#again! its not good! but there’s love in there!! the characters all work in such unique ways!! the beat-em-up style is fun!!
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juicebuck · 2 days ago
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I could always count on 911 being the type of show that doesn’t drop its storylines. There has been stuff that’s been called back that I didn’t expect to be called back, but the difference is is that back then there are some sort of conclusion? Even if there wasn’t closure, it was sort of concluded in that arc of that makes sense? Hen cheating on Karen. Karen finally being able to tell Eva (Ava forgot her name) that shes always afraid of her disrupting their lives. Athena and finally being able to find the person that killed her fiancé. Like I know this show can properly pick strings back up but when they pick the strings they were at least solid. Do I have too much hope that they’ll revisit the “you think I’m in love with Eddie”? Yea sure but any string they grab will be so flimsy. They couldn’t add something at all to the finale if that’s where they’re taking it?
yeah. and well, i mean the issue is tim and the way he runs this show. and that needs to change. or he needs to take a step back and hand the reins over. because his vision (if we can even call it that) is directly at odds with what people want. and i'm not just talking about buddie. but just, in general. the GA has been just as unhappy with his "creative decisions" as the rest of us. bobby being #1 on that list. but also, eddie and christopher being gone and the lack of normal emergencies have come up in the facebook comments a lot. he's lost what the heart of the show is. and, it's not that that heart is gone completely, it's that he doesn't seem to care to find it again in any real way. we get glimpses of it that ultimately come to nothing. and a lot of the issue is that tim doesn't plan anything. he scraps and changes things last minute, it's literally an in-joke with cast and crew that they have no idea what's going on (script tbd cocktail 😭) because they don't. they get scripts mere days, or the day before shooting. which are insane conditions to work under. he killed bobby off on a whim, even though peter hadn't expressed any interest to leave. ryan wasn't even sure whether he'd be coming back. and all of this SHOWS on-screen. because he drops threads to pick up other ones, to only then drop those and do the same. and on and on and on. and it's frustrating because we know the show CAN be good, the heart IS still there. like, the shake-up the show needed was NOT killing off bobby nash. it was better planning, it was committing to the stories you're telling, it was actually CARING about the characters. and the thing is, there are actually some really good writers on this team that DO care, and it shows in some of the episodes. that's where the heart still is. tim either needs to start listening to people other than himself or take a step back. and well, i do actually have hope for season 9. especially after the mass backlash from all corners over the past few weeks. that things could change for the better. and i'm not going to spend the whole summer dooming. i still love these characters and i still believe that many people involved in the show do too, and that they can come back from this. but things DO need to change.
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allmightstoehair · 3 days ago
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﹒Haikyuu!! Boyfriend + yachi headcanons pt. 2 !⟡﹒- heyy……
characters: Tobio Kageyama, Tadashi Yamaguchi, Bokuto Kotaro, Sugawara Koushi, Kuroo Tetsuro, Yachi Hitoka (1 aged-up headcanons for all of them) beware!
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Tobio Kageyama
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﹒⪩⪨ boyfriend!tobio who at the start of your relationship, has no idea how to act—like, does he need to adjust his entire personality now?? he overthinks every interaction, silently panicking before realizing he just needs to be himself.
﹒⪩⪨ boyfriend!tobio who expresses love through simple practicality. “Did you eat? Drink water? Stretch properly?” —not because he’s overbearing, but because caring about you is natural to him when it comes to practicing with you. volleyball, i mean.
﹒⪩⪨ boyfriend!tobio who doesn’t get flirting, but when he compliments you, its so unintentionally heart stopping. “You look good today, but then again you always look good. You look better,” he’ll say. sometimes you aren’t sure how to take it but you laugh and kiss him on the cheek in response so he must be doing something right.
﹒⪩⪨ boyfriend!tobio who leans into touch more now with you than ever. he’s experienced your full love, and now he never wants to be without it.
﹒⪩⪨ boyfriend!tobio who when learning to be affectionate, asks seriously, “Did I do it right?” after kissing you for the first time—like its a skill that needs feedback rather than instinct.
﹒⪩⪨ boyfriend!tobio who when resting next to you, subconsciously matches your breathing, falling into your rhythm without realizing how deeply it shows his attachment.
﹒⪩⪨ boyfriend!tobio who randomly catches himself looking at you, staring even. and when you notice—he just blinks at you instead of looking away. he mutters—“You’re really pretty,” like it’s just a fact he’s stating.
﹒⪩⪨ boyfriend!tobio who gets frustrated when his body isn’t cooperating with him and he gets sick —“I’m wasting time. I should be practicing. “—but when you brush his hair back and whisper, “You need to rest, Tobio.” his entire demeanor softens immediately.
﹒⪩⪨ boyfriend!tobio who when you grab his collar in playful annoyance, his brain short circuts. his lips part, as if they’re ready for you to lean in and kiss him already.
﹒⪩⪨ boyfriend!tobio who if he walks away during a heated argument, it’s never out of apathy. never out of just abandoning you because he’s upset—but because he doesn’t know how to process everything at once, because he needs space before saying something he’ll regret. he’s done it in the past with friends, but he wont let himself do it with you.
﹒⪩⪨ boyfriend!tobio who if you hold his hand, lean on him, or steal his hoodie, he gets all stiff for a second like his system is rebooting—but after the initial shock, he softens instantly.
﹒⪩⪨ boyfriend!tobio who finds you incredibly mesmerizing when you're fully in the zone—whether it's reading, drawing, or working on something. His stare is intense, but it’s full of admiration. If you catch him looking, he’ll immediately pretend he wasn’t. (Terrible liar, by the way.)
﹒⪩⪨ boyfriend!tobio who is gentle with you for your first time. he does have a lil freaky freak side 😈. likes to cover your mouth while he fucks you from behind, albeit slowly, letting you hear the dirty noises both of your heats make, then he’ll lean in and kiss your cheek, whispering nothing but sweets in your ear. it makes you melt every single time.
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Tadashi Yamaguchi
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﹒⪩⪨ boyfriend!yama who grabs your fingers and traces them when your other hand is buys writing notes for a big test coming up that you needed to study for.
﹒⪩⪨ boyfriend!yama who laughs loudly at your jokes even if they’re bad. like, full—hearted, genuine laughter. he thinks you’re hilarious and that its fascinating the things you come up with.
