#aaaaa im nervous about this

[tomasobbin]

I would like to contribute to the punkflower tag considering i have been lurking for quite a bit !!

So enjoy friends

[v3nuskae]

I made a little animatic aha...

UH IDK WHY I'M KINDA NERVOUS POSTING ABOUT THIS Anyway, this is the link: If I Believed animatic Spoiler for the PW Trilogy, ja? I've been busy with school and stuff. I hope you don't mind me posting only occasionally. I'll make more AA content soon maybe.

[merlindotpdf]

wrote a poem about live music and then edited a video around it. very proud of it so here she is<3

[xieliancore]

SHOP IS NOW OPEN!

[REBLOGS appreciated] my store is open again, this time with leftovers from the jw madrid!! you will find tgcf + other stuff, as well as preorders for new pearl prints! the shop will be open till march 10th

SHOP LINK

[sethsbigtits]

soooo, i've never shown anyone on here my writing before. like at all. and i really want to do that because why not ! so, i wanted to shared a piece of writing that i did for a recent english assignment that i'm super proud of. it's called 'he who is small and meek' ! i hope you guys enjoy it :)

I carry with me a part of myself that is not easily seen by others. He is tucked away tightly in my chest, waiting for his chance to shine, waiting for others to address him. He is small and meek and his voice is silently echoing in the corners of my mind. Only I can see him and only I know who he is. He has my hair and he has my face. He has my eyes and he has my clothing. He shares many things with me. He goes by an alias, regularly mistaken for someone else; someone who is not him. His real name is Milo; a name of Slavic origin that means “dear” or “beloved”. He doesn’t say it though; he is too scared. He fears that if people knew, they would howl with laughter and disavow his name, mocking it with pure and unbridled hatred. 

He has gone by multiple names throughout the years but he has always been the same small and meek boy, living in the crevices of my heart. He has only ever trusted two people to know who he is; his baby brother and his best friend. His mother does not know who he is quite yet, still naming him by his alias. He is not ready to tell her, to trust her. He is afraid that if she were to know, he would lose her. He would lose her love and her blessing. He is lost and unsure of what to do, trembling like a leaf just barely clinging onto a branch in the middle of fall. He feels alone. He waits for me sometimes. He waits for me to help him but I am not sure of what to do either.

If I told you that Milo was me, I am sure you would be thoroughly surprised. I have always been a boy ever since I was small and meek, just like him. It was only until four years ago that I knew who I was; a transgender boy. I have gone through many names throughout those four years. First, I was Miles. Then, I was Felix. I have been Clairvoyance, which is a strange name, I know, but I was content to have that name. I wore it like a badge of honor because it was so unusual. Eventually, I settled on Milo. I rarely tell others my actual name, both out of fear and just out of general awkwardness. Like the boy in my chest, I love my mother greatly. She has stuck with me ever since she brought me into this world. She has glued herself to my hands, lifting me up in sheer triumphant joy. However, she does not view boys like me the way that others do. To her, I am a plague on God’s earth, destined to be destroyed when the God of this world grows bored of his children. My biggest fear is that if she were to find out, she would hurt me and steal the boy in my chest away from me. I fear that her love would be taken from me, her triumphant joy molting away, instead a bright abhorrence taking place in her heart when she thinks of me. Through all of this, I still choose to keep the boy safe; to keep him alive because if he goes, I follow suit. His deathbed is mine.

[comfortstars]

hmm.......

[yutadori]

class starts tomorrow and im SCARED

[goofyjelly]

im leaving for an internship type thing in like a half hour I'm so fucking nervous

[beej-hunnicutt]

Also, not 100% positive still, I gotta keep looking into it. But um! I think I'm gonna bite the bullet and have Frank be in the big world of advertising. I don't know whether that means still a secretary or trying to have a position like within the work, I hope you get what I mean, I am not sure. But I realized I think Frances absolutely would want to work at a big thing as this. She'd be coming in during the early leaning mid 50's. So I gotta learn all about that. But who knows, this may not be final. But also; I do want to find her and Dante a specific job finally. Along with degrees and schools, so much to look into. But at least it keeps my brain busy, I guess, and I find this stuff genuinely fun and interesting to learn.

