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Both of the Akagi illustrations are incomplete.
#at least some of it#actually very tiny part of it#i really like the ichijou one#there I am again fanart for obscure media#rkrq draw#FKMT#fkmt fanart#akagi shigeru#fkmt akagi#seiya ichijou#ichijou seiya#kaiji anime#kaiji fanart#kaiji ultimate survivor#fkmt gin to kin#gin to kin#ginmori#fkmt ginji#ginji hirai#tetsuo morita#fkmt morita#fkmt ichijou#é棎#éă¨é#ă˘ăŤăŽ#fkmt yukio#yukio hirayama
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..polly pocket au.. (<- a type of doll.)
#witch hat tag#orufrey#just part of my modern au.... maybe this is like their 3rd meeting at age 10 or something thanks to their caretakers..#i drew the tiny arkco and felt like they looked like tiny dolls like my little sister used to play with LOL#it's like an Atelier Dreamhouse where your polly pockets can be artists btw and there's a brushbug accessory.#the baby romantic tension of crafting little worlds with our dollies and what if my agott dolly had a crush on your coco dolly..?#they will grow out of dolls and play on neopets more. Neopets is for serious kids. plus it's too sad when my doll misses your doll?#I literally have several other actual things i want to draw like proper things =_=#qifrey is good at making dramatic backstories but oru will always be like ERM..ARE THEY IN LOVE??..i love that about him#the bracelets thing in the manga..crucial oru characterisation moment..even if they played sims though it wouldnt be like#oru plans the relationships and qifrey does the house design and suchlike though he'd like it#qifrey also has a very emotional and personable mind but he thinks of like..Ooh what traumas do they have..Let that man play dnd#also qifrey has decided the dramatic villain for his polly pocket is a masked floating man btw. Of course. he resurfaces in his dnd game#*dramatic voice* Release us from our chains polly. Give into the forbidden magic and deliver us (olly: WHOA..... <3) *high voice* NO!!
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i kind of think the idea of "monotheist privilege" at least in the north american context has about the same valence as "monosexual privilege" in that it does on some level exist, but lumping christians and jews together as oppressors is incoherent in the same way that lumping together trans lesbians with cishet men is
#like yeah i'm sure lateral harm can occur but the analysis as a whole...#and esp when these criticisms aren't coming from for example indian americans#but rather from - at least in large part - culturally christian neopagan#s#not speaking about that specific person as i don't want to speculate about individuals' backgrounds#but rather the aggregate#in that many many conversations on this website have revealed that culturally christian pagans can be *very* hostile in their belief that#jews are oppressing them just as much if not more than christians are#and react REALLY badly to any implication that actually they're in at least somewhat of an oppressor position#look like at the granular level hegemonies are bad and things should be inclusive - like of course#but the vitriol directed at me over that poll isn't warranted#and the extremely ironic thing is that the poll *is* christianormative BECAUSE i as a marginalized person was capitulating to the majority#and creating something legible to christians and cultural christian's#*christians#i was stepping OUT of my own cultural frameworks and acceding to someone else's for greater.... ease of *their* understanding#so to then be accused - by multiple people - of having a tiny narrow worldview is. it's something#but i guess that's the price of capitulation isn't it?#in any situation#loon.txt
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What would you choose? :0c
(note: original image is from HERE (link) - but I edited it to add a wider variety of options.. also added $3 extra to the total, even though I know that makes it more uneven lol, I thought if you're adding 10 whole extra items, the money to spend should at least be increased slightly, if that makes sense..)
