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i know i haven't said anything on this blog for years but. one of my friends sent me this tweet like a week ago and i haven't stopped thinking about it since
#flip flappers#admin speaks from the heart#been preparing to change laptops soon so i was doing some prep on an external hard drive last night n found my recordings of flifla#that i screen recorded from crunchyroll w/o subtitles for gifset/amv purposes like the day before they said they'd take it off cr#i wrote a personal essay abt flip flap a few months ago for a zine actually... i'm free to post it by now since the zine's available online#now so i've been Thinking about it... very sentimental stuff abt my own growth as a queer n how flip flap had a bit of a catalytic role
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Just dumping my new tags!
#āi'll still keep the party goingā āāā āthe princessā#ātied to so many thingsā āāā āthe advisorā#āa kid with a butterfly in my pawā āāā āthe princeā#āthe love of a heroā āāā āthe bodyguardā#āquestions of science and progressā āāā āthe scientistā#āoh! the misery!ā āāā āthe frown princeā#ānot a game but an adult thingā āāā āthe roommateā#āswingin' to my own soundā āāā āthe wildcardā#ābreak it down!ā āāā āthe warriorā#āyou may say i'm a dreamerā āāā āthe specialā#āknow when to walk away and when to runā āāā āthe lawmanā#āthink with my heart not with my headā āāā āthe truthseekerā#āhere to fight despite the oddsā āāā āthe protegeā#āyounger than you realizeā āāā āthe peacekeeperā#ā... but why am I here?ā āāā āthe adventurerā#āon the border of starting overā āāā āthe hunterā#āwhere I want to beā āāā āthe royalā#āsing with usā āāā āmusicā#āthink before you speakā āāā ācanon quoteā#ādid i hear you right?ā āāā āincorrect quoteā#āthe truths in my headā āāā āheadcanonā#ātell us all your thoughts on godā āāā āanswered ask ā#āall dots and lines ā āāā āartā#āthe newspaper isn't antiquatedā āāā āwritingsā#āpictures tell a storyā āāā ācomicsā#ātouring the world around usā āāā āloreā#āhear the words of those upstairs ā āāā āadmin postā#āa word from... myselfā āāā āself promoā
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I wish i could reblog videos under a post bc Jesse fucking ate this line too like he said that from the HEART
#sora: its okay i can accept this pain and learn and grow from it bc thatās what being human means it means that i care for people deeply:)#roxas: YOU THINK EVERYTHING A FUCKING GAME HUH#its just the way jesse keeps constantly eating hayleyās ass UP when heās acting with him in scenes#kingdom hearts#admin speaks
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I just had the single most uncomfortable phone call of my LIFE !!! Someone run my phone over with a TRACTOR and then SHOOT it with an GUN!!
#basically I was talking to a coworker asking for advice on how to handle another coworker of ours who had said some vaguely racist shit#fairly regularly#like sheās older so her heart is in the right place but itāsā¦. uncomfortable yk ?#and this coworker set up a meeting with admin to talk about how I feel victimized and am afraid to speak up (Iām not)#but I had my meeting and basically said āI want it on paper that I talked to yāall and asked for advice but Iād rather try to approach this#on my own and solve it person to person without attacking her or having her reprimandedā#and admin was like cool so we are actually totally gonna let you do that and also have a meeting where we do the opposite of that tehe#so I got a call from my coworker today that was like āUHHHH DID YOU GO TO ADMIN AND TELL THEM YOU ARE UNCOMFORTABLE IN MY CLASSROOM BECAUSE#YOU THINK IM RACIST??ā#like bro#I eat one meal a day and I get this shit during my dinner time#fuuuuuuuccccckkkk#like I was completely blindsided with this and thank god I can talk normally while crying bc I was fuckjng sobbing from anxiety#like yeah you did say some racist shit but working with you is better than working with any of the other people who donāt have their shit#together#as shitty as it sounds Iāve kinda come accept a certian level of micro aggression (and macroagressiom bc tbh Glenda girl you go too far)#like Iām always uncomfortable and always unhappy and Iām always gonna be like that but NOW Iām uncomfortable because Iām getting#a phone call during MY dinner bc admin did exactly what I did not want them to do#like I wish there was a way that I could be like āyo Iām formally reporting that some shady shit is happening- I wanna handle it peacefullyā#ābut if it canāt be resolved I want to cover my ass and not get my words twisted#I like working with Glenda most of the timeā¦ just not when sheās talking about white privelage or lack there ofā¦#no Gelnda the teacher shortage isnāt caused by bps only hiring poc teachers and not giving jobs to white people#I promise reverse racism isnāt the root of why we canāt get coverage for music health or financial literacy or seventh grade ELA or math#idk idk Iām not doing it Justice#like I was uncomfortable in the classroom before but now Iām gonna be MORE uncomfortable bc all this shit blew up in my face#all this taught me is to never speak up about microaggressions and never go to administration with concerns of how to solve issues-#you know: the exact WRONG takeaway because everything is so fucking messy#fuck me I canāt wait to apply for work outside of the US#also not to have a cynic victim mentally but none of this shot wouldāve happened if I was whiteā¦ :/#but yeah.. whatever ā¦ middle eastern people donāt experience racism ig
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you know you've made it in life when a fashion student compliments your appearance ( źį“ź)
#admin post#v speaks#it's been three days since that encounter and i'm still reeling from it#they complimented my hair :')#i was at work and they're obviously one of the fashion students there#SOOO fabulously dressed holy shit they were outfit goals right there#and as they were leaving the library they were like 'omg i love your haaaiirrrr - how'd you dye it??'#and when i told them they smiled so big and said 'it suits you SO much. i really love it the mint green is such a look'#(context: the underside of my fringe was dyed purple but it's faded out to a green now lol :'D)#i was screaming inside like oh my god what a compliment#went home with my heart soaring
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matchmaker pets (lh44) | pt1
pairing: lewis hamilton x fem!reader
summary: in a world where one's furry best friend is secretly their cupid, the drivers' love lives are sure to be entertaining for everyone (written from the pov of the pets!)
warnings: none (i think)
wc: 975
a/n: after finishing one miniseries, we go onto another (well sorta, hehehe) - hopefully with better updates, now that life is slightly more relaxed. also massive shoutout to @/giuseppe-yuki whose work has inspired this series (ur amazing queen!!!) - go check out her amazing series here!
[masterlist] [requests]
young!roscoe who has been with lewis since 2013 after being adopted by his bestest dad's into the hamilton family. he's also soon joined's by his little sister, coco.
young!roscoe who loves attending races with his dad's and meeting everyone; the mercedes team, his dad's bestest friend, the other drivers on the grid's and best of all's, the fans.
young!roscoe but's his favourite person on the grid's is actually none of these people (besides his dad's).
it's actually you :)
you're mercedes' main social media admin's, and he thinks that you're the best's thing since crunchy watermelon's.
young!roscoe loves following's you around the paddock, watching you snap photos of the drivers and the team's, as well as snapping's the best pics of him.
young!roscoe watches you and dad's get really close - afterall's, you wouldn't be the admin without being super close with's the drivers.
but, roscoe hates that you aren't close enough.
older!roscoe who frustratingly watches for five years. there are small smirks and flirts, and you and lewis tiptoe's around each other but...
nothing happens.
he's fed up, and now he's taking's things into his own hands (or paws in his case).
scheming!roscoe who "consults" sebastian, lewis' next closest friend after dad's bestest friend sadly left the grid's.
scheming!roscoe who learns about sebastian's doggo, bruno, who's never at races, but stays at home with hanna.
scheming!roscoe who tricks dad's into letting him meet bruno.
scheming!roscoe who finds outās that bruno actually is a cupid! cupid dogs can helpās their owners get with anyone they want. but the love only lasts if itās their one trueās love.
scheming!roscoe just knows that you and dadās are meant to beās. he asks bruno how to becomeās a cupid.
dreaming!roscoe that night has a very weird dream - he's taken away from dad's home and sent up into a fluffy cloud.
another dog cloud speaks to himās.
āare you sure you she will make your owner happy?ā the dog cloud booms, the air tremblingās around him.
dreaming!roscoe who nods and barks furiously; you and dadās would be the happiest peopleās on earth if you were together.Ā
dreaming!roscoe feels a small swirl of windās around him, before he falls back asleepās.
cupid!roscoe who can now see the bright beating hearts hoving above your's and dad's heads at the silverstone circuit.
cupid!roscoe who takes out his favourite tennis ball (now fashioned into a cupid's bow and arrow) and chucks it towards your heart.
cupid!roscoe who sees the tennis ball pass directly through the heart.
he frowns - this wasn't how bruno said it would go?
the ball must be broken - you're meant's to be together
desperate cupid!roscoe who tries again and again,
and again
and again...
tossing the invisible ball above your head, but each time's it passes with a small puff of smoke.
desperate cupid!roscoe who tries pulling you towards dad's by tugging your mercedes shirt, but you gently pull him off of you, before walking away's from him.
desperate cupid!roscoe who tries making's dad's follow him into the media pen, where even he's isn't normally's allowed just to see you's.
but dad's knows what roscoe is trying to do and walks away when dad's sees you.
desperate cupid!roscoe who realises that you have spoken directly to dad's in the past two weeks.
you're avoiding him's.
heartbroken cupid!roscoe who now maybe realises that you and dad's maybe aren't supposed to be together?
maybe you arenāt true love's?
heartbroken cupid!roscoe who pouts and whines the whole's night in the hotel room, but dad's in the bathroom, showering alone.
heartbroken cupid!roscoe who later finds out, cuddled against dad's wet cheeks, that you and him had a big fight.
heartbroken cupid!roscoe learns that you and dad's had a big fight about his photos with's other peoples. specifically, other women's.
heartbroken cupid!roscoe who learns that dad's who was meeting up with an old friend's got a photo taken of him kissing her cheek's in greeting, but the media's made it seem otherwise.
heartbroken cupid!roscoe learns that you yelled at dad's for the first time.
heartbroken cupid!roscoe learns that your stormed's out, not wanting anything else to do with dad's ever again. never again, you said's. you hadn't even tried's to listen to dad's.
heartbroken cupid!roscoe who sees dad's fall asleep sad, big wet tears painting's his cheeks that night.
he never wants you or dad's to be sad ever again.
determined!roscoe who finds you hiding in a corner's of the press conference room during's interviews with the drivers.
determined!roscoe who, despite his small's size, manages to pull you's next to lewis.
determined!roscoe who waits until dad's finishes his interviews (cause he's a good boy), begins barking. loudly.
his barking is so loud's, that you and dad have to both take him back's to the mercedes motorhome.
determined!roscoe who keeps' barking until his throat his sore's, but at least he managed to get you and dad's alone.
determined!roscoe who butts his nose against's your knees, pushing you two's together.
determined!roscoe who huffs up at you and dad's when you both laugh at him, watching him's make his moves.
happy!roscoe who finally gets to see dad's get the chance to explain what actually's had happened.
happy!roscoe who finally gets to see you and dad's reconcile...
oh and now you're making's out.
in front of him...
happy!roscoe who saunters out of the little room to find bono; at least's he would keep him company whilst you and dad's were together in there...
happy!roscoe who finally gets to see his family together at the hungarian's gp. there's a very nice photo of the family.
it's him, dad's and mum's.
all perfect together.
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#ā : my work.į#the-flaneur#x reader#f1#formula 1#f1 fanfic#f1 imagine#f1 x reader#f1 fluff#lewis hamilton fanfic#lewis hamilton imagine#lewis hamilton fluff#lewis hamilton x reader#lewis hamilton x you#roscoe hamilton
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Dono: I'm using my extra speaking time for a thank you. You've made work something I looked forward to, so thank you Phil from the bottom of my heart. Sincerely, your former QsmpEN update admin.
Phil: OHHH- yeah, I heard about the admins get- like-
Dono: I saw everything. I loved making you all insane, KEKW.
Phil: [Laughs] Nahh, fck off, it was you? It was fckin' you? Makin' everyone lose their sht? [Pointing at the camera] Good job. Good job. Good job. [Laughs] Fckin' hell... fckin' hell... I would just see chat compl- like, they- not complaining, but like, stressing out just saying "It's Crowver, the update account is taking in poems again."
