#all my homies hate brian young

[redfountainpostin]

In case of The Fandom VS Brian Young, accused of whitewashing, homophobia, racism, and abysmal fashion sense, how does the defendant, being of habit and repute an asshole, plead?

[kennyomegasweave]

8 Shows to Get to Know Me

The rules seem pretty simple, just to list 8 shows to get to know me. Some people have explanations and some don't so we'll see.

I was tagged by @negrowhat.

Teen Wolf (2011-2016, 2023) Okay, I'm not necessarily proud of this one, but it was my favorite show when it was on for it's five seasons and I unironically loved the movie this year. Did it have LOTS of problems? Yes. Do I care? No. Scott McCall is one of my favorite characters of all time. Derek Hale was a flop his entire life and I loved him for it. I legit have two arrow tattoos cause of this show dammit, lol.

Shameless (2011-2021) I'm ghetto white trash. I come from two lines of Slavs and American poor. I will always love it. Was it outlandish? Yeah. Did it show some real ass shit? Yeah. Did I cry at it more than once? Yeah. Did Ian and Mickey getting married heal my heart? No, but it was very nice to see. I legit live in my childhood home on the southside. I am a gay with bipolar. I am technically on probation right now. I don't think I need to say anymore.

OZ (1997-2003) I started watching this show way too young. It was the most ridiculous, dramatic, ain't shit, had no business show. And yet I still own the DVDs and made my best friend start watching it. She's mad as hell at it, but she agreed to watch it knowing she would be mad as hell. And she's now the one being like "fuck we can watch another season, I hate this fuckass show but I want to watch." A win is a win.

Generation Kill (2008) Yes, the American military complex is bad af. But this show is funny as fuck. It didn't hesitate to show these dudes are just regular ass dudes. There was no hero worship. My bestie and I still quote it to each other all the time. Plus the HBO War fandom was amazing back in the day. So many good edits and fics.

Queer As Folk (2000-2005) Okay this show did not hold up well at all. What with the, you know, main relationship that we all loved and rooted for being Brian (29) and Justin (17). But we didn't have anything else back then okay! I still love this show, but maturing is watching it and realizing Ben and Michael were the best couple, Melanie was never wrong and should have left Lindsay, Lindsay was bisexual and needed therapy to stop being dickmatized by her gay best friend she never got to sleep with because he's a gay man, Justin also needed therapy for so many reasons like so many, and Brian needed to like just stop just stop in general.  Also, it legit took 5 YEARS and Justin also almost being killed for Brian to say "I love you" and we all just celebrated that like it was the greatest thing despite it taking FIVE YEARS. Again, it was all we had. But I still love how it showed gay people having sex and enjoying it and not really much shame or whatever. And the "admit the truth, you love him" speech is something I STILL quote for my ships to this day. Like it was very "we're here, we're queer, get used to it" and that was AMAZING for 14 year old baby gay Clyde.

South Park (1997-Present) It's ain't shit to it's core. It's hilarious. It's still my humor. I've been watching since season 7. Sometimes I don't agree with the takes, but lots of times I do. And when it's not even trying to have a take it's just straight funny. When I'm in a low cycle, I put it on and can at least get some laughs, which is hard to do when I can't even get myself to shower and leave my house.

South of Nowhere (2005-2008) Okay. Listen. I'm a gay lady. I wasn’t really coming to terms with it in my teens, despite having a whole ass friend I was having sex with despite being like THIS MEANS NOTHING THIS IS NORMAL IT'S NORMAL TO GET NAKED WITH YOUR HOMIE RIGHT and then she moved and I gay panicked and didn't return her calls ever and ignored her on myspace, then this show came out and I was like ...oh. Oh I see. So yeah. The N had a show about a teenage lesbian realizing she was a lesbian cause she fell in love with her out bisexual friend. And then they had a relationship! And they stayed in it! And like they had sex and it was normal and fine and just yeah. This show meant a lot to me.

TharnType (2019-2021) Honestly I haven't had this show for very long personally but it is one of my favorites. I've watched it twice in less than a year. It's a hot ass mess. It's perfect. It's problematic and toxic and everything I love. Type is on that "I can hit my bitch" gay energy from back in the late-00s, which is bad don't get me wrong, but it's so delicious to watch because he's just so small, angry, and hopelessly in love. He really got the D one time ONE TIME and stayed gagging for it for the REST OF HIS LIFE. That is amazing. That is art. If you can't see how that's not the greatest thing you've ever seen, I'm sorry I can't help you. Techno remains my favorite friend in all of the BL shows I've watched now because everything he did, EVERYTHING, was gold. Lhong was BATSHIT INSANE and it was the greatest thing I've ever witnessed. My bestie has ZERO interest in any of my "gay Thai shows" but she has said she will watch this one with me because "it sounds ridiculous and it's just gonna make me mad, but you already have me watching OZ and that makes me mad so let's do it." Plus it's got "her boy" Mew. It's amazing. I'm making my straight bestie watch it and I am already so ready to watch her watch this show. I even liked the sequel. Type and Techno were really out here like IS HE CHEATING ON YOU WITH THIS GIRL like Tharn was not a whole ass homosexual who already had the convo back in college about trying pussy once and going ew. He really put on a fire fit to scare off a woman claiming his GAY man. Amazing. How could anyone hate this show. I don't understand. lol