﹒⪩⪨ boyfriend!yama who is your biggest fan. literally. whatever passion, hobby, or interest you have, he automatically asks a million questions about it. he loves when you ramble and it gets him excited when you’re excited, so it’s a mutual exchange. sometimes he’ll get side tracked, and just likes to look at your lips when you talk. ‘yeahp. yeah. so..interesting. god, fuck I wanna kiss you so bad.’ he’ll think to himself.
﹒⪩⪨ boyfriend!yama who loves those sleepy, groggy conversations with you over the phone when you’re overtly tired.
﹒⪩⪨ (aged-up) boyfriend!yama who is into pet play. 😈
﹒⪩⪨ boyfriend!yama who lays in between your thighs like he’s in heaven. “man, am I at the pearly gates or what?” he’ll joke. it made you laugh so hard he himself giggled. he’s obsessed with them. always finding ways to be near them when you guys are alone.
﹒⪩⪨ boyfriend!yama who texts you the dumbest updates ever. at any time of the day. “I think Tsukki’s mad at me, I tripped, bumped into him and made him drop his dinosaur shaped ice cream. send reinforcements😕!” you giggle at his text, like you can hear him saying these exact words, picture his exact expression.
﹒⪩⪨ boyfriend!yama who winces ever so slightly when you raise your voice at him during argument, but never cries. he just hates when you raise your voice but understands you’re trying to get a point across.
﹒⪩⪨ boyfriend!yama who gets so frustrated with you when you don’t open up to him. he’s here. “Oh, for god’s sake just talk to me, Y/N!” he’ll plead, but with no success.
﹒⪩⪨ boyfriend!yama who asks you to try and practice volleyball with him. (if you play) “You’re so good, awesome, amazing even, come on,” he says as he leads you outside your home, buttering you up so you don’t say no.
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Bokuto Kotaro
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﹒⪩⪨ boyfriend!bokuto who is incapable of hiding his excitement when he sees you. expect wild hand waves and dramatic squeals. “BABEE!!!” greetings with a bunch of kisses to your nose and cheeks.
 ﹒⪩⪨ boyfriend!bokuto who randomly goes soft mid-chaos. one second he’s goofing off, telling you meaningless things, the next he’s leaning his head to the side with a “..Man, I love you so much.”
﹒⪩⪨ boyfriend!bokuto who loves play-fighting but sucks at holding his own strength back. sometimes he’ll literally lay on you and you have to hit him seriously for him to get off.
﹒⪩⪨ boyfriend!bokuto who sings while doing household chores. and in the shower? it’s like ariana grande shit in your ears. it’s bad.
﹒⪩⪨ boyfriend!bokuto who considers grocery shopping a date. he gets way too invested in picking the best snacks. “OKAY. WHO CAN GET THE BEST CRUNCHY SNACK FIRST. READY. GO.” and you guys are off running to different isles while getting weird stares.
﹒⪩⪨ boyfriend!bokuto who refuses to let you carry things he deems heavy. he swoops in and grabs it whenever you try. “Babe, it’s just a bag of flour—“ “IT’S TOO HEAVY.”
﹒⪩⪨ boyfriend!bokuto who steals bites of your food without shame and gives you kisses right aftewards to makeup for it.
﹒⪩⪨ boyfriend!bokuto who tries to teach you volleyball but often forgets how beginning people learn. he speaks too fast and waves his arms back and forth while explaining certain things.
﹒⪩⪨ boyfriend!bokuto who physically can’t handle seeing you cry. it’s not a good strain on his chest and he always massages it gently and sighs. he pulls you into tight hugs, knowing the pressure helps your synthetic nervous system relax.
﹒⪩⪨ boyfriend!bokuto who you introduced to ‘Paramore’ and he’s officially obsessed.
﹒⪩⪨ (aged-up)boyfriend!bokuto who loves when you dig your nails in his back when he’s fucking you. sure, it’s sore when he’s done and the adrenaline wears off, but it just feels so good.
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Sugawara Koushi
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﹒⪩⪨ boyfriend!suga who was starstruck from the first moment he saw you. he couldn’t believe how someone could be so radiant and beautiful. as cliche as it sounds, it was love at first sight.
﹒⪩⪨ boyfriend!suga who when he’s jealous, you can barely tell. he’ll just brush it off and smile because he reassures himself that you’re his. he trusts you with his heart and knows you won’t break it.
﹒⪩⪨ boyfriend!suga who wraps his arm around your waist from behind when you’re in the kitchen, or standing up doing something. he won’t let go until he’s gotten a few kisses in return.
﹒⪩⪨ boyfriend!suga who calls you ‘lovely’ or ‘love’ it’s a simple name, but uniquely his for you. “What’s wrong, love?” he’ll coo if he sees you having a rough day or “‘Course, lovely,” he says with a big grin when you ask him if you can watch his practices.
﹒⪩⪨ boyfriend!suga who tutors with kisses. he’s very aware you have a mildly short attention span, so he likes to kiss you to keep you engaged. “Now, if you get this right,—“ he points to the paper, tapping his finger up and down. “You get a kiss. Get it wrong, I pinch ya.” you groan, but never get an answer wrong when you start.
﹒⪩⪨ boyfriend!suga who asks Daichi for help on things to do for you on your birthday like he has more experience than him.
﹒⪩⪨ boyfriend!suga who doesn’t get along with his parents. they’re tough people, so they tell him he’s ‘too soft’ or ‘too feminine’ which really works him up. he runs to you for guidance and comfort.
﹒⪩⪨(aged-up) boyfriend!suga who is very into bondage and tying you up. he’ll also gag you on occasion, telling you to use your pretty noises to indicate what you want. he loves to use baby pink ribbons to tie your wrists together to the headboard so it’s easy to fuck you in either position—doggy or missionary—which he adores both.
﹒⪩⪨ boyfriend!suga who brings you baskets of your favorite things when you tell him that you’re on your period. he’s done his research and even asks you what you like so when it’s that time of the month, he goes out and buys those things to bring them to you. he’ll skip practice if he has to just to be with you and comfort and hold you.
﹒⪩⪨ boyfriend!suga who even if you guys have been together for more a while, gets shy with an unprecedented kiss on the lips in front of other students. especially his teammates because he knows they’ll tease him about it later during practice.
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Kuroo Tetsuro
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﹒⪩⪨ boyfriend!kuroo who started off as an academic rival. you two would compete in all of your classes that you had together, giving mean glances when the other got higher on a test, cliche stuff like that.
