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Frnkiero andthe cellabration at the Camden Barfly
November 8th, 2014
Photo Credit: Ali Bowman
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Raising the Transgender Child by Dr. Michele Angello; Ali Bowman Raising the Transgender Child offers much-needed answers to all the questions parents and other adults ask about raising and caring for transgender and gender diverse Is this just a phase? Did I do something to cause this? How do we protect these children? Who should I tell, and how? Will anyone love my child? Written by Dr. Michele Angello, a leading therapist and go-to expert in the field of transgender parenting, and Ali Bowman, bestselling writer and parent advocate, Raising the Transgender Child helps readers champion and celebrate gender diverse children while at the same time shedding fear, anger, sadness, and embarrassment.
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By: Ayaan Hirsi Ali
Published: Jul 1, 2024
Jamaal Bowman, the Representative for New York’s 16th congressional district, has lost his primary election. Bowman was defeated by Westchester County Executive George Latimer, a Democrat, to be sure, but one a little more in tune with the policy preferences of his affluent soon-to-be constituents. This makes Bowman the first member of the infamous “Squad,” a cadre of far-left Democrats including Alexandria Ocasio-Cortez, to lose his seat. If we are lucky, perhaps this is the beginning of a positive trend. Bowman was a rising star in progressive politics, known for willfully pulling a fire alarm in the Cannon House Office Building in Washington, D.C. to delay a budget vote, for which he was formally censured.
More recently, Bowman has been in the spotlight for embodying another time-honored Progressive tradition: deliberately antagonizing his own constituents to score political points online. Specifically, Bowman has been one of the most vocal anti-Israel and anti-Jewish politicians in Congress, in a district with a rich and powerful Jewish community. Roughly 9% of his district is Jewish – a small, but politically engaged demographic. Bowman found that out the hard way.
Bowman’s flop campaign might reasonably lead one to assume he was running in Gaza. To understand why Bowman lost, let’s start from the beginning.
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In the days after the attacks on October 7th, when the world was still reeling from the senseless tragedy, Bowman took time out of his busy schedule to call reports of Hamas terrorists raping Israeli women “propaganda.” Bowman posted a TikTok video in which he said, “There was propaganda used in the beginning of the siege… There’s still no evidence of beheaded babies or raped women. But they still keep using that lie [for] propaganda.” Bowman posted this video in November just days after lawmakers viewed a 45-minute video of the attacks on Israel. Bowman only began to backtrack on these claims once the evidence became unquestionably clear. Nonetheless, Bowman only apologized for the remark last week in a vain attempt to stem any further vote hemorrhaging.
Also in October, the House passed a resolution with near-unanimous support declaring that the United States "stands with Israel as it defends itself against the barbaric war launched by Hamas and other terrorists." Exactly ten members of Congress voted against the resolution, nine of which were Democrats, including Bowman. The resolution condemned Hamas and demanded the terrorist group release all hostages immediately.
Bowman has also called Israel’s actions “genocide.” He’s described Israel as a “settler-colonial project.” And he believes Hamas’ attacks were not unprovoked, claiming “If we’re calling this an unprovoked attack, that means we’re going to ignore 18 human rights organizations calling Israel an apartheid state, and we’re gonna ignore 75 years of military occupation…or several hundred thousand settlers expanding into the West Bank.” He followed that up with, “I am not justifying the killing of civilians by Hamas on Oct. 7, there is no justification. It’s just an explanation of what the circumstances were that led to Oct. 7… If you want to end extremism, then we need a free Palestine.”
So far, this is all par for the course for recent Progressive politics: blame Israel for everything while condoning, equivocating, or covering for terrorists and their sympathizers. Of course, as should be familiar to all of us by now, scratch the contemporary Progressive and you will often find an antisemite. Bowman is no different. Many of his bizarre claims about Israel and his dismissive actions towards his own constituents expose his thinly-veiled antisemitism.
In January, Bowman took the honor of introducing Norman Finkelstein to a panel on the Israel-Hamas war in his home district. Finkelstein is notorious for his book The Holocaust Industry, which claims that Jews are exploiting memory of the Holocaust for their own benefit. “I’m a bit starstruck,” Bowman said, and he thanked the panelists “for being here and coming to Yonkers and delivering the truth to us.”
In April, Bowman called Jews in his district a “segregated” community. He said, “Westchester is segregated. There’s certain places where the Jews live and concentrate. Scarsdale, parts of White Plains, parts of New Rochelle, Riverdale. I’m sure they made a decision to do that for their own reasons… but this is why, in terms of fighting antisemitism, I always push — we’ve been separated and segregated and miseducated for so long. We need to live together, play together, go to school together, learn together, work together.”
Things became nasty when Bowman turned his ire to AIPAC, the American Israel Public Affairs Committee. When Jewish activists, organizers, and leaders successfully encouraged Latimer to challenge Bowman in the primary, everything became about AIPAC. On Latimer’s entry into the race, the Bowman campaign released a statement saying, “Congressman Bowman's focus remains first and foremost on delivering for the people of his district and standing up to powerful special interests in Congress. It's not a surprise that a super PAC that routinely targets Black members of Congress with primary challenges, and is funded by the same Republican mega-donors who give millions to election-denying Republicans including Donald Trump, Ron DeSantis, and Ted Cruz, has recruited a candidate for this race.”
In a campaign speech earlier this month, Bowman screamed into a microphone that, “because I am fighting against genocide, I am being attacked by the Zionist regime we call AIPAC.” In May, at a campaign event in the sliver of the Bronx in his district, Bowman told volunteers, “They are so afraid of us — those who oppose the working class, multiracial, multieconomic, multicultural democracy that we are trying to build… They’re spending more money in this race than they have ever spent in the history of any race. That’s how afraid AIPAC is.” In his concession speech Tuesday evening, Bowman spared no invective. He said that “We should be outraged. We should be outraged when a Super PAC of dark money can spend $20 million to brainwash people into believing something that isn't true… They spent a record amount of money, the most in US history, to beat this Black man.”
When Jews in his district are the driver of “segregation,” when they are told they are brainwashed by AIPAC, when the contrast is between a Jewish neighborhood and a “multiracial, multieconomic, multicultural democracy,” any sane Jewish voter would be justified in thinking Bowman might have lost his marbles. And lost his marbles, he did. Bowman’s personal social media is a treasure trove of conspiracy theories and deranged technobabble. His recently uncovered YouTube page reveals Bowman’s engagement with 9/11 truthers, flat earthers, and theories of CIA time travel devices, alien technology, and secret elite communication frequencies. In other words, Bowman was already primed to believe antisemitic conspiracy theories well before he ever got to Congress.
Two Wrongs Do Make a Right
Bowman was right about one thing, however: AIPAC was working behind the scenes to tank his campaign, it just wasn’t as important as he thought. In targeting AIPAC, Bowman exposed his two incorrect assumptions: that his opponents were nothing without AIPAC, and that all external money was pouring into his opposition. In reality, neither of these are correct. Yes, AIPAC invested $14 million into the race, but AIPAC funding did not sink Bowman’s campaign. As others have already pointed out, polling indicated that Latimer was up by double-digits well before AIPAC had contributed a single dollar to the race. (I note in passing that AIPAC’s funding is justified given the Antisemitic vitriol spewed by Bowman and his campaign.)
Meanwhile, only 10 percent of Bowman’s own funding came from contributions inside his district. The remaining 90% is from outside sources. Conversely, half of Latimer’s donations came from within the district. If you want to see dark money in action, look no further than the Bowman campaign.
Bowman failed for entirely predictable reasons: he lost touch with the real, specific needs of his constituents. Bowman came to care more about what radical progressives online thought and less about his district. He pandered to a rabid political coalition that was organized only in Gaza, on Twitter, and in the tent encampments scattered across a few dozen elite universities. At the same time, he became obsessed with a shadowy cabal of Jews masterminding his takedown, a theory which slotted neatly into his pre-existing conspiratorial mindset. Latimer, on the other hand, was a seasoned politician who had been working the area for decades before Bowman ever showed up. He could be seen at nearly any local event and he knew the district very well. The irony of Bowman treating the race like a proxy-war for the Israel-Hamas conflict is that Latimer rarely talked about the issue. The campaign ads that AIPAC funded almost never touched the subject. Bowman was playing to an issue that everybody else wanted to go away. It takes two to tango, and Bowman was dancing all alone.
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Everyone on The Squad is a demonstrated, raging, full-throated antisemite, so with a little luck they'll all be kicked to the curb like Bowman has been. When they do, they'll show you who they really are and always were.
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Poto Gifsets Masterpost Vol. IV
Hugh Panaro & Trista Moldovan w. Kyle Barisich (Broadway, 2012)
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The Mirror: Part I
The Mirror: Part II
The Phantom of the Opera: Part I
The Phantom of the Opera: Part II
I Have Brought You
Music of the Night: Part I
Music of the Night: Part II
I Remember...
Stranger Than You Dreamt It: Part I
Stranger Than You Dreamt It: Part II
The Rooftop: Part I
The Rooftop: Part II
All I Ask of You: Part I
All I Ask of You: Part II
All I Ask of You: Part III
Masquerade
Why So Silent?
Wandering Child
Point of No Return: Part I
Point of No Return: Part II
Point of No Return: Part III
Act II Unmasking
Ben Crawford & Ali Ewoldt w. Jay Armstrong Johnston (Broadway, 2018)
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Little Lotte
The Mirror
The Phantom of the Opera: Part I
The Phantom of the Opera: Part II
Music of the Night: Part I
Music of the Night: Part II
I Remember...
Stranger Than You Dreamt It
The Rooftop
All I Ask of You: Part I
All I Ask of You: Part II
Masquerade
Why So Silent?
Point of No Return: Part I
Point of No Return: Part II
Point of No Return: Part III
Act II Unmasking
The Final Lair: Part I
The Final Lair: Part II
The Final Lair: Part III
The Final Lair: Part IV
Ethan Freeman, Jill Washington, Simon Bowman (West End, 1995)
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Little Lotte
The Mirror
The Phantom of the Opera
Music of the Night: Part I
Music of the Night: Part II
I Remember...
Stranger Than You Dreamt It: Part I
Stranger Than You Dreamt It: Part II
The Rooftop: Part I
The Rooftop: Part II
All I Ask of You: Part I
All I Ask of You: Part II
All I Ask of You: Part III
All I Ask of You (Phantom's Reprise)
Masquerade: Part I
Masquerade: Part II
Masquerade: Part III
Why So Silent?
Twisted Every Way: Part I
Twisted Every Way: Part II
Point of No Return: Part I
Point of No Return: Part II
Point of No Return: Part III
Point of No Return: Part IV
Point of No Return: Part V
The Final Lair: Part I
The Final Lair: Part II
The Final Lair: Part III
The Final Lair: Part IV
The Final Lair: Part V
The Final Lair: Part VI
The Final Lair: Part VII
Davis Gaines, Tracy Shayne, Ciaran Sheehan (Broadway, 1995) [HIGHLIGHTS ONLY]
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The Mirror
The Phantom of the Opera: Part I
The Phantom of the Opera: Part II
Music of the Night: Part I
Music of the Night: Part II
Music of the Night: Part III
I Remember...: Part I
I Remember...: Part II
Stranger Than You Dreamt It
Point of No Return: Part I
Point of No Return: Part II
Point of No Return: Part III
Act II Unmasking
The Final Lair: Part I
The Final Lair: Part II
The Final Lair: Part III
The Final Lair: Part IV
The Final Lair: Part V
The Final Lair: Part VI
The Final Lair: Part VII
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bootleglesbian · 5 months ago
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this is everything i currently have available (updated 06/18/24). if you have anything to trade i generally prefer that but i am open to gifting any of the titles that are not starred! as a rule, if no cast is listed or only some members are listed, that means that i do not know the cast but i am happy to send a screenshot if you would like (and if anyone is interested in helping me identify unknown casts or dates of any files, let me know!).
green = video, pink = audio, starred = trade or donations only
*Anastasia (Hartford Theatre pre-Broadway run - Christy Altomare, Derek Klena)
*Anastasia (Broadway - Christy Altomare, Derek Klena)
Beautiful: The Carole King Musical (Broadway, 06/24/18 - Melissa Benoist)
Beetlejuice (Broadway, 10/31/19 aka Halloween)
Book of Mormon (Broadway - Ben Platt)
Come From Away (Broadway - Jenn Collela)
Falsettos (Proshot)
Falsettos (Broadway - ORC, not proshot)
Falsettos (Tour - Max von Essen, Nick Adams, Eden Espinosa, Nick Blaemire, Audrey Cardwell, Bryonha Marie Parham)
*Falsettos (Tour - Max von Essen, Nicka Adams, Eden Espinosa, Nick Blaemire, Audrey Cardwell, Bryonha Marie Parham)
Freaky Friday (La Jolla)
*Ghost (Broadway - Caissie Levy)
Hamilton (Broadway - Lexi Lawson)
Hamilton (First National Tour - Michael Luwoye, Solea Pffeifer, Joshua Henry, Emmy Raver Lampman, Isaiah Johnson, Jordan Donica, Mathenee Treco, Ruben J. Carbajal, Amber Iman, Rory O'Malley)
*Hamilton (Chicago Act 1 only - Karen Olivo, Ariana Afsar, Samantha Marie Ware, Miguel Cervantes, Joshua Henry)
*Hamilton (Broadway - OBC, not proshot)
*The Last Five Years (Off-Broadway - Betsy Wolfe, Adam Kantor)
*Lempicka (Broadway, 03/38/24 - Eden Espinosa, Amber Iman, Andrew Samonsky, George Abud, Natalie Joy Johnson, Zoe Glick, Nathaniel Stampley, Beth Leavel)
*Mean Girls (Broadway, 02/22/20 - Renee Rapp, Erika Henningson, Barrett Wilbert Weed, Grey Henson, Kate Rockwell, Krystina Alabado, Kyle Selig)
*Mean Girls (National Tour)
*Mystery of Edwin Drood (Broadway - Stephanie J. Block, Betsy Wolfe, Jessie Mueller)
*The Prom (Alliance Theatre pre-Broadway - Caitlin Kinnunen, Anna Grace Barlow)
*She Loves Me (Broadway - ORC proshot)
Waitress (ART pre-Broadway run - Jessie Mueller, Jeanna de Waal, Keala Settle, Drew Gehling, Joe Tippett, Dakin Matthews, Christopher Fitzgerald, Eric Anderson)
*Waitress (Broadway - Jessie Mueller, Keala Settle, Molly Jobe, Drew Gehling)
*Waitress (Broadway - Sara Barielles, Chris Diamantopoulos, Charity Angel Dawson, Molly Jobe, Will Swenson, Christopher Fitzgerald)
*Waitress (Broadway, 06/19/17 - Betsy Wolfe, Drew Gehling)
Waitress (Broadway, 12/14/17 - Stephanie Torns, Jason Mraz)
Waitress (Broadway - Shoshana Bean, Jeremy Jordan)
*Waitress (Broadway - Shoshana Bean, Jeremy Jordan)
Waitress (Broadway, 02/03/19 - Sara Bareilles, Gavin Creel)
Waitress (Tour, 08/26/18)
Wicked (Broadway, 02/01/15 - Caroline Bowman, Kara Lindsey)
Wicked (Broadway, 02/10/13 - Donna Vivino, Ali Mauzey, Kyle Dean Massey, Randy Danson, Adam Grupper, Catherine Charlebois, F. Michael Haynie, Tom Flynn)
Wicked (unknown - Eden Espinosa, Megan Hilty)
*Wicked (Broadway - Stephanie J. Block, Annaleigh Ashford)
*Wicked (Broadway - Lindsay Mendez, Katie Rose Clark)
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HOUSE BLACKWOOD :: THE DANCE OF DRAGONS ( insp )
The Blackwoods are an ancient house descended from the First Men who ruled the Wolfswood in the North before being driven south by the Kings of Winter from House Stark. House Blackwood is home to many greenseers, skinchangers, and woodswitches, with origins believed to date back to the Warg King and his alliance with the Children of the Forest.
Lord Samwell Blackwood became the Lord of Raventree Hall after the death of his father at the hands of Ser Jonnel Bracken. He avenged his father's death in the Year of the Red Spring, igniting the conflict between both houses once more. He was a shrewd and honorable man who refused to stand by when it came to injustice and was believed to have more north than Riverlands in him. A cunning military strategist, he was the mind behind the Battle of the Burning Mill, which saw the first blood drawn in the Dance. Lady Jocelyn Blackwood nee Stark is the only daughter of Bennard Stark of Winterfell and his second wife Lady Alyssa Strong of Harrenhal. She was sent to ward with her grandfather where she was courted by Samwell Blackwood. She is known as the Witch Wolf, a moniker mocking her relationship with her cousin, Alys Rivers. She was often in contact with her cousin and half-brothers in Winterfell, and convinced them to send men on behalf of Queen Rhaenyra. Cassana Blackwood is the eldest child and daughter of Lord and Lady Blackwood. An unusual and lonely child, her mother sent her to ward in King's Landing with House Strong, where she became fast friends with Jacaerys Velaryon and Daeron Targaryen. She was called home after the Bracken-Blackwood feud ignited again and was staying at Harrenhal when the fire broke out. Miraculously, she survived. She later studied healing and medicine under her mother and the Maester of Raventree Hall. Benjicot Blackwood is the eldest son and second child of Lord and Lady Blackwood. He spent the first three years of his life abed with a sickness none could cure. His lady mother prayed to the Old Gods at the dead weirwood every night for his health as the ravens gathered. When it did, he was left with a large splotch of red on his back and up towards his neck. Some say he fought with an insatiable bloodlust--a touch of the Old Gods within him--and gave him the name "Bloody Ben." Lady Alysanne Blackwood was known as "Black Aly" and is the younger sister of Samwell and Willem Blackwood. As fierce as any man, she was fearless and bawdy and the best archer aside from her bastard half-brother Robb Rivers. She was rumored to be fond of Lady Sabitha Frey, but married Cregan Stark by the end of the Dance. Alysanne was said to have a mind as sharp as her tongue, and often made political decisions for the House when her kin could not. She is credited with the temporary ending of the Bracken-Blackwood feud by marrying her nephew Benjicot to the Lady Catelyn Bracken. Ser Willem Blackwood is the younger brother of Samwell Blackwood and is the only member of House Blackwood in recent memory to follow the Faith of the Seven. He has often been quoted as the Black Sheep of the family due to his preference for his mother's Andal traditions. Later in life, he became known for eschewing honor in order to achieve victory, although this is widely believed to be slander as it came from Amos Bracken. He attempted to win the hand of Princess Rhaenyra and slew Jerrel Bracken, Ser Jonnel's eldest son, in a duel for her hand. Robb Rivers is the elder half-brother of Samwell, Alysanne, and Willem and the uncle of Cassana and Benjicot. He was known as "the Bowman of Raventree" due to his skill with a weirwood bow and "Red Robb Rivers" due to his bright red hair, which contrasted against his sibling's black locks. In contrast to the Blackwood sigil, Robb bore a white tree on a red escutcheon blazoned with a flock of white ravens on black. His mother was believed to be a stable hand at Raventree, although this has never been confirmed.
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Operation Kingslayer: 3/?
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Hannah "Sparrow" Clayton - @revnah1406
Alyssa "Aly" Martinez - @alypink
Mandy Macfie - @alidravana
Charlotte "Jade" le Jardin - @sleepyconfusedpotato
Captain Arjun Dhingra - @welldonekhushi
Annabelle "Gremlin" Pham - @applbottmjeens
Damien Whitlock - @kaitaiga
Captain Lachlan Jones - @kaitaiga
(so many OCs! 👀 I would thank specially to all my mutuals and people who participate in this fic to help me with the writing and their ocs! thank you so much guys. I love you so much <3)
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Warning!: This chapter contains specific violence, and a detailed description of torture methods. Non-accurate medical procedures.
(All locations and places that appear in this Fic are fictitious and based on the Ghost Recon Wildlands video game)
NOTE!: The events of Op Kingslayer take place before MW3, so there are no Spoilers. This chapter was written before the Call of Duty MW3 campaign was released. Despite the little relevance it has, you may find differences between the fic and the campaign.
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The bullets flew like an intense rain of fire. The team could barely hold the position. Arjun was shot in the leg and little by little his vision began to blur due to blood loss.
"Mandy! Where the fuck are you?! We need an emergency evac now!" Aly exclaimed over the comms.
"I'm trying to! But I'm taking heavy fire! I can't get close!" Mandy responded over the radio, from her tone of voice she seemed to have problems too.
"Shit. We have to get away from here as soon as possible"
How had they ended up in a situation like this? Well the story is a bit long, but long story short, the team finally found El Yayo. He seemed to be a reasonable man and someone who could be negotiated with. After all, he was just an old coca grower trying to survive under the feet of an empire. Rodolfo Yana didn’t like the idea that his grandson Gonzalo was on his way to a federal prison in the United States. But in the end he came to his senses knowing that it was the safest place for him, away from El Sueño. He also didn’t overlook the fact that his grandson had been tortured. Jade did a great fucking job, despite the torture, Gonzalo Yana was still alive and even though he was missing some nails there would be no permanent physical damage.
Bowman managed to negotiate with El Yayo, assuring him immunity and protection from the CIA, if he collaborated with them, of course. And this is how they managed to end the first pillar: Production. Now it's the next one's turn: Influence.
