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[worldburnrp]

JULY 14TH, NYC

THE BROOKLYN MUSEUM PRESENTS

THE ODYSSEY OF GODS AND MEN  — A GREEK ART & HISTORY GALA AND FUNDRAISER 

The Brooklyn Museum opens its doors this Friday night to an illustrious gala — held under the dome at their Sculpture Gallery, which is precisely what it says on the tin: a large, white-marbled room where countless Greek statues watch your every move.  But the exposure comes with a good cause: to raise funds for the museum’s growing Greek fund, for further research, restoration, exploration, and upkeep of the countless pieces of Greek art found at the museum and those still to be discovered and brought through these doors. The public ranges from those who can donate a fiver — to five million. And yes, those who just needed an excuse to wear a fancy dress, too.  Inside the halls, ethereal music is played, the most breath-taking sculptures are brought out of the dark room and into display, and small performances of Greek mythology are sprinkled throughout.  Welcome, to tonight’s Odyssey.

IC INFORMATION:

SETTING: The Brooklyn Museum.The event starts at7:30pm, in the cusp of sunset shifting into nighttime. The fundraiser is held mainly at the grand Sculpture Gallery, though characters may explore beyond it. Keep in mind, some areas may be closed for the purposes of the event.

DRESS CODE: The dress code is gala — think long dresses, tuxedos, your most expensive fabrics — inspired by Greek Mythology: Gods and Men. Character’s interpretations of this vary up to each person’s personality. It’s likely however to lean more into loose creative freedom, than costumey. 

OOC INFORMATION:

IC, THE EVENT TAKES PLACE ON THE NIGHT OF JULY 14TH. OOC, the end date will be determined soon.

Members are encouraged to pause non-event threads during this event, but not required. We understand certain threads and interactions are important for character and plot development, so we leave that up to your personal judgement. We ask that, should pre-event threads continue, that they don’t overtake event ones.

It is a requirement, however, that no new threads outside of the event are started until the event wraps. 

WE ENCOURAGE YOU TO PLOT with your fellow players any plots and/or conflicts that may happen. For heavier conflicts, please do make sure to message the main about it first.

As always, should there be any questions or need of assistance with any plots, please feel free to contact the admins and we’ll be happy to help you.

OUTFIT CHALLENGE:

CREATIVE OUTFIT & NARRATIVE HEADCANON: What outfit is your character wearing? Why have they decided to attend? Answer all or any of these through a post of your liking. <3

If choosing a specific mythology figure to be inspired by, your character may claim one from the list below. Characters taking a looser route and not driving specific inspiration don’t need to go through this step. 

INSTRUCTIONS:

— To claim a mythology figure, just message the main blog and say their name + character you’re claiming it for. Once the admins respond with confirmation, the figure is yours! — If you have multiple characters, please be mindful of your fellow players, and please choose one figure for one character, and allow for others to have a chance to claim theirs before claiming more. — Figures are AVAILABLE unless CROSSED OUT.

APHRODITE — APOLLO — ARES — ARTEMIS — ATHENA — CERBERUS — CIRCE — DEMETER — DIONE — DIONYSUS — ERIS — FATES (0/3) — MUSES (3/9) — HADES — HEBE — HECATE — HERMES — HEPAESTUS — HESTIA — HERA — HERMES — PERSEPHONE — POSEIDON — ZEUS — CHRONUS — EROS — EREBUS — GAIA — NEMESIS — NYX — THEMIS — ACHILLES — ODYSSEUS  — HERACLES — PSYCHE

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QUOTES CHALLENGE: 

For this challenge, characters may claim quotes as written by Homer.

Whatever route you take, is up to you — SO LONG AS THE GIVEN QUOTE IS TAKEN INTO CONSIDERATION.The quote does not need to be spoken or explicitly a part of the thread, but can be if you wish. 

You can use the quote of your choice for open starters, or closed starters. You have 24 hours to use your quote after claiming it, or it becomes available again.

CHARACTER DEVELOPMENT is the name of the game. We encourage you to have your character enter the scene one way, and leave with somewhat of a changed perspective. This can be as subtle, or as intense as you see fit.

INSTRUCTIONS: 

— To claim a quote, just message the main blog and say the quote number + character you’re claiming it for. Once the admins respond with confirmation, the quote is yours! — If you have multiple characters, please be mindful of your fellow players, and please choose one quote for one character, and allow for others to have a chance to claim theirs before claiming more. 