#I would get orange juice. black coffee. AND iced coffee ($3) because I love the variety of having multiple drinks#then sausage and scrambled eggs ($8). Then sauteed mushrooms ($3)....AND... hrm.. then spending the remaining $4 would be hard#I wish I could get waffles (as they are my favorite and are superior in every way compared to pancakes. donuts. etc.) but I'm not willing#to give up the other savory things just to get them. so... then maybe I could get a biscuit or english muffin? and just put jam or#honey butter or something on it so it can be my replacement 'sweet and bready' thing instead of something from the $5 row??#OR I could also just assume that having the orange juice plus iced coffee would provide enough of a 'sweet element' to the meal#(since I largely prefer savory foods. I only like a tiny bit of sweet added for variety) and thus forego any sort of#'bready' thing entirely and just get the bowl of beans/onion/tomato (I'd leave the avocado since I don't like the#texture of them really lol). THEN I'd have $1 left to get the milk or the black tea... increasing my total of random drinks..#which is always the goal of course.. as a chronic ''person who is sipping at 5 different drinks at their desk simultaneously always'' perso#OR... I could just do.. waffle. scrambled eggs. sausage. mushrooms. and black coffee and orange juice.. which is... okay variety#augh... so difficult.. As my Ideal Breakfast is like a buffet type thing or something where you have like 25 different things to choose fro#and can get a little tiny bit of everything. My eating style is very much like.. I'd rather pick at a small amount of a ton of#different things than just have a very large amount of only one or two things. Thats why I LOVE sample platter type stuff.#So it's like... augh... the ideal option would be a tiny portion of EVERYTHING actually lol...#Difficult to choose...#ANYWAY.. Also no idea why I added croissant instead of bagel. I only thought about that afterwards. I do actually like bagels.#I've only ever even had a croissant like 2 times in my entire life. Yet I've had many bagels. For some reason it stuck out in my mind more#when I was considering 'essential breakfast foods' somehow... how could I forget them... bagels my beloved...#Blame it on the hot weather... 'What in the blazes? The sun hath obliterated the concept of bagels from my miind!'#(< meant to be said in a silly overdramatic elderly wizard accent or something)#Also I don't think ''bowl of beans. onion. avocado. and tomatos.'' is necessarily a breakfast classic or something gbhjjh#but I was just trying to think of a versatile vegetable-ish side that could be full of common breakfast additions#so people could do stuff like ''oh I get the toast option and then the bowl of stuff and I put the avocado on the toast'' etc.#Like a mix and match. You could mix ingredients from different parts. You could put scrambled eggs and bacon and onion#on the bread or soemthing. etc. I just feel like something is always missing if a Full Breakfast Spread#doesnt have some sort of onions or beans or mushrooms or asparagus or spinach like... some sort of thing that isn't just eggs and meat and#bread.. you know? lol..#But then again.. I am the Sampling Plate Style Variety Lover and Tiny Portion Of Food Picker so maybe thats just a me thing.
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aaaand BUMBLEBEE đ !!!!
#this isnt humanformers it's just my own bumblebee design like hes very much robot still#the face plate just isnt white cus um i do wat i wanbt#LOL#human bee would have afro puffs to resemble his antennas that curl at the tops for the horns too#the lil blue things being his fluff are his door wings!#i want him to be like one of those big fuzzy fat bees where their wings are so tiny how do they even manage 2 fly#well this one does not !#goldbug tho i think should fly bcs starscream parallels and his wings are not stubby and round like bbs here#which he ruthlessly ridicules bb for and flaunts his giant bee wings#anyways bbs servo fluff helps conceal his stingers#if u look closely on the face he has a nose scar and what looks like 3 freckles on each side#but rlly theyre just rips from the nose scar breaking and moving like mini scrapes from ur big car scar#he has an arm btw i just didnt feel like blocking that part of his body where the rest of it would go so i amputated him lol#it's ok i redesigned him off of cane bumblebee so it ok bumblebee it artist interpretation ok#i love his cane tho i need to fraw him with it i just hate fullbody aint nobody got time for that (me only)#(im. lazy )#ANYWAYS yea so. this is my idea of idw bee.. i think he would discover the and bumblebee meme and Not stop saying it. actually#bumblebee got wider and slighter taller but his wings have not ever changed#bumblebee#transformers#tf#if u wanna think of it as humanformers u can but hes an android then and not like a human human so ill tag it#humanformers#tf idw#maccadam#transformers idw
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fairest of the fair