El Yayo didn’t seem to have great friendships with the rest of the leaders of the Santa Blanca Cartel. But he managed to give information about the head of the pillar of Influence.
His name was Gustavo Serrano, better known as El Cardenal (The Cardinal) . He was the preacher of the Santa Blanca Cartel, the greatest devotee of La Santa Muerte. He was also one of El Sueño's closest advisors. Gustavo Serrano was in charge of the propaganda and philanthropy strategy of El Sueño, and he is the one who gives the sermons on the radio and in the churches of Santa Blanca. As responsible for its public image, he encouraged El Sueño to participate in charitable events and develop educational and humanitarian activities for NGOs.
And if they managed to catch El Cardenall and make him talk. Maybe they got a direct pass to El Sueño. The interesting thing about El Cardenall is that deep down he was a good guy. He tried to do charity work to help Bolivians, build schools and churches, but neither the church nor the politicians were going to help him. He was aware of the damage caused by the cartel, but he believed that all the good he could do would outweigh the bad...
In summary, El Cardenal wasn’t really a cocaine drug trafficker, just someone who wanted to spread the word of God and La Santa Muerte. And in a way, maybe the team underestimated him a little bit.
How did they find it? Well, that was a masterpiece on Aly's part. Thanks to the information Sparrow got from that cocaine lab. Aly found a large network of trafficking in people and especially children, which extended throughout South America. Aly made this information public on social networks, using fake profiles. Staining the history of the Santa Blanca cartel.
All this scandal forced El Cardenal to come out of hiding and hold a mass in the Church of Santa Blanca in the Malca region. To explain to the people that child trafficking was pure lies and false rumors.
The team thought they had El Cardenal by the balls. That they could capture that bastard before he said mass but everything went wrong too quickly. In the blink of an eye the church and the entire city of Malca had been filled with Narcos armed to the teeth ready to shoot down anyone who looked suspicious. El Cardenl was nowhere to be found and their chances of making it out alive were significantly reduced.
"Shit Aly! Keep your head down!" Sparrow forced Aly to lower her head. Before a burst of gunfire could hit her. Alyssa was too busy looking for possible escape routes and getting to the extraction point without being gunned down.
Sparrow didn’t hesitate to counterattack by shooting in that direction. The entire team was behind a barricade of ruins and debris caused by the explosions and grenades. Jade and Sparrow held the position, shooting any mercenary or narco who got too close or dared to stick their head out for more than two seconds.
Arjun gave orders while putting pressure on the leg. The captain grunted as he tried to get up but fell back to the ground. His leg didn't respond.
"Sir, you should stop moving. You will bleed to death if you continue like this!" Sparrow looked away for a moment to look at his captain.
"Keep your eyes on the firefight, Sergeant." Arjun ordered groaning. He was in a terrible mood at that moment. He had his reasons, he was about to captureEl Cardenal, he was a few meters away, everything seemed to be going perfectly, until a sniper bullet pierced his leg. And that's when the chaos began.
Aly hurriedly approached Arjun to try to make a tourniquet around Arjun's leg.
"Shit! They're surrounding us!" Jade exclaimed when she saw more armed vehicles appearing behind them. "Fuck!"
"Jade! Take care of those vehicles. Sparrow hold position!" Arjun ordered grabbing a grenade from his vest and throwing it right under one of the cars.
"Shit..." Hannah turned away for a moment. All that was chaos. It was practically impossible for them to come out alive. At least all of them.
Adrenaline coursed through his veins, his pupils dilated taking in everything that was happening. Jade shooting at any enemy that moved, sweat sticking her red locks to her forehead. It was clear that she was exhausted. They had been like this for hours, and since they arrived in Bolivia they didn’t have a single day of rest. Aly seemed to be on the edge. On the verge of collapsing, no matter how much she searched on her mobile device and maps for escape routes, she couldn't find anything. She tried to contact Mandy but there was no response. And if that was enough, she also had to help Arjun with that injury. Damn, Arjun. He was bleeding to death. The blood coming from his leg was beginning to create a worryingly large puddle.
Hannah had to do something. If She didn't do anything…they would all die.
"Fuck..." Sparrow closed her eyes trying to think.
"Hey sergeant." Arjun called her after a few minutes of silence. "Can I ask you something?"
Sparrow opened her eyes. She realized that she was sitting on the edge of a cliff near the safe house. It was night, the full moon was shining in all its splendor high in the sky. Everything was silent except for the crickets and insects around. Sparrow looked down at the abyss that the cliff provided, a drop of several dozen meters, full of rocks, stones and dirt.
They had returned from detonating a cocaine warehouse and now they had to rest, at least a couple of hours. But Sparrow couldn't sleep and decided to go out for some air. Apparently the captain soon noticed her absence and went in search of her. When he found her, they were both sitting there, looking at the moon and having deep conversations, about their dreams, ideals or simply things from the past.
"What is it about sir?" Sparrow asked, confused.
Arjun looked at his sergeant for a few seconds.
"What do you think is the hardest decision you've ever made?" He asked with his eyes fixed on the landscape.
Sparrow thought for a bit and then smiled sadly.
"Cut the rope."
Arjun looked at her without understanding what she was talking about.
"Cut the rope?"
Sparrow nodded. "It's the hardest decision for any climber." She sighed as she swung her boots that were hanging from the cliff. "When you have to climb, it’s better to do it with someone. If something happens to you, your partner can help you and save your life. Normally when climbing, both have to be connected with a rope. If one of them slips and falls, the other will be able to hold it. But…” She paused and looked at the moon. "Imagine that when your partner falls, he hits his head on the ice or rock and is unconscious and very badly injured. His body is hanging from the rope that you are holding and you aren’t able to lift him up. If your partner were conscious and in good shape you could both do it. But being alone? No, impossible. Then you stay there, with your half-dead partner hanging from a rope that you are holding. You won't be able to hold it forever, you will end up getting tired and you will both die, both of you falling. into the void or dead from the cold. So the decision is... Will you cut the rope? Would you cut it to save yourself? You know that if you don't cut it you will both die. But if you cut it you will kill your partner."
Arjun thought for a few moments and nodded. He seemed to understand the situation. Being alone up there, with your friend's life and yours in your hands.
"Did you cut the rope?" Arjun asked.
Hannah pursed her lips and looked at her boots. She unconsciously stroked the scars on her face.
"On K2... Before the avalanche hit me and my brother. I cut the rope. If the avalanche was going to hit me, I didn't want my brother to be swept away too. I didn't think about it much. I cut the rope to sacrifice myself and save my brother. Let's say that... I was the injured companion and my brother was the one holding the rope. And I made the decision for him. I accepted my fate and decided to die alone on that mountain."
"I understand."
There was another long silence.
"Sir," Sparrow looked at her captain this time decisively, "if it’s necessary. For the good of the entire team. Don’t hesitate, and cut the rope."
Arjun didn't know what to answer. He was very capable of giving his life for the team, but… sacrificing one member of the team to save the rest? He didn't know if he was capable of giving an order like that.
Sparrow opened her eyes decisively. She knew what she had to do. She took out her sniper rifle and handed it to Aly, who was clearly very confused.
"Hannah what...?"
"Jade, I need you to do me a favor!"
Just then, the redhead took cover behind the wall while reloading.
"What is it about?!" She asked, shooting again.
"I have to get to that armored truck!" she pointed to a vehicle that had a turret attached to the roof of the truck. "I need you to cover my back. I'll use the turret to divert their attention!"
"Hannah…what are you talking about?!" Jade asked worriedly. What was she up to? Whatever it was, it was suicide.
"Aly. Have you found an escape route?"
Aly checked the maps once again "huh… yes, from the south-east we can reach the forest and lose them off among the trees." She said pointing to a road on the map, not sure if that was the most appropriate route, but there was no time to confirm it.
Arjun sat up leaning his back against the wall.
"Sergeant. What are you up to…?" Arjun didn't like what Sparrow was trying to do.
"I'm going to cause a distraction. I'll use the turret to take out most of the enemies and–"
"No." Arjun interrupted her. He had a dead serious expression. "And leave you behind? Have you gone crazy?!"
"Sir, it's the only way for you to get out of here alive."
"There has to be another one. Hannah, we can't leave you here alone. They'll kill you!" Aly grabbed Sparrow's shoulder as she shook her head repeatedly.
It broke Hannah's heart to see her friend like this. But that wasn't going to make her back down, she was willing to do whatever was necessary to move them forward.
"I can't let you die here Aly…" Sparrow put his hand on Alyssa's.
"Sparrow." 
Arjun grabbed Sparrow by one of the straps of her vest and pulled it until Sparrow looked him in the eyes.
"Listen to me soldier, open those fucking ears because I'm not going to repeat it again." The tone of voice Arjun used and his piercing eyes were able to make Sparrow break out in a sweat. Oh, the captain was pissed. "Follow my fucking orders. Hold your position and don't even think about doing anything crazy of yours." Arjun couldn't believe that Sparrow would take such a drastic decision. "Can't you trust your fucking team?! Are you that selfish?!"
"Fuck the orders!" Sparrow couldn't bear to watch his captain bleeding out on that floor for another minute.
Sparrow swallowed and grabbed Arjun's wrist, which was holding her tightly by her vest. She showed determination and hid the nervousness caused by her angry superior. "It's not about selfishness or distrust. I trust this team can get out of here alive without me, I trust you can kill that bald son of a bitch."
She tightened her grip making Arjun divert his attention to Hannah's hand.
"Captain…"
Arjun looked his sergeant in the eyes again.
"You have to cut the rope."
Arjun gritted his teeth and closed his eyes, the mere thought of leaving Sparrow behind made his chest ache. "No. I'm not going to do that."
"You have to do it. We have to sacrifice something to save something even greater."
"Hannah..." Jade interjected. She had a worried and serious expression. What her friend was saying was completely crazy. Jade shook her head.
Sparrow rested his hand on the former MI6 agent's shoulder, "I need you to cover my back so I can reach that vehicle."
Jade frowned and shook her head determinedly, "I'm not going to send you to the gates of hell, Han."
"You have to do it. I'm not going to die, not today. I won't give those sons of bitches that pleasure. I'll just be a little late."
Jade sighed and looked away. She knew Sparrow was a tough nut to crack.
"Don't even think about dying halfway, Sparrow."
"With you covering my back? I doubt it."
Both women shook hands, like two Spartans ready for war. Jade nodded determinedly.
Aly took out a small locator from one of her vest pockets and placed it inside Sparrow's vest. She hit Hannah's chest with her fist and took a deep breath.
"I'm going to find you."
"I know you will, you always do."
Sparrow looked at her captain determinedly.
"I await orders sir."
Arjun looked at his team. Even though he didn't say it out loud, he was proud of that team. He looked at Sparrow, she had that determined look, ready for anything. Arjun understood, he had to cut the rope. But he no longer feared for his sergeant.
"If you die I'm going to go down to hell and drag you here. And I won't be merciful."
Sparrow chuckled and patted Arjun's shoulder.
"You'll have to get out of here alive first, sir."
"Do you think I'm that weak, Sergeant?"
Sparrow laughed and shook her head.
"Negative, sir."
Arjun sighed and nodded.
"Jade, get ready. Aly, help me up. Sparrow, on my signal."
Jade and Sparrow nodded. Aly helped Arjun up while he grabbed his rifle.
Everyone was in position. Ready and waiting for the captain's signal. Arjun threw a flashbang grenade and waited for it to detonate.
"NOW!"
Sparrow jumped over the barricade with agility, Jade hurried to take cover and shoot any enemy that had not been affected by the flashbang.
Hannah ran with all her might, shooting anyone who got in her way. Jade's bullets flew near her, but never hit her. The narcos fell on Sparrow's feet.
The sergeant reached the armored vehicle, jumped on the hood and then onto the roof of the truck. She stood behind the turret.
"In position! Come on, get out of here!"
Sparrow used the turret against the enemies. Shooting at anyone in sight, no one was able to get close to where the team was.
"Let's go!" Jade exclaimed, giving the signal to Aly to help Arjun get up and run away from there.
The plan worked. The Narcos turned their attention to Sparrow. She devastated anyone who got in her way.
The team managed to flee and move away to a safe distance, eventually entering the forest. Between Jade and Aly they managed to carry Arjun.
"I have your visual!" Mandy's voice sounded over the communicator while the noise of a helicopter was heard nearby.
"Macfie! Are you okay?! What's your status?" Aly responded worriedly.
"The helicopter has received some damage but will hold up for extraction. Sparrow may have to take a look at the engine."
A silence fell on the team. Jade and Aly looked at each other, Arjun simply closed his eyes in frustration and tried to bear the pain in his leg.
"There is a clearing about a kilometer to the east of our position." Arjun spoke over the communications, "Wait for us there."
"Roger."
Jade suddenly stopped, causing the rest of the team to do so as well. She looked back, her eyes lost as the wind swayed her red locks.
"What happened?" Aly asked.
"There aren’t more gunshots..."
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"Shit." Arjun exclaimed through gritted teeth as Mandy finished removing the bullet from his leg.
"You've been very lucky, sir. You're going to limp for a few days but it won't be a big problem. I'll bring the painkillers from the medicine cabinet." Mandy reported after stitching up the wound.
"It's not the first time I've been shot. I'll be fine." Arjun sat on the side of the helicopter.
The team was trying to recover in the clearing where they had agreed to meet. The helicopter had suffered serious damage but appeared to still be able to fly. Mandy knew how to pilot gracefully through all that hell.
Jade had gone out to explore the surroundings, to make sure they hadn't been followed. While Aly tried to use the computer to locate Sparrow.
"Mierda. There's no signal..." Aly cursed after trying several times. "We need to move places. I can't find Sparrow here."
"She'll be fine. She can handle herself well." Mandy commented.
Arjun was still deep in thought, debating whether they could have found a better solution.
"You guys made quite a mess back there huh?" An unknown voice appeared.
Without thinking twice the team raised their weapons in the direction of that voice.
The unknown man raised his hands.
"If I were you I wouldn't pull the trigger."
Suddenly a bunch of Bolivian guerrillas came out of the bushes. Surrounding the helicopter, aiming their rifles at them.
"If you know how to count... you will know that you are at a clear disadvantage." The man lowered his hands.
Aly frowned.
"Eres Pac Katari ¿verdad?" (You're Pac Katari, right?)
Aly recognized the man Laswell mentioned at the bar and then Bowman at the first briefing. Aly had found little information about him. He knew how to hide his tracks very well.
"Veo que has hecho tu trabajo, chica.." (I see you've done your job, kid) The man began to walk towards them. "Then you'll know we're on the same side."
Suddenly all the guerrillas turned around, upset, looking towards the tree line. Pointing in all directions, shouting orders but not really knowing where to aim.
A red dot appeared on Pac Katari's back. There was a sniper, somewhere hidden in the trees, aiming for the heart of the leader of the rebel forces.
"I decide if we are on the same side." Arjun spoke seriously.
Pac Katari turned to see the red dot that was now pointed at his chest. He laughed lightly.
"If your sniper shoots, my men will kill you all"
"If my sniper shoots. We'll cut off the head of a snake." Arjun corrected him with a stone attitude. He wasn’t going to let himself be trampled on by an amateur guerrilla fighter.
"That snake can be a very good ally if you let it live"
"What can a snake offer but bites and poison?"
"It can offer information. Valuable."
Arjun pondered for a moment. He couldn't trust that man, not even a little bit. But as much as it angered him to admit it, they needed help, the team was at a dead end.
"What is it about?"
"First order your sniper to stop aiming."
"No." Arjun responded quickly and firmly.
Pac Katari sighed in defeat.
"It’s hard for you to trust huh? And I respect that. Bowman already told me about you." He slowly put his hand in his pocket, which upset the entire team who adjusted their grip on their weapons. "It's okay. I'm just going to take out my cell phone." The man reported.
Pac Katari took out a cell phone and showed a photo. Because of the distance they couldn't see very well what it was about. Arjun looked at Aly for a second and nodded.
Aly approached slowly, lowering her gun but still holding it. When she arrived next to the guerrilla, she looked at the photo he showed her. Aly frowned, feeling a whirlwind of emotions rise from the pit of her stomach.
"What is it about Alyssa?" Arjun asked, when he saw how his partner's expression changed drastically.
"It's about Sparrow." Aly didn't look away from the photograph.
"Your Sergeant is alive." Pac Katari informed, looking at Arjun with a serious expression.
The photograph showed Sparrow kneeling, with her hands raised. Surrounded by drug traffickers who pointed their weapons at her. But that wasn’t the most worrying thing.
"She has been captured by El Cardenall and… El Sueño." Aly couldn't believe it. The man they were looking for, the man they had to put a bullet in his head... they had him so close... And now that piece of shit had Sparrow hostage, pointing at her head with a gun. El Cardenal seemed to have a victorious smile on his lips.
"Vishta..." (shit...) Arjun cursed in Marathi.
"I propose a deal, Captain." Pac Katari spoke again "We both have the same goal: End the Santa Blanca cartel. We can help each other."
The captain thought for a moment. Weighing the options, the pros and cons, the risks and benefits.
"You have the strength and the skills. I have the knowledge and the necessary men." Pac Katari continued.
"We have to go after her, sir." Mandy spoke.
"I know."
"What do we do?"
"We need a plan. And more soldiers..." Arjun's mood only worsened. He tried to handle the situation as best he could, take care of his subordinates and achieve the objective. "We have to contact 141."
Arjun sighed and with the help of Mandy got up.
"I'll tell you what we'll do." Arjun spoke in an authoritative tone. Straightening his back and lifting his chin. Showing who was in charge. "You will have our services. We will help you in your fight against the cartel. In exchange we want resources, ammunition, radios, vehicles, information and protection." Arjun approached Pac Katari, imposing his height. "If you show me even the slightest suspicion of treason. I'll have my sniper pull the trigger while you sleep." Arjun threatened in a chilling tone.
"In exchange for El Sueño’s head? I can offer you much more." Paco Katari offered his hand.
Arjun looked at the hand for a few seconds and then looked towards the tree line. But not in the direction where the sniper's red dot came from, but in the direction of one of the guerrillas' flanks.
"That's enough! You can stop aiming."
Noises were heard in the bushes, a dark figure emerged from the trees. The frightened guerrillas turned towards the silhouette.
Jade came out of the trees still carrying the sniper. And with a look that was capable of making any guerrilla who was nearby retreat.
"Do you have more than one sniper?" Pac Katari asked
Arjun looked over his shoulder at him, "no."
That's right, Jade used the laser sight of her weapon as a decoy to make them believe she was hiding behind them. But she was really aiming from one of the flanks. Waiting for Arjun's signal to open fire if the situation got complicated. The guerrillas wouldn’t know where they would be attacked.
The snake had fallen into the jaws of the lion without knowing it.
Jade approached Aly and Mandy. She nodded to both of them in greeting.
"The perimeter is secured too. How are things going around here?"
"It seems they are negotiating the terms of a deal." Aly mentioned.
"Arjun’s angry." Mandy added.
"We all are." Jade sighed.
Arjun spoke for a few more minutes, with the leader of the rebel forces. Until he decided to return to his team.
"And?" Mandy asked.
"We have a deal."
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"Be careful with that! Can't you see that the blades are delicate?!" Mandy was trying to keep an eye on the guerrillas who were in charge of fixing the damage to the helicopter. "Jesus Christ... Sparrow would have fixed the helo in half the time..." Mandy murmured, placing both hands on her hips.
She sighed and looked around. The place where they were was incredible. She would never think that a place like that could be the base of operations for the rebel forces.
It was like a small town inside a mountain. A huge cave that had no roof, a huge hole where there were supposed to be huge rocks. It was like a hollow mountain with a huge hole through which sunlight came in, allowing vegetation and trees to grow inside. There were small wooden houses and cabins on the stones, walkways and bridges that connected them to each other. A stream crossed the cave and came out like a waterfall that fell who knows where.
It was the perfect lair.
Mandy still remembered how bad it was to get the helicopter down there. The hole was big but if a helicopter blade hit the rock, it could be fatal. But Mandy was too good to make a mistake like that.
She heard footsteps. She turned and saw Arjun approaching.
"How's your leg?" Mandy asked as she saw him limp towards her.
"It hurts like hell. But I can walk."
"It's an unusual place isn't it?" Mandy commented as the captain reached her side.
"It is. Although it’s a very good place to hide, I have to admit. There are families here, everyone helps each other. They are better organized than I thought." Arjun sighed.
"Mhm..." Mandy nodded. "How are things going there?"
"You don't want to know... Alyssa is angry."
Mandy raised her eyebrows "then I was right to stay out here."
"You're right…"
While inside one of the largest cabins, the one that was used to organize the operations of the rebel forces. Aly walked from one side to the other, nervous, furious.
"Aly, love. I understand your situation but–" Price tried to stay calm.
"But what, John?!" Aly put both her hands on her hips looking at the screen where the video call was running.
Price pursed his lips and shook his head, pacing the briefing room. When his wife got like that it was difficult to reason with her.
"It was her decision. She assumed the consequences, she knew she was going to be alone in this." Price was beginning to lose patience. He had been arguing with his wife for a long time, he wasn’t able to make her understand his situation. Price had water up to his neck, flooded with shit. He already had enough problems, and now Aly added one more.
 "Are you really telling me this?!" Aly approached the computer, placing both hands on the table, she was about to tear off a piece of the furniture with just her nails.
