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prismatica-the-strange · 4 months ago
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I'm bored...
Let's play a reblog game!
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Give me a pic of one of your ships or seperate ones of F/o and S/I and I'll give you a 3/4 pic banner off your vibes!
Examples: my ships with Athos, Hector, and Emmett
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Dividers by @steddiecameraroll-graphics
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Terfs & "MAP"s/Pedos dni
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prismatica-the-strange · 2 months ago
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My Sandor, Athos, and Daryl?
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Reblog with a picture of your f/o(s) (no more than three) and I'll assign them an engagement ring (either for them to propose to you with or you to propose to them with!!) 💍
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prismatica-the-strange · 4 months ago
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All I Am Belongs to You | All for the Love of a Dear Little Girl
Warnings: Mentions of pregnancy.
Aramis and Athos return to Paris to find they had not left Amélia as alone as they thought
Each ship is a separate timeline with the same s/i
Aramis x Amélia | Athos x Amélia
Athos's story focuses more on what Amélia went through right after season 2, her experience with Aramis is similar but without the correspondences.
These were supposed to be short, but Athos's kind of got away from me... really got away from me
All for the Love of a Girl by Johnny Horton (Aramis) | Wanderer's Lullaby by Adriana Figueroa (Athos) | Banner by @cafekitsune | Dividers by @steddiecameraroll-graphics | Picrew
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Aramis thinks of Amélia often at the monastery, praying for her health, her happiness, and that she finally find a man who might actually deserve her.
He never expected to see her again, let alone see her hanging laundry in the courtyard of the garrison as soon as he came back to Paris.
She seems just as surprised to see them, quickly setting aside the sheet in her hands and hurrying over to them.
Athos gladly accepts her hug and kiss on his cheek, holding her back for a moment and kissing he temple, "It's good to see you."
"Do I get as warm a welcome?" Porthos teases, arms open and awaiting his own embrace. And he does, squeezing her back and lifting her off the ground when she hugs him.
"Where is D'Artagnan?" She asks. Athos points behind her toward his and Constance's shared quarters and she nods, "So that's where she ran off to."
"And what of me?" Aramis says, anxiously twisting the rim of his hat in his hands, finally bringing her attention to him.
Porthos watches her smile falter at the sound of his voice and both he and Athos narrowly avoid being hit when she spins around to slap him.
"You're lucky you get that much after what you did to me!" She spits at him and he refuses to meet her eyes. He deserves this. He broke her heart again and again, he knows he'll never be able to regain her trust.
He bows to her, knowing now isn't the time, and walks away, only to be stopped by a small girl, no older that three, at his feet.
"Hello, darling," His smile soft yet confused, "What are you doing here?"
She doesn't say anything, squinting up at him as though studying his face.
"Marina!" Amélia swoops in to pick her up and settle her on her hip, "You're supposed to be inside napping, where I left you."
"'M not sweepy," She huffs.
"You were twenty minutes ago."
"Is he my papa?"
He freezes when she points at him.
Amélia squeezes her eyes shut, sighing in defeat before shaking her head.
"Yes, dear one," Aramis's eyes go wide at her casual admittance, "This is Aramis, your father."
"Aramis, this is- Aramis?"
His whole body is rigid, his mind not processing the information given to him.
He looks at the girl, studying her in a similar fashion to how she had him. Soft brown hair, big dark eyes...
"How... old is she?" He asks.
"Dis many!" She proudly announces, holding out three fingers.
"Are you?" He doesn't notice how Amelia's face softens when tears begin to rim his eyes, "Yes, you would be, wouldn't you? May I?"
Amélia nods, letting him take her from her arms.
"What's your name, sweetheart?" He asks, holding her with practiced ease.
"Mawina."
"Marina?" He smiles when she nods, "Now that's a beautiful name, isn't it?"
Amélia scoffs at how suddenly her resolve to hate him crumbles seeing him hold their daughter.
"Oh, you're precious," He sniffs, cupping her little cheek.
Four years of seeing his face in hers displaces her anger, diminishes her hurt. She finds her chest flooding old love for him.
He laughs when she puts her tiny hands on the sides of his face, pushing his cheeks and gently touching his hair, "Curious thing, aren't you?"
"Bold is more like it," Amélia scoffs, "Like her father."
"You never seemed to mind," He grins at her, his attention going back to Marina she turns his chin back toward her, "Amélia, she's beautiful."
"To think I left so close to knowing you," He mutters, wiping his eyes on his sleeve.
Damn it. Damn her and her stupid weak heart because that's all it takes.
"Aramis."
He looks back at her, only to be surprised by her lips pressing against his.
He looks at her in awe when the kiss breaks. He strokes her cheek, unable to tear his eyes away, "I thought..."
"You're infuriatingly difficult to hate," She sighs and he can't stop himself from smiling.
"Am I?"
"I have no idea what she's talking about," Porthos mutters and Athos chuckles. He claps Aramis on the back, "You fell in love with a Saint, you lucky bastard."
