#a scared deer in headlights
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google tell me how to express cackling laughter through the interweb google tell me how to talk online
#im being silly dont mind me im literally cry laughing rn#i just feel bad constantly being like omg so funny and interrupt flow of convo#but im an old man who has limited voacbularly on discord bc im#a scared deer in headlights#but this is also me irl in convo i panicked at work today bci had to#maintain small talk and listen#i do think its important to learn things im actively continuing to strive not to slack#on keeping up my knowledge on small talk and being able to at least like#manage a convo etc etc anwyas#im not in my head about this really hence yapping on tumblr#i love dead end paranoraml park btw
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identifying with a deer not in a 'im so dainty and fragile' way but in a 'something to be hunted down, shot, killed, and skinned after' way
#also in a 'deer caught in the headlights' way#perpetually scared#also deers r cute and most of my wardrobe is neutrals so v deer coded#frambling...?
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am i gonna put you in the book acknowledgements am i gonna be able to say your name without flinching am i ever gonna get a word in edgewise am i ever gonna recover the time i spent with you. computer virus kid; i arrived in your life already begging to be let in. somehow insecure i could even be your friend. like you had a line outside the door and we were all shifting our weight, begging.
you're so fucking good at that - at making people feel like they need to earn you, like you're a commodity none of us can afford. no kindness or careful communication could work on you - you were so good at just going-ghost, about deciding someone just wasn't cool-enough. something about that is super ironic. even the parts of it that weren't romantic felt like a romance book. i wanted you to like me so badly i scrubbed myself clean just so you'd spare me - what. your favor? a look?
okay okay okay. it's just a friendship - if it was even true that we were friends, if you even saw me as someone you trusted. on reddit someone would tell me girl literally just cut her out of your life, it's not that difficult. even i was aware of how fucked up the whole situation was. like, why the fuck do i even care about your approval? you're like, not even that fun to be around. you are often a little bit cruel.
but for almost four years of my life, i thought i had found someone like me. somebody who liked the same things i do. someone who liked to read and who liked making jokes with esoteric references and who spent maybe too much time on the internet and who was absolutely a little bit pretentious. i don't know, something about that was powerful and addictive.
i keep thinking about our last conversation. about how i said - okay, enough is enough. you pushed me too far, you really hurt my feelings.
and how you laughed and said - you think you're the victim?
#spilled ink#warm up#writeblr#she physically assaulted me and then screamed in my face#but not before sh'ing first and blaming it on me#while she was locked in my bathroom. at 1 in the morning#while i begged her to please just calm down and to try taking a deep breath and to go to sleep#and then she was like - ur just like my abuser#bc she had screamed in my face which was triggering to me and i froze like a deer in the headlights#and since i had shut down at that point evidently i was the problem child#i know she is out there telling our mutual friends i abandoned her and it makes me SO pissed off#like dude you spent so much fucking time forgiving & forgetting that your decrepit asshole of a boyfriend#pushed me down in the fucking hallway#but noooo hes <3 troubled <3 at 43 and divorced#bc according to you it's important that u don't '''see anyone as a monster''#but god forbid i not handle you SCREAMING IN MY FACE#i couldnt even get you to say sorry for crossing my original and only boundary you were like ''what did you want me to do''#babe i said 'the bf is not allowed around here he scares me and u said ur broken up with him'#that was the thing i wanted you to do: not fucking invite him to WHERE I LIVED#godddd typing this shit out and knowing it's only 2% of what actually happened makes me feel pathetic#i can't believe i let you treat me like that. you were a TERRIBLE friend.
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Whoops looks like I totally forgot to post the frames from the animatic. I worked so hard on these it’s kinda ridiculous.
It was so simple at the beginning but then it was like I was TRYING to make drawing them as hard for me as possible lol. It was quite the learning experience
The other set of frames are next.
(Inspired by a comic by @deetea on Twitter)
#artists on tumblr#hazbin hotel#digital art#artwork#hazbin art#hazbin charlie#hazbin spoilers#ibispaintx#my art#hazbin alastor#hazbin lilith#hazbin lucifer#Hazbin#hazbin animatic#animatic#scene redraw#this took so long#alastor#the queen is back#Alastor actually being a deer in the headlights#gives me life#he’s so cute when he’s scared#floofy ears go flop#who wants pancakes
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Abo jingblade with skittish omega reader my self indulgent love
#alpha blade omega jing yuan btw <3#truly one of the only times blade can be out milfed by jing yuan#you’re between them trembling like a scared wet Chihuahua thinking they must be playing with you and the whole time#both of them are considering muzzles to keep from claiming u. they want u so bad and the fact u startle & freeze like a deer in headlights#when they’re nice to you makes their dicks so so hard#tw.abo#blade 🌟#jing yuan 🌟
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Which would you rather be: prey or hunter?