Tagging: @whitehinagiku, @maibpenrai, @yourrescuemission, @ohnegroplease

[winderlylandchime]

1/2 and we are at 5x12 and just so you know: he sent a voice note to his friend and said ‘guess what the fuck they did? They had Brian propose. He proposed. And i still have yet to hear Blondie say that he loves him but yeah, he proposed’ all that was said with the same enthusiasm he has for anything Mel and Linds related.

And the ep starts with the fuckathon ‘i missed my boys! *points to the tv* LOOK HES FINALLY FUCKING THE RIGHT PERSON ON THE TABLE AND DOESNT HAVE TO IMAGINE HIM!’ Justin is about to name the house ‘fuck palace! *said with a big proud smile* (Justin calls it Britin) huh? Ohhhh like Brange- wait nevermind those two broke up. But you get my drift. That’s cute! I fuck with it. *moves his broken arm in air as he says* Britin. I like it’ and now we’re at the scene where everyone gets invitations *laughing like crazy and then stops* ‘The FUCK does Ben mean he wasnt gonna show Mike the invitation? Man fuck you both. Just last episode it was all friendly with Brian and now this? Man, fuck you Mike. You know, he speaks with a confidence of a much taller man..NOBODY TOLD HIM HE SHOWED UP TO THE HOSPITAL? MAN FUCK ALL OF YOU…okay, maybe I overreacted at Ben earlier’ and we are at the Mel/Linds scene where they think Brian wont care about Canada ‘i dont know what the fuck is going on but fuck both of them for that. He loves that kid.’ ‘EMMETT IS PLANNING THE WEDDING?! So this is really happening huh? BRIAN IS GETTING HIM THE FLOWERS! Ha take that mel! (Mikey walks into frame) ugh, you again. (brian says mikey always stood up for him) have we been watching the same show? (Mikey says Brian is a married man after the kiss) so he cant kiss his homies anymore? Once again marriage loses a point’ we are now at the scene where Justin gives Jen the invitation ‘please tell him he’s too young..or are we both not judging? (It shows Justin smiling) damn it, we’re not judging. YOURE GONNA BE BRIANS MOTHER IN LAW! If i get to see another prom type of dance, maybe i wont hate this wedding thing so much.’ And we are at the scene where the girls tell Brian/Mikey about canada ‘this is all shady. They did this with the custody and the award. CANADA?! Do they really think Canada is safer? I mean i get it looks safer but bro…don’t be dumb. Brian say no.’ ‘Who the fuck is saying Brian is okay with Gus leaving? I hate that everyone assumes he’s just okay with everything fucked up happening. (Brian says mel and linds are back together again) yeah, this week. (Mikey says brian was never much in gus’ life) Dude, i feel like there is a tree somewhere out there that you owe an apology to for wasting it’s oxygen. You can literally see it on Brian’s face that he hit below the belt.’ And we are at Britin scene again!! ‘LOOK AT THEM! If im honest, i don’t even care if those two leave but leave Gus here. Why is everyone just assuming that Brian doesn’t care? THANK YOU BLONDIE! HES NOT HIS DAD! (Justin says whats it gonna take to admit it, another bomb line) well he already admitted it AFTER HIS CANCER BUT THE WRITERS FORGOT ABOUT THAT.’ And we are at the Lindsay and Justin scene ‘aww Blondie got a review! NICE blondie is gonna be in galleries! NEW YORK? And what? he can’t paint In Pittsburgh? She wants him to move to New York? Isnt it enough she wants to move Gus to Canada? Unless if we move Brian there as well, its not fucking happening!’ ‘DREW! WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING? THATS NOT EMY! This is all bullshit’ and we are back with Mel/Linds and Brian/Mikey ‘this would make more sense at the beginning of the show. This is so dumb. Fucked people live everywhere. FUCK THIS. GUS STAYS EXACTLY BRIAN! Exactly Brian call them out! They just decided for you that youll be okay with it! Fuck them. EXACTLY BRIAN! Mel, youre running right now so fuck off. FUCK YOU MEL! Can she fuck off. HE HAS CARED ABOUT GUS SINCE THE START!’ *pauses tv* ‘i have not liked these two since the beginning. Which is the writers fault cause Mel and Brian had potential as friends when she cheated. BUT RIGHT NOW? I wanna fight them. *looks at me* HOLD ME BACK! Cause i will fight them!’

Aw he likes Britin! You can finally tell him the ship name.

Emmett doing the wedding planning is the one and only thing I like about the stupid wedding.