#QSMP#Philza#Phil#QSMP Admins#March 22 2024#He's not playing QSMP right now but it's related to QSMP hence the tag
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hi everyone! i talked about my new "dream job" very briefly a few times, but turns out you really shouldn't count your chickens before they hatch. i debated not saying anything multiple times, and frankly perhaps i should've kept quiet, but i refuse to let this situation eat me up and i feel like the community also deserves some transparency on some things that realistically, you'll never get unless people speak up. i want to preface this by stating very, very clearly that everyone that i met in the studio on a personal level is incredibly talented, passionate, and kind. all of them deserve much, much better than the way they get treated. i applied to be a writer for quackity studios / qsmp and got an email back on the 18th of january. i interviewed for the position on the 23rd of january, and entered trial period on the 28th after signing an "nda".
early during trial period, i asked one of my supervisors about payment and was told they weren't responsible for that and didn't know, but would get back to me as soon as they knew which never ended up happening (i do not blame them at all, theyāre incredibly busy people). i should've pressed further, but as someone in a very, very sensitive financial situation and someone who loves the qsmp and admires the talent of everyone who poured their heart and soul into the project, i chose to wait and expect the best. i was officially welcomed into the studio on the 10th of february, and while i waited to be contacted regarding a contract or payment, i had to once again ask (even after i was already working) about payment. i was redirected to "the" head admin as it was him who handled payment, and had to wait days for him to log on so i could add him as a discord friend and ask about my salary. during that conversation, which took almost a week from start to finish, i was asked multiple times if i'd worked professionally as a writer or freelancer (to which the answer was no) before finally being offered between 200-250 dollars (which i later found out shakes out to 170ā¬) per month. i had to ask how i was being paid, and of my own accord provide him with my paypal email in hopes of a response as he never made it clear to whom i should send it. i was incredibly lucky compared to so many members of that team, because i did get paid for my work over that month, even if it felt like i had to beg for compensation that had been promised to me before. it was an awful salary, but i was desperate and so excited to be a part of the team that i accepted the conditions. after lĆ©a's tweets, the response "jay" posted, and quackity's emergency stream, i heard once from a supervisor that things were on hold but we'd be informed of any changes. to this day, there has not been any communication either publicly on the discord server or privately, even though i asked a supervisor privately for any possible updates on anything. there's been absolute radio silence. i want to add that i do not in any way blame my supervisors for any of their lack of communication, as they've been nothing but kind and caring towards me and i imagine they'd say something if they could. i have nothing but the utmost respect for them. a few days ago (and i apologize for not being precise with the date but i wasn't checking these things closely as i had no reason to) i noticed that my access to just about everything on the server apart from the announcement channel had been removed, and the only role i retained was the main "writer" one. upon checking, the other writers on the team still retain all of their previous roles. for some reason i do not know nor understand, my access got removed without any sort of word, communication, dm, anything. anything i've ever learnt about this situation, i learnt in the middle of the night live on twitch.tv while i waited to see if i still had a job or not. the only reason i can find for my access being removed and not the other writers is the fact that i'm friends with pomme's admin. i do not know if that is why, it's merely my own speculation, but it's the only link i can see that would lead to that decision. i hope i'm wrong, but hope hasn't gotten me very far in this yet. yesterday, i quit.
i only applied in the first place because i love the qsmp. i love this community, i love this project, and i genuinely and wholeheartedly wanted to help build it as well as be able to in some way support myself while being creative. i'm not making this post because i hate quackity and want to see anything burn ā i'm just exhausted, and stressed, and losing sleep over a business that ultimately does not care for the people that made it a reality. i could not in good conscience not say something, because while i was very lucky that my time there was short and while i made friends there that i believe i will take with me for the rest of my life, i've never been someone who can sit and watch others be mistreated so blatantly and just ignore it. i honestly and sincerely hope that moving forward, things change, but after what i've seen i have very little hope left in me. this isn't just about the exploitation of people, or just about not providing people with payment for their work ā it's about treating other human beings who are killing themselves and working themselves to the bone with the very minimum of care and respect. it's about people who made the qsmp what it is being discarded and disrespected constantly, and who live in fear and anxiety. these people deserve to be treated well, and that lack of respect hasn't changed regardless of any "announcements" made. my heart and full and complete support goes out to everyone who is dealing with these very unfortunate circumstances and treatment (my dms are always open if you ever want to reach out), to lĆ©a for being so incredibly brave and putting herself in the line of fire for the tens of people still in the studio, to all the actors and the twitter teams for the absolute silence they've received as payment for their hard work over almost a year, and to pomme's admin who despite what's going around on twitter has not received any contact from anyone in the studio yet, and deserves so so much better.
itās my most sincere hope that qsmp thrives and conditions change, because everyone there deserves that. everyone there deserves to be treated like gold because theyāre some of the best people iāve ever met. i wish it didnāt feel like we have to put ourselves in the line of fire publicly for any sort of response because clearly staying silent hasnāt helped anything.
please, support the people who spoke out and support the people still in the project. they're the ones who made the qsmp the qsmp. they're the ones you should be standing with first and foremost.
#qsmp#qadmins#i'm so sorry guys but i personally don't feel comfortable tagging this with like discourse or neg#but <3 i will not be offended / upset if you use those tags if you talk about this#aaaaaaaaa
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the space between two bodies. / satosugu x reader / (part 2)
Warnings: MDNI, smut, happy ending, DP, unprotected sex, hints of baby trapping, squirting, praise kink if you squint, still some unhealthy dynamics bc thats what a relationship with the two of them would be, use of āgirlā, a hint of objectification, no sorcery au, unedited
wc: 9k
part one
Two painfully slow and tense weeks dragged on. Each day you spent doing your best to avoid Suguru, and Satoru who had just come back to town from a shoot. Every time you locked eyes with one of them it felt like the walls were closing in.Ā
But there are traditions you canāt weasel out of and so, like clockwork, the biweekly get-together your friend groups had for years will happen. Suguru, Satoru, Utahime, Kento, Shoko, and you, sometimes a few extra people or dates, would crowd around a table of some izakaya in between all of you. Thereād be too many beer glasses on the table, but another round would be ordered anyway.Ā
You used to laugh until your sides hurt, sharp cramps from overuse, push the limits of intoxication and your aging body. Couldnāt drink like you were 20 anymore, but you could sure as hell try.Ā
Simpler back then.Ā
Being young.Ā
Things were easier, so less complicated. You were entangled in a web of responsibilities, bills, and regrets that pockmarked your life.Ā
Shoko slammed her pint glass on the table. āAnyhow have you guys been? Feel like I havenāt seen anymore in 80 years.ā Her smile was normally so infectious, the bags under her eyes endearing. Too many late nights and endless shifts at the hospital made them a permanent feature.Ā
āIām okay,ā you replied too quickly, voice wobbling slightly.Ā
Suguruās gaze fell on you immediately. Sharp and heavy, like he was peeling back the lie. His eyes were too much, too painful. You shift uncomfortably in your seat, but he says nothing. Just let the weight of his stare speak for him.
āJust okay?ā Now Satoruās eyes flicked over to you, his normal lighthearted expression gone.Ā
A specimen under observation. You were under the microscope, both of them dissecting you, searching for answers you werenāt ready to give.
You forced a shrug and a weak, unconvincing, laugh. āYeah, just okay.ā The all too familiar lump formed in your throat again. āStill job hunting, still freeloading off these two in the meantime.ā It felt wrong to joke, swallow, and brittle.Ā
Your shoulder shook, trying to sell it, but Satoruās eyes couldnāt be fooled.Ā
āI think the board members at Shibuya General are hiring for an admin. Want me to put in a good word? The HR guy likes me,ā Shoko offered. Always trying got be so helpful, so genuine.Ā
Utahim snorted, smushing her face against her girlfriendās arm. āThatās because he wants to fuck you.āĀ
āNot true.āĀ
āHe texts you toomuch for a guy who just wants to be friends.āĀ
āWell last I knew Iām still a lesbian.ā
You cut through the loverās quarrel. āI thought you were still at the University of Tokyo?āĀ
āNo, I moved to Shibuya General about two months ago.ā Her tone was casual but it made you wince.Ā
āOh, yeah!ā you scramble to try and cover up your blunder. āSorry, I knew that. I guess the beerās getting to me more than usual.ā The smile you give is half-hearted and forced.
Satoru took the opportunity to turn the conversation towards himself, regaling the group about his latest project.Ā
You stared at your beer, tuning out the chatter around you. The carbonation inside the class fizzed softly. Each little bubble rose to the surface before popping. They were so small, so insignificant. Guess thatās like society. Insignificant people all clamoring over each other, doing nothing really, but adding to something in the end.
Maybe that's all you were, a little bubble in the sea of society, drifting along with everyone else. The collective group matters, but on the individual level they didnāt. You didnāt. Maybe you never had. Maybe you were just another fleeting presence. Born to fade into the background of someone elseās grander, more important life.Ā
Itās what you deserved. All that greed in your heart. The quiet pain and dissatisfaction gnawing on your bones every single day. Everything you wanted just fucking unreachable goals, and you wanted it all but everything shimmered and gleamed just out of reach like a mirage.Ā
Your nails dug deep into the flesh of your palms, cutting the skin.Ā
Satoruās laugh rang in your ears, echoing on and on. It hammered in your skull with every chuckle. Mocking you, throwing everything youāve ever told yourself back in your face. Every lie youāve told. Every way youāve wronged him. It grew louder and louder, pressure building in your skull.Ā
You slammed your hands on the table, glasses knocking into each other, the wood shuddering from the force. Everyone stopped, staring at you as you pushed the chair back.Ā
āIām gonna do smoke,ā the words are barely audible as you stumble out of your seat and make for the back door, their gazes heavy on your back.
The door slammed shut behind you. Panic clawed at your throat, a bitter acrid taste clinging to your tongue. Your throat felt clogged, the lump growing bigger, chest tightening like a boa constrictor coiling around its prey.Ā Ā
Hands shaking, you reach into your shoulder bag, fumbling to pull out the half-empty pack of menthol cigarettes. You had quit smoking four years ago but you were back at it now. The icy taste is a fleeting distraction, a brief reprieve from the reality around you. At least they tasted better than the regular filter ones.Ā
As you sparked up your lighter and took the first drag, the burn seared your throat.Ā Familiar pain echoing the mess inside you. The smoke circled in your lungs, searing as it went. A cough snuck out before you took another drag, dropping into a crouch. Your weight in your heels as you rest your head against your knees.Ā
āWhy canāt you be normal about things?ā you whisper to yourself.Ā
It was always the same. People, feelings, places, everything-- all you had to do was the right thing and you kept fucking it up.
How many more times could you fuck things up before everyone turns their back on you? How long was the end of the rope you were so desperately clinging to? If you let go, would it end it all? Would the rope wrap around your neck and put you down like the dog you were?
āGet your shit together.ā You mutter to yourself, cigarette pulled to your lips, voice hoarse and raw. You took another drag, the smoke stinging your eyes as it hung in the air.Ā
āYou just gotta get through tonightā¦āĀ
And then the night after that.Ā
And after that.Ā
And all the never-ending nights that came stretching into the horizon. An unbroken chain of sleepless hours testing your resolve to be a person. All of them blurring together in a haze of regret and longing, each passing moment a reminder of everything you were trying to escape.
āSo whatās really wrong?āĀ
It was Shoko, leaning casually against the wall. The shoulder of her cream jacket picked up the dirt of the building. She pulled a cigarette out of her own pack, reds as she always smoked, and lit it.Ā
āNothing,ā you replied, but your voice cracked, thick with phlegm, and weighed down by self-hatred. Tears threatened to spill as you stared at the ground, unable to meet her eye.
āThatās bullshit, and we both know it,ā she shot back, exhaling away from you. The accusation stung, but there was warmth in her tone.Ā
āI fucked up Shoko. I fucked up.āĀ
The confession hit heavy. It shattered the glass, broke the dam holding back your emotions. The tears finally fall as you look up at her, vulnerable and afraid.
Concern washed over her face as she crouched down next to you, a silent offer of comfort. āWhatād you do?āĀ
You shook your head, shame squeezing your heart, beating it like a drum. āI canāt tell you or youāll hate me.ā
āDoll face, I could never hate you,ā she spoke softly, stubbing her cigarette out against the asphalt, her focus now purely on her. One of her hands, warm compared to the night air, reached out to cup your chin. Gently, she compelled you to meet her eyes, to keep your own on her.
The floodgates being this open felt like you were drawing in your misery. But in Shokoās eyes, you found no judgment, only empathy and love. It made the deep, aching wounds of solitude and loneliness you bear bleed again, cutting through the scar tissue to stitch them up again so they'd heal properly.
āI slept with Suguru.ā it came out as a broken sob, bursting out of your chest, each word cutting like glass against the balms of your hand after punching your mirror. Betrayal, guilt, confusion, and greed all pour out in a single gut-wrenching truth.
Her eyes widened at first, surprised by the admission before they softened.
