#ah 2011... :P

[mythosidhesdollhouse]

Another slow day, so I'll just share these girls since they had a little trip to the dolly spa this morning. Ah, Liv Dolls.... I wish I loved them more than I do. Always thought they had a cool concept, but the execution never quite hit for me. Once again I only ended up with a representative sample of two in my collection (this will become a recurring theme XD). We've got Alexis from the first wave in 2009, wearing a later fashion pack and wig; and Katie as the Mad Hatter, from the Target-exclusive Alice in Wonderland line released in 2011. Including a 'Sassy' Swappin' Styles Fashionistas Barbie, also from 2011, as it's very possible I purchased her and Katie at the same time, for the aesthetic ;p I used to display these two with my small collection of Ever After High dolls; the proliferation of tiny useless hats in the doll space during the early 2010s amused me greatly.

No promises, but if all goes to plan tomorrow I may break out the Mysticats. Stay tuned.

[btstwtarchive]

130916 [Text] 안녕하세요 랩몬입니다. 비스메이저의 수장@Deepflow39 형님과 함께 빅히트! 또 무슨 재밌는 일이 생길까요~ 아 저도 기대가 됩니다^^^ [Trans] Hello it’s Rap Mon. BigHit together with the head of VisMajor’s  @Deepflow39 hyungnim! What more fun lies in store~ Ah I look forward to it myself^^^ Translated by Juliana of BTS-Trans on Tumblr.

ARMY NOTES -In order from left to right: Hobi, P-Dogg , Yoongi (?), Deepflow, Namjoon, and Hitman Bang. -As Namjoon explains in the tweet, the rapper, Deepflow is the head of Vismajor. Namjoon has actually known Deepflow since 2009 as the two crossed paths mulitple times (Namjoon auditioned for Deepflow's former crew, Big Deal Squad in 2009. Deepflow performed with DaeNamHyup, Namjoon's underground crew, in 2011. and Deepflow was also a judge at the Hit-It Auditions in 2011). At the time the photo in Namjoon's tweet was taken ,Vismajor was an underground rap crew (VMC). However, in 2014, it became a full-fledged hip-hop label with most of the original crew members of VMC signed as solo artists.

[declanpavlova]

Esse é o TRAVIS VAN WINKLE chegando no Paddock? Ah não, é o DECLAN ALASTAR PAVLOVA-MCCARTHY, de 40 e da IRLANDA que é PILOTO DE N°15 da FERRARI. Nos melhores dias ele é DESCONTRAÍDO E ESPIRITUOSO mas as vezes também é INSTINTIVO E SOBERBO.

Aesthetic: toma esse dinheiro aqui, adrenalina, loose cannon, água saborizada, favoritismo, expansivo para esconder a cobra por baixo, tradição, decoração rústica, audiobooks, cantor de cockpit, asseado, empreendedor, saudosista, canetas Monteblanc, tudo eu nessa p****- brincadeira!.

Jovem promessa, leia-se pais ricos do caramba, que ingressou em 2006 na jornada de se tornar um piloto de F1 premiado. Usou e abusou da fortuna para ter os melhores aparelhos e carros, além de visualização e reconhecimento mundial.

Seu pico foi alguns anos depois, onde começou sua glória com três anos seguidos de premiação. Louro™ e loureado tricampeão dos anos de 2009, 2010 e 2011.

Reza a lenda que era esse objetivo, ser um estouro e aposentar cedo, porque era um hobbie. Uma jogada de marketing pra alavancar os negócios, melhorar o nome da família e ser o maior no mercado tecnológico. Só que... Declan amou.

Era só pra ter participado e fazer propaganda, tá ligado? Só que ele venceu... Ele foi incrível.

A saída o deixou amargo, mas não desesperançado. A empresa prosperou absurdamente, sua agenda vivia cheia de reuniões e viagens executivas. Como continuaria no shape?

Ah, meus filhos, quem tem dinheiro tem tudo mesmo. E naquele quesito... Ele tinha de sobra.

Onde tinha corrida? Ele ia. Onde tinha esporte radical? Ele experimentava 7 vezes. O que podia fazer pra não enferrujar, o diabo se sacrificou e sorriu. No pain, no gain.

E agora, mais de uma década, o queridinho da Ferrari volta para mais um ano. Não se importou de repetir testes, mostrar que estava apto, desde que voltasse.

Seu objetivo é ganhar mais uma, a de 2024, como presente de aniversário de 41 anos. E se perder? Qual o problema? A máquina mortífera belíssima embaixo e em volta de si ainda é um sonho tornado realidade todo santo dia.

TRIVIA

Sempre tem uma caneta Monteblanc consigo. Até mesmo durante a corrida.

Sua música preferida, e ritualística, é September de Earth, Wind & Fire.

Toda semana livre durante "o afastamento", fez cosplay de celebridade no Paddock.