"And I truly don't deserve her," He murmurs, "Ah- careful dear."
He carefully untangles Marina fingers from his hair, kissing them softly.
She keeps staring at him, completely enthralled with him.
"So much like you're mother, aren't you," He teases, then in a hushed tone, "She likes to look at me too- Hey!"
He jumps back when she slaps his chest, catching her hand and pulling her close.
"How did I ever let you go?"0
Athos
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Amélia realized not long after Athos and the others were sent to the front line to defend France, that she was with child.
She knew, even then, it was Athos's, that fate had tied them together forever through their drunken dalliance. She knew she loved him then, even if her heart wasn't ready to admit it so soon after the pain she had gone through with Aramis.
She planned to tell him everything as soon as the baby was born. She couldn't live with herself if she had lost the baby after declaring such a thing to him through a simple letter.
But then the thought he may not even wish to have a child with her crossed her mind. She'd always thought she understood his unspoken feelings for her, but he truly never told her he loved her, not once in the many letters they'd exchanged.
She couldn't bear to put the thought of an unwanted child on his mind when he had much larger things to concentrate on.
Constance insisted she move to the garrison with her to help and keep each other safe, so she made her home there with her daughter, trying desperately to summon the courage to tell him.
It's nearly three years later that she is finally able to when she receives a letter from the front. Athos worries a lack of supplies to his regiment will make the coming battles impossible. He fears for his life, but he simply can not die without telling her once and for all that he loves her. He goes on to say that if she doesn't return his feelings to not tell him, for he would rather die imagining she accepts his love than with a broken heart.
That letter is precious to her and she keeps it close to her heart her every waking moment, even after she replies, fervently returning his affections, assuring him he'll see her again, and that he will meet his daughter.
Unfortunately, her message never makes it to the front.
So when he returns to the garrison months later, he's surprised when she throws herself in his arms.
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She's shaking out a blanket over the rail of the upper floor, sighing when she feels little hands grab the back of her skirt.
"How many times do I have to tell you," She sets the blanket on the rail and bends down to poke her stomach, "No muddy boots on the bed!"
The little girl shrieks with laughter and squirms away.
"Go get your boots and wipe as much of that mud off as you can, yeah?"
"Okay mama!"
She smiles as she runs off and stands to gather the blanket again, but then she sees him, "... Athos?"
He, Pothos, and Aramis have just ridden into the courtyard and her feet move before she even knows what she's doing.
He's barely dismounted when he sees her stumble down the last few stairs, lifting her skirts past her knees as she runs to them, "Athos!"
She nearly knocks him over barreling into him, her arms wrapping around his neck. He does his best to return the hug, his surprise obvious to his companions.
"I missed you," His eyes go wide when she kisses him, her hands holding his face, "I was so worried when you didn't write back."
"I..." He's worried for a brief moment that he died. She didn't reply, but here she is, looking at him adoringly, this must be the final images of his dying mind. "What do you mean? You never..."
His eyes flutter shut when she brushes his bangs asides and presses her forehead to his, her voice a whisper, "But I did! Did you.... did you not get my letter?"
"Your letter?" He shudders, cupping her jaw, thumb stroking her cheek, "You wrote back? You..."
"I love you, Athos," She grins at him, "Of course, I love you."
"I love you," He murmurs as though he can't believe he's finally saying it. He pulls her back against his lips, kissing her adoringly, "For so long I-"
"Mama?"
His eyebrows furrow and the three men look over at the small voice coming from the foot of the stairs.
"And who is this?" Aramis asks, he takes off his hat as he kneel down to her level.
She hesitates, looking to Amélia when he motions her over.
"It's alright," She holds out her hand and she runs to her side, hiding behind her skirts, "This is Aramis, Porthos, and Athos."
She steps into view, no more than three, sleeves of the dark brown leather coat, big on her still, rolled up to her elbows, as she timidly waves at them.
"This is Celine, my daughter, " She looks to Athos, disbelief staining his features, "Our daughter."
He steps back, shock washing over him like ice water, "O-our...?"
She watches him turn and run a hand through his hair, her eyes going wide when he collapses.
"Athos?!" She rushes to his side and rolls him onto his back, wiping mud from his cheek as she settles his head on her lap, "Athos?"
He finds himself suddenly looking up her, not entirely sure how he'd gotten in her lap.
"Mine?" He croaks after a moment and she sighs in relief.
"There's no question," He looks over when Aramis speaks. He's holding the girl with a smile, "She looks just like you."
"Poor girl," Porthos snickers and Athos glares at him as he gets up, Amélia on his arm.
"May I?" He looks to Amélia for permission when he reaches to take her from Aramis.
"She is yours," She reminds him watching him gently hold her to his chest.
"Mine, yes," He parrots as though he doesn't quite believe it, smiling down at her, "Hello."
"Mama?" She looks to Amélia, unsure, then back to him.
