#aaaaaaaa i love them deeply

[musebluebird]

It spoke well of him that Irvin had offered to move anyway and hadn't just assumed she was going to be the one to move to the other side of the world. "Well, I have a couple of suitcases that I packed for the time I was going to be here, so whenever you want really" Addison preferred to cut it short, there was no point in prolonging something that was going to happen sooner or later anyway. She was going to have to move and there was no way to change that. Sure, she preferred to stay in France as long as she could but if she did she would probably get a visit from her father, something Addison preferred to skip if she could help it. "The moving company can pack up the rest or I can fly in later and bring the rest of my stuff." She shrugged before uncrossing her arms and resting her hands on the desk on either side of her body. "Big stuff can stay in the apartment there." Furniture and anything large could stay in London. Addison hoped to visit the city again eventually so it would be comforting to be able to stay in a familiar place there.

The idea of ​​bringing children into the dysfunctional mess that was their families and, above all, their marriage, made her hair stand on end. They were going to have to go a long way before she was even sure that they were both going to be together. to be able to handle the children in their marriage "I don't really know because we've been married for five years and I've never seen the contract, I just know minor details." Addison shrugged. She knew roughly what was expected of her. Kids, pension, no divorce, events, no scandal, perfect trophy wife.

"I also assume we will have to go to events and sponsor some charities as well" She pointed out "And knowing our parents I think your dad will want to draw attention to us in particular to start creating a social profile for us as a couple" Honestly it was what her father would do, Addison was not particularly excited about playing houses with Irvin and having to go out but especially with Irvin's siblings getting married early too and leaving the nest to start their own marriages. Yes, she received the invites earlier that month "If they are now wanting us to make this marriage work after five years and if I have to guess, it's not gonna be so we can hide ourselves at home and it has to do with your siblings weddings, congrats by the way, got the invite the other day" Her head was already hurting from thinking about everything they were going to have to do to fulfill all the absurd requests that their parents were probably going to have, "If you think about it, otherwise they wouldn't even take the trouble, no matter how many heirs they wanted"

Irvin listened to her initial response, and partly, was grateful for the lack of surprise. He had prepared for any reaction, of course, but he had to admit it was easier to have the conversation without a big reaction or refusal right off the bat. “True,” he shrugged in response. “Honestly, this arrangement has been more generous than they usually allow. Don’t know if that’s a good thing or bad thing.” He raised an eyebrow as she thought out loud, decisions already formulating. Okay sure, while he didn’t expect a rash reaction, he also found it odd how calmly she went into solution mode. It was also then that he understood a possible reason his dad picked a Carter for him. “Fair enough. I honestly had not thought about that when I offered the option." But, that was always his issue, wasn't it? Not thinking before speaking. It's something he had to work on, especially as he continued working towards the eventual passing of the torch. "London?" He offered a smile, nodding slowly. "Didn't know you were out there. I was just there a couple months ago." That was definitely something normal to say to your wife of five years.

The room went quiet, and it didn't take a genius to know. Irvin could guess that her mind was going towards that clause. The one that loomed over each couple - the one that had dictated he'd get everything and his siblings would need to find their own families to reap benefit from. It was fucked up. They both knew it. But, Irvin was far too fatigued to fight against it. It's the reason he didn't fight the marriage five years ago. "I know," he muttered under his breath. The thought of bringing children into the world to have the same fate they did was horrendous. He couldn't bring himself to the idea, but what choice did they have? "We don't have much of a choice. The time for rebelling is past us. We didn't say anything then, what difference does it make now? Five years into our marriage? I don't like the idea, and trust me, I'll delay it as long as I can. But, it'll catch up to us eventually." He crossed his arms over his chest, sounding like his father was always an unnerving feeling. "There's a lot to discuss, starting with the move. When's the earliest you can come out to the U.S.?"

[very-uncorrect]

I've went from being a casual charpim enjoyer to being fucking obsessed with the ship in like a day oh my god

[foxbinnstuff]

Yumehara and Saiki are so bff’s to me that I forget thats not canon 😵‍💫 in my head they’re just platonically perfect for each other I need to find people who get the vission

[sharkie06]

Chat i think that we can all collectively agree that daryl would break down infront of you if he trusts you alot.. right? Right.

A cool fic idea would be the reader going on a run and failing to return on the day she left, but the rest of the group coming back the day of? And daryl gets real pissed, but when you return, he breaks down

Thank you! (Luv ur work) 🫶❤️🎀

A/N: AAAAAAAA HII, yes i definitely agree! i love that idea sm, and thank YOU 🫶🩵:) (also idk if responding to the ask tags you so i’ll tag just in case @livviewritess )

༄ Where is She?

Pairing: Daryl Dixon x f!Y/N

Genre: angst, hurt/comfort

Warnings: mentions of violence, lots of gore, lots of cursing, Y/N has she/her pronouns, the lineup, mentions of deaths (Glenn & Abraham), gun use, motorcycle crash

Background info: It’s only been a short while since the line up with Negan, not long after Daryl finally was returned to Alexandria, and the community is still taking the loss pretty badly. He was still recovering from his time at Negan’s compound, so when it was time for the next supply run, Y/N offered to go on his bike and let Daryl stay home and rest.

A/N pt. 2: Most of the beginning of this will be written in Daryl’s POV; I apologize if he’s a bit ooc at times, I haven’t written for him much yet but hope to get better over time :)

Daryl had been restless all day waiting for the group to return from the run they had gone on that morning. It was the first run Y/N had gone on since he returned home from the compound, and being apart after being together every moment possible left them both deeply uneasy. If Daryl hadn’t been bedridden by Y/N’s own orders, he would’ve been pacing the damn gate waiting for a sign, anything to hint at her return. Sitting in their shared bed, Daryl finds his thoughts drifting off, remembering the night of the lineup vividly once again.

