#aka being one of the first people to speak up about how tma/tme are kinda shit terms to use lol

[eldorr]

ramble /lh (?) /neu

it's kinda weird to think about how I could be considered an "old coiner" to some degree. i mean i've changed blogs multiple times now, but I've been coining and semi-active since January 13th or 14th in 2020. So over slightly 3 years now. I mean the first thing I ever coined was sometime in 2019 on a wiki before I even knew mogai on tumblr existed.

(if you didn't know, I ran ashix0trender0juice back in the day plus genderslyphen/forestvoidmonster a year ago before genderslyphen was SB'd lmao)

idk, i just realized who left and sorta began thinking about just how many blogs I used to follow and were "big coiners" just left, became an archive or non-mogai blog, or disappeared. I think there's only really the one "big coiner" blog that's been here longer than I have that I still follow. even then a lot of blogs that never became well known blogs disappeared over time that I can remember happening.

i'm sure there's still blogs older than I've been coining, active but never really grew into the spotlight of being a "big blog" like I never did lol. Or well if I was, I was never really aware of it lmao. I remember seeing a lot of the "big blogs" that are now gone growing traction in the mogai tags in the past (actually being active for the blogs creations), such as cinnamogai and pinkfruitgender.

anytime I open mogai and liom tags now it's like i'm going into my house to find a party of random people /lh (new blogs rule btw /pos)

I never really got close to anyone in this community or really anyone on tumblr in general, most due to me being mostly asocial, aplspec, etc. but it's still just like... the community changes and moves on, change is good, but it's just... a melancholy bittersweetness to have been here for so long basically just lurking on the sidelines basically doing my own thing just to realize, "oh i'm one of the few left huh"

idk, this is getting longer than I meant it to be, I just started thinking a little.