She didnāt pull away, she stayed close, thumb brushing over your cheek repetitively and soothingly. Shoko didnāt speak for a moment, just let your admission hang in the air, the gears turning in her head.
āYouā¦ you slept with Suguru?ā She spoke as if she was weighing the words, chewing through them, trying to understand the depth of what had transpired, trying to understand how it had happened.
āI didnāt mean for it to happen,ā you choked out, voice trembling. āIt was a mistake. I was angry, I wasnāt thinking, and I justā¦ I fucked up everything.āĀ
Shokoās silence said more than words ever could. You could tell she was holding back from asking you a thousand questions. But there was one she had to ask.
āDoes Satoru know?āĀ
You shook your head, the motion barely noticeable.Ā
āNo. I-I don't know how to tell him, or if I should.ā you sniffled gaze drifting off āSometimes I think itād be better if I just disappeared.ā
āHey,ā she moved closer, hand dropping to squeeze your own, trying to anchor you to the present and remind you that you werenāt alone. āYou canāt just disappear. I donāt know how, but things will work out okay. And I wonāt tell anyone, but you need to tell Satoru, both of you do.ā She was firm but her voice had a compassionate edge, trying to gently nudge you to face the reality you were so desperately trying to run from āI think itāll turn out better than you think. They both love you.ā
āOkay.ā You whispered, voice barely audible. So small. So fragile.
Shoko smiled like you were a little kid seeking comfort from a scrapped knee āGood.ā She wrapped her arms around you tight, making you sob again, tears quickly dampening her shirt.
Shoko held you like this for some time, just letting you cry. Her hand rubbing circles on your back. She didn't rush you, try to stop you from crying. She just held you.Ā
After what felt like an eternity you had cried all you could cry, eyes puffy now. You felt so drained, so exhausted, but better overall. A bit lighter. The weight of it all is now shared with someone else.Ā
Shoko finally pulled back, resting on her heels.Ā
āItāll be alright. Just gotta take it one step at a time.ā
For the first time in forever, it felt like you could breathe a little bit easier.
āI canāt go back there tonight, Shoko, pleaseā¦ can I stay with you?ā
āOf course, you canā
Itās easy passing it off as a girls' night when youāve gone inside to collect her things and Utahime. No one questioned it, though Satoru did raise a brow in suspicion but chose not to comment. At least youād have this one night to just ignore it all.Ā
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āSometimes I feel like you create so much space between us,ā Satoru speaks from over on your bed. Itās one of his rare days off and heās taken to hanging out in your room while you applied for jobs.Ā
Normally him being in here would be comforting, a nice presence to get you through the mundane clog of applications. But itās not anymore. It just makes you feel guilty.Ā
You look over at him, long limbs spread out over your duvet. Pausing your typing you speak for the first time in 30 minutes. āWhat do you mean?ā
He sighs, rolling over and propping himself up on his elbows to meet your eyes. āYou create space between us. Randomly. Put up a barrier and keep me out, like you're purposefully hiding from me.ā
Your eyes dart back to the screen.Ā
āItās not intentional,ā you murmur. āI justā¦ thereās a lot on my mind.āĀ
āI get that, but you can talk to me about it. Iām always here for you.āĀ
Hiding things from him was the worst.Ā
āIā¦ thereās just some stuff-āĀ
Satoru pats the bed next to him, sitting up crisscross.Ā āSit and talk.ā
You hesitate for a moment, the decision swinging in the air like a pendulum, before you stand and go to sit next to him. Thereās an attempt to take a deep breath before you start, to remember everything Shoko had said.Ā
āI need to keep you something, and I donāt know if itāll change how you think about me.ā
His warm, soft hands reach out to hold your own. Countless manicures kept them baby-smooth.
āWhatever it is Iām here.ā
You looked down at your entwined fingers, the guilt rattling around you once again. āSuguru and I had sex.ā his grip tightened āNot full on, but oral. It-it was a mistake and Iām sorry. I understand if you want to kick me out. Iāll leave, and you never have to see me again. I just couldnāt keep pretending like things were fine and I know now you probably hate me and want me gone. But I just--ā
You were cut off by his lips crashing against yours. His lips followed yours as you tried to pull away confused. Satoruās kiss was urgent, needy, and oppressive almost as if he kept you in tow. He grabs your waist, fingering and digging into the fat, squeezing so tightly. It felt like he was anchoring himself to you, refusing to let you do. Blindingly white teeth bit down into your bottom lip, begging you to let him in.Ā
You could never say no to him, you were always so weak to his charm. So you let him in.Ā
His tongue was warm and wet in your mouth as he brushed it over yours. You respond in turn, letting him decide the kiss. Sartoruās free hand untangles from your own and goes to the back of your neck, half in your hair. He tilts your head back, leaning forward on his knees to deepen the kiss. The hand on your waist somehow squeezed tighter, thumb rubbing against the ribbed fabric of your tank top.Ā
When he pulled away, a small strand of spit connecting the two of you, his eyes were wild with fear and possession.Ā
āDonāt,ā his eyes searched yours with an intensity you had never seen before. āDonāt say youāll leave, donāt ever say that again.āĀ
You were panting, confused, failing to understand what just happened. āIām sorry?ā It's whispers as you catch your breath. āI just thought youād want me gone.ā
He tilts your head to the side and kisses the length of your neck. āYou donāt get to leave me.ā The words as muffled as he places a kiss between each one.Ā
Satoru bristles and pushes you back into the bed. Climbing on top of you, he cages you under him and pins your wrists together in his hand above your head. His eyes a wild, pupils fully blown out and it scared you.Ā Heās crying now. One of the tears hit your face and he wipes it off, so gently and sweet, with his free hand before collapsing on top of you.Ā
His body wraps around your own, his face tucked into your neck. Heās shaking slightly. As if the thought of losing you really brought him to this point. That you actually leaving would break him.Ā
You wiggle your hands free and hug him, rubbing up and down his back as you do.Ā
Notoriously, Satoru was not good with people he cared about leaving. Be it for work trips or temporarily, he didnāt do well with people not being accessible to him. He was filled with a desperate need to keep the people he cared about exactly where he wanted them. It was to the point heād forsake his own well-being, his own feelings, for the sake of it.Ā
You feel the vibrations against your skin before you can process what he said.Ā
āI canāt lose you.āĀ
āSatoru,ā you try to pull away but his grip is too tight. āI slept with your fiance and you want me to stay?āĀ
He nods, hair tickling your chin. āItās okay if it's you.āĀ
āYou canāt just be fine with that doe the sake of keeping me around. What about your relationship?āĀ
When he finally pulls out of your neck, his eyes still hold that same intensity. āSleep with me too.ā He hovers over you, noses nearly touching.Ā
āI can't just-ā
āDo you think he didnāt tell me?ā he bends down and kisses you again. āWe reached an agreement a long time ago. So fuck him, fuck me, fuck both of us I donāt care. What will it take to keep you here? Iāll give you anything, everything you want.āĀ
āSatoru-ā
āDonāt try and tell me itās not okay. Youāre not leaving. The three of us, Suguru, you, and me, we stay together. Weāre better together.ā He shouts the first word and you wince.Ā
āYouāre scaring me.āĀ
That snaps him out of it.Ā
He clamors off of you, leaping across the room.Ā
āIām sorry, Iām sorry, Iām sorry,ā he rushes back over as you sit up collapsing on his knees in front of the bed his head resting on your thighs. āDonāt leave please Iām sorry.āĀ
āSatoru calm downāā
He rambles into the skin of your thighs, hands grabbing your own. āItās okay, he told me the night it happened. I wasnāt mad, Iām not mad. I was a little jealous but because I wasnāt there too. I told him that we needed to talk to you about it first but he told me we needed to wait because you werenāt doing well and then he goes and does this.ā
āSatoru,ā youāre stern with him now. āCalm down.ā
Satoru was an anxious individual under all the bravado. Itās been years since he had a moment like this. Normally the medication heās on prevented it from getting it this point.
It took a few minutes, you pulled him onto the bed with you and made him lie down before he was calm enough to talk again.Ā Heās lying on his side, mirroring you, his feet dangling off the bed.
āOne day I realized I understood why he felt that way towards you and that day I started feeling the same.ā
āAre you saying youāre in love with me too?ā
He nodded
āSince when?ā
āI canāt pinpoint when. There was the trip to Vietnam. It was raining, but you didnāt care though. You ran out from the umbrella and danced around, jumping, and smiling. It had been the first time in what felt like ever that I had seen you so carefree and happy that I ran out after you. I think that that's when things really started to change for me, start to blur the lines between romantic and platonic. But I knew for certain when Haruki cheated on you I was already in love with you by then. I was so mad. At him for doing that to you, and at myself for thinking how much better I could treat you.ā
He reaches out and strokes the face of your face.
āSuguru and I used to argue about this when we both realized how we felt towards you as individuals and then as a couple. He was against saying anything. Leaving things just the way they were. No point in trying to fix what isnāt broken and risk our relationship. I had always thought itād be me that cracked first. Tell you all the grimy little details of how sickly in love with you I am. It was like a bet with myself, not telling you, especially when we were both sure you felt the same way. Neither one of us wanted to pressure you into anything thought, especially because you live with us.ā
āJesus,ā you looked up, LEDs blinding as you blinked back tears āSo that's what he meant when he said you wouldnāt mind.āĀ
āItās our fault,ā He pulled you towards him, your face resting against his chest āWe should have told you about this before. Iām sorry.ā He kisses the top of your head, voice thick with emotion as he starts crying with you.Ā
The two of you were always in sync like that. If one of you cried the other was right behind. Itās why Suguru hated watching romcoms with the both of you. At the end of the Notebook, you both had worked yourselves up so much that the two of you fell asleep on the couch cuddled up together.
A choked sob wracked your body āIām sorry. I love you too, and I love Suguru.ā The words were more of a whine as you cried āIām sorry for being greedy.ā
Satoruās own tears picked up in time with yours āYouāre not greedy.ā his voice trembling āIf youāre greedy Iām greedy.ā
You clung to him, feeling warm in his embrace. Feeling almost whole again āI just donāt want to hurt anyone. Iām such a mess.ā You were quiet as you spoke, the fear that's been eating you up slipping out.Ā
You were so scared of fucking things up between all of you more than you had already fucked it up. Everything you touched felt like you broke and you didn't want to break them too. They were so pristine and perfect without you there. Maybe youād only ruin things, stain them, muttle them unrecognizable. You could have ruined things for them already.Ā
He held you tighter as if he was trying to blend the two of you together.
āIām so scared of ruining everything and losing you both.ā you sob out.
Satoru gently shifted the two of you so he could place a chaste kiss against your lips.
āYou could never ruin anything.ā his breath was warm against your skin.
āI feel like I have.āĀ
āYou are the most wonderful person I have ever met. If there want anything ruined by you, it was meant to be broken. Jsu because somethings broken doesnāt mean it doesnāt have beauty, or value, or isnāt deserving of love.ā
This time you took the initiative and kissed him again, his lips soft against yours. It was tender, filled with all the love that was between the two of you. Quiet. Peaceful. Serene.Ā
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Since Suguru was still out at the office, dealing with a client, Satoru and you took to making dinner for the three of you. A simple katsu curry and rice with some vegetables. Itās simple, not overly complex, but it feels routine to make. Nothing too deviant. As you were cooking, Satoru and you intermittently cried and stole kisses. Gentle touches on the arms arm or side, nothing that hadnāt happened between the two of you before. Satoru had always been touchy but now they carried so much more weight. So much more meaning, each passing brush of his fingers against the expanse of your skin singing praises.Ā
You sliced the vegetables carefully, occasionally glancing at Satoru as he worked on the curry. His hands stirred the sauce with practiced ease. It was always surprising to learn he was the one who did the majority of the cooking as he was a picky eater. You could almost be offended that he looks so beautiful stirring sauce.
Every so often heād pause, look at you, and give a small reassuring smile. It made you feel lighter. As if he was telling you everything was going to be okay.Ā
You sidled up next to him to sautĆ© the vegetables and Satoru turned the heat for curry to low, letting it shimmer. He comes up behind you, wrapping his arms around your waist, and rests his chin on your shoulder. His arms make you feel secure and stable.Ā
āThis just feels right,ā he murmurs, pressing a kiss against your cheek, urging you to lean back in his embrace. You do so willingly, letting yourself sink into the warmth and comfort he offered.Ā
āIt does,ā you agreed. He was right.Ā
It felt like coming home after a long shift, feet aching and joints creaking and climbing into a warm bath that soothes your aches and pains. Like the sudden realization of happiness, that everything was going to be okay. Like driving down the road in the summer, the windows down as the sun starts to set, music blaring on the radio, and everyone singing along. There was no awkward moment of overthinking how things were or would be, but just living in the moment and accepting things as they came to you overthinking and drowning in your thoughts.Ā
You could sit here and stress about what youāve done, why youāve done it, and how that would change the future. Spiral into a mess of anxiety and regret. Or you could live in the moment.
