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Prompt 20 - Waterfall
@jegulus-microfic December 20, Word count 386
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James had dropped Regulus back off outside the entrance to the Slytherin Common room under his invisibility cloak. Regulus had been fascinated by the liquid-like material and, under Jamesโ€™s amused eye, had experimented with it for a while, enjoying watching his reflection in the window glass appear and disappear as he put on and took off the cloak.ย 
But now he was trying to keep his face blank as he sat around the fireplace with his friends. His thoughts were all on the sweet date James had planned for him.ย 
It had been his first date ever. No one heโ€™d hooked up with had ever thought past getting him into a broom cupboard without being noticed. Not that heโ€™d minded. Heโ€™d felt nothing for those boys; heโ€™d just needed a release. But with James, feelings were cracking his iced-over heart, melting the frozen cage and releasing the emotions trapped behind it, letting them cascade out like a waterfall and filling him for the first time in years.ย 
โ€œSo I sent that little shit flying,โ€ Barty laughed nastily, ripping Regulus from his daydreaming and deposited him into the present.ย 
โ€œBarty!โ€ Dorcas chastised, pinching the bridge of her nose as she shook her head at their impulsive friend.
โ€œWhat? She asked for it. She dropped bubotuber puss on my shoes,โ€
โ€œIt was a girl, Barty?โ€ Dorcas threw a cushion at Bartyโ€™s head. He plucked it from the air and put it behind his head, reclining onto it.ย 
โ€œIt was a first-year Hufflepuff girl,โ€ Evan sighed. Everyone, including Regulus, was paying attention now.ย 
โ€œYouโ€™re a disgrace, Crouch,โ€ Dorcas tutted him. Regulus had had enough. He was bored by all the Slytherin superiority bullshit.ย 
His wand flashed before him and he released all the anger heโ€™d stored from earlier and sent Barty soaring across the common room. Barty bounced off the long windows that looked into the gloomy depths of the black lake and fell to the floor in a heap.ย 
โ€œHEY WHAT THE FUCK BLACK!!!โ€ Barty roared at him as he clambered to his feet, but Regulus was already gone. He was on his way up to Gryffindor Tower, hoping that Jamesโ€™s uncanny ability to know where he was was in full working order as he was the only person he wanted to be around for the foreseeable future.ย 
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Yandere Genshin Men With An Escaped Darling
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Characters: Albedo, Alhaitham, Ayato, Baizhu, Capitano, Childe, Cyno, Dainsleif, Diluc, Dottore, Gorou, Heizou, Itto, Kaeya, Kaveh, Kazuha, Lyney, Neuvillette, Pantalone, Pierro, Sethos, Thoma, Tighnari, Venti, Wanderer, Wriothesley, Xiao, Zhongli (all separate)
This took me so much longer than what I have planned. I had much fun writing this:) if you have any yandere scenario requests feel free to send me an ask<3 (I most likely wonโ€™t include every single character). (Let me know if anyone wanna be apart of my taglist).
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Warnings: violence, murder, imprisonment, manipulation, drugging, female reader
Word count: 9664
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Albedo
The icy wind whipped against your cheeks. Snow clouded your vision. The tree branches waved in the wind and grasped at your clothes. You hissed as a thorn ripped your fabric, causing you to bleed.
As you ran down the mountain you glanced over your shoulder at every given moment.
A clearing caught your eye. Finally you could breathe out. You leans against a large tree. You needed to cover your wound. You rummaged through your pockets and to your joy you found a small scarf. The thin woven scarf was gifted to you by Klee, Albedoโ€™s younger sister. The little girl was so proud when she gave you the scarf and wanted you to wear it all the time. Sadness filled your being at the thought of ruining the pink scarf, but your arm was more important. You bound your wound tightly with the scarf. One of the things he had thought you.
โ€œI told you to stay inside the cabinโ€ his voice echoed.
You froze. You prayed to the archons that it was just your mind playing tricks on you.
โ€œThis mountain is dangerous. You have no way of defending yourselfโ€ his voice soft.
You turned your head. Your eyes met his ice blue ones. They were cold, just like the icy mountain.
โ€œLetโ€™s go homeโ€ he walked towards you with quick steps. His arms wrapped around you and he kissed your forehead. โ€œYou are better off home, with me. I will keep you safeโ€ his arms tightened around your form.
Alhaitham
The scribe had given you freedom. Which allowed you to freely roam the Akademiya. While Alhaitham was preoccupied in his office, you explored the university. Within a couple of months you had made friends with a couple of the students. You never told them you situation with the grey haired scholar, but they all knew that you lived together.
You had spent a lot of time plotting your escape. After all escaping the scribe was no easy task. The House of Daena was empty and quiet. The small bag you had hoisted over your shoulder filled with only the necessities. Your hands was shaking as you pushed down the door handle to a back door. The sunlight blinded you as the door opened.
You hurried down the path from the Akademiya. Your flats clicking against the cobblestone. You had to get out from Sumeru City and seek refuge in a remote town. It was risk, sure, but it was your only hope.
After an hour or so you had made your way to a small village on the outskirts of the capital. It wasnโ€™t the ideal place, but it was your only option for the night. You was so kindly offered the spare bed by a lovely elderly woman. She didnโ€™t ask why you looked over your shoulder every minute and that you were thankful for.
You packed your things and thanked the older woman for her kindness and went on your way.
After hours on the road your legs felt like jelly. You stopped by a abandoned house and rested on the little bench by the overgrown vegetable garden.
You woke up by the sounds of footsteps coming your way. A shadow blocked the sun.
โ€œI must say you have slightly developed, but unfortunately you are still as predictable as everโ€ Alhaitham shook his head. โ€œThe elderly woman you slept at told me everything as soon as I explained the situationโ€ his lips widened into a grin. โ€œShe thanked my for looking after such a helpless woman such as yourself.โ€
Strong arms picked you up and held you tight against his strong chest. โ€œLetโ€™s go homeโ€.
Ayato
Ayato was a sly man. With his white clothing he looked like an angel, but that was far from the truth. You had many times heard him command the Shuumatsuban to get rid of the clanโ€™s enemies. You knew the katana that rested by his hip when he was out on public duties, had slaughtered many.
You were afraid. Not only by him in himself, but afraid of his power and actions. Thatโ€™s why you climbed over the tall walls that shielded the Kamisato residence from the outside world. Your ankles buckled under you as you landed and you whimpered out in pain. After you had collected yourself, you made a run for it. The ninjaโ€™s that were stationed around the estate had without doubt already spotted you. You hoped that they went to report to Ayato instead of chasing you down.
The way down to the beach was rocky and dangerous. Like a wild goat you quickly made your way down thanks to the adrenaline that pumped through your veins. The old rowboat was in the same stop just as you had recalled from an evening stroll with Ayaka along the beach. To your luck the two paddles were still there. You pushed the boat with all your might to the shore. The saltwater cold against your bare feet.
The swish of an arrow stopped you in your tracks. You looked down and saw it sticking out from the side of the boat. The hole was not that big, but it would cause your boat to leak in enough water for it to sink before you had made it to safety.
โ€œSeize her!โ€ a Shuumatsuban with high standing ordered.
A man with his face covered dragged you away from your boat and bound your wrists behind your back.
When you looked up at the cliff you saw Ayato looking down at you. He made his way down slowly and dread filled your veins.
He stopped in front of you and lifted your chin with a finger. โ€œDid you have fun?โ€ he leaned his face closer, his breath fanning your face. โ€œDo not forget that I have eyes and ears everywhereโ€.
โ€œNow letโ€™s get you home. I will make sure you wonโ€™t slip through my fingers again. Though I must say your little attempt humoured meโ€
Baizhu
Tricking the little zombie girl made you feel horrible, but it was your only ticket to freedom. The green haired doctor had feed you herbs that made you weak and depended on his care. You had seen the label on the little bottle containing the medicine. So when he was out researching some herbs, you went through all the medical books he had in his libraries in search of the antidote. After much time and countless books you finally figured out the antidote.
You talked to Qiqi alone when Baizhu was busy treating a patient. You explained that he needed some herbs and told her that she had to deliver them to you and not her guardian. After some convincing she agreed. You crossed your fingers that she would remember and not slip up.
To your joy Qiqi had indeed remembered. The herbs tasted awful, but it was a small price to pay. It didnโ€™t take long before you felt the medicine Baizhu had given you wear of. When he came to check up on you, you pretended that you were still weak. You asked him to go get some more medicine and he did as you said. When the green haired man left, you quickly tried to pry the window open. It was slightly jammed, but with your new strength you managed. Finally you had escaped the snakeโ€™s nest.
Your feet moved fast as you ran down the many stairs. You had to turn Baizhu to the authorities for his crimes. Just as you had made it down the stairs you bumped into someone. You didnโ€™t need to look up to understand who it was.
โ€œYou will catch a cold running around like thatโ€ his voice cold as ice. His fingers lifted up your chin. โ€œTricking Qiqi really was a low move. That poor child was absolutely devastated to come home to an empty house. As for me I must say I am deeply disappointed. I have made it very clear that you will not manage without me.โ€
His lips curled up into a soft smile. โ€œLetโ€™s go home my darling. I will make some tea.โ€
Capitano
The first Harbinger was worshipped throughout the whole snowy nation. His underlings held great respect for him. He could be cruel and bloodthirsty, but to you he had a soft spot for.
Boots hammered against the ice ground. You knew you wouldnโ€™t be able to run away from them, but you would not give up so easily.
As you made your way through the thick pine forest you started to regret your decision, but it was too late. As you came to the end of the forest you were surrounded by soldiers. Their spears raised towards you, stopping you in your tracks.
The sound of hooves reached your ears. The soldiers parted and bowed deep. On a tall black horse sat Capitano. Even with his face hidden by his black helmet, you could feel his intense gaze.
The stallion came to a halt and his rider dismounted. The snow crunched underneath his heels as he made his way towards you. His height towering over your trembling form. โ€œYou are all dismissedโ€ he barked out. The soldiers bowed before they marched down the hill.
He stayed quiet for what felt like an eternity. The ice cold wind howling against the tree tops. The dark haired man finally spoke โ€œYou broke my trust. Criminals deserve to be punished.โ€
With a swift motion he threw you over his shoulder and held you in place with his arm. He mounted his horse and squeezed his heels against the animalโ€™s flank.
The Harbingerโ€™s hold on you was tight and as suffocating as his presence. As you watched the landscape blur together you realised that you would never escape him.
Childe
The sound of childrenโ€™s laughter could be heard in the distance. The small fishing village Ajaxโ€™s family resides in was remote. The river that ran across it ice cold and filled to the brim with fish. You crept as quickly as you could between the trees that surround the village. To your dismay Childeโ€™s childhood home was just by the border which meant that the red head knew the woods like the back of his hand.
You winced as you heard Teucer calling out for his brother. The little child had noticed your disappearance.
You picked up your speed and ran as fast as your legs could carry you. It was difficult with the heavy snow, but you had to keep going.
A flash of red stopped you in your tracks. You quickly hid behind a rock and held your breath.
โ€œItโ€™s not nice to run awayโ€ a chirpy voice said. Childe.
Of course he found you. It was only a matter of time. His soft laughter rang throughout the woods. He was close. Too close.
Suddenly he jumped onto the rock you had hidden behind. You yelped and backed away. He grinned as he looked down on you. His eyes wide and crazed. โ€œIf you wanted to play hide and seek why didnโ€™t you just say so?โ€ he laughed. His laughter chilling.
He jumped down and landed just a few centimetres from your legs. He bent down and dragged you to your feet. โ€œTeucer, Tonia and Anthon are all waiting for you back home. You wouldnโ€™t want to disappoint them would you?โ€ he tilted his head and faked a sad expression.
He wrapped his arms around you and hugged you tightly. โ€œWhen we get home after our visit here, I will never let you leave my side. Is that understood?โ€ his voice low. He chuckled as he pulled back to study your expression. โ€œThat frightened look of yours is really something. Makes me wanna eat you upโ€ he kissed your cheek. โ€œDonโ€™t make me lose my cool, okay?โ€
Cyno
The sun was bright and high. The heat was unbearable and you regretted not seeking shade. The sand danced across the dune as the wind gave you some mercy from the heat.
In front off you on the scorching sand laid the lifeless bodies of the eremites that had helped you with your escape from the general. Blood coloured the sand red and the ruins surrounding you were splattered in red. The metallic sand made you dizzy.
Cyno stood before the bodies with his back turned to you. His white hair was coated in red. His strong muscles made him look like a god as he stood there with his bloodied spear. He turned to you. His face blank.
โ€œI am sorry you had to see thatโ€ his expression apologetic.
He planted the spear in the ground and walked towards you slowly like he was afraid of scaring you. He squatted down so that he was on your eye level. You pulled your legs towards you as much as you could.
โ€œWhy did you run away?โ€
You only stared at him with big eyes. He sighed and ran a hand through his hair. His head piece long discarded. โ€œThe desert is a dangerous place. You have no idea how scared I was when I noticed your disappearanceโ€ his eyes sad. โ€œWhen I saw you among those eremitesโ€ฆ I have never felt such anger. I had no choice but to eliminate them. Those who try to take you away from me deserves punishment. I did the right thing with ridding the world of such peopleโ€ his hands was trembling in anger.
โ€œI will make sure no one tries to take you away from me again. I will always be by your sideโ€ he kissed your tears away with a soft smile.
Dainsleif
Dainsleif had long lost his sanity. At least when it came to you. That much was clear.
You had just managed to escape him while he slept. The ruin you had chosen for your resting place for the night was eerie quite. Even the monsters were gone. You would have found it weird had you not been on the run. You manoeuvred through the dark ruins as fast as you could. After a while you made it out.
Your relived expression fell as you took in your surroundings. The monsters you had disappeared were now standing in front of you. You slowly backed away as you thought up an escaped plan. Just as you were about to make a run for it, dark blue power lit up the area in front of you. With movements faster then what your eyes could see, the monsters were slain.
The blond traveler looked at you with a look that sent shivers down your spine. He flicked off the blood that coated his blade as he made his way towards you.
โ€œI expected more from you. To believe you so ignorantly took the bait is truly disappointingโ€ he shook his head. โ€œBut on the plus side, I have now proved to you that you will never make it without me. Let me be your protector. Let me take care of youโ€ he kneeled in front of you as he took your small hand in his and kissed it gently.
You could only cry silent as the Twilight Sword led you inside the ruins. Dainsleif was a man of his word and you knew very well that he would never break his promise to himself.
Diluc
The winery was a beautiful place. When you first arrived you thought it looked like something straight out from a fairytale. You could not be more wrong as you soon learned.
Diluc was a desperate man. He had tricked himself into believing he was your saviour and he would do anything in order to protect you. If he had to kill someone in order to do so he would not bat an eye.
You had escaped through the cellar door and out the cellar window. You had been unsure if you fitted through the window, but to your surprise you fitted like a glove. The moon casted a pale light against the manor and it made you pause in your steps by its beauty.
The stables were empty just as you had expected. You tacked up the chestnut mare Diluc had gifted you. You kissed her forehead as you collected yourself. He would come after you.
As the mare galloped through the dense forest you could hear the distant shouts from Diluc. You gritted your teeth as you made your horse run faster.
Just as you thought you had made it, you heard the dreaded screams of his hawk. You had lost.
Your eyes were heavy as you slowly gained consciousness. You were tied to the desk chair inside his bedroom. Your bindings was of the finest red silk. You shivered at the similarities between you and a neatly wrapped present. In front of you were a highly distressed red haired man. He was walking back and forth, muttering something to himself.
โ€œHow could I be so careless as to not look better after herโ€ฆ I am a foolโ€ he hissed to himself.
After a few minutes he stopped and turned to you. His expression softened as he cupped your face. โ€œI apologise for the bindings, but it is necessary. You could be hurt you know?โ€ his voice soft, but serious. โ€œI will never let any harm happen to you. Ever.โ€
Dottore
The doctorโ€™s blood red eyes always sent shivers down your spine. Even though he was human, he seemed like anything but. His embraces felt like a cage and his sweet words like poison. It didnโ€™t take you long to understand why he was the most feared man in the entirety of Teyvat.
Dottore held you within his estate and refused to let you leave. Heavily armed guards guarded your chambers. You had tried to convince them to let you go and the next day you were delivered their served head on a platter. Dottore was cruel that much was obvious.
You knew you could never outsmart Dottore. He was one of the smartest beings on the plant and he never pretended not to be. If you couldnโ€™t trick Dottore, you would trick the servants.
The long hallways in Dottoreโ€™s mansion were dark and empty. You sneaked through the manor as quietly as possible. With the key you had stolen clutched in your hand you made your way to the garden door. You twisted the key in the keyhole and pushed the door open. Cold air filled your lungs. Your eyes lit up at the sight of the snow filled landscape.
Your freedom was however short lived.
โ€œIf you take a step outside of that door I will behead this womanโ€ a deep voice reached your ears.
You froze and slowly turned. There in the doorway stood the Harbinger. His raven-like mask were nowhere to be found. His hand was wrapped around the neck of the maid who you had stolen the key from. Her face was filled with fear and she looked at you pleadingly.
As much as you longed for freedom, you could not bear to have the blood from someone else on your hands. You walked back in and locked the door with a lowered head. You placed the key in Dottoreโ€™s waiting hand.
He slipped the key onto his pocket with a smile. โ€œGood girl.โ€
โ€œHoweverโ€ฆ. I cannot let such an action go unpunishedโ€ he tck-ed. He threw the maid across the room. Her back hit the wall with a loud thud.
โ€œI have given you all a specific rule you all must follow. I have made what would happen if you would ever break it quite clear, have I not?โ€ his voice as cold as the unforgiving landscape that surrounded the estate. The maid muttered a โ€œyes lord Harbingerโ€.
The blue haired man scoffed and turned to you. โ€œI suppose I should teach you a lessonโ€ his eyes held nothing but cold determination.
With three long strides he stopped in front of the maid. Her eyes filled with horror. He pulled out a sharp and sleek scalpel and slight her throat in a precise motion. โ€œYou deserve much more suffering, but I donโ€™t want me darling to be witness to that so this would have to doโ€ he sneered at the maid as she gurgled on her own blood.
He threw the scalpel and wiped his hands on his pants. โ€œLetโ€™s get you back to your chambers shall we.โ€
He snaked his arm around your waist and led you out of the hallway. โ€œI trust that you will stop your escape attempts and accept that you belong here with meโ€ his voice smooth like honey.
Gorou
The general of the resistance was a generous man. He always looked after his soldiers and treated them with respect and you were no different. He loved you with his entire being, that much was certain.
He never brought you to the frontlines. You were to stay at the base with a few trusted soldiers that looked after you. They all knew about your situation, but no one cared. They all were just glad that the general had someone who brought him comfort through the tough times.
As the soldiers exchanged posts you were able to sneak out of the cabin. You did not get far before a certain brunette had tracked you down.
His big cerulean eyes wide as his whole body tensed. โ€œWhy are you out here?โ€ his big eyes not blinking once. His ears alert.
โ€œYou didnโ€™t try to leave right? It must be something else? Right?โ€ his voice raised. His fangs visible as he sneered.
He gripped your hand tightly as he dragged you back to the camp. โ€œIโ€™m sorry sweetheart, but I need to keep you safeโ€ he looked at you with a sad expression as he hurried back to the camp.
The hybrid had always been extremely overprotective to the point it suffocated you. He always told he did what he did for your own good.
The next nights he held you tightly in his arms as he slept. His fluffy tail wrapping around your leg in a protective manner.
Heizou
The detective had locked you up in his own home, claiming it was a way to protect you. Every door and every window (and some drawers) had complicated locks on. Only a few doors and drawers were unlocked.
Heizou was out on a detective job so you were left all alone. This was your chance to get out. You knew all to well that the detective most likely would track you down, but you could not let such an opportunity pass.
The puzzle that was the lock-mechanism on the front door seemed different. Heizou did have the habit of changing them so you didnโ€™t think too much of it. The puzzle was tricky, but after a while you were able to figure it out. The door unlocked and you squealed in joy.
You hadnโ€™t come far before someone wrapped their arms around your shoulders. โ€œBooโ€ he whispered into your ears causing you to yelp.
โ€œAwwโ€ฆ Did I scare you now?โ€ his tone mocking. He leaned his entire body weight onto you causing you to stumble. He chuckled at your shuffling and poked your cheek. โ€œIโ€™m glad you passed my little test sweetheartโ€ he purred.
You regained your senses and pushed him off. You glared at him as he laughed.
โ€œYou really are entertaining arenโ€™t you? You thought that I would ever let you goโ€ฆ Now thatโ€™s just too funny!โ€ he wiped his tears as he laughed.
โ€œWith your naivety, you are better of with meโ€ he grabbed your arm and pulled you close. Your noses almost touching. He cupped your cheeks and smiled at you gently. โ€œI will take care of you, darling.โ€
Itto
The brutish oni was really clingy and always felt the need to have you glued to his side. Getting alone time was nearly impossible, but you managed when he was out organising a onikabuto match.
While the white haired man was busy making posters with his gang, you snuck out of the house. Which was surprisingly easy when he wasnโ€™t home. The city was lively and the lit lanterns flickering in the wind. Stars littering the clear night sky. You sneaked among the multiple food stalls. The smell of fried fish filling the air.
The sound of a booming laughter made your limbs freeze to the ground. You could recognise that laughter everywhere. You turned your head and your eyes widened in fear at your confirmed suspicion. Before a dessert stall stood Itto with Mamoru. โ€œWe gotta get something for the gang. You brought money right?โ€ the oni nudged Mamoru who muttered a โ€œyes bossโ€.
You quickly hid behind a small group of someone who stood before the boba shop. Luckily you where shorter than the group and you were able to stay hidden.
โ€œWaitโ€ฆ Why does it smell like [Name]?โ€
โ€œI donโ€™t know boss. Isnโ€™t she home?โ€
Your heartbeat hammered against your ribs. You carefully peaked through the group. Itto was sniffing in the air, the action almost comical, had it not been for your predicament. His closed eyes snapped open. His red slit eyes met yours. His body tense like a hunting dog. His expression filled with shock. โ€œDoll?โ€ he called out.
Your feet moved before you even registered it. You sprinted down the street. Your sandals clicking against the ground. You didnโ€™t need to look back to know that Itto was right behind you.
You jumped down the railing and you were thankful that the jumps wasnโ€™t too high as you landed on the soft grass. Just as you made it behind a small building, a big hand grabbed your arm. You lost your balanced and was pulled flushed against a broad chest.
โ€œWhy are you outside?โ€ his voice eerily quiet. โ€œI thought I made it clear that itโ€™s dangerous, you are not a big strong oni. Humans are so fragile and weakโ€ he pulled you into a tight hug. His face pressed against your soft hair. โ€œYou better listen to me next timeโ€ฆ or I would have to tie you upโ€ he pressed a kiss on top of your head followed by a soft โ€œI love youโ€.
Kaeya
The Calvary Captainโ€™s office was quite save from the sound of the captainโ€™s pen scribbling. He hadnโ€™t acknowledged you since he brought you inside his spacious office. His silence was scarier than his anger. He continued to write his report about some mission. The grandfather clock in the corner ticking.
After what felt like an eternity Kaeya looked up at you. He folded his hands and leaned his chin on them. His lone eye looking straight at you, causing a shiver to run down your spine. โ€œYou broke my trust did you not?โ€ his honeyed voice terrifying. He tck-ed. โ€œI am disappointed, but not surprisedโ€ he sighed. โ€œI should punish youโ€ he unfolded his hands and drummed two fingers across the rim of his empty glass.
โ€œWhy would I want to be locked up in some apartment?โ€ you spat at the smug knight. His lips stretched up into a uncanny smile.
โ€œOh myโ€ฆ. You are more naive than what I gave you credit forโ€ he chuckled. He stood up suddenly, causing the chair legs to scrap against the hardwood floor. He walked towards you like a stalking wolf. His eyes hungry and brimming with madness.
He stopped before you and leaned down on the arms of your chair. His face close to yours. Too close. His crystal blue eye scanned yours. You felt completely naked underneath his gaze. โ€œDid you really think I wouldnโ€™t know how you so foolishly conceived the knights guarding the house?โ€ he laughed. His laughter sickening. โ€œI dealt with them as soon as they reported back to me. It was a pain cleaning of the blood from my new boots, but some sacrifices must be madeโ€ he sighed.
He grasped your chin and leaned closer โ€œI will never ever let you go.โ€
He straightened up. His expression lighthearted. โ€œNow letโ€™s get something to eat shall we?โ€ he pulled you up with a tight grip. You looked down on his boots as he dragged you out of his office, noticing the few blood speckles he had missed.
Kaveh
The house Kaveh had constructed for you two was like a maze. With many corridors and doors, it was easy to get lost. He had built you both a home where he could play out his fantasy. He had kept you locked away in the mansion for months. Kaveh said it was to keep you safe and away from prying eyes.
You tried to force the window open for the 10th time, but to no avail. The window was still only a few centimetres open. Kaveh had proudly showed you the windows he had constructed that would not open more than a few centimetres. You had hoped that the design of the master architect had failed, but to your disappointment they had not.
