#Yor has no idea of her luck

[pikinanouart]

Mr. Forger's week is not over in my heart.

[beannoss]

Do you ever think about how Endo said something like, "Fans think Twilight is kind, but I think he's actually matter of fact" and like... the profound philosophy of that?

Let's take it as writ: Twilight isn't kind, he is matter of fact.

And yet, that matter-of-factness manifests in ways that are, almost unerringly, kind. He values consent, he values empowerment for those around him (with some limits, if they impinge on his mission), he privately espouses and practices other values that align with progressive ideologies, like feminism and the rights of the child. Obviously he's 100% antifa and anti-war. One could argue (and perhaps this is what Endo means) that Twilight makes those decisions because they often result in the path of least resistance, making his job easier. And okay, maybe. Except that we're given to understand that the usual company Twilight keeps whilst on missions are the worst of the worst of people; and we've also seen that decisions along the lines of his values, when done publicly, can actually harm his missions (thinking, for instance, of the Eden interview; Henderson intervened on the Forger's behalf, of course, but that was essentially dumb luck). I think it's also true that we're meant to infer that before Strix, he'd started to become cynical or hardened (I often think of his initial reaction to seeing the old woman robbed, that his knee-jerk response is "She should have been more careful" and only when Yor directs her outrage in the right direction does his perspective shift/his compass correct). Even taking that as it is, his values quickly flow to the surface, so they can't have been that deeply buried, only needing someone to tap the ice to let the water flow. (have i lost the metaphor? nvm, you get me)

He lost everything and for a time he poured that devastating loss into destruction and wrath; watched how that did nothing but create more loss and more destruction and more wrath, and instead turned the devastating loss into what is, arguably, a profound act of love. It's complicated, of course, his turn to spying and the sacrifices he made and makes, and the motivations he has and the motivations he tells himself. But also, foundationally, to dedicate oneself to the betterment of society, in this case the eradication of war, because one wants to stop the suffering, is an act of love.

So circling back to Endo. We take as writ that Twilight is not kind; he is matter-of-fact. Taking who he is on the whole, the values he practices and those he prizes, the actions he takes and how they can be perceived, and one must conclude that to be matter-of-fact by Endo's metric is to act in ways which are perceivable as kind, compassionate, progressive and loving.

And I don't want to get too far down the track of how men are often written, particularly men of the archetype from which Twilight (superficially) comes, and certainly the archetype on which Endo is riffing (maybe more accurately, subverting?). But it is true that such a leading man is rare; to conceptualise their interiority in such a way is vanishingly rare. And I think it goes a long way, actually, to explain the tone of SpyxFamily overall.

No idea if this makes any sense but it's been eating my brain for weeks and I just had to get it out!

[twilight-is-dead]

ace week was here and gone. But that doesn’t mean I’m not going to be rambling about my head canons. While my ace Loid hc is more based on projection than anything, I think Yor being aroace has a lot of backing to it

So, here’s my theory on why Yor might be aroace

the following post will contain manga spoilers

from the start, Yor really shows no interest in romantic relationships. She’s 27 years old and has never been in a relationship before. She sighs when her coworkers bring up the idea of her getting into a relationship, because this conversation has happened many times before

the girls do seem to have genuinely good intentions (not wanting yor to get arrested) but Yor obviously doesn’t seem to want a relationship. It’s a very common experience for aroace people to be pressured into a relationship by family and friends. Yuri also apparently brings it up a lot, leading Yor to lie and say that she’s found a guy, just so that Yuri can take his promotion.

she enters a marriage with Twilight just to protect those around her, not out of love. Under any other circumstances, this might’ve been considered a lavender marriage, a marriage typical done between queer people pressured into heterosexual relationships so that they can peruse whoever they want to, which in Yor’s case, is no one.

my major reason for thinking Yor is aroace is because of her strong aversion to intimacy in any way. She’s very nervous to kiss Loid, only thinking about how her kiss should be “normal” in a way. Yor has a very strong want to be normal, when she simply isn’t. I can relate to her as an autistic person for that want, but I can also see how someone on the ace spectrum could relate to that as well.

in the most recent short mission, she’s shown being very embarrassed and almost flustered at the movie’s depiction of kissing. She’s probably uncomfortable with it.

anyways thanks for reading this, here, take this aroace Yor pfp for good luck

[piracytheorist]

Macabre Theme and Variations (1/15)

Fandom: Spy x Family Word count: 2.3k for this chapter - 64k in total Rating: T Warnings: Non-permanent character deaths, graphic violence

Summary: Twilight wakes up. He works on his mission. He dies. He comes back and does it all over again. Each time a little different. (Inspired by the film Happy Death Day)

AO3

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Chapter 1: Theme

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BANG!

