#actually dont i still have that phone.... somewhere.... hmmm....

[krytus]

DIDDD I ACTUALLY GO BACK AND DELETE ALL MY SU POSTS??? PAST ME THE HATERISM IS OFF THE CHARTSSSS

[words-for-holland]

Happier (4) | T.H.

Summary: Y/N & Tom speak to each other for the first time in 3 weeks! Tom is in talks of doing a new movie. Lots of yelling, painful pictures being sent. Harrison and Harry go on a trip. Does Kate finally tell the truth to Y/N?

A/N: Hmmm....seems like Natalie & Matt is everyone’s favorite/hated suspects. More theories lets hear em!!!

Part 1 | Part 2 | Part 3 | Part 4 | Part 5 | Part 6 | Part 7 | Part 8

Sanctuary

Its a word often used to protect those within a troubling world. For some it’s a church, a home, sometimes a family and friend. For Y/N and Tom, sanctuaray was no where to be found. Three weeks it’s been since the world felt like it collapsed on Y/N and Tom. Three weeks of feeling left in a troubling space that they could not get out of...until now. As soon as they heard each other’s voices on the phone, it gave them a moment of relief, but only for a moment.

“So...how are you?” Tom asks nervously. He wanted to pick his words out carefully in hopes that he wouldn’t upset her.

“Im okay.” Y/N responds quietly as she looks back at her phone. No message yet, maybe she was in the clear and that gave her a small boost of confidence. It was going to be okay. “How about you?” She asks back, not really sure how to carry the conversation. In any case, how does one continue talking to an ex without making it awkward? Let alone how does one talk to someone without the fear of being blackmailed.

“Yeah Im great...really great.” Tom lies and chuckles nervously.

Y/N could tell by the tone of his voice how nervous he was. A habit she always found to be adorable for him. Y/N rolled her eyes with a slight smile before she questions him in a serious tone “Why did you call Tom?”

Tom closes his eyes, letting out a stressed sigh. “I miss you Y/N and I dont care what you say or what you said to me that night, but this wasn’t supposed to happen.”

“I miss you too but things happen beyond our control, Tom. Sometimes it just can’t be helped.” Y/N responds nonchalantely, staring at her phone again. No messages still.

“Thats a load of bullshit and you know it. We were supposed to get through anything. Fuck the rumors fuck everything! This isn’t like you Y/N!” Tom vents out every feeling and thought he had since she left. “You say you miss me but then what are we doing? Why are we continuing to hurt ourselves like this?”

Y/N shakes her head, knowing deep down the reason why but could never say. Not unless she wanted to ruin his dream. She could never. “It’s not that simple.” She croaked.

“We would have found a way to get through it, but you gave up so easily. I know for a fact my Y/N never gave up without a fight.”

Y/N looks again at her phone, and no messages were to be found. Maybe she could tell him, and they wouldnt know, but Y/N knew better. Somewhere out there there was someone always watching her every move. “I cant do this right now. Goodbye Tom.” Y/N hangs up as she continues to cry herself to sleep. So much for sanctuary.

Its the morning after, and as Y/N heads downstairs, she hears soft laughter and conversations echoing through the halls. For a second it almost sounded like Tom’s, and she hurried toward the room only to be disappointed. In the living room was Matt and Kate as they made small talk awaiting for Y/N’s arrival.

“Y/N! You’re awake!” Kate exclaims as she gets up from the seat to give her a hug. “Look who decided to drop by!”

Matt looked up at Y/N and gives her a shy smile and wave. He’s dressed in his navy blue LBI shirt and cream colored shorts. It was typical high school Matt...nothing had changed with him.

“Yes I see that....I’m sorry did we have plans and I forgot?” Y/N asked confused.

“No actually uh I invited him over because I knew you wanted to catch up with him after last week..so I pulled some strings.” Kate whispers.

“You..what?” Y/N asked annoyed, her eyes glaring and her brows furrowed. If there was one thing Y/N hated it was blind dates. She had stressed that over and over throughout the years that she hated it, especially with people she used to have romantic feelings for. The keyword..USED.

“Cmon Y/N. Remember this was the time for you to move on and forget. Plus you wouldn’t want to send him away after he came here just to see you!” Kate tries her best to sell it, she had to...there’s wasnt really a choice.

Y/N looked back at Matt and groaned silently to her best friend. “Fine I’ll go, but this is the last blind date you’re ever setting me up on AND you’re doing the dishes.” She emphasized as she got ready and grabbed her purse.

To say Y/N was surprised was an understatment. For sure, she had a feeling this was going to be awkward in so many ways like any other first dates, but this...wasn’t too bad. Though she realized it wasn’t a date this was just two old friends catching up from the past.

She learned a lot about him and how his younger brother Steven was working on becoming an engineer and how his little sister Emily was also grown up and working towards becoming a physical therapist. As for Matt, he was working in the city too as an accountant for a finance firm. While they continued to eat their lunch at Chelsea’s Market, she couldn’t help but make the comparisons.

Matt didn’t dress up like Tom, didnt make her laugh like Tom does, didnt make her blush the way Tom does, didnt smile like Tom, and when he touched her hand...she didnt feel the goosebumps the way Tom would. It was clear. He wasn’t Tom and could never be Tom.

The date came to a close, but Y/N hadn’t really gathered much from it since she was so focused on Tom. Every word Matt had said to her barely made it through. She’d be lying if she didnt say the date was okay but she’d be lying even more if she had said she’d enjoy it.

She looked into his blue eyes as he looked into hers. Matt tried to lean forward to give her a kiss, but Y/N moved away. She couldnt. Not when Tom was still present in her thoughts and her mind. “Im sorry...I just got out of a serious relationship and well —” Y/N whispers feeling guilt in her heart.

“No no. It’s fine really. Maybe I was too forward with this and I had no idea....I’m sorry.” Matt laughs, feeling heavily disappointed. “I’ll uhh I’ll see you around?” Y/N nods as she waves him goodbye.

The next day, Tom wakes up in his bed still praying that this whole phase was just a nightmare he’s still having trouble waking up from. Today was not that day. He got up and dressed appropiately knowing that today would be a meeting for his upcoming project. He had forgotten all about it especially with everything going on. When he arrived and entered the room with Harrison, Natalie also appeared sitting in one of the chairs with a smile and coffee on hand.

“Jesus you’re like everywhere now.” Harrison speaks out taking the seat across from her, while Tom takes the seat next to Harrison.

“Well I mean I do live with you guys temporarily until my flat gets fixed, and I did get cast in the same movie as Tom.” She laughs pointing out the obvious.

Tom looked up, his eye wide open and brows raised. He completely forgot the fact that she was going to be playing his love interest for the film. He tried to recall if he had told Y/N about it before and if maybe that’s why she was also mad. Maybe if he told her now, that would make her feel better? Tom was lost in his thoughts he didnt hear the other publicists in the room calling out to him. “Tom are you listening?”

Harrison quickly hits his best friend to wake him up from his thoughts. “Huh? Uh..no sorry.” Tom confesses, looking down at the table.

The publicists, both roll their eyes in annoyance. “We’re telling you that you need to do a lot of PR for this movie in order to boost the sales, and recoginition for both you and Natalie. This means..you’re going to have to pretend you’re in a relationship for some time.”

Tom and Harrison are now fully attentive and furious. “What?! Im not doing PR for this. That is low for the both of us. We shouldnt have to fake a relationship to get our work across” Tom yells out fury burning in his brown eyes.

“I know Tom, but no one watches it for the films nowadays it’s about the image, and right now we’re trying to help both of yours and Natalie’s. You’ve been looking liek a depressed bloke this past month and Natalie is trying to get some exposure in the business.” The publicists expalin. “Harrison, help us out here.”

“Look mate, Im just his assistant. It’s up to Tom if he wants to do this or not.” Harrison speaks out as he points to his best friend. He faces Tom and whispers, “You don’t have to do this mate, there are other projects out there.”

Tom nods, as he looks at the room of people. He closes his eyes, but all he could see was Y/N. Deep down, Tom knew he couldnt do this to her. “I..I don’t think I can do this.”

Natalie and the publicists’ eyes shot up in fear, unhappy with the response given. They knew there was only one thing they could do now. “Ah I understand. It’s because of a girl isn’t?” Natalie’s publicist speaks out. Tom looks at her and then down at the table, as he slowly nods his head. “Yes well Natalie’s told me all about her. Seems like a bright girl, but believe Tom she doesn’t love you as much as you thought she did.”

Tom’s eyes dart towards the publicist as his eyes continue to stare down in anger. He was angry, pissed off that they could ever make that assumption. “Fuck you! You don’t know anything!” His tone set in anger.

“Oh..but we do. See you think Y/N is remaining as faithful as you after a breakup, but why is she already out with another guy.” The publicist continues. She hands her phone to Tom as he swipes through the pictures of Y/N and Matt’s date. He saw Y/N smile at Matt, laugh with him, and touch his shoulder. Yet, the one picture that broke him the most was the one where Matt almost kissed Y/N. While Tom didn’t know the backstory, he could very well imagine how it went. Everything in him shattered, and his eyes started to well up.

“Mate..there’s gotta be an explanation for all of this. Y/N wouldn’t move on from you that quickly. You know her..she wouldn’t. This is all rubbish.” Harrison tried to reason to his heartbroken best friend. For once, he couldn’t rule out Natalie. She didn’t blackmail Y/N, someone else did.

“Fine. I’ll do it.” Tom grumbles as he gets up and walks away.

The world was quiet for the next two days, and it almost seemed like a break from all of it. Back in the New York, Y/N was minding her own business in the apartment with Kate, when she got a text message.

Unknown

Answer the next phone call. ❤️

Y/N’s phone rings and it’s Tom. Her hands are shaking, afraid of what was going to happen. “Y/N.” Tom says shortly, tone filled with disappointment.

“Tom” Y/N replies, her voice shaking.

This wasn’t sanctuary anymore. This was hell.

“Tell me it’s not true.” Tom speaks out, needing to hear the truth. “Did you go out with another guy?”

Y/N hesistated for a moment, unsure of what to say. She could either lie or tell the truth but it didnt matter at this point she was fucked either way. “Yes.” She breathes out. “But — ”

“It’s not what I think? Right?” His tone getting louder. “So it’s okay for you to judge me with Natalie, but not okay for me to judge you with some bloke you’re with?”

“Matt is my friend and I had no choice in that matter!” Y/N yells out, unhappy with how Tom was confronting her.

“Did he threaten you?”

Y/N hesitated for a moment, not him but someone was threatening her. “No.”

“Then you did have a choice.”

As soon as Y/N was going to speak, she got a new message. This time it was a picture from Unknown. One of Tom and Natalie getting cozy as they walked out of a building. Natalie was smiling and Tom had his arms wrapped around her shoulder. “Yeah, guess you made yours too with Natalie.”

Tom was in shock, did she know about the him and Natalie. “Y/N it’s not what you —”

“What? What I think? Yeah that makes two of us, but you want to make assumptions? Fine. You look like you already moved on yourself, but moving on with a girl you know I can’t stand...that’s an all time low for you.” Y/N hangs up and throws her phone across the room. Kate quickly comes to comfort her best friend.

“He...he moved on.” She sobbed quietly in Kate’s arms.

“I know...it’s going to be okay.” Kate whispers. Tears started to also fall on Kate’s eyes as she saw how much pain her best friend was in. She looked at her phone and quickly deleted the pictures she had taken of Y/N and Matt. “Im so sorry. I..have to tell you something.”

Y/N had fallen fast asleep, exhausted from crying. Just when Kate was ready to tell the truth...the door rang.

“Kate!” Harrison and Harry said spoke out in relief as they hugged her.

“Hey..what are you guys doing here?” She asked surprised but also relieved.

Harrison and Harry looked at each. “We want to help find out the truth.”

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[lovelybunny08]

The Backroom

♡ Pairing- Yoongi X Reader

♡ Genre- Smut, doctor, fingering

♡Description- What happens when one of your fantasy comes true 

♡ Again thank you @artofediting for editing all my story. Seriously love you I dont know what I will do without you.😭😭 

♡ Word Count- 3,058

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Your job at the hospital is ER patient registration. It is rather straightforward occupation: register the patient when they come into the emergency room. Nothing more, nothing less. In most circumstances, it would be an easy job…but you’re not in most circumstances considering that the hospital you’re employed at is located downtown, only a few blocks away from a long strip of somewhat questionable bars and nightclubs. The daytime shifts were normally easygoing; the only complications being the odd day here and there where the ER would overflow with patients from minor ailments. Now, that was the daytime shift, but working the overnight shift (especially on weekends) was a different story. You can account for several times in which patients were so incredible intoxicated that you had to repeatedly remind them of their location followed by why they were there. Furthermore, attempting to register drunk patients into the ER was like talking to a toddler: a lot of babbling and no clear answers. Due to this, finishing your charts was next to impossible and the minutes dragged into eternity. You would do anything for a distraction…

…and wow, did your hospital always deliver.

The one piece of excitement to break up the registering monotony was the attending physician on call: Dr. Min. You never spoke a word to him, preferring to ogle him like every other female employee (and more often than not, the patients too). He was strikingly beautiful with slightly mussed blond hair and penetrating eyes softened by his gummy smile. He was physically astonishing, yes, but you also recognized that he was one of the only attendings that treated all the hospital employees equally. Although, there was one particular feature that plagued your mind most nights: his hands. The way his wide palms flooded into his long and firm fingers made arguing with the drunks worthwhile. Only God above knows how often you imagined those hands grasping your neck. As if to entertain your prayers, you have been blessed in that Dr. Min always works the overnight shifts for some unholy reason. At this point you’ve convinced yourself that that ethereal being is the only reason you continue working the overnight sift; otherwise you would have saved yourself countless hours of sleep and frustration.  

Snapping out of your recollection, you shake your head a little and look at the clock in the ER as it strikes 10 a.m. Your back was already aching in the creaky chair with you share a love/hate relationship. You had begun your day shift at 6 a.m., only to take on the night shift as well when one of your co-workers begged you to change with them. Being the ever-so kind and honestly broke soul that you are, you take it without a lot of convincing. Your eyes wondered about the relatively empty waiting room as you calculated how you would spend the five hours between your dayshift and overnight shift. You settle upon going home to take a shower and hopefully a short nap. Before you started drooling over the thought of your bed, the irritating squeak of a soccer mom with her cleated-up son snatched your attention. You huff as you fall into your chair and pull up a new registration form. You plaster the most convincing smile you can as you address her, “Yes ma’am, can I have the patient’s name please?”

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You awake to the blaring of your alarm and nearly throw your phone against the wall. You rub the sleep out of your eyes as you attempt to come out of the coma of a nap you fell into. You dress yourself in black work pants and a nice white shirt, at work you were required to wear business attire. You stumble to the bathroom to make yourself look somewhat presentable. Drunk people were brutally honest, and you had gotten enough rude comments about your tired appearance in the past. You make yourself some coffee and grab an apple as you head off for your overnight shift.  

You clock in at the hospital at 22: 30 sharp and begin to settle in at the desk to get your “day” started. After a few hours, you were surprised with how calm the shift had gone thus far. Granted, it was a weekday and people didn’t tend to drink and go as hard as they would on the weekends. You were currently taking a short break in the back room behind the desk when you hear a knock at the door. Your eyes flip to a computer on the counter expecting to see an alert for a patient needing to be registered. When no such notification appeared, your eyebrows furrowed in confusion. Another knock on the door drags your feet underneath you as you go to open the door. With widened eyes and a sucked in breath (can’t believe your body betrayed you), you greet the captivating gaze of Dr. Min. Realizing that you were just standing their gawking (good job being subtle), you address him.

“Oh-uh, hi, Dr. Min. Is there a patient I need to register?” You don’t fail to notice his deft fingers gripping a coffee cup in one hand. You mentally wipe your drool when he smiles at you and peers down at you.  

“No, I just came here to bring you some coffee.” He responded, waiting for you to take the steaming black liquid.  

You take the coffee with a grateful smile. You continue to stare at each other awkwardly until you realize that he’s waiting for you to let him into the room. In your haste, your slosh the scalding liquid on your hand as you pull the door open wider. You muffle a small yelp and watch curiously as he looks around the small space. The backroom was better described as a spacious closet with a couple chairs in the corner next to a counter in the back corner and a small bed lining a wall for the employees to rest when they have a break. The only other piece of furniture was a small cabinet next to the door where employees often kept little snacks and such. A computer which monitors patients waiting to be registered sits atop the small counter. There were no windows, only another door at the other end of the room which led to a small supply closet. You both make your way across the room and settle into the two chairs.  

“I haven’t seen you in a while.” His voice startled you when he interrupted the silence.

“Oh, well I’ve been working more of the morning shifts recently. I’m in charge of training new hires to do outpatient registration and insurance verification.” Gah, you sound lame.

“Then congratulations.” Dr. Min responded, taking a sip of his own coffee.

“Thank you, Dr. Mi—"

“—Please call me Yoongi” he interrupted. Fuck, if you could only manage to stop staring at his hands long enough to come up with something decent to add to the conversation. You were pathetic honestly. Too distracted by a simple appendage that you had yourself…oh, but not like his. You felt yourself growing wet just from wandering how good and different his fingers would feel deep inside your p—  

“—So I won’t be able to see that pretty face as often?” Interrupted again damn it.  