He laughs breathlessly seeing her face up close, "She has my eyes. She's beautiful..."
"M-mama!" She cries, not really understanding who any of these men are.
"It's alright," He tries to soothe her, but she squirms in his arms, reaching for her mother until she takes her.
"She doesn't know you yet," She says apologetically, settling her in her arms, and petting her hair, "But she will. She just needs a little time... I mean, as long as you wish to-"
"You're joking?" Athos grins, cupping her cheek, "It would take an act of God to tear me away from her now."
"From both of you," He corrects, his hand holds the back of her head as he leans in to kiss her temple.
Celine continues to fuss, having exhausted herself running around with Constance all morning, 'protecting' her favorite aunt.
"Alright, little musketeer, you need a nap," Amélia chuckles, nuzzling her cheek before leaning over to peck Athos's lips, "I'll be right back."
His face falls as he watches them walk away.
"You alright?" Porthos asks. He and Aramis laugh when he sighs, both of them patting on the back, "You look like you need a drink."
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The fire burns low in the hearth, just warm enough to stave off the cool night air.
Athos leans over her, his kiss is slow and heavy against her lips, with Celine alseep just in the next room and wary if the man in her mother's bed, they'd dare not be more intimate than this.
He sighs contentedly, forehead pressed against hers.
She smiles as she kisses him again, reaching up to cup his cheek.
They stay like that a while more, soft touches and lingering kisses leaving them lightheaded.
His fingers trace the features of her face as he lays beside her, still in awe of all of it.
"You never told me," He breathes, his tone more curious than accusatory.
"I was scared," She admits and his brow furrows, "We were drunk, Athos, then you left and I no idea if you still wanted me let a lone a child."
She turns to face him, her hand on his chest, "I wanted to tell you, I did. I tried, many times, but I never had the courage. Not until you sent me this."
She lays back for a moment, reaching to pull a letter from a small box on the bedside table. She holds it to her lips for a moment, a routine motion to her now when she needs strength.
"This. Knowing you love me, for certain, gave me the strength and courage I needed to tell you," She holds it to her chest, "I've carried your love with me every moment since I received it. Keeping you near my heart."
"If only I had your words to guard mine," He laments, kissing her hand roughly.
"You have them now."
His breath shudders, pushing forward to nestle his face in the crook of her neck. Her hand strokes his hair before catching in it, holding him there.
"My heart is yours, Athos."
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He wakes the next morning with his head on her chest, her fingers still caught in his unruly hair.
He's worried for a moment that he's still dreaming, but as he slowly moves to pull away, she shifts in her sleep, tugging his hair harshly, making him chuckle.
He quickly dresses himself, leaning down to kiss her forehead, before quietly walking through the next room to find the door left ajar.
Panic washes over him when he looks over to the cot in the corner only to find it empty.
He hurriedly opens the door, sighing in relief when he sees her sitting on the top step.
"You're not supposed to be out here," He says gently.
She scoots closer to the right hand rail when he moves to sit beside her, staring wistfully over at the horses.
"Do you like the horses?" He asks, leaning forward to see her face.
She nods but doesn't meet his gaze.
"Would you like a closer look?"
"Mama said I can't wit'out her cause 'm too small."
"I could go with you, if you like?"
That catches her attention and she looks over at him with bright eyes, "Really?"
He smiles softly at her, offering her his hand.
He still can't believe she's real, even with her hand, so small in his, holds tight to two of his fingers as he helps her down the stairs.
Just a few days ago he had nothing besides his friends and position as captain, fighting a seemingly endless war in the name of France. But now... the woman he has adored for years has returned his affections emphatically, and she's given him the most precious little girl. His heart could not be more full than it is at this moment.
"It's alright," He assures her when she hesitates. He lifts her easily and brushes her hair from her eyes, "I've got you."
Amélia wakes alone, her lover's heat lingering in the sheets beside her.
"Athos?" She calls, but she's met with silence, "Celine?"
Silence still and she wonders if she's still asleep. She rises to her feet and pulls on a linen robe, wrapping it around her to ward off the morning chill.
The other room is empty, neither Athos nor their daughter is anywhere to be found and she worries for a moment before looking out the window. She steps outside and leans on the rail, her shoulders relaxing as she watches him let her pet the horses.
Aramis comes out to greet the morning not long after, smiling at the sight of his friend taking to the role of father like a duck to water. Then he sees Amélia watching over them and carefully climbs the stairs to join her.
"They seem to be getting along well," He comments, his voice quiet as he leans on his arms next to her.
"I was worried," She admits.
"Athos has always been an honorable man, he would never reject either of you," He insist and she shakes her head.
"It's not just that," She sighs, "Or that he would be angry I lied to him... Celine doesn't take to new people well. I was scared he would be hurt if she rejected him, even if it was due to shyness."
"It seems you were worried for nothing."
She beams when they hear Celine giggle.
"I must apologize to you."