#hi! im alive and back and etc.#six the musical#six the musical fanart#katherine howard#thinking of that post going 'i think eventually you become the person you needed most' and like maybe that's the thing with my art#this started out as a redraw and <improvement meme> i think i've finally reached the stage where i'm making the things that my younger self#aspired to create. like i can do this now! i've reached That level of technical skill! tiny me would be so proud. it's very gratifying#redraw from august this year actually. i've made a surprising amount of improvement HAHA maybe it was the adamandi stuff getting me#back into digital rendering. i think that obsession has quietly slipped away but yknow. one never truly leaves a fandom. just less intensit#also speaking of old fandoms! we're back with the six stuff haha. as of writing i'm in the midst of blog revamp- figuring out how to chill#multifandom status doesn't mean ditch all the old stuff ! but i do feel much freer and less stressed. i think hiatus has been good for me#notes on this piece particularly: redraw about cutting hair and thinking of the lyric above. also lowkey &j ref + pinterest poem excerpts#of female suffering. and maybe a dash of amanda heng let's walk inspo. this work is really just full of contradictions..#1. the mirror and cutting hair as an act of self liberation 2. the & is part of the lyric but also a nod to &j (in another iteration it was#pink but the white looked better) and like. &j is really all !!! girl power!!! etc. and i was like hmmmm. also matching pink shiny aes#3. the frame as a cage; the mirror as a self reflection idea (ie. saville's propped insp) but also as a sign of vanity. 4. sparkly costume#and pretty pose- read one too many poems about women feeling like they have to be pretty even in their suffering. something i wanted to#explore. and also in 5. the show itself... all you wanna do is. despite all the dancing and pink and sparkly the content of the song is#darker. and even though it's a story of her suffering it's still presented as a shiny fun pop song and ajshdhfhfh ok... 6. the lyrics fall#outside the frame. sort of a caught inbetween. sort of a trapped in the narrative and yet#within the frame it's all. vaguely handwavy breaking free vibes. like i said contradictions?#7. cutting off the long ponytail vs the pull my hair lyric at the end. yeah#8. the blocked off & looks a bit like scissors. positioned to cut right at the neck#anyways yeah irl remains hectic! but if i get around to more doodles they'll appear here :)
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The Hero
#generation loss#generation loss fanart#digital art#genloss#generation loss the social experiments#genloss tse#genloss fanart#ranboo fanart#this one was an actual PAIN#all the tiny mini scenes I drew within the tv screens were surprisingly very time consuming!!!!!#but hereâs the 3rd and final panel of another 3 part art series!! :D#(this is is my favourite though heehe)#Iâll share all three merged into one giant thing in a few days!! yippeee! :]
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i donât actually mind iterations of AB where sheâs âmeanâ (âŚagain, whatever the fuck that means in the 16c); but i really do reject portrayals where sheâs completely devoid of warmth. unfortunately for me, one of them has remained #1 prestige âblueprintâ tudor drama since 2012 đ
#I actually realized this tooâŚ#that itâs the source material#you can point to (few and far between ; but they do exist) moments of warmth in wolf hall and tobg#but ONLY in the screen adaptations#the source material of the books literally donât have any#itâs the adapter tweaking so that the audience doesnât *totally* hate her bcus thatâs not really#constructive for the purposes of the narrative / storytelling âŚ.#for them to be 100% alienated from her as a character and personality#so they tweak it to what. 98% . lol#primarily with her moments of tenderness with Elizabeth#and I mean Iâll take what I can get insofar as I think that very tiny aspect is an integral part of her#so infinitesimal props#but they donât allow it in any other aspect#so the implication is that motherhood âhumanizedâ her and she was otherwise#not quite human. which. I shouldnât have to say#has fairly gross implications about how these creators see women overallâŚ
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Thinking about them again and realising that I don't like the idea that Greylock was practically a bully to Cedric in their schooldays or that Cedric hated him. To each their own, but I think they're just two dorks with a bit of rivalry who get super competitive at times. They get along quite well together when they're not competing! Well, and when Greylock's not pranking him. He's just the annoying friend, I guess. I don't want Greylock to ever stop being annoying, and I want Cedric to be seriously concerned if he does stop.
As for why Cedric wouldn't consider him a friend: this is Season 2 Cedric. Literally his whole arc is about friendship.