[writingstoraes]

tour guide 🎥

pairing: charles leclerc/fem!actress!reader

type: instagram imagine, social media au

notes: saw the post abt apex filming at silverstone this week and got this idea lol lmk what u guys think! atp you already know who my fc is (it's hailee steinfeld 😝)

about: a well-known actress stars in a film that is set in the world of formula 1 and scuderia ferrari happens to be the leading team to guide the production team and its cast!

yourusername

liked by charles_leclerc, zendaya, madelyncline, and 1,249,247 others

yourusername Film prep starts now. Currently glad my parents forced me into getting my driver's license as early as I could as well as my brother introducing me to Formula 1 years ago 🏁

Beyond excited for this movie!

allhailyn WE LOVE U QUEEN WE CANT WAIT

filmthusiast this is such a new role for her im so excited

f1lover film + f1 is always going to be the biggest bestest combo ❤️

lecsluv LMAOOO NOT CHARLES LIKING THIS

zendayyn mans a fan norrisbaby Oh hes quick 😆

yourusername recently added to her instagram story!

yourusername recently added to her instagram story!

yourusername

liked by charles_leclerc, scuderiaferrari, pierregasly, and 1,482,2058 others

yourusername 3/4 done with filming for First Gear 🤍 So much work has been done for this movie and it's been the good kind of overwhelming so far. I've learned so much and experienced so many new things.

Included the one and only charles_leclerc here because majority of the things I learned came from him. He's pretty nice except he was beyond nervous when I drove the car for the first time.

scuderiaferrari We're glad to know Charles was the best tour guide ever! ❤️

lecsmmylove NOT FERRARI STICKING WITH THE TOUR GUIDE DESCRIPTION???

hamilfilm charles leclerc making his way into y/n's official ig account is not something i have on my bingo card

popgirltay u guys r so cute <3 friendship goals!

livelovelecs no, dating announcement next LOLOL

charles_leclerc Why do I seem like the bad guy here, I taught you pretty well didn't I?

yourusername I didn't say you were a bad teacher 😕

charles_leclerc

liked by pierregasly, carlossainz55, scuderiaferrari, and 1,102,358 others

charles_leclerc Everyday's karting day 🚘

lecsferrari the red nails??? sir u aint slick who is that

sainzmclaren It's Y/N 😭 She posted karting pics today too

yourusername What do you have to say for yourself that you lost?

charles_leclerc I let you win, jolie 😁 Pretty. ferarrimercs HE CALLED HER PRETTY?????

yourusername

liked by charles_leclerc, zendaya, kendall, and 1,395,299 others

yourusername The student has become the teacher 😎

charles_leclerc Anyone would win if they were fighting kids on track

yourusername I sense sore loser 😝

leclercsyn TOO CUTE IM GONNA COMBUST

scuderiaferrari ❤️❤️❤️

yourusername

liked by charles_leclerc, zendaya, florencepugh, and 2,034,551 others

yourusername Feeling so emotional that filming for a movie that holds a special place in my heart has come to an end 🤍 I am so ecstatic for all of you to see First Gear because everyone involved put everything they had for this film. I hope you guys love this as much as I do, possibly more.

So many people to thank — the directors, producers, scriptwriters, my co-stars, everyone who's worked so hard to make this into reality, I owe you all so much.

But I also never thought I'd meet someone so special. Charles, this past year for us have been so crazy and I'm glad I got to spend it with you. If it helps, the moment they told me you would be giving me a tour of the paddock, I fell instantly 😝

leclercsyn MY PARENTS AAAAA IM SCREAMING

scuderiaferrari We are so proud of you, Y/N ❤️ The whole team is waiting for the movie!

charles_leclerc What do you mean if it helps, I was literally sweating while telling you what a pitwall is

lecslover HES SO FUNNYHTBHRHB

charles_leclerc

liked by landonorris, ynleclercs16, pierregasly, and 1,673,992 others

charles_leclerc Most talented person I've come across. Watching you on set has become one of my favorite things to do; it reminds me of just how amazing you are. To more karting sessions with you ❤️

Sincerely,

Your paddock tour guide

lecshamilton hes owning the tour guide title, mad respect

sainzlove I AM MELTINGGGGG

f1luvr power couple me thinks?

yourusername Get ready to lose 🥱

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tagging: @slytherheign, @honethatty12, @siovhanroy

notes: why i take so much time making these ill never understand anyway i hope u guys like this hehehe thank you sm for reading <3

[flametrashiraarchive]

Hi, it says your requests are open! Can I request a nsfw scenario for Giyuu and his crush going to a public bath house, and the receptionist mistakes them for a couple so they have to share a bath.. hehe.. and he gets a boner and tries to hide it?

thanks and feel free to ignore im kind of embarrassed aaaa

AAAAA THIS WAS SO MUCH FUN! Thank you for being my very first ask! I hope you enjoy!