[frog-man-blog]

i wasn't suggesting YOU were bitching you're just kind of the patient zero for this topic on tumblr rn so i figured it'd be easiest to just send my thoughts on the matter to the same place. also was making the point w/ hollowheads that alan doesn't tend to dictate canon relationships or identity in general, nd their whole dynamic being undetermined was just a secondary example. sorry for the confusion. i mention my worry about ppl bitching about it because some rando in the tags is already calling people p*dophiles for so much as questioning the authenticity of alan's comment

Ah, ok gotcha

I definitely don’t think people should take this as 100% confirmed Cannon. More like, take it with a grain of salt. If you wanna go with the idea they might be 10 to 12 go for it, but because it was such an on spot answer it doesn’t really confirm anything (which again I really shouldn’t have said confirm on that post, that is on me) don’t attack people for it

I don’t think people should be accused of being pedophiles for still headcanoning their sticks much older, cause again it’s not solid evidence, and someone pointed out they said “Creation Age”. Which is basically the year the CG first debut to now (2011-2023).

[dnpbeats]

Ive been away from the phandom for about 7 years and im back lol im keeping up with all the news and im seeing a lot has changed! Is the vday thing still a taboo topic?

ah welcome back!! :)

yeah? sort of? from what i've observed i don't really see people bring it up/reference its contents a whole lot. frankly i see people bring it up way less now than i did in 2015/2016. i'm assuming it's mainly due to the fact that with d&p coming out it was confirmation that it's real. so for me personally at least it feels a bit icky to talk about its contents in depth bc like it's like a known invasion of their privacy if that makes sense? but i've def seen people mention it in the sense of "d&p were outed in 2011/2012 by this thing happening"

[kogetaikid]

Ah shit- almost forgot to post these 🤦🏽

As promised, sticky note sketches

Melody giving the middle finger

A place I would see in a recurring dream I had when I was around 3-4ish? Idk

Goggles, right?

Autism ✨ D R I P ✨

Just a happy, human kiddo :)

An alien creature I made back in 2021 called the Ketakomian

Ketakomian boi in a Ketakomian cloak

I have two sides

Pretty self explanatory (sorry for the bad writing)

October 3, 2011

Melody cat 🐱

Aight hear me out, every other Friday, I will post school sketches :)

I made a pretty bad “flip book” animation (and by book, I mean I made through math and science class using sticky notes), but that’s gonna be on my art account tomorrow :)

[ka1rosnan]

꧁Lo que somos ꧂ 2 de diciembre de 2022 La Biblia en un año: Ezequiel 42–44; 1 Juan 1 … sé ejemplo de los creyentes en palabra, conducta, amor, espíritu, fe y pureza (v. 12). Lee por favor: 1 Timoteo 4:12-16 En 2011, mi esposa y yo decidimos comenzar una nueva vida en otro país. Aunque era emocionante mudarnos, requirió que dejara mi carrera como locutor, lo cual eché de menos. Como me sentía perdido, pedí consejo a mi amigo Liam. «Ya no sé cuál es mi llamamiento», le dije, afligido. «¿No estás transmitiendo aquí?», preguntó. Le contesté que no. «¿Y cómo anda tu matrimonio?». Sorprendido ante el cambio de tema, le dije que Merryn y yo estábamos bien. Habíamos enfrentado juntos el desánimo y eso nos había acercado más. «La entrega es la esencia del evangelio —dijo sonriendo—. ¡Ah, cuánto necesita el mundo ver matrimonios consagrados como el de ustedes! Quizá no veas todavía el impacto que están teniendo; más allá de lo que hacen, solo siendo lo que son». Cuando una tarea difícil afligió a Timoteo, Pablo no le dio metas en su labor, sino que lo alentó a tener una vida piadosa y ser ejemplo con sus palabras, conducta, amor, fe y pureza (1 Timoteo 4:12-13, 15). Impactaría más a otros con una vida fiel. Es fácil evaluarnos según nuestro éxito profesional, cuando lo que más importa es nuestro carácter. Una palabra veraz, un acto bondadoso, incluso un matrimonio consagrado pueden producir grandes cambios porque, a través de estas cosas, la bondad de Dios alcanza al mundo. Así que sigue en pie la invitación de nuestro Señor Jesucristo, si ya eres cristiano Dios desea que te conviertas, si no eres cristiano aún Dios espera que te discipules, te arrepientas y te bautices y conviertas, no se, sólo piénsalo, que tengas tu y tu familia un de lleno de bendiciones, shalom ! -Sheridan Voysey Reflexiona y ora: ¿Quiénes impactaron tu vida y qué cualidades tenían? ¿Cómo puedes ser hoy un ejemplo de fidelidad? https://www.instagram.com/p/Clqtv06O-jN/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

[ecoconcienciaequip5]

Física II

Nuestro prototipo tiene como propósito crear un plantel más sostenible, donde todos los integrantes de nuestra institución tengan una mejor calidad en las instalaciones y sea más comodo laborar y aprender en ella, es por eso que nuestros paneles solares brindarán lo deseado.

Pretende resolver la contaminación atmosférica ya que la cantidad de electricidad que se requiere para dar energía a los espacios del plantel tiene un gran impacto en este, ya que se producen muchas emisiones de CO2. Se aprovechará la energía solar que tenemos en el paso del día.

