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being a part of the book of mormon fandom is so confusing because what do you mean you ship elder zeepzorp with elder shitfart
#after like 3 years im finally getting it#it gets so confusing when people all use different headcanoned names#this also goes for newsies but i know way less about newsies than i know about bom#book of mormon musical#book of mormon#phinniphouse yaps#bom
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Alex and my farmer Cosmo (he/him)
#my replacement pen came in today ican finally start working on artfight attacks YAYYYYY#ive been clawing at the walls itching to get my ideas out for weeks#i drew alex with wavy hair in the second drawing bc i got his dialogue where he stops using hair gel and i hc he has naturally#wavy hair ^_^ i think it goes well with him softening up as u get to knw him.. now im just trying to work up the courage to give#him a bouquet lol. i keep flip flopping on whether i wanna play this file thru my oc or just fuck it and go self insert#but i like building little ideas in my mind for how my farmer would fit in pelican town and how they run their farm so i think ill keep thi#an oc thing. i have another file on pc since 1.6 isnt released for mobile yet so thatll be my self insert thing where plan on#shooting my shot with harvey. HES CUTE.. I LIKE HIM#cosmo seems pretty deadpan but only bc hes hardly fazed by anything and after working at joja for like 4 years. hes#desperate to touch grass. i think his personality would bounce off well with alex's since he comes off as arrogant to get a reaction#frm others and then u have cosmo whos like 😐👍. i like to think itd drive him up the wall LOL#he gets more of a reaction out of cosmo when he shows him his soft side which encourages him not to front all the time <3#my art#myart#my oc#oc#sdv farmer#sdv oc#stardew valley#sdv#sdv alex#alex mullner#doodles
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Genshin catgirl yuri on the brain
#genshin impact#kirara#lynette#kiranette#back at it again drawing a delusional side pairing I like just to never draw them again <3#just cant believe after 10000 years genshin finally gave us the opportunity to have a real authentic catgirl x catgirl yuri pairing#Bonus points for one of them being relatively normal to human society and the other fully embracing what it means to be a catgirl#:I x :3 dynamic real#random side note its crazy the influx of activity im getting now on my feed because after harassing tunglr support my shadow ban is no more#so welcome new followers im literally the same here as i am on twitter#just significantly more annoying because i can and will scream in the tags#ANYWAYS back to my arledrone delusions soon enough
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A redraw of an old thing because exam season is the only time i get creative energy ig
#but no fr i just came home from 2 consecutive exams. like consecutive as in one after the other in 2 hours#next week is all finals and theyre all like 2 hours 1 in the morning and 1 in the afternoon like bro#whatevs tho medical update THE MEDS ARE WORKING alhamdulilallah i feel im getting way more energy :)#2 years on immunosuppressants and at least 3 months of corticosteroids which means no salt :( BUT we are getting thru it#im cooking again :')#ok enough my life is not what you're here for. idk if cbeeduo at the end of 2023 *is* but idc#i just rly missed them yk and the vibes and the place i was in plus i have fun drawing them so suck it#i hope my good cbee mutuals enjoy this love yall#my art#dsmp fanart#cranboo#ctubbo#cbeeduo#fashion notes for the cool peeps still reading is i am dying on the hill that cranboo was decked in a 70s aunt wardrobe argue with the wall#also tubbo cowboy cus. like. look at him.#will probably draw tommy next i rly miss him. nothing big as always im a doodle kinda guy at heart#anyway xoxo love yall still here <33#fennec.art
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thinking about him... <3
#henlo :)#after like 5 months i think. im finally back :)#its been a rough couple of months :/ oof#now that im back to drawing i just want to get every idea out of my brain lol#i have to be quick or the depression monster will get me again#i hope this year has been ok for u guys :)#i just wanted to draw him blushing :3 baby#i love his voice so much. its so soothing#i have like 20 wips of resident evil. man. jfc. i hope i can finish them all. i hope T_T im probably gonna post more tes tho.#martin septim#oblivion#tes oblivion#the elder scrolls#tesblr