﹒⪩⪨ boyfriend!kuroo who gets way too invested in dumb conversations when he’s bored. And he fights like he’s an attorney trying to win a trial. “A pizza isn’t a pizza with fruit on it, Y/N. Pineapple is a fruit. Therefore you don’t like pineapple on your pizza. That’s just a blob of shit—“
﹒⪩⪨ boyfriend!kuroo who has a habit of fixing you up or providing acts of service. If your tie is messy he’ll pull you in aggressively and fix it for you, or if strands of hair are annoying you, he’ll pull a clip out of nowhere and clip it back. phone battery low? look no further. he’s got a charger and WILL find a port for it.
﹒⪩⪨ boyfriend!kuroo who plays those ‘Guess my Chapstick’ games with you but ends up eating your face. not—literally but he kisses you endlessly like there’s no tomorrow.
﹒⪩⪨ boyfriend!kuroo who rambles when he’s nervous. you don’t see it often, but if he’s trying to mentally prepare for a game, he’ll talk your ear off, switching topics at the speed of light. it’s a moment where he’s not so tacky with his teasing—a moment of vulnerability.
﹒⪩⪨ boyfriend!kuroo who hoovers you about doing your homework. “Stop procrastinating and get it done or no kisses for a day.” he’ll tell you. “A day? Psh. I can handle that” “A week.” “FINE OKAY.”
﹒⪩⪨ boyfriend!kuroo who talks about his pet goldfish he used to own like he’s a dead relative. his name was Ponyo, and he’s very dramatic when he tells the story of how Ponyo was dead on the floor when he came back from school one afternoon. He jumped out of the tank.
﹒⪩⪨ boyfriend!kuroo who loves to slow dance in convenience stores when theres romantic music playing. he doesn’t give a shit who’s watching. he’s pulling you into a lazy twirl away from your shopping cart. “Just humor me,” he’ll say cheekily.
﹒⪩⪨ (aged-up)boyfriend!kuroo who gets turned on seeing you wear his clothes for the first time. he’ll caress your waist, soft over the large shirt you have on and bite his lip a little, holding back a groan. He’ll grab a handful of your hair while he’s plowing into you from behind. “Y/N, you look so good getting—mm—fucked with my shirt on.” he moan softly while his free hand slaps your ass.
﹒⪩⪨ boyfriend!kuroo who fills silence with dumb hypotheticals. “What if we switched bodies for a day,” he asked you one day during a dinner date when you both ran out of things to talk about. or that one time at lunch when he asked, “Would you still love me if I had a handlebar mustache?” (why is he like this)
﹒⪩⪨ boyfriend!kuroo whose first instinct in small arguments is to joke, defuse tension with a smirk—but the moment he sees frustration flicker in your eyes, his grin fades, his expression sharpens, and he quietly says “Alright. Let’s talk.” and he’ll sit you down and talk with you
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Yachi Hitoka
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﹒⪩⪨ girlfriend!yachi who is flustered towards every single romantic gesture you throw her way. just a tuck of hair behind her ears and she squeaks quietly under her breath. she knows she loves you, but sometimes her brain just short-circuits over the fact that you love her too.
﹒⪩⪨ girlfriend!yachi who accidentally gets possesive over you. if a player from the team, or even some random eyeballs you for too long, she catches herself glaring a little. when you tease her, she’ll deny it. “WHAT? NO I WASN’T THATS—okay maybe a little..but they shouldn’t be staring at my beautiful Y/N!”
﹒⪩⪨ girlfriend!yachi who struggles with compliments even though she makes them so effortlessly. “Gorgeous? Me? Whaaa—don’t be such a sweet talker I’m not all that,” she’s wave her hand and brush it off.
﹒⪩⪨ girlfriend!yachi who worries about her presence bothering you. her thumbs will hover over the keyboard after her second text was sent, wondering if she should add more. “Maybe I’m bothering them..” she’ll mumble to herself as she shuts off her phone.
﹒⪩⪨ (aged-up)girlfriend!yachi who is a whimpering mess when you eat her out. with your arms wrapped around her thighs—trapping her from escaping—she whines, complaining(?) and moaning continously. “Ohh,fuck, Y/N! Mnff! H—hah you’re so…ughh—damn itt!!” her fingers claw at the sheets, trying to collect purchase foe support.
﹒⪩⪨ girlfriend!yachi who takes pictures of everything to save and show you later. flowers? saved. another fight between Kageyama and Hinata? saved. weird posters in the club rooms? saved.
﹒⪩⪨ girlfriend!yachi who murmurs soft confessions while you’re cuddling. an “I love you so much,” or “You’re awesome..” will slip past her lips before she dozes off into the comfort of your arms.
﹒⪩⪨ girlfriend!yachi who can’t handle spicy food but she knows you love it so she’s constantly getting you those spicy chips you like, or buying you spicy ramen.
﹒⪩⪨ girlfriend!yachi who gets so nervous during serious conversations, but she takes deep breaths and makes sure you know she’s listening because she knows communication is important to you and your relationship.
(oh. my, god, i love yachi.)
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ishiniku · 3 days ago
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Well dang, chapter 126 is... something, who could have guessed. sighs 
But I decided as my first post here to just give some opinion on this chapter, wanting to point some things I really got interested.
CHAPTER 126 SPOILERS + some thoughts on it as bonus
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Well, thanks for the help unknown-cat, btw what do you mean "And I know what that feels like?" —It sounded so..."I've been through something similar, so I understand how she feels"...— I think we still have a lot to discover about what happened in this timeline.  
And wow, we found out how Sandclock works and it rules: 
You can't just say you're back from the future, and I believe you probably can't say anything related to the Sandclock, or perhaps nothing from the future too. Damn this thing is pulling the wool over your eyes Yashiro. 
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You can come back as many time as you wish, but when you come back you only have one chance to change it, because you won't be able to come back again at that moment. You have a short time to change what you want, that is, until the last sand falls. 
Btw, hourglass is such a... Grrrrrr please Aidairo give me a human materialized form of the it to me so I can draw it getting beat up. Nothing good comes out with using it, the hourglass always makes you WANT to change the past, and when you think you got what you wanted, something terrible happens. 
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Well it's like it says Nene,
"Again and again.''
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Baby Tsukasa jumpscare for y'all...  gurl got possessed, i did know the moment he popped in my screen that Yashiro was doomed.