"I can't be in two places at once."
"Sparrow is your sergeant. She is part of the 141." Aly emphasized the last word.
Price sighed and looked away. He knew where that speech was going to go.
On the other hand, Jade was behind Aly, with her arms crossed listening to the conversation. She shared a look with Ghost who was in the same situation with Price. Listening and observing.
Jade showed a small smile of compassion towards Ghost. It was an awkward moment for both of them. Jade didn't even know when the atmosphere had gotten so heated. Simon nodded slightly without moving from his spot, also not really knowing what to do. But intervening was the last option. They both knew their difference of opinions. Ghost was in favor of Price, the 141 had too many problems currently. Hannah wasn't an idiot, she knew what she had gotten herself into and what the consequences were. But Jade thought differently, she wasn't going to abandon her friend. They were going to find her, no matter what, with or without Price's help.
"Jonathan Price! Look at me when I talk to you!" Aly caught his attention again.
Price pursed his lips and took a deep breath. Reconnecting his gaze with Aly.
"I know you didn't choose Sparrow personally. She's not as close to you as Soap, Gaz or Ghost. But she's still your sergeant, she's still one of your subordinates." Aly continued talking, trying to control her anger. She still couldn't believe that Price had refused to help. That really made her angry and disappointed. "You were able to do all that for Laswell. When you found out that Kate had been kidnapped you were able to burn the entire world to save her."
"Aly..." Price sighed.
"Don't start John. You know damn well I'm right." Aly struggled to maintain her composure, a lump beginning to form in her throat. Anger had turned into helplessness. For having to crawl like that and ask for help because she felt like she wasn't capable of protecting her team. That she couldn't protect her friend. "You were able to do all that for Laswell and now you're going to stand by while they slowly kill Sparrow in a chair?"
Price listened to Aly's voice gradually break. And that broke his soul. He knew that both women were very close, they had been through a lot of shit together. Hell, Sparrow had helped Aly with the pregnancy, and even when Price was on mission, Sparrow had stayed with Aly to help raise Lily. Even when Hannah was still recovering from injuries from her accident in the mountains and couldn't go with the 141, she was there, helping Alyssa take care of her daughter.
"My hands are tied, Aly…" Price had a tired, even helpless expression. John wanted to do something, if it were up to him they would already be on their way to Bolivia. But the situation was different from when Laswell was kidnapped, very different.
Aly could see it, she knew that what Price was going through was also hard, very hard. But Aly had to try anything to save Hannah. She wouldn't forgive him if he didn't do anything about it. She shared a look with Jade. Charlotte had a look of concern for her friend. Aly looked mentally exhausted. Jade was too, but she had to stay strong. For Aly, for the team.
"If your hands are tied then find someone who has their hands free." Aly looked back at the screen.
Price knew who she was talking about.
"They are a bit far away. It will take them a while to get to Bolivia."
"You're old friends right? He'll listen to you."
He finally sighed.
"I'll make a call." Price nodded, not very convinced. That was a big favor to ask without warning.
"Good. We'll keep in touch, over." Aly hung up the call without even saying goodbye.
The room fell silent. Price sighed. He was cornered, Makarov, Shepherd, Sparrow… Every time he felt like he had less hair on his head. He felt Ghost's silent gaze on his back. He knew Ghost would support him in this, he wasn't so sure about the rest.
"I need a fucking smoke." Price murmured, patting Ghost's shoulder and ready to leave the base.
When the fresh air from outside hit his face he felt like he could breathe again. He hated arguing with Aly, he always had. He would probably have to sleep on the couch for a while.
He took out a cigar and placed it between his lips, lit it and took a long drag. Feeling the nicotine run through his veins. He watched the place, how the world revolved around him, ignoring what was happening.
"I sense that the conversation hasn't gone very well." Laswell's voice brought him out of his thoughts.
"You sense well."
"You told her no." Kate stated.
"With the bloody mess we have here… I think it would be worse for them if we go there. We can't risk their mission anymore, we can't bring our shit to them."
"You haven't told her then."
"I didn't want to worry her anymore. She's had enough with Sparrow." Price responded by taking another drag of the cigar.
Laswell sighed, took out a cigarette, and Price offered her the lighter. She nodded in thanks, taking a drag as well.
"I got her into this." Laswell shook the cigarette lightly to knock the ash onto the floor.
"You didn't force her. It was her decision." Price justified. "Sparrow is all grown up."
"Now you defend her? A month ago you flatly refused to give up Sparrow for this operation." Laswell raised an eyebrow.
"Well..." Price smoked a little more "You know how Sparrow is, she would have gone even if I forbade him."
"That's true."
There was silence. Finally Price grunted and threw the cigar to the ground.
"What are you going to do?" Laswell asked.
"Place a call to Australia. You take care of calling Sergeant Pham."
Aly was right. Hannah was his soldier, he had known her since Task Force 141 was formed years ago, and she may not have been one of his chosen ones but they went through hell and back on more than one occasion. So he wasn't going to sit idly by and do nothing. If his hands were tied, he'd find someone with his hands free who could break that bastard of El Sueños' nose. That was personal.
"I don't think Anna is up to it John."
"It's Sparrow who's tied to a damn chair. She'll accept it."
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The curtains were drawn. There was almost no sunlight coming in. It was noon and she still hadn't gotten out of bed. So that? She didn't want to face the world, and the world wasn't going to care one bit about what she was going through. The world could go on fucking spinning without her. Fuck the world. She could also roll over in bed. Trying not to let her thoughts flood her with another existential crisis, she spent the day sleeping so she didn't have to think and even then, she found herself terribly tired.
The overwhelming silence of her room was interrupted by the buzzing vibration of her phone. Damn she thought she had turned it off. She lifted her face from the pillow and checked who the hell was calling her.
Her eyes tried to adjust to the brightness of the screen when she could finally read the name that appeared.
"What?" She was confused, why was she calling her? In the end she picked up the call and put the cell phone to her ear. "Yeah?"
"Anna?" Laswell's voice came over the phone's small speaker.
"That's me..." Annabelle sighed and rolled over on the bed, staying in the middle looking at the ceiling.
She didn't seem to want to talk much. Where was her endless energy? That pyromaniac gremlin attitude. Where was it? Probably under all that mountain of dirty and used tissues.
"It's urgent. I need you to get equipped and prepare. I'll send you the plane ticket and the exact coordinates." Laswell began to explain.
"Wait wait. Just a moment" Anna frowned and pinched the bridge of her nose. "What are you talking about?"
A sigh was heard from Laswell. She seemed tired, was it something very serious?
"It's about Sparrow."
"Birdie? But wasn't she on a super secret mission in Bolivia with Jade and the rest?"
There was a pause.
"She has been kidnapped. The team lost contact with her more than 24 hours ago."
"What?!" Anna sat up suddenly. "Are you sure about that?!"
Suddenly a feeling of worry washed over her. One of her closest friends was in danger, and she was there. Rolling around in bed non-stop.
"We have visual evidence. She has been seen as a hostage." Laswell explained.
"Shit, biride..." Anna rubbed her face with her free hand.
"I know. But there's no time to waste. The team needs reinforcements, and the 141 is up to their necks in shit, so you're joining the 2nd Commando Regiment, as soon as possible."
"With the Aussies?" Anna asked, "Has Price called his old friend again?"
"He's in it. You know it's hard for him to ask that man for favors. They're like brothers."
Anna nodded as if Laswell could see her. Then she sighed.
"Alright, I'll do it."
"Great. I'll send you the details and exact coordinates. I'll also keep you informed about the team and reinforcements."
The conversation lasted a little longer. Anna asked about the task force. Especially for Gaz, his brother of another blood. She really missed them but her situation was complicated.
In the end she said goodbye to Laswell and hung up the call, remaining silent in that dark room. Then she looked to the side. Towards one of the corners of the room. The luggage bag, with all her gear and clothes completely disorganized and lying around.
Anna groaned and got out of bed.
"Fuck, Hannah..."
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Laughter filled his ears. His two daughters were playing and prancing in the park. Enjoying that weekend with his father. Not every weekend they could spend it with him.
Ava, the eldest daughter, about thirteen years old, was chasing Mia, her eight-year-old little sister. It wasn’t cold that afternoon in Perth, the sun warmed the grass and there were no clouds in the sky.
Even the stoic Captain Lachlan Jones smiled as he watched his daughters play and laugh. Those small moments are what he treasured most, those moments of calm. It was like entering a paradise inside a bubble, to recharge his batteries and return to hell later. But Lachlan didn't want to think about that. He was sitting on a bench enjoying the sun while supervising his girls.
When they were tired of playing he would buy them each an ice cream. And maybe for him too.
"Oi! Come on dad! Come play with us!" Ava called to her father, waving her hand in the air.
Lachlan's smile widened a little more and he raised his hand, signaling that he'd better stay on the bench.
Mia complained when she saw that her father wasn’t paying attention to them.
"Don't be a grumpy old fart! Come on! Come play with us!" Ava insisted even more.
Lachlan sighed and stood up. He couldn't say no to his daughters. Both girls laughed excitedly and happily, but just as Lachlan stood up his phone started ringing.
Ava's smile faded a little as she watched her Father pick up the call and start talking to someone.
"Who's calling Dad?" Mia asked.
"Dunno..." Ava frowned trying to listen to the conversation but her father was too far away to hear.
She saw Lachlan shake his head several times, sigh, pinch the bridge of his nose, and frown. Ava didn't like where this was going.
Lachlan's expression showed discontent. But after a long conversation and arguing he ended up agreeing. He had given in to something and neither Mia nor Ava had any idea what it was. But they wouldn’t like it. 
He approached his daughters with a serious expression.
"What's up, dad?" Ava asked worriedly.
Lachlan thought for a moment what to say.
"Dad’s got work." He said it in the softest tone possible.
Suddenly the expression of both girls changed to one of disappointment.
"But how come? you promised we'd spend the weekend together!" Ava complained.
Lachlan pursed his lips and nodded. He knelt in front of his daughters so he could be at their height.
"I know love... and I'm so sorry." Lachlan tucked one of her locks of hair behind Ava's ear. "I promise to make it up to you when I get back."
Both girls were insisting to their father for a long time. But Lachlan could no longer change his mind. He had accepted. He couldn't turn back anymore.
Lachlan ended up taking his two daughters to his ex-wife's house. Both girls complained non-stop about their father's work and the little time he spent with them.
Lachlan sighed as he drove. His head was starting to hurt. His daughters had a lot of perseverance and too much energy.
"If you keep quiet I'll convince your mother to buy you ice cream when you get home."
"Chocolate ice cream?" Ava asked.
"Yes…"
Mia and Ava looked at each other for a few seconds, silently discussing whether it was a good offer.
"Deal."
They ended up arriving at Lachlan's ex-wife's house.
An incredibly beautiful woman answered the door, tall, with long blonde hair. With a lioness gaze on her face.
The woman looked at the girls and then at Lachlan.
"Has something happened?" She asked, confused.
Both girls went inside the house.
"Ask dad!"
The woman looked at her daughters and then at Lachlan. She tried to understand what was happening but soon discovered it in her ex-husband's eyes. She sighed and closed her eyes.
"You’ve been called in, yeah?"
Lachlan nodded slightly.
"Sorry. It's an emergency that—"
The blonde woman raised a hand stopping the captain's excuses.
"You don't have to tell me anything. It's not my heart you’re breaking, it’s theirs." The woman had a stoic attitude like her ex-partner.
Lachlan glanced at his daughters who were already sitting on the living room couch with long faces. He snorted a little sadly, but didn't show it.
"I know…" Lachlan replied. "Breaks mine too."
They both looked at each other for a few long seconds. Without saying anything. Expressions that said nothing but that hid deeply buried feelings, and that for the good of both of them, should remain that way.
Damn, that was the most beautiful woman Lachlan had ever seen. No matter how hard he tried, that look always managed to awaken his stone heart. He still loved her, that was clear. But he didn't want to complicate things more for her.
So he put on his cap and cleared his throat a little.
"I'd better go."
"Yes. You have work to do. As always."
Lachlan pursed his lips and hid his gaze behind his cap. He turned to leave, but his ex-wife's voice stopped him.
"Just…" she hesitated for a moment whether to say it or not, "be careful. And… come back in one piece."
Lachlan didn't know what to say. He was mesmerized by her eyes.
"Our daughters need a father. I can't do all the work alone." The woman looked away.
Lachlan gave a small smile and nodded.
"Yeah, ‘course."
The woman nodded, and also smiled slightly. Almost imperceptible, but Lachlan knew it was there.
In the end Lachlan left. Leaving his family behind once again, so he could do his duty. For a few seconds his heart sank, it always hurt him to leave everything, to stop being a father and become the captain from B Company of the 2nd Commando Regiment again.
But as soon as he got into his car, his stoic personality returned. He grabbed his phone and called someone.
A phone rang on the other side of Australia.
A young man was fixing the engine of one of the farm's tractors. It seemed to make strange noises. He had his hands inside the engine when he heard his phone ringing somewhere in the garage.
"Fuuuck me, the fuck is it?" Damien growled morosely. The tractor was giving him problems.
He got out of the tractor and walked to the work table, where his cell phone was. He kicked some tools that were laying on the floor while he wiped the motor oil from his hands with a dirty rag. He slung the rag over his shoulder and answered the phone.
"Yeah? What?"
"Whitlock." His captain's voice was heard on the other end of the line.
"Boss?" Damien asked, confused. Lachlan didn't usually call unless it was extremely important.
"Listen, I know we just got back from a mission but…" Lachlan began to tell his sergeant the situation.
Damien walked out of the garage listening to what Lachlan had to say, breathing in fresh air, looking out over the farm and the fields. The sun was beginning to set on the horizon. A chicken that had probably escaped from the coop was pacing and pecking around Damien's boots.
Then Damien frowned.
"Hey? Didya just say that Hannah has been kidnapped? Sparrow? The Sparrow we know? Our bird? From 141?"
"Deadset."
"Fuck me dead…." Damien massaged his forehead. "She always ends up gettin’ into trouble like this, her and her reckless decisions."
"Well, reminds me of a certain someone, ay..?" Lachlan responded wryly. Knowing perfectly well that Damien was just like Sparrow or even worse.
Damien chuckled. "Bugger off! You're exaggeratin’, sir."
Then he sighed and his expression became serious again. He looked at the ground, at the chicken that was walking around without a care in the world. Damien and Sparrow were close friends, damn, almost like siblings. Since what happened to his best friend Daniel, Sparrow has been the closest thing to a best friend that he had, Alyssa was too, but Sparrow was the one who followed him in all his craziness. Aly was there to scold them every time. 
He touched his shoulder where he had the gunshot wound. An old scar from a couple of years ago. That afternoon in Afghanistan, the ambush, the sniper. Daniel died in front of him, trying to heal Damien's wound. And he could do nothing but be dragged away from him. It was incredible how quickly your life slipped through your fingers. One second you're alive and the next you have a bullet inside your brain.
Damien remembered how much the death of his best friend hurt. Damn he still hadn't even recovered yet, despite the years. And to think that the same thing could happen with Sparrow made him sick to his stomach. Hell, maybe he wouldn't be able to get back up from a second hit.
Damien clicked his tongue. He had returned home just less than a week ago. And now he had to return to the battlefield. But for Sparrow he would go to hell and back. She would do the same for him.
"When we headin’ off?" Damien asked.
"Now. Grab your shit, we're goin’ ‘gainst the clock."
"Rog.".
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"Anna." Lachlan called her. "Your turn."
The woman nodded and stood in front of the armored door. She placed the explosive charge and activated it.
"We're going to blow up this fucking building." Anna murmured with a smile on her face.
"Oi, this is gonna upset all the fucking drug dealers in the building and for miles around." Damien whispered, looking down the dark hallway they had come down.
"I didn't think you were a coward Damo." Anna raised an eyebrow and smiled as she finished preparing the explosive charge.
"I’d like to get back to the HQ in one piece." Damien counterattacked, narrowing his eyes.
"And you will! You just have to trust me. And this beauty right here." Anna finished off the explosive.
"They’re gonna catch us with our pants down and they’re gonna leave us like strainers if you lot don't shut up." Lachlan scolded them both. Damien and Anna had been arguing like siblings since they started the mission. And both the sergeants were starting to get on Lachlan's nerves.
Arjun sighed, trying to stay calm. This whole situation tenses his muscles and stresses him out too much. Arjun could swear he was starting to lose his hair because of the stress. He just wanted to get Sparrow out of there alive. Hell, he didn't even know if Sparrow was still alive. But he would soon find out.
The team had infiltrated what appeared to be a military base of operations for the Santa Blanca Cartel. A huge base located in a valley between mountains. It was literally the devil’s cave.
After the call with Price, Aly managed to find Sparrow's locator. The coordinates indicated a fixed location. It seemed like they had Sparrow held somewhere. Thanks to the help of the Bolivian rebel forces, they found the place. It looked like a damn impregnable fortress. Only someone with suicidal instincts would want to go in there. But luckily, reinforcements arrived a few days later. Lachlan, along with Damien and Anna, joined the team.
They managed to enter with the help of the guerrillas. They created a distraction by causing an explosion close enough to the base for the narcos to direct their gaze there. Giving the team the perfect opportunity to sneak inside the base. Arjun, Lachlan and Damien were in charge of eliminating the Narcos and guards inside the base in a stealthy manner. Checking all the floors, room by room, looking for Sparrow. Anna had the same job as the rest, but she was also in charge of placing explosive charges at key points in the building's structure, so that when the time came for extraction they could demolish the building and hit the Santa Blanca cartel right in the balls. Show those bastards what happens when you mess with the wrong team.
Finally they reached the underground levels. Aly reported that there was a shielded room without cameras. The team wasted no more time, suspecting that they might be holding Sparrow there.
"Alright. Everything is ready." Anna announced, proud of her work.
"Right. Sort yourselves out!" Lachlan announced, placing himself with his back to the wall next to the door. "Damien, you make first entrance."
"Bet your fucking arse I will." 
The team stood on both sides, with their backs against the wall.
"On my signal, Pham." Lachlan ordered. There were a few seconds of tension. Lachlan assured that everyone was ready. He glanced at Arjun who nodded. "Now!'
Anna pressed the detonator. A strong wave of heat hit everyone but not enough to hurt them. Damien wasted no time, with his rifle raised he entered, pointing in all directions. Arjun followed him and then Anna and Lachlan.
They checked the entire room and realized that no one was there. The room looked like a dark warehouse lit by a single, sad light bulb hanging from the ceiling.
"Clear." Damien muttered.
"Where are you Han…?" Anna murmured.
"Well… She's definitely been here." Lachlan kicked a corpse, turning it over. He had severe bruises, a broken nose and a broken glass stuck in his neck.
"There are three more," Anna announced, looking around the room.
Arjun turned over another dead body of a narco. He had a broken arm and neck.
"It was Sparrow's job." Arjun recognized his sergeant's fighting pattern.
"Damn... did our bird do that?" Damien looked at the other bodies.
"We call her Sparrow but she charges like a fucking bull..." Anna muttered.
Arjun was starting to get impatient, finding those corpses was a good sign. Sparrow was alive and had the strength to fight, but it also meant that she was moving, and they had to get to her before someone more dangerous did it first.
"Arjun." Lachlan called him.
The captain approached the other captain.
"What is it?" Arjun asked.
"Have a gander at that." Lachlan pointed his chin at a work table full of torture tools, some of which were bloody. There was a battery with cables and clips and a cattle prod.
"Fuckin’ hell…" Damien approached the table.
"Mh?" Arjun turned to Damien with a raised eyebrow.
"That's a cattle prod. It's an electric wand. Some farmers use it to push cattle and make cows move forward. Not me of course. If that thing is used on a person you can cause significant damage." Damien muttered with a frown. He touched the object carefully. "It's still hot..."
"They used it recently. Sons of bitches..." Lachlan growled.
Arjun tightened his grip on the rifle. The knuckles turned pale and the veins on his arms began to stand out more than usual.
"She has been tortured here. There is no doubt about that." Arjun muttered.
"I don't see the chair." Anna asked, looking around.
"They didn't use a chair." Arjun pointed to some chains hanging from the ceiling. Blood was dripping from them. "They hung her like a fucking animal ready to be skinned."
Lachlan looked around.
"Look at the size of those chains. How did she get free of those?" Anna approached, amazed.
"Those corpses are still bleeding. She shouldn’t be far." Lachlan reported.
Arjun was still immersed in his own thoughts when suddenly something lying in a corner caught his attention. He approached and crouched in front.
"What is that?" Anna approached curiously.
Arjun was holding Sparrow's bulletproof vest, now bloody and with empty pockets. It had the locator still attached. Arjun took a deep breath trying to stay calm. He tore off the patch and stared at it. That patch with the skull of a king and a sword piercing the skull, the word "Kingslayer" was embroidered at the bottom. The patch was stained with blood of course. That sight of his sergeant's patch covered in blood only altered his calm and professionalism. At that moment Arjun was like a ticking bomb. If he found El Sueño right now...
Arjun grabbed the radio button and contacted Aly and Jade.
While the rest of the team had checked the entire building, Aly and Jade went up to the upper floors, looking for the control room. Where Aly could have full access to the cameras and electrical systems. Jade escorted Aly there, stealthily finishing off whoever crossed their path.
"Alyssa. We have news." Arjun's voice was heard over the Comms.
