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Can I ask how Vasco reacted to hearing about Machete’s assassination? :o did he put on a brave face? Was he inconsolable? Does he imagine that if he were there, he could’ve done something (even if that isn’t true? I imagine it would be tortuous mentally and emotionally for him, poor lad
He most likely went through a mental breakdown, followed by years of paralyzing grief and depression. Vasco had proven to be outstandingly resilient and optimistic in adversity, putting on a brave face was his second nature. But this was his final 'break the unbreakable' moment. He turned withdrawn and apathetic. He had never lost anyone this abruptly before, and he became visibly paranoid about the safety and health of his family while failing to look after his own wellbeing.
Of course he kept rewinding the events in his head and second-guessing himself about whether he could've prevented this outcome somehow, even when everyone who knew about his situation kept telling him there was no reason for him to blame himself for it. He struggled with the suddenness of it, and the lack of closure, and couldn't get over thinking how the love of his life had died alone, surprised, scared and in pain, and that there was absolutely nothing he could do to remedy that. Ludovica's support was invaluable to him. Since he couldn't mourn openly she was one of the few people who were there for him.
Eventually he came to terms with what had happened and learned to live with it, and even though he slowly regained his good-humoured personality, he never fully recovered back to his previous self.
#his relationship with faith also went through a number of changes#he was both viscerally angry at God#for never having helped Machete no matter how hard he had tried to be a good person and earn his place in the world#and then allowing him to get snuffed out so thanklessly#but he also started praying in earnest#because he was aching to do something to alleviate the situation and he was out of options#he hoped that maybe if he asked nicely he could bargain something back#and he was suddenly acutely aware of the fragility of life and worried about the safety of his living loved ones#and afraid of what was going to happen to Machete's soul now that he was out of his reach#and whether they would be able to reunite in afterlife or not#answered#anonymous#Vaschete lore#death#cw death#Machete's life is sort of a slow burn struggle#Vasco gets smacked with decades worth of trauma in one devastating blow without a warning
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AYOO, HAIR?!!?
HELL YEAH
THESE ARE OLD BUT I THINK I HAVE TO REVISIT THEM
#rottmnt#biestart#bodyguard au#IM GOING CRAZY#HELP#YALL ENABLING ME#acutally dont stop#FEEDING MY BRAIN
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god i miss having money i want to support artists
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Definitely didn't accidentally make 2 accounts - anyway I'm on tumblr now.... Here's some art on my Pokemon Aspect AU
#illustration#pokemon#volo#pokemonvolo#ingo#submas#subway boss ingo#pokemon cogita#pokemon adaman#pokemon irida#pokemon akari#pokemonlegends#clip studio paint#digital art#digital illustration#<3#my art <3#rkgk#rkgkillust#pokemon trainer#art study#art style#i really dont know how to use tumblr#acutally send help#pokemonaspect AU#PokemonAspect AU#Pokemon Chosen AU#Arceus
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when sonnet is the normalest person in the relationship (they're not dating) you know its bad
#meet my wol and my ffxiv ocs except i never draw them unless its au HELP#sonnet miyumi#ffxiv#saltine#sabayon#saltsabasonne#cele draws#btw sabayon has angel fang piercings bc i think tehyre gorgeous! not acutal fangs#oh yeah saltine is a viera and sabayon an au ra in ffxiverse.
