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Racing to the beat - Daniel Ricciardo
summary: Daniel gets a new teammate in VCRB, a F2 female championship winner for the 2025 season. What he didn't expect was her to be extremely genz and a kpop fan.
pairing: fem rookie driver!reader x Daniel Ricciardo
AU: Social media!AU and Written!AU
warnings: mentions of anxiety, swearing, use of yn, hate comments, reader is 25.
face claim: Amna Al Qubaisi for professional f1 photos, the rest are from pinterest.
wc: 617
a/n: hii guyss, sorry for a late update. haven't been really inspired to write. I hope you enjoy this part, I'm not the best at writting but I'm trying my best fr. okay love you lots <333
part two <prev.
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user8 oh to be rich😔
charles_leclerc you know who to call for a tour
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user9 oh how I love women
user10 a duo we needed so bad😩
alexandrasaintmleux I had a blast! can't wait to see you again 🫶🏻
ynusername love you gf <3
user11 hello my clothes were just on 😔
lilymhe we need to meet up soon!
ynusername omg Lilly, omg omg. yes, yes we have to. omg you're so pretty🫶🏻
lilymhe you're so pretty too! and like such a good driver! ❤️
ynusername ❤️❤️ im freaking out rn❤️❤️
user2 Yn is so real for this😭😭
user1 let's hope they don't media train her 🙏🏻 liked by ynusername
charles_leclerc turns out we won't be only competing for that championship
ynusername I fear Alex is my gf now (I'm joking media manager)
danielricciardo going out with Alexandra before me? I might be heartbroken💔
ynusername noooooooo I promise we'll hang out before the first race, I just need to settle in Monaco rn
danielricciardo I'm holding you to that mate
ynusername yes sir🫡
user8 I might have a new favorite duo
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user12 you ARE in fact on my rob list
user13 we need an album collection asap girl
olliebearman I miss listening to your broken Korean singing 😭
danielricciardo that Seventeen group has some good songs
ynusername see I told you! I'm glad you're liking my recommendations
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visacashapprb boss said we might need to start media training you
ynusername nooo boss i promise I'll behave. I promise🙏🏻
user14 so real diva
user15 HAHAHAHA I LOVE YOU ALREADY
bestfriend I love my strong woman🤤
ynusername all for you wife 🤞🏻
16.03.2025. Australia, Melbourne
“Get your shit together” you said to yourself in the mirror. Standing in the RB garage bathroom, gripping the sink with all your strength while trying to tame the boiling anxiety coursing through your body. It's officially the first race day and all the fears and doubts came crashing down on you. It’s normal to be nervous on the first day, you said to yourself, but is it normal to be physically nauseous? Probably not, but here we are. “You can do this Yn, you know what you're capable of” you keep repeating out loud like a mantra, hoping it will stop the burning and sinking feeling in your stomach.
A voice calling out your name snapped you out of the spiraling daze. “Are you in there?” said a voice you recognize as your race engineer. “Yeah, give me a second i'll be out” you shout from the other side of the door. Receiving a ‘Okay’ from them as you turn on the faucet and put your clammy hands under the cold water. Urgently splashing your face, hoping to bring you out the anxiety induced haze. Straightening up, you dab the moisture off your face and discard the paper towel. Fixing your tied back hair and the race suit that's zipped up to your hips. With a more of a shaky chuckle, you flash thumbs up to yourself in the mirror and whisper “You got this girl” before unlocking the bathroom door and stepping out to the bustling and roaring garage.