01. “Of all creatures that breathe and move upon the earth, nothing is bred that is weaker than man.” [UNCLAIMED]

02. “The gods envy us. They envy us because we’re mortal, because any moment may be our last. Everything is more beautiful because we’re doomed. You will never be lovelier than you are now. We will never be here again.” [XIMENA RODRIGUEZ]

03. “There can be no covenants between men and lions, wolves and lambs can never be of one mind, but hate each other out and out and through.” [UNCLAIMED]

04. “Hateful to me as the gates of Hades is that man who hides one thing in his heart and speaks another.” [UNCLAIMED]

05. “A man who has been through bitter experiences and travelled far enjoys even his sufferings after a time.” [RAHI KUMAR]

06. “Be strong, saith my heart; I am a soldier; I have seen worse sights than this.” [UNCLAIMED]

07. “Let me not then die ingloriously and without a struggle, but let me first do some great thing that shall be told among men hereafter.” [UNCLAIMED]

08. “Even a fool learns something once it hits him.” [UNCLAIMED]

09. “We men are wretched things.” [MINERVA HAWTHORN]

10. “The difficulty is not so great to die for a friend as to find a friend worth dying for.” [UNCLAIMED]

11. “Men are so quick to blame the gods: they say that we devise their misery. But they themselves- in their depravity- design grief greater than the griefs that fate assigns.” [JULIAN BERKELEY]

12. “I didn't lie! I just created fiction with my mouth!”

13. “The blade itself incites to deeds of violence.” [MATHIAS MALKOVICH]

14. “Each man delights in the work that suits him best.” [UNCLAIMED]

15. “There will be killing till the score is paid.” [UNCLAIMED]

16. “If you serve too many masters, you'll soon suffer.” [UNCLAIMED]

17. “Few sons are like their fathers--most are worse, few better.” [UNCLAIMED]

18. “Why cover the same ground again? ... It goes against my grain to repeat a tale told once, and told so clearly.” [UNCLAIMED]

19. “Too many kings can ruin an army” [UNCLAIMED]

20. “The sort of words a man says is the sort he hears in return.” [UNCLAIMED]

21. “These were the colloquies in heaven.” [UNCLAIMED]

22. ���Better to be the hireling of a stranger, and serve a man of mean estate whose living is but small, than be the ruler over all these dead and gone.” [UNCLAIMED]

23. “I know not what the future holds, but I know who holds the future.” [UNCLAIMED]

24. “I have no interest at all in food and drink, but only in slaughter and blood and the agonized groans of mangled men” [UNCLAIMED]

25. “We are perpetually laboring to destroy our delights, our composure, our devotion to superior power. Of all the animals on earth we least know what is good for us. My opinion is, that what is best for us is our admiration of good.” [UNCLAIMED]

HAVE FUN! <3

[unravellingsilencehq]

everybody wants to rule the world; --

On behalf of the mod team, it gives us great pleasure in welcoming {NYX} to Unraveling Silence HQ.

Our Porkey Office is happy to see {SIRIUS BLACK} back in Wizarding Britain. We know the world is constantly changing so for your safety please do take your time reviewing the latest regulations. You are free to integrate into society but keep in mind you must send an owl to Administrative Services with your blog no later than 48 hours after you’ve stepped foot back on British soil. If you have any questions or need help getting things up and running, please do not hesitate to send us an owl.

Comments from the admins:

Brianna: ngl the para sample really tugged at my heart strings and got me really feeling for the pain they created in sirius' character. i liked the little anecdotes in the wand and amortenia sections as it showed that despite being cast away, sirius is still thinking of his life previously when in the house of black. even the boggart was nice as it showcased a bit of the brother relationship that reg and sirius would have

Hannah: Really liked their app, it was descriptive and interesting to see the connection that sirius still holds to his family. Even the small things of walburga you get a sense they really understand the world he's from and the pain he still holds. The sample made my heart hurt and that it was James' mum that opened the door to him was heart breaking  rip, was a joy to read.

Kat: This application made me so emotional. I really felt the pain Sirius felt and the sample was an actual thing of beauty. I like how James mum was the first person he saw rather then James which deepens that bond. The questions were really well answered and I loved all the detail, the boggart to ridikulous I particularly liked and how the sound of the heels turned to marbles was truly beautiful imagery. What a gorgeous app I am so happy you found us!!!

