#alnst kin

[dreamcrush]

*⁀➷ . . . Ivan ໒꒱

꒰ა 250x250 filtered icons ; indulgent ; @canaryknight

[the-fallen-collective]

Welcome new contestant! Are you fictionkin? Do you like Alien Stage? Then why not come onto The Stage yourself?

An Alien Stage centered kin server with lots of channels, roles, and fun!

Inclusive to those with disabilities, POC, LGBTQ+, regression, and more! We have pluralkit and tupperbox along with other bots for fun!

We’d love to see you join us!

[gazing-at-my-stage]

the Luka from Alien Stage experience is scrolling through tumblr and seeing random folks wish death upon you

fun times

[kin-katalogue]

CW: fictionkin memories (death, loss, grief), and overall just sad bullshit

—Till (Media: Alien Stage)

The Alien Stage sucks. They grab whatever hope you have and pull it out from under you. They give you the illusion of winning until people who are famous and good singers like Luka come and take it from you. The illusion of winning. Being able to live.

I miss Ivan. But I also hate him. He's a self sacrificial idiot who left me with the responsibility of beating Luka when he was more capable.

I hate him.

But that's also not true.

I miss him. Loved him...even. Him and Mizi. Then, for some time, just him.

I want to scream and cry at my own death, his death, and all 49 other seasons of this hell that came before.

[alienkinstage]

WELCOME TO ALIEN KIN STAGE

An 18+ server for kins and fictives of Vivino’s Alien Stage!

- MUST be 18 years or older to join!

- Canon Divergent friendly!

- Plural Kit added!

CLICK HERE TO JOIN

[spliceyblues]

Painting the roses red, and many a tear we shed.

[almond-tofu-chan]

translated a few of the alien stage comics like a sane person does, apologies for any mistakes i relied mostly on google translate and youtube comment sections lol

[bkblaise]

Just letting yall know I'm reanimating the Ivantill kiss scene with Kainess Also me and my friend discussed it but RyuSae are HyunaLuka and NagiReo are MiziSua

[charcharliee]

They make me sick

[crustyfloor]

Ivan is so kind

[mirrorcatcreditcard]

I love walking around the fandom and repeatedly bumping into my mutuals and waving furiously and walking some more and slamming into them and going to wave again to realize I already waved at this post but it's stuck in my head so instead I click on their profile and interact with some content I haven't and continue walking until I finally take a break...to go listen to another Luka or IvanLuka song again 😭

[tillstanaccount]

[gazing-at-my-stage]

Me just randomly singing Ruler of Your Heart in my head: My saviour / My one, my beautiful soul / Make me your god / I can give you everything

...

Damnit why do all of my kintypes have some weird connection with religion and the urge to deify other folks??? I didn't ask for this seriously

[kin-katalogue]

—Till (Alien Stage)

CW: negative kin vent, long message

TW: mention of death, hints at abuse (but not really)

The new song release has ruined me.

Nowhere (ALNST Sub: Ivan Pt. 1)

It hurts. Everything hurts.

I loved him. I LOVED HIM. I FUCKING LOVED HIM!

And he'll never know...To his last breath, he didn't know.

And in my own last breath, I realized just how much he meant to me.

I miss him. I miss him. Even as a friend. HELL! I'd take him hating my guts if it meant I could see him alive and happy and healthy and getting EVERYTHING that he never got but deserved to have.

Gods...Please...

If this message finds you Ivan...please know that I am so sorry. I'm sorry you wasted your life on me, wasted your love on me. I'm sorry for not winning like you wanted me to. I'm sorry for being too dense to not realize that you were who I wanted. Not Mizi. I'm sorry for not being a good friend to you. I'm sorry for everything those aliens did to you.

But most of all.

Thank you...

Thank you for trying. Trying to love me. Trying to save me. Trying to show me a happiness that those aliens could never give us.

You were...truly a light in my life. And I hope you live a good life now, a better one than before.

[the-vampires-path0s]

"AGHGHDGFG STOPP WHY ARE THE SAD SONGS KEEP PLAYINGGG AAHGEHE I CANT HANDLE THIS"

Also me listening to an alnst playlist

Yes I'm allergic to happiness

[conconpasta]

As I said, boring stuff is here.

Not really a studies, just sketches, but I finally really enjoyed drawing today ngl. Tbh, I planned to start a 100 portrait marathon (10 a day), but due to some circumstances I didn't have much time for it, so I'll start tomorrow, I guess.

I don't even know what hashtags I have to put here.

Don't ask about Luka's hairstyles.

Как-то так..