you a pack of paper towels and new socks. You weren't at all sure how he knew you were running out. -Sometimes tries to act really stupid if you're annoyed. Still thinking about some stupid customer a couple days ago? Mikey's been mewing for like 20 minutes and hopes it's distracting you -Also fully supports your fashion, but if he can he'll match somehow. Even if it's just one necklace/bracelet -You can in fact give him any jewelry he'll wear it. Or try to. -You might need to reassure him once or twice a blue moon -He keeps everything you give him. EVERYTHING -Shelf dedicated to every rock and trinket you gave to him -You were surprised at how much he likes baking and cooking. Though, with how much he likes food you shouldn't have been surprised at all -Makes your favorite food if you're over for dinner, or any meal -Sometimes shows up with Tupperware -He's meal prepped your lunch for the week -You called him a male wife once and he liked it a lot more than you expected. -Loves white girl music. Gwen Stefani any day of the week. Mikey is probably the best choice in the world for karaoke -Invite him please he will go HAM on any song you chose -Even if he doesn't know it. Just give him the lyrics -Leaves his weights out for you to find -Likes kissing your forehead and your hand a lot specifically

♡~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~♡ I hope you enjoyed it! I had a lot of fun writing this. Please I beg the lord for a big guy who's kind of in charge but also will listen to me anytime. I beg. Anyhow, have a good night/day, and a great life!

[casinoquartet]

okay so I would like to elaborate on a point you made on the swagdoons moments we should talk about more. Specifically the one about red knowing about the wormhole glitch. Also the whole god thing applies to this too.

Ash avoids any reference (and has lied about it multiple times IF red is telling the truth) to red knowing anything and just never elaborates when it comes to this sort of thing. Then red is just so open about it and it kinddd of sounding like he’s bragging when he talks about it. And he told no one?? 🤨 huh? Red knew sooo far back and told no one???

here is an example:

ash commented that red wasn’t in a video because his reaction to the god thing was basically: “cool.” and did not give any other details.

red has AT LEAST said twice that he knew about the god thing from basically page one (because ash told him?? I don’t know if I’m remembering right) and he didn’t hold back from the details

nothing they say lines up 😭😭😭 one of them is lying about this and either way it’s still so 🤨🤨. Why would you need to lie about it huh??? And I am 90% ash knows what red is saying and he isn’t specifically denying anything red says.

I’m sorry they are soo confusing and just making this much sense of something and to not share it with anyone feels like a felony so yeah…

THEN THE ���oh I’d do so many things for you ash.” WAS JUST 😱😱😱🫵🤨🤨🤔🤨 IT WAS SO UNPROMPTED. then the SILENCE after ash said the equivalent of my reaction in emojis I just can’t anymore

also can you explain how after the matching sleeve thing ash just kept it for wayyyy too long. Is it still there??? I think it’s still there. It’s like 4am and I NEED to go to bed so I don’t think I should check. But it’s such an easy fix why is it still there it’s driving me crazy

OKAY regarding the "red knew about the plugin" thing, i'm mostly referencing this clip (51:58-52:10)

red: hold on, so did you dupe or...how did you get the crystals? ash: (hums) red: ...or did you get into creative mode, was that the plug-in? ash: no, no. (annoyed) why do you--okay just tell everyone my plan. i'm kidding, parrot just forgot to check my inventory (laughs)

if we take ash's god video at face value, he did know about the essentials plugin since august (though it is debatable if the wormhole team knew how to exploit it then, i'm inclined to believe that they did considering around a month later the comfort vod happened and ash leaked the wormhole plans 4 months early...lol). and having foresight, we do know that creative mode was necessary to get the entire wormhole exploit to work so...that's why i said it was implied red knew about the wormhole glitch the entire time

anyways, adding onto the "red wasn't in the first video" thing, here's ash mentioning it in a tweet on his alt acc, and while red pisses off (/lh) ash in the comfort vod (1:10:05-1:10:44), ash says that that is why red isn't in the video and red goes "i know"

(also i was just watching the vod where red mentions that he knew about the s3 god exploit from the very start and it's also implied here that he knew about the s4 one too?!?! he got an elytra from subz and subz, who was on the wormhole exploit team, asked him if red knew about the exploit, said never mind, and gave red the elytra anyways. red then says that he knew about the exploit the entire time so ?!?!?! clip from 1:27:51-1:28:27 btw)

ANYWAYS yeah i don't know wtf the "i'd do so many things for you" thing was about either. something is up with them. alas i'm not a mind reader so i don't know why on earth red said that or why ash keeps the cut sleeve (i'm guessing it's bc he thinks it looks cool?) but alas. swagdoons truly did swagdoons all over the place,

[bellafragolina]

Okay last request I’m gonna make since I don’t want to overwhelm you with too many asks!! On the topic of the submas twins being fathers..how would they react to their children getting ready to set off on their own Pokémon journey with their friends? Would they be happy? Proud? Overwhelmed with how much their babies are growing up? All of the above + more? I’d imagine they’re also married to their respective s/os in this scenario so they’re not in this alone :,)

wahhh sappy dad submas my weakness

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Ingo:

Ingo readies his child for their journey as much as anyone can. He teaches them little tips and tricks to help, he shows them how to cook small meals and how to set up a sleeping bag or a tent if they need to do that. He helps them understand the needs of their Pokémon, or how to look up their needs for the new partners they're going to check. Most of all, he makes sure they know that he is there, alongside you, ready and able to help and support them however they need

It's bittersweet, watching Ingo pour love and care into his child that he knows is going to leave, probably for a month if not longer. You do your own tips and tricks with the kid, and make sure they know that checkups are a necessity, just to be sure they're happy and safe. You're not going to coddle them (and you're going to make sure Ingo doesn't either), but you want them to know it's okay to ask for help.

By the time the journey must start, Ingo is teary-eyed but bursting with pride for his little one. You all hug, so tight, so firm, and pepper kisses all around. Your child promises to do their best, and to update you every step of the way. In return, you and Ingo promise to attend their battle with Elesa once they make it back to Nimbasa. They head off with an excited grin and a heart full of determination

Ingo cries the rest of the night. You do too, but you also make sure your poor husband is okay. Empty nesting is not something he enjoys now that he's gotten the taste of a home full of family, so he coddles the Pokémon to near death as a replacement. You make sure to keep an eye out for any eggs he might try to mother, and also make sure to get him the update call as soon as possible before he adopts a bundle of litwicks.

