#ah fuck it’s so fucking cringe
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dawg i just uncovered about uhhhhHHH 70K of unposted fic from 2015-2019
#i am NOT going to read these. like i do not even possess the strength. but i might copy/paste and post them just for fun#pegasus speaks#oh my god bro. like oh my god#there’s ptv/sws/waterparks/one direction#I HAVE NEVER EVEN BEEN A FAN ON SWS OR 1D LIKE THIS IS INSANE#I DONT LIKE WATERPARKS#WHAT IS THIS#ah fuck it’s so fucking cringe#fic#fanfiction -#rpf -
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looking for a volunteer to try my new boots on
#immediately cringed at myself#I CANT TAKE ME SERIOUSLY#like ah yes let me just grind my boot into you please#what a fucking dweeb#but im sure one of you might like this#so im doing it for the people!!!#lesbian#butch#butch4femme#butch4butch#butch4all#t4t#butch bait#femme bait#transmasc#nonbinary#butch4femme nsft#butch4butch nsft#t4t nsft#nblw nsft
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people practice w Them <3
#posting this and then shoving my head into a hole Bye#i am! Not Confident!!! in my people scribbling abilities!!#but im trying!!! im fucking trying!!!#i already see improvement#not enough to make me go 'wee the masses are gonna love this'#but enough that i can fathom posting. i can handle it. i can do this#if i dont do it now then i never will!!!!#im still gonna scream into a pillow rip it apart and then eat the stuffing!!!!#ah... the mortification of Existing... of Being Perceived...#it is ever present and inescapable! youd thing id be used to it by now!!!#ill be on my death bed asking people to leave the room so that i can die w/o feeling horribly self conscious and Seen#no seriously every time i think about my potential death and or coma should that happen#i prematurely cringe at the Attention. people potentially crying at my bedside Eugh No Thank You Please Do That Elsewhere#either call me a loser and drop off a single flower or leave me be <3#THIS IS A WELCOME HOME SCRIBBLE POST. IM SORRY I FORGOT#scribble garnish#uh um uh so uh wally and barnaby am i rite fellas-#in my mind they're picking up takeout for dinner <3#yeah no im not tagging it with a fandom tag. i dont want to be perceived As We've Established#im somewhat satisfied with that first wally.... swag <3#& do i have major gender envy for barnaby? yeah#im not used to drawing people but i should be... i need to be...#THERE ARE GUYS I WANNA DRAW! mine and others!!! ngl mostly mine!!!
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obligatory pokemon au time!!
#milgram project#haruka sakurai#yuno kashiki#fuuta kajiyama#muu kusunoki#shidou kirisaki#mahiru shiina#kazui mukuhara#amane momose#mikoto kayano#kotoko yuzuriha#woah what the fuck u can do 30 images at once now#i didn't draw es with their singular eevee bc i thought the limit was 10 still whoops#anyways--#haru has a singular tiny budew that follows him around and loves him. he is afraid of it#yuno has a furfrou bc she loves big dogs. and liepard bc she's cat coded#i like to think fuuta makes really amateur lowpoly 3d renders so i think itd be fun if he had boys to make art w him#muu got herself a BIG HERACROSS when she was tiny and her mom was like. cringes. don't you want a girl pokemon for girls??#and baby muu was like SHE'S PINK!!!!! and would not let go of her buggy#a sableye approached her and tried to eat her earrings. the vivillon is from her dad#my friend pointed out shidou would be the exact age for playing gen I hence the squirtle#blissey bc nurse joy. his blissey used to carry around the gloom in her lil pouch when she was just an oddish#the eldegoss is his wife's!! but she tends to tumble about in the breeze and find shidou a lot#i actually started these drawings bc mahiru going OVERHEATTT in her t1 song made me think incineroar#she treats him like a big kitten!! and her phantump is her tiny baby#OK I CAN'T FIND W HO BUT SOMEONE DREW KAZUI WITH A SHINY APPLIN AND IT'S THE FUNNIEST FUCKING THING TO EXIST#he's got a lil bisharp that wants to be a kingambit but hasn't been able to evolve#and kazui is like. ah. action figure bug. for boys. cant live up to his manly potential. i relate deeply with this man#amane got an espurr bc she deserves a cute kitty. castform reminds me of her cult's cloud symbol thing#mikoto=morpeko connection has been made a billion times but it's true. he finds it eating his redbull cans at the office