#dude if i wasn't using the neighbour's awful wi-fi right now i'd rewatch the episode#i already have most of the clips of them saved to my phone#but i missed the one when they're in the castle#ALSO I DO NOT CARE IF I AM READING THEIR INTERACTIONS WRONG LET ME STAY BLISSFULLY IGNORANT#just kidding do tell me#also one reason i think they were never actually on bad terms is because them working together is not exactly made a huge deal by them#posting this because the more i actively think about them and write down my thoughts#the better ideas i get for my wip#and i just now got one that will definitely ease along the plot a lot better#and will also make cedric a bigger part of the plot#because currently his role is very tiny#anyways i'm open to criticism (not hate)#i love a good enemies to friends/lovers or whatever but they don't exactly seem like that to me#something much milder than enemies#greylock the grand#sofia the first#cedric the sorcerer
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god tywin lannister deserved worse
just remembering elias death and i wanna puke and the way tywin talks about elia and what happened is so damn gross
but rip tommen and myrcella we all know whatâs about to happen in the next book :/
the cycle of violence just keeps spinning and damn you tywin for beginning it
(i got a bit crazy in the tags đ)
#rest in peace elia and rhaenys#iâm one of those crazy ppl who thinks jaqen hâghar is aegon đ#literally lost the teeny tiny amount of credibility i had#anyways i think doranâs in on it and i think rhaegar switched out asharas child for aegon paralleling the baby swap jon does#the pact made in braavos about viserys and dany marriages is a half truth half lie#and arianne being sent to faegon is simply doran testing his heir. if she messes up then whoeverâs spying for doran will correct her#gerold dayne knows too much thatâs why doran thinks heâs too dangerous#but this would make the dornish plot sooooo much more interesting and would show that no doran hasnât been doing nothing#it would also automatically make the daynes more important#jaqen (aegon) was in kings landing to kill robert but got caught by varys. syrio was sent to find him. ned cleared out the black cells tho#saving aegon in the process. fun how weâre actually introduced to this character through lyanna starks mini me arya#aegon was able to kill robert with a boar tho so mission accomplished.#now heâs in old town trying to hatch his dragon egg. the stone beast taking flight in danys vision is aegon being symbolically depictedâŚ#..as a spinx#iâm crazy delusional. but ppl who think faegon is actually aegon are even more delusional than me#plus the real aegon being alive fulfills the suns son part of quaithes warnings#i like this theory bc it makes the dorne plot more interesting and it explains whatever is going on with jaqen hâghar cause he is sus#yes yes i know iâm delusional đ i just think itâd be a very interesting twist#kinda hoping no one sees this post at this point bc i know no one will take this theory well lol#i do think this theory can be supported by the text tho#and cerseis throw away line about ned stealing asharas baby would suddenly become peak foreshadowing#barristan comparign dany to ashara would also be peak foreshadowing bc ashara would take the place of gilly in this parallel and she was dis#dishonored by someone at harrenhall. likely aerys and then she turned to a stark probably brandon for comfort#tbh i think it was ashara who lied to brandon about what happened to lyanna. perhaps she was trying to mess with brandonâs wedding and#was trying to get back at rhaegar for humiliating elia at the tourney. i highly doubt it was baelish who lied to brandon cause brandon#has little reason to believe him and no reason to trust him. ashara tho? arthur daynes sister and elias lady in waiting? also his lover?#anyways varys the spider potentially stealing aegon away (if he did take a child it was the false aegon) is there to parallel the others#who ride ice spiders taking crasters sons. tbh i think it was aegon who decided he wanted to train as a faceless man so he could get revenge#on his own terms. and the sea lord of braavos at the time was in on it and helped aegon with his plans#the unveiling coming up is going to be a lot more important than arya just reclaiming her identity. yes im delusional lmao. rant over
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FFxivWrite 2024
Day 22 - Return (Free Day)
A part of Rael thought that all of this was going to smoothly. Or maybe for once they were simply lucky. Not only had they been able to free Flame General Raubahn from Ilberdâs imprisonment, it also seemed as if Sultana Nanamo truly wasnât dead. Not only were this very good news on its own but it would also absolve the Scions from all accusations that had been made against them - public or not.
Going back to Vesper Bay and the Waking Sands still felt peculiar and so did hiding Raubahn there, but Yugiri had assured them that she herself had checked if the place was safe and not watched by their enemies. The Au Ra had so far proven one of their most loyal and competent allies and so Rael didnât doubt her words.
Neither did they doubt the information Yugiri and her shinobi had gathered this time. Given the possibility that the sultana had only been poisened and was just asleep, instead of dead, the most likely person to know how to wake her up would be the one who had administered the poison. Suspiciously one of the sultanaâs personal chambermaids had vanished from the palace without a trace only a few days after the incident.