Your eyes scanned the room till the landed on the doors to the winter garden. The glass were delicate and beautiful. You studied it closely till you came to the conclusion that they might be fragile enough to shatter. You picked up a stool that were standing in the corner. You lifted the furniture over your head and smashed the windows with all your might. The glass doors shattered into million pieces, looking like glittering diamonds. You dropped the stool and climbed through the window. You hissed as you cut yourself on the jagged pieces of glass that were still standing.
The winter garden was cozily decorated and it almost made you sad to leave it. The door out to the garden was locked which wasnโ€™t a surprise. To your luck one of the miniature stone statues that resembled birds of all sizes, was perfect for shattering windows. It almost broke your heart at the thought of shattering the beautiful stained glass walls, but you had no choice. With all your might you managed to break it.
You ran as fast as you could through the garden. You had to find the exit before Kaveh came home from his meeting with his new client. As you were about to climb the tall fence that surrounded the property, a pair of strong arms wrapped around your waist and pulled you down. You back hit the soft grass and straddling you were Kaveh. His eyes filled with betrayal and anger.
โ€œHow could you?!โ€ his voice loud. His grip on your shoulders tightened. โ€œAfter all that I have done for you?!โ€ his features twisted into rage and hurt.
You tried to defend yourself, but your words died on you tongue. You had never seen Kaveh that angry. Fear filled you entire being and you felt sick. You casted a last look at the flush forest behind the fence. You knew that this would be your last time outside for a very long time.
Kazuha
With your breath ragged you ran through the dense forest. You had finally managed to escape the white haired samurai. You just needed to reach the beach and board one of the fishing boats that were docked at the dock.
You finally made it to the clearing that lead down to the beach. You waved at the fishermen and they turned to greet you. The dock was old and badly maintained. Splinters poking out and threatening to stab your feet. Just as you were about to ask the captain on the rather small boat, a gust of wind nearly knocked you down.
Red maple leaves fell gently down form the sky. The man in front of you moved quickly and elegantly. His movements like a dance, completely ensnaring you with his beauty. Crimson rain littered the air before it splattered your face. The warm liquid brought you quickly to your senses. Kazuha swiftly slashed his katana, slitting the throat of the captain. The red eyed man landed gently and wiped his blade with a handkerchief. The white fabric staining red in an instant.
He turned his gaze to you. His lips bore a gentle smile. In a blink of an eye he was right in front of you. He lifted his hand and gently wiped the bloodstains of your skin. โ€œWhat is my delicate flower doing here?โ€ his voice soft.
You swallowed. You had yet to let you eyes wander to the slaughtered boat crew. Kazuhaโ€™s eyes scanned yours. His long eyelashes fluttered. Tears ran down your cheeks in crystal clear rivers. You shoved him away as hard as you could. He stumbled back, but you knew he held back his strength. He had let you push him. โ€œGet away from me!โ€ your voice weak and trembling. You choked out a cry as your fell down to the wooden floor. The wood was soaked with red blood. You let your eyes wander. You wanted to throw up at the sight of the dead boatmen.
โ€œYou know I canโ€™t do that. Without me youโ€™re lost. I need to protect you. You are the only light in my life and I know we will live happily ever afterโ€ his voice was pained and vulnerable. His calloused hands gripped your shoulders in desperation. โ€œI am never going to let you leave meโ€ his smile crazed and not fitting his saddened eyes.
He wrapped his arms around you in an embrace that reminded you of a cage. His face nestled into your soft hair. โ€œI will make you happy, just you wait and see.โ€
Lyney
A swarm of cards flew over your face, momentarily blinding you. You ducked your head, but lost balance as something caught your leg. It was a makeshift snare made of multiple colourful handkerchiefs. Playful giggles reached your ears.
โ€œThe surprised look on your face is to die for! So adorable!โ€ his voice gleeful.
You quickly got back on your feet and was about to make a run for it when Lyney tackled you. You landed with a groan, the cobblestone hard against your back. Lyney pinned your hands to the ground as he sat on top of your midriff. He grinned as he looked down on you.
โ€œItโ€™s no fun in you escaping you know?โ€ he tilted his head. He kissed your nose before he jumped off you. โ€œYou could at least be a little more creativeโ€ he shook his head in faux disappointment.
โ€œAssholeโ€ you sneered at him.
His cat like eyes crinkled in amusement at your remark. โ€œHow rudeโ€ he snickered.
Just as sudden as he had jumped you, his expression changed. His eyes colder than ice and his mouth a thin line. He grabbed your wrist and dragged you after him.
He unlocked the house he, his siblings and you resided in. He quickly locked the door after him and dragged you into your bedroom. He let go of your hand. You quickly stumbled as far away from him as you could.
โ€œWhy canโ€™t you let me have nice things? Why [Name]?โ€ his eyes narrowed. It was in moments like this that you remembered his role in The Fatui. His eyes held a dangerous glint that dared you to cross him.
Your eyes widened in horror. โ€œNo, no, noโ€ฆ Please Lyney!โ€ you begged. Tears trialing down your cheeks and pooling down onto the soft carpet.
โ€œYou gave me no choice. This is the consequences of your own actionsโ€ he shushed you as he clasped the chain onto your left ankle. He gently kissed your tears away. โ€œItโ€™s only temporary, okay?โ€ he gently stroked your cheekbone. โ€œI love you darling, donโ€™t forget that.โ€
Neuvillette
Even though the judge bore aesthetically similarities with the sea otters that lived in the Fontanian waters, he was not like them at all. They were sweet playful creatures, and the judge a selfish cruel man. His good reputation made you sick. If only the citizens of Fontaine knew him like you did.
He had kept you hidden and locked up in his beautiful home. That was until you had managed to convince the Melusine that was in charge of looking after you that day. At first she refused to let you out, but when you told her that you were going to buy a present for Neuvillette she yielded. If it was under other circumstances you would have felt bad for tricking her.
The bustling streets of The Court of Fontaine a familiar sight. You breathed in the air. Oh how you had missed the smell of new baked goods and the music of street musicians.
You knew it would not take long before Neuvillette would notice your disappearance. You had to get out of the city and onto an aqua bus before he sent the Gardes after you.
You bought a ticket with the money you had managed to steal from Neuvillette. You quickly made it up the stairs to the aqua bus station. The aqua bus was just about to depart when a group of Gardes blocked the exit behind you. You leaped for the bus only to collide with a broad chest. You could recognise that scent no matter where in Teyvat you found yourself.
You slowly raised your head. Neuvillette looked down at you with a furious expression. You had only seen that expression when he had caught you chatting with other men (it didnโ€™t matter to him that your conversation was only friendly and nothing more). His lilac eyes bored into yours, stripping your soul naked.
โ€œI told you to never leave the residenceโ€ his voice low and lazed with anger.
His horns glowing light blue. His hands balled into fists by his sides, clearly trying to ground himself. You lowered your head.
โ€œWe are going back at once and you better not make any commotionsโ€ his hand turned you around and firmly guided you to the lift. One of the Gardes reached out his hand in order to size you properly. โ€œGet your filthy hand away from herโ€ Neuvilletteโ€™s voice boomed.
The Garde tried to defend himself but was cut short by Neuvillette. โ€œLeave at once or you will regret itโ€ his teeth bared. His sharp fangs fully visible. The Garde bowed and quickly left.
Neuvilletteโ€™s hand tightened its hold on your shoulder. โ€œWhen we get home I demanded an explanation as to why you left your homeโ€ he whispered into your ear.
Pantalone
Pantalone was sitting on a expensive leather chair. His shoes polished in a way you could see your own reflection in the black leather. In his gloved hands was a black pistol with details in white gold.
In front of him on the cold polished hardwood floor knelt a man. His hands were bound behind his back. His eyes were looking pleadingly up at the Harbinger. He was a guard whom you had befriended. He had so kindly helped you escape before you both were caught red handed by the ninth Harbinger.
The black haired Harbinger turned his face towards you. โ€œThis is what he gets for taking whatโ€™s mineโ€ his voice as smooth as velvet. His eyes dark and his smile cunning. He turned towards the bound man. โ€œI must admit that I am a rather greedy man. I really hate when people try to take whatโ€™s mineโ€ he sighed and clicked his tongue. He flicked the safety and pointed the pistol at the guards head.
โ€œNo!โ€ you screamed as you desperately tried to get lose from your silk bindings.
Pantalone shushed you gently. โ€œHe asked for it my loveโ€ his voice sweet as sugar.
โ€œAny last words?โ€ he smiled. โ€œHmmโ€ฆ I donโ€™t think you deserve anyโ€ he fired the pistol before the poor guard had the time to open his mouth. Pantaloneโ€™s smile stretched into a sickening grin. The manโ€™s brain splatters onto the expansive rug.
You screamed as you tried to swallow the bile. โ€œHow could you?! You disgusting monster! I hate you!โ€ you screamed while thick tears ran down your cheeks.
โ€œDonโ€™t cry my dear. Heโ€™s not worth shedding your lovely tears overโ€ Pantalone kneeled in front of you. His eyes gentle. โ€œI will make sure that no other men like that ever gets between us. You are mine and nothing will ever change thatโ€ his voice low.
Pierro
The sorcerer had forced you to your knees with his magic. You could feel the power tugging at your mind and it hurt. His pale eyes boring into yours. โ€œHave you forgotten your place?โ€ his gruff voice echoed inside the ballroom.
You glared up at him unable to do anything else. He kneeled before you and harshly lifted your chin. His expression harsher than the unforgiving climate outside. โ€œI must say Iโ€™m utterly disappointed in your behaviour. You should be ashamed.โ€
You tried to get control over your limbs, but to no avail. Your words died on your tongue and you were unable to make any sound.
The white haired man scoffed and released his hold on you. His magic released you completely and you crawled backwards and away from him. Creating as much distance as possible.
The Jester rose to his feet and dusted off invisible dust from his elegant robe. โ€œIf you were anyone else I would have executed you for your crime. Do not forget that our relationship was blessed directly blessed from Her Majesty Herselfโ€ he sneered.
He hauled you up to your feet, his iron grip bruising. He dragged you down the corridors and up the many stairs to your chambers. He slammed the door open and dragged you inside.
โ€œThink over what you have done. I donโ€™t take such humiliation lightlyโ€ his eyes narrow as he looked down on you. โ€œDonโ€™t think you will ever get away. You belong to me and thatโ€™s finalโ€ with that he closed the door and locked it making you all alone.
Sethos
You ran over the dunes as fast as you could. You had to be fast. Behind you you could hear Sethos voice as he called for you. To your misfortune the free spirited man was fast. Extremely fast. Your sandals were filled with sand, but you couldnโ€™t care less.
Suddenly it became quiet. Too quiet. You hid behind a rock formation and listened. Suddenly a figure slid down the dune to your left and leaped on top of you. He was precise enough that make sure you landed on the sand and not the rock behind you. His wild hair rustling in the wind.
The sight in front of you reminded you of the time when he swept you away and locked you away inside the temple. He had first gotten to know you when he visited Sumeru City. He had told you it was love at first sight and he asked you to come and visit the desert with him. You were taken aback by his impulsiveness, but you soon grew accustom to it.
โ€œIf you wanted to play hide and seek you could have just said soโ€ his entire weight on you. He was silent for a few moments. His crystal green eyes scanning yours. You could see his gears turning. โ€œDonโ€™t tell me you tried to run away from meโ€ฆ? You would never do something like that? Right?โ€ his voice lazed with disbelief and desperation.
In a swift movement you were brought to you feet. His hold on you right and you wondered if he thought you would fly away if he let go. โ€œLetโ€™s get back to the templeโ€ his voice back to its jovial self, but his eyes clouded with obsession and desperation.
Thoma
The white mop mopped over the hardwood floor in a fast motion. The white colour quickly staining red. A crimson red pool of blood was spilled across the floor. The sight made you sick. Bile raising up in your throat. You were sitting in the coroner of the room , hugging your knees. The blonde man stopped his mopping and raised his head and looked at you. His face splattered with blood. He sighed and leaned the mop against the wall.
โ€œI am so sorry you had to see that, my angleโ€ his green eyes pleading. He crouched in front of your trembling form. He gently caressed your cheek.
The friendly and kind housekeeper was gone and replaced by a green eyed monster that slaughtered anything in its path. He had beheaded the kind men that helped you escape from the Kamisato estate.
โ€œI am wounded that you tried to leave me. What did I do wrong?โ€ his eyes glossy.
You locked me away you wanted to say, but you kept your mouth shut.
โ€œMy master has been kind and let us stay here together and this is your gratitude?โ€ his voice slightly raised. His eyes scanned over your form and landed on your bloodied nightdress. โ€œI have to get that offโ€ he muttered as he quickly rose. His movements frantic as he looked for a washcloth.
โ€œMy gratitude?โ€ your voice shaky, but loud. โ€œYou have taken everything away from me!โ€ you stood up. Your legs shaky.
Thomaโ€™s eyes narrowed. โ€œWatch your tongueโ€ his voice cold.
You swallowed. You understood now better than anyone why so many feared the โ€œfixerโ€.
His hold on the washcloth tight. His knuckles whiter than snow. โ€œGo to your room and change. I will wash your nightdress laterโ€ he spoke through gritted teeth.
Your colour drained from your face as you hurried to your room. Your bedroom seemed more like a prison than anything else.
Tighnari
The forest watcher had always lectured you about various plants and their effects and benefits. At first you thought it was boring, but after awhile you learned to use it to your advantage. Taking herbs from Tighnariโ€™s beloved collection was tricky, but not impossible. You had read through every single book he had on botany. Your plan was bulletproof.
Tighnari had gently sipped on the cup of tea you had brewed for him while he read through some reposts. He had then fallen limp over the kitchen table. You checked his pulse and breathes out in relief when you felt his pulse against your fingers. You wanted to escape from the obsessed fox, not kill him.
You rummage through his pocket for his key. The key was heavy in your hand and it was almost a surreal feeling when you twisted it in the lock. The air fresh and welcoming. With a last look at the unconscious man you began your journey.
The rainforest was tricky to navigate in, but luckily you had stolen both a map and a compass from Tighnari. Yet again you were glad you paid attention to his boring lectures. The sound of branches snapping made you stop in your tracks. The hair on the back of your neck rose.
โ€œPoisoning meโ€ฆโ€ his voice echoed through the treetops. โ€œYour audacity is truly somethingโ€ he sneered. โ€œLook at me when Iโ€™m talking to youโ€ his voice nearer.
You slowly turned around and were met with a angry hazel eyes. His long ears pinned back in anger. His arms folded over his chest.
โ€œThe rainforest is dangerous. Letโ€™s get backโ€ you could see he was holding back his fury. His jaw clenched. He groaned and dragged a hand over his face. โ€œI guess I have no choiceโ€ฆโ€ he sighed as he stalked towards you.
Quicker thank you could register he had trapped you within his arms. โ€œI will never let you go. Iโ€™m just trying to protect youโ€ he whispered against your ear.
Something pricked your neck. Your eyes widened and darted to Tighnariโ€™s. โ€œIt had to be down. Consider itโ€ฆ pay backโ€ he supported your body as you lost consciousness.
Venti
The anemo archon was an eerie man. He was all smiles and friendly laughter among the crowd disguised as Venti the bard, but with you he was like a completely different person. Sure he was still easygoing, but his obsession and possession overshadowing anything else. He had told you many times with a playful smirk that he was undoubtedly the weakest archon. You never believed him. You had seen with your very own eyes what he was capable of doing to those he thought was undeserving of your attention, but you had yet to see his full potential. Though you must admit that you rather did not wish to witness that.
He kept you in the ruins of Stormterrorโ€™s lair. He had made the ruin as liveable as possible and even quite cozy. He treated you like royalty and gave you everything except freedom. You thought it was rather stupid considering he was the god of freedom.
Escaping the ruin was almost completely impossible considering the wind shields that surrounded it and the dragon that acted as a guard. When you finally managed to escape and run over the grassy meadows you were so happy you cried.
Your tears clouded your vision causing you to become less aware of your surroundings.
Strong wind slammed against causing you to lose balance. There in front of you were Barbados. He was not in his usual clothing, but rather in a godly outfit. White big wings flapping behind him. His cerulean eyes glowing intensely in the night. He was completely silent, but you felt the anger oozing out from him.
You were completely frozen to the ground and you were unsure if it was his doing or your fear taking over. You wanted to explain yourself, but your voice failed you completely.
With a gust of wind you were swept up into his arms. His arms strong and squeezed you flushed against him. His wings flapped silently as he soared through the air. High up in the air you were able to see Mondstadt City and you quickly came to the realisation that you would probably never step a foot inside its gates again.
Wanderer/Scara
In front off you was a raging man. His eyes wide and filled with fury. His hands held anemo power which he sliced through the merchants that had guided you through the tick rainforest. Wandererโ€™s hair was slicked back with blood. He delivered the last strike to the merchant before he landed. He slowly turned around to face you. His hands shaking with anger.
You opened your mouth, but quickly shut your mouth at his raised hand. โ€œThose lowlife who think they can take you away from meโ€ he laughed manically. โ€œHow dumb can you be?โ€ Wanderer sneered through laughter. โ€œBecause you would never leave me right? After all I have been through? Right?โ€ his eyes crazed as he continued to spew nonsense. โ€œWe are destined to be together. Itโ€™s my right. How dare they to take that away from me?! I should revive them just so that I could kill them againโ€ his laughter sounded almost forced.
He wrapped his arms around you. You could feel tears against your neck as he wept. You were astonished by his vulnerability. It almost made you pity him. Just almost.
He quickly regained his composure and roughly wiped his tears on his sleeve. โ€œLetโ€™s go homeโ€ฆโ€ his voice distant.
The journey back had been quite. When you finally arrived back he shoved you inside. His eyes wide and intense. โ€œYou have no idea how much I wanna lock you up in a cage right nowโ€ he muttered. His porcelain white hand tightly gripping yours. โ€œI will make sure so that you never leave me. I need you. I need you so much it hurts. So donโ€™t ever try and get away.โ€
Wriothesley
You had long planned your escape from The Fortress of Meropide. Unlike the other inmates you were completely innocent. You had been wrongfully imprisoned on the request of Wriothesley. You had gained the trust of some of you fellow inmates and they promised to help you escape. You had chose the pipe cleaning day as your day of escaping. All went smoothly and exactly as planned.
The only step left in your plan was descend into the waters that the pipes were connected too and swim out to freedom. After that you had to avoid the detectors, but you were confident in your diving abilities.
As you were saying your thanks to the kind inmates, the sound of heavy boots against metal echoed in the pipes. In the opening of the pipe were Wriothesley. His imposing figure sending shivers down you spine.
The metal decorations on his outfit clattering with each step. The handcuffs on his hip catching the light. His icy eyes held an unreadable emotion. โ€œWell wellโ€ฆ What might this ruckus be?โ€ he tilted his head and placed his hands on his hips. His tone held a dangerous edge to it. Wriothesley eyes glued onto yours and completely ignoring the others.
A bottomless pit formed in your stomach and you almost threw up. You swallowed the taste of vomit. Your freedom was so close, yes so very far.
โ€œAre you aware your sentences are going to be so much longer?โ€ his lips curled up into a little smirk. โ€œI thought you were smarter than thisโ€ with two steps he reached you. He hooked off his cuffs and cuffed your wrists. โ€œIt seems you need a more secure cellโ€ฆ Luckily I know just the oneโ€ he leaned closer to your ear โ€œI will make sure you always stick to my sideโ€.
You had never regretted something more than your little escape attempt. The new so called cell was a bedroom connected to the Dukeโ€™s living quarters. Your freedom had never been so distant as it was now.
Xiao
You ran as fast as you could. The landscape blurring together as you navigated through the forest. You had to escape him. Or at least try. Tue bamboo forest was dense and dark. Your human eyes struggled to see clearly. You could hear birds fleeing in the distance. He was close.
You had ran away when you learned that he had slaughtered the man who had so kindly gifted you sun pork buns. The adepti had let you run first, which surprised you. Even though you didnโ€™t understand why, you were grateful for your head start.
Suddenly a green black cloud appeared in front off you. You tried to turn in your heel to flow, but was stopped when a hand grabbed your collar. You were momentarily unable to breath. It was only when he loosened his grip that you were able to gasp for air.
โ€œI donโ€™t understand you mortals. I only do what I have to protect you. I give you everything you need and moreโ€ he sounded confused and annoyed.
โ€œWithout me you would not have managed to survive. At allโ€ he spun you around so you could face him. โ€œDid me killing that man hurt you that much? I have killed many of you near acquaintances and you never batted an eyeโ€ฆโ€ his voice trailed off as he was lost in thought. โ€œCould it be that you never realised? Never mind. It doesnโ€™t matter nowโ€ he sighed.
At the thought of him killing your near friends without you knowing made you sob helplessly. He only started at you in confusion.
He clicked his tongue before he hauled you over his shoulder. โ€œI need to ask Madame Ping for a tea pot it seemsโ€ฆโ€ his voice a frustrated groan.
Zhongli
You had sought shelter at a kind older couple. You needed to regain your energy before you fled the city. The woman was kind and gladly cooked for you. She completely denied your help. You stayed at their house for two weeks before the older woman knocked at your bedroom door and told you a friend of her husband was coming to visit.
The atmosphere in the living room was as tense as it could get. In front of you were Zhongli. He was the friend the couple had spoken so warmly about. The brunette was sitting in the sofa besides the woman, one of his legs over the other. His hand elegantly holding a cup of tea. His reptile eyes staring you down intensely.
You felt like sinking into the floor. Your hands trembling as you took a sip of the tea. The bitter taste doing nothing to soothe your nerves.
โ€œI donโ€™t know if you are aware, but I and miss [Name] know each otherโ€™s very wellโ€ his smile sharp. To hear your husband speaking in such manner made your heart beat against your chest.
You knew it was unwise to go against Morax and his contracts, but you had no choice. He had tricked you into signing the contract that would imprison. Zhongli had terrified you before you knew of his identity as the Geo Archon, but when you found out about his identity you were absolutely petrified.
Zhongli hummed at a joke the man had told. His golden eyes never leaving yours. His lips twisted up into a grin which revealed his sharp fangs. With the golden light from the sunset outside he looked even more inhuman than ever before. You felt small and utterly helpless before him. You dreaded his punishment that you knew would income when he brought you back.
After an hour and an half had past Zhongli excused himself. โ€œI must take my leave now. [Name] you should come withโ€ his order clear as day. He smiled to the couple and bowed in courtesy.
You swallowed and nodded. You thanked the couple for their hospitality and left with Zhongli.
When you were out of earshot he turned to you. โ€œA broken contract is no laughing matter my dearโ€ his hand gripping yours. โ€œI will make it clear to you when we get back who you belong toโ€ his voice deep and determined.
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pairing: sirius black x fem!reader (jamesโ€™s sister)
summary: as jamesโ€™s little sister, youโ€™ve been around sirius most of your life and developed a bad crush. james doesnโ€™t want sirius anywhere near you, but what can he do if he doesnโ€™t know?
warnings: smut (MDNI 18+)
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It started when you were nine. He was eleven.
Your brother, James, had invited his new friends over during the holiday break. He was excited to have made such good friends during his first year at Hogwarts, and he explained to your parents that one friend in particular preferred not to return home if he didnโ€™t need to, and your parents were happy to host.
James introduced Sirius, Remus, and Peter to your parents, barely taking the time to introduce them to you. He quickly said โ€œand thatโ€™s my sister,โ€ and walked away, the boys following suit. Sirius, however, gave you a smile before walking away, his longer, dark hair falling slightly in front of his face. You returned his smile and blushed.
When you were eleven and he was thirteen, you were sorted into Hufflepuff during the sorting ceremony, and James sighed in relief that he wouldnโ€™t have to deal with you being in the same house as him. You looked to his table to wave at him, but he turned away when he saw you, embarrassed by his little sister. Sirius, however, returned the wave.
When you were thirteen and he was fifteen, the Marauders hosted a party at the beginning of term, and you snuck in, desperate to be included. Fifth years were already drinking, but you werenโ€™t ready to. James and Remus tried to pressure you into drinking, but Sirius ripped the bottle out of your hand and downed its entire contents in one large gulp. โ€œOops,โ€ he shrugged, โ€œguess she canโ€™t drink it if itโ€™s all gone.โ€ You gave him a small smile as a thank you, and he gave you a nod.
Later that same year, when you heard the news that Sirius took Alice Fortescueโ€™s virginity, and she was bragging about it, you felt a drop in the pit of your stomach. You were envious. You assumed Sirius got girls, he was much too gorgeous and confident not to, but hearing it spoken of make it so real, and it hurt. You liked him, and you were jealous.
When you were fifteen and he was seventeen, you were all at a party in Ravenclaw house, seated in a gigantic group of truth or dare.
โ€œTruth or dare, Potter?โ€ Dorcas asked, taking a hit of the blunt between his fingers.
โ€œDare, obviously,โ€ you responded.
Dorcas let out a chuckle. โ€œI dare you to make out with Black over here.โ€
You could feel the blush rise to your cheeks. You turned toward Sirius, who was nonchalantly slumped over on the couch. He was always so casual, as if nothing ever phased him. He took a drag from his cigarette, tapping the butt down on a tray as he blew out the smoke, then dropping the cigarette down and leaning forward, resting his elbows on his knees.
