#a massive bummer
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Shadowheart leads them down from the House of Grief into the Sharran catacombs below.
Upstairs was warm, welcoming, as part of its facade as a place of healing and comfort. The cloister offers no such illusion. It is cold, the walls lined with shadows, the only light from flickering torches set every few feet.
(A/N: Fun fact - the scene is lit to appear as if light is coming from barred windows above the player, but I had a look around with freecam and there's nothing there, just solid wood. XD )
A few locked doors provide little resistance to the blade of Lae'zel's greatsword. Shadowheart explores the secured rooms with a strange combination of nostalgia and pain.
In one room, they find a vast array of disguises, clothing of a hundred different colors and styles.
Documents are strewn in a corner of this room, records of Sharran activities. Some of them speak of the mission Shadowheart herself was sent on - the quest for the artifact now in Rakha's pack, the githyanki power it holds, and its unexpected illithid occupant.
Rakha is far more interested, though, in another report she finds crumpled on a desk:
This is the first description she has seen of her activities as Gortash's ally from anyone other than Gortash himself. It sends a cold chill down her spine - but also rouses a flicker of curiosity.
"You know this place?" she asks Wyll. "The Devil's Fee?"
"I was a little young to be consorting with diabolists when I was still in the city," Wyll says dryly. "Perhaps Karlach would know?"
"Perhaps." Rakha squints at the piece of paper, then pockets it restlessly.
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The other room smells of blood.
Rakha looks at the broken, gore-streaked body on the table for several minutes, searching herself for any trace of the beast's eager hunger at the sight. But there's nothing, just a sort of weary familiarity with Shadowheart's words.
She too learned to kill people in a place very much like this. She remembers the noblestalk memory, Sceleritas passing her a scalpel, the blood pouring over her hands.
The Sharrans are not like the Bhaalists, not precisely. They are colder, more methodical, less gratuitously sadistic.
And yet their victims are just as dead, all the same.
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Finally, just before the final door, she finds a notebook labeled "The Unburdening."
She remembers, now, the strange mental prodding that went along with Viconia's questions, so subtle as to be beyond notice at the time. The Mother Superior was searching her thoughts, her memories, for anything Shar might desire.
Rakha takes a certain savage pleasure in this idea. She has very little memory to harvest; Viconia would have found nothing of use, surely.
She does wonder, though... had she gone through with it all, what this mirror might have chosen to take from her.
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"I remember this now," Shadowheart says bitterly as they descend the final steps towards the cloister's inner sanctum. "A whole stolen childhood spent in these halls. The Mother Superior must be close. Soon this will all be over."
Rakha does not answer, but thinks it will be no more over for Shadowheart than it is for herself. Viconia did not "map" Shadowheart - but the answer would no doubt be the same as the one Rakha found.
The scars will linger, though their cause is gone.
#bjk plays bg3 durge#rakha the dark urge#rakha is having such a massive bummer of character growth today XD#this whole place sucks tbh#fuck you viconia
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markiplier fnaf videos have done more for me than the hungarian government ever has
#i mainly watch it as bg noise now but it's always so nice...#me in 2014 handshake me in 2024 drawing mlp while watching markiplier fnaf#ive been working on something absolutely massive for the past like 4 months now with some breaks and#having this huge playlist w long familiar videos that i can play on my laptop while using the wacom to draw is great#i just finished security breach for the millionth time and now im starting the playlist over😭#my favs are probably sister location and security breach but I usually rewatch all of them#and they last a long ass time i was on SL in july and i JUST finished SB so like yayy#I'm curious to see how far i can get w my project by the time i get to the end of SB this time#barking#like for context I wasn't home for most of august and most of september so i couldn't do much then#i havent been working on it non stop for 4 months i only got the chance to finally restart now#but im juggling this huge thing im finally doing after MANY years plus my stupid fucking hyperfix that i also make drawings for#and i havent posted anything anywhere which is a BUMMER but i dont wanna start posting til i have enough..aughh
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finished emio: the smiling man!! pretty solid, really great presentation, iffy pacing, and a few underwhelming elements, but i was able to have a good enough time with it. the epilogue was a real highlight for me, but there were a few standout moments in the game proper as well. wouldn't say no to playing more if more entries get made and will definitely be checking out the remakes of the other two entries at some point :]
#whooooo asked forrrrr random game reviewsssss!???#played through it while i was out of country and had a p good time w it all around!!#nothing groundbreaking but it's not trying to be and it's not pretending like it is#just a very very solid mystery vn. if you're in a mood for one it'd be hard to say you're going wrong with emio#contra.txt#vg#famicom detective club#BIG PLOT SPOILER TERRITORY NOW: SPOILERS SPOILERS SPOILERS#ok but kuze shouldve absolutely been fired at LEAST for that#like yeah sure the usual adventure mystery vn suspension of disbelief you can just do whatever the fuck wrt a crime if you want. who gafs.#BUT LIKE. she RESIGNED?? she wasnt let go??? hello? after she did all that???#also would like some closure regarding the todorokis but whatever i guess. itd just be sad and a massive bummer but still#anywayyyyysies yeag. solid game
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ugh, so everything is on pause till i sort through stuff ☹️
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nolpat :(
#so hes really done huh#very sad…#he deserved!! so much better#massive bummer but i hope he stays healthy and lives well
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fucking horrible day. first, pengdungie deactivates on twitter, then I get on here and see lia deactivated too 😔
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Hey yall I uhhhhhh I got laid off from my job
#this is a massive bummer#and I really wish it could have happened like 4 weeks from now#so I wouldn’t have to be stressed abt finding work#and making money before the school year#I legit could’ve made 1400 more dollars#but now I don’t know what to do#and I’m kind of freaking out in full honesty#I’m a little panicked#and I’m about to cry#I had so much job application anxiety earlier and then I got a job#and it was fine#and now I’m panicking again
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Ok I know I’m several years late to the party but I just watched the Cat Blanc episode of miraculous ladybug and my brain is broken. Please I need to scream about this to someone. I haven’t lost my mind at a show like this since I was a kid watching the reveal of the author in gravity falls like omfg this has utterly ruined me
#never in a million years did I think they’d go there#it was genuinely so heartbreaking#and adriens voice actor had an amazing performance#omfg it killed me on the spot#so like does this mean they’ll never be together? :’(#since this episode is supposedly proof as to why they can never know each others secret identities#which is a massive fucking bummer#omg I just want to see them together already#not get my heart ripped out#miraculous ladybug#chat blanc#cat blanc
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those of you with food allergies... god bless. that would suck so bad if i was allergic to something stupid like onions or mushrooms or sth god... ur so strong.