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reo stressing about how to talk to nagi again in the additional time and then sending him off with a smile he didn’t practise at the end of the epinagi movie….. knsr saying his smiles are nagi’s favourite thing for all that he makes them disappear the most….. that moment before the u20 game means so much to me i fear i will never recover
#like it’s the first time they’ve talked to each other again !!! reo practised so much !!!! even tho he was struggling w it !!!!!#not one of these moments are canon to the manga but idgaf it’s canon to my heart#anyways nagi fistpump w reo’s gifted gloves would be in this post but they haven’t animated his ah cringe line (yet!) so i’m holding off#for now :3 i wanna see how he says it if he does lol#anyways it’s been said a thousand times before but what in the shojo is this 😭😭😭#….i just realized i cited my fucking sources in this post fuck my life <- ignored their assignment to watch the new ep#blue lock#maz rambles#reonagi#mikage reo#nagi seishiro
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I AM CRINGE BUT I AM FREE
#lmaoooo i reactivated my youtube channel just for this#i am cringe#THE ONLY REASON I MADE THIS IS BECAUSE I WAS SICK LAST WEEK#I HAD A FEVER AND DIDN'T CARE ABOUT CRINGE AND SHIT#i was vibing#not sick anymore so not sure about this but#ah well#fuck it we ball#also another one of my 60394 artstyles let's goooooooo#those galaxy backgrounds were fun to make#i feel kinda stupid for this buuuut at the same time#*happy leg bounce*#*climbs a wall*#*screeches* LOOK WHAT I MADE#13 year old me would be so proud omg#good omens#crowley#crawly#good omens fanart#crowley fanart
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guys I cant keep lying by omission I do Have to say . it's not that I dont ship qyz with anyone its literally just that I do Nawt like seeing him with yy to be so honest with you
#j.txt#SORRY IM FRINGE AND NICHE AND NOT EVEN A TRUE HATER. I like yy a lot also just Not With Him yknow#also like. oh this is so embarrasing but its going to be revealed eventually anyways so fuck it#um. qyz is the single character whose ever gotten me into ocxcanon ahaha[<laughing like a man expecting tomatoes and boos off the stage]#I KNOW ITS CRINGE I KNOW /EYE/ AM CRINGE . BUT A MAN MUST BE ALLOWED TO HAVE SOMETHING TO KEEP HIM GOING YES?#I just think I could give him what he deserves and more....... I crafted him a loving narrative parallel and even in some ways foil.....#[sniffles pathetically]I just dont talk abt it publicly much bc honest2god if ppl hate my oc I Will take it personal. bleeding heart & all#but Im getting so brave about it and like. I do genuinely want to share some with others bc thee facking worldbuilding I am having to do#to make this shit work. tian AH .and it gives me excuse to just headcanon a ton of unrelated stuff for qyz himself so yknow#Still putting in my Work as a minor underdeveloped character stan💪#oh forgot 2 say Also its very rare but I Have seen qyz shipped w other canon characters and liked it !! like sqx which tbh is kindof cute<3
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thinking about that little giorose fic i wrote and i adore the idea of gio savagely beating people into a pulp with blood splattering everywhere,,, at the end gio is panting heavily and sweating with twitching fists whilst surrounded by bodies incapacitated on the ground. and he's got this demented look in his eyes like there's nothing but hatred and rage behind them. forgetting for a moment rose was watching him the whole time and he blinks back into reality when he hears him blurt out "holy fucking shit!!!!!!!!" or something
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falling - pettiot - Peaky Blinders (TV) [Archive of Our Own]
PART ONE - DAY ONE
Ch 1 | Ch 2 | Ch 3 | Ch 4 | Ch 5 | Ch 6 | Ch 7 | Ch 8 | Ch 9
PART TWO - MONTH ONE (Or Maybe Month Two, Or Three)
Ch 10 | Ch 11 | Ch 12 | Ch 13 | Ch 14 | Ch 15 | Ch 16 | Ch 17 | Ch 18
PART THREE - YEAR ONE (Or So)
Ch 19 | Ch 20 | Ch 21 | Ch 22 | Ch 23 | Ch 24 | ??
A Modern AU take on Tommy's immediate return from military service, and the period between his demobilisation and the start of S1.