Now Yugiri had apparently found out that the woman was hiding at no other place than the Silver Bazaar. The mention of this name alone made Aâvilohâs ears attentively shoot up. Rael could only imagine what the prospect of returning to the place, that now was the closest thing to a home for him, must feel like.
Raubahn suggested that, to stay unseen for as long as possible and also to fasten their journey, it would be best to take a boat from Vesper Bay, around Crescent Cove and past the Beaconhill Lighthouse to travel to the Bazaar. For understandable reasons Aâviloh visibly didnât like this idea. But of course none of the persons present - except Rael - knew that Aâviloh had not only lived at the Silver Bazaar for about a year but also had been washed ashore there after a shipwreck and likely the most horrible time of his life.
âWouldnât it be smarter to split up?â, Rael suggested. âIf Aâviloh and I travel over land, just the two of us, we could certainly stay undected. This way we could approach the settlement from both ways at the same time and make sure our target doesnât get away.â
Nothing would happen to the Miqoâte of course on a simple boat trip from here to the Bazaar and he probably could not hide from this phobia forever but in this case Rael didnât see any reason to make him unnecessarily uncomfortable. Besides, the reason they had brought up was in fact a good one and so it was decided that just as Rael had suggested the two of them would travel over land while the rest of them would take a boat. They would keep in contact via linkpearl and make sure both groups were safe and would arrive at the same time.
As expected their journey went without issues. The area was sparsely populated apart from Vesper Bay and Horizon but even there werenât too many guards present and they passed without being recognised.
âWe should speak to Kikipu first.â, Rael suggested as the two of them walked towards the settlement. âI am sure she knows best about everything happening at the Bazaar.â
Vehemently Aâviloh nodded and if his tail hadnât been hidden by his coat, Rael was sure it would have excitedly wagged back and forth. As they walked into the settlement Pipin approached them from the harbor side and decided to keep an eye on the gate, while Aâviloh had already spotted the small Lalafell woman with the lavender colored hair.
âHelloâŚâ, he said shyly as they stepped toward her, almost as if he felt bad for having vanished for so long without a word.
Surprised she turned around and looked up to the familiar voice. Upon seeing the Miqoâte in his disguise, which obviously did nothing to hide his identity from her, the surprise on her face turned into a mix of disbelief and relieved happiness.
âAâvi? Is it really you?â, she asked quietly.
The Miqoâte knelt down, pulled back his hood and apologetically smiled at her. âHello, Kikipu.â
Instantly the Lalafell raised her hands to her mouth and her eyes got glassy. âAâvi! My boy! I missed you so much! I was so horribly worried something could have happened to you.â
Aâviloh leant forward, hugging her tightly and she returned the hug in equal manner. âI missed you too! And I am so sorry I left without saying goodbye or at least sending a letter. Believe me, I thought about it. But I feared it would only put you in dangerâŚâ
âIn danger?â, Kikipu asked a little shocked. âSo something happened after all? There were rumours about turmoil in the city that day you visited the festivities at the palace.â
âI canât explain everything now, but I promise that I will soon. Just know that whatever you heard about us is nothing but lies.â, Aâviloh pleaded, holding her tiny hands tightly in his own.
âI thought so...â, she said and nodded firmly. âA few days after the festivities strange, unfriendly men in blue uniforms appeared here and started asking questions about you.â
âThe Crystal Braves?â, Aâviloh asked alarmed. âDid they harm you?â
âHarm me? You think I let anybody bully me?â, the Lalafell laughed. âI said you werenât here and told them to get lost!â
Aâviloh chuckled. âYes, I can imagine that.â
âBut why are you here now?â, Kikipu wondered.
âWe are looking for a midlander woman, who was one of the sultanaâs chambermaids. It is possible she is to blame for what happened at the palace that day.â, Aâviloh explained and added, âBut I promise, we only want to talk to her.â
âMeriel?â, the Lalafell asked surprised and Aâviloh nodded. âYes, that was her name!â
âI admit she seemed troubled when she returned from the city but I never would have suspected her to be involved in something badâŚâ, she seemed seriously unsettled by this news. âTo think that maybe you got in trouble because of her⌠Oh, what a fool I was!â
âNo, donât blame yourself.â, the Miqoâte comforted her. âYou did nothing wrong. I know you would never turn away someone needing help.â
So far Rael had only watched and it had been truly heartwarming to see the two of them reunited, but during the whole time Rael had also scanned the rest of the town, watching the others questioning some of the remaining villagers and keeping an eye out for their target. Rael preferred to find the woman in question before she noticed the unusual visitors and decided to flee.