You blush fiercely “Huh? Oh, uh, well-no. No, not really, only if they need me to work overtime, or I cover someone’s shift…” This time your eyes lock onto the way he runs his thumb across his lower lip, and you lick your own lips from pure instinct.  

“So, let me ask you this…’ Yoongi starts, with a deeper drawl to his voice. “Why do you keep looking at my hands?” You choke slightly from two things. The first, being that he caught you. The second, to keep yourself from shouting that you are indeed staring because you’d like to try on his hand as a new necklace. You cover up best you can.

“I-uh, have always wondered if you play the piano because you have long fingers?” FUCK, you suck at this. I mean yes, that has been a passing thought, but there was no way he would buy that. He smirks at your flustered state.

“Hmmm, is that truly what you were wondering?” He says with knowing eyes. “The answer is easy then. I’ve played piano since I was young and have kept it up because it—relaxes—me.” He whispers the last words, giving you a pointed stare as he drags your chair closer to his. “Now, I’m no detective, but most people don’t blush and rub their thighs when they think of piano playing. Try again. Tell me what you’re actually thinking.” You can feel his thighs pressing against yours, but you can’t break his stare when your faces are mere inches apart. However, when you feel his hand (HIS HAND) make its journey across his thighs and onto your own, your eyes fly down to the point of contact. At your action, Yoongi moves both his palms onto your knees and slowly begins dragging them upwards. Licking his lips, he leans across until his breath on your ear sends chills down your spine.  

“You can tell me, dear,” he drawls in a low, sexy voice.

At this, you stilled completely. What was even going on? Where was this coming from? Wait, what were you thinking?? The most eligible bachelor in the entire hospital was hitting on you and you’re questioning it? Within seconds, you come to the conclusion that while you may still wake up from this dream at any moment, you didn’t want to waste the opportunity. With a newfound courage, you lock eyes with Yoongi.  

“I want you to choke me with your hands,” his grip on your thighs tighten, “and I want your fingers deep inside me.” You’re blushing fiercely, but your stare doesn’t waver. His lips turn up in a smirk at your juxtaposed reaction. The next few seconds turn into complete chaos.

“Now we’re getting somewhere,” Yoongi growls.

Next thing you know, one of his hands are tangling into your hair as he pulls you in by your neck to crush your lips against his. You only take a second for shock before you’re kissing him back just as eagerly. The kiss was aggressive but controlled, passionate but dominant as well. You chucked internally because of c o u r s e that’s how he kisses. You soon feel his tongue skimming against your lips, demanding entrance. Without objection, a groan escapes you as his tongue overcomes you, eager to conquer its newfound territory. However, just as you placed one of your hands on his chest, he abruptly pulls away. He steps his way across the room reaching for the door. For a split second you panic, thinking that you had done something wrong that made him want to leave. Just when you’re about to call out to him, his fingers find the doorknob and turn the lock. He turns back around to be faced with your shiny swollen lips and confused expression. He leans back against the door and answers the silent question in your eyes.

“It’s safer to make sure that no one will be able to walk in on us. You wouldn’t want any eyes peering, now would you kitten?” His gives you a small smirk which is quickly replaced by his darkening gaze. “Now get on the bed.”

You’re pretty sure your heart stopped completely at the pet name, but the increasing need for his touch reminded you to follow his demand. You quickly make your way over to sit on the edge of the bed, fingers fidgeting with the hem of your shirt. Seemingly pleased with your eager obedience, he strolls to come stand over you. Grabbing your jaw with his hand, he forced you to look up at him. “Are you sure this is what you want, kitten?”

It was obvious he knew the effect that name had on you as he lets out a small chuckle when you start rubbing your thighs together, desperate for any relief. He immediately stops your feeble attempts by slotting his leg in between your thighs.  

“I’ll help you, but I need a definite answer,” Yoongi glowered.

“Yes! Yes, gah please Yoongi,” you whine. You no longer care how desperate you sounded. You needed his hands on you. In response, he leans down to capture your lips with his, tongues intertwining immediately. He then begins to lean you backwards, crawling over you until your back is flat against the bed. With his thigh still between your legs and his mouth moving to suck on your neck, he takes the hand he’s not using for support and slowly begins to trail it until he’s gripping the bottom of your scrub top. He sucks harder at your neck as his hand moves its way back up your body, this time dragging your shirt along with it. Once he finally pulls the shirt off and over your head, he pulls farther away to take in the sight of you in your bra.  

“Just beautiful,” Yoongi whispers.  

While the small break did wonders for your ego, he returns to nibbling on your lips, your neck, your collarbone, anywhere he could bite onto. As soon as he unclasps and does away with your bra, He moves downward to pull a nipple into his mouth. You arch your back and let out a breathy moan as your hands fly to pull at the roots of his hair.  

“Oh my god, please Yoongi. I-I need—” you gasp. He releases your nipple with a pop.  

“Oh, does my kitten want more?” he responds with a sly grin.  

He then descends again to work on your other breast as one of his heavenly hands travels down to undo the buttons of your pants. Without warning or help, he yanks down your pants and continues to drag them off until they are discarded somewhere on the floor. He sucks in a breath at the sight of your white lace panties.  

“Fuck” he nearly moans.  

He rises above you onto his knees to strip himself of his white coat and scrub top. Your eyes nearly roll into the back of your skull as you take in the sheer expanse of his flawless skin. Not allowing you much time to appraise him, he slides off your panties as those too join the abyss of discarded clothing. He groans when he sees the glistening on the inside of your thighs and can no longer hold control himself.  

As he crawls back on top of you, he captures both of your wrists with one hand in a tight hold above your head. Sucking on your body, leaving small purple bruises as he whispers sweet words of praise. He once more sucks your tongue into his mouth and kisses you deeply before he descends once more, pushing himself backward down the bed as he pulls your legs apart. His hands massage the inside of your thighs for a few moments before you suddenly feel his lips wrap around your clit. You scream out as one of your hands fly from above your head to pull at his hair. He groans at the response and the vibrations only spur you on further. Moans and encouraging pleas fall from your lips as he continues to ravage you as if he will never have another chance. Before long, he slides two of his long fingers deep inside you, beginning a scissoring motion as he slides them in and out ruthlessly. Unsurprisingly, it only takes seconds before he finds that special spot and has your body arching off the bed and you begging for release.  

“Yoongi, I’m sooo close" you moaned as your hand moves to dig your nails into his shoulder. He releases your clit and crawls upward, tongues clashing as he gives you a sloppy kiss; all while maintaining the merciless pace he had set with his fingers.  

“Fuck, you look so good like this, falling apart on my fingers” Yoongi moaned, impossibly increasing the speed at which he pumped his fingers inside of you. He leans in close to your ear to whisper,

“C’mon kitten, cum for me. Cum all over these hands you love so much.”

His words send you over the edge and your vision goes white as you cum harder than you have in months. He coaxes you through your orgasm, softly kissing you and purring more words of encouragement. Once you began to twitch from oversensitivity, he pulls his fingers out of you only to bring them up to his lips and suck them clean. Both of you come crashing back to reality; however, when his beeper begins to go off. He lets out a huff as he pulls off of you and goes to retrieve the device from his coat. After checking the message, he begins to pick his scrubs off the floor and dress himself.  

“One of my patients is suffering from tachycardia and the nurse wants me to make sure it’s nothing serious” he explains.

“Oh, I understand that. You’re a doctor, there’s always going to be someone who needs your help,” you flash him a cheesy grin in response to his eyeroll. After he finishes dressing, he gathers your clothes off the floor and hands them to you and he grips you and kisses you one more time. He pulls away after nibbling on your bottom lip and walks over to the door. He shoots you once last glance as he unlocks the door.

“Since you say that, you know I’d be more than willing to offer my services to—help—you anytime,” he winks, and before you could respond, he disappears back into the hallway, leaving you dumbfounded but satisfied. You felt like a proud scientist after their hypothesis is proved correct. His hands really were talented for more than just medical purposes. With that lasting thought, you throw your clothes on and return to the desk outside, acting as if you had merely taken a short nap. A short nap that left you with a stupid grin on your face and swollen lips. Yeah, you would definitely be requiring the services of the overnight attending from now on.  

[babysprouseisart]

tag game! get to know me

tagged by: the darling Anna @edamamechips​, thank you <3 Sorry, my dear, that I am answering so late, I appreciate your mention, and thank you for not forgetting me!

1. what is the color of your hairbrush? dark blue with black

2. name a food you never eat. liver or fish soup with cod/mackerel (I only accept trout/salmon soup, and it's not because I'm so rich or biased, I just don't like the smell of other fish)

3. are you typically too warm or too cold? if we are talking about temperature of the body, then - too cold, for sure, It’s because I have vegetative-vascular dystonia

4. what were you doing 45 minutes ago? I was taking the English grammar olympiad (contest)

5. what’s your favorite candy bar? Bounty bar or the sesame bar, cause I really love coconut and sesame

6. have you ever been to a professional sports game? no (if only the figure skating is considered a sport, then - yes)

7. what is the last thing you said out loud? ‘fuck it’ (not kidding)

8. what is your favorite ice cream? I like sherbet, fruit ice and a cone with any filling, but more with currant jam or chocolate.

9. what was the last thing you had to drink? had? a whole glass of water (for medicinal purposes)

10. do you like your wallet? I don’t work, don’t have any wallet, only some pocket money

11. what is the last thing you ate? soup and bread with ketchup and tomatoes, I suppose

12. did you buy any new clothes last weekend? nah

13. what’s the last sporting event you watched? Ummm, I sometimes watch F1 (Formula 1) with my brother (he plays it on his phone so fucking loud, so, yeah, here I am again, and I don’t now it is countable, but anyways)

14. what is your favorite flavor of popcorn? sweet popcorn is my favourite 

15. who is the last person you sent a text message to? I rarely send text messages (SMS), cause I have a pushbutton phone right now, and it takes a lot of time to send a text message, but I have messaged my classmate by telegram using computer recently.

16. ever been camping? no (only had been in the forest searching the mushrooms several times and had a quick bite sitting on the glade)

17. do you take vitamins? yes, I often take ascorbic acid

18. do you regularly attend a place of worship? no, just on occasions sometimes

19. do you have a tan? no, why? And it’s weird, cause: 1) It’s autumn and it is getting colder and colder and it is raining sometimes, so no almost sun and 2) I NEVER get a tan, I just immediately get burned under the open rays of sunshine. 

20. do you prefer chinese or pizza? hmmm, I remember trying chinese food and I getting sick after, and I haven’t tried it again, so I am not completely familiar with it, I don't know if I really enjoy it, that’s why - pizza

21. do you drink your soda through a straw? nooo... But fun fact: I love drinking soda with a loaf or with drying with poppy seeds

22. what color socks do you usually wear? I usually wear beige nylon socks (with shoes) or white socks (with sneakers)

23. do you ever drive above the speed limit? I don’t drive by myself at all, but, yeah, my brother and dad do sometimes

24. what terrifies you? a lot of things actually... Like, death of the relatives, upcoming exams, unfairness of life (more like irritates me), poverty, war, the possibility of non-reciprocal love, violence, cruelty, drunkenness and drug addiction of the partner and suffering with a child alone, I do not know, there are other fears, like heights and spiders, but much simpler...

25. look to your left, what do you see? notebooks and telephone

26. what chore do you hate most? cleaning the kitchen and mopping the floor

27. what do you think of when you hear an australian accent? I feel curious and think about australia: kangaroo, coalas, Sydney, Stewart and Meghan (native speakers with whom we sometimes have classes), the tribes, the heat

28. what’s your favorite soda? Duchess, Mojito, Schweppes

29. do you go in a fast food place or just hit the drive thru? 50/50, sometimes I don’t have time to sit inside, and sometimes, when, for example, I hang out with my friends, I go inside and sit there eating

30. what’s your favorite number? I don’t have one and only, it changes every time, let it be 25, my birthday number

31. who’s the last person you talked to? my brother, Alexey

32. favorite meat? beef I think, but I also love chicken

33. last song you listened to? oh, God, grant me memory it was daytime and now it's evening... I think it was “What you do to me” by John Legend

34. last book you read? errr, only school programe, so - “Sotnikov” by V. Bykov”, Russian story about war

35. favorite day of the week? according to the school timetable - monday, and in general - friday

36. can you say the alphabet backwards? ohhh, no, i am so silly, yeah? 

37. how do you like your coffee? I like coffee in any shape, form or whatever, just give me coffee and I am yours... *winks*

Just kidding, I really love latte (with milk)  

38. favorite pair of shoes? actually, I love my autumn boots, they are cute and fit anything

39. time you normally get up? at half past 6am at weekdays or at 11am on the weekends

40. what do you prefer, sunrise or sunsets? sunsets are my love

Just look at this:

41. how many blankets are on your bed? one currently, cause it’s pretty warm still

42. describe your kitchen plates: ummm, i don’t know what does this exactly mean, but...we have the flat small plates, they are mostly white with a pattern of flowers, or deeper, with a gold border (border) or with a pattern, there are also salad bowls of different colors and saucers for tea or lemon

43. describe your kitchen at the moment: what? okay, there is now soup and stuff cooking, kettle boiling, my brother is washing dishes and so on, we have only one finished part of the kitchen (white cabinets, table), a bit old stove, sink, spices and microwave on the windowsill, some other small things, we have a gas boiler there too...

44. do you have a favorite alcoholic drink? I don’t drink alcohol AT ALL, I have only tried energy drink (with caffeine)

45. do you play cards? yep, but rarely

46. what color is your car? I don’t have a car as I don’t drive

47. can you change a tire? again, for the 29325932 time - no car no problems

48. your favorite state or province? in our country there aren’t states, but I love the silent sceneric places, near the sea or lake, or river, I dont’ know, somewhere like this... Also, if we are considering other places, I love and would like to visit California, Florida, Oregon

49. favorite job you’ve had? to be honest, I haven’t had the job, only was planning to get one

tagging: @hbiccjsblog, @aliciarm, @cs-bh22, @raymondebidochonlifechoices, @aussiejonesandsprouse​, @monia-sprousehart and anyone who wants!

[snowdrcps-a]

@tiltedsun sent 💘 for damian and sunny uwu

send me 💘 + A SHIP and i’ll tell you—

where they first met and how

they’ve been friends for a while !! i think we said they were childhood friends but i can’t remember gbdfjkgd they’re definitely close already long before they start dating, maybe drift apart for a little bit but still get along great once they get back together. 

how long their ‘flirting’ phase was before feelings got involved

maybe there were always some lil feelings involved uwu there was some playful back and forth flirting for a while before they decide to go for it and try something more, a little difficult to say exactly when feelings get involved since they’ve cared abt each for so long to begin with.

who fell for who first ( if applicable )

hmmm maybe damian?? I can see them having a lil crush at first or just picking up on their feelings a little quicker than sunny mightve, but he’s also a little more careful abt the kinda thing to begin with

where their first date was and what it was like

ohhh something lowkey, maybe they go on a lil nighttime picnic somewhere not too crowded, spend the day putting all the food together so they can just relax with each other :((

who asks who out and how ( with a sign? spelled out on a cake? just a simple ‘will you go out with me’? )

mm I don’t know if one of them asks the other “ first ” or anything, but maybe they have a lil talk abt feelings and stuff and decide maybe it's all worth a shot to try something more, even if it might be a lil complicated at first

who proposes first

OOOH…… maybe sunny, but he sits on the idea for a While before going through with it, and i’m not sure how good he is at keeping it hidden bc he’d be so nervous gbdfkgdf

if they keep / kept their relationship secret or let everyone know right away

WELL….. definitely kept secret for a while to have some privacy from damian’s fame, which goes on for a good part of their relationship, I think. 

where the proposal happens and how ( kiss cam at a baseball game? on a hillside surrounded by ducks? at a disney park? )

theyre a subtle couple for the most part, i dont think itd be anything elaborately public, but it’d be so sentimental for sure, like a day long kind of thing, maybe looking back to important spots in their relationship and then at the end of the night ba m

if they adopt any pets together

they woul d i can see them getting a lil dog or something once they move in together

who’s more dominant

sunny i think ?? just bc he leans more towards that side, but even then it’s not something super noticeable 

where their first kiss was and what it was like

either... when they decide to start dating…. or during their first date, just as the conversation kinda lulls to a stop and everything else kinda slows around them uwu

if they have any matching couples stuff ( mugs? sweaters? pillowcases? )

YEAH they’d have a lot of little things i think. they have those little matching necklaces which im sure they wear as often as they can, probably have some other little accessories or things around the house

how into pda they are

they don’t get to indulge in it very often at the beginning of their relationship due to keeping things under wraps, but it’s not something either of them dislike. there’s a lot of hand holding and quick kisses once they do go more public, making up for any lost time and just so much more comfortable too

who holds the umbrella when it rains

sunnyyy, he likes doing lil things for damian and it’s also just easier to have him do it

where their usual ‘date spot’ is ( if applicable )

they’re used to having pretty lowkey dates from early on and I think they might try to avoid frequent the same spots too often, really spend the most time at each other’s places

who’s more protective

on first glance, I think sunny comes off as more protective, just very quick to call out anything // anyone that might mean any ill towards damian, but damian’s also fairly protective, wanting to keep things private partly to just keep sunny from any scrutiny. 

