#ali random thoughts

[phantomzthief]

Yaad :D

[fiona-fififi]

Since I'm digging myself a hole tonight, I kind of actively hate the "But I am ready for something, and I think maybe that something could be with you."

Like, my first instinct was that it was sweet and that Buck was taking back a little bit of agency there and asking for what he wanted.

But I don't know. In so many ways, it also actually feels like it feeds into a very unhealthy pattern for Buck.

I mean, I might just be projecting because I cannot imagine ever being so infatuated with someone that I'd be like "I want to try a relationship with you" after only knowing them for 30 seconds and being left on the curb after a failed first date, but I digress.

But just. I don't know. This feels like such a pattern for Buck. Have someone express interest, only to then be rejected (Abby, Taylor, Natalia, now Tommy) and then chase them that much harder.

Like, Buck. Darling. PLEASE. Your value is not defined by the people for whom you have to prove your worth.

And I don't even mean this as anything directly against these partners. But Buck gets so caught up in forcing a relationship that he speedruns things without actually giving anyone (including himself) any space to grow into it, and it just feels kind of devastating that that's still where he is with himself.

[meanslackofart]

my insta fyp has been filled with Laila Majnu edits lately and now @finding-my-laila is spamming me all of a sudden.

so should I take this as a sign to re-watch Laila Majnu?? 🤔

[bolithesenate]

WAIT I need more soap chaos

turns out juvenile space dragons are just the right size to be put into crècheling robes. the more you know

[legitalicat]

Not really fandom related but something I am infinitely proud of.

It's not always easy but it is possible.

[jerrydevine]

watching 911 in order now is like Woah the plot makes sense..... this never happened before.....

[pretentiousliterata]

If change doesn't come to you, then change the narrative to what's best for you.

Like every good story, you have to make changes to improve it and make it better, something others can enjoy. It's painful when you love a scene so badly but you can't keep it.

The same goes with life.

We try to please others while hurting ourselves and forgetting we have a heart of our own no one's gonna take care of. It's not about being mean or aggressive, it's about finding change by our own means.

Detachment and boundaries are scary, but they're needed to improve the narrative. Something subtle like a little “no” can be a good start.

Think about it this way: you want characters to shine and give them the qualities you don't have or don't use a lot. You give them hardships so they can learn lessons about life and everything else. You are the same, a character writing its own story in this world. Even when we're not living into a fantastical reality, we all have our battles to fight everyday.

So, if you don't like the direction of your story, change the narrative and find what's not fitting. Change characters’ names, locations, anything that doesn't work anymore. You're your own writer, director, artist... you name it.

Find the story that makes you happy when you read it.

Happiness should be within everyone's reach, even when others impose their needs before yours.

[infriga]

Glad to see it's been confirmed that Pluto the cat did not on fact die in tfothou, she and Julius deserved to ride into the sunset together far away from Leo.

[mischiefbuckley]

rush by aly and aj being on the twitches soundtrack is peak early 2000s disney channel vibes and it’s so nostalgic

[sl33paholics]

Do y'all want a yandere Muhammad Ali Jr piece or what bc I'm about to write this out and go back to playing Ace Attorney Trilogy and probably drop it by tmrw or Thursday

[phantomzthief]

My apologies to all the people who followed me from various stages of my life, expecting exact that fandom I was in, just to be hit with Enstars.

[meanslackofart]

I want to "रंग-बिरंगे वहमों में मैं उड़ता फ़िरूँ"

[alidravana]

It gets a bit confusing at times, but I love that I am really exploring fandoms and pairings so far this year. From writing my first Gaz/Alex/Farah fic in a valentine exchange, to starting up a new rare pair between Blue Bloods and FBI, to starting an a/b/o fic for hockey, it's been a journey and we're not halfway through the year yet!

[confusionmeisss]

if i had a nickel for every time i opened tiktok and was immediately hit with a video posted by a celebrity i like & follow, id have two nickels, which isn’t a lot, but it’s weird that it’s happened twice, right??????

[tishrivers]

the fact that blade is going to be RATED R was SPECIFICALLY made for me like, i’m not prepared for the scenes like, mahershala is going to snatch me balddddd like i **** ** **** *** ** ***

[pretentiousliterata]

Sometimes we just crave to live even when the battleground inside our mind and heart is raging wild. Being kind with ourselves should be a commitment to fulfill —even in our darkest hours.