Daryl Dixon always thought he wasn’t scared of anything, that nothing could possibly rattle him now that the world had gone to hell. In fact, the only thing he ever worried about anymore was Y/N. So when Abraham’s body hit the ground, Y/N sitting stock still and shaking on her knees beside their friend, Daryl could only hear his blood rushing in his ears, his hands itching with the urge to go pull her into his arms. He wanted to take her away from the gruesome scene, take her back home where it was safe and let her find shelter in his embrace.

The whole group had watched in terror as Negan beat Glenn to death, the scene enough to make bile rise in Y/N’s throat, fighting hard not to puke and draw Negan’s attention to herself. The man could see her struggling and had started to mock her for it, bringing up his bloodied bat to her face, close enough that she could smell the parts of her friends that clung to the wood and wire. Daryl had instinctively reacted, sitting up and leaning back like he was about to try and stand but freezing when one of Negan’s men pressed the barrel of a gun to the back of his skull.

Negan had turned to Daryl then, the archer staring him down as the man had spoken to him. When Negan ended up taking Daryl, it was like a switch flipped in Y/N. She was suddenly kicking and screaming like her life depended on it, roaring with anger and thrashing wildly, trying to free herself of her restraints. Another of Negan’s saviors had simply come forward and knocked her unconscious with the butt of a gun to her temple, and when she awoke Negan, his men, and Daryl were nowhere to be found. Michonne had nearly had to drag her back to the RV, and Y/N hadn’t been allowed to go out and look for Daryl.

It had felt like a millennia had passed by the time Daryl had seen her again, nearly knocking his tired body to the ground just inside the gates of Alexandria as he returned home, Y/N almost just as much of a mess as he was, save for the black eye and other injuries sustained during his time at the compound. Now, Daryl couldn’t help but fear what could happen to her while he was stuck at home, unable to be there to protect her and watch her back. It’s not that he didn’t trust their people, but he felt he did a better job at it than anyone else.

Daryl’s torn from his thoughts as he hears the gates open, and suddenly he’s thinking damn with her orders, ‘m goin’ out there, standing up and limping his way down the stairs of their home, heading out onto the porch and gripping the railing as he heads down the front steps. His steps speed up and his anxiety grows as he doesn’t see her amongst the group that has returned from the run. Making his way through the group until he comes face-to-face with the now closed gate, Daryl can hear the now-familiar deafening sound of his heartbeat, thumping loudly in his ears, in his head as he turns and looks across the group once again.

He limps forward, grabbing Eugene by the collar of that damned jacket he always wore. That’s right; Eugene had gone out on the run with Y/N and the others, having wanted to start learning how to be more useful and Y/N had told the man she would help him learn to shoot on their run. Now, Daryl shakes him so hard by his collar that his own injured leg threatens to give out, Rick and Michonne running up to grab Daryl by the arms, being gentle but still trying to free Eugene from his grasp. “Where is she? I said where is she, asshole?!” Daryl’s visibly upset, tears pricking his eyes as he still reaches for Eugene, grunting and growling and trying to squirm out of Rick’s hold even as his friend is now partially supporting him, Daryl’s knee having buckled from the sudden weight he was putting on it.

Rick does his best to console Daryl, the archer eventually regaining his footing and shoving his friend, his found brother, off of him, stumbling back to Y/N’s and his house. Rick eventually comes into the house as well to see Daryl trying to load his crossbow and readying an overnight pack, grumbling softly to himself. “What are you doin’?” Rick asks his friend softly, sighing quietly when Daryl grunts and loads a bolt onto his crossbow. “What do ya think, genius? ‘m gonna go get my woman. Ain’t gonna let them leave ‘er out there like that. Ain’t no way in hell.” Daryl grumbles, standing up once again and trying to shove past his friend, who in turn steps back and in front of Daryl more directly.

The pair go back and forth for a while, Daryl getting increasingly frustrated and even starting to yell after a while. Eventually Michonne makes her way into the house and the three of them determine that Daryl will stay home and Michonne and Rick will go out and look for Y/N. They leave before the sun sets, with Daryl sitting and waiting on the front steps of his house, cleaning his crossbow while he keeps an eye on the gate and keeps an ear out for the sound of his bike or the sound of Rick and Michonne’s truck.

It’s nearly 6 in the morning the next day when Daryl’s woken up off his porch by the sound of the truck, then the gate opening. He rises quickly, rubbing the sleep out of his eyes as he carefully stands up, limping over to the truck with his crossbow slung across his back. He doesn’t notice that instead of two people in the truck cab there’s three, not until he sees his motorcycle in the truck bed, looking pretty banged up with the arm of a walker stuck in the front wheel. He doesn’t even have it in him to question what the hell happened when he sees Michonne and Rick carefully but quickly help Y/N out of the truck cab, Daryl’s attention immediately caught by the blood dripping down her head and her side, covering almost her whole arm on that side.

She’s rushed to the infirmary, where she gets stitched up and wiped down mostly. Michonne helps Daryl bring her back to their house and she gives Y/N a bath while Daryl does his best to clean up their bedroom. It’s nearly noon when Y/N finally wakes up, in fresh clothing and laying on her uninjured side in her’s and Daryl’s bed. Daryl himself is perched in a chair right up alongside the bed, leaning forward in a way that’s definitely gonna hurt his back when he gets up after sitting that way for so long, one of his hands holding her’s with their fingers interlinked while his other hand has his fingers on her wrist, a constant reminder to himself of her pulse, of the fact that her heart is still beating.

Y/N blinks hazily a few times, coughing quietly as she tries to sit up before laying back down right away, her coughing waking Daryl up quickly, like he had barely been asleep. “Daryl?” Her voice sounds rough, like she had been yelling so much that she was starting to temporarily lose it, though Daryl could tell by the tear streaks that were breaking through the dirt on her face when she was brought in that she had simply been crying a lot. He’s there already but her voice is like an on-switch for him and he’s sitting up quickly, wincing slightly at the pain in his back before her rises to sit beside her on the bed, leaning down and gently cupping the back of her neck.