how long it is before they sleep together ( can be as in ‘had sex’ or as in ‘shared a bed’ )

i dont think it takes too long for them to share space together, they’d spend the night with each often if damian’s home and sunny isn’t working a late shift. sleeping together…… i do kinda like the idea of it happening not long before damian’s first time leaving after they start dating, 

if they argue about anything

I don’t think they have like big arguments about it, but they likely have issues at the beginning establishing boundaries and stuff regarding things in public, though it could snowball into something bigger later on? they communicate pretty well though, i dont think they’re too scared of letting each other know how they feel or what they think, and maybe it helps that damian can kinda read how sunny feels anyway bgdfkg

who leaves more marks ( lipstick, hickeys, scratchmarks etc. )

hmm sunny kinda likes leaving marks and stuff but i think he’d be cautious of doing so anywhere visible on damian, just in case, but damian’s more than welcome to leave them wherever he wants on him <33

who steals whose clothes and how often

damian definitely steals sunny’s clothes, which sunny can’t really do with theirs bc Big gbkdfjg but maybe they like, steal some of his stuff to take back with them when they know they’re gonna be away for a while :(( 

how they cuddle ( spooning? facing each other? )

they like to face each other i think, any opportunity to keep seeing each other gdkg but like settle against the others neck or chest, very closely

what their favourite nonsexual activity is

domestic shit….. they like to indulge in just normal, mundane shit when they get the chance to have that time together 

how long they stay mad at each other

not too long… again, i think they’d be good abt communicating with each other. sunny doesn’t really hesitate to point out when something bothers him, and also doesn’t like to hold on to any resentment and definitely doesn’t want damian to be upset with him either

what their usual coffee / tea orders are

sunny loves iced coffee, usually not too sweet but also not like black. not 100% sure abt damian but sunny absolutely insists on making all and any of it for them

if they ever have any children together

mmmaybe !! sunny def isnt opposed to the idea, but i think it’d take some time to come to any sort of agreement on that, but theyd be good parents :((

if they have any special pet names for each other

mm sunny’s not very big on using pet names for other people, probably sticks to calling them dami or any other lil variation of their name, indulges in the occasional sweetheart and babe,  i think damian might be more keen on them

if they ever split up and / or get back together

hmm i don’t think they would, might take a little break maybe, but i think they’d get back together pretty quickly

what their shared living space is like ( messy? clean? what kind of decor? )

mostly neat !! like a lived in kinda messy, but definitely try to keep things together. mm they’d have a few plants around maybe, a good amount of photos, little personalized shit

what their first christmas / hanukkah / etc as a couple was like

cute, homey, fun :(( they’re really excited to spend the time together and exchange presents and stuff in this new kinda way, would probably spend the day together? sunny doesn’t usually do much for the holidays to begin with, and i think he’d be excited to start something new

what their names are in each other’s phones

mm damians saved as either ‘ dami ❤️ ’  or ‘ sweetheart 💕 ’ ‘ and i think sunny likewise would be saved in as ‘ sunny 💖 ‘or ‘ baby 💖 ‘ ??

if they have any ‘couple traditions’ ( buying a new mug for their collection every year? baking every friday evening? )

they try to make dinner together every friday night o r go out for it if they can, still always go on little date nights anyway, feel like they might get a new little matching thing like the necklaces every year or something, but on a smaller scale 

who falls asleep first and who wakes up first

mmm sunnys used to waking up early and doesn’t tend to stay up too late unless he’s working, so he probably falls asleep first and wakes up first gbkdf

who’s the big spoon / little spoon

sunny big spoon….. damian lil spoon <3

who hogs the bathroom

sunny can take Ages in the shower just bc he finds it relaxing in there, but doesnt take too long actually getting ready, damian might take more time in that aspect ??

who kills the spiders / takes them outside

bfkgdf i feel like they might both be take-outside people

[mingi-bubu]

Watch “Youth With You” with Me!

Episode 10 Part 1

heyyyy long time no see eh?

i hope everyone has been doing well!

iirc this is an elimination round so we’re saying goodbye to some of the boys

im hoping none of my favorites leave but we all know how that sort of hope feels

i will cry during this i know it

but anyway, i have my water, my phone’s plugged in, the fans are on

and let’s starrrrrtttt ^-^

hmmm hate that it starts out stright like this with seeing

HUAIWEI CRYING I  H A T E  IT HERE

why are they showing us throw back clips

what is the oiint of showing me this i hate it

how am i already crying fuck offf

fuck aLL THE WAY OFF

also while the theme plays huaiwei released a new song called excuse me and if someone could upload that somewhere i would greatly appreciate it bc im getting regionally blocked :(

anyways on with the show

oooh flowers

and the senior seniors singing??

alright then

wang jieshi and the boys have a class then

mingze looks so confused i love him

support him in the uhhh powder baby blue suit show hes in rn

its like croz2 or something its

i dont remember but hes in it with idp/awaken f’s zuo ye, aka the ikun from idol producer

anyways ksafj;alsdjf yao chiiii

ive missed my love

his dimple i *pleading emoji*

huaiwei is so pretty what the FUCK

lakdsjfa;ls xixi’s hair looks so flat i love him

longhan glansses ajf;lawkera

head empty no thoughts

i hope my little dragon is doing well!!

shi zhan and the mf plaid shirts we support

alksdfjl;aksdfjasd YANGYANG LOOKS DEAD I

oh ive missed these boys so much whta the fuck

ok so wang jieshi is actually an acting major even tho hes been singing and performing like that for (at the time this was filmed) 41 years

so my question is, is he going to make them act?  i would love to see youwei acting

OH ALSO I KNOW THIS HAS NO RELAVENCE TO QCYN BUT

youwei and yao chi are in dramas that are supposed to show later this year i believe

youwei’s is supposed to, last time i checked, show in september

i think yao chi’s is supposed to show in december?

he’s also going to be in it with one of the r1se boys

ummmmmm i think its with zhai xiaowen

ok ok i looked it up and it’s called Falling Into Your Smile and it’s scheduled to air in december

oh shit actually yao chi is doing a lot and apparently is no longer part of his company???  we are going to be talking about this in a different post because WHAT

youwei’s drama is called Hello, My Shining Love and is scheduled to debut on September 25th

we will become a part time cdrama blog when thsese shows come out

okay anwyasy

i hwant to let you know i have been watching this with @baobeejun but also i havent been paying attention attention so on my phone im still at wang jieshi talking to them but where me and anna are at it’s like jing boran showing up

ok ok ok

its very disorienting to hear two different people speaking chinese at the same time bc im like trying to focus on the voice that’s more familiar akfas

mingzemingzemingzeimingadfjsdklf;asdk

YOUWEI

did the golden state warriors like help sponsor this season or something???

i keep seeing their merch worn by the trainees

i guess they chose [redacted bc i dont like golden state]

songsters i love it

huaiwei is so pretty like fuck this man is a sclpture waiting to happen i swear

his lil teeth im UwU

ok am now solely focused on my phone streaming it bc anna went to mcsleep

wjs ???  deadass stole the stage from another guy who was booed off

i love it for himi

oh my god cuteeeee

thats so funny

its fun to see that all of these boys are definitely wearing lipgloss or chapstick of some kind

mingze’s cheeks i gently squimpsh

mingze looks very cool

huaiwei jaw line

i am lookign

longhan has some hair sticking up babie boyyyyieiye

zhenning cute cute cute

oh fuck right off with the eliminations i hate it here

why must yixing be the way he is

god my boys look good tho

huwaeirioa

oof ok ok trainees from 20th to 10th place can take part in the final stage

why zoom in on mingze like that

also why his lips like that

i like chaoyuan’s hair actually rn

wow i hate that he said that it *whips* sucks !

yao chiiii

and the senior seniors have yet again dropped their spicey feelings in an envelope

oh that’s right!!!  guan yue, hanhan, and shi zhan’s votes weren’t released last time!!

wenhan got them

to no ones surprise

rebuild stage got the extra votes

not at how longhan was bobbing his lower lip buububububu

19 to 10 spots!

 19th is wu chengze!

 18th is chen sijian!!

 17th is xu fangzhou!

 16th is linmo!

 15th is wang zhe!

 14th is zhou shiyuan!!

 13th is xixi!!!

 12th is huaiwei??  how the fuck did he drop

 11th is shi zhan!

 10th is yao chi!!!

adjfalksdj the fact that everyone immediately went gwi ze sends

and then someone going “as if li wenhan went all the way down to 13th lmaooo”

alksdfjs mingming and hanhan dragging him im so weak

thats so cute

i am gay

NINE PERCENT

IZYI

alkdjfskl i love it

longhannie!

dklfjasdklf hes so cuteeeeee

huaiwei looked so done with him

IM SCREAMING AT WHAT LONGHAN CALLED YIXING’S KILLING PART

REVERSED NECK SPRING

xu longhan said i have watched exo compilations and i will treat you like baekhyun does

OH MY GOD HES REALLY OUT HERE SAYING ANYTHING

I LOVE MY LITTLE DRAGON

i love that everyone was like what the fuck and forgot to clap for huaiwei bc he dropped several spots

huaiwei is literally my light hes such  a sweethear and his eyes are sparkling in the lights

i love him

mingming and hanhan are so charmed by him too i dont blame them

yao chi about to criy bitch me too

i am crynig hes the biggest heeart of the show what the bual;kfja dfal;BITCH I AM CRYING

wo ai ni over and over hes like sobbing i hate it here

i love that he immediately went to huaiwei

and i hate that i was ROBBED of huaiwei-yao chi interactions

iqiyi is a bitch

in the mood for love?  w/tony leung?  isnt that a wong kar wai movie??

ugh i love my mind

i was right

NOT at how wang zhe was playing with guan yue’s sticky uppy piece of hair

tfw you go into watching qcyn for unine and the rebuild stage but come out of it wishing you couldve voted for people when you had the chance and maze is the more important stage to you lmaooo

oh they get to write secret letters to each other

alkdfj asd sijian is like “bitch tf??? lemme just tell my bros how im feeling to their face”

i love him

alsdfkjsd lzhennign leave your didi alone lakdjfalskdj

poor mingze cant catch a mcbreak

lakdfja s i love rebuild team

him teef

also mingze looks like an eboy i HATE it here

MINGMIGN TEEF

HMI CUTEEITE

LIL SIDE OF NOSE MOLE

BABIE BOYIEIEYIOUIIYEIUIY

i wonder who theyre writing to

huaiwei squat

huaiwei said fanboy rights

wang jiayi is just like :]

jing boran has showed up to stunt on these heauxes

zhanyu is so prettyyyy

mingze is like,,, yeah yangyang wrote it

stop why is this making me emotional

stop showing wenhan crying im a sympathetic crier

yangyang’s handwriting is pretty

awww hanhan calls wenxuan xuanxuan thats so cute

everyone raising their hands omg its so cuteee

hhhh he wants to have a concert with all the qcyn contestants together i will cry

alkfjas “xiao lian”

cute cute cute

alsdkfjasdkjads the way huaiwei immediately punches guan yue’s arm is so cute

side note the actor man is p r e t t y

i just noticed that iqiyi has put their logo twice in the upper righthand corner but one is bigger than the other so it looks like a thought bubble

xixi’s face im screaming

akjsdfalksd junjie immediately exposed i love it

god xixi and junjie’s friendship is so preciuos i am cryign

wang zhe’s turn!

awww someone gave him thier vote to stay in the group even tho he didnt

we are going to cry lads

wenhan looks so concerned

zhenning wrote it what a sweetheart

i constantly forget that zhe had only trained for like 2 weeks or something before coming on the show

oh theyre doing group hugs i am looking away

the tears hurtMR TYGER HUG

I HATE IT HERE

i miss them

oh fuck we’re back to elims

9th is deng chaoyuan!

wenxuan’s hair looks almost purple i want to see it

please on crz2 or whatever its called please give him purple hair

wenhan’s lips have no right being that red fuck OFF

8th is xia hanyu!!!

wowwowowow yixing exposing everything im so weak

huaiwei and junjie and hanyu’s freindship is so sweet leaf me olone

7th is li zhenning!!!

sleepy lil koala bear im love him uwu

stop focusing on mingming hwen its zhennings turn you cowards

mingze looks so proud of his gege i T.T

i lfa;ksdjf he almost tripped up the stairs baobeiii

6th is jiayi!!!

what the fuck was that face that was jiayi making

yixing you tease

i love that in the iqiyi translations it says “his mandarin is crappy” but in the one i was watching with anna it said “his mandarin is accented”

iconic truly of the translator(s) to be nicer than the machine

i have no idea why i put in my headphones while watching this off of my phone alkdjf

the remaining mr. tyger members look so proud i T.T

i love that theyre wearing these like blazers and ties and stuff but then they wear sneakers

mingming: i havent been called yet what if im eliminated

youwei: shut the fuck up youre incredible and i love you so much

5th is hu chunyang!!!

wenxuan is so prouuudddd and so is hanan

chunyang said todays hairstyle is all about volume

yixing had his like reddish brown hair here ugh i love it

oh the boys are going on a fieldtrip

love that wenxuan said im wearing a white coat fuck you

awww theyre going to a nursing home to celebrate a birthday thats so cuteee

lian huaiwei is a mother hen i love that it makes its appearance every so often

ajfkalj xixi’s “whaaahhh”

so soft

hes escorting one of the grandmothers and is so worried about her beign to cold what a precious babie

she looks fantastic by the way she came to STUNT and she did

she’s almost 90 i want to look that good when im 90

dman

damn

hanyu !!!!  hes so funny

i love that hes also a mother hen

wenxuan is so cuteee

one of the grandmothers said that wenxuan is cute

this one that he’s hanging out with is adorable

his handwriting is prettyyyy

alk;djfas;ldk

she just said he needs to practice his writing more i

me: omg so pretty wowowow i wish i could write like that

this grandmother: bitch what the fuck is this.  try again

wenxuan: o.o’

oh the grandmother hes talking to served during the korean war as a military doctor

she seems cool

i hope that he’s had a chance to go visit

akldjfa;slkd she just said do you have a girlfriend

AHDSOFAHSD YOU CAN FIND A GIRLFRIEND NOW BUT HAVE A CHILD LATER

IM SCREEMAIGN

isnt your mom worried??  no im still a baby

that was really cute tho like i love that shes treating him like he’s her actual grandkid alkdfjs

but also wenxuan...hi ;)

apdsjfalskj

chen tao is talking to a grandpa who made cars in the city where tao is from

cute cute cute

aldskfjas hes posing for the camera thats so cuteeee

old people are lovely

that is an old man

oh i think that he has alzheimers or something?

why am i starting to tear up over what tao was saying annoyinngggg

awww yao chiiii

awww the pretty grandma from before is married to the grandpa that chen tao was j chilling with

aldkfjas what is huaiwei waering oh my goddd

longhan~~~

shiyuan and wang jieshi are going to be performing wowowow

shiyuan my boy is on the piano

its so cute to see everyone clapping and singing along

awww wenxuan’s grandma is birthday girl!!!

they got her a cake and a crown and everything thats so cute

i am crying a little bit but its fine

i am perhaps crying over this part

xixi was so cuteee

oh my god they gave them teddy bears with little messages

i am sobbing

awww the married couple is dancing ogether

oh fuck my tears hurt its too salty im cryikng from pain now oof

ow

ok back to the elims

the four trainees who have a shot at 1st are youwei, mingming, hanhan, and yueyue

seriously  who made wenhan’s lips that red

i want to have a talk with that makeup artist

yueyue looks so good his hair im *pleading emoji*

i

uh

what

“this trainee is known as ‘sexy brain boy’“

y’all i really hope that these translations are better in the one im watchign with anna bc what

ajflkasd the squeaky noise when they zoom in on youwei i

why do i want youwei and eunwoo to do a drama together please

wenhan to mingming: are you a sexy brain boy?

mingming: *pained look on his face*

l;akfsjdf;lkasdjfkl;kjasdf;l yixing explaining it

“a sexy brain boy is a boy....who has a sexy brain:

im sobbing with laughter

wenhan to wenxuan: it’s me right?

wenxuan: youre kidding right?

hanhan: do i not have a sexy brain :(

wenxuan: you do have a sexy brain, but...*laughter*

dumbdumbs i love them

LI WENHAN I ALKDJFALKSD

“you are forced to admit that ive got a sexy brain”

i hate themmmm

aslkdjf jdlkka weiwei’s voice when he says “no is it really me?” before yixing announces it

its so high akdfjals;

anyway fourth is youwei

oh ok its cryign time i supose

its always crying time when i watch thses

3rd is mingming!!!!!!

i am already cryign and mingming hasnt even gone up yet

whooo boy

i really do be loveing one (1) man

i want to give him a hug :(

i forget that mingming and yixing have only like a few years difference in their ages

kasjdfkl;ads MINGMING WROTE HIS LETTER TO BO YUAN AND IMMEDIATELY DRAGS HIM FOR HIS HAIR FUCKADFKAH

ALKDSFJALDSK YIXING ASKING FOR HONEST COMMENTS IM FUCKIGN DEAD

lkdfja;lskdfasd;kljl; their relationship is very cute i love that

oh ok its crying time

huaiwei is cryign what????  what the fuck is happening

and mingming walks to third spot

and i’ll leave it there for tonight!

im mostly tired of crying alkfjasldkj

thank you for reading!!

stay safe and stay healthy <333

[mvsas]

Bloom's Chat, April 7, 2005. (4Kidz).