Twilight's training gets the better of him and his eyes snap open at the sound.

Borf!

That must have been Bond then, banging his front legs on his bedroom door.

He looks at the clock on his bedside table as he sits up. It's ten past five in the morning, ten minutes after he was supposed to wake up, but the alarm didn't ring.

Damn it. Even ten minutes off his exercise routine can drag him back for the whole day.

He gets up and opens the door, nearly freezing as he senses the door to Yor's bedroom open as well.

Bond is at his feet, looking up at him with wide eyes. Instead, Loid looks at Yor, who sleepily walks towards the bathroom... and straight into the wall just next to the door.

She steps back, shakes her head in confusion, then takes the correct route.

Loid catches himself smiling. He grows serious and focuses on his duties. He fills Bond's food and water bowls, then goes back in his room to start working out.

At half past six he half-heartedly finishes with a few stretches. He'd like some more time to work on balancing on one leg, but that was stolen by the ten minutes he slept in. He has a quick shower and starts making breakfast, turning on the radio for the morning news.

"The city of Bonnburg is increasing its security exponentially as it prepares for Mr. Windsor's expected visit on Tuesday. The foreign minister will be meeting with Minister Brantz to discuss a new proposal regarding Westalis' foreign affairs policy."

For the first time since Yor moved in with them, Anya wakes up before her. She runs to the bathroom and Loid can nearly feel her anticipation passing through the wall.

"Good morning, Papa!" she exclaims as she comes out, wrapping her arms around Bond's neck. Bond licks her cheek in response.

Full of energy this time. "Are you excited for today?" he asks. Twilight wouldn't need ask that question; the girl is glowing from enthusiasm for this evening's school theater performance. But Loid Forger is a family man who makes small talk; even if he supposedly had half of Twilight’s perceptive skills, he'd still ask for conversation's sake.

"Yes! Anya’s going to be the best prince you ever seen!"

The protagonist of her class' play is a prince, off on his way to save his beloved princess. At first all of the Cecile Hall boys tried to audition for him, but none of them could memorize more than half of the lines required. Then Anya boldly stepped in, reciting every single line from any scene the drama teacher asked from her.

That saved them from having to cut off half of the prince's lines, and also gave them the daring idea to cast her as the prince, and cast a boy as the princess. And well, luck would have it that the boy the teacher wanted as the princess was Damian Desmond.

Twilight bears no illusions that Donovan Desmond might make an appearance at the performance. But, slow as it may be, there must have been some development between Anya and Damian during their rehearsals.

Breakfast ready to serve, he looks up at Anya. She scowls at him, and once again he can't help asking himself what the hell he did wrong this time.

Yor comes out of her room, a mirror of Anya's wide smile on her face. "Today is the day!"

They eat breakfast, and Yor is a perfect match for Anya's excitement about the evening. Loid comments here and there, but is thankful that at least Yor shows investment in the play. He has a ton of research to do for his next mission, and yet he has to make room to attend the play too. Donovan Desmond can afford staying out of his children's lives; Loid Forger cannot. 

Today really is a special day, as it’s the first time that it's Anya waiting for her parents at the entrance instead of the other way around. She’s bouncing with anticipation.

"Be careful not to injure yourself today at school," Loid tells her as she gets on the bus. "It is your big day after all."

"Yup! See you later, Papa, Mama!"

Through the window next to her seat, he catches the look of over-dramatic horror on her face as the bus takes more efforts than usual to start up. The smile is back on when the engine finally starts and the vehicle takes them off to school.

"Well, have a good day at work!" Yor tells him with a smile and turns towards the direction of the city hall.

"Thank you, Yor. You too."

The feelings of the day being special dissipate slowly as he reaches the hospital and starts on his fake job. Twenty-five minutes past noon he leaves for a "home visit", going instead to his meeting with Franky.

Time goes by as usual and as predicted, and it's finally time for him to get back home and prepare Anya for the performance.

Anya insists on her dressing up from home and them taking the bus to the theater with her in the prince costume. Loid gives her a decisive no.

There's no way I'll allow us to attract any more attention than necessary. That costume is not exactly the kind of disguise that blends in, he thinks.

Anya's squinting at him, but then purses her lips and nods without a second word. She carefully folds the costume and puts it back in the bag she took it out from, while Twilight just stares at her.

Some day. Some day, ideally before the mission is over, he'll finally understand what's going on inside her mind.