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HAPPY NEW YEAR !!! here's some of my fave/most popular art I did in 2024 <3
#shroomer talks !#the last one is blurred because its spoilers#i wanted to finish it so badly before the end of the year but alas... i have a job#hopefully will be able to finish it tomorrow or the day after#anyways!! what a good run this year has been!!#its so funny most of these pieces were done in the last few months lol i did not like any of my drawings or even had any finished pre-augus#and then boom. south park happened.#and suddenly i was rejuvenated. like a fish in water#if ill be honest with you guys ive had some of the worst art block for last few years/been so incredibly unsatisfied with my art#and its only been since august where ive finally started becoming a bit more ok with the work ive produced#i dont necessarily think ive made anything that could be a magnum opus or whatever. i dont even think i can really go:#“yea. i did that. hell yea. this is amazing”#its more like a “yea. im starting to see growth. im going somewhere. i think.”#but thats way better than what it was before where i just straight up hated my art lol#i still kinda do hate it though but its starting to be less#or at the very least its in a more positive direction where im thinking “ok i hate it but im gonna try and learn from this”#anyways thanks all of you for sticking around with little old me <3#MORE SOUTH PARK CONTENT TO COME IN 2025!!#youre not getting rid of me that easily#south park#splatoon
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for a guy constantly stuck as the butt of the joke (and in the unrequited love torture chamber) I think he deserves the dub of someone ANYONE confessing to liking him no matter how big the crush or how long ago idgaf it should've happened to the greatest dude ever kuwabara
#idccccc gimme kurama randomly dropping that bomb on Kuwabara after a study session#yeah i think im irrevocably in love w/u and i dont mind at all. ill see you next tuesday 👋🏼#yusuke finally getting his shit together years after they're out of school#and kuwabara is like now? in the waiting room for my colonoscopy?? also i already knew#''you KNEW?'' ''just cos i got bad taste doesn't mean i should act on it!!'' ''???''#some random kids from school maybe a girl he'd protected during his patrols of his territory#a guy that sits behind him in class that fell head over heels during his study arc in episode 3#HELL HIEI EVEN. sitting outside on a tree on his property leaving the occasional demonic relic on his windowsill#kuwabara is like who tf keeps putting rocks here. he keeps em tho#basically i think anyone and everyone in their silly little verse is completely capable of loving kuwabara#he loves kittens and calls himself a warrior of love and is 6ft and NOBODY ever said hey i like you#okay cool on that note togashi we're boxing 👊🏼👊🏼👊🏼#qeued post#kuwabara kazuma#yu yu hakusho#yeah yeah he got popular in highschool but WHO CARES? NOT KUWABARA#he literally doesn't take that shit srsly istg he doesn't think anyone's genuinely interested in him#i could talk about how kuwabara's only truly comfortable in the unrequited role bc it's all he's ever been allowed#but that's a whole nother post
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sometimes i just stop and think back to rouins character trailer bc what the actual fuck was this masterpiece?
"if you find your fingertips trembling at moments of uncertainty, remember i will always be there for you, your highness. even if you can't see me." // "you have returned, your highness."
SHUT UP. SHUT UP !!!!! SCREAMING CRYING GROVELLING
......the entirety of the trailer is so dear and emotional to me ohjdf... the scenes... the illustrations... the ost... the softness of his voice... him and lord.... he makes me unwell.... and i adore him so so much for that.... rouin my beloved ever.......
#sophie's idle chatter#lord (mc/us) and rouin my duo ever i love them sm i could cry#<- is already crying in the club at 8pm#genuinely lord of heroes is such a special game to me like oh my god... all the characters and the story and interactions and ofc the mc <3#but man i need to catch up on war of tyrants chapters... and still try to defeat the final boss of extreme mode after like 2 years...#and then try to get through nightmare mode... haha.... im not ready for the angst thats gonna hit once i do manage to beat#the final boss level of extreme mode........