โ€œNo,โ€ James interrupted, an amused chuckle leaving his lips, โ€œsheโ€™s not doing that.โ€
You shot him a look.
โ€œYouโ€™re not kissing my best friend. Sorry, sis,โ€ he told you.
โ€œGameโ€™s got rules,โ€ Sirius shrugged.
James glared at him. โ€œThis is disgusting, I canโ€™t watch this.โ€
Sirius stood up and approached where you were sat cross-legged on the rug, dropping to his knees to meet your gaze.
โ€œDo you accept the dare?โ€ he nearly whispered, leaning his face toward yours.
You swallowed nervously, nodding your head yes as Sirius leaned in even more, tilting his head slightly to plant a soft kiss on your lips.
You reciprocated, your lips moving in unison as Dorcas teased you by cheering you on. Desperate to appear confident and in control, you tangled your fingers through Siriusโ€™s hair, pulling him even closer to you as you deepened the kiss for a moment. He was so good at it, but you were hyper aware of the eyes on you, so you pulled away, dropping your hand from the back of his head.
Sirius remained close to you for a moment, exchanging a glance as he caught his breath.
โ€œOkay, enough, enough, gross,โ€ James said, pulling Siriusโ€™s shoulder until he moved away from you.
The next morning, James was not happy with you as he caught up to you walking down the hall. โ€œCanโ€™t believe you kissed Sirius,โ€ he said, jogging to reach your side.
โ€œIt was truth or dare, James, donโ€™t be a baby,โ€ you replied.
โ€œYou still got a thing for him, huh?โ€ he teased, bumping your shoulder.
โ€œNo idea what youโ€™re talking about,โ€ you said, shifting your books in your arms.
โ€œOh, come on, you really think I canโ€™t see it?โ€
You stopped short and turned to your brother. โ€œWhat do you want, James?โ€
โ€œIโ€™ll tell you what I donโ€™t want, and thatโ€™s for you to get all worked up over this. I know youโ€™ve got a little crush on him, but Sirius isnโ€™t that kind of guy. I just donโ€™t want you to get yourself attached over a stupid game when, in reality, itโ€™ll never happen.โ€
โ€œAre you so defensive because you care about my feelings or because you donโ€™t want me to like your best friend?โ€ you retorted, slightly annoyed by Jamesโ€™s statement.
โ€œJust keep your distance, okay? For both of our sakes,โ€ he said, turning away from you to dip through one of the open classroom doors.
When you were sixteen and he was eighteen, you walked in on Sirius with another girl.
One of your friends let you into the Gryffindor common room in search of James. Your mother had sent for both of you, asking you to visit your father during a tumultuous week for his health. He was alright, but was in hospital, and your Heads of House had approved for both you and James to be absent for one week in order to visit him.
โ€œJames!โ€ you called up the staircase, but to no avail. Classes were finished for the day, and Remus and Peter were seated at a table in the common room reading, so he wasnโ€™t out with his friends.
You muttered to yourself, โ€œโ€ฆalways fucking ignores meโ€ฆโ€ as you marched up the staircase, impatient at his constantly disregard for you as you swung the door to his dormitory open, and thatโ€™s when you saw Sirius and Mary McDonald. It was a genuine accident.
Mary squealed and pulled the sheets over her body, while Sirius simply pulled out of her, standing tall despite his nakedness, and turning to you as he, in no rush, picked his underwear up off the floor.
โ€œCan we help you?โ€ he asked, jumping into the fabric and running a hand through his sweat-soaked hair.
You were speechless. You were embarrassed by the act you had just witnessed, mad at Mary due to your jealousy, and completely enamored by the sight of of Sirius, first naked, and now in nothing but his boxers, his body glistening from sweat.
โ€œI- I was looking for James, but I can see heโ€™s not here, so-โ€œ you quickly turned and shut the door behind you, pausing for a moment to take a deep breath. Taking a moment was a mistake, because Sirius swung the door open before you could escape down the staircase.
โ€œHeโ€™s joined a study group in the library,โ€ Sirius spoke, โ€œpromised to tutor some classmates in Transfiguration or some shit.โ€
You avoided making eye contact with Sirius, nodding your head and thanking him for the information as you moved to the first step of the staircase, but Sirius caught your wrist, pulling your attention back to him.
โ€œWhatcha need him for, anyway?โ€ he asked.
โ€œFamily stuff,โ€ you responded, barely loud enough for Sirius to hear.
Sirius nodded. โ€œYou gave Mary in there a right good scare, Potter.โ€
โ€œRight, well, sorry,โ€ you responded, your jealousy allowing you to mask confidence in your voice. As hot as he looked, you felt angry. You knew it was irrational, but you were a sixteen year old girl, and you were jealous.
You got down five steps before Sirius spoke again. โ€œWe arenโ€™t together, you know.โ€
You stopped short and turned your body up the stairs. โ€œWhy would I care?โ€ you spoke, retreating down the rest of the steps and out of the common room to collect yourself and find your brother.
โ€œWhereโ€™s Prongs?โ€ Sirius asked the next morning, confused as to why only he and Remus were present in Defense Against the Dark Arts.
โ€œHad to go see his dad, apparently heโ€™s not feeling too good,โ€ Remus explained, โ€œhis mom freaked out and had him come visit.โ€
Sirius nodded to gesture he was listening. โ€œY/N too?โ€
Remus furrowed his brows as he looked at Sirius. โ€œI guess? I didnโ€™t ask, didnโ€™t think it mattered.โ€
Sirius diverted his attention to opening his book to the right page, eager to change the subject now that Remus was looking at him weird.
You and James returned in a week, arriving back to the castle early enough in the day to catch the midday break and the second block of classes.
You walked down the hallway with your brother, who caught up to his friends and gave them all a greeting. You and Sirius locked eyes, and you immediately blushed and sped away.
โ€œThe fuck was that about?โ€ James asked, picking up on your unusual behavior.
โ€œProbably just all weirded out now that sheโ€™s seen Siriusโ€™s dick,โ€ Remus joked, bumping Siriusโ€™s shoulder playfully. Jamesโ€™s eyes widened as he looked at Sirius.
โ€œPardon?โ€
โ€œItโ€™s nothing, mate, she just walked in on me right before you guys left,โ€ Sirius explained, trying to sound as calm and collected as possible.
โ€œYouโ€™re kidding me, right?โ€
โ€œWhatโ€™s the big deal?โ€ Sirius responded.
James took a deep breath. โ€œCan you just, like, keep your distance?โ€
โ€œWhat, from your sister?โ€ Sirius asked for clarification.
โ€œYeah, from my sister,โ€ James half-spat, โ€œyou canโ€™t truly be so thick, Sirius. You know she likes you.โ€
He did not know.
James continued, โ€œI love you, mate, but please not her. Seriously. Fuck around with whoever you want, just not my little sister. Anyone else.โ€
Sirius understood. โ€œWho said I wanted to fuck your sister anyways?โ€
His phrasing only bothered James more. โ€œIโ€™m not kidding, Sirius. Not my little sister.โ€
Sirius threw his hands up. โ€œOkay, jeez, I get it, Iโ€™ll keep my distance.โ€
When you were seventeen and he was nineteen, you met your first real boyfriend.
Evan was your age, a fact that thrilled James. You began to spend most of your time together, and you invited him to tag along to your brotherโ€™s extravagant New Yearโ€™s party.
When the clock struck midnight on January 1st, Evan wrapped an arm around your waist and kissed you, a move that turned your relationship from friendly but flirty to something much more. Your arms wrapped around his neck and you smiled as you pulled away, giving him another small kiss before he released your body from his own to grab the shot glass being handed to him by his friends.
You laughed as you watched him nearly choke on the shot. In a daze of laughter, your eyes caught Sirius, who was leaning against an empty doorframe across the room, drinking from a bottle and staring directly at you. You maintained eye contact for a moment, waiting to see if he would give you any sort of visual explanation as to why he was looking at you, but he didnโ€™t move.
You still liked him, sure, but you liked Evan, too, and it had been six years. You couldnโ€™t just pine after your brotherโ€™s best friend forever and not explore the perfectly good option directly in front of you.
In March, you gave your virginity to Evan. He was kind, and you were sure you were ready.
Sirius was acting weird around you, always finding an exit the moment you entered a conversation or a room he was in. You confronted James about it, and got into a rather heated argument about how James had no right to tell Sirius to stay away from you.
In June, James and your parents officially invited Sirius to live with you for the summer. It was brutal; Sirius was always around.
You would sneak into the kitchen first thing in the morning to make coffee the way you liked it, before anyone else could get their hands on the pot, and Sirius would be there. You would go to brush your teeth before bed, and Sirius would be brushing his hair in the bathroom mirror.
The worst part: Sirius spent most days poolside. Shirtless.
He enjoyed lounging out in the sun after a good swim, the water making his body glisten in the natural light as he adjusted his sunglasses, his dark hair slicked back from the wetness.
You stared at him from your second story window, admiring just how beautiful he truly was. He was so effortlessly perfect.
You considered joining him outside several times, but knew you would only be doing it so wear a bathing suit around him and hopefully tease him, if you even had the power to do so, and that wasnโ€™t fair to Evan, but what the hell, it was your pool anyway.
You put on your bathing suit, draping a towel over your arm as you stepped outside, snapping Sirius out of his thoughts as he turned to you.
โ€œMind if I join?โ€ you asked, slowly stepping into the water.
โ€œItโ€™s your house,โ€ Sirius responded.
You swam a few laps before leaving the water, making a show of drying off your hair. Sirius kept his sunglasses on so that you couldnโ€™t see him watch you, careful to heed Jamesโ€™s request to keep his distance from you, but he couldnโ€™t help himself, you looked too good wet.
In October, you and Evan broke up. He was beginning to run with a crowd you didnโ€™t want anything to do with, and you were gradually growing apart.
When you were eighteen and he was twenty, the Marauders hosted another party in honor of Peterโ€™s twenty-first birthday. They were all staying at the unoccupied house of a mutual friend, and had more than enough space to go all out for the occasion. James invited you, having grown to appreciate you as a friend as you two got older.
โ€œWhat a fucking dress,โ€ Sirius said, leaning his back on the wall next to you.
โ€œI thought you werenโ€™t supposed to say shit like that to me?โ€ you said, lightheartedly.
โ€œThen donโ€™t dress like that,โ€ he said, eyes scanning up and down your body.
You blushed and dropped your head to hide it.
โ€œCan you meet me upstairs in five?โ€ Sirius asked.
You nodded your head yes without a second thought, giving him ample time to get upstairs alone before you left, so as not to raise suspicion. Your heart was pounding out of your chest.
You didnโ€™t know what room he was in, having not thought that far ahead when he asked for you to meet him, so you lightly rapped your knuckles on every door until Sirius opened one, pulling you inside and softly clicking the door shut behind you.
โ€œWhatโ€™s up?โ€ you asked, innocently.
Sirius smiled at you. โ€œYouโ€™re not seriously asking me that.โ€
You were dumbfounded. There was no way Sirius called you up here for the reason you hoped he did. Absolutely no way.
โ€œYou like me, donโ€™t you?โ€ he asked, stepping closer to you.
โ€œWhat? No, Sirius, why are you even-โ€œ
โ€œYouโ€™re a big girl now, Y/N, we arenโ€™t ten anymore. You have to tell me what you want.โ€
You swallowed back your nerves. โ€œJames is right downstairs.โ€
Sirius stepped even closer to you, grabbing your waist with his hand, โ€œJames doesnโ€™t ever have to know.โ€
You gazed up at him. โ€œI just-โ€œ your voice trailed off. You didnโ€™t know what to say.
โ€œYou want me?โ€ Sirius asked, dipping his head to meet your lowered gaze.
โ€œMaybe,โ€ you giggled.
Sirius smiled, leaning back slightly to look you up and down, โ€œcus I want you.โ€
You sighed and smiled due to your nervousness. โ€œYou never wanted me before.โ€
โ€œNot true,โ€ Sirius immediately defended himself, โ€œthe second I started to show it, your idiot brother made me promise to stay away from you.โ€
โ€œWhat changed?โ€
โ€œThis dress, for starters,โ€ he answered, โ€œand the fact that James got wasted about forty minutes ago and is probably passed out by the pool right now. I can never get you alone.โ€
You let out a breath you didnโ€™t even know you were holding in. โ€œIโ€™ve had a crush on you since I was like nine.โ€
โ€œWhen we met over the holiday, right?โ€ Sirius replied.
You looked at him in amazement. โ€œHow did you know that?โ€
โ€œI was there, silly,โ€ he teased, โ€œand because I remember those things. James didnโ€™t actually introduce us, but you still smiled at me.โ€
โ€œI canโ€™t believe you remember that,โ€ you spoke in disbelief, causing Sirius to smile.
โ€œPlease donโ€™t make me wait any longer,โ€ he pleaded, pulling your hips against his and planting a few soft kisses on the side of your neck.
โ€œBut what if James-โ€œ
โ€œFuck James.โ€
You searched his eyes for any sign that he may have not meant what he said, but when you found none, you pulled him into a desperate kiss, anxious to taste him after years of wondering, reminiscing on the kiss you shared on a dare years earlier.
It was better than you could have imagined, his lips moving perfectly in sync with yours as his hands needily grabbed at your hips.
Your hand remained on the back of his head, nervous that without holding him against you, Sirius would pull away. All you wanted was to continue kissing him, forever.
He broke away from you to pepper kisses down your jawline and then down your neck, sucking at a sweet spot about halfway down the length of your throat.
You let out a whimper at the feeling, and Sirius pulled away and looked at you. He grabbed your jaw in his hand, turning your head until you were looking directly at him.
โ€œWhat?โ€ you breathed out.
Sirius didnโ€™t respond, he just continued to hold onto your jaw, forcing you to tilt your head upwards and give him more access to your neck. His hand moved from your jaw to the other side of your neck, anchoring himself as he sucked and kissed the now bruised skin on your neck. You let out a high pitched whine, and he growled into your neck at the sound.
Each time you made a small noise, Sirius sucked harder, desperate to pull more and more sounds from you.
Sirius backed you up as he kissed you, taking small steps until your back hit the wall, allowing Sirius to pull away and press his body against yours. He took your face in his hands and kissed you hard, pressing his hips into yours and eliciting a moan from you as he began to grind into you.
He pulled back to look into your eyes, watching your body jolt slightly upwards each time he pressed his hips into yours.
โ€œYou remember when we kissed during truth or dare?โ€ Sirius asked.
โ€œMhm,โ€ you responded, breathy.
โ€œI went back that night and touched myself thinking about it,โ€ he told you, one of his hands finding its way to your throat, โ€œthinking about you.โ€
The confession combined with the feeling of his clothed cock against your clit made you moan. You werenโ€™t aware Sirius ever saw you the way you saw him.
You blushed, but Sirius wasnโ€™t done taunting you. โ€œHave you ever touched yourself and thought of me?โ€
Your cheeks only turned more red. โ€œI- I-โ€œ you were too embarrassed to answer.
โ€œTell me,โ€ he demanded, holding your throat against the wall, his breath on your cheek, โ€œor did Evan take good enough care of you?โ€
You nodded your head no, eager to appease him. โ€œI- I thought of you when I did stuff, even when I was with him.โ€
Sirius growled at your confession. โ€œNaughty little thing.โ€
Sirius hoisted one of your legs up to his waist, causing your dress to raise and bunch at your waistline, allowing Sirius access to your most sensitive area.
He ran a finger over your underwear, feeling the wetness soak through. Your back arched from his touch, your lips parting as Sirius ran his finger along the seam, slowly dipping his hand to run his finger between your folds.
โ€œYouโ€™re so wet for me,โ€ Sirius cooed, circling his finger around your clit.
You anchored yourself on his shoulders. Siriusโ€™s eyes never left yours as he moved his fingers faster and faster, watching your back arch and your body react to his touch.
He slowly inserted two fingers into your soaking wet hole, setting a slow pace as he fucked you with his fingers.
He curled his fingers inside of you, hitting that particularly good spot within your walls, causing your legs to shake a little.
โ€œShit,โ€ you whined, your head slamming against the wall the moment you threw it back. Sirius picked up the pace, watching your eyebrows crease in pleasure.
It wasnโ€™t your first time, and you usually lasted longer, but years and years of pent up lusting over Sirius were taking their toll on you. โ€œSirius, fuck, I-โ€œ
โ€œAweh, gonna come for me already, doll? You like me that much?โ€ Sirius teased.
โ€œY-yes,โ€ you cried out.
Sirius sped up his actions even further, your climax hitting you as Sirius kissed you to swallow your moans. He pulled his fingers out of you after you came down from your high, locking eyes with you as he sucked your juices off of them. It was the most erotic thing youโ€™d ever seen.
You began to slowly sink down against the wall, but Sirius grabbed your arms and pulled you back up. โ€œNot today,โ€ he stated.
โ€œBut-โ€œ
โ€œBut nothing,โ€ he cut you off, โ€œtell me what you want and Iโ€™ll give it to you. Donโ€™t worry about me.โ€
โ€œBut what if I want to worry about-โ€œ
โ€œY/N, shut up.โ€
โ€œI-โ€œ
โ€œYouโ€™ve spent ages giving your attention to me. Let me repay the favor.โ€
You took a deep breath. โ€œOkay,โ€ you agreed.
โ€œNow tell me what you want.โ€
You were embarrassed, and aroused by the dominance you had always daydreamed Sirius had in the bedroom. Looking up at him, him standing over you and demanding you tell him what you want, made you feel like the little girl that was so in awe of him the very first time you saw him.
โ€œI want you,โ€ you spoke.
Sirius smiled. โ€œGood girl, but thatโ€™s not enough.โ€
โ€œPlease donโ€™t make me say it,โ€ you begged.
Sirius only looked at you expectantly, as if to say that he was, indeed, going to make you say it. You took a deep breath, and you could feel the heat in your cheeks. You were in the brink of having Sirius the way you had always wanted, and you were not going to let yourself get in your own way.
โ€œI want you to fuck me, Sirius. Please.โ€
Sirius growled and pulled you over to the bed, pushing you down and crawling over you.
He roughly pushed your dress up to your waist, pulling your underwear down your legs and slapping your core. You jolted upward and gasped at the sudden pain.
Sirius unbuttoned his jeans and pushed them, along with his boxers, down. He ran a hand up and down the length of his shaft, poking the head of his cock through your folds.
You whimpered are the contact, and Sirius threw his head back, moving his cock through your folds and allowing for your wetness to lubricate him. The feeling was heavenly, but you needed more.
โ€œSiri-โ€œ
The nickname almost drove him into a frenzy. You had never heard anyone call him that, it just came out. He grabbed your wrists, pinning them both above your head with one hand as the other lined his tip up with your entrance. โ€œFuck, keep calling me that.โ€
โ€œSiri, please,โ€ you begged, the anticipation nearly killing you.
Sirius gave you a wicked smile, pushing his cock into you until he bottomed out. Your back arched at the sensation, and Sirius took the opportunity to wrap an arm around your waist, holding you flush against him.
โ€œSirius, shit,โ€ you whimpered. The angle was overwhelming.
โ€œYouโ€™re so fucking tight,โ€ Sirius whispered, his voice breathy as he began to push and pull in and out of you. He dropped his head into the crook of your neck, his black hair falling into his face.
Sirius maintained a steady pace for a few moments, allowing you to adjust to his size.
Sirius was putting even more pressure on your wrists with each thrust, leaning his weight onto them as he tried to maintain self control, but you felt so fucking good underneath him. You could see him struggling, trying to keep the slower pace for your sake, but thatโ€™s not what you wanted either.
โ€œSiri,โ€ you said, catching his attention as he lifted his head to meet your gaze, โ€œharder.โ€
โ€œYou sure?โ€ he checked.
โ€œFuck me, Siri, please.โ€
Your begging was enough for him to let his self control go, pulling your waist even closer to him (and subsequently even higher) as he picked up the pace, snapping his hips against yours with each violent thrust. Sirius let go of your wrists to hold his weight up with an arm next to your head.
He kissed your neck, sucking on a sweet spot just below your earlobe. You whined and moaned, completely wound up in the pleasure you had touched yourself thinking about for so long. You had a crush on Sirius for forever, and finally getting to feel him inside of you, holding you, grunting in your ear, kissing down your neck-
You began to squeeze Siriusโ€™s cock, your second orgasm approaching rapidly as your brain reminded itself how long you had wanted this. The feeling only made Sirius more feral, his thrusts becoming harder and his pubic bone hitting your clit with each snap of his hips.
โ€œSirius, I- Iโ€™m-โ€œ
โ€œFuck yes come for me,โ€ Sirius said, fucking you as hard as he possible could.
You came with a loud cry of his name, your thighs shaking as you squeezed around Siriusโ€™s cock.
The feeling was nearly too much for him, but he was determined not to let go yet. He slowed his pace to an excruciatingly slow push and pull as you rode out your high, giving you time to breathe before he started to fuck into you again.
Your body was convulsing beneath him, your juices coating his cock and allowing for even more lubrication, and you could hear the wetness with each hit of his hips.
You were overstimulated, and therefore no longer in control of the high pitched noises leaving your lips, egging Sirius on even more. You were on the brink of crying, it felt so good, and when Sirius heard a cry-like crack in your voice, he rutted his hips into you a final few times before he pulled out of you, cursing as he spilled his seed onto your stomach.
He took a moment to collect himself, pressing his forehead against yours as you both calmed your breathing. He then rolled over to lay down next to you. You turned to face one another, and you began to run your fingers through his hair, twirling a face-framing strand around your pointer as he smiled at you.
You were pulled out of your daze when there was a violent rapping against the door. โ€œPads! You in there? Open up.โ€
James.
You scrambled to stand and fix your hair, pulling your dress down and doing your best to keep quiet.
โ€œWhatcha want?โ€ Sirius called back. You glared daggers his direction for responding. โ€œHow is he even still standing?โ€ Sirius whispered to you, referencing how drunk James had been earlier.
โ€œYou gotta come see this,โ€ James responded, opening the door slightly. You ran behind the door, trying to hide from your brother and hoping he wouldnโ€™t fully enter the room. โ€œAre you at least a little decent? Who you got in here?โ€ James didnโ€™t have a care in the world when he was drunk.
Sirius ran up to the door, a blanket in the hand he held over his bottom half to cover himself. He grabbed the door and prevented James from opening it any further. โ€œNo one, what are you tryna show me?โ€
โ€œAt least put pants on,โ€ James said, turning his back to the doorway, โ€œIโ€™ll be out here. Christ, Pads.โ€
Sirius shut the door, rushing to the bed to find his clothes and cover himself before re-approaching the door. He leaned over to you, giving you a genuine smile before placing a sweet, intimate kiss on your lips. He pulled away and you exchanged a glance, your cheeks red and a smile on your face, before Sirius opened the door and left the room.
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hi hi! I was hoping you could do slashers with a super bubbly and affectionate s/o who would beat up anyone who dares hurt the slasher while still holding their sweet smile
Slashers with Sweet and Dangerous! Reader
Slashers x Reader (Separate)
Includes: Freddy, Michael, Jason, Thomas, Bubba, Brahms, Norman, Billy, Stu, Vincent, & Bo
A/N: So I got a bit carried away and wrote this as if Reader is willing to kill for the Slashers. So hopefully it's not too intense for what you were wanting! Feel free to let me know what you think :)
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Freddy Krueger
He knew there was a reason he was so drawn to you
You were sweet, kind, and just an overall ray of sunshine that Freddy never knew he needed
He loves basking in your warmth
But seeing you hold that damn grin while ripping out someone's throat for just punching Freddy has him weak in the knees
He loves the affectionate sweet side to you, don't get him wrong
But knowing that you can do a complete 180 makes him feel like he's in his own beautiful type of dream
He feels more comfortable telling you his plans now and the types of ideas he has for killing future victims
And you just sit there all happily and nod along like he's telling you a bedtime story
It's cute but also so foreign to him
He has a hard time remembering that you can be just as deadly as him when you want to be
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Michael Myers
He honestly has no idea how to feel about this situation
It took him some time to get used to being with someone so cuddly and happy all the time
He wasn't much of a fan of it at first, but something inside him refused to let you go or kill you
But seeing you smile over his victims and even step in to prevent him from getting injured has him confused
He is more than capable of protecting himself
He doesn't need you getting involved
But at the same time, knowing he isn't the only one with this grotesque side makes him feel.... content, in a way
He just doesn't like you stepping in too much
His victims are his, and he refuses to share
But if you save him from getting stabbed or set on fire
Well... then that's fine he guesses
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Jason Voorhees
You two are practically different sides to the same coin
He comes off as deadly, incapable of emotions, and just an overall killing machine
But when he's with you, he's the sweetest and most kind man you have ever met
You're practically the opposite
You come off as an innocent, bubbly goody-two-shoes to most of the public
But when someone dares hurt Jason, a hidden poison emerges from within you
Jason never thought you were capable of picking up his notorious machete, nonetheless swinging it right through someone's skull
He just froze up in shock at this realization
He was drawn to how sweet you were to him, but knowing that you're capable of killing only makes him more happy
He was always worried that you would leave him after dealing with his darkness for too long
But knowing that you aren't all sunshine and rainbows has reassured him
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Thomas Hewitt
Considering what his family eats every night for dinner, he would have hoped that you were capable of similar actions to him
Killing is just a way of life to him, so knowing that you can do the same is so normal
That isn't to say that he wasn't surprised the first time you stuck up for him
But if anything, that surprise was immediately followed by a sense of relief
If you can do that, then you can fit right in with the rest of his family!
