#a little something about jay

[shiraishi--kanade]

[wannabemasterofwindintraining]

*incomprehensible sobbing n muffled rambling about them falling in love all over again*

[thestarfishface]

Inquiring minds want to know: to the best of your knowledge, has Rodin ever sang the “Diggy Diggy Hole” Dwarf song?

Considering most of him came out of @thejaycorn's brain? Probably

[absolutelynotsanebaby]

Is the jay discourse ever gonna stop or are we gonna continue to pretend he’s the only one with bad writing and fanon or like

[scoliosisgoblin]

I'm in hell.

[senseiwu]

ngl man dragons rising kinda stresses me out a bit

[figs-oliomedley]

:(

was looking at Ninjago fanart and realized I haven't heard Jay frantically screaming about something in forever

[squarebracketsmileyface]

I fucking figured out why chapter 4 of My Girl was fighting me so bad. The bit I'd written to be the start of the chapter needed to be somewhere more towards the middle of the chapter, and like most of the chapter kinda needed to get cut, so I THINK chapter 4 and 5 will probably get rolled into one? Unless I end up writing way too much for the little bit of the original chapter 4 plan that's left, which is entirely possible because I LOVE to waffle on and on and on.

But hopefully I should be able to keep it short since there's so little of the original chapter 4 left, just a little bit of Jay being all awkward about telling Tim what he wants and Tim just going "okay then we're not doing anything rn, I need you to talk to me"

Cos Jay's being all "well I think I'm being pretty obvious with what I want" while standing there doing really bad interpretive dance about it 💀

[wolfziedraws]

In any universe, in every life

[icarrymany]

while doing dishes i thought abt tim opening up to jay abt brian 💔 in just a casual way. tim would make an offhanded comment abt him and jay wants to know what he was like (both bc he definitely was not around him as much as tim and alex were and bc he doesnt remember like. anything. and brian is in so few tapes). so tim tells him how they became friends and what he liked to do. seemingly mundane stuff like his favorite food and movie always leads into a Defining Moment story. theres many things hes surprised he remembers so well. and its really nice to just appreciate what they had after mourning it. yeah.

[lunabug2004]

I don't really understand it when reactors or just people in general get annoyed at how long it takes for the kids to get Max in-the-loop in s2.

I know that Mike's attitude towards her plays a part in it, bc he's also the one that always responds to them almost letting her in like the times they're talking about Will's "True Sight", but I wish people would remember the fact that no one involved in s1 is supposed to tell anyone about anything they went through. Steve literally explains it in the first episode, I think.

Like, I understand my view is biased as a Mike stan, and I'm not saying Mike wasn't a jerk to Max, but he was literally keeping both them, and her (maybe less intentionally, but still) safe by not allowing Max to know about the Upside Down. Even the first time I watched, I remember thinking it was odd that Mike seemed to be the only one of the boys who actively tried to not tell Max anything when it was literally illegal and unsafe for them to do so.

I think this is backed up by the fact that even if he didn't really like her presence, he didn't actively kick her out until things started to connect to the UD being involved. He was perfectly fine with her meeting and knowing about Dart until Will told him about Dart's connection to the UD.

(Also, maybe less related but something I noticed on this rewatch. Mike clearly doesn't like the idea of Max getting hurt no matter how mean he was being to her. He is so worried when El makes her fall. I am at least a slight believer in Mike not wanting to involve Max, or anyone else really, because bc of the risks they might get hurt btw so disregard this if you want.)

Again, maybe this is just my Mike-bias talking, but it's just something I wish more reactors/people would keep in mind.

[aroacewxs]

everybody gangsta until you realize you've internalized the aphobia you avoided like the plague despite approaching your aspec identity with such a positive outlook

[soapsdish]

tag gamerules: favorite: movie, hobby, animal, character, color, place, season, album, food

movie: attack the block - 2011 had some banger movies and this was one of them. it's got everything one could hope for: great actors, superb acting, action, quirky weirdness, kickass aliens, and john boyega's movie debut! I could rewatch this right alongside the abyss ('84), the thing ('82) and battle los angeles (2011).

hobby: gaming! I'm a hardcore gamer that likes just about every genre on the market but I'm particularly in love with horror/zombies (multiplayer so I can play with friends), action-adventure, and looter shooters.

animal: cats! I love pretty much all animals but these little land sharks hold a special place in my heart and my life. I've got two right now but I want more. My husband has to reign me in...even though he's just as bad. What can I say? we're cat parents.

