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Sam having bunny ears that Dean absolutely adores for the wrong reasons.

Dean running his hands over the soft fur any chance he gets, watching as Sam flinches away because "it feels weird."

He even grabs them. Full on yanks on them. Sam hates it, it's supposed to hurt but it feels so good.

At one point, Sam just gives up, telling Dean that it feels sexual. And Dean just shrugs, saying he knows and that's what makes it fun.

Sam couldn't believe Dean said that, but ever since then he wasn't too shy about moving away when Dean tries to mess with the ears. He lets Dean do whatever with them, he just tries to hold back the whimpers he desperately wants to let out - it was already weird enough.

Dean could see Sam holding back, so he gives a harsh pull and watches Sam fall apart just from forceful play.

He loves hearing Sam's noises, so of course he won't stop. He even encourages him, egging him on by whispering sweet nothings while getting as close behind Sam he can get. It felt wrong, but deep down the two knew it would inevitably come to this one day.

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Sam wanting to be a girl wasn't a problem, they'd just have to hide it from John.

Dean hated that. He wanted to see Sam in the dresses he stole for her. Either from a random lay or a store from a town they won't see for years.

It was innocent at first. Dean being so supportive, brushing her hair and calling her 'little sister' when they were alone, teaching her manners that chicks follow (he only knows them because of how many times he's heard a mom say something about their daughter.)

Dean would never say such things about Sam. Calling her a slut, a cow, a disappointment? It wasn't right, at least not to him.

When Sam finally started getting older, Dean even introduced her to different clothes. Lingerie, bras (he even had the 'it's okay to have itty bitty titties!' talk) and panties.

That's when Dean couldn't look at Sam anymore. Not when she was growing her hair out, wearing lingerie around the motel when John was gone for that small bliss of euphoria. Not when she wore black panties that always seemed to peek over her jeans.

Sam was upset. Why was Dean suddenly distant? Did he hate her? Did he not accept her anymore? She couldn't figure it out until she turned around and caught him glancing at her ass. Of course, he was horrible at being subtle. When she brought it up, he simply said 'a chick is a chick, Sammy.'

That brought up Sam's own question. Was this wrong? Was it wrong to enjoy her big brother staring at her like she was the only girl on the planet?

She had to test it. She began to buy more lingerie, purposefully changing in the middle of the motel room, where she caught Dean's glances from the reflection in the tv. She even started to bend down in front of him, dropping random stuff just to hear his rough voice say her name.

It wasn't long till Dean caught on, till he was sure that she was doing this on purpose. He would give in, but only little moves at a time.

He would grab her waist, let his hands linger on her shoulder, he even 'jokingly' grabbed a handful of her tits. It wasn't that hard, Sam was flat as a board, but he saw the way she was turning red.

They gave up being normal when Dean came back into her life, when she ran away for college.

It was hard, Sam losing her girlfriend — but it was also hard because Sam couldn't help but want Dean to touch her and comfort her in ways that definitely aren't considered acceptable.

After a month, Sam made the first move. She crawled into Dean's bed, sitting on his waist and slowly her hands over his covered chest. The thin shirt was bothering her, she leaned close to kiss his nose, whispering a small 'I love you' before laying down on him completely.

It took no less than a second for Dean's arms to snake around her, holding her close. He wouldn't say it back, not now, not when his mind is screaming about how this was all they needed.

Each other.

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Sam not enjoying Halloween as a teenager but always dressing up for Dean. Always wanting to see Dean's reaction when he walks out the bathroom dressed a random chick from a horror movie and headed to a 'party' (he's just going to hang out at the movies or the park, he couldn't stand parties.)

Dean sort of hates it, seeing his baby brother leave the house looking like a pervs dream guy. Or his. It obviously hurt his feelings too, seeing Sam smile and leave without a single word.

And when Sam comes back to the motel, Dean is all over him. Asking if anyone touched him, or even dared to look at him. All Sam does is reassure Dean that nobody has touched him and that he saved himself that night for Dean.

It was sort of a ritual — every year Sam dresses up just to come 'home' and have his overprotective boyfriend brother rip those skimpy clothes off. And they both know it was just a game to them, just a special foreplay that only happened on Halloween.