(Tags shall be progressively updated)
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Tommy Shelby/Lizzie Stark, Tommy Shelby/Freddie Thorne, Arthur Shelby, Polly Grey, Ada Shelby, John Shelby, Johnny Dogs, Various Lees, John Shelby's Children, Zhang, Mai (S1E1 Red Dust Girl), Sergeant Moss | Alternative Universe, Modern AU (ish), more tags at the link
#my writing#peaky blinders#i can't explain how much i am enjoying being able to play with bathos and pathos. i hope it comes across well and not nastily#i did cringe at this one even while laughing so decided ah fuck it and post#sooooooooooooooo difficult to write crowded multi-person dialogue scenes where your pov character is fading in and out of attention badly#anyway. add another carrot and potato to the roasting pan arthur. freddie's come for dinner#tommy shelby#freddie thorne#polly grey#arthur shelby#john shelby#ada shelby
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genuine question but is there any fandom where a character is well written by the majority. im thinking about fandom culture and the spread of frustration when people dont write characters well but. honestly in all the fandoms ive been in there's only like, a Select number of authors who i trust to write Well, let alone write Well AND In Character. character analysis and writing and getting inside characters' heads are all separate skills (all of which are trained by roleplaying fyi can CONFIRM playing pretend with your friends is good for you). there's been more than once where I've disagreed with an interpretation that others agreed with, and then I turned out wrong. or i turned out right. like it doesnt matter WHO is right it just matters that differences in character analysis exist, so even if you DO write well AND write in character, your in character is still going to be someone else's out of character
there's this sort of. vibe. that to play in the sandbox you Need to be able to make a castle, and if you can't make a castle then you shouldn't bother, and it completely dismisses the idea that youre in that sandbox to PLAY in the first place. there's this Weight of disappointing someone if you can't build something that they like, but that forgets that you aren't there to build them a castle. like, be KIND. if you disagree with someone then please make an effort to do so kindly. i dont give a shit about fandom discourse but there is a reason kids get removed from sandboxes if they keep throwing sand in people's eyes. but if they don't like your misshapen sand pile, then youre not obligated to change it. even if you yourself end up hating that same sand pile later- youre not building a legacy. youre playing. and sometimes the result of that play is out of character drivel. theres a reason there are so many authors and so few who i like to consistently read and thats because everyone is Fucking Around in their hobby space. hash tag brag or whatever but i can build castles. ive built several that im v proud of. ive also dug holes in the sand for fun and then tripped on them when trying to get up. I often dug a hole and then got up and fucking- whoops, its a castle now, and i didn't realize i'd made something to be proud of until after the fact. the whole time while creating shit i was Convinced it was bullshit that didn't make sense. and then other times i was Convinced it was bullshit and then i was Right and i can look back and go. huh. ew. but it doesn't matter what the end result was, because i had fun playing in the sandbox
this wasn't meant to turn into a ramble but i have Feelings about bad art and art that's badly perceived and how public perception can screw with your head and how making art youre proud of is fucking. it's so difficult!!! it's hard!! it's really fun, which is why i try to make it, but i promise you it is Okay to not tryhard creativity. even if you CAN, it's okay not to do it all the time. or ever, even. fuck around find out have fun etc
#NOT a discourse post i am musing out loud#there's discourse goign around the dash rn or i wouldnt mention it#but the past few weeks ive seen a lot of “DONT fucking mischaracterize my guy my fuckign god”#which is one of the most frustrating pet peeve there is#but i think a lot too about little baby me#fresh on her writing journey#and how discouraged i would be if someone pointed out the mistakes id made#i made a Lot of fuckups#and i also think about this one fic where one of the characters was INCREDIBLY out of character#me today would not be able to stomach reading it#but baby me was so ENCHANTED#and it introduced to me the concept that you dont always know the reason someone does something#and it made me read even more#and because of that i eventually found Expert Skill level fics#which introduced me to MANY little tricks and fidgets ive tried to implement#there were so so many reviews on that fic that called it shit or complained about the bad characterization#but a decade later i still think about it#there were several very corny mine/craft horror fics i read#which back in the day would be called cringe#and those were what inspired me to write my first horror fic and now im Enchanted by the whole genre#theres a lot of stuff i dont like to read but i like that other people are enjoying themselves#i dont know how to be succinct i hope my point is coming across well#this ties into my thing where fiction is for you first others later#here are my credentials: bb/h fan since before the elections (hi i was the guy who noticed his lack of armour post elections)#and a cross-fandom comment trend of people going 'woa i can see this happening in canon'#im not talking out my ass i genuinely think its more important to have fun than to write accurate characterization#which. is a more 'duh' and clarifying thing than everything else ive written#but ah well c'est la vie#also also just realized this could be interpreted like that- NOT an attack on people who complain about mischaracterization either lmao#i do that too w friends. this is to reassure people who put pressure on themselves to create things Well all the time