character: g.i. joe was one of my favorite cartoons growing up and thus my love for military men and women bloomed. at first I had all the love for shipwreck and lady j but then this man appeared: sgt. ronald tadur aka Dusty (Rudat). he's a desert survival expert/specialist who is so damn good and loyal and wonderful that I still simp for him decades later. he will always be in my heart.

color: usually i'd just say black but, well, midnight blue is simply gorgeous and I've got an accent wall in my bedroom with gold leaves dotting it. it's such a pretty color.

place: the woods! I cannot live without trees surrounding me. I basically forced my husband (then bf) to move up with me because I refused to live in a city of any kind. before I really lost the ability to walk unaided I used to trek through the woods behind my grandparents house on the mountain and through the woods behind the little places I grew up in. (we moved a lot when I was younger). I still like taking a trail or two in a state park but I so freakin' miss being able to just get lost in the thick of'em and spend hours just exploring.

season: fall! i love watching the leaves and brush change, the pumpkins and gords starting to adorn street corners and window displays, pumpkin spice EVERYTHING, the cooler temperatures (sweater weather!!), and the coming of Halloween!

album: needtobreath's hard love - this album saw me through a rough patch and kept my heart filled with a soft kind of wonder. all the tracks are excellent but I've got such a hardon for HAPPINESS and the signature song hard love. honestly, i pretty much have a love affair with all their albums. Bonus: HAPPINESS, Bottom of a Heartbreak, I am Yours, and West Texas Wind are 100% blorbo songs.

food: stromboli!! omg I could eat this deliciousness every single day and not tire (not with how many combinations you can make). it's so good ;A;

Thanks so much for the tag: @gamergirlbonestaskforce141riot

tags (if you'd like): @caroll-in @ex-umbra @tacticalanxiety @starlight-shades @deadbranch @losersimonriley (honestly I'd tag every single follower and mutual I have because I love learning things about people!)

[neon-u-dumb-shxtty-child]

Completely random but I’ve been experimenting with the idea of making my ocs just terrible people in some aus for no reason other than the fact that it’s funny to imagine one of my ocs being an asshole

For example: Daisey (one of my welcome home ocs for anyone that doesn’t know) is generally a decent person, but it’s super funny to see them being a jerk

More specifically when it’s unprovoked or unjustified

Like- they’re not always gonna be all sunshine and flowers and I love that idea for them

Asshole characters my beloved <3

[purposefully-lost]

"Are you crying, Charlie?"

He was. It'd started as soon as he'd rushed upstairs and slammed his bedroom door shut. He rarely ever needed to use the stupid lock, and this was the one time he'd discovered that it wasn't easy to click it in place. Hot, frustrated tears had been running down his face by the time he managed it, and his knees had buckled and forced him to sink to the ground. He reached up with both hands to tear at his hair as his mother banged against the door again.

"Fucking really?" Sandra asked, a harsh, sharpened edge to her voice that he'd only ever heard from a distance, muffled by walls and Chris' music. "Even Jay isn't that much of a baby!"

A whimper pulled from Charlie's throat that he tried to muffle with his hand, his breath hitching shortly after. Jay was still outside. He hadn't had the forethought to grab his little brother and drag him upstairs and now he was by himself on the other side of the door. He didn't want to leave him there, but there wasn't any way around his mom. If he opened the door now..

"Charlie!" She barked again, and this time he couldn't hide the way he whined and pulled away from the sound. He heard her scoff. "Just like your fucking father. You need to grow up! Then you'd see he doesn't even give a shit about you!"

He'd be home soon. Had to be. It was almost eight, right? Chris' band practice would be over and then they'd both be home. And Jay would be okay. Charlie sniffled and stared at a place on his carpet, wincing when she hit the door again.

"Wasn't even there the day you were born. You've gotta stop being a baby and clinging onto your daddy's fucking-"

That was a funny story, when his dad told it. Being out at the farm to visit his grandparents, getting the call when a bad storm had hit. His dad always cracked jokes about mishearing things from the doctor through a shitty cell reception. Charlie tried to block out his mom's voice and hid his face in his arms, struggling to breathe underneath a harsh sob. He sort of wished she'd just go away again.

[icarrymany]

i cling to the 'jay listens to the magnetic fields' post as a lifeline. the first one is just my favorite gut wrenching lyric of all time. ah queerness