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Dean and his anger that Sam loves so much <3

Sam purposely acts like an asshole to Dean just to see the way his eyebrows knit together and the small scrunch of his nose, sometimes if he gets lucky he gets that little lip twitch into a snarl that drives him crazy.

Dean hates it — but he can't help but love that he gets his baby brother worked up by a simple facial expression or if he yells at anyone.

During hunts it's even harder for Sam to pay attention, listening to Dean's gruff voice as he mutters angry words at whatever they're fighting against. The blood and smell of dirt on Dean afterwards in the car is practically Sam's version of heaven.

And if their make-out sessions often get bloody too, maybe that's okay with both of them. They've dealt with demons and monsters, a little punch from the other and licking up their blood is practically nothing.

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Sam and Dean have trouble with labeling what they are.

Brothers? Boyfriends? Partners?

They have no idea, and Sam can't even think of what would happen if other people realized they were more than brothers just off a label.

But, one day, Sam had an epiphany. Why did they need to be anything? They didn't need to label themselves with a name that means nothing to them.

"We are just... us."

And that's all they'll ever be. It's only ever them, Sam&Dean. There is no Sam without Dean, and vice versa.

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One of my favorite AU's (I think that's the right term for this) for Sam and Dean is specifically them just ... living together. In an apartment, somewhere nice, safe. Dean made sure the place was absolutely salted and kept clean at all times to make sure his baby brother, who hasn't even heard about monsters yet, innocent and untouched.

He saved up money from ripping people off at bars, selling things he swiped from strangers or stores, and even sometimes his own clothes and old toys.

And he uses it all on Sam. Buying the apartment, keeping Sam fed and clothed, keeping him happy and loved. He even works two jobs so when Sam is at school he can do something. He would probably lie about his age, he always looked older than he actually was. And when he finally is old enough to work legally, he just works even more.

He wants nothing but the absolute best for Sammy, even if that means keeping him to himself and tucking him into their shared bed every night, even when Sam is growing up so fast.

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I think we all skip over the fact Dean would kill himself to help Sam. /For/ Sam.

He overdosed to talk about Sam, to ask to bring his Sammy back.

And Billie even addressed this.

"(...)You pretending you're trying to save Sam for the greater good when we both know you're doing it for you. You can't lose him."

Dean cannot live without Sam, he would take his own life just in an attempt to get Sammy back. He /begs/ for Sam to be brought back. To replace his life for Sam's.

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Sam getting extremely jealous over the girls Dean brings to the motel room, always having to pretend he can't hear their hushed voices when he's faking being asleep.

Dean doesn't really think he's doing harm. Sam is asleep, him and the girl are quiet, and she leaves in ten minutes.

Sam starts to get irritated at this becoming a daily occurrence when their dad is out on a hunt and won't be back for a week. He stays as still as he can, hating the fact that Dean needs to go to a girl he barely knows for his needs.

Doesn't Dean know that Sam would do anything for him? That he would do all the icky things he wants just to keep the attention all on him?

He knows it's wrong, it isn't normal to want your brother carnally, but Sam would rather have Dean all to himself. Sam belongs to Dean, so it's only right for Dean to belong to Sam.

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Do you post longer fics anywhere?

I don't! BUT I have thought about it 😌

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Sam and Dean sitting on the couch in the shitty motel for the month, both of them completely wired and pent up with barely any alone time.

Dean has a brilliant idea. He knows he probably shouldn't, but they're both dudes — it's nothing Sammy hasn't seen before.

The tv is changed to the pornos, Sam immediately looking at Dean with furrowed eyebrows. Confused, dazed by the sounds, and then Dean is stroking himself as he looks at the tv.

"Sam, don't look at me. It's weird. Just watch the screen."

Sam, of course, listens. He eventually started touching himself too, just mimicking his big brother. If Dean is doing it, it must mean that it isn't wrong.

The two of them pant and groan, their eyes slowly leaving the tv and going to each others hands, trying to match each others rhythm.