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laudna: i floof up my hair and i get the girls out
imogen, feeling completely normal about that:
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Kris!?!? WAS THAT A [BIG SHOT] JUST NOW!? WOW!!! I'M SO [Proud] OF YOU, I COULD [Killed] YOU! | this took so long oh em gee excuse the bad quality idk why its so blurry 😭
#spamton#spamton g spamton#spamton neo#sneo#deltarune#deltarune chapter 2#utdr#ibispaintx#deltarune art#deltarune fanart#hes an acute angle#97° wait thats obtuse nvm HELP#my art
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forgive my absolute ignorance and maybe stupidity, but does swimming and other pool related activities help hypermobility? Whenever I told anyone related to medicine I'm having joint pain, they told me to take many a bath and frequent a pool
yes. water-related actitivites help with joint pain a) by in the case of exercise like aerobics and swimming building muscle and b) doing so whilst relieving pressure on the joints because the water is holding you up
hot baths will relieve pressure on the joints (unlike standing or even sitting to take a shower) and the heat will relax the muscles whilst the water supports you
#swimming CORRECTLY while hypermobile is a different matter because your bones will still want to go the wrong way#but certainly at equivalent levels exercise whilst floating in a body of water > exercise under the constraints of gravity#any heat therapy will help with muscular ache (note: acute injury requires ice to reduce inflammation and swelling)#like the application of a hot compress or a massage with heated oil#but nothing beats a hot bath. nothing on this earth#there may be a sensation greater than stretching out tight and tired calf muscles in hot water#but as god is my witness i havent found it yet if it does
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I swear that the hedgehog couple would be the nosy neighbors EVER if they lived next door to them.
They are on the couch watching the movie, and they arrive at the door just to chat. The next thing they know, they've made they at home and are eating their food.
HELP THEY WOULD 💀
Then Sonic and Shadow now occasionally babysit the couple's kid because yes.
They find themselves also looking over their flower shop when they go on vacation.
Then ONLY find out they get some of their flowers from Silver and he loses his shit when he finds them behind the store counter.
#fav#ask#sonic#sonic the hedgehog#shadow the hedgehog#sonadow#silver the hedgehog#I AM DYING COULD U IMAGINE#they also somehow find out where Shadows apartment is and find Sonics location somehow wherever he is in the world--#and send postcards or letters seeings how they're relationships going#THEY FIND THEM AT AMYS PARTY AND THEY ARE NOW FAMILY I GUESS???#THEY HELP SONIC AND SHADOW PLAN THEIR ACUTAL WEDDING WAY IN THE FUTURE#IM CRYING
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I have Acute Lymphoblastic Leukosis aka Blood Cancer
buckle up :D
This post should've been here for sometime now cuz I prefer keeping everyone updated across all the platforms that I use as an artist.
So - Hi! My name is Evein, on 1st of May 2023 I turned 21 and since then, from 5th of May my health decided to pull a quick one on me, propelling the events that currently make me reside at the hospital with an oncology.
It all started with a tonsillitis-like fever, accompanied by furunclosis in three places on my body, a high fever that lasted for 5 days in the first half of May itself and other unpleasant symptoms. It felt weird, I've never had such an intense streak of sicknesses kick my ass like that, but of course - I went to doctors to get checked, the classic blood testings and general examinations and stuff.
That's when on 10th of May my blood test was checked by a dermatologist regarding my furuncle problem and - after some brief moments of her talking with the main doctor at the clinic - I was rushed to the governmential hospital due to the fact that my blood results had... no white blood cells. Literally 1.83 at the accepted range being much higher than that.
Needless to say I was fucking shocked, I've never dealt with the severity of the situation and let alone while being completely on my own as a human person (working, living, providing for myself, you call it).
At the hospital, after several examinations and another blood test came the recommendation paper that doctors signed with urgency, first and foremost I needed to get to an appointment at the hematologist's. That I did on 14th of May and since that point of time, till 19th, I'd been monitored, given antibiotics for my tonsillitis-like symptoms, along with my furunclosis and after 19th we ruled out the condition to be leukosis, became my white blood cells started coming back to normal with the antibiotics aiding my immunity, but despite that - thr condition still seemed as something more reminiscent of mononucleosis (which, however, in another blood test was disproven).
After exactly a week of feeling better, albeit dealing with leftover anemia, I started developing the same symptoms back and even worse, to the point of losing consciousness and thrwoing up in an elevator on 29th of May after going out for the second pack of antibiotics my hematologist had then already approved of to use to help out.
That's when I was rushed to the hospital again and - the next day - my hematologist arranged an appointment at the big clinic that has an oncology ward specifically for my situation. On 1st of June I was officially admitted with Acute Leukosis (the diagnosis doc attached is in Russian).