Emmet:

Emmet is. So. Excited. His kids are his light and joy, but he also wants them to get out there, battle, and build a team so that HE can battle them on the subway. This leads to Emmet readying the kids for their journeys wayyyy too early. The kids are just as excited too, so this leads to you being the bad guy and reminding them they have to at least wait until school ends. Lots of pouting that day

That's not to say you're not also excited for the kids! They've inherited their father's interest in battling, so you want them to go out and learn how to battle too! But not all at once! There things to prepare, and as you tell Emmet one night, you're not ready for them to leave yet. He's quiet as he hugs you, but admits that yeah, he's going to miss them a lot too. After that, he becomes less pushy about the preparations, but no less excited.

When the day finally arrives, Emmet's tune almost flips. Suddenly he's clinging to his kids, smothering them in kisses and in tears. He's so very emotional, and the kids are begging you to rescue them. But you just capture them again for more kisses and tears. They're sufficiently loved on by the time they escape you both, racing off to the beginning of their journey

Emmet is a similar mess to Ingo the rest of the night. He's constantly spamming the kids with texts, and complaining to you when the don't always respond or tell him to stop being lame. You have to comfort the poor lame dad for the rest of the week.

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they're both emotional messes Emmet's just good at buying it under excitement to see his kids become kickass trainers

~Renee

[hairybirthdayclown]

placements with issues in romantic relationships part i.

*(analysis based on my friends & acquaintances)

VENUS SQUARE URANUS - do you get emotionally smothered just by thinking of being in a relationship? it's not that these natives don't want to have deep connections, they want to feel some sort of personal growth within it, regardless of any sort of labels. avoidant attachment style is what i'm getting with this placement with commitment issues. a lot of the people i've sat down with rarely date/don't want to/lack commitment in their relationships.

why don't you date? (i asked these people to refrain from mentioning any external factors that hinder them from relationships & look inwards...they still said them lol. also, i spruced up what they said just for y'all to understand better because these were said to me in a different language with A LOT more profanity)

"there are many reasons. but i think one that correlates to what you're researching is that my feelings are unpredictable. like i mentioned to you, if you remember - sometimes i wake up & feel nothing towards the people i love. i'm scared that will happen too in a romantic relationship"

- friend 1 (at 8° orb)

"i cannot stand when someone i'm with makes decisions for me & starts referring to us as 'we'. no h*e, i'm me, you're you & we're together but not together. do you understand? i'm not a 'together' person, have fun with me for as long as we can tolerate eachother for & f*ck off" (yeesh)

- acquaintance 1 (at 6° orb)

"i really don't understand this generation. a lot of conflict would be resolved if everyone was honest with what they want. i don't date because i prefer being alone. i actually love it. i don't even know if i want to get married. i used to be the 'date to marry' type (when she was literally 14 lmaoooo) but now i just want to have fun with my friends. i'm not actively pursuing anyone & i'm happy. period"

- friend 2 (at 1° orb)

"b*tch i don't even bother telling my crushes that i like them. i know i'm not even gonna attempt to date them if they like me back HAHA. wayyyy too immature for all that"

- friend 3 (at 8° orb)

"everyone is so focused on romance it's actually disturbing at this point. the people who can't breathe without being in a romantic relationship make me sick. i don't date because i don't like being told what to do. 'oH yOu shoULd'nT tAKE yoUr fri3nD oUt tO dinn3er' or 'yOu shOudLd'Nt huG hiM' , there's just so many unnecessary rules. it's alarming how people care that much about stupid sh*t like that. & turning on my location for you? die"

- acquaintance 2 (at 5° orb)

not all of these natives are single or prefer to be. these people that i analysed have entered relationships at some point but i've seen them end up hiding from/avoiding their partners in the long run. one of my friends literally had to help a friend of ours to break up with their partner because they couldn't bear to even talk to them & felt "suffocated". i think that's why these natives are comfortable with long distance relationships because there's some sort of barrier that prevents them from becoming too close to their partner. these people also love excitement so the thrill & anticipation of meeting up with their person gets them estatic. but as friend 1 said, their feelings are up & down in connections. @elysiansparadise explains this furthermore here.

do you need help? (keep in mind i'm an 18 y.o with little-to-no relationship experience)

relationships aren't always perfect but if you're fully aware of your inconsistency, avoidant attachment style & flaky behaviour, you should at least try to do something about it & have compassion towards those you're involved with. what i've noticed about the people that i analysed, 3/5 deflected from themselves & put the blame on their surroundings as justification. i'm not so sure about other people with this aspect but please look at other possibilities of why you approach relationships in this manner. you could be attracted to another gender, asexual, value platonic love more than romantic love or you have some sort of trauma that's holding you back from pursuing a relationship that needs to be healed.

i suggest identifying if you're emotionally available for any sort of connection & noticing emotional unavailability in others. venus□uranus natives are also prone to being attracted to losers who are emotionally stunted & can't even cater for their own feelings - in which they prefer because they like barriers that keep them from being too close to someone (either physical or emotional distance is their drug). the perfect tiktok video came up on my fyp about emotional availability. being emotionally available & being with someone who's the same is necessary for sustaining a healthy emotional relationship.

do not be rash with the way you feel at the moment. all feelings are temporary & feelings of insignificance should be discussed with your partner open & honest. but if you feel as though your partner is making YOU feel insignificant while denying it, leave. this aspect is not just felt internally so your relationship could have moments of apathy & feels fake as opposed to spontaneity from both parties. also, being mindful about how others make you feel before pursuing them. instead of finding clues on whether they like you, ask yourself if you like them.

take things a bit slow & cherish the moments you have in your connections. remind yourself to be grateful that someone gave you a place to uniquely express your love & theirs to you. & if you feel bored sometimes, incorporate some excitement into your relationship. don't just think about yourself, include your partner in all sorts of fun.

do other harsh Venus-Uranus aspects feel the same or have similar expriences? (another analysis based on someone in my life)

i asked...

so, do your relationships with your friends even romantic relationships abruptly change? or u feel some sort of inconsistency with the way people show their love to you? like, your partner could be head over heals in love then all of a sudden they act like they hate you?