Host says: Bloom is just taking off her coat and getting settled in.

Host says: She'll be ready to answer questions in just a few mins.

Host says: Hey Bloom. Welcome to our first celeb Winx chat. We're so happy to have you here.

Bloom says: *Bloom* smiles and waves

Bloom says: Hi! It's great to be here

Host says: As you can see there's a bunch of people already here to ask you some questions.

Bloom says: That's awesome! I can't wait!

Host says: peggm11 has a question.

peggm11 says: How do you control your powers?

Bloom says: Well, I'm just learning right now!

Bloom says: Alfea classes are really helping though.

Bloom says: I have to concentrate a LOT!

Bloom says: It does get easier with practice though

Bloom says: It's really cool to hang out with the Winx at school too

fairycoolgirl says: Bloom do you think everyone has Winx?

Bloom says: Yes, it may not look like what they expect though

Bloom says: everyone has something magical deep inside them, and they have the power to make their dreams come true

Host says: chibimoonemem has a question for you Bloom

chibimoonemem says to WinxGirl99: Do you have a BEST friend out of your friends?

Bloom says: Well, I think all of the Winx girls are my best friends, but Stella has been my friend the longest, so I might be a little closer to her

WinxGirl99 says to Bloom: do you think i have winx?

Bloom says: I think everyone has magic inside them

nicole2005 says: What do you like the best about Alfea, Bloom?

Bloom says: Hmmm.. Well, I like hanging out with the rest of the Winx Club, and learning how to control my powers

WinxGirl99 says to Bloom: Why are there no boys at Alfea School Bloom?

Host says: Good question WinxGirl99!

Bloom says: Well, since it’s a boarding school, it can’t be co-ed. They just don’t seem to have co-ed boarding schools here

mewichigotomboy says: whos your favorite teacher bloom

Bloom says: Professor WizGiz is really funny, so I guess he might be my favorite.

WinxGirl99 says to Bloom: does that mean that there are no boy faries?

Hot chick says: SO HOWS PRINCE SKY

Bloom says: Well, there could be boys who are fairies -- there's a lot of realms

Bloom says: I just don't know where the boy fairies go to school!

Bloom says: Sky is great!

Bloom says: He's doing homework right now though!

Bloom says: I sent him a text message before I came -- so he says Hi!

lovetoshop78 says to Bloom: Bloom how did you feel when you found out you had Winx?

Bloom says: It was awesome and a little freaky at the same time. I'm glad Stella was there to let me know what was happening

Glam Gal says to Bloom: What's your fave spell, why, and how do you do it? Sorry if I ask too much, Bloom!!! I just would really like to know the anwser, 'specally cause yur my fave Winx Girl.

Bloom says: That's great -- thanks!

Bloom says: Well, I've got so many and I love them all --

Bloom says: I'm still learning them, so I guess I I don't have a favorite yet1

Glam Gal says to Bloom: Do you still like Sky, even though you found out he's not Brandon? Did you forgive him yet?

Bloom says: Yeah, I do.... and really, I like him for who he is. I was mad at first, but I like him for who he is

StarFairy999 says: will you take up the throne of sparx?

Bloom says: I'm still in school, and that's a little far away to think about right now -- I mean, I just found out that there was a kingdom called Sparx.

Bloom says: I'm trying to not rush things y'know

veisha says to Bloom: whats ur fave class bloom

Host says: These are really good questions everyone.

Bloom says: Hmmm…. Well let’s see, it kinda changes from term to term. I used to dread Metamorphosis, but that was because I had such a hard time, but now I really like it!

chibimoonemem says to Bloom: Cool. I was wodering if you would save the witches if they were ever in trouble?

Bloom says: Well, I probably would.....

Bloom says: it would be the right thing to do

Bloom says: plus, you never know, they could have a teeny tiny speck of goodness somewhere in there!

chibimoonemem says to Bloom: Did finding out you were roalty effect your daily life?

Bloom says: No -- not really! I still go to school, and still have the same friends! I guess it's different 'cause so many of the girls here are royalty too!

StarFairy999 says: Whats it like being away from your mom for so long? Mine is on vacation for 4 days and i dont know what to do i miss her so much

Bloom says: I miss my Mom tons!!!!!! It's really hard, but I've got an inter realm phone card now, so it makes it easier!

Bloom says: But I soooooooo miss her!

teddybleedstears says to Bloom: Bloom what was your fav thing that you did with the Winx Club?

Bloom says: Oh ... I would have to say I love hanging out in Magix .... and just doing spells

veisha says to Bloom: do you like having winx?

Bloom says: I do! It's really cool! And I'm so glad that I'm learning how to control it!

chibimoonemem says to Bloom: What's your favorite animal? Why?

Bloom says: Bunnies! Because of Kiko of course!

cecyangel says to Bloom: Bloom would you like to meet your birth parents?

Bloom says: Well, I have to say I am curious

chibimoonemem says to Bloom: What do you think of the message boards?

Bloom says: They are AWESOME! I think its so neat to hear what everyone thinks!

YRAM says: Is it hard keeping your powers secret when you come to earth to visit?

Bloom says: TOTALLY! It's hard to keep things hidden, but I'm glad that I can help my family with my powers.

nicole2005 says to Bloom: Why the Senior witches r after your powers?

Bloom says: They're looking for power anywhere they can get it. I heard a rumour outside the Hex Cafe that they want to rule the realms!

balto says: is it hard batiling witchis

Bloom says: Yes it is -- it takes a whole lot of energy and concentration. I wouldn't want to go for a run after doing battle!

cecyangel says to Bloom: are the other winx girls coming to chat with us?

Host says: I'll answer that one. We're actually in talks right now with the rest of the Winx girls.

StarFairy999 says: Will Merta be able to stay at Alfea with you girls? She is so nice! I'm sure you will all be great friends!!!

Bloom says: Yeah, Mirta is really nice (even when she is a pumpkin!). I think that she's going to try to transfer to Alfea next trem. I hope she'll be allowed!

Bloom says: opps -- I meant to say term

sephiroth says: remember the barrier around magix that kept your parents out? Exactly how does it know what is magical enough and what isn't?

Bloom says: I'm not really sure how that works! I'm just learning, but we haven't covered that in class yet!

softball94 says to Bloom: hey bloom does stella all ways act mean

Bloom says: No -- when she was acting all crazy and mean- it was because she was under a spell. She's really pretty nice, and she's a loyal friend.

shiara says to Bloom: do you and Rivin get along ok?

Bloom says: Well, we have our moments, but really, I think he's probably nice. I mean, all the rest of the guys like him. He can just have a bit attitude sometimes. But I guess that's normal....

winxqueen16 says: What is ur fave color?

Bloom says: I love all the colors, but right now I think teal blue is the bomb!

chibimoonemem says to Bloom: Do you consider yourself the leader of the group?

Bloom says: Well.... I don't know if I'm exactly the leader. We're a team!

linet273 says to Bloom: is it cool having powers

Bloom says: Yeah -- I think it's awesome!

winxqueen16 says: What is ur fav thing to o with ur powers.

Bloom says: Right now I love practicing, and sometimes I like making little magical presents for my friends

WinxGirl99 says to Bloom: Bloom i have a boy problem. .... How do i break up with my boyfriend??

Bloom says: ummm.. that's a tough one. Be direct, but kind. You have to let people know how you feel, and if you think you two are just growing apart, then say so. You can let people know how you feel without crushing them though.

honeycat193 says: what is your favorite thing about being a fairy Bloom?

Bloom says: well, I love the outfits! LOL!!!

Bloom says: But mostly, I love helping keep Alfea and my friends safe.

Host says: Hey all, just a reminder that we can't answer everyones questions, but we'll do the best we can. Keep up with the good questions though.

linet273 says to Bloom: how do you handel the witchs even if they keep attaching people

Bloom says: Yeah, they're pretty mean sometimes! But we all just do the best we can.

shiara says: Hey Bloom where you good at Math?

Bloom says: I'm working on it! But Tecna rocks with math!

Bloom says: I wish I could be as good as she is!

shiara says: Bloom are you good at Math?

softball94 says to Bloom: are there chat rooms offten

Host says: We'll try to have them as often as we can. Any other questions for Bloom.

cecyangel says to Bloom: can you change outfits when you are a fairy?

Bloom says: I haven't eve tried yet! Usually I'm super busy when I'm in my fairy outfit -'cause I wear it when I'm using my magic .

will says: what is the dragonfire exactly?

Bloom says: It seems to be my power...

Dream12 says to peggm11: Do you know any easy fire spells Bloom? I know I have a fire power, I just need spells........

Host says: Let's let Bloom answer that question.

Bloom says: I had some in my book in my room... but I can't think of one off the top of my head! Sorry! Fire power just comes naturally to me.

lrb98 says to Bloom: What's you favorite book Bloom?

Bloom says: Right now I’m pretty focused on learning more magic, so I’d have to say “Magic Basics: Simple Spells.”

will says: have you ever riden a dragon?

Bloom says: No I haven't. But I know the H&B boys have dragons and do dragon wrangling. I've never asked if they can actually be ridden!

chibimoonemem says to Bloom: Have you visited the Starbucks thread? It's hilarious! *dodges brick*

Host says: oh, no, not the brick dodgers!

Bloom says: No -- I haven't seen that one -- sounds dangerous though. LOL!!

cecyangel says to Bloom: Do you like Princess Diaspro Bloom ?

Bloom says: well... we ummmm... sorta got off on the wrong foot.

Bloom says: Bloom* blushes

Bloom says: I thought that she was one of the witches.

WinxGirl99 says to Bloom: what is your fave movie?

Bloom says: One I saw in Magix with the rest of the Winx Club “Melanie Fluff Power Princess.” It’s about this really cool princess who learns how to rule her realm with style from an older, wiser fairy. It’s got a great soundtrack, and there’s a prince in it who is a total hottie!

StarFairy999 says: What was your favorite adventure with the girls and/or guys?

Bloom says: It's really hard to pick a favorite, and stuff just keeps happening too!

Club WinxGirl says to Bloom: what do you think about Prince Sky

Bloom says: umm.. he's really sweet1

mg_winxclub says: Do you think the classes will be harder next year at Alfea?

Bloom says: I've heard some of the older girls talking in the halls, and I think they will be, but I think we'll be able to handle it -- if we study hard that is!

Club WinxGirl says to Bloom: i love the winx so much im there #1 fan..your my favorite Bloom

Bloom says: Thanks!!!

lrb98 says to Bloom: What's your favorite food?Mines Pizza.

Bloom says: Mine too! I love pizza with extra cheese!!!

Txdancer says to Bloom: can you tell muse hi for me

Bloom says: Sure!! I know she'll think that's cool!

chibimoonemem says to Bloom: Whose hair is the best of all your friends?

peggm11 says to Bloom: duh stellas

Bloom says: Oh - everyone has awesome hair. I really love Flora's actually, but Stella's is so shiny, and Musa's is perky....

Bloom says: Techna has such a cool do too!

Dream12 says to peggm11: Would you rather learn new spells, or hang out with the Winx Club in Magix all day?

Bloom says: Oh, that is hard! I love hangin' with my friends, but I also love to learn new stuff!

Bloom says: So ideally,I'd do half and half!

winx777 says: What does Stella use on her hair to make it shiny???

Bloom says: She's got something that Flora has made. Flora makes all kinds of fab potions to keep us looking great!

Bloom says: I don't know what it is called though...

Baby Lashantia says: what's your fave song

Bloom says: right now I've been listening to Searchin'

will says: in the blog entrys musa said when you went to vist red fountain she thought she saw one of the dragons bow a little to you .Is that true?

Bloom says: Yeah. I mean, it wasn't a huge bow or anything, but it was there.

Bloom says: It was really cool!

Host says: Does anyone have any more questions?

winx777 says: Is it true that honey works on your hair too?

Bloom says: That would be a question I'd have to ask Stella or Flora. But they have done a hair mask that smells kinda like honey!

lovetoshop78 says to Bloom: do you ever plan on getting your ears pierced

Bloom says: I haven't ever thought about getting my ears pierced. So maybe, if I'm older I might, but I might be able to just make magic earrings!

lrb98 says to Bloom: What's your favorite drink?Mines just plain water.

Bloom says: I love water too, and I like the herbal teas that Flora makes too! She has an awesome Chai mix!

lrb98 says to Bloom: Do you like Lions?

Bloom says: Yeah - Lions are pretty cool! I don't think I'd want one near Kiko though!

winx_girl_006 says to Bloom: What did you really love to do when you have some free time?

Bloom says: I love to go for a walk, hang out in my room or, best of all, call my mom on my inter realm phone card.

dramaqueen1 says: would u rather have winx or be normal and be with ur parents more?

Bloom says: Oh, I miss my folks so much, that sometimes I think about being normal again

Bloom says: But I'd have to say I really like being here, learning how to do good things with my magic powers

lrb98 says to Bloom: What's your favorite spell?

Bloom says: I've got tons of them that I like, so I don't have a favorite one of my own yet! I do like Musa's subwoofer blast though!

lovetoshop78 says: what's your least fav food?

Bloom says: ummm... well, y'know if you have salad for lunch, and it's been in your locker all day, and you remeber it after school - but it's all soggy?! THAT's my least favorite!

Host says: Two more questions. Then I'm sorry, Bloom needs to get back to Magix.

cecyangel says to Bloom: I just love your room how did you decorate it?

Bloom says: Some of it was already decorated when I got there, and then Flora and I came up with some stuff of our own to make it more personal.

lrb98 says to Bloom: If you had to chose between your friends or powers what would you chose?

Bloom says: I'd have to say .... my friends! They would always have to come first!

Host says: It was great to have you as a guest here Bloom. I'm really glad to have finally met you. I hope you can come chat with us again sometime.

Bloom says: Thank so much for having me! And thanks everyone for such great questions!

Bloom says: Bye!

Host says: we love you Bloom!

Bloom says: Bloom* smiles and waves goodbye

Bloom says: thanks!

Host says: Well, that was fun.

Host says: Bloom is just leaving now. I guess she has to rush to another event.

Host says: Ah, the life of a celeb.

Host says: I've just found out we'll be having another guest from Magix.

Host says: Flora will be in the studio on April 21st.

Host says: Same time, same channel. :)

Host says: We're now going to have about 15 mins of open moderated chat so you all can chat with each other.

Host says: Thanx everyone for such great questions!

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universemademanifest replied: if this is re alec holowka, but i def think there was both. he threatened suicide as a way to control people multiple times, but he also genuinely struggled with self hate and suicidal urges. the latter does not excuse the former. i dont think he killed himself out of guilt, but bc he knew the gig was up, and i wouldnt be surprised if he did want vindication in death. universemademanifest fascists are v much a death cult who glorify dying for ones group, so they probably take already angry and vulnerable men who suffer with self hate and urge them to turn that self harm into something glorious thag will hurt those they hate. its a group effort. —-

(Sorry for terrible formatting I’m on my phone) Well, your mentioning him is what made made me think of it now but I’m more interested in the general case than in figuring out the specifics of one actor’s motivations. But yeah, I mean, I think there must always be some self hate and depression cos like, otherwise why not just move to somewhere no one knows your name and start over? And I would also say that those things can feed into each other, the inner voice that might usually fight suicidal thoughts drowned out by the voice that wants to regain control/lash out in revenge and all that passion and motivation can be focussed on thinking about how awful they have it/because the degree of awfulness is proportional to the need for revenge.

Hmmm, yeah, idk? I feel like I feel like how canmom said about abusers but with fash too? Like, we’re all raised in a world with a lot of fascist tendencies and like I don’t think there’s really a clear line between like, much more run of the mill behaviours and people and groups and fash ones? But I suppose descending to extreme fash rather than like, fash-lite neoliberalism is something that is more common/targeted to hurt or vulnerable folk so that still makes sense?

But then is fascism an abberation of a normally successfully self interested group dynamic that ends up killing its members? Or is it like a cult where there are a select few leaders who are pulling the strings and who actually do stand to benefit to some extent? Or is it like something we’d have to explain in terms of like, deep irrationality embedded in people or ideas/cultural phenomena that exist because they self replicate rather than because they benefit anyone?