When they reach the theater, to his eternal – what?! – gratitude, Yor offers to be the one to go backstage with Anya to help her dress, leaving him to go to their reserved seats.

Actually, Twilight uses that time to get a little more acquainted with the parents of Anya's classmates. It's fine to get to know Mr. Blackbell better, but he has to consciously fight the itch of wishing it was Donovan Desmond he was talking to.

He berates himself as he walks to his seat. Connecting with Desmond may be his ultimate goal for this mission, but he can't lose control over his feelings on that. He has to act as cool and collected as possible next time he meets him.

Yor finally arrives and sits next to him. He allows his face to mirror the smile on hers.

"I hope she does well!" she tells him.

"Me too," he lies; he couldn't care less about the play. He still has to pay attention, however, if he's to attempt any discussions with the parents afterwards. The children's performance would be a painfully shallow and even dull subject for a conversation starter with such people, but he has to grasp any opportunity he can.

A bit before the final bell rings, a baby sitting a few rows behind them starts bawling; a younger sibling of one of the kids performing, apparently too young to attend such an event. An usher with a cold stare gestures for the parents to step outside. It may be only a performance by first graders, but Eden is still Eden.

Bell rings, lights go dim, curtains open... and the first thing Twilight notices is the door to one of the side box seats opening.

It takes way more restraint than it should to keep himself from making any kind of reaction. Even the smallest ones could attract the attention of Donovan Desmond and his security team.

He's here. He actually attended. Of all things, of all days.

Now is the time to pay attention. Damian's role is the second main, right after Anya's. The more Loid notices about his performance, the more he can filter through for a conversation starter with his father.

The play is as dull and nonsensical as it could be. Why are the characters shouting so much, and why are they jumping around so much?

Of course, Twilight doesn't miss how many times Anya almost seems to freeze and forget her line. It's impressive, however, how quickly she recovers, gets back in character and spits out entire sentences without pause. He can't fight the hope that her acting skills may lead some important attendees to approach him later for congratulations.

Do your best, Anya, he catches himself thinking.

His eyes scan the entire audience every three minutes in an effort to keep himself from staring at Desmond the entire time. The quick, imperceptible glances he throws his way always give him the same information. He and his wife are looking straight at the stage, while his no fewer than three bodyguards scan the audience without stop.

Three inside the compartment, and the other two outside the door. Quite possible he's hired even more for this day.

A sudden silence from the stage catches his attention. In a dramatic moment of the princess' despair, Damian has turned to his right, and for the first time noticed that his parents are there.

Through all the lights on the boy, the bright blonde of his wig and pink of his dress, Twilight notices how Damian's entire face blushes.

The audience is silent as well, waiting for the next line. Damian is frozen. Behind him, Anya looks around, first to the side where the drama teacher probably stands, then towards the audience.

She spots Loid immediately.

His hands clench into fists. If Damian accidentally ruins the performance...

Anya throws herself in front of Damian. "Oh, Sec—Princess, tell me again about that curse!"

Loid sighs in relief as Damian picks himself up and continues with his line.

Yor leans towards him. "Did she just help him?" she whispers, and he can hear the smile in her words. Anya hadn't needed a lot of rehearsals at home, yet Yor had paid enough attention to notice Anya's intervention now.

He looks around for reactions. No-one seems to notice much, but he can definitely recognize a tiny bit of tension in Donovan's eyes.

Loid's fists don't relax.

Finally, the play ends. Applause erupts, and to Twilight's relief, the parents cheer for Damian – and even more for Anya.

Aware that there might be people in the audience that know who the protagonist's parents are, Loid forces a smile on his face as wide as Anya's. A proud parent can be a sight that welcomes interactions.

It's no wonder that Donovan appears as indifferent as possible; no expression on his face, no emotion in his clapping.

On the completely opposite end, Loid knows Yor doesn't have to pretend. He can feel the pride emanating off of her. Maybe a little too much, and he has to hold back from telling her to rein it in; too much pride will make them look unwelcoming.

His soles almost burn. He has to get out into the foyer and grasp the chance of a meeting with Desmond.

However, his duties call for him to go backstage to pick up Anya, and he knows Damian's father won't grant him such decency.

The backstage is an actual mess; children screaming, a few crying, parents squinting around the tiny corridors, a few hugging and congratulating their children.

It appears that it's only behind closed doors that some families exhibit such bonds.

Anya comes running at them, her prince's red cape waving behind her. Yor sweeps her up into a hug, and Loid has to intervene before she squeezes the air out of the girl's lungs.

"That was a great performance, Anya," he tells her, giving her a pat on the head.