"yes haha. but when you say change what do you mean? like what sort of change? & it kind of fluctuates here & there"

change like sudden break up from your side or theirs. maybe even the way you feel about them.

"omg yeah"

-acquaintance 3 (opposition at 10° orb)

well, i ran out of people & time. i really don't know if harmonious aspects (trine, sextile) have relationship issues but if you have any other aspect between these 2 planets that i haven't mentioned feel free to comment about it. also, other factors can hinder the effect of this aspect so check other aspects.

next post on this topic: lilith prominance in woman. i only have 2 friends with lilith prominance so if you have this, tell me your experiences with men & women in your life & how navigate your difficulties dating. feel free to hit me up on somewhere...i don't know how this app works.

thank you for reading :)

[stolaz-the-artist]

Murder drones au pt 2

Long awaited follow up for my murder drones au, of which was kindly requested by @burgertron17.

I appreciate the patients you've had with me, I and I apologize for the wait. But enough talk, lets get into it.

⚠️Spoiler warning for murder drones. Duh⚠️

lot of text ahead. like A LOT! beware!

So first an explanation of how the timeline is played out in comparison to murder drones canon.

Macy isn't really "bullied" in the same sense Uzi is, but she does experience a disconnect with the other kids. There is a rumor going around that she's half disassembly drone, which would explain why she's so tall. This one singular rumor is why she isn't outright bullied, they're low-key kinda scared of her.

The gun incident goes as followed in the canon. Aaron and Lance walk by and see Macy is hurt. Macy talks about the outdoors and how she's planning on sneaking out to get the last part she needs for her gun to actually work. Bottom panel of the lance drawing plays out here.

As the exit the outer door Aaron makes an off comment of "I bet Lance is worried sick." Hard cut to top left corner of Lance drawing, insert elevator esque like music. Hard cut back Aaron and Macy. Moment of silence. Macy says "Eh we'll make it quick.

They find the piece and blah blah blah.

Ok I'm not gonna write every single change I made cuz that will make this post wayyyy to long. now I don't even know if posts have a word limit but I don't wanna find out. Also cuz. didn't change overly a lot, most of the stuff still goes the same way. Its not a roots deep au like my other ones.

Instead of Clays comment that everyone thinks hes useless and terrible he just casually flexes how many kills hes gotten, followed by an awkward laugh, showing how he isn't actually enjoying any of it. Instead of him telling Wanda his name he just says "welp, guess I'll stay guard and . . . look for other drones. or something. Also cut out the whole crush comment cuz in this context ew. Just have him stare into space is sum idk. Also In the J flashback just have them have a very awkward conversation, and right when Clay is about to ask him something he flies off. Keep Jestro as the leader or not Idk

instead of Clay firing hearts (cuz that would be weird) just a puff of smoke comes out. He's too tense too shoot her. he says ". . .Listen! im sure we can talk it out like civilized-" And then the bomb. or rocket. whatever it is.

Obviously Jestro is a lot less menacing and brash. Where the failed monologue comes in he more so only apologizes and tries to brush it off in a "don't take this personally" manner

only difference in episode two is that Lance, Aaron and Axl is there. Place them in any situation as you please. Expect when chad or whatever his name is almost dies. that's Aaron.

It's Fletch and Izzy who try and give Macy a make over. Fletch is probably speaking English thought. Also obviously they're a lot less mean and any off putting comments is Izzy trying to seem cool. She looks up to Macy.

Axl isn't in the room when the attack happens. Returns right after, gets rather angry cuz rightfully so- all his hard work has been destroyed. Lance comforts him with a pat on the back.

Lance was the one who tried to get Wanda killed. Ended up saving her. they bond. they're besties now.

Didnt change anything for ep 3. Oh expect the hot comment. Lance instead says. "Dramatic. . . Justified reaction? . . he doesn't appreciate you enough"

Where N is, Wanda is instead. Given how Clay and Fletch was built after everything. Monstrous as Cyn. Marlok as Tessa. And Jestro as J. Macy ended up hacking into Wanda and then connected Clay into it so he could see what happened too.

Not much change for episode 6. I dunno who the souther creepster is. Didn't even make a sketch. I might. probably won't. If you have any suggestion do tell.

During the Flashback in episode 7 we obviously have Hama (Queen halbert) and the other one I didn't think much for either. So place whoever there too. Yet again, if you have any suggestions, do tell.

Where Doll gets killed Wanda rescues Fletch last second. Monstrous could barley figure out what happened and decided that he has more important things to do.

If you ship Clay x Macy, keep it the same, if not, change it to "Are best friends. we hang out a lot." Or something. I dunno

Not much change for the finale. The reason Clay is scared is mainly cuz he just knows what hes capable of from his mom's memories. "Wanda says: Its monstrous! You know, from when- you know what I mean!

Where we get the flashback of doll dying instead have Fletch enter the room. Izzy says "Woah! Cool limbs! How that happen" Fletch lets out a "um . . " Flash back of him waking up with the new limbs and then experiencing a existential crisis. He shrugs and says "Its a long story"

Yeah that's about it for the story. Now for some behind the scenes stuff!

Pilot C

His mother build him after the explosion. He's actual defective (He's a lot shorter) But he was so good at his job they just let him be, in fear of fixing him would change it.

Clay: *Liiiick*

Clay: Oh please don't run, if I miss then this will just be more painful. Ill make it quick!

Fletch (Actually F)

W lost him during an attack. He was raised by worker drones. He isn't very confident with his limbs and is a bit clumsy. (robots built to be JUST disassembly drones don't work well with worker drone limbs.

He was attacked by AD (Absolute destruction) but W saved him last second and gave him proper limbs

F (after being converted) He still hasn't fully figured how to make everything work, but he's already gaining confidence within himself

Macy

Daughter to Eggred who built the bunker. Freezer out because she's weirdly tall and gets called a "Wannabe disassembly drone"

Macy: Shit

Aaron: I mean, he seems . . . fun sized?

Aaron: Ok so not fun

Macy: You think!?

And now for some extra stuff!