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i had my last day of work today now im officially on veilguard leave WAHOOOOOOOOO <3 it was unfortunately the worst day i have ever had since i started working there djkfdjfkd but. tbh. it kind of just makes leaving feel even better so...... im considering today a win overall :)
#/ alcohol mention#< i also bought a bottle of sparkling wine to celebrate SURVIVING the datv wait and id always planned to but after today i feel like i#DESERVE to get drunk by myself at home on a wednesday. every girl deserves that once a year i think <3#man...... dawn of the final day huh......... we really did it joe...............#ok im leaving tumblr again just wanted to share my shitty day update and also say LOVE U ALL#esp the solas girlies..... i cannot wait to play thru this game and psychic mind meld w all of u during the pookie moments <3
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so tired from waking up early + moving stuff over this past week and ruining my sleep schedule that i just passed out in my chair at work tonight for 2 and a half hours and gave myself a stiff neck after </3
#IM TIREDDDDD#just gotta get through tomorrow then i can work on getting back on a normal sleep schedule.....#i finally cracked and took my sleeping meds and boy. did they help#i do need to get more but i am def using them again#luckily i have a job where it doesnt get too busy this time of year#and its the middle of the night so i can just. nap time.#though i dont like to because boy does it make my neck sore after </3#and god the sleep sucks#i kept hearing noises that werent there#like paper fluttering and falling off the table#or someone opening the door behind me#mainly the paper thing
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what if it was a real onion growing out of her head 🤔
bonus: an iku based off red onions b/c those are the only ones i personally eat lmfao
#my art lol#vocaloid#vocaloid fanart#utau#utauloid#utau fanart#utauloid fanart#maidloid#acme iku#iku acme#akume iku#green#pink#purple#man what do i tag this w/. i was about to put 'onion' as a tag but like... idk lmfao#i don't show it a lot b/c i dont draw her very often but i LOVEE iku she is a longtime fave. i will NOT tolerate iku slander iku haters dni#i was so fckgin excited when her vcv came out LIKE FINALLY AFTER A MILLION YEARS!! i legit like. screamed and dl'ed instantly#still a tragedy we lost the onion </3 but her utau look/design is still really cute love the poofier(?) skirt#her whole story as a synth is fascinating to me but im not gonna get into it rn; midnight onionposting#also LMAOO the doodle w/ oliver is based off a tweet he had where he mentioned he liked eating onions lmfaooo rip#and im gonna be real i have no idea what i really did for that first piece i kinda... bullshitted it to have a nice pretty thing but sh#quick edit: i fucked up but shhhh
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looked through my gallery and found these two images next to each other… w h a t in the world happened in 2k22 man
#there was also longleg in that photoset but this aint about him#w h a t happened that made me compare yujiro with iggle piggle hello??????#anyway this is just me being a waste of space and oxygen (again) as i try to preemptively empty my annoying-ness reserves#ahead of a job interview tomorrow lest i say something stupid in response to their questions#like ‘i dont have any long term goals for the next 5 years for now. but my short term goal is to make money.’#idk why i said that during my last interview but im def not getting that bread#some things will just remain a mystery ig… like the yujiro-igglepiggle comparisons that past me apparently did#maybe c-19 cooked my brain idk. though through that gallery browsing spree i realised that im like 3 years overdue for my hep-b vax booster#well. too late for that now ig~~~~~~~~~~#hmmmmmmm… maybe i should finally finish the next chapter of idol sengen tomorrow… it’s like half done anyway so…#b u t the next chapters after this one are sooooo text heavy and it’s a p a i n to deal with—#hmm. well. i’ll deal with that when the time comes ig… s i g h s#anyways that’s it for my annoying quota of the day (and hopefully tomorrow’s as well) see you for daily nagisa in a while~~~~~~
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i like overthink everything now it makes me feel so dumb. i used 2 be able to just talk 2 ppl but nowadays every single thing im like Is that actually going to make them hate me. Yes probably. and then i just dont respond which makes ppl hate me. this is how it is