Let go of the need for control that you so desperately craved, and ran after. And just let yourself float. Let yourself be cared for this time.
Wrapped up in Satoru, with him placing soft kisses on your neck, neither of you noticed the door quietly closing. You didnāt hear Sugur slide off his shoes, exchanging them for house slippers, or as he padded into the kitchen. He stood there, watching on for a moment. Seeing how entangled the two of you were, the way you filled How Satoru placed small kisses to your neck that made you giggle. How the two of you blended together.
You had always brought out the best in Satoru, parts of him that would go head to head with Suguruās own stubborn nature. Always bring out the best in him too.
āWhat happened while I was at work today?ā his voice made you jump, breaking through the moment, and making you drop the spatula from your hand. It clattered against the counter.
āHey Suguru,ā your voice was soft, warm as if the sound of it could pull him into the comfort as well.Ā
Satoru let go of your waist and turned to face Suguru, smiling widely as he saw him. āWelcome home.ā
Thereās something in Satoruās casual nature, how he said it like nothing changed between you all.Ā
The three of you stood there for a long moment, still, silent. Painful longing, the desire to have always had things be so straightforward between the three of you. You felt frozen, unsure how to act, unsure what he was feeling. The curry simmering on the stove was the only noise in the room.Ā
And then, Suguruās face crumpled, and tears began to spill from his eyes. Satoru rushed to his side first, with you not far behind him, wrapping his arms around him.Ā
Suguruās shoulders shook with the force of his sobs as the two of you wrapped around him, sandwiching him in the space between your bodies. You were only a step behind, your own arms reaching around him.Ā
āWeāre here Suguru,ā Satoru expressed āWeāre right here.ā
Suguru buried his face in Satoruās shoulder, his hand clutching the front of your shirt as if he was afraid to let go.
āI was so scaredā he choked out between sobs. āFuck, I was so scared.ā
You gently stroke Suguruās back, your own tears wetting his shirt, your cheek pressed to his shoulder āIām sorry.ā The apology felt like too little, both right and wrong.Ā
āI thought I was going to lose you both.ā his voice cracks on the confession.Ā
āYouāre not going to lose us,ā Satoru reassures him, kissing his forehead. ā Weāre not going anywhere.ā
The three of you stayed like that for a moment, all wrapped in each otherās arms. Letting the emotions, the tension, and the resolution wash over. Eventually, the tears started to subside and the three of you agreed to talk after eating and somehow things felt normal again. You all fall into the rhythm youāve followed for years. Suguru talks about his projects while Satoru talks about an upcoming campaign.Ā
Theyāre still as careful as theyād normally be when it comes to talking about your affairs. But they pushed more to know how your art was going. Since youāve been unemployed it's been something youāve been working more on.
It should be strange, you thought, that there is no overwhelming pressure between the three of you. If anything this is the lightest your friendships have felt in years. Maybe things really were always meant to work out this way. Shoko used to say the only person who could stand to be with the two of them, even platonically for long stretches, was yourself. That you just seamlessly fit them.Ā
āI justā¦ I donāt want to feel like a secondary attachment to the both of you.ā youāre holding a mug filled with hot green tea, watching the steam rise from it. Dinnerās long since been finished but youāre all still around the table.Ā
Satoru doesnāt hesitate. āWhy would you be one? Youāve never been one before.ā His voice is as casual as ever, but thereās a firm undercurrent. As if his word is law.Ā
Before you can protest, Suguru chimes in. āHeās right. Itās always been the three of us.āĀ
āI feel like one.ā you shift in your seat awkwardly, insecurities prickling your skin.Ā
āThe person who could be between us is you.ā Suguru doesnāt miss a beat. Thereās no room for doubt with the way he says it. Itās the most obvious thing in the world.Ā
You let out a small, nervous laugh. āI donāt want to fuck this up. You guys have been together for yearsā¦ youāre literally engaged.āĀ
Satoru delicately grabs your hand, the engagement ring cool against your skin. āThereās no fucking this up.ā He looks to Suguru to add on.Ā
āIām more worried Iāll fuck it up given my track record so far.ā Self-deprecation laces his tone, but thereās sincerity there too. āBut weāll figure it out. Take it slow.āĀ
You smile a little at that. The nerves won't go away anytime soon, they churn in your stomach. Hearing both of them say it, both of them so willing to figure out the absolute mess youāve found yourselves in together, made it a bit easier to breathe.Ā
āSure. That sounds good.ā
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A month passes by. Leaves change, and the winds get colder, but youāre filled with a warm sappy feeling. Like syrup in your veins it runs thick and sticky. But at the same time, itās as if nothing changes. Thereās no dramatic queue that signals you all to change your actions. Yet somehow, somewhere, things snap into place violently. Colliding with each other like asteroids, you wake up and feel it in your bones.Ā
It feels like either manās lips were destined to crash into the mantle of your skin every minute of the day.Ā
Both were so hesitant at the start, afraid to scare you off like wild fauna. Afraid to delve into too deep of waters too early into something so fragile. They treated it like Tiffany blow glass. You were held so tightly by them. Seen so wholly.Ā
Satoru had been the most overt with his physical affection. It was easy for him to pull you into his lap while you watched TV, his solid chest behind you. He tucked you into the nooks and crannies of his body, affection spilling out of him both verbal and nonverbal.
But it had really been Suguru who changed the most.Ā
Tender love in his every action, every press of his skin against yours. A guiding hand on your lower back. Adjusting your shirts and sweaters. Standing on your left when you were standing for a long period, remembering your previous knee injury, so you could lean on him.Ā
Both of them soothed you in ways you didnāt know you needed soothing before. Neither one moved in particularly new ways, sans the making out and heavy petting, but not you could recognize the true driving emotion behind them.Ā
It wasnāt Satoru bringing your coffee order in the morning because he was on that side of town for a meeting with a client. His client was on the other side of town, but he had seen you frown at something so minor, so miniscule, that morning he trekked across Tokyo to go to your favorite place.Ā
To be loved is to be known, but to be known so loudly, so intimately, made you feel vulnerable in a way. But there is certainty in it too. That this was the way things were always meant to be between the three of you but by circumstance, it only happened now.Ā
So you found yourself in Satoruās lap again, some cheesy early 2000s romcom on the TV in their bedroom. You had taken to watching movies in there due to their super king bed giving you room to spread out that the couch couldnāt. Sugaru was next to the both of you, arm around Satoruās shoulder. Heās got some braids in between his fingers spinning it round his flesh.Ā
None of you have anything on the agenda tomorrow, other than meeting up with your group of friends in the early evening.Ā
Satoru has slumped over as the movies went on, his chest pressed against your back. Hot breath hits your neck every time he exhales, sending a constant chill down your spine. Youāre not even sure what the last 20 minutes of the movie have been about, too distracted by the growing warmth in your core.Ā
You shift as Satoru exhales again when you feel it. Heās incredibly hard right now. His erection slides against the swell of your ass.Ā
The three of you havenāt been intimate, something you insisted on, and now a monthās worth of pent-up sexual need has come back into full focus.Ā
Satoru drops his head. Nose pressed against the skin of your neck, he wraps his around around your waist. One of his hands sits splayed on your ribcage, right under your breast. Youāve never been more aware of your lack of a bra at home than now.Ā His thumb moves and you stiffen.Ā
He pauses for a millisecond before kissing your neck. The heat pooling in your stomach grows hotter. Youāre so on edge that when he bites into your skin, the moan you let out startles you, your head falling to the side. Suguru catches your gaze, his eyes low, heavy with desire. Thereās a rush of adrenaline that courses through you, no doubt dissimilar to what a prey animal feels when it's hunted.
Satoruās teeth graze your skin, leaving a trail of darkening marks as he went. His hands move up to your breasts. Heās gentle, at first, squeezing them, testing the weight in his palms, before he pinches at your nipples. Gasping, your hips jut forward as if to grind against something.Ā
Suguru stalks over, sliding over the bed, to sit right in front of the both of you. He looks down at your shirt, a large oversized graphic t-shirt that once belonged to him. Sees how the fabric bunches around his finger.Ā
His eyes dart back up to yours, an eyebrow raised. āMay I?ā he questions about removing your shit.Ā
You nod, leaning back further against Satoru as Suguru slides your shirt off. Satoruās hands pulled away for him to do so, but once your shirt was removed they were right back on your chest, tweaking your nipples again. Suguru leans back and just watches.Ā
One of Satoruās hands leaves your chest and moves down to your thighs. They roam over the fat of them. You lift your hips and he pulls at your shorts, unable to get them off with just one hand. Luckily Suguru is there to help, and they get them off. The cheeky cut panties you've been wearing feel nonexistent as he brushes your clit through them.Ā
āFuck,ā Satoru groans, grinding his hips against your ass, āyouāre so perfect.āĀ
The praise goes straight to your head.Ā
He lifts his head out of your neck to look at Suguru. āArenāt they perfect?āĀ
āYou should see how they taste.ā Suguru purrs, palming himself through his sweat.Ā
Satoru nips your neck again. āWhat do ya say, sweetheart? Can I eat you out?āĀ
āOh god, yes,ā youāre practically melting into his arms now, limp and pliable.Ā
The two of them move you around and get you on your back in the center of the bed. They treat you like youāre a porcelain doll. Theirs to play with but gently. Satoru tugs at your panties, pulling them off of you in one clean go. Suguru places a hand on your knee, coaxing your legs open.Ā
Satoru draws a short breath, seeing you fully exposed, and moans.Ā
āCanāt believe youāve had this the whole time and never shared with me.ā He bends down, parts your lips with two fingers, a licks a long stripe up your core. His eyes flutter closed as he does. āPerfect fucking pussy.āĀ
Satoru doesnāt eat pussy, he devours it.Ā
Consumes you like it's the first meal heās had after a month of starvation. Like youāre the finest delicacy heās ever had. Something meant to be tasted fully and savored. It makes you dizzy with how much earnest desire, and love, are in his every movement. Every swipe of his tongue against your clit an āI love you.āĀ
The pleasure gets to your head quick. Being this loved makes your skin flush and thoughts muddy. You reach out the hold Suguruās hand. His fingers entangle with yours for a brief moment before he lets go and touches your jaw.Ā
He taps your cheek. āOpen.ā
You open your mouth and his fingers push into it. He pinches your tongue between his fingers, pulling it out. The pink muscle is pliant under his touch, following his guidance religiously. āFucking Christ youāre perfect.ā He slides his fingers back into your mouth. āSuck.āĀ
Following a command has never come easier. You suck on his fingers like they're a lollipop, rolling them between your tongue. He pushes them further down, nearly to the back of your throat. It almost makes you gag but you force yourself not to.Ā
At the same time, Satoru picks up speed. His tongue flicking your clit back and forth rapidly. He eases a finger inside you, crooking it up as he pumps in and out. Shockwaves of pure ecstasy go out across your whole nervous system. Right before you cum Satoru pulls away, taking you right off the edge.Ā
āWhy?ā you whine, panting. Itās muffled from Suguruās fingers in your mouth. Thereās a haze in your eyes.Ā
āI want to try something,ā He scoots to the side. āSuguru come here.ā Satoru gestures towards you splayed out pussy.
Suguru removed his fingers and shuffled down to match Satoruās posture. āYou dirty dog.āĀ
āDonāt tell me you werenāt thinking of it.āĀ
āYou know me well,ā Suguru laughs, kissing Satoru softly.
Youāre about to ask what they are talking about before both of them lower their heads and make contact. Both of them are eating you out, tongues working in tandem. You arenāt sure if they're making out with each other or your pussy.
āOh god,ā you choke out.Ā
Satoru moans loudly, the vibration overwhelming, his tongue meeting Suguruās over your clit. They battle for dominance, bumping and nudging your clit as they do.
Suguru pulls away for a brief moment, climbing over Satoru to reach into the nightstand and pull out a bottle of lube. He moves so quickly, flipping the cap open, and squeezing some out onto his fingers. Once heās satisfied with the amount, he goes back to the messy make-out session on your clit. But this time you feel him toy with the opening of your asshole as Satoru inserts his fingers back into your pussy.