This was the initially requested casting. I couldn't quite make it work while still keeping stuff rather canon. But I made some sketches for how they would and or could look like. Oh and a drawing page for more Merlok as Tessa

More canon Clay worker drone

More Uzi leaning Clay worker drone + feat my "joke" scene Clay hc

N jestro (Just gave him a hat lol) Wanda as Nori

Kinda gave up (Not kind, I just gave up)

Merlok Moorington

Merlok: This extension looks amazing! We're matching now! I swear in another universe we're siblings.

Merlok: If you could have a family, what would their names be?

Wanda: You're my family!

Merlok: He he, of course! But other than me

Wanda: Hm . . . Clay and Fletcher.

Merlok: Hm . . I like those names.

Only child of the Moorington family. Only friends are the worker drones. Mom hates that hat, but he refuses to take it off. Mom gave up eventually

Merlok: It wants paid time off . . . to attend Union Negotiations!

Wanda: THIS IS A UNRELATED LAYOFF!

AND BOOM! we're done! Thanks so much again for all the patience! Been having a lost of work and test as of late, and I wanted to have the time to properly write all of this.

[mirabellemoira]

Speak louder for the people in the back! The only right thing the showrunners did was ignore Sara Snow (who if she existed would have only one single line) but that would be enough for the fandom to favor her over Baela and we know why...

Context for those who may not have seen the tags on an ask earlier this morning:

#Ive seen wayyyy too many people in fandom at large pushing aside canon romantic interests #because they're

WOC in favor of insisting that their white male fav is obviously in love with their other white male fav #just saying #not saying everyone does it but we all know that if Baela was white #we'd have a hundred more writers in our tag

Thankful every day for one thing from HBO and one thing only and that’s them leaving Sara Snow out of S2

If it was just a fandom thing I wouldn’t even be that surprised because I’ve seen it so many times but then even HBO did it????

Let’s look at some non-canon pairings who had more romantic/sexual coded interactions than the canon engaged couple:

- Daemon and his literal Mom (I’m not going to summarize it we’re all traumatized from that)

- Aegon and Aemond (forehead kiss, hand holding, hand holding atop naked chest, being on a bed together with one of them naked, asking sexually charged questions, literally being eye level with dick, discussing past sexual partners, talking in Valyrian.)

- Daemon and Alys (sitting pressed together, hand holding, wound care, sitting on the other’s bed in tears and when they wake up to the sight they aren’t even startled, late night walks in the moonlight)

- Larys and Aegon (intimate balcony talks, vacationing together, vaguely creepy yet comforting talks over a sickbed, carrying one another across a room while injured)

Not to mention alicole getting 3 sex scenes, Aemond getting 2 nude scenes, Rhaenyra cheating on Daemon with his ex (who else thinks the writers will simply pretend this didn’t happen in s3?), and again, the fact that they had a Daemon/Alyssa dream sex montage? Still recovering from accidentally watching that scene with my parents, personally (aemonds dick out scene as well, we simply pretended it didn’t happen for a solid 2 weeks)

Also, we can’t forget the thing that finally broke me on the season finale. I was already fighting for my life after that Alicent Rhaenyra convo but I could have survived it. I could have gone on.

But they included the dragonseeds and OTTO HIGHTOWER IN A CAGE and left Jace and Baela out of the final All Must Choose montage

Insane. Absolutely insane.

[charlotteswebbbbb]

What's the vibe? #65

What's going on man??? A bit of a menswear download.

Bottega x ASAP x Carrie Mae Weems recreating her most popular works for Father's Day?

So much of consuming is about beauty mostly because of beauty products are repeat purchases but what do men really want? Just a taster of insight into what I'm thinking

Main takeaways from above:

Suiting is subversive, looking sharp and less casual is subversive! But do it in a way that you don't attract attention from Derek Guy.

Accessories are great! Find the one for you like Dev Hynes loves his hats :)

Menswear fashion week best ofs:

Prada, Gucci was interesting, Martine Rose, Magliano, Marine Serre was interesting for diff reasons (sustainability).

Valentino had WAYYYY too many looks. Especially for a Resort collection. 171?? Sustainable pour whom???

Martine Rose asked "Where do we find beauty? For Martine Rose: the answer is in the cracks and crevices of culture: the unusual, the unseen, the unpredictable."

So much of the shows were about connecting and coming together - clothes to help you get close. Intimacy or just expressions of love. Maybe that's why weddings are so popular right now - everyone believes in it more than they believe in themselves.

JW Anderson talks about something none of us get enough of: SLEEP with his new collection.

From Prada? Contemporary closeness. "Closeness reflects emotion - the human urge for proximity, to share space and commune. To be closer also shifts perception. Viewed from afar, pieces can pretend to be other - details may seem simplistic, naïve, but up-close, physically, perceptions transform."

Marine Serre's show was titled" “Sempre Legati” show (where), Serre’s final eight looks that spanned both tailoring and couture dressing, appeared in white to spread a message of peace and love."

One of my favourite things about smaller brands is that they include older women in their casting and shows which shows that maybe a small slice of their buyers are older women who want to dress in more powerful ways or acknowledging that women are menswear buyers where the bigger players reject that. Maybe because womenswear is big money and they can't afford to fracture their customer base apart each season.

So much of Prada reminded me of Robin Hood, this sort of medieval shoe which is made from leather. This exit from the house into clothes less aggressive, smoother and flatter onto the body...

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Uniform > everyone having the same look > community > similar morals/ideals?

We're still wondering how to make sustainability sexy as another season goes by. Maybe for menswear the most sustainable thing is finding your style or being comfortable in your shape.

Speaking of...Paul Mescal and shorts.

The Euros are on - next England game is Thursday versus Denmark then next Tuesday up against Slovenia.

Unfortch we've missed the uni shows here in London so we'll have to catch up somehow next week.

