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stuff i drew this year that i really liked!
#my art#everything everywhere all at once#the legend of zelda#tears of the kingdom#one piece#one piece bewitched me body and soul#character ensemble art....... 2022 me lowkey could never
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imagine if after the transmigration shen qingqiu became a combination of shen yuan and shen jiu, not in a "second person living in my head" kind of way, but a "this house is haunted and carries the echoes of the dead" kind of way; imagine shen yuan having nightmares about a house, a fire, a faceless boy behind a door he can't remember; imagine him having flashes of emotions he doesn't understand, rage at a name he doesn't recognize, helplessness when yue qingyuan apologizes for something he won't mention, nausea when ning yingying says the name "a-luo"; imagine parts of his own self have changed too, how he now likes bows in his hair, pretty flowers and flowing robes, but can no longer stand a stranger's touch, a man's touch, yet he longs for the brothels, but never sexually, only fondly, like there's something there he misses. there are many empty spaces in his heart where he feels something is missing
#imagine if one day shen qingqiu wakes up and he no longer knows which one he is#imagine the guilt too. for not just taking a body but their self too. their memories and wants and needs and feelings#maybe it differs per day#sometimes he is more shen jiu. snappy and defensive and aloof#sometimes hes more shen yuan. silly and bumbling and trying so hard#and maybe. maybe. if you want to tear your heart a little more:#most disiciples and peak lords sit out the days where parts of shen jiu surface waiting for shen yuan to come back#theres a metaphor about the ship of theseus in here somewhere. its on the tip of my tongue#something something replacing all the parts one by one. is it still the same ship or has it become something new?#svsss#scum villian’s self saving system#shen jiu#shen qingqiu#shen yuan#scum villain#mxtx svsss#mxtx#luo binghe#bingqiu#svsss thoughts#yue qingyuan
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What's killing me is how Esteban has stayed so dead silent about the issues he and Pierre had in the past and was clearly the one working harder to 'move on and forget' than Pierre was, but even he couldn't fool himself in the end.
He ended up being the one to yank Pierre close and pull him in for the hug. He opened his arms up to Pierre two more times after that. And during that interview where they call Pierre over to him, he opens his arm again and warmly invites Pierre into his hold. When they clasped hands on the podium, he took Pierre's hand into BOTH of his and held it tight.
He was always so closed and so guarded about anything regarding Pierre, but yesterday? His arms and his heart were wide open and ready to accept Pierre in any form or fashion. He initiated most of it. And that really was profound for me!!
#pierresteban#pierre gasly#esteban ocon#im so annoying about this i'm sorry#but something about esteban keeping his doors closed and locked and bolted#just to tear through them all and open it up wide and proud for pierre yesterday#something about that just gets me in my chest#everything about his body language was 'open'#i hope he's keeping that door open fr fr
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the only thing about me that resembles her
#lobotomy corporation#lobcorp#angela lobcorp#angela lobotomy corporation#more lor things technically. plus spoilers. gives a hand shoo once more.#its nothing technically impressive or complicated since im.. so tired... so easily... but i wanted to do an angela piece even still while i#wait for my body to catch up with my mind. angela!! had this one for a little bit. shorter notes because of the lethargy#i was going to have the hands cradling angela's face but it looked off so i had it resting over her tie. heart/other red aspect though its#more of benjamin. but still a pop of red. staining of past people left behind once at the side or the sort. also angela's eyes were going to#look up but i wanted the 'looking at you and only you' sort of thing. obvious 'the red hairband the only thing about me that resembles her#the only memory that connects me to my maker' sort of thing as well. wanted to have the blood dripping down for multiple reasons but also#because.. can she cry? i dont think so. even if she wanted to she likely wasnt evem built with tears in mind. another aspect stripped away.#blood pooling of a person she could never be having aspects she could never have even though she could try and want an importantance like#her. a showing and mirroring of crying as the liquid pools in the crevices of a face and eyes.#or.. something like that. brain mush. thumbs up. angela#im not tagging carmen becuase she isnt There there. more of a reference despite it all
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The One Fact Pact
I want to see a fic where the chain is rigorously keeping their secrets and stories hidden, but they've all learned to trust one another. Like, it's past time they should probably be sharing things because it's beginning to get annoying, they all agree, but it's sorta become a habit by now? They kept those secrets and now no one really wants to share first?
So, to keep things interesting and get some momentum going, they make a deal.
Whenever they come across something that reminds them of their travels, their quest - be it an item, a familiar name, a location - they've got to share ONE fact or story about it.