Since 1st of June the treatment has been ongoing, I've received three rounds of chemo along with supporting hormonal abd antibiotic therapy. Me is balding too, ofc. :D
And thus, this story leads to a logical question - what's now?
It's day 24 of my treatment, out of 4-6 weeks of inital induction period of leukosis' treatment (the overall chemotherapy to destroy tumor cells down to <5% in my bone marrow). After the induction period, if it's proven to lead to remissions - I'm then admitted out to certain periods of time in between infusions + need to take supporting medicine by myself (hence buying it too).
As an independent freelance artist who's existence is tied to being able to do creative work out of, well, any circumstances, I was sadly forced into situation of asking for monetary support, simply because it's stupid to expect to break your own back trying to work harder when you're body is collapsing on itself.
I have a goal on Boosty open for donations and I deeply appreciate ANY and I mean ANY traction of this post. I made a similar thread on Twitter covering the situation and have recieved a lotnof incredible support that has helped me a LOT so far, but my treatment is ongoing, or to be precise - will last in its entirety for 2-3 years. With the momentary help I was able to secure my living situation and get my pet cat to live for the current time period at my friend's, but you understand how that is just a temporary measure and, of course, I don't plan on stall myself - I simply just can't afford that even while hospitalised.
BOOSTY is very sus when it comes to singular donations higher than 120$ but if you happen to donate below that or in several different ones to bypass their antifraud system (only if you wish to) - the link to a goal is here -
#levikra draws stuff#dragon age#digital art#dragon age fanart#fanart#dragon age 2#da2#dragon age inquisition#blood cancer#acute lymphoblastic leukosis#donations#support the artists#artists helping artists
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I was on Pinterest this morning and I saw this and went “MACHETE wait- he wouldn’t drink from a puddle even in an apocalypse” then I’m like- apocalypse machete wouldn’t last five minutes, he’d cringe at the thought of mud getting on his heels(tm) and Vasco would probably act like a hunting dog, he might do pretty well ina full on apocalypse or war or something, and he would carry machete over all the mud puddles Q^Q
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#apocalypse Machete#I think that could go two ways#either he'd lose hope and ability to function and just disintegrate#or his overt cautiousness planning and orderliness would carry him surprisingly far#anxiety makes you worry about everything and sometimes imagining the worst scenarios in your head#can help you to prevent them from actually happening#he's chronically fatiqued and achy and that could hinder him but I don't think any of his conditions are acutely life threatening#Vasco would either power through with the same optimism he always exhibits#or alternatively having to struggle to stay alive and continuously losing things dear to him could eventually get to him#and he'd lose his spark and become apathetic and bitter#answered#odi-the-oddity#Vaschete scenarios
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#it just kept getting worse#and worse#this whole set have been awful#but last night took the piss#medicine#medblr#help im a doctor#acute medicine
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the thing about pro-life is...
even if an abortion was murder, the right to bodily autonomy overrides that
i know i worded that weird so let me explain
a fetus or embreyo is using the pregnant person's organs in order to survive, it can't live by itself
it is dependent on the pregnant person's organs in order to live
therefore if the person does not want that fetus there, if they do not want to carry that baby to term, they have a right to get that fetus out of their body
if something is using your body, living thing or no, without your PERMISSION and without you WANTING it to be there, bodily autonomy gives you the right to get rid of it
doesnt matter if that thing is a human
if it could be a human
if it could cure cancer
if it could end poverty
bodily autonomy gives YOU the right to CHOOSE
#pro choice#bodily autonomy#abortion#reproductive rights#abortion rights#a fetus is technically a parasite in that it literally uses your organs in order to live#and you might say but a toddler can't survive without adult help#acutally it can breathe by itself#get nutrients without using others organs and do basic motor control#please dont harrass me for this#i can understand if abortion is not right for you but dont come at me#having to edit this#too many radfems and terfs reblogging this#radfems dni#terf dni#terfs dni#transphobes dni#radfems don't interact#terfs dont interact#radfems stay away#terfs don't touch#alexander speaks
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How can I bribe you into helping me get a job in the industry, other than promising my undying love, which you already have <3
The industry is horrible and awful, low pay, long hours, no real chance of advancing.