"Go ahead captain." Aly replied. It was difficult for her to hide her nervousness. She just wanted to find Sparrow and get out there.
"We have found the torture room but there is no sign of Sparrow. The guards are dead, and judging by the wounds Sparrow has recently escaped."
Aly sighed. Sparrow was alive, that was a huge relief.
"We will notify the rebels to establish a search perimeter."
Jade spread a map on the table. They both looked at it for a few moments. And they agreed where the perimeter should be established. Jade nodded.
Aly looked at the map, Sparrow could be anywhere. She sighed in defeat, it was like finding a needle in a haystack. Suddenly a hand landed on her shoulder. Aly looked up to see Jade giving her a comforting smile.
"We'll find Hannah. Don't worry."
Aly tried to smile and nodded.
"Thank you Jade."
The redhead nodded.
"I will inform the rebel forces." Jade announced, and quickly contacted Pac Katari.
Aly nodded, and looked back at the cameras.
"¿Dónde chingados estás Han?" (Where the fuck are you Han) Aly murmured worriedly.
After chatting with Pac Katari, Jade returned to Aly.
"The rebels report that the Narcos have heard the explosion and are on high alert. They are clearing the entire building."
"Understood. We will meet you as soon as possible." Arjun announced. "Alyssa, it's time to turn off the lights again. We'll take care of those bastards."
"I'm working on it" Aly was in charge of turning off all the electrical systems, thus the alarms and communication antennas of the drug traffickers were completely unusable. They couldn't call in reinforcements. "All systems disabled."
"Roger that Aly." Arjun replied. "Keep us informed of your situation at all times. Understood?"
Suddenly she heard something. It was almost imperceptible, it came from outside, on the other side of the door. It was as if…
"Alyssa?" Arjun asked Aly again after not receiving a response. Aly seemed to ignore him.
Aly frowned and looked at Jade.
"Have you heard that?"
Jade looked at her confused.
"Hear what?"
They both remained silent, listening. It was heard again, it was a sharp, fast, melodic sound.
"I think it comes from outside, from the forest." Jade tried to guess.
"No, no..." Aly paid more attention. Closing her eyes and listening as much as she could.
She waited a little and then heard it again for the third time.
"It's like…" Jade frowned.
"Like a..." then Aly's eyes widened. "a whistle."
As soon as Aly discovered it, she didn't hesitate to run to the door and throw it open.
"ah?! H-hey! Aly wait!" Jade tried to stop her. 
It was too dangerous to start running through the hallways! The building was full of guards! What was happening to her now?!
Jade followed her trying to catch up.
"Aly!" Jade tried to follow her, making sure no one was following them.
Oh my God. Had she perhaps gone crazy?
A group of three drug traffickers appeared from another hallway. Jade growled and pointed her gun. She shot all three between the eyes.
Screw discretion.
Aly stopped at an intersection of hallways, listened again.
"Come on, come on..." she murmured, panting.
"Aly, my god, what's going on?!" Jade finally caught up to her.
"It has to be around here." Aly looked in all directions.
Jade heard the voices of the drug traffickers who began to get closer and closer. Judging by the sound of the boots, there were many of them.
"¡Vamos cabrones! ¡Tienen que estar por aquí cerca!"
"We have to get out of here. We can't hold them off for long. I'm low on ammunition too." Jade stood in front of Aly, with an expression of complete concern for her friend. "Aly, what are you looking for?"
"I just need a little more time, I just..."
"We have the narcos breathing down our necks. We have to get out of here and return with the rest of the team."
Another whistle was heard.
Aly turned her head towards the sound as if she was an owl. And without saying anything else she started running again.
"Aly!" Jade followed her again.
They both walked through the hallways. Shots could be heard coming from the lower floors. The team had come into contact with the enemy. Over the radio, Arjun and Lachlan could be heard shouting orders between gunshots. But shots could also be heard coming from further ahead, right where they were heading and that worried Jade.
Aly opened an emergency door that led to a narrower, darker hallway. It was illuminated by red emergency lights. Jade reached her.
"We have to lock the door, now." Jade grabbed the ax and emergency fire hose on a nearby wall and managed to bar the door. "We have an army of Narcos on the other side. And if we don't hurry they're going to—..." Jade's words were interrupted by pained moans coming from the dark hallway.
Aly and Jade stared into the complete darkness, dimly illuminated by the red emergency bulb. Listening to someone dying of pain. That situation seemed like it had become a horror movie. Jade pulled out the gun slowly, Aly did the same, loading the gun trying not to make too much noise.
Suddenly they saw something moving on the ground. Something was crawling in the distance. It didn't have a specific shape. Until he got close enough to the red light and they realized he was a drug trafficker who was crawling because his legs didn't work. He was bleeding to death, but still he was fighting with all his might to run away from something.
"Perra asquerosa, maldita zorra…¡El Sueño te encontrará y va a hacerse un abrigo de piel contigo!" (You filthy bitch, you fucking slut...El Sueño will find you and make a fur coat out of you!) The drug trafficker cursed whoever he was fleeing from.
Suddenly a whistle was heard, which sounded much darker thanks to the echo generated by the narrow hallway.
The drug dealer raised his head and looked back. That was his fatal mistake, as a deafening gunshot was heard and a bullet flew down the hallway until it pierced the man's skull. The corpse remained motionless, staining the floor.
Jade and Aly's breathing was heavy. They didn't expect something like that. Footsteps were heard, a pair of heavy boots approaching them.
"Do you think..." Jade finally understood, but she still remained alert, holding the gun.
"She's here." Aly smiled. Her hands were shaking, from the adrenaline, from the tension, from fatigue. Everything had accumulated at that moment.
She put her fingers to her lips, took a breath, and whistled too. She whistled, creating a short little melody, just two notes, but it was enough to make the footsteps stop for a second.
Aly stood expectantly, waiting, waiting for an answer.
The silence became endless until finally, from the depths of that dark hallway, the song of a sparrow was heard. Incredibly sharp and fast.
Aly covered her mouth with her hand, her eyes filling with tears. Her lower lip was trembling and her heart was pumping rapidly.
At last.
A dark silhouette appeared, tall and large. That person had one hand supported, they seemed to be limping. The silhouette whistled again, another sparrow.
Aly couldn't stand it anymore, and started running towards that silhouette. She ran and ran until her body collided with the other, she didn't care. She hugged them tightly, hiding her face in the other person's chest. Aly ended up collapsing, tears streaming down her cheeks as a pair of arms wrapped around them lovingly. A heavy hand rested on her hair and stroked it lightly.
"I told you I would find you." Aly murmured, resting her forehead on her chest.
The chest vibrated with a light laugh. Aly looked up, seeing a smiling Sparrow.
"And I never doubted you" Hannah widened her smile.
Aly smiled too and wiped away her tears.
"You are an idiot." Aly joked between sobs.
"Well someone has to be." Sparrow responded with a chuckle.
They hugged for a few more seconds until it was time to separate. Sparrow watched Jade slowly approach.
"Hannah…" 
Sparrow smiled.
"I'm glad to see you well Jade."
"Oh, shut up." Jade hugged her too, tightly. "You made us very worried. We thought we had lost you."
"I'm sorry I kept you waiting." Sparrow reciprocated the hug.
"Don't say that."
They both separated.
"Jesus, Sparrow, you don't look good." Jade commented worriedly. "My God, you're bleeding."
Despite Sparrow's tired smile, her body was covered in bruises and she limped on one leg.
Aly lifted Hannah's shirt and opened her eyes in horror.
"You have been shot."
"Yeah, one of the guards managed to catch me when I tried to run away."
She had a gunshot wound to her lower abdomen, and it was spitting out dark blood, slowly but constantly. On the sides of her torso there were burns, small and surrounded by reddened skin. Surely from when the torturers used the cattle prod.
Jade took one of Sparrow's hands. The wrists were mangled, covered in bruises, marks and dried blood.
"How many nails have they pulled out?" Jade asked, looking at Sparrow's hands in terror.
"Four... It wasn't enough to make me talk." Sparrow looked exhausted, swaying from side to side, it was as if she would collapse at any moment.
"We have to get out of here. Now." Jade ordered.
Aly had Sparrow put one of her arms over her shoulders.
"Let's get you out of here Han."
"I'll inform the rest." Jade pressed the button on her radio. "Captain. We have found Sparrow. I repeat, we have found Sparrow."
"What?! Are you serious?" Lachlan replied. Although his voice sounded distorted by the gunshots. They seemed to be in quite a bind. "Take her out of the building and we will meet at the extraction point."
"And leave you alone with that army of Narcos?!" Jade exclaimed.
"It's an order. Getting Sparrow to safety is a priority. Dami—..." Interference cut off Lachlan's words.
Jade was going to answer but suddenly knocks and gunshots were heard on the other side of the door. Someone was trying to open it.
"Get ready." Jade ordered, taking out her karambit and gun. "That door isn't going to hold up much longer. Aly." Jade called to her partner.
"I know." Aly pulled out her gun with one hand and held Sparrow with the other.
"Let me help." Sparrow took a step forward but Aly stopped her.
"Are you crazy? Have you even seen yourself?! You've been tortured for days Hannah, you're bleeding to death and you can barely stand."
"I can still fight, I didn't get here by pure luck. Let me do it."
"Aly is right." Jade answered, she had returned to her serious attitude, ready to murder whoever came her way. "You're in no condition to engage in combat. Besides... We already trusted you once, now it's your turn to trust us."
Sparrow tried to reproach again but Jade's look was enough to silence her. Sparrow sighed.
"Then kick those sons of bitches' arses for me."
Jade smiled and nodded.
"Aly?" 
"ready.."
Jade leaned her back against the wall of the door. She adjusted her grip on the gun and knife. Aly did the same and pointed towards the door.
They waited, the gunshots and screams continued until suddenly everything was silent. The three looked at each other. The atmosphere was tense again. A heavy silence that squeezed everyone's lungs. Suddenly there were loud, heavy knocks on the door. Someone was trying to knock the door down.
Everyone was on alert until the door finally gave way and burst open. Jade didn’t hesitate to stick the barrel of her gun into the temple of the person who had just burst in. She was about to pull the trigger when she suddenly recognized the blonde mullet.
"Whitlock?!" Jade asked, confused.
"Fuckin' hell, Jade!" Damien exclaimed.
"Damien!" Aly sighed in relief and lowered the gun. "Shouldn't you be with the rest of the team?"
"Yeah, well, the captains sent me to look for you as soon as you didn't respond to Arjun."
"Damien fucking Whitlock… What in the bloody hell are you doing here?!" Sparrow exclaimed with a frown. Then she looked at Aly. "Seriously?!"
"We couldn't rescue you alone. We needed reinforcements." Aly shrugged.
"And of all people... it had to be him?!" Sparrow pointed at Damien.
"Oi! Drop that shitty attitude and show some appreciation that I even bothered to show up!" Damien took a step forward, clearly pissed.
Sparrow removed her arm from Aly's shoulders and straightened her back so that she was level with Damien. Holding her abdomen because of the wound.
"Appreciation? I don't owe you anything! I didn't ask you to come! I could get out of here all by myself!" Sparrow took another step forward.
They were like two dogs ready to fight and tear each other's throats out.
“Guys please…” Aly sighed and pinched the bridge of her nose. Clearly tired of both of their attitudes.
Jade simply watched the two of them as if she were watching a tennis match. What was happening here?
"You know, I was so comfortable back home, enjoying my days off when suddenly I get a fucking call that a certain little bird needs to be rescued on the other fucking side of the world."
"And they really thought you were the best one? You're always getting in the way of people with your huge butt!"
"And you can barely even walk with those huge duck feet!"
They spent a few tense seconds looking into each other's eyes, being only a few centimeters away. But in the end they both couldn't help it and a smile escaped their lips.
"C’mon, come ‘ere..."
They hugged each other tightly and patted each other on the back. The two chuckled.
"Don't scare me like that again..." Damien murmured, patting Hannah's head.
Sparrow snorted, trying to hold back a smile. She was really happy to have Damien there, she was able to trust him with her life without even thinking about it. She just liked to annoy him, and he liked to do that too.
"Sorry Damo." She rested her forehead on her friend's shoulder.
Aly sighed in relief and smiled. They always behave like this. Like two siblings who hate and love each other at the same time.
"What has happened?" Jade asked.
"Eventually you get used to it." Aly shrugged.
Damien and Sparrow chuckled. But suddenly Hannah's expression changed completely, she had turned completely pale and seemed dizzy again.
"Oh bloody hell…"
"Hannah!" Aly tried to reach her before she collapsed but Damien was faster and reached her first.
"Sparrow, what's wrong with you?!" Damien held Sparrow as best he could.
Hannah was slowly losing consciousness.
"She's losing too much blood. We need to get her out of here and have Mandy take a look at her." Jade ordered.
Suddenly interference was heard on the radio again.
"We have a visual of El Cardenal!" Lachlan's voice came over the radio amidst the gunshots and noises of the gunfight. "He's running away! Third floor! Right next to the east windows! We can't reach him with the mess here. You're going to have to take care of it!"
"Third floor? That's two floors down, we won't reach it. Much less carrying Sparrow."
"You go... I'll stay..." Sparrow muttered barely.
"I would rather die than leave you here." Damien answered with a completely serious look.
Jade was thoughtful the whole time.
"Take care of Hannah. I'll take care of El Cardenal." She put the gun back in its holster.
"You won't have time, there are too many stairs." Damien shook his head.
"I'm not going down the stairs." Jade answered determinedly, checking the harness that surrounded her thighs and hips. She took down a rappel rope from across her chest and tied one end to the harness and the other to a pair of carabiners.
Hannah looked up and chuckled weakly as she understood.
"Sometimes I think you're crazier than me..." Sparrow replied. "Just make sure the knots are tight."
Jade smiled and rested her hand on Sparrow's shoulder.
"You worry about staying alive, Han."
"I'll try not to disappoint you." Hannah laughed weakly.
Jade snorted, trying not to laugh in a situation like that, and looked at Alyssa and Damien.
"I leave her in your charge."
"Good luck, Jade." Aly nodded.
Jade nodded back and left. She started running down the hallways they had come through before. In one hand she held the gun and in the other the rappelling rope. She encountered several enemies who didn’t even have time to raise their weapons. Jade didn’t hesitate to shoot them in the head the moment they appeared in her field of vision. A very big guy stood in her way, trying to stop her. But with a quick pirouette she managed to throw him to the ground, rested her knee on his neck and shot him point-blank in the temple. Evidently the shooting had attracted more drug traffickers, so Jade hurried and ran.
She ended up reaching the end of the hallway, which opened onto some huge windows. Jade listened to the Narcos hot on her heels. She slid nimbly along the floor until she reached one of the concrete columns that supported the ceiling. She had arrived at the right place. She wrapped the rope around the column and secured it with the carabiner. As best she could, she measured the rope and did the calculations in her head. Was it a suicide? Yes. But there was no time to think about it. If she thought twice, El Cardenal would escape from under her nose.
The drug traffickers arrived, the bullets began to fly near her, threatening to pierce her body at any moment. Jade didn't waste any more time, she got up and ran towards the windows, without stopping for a second. She covered her face with her forearms and hit the glass. It went through the window, breaking the entire glass. The small pieces flew through the air, they remained suspended in the air, like Jade, for a few milliseconds, as if everything were in slow motion. But gravity soon did its work, the weight of the world hitting the pit of her stomach as she began to fall. She descended until the rope was completely taut, and like a pendulum the rope made Jade go from falling in the air to about to hit the windows two floors below.
Jade frowned as soon as she saw El Cardeanl near the windows. With her boots first, she burst into the building again, breaking the windows and taking El Cardenal with her. The sole of her boot impacted his cheek.
They both rolled on the ground. Jade got up as best she could, shook her head trying to get rid of the dizziness. From the corner of her eye she saw Gustavo Serrano, El Cardenal himself, who had already managed to recover from the kick that Charlotte had given him in the face. Jade pulled out the gun as soon as she realized it. But El Cardenal pulled out another gun and also pointed it at Jade.
"Mr. Serrano. Drop the weapon." Jade ordered firmly. "If you don't I will be forced to pull the trigger."
The man didn't say anything, he lowered the gun but instead of letting it go, he raised it higher.
"Sir." Jade threatened again.
Now the barrel of his gun rested on his own temple.
"Santa Muerte will come for all of us sooner or later." El Cardenal spoke in a sinister tone. "We are all sinners. Responsible for our actions. Only La Santa Muerte can bring us before the Lord."
"Drop the gun. You don't want to do this." Jade shifted her weight from one leg to the other nervously. They needed El Cardinal alive. And that son of a bitch was willing to take his own life without even blinking.
Where did she have to aim? To the leg? No, even if she fired, that wouldn't stop him from pulling the trigger. To the hand? It was too close to the head.
Shit…!
"Sacrifices must be made for the common good. To preserve what is good and what is pure."
The Cardinal closed his eyes and looked at the ceiling. And he pulled the trigger.
"¡NO!" 
But the bullet never went through Gustavo Serrano's head. In fact, a punch hit El Cardenal directly on the cheek, causing the bullet to deflect and hit a wall. Gustavo Serrano rolled on the ground from the impact.
Jade looked at the newcomer. Arjun shook his hand trying to relax his fingers.
"Captain…"
Jade realized that Arjun's eyes radiated anger, contempt and even madness.
Arjun had had enough of that fucking game. Could that man really take his own life after what he did to his sergeant? No, he did not deserve such a merciful fate. He deserved to suffer, just as he had made Sparrow suffer.
El Cardenal rubbed his sore jaw from the blow. He grunted and tried to get to his feet. But Arjun didn't let him. He kicked him in the mouth with his boot, causing him to fall to the ground again.
"Santa Muerte is not interested in you yet.Motherfucker." Arjun growled. "Do you think you can torture one of my soldiers for days and not suffer the consequences?"
"Sacrifices are necessary to—..."
Arjun hit him again.
"Sacrifices?! You are fucking genocidal. You bring hell to the innocent. You cheat, steal and kill for your own benefit without giving a shit. And you want to talk to me about sacrifice?!"
Arjun hit him again and again. Leaving the gloves soaked in blood. He didn't care about anything anymore. The chains, the torture tools, the cattle prod, Sparrow's Operation Kingslayer patch so stained with blood that the colors could no longer be distinguished. Just imagining that they had used all this on his sergeant made his blood boil. Arjun only saw red. Blood was splashing on his face, he didn't hear anything, his ears were ringing.
"Arjun!" Jade untied the rope still tied to her harness. "It's enough!"
Jade tried to grab Arjun by the shoulders but she didn't have enough strength to push him away.
"We need him alive!" Jade tried again. "Come on!" Jade's blood ran cold as she saw El Cardenal's disfigured face, all swollen and full of blood. He had to hurry or Arjun would beat him to death.
Suddenly another pair of larger, stronger arms appeared and between the two of them they pushed Arjun away from Gustavo Serrano.
"Arjun! Calm down, mate!" Lachlan pulled Arjun along while Jade went to inspect El Cardenal's condition.
"Let me go Jones! This bastard has to pay!" Arjun exclaimed terribly angrily.
Lachlan placed his body between Gustavo Serrano and the other captain, and put his hand on Arjun's chest.
"I understand your pain, Dhingra. But right now we need him alive. He is the right hand of El Sueño. We cannot waste this opportunity." Lachlan spoke calmly while still looking Arjun in the eyes.
"You've seen the torture room. What he's done to Sparrow…" Arjun closed his eyes and took a deep breath. No… he already lost a very close friend, and he still blamed himself for it. He had to be a better leader, he had to protect his people. It had to be better.
"I would have done the same in your situation. I am capable of burning the entire world for my own people. But you know perfectly well that this is not what Sparrow wants."
Arjun sighed and shook his head. He should have been the one to sacrifice himself for the team. Unconsciously he held his leg with that bullet wound, it hurt like hell but he could walk. He just had to ignore it. A punishment for his actions.
"What is the status of Serrano?" Arjun asked.
Jade checked El Cardenal’s pulse and pupils.
"He's unconscious. He's barely breathing but he's still alive."
"Okay, I'll deal with him later." Arjun came closer. "And Sparrow?"
Jade looked at Arjun with a worried expression.
"She is alive but needs immediate medical attention. She has been shot in the stomach and some of the wounds appear serious." Jade reported standing up and holstering her gun. "Damien and Aly are with her."
"Good. They have to go immediately to the extraction point."
The burden on his shoulders eased a little. Still, Arjun couldn't relax until the entire team was safe and sound at the base.
Hurried footsteps were heard and Anna appeared.
"The explosive charges are already placed and activated." Anna reported. "Fuck me! That's El Cardinal?! What the hell happened to him?!"
"Divine justice." Arjun replied seriously without looking at her.
"Alright guys. Time to go" Lachlan informed. "I’ll carry Gustavo Serrano."
Jade nodded.
"Aly. Sparrow needs to be moved to the extraction point as soon as possible. The charges are already placed and active." Jade reported over the radio.
"Understood. We're on our way. Damien is holding Sparrow. She doesn't seem very happy." Aly answered.
Anna laughed.
"Typical Sparrow."
"Come on guys, time moves on. We have to move." Lachlan ordered, carrying Gustavo Serrano's unconscious body on his shoulders.
The team made their way through the different floors of the base. Shooting all the guards and drug traffickers who stood in his way. And finally they managed to leave the building.