#i ammm allergic/intolerant to uncooked bananas?... which is a massive bummer bc theyre so good in so many things >.< but#if i cook em im fine?.. so idk wat that is.. but yeah... it could b worse
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We put my dog down a few days ago which is already devastating enough, but now my cat seems to have caught on that Nick maybe isn’t coming home this time. She’s going around the house crying and looking all over for him and it’s making me even sadder like she’s just looking for her big brother. As if that wasn’t bad enough, I heard my dad crying while he told the cat that he missed the dog too. I think this is actually the saddest I’ve seen my entire family
#captain’s log#sorry this is a massive bummer#cocoa seems to think that we’re all gonna disappear or smth#so we’re all leaving our doors open for her
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me: heh yeah I'm tough as hell...... I'm punk as hell........... I don't go with the grind........... I do drugs............ heh...........
also me: *sniffling and holding back tears bc I forgot to pay for a $2 spike (mlp) plushie at the thrift shop and accidentally stole it and I feel bad*
#for the record im like. soft punk. pastel punk sorta#like i enjoy punk music and i follow actual punk political ideologies and stuff#but also im a massive fucking softie and i cry into my punk boyfriends' leather jackets Often#and i fuckin love plushies and sanrio and all that jazz (though im currently boycotting a lot of that stuff in solidarity with palestine)#i wrote that first line by pretending to be shadow the hedgehog btw#im definitely not the perfect punk but im doing my best with what i got!#also finding out that a lot of my fave things are made by zionists is SUCH a bummer#like so much sanrio stuff and pokemon stuff and squishmallows are made by jazwares#and like obviously im not gonna support that
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I’ve decided I’m just gonna start posting my random doodles on a more daily basis from here on, including repetitive dull & incomplete shit nobody wants to see
if I neglect to do that someone please shake me.
#art#doodles#senhyakkin#kenshi game#some of these doodles contain characters that I don't wanna spoil so... I'm practicing a bit of cheeky self-censorship#course there probably won't even be an arc 2 at the rate we're going lol#I've been seeing a massive fall-off in readers & engagement since I came back from my bereavement hiatus#it's a bummer but... yeah. arc 2 might not even happen so I'm partially like 'fuck it'#'spoil the characters i don't fucking care anymore'
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{ my cat is dying. so, if anyone believes in the power of prayers or vibes or positive thinking, my wee furry fellow and I would appreciate it }
#sorry for the reemergence only to be a massive bummer#I’m just so deeply deeply sad and I don’t know what to do with it#and it’s been festering in me for days#mobile#pet death tw
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I cant look at Danny from Grease without thinking of Melik now my brain is ruined
#melik hammersmith#the story of Magnus’ parents’ romance is basically#what if grease was a massive bummer.
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ahhhh
i was certain i'd taken screenshots of my very early modded minecraft explorations from like ten years ago, and i did.
Dragon mounts was one of my favorite mods, as was the original Witchery. Both of which, I believe, stopped being updated around 1.7.10, witchery did for sure.
It's so wild to come back now and there's these projects to make spiritual successors and continue them on, Bewitchment is a great continuation that has most of the same energy and spirit, and I know there's a 'dragon mounts reborn' out there too, I just didn't know about it until after I found out about ice and fire.
anyways, look at the dergs!
I am so tempted to make a 'improved' version of this old awful ass dragon platform base i made. I used creative and I thought it looked good. (I'm not actually ragging on it, I think it's cute ugly and very old minecraft)
#considering the ice and fire dragons reach 50 blocks long#i think building a three room tower with a launch pad entry and exit would be fucking massive#i'd also want to look up a block list of what they can destroy cause they can break blocks when walking and flying#these dragons are much more minecrafty#because well they are literally recolors of the enderdragon#but i don't personally find the ones in ice and fire too out of place#they're more detailed than a lot of other things but it's still blocky#they're like clearly modded but not as stand out modded as many other things i've seen#honestly i think the only major bummer about ice and fire is the limited type of dragon#they do make the type more impactful and given the more in depth gameplay related to it#i completely understand and it's by no means a criticism on the mod#but its a person oh well sort of thing#i liked the wide range in dragon mounts#there was the classic ender dragon - aether dragons - ice dragons - water dragons - bone dragons (required total darkness)#and fire dragons which ithink you ahd to hatch in the nether#and it was all from the same egg that you just chose where to hatch#the ice and fire ones have great detailing and great color schemes across the board#i do think there's a lot of room to play though#use the wardens sonic shouts as an inspiration for a deep dark dragon#water dragon that uses the guardian style beams#air dragon using that new enemy from 1.21 that's just a windy blaze#nether or bust (minecraft)
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