âCan we speak to Meriel though?â, Rael asked impatiently and Kikipu hesitantly nodded and pointed towards one of the buildings. âShe lives there.â
Once again Aâviloh hugged her.
âI promise we will speak later. But this matter cannot wait sadlyâŚâ
Kikipu smiled and patted his head.
âJust donât vanish again without a word.â
#FFxivWrite2024#FFxivWrite#ffxiv writing#ffxiv#ff14#final fantasy xiv#final fantasy 14#Aviloh Tia#Rael Hyskaris#Kikipu Kipu#this was one of the first things I thought about when wondering about which parts of HW I want to write#Its not a really important quest actually but I think for A'vi it is!#I like the connection I crafted here between him and a otherwise very unimportant NPC#its so nice to think about them being like chosen family#Kikipo who seems so passionate about her home and probably sees all of the people living there as family#and A'vi who lost every home or family he ever had and found a place there where he can finally feel safe and loved again#(I'm not crying - you're crying!)#also posing Lalafell and normally tall people is a pain...#if you actually can consider A'vi NORMALLY tall because he is tiny but my point still stands#8 more prompts to go...#still curious about the rest but also slowly quite exhausted by this XD
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I actually find gender swapping characters really interesting (what part of their expression is dictated by gender norms vs certain events in their life vs their personal preferences that wouldn't change either way, etc.) so now I wanna draw what that would look like in my ocs except I am in pain rn so I'm forced to just lie there and be plagued by visions
#ok but#the thing with north is that when he ran away he cut off his hair and started wearing masculine clothing to hide his identity and went âwait#this actually feels right wtfâ#but i dont think he really did anything with his appearance prior to that. he kinda was just existing not really thinking about himself#he was really only focused on protecting and caring for saffron#so a gender swapped version wouldnt be much different pre-running away#not bothering about cutting hair + the cultists' robes look very similar in both feminine and masculine versions#so fem north would still have short hair to make her appearance less recognizable#just would wear dresses and stuff#saffron though. i think she presents herself more in accordance with gender norms#so gender swapped saffron would always have short hair + more masculine looking clothing#but i think her mannerisms and behavior would stay the same. also her general frame#like yes she in part dresses and looks this way because thats whats expected of her + thats how she was raised by The Lady but a lot of it#esp in terms of her personality is Just Her. this would stay the same#warren doesnt give a shit. he doesnt have much gender to begin with. no gender only swag#so he would look almost exactly the same just with less facial hair probably#The Lady would very much be different. like instead of graceful threatening elegant old-ish woman with Big Hair and Big Dress#shed have short hair same level of elegance but masculine clothes probably facial hair too. like one of them small sharp beards yk#the restaurant owner (still dont have a name for her) wouldnt change almost at all as well. shes very much function/comfort over style#her clothes are already masculine n she has short hair both for convenience#shed straight up look the same just with a stubble or smth#there are a couple other characters in this story i have thoughts on but i havent introduced/developed them properly yet#pjsk ocs though ! ive been thinking abt them again#matsu is pretty feminine and it does play a role in a âpart of why ppl think hes weirdâ kinda way#so as a girl hed be more masc presenting#i dont think fumi would really change at all. she also dresses mainly for convenience but i do think she does have a little regard for#for gender norms. but like. barely any. so maximum changes would be those ponytail parts of her hair getting like. a tiny bit shorter#toshiro would stay the EXACT same. he does his own thing#seina dresses that way bc shes expected to but also thats just genuinely how she is. so swapped shed still have longer hair n feminine#demeanor but wear pants or smth. im hitting tag limit help. cries
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BOXTOP STOP TRYING TO CHEW ON THE RATS
#POOR RUE#THEY ARE GETTING CHEWED#boxtop does not have sharp enough teeth to Hurt they're like ouppy teeth#but STOP CHEWING AND SLOBBERING ON THE RODENTS THEY HAVE FEELINGS#rue is literally exactly half the size of therapy rat (owen) they're Tiny#they're not really a Rat they're a mouse (a Lantern Mouse. which is actually usually larger than a rat tbh but. rue is Tiny)#rue is moreso a regular earth mouse Mixed With a lantern mouse they're a multifictive from both rainworld and ratssmp#lantern mice are kinda Big tho theyre like. you gotta hold em with two hands kinda hefty#gambian pouched rat lookin ass#we have a Full Lantern Mouse echo as well its name is Eep! (the exclamation point is part of the name)#and it's a good inch taller than therapy rat#and Rue is Very Very Small compared to it#but both of them Glow In The Dark :)
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In a previous post (here), I said I wanted A.B.A with baby chicks due to me misunderstanding an idiom in her lore, so, behold!