He tilts her head forward slightly and presses the gentlest of kisses against the bandaged gash along her temple, his thumb caressing the side of her neck softly as he lightly presses his forehead to hers. “‘m here, sugar. Right here. Ain’t never lettin’ ya outta my sight again, I swear.” He knows he’s probably laying it on a little thick, but he’d damn near had a heart attack when she was brought in all bloody and bruised. “The hell happened out there, doll?” Daryl questions her softly, gently releasing her head and sitting up to give her proper space to breathe while also not moving from his spot by her side.

Y/N lets out a pained chuckle, wincing slightly as she clutches her side where she had bruised a rib. “‘s pretty funny actually, I uh.. I told the group to go ahead without me; I was just down the road a few miles with the bike, and wanted to stop at the one convenience store down there. When we went out and passed through there yesterday, I saw this damn gun behind the counter that I really wanted, but told myself I’d pick it up on the way home. Told them to go ahead cause I figured I could also loot it real quick then head home, but when I broke into the back it was full of maybe… 8, 10 walkers? Anyway, I panicked a bit, and when I got back out on the bike I took off too fast. Hit a walker when I was going maybe 30 miles an hour, the damn thing exploded all over me and the bike. His arm got stuck in the wheel and broke the chain, and the damn bike sent me flying I don’t even know how far. Felt like I broke my leg, so I got up long enough to climb up onto the store roof and waited, figured they’d send someone out for me. Then I heard the truck last night and used my flare gun, Michonne and Rick found me—” Y/N pauses in her story as she sees the deep annoyance in Daryl’s expression.

“Yer tellin’ me, you damn near died because you wanted to loot a place by yerself?!” His voice lilts off into almost a yell at the end of his question, his face growing a bit flushed with his frustration. He almost starts going on a tangent about “How could you be so reckless—” until he sees how her eyes grow misty, her bottom lip wobbling slightly in that tell-tale sign that he had gotten a bit too rough with her in the state that she was in. Daryl pauses and takes a deep, shaky breath, reaching in to gently sit her up and pull her forward into him, tucking her face into the crook of his neck and cradling her softly, like he was scared she would break.

“Look, ‘m sorry, doll. Just… ya jus’ had me so worried, thought I lost ya—” Daryl starts, and though Y/N can’t see his face on the account of her own being shoved into his neck, she can hear how his breath hitches at the end, can feel the tense shaking in his torso as he lets out another shaky breath. Y/N leans back carefully, bringing her hands up to cup his cheeks softly. He’s crying, something she hadn’t seen since long before this all started, and just like she had done back then, Y/N leans in and kisses away his tears, his hands wrapping gently around her wrists where she cups his face but he doesn’t pull her away, just holding her there softly as she comforts him. His eyes close as she leans in and he leans into her when she pulls him in.

Soft sobs wrack his body as he cries against her, finding comfort in her warmth and she lets him hide in her shoulder and then her chest, her fingers trailing loosely through the hair at the back of his head and her heartbeat drumming quietly against his ear. Slowly, it begins to rain outside and she continues to just hold him, knowing that at times like this something as simple as being there and holding him is enough for Daryl.

[elkian]

I keep meaning to mention that I love love LOVE the bits where Bauhauzzo and Huzzle Mug talk like each other. Both have such deeply distinct and differing speech styles that it's very obvious when it happens (I love Huzzle's silly Bauhauzzo Pose too) and yet, it's so natural to them? It really hammers home just how important they are to each other and how well they know each other. I kept bringing their various messages to each other to see what the other said (and also bc I wanted Huzzle to know Bauhauzzo didn't abandon it aaaaaaaa).

[betareki]

Hi previous fate anon again!!

Thanks so much for your reply!! Please, I’m begging you to share all your thoughts about this AU. The joy of having such a talented person create and share a world combining a current interest and a decade long interest cannot really be expressed.

It totally makes sense that it would follow more of your own plot rather than the game specific ones!! I was just curious after the Rin and Grian connection, and having a preference for the unlimited blade works storyline in comparison to HL and fate. Now I’ve even more excited to see what else you have cooked up for them!!!!

It’s really interesting how Archer shows how Scar loses himself. The Archer and Grian things you’ve drawn are so fun with the way that Archer gets more annoyed with Grian and I’m so pumped to see more of that relationship (the snipe that guy sketch lives in my head rent free). As someone who cared a lot more about Rin and Archer than Shirou and Saber, I will admit I am heavily biased towards them, but god do I love Scar and Rider so much.

I love how you’ve set up the servants too to all be game winners and only remember the previous seasons, not the future ones. I love how it impacts Saber and Pearl’s relationship because he only remembers his ally!!! The angst potential with Rider finding out that Archer is future Scar terrifies me deeply. On that note, holy shit am I excited to see if Berseker and Saber interact (poor Pearl).

Grian’s physical abilities being inspired by Kuzuki!! I love it.

Sorry that this is definitely all over the place!! Please always indulge in yapping about this!!!

eeeeeeeeeeee you’re too nice im actually meltinggggg (*´∇｀*) i luvvvv seeing people combine the life series w their favorite shows n games n such, and i’ve done a couple as well but the only one that’s stuck with me was fate, it’s really resparked my love for the series n im so sososo ecstatic that you would be interested as a fan of the fate series!!!!(i was a little scared fate fans would see this n get on to me about all my mess ups haha)

ugghhsghdhd you and me both, i just wish ubw was a little more rin centric!!! i luvvv heaven’s feel but ubw is definitely the fav in my heart!! with how much rin’s influence impacts the story and her involvement in every route, it’s so sad to see her be pushed to the side in comparison to the other heroines :((

sighhhhhhhh grian n archer’s relationship,,,i have a handful of sketches of them bickering n arguing but they’re pretty close up until grian uses his first command seal,,after that things are a little tense between them hehe :) goddd the sniping bit, it means sm to me that you liked it, it was part of one of the first mini comics i made for this that was never put out (๑>◡<๑)