Now please tell me you want to leave. I have to catch Desmond.

Anya gives him her signature stare, then looks at Yor. "Can we go now? I'm tired."

"Don't you want to talk to your friends?" Yor asks.

Yor!

Anya shakes her head. "I'll talk with them tomorrow."

“Tomorrow is Saturday.”

Anya smiles. “Monday, then.”

Loid sighs, one part relief, one part confusion.

He may not get what's on her mind, but he could swear she gets what's on his.

In a quiet corner of the foyer stands Desmond with his son. Damian's head is lowered, and Donovan's face is as expressionless as ever. The mother is nowhere to be seen.

Donovan spots the Forgers, and that smile that feels unfitting to such a harsh face blooms. He nods his head in greeting.

Restrain yourself, Twilight.

If it weren't for Donovan's possible plans for war, one would describe the situation as a passionate fan meeting his icon.

Putting on an equally fake smile, Loid gestures to Yor and Anya to follow him to the Desmonds' side.

"Mr. Desmond," he greets. "Congratulations on your son's performance."

"Likewise." Donovan doesn't make any effort to speak louder in the noisy foyer. If someone wants to listen to him, they'd better strain their ears.

Quite the play, Desmond.

Thoughts in order, knowing his time with him is extremely limited, Loid prepares his words.

He's cut off by a shiver running down his spine and the respective reaction of Desmond's security team.

Danger.

He turns his head just so, catching a glimpse of a man with a noticeable physique; he appears burly, but his arms and legs look too slim in comparison. He wears a shirt with a high collar and a puffy blue cravat, possibly to create the illusion of bigger neck muscles.

Despite the man's efforts, however, Twilight's eyes spot how artificially bigger his torso looks, and how his left hand is suspiciously kept inside his jacket pocket.

Two of Desmond's men order him to stop, the other three placing their hands on the handles of their handguns.

It's too late. He's too close.

Twilight is stuck in that little corner and has no time to run away.

Something clicks in the man's hand.

Within less than a second, blinding light erupts, Twilight's skin burns, and only a speck of sound reaches his ears before—

BANG!

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A/N: The fic is already written in full and only needs minimum editing; I'm currently planning on updating every Tuesday and Friday. Big thanks to samatedeansbroccoli on tumblr for helping me with this chapter! Any mistakes left are my own, though XD

The film Happy Death Day takes place on the day of the protagonist's birthday. That is not the case with Twilight here. Or maybe it is. It's up to you if you want it that way, but the fic won't make a mention of his birthday.

Idea for the school performance was shamelessly borrowed by this fanart.

"Bonnburg" is the name variation I chose for the city Bonn, the former capital of West Germany. I couldn't come up with one of my own, so I had to look into the city's Wikipedia article for ideas. If Westalis' capital city has been given a name in the manga I wouldn't know as I'm not reading it, so I chose one for this fic myself. By the way, I'd appreciate it if you didn't give me any manga spoilers. Thank you for reading!

[wisehandler]

"I thought it was all for the act."

It might've not been the most brilliant idea to get close enough to be able to interact with the Forgers in plain sight, but who could reprimand the Handler of all agents for that in this situation? And besides, giving the policemen a new thing to obsess over as she threw a wrench in her predictable schedule should be exciting enough for them to senselessly obsess over it in the next few weeks.

Secretary Sherwood has a sweet tooth?! What else could she possibly reveal about herself? She could already picture them hyperventilating at the thought that they were onto something. Ha! She wouldn't have spared the pastry shop Yor Forger waited at a glance if she didn't spot her.

And what luck too. The woman seemed to have a habit of talking to herself and she happened to halt at her side at the optimal time to hear it. For the act...? Oh, don't tell her Twilight has her in the bag too. As hard as she might have hoped to avoid it, It was something that was both expected and unfortunately necessary. But she'd lie if she admitted it didn't catch her interest.

She knew that her gaze couldn't stray too much from the lavish display of garnished pastries sparkling in their sugar sweet colorfulness. Twilight made it clear in his report that she was skilled at spotting the finest lurker they had, so she didn't have much choice but to keep her eyes low. "Yuck..." she grimaced, not expecting to utter her disgust out loud.