"It's in the past Aramis-"
"Please?" He begs, "I must say my piece."
She nods and looks to him with warm eyes. He'd expected her to be mad, to curse and spit his name as soon as she saw him, and he's grateful for her patience.
"I hurt you, Amélia, in ways no one should ever be hurt and I am genuinely sorry for that. I spent every day of the last four years praying for your forgiveness knowing there's I could ever do to earn it."
"Aramis..."
"I prayed for your happiness and prayed that you may find someone who truly deserves your love," He places his hand on her back, looking back over at the two by the stables, "I couldn't think of a man more deserving than Athos."
"Thank you, Aramis, that means a great deal to me."
He bows his head and they watch for a minute more until Celine sees them and points, "Mama!"
"There's just one thing I don't understand," Aramis says as they cross the courtyard and she looks up at him expectantly, "Where does the black hair come from."
"My mother," She says walking over to the top of the stairs to meet them, "I'm the only one of my siblings to take after my father."
"Hello dear one," She coos, taking Celine in her arms when she reaches for her, "Did Papa bring you to see the horses?"
Papa.
She doesn't even realize she's said it until she feels his hand brush against her arm and she looks over at him, "Are you alright?"
"I'm fine," He sweeps Celine's long hair aside to see her face again before Amélia turns to go inside.
"Let's get you dressed and fed, shall we?"
He watches them longingly as they disappear into their apartments and Aramis chuckles.
"I have never seen a man so smitten, my friend," He teases.
"I still can't believe they're real."
"You two are up early," Constance calls from below and they turn to see her, "You mind giving me a hand?"
"She's quite the wild thing, your little one," She comments as they help her hitch the horses to the wagon.
"Is she?"
"Oh yes," She nods, "It won't be long before she's giving these cadets a run for their money."
"She's fierce then?" Aramis asks, "Like her mother."
"And then some. Especially with how Treville encourages her," She leans back against the wagon, "That coat she never takes off? Treville had it made special and gave her a matching wooden sword a week later. That man spoils her like she's his granddaughter."
"I wana go wit Con'tence!" Speaking of whom, Celine comes stumbling down the stairs, toy sword in her hand.
"Not without breakfast you aren't!" Amélia scolds half a flight behind.
Athos doesn't hesitate to scoop her up, more than happy to hold her again while her mother catches up.
"Not this time, darling," Constance tells her, pinching her cheek.
"But Con'tance!"
"No buts! Mum's orders."
Amélia rests her forehead on his shoulder, breathless from chasing their daughter.
He can see the gears turning in Celine's head before she wiggles and twists her body just right to slip out of his hold, but he's quick to catch her again, "Where do you think you're going?"
She huffs in defiance, continuing to struggle, and he shakes his head, "So much like your mother."
"Excuse me?"
Constance laughs at the scene, wondering how it's possible he only met her yesterday.
Celine accidentally elbows him in the jaw in her attempt to escape and Amélia's eyes go wide, reaching to take her, "Here, let me. She'll settle once she eats."
"It's fine," He insists, content to hold her for the rest of time if she asked him, "Lead the way."
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prismatica-the-strange · 3 months ago
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Alright, I wanna get my guys cracking on some F/Ovember asks so send 'em on in!
The top three I got here, ready to go are Athos, Daryl, and Aleksander!
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Athos is taking some down time with our daughter Celine, so she might cut in if he gets an ask.
I made sure to catch Daryl while he works on his bike so he might be a bit too distracted to get embarrassed by talking.
And Aleksander... to be honest I think he's just bored so there's that.
Oh! And I think my brother Five's around here somewhere hiding from the other Umbrellas cause they were annoying him. So I'd say he's good to answer things too-
Don't... don't drag me into this, please.
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Too late! 🥰
That being said, I could probably wrangle up anyone else if you have someone specific in mind!
F/o list
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lizardkingeliot · 8 months ago
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louis whispering in lestat's ear and kissing his face gently is all i care about this is all i'm talking about until season 3 goodbye
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prismatica-the-strange · 4 months ago
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The loves of my life Athos and Hector?
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self ship reblog game ^ ^
reblog this post with 1-2 of your f/os and i'll assign them a beanie baby that reminds me of them! (f/os can be romantic, platonic, familial, etc)
example: my husband sparkling cookie gets saffron the kitten
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prismatica-the-strange · 3 months ago
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Since it's December now (!!!!) I'm giving myself a present and keeping the F/O takeover going, but headlining Bernard!
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❄️I'd like to say, first and foremost, I didn't explicitly agree to this whole ordeal... I lost a bet.
So now I'm being forced to... take breaks during the busiest season of the year!❄️
☕ Shush, Twitch. If you keep going like you've been, you're gonna run yourself sick.☕
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Athos, Daryl, Aleksander, and my familials are also open for asks, as well!
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Dividers by @strangergraphics-archive
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sharkylad · 6 months ago
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Thinking about the fact that Mabel and Dipper didn't know they had two great uncles.