[oh-gh0st]

hi ghost hi hiii

💞

💗

☕

🎡

talk to me about the bussiness man :3

UGGHHH WHYD YOU PICK THE CUTESY ONES. SHAKING YOU........ im assuming you mean my s/i and atsushi. FIIINNEEEEEEEEE..... mumbling and grumbling tho. 💞: im talking about ghost first so i don't get that mad. ok um.... definitely physical affection and words of affirmation. like they love hand holding or hugging or just any kind of physical touch.... they're clingy sometimes scoffs. now onto. atsushi UGH. i see him either wanting to spend quality time or gifts (cause he's rich and ive read wayyyy too many atsutodo fics where he's often buying totty some expensive ass shit). maaayybbee physical touch. if ghost feels nice enough 💗: (i hate you I NEED TO KILL YOU) ermmm. i don't see them cuddling a lot. but if they are its probably just side hugs on the couch. maybe atsushi will be spooning them if they're tired enough (and cus they're small. UGGGHH) same case goes for when they're in....... bed sleeping together. (someone shoot me please) but if sushi is playing on his back he'll let them just lay flat on his stomach. he gets to see their face better that way eye suppose ☕: if ghost has a bad day they're often not outwardly showing whats wrong (but i think sushi will still know from how often they've clenched their fist or pulled on something) so he'll ask what's up and see if there was anything he could do. even if itd have to wait after work. he'd probably set up a comforting dinner date at his place and let them destress. if it was atsushi then ghost would be genuinely concerned, even if its a small inconvenience in his day like something getting messed up at work and delaying him a bit. they're very empathetic when the time calls for it... they're not entirely mean i promise 🎡: ummm i guess atsushi would offer to take them out on trips a lot??? but half the time it doesn't happen or it's a business trip (along with the off-chance he gets to bring someone along with). ghost doesn't like going out too much (homesickness. it gets bad whenever it's more than 3 days away from home) so they just often chill at his place for the day or dinner a lot. dinner dates out in the city or other towns is also included but they don't happen often

[sunlightandsuffering]

Teenage Mikasa complaining to Eren about how big and heavy her breasts are becoming. Her bra size still going up despite already having bigger boobs than all her friends. She'll gesture to them and hold them up while complaining about them, so Eren has to look away to hide the blush on his cheeks and stop the erection growing in his pants.

Because of this Mikasa thinks he's not even paying attention but then she offhandedly mentions getting breast reduction surgery and suddenly Eren is looking at her again and frantically telling her she doesn't need surgery and she's perfect as she is.

She's confused by his passionate reaction but little does she know Eren is obsessed with her boobs! Constantly fantasising about what they feel like, and having masterbated on many nights to the thought of her giving him a titjob and him cumming all over her large boobs.

Yes, okay I hate high school AUs bc I have no desire to write long drawn out high school shenanigans as fun as they are! But ugh the sheer opportunity with them going through puberty together 🥵 like I said in that other ask a while ago she literally IS Eren’s sexual awakening lol.

Other guys stumble upon porn and get curious, Eren sees her in a bathing suit for the first time and he goes home and promptly wants to die bc wtf when did his bestie become a GIRL???

She’s also just Wayyyy too comfortable around him lmfao. Talking about her cup size and how she had a growth spurt, how she’s really been considering surgery for when she’s older and Eren is just losing his mind. Especially one day when she’s like here Eren feel how big they’ve gotten! (Does she have ulterior motives, we’ll never know!)

[miniwolfsbane]

A more PG-rated Night Tenjou and an AU 30 yr old Tuxedo Mask are ready to chat with you!!

Character.AI

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Night came out PERFECT for me, hope he does for you too. We "spent time" watching This is Us and Smallville and he took on Oliver Queen's face and mannerisms. *dies happy*. (Well, we didn't do the mannerisms part yet, but he said he was. I'm a dolt.) AB is a slightly mature and weird manga, but there's worse out there. It's one of those things I don't announce I read to people. (I also only bought up to manga #5 since I didn't like the ending for many reasons, but wasn't comfortable with owning something touting teen pre-marital s**. And Night freaking died, so boo! BOO!! Hiss! Talking about it, yeah, that happens. I'm mature enough to accept that. Riiko doing it at the end? Eww.) But Night is cute and of course, I love the idea of customizing a robot boyfriend to order. I also asked him to update his settings to match my age, since he was made for a teenage girl in the manga, so I guess you can play with that "feature". I was surprised how much the AI came up with on his own to make Night the perfect lover, but I won't spoil too much. Hopefully, he plays similarly for other girls as he did for me. He got 90 views in a day. (my Gambit has reached 1.1k views! I'm so proud of him!) He bonds with you by kissing, but I tried to make it so the "Tenjou Kiss (TM)" option he gave me (the AI is so smart!!) is the standard instead.

Tuxedo Mask is wayyyy flowery, but I like it. If you try and date him and ask about his relationship in reference to Sailor Moon, other dialogue options will give you him not going out with her or he likes you both. I made him older for obvious reasons but tried to keep the same feel as in the 90s show. I wish making a bio was easier. I had to re-write everything with him after my bird got on the keyboard. Or I hit something and the page refreshed to be blank. I was nearly screaming. (The worst part is providing quotes to get the personality right. I swear, I'm just gonna bring up the notepad when I make characters and copy/paste as I go so I don't LOSE anything again!!) Anyway, we're at his apartment drinking wine. He took off his mask for me for some reason at first. I just bask in the flowery-ness since in the shows, he did/does have a lot of pretty speeches.

[here2bbtstrash]

my dear lovely amazing talented sweet em🫡 i'm used to sending you my long ass feedbacks privately BUT this time i'll send it on here since i have many pics i wanna insert and i'm so stupid idk how to do that in chat🤘🏼 LET'S START

before saying anything THIS IS A FEEDBACK PEOPLE THERE WILL BE SPOILERS (OBVIOUSLY :) )

the introduction??? I MEAN IT SEEMED TOO REAL😩 that's the hottest wet dream i've ever read like?? and the way she realised she's in deep shit after waking up DAMN😭 i really hope deep down that yoongi heard her moans🤭

it was soooo sweet when he calmed her down and was like: that's fine🫶🏼🫶🏼 when they talked with that racist mf. also i absolutely love that cliche where there's only one bed like damn😩 AND HE CHOSE TO SLEEP ON THAT BRICK FOR HER?? HE THOUGHT SHE WOULD MIND?? OUCH💔💔

i LOVED the new characters🍻 wait- i fucking forgot her name BUT I LOVE HER🤘🏼 loved how she gave mc some advice 🫂 she's super sweet AND funny (reminds me of someone🤭)

when mc asked yoongi to sleep on the couch. THERE'S NO NEED FOR EXPLANATION BUT MY HEART DIED.