[kinkyvav]

it’s 2:35am and i have not been able to sleep and all i can think about is riding jacobs thighs - ⚡️

i am a: fool and i forgot to answer this,,, woops sfgjhkgfdjkh

i swear jacob’s thighs are perfect for grinding on,, i swear. he’s holding your hips, slowly moving you back and forth on his thigh, flexing it every now and then as he gently pushes you down harder on him. “aww baby, look at you. so desperate to cum~ you’ve been such a good girl, cum for me.”

-admin nyx

[demisexual-culture-is]

hi um i think i may be demisexual? how do i know lol

Hi there, dear anon!

Well, does your attraction to other people stem from having an emotional connection to them? Do you find yourself attracted to someone less for their face and body and more for the way you've bonded with them?

Or, in my case, I tend to fall for people who are good with kids, or who are kind all around. (this is a a very vague approximation) Is there something like that, a little trigger for your attraction?

I'll also put this out for other people in the community to add to as well!

[incorrect-slytherin-quotes]

this isn't related to any posts but i just wanted to say that my name is nyx and my friends name is raven so its such a funny coincidence that the mods who run this blog are also named nyx and raven lol

Lol that is pretty funny!

[thetwstwildcard]

Ooooo among us ocs noice

Yep ^^ I have Nyx who is the only one I've drawn, but I also have Eos who's red.

[ask-mystical-bangtan]

Hmmm a flustered emoji (my phone is not cooperating lol) and yoongi sounds good

😳- flustered

[baejax-the-great]

Motivated

Thanatos x Zagreus | T | 737 words | AO3

Zagreus is only half out of the Pool of Styx when Hades’ voice rings through the hall, scattering shades. “You will return my property at once.”

Thanatos doesn’t hear Zagreus reply. He probably doesn’t, given the speed at which he skids around into the west hall, sparks flying behind him.

“What have you done this time?” he asks.

Zagreus grins. “Oh, you know, the usual, ransacking my father’s kingdom, damaging all those flimsy pillars, pillaging his treasures, got my admin access revoked again—”

“I still don’t even know why you asked for that back in the first place.”

Zagreus shrugs. “I have my reasons. And I paid to get that back with hard-earned ransacking. I’ll just pay for it again when I have the gemstones.”

“So, for now you’re banned?”

“Big time. Hey, do think Achilles would run me through if you ported me in?”

The shade standing guard across the hall heaves an enormous sigh. “Please, let’s not test this,” Achilles says.

Thanatos takes Zagreus’s hands and laces their fingers together. “I can think of better places to port us to.”

He’s wrong. Zagreus’s room is absolutely not a better place to be right now.

“Zagreus.”

“Yes, Thanatos?”

“What in the name of darkness is that?”

He points at Zagreus’s newest addition to his room, though it is not new to the House—a poster that Thanatos is keenly familiar with and that he has avoided looking at for an entire age.

“Just the most recent bounty of my pillaging,” Zagreus says, admiring it with his hands on his hips in a pose that is highly reminiscent of the subject of the poster. “I think it really ties the room together, though I did consider pasting it up on the ceiling over my bed.”

“Take it down,” Thanatos demands.

“Absolutely not. Stealing it from the admin room was no easy feat, and it looks better here, where I can see it every day or night and be inspired from it as was the original intention.”

Thanatos glares at the crudely painted picture of himself standing in front of two shades, his arms akimbo, his hood pushed back because the artist had complained about how the light was hitting his face.

“Zag—”

“Why did you pose for a motivational poster for my father’s poor, overworked drones? They don’t seem to care for it. Believe me, I’ve tried.”

Thanatos sniffs. “Mother Nyx asked me to.”

“I feel like that leaves me with more questions than answers. Who chose the pose? How did you find the time?”

“Zag—just put the poster back.”

“No. I won’t. I like it. It’s like you’re cheering me on whenever I come home.”

“And yet the presence of this poster makes it unlikely I do anything else with you while you’re here.”

That gives him pause. “Really?”

“Really.”

Zagreus creeps toward him, and Thanatos remains unflinchingly still as he slides a hand up his arm.