Nuestro prototipo va dirigido a toda la comunidad del plantel, desde alumnos, hasta docentes y administrativos, incluso va dirigidos a los padres de alumnos, para que sus hijos tengan un mejor plantel.

El principio físico que sustenta el funcionamiento de un panel solar es el efecto fotovoltaico. Este fenómeno se basa en la capacidad de ciertos materiales, como el silicio en paneles solares, para generar electricidad cuando son expuestos a la luz solar. Cuando los fotones de la luz solar golpean las células fotovoltaicas, liberan electrones, generando una corriente eléctrica. Este proceso es la base para la conversión de energía solar en electricidad en los paneles solares.

Sistema de encendido solar para Bomba centrífuga multietapa horizontal monofásica

Bomba centrífuga multietapa horizontal monofásica Espa Prisma Prisma 25-4/1220 2hp color amarillo 220V

3 Módulo Solar Fotovoltaico de 550 Watts, 48V.

1 Controlador MPPT p/Bateria c/pantalla 30A 12/24V

1 Inversor de Onda sinusoidal Pura 1600W , 110V con Universal socket y USB Comm Port

2 Baterías de aplicación solar, LTH, 115 Ah, 12V, Descarga profunda, Libre de mantenimiento

Para tener una idea más clara, consulta nuestros problemas de aplicación en el siguiente archivo:

Consulta el siguiente blog que habla de la física y el aporte que tiene al medio ambiente:

https://antoniovelarde.blogspot.com/2011/05/v-behaviorurldefaultvml-o_14.html

[atypical-artisan]

OOOH YAY I LOVE THIS SHIT

Answers below the cut 💖

•First Living Dead Doll?

13th anniversary Posey, followed by 13th anniversary Sin! I got them when I was 10 so they're pretty roughed up now lmao.

•How did you first learn of LDDS?

It's honestly like a scene from a movie or book. I was in a comic book/old toys store with my dad and brother off the side of the road. I don't remember exactly how old I was but series 21 came out around that time so I'm guessing it was around 2011 or 2012. Hanging under the counter were some LDD minis! I fixated on squeak and BEGGED my dad to have her. He said no and I put her back but when we got back to the car i googled her on my dad's Ipad. The best I can describe the feeling I had when first seeing the full squeak doll is literally falling in love. They became one of my longest held special interests throughout my late childhood and teens and I still love them so much. I'm so delighted to have discovered them.

•Favorite LDD you own?

Ahhh don't make me choose!!! It's a hard split but I'm gonna have to pick Either Squeak or Butcher Boop from the main like. Toy soldier from the exclusives. Either Posey or Eggzorcist form the 20th anniversary set. And Res jack the ripper or Res Lizzie from my resurrection dolls. I seriously can't choose! I love so many of them!!

•Your dream LDD?

Resurrection Frozen Charlotte or Fairy Fae. They're both wonderful in their own ways but those two call to me specifically.

•Which LDD did you pay the most for?

Ah fuck I don't remember... I think it was my resurrection Jack the Ripper Doll which was a bit over 155 usd.

•Which LDD did you pay the least for?

Cause I was a kid when they were being sold and got them in store- probably my 13th Posey and Sin.

•Is there a doll you ended up liking a lot more than you initially thought you would?

My interest in certain dolls has waned and waxed over the years, but my attachment to Butcher Boop was a little more surprising tbh. She's just so cute!!

•Is there a LDD you regret getting?

Nope! I like a VAST majority of the dolls so I'm happy to get them- I am however disappointed at the state of my Morgana. She's lost bits of her clothes and it makes me sad :(

•Do you own a rare LDD or one that has shot up in price?

Butcher Boop- though a LOT of the dolls have shot up as of late.

•Do you pair up any dolls in your mind? (Shipping or otherwise)

Omg so many! But out of my personal collection I do put my ships together. Currently I have: Hook x Thump Gluttony x Greed Ava x Roxie Judas x Jacob Res! Jack the Ripper x Res! Lizzie Borden Carotte x Maitre And Squeak x Pumpkin if I'm counting my minis Though I have far, far more ships :P

•Do you display them in box or out of box?

Out of the box- I prefer to show off accessories!

•If you buy them second hand do they have to come with the box, death certificate, and accessories? Or are you fine with just the doll?

Accessories are a must- I could maybe do without the death certificate and chipboard but I prefer to have them too. Box isn't needed.

•Own any in bad condition? Have any that came second hand that you had to fix up?

Right now I have 2 dolls and 1 blind box figure that are super fucked up. As I mentioned before My 13th anniversary Sin and Posey were obtained when I was little so they're in rough shape. My blind box bloody Eggzorcist is super fucked up because her flocking got stripped and she got stains. I plan to paint over areas of damage on her and paint on new blood spots eventually. I might even re-flock over her damage. My Morgana has a broken dress (One of her flowers fell off to god knows where.) and missing hairties. Thump Is missing a button, Hook's hook broke after the took a tumble form the shelf, though I have since fixed it and painted over the break. My Evangeline also lost her hairtie but I've kept her bow glued to a regular hairtie. Other dolls are stained or otherwise discolored but I can't fix that so I'm living with it.