"To the truck! I'm driving!" Arjun ordered, after killing the drug dealer who was driving the said vehicle.
They all went up. They left El Cardenal lying in the back seats of the truck next to Lachlan. Jade took over as co-pilot and Anna jumped into the bed truck that had a turret attached.
"Oh fuck...!" Anna cursed as she saw more Santa Blanca Cartel vehicles approaching along the roads. "More reinforcements are coming!"
"Shit!" Lachlan stuck his head out of the truck window. "We have to hurry! The explosive charges will soon explode! Pham! How much time do we have left?!"
"A minute at most!" Anna responded.
El Cardenal raised his head in confusion. It seemed that he was beginning to come to his senses. Lachlan noticed and with the butt of his rifle hit him in the back of the head again.
"Sweet dreams you piece of shit." Lachlan groaned "Where the fuck is the rest?!"
"I think I see them! Shit they have a fucking army behind them..."
"Use the turret!" Arjun ordered, starting the car.
"A pleasure!" Anna grabbed the turret with both hands and began shooting at any Narco that threatened those who were just arriving.
Damien ran out of the building carrying an unconscious Sparrow fireman's lift style, Aly ran next to him, protecting Damien as best she could.
Anna motioned for them to run in that direction.
They both jumped into the bed truck. Damien left Sparrow on the floor of the truck and joined in the firefight. Aly put pressure on Sparrow's wound. Hannah complained weakly but barely had the strength to speak.
Anna made sure everyone was in the truck. She hit the rear windshield of the truck to warn Arjun.
Arjun didn’t hesitate to step on the accelerator and speed away from there. Just then there was a series of explosions inside the building, the entire area had been filled with dust and dirt. And shortly after in one last explosion the building collapsed, like a titan that had been defeated.
Mesmerized, Anna watched the building fall. That always left a strange feeling.
"Anna, help me with this!" Aly asked, breaking Anna out of her thoughts.
Anna knelt down along with Aly.
"Sparrow doesn't look very good." Anna mentioned, worried, seeing her friend's state.
"The wound must be packed. We have to reduce the bleeding as soon as possible."
Sparrow opened her eyes and realized that Anna was there.
"I've been calling you for several days…" Hannah murmured weakly. "You didn't answer."
Anna smiled sadly, and cupped Sparrow's cheek.
"I didn't want to bore you with my dramas, birdie."
"Looks like I'll have to do this more often so I can talk to you." Sparrow smiled and closed her eyes.
Anna chuckled and shook her head.
"Don't even think about doing this again, idiot."
Aly smiled listening to the conversation between both women, but then returned her gaze to the wound.
"Anna keep Sparrow awake, don't let her fall asleep for a second." Aly ordered, ripping off a sleeve of her shirt and then tore it into strips.
"Hey hey. Hannah! wake up!" Anna lightly patted Sparrow's face. But she didn't respond. "Shit she’s not opening her eyes."
"Hit her harder."
"What? Really?"
"You heard me. Slap her like some asshole grabbed your ass without permission. Hannah's a big girl. She can take it.”
Anna smirked. 
"Very well. You asked for it."
Anna raised her hand and slapped Hannah's cheek with all her might.
"Fucking hell!" Hannah's eyes snapped open.
"That's my girl! Now keep your eyes open Sparrow!" Anna exclaimed, patting Hannah's chest.
Aly began to insert the pieces of cloth into the bullet wound as a plug to reduce the bleeding. Hannah complained again.
"Guys…" Damien interrupted them. He grabbed the switch on his radio. "We got visitors. Enemy vehicles approaching. There’s heaps of ‘em."
Several armed cars appeared behind the truck, chasing them at full speed.
"Roger. Let's try to throw them off." Arjun responded over the radio.
He turned the wheel and drove down a road that wound through a very narrow valley. A dangerous road that was on the edge of a cliff between two mountains that looked like giants that wanted to pounce on them.
"Okay guys. Get ready to engage!" Lachlan ordered as he pulled his body out the car window and pointed his gun.
Jade did the same.
"Pham to the turret. Now." The Australian captain indicated.
"Rog!" She looked at Aly. "Can I leave her in your care?"
"I'll keep her awake as long as I can. Go." Aly nodded at the turret.
Anna nodded and moved right behind the turret.
"Let's teach those pieces of shit when to fucking give up!"
"Fuck yeah!" Damien responded, placing one knee on the floor of the truck and aiming his rifle.
The first enemy trucks appeared on the road. Chasing the truck at full speed.
"Contact!" Jade screamed as the drug traffickers began shooting from their vehicles.
The team soon responded with fire and heavy artillery. Making sure to keep the narcos at bay and that they won't get too close. The road was already dangerous enough without now adding a shootout.
One of the trucks from the Santa Blanca cartel came too close, becoming parallel to the team's vehicle. Arjun looked towards the window realizing that a narco was pointing a gun at him.
"Back off Captain!" Jade exclaimed.
Arjun obeyed and leaned his body back giving Jade room to shoot the driver and co-driver of the truck. Arjun swerved to the side and pushed the other truck over the cliff, causing it to fall into the void.
"They're called traffic laws for a reason, idiots!" Arjun groaned as he watched the truck crash into the bottom of the valley.
Suddenly his attention shifted to his ears. The engine of a helicopter could be heard approaching from a distance.
"Is it Mandy?!" Jade asked, trying to make her voice heard over the gunshots.
A second helicopter was heard approaching and suddenly a rocket hit the road a few meters ahead. Arjun had to make an effort to prevent the truck from overturning.
"I do not think so!" Arjun replied.
"Shit...! Anna! Grab the RPG!" Jade screamed, sticking her head out of the window.
One of the armed helicopters launched another rocket that hit the mountain wall, causing huge rocks to start falling onto the road. Arjun could dodge them with difficulty.
"Hurry up Gremlin! We have to shoot down those helicopters." Jade exclaimed watching the rocks fall dangerously close to the vehicle. Some rocks crushed the drug traffickers' trucks that were still chasing them.
Anna grabbed the RPG, dug her knee into the ground.
And she placed the rocket launcher on her shoulder.
"I only have one shot!" Anna grunted in annoyance.
"Then make sure you don't miss. And take one of those helicopters to fucking hell." Damien said as he shot at one last enemy truck.
"Fuck it." Anna pulled the trigger and the rocket was launched at full speed, hitting the tail of one of the helicopters, causing it to lose control and crash into the mountain wall in a large explosion.
"Way to go Grem!" Damien shook Anna's shoulder euphorically.
"I wouldn't celebrate victory this early, Damien. There's another helicopter to shoot down." Lachlan spoke on the radio.
"We'll use the turret." Damien grabbed the weapon with both hands and pointed it at the cockpit of the remaining helicopter. "If we hit the pilot—..."
But a rocket appeared out of nowhere, flying through the sky at high speed that collided with the remaining helicopter.
"What the fuck?!"
Some interference was heard over the Comms.
"Sorry I'm late guys." Mandy's voice appeared.
A third helicopter appeared flying between the valley walls. This one had the Operation Kingslayer symbol painted on the front.
"Mandy! You don't know how happy I am to hear your voice!" Jade exclaimed in relief over the radio.
"I'm sorry for the delay, these bastards haven't left me alone for a single moment." Mandy answered.
"How's your new toy treating you?" Arjun asked.
The helicopter that Mandy previously used had received too much damage in the last few missions. And now with the new additions to the team they needed something bigger and more armed. Luckily Pac Katari got a new helicopter for Mandy.
"Wonderful, sir. I think I'm growing fond of it." Mandy joked.
For the first time in days Arjun chuckled lightly.
"Good to know Macfie" then returned to his serious demeanor. "Proceed to extraction point B. Sparrow needs immediate medical attention."
"Roger that captain." 
Finally the team managed to escape from the cartel and those facilities. As soon as they reached the extraction point, Arjun and Damien took Sparrow to the helicopter while the rest boarded.
"Aly I need you here with me. We have to find a safe route to return to the base." Mandy asked as she sat back down in the pilot's seat.
"Hannah needs help." Aly informed.
"I know."
"You're the team medic Mandy." Aly responded worriedly.
"I have to pilot the helicopter too, I will give instructions so that you can treat Sparrow's injuries or at least hold on until we get to the base." Mandy justified, understanding her friend's anxiety and concern.
"Alyssa." Arjun called her and placed a hand on her shoulder. "Sparrow is going to be fine. We will do everything in our power to save her."
Aly looked at Sparrow, who was lying on the floor of the helicopter while the rest of the team tried to tend to her. She then returned her gaze to Arjun.
"Take care of finding a safe route so we can all get home." Arjun spoke softly and understandingly. "Clayton will be fine."
Aly sighed and nodded. She sat next to Mandy and with the help of the maps and her laptop she began to search for routes in the satellite images.
"I have a route."
"Good. Let's take off." Mandy answered using the controls to lift the helicopter into the air again and fly in the direction Aly was pointing.
While in the back of the Helicopter they tried to make sure Sparrow was still alive.
"Jade, I need you to put pressure here." Lachlan was giving orders. "Damien, get the first aid kit."
Both attended and obeyed orders.
Arjun knelt next to Lachlan.
"Macfie. We need instructions on how to remove the bullet." Arjun said.
"The bullet is quite close to the liver. You have to be very careful. The blood is red at the moment. That's a good sign, it means it hasn't damaged the liver yet." Mandy explained. "But if the blood comes out black. Sparrow's countdown will have slowed down significantly."
"Why?" Damien asked worriedly.
Mandy was silent for a while, thinking about how to explain it.
"The liver is in a way responsible for purifying the blood, as are the kidneys. But the liver extracts toxins and residual substances from the blood. If the liver is affected, these toxins may go into the bloodstream again in high quantities and poison her own blood." Mandy explained. "We don't know how close the bullet is to the liver, but what we do know for sure is that if Sparrow keeps moving and the wound gets bigger, it will eventually hit the organ."
"We have to remove the bullet as soon as possible." Arjun summarized.
"But if we do, we run the risk of Sparrow bleeding to death." Aly added.
"That's why we need to have a blood transfusion ready in case things get complicated. Jade, Sparrow and you share a blood group. O negative is quite unusual, you're the only one who can give her blood."
"Understood." Jade nodded.
"We have to make two groups. One will be in charge of the blood transfusion and the other will be in charge of removing the bullet and cauterization."
"The sergeants and Jade will handle the transfusion. Me and Captain Jones will handle the extraction. Understood?" Arjun ordered and everyone nodded.
Without wasting any more time, following Mandy's instructions while she piloted. One group was tasked with preparing the intravenous lines and injecting serum into Sparrow's veins. While the other group was in charge of preparing the scalpel and forceps to extract the bullet.
Meanwhile, Sparrow was barely unconscious. Blood stained the floor of the helicopter. Her vision was blurry and sounds sounded like she was underwater. For a moment she locked eyes with Aly, who was unable to look away. She had a terrified and worried expression. Sparrow wanted to raise her hand, tell her that everything was okay, and that she would get through this, like she always had. But she didn't have the strength to do it.
"Starting with the incision." Lachlan reported after lifting Sparrow's shirt enough to show the gunshot wound. It didn't look good...
He brought the scalpel closer and made a cut along the wound. Sparrow grunted and shook hard in pain.
"Hold her!" Arjun exclaimed, grabbing Sparrow by the shoulders and pinning her to the ground.
Damien did the same, pinning her legs.
"I proceed to remove the bullet."
The moment Lachlan pushed the forceps into the wound, Sparrow began to thrash about in pain again, grunting, screaming, and trying to twist her body.
"Fuck Sparrow!" Damien exclaimed, trying to keep the sergeant still.
"The head! Hold her head!" Arjun exclaimed as he saw Sparrow unconsciously hitting her head on the floor of the helicopter.
Anna quickly knelt in front of Hannah and held her head with both hands preventing her from hitting the ground once again.
"Shhh everything's going to be fine Han, it's almost out. Hold on, just a little longer." Anna tried to calm Sparrow by caressing her cheeks with her thumbs even though her hands were shaking and she was having trouble hiding her fear.
Sparrow's life was slipping through her fingers and she could only tell her that everything would be okay.
"Shit, the bullet slips too much." Lachlan was having trouble removing the bullet.
"There is too much blood." Jade murmured worriedly.
"HANNAH!" Aly jumped out of the seat and tried to get closer, she was on the verge of hysteria as she heard Sparrow's screams and grunts of pain.
"Aly no!" Damien quickly stood up and stopped her by grabbing her torso.
"Damo! She—!"
"She's not going to die!" Damien looked Aly in the eyes. He was just as scared as she was. The hands holding Aly were shaking. The thought of losing another friend in front of his eyes terrified him. It made his legs fail and he didn't know how to respond. But he had to stay strong.
Sparrow screamed as Lachlan pushed the forceps deeper into the wound.
Anna closed her eyes tightly fighting not to let the tears fall and rested her forehead against Sparrow's.
"I'm sorry birdie... I'm so sorry"
Aly tried to go to Sparrow but Damien stopped her again. Alyssa could only collapse in the sergeant's arms as she watched her friend suffer.
"The bullet is out!" Lachlan reported as soon as the bullet came out.
"We have to stop the bleeding and cauterize the wound. Now!" Mandy ordered from the pilot's seat.
"Shit she's bleeding to death."
"Hannah, don't fall asleep!"
"Jade the blood transfusion!"
"We're losing her!"
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The intermittent but constant beep was the first thing she heard, followed by the light passing through her eyelids. A feeling of dizziness and nausea hit her like a wave. The last thing to wake up were the pain receptors, absolutely her entire body hurt.
For a moment she thought she had returned to K2.
She opened her eyes with an enormous effort. The light bothered her terribly, she had to blink and keep her eyes squinted for a while. The first thing she saw was her body covered in bandages and lying on a medical bed.
She made another effort and looked around. It looked like a field hospital, a huge tent with several medical beds. There were other wounded people, nurses and doctors walking around. People she didn't know.
Where the fuck was she?
She looked to the side. There was a small table, on the furniture there was a glass of water and a couple of pills, there was also a patch. Her patch. It had been washed, no longer completely stained with blood, the colors could now be distinguished, but there were still traces of red in certain areas.
Her ears became accustomed to the noise, she could hear more and more things. It was even starting to get overwhelming. She heard a breathing, deep, calm. She looked the other way and found Jade, she was sleeping, her arms and head resting on Sparrow's lap.
Hannah didn't know how she couldn't notice Jade's weight on her. Maybe her body, despite the pain, was still numb.
As best she could, she stretched out her arm towards Jade, her hand trembling exaggeratedly. It seemed as if Jade had stayed there, for hours, waiting.
"I wouldn't wake her up if I were you." A familiar voice was heard. "More than half a liter of her blood runs through your veins, she’s absolutely buggered."
Hannah finally looked up and realized she had a visitor.
"Damo...?" Sparrow's voice sounded dry. Her throat hurt, she even coughed a little.
"Hey hey." Damien stood up from the chair he was sitting in and carefully brought the glass to her. "Drink up, c’mon."
Hannah obeyed and drank some water as best she could. She felt that her body absorbed that water like a sponge. How long had she gone without drinking water? And without eating?
"That's it. Slowly. It has cost us a lot to keep you alive, we don't want you to die now from choking on some water." Damien joked lightly.
Hannah nodded when she had drunk enough water. Damien put the glass away and sat back down.
"What the hell happened?" Hannah asked, resting her head on the pillow again.
"Well... I asked a mutual friend to have a little chat with the devil and tell him that your time hasn't come yet." Damien smiled.
Hannah tried to smile too.
"Did you tell Daniel to kick me out of hell?"
"I reckon Dan would’ve dragged me into hell if he realized I let you die." Damien answered.
Hannah chuckled but it made her ribs hurt more.
"I have to admit, using the defibrillator was fun but scary at the same time," a female voice said.
"Gremlin." Sparrow stretched out a hand and Anna didn't hesitate to grab it.
"Hey birdie." Anna smiled sadly.
"It's nice to see you again." Hannah replied weakly, "I wish circumstances were different."
"Shut up." Anna rolled her eyes and ended up hugging Sparrow without much force.
They separated and looked each other in the eyes. They knew each other well, they had been through many missions together, Las Almas was no exception. And Hannah could still see in Anna's eyes that what happened there still affected her deeply. There were cracks in those cheerful eyes. And although Hannah couldn't quite figure out what it was, she knew something was broken.
Anna sat in a chair next to Damien.
"You look like shit." Anna joked.
"If you ask me, I reckon she even looks better than before." Damien answered.
They both laughed and bumped fists. Hannah just rolled her eyes.
"How nice it is to have you as friends..." she said ironically.
"The best you will find." Anna smiled.
Sparrow shook his head and looked back at Jade. She was still fast asleep. Sparrow took one of her red locks and tucked it behind Jade's ear. And to think that she had only been saved because she and Jade coincidentally shared a blood type...
Death really liked to play with her.
She would have to treat Jade to breakfast or something as a thank you for saving her life. She would have to ask Ghost what food she likes.
"How long has it been?"
"Since you came back to life? About ten hours." Anna checked her watch.
"You had a good nap." Damien crossed his arms and leaned his back against the back of the chair.
"I think we all need a good nap after this." Anna stretched her arms and yawned. "Or a fucking coma. Sleeping for a few days wouldn't be bad."
"I vote for an alcohol coma." Damien answered.
Anna laughed.
"Amen brother."
Hannah watched them in silence. Happy to see them there. They were able to cross half the world just for her. She had a lot to thank them for.
She noticed that they were both wearing Operation Kingslayer patches on their vests as well.
"So you've joined the crew." Hannah pointed to the patches.
"Well considering the fucking disaster we've encountered we couldn't let you do it yourselves." Anna shrugged.
"Lachlan has spoken to Arjun. The Regiment will stay in Bolivia for a while." Damien rested both hands on the straps of his vest.
"Just you two?"
"That's all ya need." Damien smiled confidently.
"And Arjun?" Hannah asked, looking around. Wondering where her captain was.
"Taking care of El Cardenal." Damien answered. "He hasn't woken up yet."
"Woken up?"
"Oh yes. When Arjun finally saw Gustavo Serrano, he gave him the beating of his life in your honor." Damien explained.
"He looked so hot." Anna bit her lower lip.
"Annabelle Katherine Delgado Pham what in the actual fuck is wrong with you?" Damien raised an eyebrow. 
"What? It's true. And you can't deny it." Anna crossed her arms.
Hannah laughed but said nothing. She just watched them talk and argue. She had really missed them.
Footsteps were heard approaching. The three looked up. Mandy and Aly walked over.
"It seems that sleeping beauty has woken up." Mandy joked.
Sparrow smiled.
"How many beers do I owe you for saving my ass again Mandy?" Sparrow asked.
"Well, enough already." Mandy walked over and quickly hugged Sparrow. "I'm glad you woke up. How are you feeling?"
"Like hammered shit." 
"You look like one too." Mandy laughed.
"Ha! told ya." Damien added and earned a furtive glance from Sparrow.
Mandy rolled her eyes and returned her attention to Sparrow. "You're going to stay in bed for a few days. You're out of danger but you're still pretty weak. It'll take you a few weeks to recover. But you'll get out of it."
"Under your care I have no doubt that I will recover Doc." Hannah smiled.
Mandy did the same and patted Sparrow's shoulder.
"Rest for now. I'll inform the captains and the 141 that you've woken up."
Hannah nodded and Mandy walked out of the tent.
Sparrow turned his head and saw Aly.
"Hey…o-oh–! Wow! Haha! ouch!" Sparrow was surprised when Aly rushed into her arms. "Aly, you're going to wake Jade up. Hahaha."
Aly ignored her and hugged her tighter. Sparrow sighed smiling and returned the hug as well. Not caring about the pain that the hug caused her.
"If you scare me like this again, I'm going to tie you to a chair." Aly muttered.
Sparrow chuckled.
"Sorry."
Aly pulled away from Hannah, she had a sad smile on her face. Dark circles rested under her red, puffy eyes. Hannah felt bad for scaring her so much.
"It would have been too hard to tell Lily that she would never see her favorite aunt again."
"Hang on!" Damien intervened. "I thought I was her favorite uncle!"
"Know your place Damo." Sparrow gave him the middle finger.
Damien did the same.
Anna just laughed and shook her head. Knowing perfectly well that she was the favorite. Or maybe they all were? Lily would never confess.
Aly laughed. Their expressions seemed more relaxed than before. At least everyone had returned safely, and that eased her heart.
"Can I have a moment alone with Sparrow?"
Everyone turned their heads towards where that deep, masculine voice came from.
Arjun came closer with his hands inside his pockets. He seemed serious and not in a very good mood.
Everyone looked at each other debating what to do. In the end they got up and left except Jade, who was still sleeping peacefully, she had donated more blood to Sparrow than was allowed and that had left her completely exhausted, not to mention everything she had gone through during the mission.
"I'll come back to check on you later." Aly said goodbye, kissing Sparrow's head. "Now I have to go talk to John."
"Is Price in trouble?" Hannah raised an eyebrow.
Aly sighed, she didn't seem very happy with her husband.
"I'll tell you later."
Aly left with the rest, leaving Arjun, Jade and Sparrow alone.
"Hasn't she woken up yet?" Arjun asked, looking at Jade.
"No." 
Arjun took a jacket from a chair and placed it on Jade's shoulders.