But only! When they're in other people's time, because otherwise it'll just be a staged tour and one person infodumping and that's exactly what they're trying to avoid (and it won't be a fun competition they can make bets about).
And then either they go through worlds slowly building trust and understanding of each other through a long drawn out and incidental series of tidbits....
Or they immediately get stuck in wild's hyrule for ages.
Everyone's arguing over who the latest ruin belongs to. Time and wind are getting into an argument about the kokiri. No one can agree on the zonai. Wars is taking immense pleasure in pointing out anything someone else might have missed. Legend is resolutely ignoring eventide. Twilight claims the entire faron woods until they step into the hot and humid jungle for the first time.
Wild thinks he's immune because it's his world so he legally can't answer questions, but everywhere they visit there's a piece of his own story in the rubble or on the wind.
Wild: *happily making tea and checking his slate with the other hand* okay, looks like tomorrow we can reach the breach of demise and to new serenne stable. Just past that- Sky: *choking on his drink* the what?? Wild: the breach? Sky, weakly: Why's it uh, called that? Wild: oh, it's an old story. Apparently eons ago it's where a demon godking came up from underground to the surface world... *suspiciously* Why? Sky: gimme the slate. *squinting at the shape on the map*... I can neither confirm nor deny. Wild:... What do you mean? Sky, remembering the One Fact Pact: I can neither confirm nor deny. What's important is that I killed him. The entire chain, variously: YOU KILLED A DEMON GOD?!!? Sky *recalling the hardest fight of his life*: what, like it's hard?
And then he just refuses to elaborate.
#They say '1 fact' as a minimum but quickly realise they're all petty enough to use it as the max too#So they all pick the craziest or most unhinged stories and refuse to give context because 'we said 1 fact! It's 1 fact!!'#linked universe#loz link#loz lu#lu chain#botw#botw totk#tears of the kingdom#tloz#breath of the wild#the legend of zelda#loz botw#totk#loz totk#loz#There's literally no end to the stupid stories they could tell#Wild greets a guy called Ralph and legend goes 'reminds me of a kid who tried to kill his possessed ancestor queen in the past and#Nearly wiped his own existence off the planet in the present. He was a good kid. Almost a shame their monarchy got deposed.'#Time seeing a zora performer: one time I had to gaslight a grieving widow with her fiancé's body and my newfound guitar skills.#What could have been difficult heart to hearts around campfires becomes outrageous tidbits at random times#They're all competing for the most ridiculous and unbelievable stories#Even funnier when things unexpectedly align. Like wind tries the cannon thing and instantly gets shut down by twilight and sky#legend of zelda
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Can someone tell me why it is so hard (for me) to get vis features consistently right??
Cait with her peculiar long nose and small pout? not a problem! but Vi??? its like rolling a die every time
#I'm not saying I've never gotten it right! but like#when I did I could not for the life of me point you to why and how#like her eyes are pretty big but also definitely not too big#her nose is crooked but also not really all that crooked#the face is really v shaped but sort of round at the same time#Her body too btw!#like she's buff but NOT REALLY because she's super slender and smol at the same time!#im tearing my hair out over here :D#qverts inside thoughts#arcane#vi arcane#caitvi
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My dream is to get a BIG hug from this BIG man even though I know it would break my ribs due to his strength😫🥹





#kimetsu no yaiba#demon slayer fandom#demon slayer#kimetsu no yaiba fandom#kimetsu no yaiba icons#kimetsu no yaiba anime#gyomei himejima#kny gyomei#demon slayer gyomei#He look so cute behind the tree#Bro I bet only one of his hands is the size of my all body#Im short btw so...#No but he's look so husband material fr#I want to hug him now#Even if it breaks my ribs in the process#I could wipe his tears all day😭😭#Gyomei one chance bb😭☝️
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random castordei thought i js had: what if mydei does die (and get revived obviously) from castorice’s touch at the beginning, but gradually builds up an immunity to it
like their first encounters would be a little prickly because the curse does work on him, but mydei already notices that coming back to life after dying by castorice’s hand is much more painless than on other occasions. they meet up more often, and each time his body takes less time to regenerate, until one day, he doesn’t die at all—he just feels himself go completely limp in her arms, muscles relaxed for the first time in years. and it feels weird, because he’s usually incapable of letting go of all the tension in his body like that, but castorice just has that effect on him. so now, his main reason for seeing her is needing to relax his muscles and clear his mind, which helps him sleep better and because he’s in love with her
#they have invaded every last corner of my brain and now live there free of charge#like every day i have a random thought abt them#what if castorice asks aglaea to sow a couple pink flowers into her dress bc she knows mydei likes pink#canon fact btw this man adds milk to his pomegranate juice to make it pink#he’s so me#anyway back to the point#or that mydei takes the cloth (or wtv that is) covering his upper body off when he hugs castorice for maximum warmth#and she’s js sitting there with tears in her eyes going ‘yeah its fine lord mydei’#girl is the final boss of being touch starved#hsr#hsr castorice#hsr mydei#castordei#need 500k jades for no reason other than castordei team#lmaoooo jk i know it’s not happening#but still#ALL OR NOTHING 🎩🦚🎰#why is the only hat here a top hat#AVENTURINE DOES NOT WEAR A TOP HAT#…#now i wanna draw him with a top hat and a monocle#i need to go to bed
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In a Week by Hozier ft. Karen Cowley









“The raven is death, obviously. When I die, I want a good tombstone—something right spooky. LT’s got something against the underground, though you’d think that would be just his kind of place. That’s alright. He needs to, he can cremate me. It’s not exactly Catholic, and Mam would turn in her grave, but God is a unicorn and no one is pure anymore, so. What’s all that got to do with me?”
