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[shouldabeenapodcast]

A Ketchup Ordeal ft. DD

i want to slow dance to this song I want to sway with this night and i want someone to look at me the way trip looks at lux but somehow that seems far way far away than all the oceans i wanna feel you, feel your touch but then i think, is it actually necesaary bro? I think not , his hands  hasn't felt the touch of water after sneezing oh, how foolish of me turning everything into a joke, I don't know it's kind of a reflex but then i think, "thats what she said" then it is me myself who thinks not now bijj but deep down i still love him and miss him, or do i? i dont think i miss HIM, i miss his mom's biriyani and that salad too , they went together better than we ever did but it didn't go that amazing than it had with apsara hotel's salad and biriyani. ps: i hate his mom i sometimes wonder about his mom, she looked like a mix between an ogre and a potato but more like a potato , and her son had got all her potatoness ok now i hate potato, why God why potatoes have never been my thing, and i think that explains our breakup and he wasnt all the fries and chips , he was soggy fries maybe it's sad that i thought i was ketchup to his fries but turns out he liked his fries without ketchup, and now im looking for other cute fries while I was looking for other cute fries he was also looking for other cute fries i hope he doesn't pick my fries

[shouldabeenapodcast]

advanced brians

ar-

what are doing with our lives

actually suthi did, but when he asked me, i had that thought too

like ipo

nammal pettan naale marich poyi all we ever did was just STUDY

am- Yeahh Njan ee oru theory vacha brilliant vitte Brilliant makes you bery philosophical uk Njan avide irunn ee same saanam aloich

ar- like we couldave chilled

am- Yeahh future mathram nokki padich

ar- we couldave enjoyed every fucking second, but what did we do? we studied is it worth it

am- But we keep living on the probability that we wont die

ar- yeah athe enthaale

am- And in that probability this feels required

ar- we always think about the future

am- Would you quit even though you thought of this Ilallo

ar- athe enth shoka

am- Cause we live for security And its a freaking illusion

am- athe

We chase an illusion

ar- we just want a happy ending angne aloich aloich namde actual life namal kalayum

am- Out of all probabilities

But actually we would be happy without security Enthan vacha we need change to be happy

ar- athe namal presentil focus cheynam ennan enta oru ith

am- But we set ourselves into monotonous lives because we think we need security

ar- athe aa security orapp polum ila

am- But not easy right

ar- yeah athe

naml presentinum future inum same importane kodukanam

am- Ee humans inte complexity enth interesting aan alla Living dilemma pole aan

ar- namalk enthina ithrem advanced brain oke thanne