•How many LDDs do you own?

I have 47 regular dolls, 2 minis, 14 blind box figures, the resurrection 10 card sets and pin set, the sweet tooth pin, the series 34 pin, and an eggzorcist plushie! I plan on more.

•Opinion on the ‘Presents’ dolls?

I like them! I just wish they weren't the only dolls besides the huge expensive ones being put out right now.

•Do you have any characters you’d like to see as a LDD one day?

Since I'm currently obsessed with 'House of Wax' (2005) then definitely the Sinclairs. I also hope to see a Candyman doll or inspired one! Dementia would be cool to see as a full doll too!

•Opinion on the new LDDS that can bend their arms and legs?

Cool! But very expensive and don't seem my style for collecting. I am excited for Posey though ngl.

•Which doll(s) would you like to see get a resurrection?

I'd KILL for a resurrection Vincent Vaude, Macumba, or Hook. Seriously WHERE is res Macumba??? The rest of series 4 is already done! I'm also surprised Eggy doesn't technically have a res doll yet.

•Least favorite LDD you’ve seen?

Milu... girl they fucked you up SO BAD. Especially her color variant it's so fucking ugly.

•Have you seen LDDs for sale irl?

Yes! Mostly when I was younger but my friends have taken pics of dolls they see on sale near them!

•Is there a doll that is generally unpopular that you love? Is there a popular doll you don’t get the hype for?

Frozen Charlotte is cute but overrated. A lot of other dolls are cute in the same way she is and they all deserve love.

•Are you good at remembering their names without looking at the chipboards/etc?

Yeah I remember pretty well! At least all the dolls I own.

•Do you make up lore for them? Or do you not think of that kinda stuff/are fine with their poems being their only ‘lore’?

I have such horribly convoluted lore for them you have no idea lmao.

•Do you take pictures of them?

Yes! Nothing professional but pictures when they're clean and I find something cute to pose them with!

•What do the people around you irl think of them?

People tend to think they're gross/dislike them. I don't really care they're my children.

•Have you ever taken one or more with you in public?

Oh yes- mostly Butcher Boop cause I have a cosplay of her but my 20th anniversary Eggy for an art project once!

•How long have you been in the fandom?

Since 2010-2012. I was too young to remember exact dates.

•What other dolls do you collect along with them?

Porcelain dolls! I also used to collect mh and Eah dolls but don't anymore. LDDs Are the only ones I actively collect.

•When did you last buy a LDD?

Christmas 2023! Though I plan to get some this Christmas or my birthday.

•Do you notice any common themes in the LDDS you collect? (For example maybe you collect mostly the boy dolls or ones that are more on the goth side)

Though I do gear a bit towards boy dolls, I also gear towards the cheaper dolls lmao.

•Is there anything you’d change about LDDS if you could? Is there anything you wish the people behind LDDS would do differently?

Lots of things, but these are problems I have with horror as a genre so it's no surprise. Mainly I feel racism and ableism in the dolls (Lack of dark dolls and black dolls, slurs both ableist and racist as doll names, and generally feeding into tropes about mental illness) are huge issues within the designs that need to be addressed more fairly in future series.

•Do you urself dress alternatively? (Asking this because LDDs tend to attract the goth crowd 🦇)

Nah, but I would like some more alt-y clothes in general cause they look cool as hell.

I’m bored so here’s a list of questions for Living Dead Dolls collectors bc there’s not too much LDD content on here 🥲 (you don’t have to answer all of these!! Just answer whatever you want!)

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•First Living Dead Doll?

•How did you first learn of LDDS?

•Favorite LDD you own?

•Your dream LDD?

•Which LDD did you pay the most for?

•Which LDD did you pay the least for?

•Is there a doll you ended up liking a lot more than you initially thought you would?

•Is there a LDD you regret getting?

•Do you own a rare LDD or one that has shot up in price?

•Do you pair up any dolls in your mind? (Shipping or otherwise)

•Do you display them in box or out of box?

•If you buy them second hand do they have to come with the box, death certificate, and accessories? Or are you fine with just the doll?

•Own any in bad condition? Have any that came second hand that you had to fix up?

•How many LDDs do you own?

•Opinion on the ‘Presents’ dolls?

•Do you have any characters you’d like to see as a LDD one day?

•Opinion on the new LDDS that can bend their arms and legs?

•Which doll(s) would you like to see get a resurrection?

•Least favorite LDD you’ve seen?

•Have you seen LDDs for sale irl?

•Is there a doll that is generally unpopular that you love? Is there a popular doll you don’t get the hype for?

•Are you good at remembering their names without looking at the chipboards/etc?

•Do you make up lore for them? Or do you not think of that kinda stuff/are fine with their poems being their only ‘lore’?

•Do you take pictures of them?

•What do the people around you irl think of them?

•Have you ever taken one or more with you in public?

•How long have you been in the fandom?

•What other dolls do you collect along with them?

•When did you last buy a LDD?

