#a little update of my post about my blog

[olivia-blogs-stuff]

Haiiiii ^_^ hi!! hiiiiiii <3 haiiiiiiiii hii :3

Welcome to my blog :3

(if you don't like me, i don't like you either)

(i won't bite you if you don't bite me first)

New account because my old account got deleted and don't even ask why...

(tumblr was a bitch, and probably deleted my old one)

-my name is Olivia

-i'm 17 years old

(older in the drawing so that anything legal)

-my bday is on 7th november (plixie month)

-my prononus are:

she/her and they/them

(but i prefer she/her prononus)

-i'm bisexual and fictiosexual and hypersexual and demigirl

-pochodzę z Polski (🇵🇱)

-digital/traditional artist (mostly digital)

-multi-fandom bc yes

(i mostly make fanart but sometimes... I draw my ocs when i'm bored)

-i mostly make sfw art but sometimes i making suggestive and Gore art

(pls, don't hate me)

-do not copy/trace/repost my art and Animations (anything!!)

(reblogs,inspirations and edits are allowed, but pls tag me)

-spam likes and reblogs are fine, i don't mind

-I'm fucking minor lol

-i'm kinda tall (162cm)

-i use ibispaint to draw and flipaclip to animate

Pls dni if:

-Under 13

-proship/comship

-map/pedophile

-izrael supporters

-terf

-groomer

-person who make jokes about rape and s/a

-skidibi toilet fans (i hate This fucking Shit)

-Zoophile/animal abuser

-racist/fatphobic

-homophobic/transphobic

-anti-furry/anti-therian

(leave them Alone)

-lolicon/shotacon

-etc

-or if you just bad person, i won't talk to you anymore

⚠️pls dm me if i follow someone bad⚠️

13+ only (16+ sometimes)

Also do not reblog this, bc that's my rules

-remember that whatever I say...it's just a stupid fucking joke and it shouldn't be taken seriously

and if you don't understand my jokes (my humor) pls get the fuck out...

I'm not pervert but....DAMN!! Ass and boobs are cool for me~😏

also google translator is a bitch, but i use it anyways because my english is very bad...

Oki i Think its a all bye ^^

[salemlandmine]

Being a jirai/landmine yume (or just being a yume with any sort of Cluster B disorder at all) and shipping yourself or your OC with a yandere F/O gotta be the absolute highest form of self-care ever I think ngl

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

i think. i need to go for a drive and get myself a tasty beverage

[thebad-lydrawn-sanses]

Creator: Mm, art block. What to do...?

Creator: What do you think, wackus bonkus?

"Wackus Bonkus" (Hand): make angst

Creator: ohh, you naughty wackus bonkus

[therianimal]

Musings on Psychosis

I realize now that my vampire 'type was a product of a psychotic episode that lasted throughout 2023. That episode has ended and it's been strange having certain perspectives of myself wrenched away from me. For around a year I was, perhaps, an endel in the immediate sense, but I wouldn't venture to call myself that now. It's hard for me to define now what vampires are to me. My general fascination with them is still there, and I remember the identity, shifts, and species dysphoria I experienced acutely, but that sense of self is distant now. I'm torn on whether I consider "vampire" to be a part of myself now - I know I certainly don't with the same intensity that I felt in psychosis. For a year I identified myself with monsters, werewolves, villains, and various morbid topics, and coming out of that was a harsh experience. In some ways I am no longer the person I was prior to the episode, or the person (monster/beast) I was during. All the changes psychosis has put me through have been unsettling - having it warp and change my identity on a confusingly temporary basis has been chaotic and deeply overwhelming.

I see a lot of endels and other psychotic folk on here with presumably permanent identities and sometimes I wonder whether anyone else has had experiences like mine. Especially those with episodic conditions like my schizophrenia/schizoaffective, where severity of psychosis changes over time and there may be periods of remission. I'm medicated, now, but I don't know for sure that this will never happen again. That I will never "become" a vampire again, or become some other species my psychotic brain decides to latch on to. My identity is fluid, and only after years of confusion have I realized that this fluidity is the product of a schizo-spectrum disorder. Maybe next time my identity has a total overhaul I'll recognize it as a psychotic episode - or maybe I'll be in too deep to realize, again.

[officially-other]

Still alive! And what I've been doing.

So, I got COVID so I was gone for a while lol. That sorta put me out of commission for a bit. However, I have been starting to explore some more draconic stuff lately! Specifically, I'm in the planning phase of a VERY long term project for wearing more clothes that feel affirming to me. I have a Pinterest board, no previous experience in any of the skills I'll need, and Aphrodite* backing me up so I'll be fucking around and finding out. *I work with Greek deities as a witch, for those of you who only know me as otherkin and not as a witch^^

As I work to reconnect to my spirituality, my draconity, and my life in general- seriously, holy shit I was frothing at the mouth to do ANYTHING by the time I was feeling better- I'll be a bit wonky when it comes to how much I'm posting. I have managed to post the second chapter of my genshin fic though so I'm really happy about that!