Walking back to your side of the garage, you spot Daniel speaking to one of your engineers. “There you are” spoke the familiar Aussie accent as you two made eye contact, seeing his infectious smile only made the corner of your lips twitch upwards. “How are you feeling, everything okay?” said Daniel as you approached the screens where he's standing. With a nervous chuckle, you spoke “Honestly, anxiety is gnawing at my insides, but I've pep talked myself in the mirror so hopefully I won't spiral completely” as you shifted your gaze from the screen to him. The Aussie had a soft and understanding expression on his face as he reassured you in a comforting tone “You're gonna be just fine, trust me” as he placed his hand on your shoulder “I know how you feel and that's completely valid. Nerves mean you care—use them. Trust your prep, feel the car, and have fun. The first race is unforgettable. You’ve got this, you're a good driver and you know it.”. The way his tone was sincere and caring and that warm smile and the grounding hand on your shoulder made the burning pit in your stomach slightly fade away. With more confidence in your stance, and that smile finally appearing on your face, you thanked him “Thank you for saying that, you don't how much it means to me. I promise to give it my best and not let the fear swallow me whole,” you end the sentence with a soft chuckle. With a chuckle of his own, his arms wrapped around your shoulders as he pulled you in a reassuring and warm embrace, patting your back gently. Your hands instinctively found their way onto his upper back, mimicking his patting motion.
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user16 YN IS WHAT PLACE ?
user2 ATEEEEEEEEE🙂↕️
ynusername i totally wasn't singing that one song by 2ne1 (iykyk)
user17 rb better upgrade that car, cuz my girl can place so much higher
user18 for a rookie, she's good
f1 Yn slayed on that track!
user7 not admin trying to use slang😭
danielricciardo Amazing first race Yn!
ynusername couldn't do it without my great teammate🥹
#f1#f1 x reader#f1 x you#f1 imagine#daniel riccardo x reader#daniel ricciardo#daniel riccardo imagine#dr3#formula 1#f1 social media au#f1 smau#instagram au#smau
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KAEEEE congratulations on 1k omg i can't believe i'm just finding out about this now??? i literally thought u had like 10k ndjdnjd your writing is novel worthy i cant believe you aren't running tumblr already 😔
📱 i would pretty pretty please love to hear more about actor jun if u have any thoughts to spare :3 and congrats again!! here's to many more hehe 🎉🫶🏻💓
high praise coming from one of the best writers on caratblr 😳 and i will always give jun to the world's biggest huihui <3 mwaaa!
📱 boyfriend actor!jun x reader (part one, part two). part of my follower milestone celebration. word count: 676.
Jun has started doing his own stunts.
A part of you knows that your fear is misplaced. He’s training with the legendary Jackie Chan, of all people. Your boyfriend is in capable hands.
Still, you can’t help but worry.
It had always been this way even before he dipped his toes into the action genre. Texts of have you eaten? during long shoots. Encouraging Post-It’s snuck into his coat pocket pre-flight. You worry, and you worry, and you worry, and Jun loves you for it.
He’ll smile at the texts and force himself to eat something small. He’ll keep the notes in his wallet and reread them when he misses the sound of your voice. He lets you fret over him because you give as much as you get, and he would never say ‘no’ to you.
Even if it can be a bit— overbearing, at times. Jun keeps his eye rolls and scoffs to a minimum as you lather his body in efficascent oils, as you slap pain relief patches on his aching joints.
“Bit of an overkill, no?” he mumbles. His supposed distaste is betrayed by the way he practically preens when you begin to knead at the knots in his shoulders.
You can only sigh at his attempt to be nonchalant. “My boyfriend is an action star,” you say, your teasing tone edged with admiration. It makes Jun want to swoon. “The least I can do is make sure he’s being taken care of.”
“You can take care of me other ways.”
“Shut up.”
“How about you shut me up by—”
There’s bickering, and teasing, and your fingers dancing along his sides to get him to laugh, to stop flirting. Jun is bone tired and every part of his body hurts, but he’s never tired of you. Nothing ever hurts when it comes to you.
Jun can be a hypocrite, though.
You realize this on an unassuming Saturday evening, a rare weekend where the two of you can just stay in. You’re reading a book by the couch while Jun is absentmindedly scrolling through SNS. When you let out a low, unbidden hiss, he’s immediately snapping to attention.
“Babe?” he calls, his attention leaving the TikTok on his screen.
“‘S nothing,” you huff.
Your boyfriend sets aside his phone and leans forward from the other side of the couch, crowding into your space. “Liar,” he says. “What is it?”
You extend your hand in response. In the low light of your living room, it’s almost invisible, but Jun doesn’t miss it. The raised, reddish skin on your index finger, put there by the corner of your page.