•Do you notice any common themes in the LDDS you collect? (For example maybe you collect mostly the boy dolls or ones that are more on the goth side)

•Is there anything you’d change about LDDS if you could? Is there anything you wish the people behind LDDS would do differently?

•Do you urself dress alternatively? (Asking this because LDDs tend to attract the goth crowd 🦇)

[thefrcg]

in the bloopers of the 2011 movie where miss p/iggy goes “ ah, that MY line. i’m so sorry. “ and then k/ermit is just “ that’s okay. “ and gives her a little kiss... 🥺🥺

[bogdanklimowicz]

Mushrooms Potatoes. . (Patatje paddenstoel met paddenstoelenstoof & truffelmayonaise.) Mushroom fries with mushroom stew & truffle mayonnaise. . Ate… in Tilburg yesterday, mushroom fries at Steck013. . Listened… to Plagues and Bacon by Hail Mary Mallon (2011). What title song would you listen to? Singing… “Well, we've got garlic, we've got some mushrooms, potatoes, carrots and parsnips. Ah, I'm a fan of parsnips. Lots of rosemary, 'cause I'm a fan of rosemary. If in the obituary column, sniff it. It was written by the forks and knives of Mary Mallon.” . Steck013, Nieuwlandstraat 1, Tilburg, Netherlands (Nederland). . . . . . #mushroomspotatoes #loadedfries #mushrooms #mushroom #potatoes #potato #patatjepaddenstoel #patatje #paddenstoel #starter #snack #vega #vegetarian #waartilburgeet @waartilburgeet #steck013 #steck @steck013 #nieuwlandstraat #lokalezaken #dwaalgebied #tilburg #nederland #netherlands . #bogdanklimowicz #foodie #foodblogger #food #love #like #plaguesandbacon #hailmarymaon . (at Steck013) https://www.instagram.com/p/ClnlH5VK7NV/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

[nikkidoujin]

Halation/Ghost/Romance - ハレーション/ゴースト/ロマンス

producer: ハヤカワP - HayakawaP, aka Plutonius

vocaloid: SF-A2 miki

release: january 1, 2011

genre: electropop

あたしはただのハレーション　ホントはここにいられない I'm merely a halation. I can't actually be here. そのまま忘れていいの すべて 夢でいいの It's okay if you forget everything. It's all just a dream.

実は誰にも言えないけれど I can't tell anyone, but the truth is, あたし　ここには　いないの I'm not really here. ベッドの上の身体抜け出して I slip out of my body that's lying on the bed. ふと気が付けばあなたの隣に居た All of a sudden, I found myself right by your side.

まさかまさか　あなたにはあたしが見えてるの? I can't believe it … you can see me? ウソみたい　二人だけのRENDEZ-VOUS This can't be real -- it's a rendezvous of just me and you.

（嬉しかったの　泣きたいくらい） (I was so happy that I wanted to cry.)

あたしはただのハレーション　ホントはここにいられない I'm merely a halation. I can't actually be here. 永遠のお別れまでの　ほんの少しの時間です There's only a little time left before our eternal farewell. だから今日　精一杯勇気を振り絞りました That's why I really tried to be strong today. これで終わり　だから忘れてね　すべて And now, it's all over. So please, just forget everything, okay?. All of it…

あれれ?　時間切れのはずなのに What's this? I swore I was out of time, but あたし　まだここにいるの? I'm still right here. ちょ!　ちょ!　ちょ!?　あなた覚えてないはず W-w-wait! There's no way you remember. あたしのロザリオ　不思議そうに見ないで Don't look at my rosary like it's so strange!

もしももしも　まだあなたが覚えているなら If maybe, just maybe, you're still remembering… ダ��よ!　ダ���!　そんなつもりじゃない Ah, no! No! I didn't mean to say that…

（嬉しかったの　泣きたいくらい） (I was so happy that I wanted to cry.)

あたしは夢見るゴースト　ホントはここにいられない I'm a dreaming ghost. I can't actually be here. あなたの隣　もう一度　馬鹿ね　無茶は承知です To be by your side, one more time… How naive. I'm asking for the moon. おかしいね　手を伸ばせば　触れられそうな距離で It's funny, isn't it? If I reach out, it seems like I could touch you. なのに遠い　あたし　こんなにも遠い Yet I'm too far. I'm far, so very far away…

あなたが夢見た　だからもう一度　ここに居られた You dreamt it all, so that's why I could be here one more time. ホントは　ダメなの　そんなの分かってる I know it's all impossible, I really do. だから　そんな優しくしないで!! So please, don't be so kind to me!