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high school!donghyuck

request: idk if you’re taking reqs but i really like ur highscool aus so if u want to write one abt hyuck ill be :^))))))) - anonymous

word count: 5.1k

a/n: oof its been awhile unnies!!!! ive had exams for the past two weeks and I still have exams now so im sorry for not posting anything but reblogs with headassery in the tags!!! we are continuing the high school series n renjun is next!! since I got like 3 requests for him !!!!! hhehhehehheheh its gonna b cute <3 anyways hope u enjoy this I love my lil duckie baby

masterlist

mark, renjun, jeno, donghyuck, jaemin, chenle, jisung

big oof i’m gonna cry while writing this

i’m running out of creative ways to say let’s dive in

let us take the plunge

okay!!!!!!!!!! so you’ve been an editor/writer for the school paper for pretty much all of your high school career

you’re not super well known though because you don’t try to take any credit for anything and always sign your pieces like “- the daily newspaper team” or smth 

anywhom you’ve always loved writing about the stuff around you or making up little short stories

one of your hobbies is just going people watching and trying to write down a brief description of people you see and what you think they’re on the way to do

you’ve befriended the baristas at your favorite spot, lucas and mark, and they always beg to read them but you never let them because mark is too nice to tell you it’s shit and lucas is too dumb to at least say it nicely

you’ve got at least 6 notebooks FULL of these little stories but you’ve never really ? showed anyone because wow showing others your work is Scary

criticism ???/$&/&:&:&:

it’s midway through the first semester of the school year and you’ve been super busy since it’s football season and you gotta write about all the games

and you haven’t had much time to write your cute little stories for yourself and you miss it a lot :/

this weekend though the chance of rain is SUPER high so the football game is cancelled and you have plenty of time to yourself !! :D

there is, a setback tho

THUNDER!!!!! IS SO SCARY !!!!!!

u fckin softie

you decide to tough it out though and get suited up in some polka dot rain boots and a rain jacket and set off to find somewhere to chill

as you’re walking to the nearest lil greenhouse/cafe thing it starts raining ,, ,,, hARDER

when you started it wasn’t rlly raining it was just like that weird tension in the air right before the air pressure drops and it starts to rain and you were already on edge OOF

but then it’s raining so you clutch your notebook to your chest and dash

usain bolt had nothing on you girly you were ZOOM ZOOM

broom broom- doyoung

unfortunately you don’t make it though because with you head down to keep the rain out of your eyes you run RIGHT into someone’s CHEST !!!!!!

hehe u know i’m a sucker for these god damn TROPES

your notebook goes flying and and the arms attached to the Chest That Caused Your Grief come up to catch you by the arms

“oh gOD sorry are you okay ??? i wasn’t looking and i was trying to keep my journal dr- MY JOURNALSDJDDD”

you fling yourself out of this boys arms and pick up your soaking wet journal sadly

:((((((( you had so many stories in there wtf

“oh shit i’m sorry do you uh want me to buy you another one ???”

“no that’s okay it wasn’t your fault :( and it’s just a journal i’m only sad because all my stories are gone :(((((“

you finally look up from your Ruined journal to see , the prettiest boy

you can’t tell for sure cause his hair is soaking wet but it’s a bright red that looks a bit faded and his skin is tanned and golden like HONEY OOF

he meets your eyes and awkwardly smiles and he looks so GUILTY AW

“no really it’s fine don’t feel bad!!”

“okay but i feel bad what can i do to make it up to you?”

“hMMM you could come help me think of wacky stories about people who walk past”

“well if you INSIST m’lady”

“aw, never mind”

“IM JUST KIDDING SJDJJD”

so in the pouring rain you both walk to cafe and find a little corner to people-watch in

on the way there he tells you his name is donghyuck but his friends call him hyuck

“dude that’s the sound goofy makes when he laughs your friends are terrible”

“oh my god i don’t even think they know what they’re saying HsjdjHEHHS”

after a couple minutes of bad goofy impressions you decide to call him duckie instead because ,,,, GARSH MICKEY 🤠🤠🤠

also because it’s cute

you didn’t hear this from me but he uwued so hard rip his street cred with the Boys

anyways right before you settle in you’re like hey uh did you have somewhere to be like weren’t you heading places

and he was like nah i like the rain it’s nice to just walk around feels GOOD

your eyes widen so big and he snorts because what’s so ridiculous about that

and you’re like uh UH NO NOPE NO SIR I DONT FUCK WITH DEMONS

your dramatic ass tries to get up and LEAVE but he grabs your wrist and is like noooo we haven’t even written any stories yet why do you hate rain so much ??

you explain how thunder is the work of the devil and that lightning could strike you down where you stand at any moment and storms are EVIL

he chuckles and side eyes you

“aW you big wimp you’re afraid of thunderstorms aren’t you”

“yES. like any sane person would be”

“you know a lot of people actually like storms”

“like i said, SANE people do not”

and then you change the subject right quick because your face is getting RED with embarrassment

you n donghyuck spend like 2 hours just sitting in the corner and writing little scenarios on napkins

“oh shit that girl over there with the french braids is TOTALLY gonna marry hipster beanie guy in two years. mark my words”

“idk y/n she lowkey has the hots for the barista”

“ ew you mean mark??”

“yeah. now THAT man is a work of art”

MARKHYUCK RISE

“god what is wrong with you maybe you should buy me another book”

“too late now we’re FRIENDS and i don’t owe you ANYTHING”

“being friends doesn’t work like that at all but, okay”

at the end of the day you’ve got a stack of napkins with scribbled notes on them

(one of them has donghyuck’s number on it skdkkfjd)

he leaves you with a bright smile and you’re in awe this boy is so golden and lovely

oof and when you were still in the cafe his hair had dried to the unnatural red color that he ? somehow made look good ugh not fAIR

and it was a lil curly and fluffy and looked very soft :(((((

as you walk home you drift along the sidewalk with a stupid smile on your face wow please get a little less obvious hunty

when you get home the sun is setting and the rain has cleared and you are so Happy that was the best day !!!

you weren’t even scared of the thunder because whenever the sky would fckin CRACK OPEN hyuck would subtly try to keep your attention and distract you with questions

the sky: AAAAAAAAAAA

duckie: oH Hey uhhh so hOW do you even come up these stories ?):$:$ theyre so good

such a sweet boy uwu

when you get home your mom eyes you suspiciously as you drift down the hall towards your room but doesn’t comment

she didn’t need to though because you immediately return and tell her everything !!!

she encourages you to befriend him at school and see where it goes from there ;))) or just TEXT HIM

so you do

both of those things !!!

you: hey!! it’s y/n btw

duckie: hey! u make it home alive without the sky cracking open and killing u

you: stOP MAKING FUN OF ME

you send him memes and he sends , even better ones back this boy is Husband Material

the next couple weeks you realize that hyuck is actually in like a lot of your classes

and he’s like yeah i don’t blame you for not noticing since your nose is always in one of those Damn Journals

can’t believe u smh

anywhom

you start actually interacting with people in class

and by people i mean donghyuck and any of his friends who happen to be there

you literally get thrown into their friendgroup like one day you know donghyuck and have vaguely heard of jeno since he’s on the soccer team

and then the next you’re a part of the group message and jaemin begs for your math homework during lunch ????

“jaemin just dO YOUR OWN HOMEWORK FOR ONCE ???”

“ugh but i don’t know how”

“hey you know what maybe if you didn’t sleep in class you WOULD”

“IM TIRED GOD DAMN IT”

this is usually when duckie interjects with

“hey now girls, you’re both smart <3”

“i know im smart but , jaemin , i don’t know about him 😔😔”

poor jaemin leave him alone :(

jisung is , extREMELY awkward around you because he’s a Baby Freshman and you’re a Female Senior hsjdjf it’s so cute

and chenle is the complete opposite he IMMEDIATELY latches onto you and is always like

“y/n !!!! wanna watch this video of me singing and playing the piano when i was thirteen on live national television !!!!”

“y/N !!!!!!! can you drive me n jisung to get ice cream plEASE !!! we won’t even play PSY this time”

“okay,,,,, pinky promise?”

his pinky hooks around yours at an incredible speed as he jumps up and down with excitement

“pinky promise !!!!!!!!!!”

hyuck overhears and insists upon coming with for , unknown reasons

renjun and jeno keep snickering to each other across the lunch table too uGH

sneaky bastards !

after school you wait in the parking lot for the Babies with hyuck who looks rather flushed considering his skin is pretty tan and it takes a lot for him to visibly blush ??

“hey duckie boy you good?”

“haha yEAH uh just wondering where the boys are hhhh”

“oh yeah ! they should’ve been here like 10 mins ago”

your phone buzzes in your pocket and you go to check it to see a text in the group message

lele: hey y/n~ me n jisung can’t come we totally forgot we joined a frisbee team and there’s practice today !!!

blueberry: yeah ! have fun w/ hyuckie tho

moominluvr96: sjdjd i’m so proud of them

jenomunomunomu: absolute legends have fun at ur frisbee practice my sons

you: 🅱️ro i wanted to go home and SLEEP

blueberry: sorry ! xoxo :*

duckie: chenle my son ? how could you 🅱️etray me this way???

you: ur dead to me

you: literally what’s a chenle ?? sounds like a poisonous fruit

lele: NO IM SORRY

but tbh you’re just being Silly you don’t mind just going with Sunshine Boy

hyuck has only gotten redder as the texting went on though what’s his deal 0.0

you agree to take his car !

actually you insist because you don’t wanna drive but, let’s say you agreed

you find out that hyuck exclusively listens to hipster bands and the occasional troye sivan song because we love a gay legend

actually his music taste is ALL OVER THE PLACE but we r still boppin ladies

you roll the windows down even tho it’s Chilly and let your hand float in the breeze until your fingers start getting numb and you pull your hand back in and roll up the window

okay maybe that was a Bad Idea your fingers almost hurt they’re so cold and you’re rubbing the feeling back into them when hyuck clears his throat

you look up at him and he tilts his chin toward the hand he stretched toward you

you’re confused bc like ? i don’t have anything to give u duckie

he sighs anxiously

“just. give me your hand. mine are warm because i didn’t try to be cool and stick my hand out the window like this is a teen coming of age movie”

“have you ever just been nice and not followed it up with a weirdly specific insult”

“nope. now gimme”

you cautiously placed your hand in his and felt heat bloom all over your cheeks and trail up to your ears and down your neck

he gulps and interlocks your fingers and tucks them in the pocket of his hoodie

you have to lean against the console in between you a little so that your arm isn’t strained but it’s,,,,, Warm and Nice

you’re quick to continue the conversation like normal but your voice sometimes goes in and out since he is subconsciously rubbing his thumb over the back of your hand or tapping his fingers against yours

when you arrive you awkwardly pull your hand from his grip to get out of the car and he cringes a lil :(

you decide to be bold for once in your life and run around the car to catch up with him and shove your other hand into his

“this one’s cold too”

he ducks his head and smiles but gives your hand a lil squeeze :3 uwu

eventually though you do have to let go and enjoy your ice cream

you just make small talk with him about the newspaper and whatever homework is due the next day when a man walks in wearing BRIGHT RED CLOWN SHOES

the weirdest part though is the fact that other than the clown shoes the man is dressed like a body builder and has the hulking mass of one

and also there is a PARROT ON HIS SHOULDER ???

you and hyuck whip to face each other and then look back at the man

without looking away you slide your notebook to the middle of the table and flip open to where you’ve bookmarked the next available page

needless to say you both have a field day making up storylines for this man

“hey hyuckie i missed this it’s been forever since it’s been just the two of us and my journal”

“me too, sunshine”

“heY now you’re the sunshine in this relationship”

both of you choke at your use of the term “relationship” but continue with the conversation JSKSK

“alright but then you have to be the rain”

“aw you know i don’t like the rain”

“yes i know that’s why YOU are sunshine”

“kay but you are so much more like sunshine than i, an Emo”

“how bout i be sunshine since you like sunshine and me, and you be rain since i like rain and you”

OOF ????????

you blush for the Millionth Time and nod shyly and duckie is about to turn purple YIKES

you leave the ice cream shop and climb back in the car and the whole atmosphere is very Tense

you sigh because you miss holding his hand and then turn up the song on the radio which just happens to be, Walkin On Sunshine

THE !!! IRONY !!!

you giggle into your hand and he snorts and you both break into laughter

you plug your phone into the aux

“alright time for some Real Tunes”

“i swear to GOD if you play Bad Boy one more time i’m gonna LOSE IT”

“fuck you red velvet are LEGENDS”

“the only reason you know who they are is because mark tells everyone with a pulse that one of them is from canada just like him”

“okay and ??? i can still appreciate that they produce iconic songs only”

“LISTEN I LOVE RED VELVET TOO BUT ENOUGH IS ENOUGH”

you playfully bicker the whole way back and when you get back to the school to pick up your car you realize you never even got to play your song

“for your information, i was in fact NOT going to play bad boy i was going to play the bop of the century, what is love by twice”

and then, with heavy sarcasm

“well gee why didn’t you just sAY SO”

“IM SICK OF YOUR GIRL GROUP SLANDER LEE DONGHYUCK”

then he giggles and grabs your hand to keep you from getting more than halfway out of the car

“okay okay you know i’m just messing with you”

“yes but leave my gorls out of it”

he releases your hand with fake disgust and wipes it on the passenger seat headrest

“ugh go home, gru”

“it’s a good meme and you can’t even deny it duckie boy”

you blow him a half serious half playful kiss as you bounce over to your car and climb in

you play bad boy and roll the windows down as you drive by his car just to spite him and he laughs good naturedly

it’s only when you get home that you’re like heyyyy nOW

WAS THAT A DATE ??????

you tell your mom about it and she’s like uHHH sounds like a DATE to me ???

but you’re Unsure so you don’t say anything to the others or hyuck just the usual goodnight texts and whatnot

although it could be argued ,, that goodnight texts are a little, relationship-y

it could also be argued , that you do have his contact name as , duckie☼♥

but those can be discussed another time

you continue to hang out with the boys although you refuse to allow them to sit with you at football games because they’re so DISTRACTING

jeno and jisung just fckin yell the whole time while you try to jot notes down to turn it into a story later for the paper

but you can’t concentrate or even figure out wtf is goin on because they’re scREAMING and jumping and messing you uP !

so you sent them elsewhere although,,, hyuck stayed with you

he always does “just in case you get cold or smth”

ur not fooling anyone hyuckie baby

and would you look at that time has FLOWN and it’s time for homecoming !!!!

you plan on going in a big group with hyuck and all The Boys and jaemin has even scored a date !!!

it was highkey through trickery but that’s okay

chenle and jisung are gonna wear matching shirts because they’re headass like that

you’ve already bought a dress and you haven’t ….. shown hyuckie……. just in case……… he asks you

since he…… hasn’t …… YET

renjun keeps assuring you that you don’t need to find a date and that everything is covered but ???? inch resting how duckie has done nOT ONE THING

alright the day of the dance you wake up feeling a little off but go through your normal saturday routine of eating a waffle and absentmindedly watching old gossip girl reruns

but later in the day you feel SHITTY

you’re flushed and your head hurts and it takes so much EFFORT just to get up and get a glass of water

you , comrade, are sick :-(

you text in the gm to let your boys know you can’t come

chenle thinks you’re faking until he calls and hears you sniffling and how rough your voice sounds

“hEY THOT I KNOW UR FAKING BC U DONT HAVE A DATE”

“chenle if it didn’t hurt to speak i would yell at u but my eyes are watering please just text me”

“oh,,,,sorry love u”

and then he hangs up real fast lmao

so you decide to just wallow in despair in your bed and rent overpriced movies on demand

there’s a half drank mug of tea that has long gone cold that contains the medicine you’re supposed to be taking but,, you can’t be bothered tbh lifting your hand is so hard

after a few movies and the sun setting there’s knock at the door ???

you barely hear it since you’re in your room with the door closed but /sigh/ you gotta go answer

you drag yourself out of bed and stumble to the front door and open it, immediately slumping against the frame

this whole time you have still not opened your eyes because light hurts a lil and you know your house well enough

in hindsight that was probably dumb considering you don’t know who’s at the door

you try to open your eyes but they only turn half lidded and droopy so you can just barely make out donghyuck looking Concerned on your front porch

“duckie? what are u doing here?”

“uhhh i uh came to take you to homecoming ??”

he then holds up some flowers and smiles awkwardly

“duckie. baby. sunshine. did u not read the texts i sent ? also it is VERY late to be asking me to homecoming. also, i am a little high on cold medication”

“srry princess, can i come in? you look like you need company and soup and possibly some Sarcastic Banter”

“sounds good duck”

“okay duckie was already incorrect please don’t shorten it to duck”

“you know i didn’t have to let you in”

“so what kind of soup do you want? :-)”

he busies himself attempting to make soup while you have melted into a chair at the dining table with one eye cracked open to watch him

he is very obviously Struggling so you wobble to your feet to stand behind him at the stove and maybe lean a little too much into his back to prop your chin up on his shoulder and reach a hand around him to turn the heat down on the stove

you’ve reached the point of I Don’t Give A Shit and have given up on trying not to be affectionate with him you’re too tired and sickly to restrain yourself and his heart is just steadily beating faster and faster

after your soup you drag him into your bedroom to force him to provide you warmth while watching another movie

but he digs his heels into the floor and tugs on your hand to turn you around

“since you’re missing homecoming….. wanna dance?”

“in my bedroom. while i’m dying. with no music.”

“i’ll take care of the music. cmon don’t be difficult”

“i’m not being difficult i’m just-

you’re cut off by him pressing a finger to your lips and going shhhhhh

you open your mouth to curse him out bc hOW DARE HE

but then he gently pulls you by the waist into his chest and does his best to tuck you under his chin

you’re too comfortable like this so you don’t bother admonishing him for earlier and just settle into his embrace

you loop your arms around his neck as he starts to sway you back and forth

after a couple seconds he starts humming, quietly at first and then louder

and then he starts singing and it’s so sO SWEET AND SOFT

you can feel each breath he takes under your hands and the vibrating of his vocal chords against your forehead and you just close your eyes and press closer to him

you’ve literally never been this content in your whole life binch

he is so warm and ever so often smooths a hand up and down your spine whenever you shiver a little or shift in his arms

when the song finishes you keep swaying with him a little while longer

you’re leaning against him so hard that like the majority of your weight is on him yikes

“babe are you asleep”

“mm”

“no?”

“mmm”

“pretty close though?”