aaaaaaaa pearl n saber i can’t wait to draw saber finding out berserker’s identity!!! and pearl using her command seals!!! and everything involving the two of them!!! he’s sooo absolutely devoted to pearl because of how selfless n caring she was in LL, giving him two of her lives and all. but the forefront of berserker’s mind is only how everyone treated her in DL （≧∇≦） him meeting berserker and not having a clue on how pearl could’ve become someone like this uugghhghghghfhh

it was sooooooo long ago like way before i started using tumblr but the first little comic thing i did was grian finding out scar n archer were the same person, but it was soo rough i don’t know if it’s still up (i deleted some of my early fate stuff bc a lots been changed). so rider definitely knows archer’s scar hehe, he just doesn’t understand why. it’s so hard to put rider’s state of mind into words, but at the end of the day he doesn’t like interacting w archer out of guilt from the events in the hgw :P

it’s so exciting to blab about this stuff and i hope it’s not too cluttered!! i often forget what i’ve said publicly or not and might bring up something that requires more context😖😖 you are sososooo awesome sauce and it’s always so fun to hear from you!!!!💖💗���💖💖💓💗💗💓

[prince-kallisto]

as a priest, you'd oft been seduced by various creatures and people, but you've always stood your ground, determined to not to let the bodily intentions of those outside you to sway you. however, none were as persistent as this creature who had taken a liking to the church you were staying at, making sure to always come for the communal bread on time.

"good morn, crowley." you greet the creature as he smiled, eyes hidden by the mask. "good to see you again."

"ah, my dear kallisto! radiant as the sun that shines through the leaves of the forests themselves! your presence is always one of grace."

"surely you have things that await you as usual."

"nonsense! one must always be respectful and on time!"

"well, one is also a gentleman of theatrics, at least."

"tell me, do you often work so tirelessly, tending to your sacred duties? perhaps you need… assistance?" crowley whispers, reaching for your gloved hand, and you repress the shudder that snakes down your spine at the sight of his pale, tender wrist.

"no, thank you. i am not sure... you would be able to aid me."

sulking at your refusal, the man stalks off, but you breathe in his scent deeply. he'd be back with some other way to seduce you, surely.

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ABSBXHDHCBBXJCJFJCHFBDNCKFGKKSNDBCNSNEBCHDHVHCBFB HCKTJF SHS SBCHBXJHCHCKDJXCHCIFUHFAWKAJAWJCN?!?!?!?!?!

I’m sobbing…what did I do to receive this honor IM?? 😭😭😭💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕🐦‍⬛🐦‍⬛🐦‍⬛🐦‍⬛🐦‍⬛🐦‍⬛🐦‍⬛🐦‍⬛🐦‍⬛🐦‍⬛🐦‍⬛🐦‍⬛🐦‍⬛🐦‍⬛ It took me a while to answer this because I’m just so. NAHXBDHF AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA (I’m losing it below the read more- my apologies in advance)

I want to compliment your wonderful writing and depiction of character even more but I’m losing it this is SO 😭💕💕💕💕💕

Ah…I am so repressed over Crowley that I have been a-likened with a priest…(//∇//)

!! (//∇//) eueueueueueueueue no but his wrist!!! 💕💕💕🐦‍⬛🐦‍⬛🐦‍⬛ I admittedly had to roll around a bit several times rereading the last part… 💕💕💕💕 what I would give to feel Crowley’s wrist bone over his gloves 😭🤧🤧🤧🤧🤧🤧🤧🤧🤧🤧 to hear the clink of his golden claws. his veins aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa (I already embarrassed myself over his veins enough a year ago when his card dropped NSHCHF but I mstill not over it)

☺️☺️☺️💕💕💕 I want to draw what an AU of this would look like…I tend to be slow answering more story-driven asks because I want to draw for them, but I wanted to gush over my sheer appreciation for this one immediately 😭💕 aaaaaaaa creature Crowley!!!! I want to think about this design a lot! 😳💕💕💕 v visiting communal bread on timMEESE XBCBCBCB 😭💕💕💕💕uhahahshdhabsshahahshahha I want his assistance please don’t sulk Crowley💥💥💥 his sCENT ISNCHDJDJD I still can’t believe the Valentine’s Day fragrances are a thing 😭💕🐦‍⬛ I always think about this one jp user that compared Crowley’s fragrance with a saw mill 🤣 (probably because of the cedarwood-may have been particularly strong in combination with the fatty aldehydes). But I really love the idea of the fragrance regardless and I really would breath it in deeply 🤣🤣🤣(*´꒳`*) 💕💕💕

Apologies for my overreactions, I’m just really amazed by this 😭😭😭😭 I have no words for how happy I am!!!! 💕💕💕💕 this fic will be one of my greatest treasures (//∇//)💕💕💕🐦‍⬛🐦‍⬛🐦‍⬛🐦‍⬛ I will go to sleep now with all these happy feelings 😌 thank you so much for this aaaaaa 😭💕

[plaguedocboi]

Tell us about Moby Dick!!

AAAAAAAA

Alright I apologize in advance this is long and mostly going to be about Ahab because he is the one who plagues my mind so

I went into this fully expecting to dislike Ahab because the cultural perception of him is this angry raving lunatic who just out to serve himself but he’s not! He’s a good captain and a good person! His crew thinks he’s the coolest guy ever! They all love him! And guess what so do I!!!

He wants revenge NOT just because of the leg thing. The whale bit his leg off (also kind of a simplified version of it, he was more chewed alive) but he wasn’t even really mad about it initially. His crew later tied him to his hammock in a straitjacket and left him there because he was in pain and traumatized and acting like it. After getting back home he was impaled on his own prosthetic and then immediately sent back out to a rigorous, deadly job without a chance to heal. The whale represents everything bad that’s happened to him that he doesn’t have control over and he desperately wants that control back. He can’t fight the system or the men who hurt him or the concept of ableism but he can fight that fucking whale. He is a deeply traumatized person who never got the help he needed so he decided to take matters into his own hands. He believes the whale is the source of evil in the world and by killing it he can forever free humanity from the tyranny of a cruel and uncaring god.

