#a musing of sorts
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There’s a tweet I’ve seen that mentions Jesus, son of a carpenter, and his (possible) reactions to the scent of the cross.
And I just want people to stop and think about this for a moment. Like…
Jesus, son of God, in the form of Man, was raise by a carpenter. He was the firstborn of Joseph, though he bore no blood of him.
He likely helped Joseph with his carpentry projects, at the very least was raised with carpentry tools and the wooden pieces all around him.
Do you think he thought of both his Heavenly father and his Earthly father as he climbed Golgotha?
Do you think he felt touched by both of them, for a moment? God’s Will and the scent of Joseph baring down on him as he walked, bleeding and beaten?
I wonder if, even for a second, Jesus wondered what Joseph would say about the construction of the cross, if Joseph’s voice echoed in his ears, the lessons on construction and worthwhile wood that had been etched into his brain came leaking out along with his blood.
I want to know if Jesus, the Son of God, felt more like Jesus, son of Joseph, for a moment before his death.
#possum preaches#jesus christ#christianity#carpentry#God#this is probably a lil like. blasphemous. maybe sacreligious. not sure which.#jesus meta#tweets#christianity meta#religion#religious#a musing of sorts#blasphemy#sacreligious#i need yall to know Im not even really religious my dads just a pastor so i have Opinions™️#possum’s jesus junk
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and now i know how joan of arc felt!
#god i can’t stop drawing them why is death note like. my muse#something something light gets to win but now L is really gone and it’s like. come back. it was just a game. i was only joking when i said#i’d like to mash every tooth in your head!!!#death note#light yagami#l lawliet#lawlight#yotsuba arc#bigmouth strikes again#the smiths#<- begrudgingly#i miss you rain scene….#tw implied violence#comic#(sort of)#my art#my art 2024
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Original vs. rendered sketches for this Lachryma-inspired Terzo 🕺
I was looking back on these today and feeling reflective. I drew these very quickly and went in circles for at least an hour trying to clean up the linework, but I kept finding myself coming back to the messiness of the originals...there's something sort of 70s Disney about them that felt very nostalgic and comforting to me. I ended up leaving a lot of the "mistakes" in the final versions.
I look back on these fairly regularly now when I need a reminder that digital art doesn't have to be completely clean to still be an enjoyable process. Drawing these were some of the most fun I've had doing art in a while, especially experimenting more with color.
#it's terzo night apparently ghghg hello my muse#the band ghost#ghost band fanart#papa emeritus iii#papa iii#terzo#i realize i've talked a bit about my writing process on here but not much about my art process so!#sort of my first post on that i guess#i honestly love these og sketches so much and have debated trying to do a little animation with them#drawing
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sad: falling out of a hyperfixation
tragic: watching your beloved friends and mutuals fall out of the hyperfixation while you're still in it
#oughhhhhhh#this is about the dca fandom but also about every other strong fixation ive had over the years lol#i know it's normal and inevitable esp for less popular works or minor characters with little canon content#and there's nothing wrong with smaller communities of course those rock#but there’s just something special about getting into something at the same time as a lot of other people all at once#and existing in this chaotic fandom space that's just bursting with creativity and passion#i've been in fandom spaces for as long as some of you have been alive and i've only come across that sort of unbridled joy like#a handful of times at best#it's just a heartbreaking feeling to see real lightning in a jar fandoms like that wither away as people drift away#(understandably so!)#anyway don't mind me i'm just having thoughts#musing about fandoms past as well#that i too eventually moved on from but remember fondly even if im not active in anymore#also my music just aint hitting right so im just sitting in silence which makes me more Contemplative(tm)
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Ok ok hear me out: it could end in tragedy,, AND have a happy ending. The attempt(s) on Machete’s life force him to flee, he doesn’t even have the chance to find Vasco. Cue gay longing for at least a few years while Machete despairs over the loss of his love, his life, his status. He and Vasco only reunite (again) in their later years. Their relationship is forever flavored with loss and loneliness, but that only means they savor every moment that much more
I also I would like to see them as old men. Vasco would be so droopy :)
You gave me such old dog brainworms.