“hm”

“alright”

he chuckles and presses a barely there kiss to the top of your head and sort of waddles the two of you over to the bed

you don’t even have to ask him to climb in with you that was The Plan, Stan

(that’s a saying and also i’m calling u a stan wow queen of puns)

as soon as he settles in you tuck yourself under his arm and throw an arm over him to play with the fingers of his other hand

you’ve got the breakfast club on and it’s Real Nap Hours

hyuck’s arm falls asleep pretty soon tho so instead you switch to laying on your sides facing each other with your face pressed into his neck and your arms draped over each other

right before you fade into unconciousness, he tilts his chin down and nudges his nose against yours to get your attention

your eyes flutter open and you look up at him while he smiles gently down at your sleepy expression aWE ???

“hey wanna be my date when you’re not on your death bed?”

“god, what a romantic. is that a shakespeare quote?”

“shut up and say yes”

“alright fine”

“with more enthusiasm!”

“YES!! GOD DAMN IT”

he shakes his head but then leans down to press a lingering kiss against your cheek before tucking you back against him and evening out his breathing

you fall asleep and dream of boys with beautiful voices who love to dance in the rain

a couple hours later you wake up to a forehead smooch and your Boy whispering bye angel

you sit up and whine and he’s like bby i have to go it’s like midnight n my momma wants me home :(((

you pout and he giggles and taps your lips with his index finger

“go back to sleep and i’ll text you something nice to wake up to yeah?”

you nod and grab his hand to kiss it before flopping back down and passing The Fuck Out

the next morning you wake up still feeling a bit shitty but smiling anyways bc you’ve scored the cutest boy in the universe uwu

he even kept his promise and left you a cute message to wake up to ;((((

duckie☼♥: good morning bbg i hope ur feeling better today and that the sun shines all day for u !!!

you: JEKDKDJ DUCKIE IM STILL SICK BUT TAKE ME ON A DATE RN

you: 💗💗💗💕💌💞💞💗😤💖🤧😔💗😔🤧😔🌺💐🌺🌺🌸💐😔💛😔💛💐🤧💐💐💖💖

duckie☼♥: noooo ur gross

you: you ruined it :(((

duckie☼♥: i mean noooo u gotta get better

you: okay :)))

you finally get over your cold like 4 days later and insist you’re fine to be Taken Out And Treated Like A Princess

he tells you to dress warm except gloves bc he wants to hold youR HAND CAN YOU BELIEVE

you’re weirdly not nervous ? like you thought you would be but you’re just excited and very happy !!!! uwu

he picks you up about an hour after school and reveals that he’s gonna take you to all the cafes in town to people watch and write stories which is !!! your favorite activity !!!!!!

“is it lame??? oh god you think it’s lame i’m so sORRY”

“nO!!! no i love it you did good”

“are you sure?”

“yes duckie”

“okay good i mean i knew you’d like it”

“but you just-“

“hm?”

“,,,,, nevermind”

you both hike around town until it gets late and you’re tired and you end up on a bench in the local park with his head in your lap and your fingers in his hair

you lightly scratch his scalp and hum and he practically PURRS like a cat

(furry ????? it’s more likely than you think)

his eyes are closed and you trace your fingers over his features lightly until it tickles and he scrunches up his nose aw bABY !!!!!

then, without opening his eyes

“so when are you gonna man up and kiss me?”

“first of all, i will never man up i prefer being female thanks. sECOND WHY DO I GOTTA DO IT”

“i asked you on the date !!! you gotta do something!!!”

“i held your hand first!!”

“after i literally offered my hand to you”

“uGH fine come here”

“no i’m not gonna ‘come here’ you literally just made a disgusted noise at the thought of kissing me”

“it wasn’t at the thought of kissing you it was just at you”

“this isn’t helping at all”

you roll your eyes playfully and then yank him up by the collar of his shirt to press your forehead against his

“does this help?”

aND THEN YOU LAY ONE ON HIM ??????:$&:&;&;

QUEEN OF CONFIDENCE

he sighs against your lips and sits up a little more so he can reach you better, smoothing a hand up to cup the side of your jaw and neck

you pull away and his eyes are still closed

“hmmm,,, yeah”

you scoff and drop him back to half laying on your lap

“you’re such a dork”

“yeah but i’m your dork now so it’s embarrassing for both of us”

“aw i wouldn’t have it any other way <333”

“is it just me or was that sarcasm”

“just you <3333”

renjun, who has been rOOTING FOR YOU GUYS THIS ENTIRE TIME

screams when you call him that night lol

literally SCREECHES

chenle happens to be with him and screeches eVEN LOUDER

basically the whole group screams simultaneously they’ve been shipping it since day one

hyuck is a bit prideful so when you guys are out in public he’s not super affectionate but ,, when you’re not out

he’s wrapped around you like a koala and will never let go

you have to go pee? hold it

you’re dehydrated and dying? you can live off of his Love

your favorite activity to do together is BAKING because it never goes well no matter how hard you try

and although it usually ends in DISASTER it’s also a good time and afterwards duckie lets you curl up between his legs on the couch and nap uwu !

dating really didn’t change the dynamic between you two other than affection you still read each other to DUST on the regular  lmao

no one gets too harsh tho bc you love each other and whatnot

ugh love ruins all the FUN doesnt it :/

donghyuck makes it his business to know exactly when it will rain and makes sure to be with you when it does

at the first sight of clouds he is in your house with board games and movies and snuggles to distract you !!! what a sweetheart

on days when it’s really bad you just climb into bed and bury your face in his chest while he talks about whatever comes to mind and distracts you

he also takes to slumping down and falling asleep on your shoulder whenever you have movie nights together and it’s so CUTE

his little heart shaped lips and his cheeks always end up smushed and he just looks adorable wow rip you

he’s obsessed with your cheeks he loves to cup your face while he talks to you and press gentle kisses to them during Sleepy Time or when you part ways in the school hallways

if he’s excited he’ll bound up behind you and wrap his arms around you and kiss your cheek real hard and then start babbling about whatever’s got him so worked up

basically, hyuckie is a boy full of sunshine and passion and sarcasm and he’s the best boyfriend you could ever ask for :’-)

[werewolfwilds]

i redid an ask meme that i had originally done ~3 years ago to see the comparison so for archiving purposes im putting it in a lil journal entry here ! i wanna start doing small journal entries again it was fun when i did that

new answers bolded

1) what images do you have set for your desktop/cell phone wallpapers?

my desktop bg is literally just…. a collage of kageyama manga screencaps a h a,,,, and my cellphone bg are drawings some gay drew me like 74724 years ago :v // my desktop rn is actually a background from one of the dmmd routes LMFAO..... idk which one it is but i’ve always liked those bg pics!! my cell lock screen is p5 art and my bg is leopika

2) have you ever had a crush on a teacher?

nooooope // nah

3) what was your last text message?

my phone is dead so i wouldnt be able to tell you lmfao i dont even remember // it was a gif from kelly lol

4) what do you see yourself doing in 10 years?

hopefully working a job i enjoy and making costumes and being happy!! // god i have no idea and it freaks me out... hopefully working,,

5) if you could be anywhere else right now, where would you be?

hoommee ((or at katsucon tbh)) // at the beach with friends maybe

6) what was your coolest halloween costume?

a white cat probably lmao // i dont think ive ever had a particularly exciting halloween costume but one year i was sharpay from high school musical and i think i peaked then tbh

7) what was your favorite 90s show?

uhhhh….. i didnt really… start watching tv until like… the 2000′s so i really cant tell you man lol // spongebob started in 1999 does that coUNT,

8) who was your last kiss?

(answer redacted) // :/ someone should kiss me so i can change this answer lmao

9) have you ever been stood up?

nope //  nah

10) favorite ice cream flavor?

vanilla w/ vanilla oreos ok u need to underst a n d // this hasn’t changed i haven’t had this particular ice cream in a long time but i still stand by it

11) have you been to las vegas?

nahh // nope

12) your favorite pair of shoes?

idk i have these black ones i wear everywhere lol // i have a pair of white sneakers that i refuse to stop wearing now

13) honestly, have you ever cheated on your significant other?

i wouldnt even consider it. // no bc i’m not a piece of shit lmao?

14) what is your favorite fruit?

hmmm…. pineapple orrr…. strawberries but only if they’re the really good kind like they have to be perfect // pineapple!!

15) have you talked to anyone on tumblr that you could see yourself  dating/having sex with? if possible?

….. ye s… yes. // in the past apparently so but thinking about it now nah lol

16) are you into hookups? short or long term relationships?

hookups arent my thing eh i prefer long term relationships altho i cant really say ive been in a “long” term relationship pffff // i don’t think hookups will ever be my thing, emotionally long term relationships are what i’m here for but i’m also a Very Impulsive Person so i cant tell you if this will stay a fact :’)

17) do you smoke? if so, what?

nope dont wanna // no thanks

18) what do you do to get over your anger?

usually talk to people or shout into word // i have to vent about it to someone probably a thousand times even months or years after it happens tbh

19) do you believe in god?

nahh // nah

20) does the person you’re in love with know it?

i aint in love with anyone rn so no? // i’m not in love with anyone.

21) favorite position?

………….. for w hat………. // oh honey lmfao... N/A

22) what’s your horoscope sign?

virgo/ox ovob // Virgo/sun, Aries/moon, Libra/rising and Cancer/midheaven

23) your fears?

literally everything i already named a few so ill name some others… ghh anything in… the ocean or lakes and stuff frightens me and i really dont know why bu tlike…. fish and crabs and jellyfish and seaweed cuz it’s evil and stu f f basically anything that’s not a mammal or turtles or penguins…. lo l im a baby // uncertainty is a big fear of mine and also people being mad at me lmao... as far as physical fears though i have debilitating fears of almost all insects/arachnids and lobsters/shrimp/crawfish :^)))))

24) how many pets do you have? what kind?

two cats and a dog!! // one cat one dog

25) what never fails to turn you on?

i dunno,,/////// // lol neck biting/kissing oof

26) your idea of a perfect first date?

im okay with mostly anything i just really like spending time with the person ; v ; // i’ve never really had an answer for this? thinking about dates has always made me so anxious for whatever reason but i’ll be happy to just spend time with them doing whatever honestly, i’m a super indecisive person aha

27) what is something most people don’t know about you?

i dont really know tbh lmfao // i’ve considered in the past looking into mental conditions (anxiety/bpd/etc) to see if i might have one or two but i never want to say anything about it because i don’t want to self-diagnose anything.

28) what makes you feel the happiest?

nice weather and nice conversations w/ best people u//v//u // nice weather and hanging out with people who are fun and easy to talk to

29) what store do you shop at most often?

does….. arda wigs count or… // does arda wigs still count bc mood lmao but truthfully now it’s probably target

30) how do you feel about oral? giving and/or receiving?

kkdkjsfkjkjfj??fsfj/// go for i t??? i have no problems with i t??? i dont think ill ever be willing to put a dick in my mouth though // these random sexual questions thrown in here are something aren’t they lmao. not going to disclose much but i will stand by the fact that i will not put a dick in my mouth lo l

31) do you believe in karma?

sometimes ye // i believe that people will eventually get what’s coming to them but i don’t believe in karma as a solid concept if that makes sense? like i don’t think it’s guaranteed

32) are you single?

yup yup // yeah it’s been wild lmao

33) do you think flowers or candy are a better way to apologize?

i think being sincere is the best way to apologize– if you truly mean it the person will know. you dont need to buy your forgiveness. // the best way to apologize is just to apologize sincerely and change your behavior if it’s applicable.

34) are you a good swimmer?

ehh??? im ok i guess– i took swimming lessons as a kid but i havent done legit swimming ever since then lmao,, ive always been best at the backstroke tho yea // i mean i have the ability to swim but i’m not olympic-worthy or anything lmao

35) coffee or tea?

ehhh im not big on either tbh // chocolate milk and you can fight me

36) online shopping or shopping in person?

depends what your shopping for i guess?? online is more relaxed i guess // online probably because shopping in person Gives Me Anxiety

37) would you rather be older or younger than your current age?

ehhh im happy where i am tbh // older

38) cats or dogs?

do not make me choose // cats and dogs* there i fixed it for you

39) are you a competitive person?

ahaa,,,,, oh god yeah,, // OOF yeah

40) do you believe in aliens?

i believe there’s life on other planets somewhere?? so i guess?? // i believe in aliens in the sense that there’s no way we are the only living life forms in the universe but not in the science-fiction way you feel me

41) do you like dancing?

i do but i suck at it lmao // i do but i: A- suck, and B- have no stamina

42) what kind of music to you listen to?

nearly everything tbh // i’m not picky when it comes to music but imma be real w u. almost all of the music on my phone is kpop. seventeen is my favorite group along with astro, and i also enjoy super junior, shinee, red velvet, etc among so many others,,, im pretty wide spread !

43) what is your favorite cartoon character?

i will never be able to pick just one // i’ll literally never be able to answer this

44) where are you from?

philadelphia uvu // philly!

45) eat at home or eat out?

hmmm at home. // at home

46) how much more social are you when you’re drunk?

i never plan on being drunk tyvm // i’ve never consumed alcohol in my life and to be Quite Fucking Honest i want nothing to do with it

47) what was the last thing you bought for yourself?

bracelets ! ; u ; // uh... excluding food and music... earrings i think

48) why do you think your followers follow you?

uhhhhhhh lmfao i have no idea i think… a good amount are for my cosplays at least?? or id like to think so lmfao but i really dont know pfft // my followers have just accumulated and hung around over the years... i know i gained a good amount from my snk days as arlert-the-troops and then through my haikyuu phase, whether it was for my cosplay or other posts that i made... whenever someone follows me now im not entirely sure what its for but i appreciate everyone who’s stuck around!

49) how many hours do you sleep at night?

it’s never regular man // 6-9 (lol) hours is pretty normal for me

50) what worries you most about the future?

everything tbh // the future as a concept worries me lol

[ayraelaine]

100 Questions

I suddenly felt the need to answer random questions so... HIHI

1. Think of the last person who said I love you, do you think they meant it?
 I think so. I hope so. 2. Would you date an 18-year-old at the age you are now? UHM... I dont want to close my doors but, I’m gonna say NO for now. HAHA! 
3. When’s the last time you were aggravated and happy at the same time? Minutes ago. :’) 
4. Would you ever smile at a stranger? Yes, I actually do that everyday.  
5. Is there someone mad because you’re dating/talking to the person you are?
 NO... I guess? Haha 6. Have you heard a song that reminds you of someone today? NO. It’s been so long since I’ve actually thought of “someone” whilst listening to music. 
7. What exactly are you wearing right now?
 Purple tee + shorts 8. How often do you listen to music? every.single.day. 9. Do you wear jeans or sweats more?
 I’m more of a jeggings / leggings type of girl actually 10. Do you think your life will change dramatically before 2020?
 YES. For the better (claiming it!) 11. Are you a social or an antisocial person?
 Antisocial... I’m actually an ambivert. I can do both. :) 12. Have you ever kissed someone whose name begins with the letter ‘A’? This is a vague question!!! All of us in the family... our names all start with A so of course! HEHE 
13. What about ‘R’?
 *croo croo* YES *croo croo* hahaha

14. Can you drive a stick shift?
 NO

15. Do you care if people talk badly about you?
 Sometimes I do, but then I’ve learned that it’s better to have a “fuck it” attitude. 

16. Are you going out of town soon?
 YES!!!!!

17. When was the last time you cried? hmmm... last week?


18. Have you ever told someone you loved them?
 YES

19. If you could change your eye color, would you?
 hazelnut? WOW. HAHA

20. Is there a boy who you would do absolutely everything for?
 No. :P

21. Name something you dislike about the day you’re having.
 the fact that I had to reset my Yahoo password for the fcking nth time today ‘cause I keep on forgetting what I fckin typed

22. Is it cute when guys kiss you on your forehead?
 YES!! That’s my favorite

23. Are you dating the last person you talked to?
 NO

24. What are you sitting on right now?
 I’m actually lying on my tummy rn

25. Does anyone regularly (other than family) tell you they love you? YES :)


26. Have you ever wanted someone you couldn’t have?
 YES! Argh

27. Who was the last person you talked to before you went to bed last night?
 My friend Mikee

28. Do you get a lot of colds?
 NO. Hihi *knock on wood*

29. Where is the shirt you are wearing from? Adidas


30. Does anyone hate you? I hate myself sometimes... does it count?


31. Do you have any empty alcohol bottles hidden somewhere in your room?
 NO! Do you?

32. Do you like watching scary movies? Sometimes... it depends what part of the day it is. 


33. Do you want your tongue pierced? NO. NEVER.


34. If you had to delete one year of your life completely, which would it be?
 2016. That was a shitty year. No offense to Disneyland.

35. Did you have a dream last night? No! I guess it’s because I slept in too late.


36. When was the last time you told someone you loved them?
 An hour ago I guess? I was watching a BTS vid and I screamed “JIMIN SARANGHAE!” while fangirling. LOL

37. Do you think you’ll be married in 5 years? Who knows... I guess? HAHA


38. Do you think someone has feelings for you?

Hmmmmmm... NO?


39. Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?