He puts up a facade of power and strength because the last time he showed weakness he was treated like an animal. The only person he allows even a little control is Starbuck because that’s the one person he trusts (gay). He is a fundamentally hurt, lonely man who could have gotten better and this tragedy could have been avoided had he been given the help he needed. He has nightmares and awakes in panics, he paces the deck all day and night, and he is scared of losing his power. He is angry at the universe and god and mankind. He is not crazy. He is trying to save himself and others but dooms them all in the process.

Also his death haunts me. Everyone had lead me to believe that the whale eats him but it doesn’t! He gets tangled in the harpoon line and the whale drags him to the bottom of the ocean. I think anyone who Knows Me understands why that fucked me up a bit. The whale kills everyone else as well aside from Ishmael, by the way. It’s really fucking sad.

Anyway there’s my case for why Ahab is great and why I love him and think about him so much. This is just ONE reason I like Moby-Dick btw but I’m not writing a book report via tumblr.

[talisman975]

(Camila and Beardo Philip are taking a stroll together in the park, hand in hand, while basking in the glory of the great weather. During their stroll, they come across a park bench and take a seat.)

Camila: (She sends Philip a smile but notices from the look on his face that his mind seems to be on other things as she decides to slide a bit closer to him.) Don't you just love the warm weather, Philip? Oh, I can't wait for summer to arrive! Picnics, spending more time outdoors, planning fun car trips.

Philip: (Camila's voice snaps him out of his thoughts as he looks at her.) Hm? (He gives her a dejected smile.) Oh, yes, I do. (He then looks away before breathing out a sigh.) Camila, my love?

Camila: (Concerned) Yes?

Philip: (He looks back at Camila) I have a question.

Camila: Yes? What is it, mi amor?

Philip: If you... knew something bad about me, would you still love me?

Camila: (The question surprises her.) Of course.

Philip: (Greatly worried) I could tell you anything, right? And no matter how horrible it was, you'd still love me, right?

Camila: (Moves toward him) Mi amor, I promise. No matter what. What's troubling you so much to ask this question?

Philip: (Weakly) I... (Sniffing, he wipes away the tears that are starting to form in his eyes with his sleeve.) I can't say. I don't think I'm ready to yet. My apologies.

Camila: I see... (Her expression softens, and a sympathetic smile pulls on her lips as she takes Philip's hand.) Well, when you're ready to share, (she gently squeezes his hand) I'm here, and I'll make sure to give you my fullest attention when I listen. Promise.

Philip: (A soft smile slowly forms on his lips.) Thank you, my love.

(Leaning forward, the two share a kiss.)

(enchantedchocolatebars. You get a cookie if you know the thing that's brothering Beardo Philip. 🍪)

@enchantedchocolatebars AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW

CONSENT AND PATIENCE IS KEY

The couple are so cute together and they respect each other and just AAAAAAAA I LOVE THEM SO MUCH

Even if Camila reacts negatively to Philip killing Caleb, the fact that she still stayed with him despite it shows she is willing to try and understand him since this is something he deeply regrets now and wants to change.

Peak couple goals!

[quodekash]

I rewatched episode 7 like 6 or 7 times this week im so ready for episode 8 and for all the fluff and then for the angst to come crashing in and for my dreams to be crushed

lets do this

SAILOM'S EXPRESSION I CANT WITH HIM

and it's a perfectly reasonable expression, saifah's very very sus

GOOD JOB KANGGGGGG

IM SO PROUD OF YOU MY BOY THATS AMAZING

HES SO HAPPY LOOK AT HOW HAPPY MY BOY IS

THE WORDS OF AFFIRMATION LOVE LANGUAGE BOY

AAAAAA

the SAME bed, mayhaps?????

yess yess yesssss

NOT ANYMORE BITCH

YOU'VE GOT A CLINGY-ASS BOYFRIEND NOW, AINT NO WAY HE'S SLEEPING IN HIS OWN BED

his expression says it all

seriously I love him so much

perth is such an amazing actor

B O Y F I E ???

HIS LITTLE POUTY FACE-

sailom, sorry mate, but he's too powerful. you can't say no to that face

kang I know you're obsessed with him but you need to go to sleep my guy

trust me, you wont do well on your exam if you dont sleep enough

you can't just stare at your boyfriend the whole night

yES???

OOOOO YES THIS IS AN INTERESTING QUESTION

bc there was no affection behind that kiss, it was anger and fury and revenge, anyone could see that, but when I was watching the first three episodes (I didn't start the series until the day after episode 3 came out) id kinda had the sense that there was a part of sailom that felt self-satisfaction at finally having kissed him? but idk im interested to see what he actually says

yes!! thats what I thought!!!!

I LIVE AND BREATHE FOR KANG'S CHEESY-ASS PICKUP LINES

I ALSO LIVE AND BREATHE FOR THE WAY SAILOM CANT CONTROL HIS LAUGHTER AT HOW B A D THOSE CHEESY-ASS PICKUP LINES ARE

ASHDFAHSDFHASDHFADSHFHASDFH

look I knew the spooning was inevitable but that doesnt mean it doesnt have the power to murder me senseless

HE LITERALLY HAS HIS HEAD ON SAILOM'S PILLOW HE'S LIKE CLING WRAP ON A SANDWICH

are kang's legs on top of sailom

BEHIND THE CURTAIN???? THERE'S NO WAY THAT'LL WORK

JUST GO TO THE BATHROOM YOU DOOFUS

no but that would be ADORABLE and I wish that was part of the plot alongside the kangsailom stuff

w h a t

is kang secretly a magician??? is that what the whole plot is ACTUALLY about, kang's secret ambitions to become a magician?

(it definitely isn't but I would absolutely read a fic about that so if anyone wants to volunteer please send it to me somehow)

OMG

THEYRE ALL EATING LUNCH TOGETHER????????????

AND GUYNAWA ARE RIGHT ACROSS FROM EACH OTHER???????????