[clarktooncrossing]

Giraffe's Eye View | Spy x Family REVIEW (Kind of)

Hello there people of today and robots of tomorrow! It's me, Clark, here with another rambling collection of my opinions. When last I did this it was in regards to Komi Can't Communicate, my favorite anime that actually originates in Japan. I have since watched all of Season 2 of the show, which amplified the adorable factor with all the times Komi had full conversations with Tadano. Seriously, my heart melted knowing whenever I saw her overcome her phobia. That said, Season 2 had by far the worst moment on the show, one I saw coming thanks to the manga. While on a school trip to Kyoto, Stalker McGee (Amai Ren to the people who somehow like her) plans to gaze upon Komi's breasts when they the girls have to share a bath house together. I was already annoyed by how Agari's seemingly gigantic boobs were once again acting as the butt of the joke, so seeing Stalker salivate at the idea of touching Komi's boobs made me physically uncomfortable. Heck, considering how much of a psychotic pervert she is, I'm surprised she even asked. To top it off, the next episode has Komi interacting with two very sweet students that I wish the show would focus on more. One's a busy body named Katou Mikuni and her yo-yo loving friend is called Sasaki Ayami. They treat Komi to a fun day at totally not Universal Studios Japan, never once trying to grope their new friend. Why this series puts so much focus on Stalker McGee as apposed to any of these characters is a mystery to me, but following this episode I pretty much fast forwarded through every scene she was in. Their White Day episode took place on Friday the 13th, leading me to hope Jason Voorhees could show up and shut this creep up! No such luck.

The one time this guy doesn't wanna introduce a horny teenage idiot to his machete, unbelievable! And no, I don't actually wish horrible things upon this character, I just wish she'd go away!

Needless to say I was feeling pretty annoyed when I decided to check out another anime that had been gaining popularity ever since it started streaming on Hulu.

Every where I turn on the Internet there's clip compilations of Anya being cute or inappropriate fan art of Yor on deviantART, and of course none of my friends on Discord will shut up about this show. Being the fan of the found family trope myself, I finally caved in and gave it a watch myself.

The show centers around Michael Weston, a recently burned spy who's forced back to his hometown of Miami, Florida due to unforeseen circumstances. There he's joined by retired Navy Seal Sam Axe, ex-girlfriend and explosives genius Fiona Glenanne, and even his mother, who all help Michael clear his name over the course of eight seasons.

No wait, I'm thinking of a different spy show.

It's called Burn Notice and all of you should totally watch it! If the compelling ongoing story of what happened to Michael doesn't draw you in, the promise of eight seasons worth of Bruce Campbell should!

Back to the show we were talking about, it centers around a super-spy known only as Twilight!

Out there is a universe where this guy has the codename Agent Rainbow Dash. In this universe Twilight / Loid Forger is tasked with stopping a war between two countries. How do they intend on him doing that? By turning him into a family man of course! In order to prevent war Loid has to deal with a man named Donovan Desmond, who only appears at social gatherings held at his son's super-elite school. Twilight accepts, adopting the most adorable little girl known as Anya, not knowing that the pink-haired cutie can read minds.

Anya uses her Professor X style powers to get out of a lot of scrapes, such as reading her potential new dad's mind in order complete a crossword puzzle. This convinces the super spy of the girl's intelligence, being the fifth person to adopt the poor little girl. Given how utterly depressing Anya's backstory is, rooting for her proves to be no problem, even when she does act somewhat bratty. If nothing else this show does a terrific job showing how unpredictable children are. She's never a little devil in disguise, nor is she a fallen angel. She's just a decent kid who loves peanuts, penguins, and anime. She also hates carrots and wishes bakery sold bacon. Heck, I'm with Anya on that last one, why don't bakeries sell bacon!?

She also figures out pretty easily that Loid is a spy, a factor she loves considering her favorite show is all about spies.

Her excitement only grows when she meets her new mother, an assassin known as Thorn Princess/ Yor Forger.

Behold, the subject of so much fanart online! I kid but honestly Yor's the most likable character on the show. Despite her night job as an assassin, she tries to be as good a mother to Anya she can be. She's nurturing, supportive, and kicks the ever-loving crap out of anybody who'd dare harm her baby. Yor Forger has the best Momma Bear Mode in all of freak'n fiction.

Along with her relationship with Anya, Yor's relationship with Loid is pretty sweet too. Like so many rom coms, the two get together under contrived circumstances. The school Anya needs to enroll in excludes single parents for whatever reasons, meaning Loid needs a mate in order to achieve world peace. Meanwhile Anya needs a cover up to her assassin job, plus she doesn't want her somewhat creepy brother Loid to find out she was lying about having a boyfriend. The two find each other with Anya's help, forming a fake bond with some very real at its center, regardless of whether or not they want to admit it. Yor gives Twilight the best advice she can, Twilight tries to navigate Yor out of awkward situations, and both act as protective parental units for Anya. A good example of this comes during Anya's entrance exam, one obnoxiously rude headmaster asking Anya if she prefers her new mom or her old one. With tears dripping down their baby's face, you can believe that Yor or Loid would've killed this pompous ass-wipe for saying something so cruel.