Yeah they are 12 and at 12 I had a shotty understanding of my family tree- But really? Nobody brought up their great uncle? Stanley? Especially since they'll be staying with his twin brother, Stanford?
Shermie never went to Stan's fake funeral, which to me means the twos relationship was strained on some level. If Shermie is older that means his view of Stan was poisoned in some way, that even as kids they weren't close. If the Shermie is younger then he never even got to meet Stan and all he knew about him was how he failed his family. Hell, people probably barely mentioned Stanley TO Shermie.
The fact that Stan had become a black stain upon the Pines family name makes me so vividly upset. Stanley faked his death and the family just- seemingly decided to strike him from the record. To pretend he didn't existed to spare themselves the sadness and shame.
Stanford and Shermie Pines. The only children worth mentioning of Filbrick and Caryn Pines.
It was never Stanford that was lost to the world. It was Stanley, ever since he had to leave New Jersy- it was always him that had to be struck from the record. Change his name, change his state, change his affiliations, destroy the remains of ghost that was Stanley Pines. Kill him so the family doesn't bring him up, doesn't ask questions, stops asking "Stanford" about his twin.
I just keep thinking about the fact that since the day he made one single mistake all the way up until Ford walks out of that machine- Stanley Pines was killed and did not exist. And Stan himself had no one to blame, he had to play the part in his own demise- He is the only one who ever knew Stanley was alive and has been for decades.
He lives in the multitudes of every personality he's ever taken, all in the hope that he himself can stop being Stanley Pines.
#gravity falls#grunkle stan#stanley pines#STANLEYYYYYY#STANLEY THEY COULD NEVER MAKE ME HATE YOU STANLEY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#sharky rants#Just. Imagine the fucking shame you have to live with#the shame that you can never be yourself. That anything you were is unwanted and forgotten#The shame of just BEING- Of taking space of- of /breathing-/#Imagine the world; your friend; your family; your colleagues being so ashamed of having known you#that you feel more comfortable with a persona to present.#You feel more comfortable stealing the identity of someone you care for deeply if only to help#If only to feel capable for once. To feel like you belong- Like youre doing something good for once#Imagine the shame that brings you to be comfortable not being yourself for 40 years.#ALL CASE YOU BROKE ONE FUCKING PROJECT??????? COME ON#I mean- the deeprooted shame was started from earlier. He was 'the stupid twin“; 'the troublemaker”; “the cheat and thief”#This was a long time coming#But those werent MISTAKES- The one time he genuinely made a Mistake he lost everything#Like he really mattered so little to the people around him#and he cant really blame them.#My cousin is a genius. Hes smart and academically achieved since I was a baby.#The only thing I had that he didnt was my ability to draw. to be creative. The guy for the longest time had a better social life then me too#I used to get brought to tears seeing his accomplishments- seeing people praise him. The shame lived in me any time I had to see him#The shame that I was the black sheep of the family next to the golden standard for a son- for a student- for a friend.#when I was none of those things#And Im lucky he was my cousin- cause if he was my brother that would have haunted me EVERY DAY rather then once or twice a year#Im better with it now; Im more content with who I am- But trauma dump aside-#I very very very much understand Stans shame in being the stupid one. The unachieved one in a family full of achieved people#the shame thats angry at him for being better. at the family for treating him special. and most of all at yourself that you cant be better#its a visceral feeling that I sadly understand
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stimtfil · 7 days ago
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prismatica-the-strange · 4 months ago
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My Athos, if you're still doing this?
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꒰ selfship game 03 ꒱
send me 1 ( poly ships are an exception ) image of a f/o and I will give them a dessert and a drink !
example with my pookie :
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lizardkingeliot · 8 months ago
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The way Lestat reacts to Louis approaching him is taking me out you guys. Shock. Awe. Terror. Devastation. Excitement. A feeling so profound it makes the breath catch in his chest. Shielding himself with his sad wood plank piano. Shielding himself from the intensity of the moment. A moment he’s certainly imagined for decades. Louis there. Louis home. Louis real and alive and walking right toward him…
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just-null · 3 months ago
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Wowie rly digging the yandere clone headcanons… how would each react if their darling tried to run away from them?!
You said tried so I assume this was a failed attempt!
Short answer: they get really upset and try making it your fault (shocker.) Ain't no way any of these mfs think they're the problem. Good news! you're mostly unharmed and alive.
This will just be purely writing bc i mostly had thoughts! sorry no drawing this time!!
[cw! mentions of potential harm to reader (no actual harm done), manipulation, toxic relationship dynamics (yandere flavor), obsessive behavior]
Sekido
You're always being hunted the moment the sun comes down and you don't return home in time. Reasons like that are exactly why he hates it when you part from him. 
This time is different.. he can't find you in your usual spots. There's no fucking way, right?
How could you.. No, how DARE you? Do you think that he's some joke? That his feelings for you are something that you can run away from like it's nothing? 
