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Does anyone know what to do

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remember when you were like. 12. and you saw high schoolers and you were like. wow thosr are just full ass adults. and now you're like 25 and you see high schoolers and youre like wow. youre literally a baby

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lemon is so so so fucking good in sweet food and savory food and spicy food and salty food and drinks. she has it all

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econ boring, lets talk about love instead ft. M and P

M : dude I'm into people who give me respect and do stuff for me

not even like mega show of love or something

like if u love me, atleast show it through actions if not words

A :

M : or yea poetry

P : most humans on earth angane aanenn paranjaal would you believe?

M : yea dude everyone wants that

like ingane

Nammal kure cheyyum

for them

pashe namukku angane onnum

u live for certain people and they don't live for u back and that's ugh

AR : yeaa

M: It's not even frustrating, it's just sad

AR : yeah athe

M: it's sometimes not even sad

It's a feeling that sadness and hurt and everything combines our ithu

like you constantly give give give

and you get this sliver in return

P : you're referring to altruism, the purest form of love.

sathyam paranjaal most people are obviously into symbiotic forms of love no, pure altruismnu humans built alla but yes athokke romentik aan ig

M: um yes

AT :   Idk pashe instinctively nammal okke altruistic aayirun irikk ille

Like enik aloikkumbo expecting something in return feels taught

P: yeah love inte aa oru human definition is generally a mutual sense of beautiful understanding and nothing but care for the two people in that relationship

M: But love isn't always like that

P: actually alla.

humans arent built for complete and instinctual altruism. like oru extent kazhiyumbol their want for love to be returned slightly takes over and stuff, generally kore aalkaarkk anganeyaa

yeah love isn't rigid

because it's completely based on feelings

A : Ohhh yeahh true we act lovingly for validation athe trueee

P: yeah humans have the tendency to do that

AT : Most relationships we form okke it is because of our need for validation alle

P: philosophers and psychoanalysts argue that this is based on humansinte instinctual integration of 'greed' into their personality altho its obviously not exactly greed itself.

humans always have a WANT FOR MORE in most things they indulge in alle, so this is also related to that in a way

M: yes sheriya

economics pole undu

unlimited wants and limited resources

AT: Didn't fully get will act like I got it

Behe

P : a generally accepted form of love is a relationship where both people love and care for each other truly and genuinely.

but there is no right form of love. people act according to what they think is right. perhaps an altruist remains altruistic purely because their emotions tell them to, ykwim

AT: Ppl express love in all different ways

M: yep yep

P: complicated alla.

humans' need for validation is slightly based on the defined form of 'greed' that is designed into their minds.

yep

M: true and that's what makes is different and beautiful

and sometimes that's the reason why we love someone

We love the way they express their love angane

AT: I had a point vro I forgot

Ohhhkss

Yeahhh yeahh 😂

Athe

M: Not literally random strangers but yea nammalkku ishtola aalukal

P: love maathram alla, nammal manassilaakkunna ellaam opinions, ideals and base kaaryangalum childhoodil ninnaanallo.

we are built by the way we grow up

AT: Yeahh true

P: yeahh

M: yes, like trust, compassion, love anganathe kure sambhavangal

P: but love enna concept should generally be constantly evolving for each individual i think, which is purely because love isnt rigid

AT: Athond ee abusive parents olla ppl might always end up in toxic relationships

P: love and the idea of love, flows like water, and everyone should be accepting of how the idea of love flows around in their minds

M: yep sheriya

P: yeah, negative ideals too, like anger, greed, things we find repulsive etc.etc.

yepp

AT: Yeahhh

M: Yes

P: all in all, i think people should just follow what they genuinely feel within their hearts, and form their opinions on love accordingly

A: Athe very sad

M: umm yes

P: yea

AT: Considering this fully instinct ill pone correct aan n thonnan illa

AT: Idk

AR: i drew u guys

nice reading conversations on love

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A Ketchup Ordeal ft. DD

i want to slow dance to this song I want to sway with this night and i want someone to look at me the way trip looks at lux but somehow that seems far way far away than all the oceans i wanna feel you, feel your touch but then i think, is it actually necesaary bro? I think not , his hands  hasn't felt the touch of water after sneezing oh, how foolish of me turning everything into a joke, I don't know it's kind of a reflex but then i think, "thats what she said" then it is me myself who thinks not now bijj but deep down i still love him and miss him, or do i? i dont think i miss HIM, i miss his mom's biriyani and that salad too , they went together better than we ever did but it didn't go that amazing than it had with apsara hotel's salad and biriyani. ps: i hate his mom i sometimes wonder about his mom, she looked like a mix between an ogre and a potato but more like a potato , and her son had got all her potatoness ok now i hate potato, why God why potatoes have never been my thing, and i think that explains our breakup and he wasnt all the fries and chips , he was soggy fries maybe it's sad that i thought i was ketchup to his fries but turns out he liked his fries without ketchup, and now im looking for other cute fries while I was looking for other cute fries he was also looking for other cute fries i hope he doesn't pick my fries

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advanced brians

ar-

what are doing with our lives

actually suthi did, but when he asked me, i had that thought too

like ipo

nammal pettan naale marich poyi all we ever did was just STUDY

am- Yeahh Njan ee oru theory vacha brilliant vitte Brilliant makes you bery philosophical uk Njan avide irunn ee same saanam aloich

ar- like we couldave chilled

am- Yeahh future mathram nokki padich

ar- we couldave enjoyed every fucking second, but what did we do? we studied is it worth it

am- But we keep living on the probability that we wont die

ar- yeah athe enthaale

am- And in that probability this feels required

ar- we always think about the future

am- Would you quit even though you thought of this Ilallo

ar- athe enth shoka

am- Cause we live for security And its a freaking illusion

am- athe

We chase an illusion

ar- we just want a happy ending angne aloich aloich namde actual life namal kalayum

am- Out of all probabilities

But actually we would be happy without security Enthan vacha we need change to be happy

ar- athe namal presentil focus cheynam ennan enta oru ith

am- But we set ourselves into monotonous lives because we think we need security

ar- athe aa security orapp polum ila

am- But not easy right

ar- yeah athe

naml presentinum future inum same importane kodukanam

am- Ee humans inte complexity enth interesting aan alla Living dilemma pole aan

ar- namalk enthina ithrem advanced brain oke thanne

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Fact: we have been sober all our life

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sky is the only thing that doesnt have a flip side in this world

i feel

the end

thank u

//

im studying informatics,

talking about sky,

but alas,

cyclic tests are near

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mom asked to say hi

8th May

We’ve been procrastinating a lot and decided today’s the day. We’ve had a lot of fun over the past 4 years, appreciating people's beauty. After all the magnificents of this world needs appreciation and we have happily taken it into our hands. It's hard to like write about this stuff, but honestly we are trying. The “magnificents” we’ve seen and appreciated were always a great part of our tiny lives and with each magnificents come great anecdotes, which we thought needed documentation and the internet is such a great place to do that, cause that way it will remain there till the end of time. 

The roles of each magnificent ranged from the main heartthrob of the movie to a 10 second cameo. But, we respect each magnificent cause they've been like a major part of our lives, even if for a tiny period of time. With all due respect to nature's creations, we express our gratitude to these magnificents for making our school life worth babbling. here we present to you our humble musings about our muses.(With great faith that our parents never stumble upon this)

With much much love, 

awkwardly trying to edit in google docs,

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thenks