They liked how affectionate and kind you were to Thomas, but they were always worried that you were going to be too soft for their way of life
Now he knows there's nothing to worry about
Well, maybe except for getting on your bad side
You always have that sweet smile on your face, and he'll be damned if he pisses you off one of these times
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Bubba Sawyer
The first time you killed for him, he couldn't help but jump around in glee
You're just like him!
You're covered in blood and guts but still smile sweetly at Bubba
Just like he does for you
It honestly just reinforces the idea that you were meant to be together in his mind
You stick up for him, and he sticks up for you
With that being said, he does still paint you as this sweet little angel that needs to be safe at all times
He doesn't want you to get your hands dirty unless absolutely necessary
So he prefers for you to stay away from all the carnage he goes through on a daily basis
But he won't try and control you
As long as he is met with that soft smile and big hug at the end of a long day, Bubba is content
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Brahms Heelshire
Oh...
He's flattered, don't get him wrong
The fact that you're willing to protect him shows that you really are devoted to him
And he loves that
But he also doesn't want you intruding with his desires
That person is going to die?
Brahms wants to be the one to see their last breath
It's not very often he gets to feel like this, so he wants to soak up every exhilarating second of it while it's there
And you're just so pure and kind that he doesn't want you becoming all tainted like him
Your job is to be the good in Brahms and take care of him
Not to let this darkness take over
You provide, he protects
That's all he asks for
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Norman Bates
And to think after all of this time, Norman just assumed you were like him
Quiet, sweet, affectionate
He had no idea you'd be capable of fully plunging a knife into someone's neck just for saying a couple mean words to Norman
But he secretly couldn't help the way he admired your blood splattered face, that smile he loved so much shining through it all
He likes feeling protected by you
It lets him know that you really care about him
And the fact that you can flip from one side to the other is so intriguing to him
In every other situation, you speak softly and gently laugh at the smallest things
But when one bad thing happens, the darkness creeps out
It doesn't freak him out as much as he would have originally thought
He just still can't believe that these sides to you are coming from the same person
Who is he to judge though?
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Billy Loomis
Billy was immediately attracted to your warm energy
But he was also hesitant that he would somehow contaminate you with his trauma and dark fantasies
He wanted to keep you as were: the bubbly and happy partner that was always by his side
But when a last minute heist was going wrong, he would have never expected to look over and see you all bloody, a stained knife in your hand and a lifeless body on the floor
When he called your name, all you did was look up at him and smile
Billy just about lost it
He had always thought that he needed to be the one to protect you and himself
But seeing you throw yourself into violence for his sake was absolutely beautiful
He didn't think you'd be capable of something like this
But knowing that you are makes him love you that much more
You're nothing but perfect for him
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Stu Macher
He won't say it out loud, but he's the tiniest bit scared of you
Not in a bad way by any means
If anything, he thinks it's sexy
And he can see a bit of familiarity in the way you act too
You both enjoy laughing at stupid things and keeping the energy up when needed
At any given moment, you two are all over each other and smiling so wide that you can feel your cheeks burn
You two make the ultimate power couple
But if someone dares say something bad about you, they're dead the next morning
And if Stu gets hurt by one of his attempted victims, you better believe you'll be there to finish the job
Stu honestly loves how deceiving you can be
No one would ever look at you and expect you to have this darker element
But to be fair, he's in the same boat
No one would ever suspect him of such behavior
And that's probably why you two make the perfect team
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Vincent Sinclair
He never thought he'd ever meet some who cared for him the way you do
Especially resorting to violence just to keep him safe
This must be some sort of dream
You practically tore this person to shreds and yet, you're still able to turn back at Vincent and smile sweetly, asking if he's okay
Are you even the same person he was just cuddling with 10 minutes ago?
He worries that you'll get yourself hurt one of these times, so he tries to advise you against doing something like that again
But he won't deny the thrill it gave him seeing you act so... differently
Just please don't step in unless absolutely necessary
If anything happened to you, he wouldn't know what to do
He knows you can clearly take care of yourself, he just doesn't want to risk it
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Bo Sinclair
What a precious little thing
It would be a lie to say that Bo wasn't immediately drawn to your softness and positivity
You radiated sunshine, and it was a new experience for him
He has always wanted to be the protector in his relationships
And he truly had no clue that you weren't just another damsel looking to be rescued
He remembers the first time you saved his ass
He turned up to see the man with a metal pipe sticking out of his chest
All the while, you're standing behind him, that sweet little smile still on your face like usual
Bo was at a complete loss for words
He loves this side to you
He still likes to feel all bad and tough
And he loves when you ask him for help and play up the innocence
But when something comes up, he knows he doesn't need to worry about you
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katskitoshi ยท 2 years ago
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"A FAVOR FOR A FAVOR," with GENSHIN IMPACT.
synopsis: he helps you with something and it's only fair you pay him back, right? (mondstadt vers.) (liyue vers.) (inazuma part one vers.)
characters: dom! aether, venti, albedo, diluc, and keaya x gn! sub! reader
includes: (nsfw themes) aether's a menace, sweat kink, darcyphillia, rough sex, cumming inside, venti's a menace, fucking in a cathedral, wall sex, clothed sex, size kink, albedo's a menace, spanking, hot/cold play, orgasm denial, fingering, thigh grinding, outdoor sex, diluc's a menace, mister kink, begging kink, slapping, spit kink, deepthroating, blowjob, lmk if i missed smthg.
aether, the outlander.
aether is always doing favors for people, but when it's with you, it's never a chore. you needed help clearing out a domain, and you offered to do something to compensate him sometime. and now that he's finally alone with you, he gets the chance to finally use that favor you owe him.
-- "fuck, you're so hot, [name]." he smiles as his delicate, yet scarred, fingers trace across your tear-covered face. he lays above you, sitting on your torso, pinning your hands down as he admires your beauty. even through through pain and battle, you manage to stay as perfect as ever.
aether was thanked profusely for helping you with this domain, and the challenge was a little hard, resulting in a bit of ripped clothing and a bunch of sweat dripping down your body, while he was only left with a major problem in his pants.
and he just couldn't resist himself. plus, you owed him a favor after all. and you both wanted it, so what's the harm?
his smile is almost maniacal as he drags his tongue across your tears and sweat dripping down your face. the tears from the minutes of torment on your delicate nipples and hole. "you're disgusting aether," you gag despite being turned on. "yes, but you love it, darling."
he had to be quick to fuck you, because you automatically get kicked out the domain after 16 minutes. around 6 minutes have passed already, leaving 10 more minutes of torture to continue.
aether leans down and licks your lips, the salty taste of tears and sweat coming onto your own tastebuds. the kiss is quick, rushed, but still desperate. he finally gets off your stomach, "on all fours." he demands.
this commanding voice he has turns you on to unimaginable extents, and you do as he says. after all, the clock is running and the both of you've still yet to cum.
he pulls his pants down just enough to spring in growing cock out. it leaks milky white precum, and it looks a flushed red, just like his face. you're already prepped, his torture on your hole proof enough. he lines himself up and thrusts in quickly, the strength of it propelling you forwards.
your face smushed into the hard domain floors, and your hips were harshly grabbed by the blonde fucking you. "a-aether slow down!" you wail, using one hand to try to push his hips back, but it's far from enough to stop his brutish thrusts against you.
"can't, darling. there's only --fuck-- 4 minutes left and we have to cum and collect our rewards, remember?" he uses this as an excuse to fuck you harder, his nails digging into your hips and pulling you further back into him. his thrust get faster somehow, and you're used like a fucktoy in his hands.
"aether, i-i think i'm c-cumingg~!" you wail, feeling the high of orgasm quickly approaching. aether can tell, he's about too to, and he only thrusts faster to make the approaching high all the more satisfying. "fuck! me too!"
with a particularly deep thrust, spurts of aether's hot load paint your insides white.
you and aether both moan loudly, the sound echoing throughout the domain. you collapse on the domain floor, aether's cum dripping out of you.
you both pant. he slaps your ass, "get your clothes on and lets get our rewards and i'll take you back to mondstadt so we can finish, 'kay?" you nod, tears still slipping from your eyes. he helps you up, your legs still wobbly from your endeavors.
wait- it finally hit you. he said he can finish when he gets back, right? here, he was bound to 16 minutes, who knows what he can do with endless time on his hands? well, i guess you'll have to be the lucky traveler to find out.
venti, the windborne "bard".
you needed help with getting atop a mountain, and venti was conveniently there for you to make a little wind rift to boost you up. it was a favor, one you'd have to soon repay. although he could have used the nice view of your ass as a reward, he needed something more.
-- "v-venti! you're gonna get us caught!" you quietly wail as he fingers you faster inside a closet at the church of favonius. a service in worship to lord barbatos was going on not too far away, the same lord barbatos who was toying with you.
venti curls his fingers in a particular way that has you release a high pitched moan, quickly covering your mouth in embarrassment. he chuckles, thrusting even faster and curling his fingers even deeper into the spot that makes your vision white.
"for someone so scared of being caught," he places a kiss on your neck, licking the area over, "you sure do make a lot of noise. but let's see how loud you can get, yeah?"
your mind regrets even allowing him to get as far as leading you away from the church but your body is happy it made the decision of letting him drag you away from a holy service in order to make some unholy deeds happen. in most situations, it's mind over body. but for venti, your body's desire outweighs whatever logical thoughts you had.
he removes his fingers and licks them clean, much to your disappointment, resulting in a whine, "don't worry, [name]. this will be much better than what my fingers can do." he chuckles again, removing his pants and jerking his cock to full size. your eyes widen in surprise as you notice his large size despite his small stature.
"venti, there's no way that can fit. you aren't seriously gonna put it in me, right? venti? venti-" you panicked at first, scared of his initial size. he was huge! but you stopped panicking when he finally thrusted inside, stretching you open.
he ignores your concerns, only focused on the feeling of your wrapped around his cock. "you're so cute windblume~ remember, i'm doing this because you owe me a favor. consider this my compensation for helping you that day! plus, i'm sure that even if you hadn't owed me this we still would have found ourselves doing this at some point."
a high moan escapes you lips as you claw at venti's back, careful not to rip his delicate clothing. he continues to thrust into until he's balls deep inside you. pulling out until only the tip is in, he thrusts into hard, fast, and deep. you shake in his arms, quietly moaning out his name in hopes he'd slow down. but there's a slim chance he'll do it.
after all, he's the god of freedom in his own church and you're a consenting traveler who's willing to be a god's plaything.
albedo, the kreideprinz.
albedo has always been one for "if you give, you take." he's a generous soul, but he still must be repaid if he does you a favor. and since he gave you warmth in the freezing cold of dragonspine, it's only right that he takes something in return, correct? and who knows, maybe what he takes could benefit the both of you on this cold dragonspine night.
-- "tell me dear, are you feeling warmer now?" albedo breathes down your neck, one hand toying with your hard nipples and the other using two fingers to loosen you for his cock. you could feel his hard on against your ass, and it felt big.
in his camp, you could feel the warmth of a nearby fire which warmed you up instantly, but it suddenly felt too hot. "i feel too hot, 'bedo." you whine as you feel him pull your nipple a bit too hard.
he chuckles, "you told me you wanted to be warmer, so i made you warmer." he pulls your face close to his, kissing you and only adding to the heat forming between your legs
after striking a nerve deep inside you with his fingers, you moaned out loudly, almost shamelessly arching your back against him. "'bedo, too hot! i think i'm gonna cum!" you start grinding against his fingers and back onto his clothed dick.
"you are? really?" he questions condescendingly. you throw your head back further onto his shoulder as he speeds up his fingers. "cumming! i'm cumming!" and right before you cum onto albedo's pretty fingers, he pulls out, forcing you to not reach your orgasm.
the tears stream down your face switch from pleasure to pain. "albedo, please! wh-why'd you pull out?" you whine, grinding against him in hopes of received some sort of pleasuring friction.
albedo doesn't like this. he removes his hand from you nipple has it join his wet fingers on your hips to stop you from grinding. "i had to pull out because you said you were too hot. i would hate to make you too hot, dear."
you don't even think about what you're doing, only wanting to reach the high that was taken away from you. you try to pry off albedo's hands off your hips, pulling and hitting him. "'bedo, please! just keep fingering me! i'll suck you off afterwards or let you fuck me however you want, just continue please!" despite your fruitless efforts, you continue to try and grind against him.
he stares at you coldly, almost as harsh as the frozen winds that got you in this situation. "that's not very nice, now is it, dear?" he pushes you off him and pats his lap. shit. you just got yourself in more trouble than a single orgasm was worth.
you bend over his lap, mentally preparing yourself for whats to come. "m'sorry 'bedo," he shushes you in return, sliding is cold pointer finger drown your back and onto your ass. he rubs it gently, almost like he wasn't about to ruin you. he gives one harsh smack, demanding you count. and you do, until he reaches 12 and he starts to the knead the sore skin of your ass.
"archons, you're pathetic. i can feel you even through my pants. remember, if give you something, i will take in return. so i'll give you this punishment and i'll take you as i please. it's stupid how you think you have a say in this matter, dear."
diluc, the darkside of dawn.
diluc was a fair man. willing to help to an extent even with nothing in return. but when it came to sweet little you, in need of saving from some hilichurls, he was willing to help in a heartbeat without even needing compensation. but when you offer to do as he pleases, he was more than willing to lose his fairness all in the favor of finally taking you.
-- "m-mister diluc! what if someone from the adventurer's guild sees us? we're in public!" diluc only shushes you with a slow but desperate kiss. it leaves you wanting more, and you only wonder if it's your fault for offering to pay him back in such an unholy way. especially in the middle of windrise when you were supposed to be on a picnic? how shameful.
you whine into his kiss, tangling your hands in his hair and pulling him closer to your lips. diluc only thrusts deeper inside you, kissing you more desperately as you moan into his lips.
he loves this feeling. you being putting in his hands. he loves the control, -- the kind, fair man he's painted himself as is starting fade away as he feels you clench around him, moan into his lips, and pull him closer like a lover.
he relishes in your warm embrace, finally pulling away from your lips to kiss at your pebbled nipples. you moan- a sweet, yet loud out escaping from your lips. he kisses your nipples, licking across your chest before he works his way to your neck to leave hickies.
"thank you, thank you thank you, thank you, thank you!" you babble mindlessly, removing your hands from his hair and to the blanket underneath you, gripping it tightly.
he goes back to your lips, kissing you deeply as he keeps his steady pace of thrusting into you. the kiss is short, and he pulls away to ask you a question. "what are you thanking me for?" he asks. tears stream down your face.
yes, you're greatly indebted to diluc for saving you but you're already sore and you've barely been fucked. "i-" he slaps you across your face, annoyed with your stalling.
"remember, [name]. you're the one who wanted to pay me back. can you not handle your own decision?"
kaeya, the calvary captain.
kaeya isn't really one to help someone out unless it's commanded of him. but for you, his darling subordinate, he'll do anything. but you just can't get something for nothing while dealing with him. with his help clearing out some of your paperwork, you now owe him, and he's sure to not let your forget.
-- "poor slut can't take anymore?" he taunts. you're on your knees in front of your boss sucking him off like some common whore. you're not, you're only giving him whats due. with kaeya, there's not even a point in trying to change his mind. if he wants his cock down your throat, he'll get his cock down your throat.
but luckily you're more willing, and he'll only push you down further on his surprisingly huge dick. "just like that, slut." he groans, leaning his head back with a groan and pushing your head down further. "juustt like that."
you choke on his cock, the spit and precum being barely enough lubrication to make his cock slide easily in your throat. tears stream down your face and kaeya's eye meet yours. he only smiles, pushing your head down slightly further as a tease.
it felt good, the burn of the throat feeling like nothing compared to the satisfaction of pleasing your boss. the more you gag, the more your throat clenches around him, and you can tell kaeya's absolutely losing it.
he moves your head up and down his cock swiftly, pulling you off suddenly and jerking his cock to his release. and when it finally came, warm spurts of white cum ended up all over your face. he pants heavily and looks down at his creation.
before him kneels a desperate, panting, cum-covered slut for him and him alone to use. he uses him thumb to smear some cum over your lips and force you to taste it. the salty taste makes you gag, but it still tastes good. "open." and you open your mouth obediently. he spits in your mouth, "swallow." and you do obediently.
kaeya chuckles at your ruined face and he can only think ow much he can ruin your body. you're still in his debt, afterall.
"now that i've ruined your pretty little mouth, how about i ruin something else?"
(liyue vers.) (inazuma part one vers.)
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allurilove ยท 7 months ago
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Yan!Prodigy x Rival you
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Rated 18 + โ€” mature short content !
Includes: enemies to lovers?โ€” not really he falls in love pretty quick, first time kissing, stalking, admitting his feelings, he gets excited by the tiniest sight of skin, heโ€™s delusional, gender neutral reader.
*I played violin for a couple of years, but my knowledge is a bit dusty and itโ€™s been awhile ๐Ÿ˜ฌ And sorry for not posting! Iโ€™ve been busy with studying for the SAT! He is referred to as โ€œyour enemyโ€ and this is purely fictional writing!*
Synopsis: Heโ€™s been on the top of his game for years. Heโ€™s known as the most talented violinist, and his ability to play has brought people to tears. All until you came along and threatened his legacy.
He was upset and furious that a nobody like you could win the spot of the first chair. You were now the center of attention, and not him. He wanted to break you down.
Butโ€ฆ why did he find himself yearning for you?
Heโ€™s been practicing for years. He spent his whole life dedicating to the art of music. His fingers have been numb before, his wrist hurt, and heโ€™s been staring at music sheets for so longโ€” that everything looked like notes to him.
Heโ€™s been the first chair. He climbed his way to the top, he earned his reputation, and everyone admires him.
So, a little and measly talent like you shouldnโ€™t have been in his spot. He had to audition for that seatโ€”just like everyone elseโ€” but he knew that the directors loved him the moment he stepped on the stage.
He created masterpiece after masterpiece, and heโ€™s a well sought out man.
He heard murmurs and whispers as he sat down behind you. He could feel everyone look at you with fascination, and admiration. He scowled and his grip on the neck of the violin was tight. He imagined ripping you out of the chair, or shoving his bow down your throat.
He had a steely gaze as you turned around to look at the person who had been glaring daggers at you. You smile at him, feeling a bit bad that youโ€™re a newbie who took his usual position.
Why was his heart beating?
โ€œDont look at me.โ€ The man scowled at you. His face slowly turning pink, and he looked away as you turned to face him again.
For the first time ever, he was distracted. As the show began he could hear his mistakes. He felt his hand shake, and he accidentally pressed down too hard on the string- causing an eerie squeaking noise. He looked up to see what you were doing and you are confident, each note of yours is perfect, and you were clearly the better choice. His eyes slowly widened as he became hypnotized by the way you moved, and the way your hand was so nimble.
โ€œโ€ฆfuck.โ€ He was falling in love. That has never happened to him before. His body is filled with warmth, his heart fluttered, and he felt like he could float on the wave of happiness. For the first time everโ€” he felt alive.
The person next to him gently kicked at his chair, and he snapped out of it. He looked back at the sheet, and he realized he lost his place. His eyes and ears frantically tried to figure out where they were.
The show was a nightmare. He got chewed out for the very first time, and he hung his head low. He made multiple mistakes, made a mockery of the whole orchestra, and organization. He apologized to everyone, and he seethed at how people thought he was slipping.
You were the only one to approach him. Your enemy threw his jacket on, ready to leave, but he paused when he saw you.
โ€œHeyโ€ฆ Iโ€™m sorry-โ€œ
He raised a hand to stop you. โ€œItโ€™s not your fault.โ€ He said curtly, and he grabbed his instrument case. He brushed past you, and quickly made it out of the building. He had to stop and take a breather- leaning on the wall as he felt red cheeks. He always felt a rush of adrenaline and excitement when you came close to him.
Thatโ€™s when the stalking began. I mean it was a total accident, and he didnโ€™t mean to find your apartmentโ€ฆ he just happened to know it was yours, because of the way the melodic sound came from the window. He was across the street, and he was able to see you sway, and play with such emotion. He stood there for what felt like years, and he started to film you.
He would rewatch them at night in his bed. A huge smile on his face as he was able to relive that moment. Before he knew itโ€ฆ he kissed the screen.
He came to practice early in the morning. Your enemy had to keep up a cool facade, and he ignored your little โ€œhelloโ€ to him. He sat in his chair, feeling a bit bitter, but he knew it was well deserved. Youโ€™re a good violin player, and he was coming to terms with it. He sighed as he brought his instrument out of the case, he took out his tuner, and he started to tune his instrument. He fiddled with the fine tuners, and eventually adjusting the pegs when that didnโ€™t work.
The whole entire timeโ€ฆ he glanced at you. His heart swelled up as he saw you take off your jacket, and he gulped as he saw your shoulders.
Ohhh god.
He slightly groaned as his pants felt tighter.
He heard the peg creak, his fingers mindlessly kept turning and turning. He gasped as the string he was trying to tune snapped, he felt it hit his cheek, and out of surprise he dropped his violin.
He was so embarrassed as you helped him get an ice pack. You two were in the tiny hallway, an ice pack in your hand. Instead of handing it to him, you placed it on his cheek for him. You made him feel better, told a little joke about what happened and he let out a chuckle.
He saw you smile and step closer to him. Was this seriously happening? He immediately kissed you back as you pressed against him, one arm around your waist and the other on the back of your head. You tasted wonderful.
He started to moan out your name, your hand now down his pants, and he arched his back. His hands then gripped at the brick wall, his hips jerked with the movement, and he felt his orgasm coming pretty close.
He felt you pull down his pants and boxers, and you got down onto your knees, and your tongue stuck out to lick his length.
โ€œGod, I love youโ€”โ€œ He pants, his stomach tightening as his arousal grew.
โ€œHello?โ€
Hello?
His eyes came back to focus on your hand waving in his face. He gulped as he took a step back. You were confused as to what happened, you tried to speak to him, but it looked like he was lost in his thoughts. His face was flushed and he was murmuring incoherent things.
The man quickly snatched the ice pack and he panickedโ€” his dick twitchingโ€” and he ran away from you.
Allure: Itโ€™s a pretty short fic, unedited, and i wrote this on my break ๐Ÿ˜ญ yandere x zombie part three should be coming soon.
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heeliopheelia ยท 8 months ago
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LACY (p. jay)
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MINORS DO NOT INTERACT
includes: oral (f receiving), fingering, crying, insecurities, soft dom! jay, praising, multiple orgasms, unprotected sex, creampie, hate comments
word count: 3.4k
synopsis: ๐˜ข๐˜ค๐˜ค๐˜ช๐˜ฅ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฏ๐˜ต๐˜ข๐˜ญ๐˜ญ๐˜บ ๐˜ฆ๐˜น๐˜ฑ๐˜ฐ๐˜ด๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜จ ๐˜บ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ๐˜ณ ๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ๐˜ญ๐˜ข๐˜ต๐˜ช๐˜ฐ๐˜ฏ๐˜ด๐˜ฉ๐˜ช๐˜ฑ ๐˜ต๐˜ฐ ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฑ๐˜ถ๐˜ฃ๐˜ญ๐˜ช๐˜ค ๐˜ญ๐˜ช๐˜จ๐˜ฉ๐˜ต, ๐˜ซ๐˜ข๐˜บ ๐˜ธ๐˜ข๐˜ฏ๐˜ต๐˜ด ๐˜ต๐˜ฐ ๐˜ด๐˜ฉ๐˜ฐ๐˜ธ ๐˜บ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ ๐˜ฉ๐˜ฐ๐˜ธ ๐˜ฎ๐˜ถ๐˜ค๐˜ฉ ๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ญ๐˜ฐ๐˜ท๐˜ฆ๐˜ด ๐˜บ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ ๐˜ข๐˜ด ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฉ๐˜ข๐˜ต๐˜ฆ ๐˜ค๐˜ฐ๐˜ฎ๐˜ฎ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฏ๐˜ต๐˜ด ๐˜ด๐˜ต๐˜ข๐˜ณ๐˜ต ๐˜ต๐˜ฐ ๐˜ต๐˜ข๐˜ฌ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ข ๐˜ต๐˜ฐ๐˜ญ๐˜ญ ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฏ ๐˜บ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ๐˜ณ ๐˜ด๐˜ฆ๐˜ญ๐˜ง-๐˜ธ๐˜ฐ๐˜ณ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ
guts event masterlist โ‹†โ™ฑโœฎโ™ฑโ‹† main masterlist
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Looking at your phone makes you want to throw up.ย 
โ€œout of literally everyone he pullsโ€ฆ that? gotta be a jokeโ€
โ€œjay deserves sm betterโ€
โ€œif that thing got a chance with him that means iโ€™d be unstoppableโ€
โ€œpls tell me this is a jokeโ€
โ€œgirlie gotta have a crazy head game cuz ainโ€™t no way lmfaoโ€
As if you donโ€™t feel bad enough about yourself already.ย 
Ever since the photo of you and your boyfriend coming back from a date leaked to the internet, thereโ€™s been nothing but a ridiculous amount of hatred directed towards your clueless self.ย 
In the morning Jayโ€™s text saying please stay offline today baby was enough to make your stomach churn without even knowing what was actually happening. And against his words and your common sense, your fingers instantly went to the first better social media app on screenโ€™s your homepage.