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THIS IS SO SAD MAN. One of their mothers called in their phone...Who would be? I hope it's Kou's mother hah... And it could this be important? I don't know, I think it's more to emphasize that they are human, they have family, they have their own life, they have people caring about them...How nice...They died btw!! 😋 
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Imagine your best friend dedicating her last moments trying to help you get out of your trance and giving you a warm, caring, tight hug as a goodbye? Wow Aoinene angst is so tasty!! Aida&iro why you two so good at creating doomed narratives?????
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Nene smile at least now your body count is 5!! Please get the joke. (Not that I think you killed 5 people this easily with this little knife, not that I doubt the capabilities of possession, but like... Two normal people, one clockeepers and two exorcists? hardcore, I know octopusamane helped you.) 
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..Entity... Good job at being disgusting, this is something this thing doesn't fail at all. (btw where is the trigger warning in this chapter Aida...)/srs
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She came back to 103rd anniversary of Kamome Gakuen? She said she panicked, I believe this has led her to a completely random time, or maybe there is something important on this date...
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YEAH HELP HER DAMN IT, ITS YOUR FAULT. It's shocking the world, it's heartbreaking, Akane is still alive. 
sorry, I promise I love him, I just have a slight hate-love relationship w/ all the characters of TBHK, frantic coughing  
Now why is Akane here? He is clearly very calm in the situation, "I finally found you" He knew this would happen, I imagine the other Akanes who died are from the their own timelines, but this one... Where is him from? "Our" timeline (can we pretty please call Hanako timeline as "Our") or the original timeline?! Don't know HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. But he was clearly saw the changes Yashiro tried to do, since he was looking for her, but probably when he was finally close to finding her, she used the hourglass. 
This chapter and the next ones to follow literally will give a BIG change/grow in Nene character and probably her relationships too, think about how traumatizing this experience was guys...I'm literally not complaining, just sad.
Plus, they are giving a lot of weight to the entity of the redhouse, the root of the problem; Of course, Tsukasa w/ entity was somehow violent, but this?!?? Guys?... This just proves the fact that Tsukasa somehow stabilized him by idk merging his soul with the monster??? How? Why? How many control does Tsukasa or the Entity has, its 50% or perhaps Tsukasa has more control? We still have many things to be answered. (Honestly I like the theory that Tsukasa merged with the Pit God by eating it, I just don't know how to explain how this would work.) 
One of the bloodiest chapters so far,I wonder if ever we're getting some chapter w/ more gore than this. And honestly Aida&Iro exceeded my expectations. 1000000000000/10. my reaction to the chapter is this image below.
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apricustar · 2 days ago
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what is your take on buck announcing he was going to transfer in 8.18? i didnt take him as a runner especially after that conversation he had with maddie about how she’s the runner out of the two of them
hi nonnie! well, honestly, i think that was one of the only in-character things that happened in last night's episode. which, seems to be an unpopular opinion: i've only seen people call it abrupt and ooc—but i don't think its either. i think it's the final step in a process of emotional dislocation that's been happening all season.
and, the thing is, this is not the first time buck has said he's going to put in for transfer!
back in season 5, after chimney left to find maddie, buck did the same thing. he gave this calm, rehearsed little speech about how much he has loved being part of the 118–but then said he was leaving for 'the good of everyone.' and it quickly unraveled into what it was really about: guilt—that aching feeling of being the one responsible for ruining things without meaning to. he thought he was the reason chimney left, the reason everything at the station suddenly felt fractured. he curled himself around the silence like it was punishment, like proof that everyone else was thinking what he felt was true: that he was the problem, that everything was his fault.
and that is buck to a T! he’s hyper-aware of emotional shifts—the tiniest change in tone, silence that stretches too long, the moment someone looks away instead of reaching back. that’s how he navigates the world. when it’s his fault, it’s familiar. it gives him something to fix—something to hold onto—when everything else feels out of his control.
buck isn’t a runner in the way maddie is, but when fixing doesn’t work—he starts to disappear instead. not all at once. not dramatically. just in small, tentative steps backward. and then bigger ones. a transfer request: a final act of self-removal dressed up as a solution. a way to say, if i’m the reason this hurts, maybe stepping back completely will help.
at the end of the day, it's not about wanting to go. it’s about not knowing if he deserves to stay. it’s about trying to manage the hurt of disconnection by changing what variables around him he can—his job, his space, his role—because naming what’s really hurting feels impossible.
and now, in 8x18, it happens again. not in anger. not as a threat. just that same quiet resignation. that same question beneath the surface: if the people i love don’t need me—if i’ve failed them, again—then what am i still doing here?
he tries to holds onto bobby's words. tries to be what the team needs. he prods with grief assessment questions. he follows maddie's asks, helps her corral chimney. he reassures eddie. continues picking up pieces, again and again, like if he can just keep going, things will eventually come back together.
but despite his best attempts, they don't. nothing is getting better. his efforts aren’t getting anywhere. and buck is a doer—he always has been. he believes in action, in momentum, in helping. but now the doing hasn’t done anything. he’s thrown himself into every task, every gesture, every fix he can think of, and still, everyone is spinning further and further apart.
while speaking to bobby in the confessional, he tells him that he was wrong—that the team doesn’t need him. and buck, who has always measured his value by what he can give, starts to believe he has nothing left. that maybe the only thing he has left to offer is his absence.
so he says he’s transferring—not because he wants to, not even really because he means it. but because he needs to say something. do something. because when you’re buck, and all your doing has failed, stepping away starts to feel like the only thing left.
transferring isn't necessarily about escape. it's more about reaching a limit. it's about not knowing how else to say things like do i still matter? will anyone ask me to stay? will things ever feel the way they did—and if they do, does that mean we’ve moved on? forgotten?
i don't think buck runs from the people he loves. he runs from the idea that he’s already been left. he runs from the silence. from the hollowness. from the version of himself that feels like a burden, like a liability, like the reason things fall apart. he doesn't wait to be asked to leave—he leaves so no one has to ask in the first place. so he doesn't have to deal with the moment where someone confirms what he already fears—that he's too much, or not enough, or the problem.
he removes himself before anyone else gets the chance to. because if it's his decision, at least he has some control. at least the leaving can feel like something he did for them, rather than something done to him.