This is very self indulgent. Also idk how to draw chicks.
I imagine they're all named after something wacky per A.B.A's choice. Maybe related to keys or something... Who knows!?
#a.b.a#art tag2b named#edit: oops I left a blood splatter uncolored by accident... it does kinda look nice with the rest of the lines there being lighter so we'll#say it was all a very calculated artistic stylisation of a splatter đ (actually the legs part is lighter cause my prev pen ran out of ink)#edited some tiny things w medi.bang but it was mostly left unchanged
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quoting the entire revised act four scene fourteen from the cursed child because it needs to be tattooed onto my brain:
SCORPIUS and ALBUS run into a room, and up a staircase where they are loitering and talking to one another. ALBUS is a few stairs above SCORPIUS, and is looking down on him. Enter ROSE who hides at the bottom of the staircase and listens to them.
Scorpius (excited): I canât quite believe I did that.
Albus: I canât quite believe you did that either.
Scorpius: Rose Granger-Weasley. I asked Rose-Granger WeasleyâŚ. to be my friend!
ROSE frowns in confusion and at the bottom of the stairs.
Albus (also excited): And she said no!
Scorpius: But I asked her. I planted the acorn. The acorn that will grow into our eventual⌠allegiance.
Albus: But you do know that Rose hates you?
Scorpius: Correction, she used to hate me, but did you see the look in her eyes when I asked? That wasnât hate⌠that was pity!
SCORPIUS is smiling with glee, whilst ROSE cringes.
Albus: And pityâs good?
Scorpius: Pity is the start of a foundation on which to build a palace â a palace of harmony.
They laugh briefly, even ROSE has to stifle herself from her own amusement. Then ALBUS becomes serious and goes quiet. He steps down towards SCORPIUS until they are close together, and then puts a tender hand on his shoulder, almost intimate in the moment of it all.
Albus (quietly and very softly): And thatâs who you want? In your palace?
Another silence. SCORPIUS looks confused, ROSE looks sad. She realises his longing.
Scorpius (floored by the sudden sentimentality of the moment): Yes⌠Iâ I think. Right?
ROSE steels herself, and emerges from her spot under the stairs to meet them from the bottom.
Rose: Hi.
SCORPIUS and ALBUS turn to her immediately. ALBUSâ hand is still on SCORPIUSâ shoulder. ROSE looks at the both of them intently, and neither boy knows quite how to reply.
Rose: This is only going to be weird if you two let it be weird.
ROSE looks between both of them very purposefully. ALBUS grows self conscious at this and quickly removes his hand from SCORPIUSâ shoulder.
Scorpius: Received and entirely understood.
ROSE looks at ALBUS.
Rose (very gently): Are you okay?
Albus (smiling at her but a little weak): Yeah.
ROSE smiles back, and exits. Another momentary silence.
Albus: Maybe pity is a start.
Scorpius: Are you heading to Quidditch? Slytherin are playing Hufflepuff â itâs a big one â
Albus: I thought we hated Quidditch?
Scorpius: People can change.
They both start walking down the stairs in the direction of where ROSE left.
Scorpius: Besides, Iâve been practising. I think I might make the team! âŚEventually. Come on.
SCORPIUS starts walking off but ALBUS stops on the bottom stair. SCORPIUS looks back at him.
Albus: I canât. My dadâs arranged to come upâ
Scorpius: Heâs taking time away from the Ministry?
Albus: He wants to go on a walkâ something to show meâ share with meâ something.
Scorpius: A walk?
Albus: I know, I think itâs a bonding thing.
Both SCORPIUS and ALBUS pause before simultaneously and very dramatically pretending to vomit. They laugh.