yes. #bisexuality
#i was going to give you a bloodborne answer bc of my icon but then it got me thinking about how manydifferent hunter/prey dynamics there are#imagine a beast of a former human. sharp teeth. glowling as they bite into someone's neck and tear the flesh out. that's no prey. but it ca#still be hunted.#a wolf and a rabbit type situation is such a common prey/hunter dynamic and it's also good and i love it but there are so many kinds of pre#and hunters#the prey doesn't have to be like a deer in headlights or running away scared#it can fight back or be completely oblivious to the situation#a hare and a hunter with their hunting dog? an unsuspecting poor creature being preyed upon and hunted unbeknownst to them?#the possibilities are endless#i do like the idea of being both a prey and a hunter#the thrill of the chase often applies to both parties#anyways. <33#ask#anonymous
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i hate not being able to comfort people, cuz i havent turned off the notifs for the vent channels in this 1 discord server and especially when a moot on here vents but idk what to say to make them feel better i just freeze in shame and anxiousness
it feels like ive wronged them, and i hate doing bad things to people,,,,
#ʚ♡ɞ wilting away.... ʚ♡ɞ#i hate getting scared like a deer in headlights even by the tiniest thing#why am i so scared if everything I HATE IT#i feel like i need to cvt on my lower legs to feel like a pure little lamb again but itll get me caught again#tw sh in tags#vent ig
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TW: CNC r@p3 vibes, stalking, rough, fear
After an intense hike to a little spring:
Overheated, you decided to cool off by skinny dipping in the cool clear water. You are quite a ways from the established trail, you’ve done this so many times before, so you feel safe in stripping down to nothing and plunging in. Relaxed and absentmindedly floating under the canopy of the trees. Nothing bad could possibly happen here.
What you don’t know, is someone has been following you since the parking lot. Obliviously, you hummed to the music in your ears as you took in the sights, not bothered to check behind you like a fool to think for even a second, you were safe here.
Eyes closed as you float along, you don’t see the now masked man standing at the waters edge. You don’t see him step into the water slow and steady as to not startle you. Granted, even if you do scream, all he has to do is push your head under the waters surface to quite literally drown you out.
Your instincts kick in. Just as you open your eyes, strange hands latch onto your ankles and drag you back to land. You can’t scream as your head goes under the water from the shear force of being yanked out of the small spring. Choking, you’re free from submersion as your naked body is raked over stones, leaves, and twigs.
Fighting with every fiber of your being, you kick and hit and claw but nothing works. He is too strong. You are too weak. Pinning you on your stomach, he hold your hands behind your back with one of his as the other gropes you in all your private places. You are frozen. Like the deer you pass on the highway at night. Suddenly you understand them. Why they don’t run, call out, or hide. Fear is paralyzing.
“What a beautiful thing you are… shivering and wet.” The masked man’s fingers slip into your slit. “Oh? Looks like water isn’t the only thing making you wet hm? What a slutty body. Getting turned on by a stranger.”
The voice sounds oddly familiar. You know it but your brain is in overdrive. You try your best to say no, you’re wrong, but your throat feels like it’s in a death grip. His motions are rough and uncaring as he thrust them inside of you. All you can manage is a strangled gasp. He laughs.
All other sounds are muted by your heavy heartbeat pounding. You feel every thrust as he finger fucks you. Your tear filled eyes blurring the leaves your face is shoved into as this man fingers you. The fear mixes with arousal, surprising you. Like a switch flipping, the sound of his pants zipper triggers your fight response. So you do. You fight hard. Truly you do your best given the circumstances. But it isn’t enough as he slams into you. Groaning, the strangers hands have a bruising grip on your hips as he pounds you further into the forest floor.
“Fuuuck. You actually like this huh? Who knew you were such a sick slut. We should have done this ages ago. I’m loving all your pretty sounds.”
You finally register your own voice as it echoes through the trees making your head spin. It’s not what you expect to hear. Instead of screaming or crying, it’s whines and heavy moans.
As the strangers words slowly sink in, everything clicks into place and relief rushes through you as you cum. It’s your partner, fulfilling a dark fantasy. One you (mistakenly) thought he forgot about.