And so with every single comment put out on the internet, you feel your confidence and self-worth slowly crumbling down until they have eventually worn you out and youโ€™re nothing but a sobbing mess ever since the morning. Your head hurts from all the crying yet the slightly masochistic part of yourself doesnโ€™t let you tear your gaze away from the screen.
Maybe itโ€™s because deep down youโ€™ve always felt like youโ€™re not good enough to be dating such a man as Jay, and the insecure thoughts heโ€™s worked so hard to bury six feet underneath your feet have just resurfaced once again.ย 
Knowing heโ€™s surrounded by almost literal embodiments of the beauty standard on a daily basis and then having to come home to a plain nobody like you canโ€™t be good for no oneโ€™s mental health, thatโ€™s for sure.ย 
โ€œBaby?โ€
The lump stretches your throat too painfully for you to make any other sound than the whimper you let out, and soon you hear Jayโ€™s footsteps approaching your suffocatingly silent room.
โ€œAre you there, love?โ€ย 
You press your trembling lips together and nod your head, trying to force yourself to stop being so emotional for once. The last thing you want him to do is deal withโ€ฆ this, whatever your current state is.ย 
โ€œYouโ€™ve been reading the comments,โ€ he points out quietly, but not with accusation โ€“ only worry. His heart squeezes with desperation to somehow make you feel better, yet you take his silence as a sign of disappointment in you.ย 
And somehow you canโ€™t bring yourself to look into his eyes, too swallowed by shame.ย 
โ€œIโ€™m sorry,โ€ you whisper eventually after a couple beats of silence. Your head drops lowly onto your bunched up knees. โ€œI just had to see it myself.โ€
โ€œHey, no more twitter, no more instagram โ€“ no more,โ€ Jay pleads softly as he carefully takes your phone out of your weak grasp and sets it on the bedside table, only to thread his fingers through yours and intertwine them together. โ€œDonโ€™t do this to yourself. Please, stop crying, beautiful. They donโ€™t deserve your tears, hm?โ€
A sob rips out of your throat and echoes through the silent room, simultaneously breaking your boyfriendโ€™s heart in two. โ€œItโ€™s justโ€ฆ I-,โ€ youโ€™re unable to finish your sentence with the hundreds of thoughts running around your mind, not giving you a moment of peace since hours ago.
โ€œI know nothing I say will make you feel better now,โ€ Jay whispers, shuffling closer on the bed until his chest is pressed against your shoulder and he envelops you in a protective embrace. He presses a warm kiss to your temple. โ€œI love you. I hate to see you like that, honey.โ€
You nod your head, sniffling loudly and choking on your own sobs. โ€œI love you too,โ€ you cry quietly, moving your head to rest against his chest. โ€œI just donโ€™t feel good with myself right now.โ€
Jay hums. His hands blindly reach to your face to wipe your tears away, fingers gently caressing your damp face. โ€œI know.โ€ His words are muffled by your hair as he nuzzles his face in it. โ€œIโ€™m sorry.โ€
You can clearly hear the violent beating of his heart from your position and the insides of your stomach twist with sadness because you know well heโ€™s blaming himself for everything. He promised to protect you at the beginning of your relationship, forever and always, and yet heโ€™s failed at the one thing that shouldโ€™ve been of the highest importance to him.
He felt conflicted about his job more times than he would like to admit. The constant restrictions, always having to watch his words and actions, the almost non-existent privacy โ€“ it was tough, annoying, but he could take it.ย 
But heโ€™s never hated being who he is more than he does right now. Seeing the person he loves the most, the person who holds his entire world, being in such a miserable state because of his job makes him feel just so helpless.
Swallowing his self-pity, Jay soothes you as gently as he can. His fingers thread through your hair, waiting patiently until your heavy sobs turn into hiccups and eventually small whimpers.ย 
โ€œI chose you, YN,โ€ he finally says softly, hand pushing the hair sticking to your face away as the other one cups your cheek and brings you to look at him. โ€œI chose you and Iโ€™d choose you over everyone else. Itโ€™s always going to be you. Always.โ€ย 
You blink your lashes heavy with tears, cheeks stinging from the excessive amount of them that has dropped down your face. He nudges your cheek with his nose before pressing a gentle kiss to your brow bone. This tender gesture and his words finally allow the smallest smile to appear on your lips.ย 
โ€œThereโ€™s my pretty girl,โ€ Jay giggled. His arms wrap tighter around you before he lifts you up and pulls you onto his lap. โ€œYou know, itโ€™s okay if you donโ€™t fully love yourself yet, I can do it for the both of us for now, baby. Please, believe me.โ€ย 
You nod your head, now choked up for a whole different reason. You let him lean in and join your lips together in a sweet kiss. His knuckles caress your cheeks and chin as he plants a chain of pecks on your swollen mouth.ย ย 
He tries to break the kiss but you donโ€™t let him get too far away, pulling him back in by his neck and crashing your lips together again, this time more desperately. Jayโ€™s fingers slip into the loopholes of your pants, bringing you closer and closer until thereโ€™s no space left between your chests.ย 
The hushed I love youโ€™s coming out from both of your mouths, his warm lips sucking a kiss after kiss on yours, his hand that drops down and sneaks underneath your top to linger over your skin โ€“ youโ€™re becoming dizzy from the overwhelming love youโ€™re being given.
โ€œIโ€™ve achieved everything because of you, love. I am who I am because of you,โ€ he breathes out into your lips, forehead bumping against yours. One last time, he kisses the whatever is left of your tears away, then goes back to your hungry lips. โ€œIโ€™d give you the world if you asked me to. Let me take care of you, like you always do for me.โ€
With a strong move, he pulls you off his lap and lays you down on the plushy bedding. You shiver when the warmth of his body leaves you, only to catch your breath when he drops to the ground with the dull sound of his knees hitting the wooden floor.ย 
His warm hands rub your thighs soothingly, palming your inflamed skin before his lips follow their lead and pepper small kisses all over them, gradually traveling higher. You can hardly breathe from the tension, impatiently waiting for his every next move, the exhaustion in your body making you feel everything tenfold.ย 
The whisper you let out is strangled because of the prominent tingling in between your thighs. โ€œI need you, Jay.โ€
With a hum of acknowledgement, he unzips then takes off your pants along with your underwear, discarding the clothes somewhere on the floor blindly.ย  Breath hitches in your throat when he leans forward and finally buries his face between your legs, lips softly grazing your warmth.ย ย 
His hands push on your inner thighs, holding your legs wide open as he leans down and presses a kiss to your pussy. A jolt shoots through your body when his teeth brush over your clit before he ducks his head down and engulfs it with his warm mouth entirely.
A shiver runs down your spine when his tongue runs flat against your clit, another but longer lick following right after. Your fingers clench on the duvet beneath you as you pant and whimper with every move that he makes.ย 
Jayโ€™s thumbs circle and press on the smooth skin on your thighs, he himself humming and grunting into your pussy as he slurps you up.ย 
Youโ€™re perfect, so perfect in his eyes, yet the angle is still not satisfying to him, constantly searching for a better access to your quivering hole. Suddenly, his arms wrap around your knees and he swiftly lifts your legs further up, almost folding you in half as he sinks his mouth in your wetness again, groaning at how much better he can eat you out now. Properly.ย 
A loud moan ripples from your throat and you jerk in his hold violently, not expecting him to just manhandle you like this. Youโ€™re just there, mind blank and eyes fluttering shut when Jay pushes his tongue into your hole, fucking and stretching you with it as best as he can. Heโ€™s being so loud with it, so nasty that you canโ€™t help but surrender yourself to him completely, losing yourself to him over and over again.ย 
Two of his warm fingers circle your weeping hole before letting them sink inside slowly, gently. With the addiction of his nose brushing over your clit, his tongue never halting its movements and now working in harmony with his fingers, youโ€™re barely responsive.ย 
You mewl and whine breathlessly, sweat starting to create a thin layer on your worked up body. Jay pulls away to take a breath and admire your blissed out face, long fingers curling up, and he ducks his head to cover your sensitive thighs with marks and bites.ย 
โ€œAah, sโ€™ good,โ€ you slur out, arching your back off the bed slightly.ย 
โ€œYeah? You like that, baby?โ€ Jay asks, sucking one last hickey on your inner thigh before moving back to your needy cunt. You can only hum in agreement, the noise quickly turning into another string of moans and wails as you feel your approaching high.ย 
Jay cranes his neck to get to you at the best angle, one that will help you reach your climax the fastest. He didnโ€™t even realize when his now hard cock started rutting against the bed slowly, only focused on you and you only, restraining his own pleasure.ย 
You open your mouth to warn him of your incoming release but before you can do that, Jay speeds up the movement of his fingers and has you coming within a second, a loud cry of his name on your lips serving as honey for his ears.ย 
He drags his face away from your glistening pussy to take a look at your face.
Youโ€™re so beautiful, so perfect, soft and all his.
โ€œMy prettiest,โ€ he murmurs, planting a bunch of kisses against your thighs and stomach before lifting himself on his arms and crawling to get you to face him, laying breathlessly beneath him.ย 
He lowers himself to kiss you right on the lips, the slick from his face smearing against yours slightly but youโ€™re too far gone to pay it any mind.ย 
โ€œI love you,โ€ is all youโ€™re able to choke out in a whisper. Jay smiles and brushes his nose against yours, kissing you once, then twice and thrice before letting you fill your lungs again.ย 
โ€œI love you more.โ€
And as much as you want to protest at first, you realize that he might be actually right. Thereโ€™s no doubt of your feelings or devotion to him, you gave him your entire heart a long time ago, entrusted him with all you are and had enough faith in him to never make you regret your decision.
But no one loves like Jay does. His love is pure and raw, coming from the depth of his heart and overshadowing all other feelings youโ€™ve ever harbored to another man.ย 
Thatโ€™s how you also know that no matter anything youโ€™ll always end up together, overcome everything.ย 
His gentle hands grab the bottom of the t-shirt youโ€™re wearing, his actually now that he takes a better look at it, then lifts it up, revealing your perky breasts to him. He plants kisses against them, simultaneously unzipping his pants and kicking them down to the floor. His boxers are discarded next and you help him unbutton his shirt with your shaky fingers.ย 
โ€œMake me yours,โ€ you say into his lips once youโ€™re done with that, hand pressed against his cheek.ย 
Your words are enough to send Jayโ€™s patience out the window, and heโ€™s lifting your leg to hook it over his waist before sinking his hard cock inside you, your walls instantly sucking him in to the hilt. He groans at the warmth that engulfs him, squeezing him so tightly he can barely move.ย 
Your heart pounds in your chest, blood rushing to your cheeks at the intimacy, his eyes boring into you lovingly. Because thatโ€™s what he is. Utterly, hopelessly lovesick.ย 
His chest heaves above yours for a moment as he lets you adjust and relax around him before settling for a slower and deep pace. Your breaths get ragged quickly, listening to the filthy squelching whenever he pulls out of you only to sink in further each time.ย 
โ€œSee, baby? Itโ€™s all good now,โ€ he rasps, sweaty hair beginning to cling to his forehead because of the stuffiness in your bedroom. โ€œYou donโ€™t need anyone else. Only me. Iโ€™ll take care of you.โ€
โ€œOnly you,โ€ you repeat after him, watching his eyes sparkle and eyebrows furrow.
He lets out a chuckle, out of breath. โ€œGood girl.โ€
His hold on you tightens as he fucks into you, his large hand slipping to the back of your head and pressing your face to his neck. His thrusts grow faster, more erratic and messy, and the only thing youโ€™re able to do at the moment is whine desperately into his skin and wrap your other leg over his hips, thighs clenching his sides even tighter.
You feel better. You feel heavenly. You feel loved.
He bullies his way so deep inside you that you feel as if on the verge of blacking out. Itโ€™s so good. Youโ€™re pretty sure youโ€™re going to leave a drool stain on your boyfriendโ€™s toned shoulder once you pull away from there as youโ€™re just unable to close your mouth for a second, too fucked out to have any control over it now.
โ€œCan I go a little faster, sweetheart?โ€ Jay asks.
You whine into the junction of his neck. โ€œMhm.โ€
And so he does, his touch growing in intensity as well. He lets go of your neck and your head falls back onto the pillows and you finally get to look at his face, expression so soft and tender, and a stark contrast to the way he fucks you.ย 
Your stomach sets ablaze with every loud clap of his hips against yours, his precum making a mess on your thighs.ย 
โ€œFucking hell,โ€ he moans lowly, not being able to get enough of the doe-eyed look youโ€™re giving him. He didnโ€™t know it was possible, but he thinks he loves you even a little more than yesterday.ย 
The sloppy sound of your wet skin colliding with his ricochets off of your bedroomโ€™s walls and your eyes water again โ€“ this reason completely contrasting to the earlier heartbreak. Jay is here to kiss all of your tears away, his warm lips tracing your cheeks and collecting every salty droplet that falls on your skin.ย 
You throw your head back, nails digging into his shoulder blades. And then he reaches down with the one hand thatโ€™s not holding you, pressing his fingers on your swollen clit and rubbing circles on it, making you grow lightheaded again.ย 
His never ceasing thrusts keep hitting your g-spot, without even giving you a second to breathe.ย 
โ€œJ-Jay,โ€ you whimper, voice wet and small, and he knows exactly what you want to communicate to him.ย 
You fall apart in his arms as your orgasm hits your sensitive pussy even harder this time, making you squirt with a shallow gasp for air. You feel completely owned by him at the moment.ย 
Jayโ€™s eyes roll to the back of his skull for a hot minute, his cock aching and twitching as your walls spasm and squeeze him mercilessly. He buries his face in your neck now, nibbling under your ears and panting heavily against your skin.
Jay cums hard, probably harder than he ever has before โ€“ all because he knows heโ€™s fucked you so good you canโ€™t stop shaking in his arms. His own thighs begin to quiver a little as he ruts his emptying cock into your warm pussy, filling you up so nicely.
Itโ€™s the choked up wail that leaves your throat that spurs him into pushing more of his throbbing length into your sensitive self. His warm cum fills you to the brim, seeping slowly onto your thighs, yet he keeps snapping his hips against you slowly. โ€œThatโ€™s it. Take it, baby. Take it all.โ€
Your lips part and when he pulls away from your neck, he immediately slides his tongue against yours. His kisses are sloppy and hot and wet but that only pushes you even further into the state of bliss, completely losing your mind for the man above you.
Your back is arched, making you press your chest into his forcefully as you jolt and twitch from overstimulation as he pulls out his soft cock out of you carefully.ย 
Jayโ€™s lips press to your temple warmly with a soothing intention. You try to catch your breath, body sweaty and clammy just like your hair. Yet you look just as pretty as ever to him. His prettiest girl.ย 
ย He collapses onto the bed next to you and lets you cling to him for as long as you want to, holding you tightly to his chest and drowning you in praises and compliments. Itโ€™s only when he notices that your eyelids are growing heavy that he gently pulls you away and up from the bed, steadying your wobbly self on the rug beside your bed.ย 
You look at him in confusion, eyes misty and tired and he canโ€™t help but giggle and kiss you one more time. โ€œWe should probably take a shower first,โ€ he flicks your nose when you scrunch it up slightly but then you nod your head.
When you start walking into the direction of the bathroom, goosebumps spiking your skin despite the hot temperature in the room, you turn around and frown when you notice that Jay has stayed behind you.
โ€œYouโ€™re not coming, love?โ€ You ask but he shakes his head.ย 
โ€œYou go first, baby. Iโ€™ll be right there in a second.โ€ He nods his head to the ruined bedding. โ€œGotta change the sheets first.โ€
You flush as you take in the mess youโ€™ve both made. โ€œRight,โ€ you mumble and then disappear behind the door.ย 
When youโ€™re both showered and back in the bed together, youโ€™re propping yourself on your elbows, trying to reach the switch of the lamp on the bedside table. You donโ€™t get far when Jayโ€™s arm wraps itself across your torso and brings you back down, right into his chest.ย ย 
โ€œStay,โ€ he mumbles, nuzzling his face in your hair.
You giggle quietly but give in and lay comfortably, half on the bed and half on your boyfriend. โ€œIโ€™m not going anywhere.โ€
Jay hums lowly. โ€œI mean forever. Stay with me forever.โ€
You look at him, eyes slightly widening despite how tired you are, and his words take your breath away when you realize heโ€™s dead serious. Youโ€™re at a loss of words, looking at the man by your side, stunned, yet he only smiles lazily and brings your hand to his lips to press his warm lips against your knuckles.
โ€œMarry me.โ€
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Lacy, oh, Lacy, I just loathe you lately
And I despise my jealous eyes and how hard they fell for you
Yeah, I despise my rotten mind and how much it worships you
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jinx x fem!reader | sfw
itโ€™s finally here! this is only part one ;) for some background, ekko is the readerโ€™s brother, itโ€™s up to you whether thatโ€™s biological or not. iโ€™m going to tag everyone who commented on the post i made about this. comment if you want to be added or removed from the tag list for the following chapters!
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you woke with a deafening ringing in your ears and a steadily growing ache behind your eyes.
did you ever even fall asleep? you canโ€™t remember that, but oddly enough, the last thing youโ€™re able to recall is the feeling of being stretched and across time itself.
thatโ€™s right. itโ€™s all coming back to you now.
this headache began when you and ekko discovered that the firelight tree was being, for lack of a better word, altered by something. you quickly brought your findings to heimerdingerโ€“ a few leaves, discolored to a shade that resembled an oil spill, something that nature could not create on its own. the exiled professor then snuck you and your brother through a maze of vents into some lab, where you were promptly caught by his former pupil, jayce. not exactly a first impression to be proud of, but the four of you found the root cause somewhat quickly; a wild rune. something that jayce had described to you as best he couldโ€“ something natural, and equally unpredictable.
so unpredictable, a simple touch of the brunetteโ€™s hand sent the four of you into a state of psychedelic frequencies and colors taking kaleidoscopic forms, colors you didnโ€™t even know existed.
from the looks of it, youโ€™re now in a perfectly normal bed in a perfectly normal room. is reality finally yours again?
as of right now, reality is the least of your concern; you arenโ€™t sure whose room this is. you rub the sleep from your eyes and slowly sit up, still feeling dizzied and somewhat sore, as if youโ€™d just gotten off a rollercoaster. without wasting a second, you do your best to focus your sight and examine your surroundings, which mostly include the paintings and drawings that line the walls. this delivers a sobering shock to your system.
a vast majority of them are jinx.
a much different version of her, you notice. her blue hair is much shorter, those signature braids nowhere to be found. she has a big smile on her face in each one of them. from what you can see, she looksโ€ฆ happy. clean, and pure. nothing like the jinx you know, but everything like the powder you grew up with. quite frankly, it scares the daylights out of you.
โ€œwhat the fuck?โ€ you whisper aloud.
then, you feel a movement. one that isnโ€™t caused by you. you whip your head around to see that, shockingly, somebody had been laying in this bed right next to you. they seem to be sleeping, head and body totally covered by a plush comforter thatโ€™s clearly handmade. your eyebrows furrow, trying to make sense of the situation before scaring yourself even further.
itโ€™s most likely ekko. perhaps youโ€™d both fainted after your encounter with the wild rune, and heimerdinger was kind enough to find somewhere comfortable for you to sleep.
but if so, whatโ€™s the big idea with the paintings? is it to mock you, to give you a glimpse of a perfect reality thatโ€™s just out of reach? feeling a rapid stream of anger replace the blood in your veins, you reach down to grab the comforter and rip it away from your brother to disrupt his slumber.
that anger turns to confusion in an instant.
it isnโ€™t your brother.
itโ€™sโ€ฆ well, you have no idea who that is.
it isnโ€™t jinx. she looks like jinx, she even smells like jinx, but it isnโ€™t her. it canโ€™t be.
she looks all too peaceful, her head rested on the pillow with her big eyes shut, sleeping undisturbed in a state of pure tranquility. you lean forward to examine this woman more closely, to look for any defining characteristics that jinx hasโ€“ all of which, you find in five seconds flat. the few freckles that line her nose, the small birthmark on her left shoulder, the slight gap between her two front teeth. the only thing sheโ€™s missing is her unnaturally long blue hair. itโ€™s still blue, of course, but itโ€™s cut to the length of her chin and there isnโ€™t a braid in sight. you shake your head in disbelief. itโ€™s the girl from the paintings.
just then, her eyes flutter open.
her silvery blue orbs are yet another reminder of how mutated this reality seems to be. they arenโ€™t bright pink, implying that the familiar body lying next to you is not locked and loaded with shimmer and a constant drug-induced rage. the last time you saw her natural eye color was before she left you.
the girlโ€™s eyes land on you and a small smile appears on her slightly chapped lips. โ€œmorning,โ€ she mumbles. you would recognize that voice from anywhere.
there are only two feelings that fight for control over your next course of actionโ€“ elation, and panic.
on one hand, everything youโ€™ve ever wanted is right here with you. the love of your life without the pain that consumed her, a version of her that didnโ€™t feel the need to abandon you for your own safety.
on the other hand, youโ€™ve woken up in an illusive reality that you simply donโ€™t belong in.
โ€œno. no, this isnโ€™t right,โ€ you whisper, slightly moving back to create some distance between you and this girl. had ekko woken up in this world as well? what about jayce and heimerdinger? it would make more sense that this is all a really weird, really lucid dream, but you need to think realistically. nothing in your life has ever made much sense.
โ€œhm?โ€ she hums in confusion, blinking the sleep from her tired eyes.
thereโ€™s no way for you to explain your conundrum to her, so you donโ€™t even attempt to. you just rush out of bed and head towards the door. โ€œi need toโ€ฆ take a walk.โ€
โ€œalright,โ€ she rolls over, โ€œiโ€™m goinโ€™ back to sleep, then.โ€
within the next few minutes, you find yourself walking into the only familiar place you can findโ€“ the last drop. the place you and ekko practically grew up, even though itโ€™s nothing like you remember it.
everything is bright and clean, an eerily perfect adaptation of the place that was once so conventional to the standards of zaun. you donโ€™t get much time to look around, though, as you feel an hand wrap around your wrist and pull you through the backdoor into an alleyway. youโ€™re relieved to see that the culprit is your brotherโ€“ also a version of him youโ€™d never seen, but you could tell he was just as distressed as you. heimerdinger is there, too. he seemsโ€ฆ well, he seems calm, which has always been his natural state.
โ€œthis is bad.โ€ you place your hands on your head. โ€œthis is really fucking bad. how did we evenโ€“โ€
โ€œthereโ€™s no need for the all the panic, i can assure you. i had a feeling you two would join me eventually.โ€ heimerdinger says, but his attempt at soothing you only angers you more.
โ€œeventually? how long have you been here?โ€ you point an accusatory finger at him.
ekko takes a seat on the ground, propping himself up against the wall with a few deep breaths. he looks sick to his stomach. in any other circumstance, youโ€™d rush to his aid, but you have much more pressing issues at hand. the professor nods in acknowledgment of your question. โ€œone thousand, one hundred and twenty-eight days, six hours, andโ€ฆ twenty minutes.โ€ he answers. โ€œnow, iโ€™ll tell you what i told ekko hereโ€“ we have beenโ€ฆ how exactly did i put it?โ€
โ€œscattered across time.โ€ your brother mumbles while rubbing his eyes. โ€œsomething about being dislodged from our proverbial reality.โ€
โ€œthatโ€™s right!โ€ heimerdinger snaps his fingers. โ€œthink of it as a parallel dimension; a showcase of what could have occurred, and what could have not occurred. a reality objectively opposed to the one that the three of us belong in.โ€
โ€œand itโ€™s because of the wild rune?โ€ you wonder. heimerdinger nods affirmatively. โ€œso, whereโ€™s jayce? if heโ€™s here, too, he would be in piltover, right? we have to go find him.โ€
ekko and the professor share a knowing glance, before ekko looks up at you with a shrug. โ€œapparently, the anomaly reacted differently to him. thereโ€™s a good chance he ended up somewhere else.โ€
โ€œsomewhere else, like a different reality? how many fucking realities can there be?!โ€ you throw your hands up in frustration.
โ€œthe sheer amount of realities is beyond any of our comprehensions.โ€ heimerdinger assures you, never one to be phased by the temper you get when youโ€™re stressed. โ€œiโ€™d advise you not to rack your brain in attempt to understand it. in all my years, i have not yet come close toโ€“โ€
โ€œi woke up next to jinx.โ€ you cut him off.
โ€œwhat?โ€ they both say, voices lapping over each other. ekko is the first to question you. โ€œwhat do you mean?โ€ he stands up and places his hands on his hips.
โ€œi mean, i woke up in a bed, and jinx was asleep next to me, except it wasnโ€™t really jinx. she was tooโ€ฆ she wasโ€“ fuck, i donโ€™t know!โ€ you huff.