#Vasco would go white and gray in the face like an old golden retriever and get wrinklier#his golden fur would get shaggy and gradually lose it's shine#at some point he wouldn't be allowed to ride horses anymore which would upset him greatly#he'd get rheumatism and bad back and his hearing would worsen but he'd be an active and jolly type of grandpa#Machete would mellow out considerably if he managed to retire#I'd like to believe he'd be able to find some sort of inner peace in his later years#even in his prime his eyesight was bad and he spent his entire life fearing going blind so if he eventually got cataracts and lost most of#his remaining vision he'd probably be relatively fine with it as it was something he knew to expect#and he would have Vasco to look after him#his left ear had trouble staying upright when he was a pup so it would be kind of funny if it started drooping again#answered#anonymous#Vasco#Machete#own art#own characters#this isn't canon or anything I'm just musing
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ominous ahsoka w predator eyes my love..
can you tell that one post abt togruta having more predatory elements floating around here has affected my mind
#star wars#ahsoka is literally my muse. i cant draw anyone else but her#wnv i put my pen to paper ahsoka emerges fully formed#i have some sort of problem me thinks??#cant even draw my fav chara (anakin) properly 💀#digital art#tamart#art#ahsoka tano#ahsoka#the clone wars#tcw#i am one with the brainrot and the brainrot is with me
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npcs somewhere in the capital, circa 1920
Andrey is an owner of an edgy underground club and architecture is his hobby whereas Peter is an artist the Kains commission frequently and alcohol is his hobby.
#let me set some context#maria introduces daniil to the stamatins#daniil knows of andrey we're keeping them knowing each other from uni in this au and daniil's got a bit of a crush#i am also inspired by peter's too-forward a first line to daniil in game where it goes like#'i see the reflection of my epiphanies in your eyes' and daniil turns into an instant muse for peter the moment they meet#maria is all too pleased by it and peter keeps daniil around for peter's inspiration#my art#fanart#pathologic#pathologic classic hd#andrey stamatin#peter stamatin#maria kaina#daniil dankovsky#you'd think daniil's into the artsy types but no#unfortunately it had to be the broad‚ quick-witted‚ self-sacrificing ones#edit: i was thinking of forgoing using speakeasy for what andrey's got going on but it's not really a usamerican thing it's just a word#a word used to call 'don't speak about this in public' sort of establishment
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It seems to me that seeking to avoid criticism by eliminating grey areas and telling the audience exactly what they are supposed to think about everything is sort of self-defeating, because it actually makes you more vulnerable to criticism.
The inevitable consequence of having a prescriptive approach to morality is that you are then committed to morally endorsing all of the implications of your story: if you are trying to tell people what to think, then you can be criticized for telling them the wrong things! And if you present something without explicitly condemning it, then in the context of this prescriptive approach to storytelling, you are naturally interpreted as endorsing it.
Whereas if you write a story which simply presents events and lets characters react to them naturally and does not dictate to the audience what they are supposed to think, then you are not committed to endorsing everything in your story. If you are self-evidently not trying to tell people what to think, you can't be criticized for telling them the wrong things. And though of course there will always be people determined to misunderstand, usually audiences will come to appreciate that the occurrence of an event in your plot does not necessarily indicate approval of it, even if no explicit condemnation is made.
#this is about veilguard#but also#just general musings on modern media and its reception#dragon age#sort of
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We see Hannibal calming Will, especially in the earlier seasons where he was spiraling, and later, he stops him from shooting the social worker. I want to see the roles reversed, where Hannibal is in a bloodlust frenzy, and Will gentles him like he is one of those feral dogs he finds on the side of the road.
Pinning Hannibal down, cupping his face if he can, forcing Hannibal to look Will in the eye if he won't, hissing "look at me." Maybe Will biting him in the neck to shock him out of it, resting their foreheads together, exhaling calmness as they share breath. Will petting his hair, whispering things like, "I got you," "we're okay," and "you’re mine."
#musings#my writing#sort of#headcanons#or is it wishlist?#hannibal can break necks#but will isn't weak either#he beat a man to death with his bare hands#tw: murder#will graham#hannibal lecter#nbc hannibal#hannigram#hannibal
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for me it's not even clear when it started like... i just know that when lando collaborates with brands, it doesn't feel like an advertisement dropped into your feed, it feels like something he'd actually use or wear... like he approaches each project with the a never overly polished tone AND he's also incredibly brand-versatile. and pretty sure that' what audiences connect with... like he doesn't pretend to be a media trained spokesperson, even though he very much could be :) and unlike some sports figures who rely entirely on their team's pr or media managers or whatever, lando strength has always been in how directly he communicates with people.
with that being said IS HE TRYING TO DOMINATE THE WHOLE WORLD?