BOV4IERLHFBNDSVOERI I LOVE GROUP DYNAMICS SO THIS MIGHT KILL ME

YEEEEEE

AND IT MAKES ME SO HAPPY

suuuuuuure buddy

you just dont want to admit that you like hanging around them

a DATE??? a DATE you say??????

are they aware of how flirtatious they're being? I would hope that they're aware of how flirtatious they're being

close, auto, very close. they're actually deeply in love with each other but they're both too afraid to admit it so they express it through pretend hatred

but they did get drunk together so I dunnoooo

AAAAAAAA

THEYRE SOUNDWINING AGAIN

I REPEAT, THEY ARE SOUNDWINING AGAIN

.........im ten minutes in and already ran out of images for one Tumblr post.

[zoey-angel]

Do you ever feel so deeply about a crush and then it's like. Okay but I'm actually not insane. I'm actually chilling. And it ruins your excitement? I'm fine. I don't like him enough to be a ghoul but that's not satisfying! I miss being insane. Like bro last time I had a crush I fucking faked being kinky, faked liking gore, fucking faked my IDs (to be fair I already had them but that's not what they're for) and flew to another country and lied for my safety and got my mom involved and kissed a guy I didn't even like to get another guy?? and now with my crush no matter how much I like him it's still never that fucking bad T_T

Like no matter what I do I just can't top me of a couple years ago with a burning heart, completely in love, and I guess therapy does that but also I feel so much less valid in liking him bc he's too sane to make me consider dropping everything and buy him a house or some shit. He just wants normal dates strawberry picking (season starts next week!!) and I'm so happy but also bored??

And I feel guilty bc sometimes I forget that the way I used to feel isn't normal attachment and then I doubt my current attachment and I wonder if I'm leading him on, bc I don't love him the same, and maybe that means I don't like him at all? But I do, I want to be with him all the time it's just so different and calm.

And okay yes my therapist DID say I need to stop dating narcissists bc I may like feeling needed and being lovebombed and dating people with issues makes everything more interesting and passionate but it's making me worse mentally, evidently, I went to comical lengths like a goddamn fanfic character,

And I end up feeling bored with this guy who's a goddamn dream bc I can't have the emotional rollercoaster and he doesn't give me that dopamine Rush and stuff but he's so gentle with me and I don't want to lose him either 🥹

It's like I'm growing but experiencing growing pains as I realize that being an adult is a lot more boring and I have to lean into it rather than back out of it, I have to be normal in order to get the happy ending I wanted with a family and kids. Life isn't a TV drama and I can't always lie and act crazy for love, that kind of love is sick and twisted anyway.

I'm just so frustrated with myself, and embarrassed about all the shit I used to do, and I don't really know how I'm feeling anymore but I HAVE to know bc atp he's still my crush but we've been going out so how long do I really have before he wants to make it official? I don't know if I'm ready I don't know if I'll end up letting him down bc he's just not insane enough for me.

Sorry this is a rant atp I just had to vent somewhere bc aaaaaaaa

[foreststarflaime]

Let's get funky with it, how about 8, 11, and 21 for my man Sephiroth

o7

8- Do you think this character is underrated or overrated?

Considering how widely known he is at first thought I’d say he’s rated. But also it seems like so many people don’t know the crisis core/first soldier soft pathetic compassionate side of him? So underrated for that everyone should love him like he deserves lol

11- Who do you not like to ship with this character?

Hmm romantically Aerith. I just think of them as lab siblings so it feels weird to me to think of them like that. I just love what their sibling dynamic could have been okayy aaaaaaaa

21- Wild card! Talk about anything to do with this character! Anything at all!

I LOVE HOW MUCH AND HOW DEEPLY HE LOVES DESPITE HIS CIRCUMSTANCES RAGHHHHHDHDDHDHHRHD HOPE AND GOODNESS IN UNLIKELY PLACES MY BELOVEDDD AHHSHHEGEGRH this is why AGS is so deeply important to me goddd he’s so codependent on them and he loves them so purey and genuinely aghhh the tragedy of the way it went with them KILLS MEEEEE

[hoje--aqui]

🎶✨when u get this, list 5 songs u like to listen to, publish. then, send this ask to 10 of your favorite followers (positivity is cool)🎶✨

MY MOMENT

I really loved it. I love music and I love talking about music.

But as a deeply eclectic person, it's humanly impossible to choose 5 songs that I like, and I don't have 5 favourites either. So I'm going to take the opportunity to share with you 5 current Brazilian songs by incredible and current alive artists, just true poems that I believe with all my heart that everyone deserves to hear and tif you decide to translate them, you won't be disappointed.

Not because I only listen to Brazilian music, but because I'm very proud of Brazilian artists and believe that they deserve to be recognised all over the world.

However, if you decide to listen to one of them, feel free to visit the rest of they discography

1 . CAJU | by Liniker

Liniker is perfect! She's a trans woman, black and has been awarded the title of Immortal by the Brazilian Academy of Letters, which is an indescribable honour for an artist, even more so in life. My favourite album by her is Indigo Borboleta Anil, but Caju is her latest and a close second.

2 . O Piano | by Coruja Bc1, Jonathan Ferr and Margareth Menezes

This one in particular is a song from a collective album with various artists, where each of the lyrics has its own musicality and proposals, but I had to mention this one in particular because it brought tears to my eyes more than once. It tells a very beautiful and very sad story (which even deserves to be drawn, so here's a possibility for a future WIP). The album itself, Brasil Futurista, is a great nomination and all the artists involved deserve to be here.

3 . A Ordem Natural das Coisas | Emicida (feat. MC Tha)

I could name so many songs by Emicida. From the most famous to the least played. 'AmarElo' is incredible and I seriously thought about putting it here (that's nomination 3.1). 'A Ordem Natural das Coisa' doesn't even remotely show the complexity of the artist's work, but it has a delicacy that can't be ignored. Think about how much life happens before the sun rises and the poetry he sees in life. It's just too beautiful.