#ive been overthinking 1 light and casual mildly funny response to something but im worried itll come off as disrespectful and dismissive And#make me seem stupid and uncaring all at the same time. and also be seen as insulting. but like idt itd be insulting right like. im not#saying what it is so ig for all you guys know im like I mean if i say All your shit suck ball and i hateit kys. <- thats not the thing i was#going to say#like it doesnt matter now the window for response is closed now but i feel stupid bc i shouldve just said it it was light and casual. im so#bad at keeping convos gojng im convinced im not going to survive. In like a light and casual way like in a He will not make it through the#winter joke way. dw. im not going to do anything bc i had One failed interaction. if i was going to do anythjng itd be bc of the 8000000#other failed interactions. But im not. anyways. it just makes me feel so useless 😭 like i want to respond i want to talk to ppl so bad but#i feel like i mess things up Irreparably every time i speak OR i take too LONG overthinking my response and then i just cant respond bc its#been too long and then its been 3 years and the only messages ive ever sent r my intro message and 1 message 2 years ago that nobody#responded to at all. or the conversation stopped immediately after. and like i used to be better at this i was lkke. talkative in a couple#muts servers like. i talked 2 ppl daily in those servers and i had fun and like. I was an important part of the group and i felt like it#but i just feel like such an outsider for Everything and its literally my fault bc i cant just like. Talk. The explosion. bc im always like#im gonna try im gonna do it this time im gonna get it back im going to finally be Good connor and im going to fix it all and make a Good#solid friend group and ill find HEALTHY LOVE and i wont selfsabotage and ill move out and have a job and ill balance it well and ill start#all my hobbies and ill have a great routine and be so loveable and on top of it and not stressed and content and happy and roll with the#punches and then theres a single hiccup and im like Well fuckinf whatever im going to be an unemployed hermit forever and im going to die b4#im 25 anyways so Who cares and also im digging a little hole for myself. and its like. AUGHH ik i just have to persevere and overcome but#even saying that feels so stupid its not fucking hard its Talking to ppl. like. i literally if ive ever said a word to you i had to think#avt it and strategize how to respond right even for like. like. it makes it sound like its not genuine it is#like for example i want to say hey i love your art! but then i freak out and im like thats not normal thats like a rly generic comment they#hear that all the time theyll thjnk im being polite and my brains like hrmmm rewrite Your art changed my life. It shaped me. Ill never be#the same. Nad im like ok too far overcorrected go back and the sentence generator is like Your art has colors 💯 like. GOD. WHY IS IT SO#difficult. and then usually i either just dont say anythinf and feel awful abt it 4ever OR i send it on anon and then i spend like 15#minutes ibsessively slightly tweaking the apelling and capitalization and punctuation to make sure it doesnt seem like its me just in case#it Is the worst possible thing to say but then i see the response and itll be like AWWW TYSM :] THIS MEANS A LOT or whathaveyou and i feel#stupid bc i couldve just Told them this to their face and it wouldve been a good positive interaction we had. but instead i had 2 hide and#tyoe entirely differently so they couldnt sniff me from my typing style. and it soesnt even feel like the thanks is actually 4 me bc i#tweaked the message sm. and it still makes me happy that the oersons hapoy but its like. that couldve been a nice mutual interaction#like not that i need a personal ty i compliment ppl when i Want to compliment ppl and when its genuine yk. i dont do it so i get mutualpoint
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update: peach is doing very well!! she's eating and sleeping normally (sleeping more than normal, really, but that's to be expected)!! after 3 days of not sleeping and a few changes in painkillers, she finally just napped for an hr then, after another day, slept through the whole night (and most of the next day). she's started following all her usual routines again and is very keen to eat! still on some painkillers, but they're not having any horrific side effects anymore
now that im not staying up to keep an eye on her all night (while also dealing with upgrading my computer and my phone and also my sister preparing to go overseas and the dogs barking and howling constantly due to all of the above), i finally got some decent sleep too and slept for about 14 hrs. so today ive got that weird shakiness that i get from sleeping too much, but hey it's better than the whole of the last week