NO

40. Did you have a good day yesterday?

I DID! Thank you for asking. HAHA


41. Think back 2 months ago; were you in a relationship?


NO. HELL NO. HAHA

42. In the next 48 hours, will you hang out with a girl?


Yeah. my sister. HAHA

43. Has anyone told you they don’t want to ever lose you?


LOLYEAH. HAHAHAHA

44. What’s the best part about school?


the misadventures after class. :P

45. Do you have any pictures on your Facebook?

Yes


46. Do you ever pass notes to your friends in school?

YES! It was a thing back in highschool.


47. Do you replay things that have happened in your head?


 I do. I overthink a lot so...

48. Were you single over the last summer?


Yes.

49. Is your life anything like it was two years ago?

No...


50. What are you supposed to be doing right now?

cleaning my room, but here I am... doing this. HAHA


51. Do you hate the last guy you had a conversation with?


No. :)

52. Are you nice to everyone?


 NO. Haha! I am a very transparent person. I can’t hide my feelings, especially when I’m irritated.

53. Have you ever liked someone you didn’t expect to?


YES! It was awful. Haha

54. Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months and not cheat?

I can last in a relationship for 2857254 yrs and NOT cheat thank you very much.


55. Are you good at hiding your feelings?


NO

56. Do you think you like someone?

I do. 


57. Have you kissed someone whose name starts with a ‘J’?


No, I wish I could though. :P

58. Do you prefer to be friends with girls or boys?


I’m a girl but I think boys are waaaaaaaay better than girls when it comes to being a friend.

59. Has anyone of your friends ever seen you cry?


YES, I think almost all of them did already

60. Do you hate anyone?


YES. 

61. How’s your heart?


It’s still healing, still learning. :)

62. Is there something that happened in your past that you hate talking about?

YES 


63. Have you ever cried over a guy?

YES


64. Who is probably talking a load of crap about you right now?


NO ONE. I’m that nice. Haha!

65. Are your toenails painted pink?


YES

66. Will your next kiss be a mistake?


No. I think my next one will be the best one. OHA. :)

67. Girls love it when boyfriends cry; correct?


NO!

68. Have your pants ever fallen down in public?


No!

69. Who was the last person you were on the phone with?


My best friend.

70. How do you look right now?
 Fabulous, as always. Haha!

71. Do you have someone you can be your complete self around?


Yes :

72. Can you commit to one person?

YES... Cheating is a deal breaker for me so I would never cheat!!!


73. Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell everything to?

I did once upon a time... our friendship fell apart tho


74. Have you ever felt replaced?


FUCK YES

75. Did you wake up cranky?


This morning? No :)

76. Are you a jealous person?


YES I AM AND THERE’S ABSOLUTELY NO PROBLEM WITH THAT

77. Are relationships ever worth it?

It really depends on who you’re in a relationship with. Is he/she worth-it?


78. Anyone you’re giving up on?
 USA / Philippines’ government officials??

79. Currently wanting to see anyone?


Yes.

80. Name something you have to do tomorrow?

Go to church, sleep, write, exercise 


81. Last person you cried in front of?


hmmmm... I forgot!

82. Is there someone you will never forget?

Yes


83. Do you think the person you have feelings for is protective of you?


he doesn’t even know I exist... so bye

84. If the person you wish to be with were with you, what would you be doing right now?


cuddling? LOL

85. Are you over your past?


YEEEEEEES! *confetti*

86. Have you ever liked one of your best friends of the opposite sex?


No :)

87. Is there anyone you can tell EVERYTHING to?


Yes

88. If your first true love knocked on your door with apology and presents, would you accept?


*nods*

89. So, the last person you kissed just happens to arrive at your door at 3AM; do you let them in?


Uhmmm. No. I would tell him to go home

90. Have you ever liked someone who your friends hated?

YES! HAHAHA


91. Will you be in a relationship in 2 months?


I’m praying to the Gods, YES!

92. Is there anyone you know with the name Michael?


Yes :)

93. Have you ever kissed a Matthew?


I have a baby cousin named Matthew! Yes

94. Were you in a relationship in January? How was it going?


NO, shut up.

95. Were you happy with the person you liked in March?


NO, go away

96. Don’t tell me lies, is the last person you texted attractive?

HAHAHAHA yes??


97. Who do you have texts from?


None of your business hahaha

98. If the person you like says they like someone else, what would you say?


Bye, Felicia

99. Have you ever kissed someone older than you?


 yes?

100. Who’s in your profile picture?

Me? hello?

[italiantea]

tag thign

tagged by @noisyjoints thanks my bro

rules: answer questions, ask some of your own, then tag ten people!

1. do you like mushrooms?

no. solid no.

2. what kind of comedy do you prefer?

uhhhh like the goofy kind? the kind where everyone just does dumb ridiculous shit

3. a place you have always wanted to visit?

hmmm. somewhere in the north? in the Wilderness where you can see the stars n northern lights and shit. that’d be neat

4. can you swim? ride a bike? ice skate?

yes (barely, my stamina is terrible im basically just bsing my way thru the water) yes and kinda? my friend used to drag me ice skating in the winter so i know how to go around the rink in circles without falling on my ass (mostly) but no fancy tricks or anything

5. big bag vs small bag

like a decent sized one i guess. with school bags i tend to go with just big enough to fit my shit and then i wear that one till its ripping apart at the seams. i dont have anything especially big n sturdy but i also dont use those like. tiny lil ones that can fit like a wallet and phone and nothing else. too impractical. where am i going to fit my jacket when i dont want to carry it.

6. describe the coolest rock you have ever seen/owned

my mom and bro went on a trip to the beach and brought back like a bottle of beach sand n little rocks and shit and i found this cool looking spiral one thats white n pink. looks pretty.

7. ever regretted buying/tasting a food?

so theres this really nasty non refrigerated milk stuff in taiwan. came with school lunch in lil cartons. its the kinda stuff that half the people hated and the other half loved like theres no in between. so anyway i avoided trying the stuff because it smelled really gross but one day i was like hey you know what fuckit why not ill try it, cant hurt. took like 2 sips.

oh man fuck that shit. disgusting. felt like puking all day. but then i went home in the afternoon and found out i actually had a stomach bug (not fun not fun lots of graphic puking) so a while later, me, stupid me who just didnt learn, decided to try it again because i thought hey maybe i only wanted to puke bc of the stomach bug maybe the actual taste isnt that bad.

nope. nopenopenope. still bad. i aint touching that shit with a ten foot pole now also i am an idiot.

8. thoughts on running.

oh man running, like sprinting at top speed? best feeling ever. i feel so powerful, so young, so free, there is so much energy in my body

……for like. one minute. then everything after that is Hell and my lungs are dying and i can taste blood in my mouth.

okay seriously though im decent at running, used to be in track n field and all that but im so gotdamn lazy so im terrible at long distance running and basically anything else that i cant power thru with sheer athleticism and explosiveness. but i think despite how goddamn painful it is, its actually pretty satisfying? like not in an edgy i like pain kind of way but like it feels good to give your all and be completely exhausted at the end. also the feeling of running at full speed and then managing to make it on the subway is one of the most satisfying feelings. like i feel like death but fuck you I made it you piece of shit

9. a ridiculous thing your parent/s/guardian/s didn’t let you do as a kid?

hmmmm. i cant recall anything ridiculous but its kinda more of a general Asian parent thing to be overprotective? like ‘you have to blowdry your hair if you dont youll catch a cold and die’ and ‘bring a jacket it’s going to be cold and youll catch a cold and die’ and ‘filter ur water, boil ur water, its dirty if you drink it you’ll get sick and die’ etcetc (ok im exaggerating slightly) and meanwhile all these german kids are running around in shorts in the winter drinking tap water and eating apples straight off trees lol

im still finding out shit recently that’s like. completely normal to europeans/americans that’s so alien to my asian ass (like its normal to each peaches with the peel on?? but why would you do that its so fuzzy and covered in pesticides)

10. where were you before tumblr?

i was in my youtube phase, and before that i was addicted to dumb facebook games

heckit not tagging anyone cuz i cant think of any good questions now and i only interact with like 3 and a half people on this site anyway

[vitaminhwang]

92 Truths

Rules: Tag 20 people

I was tagged by @princechani HAHA AW TY FOR TAGGING ME <33 i feel special :’))

spoiler: im boringiojdoiqwjed

THE LAST…

1. Drink: iced tea

2. Phone call: a “conference call” with my friendsajsdnkasjd

3. Text message: “ AWWW DAMNN well as long as you take care of it it’ll be okay!!!!! “ - my friend got hurt :/ 

4. Song you listened to: outro: wings

5. Time you cried: maybe 2 weeks ago;;

HAVE YOU EVER…

6. Dated someone twice: nope

7. Been cheated on: nope

8. Kissed someone and regretted it: n o p e

9. Lost someone special: no

10. Been depressed: yeah :/ 

11. Gotten drunk and thrown up: nope im still a smol bean

LIST 3 FAVORITE COLORS: blue, purple & pink

15. Made new friends: yes :’)) <3

16.Fallen out of love: nope

17. Laughed until you cried: NOO I HAVEN’t but i made other ppl ;-; & thats good enough for me :’)

18. Found out someone was talking about you: yep meh idcasdjnaskjd it was like a year ago sidhas so 

19. Met someone who changed you: i guess so?

20. Found out who your true friends are: yes 

21. Kissed someone on your Facebook list: nope facebook is dead

GENERAL…

22. How many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: none i dont even have fb lol

23. Do you have any pets: no :((( I REALLY WANT ONE;; PLS LIKE A CAT OR A DOG OR A BUNNY :((

24. Do you want to change your name: no actually :’) i used to want to tho

25. What did you do for your last birthday: go to school fun times;;

26. What time did you wake up: like 10: 50 ish am

27. What were you doing at midnight last night: doing face masks with my friendsasijdasod omfg i never laughed that hard in so long

28. Name something you cannot wait for: ...tbh nothing idk what im excited for...thats sad lmao

29. When was the last time you saw your mother: 10 mins ago

30. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: take more opportunities

31. What are you listening to right now: friends in the bg lmao 

32. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: nope 

33. Something that is getting on your nerves: the thought of summer school ugh i regret it now

34. Most visited website: tumblr, youtube, twitter 

35.Elementary: embarrassing, cringe, regret, dark ages

36. High School: ?????????? what is life??? pls help me??? im so awkward sidjoasd also anxiety :)

37. College/university: idk what i would want to do or if is a good idea for me or meh idk just the future to worry abt whatever i still got time

38. Hair color: black

39. Long or short hair: long

40. Do you have a crush on someone: if hwi counts then yeah

41. What do you like about yourself: ...............?????...i guessss hmmm i guess my dimples 

42. Piercings: on my ear i just have 2 simple ones 

43. Blood type: tbh i have no idea

44. Nickname: di 

45. Relationship status: single & waiting for hwi :’)

46. Zodiac sign: aries

47. Pronouns: she / her

48. Favorite tv show: friends

49. Tattoos: don’t have any but i kinda want a small cute one maybe on my wrist but im rlly indecisive so idk what id get

50. Right or left hand: right hand

51. Surgery: mouth a couple months ago :/ 

52.Piercings: tbh lowkey kinda want some piercings like taehyung does;;; like 3 tiny ones idk i love his piercings they’re so cute to me :(( 

54. Sport: i rlly like soccer & badminton but im not good lol

55. Vacation: i want to go to s. korea or japan or like somewhere tropical 

57. Eating: nothing atm  

58. Drinking: iced tea

59. I’m about to: most likely go to sleep 

60. Listening to: friends in the bg 

61. Waiting for: im not waiting for anythingisdkasld wow this is sad

62. Want: to have confidence myself

63. Get married: tbh?? i don’t think i’d want to;; well at least me rn wouldn’t want to;; no thanks i’ll pass

64. Career: i wanna do something in marine biology or psychology

WHICH IS BETTER…

65. Hugs or kisses: H U G S gimme all the hugs ;-;

66. Lips or eyes: eyes

67. Shorter or taller: taller

68.Older or younger: older

70. Nice arms or nice stomach: nice arms  

71. Sensitive or loud: ooooo...damn idk...its been 5 mins...hmm ...damn i srsly have no idea

72. Hook up or relationship: relationship

73. Troublemaker or hesitant: im rlly hesitant so maybe troublemaker?? but then again... hmm 

HAVE YOU EVER…

74. Kissed a stranger?: nope

75. Drank hard liquor?: nosidjoiasdk

76. Lost glasses contact/lenses?: if i never wear them i can’t lose them jkjkjsadjas no i haven’t

77. Turned someone down?: nope

78. Sex on first date?: no

79. Broken someone’s heart?: nope

80. Had your heart broken?: nope, can’t get your heart broken if you don’t have oneisadjosajd

81. Been arrested?: nope

82. Cried when someone died?: ....no

83. Fallen for a friend?: yeah ���friend” i guess they were??? at the time?? cringe cringe cringe regretregretregtregretregretregret

DO YOU BELIEVE IN…

84.Yourself?: nope not really if im being honest lmao 

85. Miracles?: tbh?? not really but hey as long as it helps ppl

86. Love at first sight?: nahhhh sounds like a lot of bs to me.... after this yall probs think im rlly coldsidhisaod

87.Santa Claus?: no IM SORRY MOM

88. Kiss on the first date?: nah plus i havent been on one so i wouldnt knowsudhisa

89. Angels?: haven’t thought abt it tbh

OTHER…

90.Current best friend’s name: megan

91.Eye color: brown 

92.Favorite movie: the star wars series :P

im tagging: @ilysanha @supersaiyum @leeminpuppy @j1hunn @peurodyuseu @velvetjjks & anyone else who wants to do this!!

[surveysonfleek]

100.

Why did you close the door the last time you closed one? just closed my bedroom door just coz. Stripes or polka dots? stripes. Do you care if people touch you when they’re talking to you? i don’t mind depending who it is. kinda takes me by surprise when it’s someone i don’t know well. What is your gender? female. Do you think that people think its obvious? yep.

How long did your first date last? hmmm we had dinner then literally chilled in a park and talked for a couple hours lol. so lame. Is your favorite color within 10 feet of you? yes. Highlight of your day? i had the day off work. that’s good enough for me lol. Would you rather be on a boat or a plane? plane. Can you tell when girls (or guys) have eyeliner on? yes. Can you cook? yes but i want to get better! How high is your ceiling? can’t be more than 3m. Whats the worst job you can think of? probably a construction worker working in really hot weather. or anything that requires you to be outside in extreme heat/cold. Do you swear a lot? more than i should. Does the last person you texted have an O in their name? nope. Is everything working in your house? yes. Would you rather have a pool or a trampoline? pool. Does pop give you energy? nah. TV show you love with a passion? the office!!! Do you think you learned anything from the worst night of your life? lol i didn’t learn anything from it. i actually went against what i should’ve done.

Perfect age to get married? whenever you’re ready.

Is it safe to say you own over 20 pairs of shoes? yeah. Name a career path that women are known for taking. modeling.  Favorite type of cookie? white choc and macadamia from subway. A quality you look for in choosing a significant other? kindness. What would I find if I looked in your pocket? no pockets. What was your first word? mama. A musical instrument you wouldnt mind learning how to play? piano or guitar. Last time you went to 7-eleven? last week to fill up my tank. A fast food restaurant that you hate with a passion? there’s none that i really hate. probably red rooster. i never eat there. Does everyone in your family have a job? yes. Going anywhere this weekend? nope. Is your room ever clean? sometimes. rarely lol. What does it mean when youre being quiet? i’m tired, shy, lazy. Last person you had a face to face conversation with? mum. Wheres your phone? next to me. Do you know the difference between your and you’re? yes of course. How late did you stay up last night? maybe about 4am? i finished work at 2am. Anyone youre ready to kill? no. Do you need to get a tan? wouldn’t mind one but i don’t need one. What do you want? happiness and health. Favorite TV show as a kid? sesame street, arthur, the simpsons.

Whats a show that you absolutely refuse to watch? the walking dead, game of thrones etc. unpopular opinion i know lol. How many times have you been in love? once. Go camping or go to a party? like none lmao. party over camping though. Do you remember how old you were when you started swearing? hmmm around 12 i started saying ‘damn’ then i think it just got worse during high school. How many years older than you would you date someone? don’t wna put an age restriction on it but i can’t imagine dating anyone over 30. What was the last thing you pinky swore on? no idea. Would you consider yourself a nice person? yes. Are there a lot of mirrors in your house? here and there yeah. Has there ever been a serial killer in your house? nope.

Do you know anyone who looks like Adam Sandler? yes actually. True or false: Glee is annoying. didn’t watch it but the hype was annoying enough. Last thing you cooked? corn bread. Do you use slang often? yeah probably. Wear glasses? yes.

About how old was the last person that hit on you? i don’t remember.  What color are your headphones? white. Would you make a good teacher? Why? i would if i had dedicated students. i’d love to make sure they succeed in their studies. Dont you hate those commercials that try too hard? lol i hate any commercials. Is the fan on? the heater. Any special reason why youre taking this survey? because i’m bored and just painted my nails so i’m waiting for them to dry. What does the last text message you sent say? i think i’m getting sick.

Your friend needs you to run to the store to get a pregnancy test. Do you? yeah. Do you log out on facebook when you leave the site? no unless it’s on the computers at work. What color are your underwear? white. How short are your nails? short. Do you like the opposite sex to be dominant or you the one in control? there’s a time for both. Favorite holiday? christmas. If I asked you to point to Ohio on a map of the US do you think you could? nope. i’m not american. Youre locked in a room with spiders. Do you have an issue? depends how many and depends if i can kill them all. Do you wear your most expensive item of clothing often? not anymore coz it broke. Do you eat a lot of food? haha more than i should.