The combination of both of their mouths and fingers makes you cum. Your body goes limp but they don't stop. Suguru pulls back from your pussy, inserting another finger into your asshole, stretching it open.Ā
Satoru hungrily takes over your clit, sucking it harshly. The overstimulation is too much, too little time between your first orgasm, too much pressure as Satoru presses down on your lower abdomen that before you can even recoup youāre cumming again. This time squirting over the both of them, liquid gushing out of you, with a pathetic whine.Ā
Satoru pulls back from your pussy, face glistening. āDidnāt know you could do that.ā
Both of them stare at you with wicked grins.Ā
āStop,ā you shyly try and cover your face with your arms. āDonāt stare at me like that.āĀ
Suguru thrusts his fingers in your asshole again. āYou make it hard not to stare. Donāt they.āĀ
Satoruās gaze is heavy on you. Heās always had such an intense stare but it makes you squirm so much more now in your naked state. It piercing. He licks his lips before speaking. āI feel like we should lock you away so no one else can ever look at you.ā
āBe normal and say I love you.ā Suguru nudges him with his shoulder.Ā
āI love you, oh god I fucking love you.ā Satoru kisses your inner thigh. āI love you so much. Please let us fuck you? Please?ā
āI love you too.āĀ
He bites down hard enough thereās sure to be a mark there tomorrow. āDonāt make me wear a condom, please? Iām clean, heās clean.āĀ
āSatoru Iām not on birth control.āĀ
Where you thought itād heed caution from him, it only serves to amp him up. He moves down and kisses your clit. āIf you get pregnant Iāll take care of you, please. I want to feel all of you.ā
Suguru smacks the back of his head. āDonāt you mean weāll take care of them?ā He pulled him back by his hair. āStop pressuring them.āĀ
You giggle a bit at that. āItās a safe day so justā¦ pull out?āĀ
The offer makes Satoru lunge forward and lift you up. He lays down on his back under you, your legs spread around his middle, his feet on the ground. His public area is clear and recently waxed, so you just meet skin, and erection standing straight up in front of you. It gently smacks against your stomach as you settle into position.Ā
Thereās never been a doubt in your mind that Satoru was strong. Youāve seen him shirtless so many times, you know the panes of his muscles by heart. But it's a different thing to feel that strength.Ā
Satoru moves you like there is no weight to you. He lifts your hips up, positioning your core just over his erection. Itās Suguru who reaches between you two to properly align your hole with his cock. The way they already work as a team when it came to fucking you should scare you. You know how they are. The next time the three of you fuck, thereās no telling what theyāll do.Ā
Satoru lowers you down on his length. Youāre so loose and wet from coming twice in short succession that youāre able to fit his entire length with no discomfort in one smooth, fluid motion. Heās girthy regardless, so when he pulls you up and drops you down again, it feels like your breath gets squeezed out of your lungs.Ā
āOh my god,ā you fall forward on his chest as he does it again.Ā
Satoru raises your hips, holding you above himself, and gives a few slow, experimental thrusts up into you. His mouth meets yours in a messy kiss as you jostle with each thrust.Ā
Suguru sidles up behind the two of you, more lube on his fingers. He circles the rim of your asshole, dipping them in and scissoring it. āYou gonna let me fuck you too? Or do you want me to wait my turn?āĀ
You are, by nature, incredibly greedy when it comes to them. How could you not be?Ā
Looking over your shoulder, you speak. āPlease. I want to feel you both.ā
āSo fucking sexy,ā Suguru groans, pulling his fingers out and lining up his cock. āCanāt believe we let you date that loser. Should have been here between us the whole time.āĀ
Sure, youād have fingers in your asshole before, but Suguruās dick was longer and thicker. The whine is instinctive as he stretches you open. Once heās fully inside and gives a gentle thrust, itās then you realize that you can feel them almost rubbing against each other.Ā
Oh.Ā
You could never go back now.Ā
It feels so good.Ā
Youāre close to cumming again and theyāve barely done anything other than interest themselves inside you.
Suguruās hands grab hold of your hips, holding you still, switching places with Satoru who holds your face. His white hairs is stuck to his forehead with sweat as beams up at you. āTell me youāre sorry for dating Haruki.ā
āIām sorry.ā You try to move your hips, to gain any sort of friction but Suguru holds you still.Ā
āTell me youāre never going to leave us.āĀ
You try to move again. Any movement is again stopped by Suguru who in turn smacks your ass.Ā
āListen to him.āĀ
Satoru squeezes your cheeks. āPromise me. Promise me and weāll fuck you until you pass out, okay?āĀ
āI promise, Iāll never leave you.āĀ
āThatās my girl.āĀ
It must have been something they discussed before because the moment Satoru gives the go-ahead, they set a pace so clearly set on breaking you apart and building you back up in the shape of them.Ā
Both of them give full, long strokes. They move like a well-oiled machine, fucking you like they were designed to do so. Suguru circles an arm around your waist and lifts your back to be flush against his chest, one of your breasts in his hand. He bites and sucks on your neck while playing with your nipples.Ā
They fill you to the fucking brim. Itās nearly indescribable, the electric sensation coursing through your body.Ā The feeling is almost like a live current running through you that short-circuits your brain. Perhaps if you were more cognisant of it youād be embarrassed of the noises you were making. All breathe whimpers and moans filling the room with the sinful slap of flesh.Ā
With his hands-free, Satoru begins circling your clit with his thumb. The orgasm that has been steadily building growing closer and closer.
āCan feel you getting tighter,ā Suguru growls in your ear. āYou like it, huh? Like having us both inside you.āĀ
Be it his possessive tone or words, it makes you tighten up even more.
Satoru picks up his pace toying with your clit. āYou like it when he talks to you like that donāt you gorgeous.āĀ
Your pussy flutters at the praise.Ā
āYou feel that Suguru?āĀ
āYeah, I did.āĀ
āYouāre close arenāt you?āĀ
Itās on the repetition of the question that you realize it is directed towards you.Ā
Satoru pulls you down towards him, your chests pressed tightly together. Suguru takes advantage of the new angle, propping a foot up on the bed to fuck you even deeper. Your eyelids flutter closed and you whine into Satoru.Ā
āIām gonna cum.ā you barely mutter.Ā
āCum for us.āĀ
Thereās an uncertainty about which one of them said it. Perhaps it was both of them, you arenāt certain as you clamp down on them, body stiff, and cum like youāve never cum before. They donāt cease their movements, fucking you through it, moving in perfect synch. Your whole body shakes, heat flashing through your veins. The world starts spinning twice as fast.
āThatās it. Youāre so pretty with that fucked out look on your face.ā Satoru starts.
Suguru snaps his hips forward, sliding you against Satoru while he speaks. āKnew youād let us fuck you like this.āĀ
āShould use a vibrator next time. I want to see āem cum even more.āĀ
āWe canāt break āem Satoru. Donāt you know how to take care of your toys?āĀ
āYouāre so rude. They can hear you, canāt you baby?ā
You canāt even hold your head up, so Satoru does it for you. Holding your head steady as it nearly lulls to the side.Ā
āYou can hear him canāt you baby?āĀ
Your tongue feels like lead, itās a struggle to speak. āIām not- oh fuck - Iām not a toy.āĀ
They keep fucking you, spreading you open further. Everything goes fuzzy around the edges in your blissed-out state. Every brush of their hands on your skin makes another ripple of your orgasm pass. You lose sight of where they end and you begin. Satoru gently lets your cheek rest on his chest.Ā
āBet your throat feels just as good.ā Satoru kisses the top of your head
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āHe should try your asshole next.āĀ Ā
āI donāt know Suguru, this pussy,ā Satoruās breath is labored. āFeels fucking amazing.ā
āNext round we switch.ā
Satoru grabs your face again. āHeās never fucked a pussy before. Youāre gonna make it so he never wants to fuck another one, arenāt you?ā His brow draws knitted. āClamping down on me like that. I love you so much.ā
He kisses you again, whining into it. His thrusts grow sloppy and uncoordinated.Ā
You pull back from the kiss, slightly more coherent. āCum inside me please, I need to feel it.ā
Satoru groans and increases his thrusts. āYouāre killing me baby.ā
Ā He gives four more before hot spend fills you up. You can feel him pulsing inside you. He cums for what feels like a minute, spurts of cum spilling out of you before he pulls out and smears it all over your pussy.Ā
With Satoru no longer inside you Suguru lifts you up to fuck you doggy style, your face nearly shoved in Sayorufs crotch. āClean him up.ā
Suguru starts a punishing pace, stretching your asshole further. His balls slap against your sensitive clit. Youāre at a point where you donāt think you can cum anymore, but thereās whispers of an orgasm. You chose not to focus on that and instead on Satoru.Ā
For being your best friend only a month ago, thereās no hesitation in these more than platonic actions he takes now. He taps his half-hard dick against your cheek, spreading cum over your cheek and lips. You open your mouth, and yak kitten licks at his length. His spend is salty on your tongue.Ā
Suguru groans from behind you, gripping your hips tighter as he chases his own high. It doesnāt take much more for him to cum as well with nearly a growl. He hunches over you, extenuating the curve of your spine before he pulls out.Ā
Thereās the telltale feeling of some of his cum leaking out your asshole and dribbling down your pussy. Suguru scoops a mix of his and Satoruās cum up and pushes it inside you. He makes sure to hit your G-spot as he does.Ā
Exhaustion settles in your every fiber of being. Never have you been fucked so thoroughly. Made to feel so good.Ā
Yawning, you try and stand up off the bed to go pee, but your knees buckle under you. You would have hit the cool hardwood flooring if it wasnāt for both men reaching out to grab you.Ā
āMy legs feel like jelly.āĀ
Suguru smiles, feline as ever. āCanāt have you getting hurt after only round one.āĀ
You straighten up. āRound one?āĀ
āDonāt tell me you thought itād end there?ā Satoru chuckles.
āāāā» Ā·āĀ· ā»āāā
The wood stood you normally perched on hurt like a bitch. Your entire lower half was sore and the lack of cushioning really was not helping. Satoru and Suguru had made good on their promise to fuck you until you passed out. They were āmaking up for lost timeā if you asked them. But if someone asked you, your answer would be they were just freaks. Not that you minded. Clearly not given the array of marks over your neck, chest, and thighs all covered up by a turtle neck and long pants. Satoru really was a biter.Ā
āIām glad you made it this time Kento.ā Utahime giggles, already tipsy from the one beer she's had. Sheās leaning on Shokoās arm, clinging around it.Ā
Nanami is sat up straight across from her, politely sipping his beer. āYes. My apologies for missing the last one. Tax season has me rather busy.āĀ
Shoko laughs. āDonāt bullshit us, you just can't stand getting with us more than once every two months.āĀ
He sighs. āSurprisingly I do actually enjoy your company. Even if you do annoy me.āĀ
āWhoa! Kento donāt get soft on us.ā Satoru claps him on the back. āNext think you know youāre going to tell us about your love life.āĀ
āThere is hardly anything happening in that department.ā He eyes you, Suguru, and Satoru. āBut I see that some of us have had some changes. When did the three of you get together?āĀ
āWHAT?!ā Utahimeās scream is shrill and she points a finger at you and the boys. āYou guys are all fucking? I thought you guys were just all best friendsāĀ
Shoko shushes her, kissing the top of her head.Ā āBaby, cāmon you didnāt realize the sexual tension oozing out of the tree of them the last time we saw them?āĀ
āNo,ā she whines, bottom lip jutting out in a pout. āNo one tells me anything.āĀ
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The Younger Kind Part 43 | Rooster x Reader
Summary: While you couldn't stop people from talking about you and Bradley, you could absolutely stand up for yourself and your family. Bradley continued to prove that he was the man of your dreams, and you decided to show him some spur of the moment appreciation. Bradley loves you, and he recognizes that spending time with you and Noah always fills his heart to the brim.
Warnings: Swearing, angst, fluff, smut, oral sex, and age gap (18+)
Length: 4400 words
Pairing: Single dad!Bradley "Rooster" Bradshaw x babysitter!female reader
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There was no way you were going to tolerateĀ someone talking about you like you were a brainless child who didn't deserve to be with your boyfriend. You hadn't forgotten about those engagement rings you saw on Bradley's phone. You spent half of your time thinking about Noah. Both ofĀ them were yours.
As your skirt fabric fell from your hands, you squared your shoulders and unlatched the stall door. Your heart was thudding in your chest, but it was too late now. You were met with startled eyes from the three woman, and you took a second to examine each of them in turn. You saw nothing special. You saw ordinary women who should find something else to do with their time instead of gossiping about you.
You walked right up to the sink, and they scooted out of your way as you washed your hands and dried them with one of the rolled up hand towels. After you dropped it into the discard basket, you carefully examined your still pristine makeup one last time as they stared at you in the mirror. Then you took your dark lipstick out of your pocket, swiped a little more on and pressed your lips together.