Johnny “Soap” McTavish has a journal. Had. It is his no longer.
Simon “Ghost” Riley had dreams—awful ones, the kind that sank claws into his lungs, dragged him into sleep, and then sent him careening out of it. He still has dreams, but they’re different, now. Better. Johnny’s pages have folded themselves under his eyes and gotten into his head, brighter and more infectious than anything else has ever been. It’s more than the past, that rotting carcass behind him, and more than now. Now is nothing. Now is ash. It’s like, it’s like—blinding, is what it is. He’s a blind man.
It is biblical now. Ghost has read it backward and forward and sideways and inside out. When he runs out of things to read, he reads them again, and when that is not enough, he reads between the lines.
#ghostsoap#simon ghost riley#john soap mactavish#soapghost#soap x ghost#ghoap#call of duty#cod mw3#my art#ghost is obsessed with soaps journal bc it breaks his heart at first like really tears it apart but soon focuses on what soap has written#about him. words of admiration and envy and love and fondness. real fondness. jokes made for him thoughts about him musings etc.#and johnnys snippets about his family and how he wants to settle down eventually#then all simon can think about is what life they could’ve lived together after the ‘war’#nevermind that there will always be war be death be blood and love is there and it matters but it changes nothing#for simon there will always be johnny#who even knows if thats what soap wanted if he loved him back if ghost even remembers him as he was instead of what he wishes he could have#become to ghost if things had gone as they should. who knows. the dead dont sing dont speak. all thats left is what they wrote#the cigarettes refer to soaps smoking habit and how ghost disapproves like a nagging wife. the ash smudges and burns in the paper allude to#ghost deciding to have soap cremated as a spouse decides post mortem due to his own aversion to being underground bc he doesn’t want soap#to be nothing but a decomposing body. he couldn’t bear that. he couldn’t bury him alive or dead so burning it is
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Achilles vs Hector
What most people think their battle music sounds like: epic, heavy, heroic
What I imagined it sound like:
youtube
#greek mythology#tagamemnon#the iliad#homeric epics#homeric poems#achilles#hector#hector of troy#achilles vs hector#memes#sad memes#homers iliad#hector vs achilles#their battle music is tragic sad and heartbreaking#change my mind#random post#thoughts from my brain#thoughts from the void#food for thought#avatar atla#azula vs zuko#Youtube#sad battle music#the final edgy notes would be the madness setting in and the ultimate revenge of desecrating the body#oh my gosh imagine it all in slow motion!#close ups to their faces...their fear...their fury and their tears...
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What the fuck.
#okay. okay just. first of all: I was wondering when the flashbacks of spike as a baby were coming back#fucking. insane way to drop that back in.#second of all. what the fuck#he killed shockwave while having that vision. he wasn't aware he was doing it at all#in the vision. were the tendrils and claws seeping in as something he had to kill to protect the baby?#did he kill shockwave because he was so terrified for the safety of the child?#did optimus's anger towards shockwave manifest into the vision of what shockwave could've done to earth. what he WOULD'VE done#when he pressed his fingers into shockwave's eye did he 'see' himself tearing away the cables and binds?#or is this him infecting the baby with his own violence? his fingers turning into sharp claws and his anger wrapping binding the baby to him#god just. there's so many ways to view this but. what the fuck. what the fuck#transformers#transformers skybound#transformers 2023#transformers spoilers#optimus prime#cw body horror#YEP THAT'S GETTING A TAG BECAUSE. FUCKING DAMN#my post
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now we get to add to kou's side of the mitsukou death tally...