#my unsavory dreams#clearing out my drafts#this is my first post like this and I’m SCARED lol#i feel like a deer tonight… someone come hunt me🦌🍂✨#i wanna be ravaged in the woods by my lover#fear kink#stalker bf#DO NOT SEND ME YOUR R@PE FANTASIES#cnc stalking#cnc free use#rough cnc#cnc r@pe#primal fear#forest k!nk#rough kink#bd/sm primal#bd/sm prey#oh hunter my hunter#deer in headlights#bd/sm roleplay#cnc slvt#cnc k!nk#dumb slvt#dumb bunny#free use kink#fr33use slvt#public exhibition#cvm in me
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just wanted to say i love your heathcliff art with allcof my heart. Thank youALSO DO YOU HAVE A TWITTER
WAAAH THANK YOUUUU
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i love drawing him....hes such a neat guy, i hope things get better for him cuz he's havin A Time
#driftoodles#meursault#heathcliff#as for a twitter....hard to say. I dont rlly like twitter/smthn about it makes me scared and anxious#im like EXTREMELY Shy and twitter makes me feel like a deer in the headlights#BUT. i do technically have one. iykyk#im sure at least a few of you have seen it in passi g#thanks for the asks!
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Oh almost forgot I also have this
I saw @ask-dadpleasant got a new design and I had the urge to draw him with Gordon. They are both fathers so it felt appropriate.
Alrighty that's all
#i don't really know what to tag this ermmm#i just simply wont. no actual tags for you all just me rambling in the tags#anyways gordon 100% horrified by dadpleasant he'd take one look at him and dart away#like a scared lil creature#or just stare at him like a deer in headlights#peak guy to infodump to about skibidi toilet though because he'd just sit there and listen and NOT bully him. because he gets the cringe#he understands#anyways#enjoy
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I want to join the ttte discord but unfortunately I have that vampire autism where I cannot join unless invited. Also I'm like those otters learning to swim where I am terrified of joining even though I know I will like it
#also i am worried ill be too awkward cause i dont post as much as i used to#-deer in headlights look- Help i want to join the train people but am scared
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#I cant get out of the freeze mindset#I am just a scared lil deer in the headlights#screaming for help and yet no one blinks an eye#I don't know what to do and cannot have someone tell me what to do with my life because I wont enjoy it#I am very codependant but also very avoidant#its like a bunch of random people on the internet know me better than the people I see everyday ya know#how fucked up is that#life is fucked and I am feeling rock bottom again#and mostly confused and scared#Mel thinks#I have to tag it because its how I know what I was thinking but don't have to read it all
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insane acting choices from mr sheen here, especially after raising his eybrows on the assumption that he "wasn't crowley's type"
#he looks like a deer in the headlights oh my god#gomens#good omens spoilers#is he scared she's gonna imply that being romantically involved isn't gonna end well for them. considering that's probably a fear he alread#has#gomens lb
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i have to present my bachelor thesis topic today so pls send prayers 😬
#tbd#scopohobia tw#if I look like a deer in the headlights that‘s bc i feel like one fjndndknddn#I have anxiety & presentations scare me 😭#also it‘s 6:30am and I don’t wanna be awake
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saw my own reflection in my phone why am i kinda beautiful id be so good at being an autistic coded quiet shy character who gets scared often in a show or perhaps a movie thats unrelated to the beautiful part i just think im pretty
#⚠️#im really good at looking scared ive had practice#deliberate practice not that i get scared often#usually when i get scared i just stare wide eyed like a deer in headlights
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Just woke up this morning thinking about Yoohyun after Yoojin took Choi Sukwon into that dungeon and what they could possibly have seen in him to leave even Riette disconcerted and throw Song Taewon's entire worldview into a tailspin. The implication he was desperately trying to drag himself after them by his fingertips, hurting, gasping, sobbing, anger probably burning out fast under the horror and desperation. Probably begging eventually, anyone and everyone he could, pride gone, confidence gone, the world, the immoral ones, the filial addicts, Song Taewon, Noah, Riette, anyone, please, hyung come back. Song Taewon probably the one to get to him with a healing potion eventually, and having to pin him down to use it, expecting threats and violence and getting instead...a desperate, terrified, injured 20-year-old begging for his family.
In the words of Riette: "Be kinder to your brother, Yoojin, damn."
#reading sctir#anyway my brain woke up and chose violence against me personally this morning#song taewon looking at an s class and seeing victim for the first time#someone hurt in the rubble and scared for their family#riette just in general like deer in the headlights#what a Time
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