Whenever people touring the station or new interns ask me for advice, I always tell them to change careers lol
#ask#plus; i'm a producer for a statewide channel sure; but it's nothing huge or glam#like;; i've gotten to work with celebrities but that's more luck than normal operations#and i've said 'i don't hate what i'm doing i hate where i do it' so much for so long that i don't even believe it anymore#i would only wish a career in television on people i hate#but i do try to be even minded as best i can; like i'm acutely aware i work in probably one of the most toxic environments in the state#i've been sexually harassed; grabbed; locked in a room and screamed at by a psycho freelance producer#been injured and seen graphic injuries that happened because of incompetence; seen theft and assault#and had the men at work get aggressive with me because i'm the youngest and shortest and only woman#told by management i was only given opportunities because i'm a woman and it looks better for their image if they pretend to put me up fron#had my bosses retaliate against me for refusing to do illegal things for them#to the point where i was below the poverty line for several months because of it#told by hr that i have no right to complain about anything because even though i run their biggest show i'm just a contractor#had my work stolen and other people's names put on it so those people get the emmys that my work has earned#and lied to about pay rates so I wouldn't know I'm paid less than the men who have fewer responsibilities and less experience than i do#and now they're waging a war against LGBT employees by promoting ultra-right viewpoints and banning mentions of pride#so no i really don't want to help bring anyone into this environment#every day driving in and driving home i just think about driving my car into a concrete wall#i'm looking for a new job i promise
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im a sonic 06 defender but one of the things about that game that i absolutely cannot defend is its handling of blaze . literally one of the coolest sonic characters ever yet they had her do almost nothing of importance other than die at the end to make silver sad . she interacts with nobody other than silver and on the rare occasion she appears in a scene with someone else she just stands there and says nothing while the other character doesnt acknowledge her existence at all . the only thing she really adds other than dying is making everything way more confusing than it needs to be because her being from the future and seemingly not knowing sonic contradicts what we already knew about her. overall it just doesnt seem like they put much thought into her inclusion and i wouldnt be surprised to find out she was a last minute addition. blaze youdidnt deserve this bestie
#blaze not interacting with elise in particular was such a big missed opportunity#anyway i think a lot of the confusion with blaze is fixed by ignoring release order and placing sonic 06 before sonic rush#and saying that in the original timeline blaze was from the future but when it was reset she was sent to the sol dimension#but . im not sure if thats acutally canon or what was intended. i dont think it is#blaze not seeming to know sonic at all in particular is wild to me because like .#they saved the world together a couple games ago#sonic and cream were really important to blaze's character development in sonic rush#and taught her the importance of friendship and letting others help you when you need it#and they didnt even say hi to eachother when tehy saw eachother in sonic 06 ............................... okay ....#i guess it doesnt matter much because the events of 06 were undone by the end and blaze being from the future isnt an idea thats used now#but still#i feel like its likely the stories for sonic rush and sonic 06 were written around the same time#and nobody bothered to fix or put in an explanation for the inconsistencies in her character before the games came out
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#health cw#but yes. starting to realise that i'm probably going to be stuck with neuralgia for a few months#it's manageable. it flares up when i talk alot or try something crispy but if I'm careful and stick with softer foods I'm fine#stupid nerve inflammation. honestly makes me feel so much for the people with chronic conditions like this#there's just. not much you can do.#except weather it.#i've gotten used to lukewarm food and drink and sticking to softer things like soup and pasta#rice dishes are also great!#nothing crispy#and bread isn't great either - anything that's rough against the roof of my mouth is a no-go#I have a follow up appointment in just over two weeks but honestly unless they give me some sort of nerve block I'm stuck with this#i was thinking maybe steroids could help with the inflammation but they only prescribed me nerve stabilisers#we shall see. what a year. getting acutely familiar with the anatomy of the lingual nerve#as the sensitivity spreads around my damn mouth and up my cheekbone on the worst flare ups 🙈#tbd
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