"She's been up all night with you. She wanted to make sure you were okay and the rest of the team was rested. So she stood guard." Arjun sighed and grabbed a chair and sat next to the medical bed. "She cares too much about the team and not about herself."
Sparrow nodded.
"They told me that you beat up El Cardenal for me." Sparrow tried to joke, trying to relax the atmosphere between the two of them.
"I did what had to be done Sergeant." Arjun replied, "I wasn't going to let someone else die for me. At least… not again."
Sparrow tried to decipher Arjun's eyes, there was something hidden, a story that had never been told. A deep pain that had not yet been released. But Sparrow didn't ask, it wasn't her place, at least not for now.
"I wasn't able..." Arjun had his eyes fixed on some point. "I wasn't able to cut the rope. I couldn't leave you there, pretend everything was fine and continue with the mission."
Sparrow thought for a bit about what to say.
"It was crazy, maybe one of the craziest things that I ever did." Sparrow nodded a few times. "That's why I'm glad you didn't cut the rope."
Arjun looked into her eyes for a few seconds.
"It took us too long to rescue you."
"You did what you had to do sir."
"As captain it is my duty to protect my team."
"And you have done it. We are all here, we are all alive and we have achieved our objective. We have El Cardenal and valuable information."
"I doubt Gustavo Serrano wants to talk." Arjun shook his head.
"No, El Cardenal won’t speak."
"We're still going to try. My way this time." Arjun leaned forward, resting both his elbows on his legs. "You mentioned that we have obtained valuable information. Do you have anything?"
Sparrow was slow to respond but nodded.
"Did you see him? El Sueño?" Arjun raised his head.
Sparrow nodded again.
"He spoke to you?"
"Yes but he didn't say anything important. Just threats and attempts to buy my loyalty."
"He didn't get it."
"Of course not. He can shove his money up his ass. But I learned to listen, to pretend I was unconscious at the right time."
"Did you get another name?"
"That's right."
Arjun thought a little. They hadn’t yet lost track ofEl Sueño. They still had a chance to hunt him down, and now that they had the Bolivian rebel forces they could hit harder. But for now, they had to rest and keep a low profile. At least until things calmed down a bit.
"This war isn’t over yet." Arjun stood up and patted Sparrow's shoulder. "But for now rest. We'll take care of the rest."
Arjun left, he left the tent, once again finding the base of the Bolivian rebel forces. In the distance he saw Lachlan talking to Pac Katari. Lachlan realized that Arjun had left the tent, and raised a hand indicating Paco Katari to wait a moment and walked until he reached Arjun.
"How's your sergeant?"
"She's awake, she'll be fine." Arjun replied. "Do we have any news?
"Gustavo Serrano has woken up."
Arjun sighed and cracked his neck.
"Good. There's work to do."
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In honor of the 40th anniversary of the film’s debut on May 25, 1983, 40 storytellers explore the story of Return of the Jedi through the eyes of supporting characters, including heroes, villains, droids, aliens, and creatures.
From a Certain Point of View features contributions by bestselling authors:
Olivie Blake gives us a chilling glimpse into the mind of Emperor Palpatine.
Saladin Ahmed recounts the tragic history of the rancor keeper.
Charlie Jane Anders explores the life and times of the Sarlacc.
Fran Wilde reveals Mon Mothma’s secret mission to save the Rebel Alliance.
Mary Kenney chronicles Wicket the Ewok’s quest for one quiet day on the forest moon of Endor.
And Anakin Skywalker becomes one with the Force in a gripping tale by Mike Chen.
Plus, more hilarious, heartbreaking, and astonishing tales from Tom Angleberger, Kristin Baver, Akemi Dawn Bowman, Emma Mieko Candon, Olivia Chadha, Gloria Chao, Adam Christopher, Paul Crilley, Amal El-Mohtar, M. K. England, Jason Fry, Adam Lance Garcia, Lamar Giles, Max Gladstone, Thea Guanzon, Ali Hazelwood, Patricia A. Jackson, Alex Jennings, Jarrett Krosoczka, Sarah Kuhn, Danny Lore, Sarah Glenn Marsh, Kwame Mbalia, Marieke Nijkamp, Danielle Paige, Laura Pohl, K. Arsenault Rivera, Dana Schwartz, Tara Sim, Phil Szostak, Suzanne Walker, Hannah Whitten, Sean Williams, and Alyssa Wong.
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cyberghostdraws · 3 months ago
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This is the OC fairy 🌼🧚‍♀️ When you get this in your ask box, please tell us three facts or trivia about one of your OCs, then pass it on to someone else 🩷 Let's learn about each other's OCs! 💛💐 (no pressure to do this if you'd rather not!)
For yume please 💕
Hola Aly linda muak 💜🫂
And of course yes!
It was not a problem to implement Yume in this universe. Here are some facts about her. C:
l general she is quite kind to others but, with Adler they do not tolerate each other and even more so she cannot see him even in the painting. XD
During the brainwashing that Adler was being subjected to, she didn't want to cure him or treat him at least, not until Woods, Mason and Hudson convinced her with a bottle of sake.
During the 80's she had problems with alcohol Since he was affected by Bowman's death and what happened during his missions in the Vietnam conflict, Hudson suggested that it would be best for her to be out of missions temporarily although she was not entirely in agreement with this in the end she accepted Although he spent more time in the medical agency where he is mostly
I leave here a draw of Yume ✨
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mneiai · 2 years ago
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Jon Snow's Living Situation in ASOIAF
A lot of people take for granted that it was "unusual" for Jon Snow to be raised at Winterfell, so I tried to gather information on as many natural born children mentioned in ASOIAF and related materials to see if that was true.
And it seems not to be, even in the South (outside of Dorne, even). The children born out of wedlock to highborn parents seem to be kept with them or nearby.
This is admittedly a small sample size (around 80 characters, and I didn't go too deep into it so I'm missing at least some), but it's not like this is real history, and the fact that Jon's situation is not unusual seeming from what we're shown in the books just adds to the idea that people's impressions of what is normal are not the truth of what is normal.
Northern Bastards that lived/probably lived with their families (other than Jon himself):
Brandon Snow (Torrhen Stark’s brother, most likely lived at Winterfell)
Sara Snow (Rickon Stark’s daughter during the Dance, if she existed definitely lived at Winterfell)
Dacey, Alysane, Lyra, Jorelle, and Lyanna Mormont (Maege Mormont’s daughters, father(s) unknown and most likely not married to Maege)
Denys Snow (Bastard of Barrowtown, bastard of House Dustin)
Lonnel Snow (Son of Brandon Stark from Daeron II’s reign, possibly the origin of House Cassel)
Timothy Snow (the Bastard of Flint’s Finger, presumably lived with his Flint relatives)
Northern Bastards who were acknowledged and fostered elsewhere in the North:
Larence Snow (Halys Hornwood’s son, fostered with the Glovers)
Other Bastards who seem to have lived with/near their families:
Addison Hill (Bastard of Cornfield during the Conquest)
Alys River (House Strong, a wet nurse at Harrenhal)
Aurane Waters (Bastard of Driftmark, Lord Monford Velaryon’s brother)
Bastard of Blackhaven (House Dondarrion during the conquest)
Bastard of Harrenhal (House Lothston during Daeron II’s reign)
Bryden Rivers (Bloodraven), Gwenys Rivers, Mya Rivers
Cedrik Storm (Bastard of Bronzegate, House Buckler bastard, fought Barristan Selmy)
Daemon Sand (Bastard of Godsgrace, son of Ryon Allyrion)
Daemon Waters (aka Daemon Blackfyre, son of Princess Daena and Aegon IV)
Falia Flowers (daughter of Humfrey Hewitt, though made a servant)
Joy Hill (Gerion Lannister’s daughter)
Lynora Hill (daughter of Ser Jason Lannister, works at Casterly Rock)
Obara Sand, Nymeria Sand, Tyene Sand, Sarella Sand, Elia Sand, Obella Sand, Dorea Sand, and Loreza Sand (the Sand Snakes)
Orys Baratheon (rumored bastard of Aerion Targaryen)
Red Robb Rivers (the Bowman of Raventree, bastard of House Blackwood)
Rolland Storm (Bastard of Nightsong, House Caron)
Ronald Storm (son of Ser Ronnet Connington)
Ronard Storm (House Durrandon, usurped his brother King Morden II)
Tom Flowers (Bastard of Bitterbridge, from House Caswell during the Dance)
Tyler Hill (Bastard of Lannisport, son of Lord Lyman during Maegor’s reign)
Tyrion Tanner (Lollys Stokeworth’s son)
Walda Rivers (great-granddaughter of Walder Frey)
Walder Rivers (Walder Frey’s oldest bastard son)
Walys (Maester at Winterfell under Rickard Stark, while becoming a Maester might normally be seen as sending the child away, he was the son of a Hightower and an Archmaester)
Wex Pyke (son of Sargon Botley)
(I don’t think it’s a stretch to assume if someone is called “Bastard of [seat of their family]” that they lived with their family, as Jon Snow is the “Bastard of Winterfell”)
Other Bastards who possibly lived with their families (at least for a time)
Blackshield (Bastard of Uplands, possibly of House Mullendore)
Ellaria Sand (daughter of Harmen Uller)
Garrett and Garse Flowers (Mace Tyrell’s first cousins, presumably lived with their father)
Harry Rivers (Bastard of Bracken, son of Lord Jonos Bracken)
Shiera Seastar (daughter of Aegon IV, not really confirmed where she lived her early years I don't think, though most likely in King’s Landing)
Bastards definitely not raised at home:
Aegor Rivers (Bittersteel, would have been raised in King’s Landing but Daeron and Aemon forced Aegon to send him away)
Cotter Pyke (Night’s Watch member, most likely did not live with his highborn relatives)
Edric Storm (Robert Baratheon’s son, technically was raised at his family’s seat in Storm’s End, but not at the Red Keep)
Gendry Waters (Robert Baratheon’s son)
Mya Stone (Robert Baratheon’s daughter)
All the rest of Robert Baratheon's kids
Notable bastards whose situations are not at all comparable to Jon’s:
Ramsey Snow (Roose Bolton’s son, a product of a First Night rape)
Benedict I Justman (a Blackwood/Bracken mix, so basically an abomination in the eyes of the gods lol)
Addam and Alyn Velaryon (Lord Corlys Velaryon’s probable sons, most likely purposefully hidden)
Franklyn Flowers (mother was a small folk raped by Fossoways of Cider Hall)
Glendon Flowers (could not prove parentage, claimed to be Quentyn Ball’s son with a camp follower)
Jayne and Jon Waters (Alyn Velyaron and Elaena Targaryen’s children, Alyn died when they were young but had planned to marry Elaena)
Joffrey, Tommen, and Myrcella (obviously)
All of Lyonel Hightower and Samantha Tarly’s children (weren’t allowed to marry, but had children anyway)
Named bastards we don’t have enough information on:
Addam Rivers (briefly a river king)
Humfrey Waters (Commander of the City Watch)
Jafer Flowers (Night’s Watch member)
Mervyn Flowers (King Aegon III KG)
Robert Flowers (former LC of the KG)
Robin Hill (former LC of NW)
Ser Samuel Stone (Runestone master-at-arms)
Tristan Rivers (Golden Company)
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shivunin · 2 years ago
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Breath of Life
In which Zevran meets a familiar Crow in the streets of Denerim
(Full version (Explicit) on AO3 here)
CW: Hurt/comfort; Blood, wounds, combat, death, spiders; references to near-death experiences
“When I heard that the great Zevran had gone rogue, I simply had to see it for myself.”
Arianwen stared up the stairs at the stranger with the cruel face. Her hand rested on one of the daggers at her back; if Zevran had not made it clear that he knew this man, she would have thrown it already. 
“Is that so?” Zevran said, his voice holding an unfamiliar cold note, “Well—here I am, in the flesh.”
“You can return with me, Zevran,” the Crow at the top of the stairs said, his face twisting into an expression of false sympathy that set Wen’s teeth on edge, “I know why you did this, and I don’t blame you. It’s not too late. Come back and we’ll make up a story. Anyone can make a mistake.”
 Somewhere behind her, she heard Alistair take a slow breath. There was no need to look at him; she knew his hand was already on the hilt of his sword. 
Ready to step between them if Zevran tried to stab her in the back. 
Anyone can make a mistake. Yes; that was something Wen knew all too well. She’d made far too many herself, though she tried to think about them as little as possible. Had it been a mistake to trust Zevran? To fall in—
No. 
No, she didn’t think so. 
Wen turned to look at her lover, lifting her chin, and spoke. 
“Of course, I’d need to be dead first.”
Zevran met her eyes, reading something there, and gave her the smallest nod before turning again to Taliesen.
“And I’m not about to let that happen,” Zevran said, resolution coloring every syllable of the words. 
She had not doubted him—not really, not after the past few months—but even so, some unnamed fear melted away in Arianwen’s chest.
“What? You’ve gone soft!” Taliesen spat. Scorn painted deep lines on either side of his mouth, and to her right Zevran’s shoulders loosened slightly. 
Someone was creeping closer to Wen’s group; she could see them out of the corner of her eye, shifting slightly beside the stairs. The blade at her back came free from its bandolier soundlessly, slipping into her hands like the touch of an old friend. 
“I am sorry, my old friend,” Zevran said, and Wen knew him well enough to know that the note of sadness in his voice was real, “But the answer is no. I’m not coming back…and you should have stayed in Antiva.”
The Crows who’d been creeping closer struck, Taliesen among them. As Zevran finished speaking, Tabris’s hand whipped out from behind her back and her blade bloomed from the throat of the fighter by the stairs. They fell soundlessly, not that any of them could have noticed; battle had been joined in full, and she and her friends had their hands full already. 
Zevran darted past her and up the stairs, sword and dagger in hand. That seemed right; a betrayal by an old friend must be his to handle by rights. She did not try to stop him, nor did she follow him. When another Crow raised her blade to intercept Zevran, Arianwen threw another dagger, and then another when the first failed to incapacitate the woman. While the steel spiraled through the air, she slicked her sword with poison and blocked a blow meant for her shoulder. 
There had been a break in the crowd right at the beginning, which was how Zev had gotten through, but the rest closed ranks around them now. Wen found herself back to back with Alistair, batting away another slash at her torso before she stuck two fingers in her mouth and whistled hard. 
She’d no idea where the lovely spider kept herself while they traveled through Denerim, but Princess dropped down from a rooftop nearby and leapt for a bowman, snapping him up in her pincers with a sickening crunch. 
“Ugh,” Alistair said emphatically, and Wen laughed, already caught in the high she always felt when fighting. 
“Don’t fuss, Ali, I’m sure it’s delightful—right, Morrigan?” Arianwen said, but it was no use; the mage in question did not have a mouth fit for speaking at the moment. A bear battled at their side instead, batting one Crow into another with a crushing blow of the paw. When the two fell, the crowd around them opened for a moment and she had a clear view of her lover, still fighting at the top of the stairs.
Zevran could hold his own; she knew that. What Wen did not know was how to balance her feelings for him with an honest estimate of his abilities. For example—he bled from a wound along his side now, and though it was plainly a slice across the ribs the sight of it filled her with an unbounded rage. 
How dare this stranger lay hands on one under her protection? How dare he harm what was hers?
She fought all the harder, some of the joy of battle going from her all at once. She threw a handful of dust into the face of one man, then slit his throat while he was still coughing. When he fell away, she shifted forward, and drove her foot between the legs of the man who tried to block her. It would have been smart to stab him in the heart when he fell to the ground, but she leapt over him instead and started up the stairs. Alistair cursed behind her, and there was another horrible crunch, but Arianwen paid them little mind. 
Taliesen was laughing, batting away Zevran’s dagger and returning the attempted blow with a strike across Zevran’s forearm. She could see the jump in the muscle along his jaw, a sure sign that he was in pain, and his sword fell from his hand. 
A body was in her way; Arianwen hardly even looked at it as she drove her longsword into its belly and shook it from the steel. 
At the top of the stairs, Zevran danced away from another blow and sliced Taliesen’s cheek. The latter laughed as blood poured down his cheek, then swung hard at Zev. Dodge, dodge, strike—but Zevran had overextended himself and knew it, from the way his brows drew down even as his dagger drove toward Taliesen’s throat. 
She was not moving fast enough. He needed her—he needed her and she was—
Wen spat in the face of the person before her, drove a dagger through his eye, then threw it at Taliesen. It would have hit—she knew damn well how to throw a dagger, even one with a hilt like this—but another Crow got in the way, dancing back from the bear ascending the steps behind her. The dagger killed the woman, but it was too late. 
Taliesen caught Zevran’s wrist, grinned, and drove his blade into her lover’s belly. 
“No,” Tabris screamed, ducking the Crow’s body that slumped before her. Magic hissed past her face and struck Taliesen, but Wen paid it little mind. Zevran slid from Taliesen’s blade, his face turned up, one hand still clutching a dagger—her mother’s dagger, the one her father had hidden under the floorboards for over a decade. 
Arianwen felled another assassin and dodged their falling body to race upward. It felt like all of this was happening too slow; she couldn’t seem to lift her leaden legs, nor to make her eyes focus as they ought. 
Taliesen laughed when Zevran hit the ground. Then, he bent and reached for the rosewood and silver hilt of her mother’s dagger.
No; he would not. Could not. She would not allow it.
Wen found a burst of speed from some hidden well within her and threw herself at Taliesen, knocking him back several steps before he recovered. 
“Don’t be mad,” he laughed, “It’s what he wanted!” 
Wen dodged a blow, rapidly scanning the wounds Zev had scored into the man’s body. He was favoring his left side and his arm was bleeding badly. Good; she would make this quick, damn him. 
Zevran needed her. 
“Didn’t you know?” Taliesen went on, swinging for her arm and dodging back when she took advantage of the opening to stab at his side. 
“He came here to die. I’m only giving him what he wanted.”
Taliesen grunted when her sword dug deep into his bicep, then dropped his dagger when Arianwen pulled away. Good; she’d hit something important, then. There was a buzzing in Wen’s ears that did not entirely sound like the usual battlesong her blood hummed to her. No; it was fear, fear she never felt when she fought anymore. 
Zevran lay on the ground beside her, choking on his own blood—and the man who would call him dead was still talking. 
Wen ducked a strike, spun up beneath his guard, and drove her poisoned dagger sideways between his ribs—a trick Zev had taught her. 
Damn him, he had to live. 
“Clever tr—” Taliesen began as the blood began to spread beneath his tunic. He did not go on; ice spread from his chest to his mouth, stilling his tongue, and Arianwen did not wait for Morrigan’s spell to wear off. 
She kicked her mother’s dagger into the air, replacing the one she’d left on the stairs, and caught it in one smooth motion. When she drove it into the man’s heart, it made a soft crackling noise, as a kitchen knife cutting into frozen meat. 
“Shut up,” she spat, and pulled the dagger loose with a practiced tug. 
Taliesen fell to the stone behind her, but she was no longer looking at him—or anything else. The fight might still be going on down the stairs. She didn’t know. She didn’t care. The others could take care of themselves; her Zevran could not. 
“Zev, Zevran,” she said, falling to her knees and dropping both blades without a second thought, “Look at me. Look at me?” 
His eyelashes fluttered against his cheek, as if he was trying to do as she said, and one hand pressed over the gaping wound in his belly. 
Maker; she’d seen the blade go through to the other side. He wasn’t—he wasn’t—
“Open—open your mouth,” she said instead, slipping one arm under his neck and tugging a potion from her belt with the other hand, “Open—for me?”
Zevran’s lips did not move; Wen had to do it instead, pressing his lower lip open so she could tip the viscous red potion into his mouth. He swallowed reflexively, his breath wheezing horribly as soon as he’d finished. 
“It’s going—you’ll be—” she could not find the words. Wen had never been good at comfort, and now that she needed to know what she was saying the right words flew right out of her head. She positioned herself more fully underneath him, cradling the curve of her head in one hand. 
“...wen,” he said, the words more of a rasp than they were words, and she huddled over him. 
If anyone stood behind her with a blade, the strike to end her life would be very easy. She could not even say that she was wary or paying attention; there was no ounce of her focus directed anywhere but at the limp body in her arms. 
“...I,” he tried again, but she shook her head. 
“Don’t—don’t try to talk,” she said, though it felt like there was a hand gripping her throat to stop her words, “Rest, just rest, please.”
Zevran sighed, the exhalation whistling painfully, and he went still in her arms. 
“Zev?” she said, jostling him slightly, and pressed a hand to his throat. 
Was his heart beating? Could she feel the pulse there? She couldn’t tell; her hands were shaking too hard to feel his skin properly, and he was so still. 
“Zevran?” she said again, her voice high and unfamiliar, “Zevran? Look at me, please, oh—No, no, you can’t. You can’t. You promised me, you promised—”
Water dripped down his face, and it was several dizzying breaths before Arianwen realized that they were tears. Her tears, and he was not stirring at the touch of them. She kissed him instead, desperately and repeatedly somehow certain, certain beyond the touch of any doubt, that this must be the thing that made him open his eyes again.
His lips remained still and unmoving beneath hers. Even dozing in the mornings, he responded to her touch; he had never failed to kiss her back. Never, never.
“You promised,” Wen said again, weeping in earnest now. Her grip was tight around his shoulders, and as she spoke Morrigan knelt across from her. 