“It’s just a paper cut,” you’re saying, but Jun isn’t about to have any of that.
He’s on his feet before you can complain. “Come back here,” you whine.
His response of “no!” is muffled as he makes a beeline for the bathroom. He emerges moments later with your First Aid kit, his eyebrows furrowed with genuine concern and determination.
“Junhui,” you say exasperatedly.
He doesn’t listen. When has he ever? He kneels at your side and begins to rummage through the kit, mumbling about antiseptics and cotton balls.
You two could have been done much faster if you didn’t resist him here and there. By the end of it, though, you compromise to a Sanrio adhesive bandage despite the absence of any blood at all.
“Be more careful next time,” Jun says as he snaps the kit close. He poses the words as a joke, but you can hear the hint of worry in his tone. (He gives as much as he gets.)
You close the distance to kiss him, and his expression smooths out at the familiar affection. “Overkill,” you tease, murmuring the words against his mouth.
Jun worries. You love him for it.
At your peck, his lips curl up into a smile that you can almost taste. He doesn’t answer— just grabs your arms and pulls you down on top of him. You go down squealing, and then you’re both laughing until your sides hurt.
It’s the good kind of hurt, though.
#jun x reader#junhui x reader#svt x reader#seventeen x reader#jun fluff#junhui fluff#svt fluff#seventeen fluff#jun drabble#wenjunehui#(💌) mail room#(💎) page: svt#📰 ylangelegy hits 1k#(🥡) notebook#i'm admittedly like. one breakdown away from turning actor!junhui into a series in its own right LOL#like they are just such a cute little couple your honor.. i must make sure jun gets all the kisses.. etc#every time there's an update w/actor jun i just hop onto google docs/xinganhao and type away yknow#anyway!!!!! we ball!!!!! actor jun for my fav huihui mwaaaah <33 kith
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boothill asks dan heng to give you the one thing he can’t—a real cock.
#already started writing this 😔😔😔#anyway my whole brain is SWIMMING#wannaaaaaa lick at boothill’s sharp pointy teeth while dan heng grinds his cockhead into my cervix <33333#clari back at it again with the trios/love triangles#ajax is going to kill me#inky.boothill
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troll attack😳
#in the end I was too lazy to add a troll😆#anyways I prefer looking at these two over a troll😌#I’m not 100% happy with this BUT I think it’s good enough and I have 25 chapters so far😆😆😆#so I need to start getting through these full illustrations more!!!!!!!!!🫶🫶🫶#omg also today😳😳 my ao3 stats told me I reached 5k total hits and ummmmm😳😳#that’s crazy🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹 if you’ve read and enjoyed my writing ummmmm THANK YOU !!!!!#anyways this is for chapter 5🫶🫶 the troll attack/sebastian realizes…many things…a crush?? confusing hatred?? feeling protective?? intrigued?#(I just want to make it to the library chapters BC I WANT TO PAINT CREEPY BLOOD RITUALS ALREADY😔#hogwarts legacy#hogwarts legacy fanart#hphl#hogwarts legacy mc#hogwarts legacy oc#eloise babbit#sebastian sallow#sebastian sallow fanart#sebastian sallow x mc
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i wish it wasn't so normal for people to complain about unfinished wips or fics that take a long time to update. because sometimes i think i have a really fun idea for a fic but it'd take a while for me to write, and i like talking about my work as i do it and i don't like writing entire fics over like 20k without sharing, because i lose steam. so if i were to write and post that cool fic idea, it'd be as a wip. and then i think about all the people who just refuse to engage with wips, or all the other people who would just go "update pls" all the time, and of how people only really comment in the first 24 hours something is posted and then it's lost to obscurity, and then i just go "actually whats the point in going through the effort writing this out? i'll just daydream about it now and then and be done with it." and then i don't write it. alas!
