#all of them just have built in trauma

[neon-impressions]

I AM SOFT AND KIND AND FULL OF LOVE

[kacievvbbbb]

Truly from the depths of my struggling heart. Viva La Vida by Coldplay belongs to one Toshinori Yagi aka the one and only All Might.

Coldplay should just sign over the rights of the song at this point promptly too.

[photographypunk]

Gotta love that while being in many fandoms and oftentimes want specific scenarios and such story wise apparently fucking Scriddler is that special thing that gets me willing to work on shit

[love-songs-for-emma]

am i going to single-handedly create a fandom about jay holt from the video game "as dusk falls"? i just fuckin might

[kyofsonder]

Physically, I'm already lying down.

Emotionally, I feel like I need to find a soft spot and crumple dramatically to the ground and lay down for a few weeks.

[amazingdeadfish]

What do you think happens to Bai He LBD's hostess? Does she return home with her parents or does Mayor or Macaque take her in?

Speaking generally and what I think happens in cannon? I think Baihe simply returned home to her parents. Loving parents who care about her, and help her recover from all of the trauma she undoubtedly has from being under possession for so long. Would they resent her for being LBD's hostess? Of course not! They would be absolutely horrified about what happened. But all people can do is recover and move on slowly by slowly. So Baihe will have therapy, maybe with Sandy. She will visit Pigsy's Noodles often, and perhaps have a run in or two with Macaque from there. Nothing more than that. Maybe she will even find herself staring at the Mayor from across the street one day. Wondering why she recognises their eyes, but not the small frown on their face and they turn back to look at her.

In terms of silly opinions that don't align with my logical thinking?

The idea of Baihe being taken care of Macaque and/or Mayor is such a silly idea that I really love and like. Therefore I sort of include it with my doodles. But let's be honest, neither Macaque or Mayor would be good parents. Horrible parents actually, they could probably keep her alive, but they would probably be horrible at helping her through her struggles. HOWEVER, Macaque and Mayor would be the coolest uncle figures! Macaque would let Baihe do whatever she wanted and the Mayor would buy her whatever she wanted. Just a lot of uncontrolled freedom with no restraint whatsoever. And that's why those two would be horrible parents.

Of course this is all just wishful thinking. I don't actually think Baihe would really have much of a relationship with Macaque and/or Mayor at all. But of course, since I like the idea of it, I include it in the content I make :DDD.

[dan-crimes]

I love writers I love when they ramble on abt characters and their motivations, their core values and the reasons why they react to things in certain ways and having character interactions work off of each other due to their differing ways of viewing the world and in general I just love character analysis

[blackvahana]

Yeah. The. loss of my eyes is really. indicative of something, isn't it. I mean it's a topic that deserves being excplit about, so as I said it's indicative of me not taking myself seriously. I constantly feel like I need to play human and acknowledge I'm human and be human but at the end of the day... What I am and not exists and doesn't exist regardless of how much I play it up or down. It exists whether I acknowledge it or not. Truth is just going to exist and doesn't need defending to be real

I have just. forced myself into a box where everything I am and was has had to be forced into said box, distorting it, and sometimes outright beating it to a pulp to get it to fit into shapes it isn't built for. I shouldn't have to distort my shape to fit a box made for me; if somethings true I shouldn't have to brutally force myself into it to fit in it. Not talking about being human or not being human, talking about everything atm

For years, I had those eyes. My eyes. I didn't need to do anything to display them. Why now do I need to work to show them for a little while before they fade again? There's two main possible answers here, it's a matter of "I have changed so they aren't real now/they were distorted understandings of self so they were never real" or. you know

My entire personality and spiritual life is built on the notion of lack inherent to my system, that I am detached from myself and need to work to scrape together some kind of minimal connection, minimal recovery of self. Anyway. I see Lev vividly now lmfao hi

[lesenbyan]

you know, I might be Stepping In It, but I really hate people's tendency to "you're lucky" when finding out someone's naturally skinny really piss me off.

I'm not saying there's not privilege to being skinny, there absolutely is in this fatphobic world. But as someone who has spent literally over half my life wishing I could gain any fucking weight ever it makes me so fucking mad. I've tried working out, I've had physically demanding jobs, I've tried, back when i could afford it, eating as much as I could handle. I have literal dysphoria about being skinny.

and then when I Go Off at a coworker for being the second person in a week to tell me I'm lucky- while wearing braces digging into my joints bc I am physically too small to wear them right but they don't get smaller- I'm told "oh but you have to realize we never considered the other side" sure! but I'm still allowed to get pissed! you would be too!

[daz4i]

why is my life only doctor appointments. i hate it here

[bitchthefuck1]

How long does a show have to be bad before y'all stop saying we "just need to give it time" and accept that it sucks? Serious question

[twicecut]

every time i see someone claim that diego and luther are unintelligent, i feel like i'm living in another universe.

extremely socially awkward, impulsive, and emotionally constipated? sure, yeah. but stupid? proper, actual idiots? no way.

[garlic-sauc3]

thinking about dick being the oldest sibling

[narrator-navigator-storyteller]

"why are you so paranoid" well you see i wanted to live

"why don't you trust people" well you see i wanted to live

"why do you assume the worst whenever someone acts differently" well you see,

[autisticchangeling]

I love that the disability Community exists, but sometimes when I see debates about what counts as disabled versus just an impairment versus whatever...

I wish there could just be a community I could join for people with -whatever- that wouldn't cause me to constantly have to question and prove that I'm really disabled and "I promise I'm not too happy to count as oppressed" and whatever. I don't know, I just sometimes want to be able to share community in the ways the disability community does without having to watch the debates about who really counts and always worrying I'm next.

If there was something for all the people who aren't "struggling enough" to belong in the disability community, I would join it just for the relief from the hypervigilance

[yellowhollyhock]

I actually hit the tag max so I have to say this part in reblogs

DO YOU KNOW HOW MANY FLOWERS THERE ARE. DO YOU UNDERSTAND THAT IT COULD TAKE YOU LIFETIMES TO STUDY IN DEPTH AND CATALOG EVERY KIND OF FLOWER. AND YOU COULD DO THAT WITH BIRDS AND RODENTS AND CATS AND FROGS AND MUSHROOMS AND ROCKS

And that's not even getting into learning how to build stuff, lifetimes, LIFETIMES, to perfect every hobby that ever sparks joy, EVER. NO TIME CONSTRAINTS

And grief is just another beautiful part of that. Every person you meet is an exciting new incredibly complex and deeply worthwhile topic of study. You'll remember them after no one else does, you'll love them forever and ever and ever, you are their voice decades decades decades after they're gone. Does it ever stop hurting? And if it does is that better or worse? Isn't it wonderful to feel alive enough for the absence to sting? Isn't it wonderful to be alive?

I would do this forever I would do this forever I would do this forever I would do this forever

.... wait am I already insane ?