Luckily Anya is accepted, which is only half the battle. From there she has to contend with homework and Desmond's second son Damian. If my exposure to the DC Universe has taught me anything, it's that spoiled rich sons called Damian are the biggest brats of them all. While this Damian never gets his butt handed to him by the Ninja Turtles, Anya more than picks up the slack due to training from her mom.

As someone who was bullied extensively when he was younger, scenes like this always feel like karma finally being fulfilled. Unfortunately that's the one kid in school Anya has to befriend. And despite the weird feeling in his heart whenever he's around her, Damian refuses to play ball. Unlike Becky, the daughter of a military contractor who immediately forms a friendship with the Forger kid. Honestly it's so nice when anything good happens to Anya, considering this is the first time a family hasn't returned her. Seeing how all the Forgers help support each other despite continued claims that they're a 'fake family' is beyond heart-warming. It's easy to see why everybody's addicted to this show.

However, that brings me to a major problem. Not with the show mind you, but with Hulu. Back with my Princess Mononoke review I made a big stink about subs vs dubs, rambling on about why I prefer dubbing over subtitles. It all boiled down to me not wanting to read anything at the bottom of the screen when my full attention should go to the bigger picture as a whole. This wasn't a problem with Spy x Family, their first 12 episodes dubbed over. Then came episode 13 and all of a sudden every other episode was subbed. The heck? What happened to the dubs?

My friend Alec explained there are dubs for the rest of Season 1, all of them locked behind a paywall on Crunchyroll. Anybody who's about to type how I should join their premium service can stop right now. I'm addicted to four animes out a billion. Why would I sign up for a service I'd rarely use? Bad as I am with saving money, I ain't that financially foolish. Now I tried to watch the version with subtitles, but I realized how that wasn't gonna fly when a scene with multiple people talking at once played out. Yeah, nope. So for now I have to track down the mangas while waiting for Hulu to get the rest of Season 1. This is really a bummer considering I know who was joining the family come the later half of the season...

What a freak'n tease! For now though, I can confidently say that Spy X Family is fun for the whole family! Grab yourself a bag of peanuts and go check it out for yourself.

Meanwhile, wanna know my thoughts on other anime content? Check out my previous reviews for Komi Can't Communicate and Princess Mononoke! Until then; may the glasses be with you!

NEXT TIME ON GIRAFFE'S EYE VIEW...

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#5

Baiken threw her gender away for a hot minute and Bridget picked it up intending to give it back but than decided “...hey, this gender is kinda neat actually” and nicked a bit of it. So now she’s not only out but also decided to take some more inspiration from Baiken by being hilariously blood thirsty.

Baby girl I hope you know we’re all very very proud of you.  

390 notes - Posted August 8, 2022

#4

I've been listening to a lot of discworld books lately and, if i can make a one sentence pitch for the series in general, it would be this;

Where many other book series have characters, Discworld has, in fact is filled to bursting with, people.

Or, To elaborate, because i cant help myself:

Characters are, at the end of the day, a way for an author to make a point or illustrate an idea. Characters are limited to what an author can think to do with them and that's that. That's not a bad thing, not at all, its the most basic function of a story to make a point or show an idea.

Terry Pratchett's Discworld has a lot of points to make and ideas to show, but the people in them are in no great hurry to do either. They'll get to it when they're good and ready and not a moment before. Thank you very much.

In the mean time they'll simply...exist. they'll have tea and talk about that odd thing that happened yesterday and be petty and awful and kind and deep and shallow and all the things people are capable of being in that casual sort of way existing lets you be.

And the wonderful thing is that Terry allowed them to do so, as much as they pleased. (Though I doubt he could stop them if he tried) He allowed his characters to become people, no matter if they were a troll or a dwarf or DEATH or a royal dragon breeder or a common as muck copper or a witch living in a cabin in the swamp or a wizard with luck so preposterous in both directions it could literally only come from the gods themselves having a laugh.

He allowed them to be kinder then saints, fouler then blood specked mud, and everything in between. He let them be fools with deeply ingrained wisdom, he let them be wise with foolish preconceptions that were very hard to kill. He let them grow beyond their prejudices, he let them sink into their bad habits.

Nobody is simple on the Disc, especially not the simpletons. Even the simplicity of people can be very nuanced, if you give it a bit of space to stretch its elbows.