#rimi talks#shoutout to that one person who followed me from resi fandom and commented on one of my dc fics like ''pls update that resi fic''#also shoutout to all those tumblr posts about how theres nOthInG wOrSe than finding a GoOd FiC but its uNFiNIsHeD#i used to really like writing longfic but these days i kind of shy away from it bc it rly does get discouraging#like they say ''write for yourself'' and i do but i certainly dont share just for my own satisfaction yk???#anyways. i already have space fic and theres no need for me to start another fic. even if it would be fun.#ive also just been in a Mood about writing since yesterday and thats not helping matters 😔#but it feels like a stupid thing to be in A Mood about. idk. whatever jdlksk hopefully itll pass and ill be normal tomorrow :/#bc talking to duck earlier today we came up with a really fun mermay fic premise. but. writing? me? multichap again? lol. lmao even#like i would love to!!!!!! having two ongoing multichaps wouldnt kill me i like to pingpong between wips#but dealing with people whining about update times or telling me they refuse to read bc its a wip...... dunno if i can do that again fellas#okay. enough woes and whining. i guess i will go play a video game
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allies or enemies by the crane wives but it's the outlanders coming to terms with caring about one another, specifically after ushari's death
#rahm said smth about the song fitting the outlanders at one point#and while i'd already thought of it before them saying it got me thinking MORE y'know#don't make me write a whole lyric analysis on my thoughts /hj#ARE WE ALLIES OR ENEMIES THIS WILL BE THE DEATH OF ME ALL IS FAIR IN LOVE AND WAR BUT I CAN'T FIGHT WITH YOU ANYMOREEEE /lyr#it's both angsty and humourous because: they already lost ushari and as much as they deny it they don't wanna lose the others too#like. its definitely canon divergent but i think being under scar's rule would pact them together a bit#they would never say it obviously#but after ushari dies and then jasiri gives them a chance for reformation they're like. oh . we CAN change we CAN have a go at this again#and make the right choices this time#like i think if just one of em started giving reformation a chance then the rest of em might start to open themselves up to it#oh my god i've rambled in tags again#i guess i've already done my analysis /silly#but yeah i could do a lyric analysis. maybe#mmm i love the outlanders 😭😭😭#spinny rambles#the lion guard thoughts#allies or enemies#the crane wives#tlg outlanders#* WAIT I DIDN'T FINISH MY POINT ABOUT IT BEING HUMOUROUS#its humourous because they're like “ughhhHHHHHHHhh there's no point in reforming” but jasiri still offers them the chance#and it's humourous because they care for each other and won't admit it :]#sorry i lost my train of thought completely i am sick rn lmao#the adhd going wild mb 😔
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Complete the 4 novels you're currently reading ❌❌❌
Start yet another novel because it seemed intriguing ✅✅✅
#orv is really good and i'm enjoying it a lot so far#but i feel like i need a little time away from it and contemplate on the tragedy of 1863#i ploughed through that arc a little too fast and the feels are catching up with me only now#jeweller richard has been really good too but i seem to be incapable of reading it unless i'm outside. it's like my. touching grass novel#to paradise is wonderful and i love the worldbuilding and cannot wait for hanya yanagihara to work her magic on me again#but i also wanna read it sometime when i can be free of any distractions and let it consume me body and soul#maali almeida was so much fun i loved the writing and i really wanna finish it because it's the first book i started this year#but i can already tell i won't be able to finish it unless i get the physical copy😔#anyway this new book isn't too long and i can finish it within 2 days if i try hard enough#wish me luck🫡#cina's stuff#🍀
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how does the raft not capsize.