You can literally see it on Brian’s face that he hit below the belt. Thank you Gale! OH MY GOD YOU CAN TELL HIM GALE IS STRAIGHT! Or better yet, make him guess who’s gay and straight from the show (did he know Hal before watching?)

well he already admitted it AFTER HIS CANCER BUT THE WRITERS FORGOT ABOUT THAT. HOW FUCKING RIGHT YOU ARE BROTHER ANON.

Melanie and Brian would have been such good friends. How Lindsay treated both of them was unforgivable.

[lucidmusiq-blog1]

Freedom. The taste of a life that is naturally flavored with justice and opportunity. There is a pride in a person that has freedom, almost an arrogance. Almost. As a child, I was deceived by the idea of being a kid. My dinosaur shaped cloud imagination. The first time I saw a pair of boobs and making out with my babysitter. Yeah, gross to some and hell yeah to others. Freedom left my life at age 4 and my brother was age 2. My biological mother Diane, was a battered woman. Diane did not deserve to live in fear, hiding at my Grandma Cooper’s,, auntie Faye or my Auntie Rosie’s. I have spoken about her with my large family and that is our conversation to help heal and strike a bit of anger. She was a good person. She currently resides in Portsmouth, England.  Far enough to no longer fear the possibility of someone saying I love you as they take your last breath, or so she thought. You see, the last time I saw her my father was giving her mouth to mouth after he choked her out and shoved her face in the toilet. I guess it was a nigga’s way of waterboarding. I always protected my little brother as a kid. I took man beatings from age 5 to age 17. Not spankings, slaps or whaps.  There is no lying and I, just like one of my great friends I miss and hope he is well, and Billy Brown Jr. spoke of the past. The pain, the tears, and the fears. Most people remember me as a young man uncomfortable in his skin because he lacked the confidence. I thought I was confident. I thought my armor of ALL ABOUT BRIAN protected me. It did not. I was never scared. So for anyone reading and thought I was a scared pussy, you were wrong. I did not want to hurt people because that is what I saw. That is how I was exposed to rage and violence. Once I left DMI, chopped my first brick, and clicked back the burner on dummies trying to crowd me…  my mind let go..It released a wounded enraged no feelings bastard. Never a good father. Never a good friend to most. I had no freedom. I was trapped behind the violence, confusion, immaturity, and not understanding love myself. I do not talk about war stories, dirt, or anything loose fools like to chop it up about. I do not need your praise. I do not need your long-winded story of  WOW COOP! There was a point I tried to impress the homies. I wanted to be praised and recognized as unafraid. It did not happen until 20 something and I woke up in Chi-town. I lost my freedom twice. Wow…I walked away from writing this for a full day as I reflected. As I appreciated. As I sat confused and again filled for a second… a feeling of hate. That lasted .5 of a second. If I wanted to remain shackled and tormented. If I wanted the nightmares to continue clawing its way from the inside out, I would do nothing. Therapy, I went on my own to therapy. I am diagnosed with severe IED and PTSD. I suffer from depression and I am diagnosed with anti-social disorder with bouts of extreme narcissism. I am sorry for all I have done in my past. I am sorry to the women I tore down and the mothers that ensured our child was well taken care of. I am crying as I write this because I wanted to be so much more. So much more… Just to hear my father tell me he was proud. I am trapped by the little boy who is still waiting to hear it and painfully admits he never will.  I do not know what I wanted to be as a kid.  I do not remember what goals I had. That bothers me. I cry for my brother who is more fucked up than any of us. He was 2 when he saw Diane last. Never did I hear comfort for Marcus from our father. Never did I hear our father take responsibility for why Diane left. He did say “Your mom hurt me when she left. I cried” Huh, (long pause). What about your sons? The oldest who followed you around a college campus on top and then on the bottom after an injury. I never saw the bottom, I saw my father and hero. Freedom…it has been so hard to leave those shackles even though I have had the keys. You want to know what I fear now? I pray that GOD, no, I beg GOD to please give me a long life with my wife. She saved my life and taught me that I have learned to be free. She wiped my tear because it is still uncomfortable to cry, but I feel free. I feel free…  This is dedicated to my MOM. Judy Cooper. My idol and Angel. I thank GOD for bringing you into my life.. My wife Tiffany Cooper. I really do beg for as much time with you as possible. I never knew love consumes you to be better for someone else. The beautiful women that are the Mother’s of my children. My friends that came from all over the country for our wedding.  Country Grammar, Biggie, Tookey… You 3 are in the Hall Of Fame Of Loyalty. My sister and my 3 sisters that I love as Familia. Barry and Big Rich, I always can call and come home and ya would be there. Jason Freeman love ya brotha. This is like a DR.DRE outro damn… let me drop the mic…..

  Freedom for some will never be… Freedom. The taste of a life that is naturally flavored with justice and opportunity. There is a pride in a person that has freedom, almost an arrogance.