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biomic · 3 days ago
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good finale to a really great show.
gogov surprised me! i didn’t have particularly high expectations going into it. i figured i’d have a decent time given the theming and my nostalgia for its PR counterpart, but i also saw a lot of people bounce off of it early on because of mondo and the contentious family dynamic. i certainly struggled with that initially, especially with how much of the humor in those early episodes is just “boy, our dad sure is a thoughtless deadbeat!”, but as the show went on, i found myself getting way more attached to the tatsumi sibs than i’d ever anticipated
people have joked about gogov being “just some guys”, but i think that’s actually to the show’s benefit. you get used to toku heroes having big personalities and exaggerated quirks, and the tatsumis are just so… normal. you wouldn’t have to stretch too much to put these characters in a regular drama about the aftermath of a family’s absent father entering into their lives again, with zero demons in sight
i kinda love that! and it works particularly well in a setting like this, where they’re meant to be emergency responders first and superheroes second. that dynamic makes them feel like the underdogs most of the time, probably more than any other sentai team. they have to outsmart their enemies when they’re outmatched, they take real losses, and they have to work through their own dysfunction as a family to succeed against the odds. it’s a compelling setup, and makes the team so much more endearing than they’d be otherwise
how much someone can tolerate mondo is definitely a sticking point, especially with the show’s genre-typical insistence that family is the most important thing above all else which prevents him from ever facing real consequences for having failed his kids, but there’s something there that resonates in a way. the incompleteness of it, the family mending one wound while ignoring another. not as cathartic as if shou had just outright decked him, but it feels true to how these things can often go
all in all, if you couldn’t tell, i like this show. a lot! no one can ever say “this is what gogov fans would be like if there were any gogov fans” again because it is officially rob biomic erasure❗️❗️
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theshypinkflower · 3 days ago
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nympho MC. How would each of these characters react to having one?
1. Fox
2. Kangaroo
3. Rhino
4. Matt
5. Jerald... (I love him so much and want more content of your oc ☹️)
6. Sal
7. Akira
ps. don't stress yourself out ^^ - 🐀
Fox: Man has taste in a lot of fetishes. Latex, leather, a bunch of questionable hentai stuff. Who's to say he would love a nymphomaniac? He'd really use it to his advantage. Utilizing your increased sex drive for the sake of a good show. He's degrading you so much on camera though. Saying you're getting off to the pain whether that's true or not. Not to mention it kinda pairs well with him. He DOES have a bit of an increased sex drive since he's a beastkin. Like a match made in heaven! He is dressing you like a total bimbo though.
Kangaroo: Kangaroo is kinda of a free for all. He's got no specific taste in women, just knows they're pretty and that he likes em! Big, small, dumb, smart. As long as you can spell your name and tell what color the sky is, he's cool. Nymphos just make life better! You want dick? He's got it!!
Rhino: Very flattered that a nympho of all people would want him. It's kinda hard to have steady partners with a kid. Ya risk a lot, ya know? But someone who's a nympho makes him feels like he's in college again, and it's kinda a nice feeling. He is possessive though. So, expect to have someone grip your hip while in public.
Matt: Confused, and a bit neglectful. You know he's got work and can't tend to your needs all the time! He does buy you an extensive collection of toys whenever you want. He's also not sure how one person can be so...eager. It is convenient for whenever he DOES have the time though. He does feel the need to reform you a bit. Get you to calm down.
Jerald: Very accepting. He doesn't even mind watching! To be fair, he is into that. As long as you can peg him, he'll love ya til ya die! He's very attentive. Will care for all your needs, plus with amazing aftercare. Only downside is that there is a chance he'll go on a hike and never come back..
Akira: What do you want me to say? Nympho for nympho. He's a manwhore at its finest. Drugs, sex, and enough bass to make the room shake is the perfect combo. Just keep narcan on you. Some of that stuff might got some filler...BUUUUUT he at least uses condoms!
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dokidokitsuna · 17 hours ago
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Hi! Just wanted to say, love your GONE AU and Dream kingdom AU, I think it's pretty great that you've managed to pull off some cool darker story telling! I remember seeing your lighthearted comics when I was younger, so it really feels great to see some stories that really expand the pallet now that I'm older! And I hope to see more stories like it!
Also! question about the GONE AU if that's okay. Why'd you make the cast hot? What exactly inspired you to really go for it? To make a dark and gory AU like this? Are there anymore beloved kirby characters in this AU that meet unfortunate fates here?
1] Thanks so much! 2] Hot characters are fun; what can I say 3] Like with many of my AUs, I think the tone was directly inspired by the art. Once I drew the Master Crown here and felt that edgy 2013 DeviantArt energy dripping from its design, I knew the story had to follow suit– to become as dark and violent as the webcomics I loved to read back then. ^^; Maybe it’s not obvious, but I’ve always been into content like that; I just haven’t made much effort to get good at drawing it until relatively recently.
4] I couldn’t think of an established tragic GONE. character to talk about, so I made up a new one. Enjoy~
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Marx happened to be off-world at the time of the Master Crown’s conquest, and by the time he passed by his favorite planet again, it had been reduced to a dark prison of psychological torment.
So he confronted the Master Crown, insisting that Pop Star belonged to him alone. And although he was ultimately forced to retreat, he repeatedly returned to battle for dominance, no matter how many times he had to stitch himself back together. Thanks to his special ability to absorb power from his surroundings (including the head start he received from the Galactic Nova), he was a force to be reckoned with, and quickly evolved from a familiar nuisance to a genuine threat as the centuries passed.
Before the Master Crown could truly begin to struggle with Marx, however, the Arbiter’s Challenge began, and Star Dream saw an opportunity within the young space jester. It captured Marx easily, mechanized him, and used the shards of the Galactic Nova within his body to upgrade him to a sort of ‘ascended avatar’-- a hivemind addition on the same level as its own primary avatar, capable of employing the full extent of its power. Then, with the promise of fulfilling his wish to destroy the Master Crown, sent him back out to Pop Star.
Fortunately for the MC, this ‘upgrade’ actually made Marx a more manageable adversary, streamlining his manic, unpredictable fighting style into something much easier to counter. Although it had to rebuild its body several times during the encounter, eventually it won, finally sinking its roots into Marx’s mind.
To its surprise, what it found inside was not a writhing dimension of turbulent emotion ripe for the taking, but instead a quiet, neatly-organized library, with discrete bits of memory sorted into a vast file system. It was then that it realized how Star Dream’s mechanization process worked…and that it had gone through all those eons of battle for nothing. There was nothing left in Marx’s mind that interested it, so instead it decided to simply destroy the contents, keeping his catatonic body as a consolation prize.