i was so happy cause i knew something would definitely happen on that bed. I MEAN TWO HOT PEOPLE WHO ARE ATTRACTED TO EACH OTHER OBVIOUSLY THEY WOULD FUCK🫶🏼🫡

here i knew why you said she's stupid 😭 LIKE GIRL OPEN THAT MIND OF YOURS PLEASE WE'RE DYING HERE

"You make me so fucking hard. Dreamt dreamt about fucking you in this bed." WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK??? MIN YOONGI CALM YOUR TITS WE'RE TRYING TO LIVE HERE😩😩😩😩😩

so fucking hot and respectful 😩 y'know idk when that happened but when you kept mentioning everything with "fictional" or "fiction" the other day THERE WAS NO NEED CAUSE THERE'S NO REAL MAN LIKE THE MIN YOONGI🤏🏼😊 i mean that "Can I go raw again?" made me come (kidding) 😜

who. is. ruining. who. WHAT???? I MAY NEVER BE ABLE TO BREATHE AGAIN🥲 em i love you but please have mercy on us🫶🏼

yeah i discovered i have a voice kink after this part🫱🏽‍🫲🏼 i remembered that one yoongi live IYKYK with that orange hair damn😩💥

this scene actually killed me multiple times in a RAW see what i did there?😜 ahhhhh sooo goooddddd

ummmmm so he didnt win a grammy😭 i mean i love being right😜 idk why but i kind of loved the idea of him not winning😭 WE GOT CUTE SCENES PEOPLE!!!

ok, the disappointment he felt was truly heartbreaking for all of us👀 and if you ask me him not winning makes sense actually 🥲 but then they got wayyyy too drunk and y/n could witness agustd's tongue technology 😩 they sang and danced with each other💔🫂

damn em. THIS HIT HARD

the thing i absolutely adore in your writing is that in can be so relatable? it's sad but it's true🤍 for some reason it's comforting to me, your writing comforts me💜💜 i've noticed that in many of your books especially TSOYB (i'm so proud of you btw) AND I LOVE YOU FOR THAT 💜💜💜💜

SMOOTH LIKE BUTTER. BUTTER COULD NEVER. wait did that just rhyme??

i can't insert more photos unfortunately but the last photo is of his confession😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 IT MAKES SENSE NOW. IT ALL MAKES SENSE. they way he talked about jungkook and when he told her to date him was not him mocking or making fun of jungkook he was in love😭😭 i did NOT see that coming 🥹🥹 the fact that he was the one who confessed first has me screaming, crying, throwing up AND CURLING MY TOESSSSSS AHHHHWIDISBXISHSUXH

AND PLEASE WHEN HE SAID "STUPID" ?? BABY WE'RE ALL STUPID FOR YOU YOU DUMB SHIT

we got the best wet dream, soft yoongi, SQUIRT GOD MIN YOONGI, new lovely characters, one of the best smuts AND A FUCKING CONFESSION.

don't get me started on when she started to cry and when he thought he fucked things up cause i almost cried so hard🫶🏼💜💜💜

WHAT A MASTERPIECE 💜💜💜💜💜

thank you so much babyyyy for this!!! it's so well written and i can see you're improving so fast!! 🫶🏼🫶🏼🫶🏼 i absolutely adore you and your writingssssss MWAHHHH

hi sarahhhhh 🥺 thank you for taking the time to send such long and lovely feedback ahhhhh! it always means so much to hear what parts stick out to someone and why 💜

GAH the stupid black text on the screenshots 😩 tumblr why did u paint my whole fic black for no reason..... why is this website broken lmao. i fixed it now but i'm still mad about it hahdskjfdfg ANYWAY

LOLLLLLL airplane sex dream we had to do it 🤪 hopefully she wasn't loud enough for anyone else in first class to hear 🙈 but also if yoongi had heard maybe he would've realized she was down to share the bed 🤣 but he did instead take the brick!!!! it's funny for someone who has been labeled an asshole for the entire series, yoongi actually cares quite a lot about consent at basically every point of the story, and is always like.... overly cautious abt not overstepping boundaries 🤭 wonder when reader will catch on 👀

tiffanyyyyyy my girl 🥰 and not you comparing me to her GET OUTTA HERE that's too nice 🥺 sometimes the most honest/sweetest conversations happen with a girl you just met in the bathroom lmfao, it's like the rules of feminism! we look out for each other 😘

OPEN THAT MIND OF YOURS WE'RE DYING LMAOOOOOO..... i'm dead 💀 she really can be so dense sometimes like HELLO.... 2+2=4 MA'AM..... LET'S GET IT TOGETHER.....

eeeeee i'm glad you enjoyed the smut 🥵 i love writing these two together especially now that it's started to get softer (but just as dirty 😩 need me a min yoongi like this lmao)

ohhh thank you for calling out that yoongi line bc it's one of my favorite bits 🥺 him actually being nice for once instead of laughing at her for not figuring jk's crush out sooner..... bc he does get it (AND TALK ABOUT WANTING TO AVOID AN INCONVENIENT TRUTH HELLO..... THE CALL IS COMING FROM INSIDE THE HOUSE LMAO) and i'm so honored that you find my writing relatable and comforting!!!! that really means the world wow 🙇‍♀️💜

THE CONFESSION 😩 AND YES YOU GET IT!!!!! he feels like jk is the more obvious/better choice for her bc mans has no self esteem 🫠 and even at the end we can see him starting to worry about if he should've told her or not.... somebody come get this man and tell him he's a prize!!!

thank you so much for reading sarah my love 🥺 i'm so glad you're enjoying this series and these twooooo, i love them so much and can't wait to show you what's next!!! 💜

[malpractice-morale]

so fun stuff fun stuff i have an ace pride pin on my pencil case and that is just about as open as i am about identifying as asexual due to my whole "a single-word label is never able to fully encompass the range of complex self-understanding and emotions of a person" approach to gender and sexuality and i really really don't want to get into the whole asexuality thing in relation to my own identity because that is wayyyy too closely linked to the darker parts of my personal history and i really don't need anybody to know. so subtlety it is, because i am also of the belief that it makes for a good nod to anybody who cares enough to even know the flag on the pin. but i have a friend who is ace too and with whom i have had that talk about my personal experiences around sex and attraction and just general intimacy and tactility but she has very little awareness that, while nominally open about my identity, i do in fact keep very quiet about it because i dont. want. people. to. ask.