lando x tumi
lando x ralph lauren: polo red
lando x liberty walk
lando x monster energy
#is he a sort of a brand ambassador or is he the brands muse?#UNCLEAR#lando norris#this post is technically unserious but it's vvv serious TO ME
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my spine split from carrying us up the hill (i’m just getting colour back into my face)
a buddie relationship breakdown fic | 21.8k
tags: buck pov, buck centric, established relationship, break up, cheating, sad buck, emotional/psychological abuse, unhealthy relationship, eddie diaz bashing, 118 bashing, (tho i think it’s more critical but for the filters), season 7 au, in an au where buddie got together after the shooting, Relationship Breakdown, Buck & Ravi Friendship, anti buddie, No Beta We Die Like Bobby Nash, (doesn’t in this fic)
It took Buck a moment to process what he saw before him. Eddie — his arms wrapped around some woman. His face buried in her neck and his fingers brushing her skin. The other man’s eyes widening, his face going pale as he realised they’d been caught. Buck barely heard Eddie gasp Chris’s name — the boy motionless next to him as they stared at a ghost. At Shannon. At Chris’s mother — who Buck knew was dead. Had been to the funeral and seen them both through the messy aftermath. Had helped this child mourn once and already knew he’d have to do it again. Or: What if it was Buck instead of Marisol
in a surprise to everyone — and most of all me — i’ve actually written something ?? for the first time in like three years ?? wild
tbh i think that scene in 8.17 just reaffirmed everything i'd been slowly realising about buddie and why they could never work and it somehow manifested itself as this 😅
anyway - a lil excerpt for you all xx
He regretted it as soon as the dial tone sounded. Had let his thumb hover of the name — debating — for more than a few seconds before giving in to the urge to press call.
And yet — as soon as it actually started ringing — he knew he shouldn’t have done it.
That he was fine. That he was being dramatic, once again.
But he also knew he couldn’t just hang up. That it would create a panic — force them to call back — to ask questions.
“Doctor Copeland’s office,” it was a new receptionist. Her voice melodically neutral as she answered the phone, “May I ask who’s calling.”
Buck stumbled over his words for a second, before rushing to explain, “Uh — don’t worry. It was an accident.”
“Are you sure… Mr Buckley?” She drew out the question as if reading the name off a screen and Buck cursed whatever Caller ID system the psychologist’s office employed that still recognised his number.
Her tone more concerned as she asked again, “Is everything okay?”
“Yeah — yeah, of course.” He felt almost breathless as the lies left his lips, “Just a wrong number. Pressed the wrong person by mistake. Sorry for any trouble.”
“Okay — then,” she sounded doubtful. “Well, we’re here if you ever need us, Mr Buckley. Don’t hesitate to ring back now. Okay? I know Doctor Copeland would be more than happy to fit you in.”
“Yeah—” he agreed half-heartedly. Desperate to get off the phone before he did something stupid like actually ask for an appointment.
Knowing it was pointless. That he was fine.
“Have a nice day then.”
He finally freed himself from the conversation. Heart racing like it usually only did when he’s had to run up six flights of stairs in full turn outs.
He forced himself to drop his phone onto the counter — hands shaking as he thought about reaching for it again — and made himself walk away instead.
Looked around the kitchen desperately for something to do and was relieved to spot the small stack of dishes from the night before.
They usually did them together. Buck drying as Eddie washed — accused of almost flooding the kitchen one too many times before Eddie had finally relegated him to the less dangerous of the tasks.
They’d been too tired the night before. Exhaustion dragging them towards bed and leaving the dishes to wait until the morning.
It had been happening more and more lately. Truthfully Buck couldn’t remember the last time they’d shared their little ritual. Meals eaten in a rush as they raced out the door to work — whoever drew the short straw and got home first left to do the tidy up.
At least if Buck didn’t end up eating alone. Eddie always out these days — the friendship he'd struck up with Tommy keeping him gone until late whenever they had the day off.
Chris, even more sociable than his father. Forever at a friend’s house, or out with the girl that he swore to Buck wasn’t a budding romance. Swindling invites for sleepovers through charm and good humour that a young Buck could never have dreamed of emulating.
Always clinging just a little too tight for people to ever really settle in his presence.
It left him alone most nights. At least the ones he didn’t spend at the firehouse, revelling in the thrum of activity. Instructions from Bobby as they cooked, Chim and Hen’s quiet rivalry as they wrestled for control of the TV remote.
Eddie sitting next to him in the engine — their legs brushing they were sat so close. Sometimes it felt like the most intimate they ever were anymore.
Never mind the way they’d clung to each other having rescued Bobby and Athena. Buck pressing into bruises to leave them there a little longer. To remind himself that Eddie had chosen him, that he loved him.
Not that he needed the reminder.
Buck knew that. Intrinsically. He did.
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#sadly this is not a bucktommy fic#which is kind of a bummer because i sort of wish it had been#but the muse said no#this is about buck and buck alone#long term tho - post fic - thats when there'd be bucktommy#when he's *healed*#anyway#im actually kinda nervous about this#its just been so long since ive written anything#that im going to post and dip#so night night#evan buckley#anti eddie diaz#anti buddie#911#911 abc#911 tv show#911 season 7#eddie diaz bashing#eddie diaz critical#118 bashing#118 critical#ravi panikkar#karen wilson#tommy kinard#911 fic#evan buckley fic#anti buddie fic#maddie.yaps#maddie-writes
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“He's more myself than I am. Whatever our souls are made of, his and mine are the same.”