Unbeknownst to the Master Crown, Marx’s body is still capable of surveillance, sending Star Dream information on the MC’s private confessions, doubts and fears. Star Dream never really intended for Marx to win the battle, instead hoping to grant his wish indirectly by using his remains to gather information, which would eventually contribute to the MC’s downfall by convincing it to be mechanized.
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consistencynevermether · 20 hours ago
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Hello!!! I saw that did so much works on vere and I love all of them,they are the best vere fics!!! I love how you characterize vere and make him feel so in character.
And if you're still taking requests, can you do a headcanon or fic being in a relationship with vere or maybe doing a fic about a confession between vere and the MC. Like who would confess and how it would happen.
Anyway, have a good day and no pressure about doing this request if you're not up for it. You been doing such a good job of all your fics, and you're my fav vere x reader writer!!!! <3
Asidhasjaisdhflkasdh thank you, the fact that some people really like my silly lil vere fics means so much to me! I try to write Vere as in canon as possible, I'm so glad that comes across! I decided to do something a little different than normal and do headcanons instead of a full fic. Thank you for the ask! :D
Vere relationships headcanons:
The core of a romantic relationship with Vere would be based on loyalty and understanding. Vere would have to 100% trust you would never sell him out, or leave him (I feel like he lowkey has some trust issues left over from whatever situationship he and Ais had going on)
Despite how secretive he is, once you get into a relationship with Vere, communication is key. He needs to know the big things, like what the two of you will do once you're both free. Do you want to stay in Eridia? Get revenge on those who fucked you over? (he's a big fan of that one.) Start a new life somewhere with just the two of you? All options.
I think Vere would find himself willing to stay in Eridia, at least as a home base. At first, he'd just want to burn the synovium to the ground, not caring what happens to the surrounding city. But if you want, I think you can steer him away from that. He won't admit it, but there's few things he wouldn't do for you. Not limited to, actually giving a shit about this soggy marsh people dained to call a city. You had friends here, it was one of the safest places for humans, and he had memories with you in this city. All reasons he could find ways to think fondly of Eridia. 
He also wants to know about the little things, like where you're going or who you'll be meeting with if it's someone he doesn't know. There are a few hints in the demo that Vere is a “fell first” kind of man, and he holds onto the people he cares about tightly, only letting a select few get close. He's not trying to control you, he knows you can handle yourself. Despite this, you're still human. If something does happen to go wrong, he wants to know where you are and who you're with, so he can come find you if need be, and kill whoever is stupid enough to try and hurt you.
Speaking of other people, how many people know about your relationship will definitely change over time. If you start off together before he's free from the Sinobium, nobody can know about your relationship. Ais at most. But after he's free? You're going to have to physically stop him from making out with you in front of the Abbess. If you really don't want everyone to know, he’ll respect that. But if it's up to Vere? It'll be the most obvious thing in the city, and he has three major reasons for that
One: his pride. Once the Sinobium loses its control over him, he's free to be as chaotic and wild as he wants. What better way to say fuck you to the Sinobium by making it clear you and him are an item now. They wanted both of you for their little experiments, and now they get neither. 
Two: his nature. Vere naturally seems to gravitate to being a touchy person, even in public. Its not intentional, its instinct. He cant help that his tail wants to wrap around you, or that resting his head on your chest feels so nice. So even if you ask him to keep it on the down low, itll be a bit of an open secret.
Three: safety. Once again, you're a human. No matter how strong you are, how clever, how impressive your magic, how good your foresight is, there will always be a certain fragility to being a human that will always haunt him. Even if you're the strongest person around, one dagger into one of your vital organs, and you're gone, just like that. But if people know you're with him, then there will be an understanding; messing with you is bad for someone's long-term health. Specifically, their ability to keep breathing. 
Speaking of human fragility: absolutely not. Vere is not the type to just accept he only has less than 70 more years with you and thats it. He will not “carry on” or “find the joy in the world they left behind” or any of that bullshit,. He will find a way to make you just as immortal as he is; he will not be left behind again. Don't go dying on him, because he will drag you back from hell if he has too. 
While your home base can be Erida, Vere does want to explore the world again. Go back to the places he used to haunt, see new sights, anywhere that lets him know he's truly free of his chains. If you don't want to come along, he's 100% fine with that; he appreciates his alone time just as much as you do, but he definitely wants you to join him for a few trips. Now that the two of you are together, he wants you to know every aspect of him, all the good and bad parts. And trust, he absolutely wants you to do the same. It's fine if there are certain things you don't want to talk about, you can't keep secrets like your curse from him, not while in a relationship. 
A/N: i hope yall enjoyed! I had a few headcannons about vere confessing but i wasnt really sure wether to go tragic or humorus with them, so i decided to leave them out. Maybe ill go back to it one day lmao. Make sure to stay hydrated yall, peace out ✌️!!!!
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my-soul-sings · 2 days ago
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if we had never met: ch 1 - page one
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Fandom: Love and Deepspace Characters: Sylus/Reader
Summary: "How would we have met, if I hadn’t made my way into the N109 Zone back then?”
In which you regale Sylus with stories of how you might have met in alternate worlds, across different timelines.
Because no matter the setting, and no matter the paths that you choose, you can only envision it ending the same way: with him, and only him.
ch 1 | ch 2 (coming soon) 
A/N: This may or may not have been inspired by my compulsion to write the first chapter and nothing else of a new story. I've also just been itching to explore different AUs without the commitment of a new multi-chapter story for each one... 😂
Anyway I already have some AUs planned but if you have anything you'd like me to consider writing for this series, feel free to leave it in an ask.
Hope you enjoy! :)
*See replies to this post for the AO3 link.
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You’re not sure when it first began; when the thought first wormed its way into your head and settled in there, hatching eggs and scattering its progeny all over your mind. 
Sylus isn’t sure either, but he picks it up quickly enough, the way he does whenever any sort of troubling emotion shows on your face. 
“You’re thinking again, kitten.”
You hum absently, flipping a page in the book that you’re not actually reading. Your eyes are skimming the words, but none of their meanings are actually sinking in. Beneath your weight, your chair shifts into a slightly more comfortable position, its arms snaking around your waist while you feel its mouth rest against the curve of your shoulder. 
A yelp leaves you when you feel a sharp nip in your flesh, startling up and jerking your neck around to glare at your “chair”. 