#im so#i KNEWWWW something was wrong with him but oh my GOD#tears in my eyes#terus reaction...#the way akane immediately knew they had to go back after this happened#is kou's BODY in the well???? thats horrific#is mitsubas there to...#“i gotta go i can't leave him all alone” IM IN SHAMBLESSSS#tbhk#tbhk manga spoilers#tbhk spoilers#tbhk 120#tbhk ch 120#jshk#jshk spoilers#kou minamoto#mitsukou
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Sakura and her comically oversized axes

#If you look at the secret reference window you'll see that there are actually a few more drawings#That's for my Sakura finds one (1) mention in a footnote that very very vaguely implies Tobirama did something in a lab#And it sends Sakura spiraling down into a rabbit hole and she comes out the other end a chaotic good ver of Orochimaru au#Danzō would be interested in her experiments bc they would be very lucrative but she's such a fucking psycho for knowledge#And experiments that it would literally only end in disaster for him she'd probably try to dissect him#Also despite her obsession with fitting as many seals as she can in her body without maiming herself she's still *Sakura*#And she has like#A conscious#Girlie would stop at nothing to tear that man and his empire to absolute pieces#Then she would dissect him#haruno sakura#Naruto#naruto shippuden#naruto art#naruto fanart#sakura haruno#Moldy-flowers#This is also art I was drawing while thinking of Tobirama haunting Konoha and bc he's a psycho he manages to find a way to get somebody#To see him but as all first attempts go he fucks it up a little and only this little brat can see him#But as she does when Sakura finds something she's interested in she finds absolutely everything she can and following in#Tobiramas footsteps#Including the racism!!#/j!!!!
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Minor correction: the memorial was ordered by the us government, who issued a statement that superman was to be considered an american and interred in metropolis, but the statue was paid for by lex luthor.
that would not make it easier for the artist. you're crying while sculpting superman's sixpack and an eagle to cast in bronze, half your city is wrecked, and lex luthor jr is breathing down your neck about it needing to be perfect when he puts superman in the ground
#that poor artist#anyways funeral for a friend will make me cry#my tears only tempered by my annoyance at mae (i know we cant all be antigone but girl#steal his body and take it to the kents you know its the right thing to do) and my confusion at guardian's moral code#(man will disobey westfield over supermans body because he obviously cant be trusted. but also will tell superman that he 100 totally will#kidnap and imprison a living child should westfield (tried to mind control and also murder said child) order it#annnnnyyyyyyyyyyyyyy way#im only four issues into this tpb wow it goes for a while#.... WHAT DO YOU MEAN. CHRISTMAS EVE
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not to be myself on main but im still here
#snap chats#sorry not sorry im still obsessed with how big he is. this is peak mags body to me just huge as fuck and solid like a freight train#i hate that charas follow where you're looking because now i feel especially filthy like STOP. i AM looking at your ass i dont wanna hear i#this is why i cant stream me playing 90% of the time i will Not So Subtly just be checking out the modeling of his ass#it aint even a perverse thing im just genuinely mesmerized by the shape and the definition ..... the sculpt ...#i am a very tactile person i love texture and feeling grooves and all that so OF COURSE im gonna be here Forever#yeah they'll never tear this skin away from me. i need to grab him#there is no bounce his ass isnt even big it is hard as steel but idc. let me grab#'snap youve lost the plot' i fear i never had it to begin with the release of this game just made me worse#my favorite thing mags does sometimes is he'll like. raise his leg like some kinda fuckin horse while flourishing his magnetism#for what reason did yall have him do that. im obsessed I Repeat he's like a giant horse to me#ok im gonna stare at him for another half hour like some sicko bye#maybe ill play the game again later but i wanna work on stuff first
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I promise you body positivity can exist outside of bringing down the other end of the spectrum of the body you're praising. You are, in fact, capable of saying you enjoy ass without calling no ass ugly. I promise you it's possible to enjoy hairy bodies without absolutely shitting on hairless ones. You can call someone's straight, black hair pretty without shitting on curls and dye in the same sentence. Heal 🤍🗣
#rambles#im not enjoying how often i see disgust towards body types that#the majority of my disabled friends have#we dont need new body standards we need to tear ALL those standards down#like congrats now youre creating body image issues for a new crowd of people.#youve completely nulled the confidence you were trying to give by#shitting on the existence of the other side of the spectrum
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