I'll try to work on the other asks tomorrow too! Thank you so much!

NSFW under the cut...

Bathing with Giyuu 💦

You've traveled with the water hashira long enough to know when his quiet stoicism slips into panicked silence. 

To the uninitiated, Giyuu's facial expression is one of dead calm, but his deep blue eyes give away far more than he realizes, and right now he's shitting himself. 

"It'll be fine," you sigh, standing shivering in your yukata. It's morning and the sun has barely begun to warm the world up. "I won't peek. We'll just bathe, get out, and never speak of this again."

You're mostly trying to assure him, but there is a little part of you that's nervous too. It's just a simple mixup; the lady running the bathhouse just mistook you for a married couple and sent you to the same private onsen. And if the pair of you weren't so damn introverted you could probably have the mistake rectified fairly quickly, but the thought of the awkwardness and the apologies... no this is somehow simpler.

Giyuu is already in the bath, submerged up to his shoulders, the steam and clear water doing very little to obscure his… everything. 

He sighs as you shiver and says flatly, "Fine. Get in. But if you tell anyone about this, especially the other hashira…"

"My lips are sealed… turn around."

He does as you ask, turning his back and lowering himself until his chin is touching the water. He stares at the rocks surrounding the edge pool as if they're the most interesting thing in the world.

Your heart races as you slip off your yukata and leave it hanging from a nearby tree. As desperate as you are for this bath, and as much as you tried to brush it off, it is a little weird to be naked with Giyuu.

You quickly get into the water. It only reaches your bellybutton, but you can crouch and fully submerge your body just like he's doing. "Okay, I'm in." 

You expect his shoulders to relax but if anything they get more tense. What little you can see of his face is bright red. "Ugh this was a bad idea."

"It's fine! Come on Giyuu, we've been traveling and fighting demons for days without a break. Everything hurts. I need this bath. If it's so awful sharing with me then you can always get out."

He shakes his head firmly, still looking away. "No. Absolutely not."

"Okay well… let's not make a big deal out of it." It is pretty fun to annoy him so you tease a little. "We're just two unmarried friends, bathing together…naked. Nothing weird about it."

He brings his hand out of the water to pinch the bridge of his nose. You brace yourself for his exasperated reprimand, but in the same heartbeat as he opens his mouth to speak you hear something. You sense movement behind you. 

He hears it too and the pair of you instinctively stand, both on high alert. After days of fighting for your lives against demons, neither one of you can fully relax yet. It takes a moment to realize it's daytime. The demons are all hiding from the sun. You're safe. Your yukata just slipped down from the tree branch.

Breathing a sigh of relief, you turn your head to face him. "Probably just a squirr- oh god!!"

You're naked. He's naked. The water is waist deep on you but he's taller…

And God, he's rock-fucking-hard.

He doesn't speak. He just releases a panicked grunt, attempts to cover himself with both hands, fails to conceal it fully, and dips down to hide beneath the water. 

And you just freeze as your heart lunges against your ribs. That image is burned into your mind forever; his lean, muscular body… the way it curved. The veins…

"Sit down!" He says finally. 

You bring up your arm to cover your tits. "Oh! Right."

As you submerge your body in the water. You're facing each other, both bright red, unable to make eye contact. Your heart is racing and you're pretty sure his must be too.

You're the first to break, your eyes sliding across to him. The corner of your mouth tugs upward.

"Not a word," he whispers.

"Wouldn't dream of it."

Giyuu's eyes flicker to you and then away again. 

You can't hold it anymore. A laugh sputters out of you. "We're so ridiculous."