The second he's sure the sun won't harm him, he's already white knuckling his khakkhara, swinging at anything and everything in his path until he gets to you.
They know how to sense if you're near or not, hell, they probably know how your specific blood type smells like. 
Did you think cuddling up to you and memorizing every detail about you was for nothing? Don't be stupid. All he needs is a trace of you and he's gone in the blink of an eye.
You better enjoy running while you can because when he catches you, and he will, those legs of yours won't have much use after he's done with them. 
Sekido doesn't WANT to do this, but you honestly give him no choice. After he trusted you enough to stop looking over his shoulder, you do this? How can he ever put any faith in you again!?
On the bright(?) side, Sekido's rage wouldn't be solely on you, it'll ricochet onto everyone, especially the other clones and himself. 
They were supposed to be looking after you! But they can't do anything right, even a task as simple as this. 
And why did he think it was a good idea to trust them with something of big importance when all they do is fuck everything up!? Everyone's idiocy is rubbing off on him!
The entire time on his search for you, he's cursing and wanting to crush anything he can get his hands on, especially your bones. 
He doesn't even bother with speaking to the others, too busy spewing out all sorts of hurtful and frustrated comments about everything. 
The brutal thought that you’d rather run away than be with him isn't one he wants to entertain, but it's echoing in his head.
At least, once the other clones get there, Karaku and Aizetsu brawl with Sekido so you're unharmed while Urogi carries you overhead. 
Sekido's jealousy flares up when he sees you in Urogi's arms, making him even more pissed if that's even possible. Great, now he looks like the bad guy and the other three, the saviors. Fucking perfect.
There's a lot of yelling and a lot of blood, especially with Urogi making things so much more annoyingly difficult in the air. Karaku and Aizetsu aren't helping. Why is Sekido suddenly the problem?! You ran away!! 
But when he calms down enough, he's cursing at everyone through clenched teeth. Sometimes trying to convince the others that you don't even need your legs anyway!!
Once you get back home (or temporary prison until you somehow regain favor), Sekido will eye your legs while gripping his staff from time to time. 
Exactly why he's forbidden to be in a room alone with you for a while until he settles down..
He glares at you more often and grows colder than before. Arguments are more common where he twists your words just to have you talk with him and be angry within reason. 
Any other type of conversation makes him so irrationally upset that the others need to step in so that he doesn't lose his temper again.
Karaku
The calmest out of the group. He brushes it off as “you're playing hard to get” again, and if he makes a ruckus, you'll scamper back and beg him to stop like always!
Then it gets darker out.. and when Sekido left, he seemed pretty pissed. Like more than usual..... shit.
Karaku sprints after Sekido when it clicks that he's found you. His mind starts reeling, unsure whether he should laugh at the absurdity of your decisions or get pissed off because you didn't even bother to give a hint! 
Not like that would do anything aside from give you away but regardless!
Everyone needs to relax, this is obviously something they can sweep under the rug. This isn't that big of a deal and you're just having a fit, but things like these can get you hurt, y'know? 
They're fun and all, sure, just maybe give him a heads up next time, yeah? Sekido can't take a joke, you know this!!! Still.. There's a way Karaku can work with this.
He'll be able to swoop in, save you, be your hero, and remind you why staying with him is kinda important. Just in case you forgot~ 
You don't wanna be out and about without his charming grin and protective hold would you? Don't answer that right now, he has a feeling you'll say something wrong!
Yet.. what if you need a firmer hand to remind you of what Karaku provides? What if you got a little too comfortable being protected so you thought you'd be alright leaving them? Man, who knew you could be spoiled!
Because of this, he would purposely fumble, letting Sekido get near you just so he can stop him at the perfect moment. He purposely gets hit too and makes sure some blood gets near you. To remind you how that could've been yours.
When Sekido calms down, Karaku laughs in your face and would pinch your cheeks if you weren't up in the air with Urogi on the way home.
You should've seen your face! It was really cute~! Maybe getting scared is your thing? He'll note that for later.
He offhandedly advises you not to do things like that all the time, fighting Sekido always kinda sucks, but it's not like you actually had a chance of successfully running away so he won't chastise you too much for it. 
That's not his job, and his heart hasn’t pumped that fast in a long time.. not even in a fight! You're so amazing~~
And delusional if you think he's not going to milk this “heroism” thing back there for some extra affection points with you. 
Don't be so mean. he got his head blown off twice and jaw dislocated thrice, not to mention everywhere else on his body. Don't you think those parts of him need some extra loving? more than usual?
There's not that much Karaku can say after that aside from reminiscing like it was a funny story. He's not upset about it, mostly a little miffed you got kinda far without him noticing, but he gets over it. 
The usual routine starts back up for him when you're back home. It's like nothing happened, but he keeps a closer eye on you since everyone's so tense.
Urogi
If you're not home before the sun sets, Urogi's clawing at the walls with stress. He usually accompanies Sekido to go find you, but this time is different. Urogi could just barely tell you were around.. When Sekido bolts, Urogi's flying as fast as he can, trying to find you first. 