โ€œpowder.โ€ he says.
you tilt your head. he knows that name is forbidden around you. โ€œwhat did you just say?โ€
โ€œit wouldnโ€™t be jinx. in this place, sheโ€™s gotta be powder.โ€ he tells you. โ€œlisten, vander is alive here. silco? heโ€™s alive. evenโ€ฆ even benzo.โ€ your eyes widen at this. โ€œif theyโ€™re all still here in this reality, jinx wouldโ€™ve never had any reason to become jinx like she did in ours.โ€ he explains, watching the distant expression on your face morph into a scowl.
this flood of information hits you in the heart like a freight train. alive? how could any of these people be alive? you shake your head dismissively. โ€œcut it the fuck out, ekko.โ€
โ€œyouโ€™re not listening!โ€ he raises his voice. โ€œi know itโ€™s a lot to take in, but you need to get it through your head that iโ€™m in the exact same boat as you.โ€
though his outburst is unexpected, itโ€™s certainly called for. you were so caught up in your own twisted feelings, you likely havenโ€™t picked up much of the information youโ€™ve been given these past few minutes. โ€œokay. iโ€™m sorry.โ€ you sigh in surrender.
ekko takes a deep, grounding breath. only you could get him this riled up, but he knows better than to be upset with you. heโ€™s still processing it all, too. โ€œitโ€™s fine. i get it, alright? this is just as confusing for me.โ€
โ€œif i may,โ€ heimerdinger takes a step toward the two of you, โ€œi donโ€™t mean to infringe on the ever-common rivalry between siblings, but ekko is right. benzo is here, y/n. vander, too. wouldnโ€™t you like to see them?โ€
part of you almost wants to say no, but your mouth subconsciously moves quicker than your brain. โ€œwhere are they?โ€
ekko leads you inside, muttering a quiet reminder to โ€˜keep it togetherโ€™, though he knows he canโ€™t fault you for the tears that collect in the brims of your eyes when they land on benzoโ€“ who just so happens to be sitting at the bar, chatting with vander. they both look so much different than you remember, but somehow the exact same. you immediately rush towards him, the only father figure youโ€™ve ever known, and throw your arms around his broad shoulders.
he grunts in surprise, and you bury your face in his chest in attempt to hide your expression. โ€œwoah, seems like my crew of twoโ€™s come down with a case of the cuddlies today!โ€ his boisterous voice fills your ears and it sends yet another wave of emotion through you. itโ€™s been so long since youโ€™d heard his voice, and not to mention, youโ€™d almost had a nervous breakdown a few months ago when you realized you couldnโ€™t exactly remember many of the traits that defined himโ€“ what he smelled like, the color of his eyes, how magical his presence was, always there to brighten up your day as a child.
regardless, you remind yourself to play it cool. itโ€™s obvious that no one who belongs in this reality has any idea that you donโ€™t. โ€œwhatโ€™s with the two of you today? buttering me up to ask a favor iโ€™ll say no to?โ€ he jokes.
โ€œsorry, benzo,โ€ you mumble, blinking the tears from your eyes before pulling away. โ€œjust had a bad dream last night.โ€
โ€œyouโ€™re kidding! so did this fellow,โ€ he pats ekkoโ€™s shoulder, then turns to vander. โ€œsibling telepathy. itโ€™s a thing, iโ€™m telling ya.โ€
โ€œhey, itโ€™s not like youโ€™re not getting any complaints from this big teddy bear.โ€ vander chimes in, roughly patting benzoโ€™s shoulder. โ€œoh, y/nโ€“ any chance youโ€™ve seen powder today? she told me she was spending the night with you.โ€
you clench your jaw. powder, thatโ€™s right. that would be her name here. โ€œyeah. yeah, she did. i let her sleep in.โ€ you confirm.
โ€œah, alright.โ€ he nods with a chuckle. โ€œi donโ€™t mean to be nosy, but you know how i get.โ€
itโ€™s refreshing to know that vander, despite all of the jarring differences in this timeline, is the same as he ever was. overprotective, and unwilling to admit it.
โ€œnow, itโ€™s none of my business, but iโ€™m holding out hope that the two of you got enough sleep. you too, ekko. weโ€™re gonna need all the help we can get setting up tonight, right, vander?โ€ benzo points at you, then ekko.
โ€œuh, setting up for what, exactly?โ€ ekko asks. the two of you share a confused glance.
benzo stares at him like heโ€™s grown two heads. โ€œoh, you know, just the party you two steel-handlers have been raving about the entire week! you kids find brand new ways to confuse me every day, i swear it.โ€
heimerdinger, clearly sensing your inability to play this off, decides to step in. โ€œah, yes. the โ€˜innovatorโ€™s competitionโ€™. iโ€™m sure it will be a fantastic display of the capabilities of these young minds!โ€ he beams.
โ€œright.โ€ you nod in false remembrance, willing ekko to do the same. โ€œthe innovatorโ€™s competition. iโ€™m all ready. are you?โ€ you look at your brother with a raised eyebrow.
he stalls for a moment, but continues to pick up the topic seamlessly. your conversational skills have never been half as good as his. โ€œready as iโ€™ll ever be.โ€ he barely musters a smile.
โ€œthereโ€™s my girl!โ€ vander suddenly cuts through the discussion, motioning toward the front door. you turn around to see the girl in question; powder.
her striking blue hair is up in two buns on her head, topped off with choppy bangs and a streak of pink. that reminds youโ€“ is violet here? you can imagine her with a matching blue streak of hair. ๏ฟฝ๏ฟฝgood morning, old man. and good morning to you, too.โ€ powder wraps an arm around your shoulder, leaning in close to your ear. โ€œsoโ€ฆ you left me in a rush this morning to come kick it with the elders?โ€ she teases, causing benzo and vander to jokingly grumble in disapproval. her other arm raises to wrap around your back, and she steps directly in front of you. she looks smitten.
ekko notices how tense youโ€™ve become with her arrival, and he looks to heimerdinger, as if searching for permission to actโ€“ but the professor shakes his head. โ€œyou must not infringe on such a necessary process. you will both need to adjust one way or another, no matter how difficult the learning curve may be.โ€ he whispers.
you take a quick glance to see that vander and benzo have become involved in their own conversation, then hesitantly look back at powder. โ€œs-sorry,โ€ you shake your head, โ€œit was feeling stuffy in there, yโ€™know?โ€
โ€œcouldโ€™ve opened a window.โ€ she shrugs.
you scan her face, noting all the visible differences between this girl and the one you lost in your own reality. her cheeks are fuller. her skin is still pale, but not as ghastly, and there are much for freckles on her nose. sheโ€™s clearly getting more sunlight here. โ€œyouโ€™re feeling clingy, huh?โ€
she takes your observation as nothing more than a tease, a quiet laugh erupting from her throat. โ€œi mean, can you blame me? i like being with you. you know that.โ€
โ€œyeah?โ€ you wonder.
โ€œyeah, smartass. speaking of which,โ€ she finally takes a step back, โ€œi was gonna go see vi. you wanna tag along?โ€
you blink. did violet move out? you have so many questions and youโ€™re becoming anxious by the simple fact that you canโ€™t ask them; the people here would likely think youโ€™d gotten amnesia somehow. โ€œyeah, iโ€™ll come.โ€ you tell her, then turn around to face ekko. โ€œweโ€™re gonnaโ€ฆ go see vi. catch you later?โ€
he nods in recognition that heโ€™d heard you, but heโ€™s far too busy looking at benzo. watching him talk and laugh and sip his drink. you donโ€™t miss the way heimerdingerโ€™s eyebrows slightly raise, mouth opening as if he has something to tell you, but chooses to keep it to himself. you scrunch your nose at him. he just shakes his head. as helpful as heโ€™s been in the time since youโ€™ve met him, he also has his own special way of stressing you outโ€“ this time around, heโ€™s clearly withholding information.
powder takes your hand in her own and leads you to her โ€˜roomโ€™, a place youโ€™ve only been to a few times since she joined silco in your own reality. as expected, itโ€™s totally different from the one you know, but youโ€™re starting to get used to expecting the unexpected, so it isnโ€™t much of a shock. itโ€™s brighter, decorated with warmer colors that make it feel more like a living space rather than a dark, neon dungeon. does she share the space with violet? are they still as close as they once were?
โ€œsorry itโ€™s kind of a mess,โ€ she motions with her head to a workbench which is piled with nuts, bolts, handheld tools, and crumpled blueprints. still an inventor, of course. you couldnโ€™t see that changing in any reality. โ€œi had so many ideas for the competition tonight, i canโ€™t even remember what half of them were.โ€
you huff out a laugh. โ€œitโ€™s impressive, messy or not. whereโ€™s vi?โ€
she smiles, though she almost seems confused. โ€œuhโ€ฆ in same place she always is, bonehead.โ€
you continue to follow behind her until you reach a curtained hideout, where you see multiple paintings of violet in which she canโ€™t be more than fourteen years old. you stand and watch powder take a seat in front of the shrine, lighting a few sticks of incense with a quiet sigh.
it takes you longer than youโ€™d rather admit to piece it all together.
sheโ€™s dead. how can she be dead?
feeling sick to your stomach, you hesitantly take a seat next to powder, whoโ€™s admiring the paintings before her. โ€œi think a lot about what she would be like if she got to grow up.โ€ she says.
you look over at her, feeling an immense type of sadness that you didnโ€™t know a human could feel. you know the answer to that question. the least you could do is try to phrase it in a hypothetical way. โ€œshe would be soโ€ฆ strong. and brave. i donโ€™t think her hair would change much, either.โ€ you shrug. โ€œi could see her getting a few piercings.โ€
โ€œreally?โ€ powder raises an eyebrow. โ€œwhat kind of piercings?โ€
โ€œuh, you knowโ€ฆ maybe her nose. some on her ears.โ€ you shrug.
she nods, closing her eyes to visualize it in her head, then she laughs. โ€œmaybe. but sheโ€™d get into too many fights and probably get โ€˜em ripped out.โ€
you cringe and scrunch your nose at the thought. โ€œyeah, probably.โ€
โ€œi know vander misses her a lot. whenever he talks about her, he gets all emotional. itโ€™sโ€ฆ weirdly heartwarming.โ€ she says. โ€œso, i try not to bring her up too often. but sometimes, heโ€™ll come here with me to see her. every year on her birthday, too. like clockwork.โ€
โ€œthatโ€™s sweet.โ€ you reply. โ€œheโ€™s a family man to his core. always has been.โ€
powder nods in agreement with you. โ€œhe is.โ€
the two of you sit in comfortable silence for a bit, which gives you some time to look around. sheโ€™s even got a handmade doll of violet propped up on the tableโ€“ eerily similar to the dolls she kept of mylo and claggor.
โ€œwhat are you wearing to the party tonight?โ€ she suddenly asks you.
you blink. โ€œoh, umโ€ฆ i have no idea. iโ€™m sure iโ€™ll find something.โ€ you answer, hoping this version of you has a somewhat good wardrobe, though youโ€™re trying not to get your hopes up since youโ€™re still in the sweatpants and tank top you woke up in. โ€œwhat about you?โ€
โ€œhmโ€ฆ i want to surprise you.โ€ she grins.
you tilt your head. โ€œis that code for โ€˜i also have no ideaโ€™?โ€
powder chuckles, gently hitting your arm with the back of her hand. โ€œno! maybe! ugh, i donโ€™t know. i want to make an entrance. show everyone i can clean up nice, yโ€™know?โ€œ
โ€œi get it.โ€ you shrug. โ€œno matter what you wear, iโ€™m sure youโ€™ll look good.โ€
โ€œjust good?โ€ she questions in a tone that borders on flirtatious, causing you to clench your jaw a bit. itโ€™s painfully familiar.
โ€œgreat,โ€ you correct yourself as smoothly as you can manage. โ€œbetter than great.โ€
with an approving hum, she takes your hand into her own, maintaining an overwhelmingly intimate eye contact when she brings your hand to her mouth and presses a kiss to the back of it. โ€œthatโ€™s better.โ€
every muscle in your body tenses up at the display of affection. itโ€™s certainly an odd situation, one that heimerdinger couldnโ€™t have possibly briefed you forโ€“ how to act natural when youโ€™re getting everything youโ€™ve ever wanted in a timeline that you donโ€™t belong in. you know that you and ekkoโ€™s top priority needs to be finding a way back to where you came from. you know you canโ€™t stay here.
that doesnโ€™t stop you from getting a bit choked up in the midst of considering it.
powder seems to notice the way your bottom lip wobbles, the way you can hardly even look at her. she slowly pulls away from you. โ€œwoah, whatโ€™s with all the gloom? was it something i said?โ€ she asks, sounding genuinely worried.
you shake your head. โ€œno! no, of course not, i justโ€ฆโ€ you trail off, then suddenly stand up. โ€œiโ€™m sorry. i have to go talk to ekko.โ€
powder furrows her eyebrows in confusion, but ultimately decides not to question you. โ€œmโ€™kay. see you tonight?โ€
โ€œy-yeah,โ€ you say with a slight shudder in your voice, turning your back to walk away so that she doesnโ€™t spot the tears running down your cheeks. โ€œsee you tonight.โ€
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seresinhangmanjake ยท 2 months ago
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I love all your Feyd works! Thank you.
My request is regrding a sensitive topic. So if it makes you feel uncomfortable, please feel free not to write it.
Reader has arranged marriage with Feyd. After a few years they all discover (including her) that she has fertility issues and has trouble getting pregnant so the Baron wants them to divorce. Wife is becoming hopeless. But Feyd whoโ€™s utterly in love and devoted to his wife will not have it and pledges loyalty to her.
Worth To Him
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Notes/Warnings: obviously this is about fertility problems. It is a sensitive topic. If this bothers you, please do not read. Mention of period sex.
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Sobs wrack your body. One after another after another that keeps your breaths shallow and ragged. Tears coat your lashes, weighing them down. You gave up trying to see clearly through them an hour ago and let yourself get lost in the haze of blindness.
You canโ€™t stop it. You havenโ€™t been able to stop for days. You clutched your pillow like a lifeline, crying into the plush material in a way you havenโ€™t since you were a child. Youโ€™ve really proven yourself useless now. You officially have nothing to offer this planet, and the Baron has made that well-known. But what else can you expect when you are incapable of doing the things that are expected of you? How can you expect not to lose the one thing you care about if you cannot give him what he needs?
โ€œIf you cannot provide him an heir, you are worth nothingโ€ is what the Baron declared in front of all that exists of his court.
Nothingโ€”the word bounced around the walls of your skull before it finally sank in. Youโ€™ve never been nothing until now. Youโ€™ve always held some sort of value in some manner or other, even if that manner is in being a political pawn. But no. Here, now, youโ€™re nothing to these people.
At first, you pleaded with him, nearly fell to your hands and knees and told him youโ€™d only been trying for a few months. A few months barely qualifies as adequate time. On your home planet, medical intervention is not discussed until the couple has gone a year with no success. But youโ€™re not on your home planet; there is no medical intervention, and all the Baron said in response was: A few months is too long. You will divorce in a week's time.
Feyd doesnโ€™t know. For the last five days, heโ€™s been on Arrakis, and it was on the third day of his absence that you once again woke to stained sheets. Heโ€™ll be disappointed in you, just like the Baron, just like the people of Giedi Prime, just like your parents who agreed to marry you to Feyd for the sake of an alliance that will soon be broken.ย 
When he returns, theyโ€™ll tell him, and heโ€™ll nod with acceptance because that is what he does under order, and youโ€™ll be shipped off. Youโ€™ll never see him again. Heโ€™ll remarry. Heโ€™ll become a father to a child by a woman who is not you. Heโ€™ll raise what the people want. Heโ€™ll do them proud.
You wonder if heโ€™ll miss you as you will miss him. Will he ever think of you and wish you were in her place? Will he look at the children sheโ€™s borne him and wonder what your children would have looked like had you the chance to have them? Will he see their hair and imagine your locks flowing down to their little shoulders? If he peers into their eyes, will he prefer them a shade to match yours instead of hers? You wonder if heโ€™ll be filled with sorrow at what could have been.ย 
Selfish to think it. Thereโ€™s no reason to assume he will not enjoy the pleasure his new wife will offer. Neither are you fair in hoping that when heโ€™s inside of her, making the children the Baron demands, he will be thinking of you.ย 
You cry harder. Your pillow will take ages to dry. Perhaps youโ€™ll move on to his. Soak in the scent of him before youโ€™re ripped away from him and returned to what will be considered by many the end of your life. No other Lord, or future Lord, will take you, not after being owned by a Harkonnenโ€”tainted meat, as they say. Youโ€™ll be a burden on your family, an embarrassment to your Houseโ€™s people, a waste of valuable blood.ย 
โ€”
Touch stirs you: a soft brush of fingertips over your tear-stained cheek, a thumb grazing over your parted mouth.ย 
Then a voice. โ€œWake up.โ€ Your groan of resistance is cut short by a press of lips against yours. A quick peck and then another. โ€œWake up,โ€ it says, and then one more kiss, much longer this time, that you return before bothering to open your eyes. Your arms wrap around a familiar neck. A tongue gently glides along yours. And then itโ€™s gone. Stolen from you. You want it back.ย 
Your eyes snap open. At the sight of him sitting beside you, you gasp, quickly scrambling onto his lap. He holds you without question or word. He holds you close to him. You hold him like you never will again.ย 
Leaning into his body, you push him down onto the mattress and he lands on his back with a chuckle. Your legs straddle his hips, your weight resting comfortably on top of his, and with his hand in your hair, he pulls you back into a kiss. Gentle at first, a caress, then harder, needier, greedier. He could bruise you if he wanted, leave his mark, and you invite him to. Something to take back home with youโ€”a bruising kiss. You hope it hurts. You hope you internally bleed and purple blooms around your mouth. You hope it never fades and you wear the reminder of him for the rest of your life.
His lips part. His tongue is back in your mouth, asking for yours. You savor the slick warmth, knowing youโ€™ll never again be kissed like this. To be honest, you never thought you would be kissed like this at all. You didnโ€™t know kisses like this existed. If someone had told you a year ago that this man would be kissing you this way, with a passion you wouldnโ€™t have dreamed him capable of releasing, youโ€™d have laughed them out of the room.ย 
He unlocks your mouths for a breath and gifts you a smile. Rare. Almost out of place on his face. The first one you received was five months into your marriage, and youโ€™ve never gotten used to them.ย 
โ€œI missed you,โ€ he says, tucking a few loose strands of hair behind your ear.ย 
You want to tell him how youโ€™ve missed him, how painful itโ€™s been without him by your side, but you donโ€™t know that you can speak the words, not without every emotion youโ€™ve felt over the last few days bubbling to the surface and overpowering your joy at seeing himโ€”the last time youโ€™ll greet him upon his return before youโ€™re gone.ย 
He frowns. โ€œYou didnโ€™t miss me?โ€ he asks, and since you canโ€™t deny him a damn thing, you gather the will to say: โ€œOf course I did,โ€ but your throat catches midway through. You canโ€™t look at him. He allows it for a few seconds, giving you a chance to meet his stare on your own, but when you donโ€™t, his fingers on your chin turn your face back to his so you can no longer avoid the prying blue shade of his irises.ย 
โ€œWhat is it?โ€ he says.
โ€œI know he told you.โ€ Thereโ€™s a brief pause before your husband hums in acknowledgment. Fingertips trace up and down your spine over the thin material of your nightgown. โ€œThe doctor was ordered to examine me after I bled. Heโ€™s not sure Iโ€™m able to give you a baby. And the Baronโ€“โ€
โ€œMy uncle does not make my decisions for me,โ€ he declares, and youโ€™re so stunned by the defiance that it takes you a moment to collect yourself.ย 
โ€œFeyd, do you not understand? I donโ€™t know if I can do it,โ€ you tell him. โ€œMy body isโ€“โ€
โ€œPerfect,โ€ he interrupts. โ€œYouโ€™re perfect, and youโ€™re mine. You will never belong to another man, nor will I belong to another woman.โ€ย 
โ€œNeither of us has a choice.โ€
โ€œYou believe so?โ€
Your brow pinches, mouth setting in a line. If heโ€™s playing a game, youโ€™re not enjoying it. โ€œAs if you arenโ€™t aware of who has the power here.โ€
โ€œI am aware,โ€ he says. โ€œBut Rabban is dead. Iโ€™m all thatโ€™s left of our line. If he wants his heir, then Iโ€™m keeping my wife.โ€
He speaks with such certainty that the charge of excitement you get whenever you watch him take command of his armies seeps into you, giddily wiggling all of your little nerve endings. But the feeling fades as fast as it came. It changes nothing. Whether or not he defies his uncle does not alter your circumstances.ย 
You sigh. โ€œBut what of your heir?โ€
โ€œWeโ€™ll keep trying,โ€ he says. โ€œYouโ€™re not going anywhere. I'm too attached. He doesnโ€™t get to marry me to a woman like you and then take you away.โ€
โ€œA woman like me, who might not be able to give you what you need,โ€ you say. โ€œWhy arenโ€™t you bothered?โ€
โ€œHaving my heir is not where your worth lies to me. If we cannot have a baby, we will take someone else's,โ€ he tells you without snicker or grin. His fingers fist into the material of your nightgown. โ€œNow take this off. I want my wife.โ€
โ€œI am still bleeding.โ€
He scoffs. โ€œWhen have I ever cared?โ€
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sturniolohouse ยท 2 months ago
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Scavenger Hunt - M.S
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dad!matt x reader blurb - chris is the last in the house to find out about readerโ€™s pregnancy.
"Alright both of you, close your eyes and hold your hands out," I announce, pointing to Nick and Chris who sit on the couch.
Matt sits next to them, his leg bouncing slightly with nerves. Our eyes meet, and he gives me a reassuring smile, though I can see he's just as anxious as I am.
Chris scrunches his face and looks between Matt and I, "What's going on?" He asks, clearly suspicious.
I see Nick hiding his knowing grin, pressing his lips in a line.
"Kid, just close your fucking eyes," Matt snaps, smacking Chris' shoulder which he immediately retialites with his own shove.
"Chris, c'mon," Nick says trying to keep the peace and I let out a breath. Chris rolls his eyes before closing his eyes and Nick plays along shutting his eyes with him.
"Are we getting a puppy?" Chris blurts out as I grab the envelopes from the counter.
I walk over to them, my heart pounding a little faster.
Holding two envelopes in my hands, I pause in front of the couch, glancing at Matt again, who gives me a small nod of encouragement.
"I have a big ask," I sigh deeply, looking to Nick sitting at the kitchen table.
I twist open the fresh pickle jar I made Matt pick up today. The smell of the brine hits me instantly, making my mouth water. I spear one with a fork before I take a bite, savoring the sour crunch.
Nick glances up from his laptop, peeking over his glasses as I lean against the kitchen counter, munching thoughtfully.
โ€œNo, you and Matt cannot move into my room,โ€ he says flatly, before looking back to his laptop screen.
I roll my eyes and shake my head, finishing off my pickle before grabbing another spear.
"Chris can't know that you know," I finally say, feeling guilty.
Nick raises an eyebrow, closing his laptop halfway, clearly intrigued by the conversation shift. "Why not?"
"You know how he is," I sigh, gesturing vaguely.
"Yes, I'm very aware how he is, he's my brotherโ€ฆ whoโ€™s an idiot." Nick says dryly, raising an eyebrow as he leans back in his chair.
"I just don't want him to get upset that he was the last to know,"
"If he gets upset that I knew before him, he needs to grow up." He rolls his eyes and I sigh.
"Nick," My tone is firm but pleading. "C'mon, just act surprised. I feel terrible, it's been weeks and we haven't told him yet,"
It's been a little over a month since I found out I was pregnant. Matt and I wanted to wait until I was closer to my second trimester to tell anyone, including Chris.
Which has been difficult considering we all live in the same space and this was the biggest secret Matt ever had to keep from his brother.
But we knew it was safer to wait a bit.
Nick leans forward, his expression softening as he realizes how much this is weighing on me. "Alright, alright. If it makes you feel better, Iโ€™ll play dumb. Iโ€™ll put on my best Oscar-worthy performance, I promise."
"Okay, keep your eyes closed," I say as I gently place the envelopes in their hands. "No peeking yet."
I hand them their designated envelopes, Nickโ€™s marked with the number 1 and Chrisโ€™s with the number 2.
Nick lets out an exaggerated squeal as he clutches his envelope. I stifle a laugh at his act, while Matt rolls his eyes, shaking his head with a playful smirk.
"Open them," I finally say, and Chris immediately starts tearing into his envelope.
"Wait, waitโ€”sorry! Nick, read yours first. They're numbered for a reason," I reach out, stopping Chris mid-rip.
He groans impatiently, leaning back while Nick shushes him with a grin, rubbing his shoulder.
"Relax," He says before opening his envelope carefully and reading it aloud.
โ€œโ€˜Hi Nick and Chris. Welcome to your scavenger hunt! Find the five clues to uncover the surprise... Your first clue is in plain sight, in the hands of the person to your right.โ€™"
Nick turns to Chris, still grinning. โ€œThat's you, Chris. Go ahead,"
Chrisโ€™s eyes light up, and he doesnโ€™t waste any time. Tearing his envelope open and quickly scanning it over before reading it out loud.