Sylus grins back at you, satisfaction gleaming in his eyes now that he’s finally gotten your full attention. Of course, he doesn’t let you go when you try to leap off his lap, keeping you trapped in his warmth. 
“You’ve been preoccupied lately. Is it because of work?”
“It’s not that,” you tell him, rubbing at the sore teeth marks on your shoulder. “Nothing bad, if that’s what’s worrying you.” 
“I’m curious,” he corrects, raising one hand to tuck a stray lock of hair behind your ear. “You’re usually more present when you’re here.” Then he points to the book, a smirk curling his lips. “And this has been upside-down for the past twenty minutes.”
Shit, he’s right. Your fingers scramble to change its orientation, but keep your face straight and smooth. 
“It’s actually a skill I’ve been meaning to pick up for a while.”
His brows arch skeptically. “Reading backwards too?”
The book shuts like a clam, and so does your stupid mouth. It simply proves the smug man’s point — that your head’s been elsewhere for quite a while now.
When you glance over at him, you see Sylus giving you an expectant stare, and you hold eye contact with him defiantly. But as these staring contests usually go, you lose your nerve first and look away as a long, defeated sigh blows past your lips.
“You’re going to laugh at me,” you say lamely.
He chuckles, warm breath ghosting against your temple. “You know me. I love a good joke.” 
A fist lands squarely in his bicep. It hurts your knuckles more than it hurts him, probably. The man appears to have been built of steel. “You’re not allowed to laugh,” you snap, the stinging from your hand adding to your mild irritation. “Otherwise I’m not telling you a word.”
“I think I can manage that,” he replies confidently, even though his eyes are already full of mirth. “Go on, then.” 
Restlessly, you fiddle with the bent corner of the cover page, refusing to maintain eye contact with him as you open up. 
“It’s nothing serious. I’ve just been thinking… you know… how we would have met if I hadn’t made my way into the N109 Zone back then.”
“You mean the time you hunted me down for revenge?”  
You can’t help the wince that leaves you when that awful memory of sticking a gun at his head and shooting him in the chest surfaces in your mind again. Sylus seems to sense this, and immediately stops his teasing, instead choosing to gently ask, “That was a long time ago. Why are you bringing that up now?” 
“It’s just… funny, you know? Not ha-ha funny, but, I don’t know, weird when I think about it. Like how life could turn out so differently if I never chose to become a Hunter, if all that didn’t happen to my family, or if you didn’t get there in time before that guy shot me. Lots of things could have been different. And then,” you gesture generally to the lack of space between you, “maybe we wouldn’t be here.” 
“We would have made it here one way or another,” Sylus assures you, taking your restless hand in his and squeezing it. 
“How can you be so sure?” 
There’s a gleam in his eyes, like a crow fixated on its most prized jewel. “I have many ways of getting what I want.”
“The way you said that was so romantic and not at all like a serial killer.” 
Sylus barks out a laugh at your deadpan tone. “Yes, perhaps in another world, I’m a serial killer who tracks you down and makes you fall in love with me. And that’s how you end up one day using me as a chair while you pretend to read a book and have this conversation about all the other ways we might have met.” 
“You’d make a great storyteller,” you tell him sincerely. “Although, that wasn’t one of the scenarios I had in mind.” 
He blinks twice as he registers your words. “You had… scenarios in mind?” 
You slap your hand over his mouth before he can break into a grin, or worse, laugh. “You promised,” you remind him, to which he nods, keeping his lips pressed together when you finally peel your fingers off his face. 
“So, these scenarios… were those what you daydreaming about while I was here, in the flesh, next to you?” 
“Well… it doesn’t sound so nice when you put it that way.”
“Uh-huh.”
“...Yes.”
“Okay then, tell me about them. These scenarios.” He drawls out the word like it’s an interesting new toy. 
You perk up, excitement pulling taut in your abdomen. “You really want to hear about them?” 
“Why not? If you’re going to be daydreaming while I’m here, might as well let me in on the fun.” 
“Only if you say please.” 
His lips stretch into the handsome, charming smile you know and love so much. It has you mentally kicking your feet like a schoolgirl, heart swelling up like a hot-air balloon.  
“Please,” he indulges, ever patient with your demands. 
“Okay, if you insist.” Content, you clear your throat after a light, giddy laugh. 
And with that, you turn the cover open.
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tommygotwrittenoff · 27 days ago
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i literally do not care about big emergencies on abc's 911. i want to see my characters talk to each other and have stories that are parallels to small, everyday (everyday for first responders) emergencies
#why must everything be such a big ass event#okay yes it makes sense for a season premiere (tsunami my beloved <33)#and they sometimes slay at the end of a season (sniper arc <33)#but god other than that i literally do not care!!!!#bc they are bad#im not even sorry but the ebola 2.0 story is just not interesting to me#i would never rewatch it even if it gave us buck athena doing crime and chobby moments that make me scream and my beautiful boy ravi#like i care about the characters!!!!!#idgaf about anything else tbh#thats why i watch this show bc i love (almost) every character on this show and i want to learn more about them and see them in situations#so many recent episodes have zero rewatchability to me bc tim is out here trying to do some crazy ass thing that ends up not being executed#well or sacrifices character development#and like man what are you doing???#making episode long arcs that are still focused on the mains and not just doing shit for the sake of doing shit is possible and has been#done on 911 before#pls#tim pls i want my characters to have satisfying development and arcs i dont need to see a 4 minute long helicopter chase or your poorly#written versions of movies you like#either start cooking up good mass events again (see: earthquake tsunami sniper) or just stopppp doing them pls#sorry i saw tims interview where he said there's gonna be another mass casualty event at the end of 8 and i just know its not gonna be it#like some of these episodes this man has been writing have so few good character moments/interactions that im like.#why did i even watch the episode i could have gotten all i wanted from gifs on tumbler dot com and wouldnt have had to watch 40 minutes of#poorly written everything else#anyway i love everyone who works on 911 abc (excluding tim) they are beautiful and hardworking and put up with that bald mans delusionals#and ofc i love all my beautiful mains you are the reason i watch this show i cannot imagine 911 without my beloved firefam
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molathesunfish · 3 months ago
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shroomerr · 6 months ago
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when i saw that @baguantte had opened their commissions i just had to swoop in and take a slot. they did such a lovely job drawing my oc Hanh, so please go check out their stuff if you havent already seen them on the trending on the south park tag!!
