#all thoughts head full

[amekonocternia]

I've discovered who stole all the other ginger cats braincells

This is the orangest cat I've ever seen

Even her eyes are orange

[wavesoutbeingtossed]

Once again besties sending you all hugs on this heavy day 🫂

[spectraspecs-writes]

I have a hard time buying Ben and Jerry’s because I always grab it and think “I’ll try to stretch it out this time! I’ll eat this over three days!” But then I suddenly find myself sitting there with a spoon and an empty ice cream container. I will still buy Ben and Jerry’s.

[rough-handss]

desperately need to listen to everybody’s every thought of every SECOND of this movie

[earthtokairyuu]

kinda been going crazy with brainstorming lately lmao,, not willing to show the details of this story to anyone yet, but it's so much fun 💌

probably not gonna be so fun if i get caught writing a mu/rder mystery on the school computer

app is xmind if anyone wants to give it a try for mind mapping! i find it really easy to use :D

[protonpowered]

about a week ago i was having no thoughts about Rift Apart at all

and now i’ve finally finished the game, started two new playthroughs of it, have started putting together two new R&C playmixes, and now starting today im plotting out a Nefrivet big(ish) fic

[spectraspecs-writes]

I know *why* this says “buy on Etsy” but it looks to me like lynati is saying that’s the thing they hate most in the English language. I’m like homie that’s another statement. That’s a whole new topic

[theyoungraven]

Mini update on my work situation:

I got a new job in the same building but different department of where I worked before in August. My ex-boss has made a threat against me and is harassing my co-workers, supervisor, boss, and those in the office related to mine. It's obvious she's trying to catch me making a mistake based on some complaints she's made and her major change of attitude to the staff. I answered a call she made up to the office and it was obvious she was trying to catch me in a mistake. I was not the one who made it and my supervisor told her that. My boss and supervisor are aware of her actions and know I'm avoiding her unless needed. My presence in my office should mean nothing to her but she cannot accept it.

[kmmachilles]

i JUST got tumblr but i alr know this is going to be my vent space. none of the people i know irl know this space exists, so im going going to CLAIM it

tumblr, get ready for my trauma.

[chloesimaginationthings]

FNAF Phone guy was wild for saying that to Michael..

[puppyeared]

learned something about myself lately

[spectraspecs-writes]

They should make like a bug spray that’s a lotion instead of a spray. I’d pay for that.

[muestion-qark]

If you ever feel like you have too much going on, open your Notes app on your phone and type up everything you gotta do / deal with / sort out

Advantages:

More headspace

Easy way to organise from high- to low- priority

Ticking items off lists is cathartic as hell

Disadvantages:

Typing up a lotta stuff

Trying to figure out what's more important than others can be hard at times

[awildtei]

I know this is not new information, but I've seen a fresh wave of people confused about what the fuck Andrew planned to do as a 5'0 man with a knife against the literal mafia, so.

I think the fact that neither Neil nor Kevin lost their faith in Andrew’s ability to protect them after he was attacked by Drake (unable to stand his ground against a single man with a bottle, let alone the Yakuza/Nathan with their guns) is the best proof we have that the deal was never about physical protection. This is confirmed by the way Neil never expects Andrew to save him from his father, in fact cuts him loose before Baltimore as soon as danger is truly near.

Andrew is a pretty self-aware character, and he wouldn't make promises he knows he can't possibly see through, so I think he knows what Kevin and Neil also know: what they need from him, and thus what he promises, is not physical protection.

To Kevin, he promises safety from the Moriyamas, and the way we see him enact that safety (at Kathy's show, at the banquet) shows exactly what it's about: when Riko starts getting into your head, when he makes you doubt yourself, makes you think maybe you should go back to Evermore, I won't let you. I will get you away from him, I will treat him like he's just some dude to remind you that you can face him without kneeling. I will be your spine until you find your own, I will stand my ground for you until you can do it yourself.

That's why the scene when Kevin gets to the dorm with his tattoo and Andrew's eyes show so much feeling is huge not just for Kevin but for Andrew: because that was the whole point of their deal, Kevin has found his spine, Andrew bought him the space and time to do it.

To Neil, he promises safety from the people hunting him down, and that means: I will give you something to build a life around (keys, drives to nightly exy practices, someone to lean on, someone who will listen without flinching). When you feel like running, I will be someone you can call to come pick you up. When you forget, I will remind you who you are: Neil Abram Josten.

Andrew stands between Kevin and Riko and between Neil and his father not as an impenetrable wall but as an obstacle in their vision: not shield but focal point.

(Makes me think of that scene in The Haunting of Hill House, Hugh holding Steven's neck to keep him from looking at the ghosts, saying, Look at me, just look at me, keep your eyes on me. That's what Andrew’s constantly doing --even literally, when Kevin is spiralling after Wymack tells the team about the district change and Andrew makes him look away from his broken hand and up at him).

[timethehobo]

A missed apology.

[hinamie]

siren!megumi concept sheet i whipped up in a single-minded fever state fr @uriekukistan