#a reason to live

[winifredwevans]

I was today's years old when I realized Hen's line in 3x15 "So we can end up with two cut lines?" wasn't a somewhat serious, comedic relief thing about Buck's recklessness or something (or not entirely), but a very real possibility that if Buck went down there, and he couldn't rescue Eddie, or if he was already dead, Buck would cut his own line to die down there with him.

And now I'm not ok.

Anyone else went down there and couldn't save Eddie, or they were too late, they'd still come back up, grief and all. But not Buck. He would never leave without Eddie.

If Buck was too late and Eddie was dead, he would cling to his dead body and try to carry him up with him. And if he found him trapped or mortally wounded, he would never leave his side. Hen was right; they would end up with two cut lines, because Evan Buck Buckley would rather die than leave Eddie behind - dead or alive.

And Eddie adding Buck to his will, it wasn't just for Chris's sake. Maybe at first. But the moment he told Buck, it was to protect Buck from Buck. Because he knew Buck was reckless and he thought of himself as expendable, but also, because Eddie probably realized (like Hen) that if he died, Buck would follow him into the dark (with nothing and no one to live for - "What does Buck have?"). So he told him about the will... to keep him alive. No matter what.

[destinygoldenstar]

What a beautiful truth that a human can choose

To become more than just what they feel

Cause the hell in your head will be nothing compared

To the person that it couldn’t kill

I woke up in the middle of the night, having felt so heard by this episode that I started crying again even hours after watching the episode.

I cannot tell you the last time that has happened to me.

Thank you, Digital Circus ❤️

[pierppasolini]

A Reason to Live (1976) // dir. George Kuchar

[fobnsfwdoodles]

If Fall Out Boy ever sees this blog do me a favor and shoot me dead in the streets. Unless there's any possibility of this happening to me.

[petite-ursus]

📣IRIS KELLY DOESN'T DATE IS OUT TODAY📣

[glitchyred]

A Reason to Live is now up on the Poképasta Pastadex!!!

It's a rewrite of the first Poképasta I ever published which is now lost media lol in celebration of me being a Poképasta fan for 10 years! The story is heavily influenced by how Pokepastas impacted me and how I feel about and play Pokémon. There is also a character page for Amanita that you can view through the navbox at the end of the story. I hope you enjoy!!

[deweydecimalchickens]

YouTube advertising algorithm: "Spa resort desires self-care type"

Me: "My sibling in Baphomet, I am yelling along to Patti Smith at her most intense and deranged. You know this."

[hellishkat]

elden ring dlc trailer and release date has me so fucking hard

[stonespullloutheart]

MY FAVORITE SPENCER REID FIC HAS BEEN UPDATED AFTER ALMOST 2 YEARS OF SILENCE...IM CRYING AND MY HANDS ARE SHAKING.

[rickyschrodertribute]

Ricky Schroder in “A Reason to Live” (1985)

[heywriters]

btw the majority of your life will be lived as a adult. yeah i don't make the rules. go have fun in your 40s or 70s or whatever. no one expects you to accomplish everything at 17 or 27. you've got time and in the meantime get some life experience, it will pay off

[pierppasolini]

A Reason to Live (1976) // dir. George Kuchar

[tardis--dreams]

I got into Japanese AND Chinese? What the fuck am i supposed to do???

[glitchyred]

Chrys was a really fun narrator to write because she cares so deeply about the fact that Amanita was apparently real and experiencing thoughts . Before the game even proved to her that there was anything truly weird happening she abided by Amanita's wishes to not evolve initially, only putting it aside when she was worried she was just being silly (and immediately attempting to rectify it when it was revealed she wasn't). She unironically loved Amanita so much and is like . The whole reason they didn't turn into a murdermon or something upon evolving. Because she felt guilty for putting Amanita through this before they even evolved. She never thought Amanita themself was scary or gross, and even when Amanita was a disturbing Hyperrealistic Blood monster she only ever wanted to help and to make Amanita happy

What I'm saying is that Chrys could've done Glitchy Red Retold even better than Glitchy_Anon but Glitchy_Anon would've killed Parasect!Amanita on sight /J

[camoooh]

My self control is atrocious I just saw a post about muffins and now I want a muffin. I can walk to the store before I go to my car to go home. Muffins are possible. A lil treat for after dinner