“So… you don’t mind having Dionysus looking on” –he trails his hand down Thanatos’s back—“Or Aphrodite” –both hands now land on Thanatos’s hips, squaring his body toward Zagreus’s, and Thanatos feels himself automatically tilting down toward Zag’s face, even as he holds his completely neutral expression— “Or Achilles, and you see him all the time” –now he slides both arms around Thanatos’s neck, until their noses are all but touching—"But your own beautiful face on my wall—that’s the mood-killer?”

Thanatos’s voice is flat when he answers. “Yes.”

Zagreus crumples. He lets go of Thanatos and pouts at the poster. “I have never felt so demoralized in my life.”

Thanatos chokes out a laugh that he can’t quite cover up.

“Alright,” Zagreus sighs. “For you I’ll get rid of it. Not for him.”

“Promise?”

“Promise. You’ll never see it here in my room again.”

Thanatos notes that Zagreus specifically did not say he was going to give it back, but getting it out of this room is enough for him. And true to his word, the next time he comes to pay Zagreus a visit, the poster is nowhere to be seen to both his and Zagreus’s great satisfaction.

And if, one day, he meets an uncouth skeleton who makes the strange observation of, “Oh, you’re that guy Zagreus makes me stare at every day. Thought you’d be taller,” he shakes it off. Thanatos never pays much heed to the words of skeletons anyway.

[somniaexo]

Hi..just wondering are y’all still doing moodboards or on hiatus or closed... there seems to be no updates from you guys.. sorry if I seem impatient but I’m spring cleaning my acc (unfollowing inactive accounts) and I really don’t want to unfollow this blog. Sorry for asking like this..

Hi there dreamer, this is Admin Inari / Nyx.

To answer your question, we were on a short hiatus. The death of Jonghyun hit us all very hard and we are still mourning the loss of such a talented individual. All admins decided we needed some time before posting once again. And I will not urge or rush them to return when they are not ready. When they are prepared to post and have the motivation, then they will post. Once again, we’ve loss someone dear, and it was not easy for us to continue posting right away. We even postponed posting to our twitter account. We are human too, so we just need time.

Also, holiday preparations and other obligations in life keep us fairly busy around this time of year. 

We appreciate that you enjoy our blog and have remained following us. Thank you.

I will finish posting my Greek God series today and we will see what happens from there.

[hellsitehypehouse]

I’m going to be heading off to bed now too. I’m the only other admin online at the moment so that means nobody on the blog will be able to answer asks until me or Nyx gets back online (Sorry I just don’t know exactly what the admin role entails and I don’t wanna hand that off to people I don’t know irl just for internet safety reasons.) Reminder that you can still ask to become a member of this blog if you would like :] it’s not a 100% guarantee but there’s not a lot of criteria to be able to join. Good night, I’ll see you all soon!

[aspec-advice]

Ask us anything regarding aspec identity and such and we’ll try to coherently answer

Admin Information under the cut:

Hi! We figured we should probably introduce ourselves, so here we go (active admin are the first two listed :p)

Mars: Hi!! I’m mars!! My pronouns are he/him!! I am biromantic and acespec, I am a sex-favorable/neutral ace person and can answer questions both around asexuality and wanting sex as an asexual person!! I also know quite a bit about labels as I’ve been doing this for a couple years and can answer relatively specific questions if need be! Questioning your identity is hard but we’re here to make it just a little bit easier and hopefully give you some answers that make you feel more comfortable and confident! 

Ivy: hello hello! I’m Ivy, and I’m a disaster ace lesbian. I’m still trying to figure out all this gender shit, but right now I also use she/they pronouns. I’m also adhd and obsessed with big sweatshirts. Questioning is hard, and I want to help make that process easier for anyone going through it. I know a ton of different labels and microlabels from hyperfixating on aspec stuff, and I hope I can be of help! 

Star: hello all! I’m Star. I’m still figuring things out, but right now I use she/they pronouns. The one thing I am certain about is that I’m asexual. My romantic orientation is panromantic, but that is also subject to change. I know questioning is confusing, so I hope I can be of help to anyone who needs it. Have a lovely day! :)

Nyx: hi!! im nyx!! i use she/they pronouns and im a bi-oriented aroace. im so excited to answer any questions u guys have abt the ace and aro spectrums!! i started questioning about three years ago and finally figured myself out this year, so i get how stressful figuring out urself can be, which is why im so excited about this blog. a little bit more about me: im really loud, i like musicals, and im a pretty big fangirl. anyway i hope this blog helps as many people as possible!!