Sam is whimpering, Dean is whispering dirty words to his little brother, watching him come undone from just a couple of minutes of the tension. Once Dean finishes by shooting ropes onto his hand, they both sit there and breathe heavily.

They both sit and silently agree that this won't be a one time thing. And it isn't wrong since they don't touch each other (for now!)

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Sam and Dean living together really gets me going.

Dean waking up to his little brother cooking him breakfast, getting handed a plate and asked how he slept.

Sam and Dean sitting close to each other as they catch up on lore or try to find a case, their knees touching under the table.

Dean cooking Sam dinner, even if he really doesn't like the food Sam eats.

Sam sneaking into Dean's bedroom at night because he can't sleep without that familiar warmth, and Dean just relishes in it because no matter how old they are ... his little brother is still his little baby.

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Dean being Sam's mommy. I think of it a LOT.

Dean cooking for him, helping pick out what to wear, and even ordering him around like an actual mother.

Sam and Dean would never admit they do this, not to anyone. Sam likes it being their secret that makes them unique, different.

Dean likes it most when Sam is having a stressful day, where he just craves motherly affection. Dean can't help but oblige.

First, it's petting his hair. Then he's kissing and cooing, telling him how good he has been. Then comes the touching, Dean's favorite.

"You want to kiss mommy, baby?" or "do you need mommy to touch you?" was all it took for Sam to practically melt and whisper about how much he loves his mommy and what he wants Dean to do to him.

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Sam and he just listens so so so well. Dean tells him to do something? He does it with no second thought.

Dean notices quickly, and at first he uses it for stupid stuff. Cleaning the kitchen, picking up clothes, getting him a snack from the fridge. But then he realizes Sam does literally anything he asks.

He starts asking for small things ... hugs, a kiss on the cheek, sometimes just hand holding. Then he starts asking for Sam to come in the bathroom, making him take a shower where he has to watch. And Sam doesn't care, he just does it.

Sam knows that he can say no, Dean gives him a "I'll stop if you don't want to" talk nearly every week. He just doesn't, especially when he's being asked to sit on Dean's lap and not to move. Even when Dean gets handsy and starts grinding against him, he just takes it with a smile.

Dean feels guilty at first, but then Sam starts asking him for things too.

"Can I have a kiss?" or "Can you touch me again?"

All it does is make Dean ask for more every day.

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Sam crawling into Dean's bed after Dean just got back from a random hookup. Dean whispering every little dirty thing he did with her, thinking Sam was just growing and that he should know what to do with a woman, so he tells him.

But when he sees that Sam is more affected by what /he/ did to the girl, he started to describe it while leaving small touches onto Sam ... small touches on his waist, pulling his hips closer and eventually shoving a hand down his pants as he slowly starts talking to Sam about how he wished the girl he was with was him.

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Sam having trouble sleeping so he goes to Dean's bed, creeping under the covers and whispering his name until Dean wakes up.

All Dean knows is Sam is super close to him in his bed. But he can't just go back to sleep without comforting his little brother.

They end up tangled in each others limbs, Sam with his arms around Dean and his leg hiked up against Dean's thigh, keeping him as close as possible as they sleep together in peace.

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Sam but he loves the way Dean smells. Not when he's all washed up and stuff and clearly wearing some random cologne he probably swiped from a store, but when he's absolutely filthy.

I'm talking sweaty, bloody, dirt covered Dean and Sam going crazy being so close to him he can barely hold it in.

The second they're in the motel he's crawling into Dean's bed with him, inhaling Dean's scent like he's a bloodhound on a mission, huffing and panting him in as he jerks off right next to him as Dean watches just how much his musk fucks with his baby brother.

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Dean was Sam's dad, brother, mother, and in every sense his lover and soulmate.

Dean held Sam the second he woke up when he was a baby, crawling into his crib just to hold him and protect him. He keeps his eye on Sam every single day, he makes John swear that he will take care of Sam, and he watches him so intently that John knows how strong his love for Sam is - that Dean would die to keep Sam safe.

If Sam was in trouble, who was there to protect and keep him safe? Dean. He loves Sam so much that he would kill for him, sell his soul for him, do /anything and everything/ for him.