Albus: Still, you know, I think Iâll go.
SCORPIUS reaches in and hugs ALBUS, who is a head taller than him due to the height of the stair heâs still standing on. ALBUS is frozen for a moment before he reciprocates and they are still. When ALBUS breaks the silence, his face is pressed so very close to SCORPIUSâ.
Albus: Whatâs this? I thought we decided we donât hug.
SCORPIUS dislocates from ALBUS.
Scorpius: I wasnât sure. Whether we should. In this new version of us.
ALBUS smiles at him as SCORPIUS walks off without him. SCORPIUS smiles at him when he looks back.
ALBUS (still smiling, full): Iâll see you at dinner.
#ik i added way more stage direction then necessary so it doesnât actually resemble a script#but i needed to bc it was the acting and body language and the way they said things that were romantic. not actually what they saidâ#but how they were saying it. long gay silences abound here.#so im glad i sat so close to the stage that i could literally see their facial expressions- it was important for this scene#plus!! it was really only some tiny changes that made such a huge difference like the âin my headâ part being taken out of scorpiusâ line#and rose saying âitll only be weird if you TWO let it beâ changes the whole meaning as well#and she asks albus is heâs ok which makes him continue with âmaybe pity is a startâ symbolising how its she and him who will rebuild their-#-relationship#but when i tell you albusâs face was SO CLOSE to scorpiusâs GAH#and he was talking so very lovingly to him⌠bruh#harry potter#hp#hpcc#cursed child#scorbus#harry potter and the cursed child#rose granger weasley#scorpius malfoy#albus severus potter#albus potter#harry potter next generation#rose weasley#albius#scorpius x albus#rgw tag#scorpius hyperion malfoy#hp nextgen#rewriting
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my brother can make me laugh without moving at all. he can make me laugh on command, just by existing, and there is no physical tell or indication that it is about to happen. itâs like he can will me to laugh and i will. of course weâre not telepathic, but we do speak in unison sometimes. we improvise like no oneâs business. we could fool anyone into believing we are psychically linked. when i try to explain it, i sound silly saying it out loud, but i really CAN tell what heâs thinking. we exchange so much information just with a look. he can make me cry laughing and he doesnât even have to move
#i miss him so much i need him back i need him to live next to me again. i need to mooch off his wifi from my porch and invite him over#i miss him so much.#heâs only 2 minutes younger but he feels years younger. and yet i think weâre two halves of one soul#iâve always babied him not even in a mean or diminishing way but i felt this need to protect him#because he tends to be so naive and so shy#but. i am so proud of him. i need to show him off to everyone and i need everyone to understand how funny and charming he is#it feels like i grew up and left him where he will remain 11 forever. i miss him more than moving back home can fix#i miss him in ways that have nothing to do with the distance between our locations#but. it would certainly help to be able to see him every day#i keep smelling the carpet in his room and itâs so vivid. i remember the countless hours we spent developing huge wood block cities#and we would drive hot wheels over the wooden raceways we had made. we were actually quite coordinated and autistic about it#we were always building things together#just recently me and him talked on the phone about an old mlp au we came up with. all original characters and shit#it was super extensive and very clever#i STILL think it would make a really cool book series or something#i remember watching him play army men RTS gamecube on the wii. i STILL listen to the soundtrack to that game likeâŚ. daily#i remember walking into my room once where he was watching a show. and he was crying#and he NEVER cries over tv#but he was crying because his favorite character had resigned from the organization that the series was based around#and he was so distraught that she was leaving.#i remember when all 3 of us slept in one room. i remember when me and him were in bunk beds across the room#and we would sneak out of bed right as the parents left and stayed up playing by the light of the nightlight#the way we raced back into bed when the parents were approaching đ#my mom always says sheâs sad that i seem to remember so little of my life. like every story of my youth is news to me lmao#but i feel like i remember the most important parts? i think so#i remember how mom woke me up in the night to ask me to roll over because my bro could see my face from where he was sleeping#and he was scared because there was a weird shadow cast on my face that made it look like a skull which was making it hard for him to sleep#it was. so funny. i begrudgingly rolled over#i donât know. itâs just that there isnât a single instance i bring up that my brother does not also remember.#no matter how tiny or specific. we shared everything growing up
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