“Hush,” the witch snapped, firmly enough that Wen’s mouth snapped closed. She could not see the magic the other woman called, but she could feel the hum of it in the air, like a struck tuning fork. An armored hand settled on her shoulder—Alistair’s—and she flinched at the touch. 
“Is he—” Wen began, but Morrigan glared at her until she shut her mouth again. 
It only took a moment; she knew, because she’d seen Wynne cast this same spell a hundred times. Even so, time seemed to stretch before her like a hallway in a nightmare, looming and threatening and dark. Wen’s hands curled into the warmth of Zevran’s body, a silent entreaty, and Alistair’s hand bolstered her, steadying Tabris when she felt she might shake apart. 
Morrigan’s hands fell away. Arianwen, still weeping no matter how she tried to stop, curled over Zevran again and cleared the bloodied golden hair from his face. 
“Come back,” she whispered, as if words could hold him to her, as if words had done a single thing when she’d watched her mother cut to pieces in the street before their house in the alienage. 
“Please,” she said, “Please. Come back to me. You promised.” 
A moment; one silent, awful moment, and then—
Zevran coughed, convulsing in her arms, and dragged his eyes open. They took a moment to focus on her properly, but when they did a smile crept slowly up the sides of his mouth. 
“Now, Warden,” he said, his voice worn and ragged, “Tell me you are not crying over a little flesh wound.”
She stared at him for a moment, tears still falling unchecked from her cheeks. Zevran beamed up at her, as if he’d just done some clever knife trick, and that was what did it.
“I hate you,” she sobbed, bowing over his body until she clutched him too close to see his face, “I hate you, you awful man, don’t you ever—”
“You do not—”
“—ever do that to me again, I thought—”
“—hate me, my dear, I am far too—”
“—you were dead, I thought you—”
“—handsome and clever to hate, and in any case—”
“—left me alone!”
At the vehemence of her words, Zevran sighed and fell silent. The others shifted on either side of them, and soon she heard feet on the stairs beyond. Thank the Maker for that; she felt like she was shaking apart, and the only thing holding her together was the arm he’d wrapped around her back
“I am right here, mi vida,” he murmured, and she squeezed, “Though I may not be if you hold me any tighter.”
Arianwen loosened her grip, sniffling faintly, and turned away to wipe her face clean when he sat up under his own power. 
This—this was exactly what she’d feared when he’d kissed her by the fire all those months ago. She cared too much; it hurt her too much to see him hurt, and the thought of him dying—of leaving her—
She could not bear it. She had to bear it. Tabris was caught between the knowledge of both, the very breath squeezed from her lungs by the conflict between the two.
Wen lifted her mother’s dagger from the stone beside her, pulled a cloth from her pocket, and turned her face away from him while she cleaned it. She took her time, as if the task demanded all her attention, as if each speck of blood on the steel was a personal affront. Zevran drank another potion from his belt before resting his arms on his knees and sighing. 
“And there it is,” he said after a moment, “Taliesen is dead, and I am free of the Crows.”
Wen glanced at him, wiped her face on her shoulders, and returned her attention to the blade. She would need to oil it, she thought, once they returned to Eamon’s estate. It ought to be fully, properly cleaned. 
It was several minutes before Zevran went on.
“They will assume that I am dead along with Taliesen,” he said, ”So long as I do not make my presence known to them, they will not seek me out.”
Wen had to take a drink from her waterskin before she could answer him; her throat still felt too thick, too dry, as if the nearness of losing him had tattered her vocal cords. 
“That’s a good thing, right?” she said at last, and Zevran chuckled. The chuckle grew to a laugh, until he clutched his stomach and coughed instead. 
“A very good thing—it is, in fact, what I’d hoped for ever since you decided not to kill me,” he said, once the coughing stopped. 
Wen nodded once. Away down the stairs, the other two were arguing over a body, Morrigan’s hands in the air and Alistair’s on his hips. Princess was slowly and methodically wrapping a corpse in her web, her long legs delicate and graceful as they spun the body around. Good; they were all fine for the moment. 
Arianwen held the dagger by the blade and extended it to Zevran without looking. He took it from her hand, careful not to cut her, and she heard the soft noise of steel against leather when he tucked it away again.
“ I suppose,” he said tentatively, “it would be…possible for me to leave now. If I wished, I could go far away, somewhere where the Crows would never find me.”
Arianwen stood and retrieved her sword, leaning against the wall beside the platform. She could not watch him while he told her he was leaving; she could hardly look at him at all after what had just happened. He was still sitting in a pool of his own blood; was she to ignore that while he spoke of traipsing across Thedas without her?
Zevran rose with a grunt of pain and she straightened at once, ready to offer aid. He didn’t need it—he rose without help and ran a hand over the blood covering the front of his armor.  
“I think,” he went on contemplatively, “however, that I could also stay here. I…made an oath to help you, after all. And…saving the world seems a worthy task to see through to the end, yes?”
Zevran looked up at her, then, a hopeful glint to his eye, and her heart thudded against her ribs. Stay—oh, she wanted him to stay. Hope hurt her, almost more than the fear had, and she had to push past both before she could bring herself to speak.
“I would be glad to have you stay,” she said, and the words sounded wooden, not like her at all. Zevran didn’t seem to care; he moved closer stiffly, one hand still pressed to his stomach. Tabris turned to face him when he moved, until both of them were leaning against the wall, only inches apart.
“Then stay I shall,” he said, resting one hand on her face and stroking the swell of her cheek, “I am with you until the end.”
It might almost have been romantic; Wen was already stepping closer to kiss him, in fact, the relief of him living and staying stronger than her need to find a small, quiet place to hide away in. 
But—then Zevran went on talking.
“Provided you do not tire of me first,” her lover said with a foolish little smile, “Or I die. Or you die. But—there you go.”
Arianwen tipped her face against his chest, incapable of speech. Or I die—like it was a joke! Like she hadn’t thought she’d lost him not twenty minutes earlier!
Zevran kissed the top of her head by way of apology. 
Arianwen snorted, then laughed; there was absolutely nothing funny about this, or anything that had just happened. She had killed one of his oldest friends; she’d held his dying body in her arms, incapable of doing a single thing to keep him here. 
And she was desperately, endlessly glad that he was still here to make the stupidest, most ill-timed jokes. Wen tipped her head back and laughed, and laughed, until his mouth caught hers and swallowed the sound of it. 
They stood there kissing for a long time, his lips still tasting strongly of elfroot, until the other two went silent behind them and Wen had to walk away to make sure neither had killed the other. 
But she could feel him still, walking along behind her, watching her back—as he was meant to do, for as long as he’d stay by her side. She had only to reach a hand behind her and he would be within reach, reassuring her—reassuring both of them—that this had not been an end after all. 
“Let us move on,” he said when they neared the others, and Arianwen finally let herself relax.
(For @greypetrel's prompt, "a kiss shared while holding your dying lover." It got away from me a bit, but I hope you enjoyed the pain!! c:)
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nicxxx5 · 2 years ago
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book wish list
hi! this is different from my typical posts ig but if there's one thing i love it's making lists! here is my wish list for books that i want to get as of now
The Hate U Give; Angie Thomas
I am Not Your Perfect Mexican Daughter; Erika L. Sanchez
You're Welcome Universe; Whitney Gardner
Leah on The Offbeat; Becky Albertalli
Picture us in the Light; Kelly Log Gilbert
The Red Scrolls of Magic
The Music of What Happens; Bill Konigsberg
Cupid Painted Blind; Marcus Herzig
The Dangerous Art of Blending In; Angelo Surmelis
Mexican Whiteboy; Matt de la Pena
Ball Don't Lie; Matt de la Pena
Bloom; Kevin Panetta
We Contain Multitudes; Sarah Henstra
This is Kind of an Epic Love Story; Kheryn Callender
Been Here All Along; Sandy Hall
You Asked For Perfect; Laura Silverman
The Music of Dolphins; Karen Hesse
Silence; Deborah Lytton
Accidental Love; Gary Soto
Every Day; David Levithan
Me Before You; Jojo Moyes
Artemis Fowl; Eoin Colfer
Unspoken; Sarah Rees Brennan
The Land of Stories: The Wishing Spell; Chris Colfer
Snakehead: Alex Rider; Anthony Horowitz
Fablehaven; Brandon Mull
Virals; Kathy Reichs and Brendan Reichs
His Dark Materials: Northern Lights (or the Golden Compass); Philip Pullman
The Last Apprectice/The Spook's Secret; Joseph Delaney
Disney After Dark: Kingdom Keepers; Ridley Pearson
The Thing About Jellyfish; Ali Benjamin
Pan's Labyrinth; Guillermo del Toro
History is All You Left Me; Adam Silvera
Mythology: Timeless Tales of Gods and Heros; Edith Hamilton
Starfish; Akemi Dawn Bowman
Mosquitoland; David Arnold
Challenger Deep; Neal Shusterman
The Ghosts we Keep; Mason Deaver
The Passing Playbook; Isaac Fitzsimons
The Tragedy of Heterosexuality; Jane Ward
Holding up the Universe; Jennifer Niven
All the Bright Places; Jennifer Niven
Renegades; Marissa Meyer
The Female of the Species; Mindy McGinnis
A Good Girl's Guide to Murder; Holly Jackson
Such a Fun Age; Kiley Reid
She Gets the Girl; Rachael Lippincott and Alyson Derric
Kisses and Croissants; Anne-Sophie Jouhanneau
Red, White and Royal Blue; Casey McQuiston
The Librarian of Auschwitz; Antonio Iturbe
The Rise of Kyoshi; F.C. Yee
The Shadow of Kyoshi; F.C. Yee
Love and Olives; Jenna Evans Welch
The Midnight Library; Matt Haig
The Spanish Love Deception; Elena Armas
Every Word You Never Said; Jordon Greene
When We Were Lost; Kevin Wignall
The Gravity of Missing Things; Marisa Urgo
We Are The Ants; Shaun David Hutchinson
Iron Heart; Nina Varela
Coming up for Air; Nicole B. Ryndall
Unmasking Autism; Devon Price
Planting a Seed; Kate Gaertner
Period Power; Maisie Hill
Disibility Visibility; Alice Wong
Queerly Autistic; Erin Ekins
We're Not Broken; Eric Garcia
Divergent Mind; Jenara Nerenberg
Loveless; Alice Oseman
I Was Born for This; Alice Oseman
there is for sure some that i am missing so there will definitely be a part 2 to this at some point
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Top left: Lord Benjicot "Bloody Ben" of the House Blackwood, born the 123rd year after Aegon's Conquest at Raventree Hall. Only son of Lord Samwell Blackwood and Lady Karol Blackwood, she of the House Vance of Wayfair's rest. Fostered at Seaguard in his seventh year. Succeeded his father to Blackwood Vale in his twelfth year, after he was slain by Lord Amos Bracken. Declared his House and fought on the side of the Black Faction during the war of succession the "Dance of the Dragons". Called "Bloody Ben" by the men of his company, for prowess and skill in battle at his young age. Head of the "Lads" the company of young nobles leading the hosts allied to the Black faction in the Riverlands. Wedded in his twenty-ninth year to Lady Roslin Mallister. Father to two sons their names being Benedict (154AC), and Samwell (157AC), and a daughter Melissa (155AC). Died his seventieth year, succeeded by his son Lord Benedict.
Top right: Robb Rivers, born the 118th year after Aegon's Conquest at Raventree Hall, bastard son of Lord Luscas Blackwood. Deemed the finest archer in all Westeros. Lead a company of archers during the "Dance of the Dragons" for his half-nephew Lord Benjicot Blackwood. At the Battle of Lakeshore, Rivers used his archery to prevent Lord Humfrey Lefford from calling aid by way of raven, known thereafter as "the Bowman of Raventree". Slain in [REDACTED].
Middle left: Lady Alysanne of the House Blackwood, born the 117th year after Aegon's Conquest at Raventree Hall. The first and only daughter of Lord Lucas Blackwood by his second wife. A skilled ridder, hunter, and archer. Fought in the "Dance of the Dragons" on the side of the Blacks in the archer company of her bastard half-brother Robb Rivers. Member of the "Lads". Slew Lord Amos Bracken in retribution for her lord Father. Wedded in her twentieth year to Lord Cregan Stark of Winterfell. Mother to four daughters, their names being Sarra, Alys, Raya, and Mariah. Died her forty-sixth year of childbed fever, with her husband, Lord Stark, and dearest friend, Lady Frey, at her bedside. Honored and laid to rest at Raventree Hall by her nephew, Lord Benjicot Blackwood.
Middle right: Lord Bennard of the House Stark, born the 98th year after Aegon's Conquest at Winterfell, second born son of Lord Benjen Stark, and Lady Lysa Stark, she of House Locke. Fostered at Karhold in his eighth year. Wed in his eighteenth year to Lady Margaret Karstark of Karhold, who died 117 AC giving birth to a stillborn daughter. Married for a second time in 119 AC to Lady Aerena Bolton of the Dreadfort. Made Master of Wintertown by his brother at age nineteen. Upon the death of Lord Rickon Stark in 121 AC, he became Lord Protector of the North and Lord Regent during his nephew Cregan's minority. Fought alongside his nephew against his uncle Lord Brandon Stark of Moat Cailin, when the latter rose up in a short-lived winter rebellion known as the "Blood Moon". Lady Aerena died 126 AC of a fitting fever, the union produced no issue. Remarried for the third time his twenty-ninth year to [REDACTED]. The union produced no issue. Made Lord of Moat Cailin by his nephew in his thirtieth year. Died in the Dance of Dragons fighting on the side of the Blacks.
Bottom left: Lord Cregan of the House Stark, born the 111th year after Aegon's Conquest at Winterfell. Firstborn son and only child of Lord Rickon Stark, Lord of Winterfell, Warden and Lord Paramount of the North, and his Lady wife, Gilliane Glover. Succeeded his father in his tenth year, taken to ward by his uncle and Regent, Lord Bennard Stark. In his fourteenth year, his great-uncle, Lord Brandon Stark of Moat Cailin, offered Lord Cregan the hand of his daughter, the Lady Ayana Stark, in marriage as allegedly agreed upon by his father a decade before, a claim of which none can atest the validity of. Despite the urgings of his councilors and his Regent, citing Lord Brandon's wealth and vast connections by blood and marriage throughout the North, Lord Cregan refused. Instead giving voice of his intentions to wed Arra Norrey, a childhood friend of his. After a private audience, Lord Bennard reluctantly gave his consent. Lord Brandon Stark denounced his nephew and great-nephew as false lords, and styled himself the right and true Lord of the North. Brandon used his means and network to gather swords to his cause, but found little support than he expected from his daughter-in-laws' families and the other Houses. For this his brief uprising was swiftly put down by the combined efforts of his nephews, with Houses Dustin, Ryswell, Tallhart, and Reed. The rebellion fell within a moon's turn, though Moat Cailin got to be in a further state of disrepair. The rebell lord and his sons were clasped in chains and brought to Winterfell to stand trial. Lord Brandon was made to walk barefoot the whole of the way, earning him the moniker Brandon "the Bootless". The rebells were sent to the Night's Watch, their lands attained and given to Lord Bennard, Lady Ayana "the Abandoned" was released into the custody of House Maderly, her mother's house, later becoming a Septa. At sixteen Lord Cregan assumed full lordship and wed Lady Arra Norrey in a double ceremony with his uncle and his third wife. He fathered one son from his first marriage, Rickon, whom Lady Arra died birthing. When the Dance of the Dragons broke out Lord Cregan, unsurprisingly, sided with the Blacks and roused the North accordingly. [REDACTED] After the war he took Lady Alysanne Blackwood to wife. By her he fathered four daughters, Sarra, Alys, Raya, and Mariah, the last of which Lady Alys died birthing. Later he married for a third time, to Lady Lynara Stark, a distant cousin. From this union came four sons, their names being Jonnel, Edric, Barthogan, and Brandon, and one daughter, Lyanna. Succeeded upon his death by his son Lord Jonnel.
Bottom right: Robb Maderforth, birth unknown. Pulled naked from the Mander by Lord Benjicot Blackwood, the young Lord of Blackwood Vale, and an unamed woodswitch after the Second Battle of Tumbleton, as a boy ranging eight to twelve years of age, with no memory of a previous life. He could give them no name, no age, and no device that was either Black or Green. If any knew him, they would have a hard time recognizing him, his body sustained countless injury, and his face had been badly scarred and burnt. Lord Benjicot commanded his own maester to attend to him. When the boy recovered he expressed a wish to fight on and remain with him when the Lord visited his bedside. And so he did. The boy's bravey and courage was an inspiration for many, a brilliant archer, and leal soldier. Fighting alongside the "Lads" in many a battle, called simply "Lad" by the company, until taking an arrow in the shoulder at the Battle of the Kingsroad for Lord Benjicot. Where he bestowed upon the boy the name of his beloved half-uncle, "Robb" whom he reminded him so much of. Even after, some still questioned the boy's origins, to which Lady Alysanne was said to have replied "Whatever he was, he's a Lad now." After the war, and to the abject dismay and disapproval of many, Robb served in the honor guard that brought Lady Alysanne Blackwood North to wed Lord Cregan Stark of Winterfell, and thereafter was brought into the Blackwood household. Upon coming of age, Lord Benjicot invested Robb as Master of Ravensmarch, a castle he intended to bestow upon his bastard uncle before his death. Robb took the name Manderforth, for the start of his life was brought forth from the waters of the Mander. And taking the sigil of a white salamander on red and black, in honor of his Blackwood patrons. He never did recover his memory. He wed Catelyn Paege in 156 AC. Father to one daughter, Alysanne. Died 160 AC in battle outside Sunspear during the Young Dragon's Conquest of Dorne fighting alongside Rickon Stark. Lord Benjicot grieved the loss of his old friend, to honor him he requested that his body be brought back to rest beneath Ravensmarch, and took his daughter as a ward, vowing that for the rest of her life she would want for nothing. Alysanne Manderforth went on to wed Lord Benedict Blackwood, Lord Benjicot's son and heir.
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spicebiter · 4 months ago
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Reading List (Latest Update Nov. 6, 2024)
The full list of books I'm interested in reading. Spoiler before you open the read-more: This list has 500+ entries so it's a tad long.
I'm pretty much constantly adding things to all of my lists- hence why I'm amending when this was last updated to the title itself- and will update this post anytime I update the wheel I use to randomize my next choice, which usually happens after I've added or subtracted a significant number of options.
