#ahwait-no-yes proper rambles

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i find it funny that i bingeread a long saiou fic until half 2am and was surprised to get a saiou dream

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this post reminded me that while I walk home from school, there’s an incredibly narrow path I have to take (it literally can barely fit a single person)

bear in mind that I’m so afraid of doing virtually anything in public (I kid you not when I say it took me a month to get over my fear of taking the shorter route like other kids do because I was terrified of being judged instead of the possibility i could get hit by a car)

but every single time without fail, when I am on that narrow path, if there is somebody walking in my opposite direction, I’ll look them directly in the eye and do a walk similar to this. I didn’t even realise I did it till this post. and you know what happens? they’ll cross the road every single time. I’ve been told I naturally look like i’ll kill someone which is an added bonus.

 the point is, there’s not been a single time where they haven’t moved for me. Not even walking around me, they just full on walk to the other side, and I find it hilarious every time cause I’m just a girl in secondary school and adult men have moved out the way, bc I gain some confidence, look them in the eye and do the same murder strut. I’ll never stop doing it too. Somehow, it hasn’t failed me once.

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random but I find it so nice how sometimes I will look at fanart and notice elements of the art that are inspired by other artists in the fandom. i dont even know, something ab it is just adorable to me, like yes!! i see that similar colouring style ! the way you did the lighting! the style of clothing! the little extra lines! the eyes! the hair! i love it

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i will never stop thinking of the albedo hunter i met in windtrace today who captured the other rebels as i was just out in the open messing around and after finding the others just. vibed with me (I was kaeya)

they were so sweet jumping with me and letting us win even when the other rebels got annoyed at us,, I really wish i recorded it

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no because why is the weather hotter than the underside of my laptop

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PEOPLE IT’S MY FAVOURITE BOY DRAWN SO BEAUTIFULLY AHHHH

Glub glub

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oi oi

you can’t hide this from me, anime, even though it was only for a second or two

I know kiri’s talking to sero in that but shh

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this might be a bit random and grim but if i’ve learnt anything from having this virus, it’s that we legit take so much for granted. the things we can do effortlessly without even thinking can be so difficult for some people- even without the virus (mental illness? disability? chronic illness? poor?) and the world doesnt accommodate. the world will never slow down if you fall behind.

im not even that sick- i had like maybe 2 terrible days at most, but i feel so drained when im not in bed. we’re literally losing energy just by standing, and then theres so many things to take care of in the house and work to be done that we just... dont have the energy for, but we need to do them because again, the world will never slow down if we fall behind.

and its unfortunate that you only truly realise how good you have it when you start to lose it but im glad this virus is teaching me anything tbh. and even im incredibly lucky to have not had it as bad as others, and to still even be alive, so i’ll use that knowledge as my energy to continue trying my hardest to push through even when the world won’t slow down

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do you ever find someone who reblogs something from you so you proceed to just. look through their entire blog

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this is SO GOOD! I tried animating once and yh that didnt work out at all so this is amazing to see! especially cause its so well done? I hope you are damn proud of yourself for this- it’s awesome!

Guys guys guys please I made this after like two days and I'm tired and sore and hOLY CRAP MY HAND but now that I'm done can someone please give me attention

Sorry I'm just so proud of this I'm sorry guys sjsjksjsksjlhasdfnn

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sorry for my inactivity recently !! unfortunately i dont think it’ll be improving very much anytime soon because i am swarmed with schoolwork and deadlines and when im not i’m too tired to doing be any drawing so i just read fics or watch mcyt lmao

friendly reminder to drink water and have meds if you need them! times are hard for everyone

if you’ve not treated yourself in a while, you should! earlier i made these little rice krispie cake-like things which 11 y/o me would’ve loved s o much... so it can be as small as that, or maybe have some hot chocolate or something! just smth you dont do very much that makes you happy. little things like that make all the difference

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.....guess which virus took everyone in my family out for a date

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this isn’t what i’d usually do, but! I really wanna recommend playing this game called ‘Tomorrow Will Be Dying’ , the full game isnt out yet I think but you can still play a little!

https://team-robo.itch.io/tomorrow-will-be-dying

i’m not good with words so bear with me, but it’s a slice of life and its *really* calming! i started this a while ago nd forgot about it but today i finished it (its not that long yet, it took around 3 hours for me to finish)��

lately, i’ve been going through a lott of things and they’re only getting more intense, and newsflash!! stress doesn’t help your mental health lmao. i didnt realise how stressed i was until i played through the game and felt.. grounded. i think that’s what the game is- grounding. it wasnt anxiety-inducing and didn’t make me feel like there was a need to hurry and finish or anything. not to mention, the characters (particularly C for me) were actually kinda relatable.

the music is honestly beautiful too! I’ve literally just had the game open for like.. 3.5 hours now just listening to the menu music because i love it that much.

and the ART, oh god is it amazing. seriously like, the landscapes are so pretty and the colour palettes are so warm and welcoming and it just looks adorable

hah i’ve spent so much time on this game literally just admiring the art (and also B. i am so gay for B. her smile is just 💞🧡💘💓🥰) 

but yeah you probably get my point! i think its at least worth checking out. (i’m so happy my gf told me about this game cause it lowkey might turn into a comfort thing)

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Rating: General Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Oma Kokichi/Saihara Shuichi Additional Tags: Fluff, Fluff and Angst, Alternate Universe, Princes & Princesses, Shuichi and Junko are royalty, Other Additional Tags to Be Added, when needs be of course Summary:

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Saihara Shuichi, prince of the kingdom, soon to be king of another. Enoshima Junko, heir to the throne. But hey, what's that compared to the whole world of mysteries the purple-haired stranger standing before him held?

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I didd itt Candy Kingdom AU is now up on AO3! And navigating between chapters on tumblr should now be easier too as i’ve added links to them all at the end of each chapter!

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im going to delete this later (or maybe not if i forget LMAO) but im laughing at myself rn omg I need to calm down and do this properly

I literally- I made the same mistake as dream anon and thought it was chapter 4 EVen after ao3 was like “you’re uploading chapter 5 here” so i went “..?” but still changed it to 4 so then chapter 4 and 5 got switched and I only realised when i saw a chapter 5 even existed.. then i went oHHH my and had to quickly swithc them back again anddd yeah here i am

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bruh

do you ever scroll on your dash and see a post with filtered tags but like. you dont even follow the creator?? tumblr why are you recommending to me posts that ii have told you i dont like