"What?" you asked, making eye contact with the redhead as you pocketed it again. "The three of you have nothing to say now?" When you were met with silence you stepped away from the sink and shrugged at the woman with black hair. "I guess I should go get myĀ DaddyĀ to take me home since it's past my curfew."Ā
You pouted a little bit and rolled your eyes when they still said nothing. But when the one who had been the most verbally aggressive toward Bradley, going so far as to threaten to touch him, opened her mouth to speak, you didn't let her. "By the way, if you want to 'accidentally' bump into my boyfriend, be my guest. There's no way he'd ever touch you otherwise."
She gasped at you as you stepped past her and made your way to the door without rushing. You didn't stick around for a response as your blood pumped hot and hard through your veins. Bradley was the only thing you wanted at the moment, and you had to bite your lip to keep from moaning as you thought about him.Ā
There he was, right where you left him, still talking to Natasha. When you got close enough, you could hear her telling Bradley, "I'm notĀ leading him on, Rooster. He knows what this is. Just because you were looking for your soulmate and actually found her doesn't mean that's everyone's mission."
She smiled at you as you wrapped your arms around Bradley's waist. His forearm settled across your shoulders without hesitation as he said, "I hate that I have to be nice to you since you're the one who put that fucking dating app on my phone to begin with. Now please don't come whining to me when you break Javy's heart."
She poked his hat so it was crooked before walking away, and then you saw the three bitchy women from the restroom, and of course they were looking right at you. When you smiled at them and wiggled your fingers in a little wave as Bradley kissed the top of your head, they all turned away.Ā
"Hey, Daddy. Who are those women?" you asked, gesturing in their direction.Ā
HeĀ looked at them with a completely blank expression as he said, "The dark haired one on the left is Halo. She's a WSO, but I hardly ever fly with her. The other two work in admin on base. I have no idea what their names are. Why?"
"Just curious," you said, letting your hand slide down his body to the front of his pants. Bradley's eyes lit up and you smiled as he started to blush. "Come with me, Daddy. Let's check out which of the rare flowers are blooming."
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"Baby, the rare flower exhibit is closed for the night," Bradley said for the second time as you and he walked deeper into the greenhouse. The pulsing beat of the music faded a bit as you led him past a sign that said EXHIBIT TEMPORARILY CLOSED, PLEASE DO NOT ENTER.
"I don't think anyone will notice if we just explore a little bit on our own," you said softly as you ducked underneath the red velvet rope that was hanging across the doorway. Bradley followed you, stooping low enough to make it underneath, but then he pulled you closer to him. The walkways were wider in here, but the lights were dimmed pretty low, and Bradley didn't want you tripping on the stone floor.Ā
"What do you want to look at?" he asked, but you didn't seem to be focused on any of the plants at all. You paused next to a small fountain toward the back of the room and glanced around with a smile on your lips.Ā
"I don't want to look at anything," you whispered, kissing him softly as you draped your arms around his neck. Your wildflower scent was better than anything else the gardens could provide. "I just wanted to show you a little appreciation."
Now he was just confused. "For what?" he asked, letting his hands come to rest on your hips as you licked his mustache. He wondered if you were still tipsy from all the champagne and berries you'd enjoyed. But when you giggled and rubbed yourself against him, he started to get the picture.Ā
"For being the world's best Daddy. I'm going to get you a new mug for your ridiculous collection. It'll sayĀ Noah's Daddy in the streets. Princess's Daddy in the sheets."
Bradley smiled as you laughed. "Baby, I'd use it every day."
"I know you would, because you're the best. And you'reĀ mine." Your tongue darted out one more time, swiping along his lips, but when he leaned in to kiss you, he was treated to the sight of you sinking to your knees in front of him. "Mine."
You kissed him through his snug white pants, and Bradley knew in theĀ back of his mind that anyone else could duck under that velvet rope if they really felt like it. Two turns along the stone path, and they would know exactly what was happening here. But when you looked up at him and licked those pretty lips, the only thing he cared about was feeling them wrapped around his cock.Ā
"Go ahead. Show me some appreciation," he rasped, and you moaned as you tugged down his zipper and undid his button. You nuzzled your nose against his underwear as he widened his stance just a bit. It wasn't long before he was hard and huge and ready for you, and you were treating him like a treat you wanted to savor. "God, you're something else, aren't you?" he mumbled, brushing his fingers along your cheek. "Perfect."
Your eyes were wide and bright as you tugged down all of the white fabric just a few inches, and Bradley's cock sprang free, tapping your lips and leaving a streak of his precum on your cupid's bow. You wrapped one hand gently around his length, and with one swipe of your tongue, Bradley's eyes were already rolling back.Ā
"Oh, fuck," he grunted, taking a deep breath before he looked at you again. He was throbbing in your hand as you kissed his tip and along his length with a lazy little grin on your lips. You weren't in any sort of hurry as you moved in time with the thumping party music still going strong in the distance. Your tongue swirled along his balls before you took one between your lips and sucked gently. "Princess."
"Hmm," you hummed, looking up at him. Your eyelashes brushed your cheeks every time your eyes drifted slowly closed, but whenever they were open, they were focused on his face. You were his gorgeousĀ Princess, and you were always taking care of him. Your tongue was like velvet as his cock rested on your cheek, throbbing in response to your welcome attention. When you released his balls to lick back along his length to his tip, you sighed. "I love you, Daddy."
You sucked on hisĀ head, lips pursed in a pretty pout, and when you finally took more of his cock between your lips, Bradley readjusted his stance and placed one big palm at the back of your head. "Nice and slow. Yeah. Just like that." It was heavenly the way you took him deep until you gagged before bobbing on his length. Then you did it again, eyes watering as you made that pretty sound at the back of your throat. "You're so fucking good at this."
You moaned and whined louder, and Bradley looked around to be sure the two of you were still alone as you gagged all over his cock. He tried to guide you slower, but you popped him free and grinned up at him as you pumped your fist along his length. "Do you like this? In the greenhouse?" you asked, gingerly kissing his tip again.Ā
He growled and pushed your head as you squealed with delight until he was tapping the back of your throat again. He could only grunt. "Yeah. I like this. You spoil me."Ā
Now your fingers were rubbing and teasing his balls, and Bradley was trying to beĀ gentle with his palm at the back of your head, but you had him close to the edge. He groaned your name, stroking his thumb along the shell of your ear and down to your jaw as you worked him into a babbling mess. You kept your eyes fixed on his as he fucked your face while you bobbed and sucked. The wet sounds and soft moans were obscene, and so were Bradley's words.
"God, Baby. You're a fucking dream. You let me cum everywhere, in every hole. You gonna swallow me down?"
"Mmhmm," you hummed, somehow never releasing the perfect suction you had around him. Your saliva was dripping onto your chest and down to your beaded top, coating your cleavage. Your brow was pinched. Your hands were tight around the base of his cock and his hip. You were ready for him.Ā
"Good girl," he praised as he came with his cock at the back of your throat. You sputtered and gagged, but you swallowed him down. Your lips parted with him resting on your tongue, and he watched you swallow with little gulps as you tried to catch your breath.Ā
Your eyes were watery as you licked his tip clean, never pulling him away from your mouth. Each soft swipe of your tongue was accompanied by a quiet whimper of your pleasure, and finally Bradley had to pull away before he got hard again. You kissed along the front of his pants again and let your cheek rest high on his thigh as he tucked his cock back inside his pants. What a sight you were, on the stone floor in front of him, snuggled against his uniform pants. He coaxed your chin up with his fingers so you were looking at him again, and he committed the sight to memory.Ā
"I love you, Princess."
Your smile made him soft inside, and when he reached for your hand and pulled you to your feet, you came willingly to his arms. He tasted himself on your lips when you kissed him and straightened out his hat. Your fingernails were raking along the stubble that was starting to grow in along his jaw as you whispered, "I got a little lipstick on your pants."
"Good," he said with a smirk. He literally didn't give a shit if everyone knew you gave him head during the retirement party. "You want to grab one more glass of champagne and start saying goodbye to everyone? It's pretty late, and I want to get back to relieve Amelia."
You nodded and let Bradley lead you slowly along the stone path back toward the main part of the greenhouse.Ā
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It was almost midnight when you chewed on one last raspberry while Natasha eyed the front of Bradley's pants and then your lips. "You know, I do think it's amusing the way you get on me aboutĀ myĀ questionable decisions," she told him with a bland look. "But it's nice to see that mom and dad had a fun night out."
Bradley chuckled as he leaned against the bar sipping a glass of water. He had absolutely no shame right now, and it was making you a little flustered. Sure, you'd been the one to boldly instigate the activity that took place in the rare plants room, but now you were feeling a little more bashful about it as he stood there with his dress whites a bit marked up and his arm around your waist.Ā
You bit your lip as you looked up at him, and he kissed the tip of your nose. "Don't go and get shy on me now," he whispered, and then you saw the three women from the ladies' room walk past. They were all looking at him, but he didn't spare a glance in their direction as he said, "Ready to go home to Noah and Skittles?"
"Yes," you replied softly, and he finished the rest of his water in two gulps.Ā
"Let's go."
"Wait," you said as he started to head toward Admiral Bates. "We're not dropping Natasha off?"
He shook his head and said, "Nope. She's going with Javy. Gonna break his heart."
Sure enough, the two of them were sneaking off together as you said goodbye to Admiral Bates and his wife. You watched Bradley stand at attention and salute his commanding officers, and a little flicker of lust rippled through your body. Nobody said anything about his pants, but he was kind of just flaunting it now as you tried to get him outside.Ā
"Shameless," you murmured once you were out in the cool night air, the salty smell of the ocean all around you.
"I'm with you, and I don't give a fuck who knows about it, Princess. Now let's get home where I can showĀ youĀ a little appreciation."
The drive was quick and quiet as Bradley sang to you. When his favorite song popped up on his playlist, you turned the volume down a little bit so you could hear his steady voice louder over the music, and it gave you goosebumps. He'd sung it for you countless times and always told you it reminded him of you, and tonight was no exception.Ā
"I always think of you now. All the time."
You ended up on his lap once he parked in the driveway, knocking his hat off so you could run your fingers through his hair as you whispered, "I love you." He carried you carefully up to the porch, your poofy skirt becoming a bit of a tripping hazard that made both of you laugh. And you were still in his arms when he tried the doorknob to find it was locked.
"Okay," he told you with a pleased nod. "She's got the house sealed up just like you always did. I like that."
"So Amelia Benjamin is for sure our new permanent babysitter?"
Bradley slid his key into the lock and said, "As long as Noah had fun, I think so." He turned the knob and opened the door as he called out, "It's just us!"Ā
Amelia was rolling the ball across the floor for Skittles while she read a book, and she looked up and asked, "Did you have fun?"Ā
You quickly stepped in front of Bradley, hiding his pants from view as you said, "So much fun."
"Yeah, it was pretty good," Bradley added as he patted your butt and turned to head for the stash of cash behind the TV so he could pay her. "How was Noah?"
"Great! We had fun with the puppy, and he went right to bed."
"Perfect," Bradley said as he counted out some bills, and now you had to playĀ hide the pantsĀ as Bradley casually handed her payment to her.Ā
"Thanks. Are my mom and Mav still there, or did they head back already?" she asked.
You were holding some of the layers of your skirt out to the side in front of your boyfriend like a weirdo as you answered her. "They must have left, because we didn't see them when we were heading out."
Amelia knelt down to pat Skittles on the head before the dog carried her ball over to Bradley's feet with a little limp in her step. "Sounds good. Call me if you need me to watch Noah again," she said, waving as she headed out. "Goodnight."Ā
"Thank you," Bradley called after her as he picked Skittles up and let her lick his face.
"You need to go take your pants off. I'm dropping them at the dry cleaner first thing on Monday."
Bradley laughed as he said, "I thought you were very proud of yourself."
"I was... until a literalĀ teenagerĀ was about to see it!" you told him as you unbuttoned and unzipped his pants before glaring up at him. "Just take them off while I check on Noah."
You walked away with your skirt billowing behind you, and you quietly slipped into his bedroom. He was sound asleep, his breathing soft and even as you let your hand rest on his shoulder. "Hi, sweet Noah," you whispered. You felt like you'd barely seen him all day with the amount of time you'd been out and the hours you had taken to get ready with Natasha. Your fingers grazed his warm cheek before you pushed his hair back from his forehead and gave him a kiss. "I love you."Ā
When you turned toward the door, Bradley was standing there with his pants unzipped and Skittles in one big hand. "It's time for me to showĀ youĀ a little oral appreciation, Baby," he whispered as he took your hand.Ā
As soon as he had you on your back in the middle of your bed with your skirt pushed way up, he found out you weren't wearing any underwear. Your pussy was wet, and you were ready for him, but when he nipped your lips as he teased you with his fingers, you broke the kiss. "Can we have a fun family day tomorrow? Us and Noah?" you gasped, your fingers clutching at the insignia pins on his jacket.