#puppy rambles#yo-kai watch#yw3#i mean komasan's not there in canon 3 so it's slightly better but not by a lot#i feel like someone should at least be falling off how is the raft also big enough to hold them all-#whisper floats so he doesn't add weight or any space really but like#it still needs to both hold the weight of three teenagers and two yo-kai#AND have the room for them all to fit#the rafting challenge in bada-bing tower is probably worse cuz it has to fit two additional yo-kai#i think komasan not being that important in the mainline games is very lame. he's pretty important in the anime so it's kinda weird#he is at least somewhat important in 3 since he's there for the yopple tour and everything in bada-bing tower#whereas in 1 he has the auto-befriend yo-kai curse (only being important in their debut chapter)#and in 2 he literally only shows up during the jibakoma quest in psychic specters#(excluding being an npc during the beginning of the jibanyan's secret quest alongside a bunch of other yo-kai)#idk what's weirder the fact they made him so important in the anime despite that or the fact they never made him important in the games#i personally go with the nyanderful days continuity that he also moves in with katie cuz that makes sense to me#i've literally never written anything where nate's the one who gets the watch in 1 so idk what i'd do there-#(funny how i've never written anything that's in the same timeline as canon-)#i want to at least write something at somepoint where nate and katie both get watches cuz i like that idea#i mean i have a dumb au idea where nate and katie independently get watches at the start of 1 at around the same time#and take an extended period of time to realize#mostly just haven't actualized that cuz 1) i already have the rewrite and 2) i don't have enough ideas#basically just have the basic concept-#these tags got derailed quick. and also make me really wanna work on the rewrite more-#i have so many ideas but i'm just not motivated to write any of them#and also most of them are for 3 and i haven't finished rewriting 2 yet 😔#‚‚‚ anyways-
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Any time I try to be passive aggressive and just kind of sternly remind people that I am not their friendGPT who will generate them stuff for class whenever they want, I immediately feel bad for being rude and this is how I find myself in this situation over and over again 😔
#keri rambles#uuuuhhhhhhhhhuhhhuuhh.. arent u tired of being nice i say to myself. dont u just want to go apeshit#anyway it is probably bc of the return tk class. which ommediately puts me into Stress#esp since exams are coming up and also i havent started on a writing shouldve started already#😔#i am not made for this
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In case it's hard to read/understand: "If I had a nickel for every time I had a story with a blonde girl named after a plant, who has a German father and a French mother but absolutely hates said mom, I'd have two nickels. Which isn't a lot, but it's weird that it happened twice."
weird, extremely-specific tropes in my stories: pt 1
#oc liveblogging#ughhhhhhh i really CANNOT afford to be procrastinating rn but i know this happens when im extremelyyyyyy fucking stressed.#creative/art related classes always get me for this reason bc ill use 'wait but i need to find inspiration!' as an excuse to procrastinate.#fuckkkkkkkkkk. UGH IM NOT EVEN WRITING SOMETHING FROM SCRATCH ITS JUST A FINAL REVISION BUT IM CONVINCED IT SUCKS#the worst part is hkjhkjGHKJ I HAVE TO PRESENT SOME OF THIS SHIT AT AN. INTERNATIONAL FUCKING CONFERENCE GUYS. GUYSYSSSS#anyways this post is sadly not related to that. nothing im presenting is related to my ocs [un]fortunately lmao#ive just been thinking rotating various oc stories around in my head again ourgghhhh.#and i realized this LMAO. i mean maybe technically not 2 separate stories anymore because im recycling a lot from one for the other?#one of these was already established lowkey and the other was something i made for an assignment for a class like 2 years ago#i actually don't know if petunie will be blonde in her final incarnation?? ive always imagined her as silvery blonde ig but idk#if ill keep that. she doesnt have proper colors like colin but at least colin has his design set more straight somewhat.#and all the recent petunie development is lowkey really fucking funny to think abt. i girlbossed with her character development so#hard that she really replaced lucian as a protagonist HAHAJSDHKGJ. ok well not 100% kamille's story is a shoot-off#of lucian's technically? i guess? it started becoming that and now its solidified as that lowkey bc same town same place time period people#but man if im not careful i might accidentally make kamille/petunie's arc THE default one and lucian's main one the offshoot instead#a lot remains to be seen. but also yeah the other one who's story is mostly getting recycled (myrtille) actually ALSO HAD HER MOM#COME FROM THIS SAME FUCKING PLACE BASICALLY. a few decades later but still bruh given developments for lucian's story too its just like#at this point im noticing a pattern man wtf is wrong w/ women who come from this town specifically lol. 😔🥴#this town in general is just fucking cursed though i think ahkjshkg. i mean that jokingly and literally lolololl i gotta. work on it. but y#I HATE IT HERE WHY ARE WEIRD LITTLE FUCKING TOWNS WHERE BAD SHIT HAPPENS ALWAYS A CONSISTENT TROPE IN MY STORIES /silly#I DONT EVEN COME FROM A WEIRD LITTLE TOWN MY HOMETOWN IS LIKE. AVERAGE NORMALISH NOT SUPER LARGE??? IDFK?????#haaaaaaa fuck i need to finish this by the end of TODAY I S2G!!! SO I CAN MOVE ON TO ALL THE OTHER SHIT I OWE FUCKKKK
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frothing at the mouth fingers twitching. i need to brainstorm a skk au. but. idk how to even start..