Have your parents ever tried to control your relationship? nope. Have you ever had to give someone directions before? yes. Speaking of which, are you good at understanding driving directions? it’s super simple now since most gps just follow you. reading those thick road maps would’ve been more challenging. How many people do you text daily? maybe three. more or less.  Do you play any instruments? Which instruments do you play? very basic shit on guitar. Is there anyone who you call by their last name? one person. What did you do on your last birthday? went interstate for a night then came back.  Which of the Seven Deadly Sins do you commit the most? gluttony. Has anyone ever told you that you’re incapable of whispering? nope. What is your least favorite subject in school? geography. Have you ever been involved in a custody battle before? nope. Do you know a couple who constantly sucks on each other’s face? i did, this couple from work. they don’t work with me anymore lol. When was the last time you watched a YouTube video? today. Have you ever babysat a newborn baby before? nope.

When was the last time you held someone’s hand? maybe the other day. How many meals have you eaten today, so far? two. Do you think it’s stupid for people to call others “hot?” no. Do you personally think Wikipedia is a reliable source? it’s not 100% reliable but definitely useful to get some info and find resources. Have you ever shopped at Wet Seal before? Did you like it? never heard of it. Do you care about spending money if it’s someone else’s money? yes. What is your favorite Disney movie of all time? aladdin. When you were a child, did you ever want to become a wizard/witch? harry potter style, yes. Would you rather have hardwood floors or carpet? hmmm half and half.  Who was the last person you yelled at? Why? my boyfriend. As a kid, did you ever go to camp? yeah school camp. it was fun. Have you ever made out in a movie theater before? nope. Are you currently trying to learn to play any instrument? no. When was the last time you went somewhere you thought was haunted? i haven’t. Who was the last person to compliment you? claudia. How old were you when you got to go on your first date? maybe 16. Would you call your parents over-protective or under-protective? they were over protective when i was a teen but got over it pretty quickly. Did your parents ever let you play in the pits of those multicolored balls? ye. Have any of your siblings ever had a crush on your significant other? no haha. Are you the jealous type? not anymore. When was the last time you felt like you were high on life? idk. Do you know someone who cares about themselves more than their child? no. Do you still watch cartoons on television? nah. What do you usually order at Taco Bell, if you go there? idk if i’ve ever had taco bell. Is there anyone currently annoying you? yes. Do you have freckles? no. How many dogs do you have, if any at all? one. Have you ever witnessed someone being beaten up? from afar. Do you think biting is weird or sexy? both depending how hard. Would you rather be called hot or beautiful? beautiful. who would rather be hot? Have you ever had a pet turtle before? nope. Do you still sleep with your parents when you’re scared sometimes? no. Have you ever met someone with two different color eyes? nope. Have you ever felt like someone was following you? only when i’m driving.

What color shirt are you wearing at the moment? white. Do you enjoy going school shopping? i did when i was in school. Do you think Pug dogs are adorable or just plain ugly? they’re pretty cute. i’d just never get one. Have you ever met someone who completely resembled their pet? no. What was the worst substance you’ve spilled on yourself before? idk. ketchup. Have you ever made out with more than one person in one night? no. Do you think there is a soulmate out there for everyone? maybe. i have no idea.

Do you like short or long surveys the best? in the middle. i hate those really long ones that aren’t anything exciting. Have you ever bought fake money and tried to make it pass for real? no. Are your siblings nice the majority of the time? yes. Do you freak out when a thunderstorm comes along? no. unless i’m driving. i hate driving in the rain. How often do you shower? everyday. Have you ever had to sell something for a school fundraiser? hmmm i guess. How many sodas do you usually drink in one day? none. Have you ever met someone who was completely weird all-around? yes. Do you ever watch any soap operas? as a kid yeah.  Have you ever met someone who was mean to everyone? yes. Do you usually have a low tolerance for pain or high tolerance? it depends. anything above my neck i have a low tolerance for. Would you rather eat or sleep? man i’m not sure lol. eat if the food is good i guess. Are you one of those die hard Twilight or Harry Potter fans? nah. i do love hp though.

Do your parents ever force you to talk to your grandparents? i don’t have any grandparents left. Do you think long surveys are boring or entertaining? it depends on the questions. Have you ever learned that someone had lied to you all along? yes. Have you ever wanted to be a lawyer? no. Have you ever had to bail someone out of jail before? no. Is there anyone in your immediate family who was adopted? no. Do you know anyone who doesn’t have any common sense? yes. my boyfriend. When was the last time you bought something? today. Do you think you look anything like your parents? sorta. What are your plans for this weekend? idk yettttt. What color is your significant other’s hair? dark brown. Have you ever applied for a job at Walmart before? no. Would you ever become a foster parent? idk yet, not at that stage in my life where i’ve thought about it. Are you ashamed of anyone in your family? nah. Would rather talk to someone on a landline or a cell phone? cell. Has anyone ever given you a psychiatric assessment? no. What is your favorite amusement park? disneyworld. Did you ever have braces? no. What is cuter: kisses on the forehead of the cheek? i like both. Do you believe in evolution or creation? haha i have no idea. Would you rather take a bath or a shower? Why or why not? shower. Does it bother you when people touch your personal items? without asking, yes. When was the last time you did something sexual? a couple days ago. Do you collect anything? What? perfumes. Are you better at hand-drawing things or painting? hand drawing. but i can’t draw anyway lol. Have either of your parents ever called you a failure before? no. Have you ever suspected someone of cheating on you? no. When you get married, will you convert your last name? idk. i hate my boyfriend’s last name lol.  Are your parents divorced, married or separated? separated. Has someone ever left a relationship with you for someone else? no. What’s the most painful thing you’ve ever experienced? just everything that happened from the end of 2008 and start of 2009. rough. When was the last time you went shoe shopping? online about two weeks ago. Are you a part of any clubs at your school, if you still go to school? not in school. Do you know someone who wears a wig? nope. What is your best friend’s last name? dwayne. When was the last time you cried? For what reason? today out of frustration. What is your favorite shop to go to at the mall? there’s a couple.  What time do you usually go to bed on the weekends? depends on what i’m doing. Have you ever considered suicide? no. Have you ever been raped before? no. Would you ever consider becoming a marine biologist? no. Did you carry a lunchbox as a child? yes. What is your favorite ‘sweet’ to eat? donuts. Are you someone who usually eats when you’re bored? nah. Have you ever eaten your way through a breakup? no. Who was the last person you texted? my dad. Do you usually buy popcorn when you eat at the movie theater? nah. unless i haven’t eaten before hand. Did you sleep alone or with someone last night? alone. What kind of dressing do you eat on your salad, if any? balsamic. Are you someone who constantly likes to wear hats? nah. Have you ever seen a Lifetime movie that relates to your life? no. What is your Myspace URL? i honestly forgot. Are you someone who likes to wear dresses more than pants? i own more dresses than pants, that’s for sure. Have you ever dated someone who was way overprotective of you? no. What was the last thing you touched besides your keyboard? phone. When was the last time you witnessed a fist fight? years ago. Do you know anyone who lives in the state of California? yes.

Are you waiting for a text right now? no. Is it your summer vacation right now? nah. Do you like traveling? love it. What color are the walls of the room you’re in right now? turquoise and then a couple shades lighter. Do you still make mix cds? no. playlists instead. Are you eating or drinking anything right now? no.

Do you go to church regularly? no. Who’s your best friend? my boyfriend. Are you determined? not really. wish i  had more motivation.

Are you always looking for/in a relationship, or do you like being single? i’ve been in the same relationship for nearly eight years. Ever had your heart broken? no. Even broken someone else’s heart? no. Are you confident? nope. When’s the last time you smiled? today. Are you tan? yes.

Any big plans for today/tonight? nope. not anymore. What’s the background on your computer? it just switches between nice shots of cities from all over the world. Do you have days where you just want to listen to sad songs? i guess. Don’t you hate when your plans fall through? yes. Ever maxed out a credit card? yup. How old are you? 25. Who’s the last person you kissed? my boyfriend. Are you hoping they will also be the next person you kiss? yes. Do you ever actually go on dates? not really. we’ll always go out and have dinner but they don’t feel like dates anymore.

[b00bconnoisseur]

(61) What Is Your Sexuality?

Im Panromantic Asexual ! Tho i still am questioning honestly, i did identify as polyromantic for a bit but that didn't feel right, and i have as panromantic for a while but it still doesnt feel right? I feel like im somewhere in between but idk what that in between is honestly :/ but panromantic feels the closest to what i am so thats what im sticking with till i find something that fits even better

(62) Do You Make Your Bed In The Morning?

I sleep on the floor most of the time actually so i just make a little patty thing and in the morning i put the stuff up so ig thats......a no??

(63) Favourite Pokemon?

Ive no ideaaaaaaa i dont know the names if any besides pikachu, bulbasor, squirtle, and one other

(64) Favourite Social Media?

Tumbly :3

(65) What’s Your Opinion On Instagram Stories?

I mean i barely use instagram and i dont watch them so idk?? Is it a controversial topic?? I only follow a few of my frens on there and just see their posts i dont look at celebs or anything like that (not allowed to anyway)

(66) Do You Get Homesick?

I do sometimess. Not really much anymore tho just every once in a while

(67) Are You A Virgin?

I am and plan to stay that wayyyyy

(68) What Shampoo And Conditioner Are You Using Right Now?

I use shampoo and conditioner called VO5 and only cause its the cheapest stuff u can buy, its like 68 or 88 cents or smtn per bottle?

(69) If You Were Far From Home And Needed To Sleep For The Night, Would You Choose To Rent A Crappy Motel Room For $60 Or Sleep In Your Car For Free?

I mean if i could afford it i would just rent the motel room honestly :/

(70) Are Both Of Your Blood Parents Still In Your Life?

Yee, also i dont have and godparents or anything :/

(71)  Whats The Next Movie You Want To See In Theaters?

My hero academia heros rising!!!!!! I also really wanna see birds of prey!

(72) Do You Miss Your Ex?

If u mean romantically nah not all all, im in love with someone soooo......

And if u mean just in general like as a person still nope cause we still talk to this day hes one of my best friends! So either way nahh

(73) What Is Your Favourite Quote Right Now?

"There are light and darkness in all of us. It matters on which we act on is who we really are" - Sirus Black, Harry Potter

"Its far better to feel pain yourself than to inflict it on others. As long as you remain kind youll find joy again" - Ken Kaneki, Tokyo Ghoul (his mom originally said it tho)

(74)  What Eye Colour Do You Find Sexiest?

I personally dont see people as sexy so none really? But i love eye colors especially ones that look this color but then another time it looks different aaaaaaa

(75) Did You Like Swinging As A Child? Do You Still Get Excited When You See A Swing Set?

ABSOLUTELY. YES. I STILL CHALLENGE MY SIBS TO SEE WHO CAN GO HIGHEST

(76) What Was The Last Thing You Ate?

Uhhhhh....hmmm....i ateeee...oh! My sis gave me part of her three musketeers bar earlier

(77) What Games Do You Have On Your Phone?

None aaaaaa. Im gonna probs get minecraft soon tho

(78) Would You Give A Homeless Person CPR If They Were Dying? Why Or Why Not?

Idek how to do cpr 😳 im not sure if i could give someone cpr like bring myself to do it juse cause that seems like alot of pressure?? But it doesnt matter if they're homeless or not

(79) Been On The Computer For 5 Hours Straight?

Hell yesssssss. Is it good? Nope. Do i care? Nope

(80) Stalked Someone On A Social Network?

Uhhhh....no i dont think so?

(1) Do You Sleep With Your Closet Doors Open Or Closed?

Well....jshxs I don't have a closet

(2) Do You Have Freckles?

I dont but i have lots of acne! *fingerguns* Some of my sibs have freckles cause my mom does but sadly i didnt inherit any 😔✊

(3) Can You Whistle?

I can! Ive known how ever sincee....i was 7 or so id say? I learned how to cartwheel and whistle around the same time

(4) Last Song You Listened To.

America by Motionless In White, super good songgggg id reccomend if u like heavy rock and ppl talking abt how shit america is

(5) What Is Your Favourite Colour?

Blue! My other favorites are black and smokey greyy

(6) Relationship Status.

Very happily taken bitchhhhhh

(7) What Is The Temperature Right Now?

It isssss uhhh 43°F which is 6°C

(8) Did You Wake Up Cranky?

I didnt nahh, i rarely wake up cranky actually. Its what happens after i wake up that can get me cranky (but its not often that happens)

(9) How Many Followers?

1977! 23 away from 2k!!

(10) Zodiac Sign.

Libra ♎ :3

1/10

[lonely-neighbor]

Unusual Asks

Spotify, SoundCloud, or Pandora? Soundcloud

is your room messy or clean? It’s the kind of “tidy” that is messy but disguised as clean

what color are your eyes? blue

do you like your name? why? I don’t love the way it sounds, but I like that I was named after both of my parents

what is your relationship status? It’s not even “single” like at this point I don’t even think I have a relationship status I just exist

describe your personality in 3 words or less self deprecating sloth

what color hair do you have? currently dark redish

what kind of car do you drive? color? Mazda, blue

where do you shop? no where cuz ya girl is broke

how would you describe your style? comfy hobo

favorite social media account snapchat I guess?

what size bed do you have? twin

any siblings? nerp

if you can live anywhere in the world where would it be? why? Honestly would have to visit some places before I made that decision

favorite snapchat filter? whatever makes me look less awful

favorite makeup brand(s) kat von d, anastasia beverly hills, benefit, tarte

how many times a week do you shower? depends

favorite tv show? grey’s 

shoe size? 8? 7.5?

how tall are you? 5′4″ ish

sandals or sneakers? depends, are my toes painted?

do you go to the gym? yeah

describe your dream date. What is this thing you call a “date”?

how much money do you have in your wallet at the moment? funny cause I lost it

what color socks are you wearing? bare feet... so... invisible?

how many pillows do you sleep with? too many

do you have a job? what do you do? i write

how many friends do you have? probably not as many as i think i do

whats the worst thing you have ever done? I was actually asked this question yesterday and I don’t honestly know

whats your favorite candle scent? yummy

3 favorite boy names hmmm Elliot, Darren, Ezra

3 favorite girl names Ellison, Emelyn, Ryen

favorite actor? I don’t think I have one

favorite actress? ^^^

who is your celebrity crush? Adam Levine

favorite movie? Finding Nemo

do you read a lot? whats your favorite book? When I have time, I have three favorite books

money or brains? brains?

do you have a nickname? what is it? I have a few. I can never escape “Carebear” 

how many times have you been to the hospital? for myself or for other people? I guess either way I don’t know

top 10 favorite songs that’s way too much work

do you take any medications daily? yeah

what is your skin type? (oily, dry, etc) combo

what is your biggest fear? being trapped

how many kids do you want? depends on my life situation/if I get married

whats your go to hair style? just down I guess

what type of house do you live in? (big, small, etc) medium

who is your role model? my mom

what was the last compliment you received? ummm my editors at the paper told me my section was one of the best in the paper consistently

what was the last text you sent? i don’t feel like looking lol

how old were you when you found out santa wasn’t real? 9 I think

what is your dream car? 1961 mustang convertible, baby blue

opinion on smoking? i dont want to do it, you do what you want

do you go to college? yes

what is your dream job? writing

would you rather live in rural areas or the suburbs? suburbs I guess 

do you take shampoo and conditioner bottles from hotels? no

do you have freckles? minimally 

do you smile for pictures? yeah

how many pictures do you have on your phone? not a lot because the piece of shit has no storage

have you ever peed in the woods? no

do you still watch cartoons? no

do you prefer chicken nuggets from Wendy’s or McDonalds? depends on my mood but I like to avoid both places if possible

Favorite dipping sauce? depends on what I’m dipping. Nuggets? honey mustard

what do you wear to bed? shorts and a t shirt mostly

have you ever won a spelling bee? no

what are your hobbies? writing, reading, moping 

can you draw? nope

do you play an instrument? barely

what was the last concert you saw? I think it was Oh Honey

tea or coffee? coffee

Starbucks or Dunkin Donuts? Dunkin

do you want to get married? idk

what is your crush’s first and last initial? shhhhh no telling

are you going to change your last name when you get married? depends on the last name lol

what color looks best on you? ive been told earth tones

do you miss anyone right now? kinda 

do you sleep with your door open or closed? closed

do you believe in ghosts? yes

what is your biggest pet peeve? people not responding to me

last person you called` my dad

favorite ice cream flavor? depends on where from

regular oreos or golden oreos? regular, golden oreos are disgusting

chocolate or rainbow sprinkles? rainbow

what shirt are you wearing? an old band shirt that I tie dyed

what is your phone background? a drawing I found on pinterest

are you outgoing or shy? somewhere in the middle maybe

do you like it when people play with your hair? ughhhh yesss

do you like your neighbors? yeah they’re super sweet although the people across from us are kinda weird

do you wash your face? at night? in the morning? yes yes yes

have you ever been high? yes

have you ever been drunk? yes

last thing you ate? a frosty mmm

favorite lyrics right now dunno

summer or winter?summer 

day or night? depends

dark, milk, or white chocolate?dark

favorite month? July

what is your zodiac sign cancer

who was the last person you cried in front of? my dad