まぶしいほどのハレーション　恋をしています　あたし I'm a brilliantly shining halation that's in love. 最後まで　ぎこちなくて　でも　大切な恋です Everything is awkward even at the very end, but this love is precious to me. この気持ち抱えたまま　あたしはいなくなります With these feelings still buried within, I'm going to disappear. これでHappy End　だから　忘れてね　すべて This is my happy ending. So please, just forget everything, okay? All of it…

[chibipika]

Oh my god, I’m digging through old files on my backup harddrive and I found this dream from 2011 in which me, @antialiasis, and a baby dragon are on the run from The King of Everything.  It is absolutely batshit and I love it:

Okay, so for some reason I was hanging out with Dragonfree.  What the hell, subconscious?  Why do you always stick my online acquaintances into my dreams?  (I think it’s a side effect of that time in my life where all I had were online friends and the fanfic forum was pretty much my entire life, even though that was like 6 years ago.)  But at least this time it sort of makes sense—I’ve been working on an off on the Ouen dragons piece a lot lately, adding little touches here and there when I’m bored, so people often ask me what it is, so I frequently launch into explanations of, “Oh hey there’s this writer with a cool fanfic, and I’m doing fanart of it.”  “Hey what’s it about?”  “Well, it’s kind of hard to explain the plot because it’s basically an awesome reworking of silly ideas from when she was 12.” “ROFL THAT SOUNDS LIKE YOU.” “Erm….yeah.  -_-“

Okay then, random tangent aside I was hanging out with Dragonfree I guess.  No explanation given.  At least my dream self wanted an explanation, though never actually got one.  I was at my home house instead of my school house which makes slightly more sense (If I were European I’d sooner visit the US East coast/NY area than the friggin Midwest.)

Kay, I swear the plot was awesomely detailed and amazing but now it is starting to sound really silly and I’m not sure why I’m writing it down. Dangit.  It started out like...pretty mediocre at my house (or what was supposed to be my house but looked nothing like it, what.)  I think there was some subplot involving something going wrong with her website (some of the layouts weren’t working which was apparently a sign of someone currently stealing things from it?  What??? Also one of the styles was really cool and best described as a matrix Articuno.  YES.)  I dunno. And then there was a hilarious part where my sister walked though the kitchen into the computer room and said something like “When did Beth get here?”  And I’m like “Wtf, that’s not Beth.”  But then I walked into the room and it was. (So now Beth was somehow at my house too?  How did all these people get here?)  Dragonfree was in fact back in the kitchen on the computer that was for some reason there (no, not my laptop…a random desktop in the kitchen), and Beth did not appear for the entire rest of the dream. *shrug*  Though amusingly at this point I wondered, “Hey since this isn’t the internet, should I call you Dragonfree or by your real name?”  but never actually asked it.  So I went the whole dream without addressing her by any name (not as weird as it sounds—I don’t use people’s names often.)

But all of this random crap quickly derailed into something involving DRAGONS HOLY CRAP.  Okay, so I actually can’t remember how the dragons plotline started dang.  I think there were like, different types of dragons (one for each element?  This was completely unrelated to Pokémon, however. In fact, I don’t think anything Pokémon ever came up, other than that random bit about her site.  I don’t have Pokémon dreams often.  What the hell, subconscious.)  I think we had the earth dragon or something except I guess it was a baby.  And then like, the queen of the world ordered the dragons (she had a lot of them I think) to kill people, except each dragon’s power was only effective on certain people, and the Earth dragon was supposed to kill us.  I think I ran and hid in a bush (yeah…because that would save me from the elemental dragon…) but since the Earth dragon was just a baby its power didn’t kill us (and I was confused about why the other dragons’ attacks didn’t hurt because I didn’t know about the whole only-effective-on-certain-people thing).  So then I emerged from my hiding place and I think a lot of time had gone by because I saw the events in a slow, limited-animation cutscene type thing (hey…sorta like that game concept art my group’s been planning.)  Well the earth dragon was now an adult.  I met up with Dragonfree at some sort of dessert table where a servant was putting together sweets for the king.  Things like chocolate covered pretzels and bananas. I guess I felt like trolling the king or something, so I stole one of the chocolate bananas, and then we ended up having the guards sent after us (yeah, way to go dream self.)  We hopped on a train (like an old style steam engine) except it was rather small, and intended for little kids.  Well lo and behold my youngest sister was there.  We rode on the train for a bit until my sister climbed on top to check something and was doing it all very not-carefully like someone who has totally climbed on top of a train and started opening hatches a hundred times in their life.  Well something went wrong and then she fell off and got tangled in some vines and then the train tried to go through an insanely small tunnel and started shrinking, so we had to get off.  And then we found the earth dragon!  Except he was a baby again OKAY THEN.

(Thus far there hasn’t been much dialogue only because I can’t remember it.  Everyone was actually talking a lot more than this implies. They weren’t all just standing there.) Also I think I spent most of the dream wondering when Dragonfree was going to go back home.  Because “oh yeah we’re on adventure and running for our lives, but hey please don’t leave in the middle of all this I wanna hang out some more.” Uh huh.  This makes even less sense when you consider that there are no countries and the king of everything is after us.

Well this time the queen was there with the guards so we ran away into this sort of maze of stairs vaguely like a kids’ play area except kind of more serious business.  Some of the stairs were in fact escalators that were broken down, and others were so small that we had to slide down then and we were doing pretty good at avoiding the guards.  We all regrouped and figured out a way onto the third floor, at which point we were feeling pretty clever, but then WE RAN INTO THE QUEEN OH SNAP.  But she was actually on our side the whole time! I think this made more sense in the dream (maybe she knew the earth dragon wouldn’t kill us with its attack? But what about all the people killed by the king’s fire dragon?)  Well she did something to the stair area to prevent the guards from getting through while she made a deal with us.  So then we had the queen with us, yay?