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oh also im like 80% sure one of my bitchass classmates was making fun of me today by humming circus music every time i entered the room because im the only visible faggot in that class with sick emo eyeliner
#bat rambles#hope this doesnt turn into actual bullying tho#those girls would 1000% call me slurs if i wasnt their classmate for the next four years#ah love it#im the only queer in a class of like 25 people#well not really#theres another trans guy but hes a huge asshole to my roomie so#guess things like me are destined for loneliness :P#tho at least i have online friends#i can maybe make it my mission to piss those girls off with my emo faggy existence#im gonna get so cringe it fucking kills them >:D
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"So I was just asked if there was any point to finishing a fanfic story set in a franchise canon where all hope seems lost. My answer was (by request), private, but this part is universal enough to share: In private, I will tell you that the hope is the whole point of fanfiction, and that our love shows us these paths to joy for the people we care about. It lets us guide them to a soft place where they can rest. You have the power to help your loved ones rest. I would finish, for that alone. ... and that's not just me being facile. I mean it. Fanfic is the art of looking at a canon and saying "no, thank you," and then taking these toys you love so much-- the ones that are like the skin horse, just a little bit real to you-- and giving them a different story. It may not be a better story to anyone but you, but the power is yours, and it deserves to be used. Give them their soft places to rest. Or hell, put them through the wringer. But fanfic is where we play with them because we love them, and putting more love into the world is never bad." - Seanan McGuire, via x
#being completely sincere for a moment: this quote strongly influenced me to write the slowburn#there are very few things story wise that tear me up quite like seeing how he was treated in canon and slightly metatextually in fandom ngl#fascinating character that deserves *so* fucking much more. from everyone. not in an entitled sense but at least given the dignity of-#-not being cast aside to the shadows you know? ah man i'm tearing up here. it just ain't right.#and it may be cringe and about ten years late to boot but i believe it in it enough to write 60k+ words about this guy soooo. yolo? yolo.
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*my friends and me at our school's band's concert*
me: decides to put my hand closer to my crush sitting next to me
her: notices it
me: oh fuck what do i do now
her: takes my hand
me: akjsdkjashajsd
her: proceeds to pretend to be playing drums on my hand and continues to do so for the next 10 minutes
moral of the story: i don't think shes into me but regardless of that i still enjoyed the drumming on my hand
#school band#school#i dont know how to flirt#my super rizz#drumming#drums#i love her#these hastags are so cringe ah please ignore this#real story#high school#autistic rizz#i dont actually think im autistic tho#but i think i maybe have adhd#adhd rizz#haha#haha fuck#idk how to tag this#literal shitpost#shitpost#shitposting#weezer#i put weezer because she likes them and i do too
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cant stop thinking how king Maric had to walk around the fade rescuing wardens from their dreams of yearning to be with their lost loved ones while following the ghost of his cringe ex around for guidance. I'd die of shame, I'd go get lost in the deep roads if I had to do that lmao
#I say “cringe ex” because she was introduced as nothing but a love interest and I literally have zero idea what she is like as a character#and I have not read the first book yet#Maric explaining who Katriel is to Duncan was so fucking funny though#man the Calling is such an emotional whiplash#ah yes the tragedy of being a warden and king maric is also there escaping his fatherly duty#dragon age
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Someone liked my fic masterpost in the year of our lord 2023. I made that in 2017 😭 and stopped writing fan fic shortly after lmao
#Listen if you want some cringe fluff I've got you#But I'm not into shipping 'real people' even if it's actually a persona not how they really are#I defo had it justified in my head until I saw some..... Very upsetting posts and I was... Ooh boy I was outta there#People were shipping members of polygon the game website??? And I was like oh fuck it's real#Yall are out here shipping coworkers sexually not just two guys who talk about butt fucking each other#So I was like ah fuck this is too much I can't justify this any more goodbye#But God what i wouldn't give to be in a Fandom I could write fic for#Should I write fics about podcasts I've listened to????#If you see this yell at me about it lol
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my fb memories showing the last time I dated a guy fr and it's really showing that I was so aromantic there too it's killing me
#rambles#me: can the person im dating pls not be romantic w me its v fucking cringe#me now: AH SO THATS WHAT THAT WAS
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