- Emily Brontë, Wuthering Heights
HYPER KNIFE (하이퍼나이프) 2025
#hyper knife#kdrama#kdramaedit#kdramadaily#kdramanetwork#kdramasource#kdramagifs#usergif#tvedit#usertelevision#cinematv#kdramaspace#park eun bin#seol kyung gu#sol kyung gu#when eunbin was asked to draw the tattoo from memory#she mused “it was a decalcomania brain...sort of a heart-shaped brain”#yeah...
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Working on a writing prompt and thinking about being a Mourn Watcher and somehow landed on like
I think it's interesting how being able to romance any of the companions despite their feelings on your faction/abilities is really interesting, because it informs the companions' preferences as well as your Rook's.
Like using Lucanis as an example since he's my canon romance-
If you romance Lucanis as a de Riva/Crow Rook, it can indicate that he finds comfort in the familiar, and that the connection with someone who understands his life as an assassin is important to him
If you're like me and romance him with a Mourn Watcher, he potentially develops an attraction to things that freak him out LOL
Just thinking about the Vorgoth missive from after Emmrich's companion quest like "FLEE IF IT APPEARS IN YOUR DREAMS" about Hezenkoss's construct.
The Veilguard: What...does that mean...
Sabriel: Well since it was a magical construct connected to the Fade via spirit energy, there's a chance a version of it exists there still! So since you go into the Fade when you dream, well...it's probably fine. The construct likely isn't real :)
Lucanis, inexplicably attracted to this: Do you listen to yourself when you say things
#random musings#dragon age#rookanis#sort of LOL#this is just me stream of consciousness posting#veilguard spoilers#veilguard#I like to bully my LIs just a little so sorry Lucanis you get the freaky death nerd
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The Vampyre of Time and Memory
another album-inspired redraw study but plot twist this is actually from october lmao, the last meme reminded me i never got to post it. info + even brighter version under the cut. careful with eyestrain
Queens of Stone Age's ...Like Clockwork. just good ol classic alt rock baby.
unfortunately for eddie boy rei cant cry. apparently.
most of the album fits the FLPCxEddie dynamic in my mind, but specially I Appear Missing (edward's pov), Kalopsia & ...Like Clockwork (post-marriage, the bittersweet variety to put it lightly), and the aforementioned The Vampyre of Time and Memory (reisz specifically). i love music yayayay ^___^ all i do is think of fucked up amvs...
#really into the idea of edward describing/seeing reisz as a classic victorian horror vampire lately#a taker first & foremost. a controller. some sort of monstrous thing thats somehow only getting stronger (flpc's advanced skills etc.)#a stalker enthralling him overpowering and leading him on into constant temptation. sickening. horrific. torturous#hes left alone musing about The Wife in the lobotomized orphanage for far too long i think hes bound to get extra dramatic abt it#among other things.#fallen london#poor edward#fallen london oc#the twilight phantom#this thing was one of the first drawings i felt comfortable maybe calling “art”. its a simple piece but i wasnt drawing at all at the time#so i just surprised myself like. oh i can. recreate this? uh???#cw eyestrain#bright colors#album redraw#digital art#chaindoodles#nightmarriage
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i'm a simple man. i see mark wahlberg is in a movie and i think. jesus wept. anything but that
#musings#otherwise compelling films are on my watchlist but fucking wahlberg is in them#and it's like. ok. why would i want to watch a movie starring the sort of man cishet white dudes fantasise would top them
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Rewatched the episode w/ the fam and I noticed something...
So when Lin Ling does the headbutt after declaring that he chose to become a hero to protect someone he truly cares about, his chara song 'JEOPARDY' gets played; signaling his fight as an ordinary person.
BUT when his Trust Value increases again, 'PARAGON' — Nice's chara song — is what starts to play, and continues playing until his fight w/ God Eye is over.
Isn't this basically highlighting that he is still trapped in the hero system? With PARAGON's lyrics about being a symbol, a model, a guide, it's as if they're saying that Lin Ling is just replacing Nice, but in an even more concrete way now that the switch is fueled by the public? 'JEOPARDY' isn't played as long, perhaps suggesting that Lin Ling as an identity matters less than what he represents?
Maybe if he starts going against the Hero System 'JEOPARDY' will play more?
#i don't think i worded this well honestly#but i guess it's like nice is still sort of lurking around lin ling's identity as a hero?#'cause god eye' s point that heroes are manufactured by the people around them still stands#lin ling is still feeding into this by proving that anyone can become a hero if enough people believe#but it's still not breaking the system‚ still not showing how heroes should be autonomous figures—#— who should be able to /choose/ their convictions#i wonder if this season will show just how trapped the heroes are in this world#and maybe x's episode will reveal that he's been working on a way to dismantle the system?#to be hero x#tu bian yingxiong x#tbhx#凸变英雄X#lin ling#myst's musings
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