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clumsypuppy · 11 months ago
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i feel like im not making any sense but does anyone else feel like there are stories that let u run with them and ones that spell everything out for you
#im reading that post that says artists are directors of audience reaction and not its dictator:#'you cannot guarantee that everyone viewing your work will react as you are trying t make them react. a good artist knows that this is what#allows work to breath. by definition you cannot have art where the viewer brings nothing to the table ... this is why you have to let go of#the urge to plainly state in text exactly how you think the work should be interpreted ... its better to be misinterpreted sometimes than#to talk down to your audience. you wont even gain any control that way; people will still develop their opinions no matter what you do#im thinking abt this again cuz i was thinking maybe the thing that lets adventure time work so well the way it does is cuz it doesnt#take itself too seriously that it gives the audience enough room to fuck with subtext and then fuck with them back yknow. i think it was#mentioned somewhere that they werent even planning to run with the postapocalyptic elements that are hinted in the show but changed their#mind after the one off with the frozen businessmen and dominoed into marcy and simons backstory. on the other side there are stories that#explain too much to let the story speak for itself and i think it ends up having to do more with the crew trying to lead ppl in a certain#direction than expand on what they have and i see a lot of this with miraculous. like when interviews and tweets are used as word of god in#arguments and it becomes a little stifling to play around with it knowing the creator can just interject. u can say its the crews effort to#engage with its audience but it feels more like micromanaging. and none of this is to say there ISNT room for stories that spell things out#theyre just suited for different things. if sesame street tried abstract approaches to themes and nuance itd be counterproductive#a lot of things fly over my head so i need help picking things apart to get it- but it doesnt have to be from the story itself. ive picked#picked up or built on my own interpretations listening to other ppl share their thoughts which creates conversation around the same thing#sometimes stories will spell things out for you without being so obvious abt it that it feels like its woven into the text. my fav example#for this might be ATLA using younger characters as its main cast but instead of feeling like its dumbed down for kids to understand why war#is bad its framed from a childs point of view so younger audiences can pick up on it by relating to the characters. maybe an 8 year old#wont get how geopolitics works but at least they get 'hey the world is a little more complicated than everyone vs. fire nation'. same for#steven universe bc its like theyre trying to describe and put feelings into words that kids might not have so they have smth to start with#especially with the metaphors around relationships bc even if it looks unfamiliar as a kid now maybe the hope is for it to be smth you can#look back to. thats why it feels like these shows grew up with me.. instead of saving difficult topics for 'when im ready for it'#as if its preparing me for high school it gave me smth to turn in my hands and revisit again and again as i grow. stories that never#treated u as dumb all along. just someone who could learn and come back to it as many times as u need to. i loved SU for the longest time#but i felt guilty for enjoying it hearing the way ppl bash it. bc i was a kid and thought other ppl understood it better than me and made#feel bad for leaning into the message of paying forward kindness and not questioning why steven didnt punish the diamonds or hold them#accountable. but im rewatching it now and going oh. i still love this show and what it was trying to teach me#yapping#diary
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ninkaku · 5 months ago
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“they had something” and it’s gihun and frontman ?? im sick
#THEY HAD WHAT? CUS ITS CERTAINLY NOT ENEMIES TO LOVERS#people would ship two brain - eating amoebaes if they were somehow male#and that’s exactly what’s in their fucking heads. it’s the same way fyozai makes no sense to me#a ship doesn’t need to be good for it to work and characters esp ENEMIES should always have some kind of chemistry and understanding of#each other. because that’s what makes it good WITHOUT#ROMANCE. but what i’m tired of it opening any platform and seeing every male relationship (non romantic meaning) boiled down#old man yaoi ….. you’re sick. you’re actually sick like ?!!!!:£:73!:/&/83&&:£: HELLOOOOOOO#HELLOOOOOOOOO#idc it doesn’t make sense to me like call me a hater but im like ??? y’all could have shipped him with jungbae. but you won’t bcs he’s not#attractive to you …. like i’ll say it once and shout it again im sick#it’s the same fucking thing with alien stage man like it was created by two lesbians and has to women front and centre to kick it all off#and the main character is a woman and yet its a BL? KYS#i’m tired. like i don’t hate shipping but im tired of predicting that people will yaoi-ify anything#two ants are looking at each other rn over a crumb of bread and someone would say they’re star crossed#that ant will give up the crumb for his love bcs he needs it more or some shit#yawn. anyway rant over but tldr shit makes no sense to me anymore and it i see one more gihun and frontman edit im propelling myself#into traffic. in front of the person who made it#like some people just can’t let things be non romantic and it’s ??????? sometimes it’s better when it’s not#like not romantic i mean. sometimes things are better when they aren’t trying to fuck each other#the amount of typos can u tell im irritated HDJSJSJSJS#i try not to let this shit bother me but atp it’s all i see. i don’t want jayvik or gihunfrontman smut on my timelines grandpa im tired
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yuanwang · 6 months ago
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save me asian ocs.. save me...
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fictionadventurer · 11 months ago
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"If the structure of your world ever evaporates, I will still be here."
I think The Q might contain one of the greatest declarations of friendship/love ever.
#books#the q#beth brower#this seems clunkier out of context but trust me in context it's very moving#they're discussing how quincy's entire world is wrapped up in work#so even if she likes the people there if the business somehow disappeared she probably wouldn't see them again#because they all have other family/friends to go to and she doesn't really have any#leading to this promise#and let me tell you it's just about enough to make me believe in found family#because this works as a romantic or platonic declaration#it's a promise#a commitment to provide safety and stability when there's nowhere else to go#and i love it#this book is so odd because i liked it quite a bit last year#then rereading i was at first like 'why did i like this at all?'#there's no scene-setting or character description it's just kind of stuff there#but then the relationship starts to develop and i am SO invested#under normal rules it shouldn't take 100 pages for the story to get good but in this case it's worth it#it's such an odd structure#each chapter is almost like its own little short story#or a character sketch#almost like the character have stopped to discuss their own character worksheet#but in context it somehow works#and it drives home how much traditional publishing and writing rules stifle creativity#because your average editor would look at this and try to smooth it over#make it all into one flowing narrative#and it would lose so much of what makes it unique and compelling#following the rules of 'good writing' robs you of all the stories that don't follow those rules#there is so much scope outside of the one 'best practice' that is currently in fashion#and those stories need to get told too!
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