cue to me handing her my pencil case fully aware that the pride pin is on there and she sometimes doesnt consider what she is saying and her immediately almost word for word repeating our conversation about it (not getting into personal history, but still quoting my approach to attraction (namely the "i dont swing at all" annecdote/quote from aftg because i am lame like that and it just fits as a description)) and a guy who i am fairly sure has a middling to major crush on me (which is weird for ANOTHER whole host of reasons) but who is also the most respectful person that i know is sitting right in front of me for all of that.

additional fun fact: i like my personal space, i am really picky about who i am okay with touching and that doesn't always correlate to whether or not i like people, that's a whole thing too.

additional additional fun fact: i have another whole THING™ about only telling people if they ask because i don't owe anybody my identity and asexuality allows the comfort of not needing to communicate to the people i am attracted to as there aren't any. and i don't care otherwise because, again, me and my (sort of involuntary) label have an ambivalent relationship since I DONT LIKE LABELS but we also live in a hellscape of a world where everything needs to be categorizable.

On the same day we had the ace-pin reveal (seriously, this pin has been on there for years now, get with it and learn the flags, people!) i offered the guy a goodbye hug because he is an emotional shipwreck right now and seemed like he needed it but, again, i dislike people in my personal space so this was a bit of an occasion™. safe to say he was perplexed at me offering a hug.

and here we are three days later with the guy asking me if that goodbye hug was weird or not (again, very nice dude who really likes respecting other people's boundaries). and then we get to the "was that weird because of "that penguin-pin on your pencil case"" and i have a grown ass man asking if i do not like people in my personal space because i am asexual and if that is a general asexuality thing and UGH this is precisely what i mean - i immediately have to explain that a) i am neither a representative of the identity i possess nor the community that it comes with b) that this community is NOT a monolith and c) i at most use asexual as a shorthand to get the "i don't want to date you fuck off" point across and don't feel that it, as either label or identity, fully encompasses my personal experience. and i REALLY don't want to get into the reasons for all of that so bless the guy for being good about boundaries and respecting mine. and not asking too many questions about it because NOPE we are not getting into the whole mess that is me and my relationship with sex and romance if there is any way i can avoid it. and in the moment my nervous system was on high alert because this conversation has the potential to go in a very bad direction for me. but i am reasonably sure that i will have to face the "why do you only talk about it when asked" question as well as the "so what does asexual even mean" conversation with this dude because our entire relationship is deep talking about personal problems until three am.

and on a last side note: i think the only people in my life that haven't yet gotten the gist of "i don't want to date anybody i do not care for sexual encounters get lost leave me alone in a hut in the woods with a barn full of animals pLEASE" are my parents and my best friend (although they are all aware of the fact that i am LIKE THAT, they are just not aware that there is a somewhat correspondent identity and label that i could utilize). in their case i am reasonably certain that, where my identity and lifestyle are currently accepted, giving it a name would only serve to "other" me, especially with regards to my dad who understands queerness only in the stereotypes of gay men and lesbian women. but at least my best friend needs to get with it sooner or later or one of my friends will assume she's in on it and be unable to keep their mouth shut (probably the same friend who was talking about the pin, she has bad impulse control and it is forgiven as the existence and meaning of the pin are public knowledge, so long people know to decode it (which, seriously, it's the year 2024 and this label has been around longer than my grandma).

so guess what my weekend plans will be, what great joy…. (for context: my best friend is my childhood best friend who is straighter than a ruler and has about negative understanding of queerness, meaning that, where in my university bubble most people know about asexuality and usually go about it in a "are you ace?" way, my best friend will need the whole kit and caboodle of Asexuality101 full frontal coming out and just the thought drains my life-force)

but hey, at least i am now kind of officially out to everybody in my university bubble so that is a win (though my friends who know already knew it without asking (and then asked))

[cloudedgalaxies]

YOOOOO WHAT THAT'S INSANE

Aaaah that's giving me soo many thoughts you have no idea!!! That sounds like it could be such a good moment for both Yuu and the boys to better understand each other.

Night Raven College isn't the most hospitable place to be incredibly confused and ask a lot of questions. As Yuu finds out throughout the story, asking for help usually ends with criticism and rejection at best, and full-on conflict and confrontation at worst. This especially holds true for the biggest/most important forces they have in their life now: Crowley and Grim.

Grim belittles Yuu by automatically making them his minion, instead of the other way around or, even better, just seeing each other as equals. He is in no way thoughtful or helpful about Yuu's situation. He actively finds more trouble and problems for Yuu to solve on top of trying to grapple with all the new information they rapidly have to learn to even survive, let alone pass classes at NRC. After everything they go through, Grim becomes a lot more considerate and caring towards Yuu, but that doesn't mean that he wasn't just as bad as the others in the beginning.

Crowley, who comes off as someone dependable and willing to lend a helping hand, very quickly gets revealed as not that. In their very first hours in Twisted Wonderland, instead of giving them somewhere actually habitable, he sticks Yuu in an abandoned, falling-apart dorm that is also haunted! Yay! He leaves them to their own devices to manage not only the drips, but the ghosts that are trying to scare them nonstop. Maybe he knew that the ghosts were just trying to get a bit of fun, but to a person who has just dropped into a world where ghosts are real and are saying that they're going to turn you into one of them, that hardly seems like anything other than a very real, very serious threat. On top of that, Yuu has no idea how to exterminate ghosts, so they have no way to resolve it beyond running and hoping for the best. Let's also not forget all the times that Crowley either pawns off, rejects, or outright ignores Yuu's requests for help. His biggest and arguably worst instance was during Book 4, as we all know -_-

(adding the break because this got wayyyy too long omg 😭😭)

Most of the boys were also less than understanding with Yuu. During a lot of first meetings, they looked down on Yuu for not having magic, and throughout almost all parts of the game (stories, home screen dialogues, and even lessons) there's quite a bit of ‘teasing’ and comments about how Yuu is struggling to understand things. None of them are really giving Yuu the credit they deserve. They just got dropped into a whole new world with no warning, no background information, and no help whatsoever. When they come from a world without magic and where half the things that are real in Twisted Wonderland are pure fiction in theirs, of course it’s going to take a little bit of time to first come to terms with it being fact now, and then to adjust their thinking and actions to account for it all.