[ivy-kissobryos]

I’ve been getting into some Thai “pagan” groups, focusing on paganism and western occultism. One of them is really rad, the others... ugh not so much. The admin who leads the shitty group keeps posting spells he gets from this new agey wiccan app and all I’m thinking is that...

Aren’t people tired of their spells not working??

But then, unlike on witchblr, I literally cannot tell people to go “read proper books” on western occult because the only books that gets translated are the palatable and easily marketable ones that washes down everything. I had the privilege of studying English since kindergarten, and even I must admit that shit like Agrippa is hard as fuck to read. Even stuff by more modern magic practitioners like Jason Miller do include lingo and terms that are quite specific to the occult, that your layperson would have trouble understanding.

The problem is a genuine lack of knowledge caused by an educational barrier that even to this day, is still a problem that plagues the country.

Someone in the group was trying to find verses to worship Nyx, and the admin very smartly said “write your own!” I mean, sure, but that isn’t really answering the question is it. So I recommended them to look up Orphic Hymns and sent them some links and to my heartache, they replied saying that they literally cannot read a word on that page.

Hence, I looked up to see if there are any existing English-to-Thai translation of the Orphic Hymns, maybe even something used in academia, and I found nothing. Zero. Nil.

My Thai written abilities are probably high school level at best (I mean... I got a C in Thai IGCSE lol. The only damn C I received in the IGCSE exams). But I will try my best to at least translate the essence of them (heaven knows I can’t get the beat or the rhyme schemes right). And I do have some Thai friends who are into traditional Thai poetry. Maybe this will turn into a small project of mine, a way to honor the Theoi and force myself to be an actual billingual instead of a byelingual.

Education is truly a privilege.

[imagined-comfort]

Update: Current Requests

Hello Loves!

I first wish to apologize, again, for being so slow lately with replies. IRL things have kept me busy, and are still continuing to do so, but I promise you, I will get you your notes! 

Here’s what I currently have in the inbox for requests, in the order to be answered:

Percy De Rolo (Critical Role) - Comfort - Life is getting you down and nothing feels like home anymore. You want to disappear, but you’re too scared to make it happen. TW: Suicide Mention

Alucard - Comfort - You’re autistic and suffer from anxiety/depression and have suicidal thoughts. Your parents are telling you to get a job when you turn 18 and everything feels hopeless. TW: Suicide Mention

Noctis - Comfort/Encouragement - You are a university student struggling with depression, and your motivation is low. You just want to lay in bed and sleep.

Lucky and Ralph (Pound Puppies 2010) - Comfort/Advice/Motivation - You’re trying to figure out how to get out of your comfort zone, and learn new things, especially those that don’t hold your focus for long

Leonard “Bones” McCoy - Comfort/Advice - You and your BF are still unsure what to do with your relationship. People tell you to break up for good and the situation is stressful.

Ravus and Prompto - Comfort - Your having a difficult time as your abuser is now out of jail and wants custody of you. Your adoptive parents are trying very hard to fight for you, but..you’ve started cutting again. TW: Self Harm

The Son (Hotline Miami 2) - Comfort/Encouragement - You feel in a rut lately, and with your living situation being as rural as it is getting rides is hard, along with the other stresses that have gone on with your household too.

Issac (Netflix Castlevania) - Comfort - You feel like you’re going through motions, and your unmotivated to do things ... which isn’t like you. You feel like a failure in some ways.

Link (Legend of Zelda) - Comfort - You’ve had to deal with emotional abuse your whole life and you’re soon to be going to college. But with the trauma, you fear you have too much to ‘fix’. TW: Past Abuse

Noctis and Prompto - Comfort - Your two best friends are getting married, and you hate it. You loved him for years, you introduced him to her, and what hurts you most, is she’s just like you, and you wonder if you were a girl, maybe you’d be in her place.

Dante (Devil May Cry) - Comfort - You’re going to be put into after school study because you didn’t do enough math quizzes for the weekly deadline. You asked for leniency cause you need help on the last quiz, and you were home sick, and were told ‘that’s not how this works’. TW: Suicide Mention

Yusuke or Futaba (Persona 5) - Comfort - School has been the BIG SUCK, and it gets way too loud and stuff. You’re just looking for a bit of comfort.

Izaya Orihara (Durarara) - Comfort - You’re feeling pretty bad about yourself and your body image recently.