They'll tell the story, sure enough, just wait a moment for them to live a bit first.

So. Yeah. Go read the Discworld books. They're great.

436 notes - Posted May 2, 2022

#3

I can scream and cry about this whole conversation and how it demonstrates that deep down Ochako and Izuku are the exact type of hero; the kind who sees someone in pain, even someone doing wrong, and can’t help but want to save them, no matter what...but everybody else will do that and I really I just want to cackle uncontrollably at the fact that Deku’s instinctual reaction to hearing Uraraka getting talked down is to start listing all her good traits (mood deku) it’s so dorky and sweet just-

Someone: Uraraka isn’t that great-

Deku, busting out a very thick notebook: That is objectively incorrect and I have proof.

553 notes - Posted February 4, 2022

#2

So of course we're all excited for the "loid and yor get missions to hunt each other down but don't know the other is the target" arc that seems almost inevitable for this kind of story and everyone has thier idea of how it would go so here's mine.

Loid and Yor have absolutely heard of Twilight and the Thorn Princess, the ghost like spy and unbeatable assassin, but each is convinced the other is a myth.

Yor: Someone who can infiltrate any secret compound, disguise himself perfectly as literally anyone, and get out without a trace? Have you been watching Bondman? That's just ridiculous!

Loid: Oh yes, of course. The supposed "Thorn Princess", someone able to massacre an entire gang of 50 people all by herself without a scratch, possessing inhuman speed and strength, who has never left anyone alive to tell of it. Anyone with half a brain can tell this is clearly a case of multiple people attributing thier actions to a single made up super killer to avoid drawing attention to themselves.

The irony that each of them have accomplished feats that most normal people would consider fucking absurd is, of course, completely lost on both.

1,730 notes - Posted May 23, 2022

My #1 post of 2022

Loid, after spending several months with Yor and seeing her perform a bunch of super human feats:. Wow...Yor sure is cool, I bet she exercises a lot.

Loid, after spending five minutes with Yuri and having like one conversation with him:

18,135 notes - Posted June 1, 2022

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[unfinshedsentec]

WHEN THEY HAVE A CRUSH ON YOU❕

a/n: I’m simping for the whole spy x family cast….so here’s this <3

reader is gender neutral

characters: loid, yor, and yuri!

tw: cursing?

Loid

Loid is the type of person who when he has a crush, he just consistently tells himself that it’s nothing and that he’ll get over it.  

In his mind, he can’t have a crush, not with his job. So, even if he does recognize that he has any type crush on you, you better bet your ass that he will do his best to pretend it’s not there.

Seriously he will do everything in his power to stay away from you. He’ll try his best to bury his feelings as deep down as he can, and just pretended you aren’t a person…partly because he believes he shouldn’t love anyone, but also so he can protect you.

That’s right, THE Loid Forger tries to do everything in his power to prevent enemies finding you.

Sure, he knows you can protect yourself just fine, but he still doesn’t want to take any risks.  He just can’t stand the idea of you disappearing.

Yes, he purposefully avoids you, but your presence itself is something so comforting to him that he can’t imagine it not being there.

What can I say, the guy really likes you!

Of course, he still tries to deny his crush even when he finds himself smiling and blushing at seeing your smile.

Even when he finds himself lovingly staring at you and taking your beauty, he denies it. Hell, when Franky blatantly pointed out he has a crush on you, he yelled and said no. Even Anya looked at him dead in the eye and told him to ask you out, and he still said no!

Even YEARS in when he’s clearly and deeply in love with you, he tells himself and everyone else you are nothing but a coworker to him.

Needless to say, you’re not gonna get a confession out of Loid. If you get anything, it’s Franky or Anya telling you “Twilight/Papa loves you”, and then getting knocked out by Loid himself.

You pretty much have to be the person to confess to him and when you do….he’ll hesitantly accept and the proceed to become the BEST BOYFRIEND EVER!!

You really lucked out, didn’t you?

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Yor

Yor is absolutely the super shy super flustered type.

She’s not completely sure that she actually has a crush on you, but a lot of times when she’s around you, she’s constantly blushing and stuttering and just…. all over the place.

She finds herself constantly looking at you and your absolute beauty. She thinks everything abut you is perfect, and she can and has spent hours just staring at you, watching you read.

Even better, you can cook, so you can keep her alive.

Yor, in general, has a lot of respect for you too. Not only do you work hard, and deal with a lot of things around the house, but you’re also super kind and are always sure to make time for her as well. And yes, when Yor met you, she only had intentions of a fake relationship, but then she fell for you and when she did, she fell HARD.