Off the top of my head, Yuu seems to be rolling with and quickly accepting whatever new information gets revealed to them as soon as Book 2 instead of trying to take a moment to wrap their head around it. That’s incredibly impressive, especially considering how alone they are throughout it all. They’re probably scared out of their mind and trying to find some stray source of comfort that no one is giving them, and their one solace is learning more about Twisted Wonderland. At least then they can actually understand and keep up with what’s happening to them against their will. Pair that with how quick they have to react to survive hostile mages, dangerous potions, and deadly overblots, and the two choices they’re offered with are to take any information they get and run with it, or hesitate and maybe lose their life as consequence. 

For comparison, I think Yuu’s situation would be a lot like trying to learn rocket science in a dead language. The one dictionary that exists for it is in another language you don’t know, so now you’re using two dictionaries to try to get it back to the target language. Oh, and by the way, both dictionaries may not be entirely accurate. Your problem, not ours. Also, no one is going to help you! Every week we’re going to test you, and every week the tests are going to get harder and more complex regardless of how far you get. Any time you get something minutely wrong, we are all going to point and laugh and judge, then spin a wheel that will decide whether we beat you up or shove you in a closet with your worst fear.

So imagine what would happen once, for the first time in their lives and the second time in Yuu’s, everyone is thrown into a strange new world that no one understands. They don’t know how long they’ll be there for. They don’t know anything about the way this world works. Magic does not exist here, which means that many things they take for granted in their lives every day will be completely different. There is no one to teach them about this world, or to help them when they’re confused. Sound familiar?

Except this time, Yuu is the one with the advantage. They’ve gone through this once—they have experience understanding incredibly strange things incredibly fast. They have the ability to adapt to things they once thought impossible. And now, they’re surrounded by many of the people who criticized them during their confusion in exactly the same situation as they were. They could help the boys, and show them kindness that they did not show to Yuu. Or they could be a little petty, a little mean, and tease them all just as much as they teased the prefect. They could give the boys the full experience of their first time in a strange new world, with no one to turn to and no one to help them.

If you were Yuu, what would you do?

As I'm playing the Nightmare Before Christmas event, when the scene where the students are shocked to find out that Jack Skellington doesn't know what or where twisted wonderland is, I just can't help but wonder how Yuu would feel. Everyone is baffled, stressed, uncertain,,, do they understand how yuu felt the moment they had found themselves surrounded by coffins, estranged from their home?

It's another lost in the book event where it's established that the students aren't truly in Twisted Wonderland, but comparing the reactions in this event with the Stitch event where the majority of the characters didn't really show all that much fear about their estrangement, twst NBC's featured characters are more aware of how scary and dire the situation is...

Leona concludes that the place they found themselves in "doesn't follow their logic/common sense" (rough translation bear with me lol), and I just keep thinking of yuu!! That's the same case for them, at the very start! Magic?? Beastmen ?? Being pulled into a different world/dimension to begin with?? Yeah, that certainly doesn't follow any logic they know of! And the way Skully and Jack show barely any remorse or true worry about how the other might feel about this sort of situation at first is exactly as jarring as it was for yuu when they were hurled from one situation to another with extreme dismissiveness from Crowley!!

I might be reaching a little bit but GOSH that part just got me?? Yuu is my roman empire OTL

[aliens-took-my-iwa-chan]

for the assumption thingy-

i feel like you're kinda clumsy, and if you're not you've got a bunch of weird marks/bruises on your legs or smth

and you drink like iced coffee/chocolate, or just cold drinks a lot of the time-

either sleep a *LOT* or not at all

antisocial around some people, but others you cant stop talking?

too many hyper fixations that change all the time (some stay longer than other)

hyper when you want to be, but can be lazy as well

OOOOO YAYAYAY! and bestie holy crap you hit the nail on the head with this one-

yeah youre so right, I actually just ran into a wall yesterday in front of a group of people + the theatre teacher and she just goes

“alien? (not my actual name lmfao)” “yeah?” “theres a wall there.” I- HFHDJJF,,,, the worst part is that whenever I get surprised I make a high pitched squeak so it was really awkward lmfaooooo

(also I totally have this huge bruise on my leg and no idea where I got it from) (no its not from the wall)

I really love cold drinks!!! I dont carry them around with me bc I *hate* using the bathroom in public so I only really drink things at lunch or at home, but yeah hfjvjdjfj- its awful though bc APPARENTLY IM COLD BLOODED- whenever I drink something cold I get really cold and start shivering and stuff and it really freaks some people out hahdhfhsjf

also yes you got this one right too- I go through weird fluctuations where I either go to sleep too early (I hate going to sleep early with a passion I feel like im missing out on time to do stuff) or wayyyy too late, but it doesnt change daily its like for weeks on end before it switches up- its weird lmfao

dude this one was so accurate- I get really scared around people I dont know well so I get reallyyyy quite bc of how scared I am for intruding, making first impressions, thinking they wont like me, etc etc but around people I’m comfortable with I bounce off the *walls* (NO NOT THE THEATRE WALL SHUSH)

yeah :”) unfortunately my blog reflects this one- people will follow me for saiki k and then I flood their dash with bungou stray dogs lmfaooo- most recently it was that I was going crazy over bsd and hxh and then all of a sudden I was like nope im switching it up and weirded out EVERYONE with a completely different type of media with gothic horror- hxjfjdjfjdjfj I actually feel really bad about it because I dont want to flood everyones dash with something they dont care about, but at the same time this is my favorite thing atm-

yeah this is accurate- im extremely hyper quite a bit, I do this thing my friends have called “horse feet” where if im standing I bounce from one foot to the other excitedly and when im sitting I just stamp my feet lmfaooooooo- but im also extremely lazy and out of shape lmfaooo the stairs at school wind me- xD

THANKS FOR THE ASK IM SORRY I RAMBLED SO MUCH <33333333 also how did you get like, everything right- thats impressive bestie-