"'Clue number two is being kept warm and toasty... check the spot where you'd grab something cozy.'"
Chrisโ€™s wide eyes scan the room momentarily before landing on the basket of throw blankets. He glances at Matt for confirmation, but Matt just shrugs, keeping his face neutral.
"Something cozy..." he mutters to himself before he jumps up and makes a beeline for the blankets.
He digs through the folded blankets, shaking some of them out until he finds the third envelope nestled inside.
โ€œI found it!โ€ he yells, waving it around. โ€œBro, I'm killing this already. Nick, get on my level.โ€
"Kid's just too good at this," Matt says dryly, leaning forward with his elbows on his knees.
"You better fold those back up when you're done," Nick warns, giving Chris a disapproving look.
He waves him off, "Nick, shut the fuck up," He rips open the envelope.
โ€œโ€˜To find the next clue, head to Nickโ€™s keep. Near the gumball machine is where you should peek.โ€™โ€ He giggles as he reads it out loud.
โ€œW rhyming. Nick, I'm so winning this," He says as he bolts up the stairs to get the next clue.
Nick rolls his eyes and shakes his head as Chris screams that he found the next clue, followed by his heavy footsteps as he barrels back down the stairs.
โ€œHere, Nick, you can read this one,โ€ Chris says excitedly, practically shoving the envelope into Nickโ€™s hands, rubbing his own hands together in anticipation.
Nick clears his throat,ย "Feeling thirsty? Here's your tip: Check beside Chris's favorite sip."
"PEPSI!" Chris yells, sprinting for the kitchen, and I jump as he rushes past me, nearly knocking me over.
Nick stands, reaching to steady me and we both laugh at Chrisโ€™s excitement.
"Dude, be fucking careful," Matt sits up, his eyes wide with concern.
I assure him that Iโ€™m fine as Chris ignores him, yanking open the fridge and rummaging through the Pepsi cans.
โ€œ'Donโ€™t stop now, donโ€™t cease your strive. Your fifth clue is where you take late-night drives.'โ€
โ€œMatt, toss me your keys,โ€ Chris nods towards Matt, wiggling his fingers but Matt tells him that the car is already unlocked.
Chris darts to the steps leading to the garage before peeking his head back. โ€œNick, c'mon. Why am I doing this by myself?โ€
I nudge Nick and he rolls his eyes before getting up to follow Chris to the garage.
โ€œSlow down, motherfucker.โ€ Nick calls out as Chris runs ahead of him.
โ€œHow about you hurry the fuck up, goof.โ€ Chris retorts.
Matt and I laugh at their muffled bickering as they get further away from us. Once we can't hear them anymore I let out a breath and sit on the couch.
โ€œI might puke, Iโ€™m so nervous,โ€ I admit quietly to Matt, who pulls me closer, wrapping his arm around me and kissing the top of my head.
โ€œMe too. But I think itโ€™s working. He has no clue,โ€ he whispers back, giving me a reassuring squeeze.
We see Chris before we see Nick following slightly behind him when they return from the car.
Chris places his hands on his hips, catching his breath, and impatiently looks toward Nick, whoโ€™s carrying the fifth envelope.
"Hurry up!" Chris bounces on his heels while Nick shoots him a warning look.
Nick opens the envelope and reads aloud, โ€œโ€˜You've found the final clue, but there's one more stop! Your surprise waits with Mr. Wrinkleton sitting atop.'โ€ He flashes a teasing look at Matt who just shrugs.
"Best guard dog ever," Matt quips with a smirk.
"Go ahead," I urge, getting up from the couch and gently nudging them toward the hallway leading to Matt's room.
Matt follows close behind me, so we can both see the reaction we've been anxiously waiting for.
Nick pushes the door open but Chris rushes past him, immediately spotting the white box on Matt's bed with the stuffed dog sitting on top.
Rubbing his hands together, Chris grins. "Sโ€™gotta be tickets to Disney."
He brushes Mr. Wrinkleton aside and grabs the box, giving it a playful shake like a kid on Christmas, trying to guess whatโ€™s inside.
He looks to Nick for permission who gives him a soft nod, his own excitement starting to show.
Chris then looks to Matt and I, who are barely keeping it together, both shaking with nerves.
Iโ€™ve resorted to locking my shaky hands behind my back while Matt stares intensely at the box in Chrisโ€™s grip, nervously gnawing on his nails.
"You guys are starting to freak me out... Why are you all looking at me like that?" Chris asks, his suspicion growing as he holds the closed box close to his chest.
"Chris, just open it," Nick says impatiently, trying and failing to hide his grin.
He hesitates for a second, glancing between all of us again before he finally sits on the edge of the bed, lifting the lid.
He halts immediately, his head snapping up towards me, then Matt, then back to the box. His eyes are wide and slightly vacant as shock washes over him.
Inside the box lays a folded onesie that says,
'Iย โค๏ธย my Uncles'.
"This is a fucking prank." He says with certainty, "Nick, are you in on this or something?" Nick covers his mouth his hands, trying to hide his shit eating grin.
"No, you guys gotta be fully fucking with us, because there's no way." Chris says, pushing the box to the side as if it will explode.
"Dude, it's not a prank. Just take everything out," Matt laughs nervously, but Chris sits there, mouth slightly agape, stunned and unmoving.
Nick takes it upon himself to lift the onesie up to reveal the sonogram photo underneath. Chris' wide eyes follow the photo before he looks to us again, pale as a ghost as realization settles in.
"Swear on your life this isn't a prank," he says, his voice wavering as he tries to hold it together.
"Chris, we swear. She's due in February," Matt steps forward, placing a hand on his shoulder and rubbing softly. Chris looks at me, his blue eyes welling up with tears.
He lets out a shaky breath, burying his head in his hands as his shoulders start to tremble. Matt and I immediately sit on either side of himโ€”Matt wrapping an arm around him, while I rub his back.
I catch Nick pulling out his phone to capture the moment.
"Alright, buddy," Matt chuckles softly, his voice also thick with emotion, while I find myself tearing up with Chris.
After a moment, Chris lifts his head, turning to Matt. "You guys are having a fucking kid?" He says in sheer disbelief as he shifts his gaze to me.
He looks between my eyes, "You're pregnant?" His voice breaks.
"Yeah," I nod, emotion welling up as I manage a quiet smile.
He instantly goes in for a bone crushing hug and I wheeze at the impact, but return the tight embrace.
I rub his back and watch Matt's expression, his smile is wobbling as he attempts to hold back his tears.
"Easy, dude...how about your own brother getting a hug?" Matt speaks up jokingly and Nick snorts.
"Hey, she's the one doing all the work here, growing my nephew," Chris says, pulling back.
"Or niece." Nick and I chime in at the same time.
"Well, yeah. Niece or nephew." Chris corrects himself with a shrug. "M'putting money on a boy, though," He slaps Matt's back and brings him for a tight hug next.
Matt chuckles, his voice strained from the force of Chris' embrace. "We'll see, buddy," he says, patting Chris gently on the back.
Chris pulls back slightly, still absorbing the news as he looks between us, his thoughts clearly spinning. Suddenly, his eyes narrow, and they dart toward Nick, suspicion creeping back into his expression.
"Wait... Nick, why aren't you freaking the fuck out?"
Nick freezes, his eyes widening, caught off guard for a split second before he answers.
"I am! Are you kidding me? I'm so shocked, I'mโ€ฆ beyond shocked. I have no words." His voice cracks slightly, but he tries to play it off, though the faint grin tugging at his lips gives him away.
Chris's jaw drops, and he points accusingly at Nick. "You are actually the worst liar, dude. You knew! You knew this whole time!"
Nick throws up his hands defensively. "Okay, hey, whoa! I was sworn to secrecy."
Chris stands up and spins around dramatically looking between Matt and I.
"He knew?!" His voice strains, eyes nearly bulging out of his head. I sigh in defeat and stand quickly, grabbing a hold of his arm to calm him down.
"Chris, relax. He only knew because he was here when I found out. You and Matt were in Chicago."
"Dude, we wanted to tell you," Matt adds, "but we also wanted to wait until we were sure everything was happening. A lot can go wrong in the first few months." Matt explains and Chris seems to soften but he turns back to Nick.
"Fuck you," He pouts, pointing to Nick, though a smile threatens to break through when Nick scoffs at him.
"Oh, grow up, motherfucker. At least you got the fun way of finding out. I found out in the middle of tragedy," Nick crosses his arms, and I nod along.
"Yeah, finding out in real time was lowkey traumatic... I was goingย throughย it," I'm able to say a bit lightheartedly now, but I still feel Nick sneak over to rub my back comfortingly.
"Let me see the thing," Chris motions to Matt, eager to see the sonogram taken just yesterday at the 12-week scan.
The baby is significantly bigger and much easier to spot.
Matt hands over the sonogram, and Chris stares at the image in awe. "I can't believe this... you're not even showing." He glances down at my stomach briefly.
I shrug, "No, not yet... I just feel kinda bloated." I feel Matt tug on my belt loop, silently telling me to sit on his lap. I oblige, settling into his arms as he rests his chin on my shoulder.
Chris continues staring at the picture, his brow furrowing in realization. "Waitโ€ฆ do Mom and Dad know? Or Justin?"
Matt shakes his head, keeping his chin on my shoulder. "Not yet. We're gonna tell them when we go to Boston in a couple of weeks."
"This is fucking nuts. You guys are areย nuts," Chris takes a seat back on the bed, still processing everything. Nick returns with a donut in hand before plopping down into Matt's streaming chair.
"Yeah, believe us when we say we didn't plan this." Matt laughs with a bit of flushed face.
"You dirty dogs," Chris mutters under his breath, shaking his head.
"Chris." Nick says with wide eyes, slight amusement in them.
"Not apologizing for that. You guys are sick," Chris confirms, looking between Matt and me and I place my hands over my face to hide the heat rising in my cheeks.
"Okay, okay, enough. Chris, I'm sorry you were the last of us to find out. It was really hard keeping it from you," Matt says, placing a hand on his brother's shoulder.
"We have a proposition, though. Wellโ€”actually, for the both of you," Matt adds, glancing at Nick.
"We went to the doctor yesterday for our scan, and we did the blood test to determine the sex of the baby... so we were wondering if you guysโ€”"
"Yes! Yes, whatever you're about to sayโ€“ yes." Chris blurts out, practically bouncing in excitement.
"Chris, let her finish," Nick scolds, though he's smiling.
"They want us to throw the gender reveal party," Chris interrupts again, this time with a knowing grin.
Matt and I exchange a glance, laughing softly. "Yeah, something like that," I say, amused.
"We thought it would be fun if you both planned the reveal together," Matt explains, "But something lowkey, alright? No big party. Probably just the four of us, maybe a couple friends... and no explosives or forest fires..."
"But those are the best kind..." Nick says, sounding playfully defeated.
โ€œDude, cโ€™mon, Iโ€™m being for real.โ€ Matt gives him a pointed look, though a smile still sneaks through.
โ€œOur neighbors already hate us enough," I remind them, thinking of all the noise complaints we receive weekly.
Matt groans, pressing his forehead against my shoulder. โ€œYou guys are gonna get us evicted.โ€
"Fine, fine. Lowkey it is, but we're going to find a way to make it special...this is the first baby," Nick says softly and I feel Matt squeeze my hip.
โ€œDonโ€™t worry you guys, Nick and I have it under control,โ€ Chris wraps an arm around Nick before stealing his donut.
โ€œI trust you guys,โ€ I say confidently, turning to Matt, who still looks a little weary. โ€œRight, Matt?โ€ I nudge him gently. He hesitates for a moment, his gaze flickering between Nick and Chris, but eventually gives a small nod.
โ€œSorry Matt, youโ€™ve already relinquished full creative control to Chris and I,โ€ Nick tells him with mock sympathy.
Matt mutters under his breath, rubbing his eyes and I cover my mouth to hide my giggle as he buries his face in my back.
โ€œIโ€™m gonna regret this, arenโ€™t I?โ€
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ohimsummer ยท 10 months ago
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โœŽ . . .โ Iโ€™LL GIVE YOU ANYTHING YOU WANT. โž
โ€” minors dni, bully! satoru x afab! reader w/ larger boobs, light degradation, titfucking, mouth/throatfucking, oral [m. receiving], is tittydrunk a thing?, spitting because gojoโ€™s sloppy and gross </3
โญ‘ เฃช ห– sumโ€™z notes.แŸ is it really my acc if Iโ€™m not constantly posting about facefuckingโ€ฆ..
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โ€œoh, fโ€” fuckโ€ฆโ€
the quiet air of the desolate classroom is pierced by your gags and coughsโ€”gojoโ€™s doing as his cock shoves its way between your lips; the head burrows deep into your mouth, allowing his cum an easy path down your throat. his knees rest on either side of your torso, trapping you beneath him with a stiffened dick nestled snug between your spit-coated breasts, fucking himself between the shiny, slick skin illuminated by the moonโ€™s light.
โ€œyour tits feel sโ€™fuckinโ€™ good.โ€ he hisses, thrusting again and massaging the large mounds around his dribbling length. โ€œso f-fuckinโ€™ warm, all pretty and perfect around my dick.โ€
gojo pinches then tugs at your nipples, tweaking them between his fingers and it sends an intense throbbing straight to your neglected pussy. a twitch shoots up your legs behind him, moans bubbling up from your throat and gojoโ€™s head falls back. he groans at the vibrations around his cock, ruts picking up in pace as he squeezes your tits together for a tighter fit around his dick.
his lids are squeezed shut, mind clouded over with lust as gojo gets lost in the feel of your cushiony tits engulfing him. he leans over for a second to drip another large wad of spit on your chest; it mixes with the cum, pre, and saliva already coating your breasts and his cock, in turn loudening the squelch of his stuttered movements. if gojo tried hard enough, he could imagine that this is your pussy heโ€™s fucking, instead. so warm and wet and tightโ€“
โ€œc-cumming again, princess, shit.โ€ satoruโ€™s tip batters the back of your throat, whimpers falling out around his intruding length as he bursts again within your mouth. he only eases up as yet another high dies down, rolling your nipples under his thumbs. โ€œthere ya go, fuck. take it, take it all like my good little slut.โ€
satoru slips his still-hard cock from your mouth so it rests on your cheek, both of you rasping for breath. your chests heave; tears roll down the apples of your cheeks, shaky hands clutching and pulling at his shirt. satoru thumbs away a drop of cum at the corner of your lipsโ€”rubbing it over your tongueโ€”before readjusting to straddle you, cupping your other wet cheek in his warm, messy palm.
โ€œdonโ€™t you look so pretty right now?โ€ he murmurs against your lips and gives you a short kiss. usually heโ€™d take a picture, but satoru would rather commit this visual to memory than risk anyone else ever seeing you like this, including suguru.
you whine as a nimble hand tugs at your panties, opting to maneuver them down your shivering thighs rather than ripping them off entirely. he chuckles at the needy raise of your hips when a finger presses to your sopping clit, thighs clenching together around his hand.
โ€œjust listen at my pretty pussy.โ€ gojo circles the nub and more wet sounds immediately fill the space. โ€œsoaking wet like a geyser down there. gonna squirt like one, too?โ€
your lips quiver. you muster up any leftover energy to cast gojo an unimpressed glare. โ€œyouโ€“ youโ€™re so disโ€”ah!, disgusting.โ€
his cheeky grin only widens. โ€œmust like me that way, baby, or this sloppy pussy wouldnโ€™t be leaking everywhere otherwise, hm?โ€
โ€œsh-shut up and fuck me if youโ€™re gonna do it.โ€ you pause before adding, โ€œsatoru.โ€
what a manipulative little minx you are, saying his name like that knowing it drives him utterly insane. now he has to fuck you. well, not like he wasnโ€™t going to before, but gojoโ€™s definitely more keen on spending the next few hours splitting your pussy open if youโ€™re gonna say his name like that the whole time. branding the shape of his dick into your walls, just like your slutty self deserves.
a few seconds pass. โ€œplease.โ€ you whisper it with the assumption that heโ€™s hesitating. in reality gojoโ€™s mind is rampant of all the ways heโ€™s going to bend and fold you over every visible surface, stuff his cunt full enough to have your tummy bulging.
satoru drowns out a vague thought: โ€˜iโ€™m fucking wrapped around her fingerโ€™ before placing a gentle smooch on your lips. he doesnโ€™t care. he likes the taste of himself lingering on your lips. โ€œoh, you never have to beg, baby. iโ€™ll give you anything you want.โ€
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fallingdownhell ยท 2 years ago
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Genshin men when you bring them home to meet the parents and they find out that your sister is the favored child of the family and she now has her eyes set on them.
Uhhh, I really like that idea.. It has so much angst potential... but am I gonna do it...?
Characters Included: Heizou; Thoma; Alhaitham
Content: gender neutral reader; reader has a sister; slight cursing; some jealousy themes; nothing else besides that
Word count: 2k words
Have fun reading!<3
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Heizou
He is so fucking nervous!
He is good at hiding it, but you know him by now, you know how he gets and how he acts when he doesn't want others to know his true feelings, so you know and are aware of it
Heizou knows about your strained relationship with your family. Your parents having favoured your sister over you, no matter the circumstances
you did have contact with your family, but it was on a very low, unregular basis. Not that he minded that, though. It was your life, your decision. He's sure you wouldn't do that without having a good reason for it.
You had agreed on a nice, easy dinner at your parents house where they would get the chance to meet your boyfriend for the first time
upon arriving at the house where you spent your childhood, Heizou got more and more nervous. Somewhere along the way, he grabbed one of your hands, holding it tightly in his own.
you tried reassuring him, giving him a small smile as you held his hand, and it did help him a bit
soon, your mother answered the front door, followed by your father and introductions were made
Heizou held your hand throughout the entire thing, not daring to let go of you, but he seemed to relax more and more as the seconds went by
your parents noticed this as well, looking briefly at your joined hands, but chose not to say anything about it
you sat down on the table and a few minutes later, your sister arrived
she was acting entirely over the top with you, throwing herself at you and acting far too friendly. It made you somewhat uncomfortable, but you didn't say anything, not wanting to ruin the good mood that everyone has
for the first few minutes of dinner, everything seemed fine. Conversations were held, your parents asked Heizou some questions, nothing too bad
but then, your mom made some comment about you again, and it all went downhill from there for you
"You know, you're exactly the type of man we always wanted for our daughter. Are you sure you want to settle with (name)?"
then, your mother proceeded on to tell him every little thing about your sister. How she was working a much better job than you with better hours and more pay. How she was more beautiful than you. How she was just in general the better choice between the two of you
Heizou was dumbfounded by this behaviour and he now understood entirely why you had almost no contact with your family. This has been your entire life? Archons, he wanted to rip them a new one, for your own sake..
your mother was still rambling on, your sister just sitting there, smiling at Heizou, thinking that he was considering his options
everyone, including you, was surprised when he suddenly slammed his hands on the table, making all eyes fall on him
"With all due respect, Ma'am. I would rather die than do something so horrible to (Name). They are a wonderful partner, the best I could ever wish for. So, pardon us, but we are going to take our leave now."
with that, he grabbed your hand and you both walked out of the house, ignoring the calls of your family for you to come back and that they didn't mean it like that
secretly though, you were so glad and relieved. When your mother started saying stuff like that again, you just mentally accepted that this was it, yet again.
But Heizou surprised you and stood up for you against your own family. It made you feel so incredibly loved and cared for
that night, he hugged you closer to him than ever before, now reassuring you that you were his number one, that he loved you only and would do everything in this world, just to see you smile again...
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Thoma
He's such a sweet partner, always caring about you and making sure that you're comfortable with him
Thoma likes to be a provider in a relationship. In the sense that he likes to cook for you, help you clean up, doing little things for you around the house. It's his way of saying "I love you"
Thoma will never push you into doing anything you don't want to, or making you open up to him
he's more than happy to take things slowly, earning your trust
and when you finally open up to him about whatever things you want to talk about, he's there for you, listening to everything you have to say without interrupting you
he also knows about the strained relationship with your family. He might not know all the details, but he knows enough to trust you in your decisions regarding the matter
he would never comment on it or make you do anything since it's not his place to judge or intrude on
with that being said, it just so happened that one day, while out shopping for ingredients, he ran into a certain someone
well, more like, a certain someone that ran into him. She profusely apologized for running into him and somehow got him tangled up into conversation
Thoma, being the nice person that he is, tried finding a way out of the conversation without coming across as rude. But, honestly, he just wanted to get home to you as soon as possible
Somehow, the conversation shifted and the topic of partners came up. Thoma said that he was happily taken right now, but she just kept pressing with her questions until your name slipped out his mouth
Thoma could clearly see how her eyes lit up at the mention of your name and he had a feeling that she would just bombard him with thousands more questions
so, he quickly made up an excuse and got out of there, walking home at a fast pace
once he arrived, he told you about the encounter he just had, which made you think. It all sounded strangely familiar to you, even his description of the person rang a bell somewhere in your mind
however, you didn't have much more time to dwell on those thoughts as a knock could be heard from the front door
exchainging glances, you went to answer the door, only to find your sister standing in front of you
eyes wide, you wondered how she found you here, but that question was quickly answered
"Oh, so you ARE his lover! God, now I'm so glad I followed him all the way back here!"
She threw herself in your arms, then quickly abandoned you and went inside your home. You were still so shocked and didn't realize this but when you came back to your senses, you quickly went inside again to the kitchen were you heard her voice from
Thoma was looking at you confused as well, but she just continued talking to him like nothing had happened and they were still out in the city where she ran into him
"...I mean, I'm so glad it was you! You're so handsome, and strong apparently for carrying all those bags back here! Say, why are you with (Name) anyway? Like, they have no redeeming qualities. You should look for more suitable partners, like me! I could give you so much more!"
She smiled at him like her little speech would be all it takes for Thoma to change his mind. The sad part was, you were expecting it to work as well, having dealt with exactly that your entire life, she always got what she wanted
"...Out.", Thoma said. It was the only thing he said, but his tone was so unusal from his normal self. It was cold and demanding, making your sister shiver in her place.
She quickly grabbed her stuff and left your home again, not saying another word
You looked after her for a second, but then in the next you felt two strong arms wrap around you from behind, his face burrying itself in the crock of your neck
for a long time, he remained silent, before he spoke again. "Sorry. I'm so sorry you had to deal with that for so long."
you were perplexed at his words, but quickly hugged him back, silently thanking him for staying by your side
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Alhaitham
To most people, Alhaitham comes off as a cold and calculated person without any emotions
most people will be surprised when they find out that he was indeed in a committed relationship
and they were even more surprised when they find out how sweet, loving and expressive you are
most would think that he would want a partner similar to him, closed off and not all that social. But you are the exact opposite to that
Not that Alhaitham was paying any mind to the opinions of others about him and his love life in the first place
To you, Alhaitham was the most ideal partner you could have hoped for
he was caring, attentive towards you, listened to you even if he didn't give that impression
his attention was always on you, you were in his thoughts when not with him. Just completely head over heels for you
However, he would not know about the strained relationship with your parents. He knew you weren't in much contact with them, and that's all he really needed or wanted to know. He never bothered you about it
But then, one day, you asked him if he wanted to meet your parents. You seemed unsure about the proposal, but in the end, he agreed to it nevertheless
the days before the event, you became a nervous mess. Alhaitham had no idea what was going on, but he tried to be there for you and support you
he did ask if you wanted to talk to him about anything, but you declined and he didn't push you anymore after that
then, the evening finally arrived where you were meeting up with your family at a local restaurant
when you arrived, your partents and sister were already there, waiting on the two of you. your mother spotted you first, waving to grab your attention
you then went over to sit with them
Introductions were a bit awkward at first, but after a few minutes, things seemed to settle down a bit as your parents engaged in conversation with you, trying to catch up on things
However, it quickly became clear to Alhaitham that your sister was always trying to upstage you with absolutely anything. You got a good job? Well, she got an even better one. You got paid so and so much? Well, wouldn't you look at that, her numbers were even higher than yours
at first, you tried to ignore it, but as always, your parents quickly began ignoring you again, instead congratulating your sister on how good she was doing for herself. It dampened your mood quite a bit, but you still wanted to give this a chance
that was, until your sister said something very specific. "Yeah. The only thing missing to top it all of would be an amazing boyfriend now. Say, Alhaitham. Why don't you dump my sibling and get with me instead?" She even winked at him after saying this
Immediately, your parents agreed to her proposal, looking expectantly at Alhaitham
said man only took a quick glance at everyone at the table, before throwing some money on the table, grabbing your hand and standing up, heading for the exit
"I listened to you disrespecting my partner for long enough. And you wonder why they hold no contact with you anymore. Really, I'm glad they got out of your grasp."
With that, you both left the restaurant. None of you spoke a word until you got to Alhaitham's house again, where he immediately pulled you into his arms as soon as you were inside
so for a while, you just stood there in his embrace while he silently reassured you that you had nothing to worry about
you were the only one to him and he would spend his entire life proving this to you if necessary..