We were now heading up a mountain!  I have no idea what we were looking for at the top.  Except first we had to go though some sort of summer-camp type area, where they made us go though inspection (okay?)  This involved pushing us under streams of water which I thought were going to be freezing but were actually kind of warm.  Kay then.  During the next part we were all in a building (at the camp I guess) and a bunch of the campers were watching tv. At this point I thought to myself “Hey it’s weird how this dream is still continuing even though I’m awake.” WHAT?  So I thought this part was real, but I was still dreaming it…even though it was real?  Now, there have been times I’ve been able to continue a dream while awake and have it actually fit in the dream, as opposed to the lame crap you usually try to add to a dream shortly after awakening until you realize “wait my logic works now and this is stupid.”  But anyways…I think around this point was I finally going to ask Dragonfree, “Hey we’ve been running all over a crazy kingdom all day and I’m still not sure what to call you since this isn’t the internet and all.”  But at that point I woke up.  Well…damn.  I mean, it’s better than when you have a dream end at a super-suspenseful point (since we were kind of just wasting time at a camp and I don’t even think the earth dragon was with us anymore).  But still I felt the need to go run and grab my laptop and start writing all this down and highly confusing my roommates in the process.

And holy crap LOOK HOW MUCH I WROTE IN HALF AN HOUR.  Why can’t I write my fic this fast?

[laaawliet]

btw ive been deep in hp lately for some reason (im somehow feeling the urge to go back to 2007 or some shit) so yeah ive been queueing a lot of hp posts. im sorry. but also not.

[sssn-neptune-vasilias]

Hey, you don't need to reply to this, but I just wanted to see how you were doing, given the recent news.

Long post I guess because I started typing and couldn't shut the fuck up I guess.

TL;DR Honestly, I'm sad, and I'm tired, and I'm frustrated.

I've been a fan of RoosterTeeth since my friend Mark put me on to RvB in like... 2005? I've been a fan of AH since Michael's Impossible Game RageQuit in... 2011??? RT First was the first subscription service I've ever paid for- before my PS+, before fucking anything- the second I got my credit card in 2013. I've been a RWBY fan from when the Red Trailer first aired at the end of RvB season 10 in 2012. I've been a RT/AH fan for most of my fucking life

I've referred to Kdin as "fugz" because I just thought that was her screenname at the time. Finding out what that name meant to her at the time genuinely makes me want to vomit.

I'm still processing. Shit is still coming out. The fan is still being assaulted, let alone hit.

I remember getting into RT almost two decades ago because they were just a small indie company making silly videogame videos and they genuinely felt like a family. And I know that's fucking silly to think but I was in middle school and impressionable and that was genuinely the image that they put to the public, so why wouldn't I want to believe it? I remember watching RT expand and grow and the RvB crew get even bigger and not just being voices making Halo characters move anymore but faces playing games together. I remember Gavin, Michael and Ray get involved. I donated for LazerTeam. I've watched hundreds of streams. I've watched probably thousands of hours of RT/AH content in my life.

I thought the stuff Micah spoke about would be the worsts things got, but now we're getting everything Kdin's talking about and it's so fucking upsetting and disheartening. And I'm glad she still thinks the CRWBY are good people but like... at this point does it even matter?

I've known RT/AH have been circling the drain for a while now. It's been really fucking obvious to me at least, and I'm p sure I've made a bunch of comments about it over the years. Everything I love about RT has been in a downward spiral. Michael hasn't done RageQuit in years. Gavin and Michael don't do PlayPals anymore. RvB had two abysmal seasons back to back, gen:LOCK season 2 was such an obvious attempt to put a bad taste in everyone's mouth so we'd stop talking about the show so they could cancel it without anyone missing it. RWBY shot the goodwill it'd gathered for having a solid 2 seasons in 6 and 7 (after having an absolutely garbage seasons 4 and 5) in the back of the head with Penny and Ironwood's entire characterization. I'm not at all excited about this stupid JL/RWBY crossover, and I don't think it's gonna make enough money or new RWBY fans to even break even, let alone make much of a profit. WB just dissolved fucking Cartoon Network Studios there's no fucking shot RT survive this.

As far as RWBY goes... I don't know. And at this point, I'm finding it hard to care. RWBY's been one of my favorite shows for a really long time but I kinda just wanna tear away from it so I don't have to deal with the pain of it eventually getting cancelled. I think over 90% of my current friend groups I've made because of RT/AH content. Some of my best and oldest friends I've met because or RWBY or RvB or what have you. I'm glad after all this time I finally got to go to an RTX and meet my friends and cosplay and enjoy myself. But right now... kinda wishing I wasn't an RT fan. Kinda wanting to cancel my First subscription. Kinda wanting to just be done with RWBY and everything else.