You're so far.. you must've gotten kidnapped!!!!!
The stress from before burns into anger, expecting to see someone having their hands on you while you're calling out in vain. How could he let this happen?! Damn sun! 
He darts through the skies even faster imagining it, and when he finally reaches you, you look.. fine? and alone. and looking at him like he's the danger. He's here to save you, dummy..
Urogi falls to his knees, burying his face against your stomach and finally wrapping his arms around you again. Your fists violently hit his head and yank fistfuls of hair back, but it doesn't phase him. 
Your comforting warmth is back, that's all that matters. And god, your smell.. it's almost making him dizzy. He missed you so much.
There's many holes to the story in Urogi's head as to why you're so far from home, but he fills them in with more convoluted delusions. It's just a peaceful reunion right now.. 
That is until Sekido finally arrives and starts swinging his khakkhara way too close to your fragile bones. 
Now he's back in defense mode where he scoops you up and tries flying out of reach. This is so stressful!!! There's lightning everywhere and he keeps having to dodge the multiple staffs thrown his way. 
He shields you with his wings as best he can while trying to stay in the air, so you don't get hurt during Sekido's outburst.
In the skies, it's much clearer to see the hurt behind the haunting glow of Urogi's eyes. Did you care about how he might feel? Did you miss him at all? Did you not feel loved enough? Did someone say something to you? 
As he maneuvers the sky, he holds you as tightly as possible, lightly digging his talons into your skin.
Being without you for a couple hours is agonizing enough on its own. If you HAD left him, abandoned, cold, alone.. he doesn't want to think about it. All that matters is that your kidnappers or liars or whatever influenced you are gone, and you're back safe with them!!! 
You.. you still like him, right? Of course you do, fate wouldn't force your paths together if it wasn't for a reason!
Coming back home is uncomfortably tense, especially with how violently Aizetsu kicked Urogi across the room, nearly through the wall, when he tried to lick your wounds clean. It really hurt! 
When you're patched up, Urogi is ten times as clingy if that's possible. He has his arms looped around you constantly so you can't stray too far, and if his hands are busy, he always has his wings!
As happy as he is that you're back, he can't help but cry into your chest sometimes. Everything is so tense nowadays, he hates it! How could you go and do something like that? Apologize immediately! Or at least hold him too? Doubt creeps in a lot, and your attitude isn't helping.. 
His mood swings are stronger. From sobbing uncontrollably into your clothes to being all smiles and radiating with joy the next just because you said something vaguely decent.
Aizetsu
The demotivation started to creep in the second you left. During the day, Aizetsu sits by the door, wanting to be the first one you properly greet. Sekido and Urogi usually bring you back and he'll be the one in your good graces without lifting a finger. That sounds nice.. 
But as the footsteps fade and the silence lingers, Aizetsu feels miserable the longer he waits... Hold on, silence?
Before he realizes what's happening, he's already dashing to where the familiar commotion is coming from. Dread sets in as his legs take him as fast as they can whilst being the slowest of the four. This doesn't feel like they're rushing over to you after a long day, it feels.. dangerous?
What did you get yourself into..? Why do you insist on going to places Aizetsu can't follow? Are you safe? He hates not knowing.
Usually you're the one who's fine. You deal with four demons almost daily! Please please please be okay. He can't fathom it if you were hurt. 
When he gets there, the puzzle pieces fall into place and Aizetsu gets even more depressed, but at least you're not hurt. Well, not if he interferes. His movements are sluggish, a perpetual frown plastered on his face as he tries holding Sekido down. 
Aizetsu wants to dissolve into the floor, and he does sometimes. Not wanting to fight Sekido off anymore, he slumps over. 
This could've been a regular day where you came home.. Are you serious? Leaving? How pitiful could you be to actually think you could get away? Or was it that you wanted to play some sick joke on them? Well, it's not very funny... It's terrible actually.
Aizetsu stays silent on the way home, walking with a bit more energy knowing you're near despite his heart ache.
You can feel the harrowing disappointment radiating off of him the moment you all go back home.
He's tired, annoyed, and so unbelievably upset. Aizetsu grimaced when Urogi got near your scratches with his tongue, so he “politely” ushered him away. 
Knowing a human's weak points is good in battle, but he started trying to learn how to heal them, specifically because he knew these types of things might happen.
As he cleans your scratches, he's actively scolding you for leaving in a cold emotionless tone. And by scolding, he's using manipulative language, trying to make you guilty for everything you did. 
He barely has the energy to live, but now that he finally found his light in the darkness, you want to leave? Is it so wrong he wants to hold onto what makes him even a smidgen happier than usual? He reminds you that he'll wither away without you, but he's not really too keen on dying just yet.
When he tries to get back into a routine, he just can't. He knows why you left, but he doesn't want to hear it. Even if you're sweet to him or not, he'll hold you from behind when you rest.