Ignis and Nyx - Comfort - You just want some words of affirmation that things will be ok. You feel down, for no reason in particular, and you want just a bit of warmth.

Any Character - Comfort - You just want a pick me up because your boyfriend has been acting indifferent lately. Little to no communication and then he’s left you on read. He says he’s fine but, he’s never done that to you before.

Red!Leader Tord (Eddsworld) - Comfort - You’ve recently unlocked some repressed memories. Some pretty deep and dark ones, specially with a pet named Jiji. You feel guilty about what happened. TW: Past Abuse, TW: Animal Abuse

Zevran (Dragon Age Origins) - Comfort - You’ve had a bit of a rough year both with health, and relationships. You’re feeling insecure and sad, and want just a bit of comfort. 

Any of the Chocobros - Comfort - You’ve lost your insurance and your work does not provide a good equivalent. You no longer have access to therapy and meds and you feel a little lost and numb. You feel selfish when you call helplines cause you think you’re taking time away from them when someone else might need help.

V (Devil May Cry) - Comfort - You’ve been working out so that you can feel more comfortable with yourself to cosplay as Nico. But you’re body hurts, and you’re afraid you won’t be able to reach your goal.

Hector and Alucard - You wanted to say thank you, for encouragement for Nanowrimo.

Peridot (Steven Universe) - Comfort - You recently got into your first romantic relationship with your closest friend, and you’re confused. There’s drama from meeting up with old friends and you’re overwhelmed. 

Fenris (Dragon Age 2) - Comfort - Your motivation this time of year always seems to be almost non-existent, and everything seems exhausting. 

Leonard “Bones” McCoy - Comfort - Your bf says to “don’t knock it till you try it” about sex, and part of your brain wants to try sex, part of you doesn’t. Your bf says we’ll know where you stand if you don’t.

I hope to have most of these completed for you soon!

Thank you again, as always for your patience, and for letting me write for you. ♥

Much Love, ~Admin Manda

[kinkyvav]

quick question bc it was on my mind the other night: what, if any, unusual or out of the norm kinks do you think the guys have? like, what sorta freaky shit can you see them being into? 👀

wooyoung - shibari/suspension (u know what i mean xd) 

hosung - choking 

geum - impact play/breeding kink 

jacob - edging/overstimulating 

ayno - BDSM 

baron - wax play/breeding kink 

ziu -degrading 

(i may or may not have almost killed lux tryna write this list lmao)

-admin nyx & lux

[demisexual-culture-is]

throwback to me thinking my whole life a crush is when you think someone’s personality is fun and they also look cute. until multiple friends told me that crushes are straight up based on physical attraction/ wanting to fuck and im like what ??

oh yeah, that's always been weird to me too, once I learned about that side of people.

[nightshadcws]

eiza gonzalez | soledad de la fuente has accepted the darkness. They are a goddess - nyx. Someone said they were wise, and a little dangerous. They are pansexual and really into begging & edging and a dominant.

whoa k is back & not better than ever. just the usual. but helloooo here is nyx the love of my life. if ya wanna plot slide in my dms or smash that lil heart & i’ll come to you !

so nyx has this cute lil premade bio ( thanks admins smooches ) so i’m gonna keep THAT intact and it is as follows:

The Goddess of the night, the daughter of Chaos itself, Nyx has always been a powerful, and well worshiped figure. It didn’t hurt that those that were actually lucky enough to see her, couldn’t stop talking about how absolutely beautiful she was. Breath taking in every single way. She has a very unique relationship with the other Gods and Goddesses as well. For example, you can usually find her in the depths of Hades’ underworld, or hear rumors that even Zeus himself fears her. As for her followers or sacrifices, she’s been looking for more recently - but for what, no one knows. Could she be building her own personal army to stir up trouble on the island, or just making sure belief never wanders? Whatever the answer may be, her secret is quiet as kept - at least for now. Due to her connection to the moonstone, she tends to favor werewolves and witches. However, she never turns down a good vampire, upir, or dhamphir for their silent dedication to her darkness.

gonna keep her motives a SECRET for now bc where’s the fun in divulging everything ??  things to add are: she often keeps to herself so she holds this air of mystery about her that has given her a more villainous reputation ( especially considering how powerful she is ) for the most part she’s calm and level headed, though she has a temper so ?? watch out :)