His well-practiced stoicism starts to falter, and a faint smile curves his lips. "Yeah. We are, aren't we?" 

It feels good to laugh; days of tension and exhaustion slip away, rising with the steam of the onsen. And it feels even better to laugh with him. 

[monsterfuckermilligan]

🥹

the love that moves the sun

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Summary: The hand cradling his face stays strong, keeping Adam in the memory, but not enough to get fully lost in it. Michael’s skin is warm.

He’s here. They’re both here.

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Written for the prompt ‘oath’ for Midam Appreciation Week 2024.

@midamappreciationweek

word count: 5k

tags: temporary character death, post-canon, post episode au: s15e19 inherit the earth, established relationship, angst with a happy ending, grace eating, fluff and smut, grief/mourning, alternate universe – canon divergence

type: one shot

pairing: michael/adam milligan

author: deandeluxeburger

[ask-smg4-clubau]

A sketch of the guy!

On that note, does Club!SMG4 have any fans/regular watchers? And how would he feel about people liking his performances? :D

OMGNENFJJEJDJFJR IM SCREAMING THIS IS AMAZING AAAAA

I love ur artstyle I cant get over this im AAAA

THANK U SO MUCH💕💕 -Cookie🍪 AYOOOOO MORE FANART WE THANK YOU FOR TAKING THE TIME OUTTA UR DAY TO MAKE THIS FOR US ?!?!?!??!?! WE ADORE UR ARTT RAH ! - COFFEE

As for your question:

Club 4 : “Regular watchers? Yea, I see a few re-occurring customers! Its always nice to see people come back for more”

“But I’ll admit, I’m getting a lil nervous with how big the crowds getting lately.. I uh, don’t want my name getting out there too much. Don’t want anyone recognising me from Youtube y’know? But that wouldn’t happen! Not with this makeup ;)”

[rouecentric]

AAAAA okay, so I saw that your requests are open... (this is my first time requesting anything so im a bit nervous)

about your post with the lante x grandkid!reader, IT WAS SO GOOD, and yes, i totally understand the family's shock about lante doting on his grandkid. this is the same man who established that familial love is unnecessary, was it not?

we got lante's perspective of his grandkid... but what about the other family members? will they like the grandkid as well? or will they be indifferent / dislike them?

(this is a bit wordy im sorry ☠️)

how would the agriche family react to grandchild!reader being doted on by lant agriche? / headcanons, death, typical things you'd expect from a fic that's about the agriche family, gn!reader.

THE agriche's reactions are mixed, honestly, and they thought that dion having a child was enough of a shock, so to have grandchild!reader being doted on by the lante agriche would mean that the usual "balance" (or what was left of it) in the family would no doubt be thrown out the window.

there would most likely be more hatred and indifference than adoration when it comes to the grandchild, especially once they start taking on some of lante's traits as well, but some of the only people that i could see liking the grandchild no matter what would honestly be maria and sierra, as they most likely took on the role of a maternal figure in the grandkid's life since their mother died while giving birth.

roxana, as obvious as it is, would most likely resent the reader because of how doting lante is when it comes to them, especially since not only did they automatically gain lante's favor, but they also are the child of dion, her brother's murderer. however, she might open up to the reader and eventually get along with them if the reader doesn't exactly idolize the agriche head because of his actions, hell, she might even use the reader against lante.

jeremy's neutral when it comes to the grandchild, honestly, he probably never personally met the child more than twice on his own volition, since he would rather cling to his half sister than interact with some snotty baby. but there is a chance that he would have more encounters with the grandchild once they're around four to seven years old.

grizelda.. it's hard to say on whether or not she likes the kid, really, but the grandchild would most likely idolize her, and grizelda is at least a bit kinder at first when it comes to the kid, so the two of them would possibly be close, with the grandchild seeking out the older woman's attention or help.

however, charlotte hates you without any doubt. charlotte doesn't like you because of how easily you get lante's favor and attention, causing her to usually harass you without lante usually knowing, but she does bite back her tongue whenever there are other people present, however, she mellows out when she's older, and there's a slight chance for her to apologize! but don't get your hopes up, because she's stubborn as hell.

fontaine despises you, as you were not only lante's favorite in th family, but also because your birth reinforced dion's position on the top three candidates for being the future head of the agriche dukedom. hell, he isn't even above trying to get you killed, since all is fair in this household that didn't have any morals, no?

dion, your father, was indifferent towards you, he didn't really care for your mother, either, since it was an arranged marriage orchestrated by lante himself for his own benefit. sure, he may have taken care of you in his free time, but his emotional baggage and childhood trauma definitely wouldn't have made him a good father, most likely being emotionally neglectful, even if he sometimes doesn't mean to be distant.