#i'm just in the mood for bsd writing and idk how to approach it.#i'd go back to my angel/demon au and i started reading through what i already have written down but. i'm lazy 😔
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keep opening my docs, re reading the partial chapters i have written up, and closing my docs, ad infinitum. i want to finish and post ch 1 but like. that means i'll have to write it. sometimes i'll get on a roll when writing something only to stop at a certain point, but then jumping back in is akin to pulling teeth bc it feels like i've quite literally lost the plot and things have no flow, especially wrt to dialogue. hate and malice and agony and suffering on planet earth
#len speaks#writers when we have to actually write in order to have written something: 😔#the bit of ch. 1 i have is starting to feel stale and i'm sure that's bc i've reread it at LEAST 20 time in the past few days and not due#to it sucking dick and balls and like. it's good writing. descriptive and vivid and emotional. i feel like i'm finally solidifying my style#here. but that doesn't change the fact that i'm sick of looking at it but i WANT to write on it rather than sit on it for a week and come#back with fresh eyes. that usually works but i want to work on it rn bc i've already abandoned this idea for far too long and am itching to#post smthn. alas.#i think i'm gonna just force it and charge thru writing the last half with gritted teeth bc writing badly is WAY better than not writing at#all and i'll actually have something concrete to work with and refine but ughhhh i'm SO annoyed by this block i have rn
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Having low expectations almost paid off. Nicholas Galitzine was perfectly cast and put his whole foot into this. Taylor was very charming. They have great chemistry and no self-consciousness. I wanted hot guys getting it on and I got it. Zahra and Nora carried the rest of the movie.
I sure wish Alex had been in this movie though! However, I forgot that Greg Berlanti's brand is not simply failing to meet standards but actively fucking them over. Kind of want to send Matthew Lopez a fruit basket for the sex scenes and a dog poop for the rest of it. It's one thing for a movie to be sub-par, it's another for it to be two hours worth of sexist and racial microaggressions.
#rachel hilson this movie did not deserve you#started to write everything that pissed me off and ended up with a long rant that just is not worth this level of racist white mediocrity#also wondering whether they gave the movie an R rating because of Taylor's bare ass#i dont really get what the point of that HBO moment was. it wasnt even that funny#I'm very glad they switched out 'your song' because it can remain a FirstPrince anthem unsullied by this mess#but also your song didnt really match the slow angsty vibe of the movie#i literally stopped watching it three fourths of the way through because I was so bored#the final reason i hate this movie is that there is going to be an influx of the most annoying white queers on the RWRB Ao3 tag#which is already choked by Swifties#i wonder whether half these people actually care about Alex or just wants to thirst over Henry through him#and that's with the book alone#movie Alex is nothing whatsoever like book Alex and the people claiming that Taylor played him perfectly just proves my point#god I wish white queers would stop dragging us into whatever they want to fap to just for social justice points#it's so dehumanizing to be used as a prop#it's all progress flag bullshit#it's not representation it's tokenism. it's not inclusion its complicity. it's not diversity its scapegoating#*curls sadly around the Claremont-Diaz siblings* I'm so sorry babies 😔#rwrb movie spoilers#rwrb spoilers#rwrb#white queers#racism#white apologia#anti greg berlanti#anti matthew lopez#queer representation#fandom racism#knee of huss#rwrb negative#rwarb negative
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Honestly "I could give you the world but you'd poison the seas" is Frosscore enough that it could apply to most people who have ever cared about him. But also, it should clearly be about Lis. Combine that with Aloy's "Elisabet is the only reason you even have a planet to return to" for greater impact. Boom