#personal#and i have a working computer that's finally on windows 10 so that's one less thing to have background stress about#and i have a working phone for the first time in.. a year? 1.5 years? idfk. my previous phone was 16gb so i could fit like 2 apps#could barely take pictures (and couldnt store them) and couldnt update most of my apps because i couldnt update my os because no space#so every app ran slow and then eventually my phone would crash if i opened the storage section of the settings#so i couldnt even offload apps so i could delete them while keeping the data for when i downloaded them again#couldnt order medicine remotely because my chemist only lets you do that from the app (not the website)#couldnt control the aircon because that could only be done through an app#missed loads of stuff because i didnt have email notifications because i could only use my browser for emails#couldnt see tumblr polls on mobile because i couldnt update tumblr because i couldnt update my os#left the house less because i had to delete pokemon go and that genuinely helped me go for walks#ive been dealing with all that for a year so this is very exciting and such a ridiculous qol boost#it sucks how much something like that affects your life. what do you mean i need an app for everythingggg#but god im just glad peach is ok. like there was a moment when i was so stressed trying to update my computer because it wasnt working#and then she ate a small bit of food for the first time in 3 days and just. everything was suddenly fine again#and the other night i spent like 6 hrs just sitting here downloading and installing things on my computer#but it was fine because peach was on the chair next to me sleeping through the whole night and it was such a relief#my sister finally got her flight yesterday (after it was moved four days in a row) so that's just one less thing happening#ive started playing bg3 so that's cool and maybe ill get a chance to actually properly watch that new dav trailer lmao#that premiered at 2am on the first night peach was home from surgery and hadnt eaten or slept yet and i was too stressed to care about dav#and it really just went downhill for the next few days#god. ok. today is the first day i can actually breeaaaathe
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god it is so insane getting so close to the end of making this base. like it feels fake that in like a week from now im gonna have it out but IM SO CLOSEE to being done it is real i know i can hit that deadline.. but i feel like im in the infinite mental dragon prison tunnel
#i did the math even if i take out some work hours i did last year (~10-15ish on concept art) im still at like 3 whole 40 hour work weeks#which means the mental strain im feeling is just because im working enough as your average full time worker#but i am starting to feel a bit loopy from how long this project has been#i did have an autism breakdown like 2 weeks ago bc i did too much in 1 day so im trying to make myself take it a little easier#i will be CELEBRATING next thursday and im gonna order pizza or something#soap talks#im gonna take it easy and do commissions after this release itll be nice getting to do unique stuff again#actual status update though is im about 90% done and i need to just do some final assembly of files and record tutorials basically
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just found out that instead of my mom my fucking shitass dad is coming home FOR A WEEK
#ugh i really want to kill someone rn im so mad#why can't he just fucking leave us alone#i know he used to be home 24/7/365 days just a year ago but istg it took us no time to adjust to life without him#now he comes home for like 2 days and my blood starts to boil i can't bear him he's so fucking irritating and interfering#mom coming home would have been relaxing finally burden free after 15 days#now the burden will be double tripled he's such a fucking lazy slob he can't even get his own glass of water#and he'll sleep in our room because it has ac UGHHHHHHHJHH it's so yuck i won't have a minute to myself and my mental health will decline#even MORE than it already has like if that's even possible#and he doesn't take his fucking meds so he's all weak and sick and lazy and he expects us to coddle him#well you know what fuck him im not even going to pretend to be happy that he's here or be nice to him and try to make him feel welcome#he broke this family up and it's going to stay broken up forever so fuck himmmm#and i have a freaking 750 ml bottle of vodka lying in my dresser what the fuck do i do with it now huh?????#it's only like 1/4th empty 3/4th is still full#and it's my sisters birthday on 26th and they'll both be here ugh i was sooo looking forward to actually celebrating with her#now she'll feel miserable and horrible and it'll be JUST like every other birthday she's spent at home#fucking grand#ugh god i sooo do not want to cook dinner for 4 people im so sick of this#and he isn't even satisfied with dinner he fucking eats like 4 times a day he wants a hot breakfast and lunch and evening snack and dinner#man i hope something happens to him and he isn't able to come🙏🙏 god if you're real 🙏🙏🙏🙏
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