Bradley's smirk turned into a smile before he kissed you so gently, you whimpered. He kissed back to your ear as he slid one long finger into your pussy and circled your clit with his thumb. "Absolutely. I love you. Oh, I fucking adore you, Princess."
He worked you over good after that. Your fingers were in your own mouth as Bradley propped you up with his hand for better access. He was making you get a little too loud as his soft tongue and bristly mustache met your clit while he finger fucked you. And then the broad stripes of his tongue that ended in little swirls around your clit let you know exactly what he was planning to do.
"Daddy!" you gasped, hips jerking as you clenched around his thick fingers. He knew he had you. He knew just the right amount of pressure to apply. You squirted for him. You were wet everywhere; it felt like you were laying in a little puddle.Ā
"Oh, fuck me," he moaned, and then he was on top of you, shoving his cock inside your dripping pussy and making your back arch off the bed. His face was wet withĀ youĀ as he kissed you and let you lick his mouth clean. You felt good if not overstimulated and a little boneless, but with just a few deep thrusts, he came inside you.
His body weight was heavy but soothing as he eased himself down on top of you. "Well," he whispered, "looks like you'll need to take your dress to the dry cleaner along with my uniform."Ā
You smirked. "I'll put it on my Princess credit card."
"You're damn right."
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If Saturday night at the retirement party was fun, then the impromptu family day on Sunday was spectacular. Bradley hadn't done anything quite like this, well... ever.
"Mommy!" Noah called out, handing you a purple golf ball at the little putt putt course next to the beach. Then Noah selected a yellow ball for himself and handed Bradley bright green.
"Perfect, Bub," he said, kissing his son while you took him by the hand. Bradley's attention just fluctuated between how pretty you were in your little sundress and how happy Noah looked. He was so preoccupied, you had to keep reminding him it was his turn.
"You're up, Daddy," you said, nudging his foot with your putter. "Why are you so distracted?"
He shook his head and nudged your putter right back before he kissed your cheek. "Just having a good day," he replied. "Thinking about how nice this is."
"We can have family Sundays whenever we're not too busy. Oh, and there's a dog friendly beach trail, so next time we can bring Skittles."
"She's getting her cast off soon," Bradley reminded you.
"Then she can sleep in my bed!" Noah said, hitting his yellow ball very badly. "You promised!"
"Yeah. You promised," you echoed. Bradley was met with Noah's look of excitement and your smug smile. Then you added, "You're just the best, Daddy."
He groaned and bent to scoop Noah up as he giggled uncontrollably. "Let's tickle Mommy," Bradley whispered loudly. He chased you around while Noah stretched his arms out and wiggled his fingers at you. When you pretended to get caught, you smothered first Noah and then Bradley in kisses. Then the three of you eventually returned to the golf game, and Bradley silently congratulated himself for successfully distracting the two of you.Ā
Because honestly, he was already kind of attached to having Skittles sleep in her little bed in the room with you and him. He didn't want to say it out loud though, especially since he was the one who didn't want a dog in the first place. But he liked having her trot over to him when he got out of bed in the morning, and he liked settling her into her spot at night. And he knew Skittles preferred to be taken outside by him.
"I can't believe I have an eight pound dog named Skittles," he murmured. "How is this my life now?"
Not that he was complaining. He looked at you helping Noah line up his shot at the last hole, and then you and he managed to get a hole in one together before both turning to look at him in surprise. "Did you see that?" you asked.
"Yeah, I saw it," he replied with a smile. "It was incredible. Now let's go celebrate by not asking you to cook tonight."
Dinner consisted of nothing but takeout sandwiches and a picnic table, but it was the perfect end to the day. Bradley was just mesmerized by you as you cleaned Noah's hands with a wet wipe and then cut his sandwich up into little bite sized pieces for him. Then you kissed him on the temple and asked if he would like to have Amelia come babysit him again.
"Remember when you were my babysitter?" he asked you, his eyes wide as you smiled down at him.
"Yeah. I remember, sweet Noah."
He bit into a piece of his sandwich before he said, "I liked that a whole lot, but I like it better now that you're my mommy instead."
"I like it better now, too," Bradley added, and he watched your smile grow.
"Yeah," Noah said, "because you're always at our house now, and you never have to leave."
"That's right. You belong with us, Princess." Bradley thought maybe you always had, and he and Noah were just waiting for it all to fall into place.
You looked pleased as you told them, "I'm not going anywhere."
When Bradley finally pulled the Bronco in the driveway, it was dark out, and both you and Noah were yawning nonstop. "Do I need to carry both of you inside?" he asked.
"Yes," you and Noah answered in unison.Ā
He picked you up for a piggy back ride before getting Noah out of the backseat, and then he carried both of you up to the porch and unlocked the door. You took Noah with you to get him ready for bed while Bradley led Skittles out the back door.Ā
"Yeah, I know I'm your favorite," he whispered as Skittles licked his hand before hobbling out to the grass. He'd follow up with the shelter about having her cast removed, and he get her some special treats for a reward as she built her strength up again.Ā
A few minutes later, he carried the pup down the hallway past Noah's room where his son was already sound asleep. When he walked into his own bedroom, you were already snuggled up in bed with the covers pulled up to your chin. "You sleepy, Baby?"
"Mmhmm," you hummed before yawning again. "All the champagne and mini golfing caught up with me, I guess. Not to mention the blowjobs."
Bradley chuckled as he set Skittles down in her bed with a little pat on her purple bow. Then he joined you after kicking his shoes off. He snuggled up next to you on top of the blankets, still needing to get ready for bed. But he kissed you and watched as your eyelids grew heavier. "Can't forget about the blowjobs," he whispered, and you smiled. "I love you, Princess."
"Love you." Then you were asleep.Ā
When he got to work tomorrow morning, Bradley would talk to Admiral Simpson about flying in the air show even though he really didn't want to have to chat with him about anything. Not after Cyclone's continual desire to flirt with the one woman who was Bradley's. But he'd do it anyway, because he wanted to make you happy. Then he pulled his phone out of his pocket, and after he verified you were really asleep, he opened his internet browser to check those tabs again.
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Silence, peasants....she is a Princess. Can't wait for Bradley's conversation with Cyclone at work. Thanks @mak-32 and @beyondthesefourwalls
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man one thing i really love about the qsmp team is how they turn accessibility needs into creative opportunities. when you're disabled, voicing your accessibility needs can feel like you're ruining the fun for other people, but the admins consistently take advantage of accessibility tools to make things more fun and dynamic
like i'm thinking about how easily changing egg signs could have slipped into "aw man new duller colors are more boring" but instead it's "yippee! new creative custom signs for our friends and pals!"
and also just like. going from tubbo mentioning offhandedly that reading signs kinda wears on him after 10 hours on stream to less than 24 hours later there's sign tts to book tts to translation on the tts to making it part of quackity's narrative to using it to add clues and hints that wouldn't have been accessible to people before to allow the multilingual server to have more content available in more languages
like it just speaks to a really good philosophy and intentions at the heart of the team
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peopleās princess | yt22
pairing: yuki tsunoda x fem!horner! reader summary: in which yuki is dating the christian hornerās daughter. note: i mentioned something awhile back about a horner!reader fic ā¦ so i kinda delivered. itās kinda short since i learned that on mobile i only get a 10 image limit š trust i will be doing the rest of my smaus on web, so future smaus will be longer! promise, cross my heart! ļæ¼ note 2: i started this before alphatauri changed their name ā¦ and iām most definitely not using the visacashapprb @ in my smau. i love you, yuki, but absolutely not.
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ynhorner yukiroos !!
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user i didnāt know yuki and oscar were chill like that
yukitsunoda0511 i was attacked. itās not funny to post my attack
ā¤· ynhorner jerry didnāt attack you, he just wanted a hug
ā¤· yukitsunoda0511 he literally attacked me
maxverstappen1 barf what is that second picture
ā¤· ynhorner barf what is your face
ā¤· maxverstappen1 iām telling christian
ā¤· ynhorner youāre dead to me
user i love yn and maxās friendship
gerihalliwellhorner missing you both!! ā¤ļø
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redbullracing looking forward to seeing you in the OUR garage again
ā¤· alphataurif1 um you mean OUR garage
ā¤· ynhorner the girls a fighting š«¢
pierregasly barf gross nasty
ā¤· ynhorner this is why i like kika more than you
ā¤· francisa.cgomes i love you too š«¶š«¶š«¶
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gerihalliwellhorner it was lovely having you, yuki!! we have to do this again soon!
ā¤· yukitsunoda0511 thank you for having me, geri! checking my schedule as we speak!
user yuki tsunoda and ginger spice, the duo i didnāt know i need
pierregasly my place next š
ynhorner idk whose dog is in the third pic ā¦ she was very sweet though
ā¤· yukitsunoda0511 i heard something about petsitting for a friend
user OTIS
christianhorner not very family friendly pg clean on the third slide
ā¤· ynhorner donāt you have ears to clean, old man?
ā¤· christianhorner youāre no longer welcomed in the red bull
garage
ā¤· alphataurif1 WE WON ā¼ļøā¼ļø
maxverstappen1 i donāt remember getting an invite to family dinner š
user the fact that max didnāt get invited is crazy to me
redbullracing stealing our team principal i see ā¦
user THE EAR WAX COMMENT FROM YN IJBOL
user yuki with his in laws, we love to see it
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alphataurif1 thx for banning yn from your garage redbullracing, sheās ours now š„°
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ynusername i love you alphataurif1 admin <33
ā¤· alphataurif1 I LOVE YOU TOO YN !!!! <3333
yukitsunoda0511 i could get used to this
user THE CAPTION
maxverstappen1 please keep her, i donāt want her in the garage anymore
ā¤· ynhorner this is why you werenāt invited to family dinner
redbullracing WE didnāt ban her, boss man did (we will be getting her back)
user i love seeing alphatauri and red bull fight over yn, because i would too
user yn is the face of alphatauri (trust)
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yukitsunoda0511 i love you to the moon and saturn
ā¤· ynhorner yuki :( i love YOU to the moon and saturn!
user MOTHER AND FATHER
liamlawson30 heās got a little something on his face
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user the boyfriend effect looks good on him
danielricciardo my fav couple š«¶
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user they make me sick (in the most loving way possible)
maxverstappen1 you guys are cute i guess
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user yuki is so lucky ā¦
nyckdevries scooter race rematch when?
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ā¤· ynhorner you were busy with car stuff, so nyck and i
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user WHEN IS IT MY TURN
user idc what anyone says, i love nyck and ynās little friendship
ā¤· user no fr it feels like it came out of nowhere, but it works
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say cheese šø
pairing: charles leclerc/fem!photographer!reader
type: instagram imagine, social media au
notes: lucky me this made it out of my drafts š lmk what you guys think! also if anyone wants to be part of my permanent taglist, pls lmk hehe
about: fans absolutely adore the way you are able to capture charles in photos (plus what's a little harm with an accidental post that made its way to your account)
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scuderiaferrari Outtakes from Montreal š
lightningleclerc I FEEL BLESSED
forzaforeva Congratulations, Charles! Amazed by the amount of work you put in every race weekend. Hoping for good results next GP šŖ
livelovecarlos whoever took the last photo needs a raise actually
lecssaint i think y/n took this photo! but true lol she photographs charles so well its crazy
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scuderiaferrari Mode: push šļø
vettelegend Such a good picture! Good luck, Charles! ā¤ļø
lestappenfilmz ferrari's photographer in love with charles' eyes just as much as i am
f1thusiast y/n please speak into the mic
ssainzluvr carlos version where?????
scuderiaferrari Just posted! We'd never leave a driver behind š¤ lecssssainz who the fuck are you tryin to fool
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scuderiaferrari Charles clad in his special colors ā¤ļøš¤
alonstroll The photographer working overtime so the Ferrari admins can distract us once again from the terrible strategy lol
popstarz LOOOVE THIS GIVE Y/N A RAISE IMMEDIATELY
finelineleclerc real when charles doesnt post i head over to her account just to get crumbs pls
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ynfilms back in monaco š
charles_leclerc Props for taking the second picture, not thrilled on diving a fourth time if ever you didn't š
landonando THE FIRST PICTURE??? I CANT BREATHE???
eudeleclerc he's definitely carved by god himself like
charmleclerc thank you for your service, queen š
moneqazques came back here after all the y/n hype on twitter, what a legend
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ynfilms hard at work; improving day by day.
charles_leclerc Ah so that's why there was a click sound behind me yesterday
ynfilms just doing my job, charlie š
forzaforeva the il predestinato is il predestinato-ing
schumangels Love this ā¤ļø
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ynfilms out and about in barcelona šļø
lecs1655 queen providing our delusional asses we thank you, really
sainzchamp Charles and his pista god what a combo
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ynfilms love you to the moon and saturn :)
landonando MAM???? WERE YOU SUPPOSED TO POST THIS
oconsgirl HELLO???SJSNJJ
grandprizcx im fucking crying so much for soft launches?????
ricciardos My best guess is this wasn't supposed to be posted in this account....
lecshamilt0n posting a picture of charles so boyfriend-y and so intimate to a taylor swift lyric is just so sick!!!