[ask-modern-patrochilles]

*out of context*

where are you? why you dont do you update anymore? everything alright? luv ya

[Hi! I’m doing alright so no need to worry, I’m just taking a small break and should be updating again very soon. Thanks for your patience! ❤️]

[the-moon-files]

You alive?

Yes! 😭😭

I am just VERY slow, bc i moved seveal states over, i got a new job, started a new online class, its been a busy month, so yeah 🥲

Feelin this gif type of way rn, im starting to get a regular life schedule so i can have some time to write

But tysm for checking in!! Its nice to know ppl will check if im dead lol

I am waking up at like 530/6am during the week tho so idk i might be bro lmao

I was actually planning on posting tonight or tomorrow!

So caught me just as it was getting too long to have made a post to show im alive lol

I live, peace out,

🌙

[bajablastwrites]

No I haven’t forgotten this blog!

WHY IS THERE 900 OF YOU PEOPLE HERE I HAVENT POSTED ANY ACTUAL CONTENT IN OVER A YEAR😭💀

I VANISHED WITH 700 AND NOW 200 MORE PEOPLE FOLLOWED ME

[chryblossomjjk]

…

[the-holy-ghosted]

sighs pitifully. i have GOT to get weirder on main about things nobody fucking cares about

[curiouselleth]

Hi!

Here I post a lot of Silmarillion and Tolkien stuff, sometimes a bit of Dragonlance as well.

I'm a writer and an artist so I will sometimes post fanfic or art too!

Asks are always open and welcome, whether about my writing, other assorted projects, or anything else!

Fanfics:

Be He Foe or Friend (ao3),

A Silmarillion choose your own adventure book!!! Post about it. This is my biggest project in progress right now! Tags: "be he foe or friend" "bhff"

Unable to See the Starlight (ao3) (tumblr)

A short memoir of a elf who lived through the darkening of Valinor. Tags: "unable to see the starlight" Completed.

Veil of Starlight (ao3) (tumblr)

Elured is Gil-galad AU. I have 3 random snippets: [1] [2] [3]* Tags: "veil of starlight" "VoS" In progress. *Snippets listed in order posted, not order they happen in the story, which is 3, 2, 1.

How Can We Heal? (ao3) (tumblr)

A different take on the Halls of Mandos, and Finrod's experiences there. In progress.

What We Became (ao3) (tumblr)

The blood of Sauron's wolves unravels minds. Sauron decides to experiment with the little king who dared to challenge him. In progress.

Organizational tags I use:

"I need more floortime" - Personal post tag.

"my writing" / "my art"

"about my writing' - just that, posts, asks, and tag games about my writing, and often times snippets I post for tag or ask games will have this tag as well.

I also tag all my fanfics with their name, ex: "veil of starlight", and sometimes an abbreviation of their name.

Up to date as of 5/7/24

[batmanheim]

SoTFD themed blog?

Would anyone be interested in a blog just about SoTFD?

I’ll check back in later

[alfhildr-the-word-weaver]

Shoutout to my Monkees mutuals for reminding me about the Monkees and their music; now I'm thinking about how She is such a season 2 Damon talking about Katherine song.

Meanwhile, 1864 Damon is of course firmly Vampire Girl by the Misfits (he would die for her, and he did).

[corvarrow]

Aaand I thought it was about time for one of these!

-Working on multiple things at once (as you do) ~ My focus do far this week has been attempting to work out how to draw Aki's face in a non-chibi way. Kind of struggled a bit as he also has waaaay more hair than I'm used to drawing, but I did finally come up with some decent little headshot doodles last night :Va I was gonna share them then but got distracted trying to battle with our printer, so I'll share at some point tonight

-On a related note I am super in love with this ancient sions setting, you guys don't even know. 🥹 It's extremely fun to write about. There are multiple "sentient cities" and the societal implications are just wild.

-Also finished playing Still Wakes the Deep over the weekend! I really enjoyed it. I wasn't sure if I was going to be able to get through it because I'm a weenie when it comes to 1st person "run from monster only" type of games, but it actually wasn't too bad. I kept telling myself "If I can get through RE Village Dollhouse I can get through anything", LOL.

[chibishortdeath]

Hmmm I kinda want to make a side blog for RPG Maker game development related things to be able to talk to more experienced people in that community, but at the same time I both don’t really think I’d get much attention and don’t want to accidentally spoil my own game (^^ ; ).

I have a rough story, concept doodles, a tileset, some character sprites, an enemy that walks around but can’t initiate battle yet (if I even decide to have a battle system), a couple rooms with some events, and a functioning run button, but I’m still lost on how to do much else at the moment. Especially since this program has the ability for scripting, meaning I’ll probably have to learn and actually retain another coding language.

So, I’m not very far at all lol. Idk how well that’d go over on the established fandom website, but eh.