Idk, maybe I'll rebrand as a BNHA blog I guess

[eppysboys]

Really fucking tired of The Lennon Estate continously giving ANY sort of promotion to Arthur Janov and his theories. Literally the first few days of pride month and these are posted. It’s stupid and irresponsible to 'promote’ Primal Scream Therapy. Here’s a few references to Arthur Janov and his approach to homosexuality over the years (happy fucking pride). And just a note: All of this is just a fraction of why Janov doesn’t deserve half the credit he’s given for taking Freud’s theories and pushing them through a fucked up blender. If Primal Scream is your thing, don’t message me, I’ve read enough and don’t want to argue on a bug blog.  -

“Critical of the decision of the American Psychological Association in 1973 to remove homosexuality as a neurosis in its Diagnostic Statistic Manual, Janov called the decision a "disservice to homosexuals. It tells them that they are well when they are wracked with Pain and tension." [The Primal Institute Newsletter, October, 1979, p. 4]” - The Origins of Homosexuality: Insights From The Deep Feeling Psychotherapies by John A. Speyrer

“There are those who think I have taken an anti homosexual stance. So let me clarify. I have no “stance” about homosexuality. I only try to follow the science and not shy away from facts that are politically incorrect. That helps no one, especially those who want to change ...  We don’t advertise and make outrageous claims about homosexuality or anything else. We have “cured” some homosexuality. We didn’t start out to cure anything but two or three of them came to me after some time in therapy and said, “My orientation has changed.” I said fine. If it makes them happy so much the better ...  I really don’t care if homosexuals think they are normal. That is their choice. I do not agree or disagree.” On Becoming Homosexual. Is it Becoming? by  Arthur Janov, 2009

“If the mother fights with her husband all along her pregnancy she doesn’t have to wonder why her child is an addict or homosexual. Science now seems to say that fighting parents, an unhappy carrying mother can produce both, addiction and/or homosexuality. She is changing not only her own hormones but that of her offspring.” My Dear Poor Talented Amy Winehouse by Arthur Janov, 2011 (this is mentioned many times on his blog)

“... So no, homosexuality is not a normal part of sexuality. Not because I say so out of some prejudice, but because science leads me there. And if we give into pressure and agree that it is not a deviation, as the American Psychological Association voted on some years ago, we do harm to those homosexuals who cannot understand the way they are. Imagine voting on sexuality as if it were a political issue to be for or against. Next we will vote on psychosis to see if it is a real deviation. If we ignore deep-lying causes we will never find out. If we ignore brain and biochemical research we will also never find out. We need to delve deep into the system to discover ultimate causes. If we never truly define normalcy, how can we decide what is not normal? So if homosexuality is normal it cannot ever be treated and changed? I have found that not to be true. A few of my homosexual patients do change after many many months of therapy and very deep probing into the brain and the unconscious ...  If patients could be helped back into their remote history we would see the pain involved into homosexuality, and then we could add to it copious research extant that indicates that it may well begin with trauma in the womb and at birth. If we don’t look there how can we ever find out. Ah I know: replace it all with prejudice, or in the case of the scientific societies guess and bit and then take a liberal position that it is not “bad” after all but normal. We have just overlooked our decades of therapeutic experience and several hundred research studies. Why? Because we want to be loved and not be prejudiced, which is what it does make us. We don’t want to hurt anyone’s feelings. Is that science espoused by august scientific societies? Or is the search for love and praise for being so “democratic.” Sometimes science is fascist; it doesn’t care about our feelings and where their findings lead. It cares about truth. So it should say that sometimes psychotherapy for homosexuality might be good; and that it might be a deviation, after all. Keep an open mind, and above all never vote on matters of science. That is truly ridiculous.”  On Homosexuality as a Normal Variant of Human Sexuality by Arthur Janov, 2012

“So why am I not gay?  I had all the elements for it happening.  A psychotic/anxious mother and tyrannical unloving father.  But when I was sexually vulnerable at age thirteen, I was in the back of a car necking with a girl whose name I have preserved in memory. Those hugs and kisses sank in and changed everything." So Why Are You Gay? by Arthur Janov, 2014

“Is homosexuality genetic? We have successfully treated it, which makes the assumption that it is a disease.  Let me clarify:  in every neurosis there is a detour or a dysfunction of certain biologic and neurologic elements.” What Is More Important Genes or Epigenes? by Arthur Janov, 2015

“Janov's message has always had something of a messianic tone to it, straying off the path of what's socially acceptable in psychiatric circles. Janov declared in a 1971 interview, for instance, that he could fix everything from alcoholism and menstrual cramps to "homosexuality." It's a position he does not refute when I ask him about it in an email, claiming that "we have done it" in "restricted circumstances," before writing, oddly, that "I assume you are gay but do not pay attention to the hyperbole." How Primal Scream Therapy Has Survived Five Decades of Strangeness and Controversy by Oliver Hotham, 2016

Clearly his position on homosexuality has remained much the same over the years, he still seems to maintain his belief in many outdated and disproven theories and believes it can be treated.