Beowulf
Norton Anthology of Theory and Criticism; Third Edition
The Hitchhiker’s Guide to the Galaxy by Douglas Adams
Watership Down by Richard Adams
The Goblin Emperor by Katherine Addison
Friday Black by Nana Kwame Adjei-Brenyah
Who’s Afraid of Virginia Woolf? by Edward Albee
Monsieur Proust by Celeste Albaret
The Five People You Meet in Heaven by Mitch Albom
Tuesdays With Morrie by Mitch Albom
Little Women by Louisa May Alcott
The Kitchen Boy by Robert Alexander
Brick Lane by Monica Ali
The Divine Comedy by Dante Alighieri
Daughter of Fortune by Isabel Allende
The House of the Spirits by Isabel Allende
Eva Luna by Isabel Allende
The City in the Middle of the Night by Charlie Jane Anders
Andersen’s Fairy Tales by H.C Andersen
I Know Why the Caged Bird Sings by Maya Angelou
Animorphs Series by K.A Applegate
Our Wives Under the Sea by Julia Armfield
Mostly Dead Things by Kristen Arnett
I, Robot by Isaac Asimov
Oryx and Crake by Margaret Atwood
Emma by Jane Austen
Mansfield Park by Jane Austen
Northanger Abbey by Jane Austen
Pride and Prejudice by Jane Austen
Sense and Sensibility by Jane Austen
Oracle Night by Paul Auster
Bunny by Mona Awad
Borderline by Mishell Baker
If Beale Street Could Talk by James Baldwin
Just Above My Head by James Baldwin
Crash by J.G Ballard
North American Lake Monsters by Nathan Ballingrud
Cousin Betty by Honore de Balzac
The Language of Thorns by Leigh Bardugo
Ninth House by Leigh Bardugo
I’m With the Band by Pamela Des Barres
The Beautiful Thing That Awaits Us All by Laird Barron
Gateways to Abomination by Matthew M. Bartlett
Simulacra and Simulation by Jean Baudrillard
The Wizard of Oz by L. Frank Baum
Cinderella is Dead by Kalynn Bayron
The Stone in the Skull by Elizabeth Bear
Waiting For Godot by Samuel Beckett
Memoirs of a Dutiful Daughter by Simone De Beauvoir
The Second Sex by Simone De Beauvoir
Art of Fiction by Walter Besant and Henry James
Pushkin; A Biography by T.J Binyon
The Etched City by K.J Bishop
The Cruel Prince by Holly Black
The Atlas Six by Olivie Blake
Out of Africa by Karen Blixen
In the Vanisher’s Palace by Aliette De Bodard
Wake of Vultures by Lila Bowen
Vengeance Road by Erin Bowman
The Ends of the World by Peter Brannen
My Sister, the Serial Killer by Oyinkan Braithwaite
Jane Eyre by Charlotte Bronte
Wuthering Heights by Emily Bronte
Angels and Demons by Dan Brown
A Song of Wraiths and Ruin by Roseanne A. Brown
Sonnets From The Portuguese by Elizabeth Barrett Browning
The Shockwave Rider by John Brunner
The Serpent and the Rose by Kathleen Bryan
Helter Skelter by Vincent Bugliosi and Curt Gentry
Notes of a Dirty old Man by Charles Bukowski
Between Two Fires by Christopher Buehlman
The Master and Margarita by Mikhail Bulgakov
A Clockwork Orange by Anthony Burgess
Pontypool Changes Everything by Tony Burgess
Song of the Simple Truth by Julia de Burgos
A Little Princess by Frances Hodgson Burnett
The Secret Garden by Frances Hodgson Burnett
Gender Trouble by Judith Butler
Parable of the Sower Octavia E. Butler
American Predator by Maureen Callahan
A Most Wanted Man by John Le Carre
Through the Woods by Emily Carrol
In Cold Blood by Truman Capote
The Vorrh by B. Catling
Don Quixote by Miguel de Cervantes
The Amazing Adventures of Kavalier and Clay by Michael Chabon
The City of Brass by SA Chakraborty
The Long Way to a Small, Angry Planet by Becky Chambers
Moliere Biography by H.C Chatfield-Taylor
The Canterbury Tales by Geoffrey Chaucer
The Perks of Being a Wallflower by Stephen Chbosky
Journey to the West by Wu Cheng-en
Wicket Fox by Kat Cho
The Awakening by Kat Chopin
Murder on the Orient Express by Agatha Christie
The Bone Witch by Rin Chupeco
Finna by Nino Cipri
The Divinity Student by Michael Cisco
The Black God’s Drums by P. Djeli Clark
Pranesi by Susanne Clarke
Parasite by Darcy Coates
The Meaning of Consuelo by Judith Ortiz Cofer
Swimming With Giants by Anne Collet
The Adventures of Pinocchio by Carlo Collodi
Heart of Darkness by Joseph Conrad
Labyrinth Lost by Zoraida Cordova
Dark Matter by Blake Crouch
Inherit the Wind by Linda Cushman
Plain Bad Heroines by Emily M. Danforth
Dreadnought by April Daniels
The Devourers by Indra Das
Fifth Business by Robertson Davies
The Child Finder by Rene Denfeld
The Red Tent by Anita Diamant
Do Androids Dream of Electric Sheep by Philip K. Dick
A Tale of Two Cities by Charles Dickens
Great Expectations by Charles Dickens
Oliver Twist by Charles Dickens
Collected Poems of Emily Dickinson
The Year of Magical Thinking by Joan Didion
Crime and Punishment by Fyodor Dostoevsky
The Possessed by Fyodor Dostoyevsky
The Adventures of Sherlock Holmes by Sir Arthur Conan Doyle
Escaping Exodus by Nicky Drayden
An American Tragedy by Theodore Dreiser
House of Sand and Fog by Andre Dubus III
The Bielski Brothers: The True Story of Three Men Who Defied the Nazis, Built a Village in the Forest, and Saved 1,200 Jews by Peter Duffy
The Count of Monte Cristo by Alexandre Dumas
The Man in the Iron Mask by Alexandre Dumas
The Three Musketeers by Alexandre Dumas
Ella Minnow Pea by Mark Dunn
The Name of the Rose by Umberto Eco
A Heartbreaking Work of Staggering Genius by Dave Eggers
Nickel and Dimed by Barbara Ehrenreich
This is How You Lose the Time War by Amal El-Mohtar and Max Gladstone
Less Than Zero by Bret Easton Ellis
The Collected Stories by Welty Eudora
Middlesex by Jeffrey Eugenides
The Virgin Suicides by Jeffrey Eugenides
Introducing Evolutionary Psychology by Dylan Evans and Oscar Zarate
A Collapse of Horses by Brian Evenson
The Crimson Petal and the White by Michel Faber
The Wretched of the Earth by Frantz Fanon
What Ever Happened to Baby Jane by Henry Farrell
As I Lay Dying by William Faulkner
Sanctuary by William Faulkner
The Sound and the Fury by William Faulkner
The Faceless Old Woman Who Secretly Lives In Your Home by Joseph Fink and Jeffrey Cranor
It Devours! by Joseph Fink and Jeffrey Cranor
Welcome to Night Vale by Joseph Fink and Jeffrey Cranor
Time and Again by Jack Finney
Tender is the Night by F. Scott Fitzgerald
Madame Bovary by Gustave Flaubert
Gone Girl by Gillian Flynn
Everything is Illuminated by Jonathan Safran Foer
Johnny Tremain by Esther Hoskins Forbes
The Good Soldier by Ford Madox Ford
A Passage to India by E.M Forster
The Diary of Anne Frank
Lies (and the Lying Liars Who Tell Them) by Al Franken
River of Teeth by Sarah Gailey
Upright Women Wanted by Sarah Gailey
Good Omens by Neil Gaiman and Terry Pratchett
Neverwhere by Neil Gaiman
At Fear’s Altar by Richard Gavin
Count Zero by William Gibson
The Miracle Worker by William Gibson
Neuromancer by William Gibson
Howl and Other Poems by Allen Ginsberg
The Empress of Forever by Max Gladstone
Dead Souls by Nikolai Vasilievich Gogol
Lord of the Flies by William Golding
Marathon Man by William Goldman
These Violent Delights by Chloe Gong
The Nature of Witches by Rachel Griffin
Grimm’s Fairy Tales by Jacob and Wilhelm Grimm
My Life in Orange by Tim Guest
The Library of the Unwritten by A.J Hackwith
The Curious Incident of the Dog in the Night Time by Mark Haddon
The Raw Shark Texts by Steven Hall
The Gone-Away World by Nick Harkaway
Empire of Light by Alex Harrow
The Little Locksmith by Katherine Butler Hathaway
City of Lies by Sam Hawke
The Library at Mount Char by Scott Hawkins
The Scarlet Letter by Nathaniel Hawthorne
Bride by Ali Hazelwood
Descendant of the Crane by Joan He
Sacred Time by Ursula Hegi
Catch 22 by Joseph Heller
A Moveable Feast by Ernest Hemingway
The Complete Short Stories of Ernest Hemingway
The Sun Also Rises by Ernest Hemingway
The Final Girl Support Group by Grady Hendrix
How to Sell a Haunted House by Grady Hendrix
We Sold Our Souls by Grady Hendrix
Dune Series by Frank Herbert
Cover-Up by Seymour M. Hersh
Siddhartha by Hermann Hesse
Hex by Thomas Olde Heuvelt
The Last Cuentista by Donna Barba Higuera
Heart Shaped Box by Joe Hill
The Outsiders by S.E Hinton
The Book of Magic by Alice Hoffman
The Ice Queen by Alice Hoffman
The Invisible Hour by Alice Hoffman
Magic Lessons by Alice Hoffman
Practical Magic by Alice Hoffman
The Rule of Magic by Alice Hoffman
Rescuing Patty Hearst: Memories From a Decade Gone Mad by Virginia Holman
The Iliad by Homer
The Complete Polysyllabic Spree by Nick Hornby
High Fidelity by Nick Hornby
Songbook by Nick Hornby
To Escape the Stars by Robert Hoskins
A Thousand Splendid Suns by Khaled Hosseini
The Kite Runner by Khaled Hosseini
Pigs at the Trough by Arianna Huffington
The Hunchback of Notre Dame by Victor Hugo
Les Miserables by Victor Hugo
Warrior Cats Series by Erin Hunter
The Forest of Stolen Girls by June Hur
The Mirror Empire by Kameron Hurley
The Stars Are Legion by Kameron Hurley
Their Eyes Were Watching God by Zora Neale Hurston
Brave New World by Aldous Huxley
Dread Nation by Justina Ireland
A Single Man by Christopher Isherwood
The Unconsoled by Kazuo Ishiguro
The Lottery by Shirley Jackson
Daisy Miller by Henry James
False Bingo by Jac Jemc
The City We Became by N.K Jemisin
The Fifth Season by N.K Jemisin
Nervous System: Or, Losing My Mind in Literature by Jan Lars Jensen
The Dream-Quest of Vellitt Boe by Kij Johnson
Howl’s Moving Castle by Dianna Wynne Jones
My Heart is a Chainsaw by Stephen Graham Jones
The Only Good Indians by Stephen Graham Jones
Finnegan’s Wake by James Joyce
Ulysses by James Joyce
The Trial by Franz Kafka
The Archidamian War by Donald Kagan
The Fall of the Athenian Empire by Donald Kagan
The Outbreak of the Peloponnesian War by Donald Kagan
The Peace of Nicias and the Sicilian Expedition by Donald Kagan
The Vegetarian by Han Kang
The Hunger by Alma Katsu
Girl, Interrupted by Susanna Kaysen
The Story of My Life by Helen Keller
Out of Control by Kevin Kelly
The Paper Menagerie and Other Stories by Liu Ken
Ironweed by William Kennedy
You By Caroline Kepnes
On the Road by Jack Kerouac
Flowers for Algernon by Daniel Keyes
The Secret Life of Bees by Sue Monk Kidd
The Very Best of Caitlin R Kiernan
Carrie by Stephen King
Christine by Stephen King
Cujo by Stephen King
Pet Sematary by Stephen King
The Shawshank Redemption by Stephen King
The Shining by Stephen King
Thornhedge by T. Kingfisher
The Twisted Ones by T. Kingfisher
The Jungle Book by Rudyard Kipling
The Legends of King Arthur and His Knights by Sir James Knowles and Sir Thomas Malory
A Separate Peace by John Knowles
Gidget by Frederick Kohner
The Cipher by Kathe Koja
Into the Wild by Jon Krakauer
Extravagance by Gary Krist
Empire of the Vampire by Jay Kristoff
Babel by R.F Kuang
The Poppy War by R.F Kuang
The Namesake by Jhumpa Lahiri
False Hearts by Laura Lam
The Wide, Carnivorous Sky by John Langan
The Devil in the White City by Erik Larson
The Girl With the Dragon Tattoo by Stieg Larsson
The Changeling by Victor Lavelle
Lady Chatterley’s Lover by David Herbert Lawrence
Lies of the Fae by M.J Lawrie
Carmilla by Joseph Sheridan Le Fanu
A Wrinkle in Time by Madeleine L’Engle
A Wizard of Earthsea by Ursula K. Le Guin
The Dispossessed by Ursula K Le Guin
The Left Hand of Darkness by Ursula K. Le Guin
The Song of Names by Norman Lebrecht
The Raven Tower by Ann Leckie
Jade City by Fonda Lee
Forest of Souls by Lori M. Lee
The Dirt; Confessions of the Most Notorious Rock Band by Tommy Lee
Ninefox Gambit by Yoon Ha Lee
The Complete Pyramids by Mark Lehner
Solaris by Stanislaw Lem
Imperialism, The Highest Stage of Capitalism by Vladimir Lenin
Human Errors by Nathan H. Lents
The Phantom of the Opera by Gaston Leroux
The Fortress of Solitude by Jonathan Lethem
Rosemary’s Baby by Ira Levin
Small Island by Andrea Levy
A Ruin of Shadows by L.D Lewis
Teatro Grottesco by Thomas Ligotti
Six Crimson Cranes by Elizabeth Lim
Let the Right One In by John Lindquist
Stranger Things Happen by Kelly Link
The Holy Barbarians by Lawrence Lipton
The Three Body Problem by Cixin Liu
The Hike by Drew Magary
The Naked and the Dead by Norman Mailer
Sea of Tranquility by Emily St. John Mandel
One Hundred Years of Solitude by Gabriel Garcia Marquez and Gregory Rabassa
A Month Of Sundays: Searching For The Spirit And My Sister by Julie Mars
Life of Pi by Yann Martel
Mary Reilly by Valerie Martin
Property by Valerie Martin
The Razor’s Edge by W. Somerset Maugham
Rebecca by Daphne du Maurier
A Bolt from the Blue and Other Essays by Mary McCarthy
The Group by Mary McCarthy
Angela’s Ashes by Frank McCourt
Fletch by Gregory Mcdonald
Atonement by Ian McEwan
The Rapture by Claire McGlasson
Every Heart a Doorway by Seanan McGuire
Quattrocento by James McKean
The Nanny Diaries by Emma McLaughlin
Terms of Endearment Larry McMurtry
Moby Dick by Herman Melville
The Colonizer and the Colonized by Albert Memmi
A Mencken Chrestomathy by H.L Mencken
My Life as Author and Editor by H.L Mencken
Peyton Place by Grace Metalious
The Vanishing Newspaper by Philip Meyer
Perdido Street Station by China Mieville
The Life of Edna by St. Vincent Millay
Death of a Salesman by Arthur Miller
Sexus by Henry Miller
Slade House by David Mitchell
Gone With The Wind by Margaret Mitchell
Social Origins of Dictatorship and Democracy by Barrington Moore Jr.
The Beautiful Ones by Silvia Moreno-Garcia
Certain Dark Things by Silvia Moreno-Garcia
Beloved by Toni Morrison
Jazz by Toni Morrison
Song of Solomon by Toni Morrison
Gideon the Ninth by Tamsyn Muir
The Wind-Up Bird Chronicles by Haruki Murakami
In the Miso Soup by Ryu Murakami
Convenience Store Woman by Sayaka Murata
Earthlings by Sayaka Murata
Speak, Memory by Vladimir Nabokov
Reading Lolita in Tehran by Azar Nafisi
The Ritual by Adam Nevill
Under the Pendulum Sun by Jeannette Ng
The Complete Works of Friedrich Nietzsche
The Time Traveler’s Wife by Audrey Niffenegger
Ringworld by Larry Niven
Vurt by Jeff Noon
Mutiny on the Bounty by Charles Bernard Nordhoff and James Norman Hall
Twelve Nights at Rotter House by J.W Ocker
Revenge by Yoko Ogawa
Akata Witch by Nnedi Okorafor
Binti by Nnedi Okorafor
Flowers of the Sea by Reggie Oliver
Starvation Heights by Gregg Olsen
How To Breathe Underwater by Julie Orringer
Radio Silence by Alice Oseman
When the Emperor Was Divine by Julie Otsuka
Mr. Fox by Helen Oyeyemi
White Is For Witching by Helen Oyeyemi
Certain Dark Things by M.J Pack
The Secret of Ventriloquism by Jon Padgett
The Gnostic Gospels by Elaine Pagels
Haunted by Chuck Palahniuk
Complete Stories of Dorothy Parker
Dark Harvest by Norman Partridge
Bel Canto by Ann Patchett
Wolf Brother by Michelle Paver
Gormenghast Series by Mervyn Peake
Night Film by Marisha Pessl
How the Light Gets In by Jolina Petersheim
The Song the Owl God Sang by Benjamin Peterson
A Mankind Beyond Earth by Claude A. Piantadosi
My Sister’s Keeper by Jodie Piccoult
We Owe You Nothing by Punk Planet
The Bell Jar by Sylvia Plath
The Unabridged Journals of Sylvia Plath
Complete Stories and Poems of Edgar Allen Poe
Witchmark by C.L Polk
Complete Novels by Dawn Powell
Selected Letters of Dawn Powell: 1913-1965 by Dawn Powell
The Overstory by Richard Powers
Truth and Beauty by Ann Pratchett
Discworld Series by Terry Pratchett
The Legend of Bagger Vance by Steven Pressfield
Brokeback Mountain by Annie Proulx
Swann’s Way by Marcel Proust
The Godfather by Mario Puzo
The Fountainhead by Ayn Rand
The Yearling by Marjorie Kinnan Rawlings
A Study in Drowning by Ava Reid
Juniper and Thorn by Ava Reid
I’m Thinking of Ending Things by Iain Reid
High Moor by Graeme Reynolds
Sybil by Schreiber Flora Rheta
The Vampire Chronicles by Anne Rice
Letters to a Young Poet by Rainer Maria Rilke
Stiff by Mary Roach
Trail of Lightning by Rebecca Roanhorse
Robert’s Rules of Order by Henry M. Robert
The True and Outstanding Adventures of the Hunt Sisters by Elisabeth Robinson
The Language Construction Kit by Mark Rosenfelder
The Planet Construction Kit by Mark Rosenfelder
The Encyclopedia of the Weird and Wonderful by Milo Rossi
The God of Small Things by Arundhati Roy
Lisa and David by Theodore Isaac Rubin, M.D
The Hacker and the Ants by Rudy Rucker
Swamplandia! by Karen Russell
Empire Falls by Richard Russo
The Sunshine Court by Nora Sakavic
The Catcher in the Rye by J.D Sallinger
Franny and Zooey by J.D Sallinger
The Man Who Collected Machen by Mark Samuels
Ariah by B.R Sanders
Blindness by Jose Saramago
Shane by Jack Schaefer
Vicious by V.E Schwab
Fever Dream by Samanta Schweblin
Bhagavad Gita by Graham M. Schweig
The Lovely Bones by Alice Sebold
Me Talk Pretty One Day by David Sedaris
Love Story by Erich Segal
The Complete Poems by Anne Sexton
The Complete Works of William Shakespeare
The Priory of the Orange Tree by Samantha Shannon
Pygmalion by Bernard Shaw
Frankenstein by Mary Shelley
Unless by Carol Shields
City Come A-Walkin’ by John Shirley
Balzac and the Little Chinese Seamstress by Dai Sijie
Crush by Richard Siken
Hyperion by Dan Simmons
The Terror by Dan Simmons
The Jungle by Upton Sinclair
Oil! by Upton Sinclair
Of Sorrow and Such by Angela Slatter
A Tree Grows In Brooklyn by Betty Smith
The Flinch by Julien Smith
Chlorine by Jade Song
Beneath the Citadel by Destiny Soria
Ethics by Benedictus de Spinoza
Last Breath by Peter Stark
The Luminous Dead by Caitlin Starling
Fiddler on the Roof by Joseph Stein
The Grapes of Wrath by John Steinbeck
Of Mice and Men by John Steinbeck
City Under the Moon Hugh Sterbakov
Islands in the Net by Bruce Sterling
The Strange Case of Dr. Jekyll and Mr. Hyde by Robert Louis Stevenson
Treasure Island by Robert Louis Stevenson
The Bone Shard Daughter by Andrea Stewart
Dracula by Bram Stoker
Uncle Tom’s Cabin by Harriet Beecher Stowe
Sophie’s Choice by William Styron
Valley of the Dolls by Jacqueline Susane
Stations of the Tide by Michael Swanwick
The Joy Luck Club by Amy Tan
The Opposite of Fate by Amy Tan
Vanity Fair by William Makepeace Thackeray
Fierce Femmes and Notorious Liars by Kai Cheng Thom
Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas by Hunter S. Thompson
Walden by Henry D. Thoreau
An Affair of Poisons by Addie Thorley
Secrets of the Flesh by Judith Thurman
Lord of the Rings by J.R.R Tolkien
Anna Karenina by Leo Tolstoy
War and Peace by Leo Tolstoy
A Confederacy of Dunces by John Kennedy Toole
Sisyphean by Dempow Torishima
The Song Reader by Lisa Tucker
A Connecticut Yankee in King Arthur’s Court by Mark Twain
The Adventures of Huckleberry Finn by Mark Twain
The Adventures of Tom Sawyer by Mark Twain
The Prince and the Pauper by Mark Twain
The Art of War by Sun Tzu
Driving Miss Daisy by Alfred Uhry
Chilling Effect by Valerie Valdes
Palimpsest by Catherynne M. Valente
Space Opera by Catherynne M. Valente
Annihilation by Jeff Vandermeer
Crier’s War by Nina Varela
A Journey to the Centre of the Earth by Jules Verne
Around the World in Eighty Days Jules Verne
Twenty Thousand Leagues Under The Sea by Jules Verne
The Last Empire- Essays 1992-2000 by Gore Vidal
Just a Couple of Days by Tony Vigorito
The Empress of Salt and Fortune by Nghi Vo
Candide by Voltaire
Galapagos by Kurt Vonnegut
Slaughterhouse Five by Kurt Vonnegut
Fire in the Sky; The Walton Experience by Travis Walton
Blood Over Bright Haven by M.L Wang
The Graduate by Charles Webb
The Golem and the Jinni by Helene Wecker
Project Hail Mary by Andy Weir
I Am Not A Serial Killer by Dan Wells
The Invisible Man by H.G Wells
The Time Machine by H.G Wells
The War of the Worlds by H.G Wells
All Systems Red by Martha Wells
The Cloud Roads by Martha Wells
Divine Secrets of the Ya-Ya Sisterhood by Rebecca Wells
Prophesy Deliverance by Cornel West
Ship of Smoke and Steel by Django Wexler
Ethan Frome by Edith Wharton
Roman Fever by Edith Wharton
Leaves of Grass by Walt Whitman
Rebecca of Sunnybrook Farm by Kate Douglas Smith Wiggin
The Picture of Dorian Gray by Oscar Wilde
A Streetcar Named Desire by Tennessee Williams
The Code of the Woosters by P.G Wodehouse
Shadow of the Torturer by Gene Wolfe
The Electric Koolaid Test by Tom Wolfe
Old School by Tobias Wolff
John Dies at the End by David Wong
A Room of One’s Own by Virginia Woolf
Mrs. Dolloway by Virginia Woolf
Bitch; In Praise of Difficult Women by Elizabeth Wurtzel
The Black Tides of Heaven by Jy Yang
Negative Space by B.R Yeager
Beneath the Moon by Yoshi Yoshitani
The Shadow of the Wind by Carlos Ruiz Zafon
Tomorrow, and Tommorow, and Tomorrow by Gabrielle Zevin
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