[purin-gambler]

Audhsgsusgshshsg im always a sucker for samu and I LOVE THAT KIND OF FAKE DATING SCENARIO THAT THEYRE JUST USING TERMS OF AFFECTION TO ANNOY TSUMUU AAAAAAA loved it 😚🤌🏻 chef's kiss only why is samu so boyfriend material fiancee material husband material oh my goddddd I'm a simppppp

aaaaa omg tysm for your kind words 🥺 im so relieved and grateful that fic is being enjoyed since ive been so nervous with posting HAHA

and yes, absolutely, hes all sorts of ideal partner material, because think of the goofy but endearing things he does and goes out of his way for all just for you. things that says he loves you and wants to spend the rest of his life with you in a very osamu way euuhgthhrh now im thinking about a few things.

like him greeting you with home cooked meals and probably wearing some tacky apron that reads ‘worlds best husband’ even though you arent married yet. maybe sneaking in silly little notes on the onigiri he packs you from his restaurant. but he probably accidentally taped a recipe note instead of his actual note once, so you didn’t understand why you received a hand written message saying “5 cups of rice, 1 tablespoon of salt, 100g tuna”. but every other note ( that isnt some kind of onigiri miya secret recipe ) he writes them to make sure he can put a smile on your face without physically being where you are. even if those notes are just little doodles of food, or him telling you something dumb atsumu said, or him giving you a small detail about some customer drama he overheard that he’ll tell you more about later. and yes, he would indeed, give the absolute best massages too when you’re tense. he could, i mean, if hes kneading together rice balls all day, im pretty sure those skilled hands mean that hes great at giving shoulder massages. and if you’re splitting a meal, hed probably give you the larger half of the portion too… which i think says enough already.

yeah… i get where youre coming from, this man makes it too easy to fall for him

[goldengroovy]

hiii! this is my first time joining a olnf themed event soo im kinda nervous. unfortunately i missed olnf week cause i wasnt confident enough to join siiiighhh

i wanted to get out my comfort zone so here i am d:

im kinda worried im gonna accidentally not notice some minor detail and end up getting cancelled for it or the person im gifting to is dissappointed or some disaster is gonna happen

im asking if you have any advice about how to deal with the stress of it all

im sorry if this got too dark for usual asks

Hi, hi! Im glad that you felt safe enough to come to this blog to ask this question, and I hope that I manage to answer it properly.

First of, I'm proud of you for coming to me and asking this, and I'm proud of you for considering the idea of joining! I know I was so anxious the first time I joined something like this.

If it helps calm your nerves, this fandom is a bit small in my opinion. While it's not impossible, miscommunication that seems to happen in bigger fandoms is less likely to happen here.

If you happen to do something wrong, the most that'll happen is that someone will try to inform you privately, through private messages or through anonymous asks.

And the thing about secret-santa events, and this is just something I noticed, is that people are just happy to get anything, especially in a fandom so niche. Especially with gifts of people's MCs, people are appreciative of every single crumb they get!

But even if they didn't like your gift, it's still unlikely for them to lash out and be mad at you for it. If your gift isn't up to their preferences, you tried your best to create a gift based on what they said, so be proud of yourself anyways!

I used to not join these types of events. I was anxious, and honestly, I thought my art wasn't worth it.

Then I realized events like these were unlikely to come by. So I just reassured myself, and joined despite being anxious. My experiences with events weren't perfect, but what I remember the most is the enjoyment of creation!

What helped me was realizing that honestly, events like secret santa exchanges were rare, and if I wanted to join, the best time was to join now. The memories that'd stick with me wasn't the ones where I was anxiously waiting for people's responses, but the fun of drawing.

AAAAA english is not my first language and i think it shows whenever i have long rambles like these haha. but i believe in you, and i hope you'll believe in yourself <3