#affection kink

[dingledraw]

South Downs cottage fluff based on the Dolly Parton song “Berrypie” 🩷

[contessalarue]

[conditioned-to-obey]

"fuck, your voice is going to make me cum-" they writhe desperately. Frantically they reach out, trying to cover my mouth in a useless attempt to last longer. They tremble as they try to hold back. The sound of merely my voice threatening to tip them over the edge.

[freudtheblakex]

[hal1uzinogene]

[samnarc]

Dean being Sam's mommy. I think of it a LOT.

Dean cooking for him, helping pick out what to wear, and even ordering him around like an actual mother.

Sam and Dean would never admit they do this, not to anyone. Sam likes it being their secret that makes them unique, different.

Dean likes it most when Sam is having a stressful day, where he just craves motherly affection. Dean can't help but oblige.

First, it's petting his hair. Then he's kissing and cooing, telling him how good he has been. Then comes the touching, Dean's favorite.

"You want to kiss mommy, baby?" or "do you need mommy to touch you?" was all it took for Sam to practically melt and whisper about how much he loves his mommy and what he wants Dean to do to him.

[karouvas]

have seen headcanons about Andrew calling Neil ‘Captain’ in a sexual situation and I’m here for them I also think he should call Kevin ‘assistant coach’ in bed

[contessalarue]

[freudtheblakex]

[hal1uzinogene]

[come-into-my-parlour]

You're taking me on a walk in the park. You chose a pretty sundress for me, very tight on my chest with a loose skirt that shifts in the wind. You like the idea of the wind blowing it up and everyone seeing I have no underwear on. No bra either. Toys don't need underwear.

You find a busy section with tons of people having picnics, walking their dogs, just living their lives. You choose a bench for us among a crowded seating area. As soon as we sit down, you reach for my thigh. I look up to you with my eyes glazed.

"Feed me, doll."

I lean back and smile as I immediately take one of my breasts out. You latch your greedy mouth to my hardened nipple and begin kneading my breast as you suckle. I can't help it, I start to moan and close my eyes.

You lap up my milk and squeeze me harder.

" Sir, what are you doing? Stop. That's indecent. This isn't the place for such things."

You unlatch from my breast only to say "Are you really shaming a woman for nursing?" Then you take out my other breast and latch onto it to continue your meal.

"No! No, that's not what I'm doing. But that's not what you're.."

"She's nursing. She's breastfeeding me. Don't shame her for doing what is only natural."

Then you redouble your efforts to squeeze me dry as I'm panting and moaning with both my breasts still out. This is natural. This is what I was born to do. To feed you.

[deersalad]

Ok so after rewatching that one powerpak video about myhouse.wad last night I've woken up with a lot of feelings and I'm going to share

This time around I read a trans metaphor in the mod, there's a very distinct degendering of Tom over the course of the mod, notably when you pick up the milkshake the text says "the kid needs a milkshake"

That on its own isn't that strong but what really strikes me is how little gendering there is elsewhere, Tom and Steve were both born in 1988 based on ages at death, they would've come of age in the 90s so not a time period where there's really a movement to give gender neutral upbringings to kids and yet we never really see anything indicating that Tom is a boy. No sporting equipment, no bright blue toys, nothing. In a mod with so much care and detail put into every little corner it feels like a glaring omission.

In fact in the burned house the items you can find are a diary with the pickup text, tarnished history and a teddy bear with the text, innocence lost. There is also the presence of the one item that's a stuffed animal that's got the text, snugs.

The animals aren't automatic indicators of being raised as a girl (although they can be read that way, they are gender neutral for little kids) but the diary is interesting. Again all of these are very minor things but when details of Steve's father's death are hidden away in his obituary and the hospital room, both of which you can easily miss, then it feels like meaning can be read into these items.

The two details that really made me think about this are the usage of Tom's last name in the hearts with him and Steve and the bloody airport bathroom. The fact that the initials used aren't S+T is odd but it sorta makes sense if Tom isn't his birth name. Whatever was his birth name is something he would've disliked if it was feminine and he felt dysphoria and so he would've used his last name instead, something that I know happens among some trans people.

Finally, in the airport bathroom we see that it specifically or bathrooms in general are a traumatic space. The pill bottles have an obvious connection, substance abuse is an easy line to draw with the environment of the bathroom. But what stands out most is the fact that the male and female signs on the bathrooms switch when you exit the bloodied bathroom. That's something so jarring that it feels like it has to have meaning, it's so easy to miss but feels so significant. It could just be intended to shock and offput but it's not scary, it's just a change. It's a literal gender change.

Some of the memories also seemingly take place in or around 2001, the fear of the plane crashing, JJ Hardy playing in 2001 and signing the baseball, the presence of Shrek. Tom and Steve would have been around 12-14 in this time period and that's when puberty starts for many people. The bathroom literally becomes a scene of bloody horror which makes sense if Tom experienced a period and it was traumatic for him.

Any of these on their own aren't conclusive but all together it feels like it weaves a larger message. Memories of childhood are degendered to avoid the pain of remembering of a dysphoria inducing childhood. Tom actively uses his last name instead of his first name. And the literal gender change of the bathroom signs. To me it reads that the character of Tom is a trans man and that plays further into the trauma of his childhood and I think whether done intentionally or not it makes sense to some extent.

[elisedonut]

had another dumb Flintley thought of Percy in his head boy year finding Marcus while patrolling just very wasted

and Marcus just being so weird about it

like just continuously touching him as Percy's trying to not only scold him but also get him to either the Slytherin dorm or the infirmary

Like Marcus just getting so interested in how much smaller Percy's face looks with his hand cupping his cheek

Like Percy's over here going on and on about how stupid he was being and how dangerous it is to be so drunk especially when alone

and Marcus is not hearing even a single word of it all his brain is thinking about is how happy he is that he seems to care about him and that he looks so pretty with his face red and that he likes that he's looking at him

Marcus trying to hold his hand and kissing his fingers

and Percy's just What the fuck is this a prank

[starry-eyes-love]

Believe by Elton John

[turtle-ly]

No one understands how much i want adora to be weird. like c'mon she lived in an army run by an alien for the entirely of her childhood! with a cat person as her best friend!! and shes also an alien!!! you cant tell me adora hasnt tried to purr or groom catras hair at least twice (to her dismay). i want her to eat a rock and be a-ok. adora is a freak if not in canon then in spirit

[legacy77]

When he can't brush his teeth alone.