4 . Torto Arado | Rubel, Liniker and Luedji Luna

This is perfect, because it refers to a book of the same name, which won the Jabuti Prize in 2019 (Jabuti is the highest national literary prize awarded by the Brazilian Academy of Letters). It's good to put her here, because I'd like to recommend another wonderful artist who sings pure poetry in every song she sings: Luedji Luna, another woman for the list and a wonderful one without any flaws.

aaaaaaaa there's only one more

okay

5. Ainda Aqui Sonhando | Leo Cavalcanti

I didn't want to put this one here. I was thinking of a more upbeat beat so that the list wouldn't be so quiet, and this was the opposite. But I think it's actually the most on topic and I couldn't decide which one to put last. Spotify's metrics show that I listened to this song for over 52 hours in March this year. This particular lyric touched me on a very personal level, so I don't have any great recommendations for the artist, but anyway, if you want to listen, Leo Cavalcanti.

Thanks for tagging me, and I hope you enjoy the nominations, I know I love making this list.

[eurydicees]

Random ask, who are your top 5 (or top 3) fav characters from Haikyuu? And why do you love them? Also, what are your top 5 fav moments from the series? Thanks if you want to answer....

oh i would LOVE to answer !!! sorry it took so long to get to this!! this was sooooo hard to do. it's not in any particular order because i can't bring myself to do a favorites list like that, as i have so much love in my body to give to the world and also haikyuu specifically. under the cut because this got long!! there ARE manga spoilers in this post!!!

top 5 characters

oikawa

yeah we all say this one coming let's be honest with ourselves here. his growth as a person genuinely makes me crazy. he's so well developed and he's truly such a fascinating character. his arc is beautifully tied in with the MCs and beautifully ended. the way it all ties together and comes together with him at the end...chef's kiss. i have a whole theory about the way it all comes back to oikawa that i have ranted about on discord but i have not posted it...oops.

bokuto

my beloved............he means so much to me. he's so special in my heart. adhd representation fr. he's so much smarter and has so much more depth than people give him credit for--which drives me crazy and i hate it--and he genuinely has such an impact on the narrative that doesn't get appreciated enough. i love him so much.

atsumu

i really don't know how to put this into words but i'm so obsessed with him. he's so important to me. it's smth about the drive and hunger to get better at what you love, the absurd confidence in yourself that is earned rather than a facade, the way he never sees another option but putting all of your heart into what you love and want to do....he means everything to me.

akaashi

i don't know if this one will come as a surprise to people, but he's fr one of my favorite characters. he's so interesting. his mindset is really interesting and i absolutely loved seeing him in the fukurodani v mujinazaka game--it's about how he recovers, how he learns to keep trying as best he can no matter if he's worth it or not or strong enough or not, how deeply he loves his team and how deeply they love him, how he learns to love them rather than try to control them. it's just like. you and those you love being the most important people in the world, the protagonist of your own story and life, but also not being afraid of losing. not being afraid of trying, even if it means you may fail. give me your 120%. i know you can. man. i don't even know. he makes me crazy.

kenma

oh man. his journey and arc makes me...i don't even know. it means so much to me. the promise to make him say something was fun or frustrating--then nekoma's loss, and him saying it was fun anyways. oh my god. crying about it tbh. his development as a character: not particularly remarkable at first sight, but cunning and smart underneath what he looks like, learning to put every piece of himself into a game, learning to have fun while playing even if he loses. man. yeah. kenma.

top 5 moments

tanaka's mediocre me monologue (chp 263)

aaaaaaaa. this idea that you may be mediocre but that doesn't mean you can't risk it all and push yourself further and be the best. it's the whole POINT of haikyuu. don't limit yourself because of your insecurities or because someone tells you that you can't do something. you don't have time to waste by giving up or doubting yourself, because there's so much you can do. this is the moment that solidified tanaka's character for me; i hadn't super loved him before this moment and then i got to this and went. oh. yeah. ok. that's really good actually.

nekoma's loss to karasuno (chp 324)

oh my god. this makes me crazy. i don't even have words for it. don't make me think about it. i'mc rying.

kiryuu's monologue (chp 334)

it's just. the idea of this top 3 ace who doesn't have enough confidence to believe in himself learning to "channel your inner narcissist." AND ITS BOKUTO WHO INSPIRES IT. CRYING. and like just this idea that well, you may not have confidence in yourself, but other people believe in you and you believe in them, so don't let them down by talking down to yourself. and like..."it takes everything i have to keep up with this man, it takes everything i have to play volleyball" and playing anyways...i'm biting things .

oikawa's volleyball is fun moment (chp 373)

oh my god ok. this moment means everything to me. it's about the burn out it's about the passion it's about the rediscovery it's about the fun it's about the love it's actually the point of everything it's what matters it's one of the best chapters in the manga, one of the best pieces of development for oikawa, one of the best pieces of development for hinata, i'm going crazy i'm so insane about this moment . i actually cried reading this for the first time. tears streaming down my face. i have a more in depth post about this moment here!!! but like genuinely as someone who experiences artistic burnout so easily and so often, the reminder that what you love is fun is so important to me. easily one of my favorite moments in any piece of writing ever.

the ending (chp 402)

i'm not gonna include the whole monologue but it makes me fuckign wild. i just. yeah. yeah. yeah. haikyuu. it means so much to me.

honorable mentions for top moments:

"if i'm here, you're invincible" don't touch me i'm crying

NISHINOYA FOOT RECIEVE

yamaguchi's failed serve and the way karasuno recovers & yamaguchi's six points & tsukki and yamaguchi's serve and block panel with the shield and spear. going insane.