Looking at you is too much, but being away from you is even worse. Aizetsu compromises this way, but gets quieter, occasionally sniffling when he hides his face behind you.
There's too much going on and he's so tired.. If it weren't for the others, he probably would've held you so tight for so long so that you both would perish together.
Maybe that’s why he's only allowed to hold you when you're asleep. Just please don't do that again.. He NEEDS you. Please, please, please.
Safe to say you gave them a scare. When they double down on the protectiveness, living is ten times more difficult for EVERYBODY. when you lose their trust, it's pretty difficult to gain it back, but not impossible!!
Sekido and Urogi will always assume the worst if you're gone for too long while Karaku and Aizetsu give you a little more freedom until the others drag them along into their worries.
#null rot#yandere demon slayer#yandere kny#yandere kimetsu no yaiba#Sekido#Karaku#Urogi#Aizetsu#cloaked cult member#not art#null brainwash#IM NOT A WRITER!!!! JUST A REMINDER!!!!!!!!! JST A RAMBLER!!!!!!!!!!!!#i really couldn't think of anything drawing wise to go along with this.... but I really wanted to write for it even if I'm a bit amateur#Am I even doing this bullet thing right?? I'm not good at cohesive thoughts. but I try!! I hope I did this right..??#Also. Sekido honestly doesn't want to hurt you or even put his hands on you. he's just really scared you might something will happen to you#how the fuck is he going to live with himself if you somehow get eaten by another demon? or worse. used as bait from either demon or slayer#now that upper moon fucking four has a soft spot. its really selfish of you to run away..#don't you see how that can ruin everyone's lives including your own!? (manipulative)#why he gets more upset with any other type of convo at the end is bc it reminds him of how things were before. they were good.#but you had to ruin it didn't you? (manipulative ×2) and for sure for sure. if he holds your hand you're getting a bruise.#Karaku is hella chill bc he's wayyy too cocky that he can find you again. the little arrogance he has rearing its head again.#Hes not stupid. he knows you want to escape. but that means he has to whittle you down a little more. get you used to this. to them. to him#You can't escape. he won't let you. He belongs with you. so just try and get comfortable. yeah?#Urogi.. going through it. Hes like your ankle monitor. very fragile minded with his mood swings but extremely stubborn about letting you go#Hit him. pull at his hair. push him away. spit at him. hes sad for a while but bounces back. he always does! and he knows you will too!!#He just needs to wait.. even if it hurts his feelings sometimes. but never for long because you'll be back to loving him like before!#Aizetsu's stuck in a loop of angry -> sad until he ends up quietly crying because hes depressed you dont like them. eveything is pitiful.#he cant even move on bc youre his light. nothing will change that. even if you hurt him. all he can beg of you is to be kind to him. adjust#hes not the monsters you think he is. he can be sweet kind gentle. whatever you want.. just please.#null gospel
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skyrigel · 23 days ago
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Leaked chat of post reunion loustat
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prismatica-the-strange · 4 months ago
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For my Athos, if you're still doing this?
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F/O Reblog Game: Perfume / Colonge!
I think making perfume is really interesting! I'm no expert perfumer, but I like picking out scents to fit a vibe. So, here are the rules...
Reblog with a photo of ONE of your f/os (multiple reblogs okay, but only one f/o per reblog!), and I'll make them a perfume / colonge! If I'm not familiar with them, I may go on vibes alone - so feel free to describe them in your reblog! this may take a while, so if I take a while to reblog yours, dw! i want to get to as many as possible <3
ex. with my kelpie boyfriend:
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dividers by anitalenia! 🧡 proshp dni.
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novelconcepts · 4 months ago
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As gently and politely as I can put this: that post I made about outliving him is meant to be an anti-suicide affirmation. It is not meant to be a blinders-on assessment of reality, of the future boiling down to whether one man lives or dies. It is meant to reassure myself and everyone else that the horrors come, and the horrors go, that nothing is permanent, that hope persists with split knuckles and blood on its teeth. Things are rough. Things will likely get rougher. My eyes are open to that, but in the end, the first thing they want from us is to roll over, surrender, die. And I will not be granting that wish. I deserve to be here. You deserve to be here. We deserve to see the sun rise. And it will. I promise.
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cometblaster2070 · 1 month ago
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yk in regards to wicked people see themselves reflected in characters like elphaba, glinda, fiyero and nessarose maybe even madame morrible or something I don't fucking know but the one character who has got MY back and who knows what everything's about is absolutely that one munchkin girl in 'no one mourns the wicked' who could absolutely NOT keep her mouth shut and just had to involve her nosy ass in glinda and elphaba's business.
and yk what i love her for it go girl live your dreams I feel so seen because of you. like she had exactly ONE opportunity to ask this question and by god did she take it and she didn't even have to do much; she just got glinda started and bitch was like "an excuse to talk about elphaba???" and spilled her entire life story.
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