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charles_leclerc I always thought I was just a fan of cameras, turns out, I loved smiling in photos when you're the one behind the lenses. I do not know the first thing about photography, but I do know every picture of you I have deserves to be treasured.
The day you took your first picture of me was the same day you captured my heart. It's been yours ever since.
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carlossainz55 Does this mean Y/N will stop being my photographer at Ferrari
charles_leclerc Yeah cause she's my girlfriend yourusername no carlos, don't listen to him
charlosfan god no wonder she captures charles so well??? cause they have each other's hearts???
gaslysgirl Did not think going on Instagram will only remind me how loveless my life really is but ok
sainznorris FINALLY MY PARENTS
yourusername you know what i'm kinda glad i forgot to switch accounts and posted that on my work photography ig (hehe love you, baby)
charles_leclerc More glad than you cause I finally get to show you off pierregasly You put the cheesy in say cheese mate
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yourusername i was about to quit photography as a whole when i got accepted as a photographer for ferrari. who knew accepting this job when i was on the brink of losing what i was passionate about would only be the reason why i wake up every day doing what i love and living my best life.
bonus: i met the love of my life while doing it š¤ it was later that i realized i don't just love taking pictures in general, i adored who i was taking photos of.
took a while before we shared with the world what we meant to each other, but the answer to why i capture charles so well ā i take photos from my heart, which incidentally, belongs to him.
reputationcl who's cutting onions whhy are there tears in my eyes
sainzoperator THIS SOME SWEET ASS SHIT I CANT TAKE IT
lovingscuderia sleeping on a highway doesnt sound like a bad idea
danielricciardo EVERYONE RUN! The ants are here...
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tagging: @slytherheign, @honethatty12
notes: this took like 2 hours lolol lmk what u guys think <3 hopefully i can finish all my wip's and get to the requests hehe thank you for reading :D
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I think that makes the QSMP so special is the love that surrounds it, in game and irl.
Obviously, the QSMP server is about love. From the admins making the egg event longer to islanders ready to do whatever to protect the eggs to the team being just as excited as everyone for this and always listening to everyone.
But the fact that everyone, CCs and community, gets excited about things happening is so special. Whether thats a CC that hasnt been on in a while logging on or next mods and updates or new people and languages being added. And even people who have left, like Spreen and DanTDM, are still kept alive in the story and by the islanders.
Like everyone is valued and loved and I love seeing the ingame chat and my dashboard explode whenever someone who hasnt logged on in a bit logs on.
And with the theory of japanese/ asian speaking languages joining soon and how for a while we thought (and still hoping) that we would get german speaking creators, everyone is just excited to meet new people and show them how awesome the QSMP is.
Plus the CCs on the server talking about how much it changed their lives. Etoiles talking about how it made him fall back in love with streaming, Foolish flying out of the country for the first time to go to Brazil, and just people would probably never talk to each other becoming such close friends (Cellbit and Roier, Pac and Fit, Phil and Missa, Bagi and Bad, etc)
Like gOD I LOVE THIS SERVER AND THE PEOPLE WHO WORK ON IT AND THE CCS WHO POUR THEIR HEART INTO IT AND THE COMMUNITY WHO TRANSLATES AND DRAWS AND SUBTITLES AND JUST GETTING HYPED FOR STUFF IS SO COOL
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charles x alex x reader where reader is a famous singer and is soft launching their relationship through songs š
wasabi
charles leclerc x alexandra saint lmeux x little mix!reader
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a/n yn is perrie in little mix
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scuderiaferrari We are so excited to have Yn Ln from Little Mix join us!
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yourusername thank you for having me!
user1 another celebrity who knows nothing about f1 š
user2 she actually has talked about loving f1 her whole life. her dad watched it when she was growing up so she watched with him. she's mentioned it a few times.
charles_leclerc So good to see you again!
yourusername you too lechair! user3 how do they know each other? yourusername lewis introduced us a few years ago
carlossainz55 Great having you!
yourusername thanks chilli!
user5 she slayed that outfit
landonorris Mclaren next?
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yourusername just posted a story
[he should stick to racing]
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he really should
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Wow. Love you too mon amour
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yourusername mini miami dump
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jadethirwall slayyyyyy
leighannepinnock hot
alexandrasaintlmeux love you, bebƩ
yourusername mwah mwah š
charles_leclerc Why does she get a nice picture?
yourusername i like her more
maxverstappen1 YOURE MY NEW FAVORITE FOR THAT PICTURE
yourusername i try
user6 this is weird
user7 agree. why is she posting pics like this?
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yourusername stick like toffee, sip like coffee, wake up, change your mind, and drop me. love to hate me, crazy, shady. spit me out like hot wasabi. lick me up, i'm sweet and salty. mix it up and down my body. love to hate me, praise me, shame me. either way, you talk about meā¤ļø
charles_leclerc Tu y es vraiment allƩ mdr [you really went there lol]
yourusername que puis-je dire ? je suis mesquin [what can i say? i'm petty af]
alexandrasaintlmeux tu est chaude [you're hot]
yourusername Ć toi, petite fille [all you, baby girl]
user8 still don't like this
user9 she saw the thread
user10 her using wasabi is iconic
jadethirwall #justiceforwasabi
user11 jadeš
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yourusername they say that i'm the girl up in their dreams. hot boy and girl, better give me what i need. wear me on their bodies like a throwback. and they better not move when i throw it back. baby, keep me wetter than a bayou. if you don't, i'ma walk right by you (baby, touch me, tease me, keep it easy).
je vous aime mes amours. merci de m'aimerā¤ļø [i love you my loves. thank you for loving me]
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charles_leclerc je t'aime mon coeur [i love you my heart]
yourusername ā¤ļø
alexandrasaintlmeux t'aimer est facile chƩrie [loving you is easy, darling]
yourusername love you lexā¤ļø
scuderiaferrari the best throuple
yourusername thanks adminš«¶š¼
user11 well i'll be
user12 this was not on my bingo card
carlossainz55 Finally!
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#my works ā”#f1#f1 smau#f1 social media au#formula one instagram au#charles leclerc x reader x alexandra saint mleux#charles leclerc x reader#f1 poly fic#poly!f1#poly!drivers x reader#charles leclerc social media au#charles leclerc smau#f1 fake social media#charles leclerc fluff
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Obsessive!Chosoā”
Obsessive!Choso who swore his obsession for you was just a small crush. Defending his actions to nobody but himself, assuring himself that his excessive staring was fine, it's not like it hurt you, right? Only ever watching you from a distance, at least 4 rows of students between you and the gaze that never left you. Doubting himself anytime he thought of complimenting you on his way out of class. Opening his mouth to speak as you walked passed by him, but no words leaving his lips. Wanting to ask you for your social media, even if he had already found them. Knowing that if he did, you'd at least have to acknowledge him. Even if you said no to him.Ā
Obsessive!Choso who watched the back of your head throughout the entire class, ignoring what the teacher projected onto the board. His eyes scan the side of your face when you'd turn it to look over at your friend. Smile creeping to his face when he sees your smile. Knowing that he'd have to retake this useless course again next semester. Secretly hoping that you'd have to retake it with him. Never spoke a word to you, but he knew that if you gave him the time of day, you'd see that he was the one for you.Ā
Obsessive!Choso who scrolls through your instagram nightly from a burner account. Watching your stories of you with your friends, seeing you post pictures of the food you ordered from a restaurant. Making a mental note that your plate had pieces of mushroom pushed to the side. Thinking how cute it was that you probably didn't like mushrooms. Smile on his lips whenever you post a screenshot of a song you'd be listening to, feeling his heart swell when he knew the song you were playing. And if he didn't recognize it, he'd listen to it. Studying the lyrics as though you had posted it just for him.Ā
Obsessive!Choso who purposefully asked for a different class midway through the semester, just to have a chance of having another class with you. Cursing the admins from the office when his request was denied. Feeling like he was too far away from you, sitting two rows closer. Choosing a seat that gave him a clear view of your papers, and your laptop while he watched. Seeing you doodle onto stray pieces of paper, small drawings that he wished you'd leave behind just for him. Being close enough for your friend to notice him staring, shoving their elbow into your arm and pointing their eyes to him. His heart dropped as you furrowed your eyebrows. Turning around to look at him. His lips parted when he felt your eyes on his face, seeing you give him a warm smile before turning around. Shoving your friend who was silently laughing, mumbling a quiet āshut upā before looking back down at your paper.
Obsessive!Choso who knew he wasn't the kind of guy you typically go for, dark eyeshadow around his eyes. Heavy platform shoes that make him look taller and intimidating and heavily pierced ears. But seeing you smile at him anyway, before telling your friend to āshut upā when they laughed at him. Made him think that maybe, just maybe he had a chance with you.Ā
Obsessive!Choso whose heart almost burst in anxiety when the TA announced that there'd be pairs for an upcoming project. Hearing that the pairings would be posted in the online classroom later tonight. Sitting in his bedroom, laptop on his thigh as he kept refreshing the page. Fingers crossed he'd finally have an excuse to speak to you. Mentally chanting āPlease, please, please.ā as he refreshed once more, seeing the link to the list pop up. Scrolling down swiftly as his eyes skimmed the list. His heart practically broke when he read he was paired with someone else. His eyes almost tearing up when he saw that you were paired with the chick that was assigned to the seat next to him. Knowing that if the TA miss clicked by a few pixels, he'd be assigned to work with you.Ā
Obsessive!Choso who was over the moon when he received an email a week later that his assigned partner caught a vicious flu, and he had to be paired with someone else. Crossing his fingers when he heard that your assigned partner was out of town on a family emergency, hoping that the TA would tell him he was your new partner. Laying on his stomach as he refreshed the page, the new updated list almost made him kick his feet while trying not to giggle as he read his name next to yours. Knowing that the next time he'll see you, he would have to say something.Ā
Obsessive!Choso who got to class early and sat in his secluded seat, learning from his mistakes when he sat a little too closely to you. Earphone in his ear when he saw a shadow above his notebook. Looking up to see you, smiling at him before you introduced yourself. Your voice was full of confidence as he tried his hardest not to smile. āCould I sit?ā you asked him, placing your hand onto the back of the rolling chair next to Choso. Seeing him let out a quiet 'mhm' before looking down to his shoes. Taking a seat and turning the chair to look at him, knowing there was a few more minutes before class, you asked him. āAre you busy later today?ā he closed his eyes at hearing your sweet voice. He looked up to meet your eyes, before looking away again. āNo, I'm not.ā he croaked, you felt a chill run down your spine at how deep his voice was. āWe could meet up at the library? Weāre already so behind.ā You laughed, seeing his eyes look anywhere but at you. Choso felt his heart skip a beat at hearing you refer to him and yourself as āweā. He murmured a low āOkay.ā Before the doors to the classroom opened, the overworked TA walked in and set up at the front. āKay, I'll see you around 5? Is that fine?ā you asked, standing from the chair and looking down at him. Hearing a small āMhmā from him before you pushed the chair back to where it was. Walking down the steps of the classroom, down to your seat. Hearing your friend ask you what you were doing, āHe's my new partner.ā you whispered, sitting down as your friend made fun of you. Closing his eyes to restrain himself from cracking a smile. You defending him only fueled his delusions, making him think that you were taking a liking to him.
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pt 2 here
mmmmmm I wrote this rq, I couldn't get it out of my head. obsessive crush to stalker pipeline coming up:D anddd I am trying to make shorter posts, pump out more content so my head isnt full all the time. 1k words at most. wrote this while listening to 'Vampire Empire- Big Thief'
#jjk#choso kamo#choso x reader#jjk x reader#jujutsu kaisen choso#choso my beloved#college au#emo Choso#jjk choso#choso headcanons#sfw jjk
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