#not to be obsessed with not only my own playlists but also my own writing but. man. poetic cinema#starting to think that the reason fross is always self-sabotaging is because he's already convinced that everything will inevitably go wron#and instead of waiting for it to catch him off guard he just. poisons it a little himself first.#and maybe then it won't hurt as much when shit does hit the fan!#(< look at this dumbass (me) having the exact same realization about my characters five separate times bc my memory sucks 😔)#but just look at his history. every time he tried to do something the right way in earnest it got fucked up for reasons out of his control#so. i could see it. why put in the effort to do things the right way if he's gonna get disappointed in the end?#it's almost like the hurdles that he himself creates are a test. and smth can only be worth pursuing if it can endure those hurdles first#it makes sense why his redemption arc starts once he's stuck on earth and he's like.#''ok now nemesis is gonna kill me for sure. there is nothing i can do to make this situation any worse. guess i'll wash the dishes fml''#lol#but i also think about pre-apocalypse fross practically begging tilda to let him have something that's uniquely his. even if it sucks#(putting a pin on fross's anxieties about being cloned and his disdain towards aloy and beta in that regard)#because he feels like he's always been pulled by external forces and he doesn't know how to break free. doesn't think he even WANTS to#because it's all he's ever known. and stepping outside of his comfort zone is scary :')#but of course he doesn't have the emotional awareness to even be aware of any of that lmao. pity#oc: fross#oc tag#ramble#anyways. sorry i put the meat of this post in the tags. i didn't expect to write this much lol
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theres no kip or penny in the base game roster of fight forever
thats a no for me then thanks :)
#the roster is sssooooo small what the fuck!!#for a company with a huge roster idk if this is even half of them#also the best friends look bad sorry not sorry thats the worst trent ive ever seen :(#should have known they would only be maybe dlc since bunny already was but 😔#sucks. at least i dont have to think about buying it any time soon but. ugh#ALSO NO UNO IS A FUCKING CRIME WHAT THE FUCK#anyways im going back to writing now that i finally got started. this just fucking blows ugh#wrestling musing#box thoughts
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im a lil embarrassed that most of the posts ive posted (duh) as of late were text posts abt me being sick LMFAO n it feels silly to write this but i think i may log out of this acc for a lil while at least on mobile <3
#not being able to write is making me feel a lil dizzy dizzy#a lil embarrassed a lil 'i do not belong' ya know???#hm yeah i also need to get off my phone bc i start uni next week and i need to wake up early and im soooo stressed bc of another uni thingy#so...i will be deactivating 😔👊#im joking im joking#ofc i wont deactivate i think my shrink would kill me if i did anyway /hj#she was the once that convinced me to make the writing blog#but rn the internet doesnt feel good to me and i need to be more present and more real and prioritise other aspects of my life#i wanna be more stable and journal and move my body and read books bc i like the feeling of the paper and and#i had the sweetest ask ever about my book recs and i was also a lil embarrassed to respond bc im not much of a reader but i try TT#anyway !! aside from this mildly incoherent ramble which i loved writing ngl#i havent been writing a lot and i think ive lowkey un-hyperfixated on tr and jjk so the inspo isnt inspoing#and tbh that feels a lil awful to say bc tr has taught me so many things and helped me grow and im so painfully in love with shin but idk#idk what happened i think i just hit a lil bump in the road of life and the stress has me focused more on real life and other things than#my darling beloveds. and im sure itll pass like most things in life i will feel good again#but rn it doesnt. i havent even caught up with the latest ep of tr :') but nonetheless writing is one of my truest loves as well#so i will comeback hopefully with a few stories mapped out including a lil gojo series and all that fun jazz :D#i have shin naoto izana gojo and toji in store !! and tbh im not ready to just leave them all behind#ANYWAY OKAY this' gone for too long LMFAO but thank u if u read till here i think i needed to rant#that means ill probably be less active than im already am but ill be back !!#still i dont think this exactly qualifies as a hiatus so i wont mark it down as such wait is this a semi-hiatus??? lmfao idk but eh 🤷♀️#i love love love love love yall so so so much and forevever and always will#MWAH#<3
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