"when oikawa is backed into a corner, he'll set to iwaizumi" i'm actually crawling up the walls about this

the last point in the second aoba johsai game. enough said.

tsukki's Moment TM . you all know exactly which one i'm talking about.

kenma calling yamamoto tora

"volleyball is a sport where you're always looking up".......garbled screaming at this

HINATA PERFECT RECEIVE

tsukki's "if i could stuff this now i'm sure everyone would go crazy, but i can't, so...you better be there hinata" !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

the last inarizaki point. the reflection in kita's eyes. the flashes of we don't need the memories. this angle, this position, it's perfect. the parallels to the last aoba johsai point. speed isn't invincible...those two understood that a little better than everyone else. oh my god. shaking.

can you tell that my favorite game is the inarizaki one. because really i should just say my favorite moment is that entire game.

kenma's "it hurts. it's painful. i don't ever want this to end." & "don't give up on me now hinata"

the kenhina knife fight. oh my god. i feel deranged with the way i talk about this panel.

"someone even better will find you" oh my god kageyama my sweetheart

[remyfire]

If it hasn’t been asked: mulcahy and klinger for the Do you ship it? ❤️

Do I Ship It?

Yes, I Ship It!!

What made you ship it? —AAAAAAAA I LOVE THEM I LOVE THEM I LOVE THEM. Goddamn. Okay. There is something so compelling to me about taking the two characters who pour their entire souls into everything they do, the cups who everyone always drinks from without question, these guys who wonder if they have worth outside of the care they bring to the camp, and just. Letting them find so much warmth in one another. Them finding each other to regroup, refuel. I'm tender.

What are your favorite things about the ship? —First of all, just the absolute ridiculous of what the fuck is all this, then, Mulcahy? Do you have something to share with the class? How much temptation are you wrestling with, man? How do you keep ending up in these situations??? I feel like they'd be so so extremely gentle with each other when the dam finally broke, all low check-ins and trembling hands and lots of pausing in the midst of everything to shiver at the level of intimacy they're receiving. I love how much they support each other and try to point out to others to do the same. They're such natural caretakers that I get mushy just thinking about Klinger covering Mulcahy in his fur coat when he falls asleep right where he sits, or Mulcahy realizing that Klinger gave away the last cup of coffee again without having one of his own and thus going out of his way to push the first cup of the new batch into his grip. I think there's a lot of beautiful unpacking they could do together—Mulcahy with his sexuality and the religious indoctrination that's instilled so much fear inside of him, Klinger with his heartbreak time and time again. Really I just wanna see them fall asleep together forehead to forehead, cuddled up so tightly that they can't so much as breathe without sinking into the other. Reader, I am tender.

Is there an unpopular opinion you have on your ship? —This is another ship that is mostly vague vibes and aesthetics to me right now rather than deeply established, so I don't have enough in place to yet develop an unpopular opinion haha. I just need one man out of the cloth and the other man to be properly appreciated for once.

[disaster-j]

TOL Rewatch Week One

Just rewatched episode one with beloved mutual @magicaldreamfox1 and AAAAAAAA this show really does so many things to me

I have like a million and one thoughts but two main ones-

I am still so fucking pissed about Khai being made into a genuine asshole for drama reasons in the show instead of just being a dumb slut (affectionate) who thought his feelings for Third were Extra Special Friendship Feelings as if all friends dream about building a life with their bestie and get anxiety over the idea of said bestie not being by their side always.... yeah Khai is so much gayer in the novel y'all don't understand I will never shut up about this particular change. Never ever. HE SHOULD'VE BEEN A SIMP FROM THE GET GO. I get that the drama was important to fill up eps but like they did Khai a grave injustice by erasing so many of the scenes that showed his good side, his scared side, his confused side, his deeply in love with Third side. I will never forgive them for making the show Third biased when the story is supposed to be about Khai's journey.

What would've happened if Two had never intervened. Like I've already written a fic about Third giving up on Khai after overhearing him in That Scene but even then he'd at least tried and like his crush had been acknowledged by people other than him. But what if Two had never found him that night he decided to give up. What if neither Two nor Bone had tried to intervene during that time and Third had pulled away from Khai???? WHY AM I MAKING MYSELF SAD THEY'RE MY FAVOURITE SHIP But like imagine KhaiThird having a friendship break-up imagine Khai losing his fucking mind bc Third was his everything and he just didn't realise it until he'd already lost him imagine them remeeting a few years after they've graduated and Khai desperately trying to get back in Third's good books and Third being his meanest self trying to hide how much he still loves Khai AAAAAAAAA someone write the fic pls i am on my knees begging

Other notable thoughts I had while watching the episode

We should talk more about the fact that Khai went and got his ass beat defending Milk's honour AFTER he found out she was messing with him. Like he just did that huh. And he had no reason to think it would help him get her back or anything he just did it bc he felt like it. My poor lil meow meow my favourite puppy boy I love him.

All the Khai is autistic/nd posts are correct

All the Khai is demiromantic posts (me im making all them posts) are soooo correct

Khai's not nearly as Straight in ep1 as he'd like to believe. To quote Dreamy, why are you as a man "riding" "charles". He's a bottom. I said what I said.

THE WAY KHAI SAYS LOVE YOU TO THIRD STILL KILLS ME APPARENTLY

Third is the og bl exploiter girlboss. He was capitalising on his sexuality and close male friendships before it was cool.

Two and Bone BOTH knew Third liked Khai in ep1. Two definitely noticed Third in the scene where they wrap up filming, tho he's obviously been eyeing him a while. And Bone absolutely Knew when Third walked away while they were teasing Khai about Milk. He literally frowned at Third walking off and then turned pensively to Khai. Maybe this is when he decided to confront Khai about Third's crush?

Fake Protagonist is still undefeated as best bl ost I said what I said.

Two and Bone are the best friends ever. This friend group is perfection like no other BL has executed a friend group this well, where everyone gets appropriate screentime and no one exists just for comic relief or to further the plot, they all have their story arcs, their own motivations and flaws and endearments, and they don't go off on their own after the show ends. And they ALL actually get along well. Not Me could've had this if the writers weren't Black antis.

It will be so fucking hard to watch one episode of tol per week literally itching to go watch more as I type AAAAAAAAA

And yet. We persevere. See y'all next week!