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apollodarling-writes ยท 5 months ago
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ik this might seem stupid but a scenario where the reader needs lube because they canโ€™t get wet on their own due to antidepressants,, i donโ€™t see it enough, if at all
VARIOUS TOKYO REVENGERS WITH A READER WHO NEEDS LUBE
author note : this isnโ€™t stupid at all !! im so glad you requested this, and im more than happy to provide. you didnโ€™t specify who you wanted, so i kind of just chose some characters tbh,, i hope that was okay, but if not โ€” whenever reqs open again, id be more than happy to write for someone you want.
includes : mikey, mitsuya, chifuyu, kazutora, sanzu.
cws : smutty, fem-bodied reader but no prns used, edging mentions, overstim implications, manhandling, multiple creampie.
mikey
it wouldnโ€™t bother mikey at all โ€” his main focus is your pleasure. he would hate to bring you any pain, nor does he want you to be self conscious about needing lube to get wet.
naturally, heโ€™d try to get you wet of his own accord, paying special attention to your most sensitive spots. mikey would latch onto your clit, his tongue curling around it as his fingers tease your cunt. heโ€™d take his time with you, getting you so, so close before ripping your release away from you.
of course, once he finally decides to let you cum, his digits are curling into your gummy walls as he laps at you โ€” his pace fast and harsh. heโ€™ll make you cum on his tongue before he ever makes you cum on his cock.
even if that doesnโ€™t work in his favor, he wonโ€™t ever degrade you or think any less of you for needing lube โ€” just sit back and feel good for him, okay?
mitsuya
mitsuya is similar to mikey, i think. the only difference is that while mikey can be a bit rough with you, mitsuya is very gentle โ€” handling you as if you might shatter beneath him.
he would never mind helping you become wet enough to make love, but even if it doesnโ€™t work, he would reassure you that it doesnโ€™t bother him โ€” that youโ€™re not an annoyance and that heโ€™s still going to make you feel good.
mitsuya is a gentleman, of course, but when heโ€™s making you cum on his tongue over and over, murmuring sweet words of praise into your sopping cunt as he splits you open on his fingersโ€ฆ you canโ€™t help but think he can be a bit cruel sometimes.
chifuyu
chifuyu doesnโ€™t understand at first. he thinks he might be doing something wrong โ€” that heโ€™s not giving you the right attention in the right places, or that maybe youโ€™re not in the mood. youโ€™ll have to explain to him that itโ€™s not something heโ€™s doing wrong, but that your medication prevents you from self-lubricating.
once he understands this though, he will absolutely reassure you that itโ€™s completely okay and that the two of you can always use lube if you need it. heโ€™ll make sure to pay special attention to how youโ€™re feeling, using more if need be. he wants you to feel good with him, and if you need lube to do that, heโ€™s more than happy to accommodate you.
kazutora
kazutora would already understand, having looked up the side effects of your medication once he knew you were taking it. he knows how to make you feel good โ€” heโ€™s a pleasure top after all. heโ€™s very observant too. heโ€™ll watch your expressions to find what feels good and will commit it to memory.
kazutora knows that heโ€™s good at it โ€” which is why heโ€™d already purchased a bottle in advance in the event that you would require it.
sanzu
sanzu already has a bottle on standby. the moment he realizes youโ€™re not wet enough, heโ€™s slathering that shit on you.
sanzu will have one hand gripping his shaft as he spreads the lubricant with his cock, the tip bumping and brushing against your clit, before heโ€™ll slowly sink into your heat. heโ€™ll take his time with you, making sure that youโ€™re not in any pain, and slowly lose himself in the feeling.
sanzu will wrap his fingers around your hips, lifting you slightly off the mattress as he forces you to meet his thrusts โ€” grinding you against his cock. youโ€™ll cum more times than you can count, in more positions than you can remember. you wonโ€™t need more lube if he cums inside of you, right?
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๐™ฒ๐š‘๐š˜๐š˜๐šœ๐šŽ | ๐™ถ๐šŠ๐š•๐š•๐šข ๐šก ๐š๐šŽ๐š– ๐š›๐šŽ๐šŠ๐š๐šŽ๐š›
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๐’Ž๐’‚๐’”๐’•๐’†๐’“๐’๐’Š๐’”๐’•
๐’‚/๐’: ๐’‰๐’†๐’š ๐’ˆ๐’–๐’š๐’”, ๐’˜๐’“๐’๐’•๐’† ๐’”๐’๐’Ž๐’†๐’•๐’‰๐’Š๐’๐’ˆ ๐’‚๐’ƒ๐’๐’–๐’• ๐‘ฎ๐’‚๐’๐’๐’š ๐’”๐’Š๐’๐’„๐’† ๐‘ฐ ๐’‰๐’‚๐’—๐’†๐’'๐’• ๐’Š๐’ ๐’‚ ๐’˜๐’‰๐’Š๐’๐’†. ๐‘จ๐’๐’… ๐’‰๐’๐’๐’†๐’”๐’•๐’๐’š ๐’•๐’‰๐’Š๐’” ๐’˜๐’‚๐’” ๐’Š๐’ ๐’Ž๐’š ๐’…๐’“๐’‚๐’‡๐’•๐’” ๐’‡๐’๐’“ ๐’‚ ๐’๐’๐’๐’ˆ ๐’•๐’Š๐’Ž๐’†. ๐‘ฉ๐’–๐’• ๐‘ฐ ๐’‚๐’๐’”๐’ ๐’‰๐’‚๐’—๐’† ๐’‚ ๐‘ป๐’‰๐’๐’Ž๐’‚๐’” ๐’”๐’Ž๐’–๐’• ๐’„๐’๐’Ž๐’Š๐’๐’ˆ ๐’๐’–๐’• ๐’”๐’๐’๐’ ๐’”๐’ ๐’ƒ๐’† ๐’“๐’†๐’‚๐’…๐’š ๐’‡๐’๐’“ ๐’•๐’‰๐’‚๐’•. ๐‘น๐’†๐’Ž๐’†๐’Ž๐’ƒ๐’†๐’“ ๐’•๐’ ๐’๐’†๐’‚๐’—๐’† ๐’“๐’†๐’’๐’–๐’†๐’”๐’•๐’” ๐’Š๐’‡ ๐’š๐’๐’– ๐’‰๐’‚๐’—๐’† ๐’‚๐’๐’š. ๐‘ฌ๐’๐’‹๐’๐’š ๐’๐’๐’—๐’† ๐’š๐’๐’– ๐’‚๐’๐’ <๐Ÿ‘
๐’”๐’–๐’Ž๐’Ž๐’‚๐’“๐’š: ๐‘ฎ๐’‚๐’๐’๐’š ๐’…๐’๐’†๐’”๐’'๐’• ๐’˜๐’‚๐’๐’• ๐’•๐’ ๐’ˆ๐’ ๐’˜๐’Š๐’•๐’‰ ๐’š๐’๐’– ๐’•๐’ ๐’๐’†๐’‚๐’—๐’† ๐’•๐’‰๐’† ๐’ˆ๐’๐’‚๐’…๐’† ๐’”๐’ ๐’š๐’๐’– ๐’•๐’‰๐’†๐’ ๐’๐’†๐’‚๐’—๐’† ๐’‰๐’Š๐’Ž ๐’•๐’ ๐’…๐’Š๐’†. ๐‘จ๐’‡๐’•๐’†๐’“ ๐’‚ ๐’˜๐’‰๐’Š๐’๐’† ๐’š๐’๐’– ๐’•๐’‰๐’Š๐’๐’Œ ๐’‰๐’†'๐’” ๐’…๐’†๐’‚๐’… ๐’–๐’๐’•๐’Š๐’ ๐’š๐’๐’– ๐’”๐’†๐’† ๐’‰๐’Š๐’Ž ๐’‚๐’ˆ๐’‚๐’Š๐’. ๐‘พ๐’Š๐’๐’ ๐’š๐’๐’– ๐’‡๐’๐’“๐’ˆ๐’Š๐’—๐’† ๐’‰๐’Š๐’Ž ๐’‡๐’๐’“ ๐’˜๐’‰๐’‚๐’• ๐’‰๐’† ๐’‘๐’–๐’• ๐’š๐’๐’– ๐’•๐’‰๐’“๐’๐’–๐’ˆ๐’‰ ๐’๐’“ ๐’˜๐’Š๐’๐’ ๐’š๐’๐’– ๐’‰๐’‚๐’•๐’† ๐’‰๐’Š๐’Ž ๐’‡๐’๐’“๐’†๐’—๐’†๐’“?
๐’˜๐’‚๐’“๐’๐’Š๐’๐’ˆ๐’”/๐’„๐’๐’๐’•๐’†๐’๐’•: ๐’‚๐’๐’ˆ๐’”๐’•, ๐’‡๐’๐’–๐’‡๐’‡, ๐’‰๐’–๐’ˆ๐’ˆ๐’Š๐’๐’ˆ, ๐’Œ๐’Š๐’”๐’”๐’Š๐’๐’ˆ, ๐’‚๐’๐’ˆ๐’†๐’“, ๐’Ž๐’‚๐’… ๐‘ป๐’‰๐’๐’Ž๐’‚๐’”, ๐’‘๐’–๐’๐’„๐’‰๐’Š๐’๐’ˆ, ๐’ƒ๐’๐’๐’๐’…, ๐’Ž๐’†๐’๐’•๐’Š๐’๐’๐’” ๐’๐’‡ ๐’…๐’†๐’‚๐’•๐’‰, ๐’ˆ๐’–๐’๐’”, ๐’ƒ๐’๐’Ž๐’ƒ๐’”. ๐‘บ๐’˜๐’†๐’‚๐’“๐’Š๐’๐’ˆ. ๐‘ฐ ๐’…๐’๐’'๐’• ๐’•๐’‰๐’Š๐’๐’Œ ๐‘ฐ ๐’Ž๐’Š๐’”๐’”๐’†๐’… ๐’‚๐’๐’š๐’•๐’‰๐’Š๐’๐’ˆ
๐’˜๐’๐’“๐’… ๐’„๐’๐’–๐’๐’•: ๐Ÿ.๐Ÿ–๐‘ฒ
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The world felt as if it were spinning- no coming to a complete stop. Time felt as if it wasn't a thing. You stood there like a complete idiot with a knife to your throat as you looked at the man you had come to love other the past three years. Millions of thoughts were coming to your head as everyone around you was yelling, you couldn't hear a word anyone was saying all you could hear were the thoughts running trough your head.
Did he even love you? If he did, wouldn't he give anything to be with you, give anything to have a normal life with you outside of this damn Glade. You knew the reasons for this, he was scared, so scared that everything else was blurred and blocked out. His feelings for you didn't feel as strong when the fear was much stronger. And at this moment you wanted to hate him, you wanted to yell and scream at him to just listen to everyone. Listen to you. But he wouldn't and everyone including yourself knew this.
Your eyes were filled with tears, your heart was going so fast you thought it would rip out of your chest completely and you felt as if the world was ending. You didn't think you'd ever feel so bad in your life, the feeling was far worse than fear, it was far worse than the many panic attacks you've had over the years, it was much worse than millions of stabs, you'd even prefer the stabs, you'd prefer the panic attacks. For anything was better than this.
The moment his eyes connected with yours you knew you would never see him again, you knew he was gone, he was already a dead man. And even the thought of leaving him behind made you want to throw up. The thought of begging him to come with you came across your mind many times but you knew better than to beg a dead man to leave his graveyard.
His hard eyes softened when he saw the pain in your eyes, he knew you wanted to go with them, he knew you wanted him to go with you, he knew it all. But he couldn't see past that damn fear.
"Let her go," His voice came out soft, softer than anything you've ever heard coming from his lips. Your eyes didn't leave his, not even when you felt the knife slowly drop from your throat. And before you could stop yourself you ran up to Gally, your shaking hands grabbing his neck and pulling his face down to meet yours.
His lips collided with yours and he didn't stop you, instead he dropped his knife and pulled you in closer, kissing you back with so much passion you thought that maybe this would change his mind, you thought for sure he loved you. But this kiss was a goodbye and you both knew this.
You gripped his hair tighter, going onto your toes to get more acses to him making his grip on your waist tight, so tight it hurt, but you didn't care. The hurt was nothing compared to what you felt in your heart. You wanted nothing more than to be in his arms for the rest of your life, and if you would've known that the last time you'd ever see him smile or laugh was that night you wouldn't have ever looked away.
You pulled away from him, your head leaning on his as he gazed into your eyes. Neither of you said anything, for you both already knew what the other wanted to say. You knew you'd never find another like Gally, and you never wanted to ever try to find someone to replace him. He was the one for you, and now. Now you had to leave him here to die. You were in a nightmare and you were just waiting until the morning came so that you could run back into his arms and everything would be fine again. But that was just a dream at this point. A dream you'd never be able to reach.
You felt cold the second you stepped away from his warm embrace. It took everything in you to keep on moving forward, you didn't even dare to look back. You felt a warm hard on your back right as you rejoined the group of teenagers leaving the Glade.
"It'll be okay," Newt whispered as he wiped your wet face.
The rest of it all came in a blur, you barely remember anything from running in the maze to running from Grievers. And soon you were in a room with dead bodies scattered all over, most due to gun shots. You remembered a video and then your world crashed and crumbed right in front of your eyes.
You remember screams and cries, all coming from you. You remember being pulled away from the only dead body you never wanted to see dead, you remember feeling numb. You remember his face, his eyes. They looked as cold and empty as you felt.
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As the months went on you wished you had never left the Glade in the first place, for the world was nothing any of you expected, it was dark, and dead. Everywhere you looked you saw more and more death, you saw how survival was all anyone ever thought about anymore, your small group seemed to be the only ones who cared about friendship and loyalty.
You were surprised you lasted as long as you did without dying, or without getting the flare but in all honesty it was due to your group, you all saved each other over and over, never leaving anyone behind. So when Minho got captured each and everyone of you wanted to go back fro him, and thats exactly what you did.
You got shoved to the side by Newt as a truck passes by, yours eyes follow it when you see there were about five men sat on top all wearing masks. You start to feel a little uneasy when one of the men doesn't look away from you, his head moving to the side as the truck moves further along the road.
You snap your head back to Newt when he starts walking forward, your eyes roam around, seeing so many people in one spot was rare nowadays and you knew this wouldn't end well, WIKD would never allow it get like this and soon they would put a stop to it.
You saw how Thomas walked ahead of all of you, ignoring Jorge when he tried to stop him, you knew this wasn't the best way to get Minho back but none of you had a better plan so you kept on walking, ignoring the strange feeling in your chest that told you something bad was going to happen.
You looked behind you only to see that same man who you saw on the truck, his eyes were covered by the mask so you didn't know weather or not he was even looking at you, but either or it didn't feel right. Something about him made you feel uneasy, maybe it was his height, he towered over everyone it seemed like, and he had a really good build. He was intimating, and the mask made it worse.
Newt seemed to see this too, he pointed another one out to you, and this made the both of you move faster towards the rest of your group. And before you even realized you were all running again with bombs crashing into the ground all around you.
As you were running you saw someone behind you, you didn't think much of it for everyone was trying to get out before being killed but than you felt strong arms warp around your waist and before you could get out of their grasp they pulled you up.
You screamed and tried hitting the man but he was far too strong. Your wide and worried eyes searched for your friends but you didn't see them anywhere, making fear creep into your body. You turned your head to see it was the same masked man you saw on the truck, his eyes were looking stright ahead and before you knew it you were shoved into a van, hitting the floor with a grunt.
You quickly moved to the back wall when the man got in with you. You looked at them with fear laced in your eyes, there were about three men all in masks and just staring at you. Your breath was coming in and out fast, you looked around trying to see if there was a way out but you knew if you tried they would probably shot you dead.
You jumped when the door slid open but relaxed a little when they threw Thomas in. He was yelling at the man but his yells came to deaf ears when the man shut the door in his face, he turned around, his eyes finding your causing him to relax a little.
You both jerked when the Van started moving, and you tried your best to not freak out. What if they were with Wicked? All kinds of horrible thoughts came to mind but they all vanished when the Van stoped.
Thomas tried to fight off the men when they grabbed him and pulled him out. But due to his fighting they just threw him to the ground. You on the other hand, got out of the van by yourself, your eyes glaring daggers at the man who reached to get you out. But by the look you gave him, he backed away from you.
You ripped your gaze off his, the further you walked the more men you saw, all wearing masks, all carrying weapons, all looking like they could kill you without a single thought, or a single care. Thankfully you saw everyone you came here with, but they were all standing in front of the men, this could very well be your end. And Minho would rot in wicked for who knows how long.
Your heart picked up in pace when a man started talking, his voice was deep but it sounded way too familiar. He was the same man you've been seeing since you got in the city, there was something different about him, but you didn't know what exactly it was.
You could feel Thomas getting impatient the more the man spoke. You cursed to yourself when he finally had enough, pushing the man who was behind him and stepping forward. "What do you mean same side! Who the hell are you?"
Everyone went dead silent, and you could feel yourself holding your breath, waiting for the man to give some kind of reaction, a reaction none of you wanted. But he was quiet for far too long. You furrowed your brows when he turned his head, grabbing his mask with his free hand and pulling it over his head. He looked at the ground for maybe 5 second before turning his head to you all.
Your heart dropped to the ground, the air around you felt thick, and you could feel yourself having trouble breathing. Tears came to your eyes in an instant and every sound around you turned off, all you could hear was a faint buzzing and your pounding heart in your chest.
His eyes connected with yours so fast you thought you had gotten whiplash, you could feel everyones eyes on you, not just Gally's and it was making you feel suffocated. You didn't know what to do, or what to feel. You wanted to cry, yell and scream all at the same time, you wanted to run into his arms and hug him until you died but at the same time you wanted to hit him over and over again for the way he hurt you, and make you leave without him.
But before you could even take a step Thomas lunged forward, hitting Gally straight in the face, hard. So hard Gally fell to the ground with Thomas right on top of him. You wanted to move, run towards them and stop Thomas from hurting him but you couldn't move, no matter how hard you tried too.
Thankfully Newt did it for you, running towards the two boys, he fell beside Thomas, grabbing his hand, stopping him from going further. You could see their lips moving but you didn't know what they were saying, you felt as if you were in a dream, floating out of your body, it didn't feel real. Nothing felt real.
Thomas got off him fast, but you could see he was dripping with anger, anger you were slowly starting to feel. Gally got up and off the ground, moving his jaw with his hand before he eyes you again. His gaze softened, his voice dropped in pitch and he looked almost scared.
"Y/N?" Everyone turned to you again, but you didn't even see anyone, all you could see was red as you looked at the boy who was supposed to love you enough to leave with you. But he was a coward then he defiantly was one now.
And before you could stop yourself you moved forward, it all happened so fast as you grabbed the gun for the man behind you, he tried to stop you but you kicked him in the crouch casuing him to fall to the ground.
With the gun in your hands and adrenaline coursing through your veins, you tightened your grip on the firearm, your knuckles white with tension as moved towards Gally who didn't move from where he stood before. He held his head high, his eyes becoming glazed, but he clenched his jaw waiting for you to do what you wanted.
You could hear yelling from everyone behind you, but it was too late. Without a moment's hesitation, you swung the gun, hitting him hard across the temple with the back of the weapon. A sickening thud echoed through the air as the force of the blow sent him reeling backward. His eyes widened in shock, then dulled with pain as he crumpled to the floor.
It fell silent, except for your heavy breaths. You stood over him, chest heaving. The weight of what you had just done settled on your shoulders, but you pushed it away, the anger still seeping in your veins when he looked up at you, his nose bleeding.
You didn't know what was going on around you but whatever it was it died down when Gally raised his hand, telling them it was okay. His breathing came in and out harshly, his eyes connected with yours and the same softness still visible.
"You piece of shit," You breathed out, your voice dripping with hurt and rage. "You shouldn't have come back," Tears filled your vision as you remembered what he did, and how he made you feel. You had woken up screaming and crying because of him, and thinking you saw him die right in your arms. But he wasn't dead, and it was messing with your head, he was messing with your head.
"I'm so sorry Y/N," You let out a small cry at the sound of his voice, or the way your name rolled off his tongue. You didn't think you would ever hear him say your name again, and it caused your heart to physically hurt. Your breathing was getting faster and faster the more you let yourself feel the pain, you felt yourself give in slowly.
Tears slipped down your cheeks and you took a step away from him, dropping the gun on the ground in front of you. Gally didn't even waist a second, his eyes connecting with yours as he got up and off the ground, and making his way towards your form.
You gasped when he grabbed you and pulled you into his warm arms. And as he wrapped his arms around you, he could feel you trembling against him, your body shaking with the weight of all the emotions coursing through you. He held you close, his hug a shelter from the storm of doubt and fear.
Your arms wrapped tightly around his neck, fingers clutching at the fabric of his uniform as if afraid he might slip away once more. He could feel the dampness of your tears soaking into his shirt.
In that moment, nothing else mattered. Not the passing of time, nor the trials you had faced while you were apart. All that mattered in this moment was the warmth of your bodies pressed together, the rhythm of your hearts beating as one.
And as you held each other, lost in the sweet embrace of reunion, the world faded away around you, leaving only the echo of your love reverberating through the empty spaces between you. It was a moment frozen in time, a testament to the enduring power of your connection, and a promise of the future you would build together, one tender embrace at a time.
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arsenalfanf1 ยท 8 months ago
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Sebastian vettel smut with fem Reader please ๐Ÿ™ Bonus points for age gap, thank you!
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He was 36 you were 21. You never knew how much you liked an age gap before meeting him. He was more experienced than any guy you had ever met before, he also had a dominant side to him which you adored.
When the media found out you got shamed and criticised, you were going to break up with him before he reassured you, telling you how perfect you were and to not listen to what others said. He always knew what to say.
You had been out drinking with some of your friends, one of them had graduated and wanted to celebrate freedom which of course you added too. You had sent a text to Seb telling him you had gone out for the night and not to wait up.
You arrived home heels in your hands, you had ditched them quite early on, having realised it was your worst mistake. You were being as silent as you could be, but of course you were a bit tipsy, which ended with you knocking over a few things and even falling over a pair of shoes.
โ€œAre you alright my love?โ€ You heard a voice say, looking up to reveal your boyfriend, you could tell you had woke him, he looked sleepy and his hair was all over the place. โ€œBabe I had such a good night, you could have seen the drinks we had, also some guys brought us drink and Luna even went home with oneโ€ you rambled on, including details about your friend. โ€œIโ€™m glad you had a good nightโ€ he replied โ€œBut letโ€™s get you up to bedโ€
You dropped your shoes to the floor letting Sebastian help you up the stairs, once you got up to your shared room, he went into the bathroom to grab you a makeup wipe and help you remove your makeup. Although that wasnโ€™t what you were focused on, you couldnโ€™t help but noticed how hot he looked.
โ€œAre you alright my love youโ€™re staring?โ€ he asked feeling your eyes on him โ€œmh just admiring the viewโ€ you replied, dragging your hands down his body. Before you could go any further he grabbed your hands.
โ€œYouโ€™re drunkโ€ he said โ€œNo iโ€™m not, iโ€™m hornyโ€ you replied โ€œOk your drunk and hornyโ€
You were barely tipsy no where close to being drunk, he knew that you knew that he was just making up excuses.
Before he could say anything else you pulled him into a kiss which got heated and soon enough you found yourself taking off his shirt feeling up his body that your craved.
โ€œYouโ€™ve got too much clothes onโ€ he pulled away from the kiss, within seconds you were stripping down with him helping you.
โ€œAre you going to be a good girl and suck daddyโ€™s cock?โ€ he asked before taking off his boxers letting you get too work.
He was too big to fully fit in your mouth so you made it work.
You started off with long, slow licks from top to bottom, making sure to tease him a little. You started off slow, knowing soon enough he would take control. You then deepthroated him, going all the way down to his base while he hit the back of your throat making you gag. โ€œFuck you know how to take me princessโ€ he spoke feeling pleasure, even though you couldnโ€™t speak you made sure to moan to let him know you enjoyed his comment.
You were moaning like mad and giving him lustful looks, trying to look as innocent as possible.
You could tell when he was approaching his orgasm, you felt him take control with his movements. Soon enough he had cummed in your mouth. He pulled out your mouth before you could argue โ€œI need to be in that pussyโ€ he said flipping you round and ripping off your pants โ€œhey those were expensiveโ€ you complained โ€œIโ€™ll buy you more, Iโ€™ll buy you anything in the world I just need to be inside youโ€
He put in just the tip first letting you get wet and to get use to his size. โ€œYou ready?โ€ He asked with a simple yes he pushed fully into you holding his position for a couple seconds before he started moving in and out. โ€œYou feel amazingโ€ It had been a while since youโ€™ve had sex, you have both been so busy with your jobs and too tired when you got home, so you were enjoying the pleasure.
He made sure too go slow wanting to appreciate your body and actually not have to rush for once. โ€œAre you close?โ€ He asked knowing you were, your cheeks were rosy pink and eyebrows twisted. โ€œYesโ€ you replied focusing on your own high. His pace quickened chasing his own high whilst trying to get you to cum. You cummed first before he closely followed, before riding out your own high.
โ€œI love youโ€ he said at this point he had pulled out before getting up and grabbing a wet towel to rub your thighs clean, on his travels he had always grabbed you an oversized top that smelt exactly like him. โ€œI love you tooโ€ you replied feeling sleepy after your busy night.
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