It was only after you met Yuri, and you truly got a long with him that Yor fell in love with you.

Although she had no idea how to go about it, Yor definitely knew you were her first love.

She found herself constantly wanting to be around you, and constantly longing to touch you. She desperately wanted real affection from you, but she was just too shy to do anything about your feelings.

So, of course, you had to be the one to confess.

Yor definitely can’t be the one. She’s way to chaotic and inexperienced to do anything properly. IF she were to try and confess, she would without a doubt trip herself up so many times that she’d forget what she was saying. Or she’d be so scared of you finding out she’s an assassin that she’d just overthink it all and completely back down.

Poor Yor :(

Thankfully for her, after 2 years of a fake relationship, you built up the courage to confess to her, and suggested starting a REAL relationship.

Yor was ecstatic, and said yes…..but not before panicking and accidentally kicking you in the face.

Oh well, she still said yes. And now, you have the most beautiful, wonderful girlfriend in the world~

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 Yuri

When Yuri has a crush, you know right away.

I mean, he’ll so clearly be in love with you that even if he tried to hide it, everyone in the world would still know. Hell, his coworkers knew since he started putting his favorite pictures of you in his locker.

He’s the type to absolutely spoil the hell out of you, while and before you date. He’ll follow you around like a lost puppy because he just adores you so much. And well, he wants your attention.

Yuri’s always looking at you too. Not in a sexual way, he just thinks you’re so beautiful that he can’t even put it into words. Everything from your eyelashes to the way you walk Yuri is absolutely in love with.

The man truly is head over heels in love with you. Although…he’s scared of putting you in danger.

As much as Yuri loves you and wants to be with you, he’s so scared of accidentally getting you hurt, or worrying about him with his job.

The last thing he wants to do is burden you and make your life even more stressful, so, despite wanting to confess and kiss you so badly, he never did make a move.

Unfortunately, as his feelings grew, and as he watched you from afar, and got to know you more as a friend, Yuri fell for you harder. So much so that he found himself unable to contain his feelings anymore.

In fact, Yuri promptly confessed to you on your birthday.

“I know it’s weird, and I know this might not be the best time, but Y/n L/n, I love you. I really do. I love you more than anything, and I want nothing more than to be with you. So, if you’re comfortable, will you be my s/o?”

Through his entire speech Yuri was so scared, but he pushed through and….

You said yes.

From there you dated and fell in love with Yuri.

He became a great boyfriend who would do anything for you. And although he was strange and needed therapy, you still loved him, and you forever would~

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[insertmesoftly]

Reasons To Keep You Here (Yuri x AFAB Immigrant Reader Trying to Get a Visa) Part 1

I got this idea as I was messing around with the original concept I thought of with you being the Forger's neighbor. I feel this Y/N needs to be gendered, as the anime is set in an old timey period with very conservative views being a big part of the character conflicts given. So everyone regards you as a woman, but not one that fits the country's idealistic mold. Along with dressing mostly in gender-nonconforming ways and taking on jobs of any kind (including some that are considered masculine)-

You were not born there. While not from the opposing country they're at war with, Westalis, you came from a neighboring, smaller and poorer nation as a baby with your mother. Your mother managed to marry someone here. They've had other children and managed to live in some normalcy… except you’ve always stuck out and been slightly ostracized by your family.

You love your siblings, and would’ve stayed if only for them, but your step-father kicked you out of the house as soon as you turned 18, and you've been living alone since. It hasn't... been easy. Despite living there all your life, you’re still considered an 'outsider', so the only work you were able to find has been low paying jobs. You took anything and everything, leading to you gaining a lot of odd skills. Though you were always a good worker, you lack any real presence… and you never really reached out to people anyways. You haven’t had much luck making friends as your life continued.

Finally, you found an opportunity you couldn’t pass up. A job you can actually enjoy and do from home as an artist for Sunday paper cartoons. You use a masculine pen-name of course, the paper demanded it. You were worried at first about failing getting any attention, but to your surprise, your cartoon is mildly popular with kids.

So you’re content as is, even as you barely scrape by with rent being so high. The apartment is close to the editing office and its crime rate is low, making it worth it for you. Still… it has its downsides too. There's been moments where the neighbors have caught your bizarre outfits, things that people of your low background wouldn’t blink at, but with their middle class sensibilities… they have begun to talk.

An adult woman living alone and looking like that? There's something wrong with you. Not meddling with the neighbors, you stay blissfully unaware of the rumors spreading.

Hmm, perhaps you have been hitting a rough patch and were running out of ideas for your comic just as the Forger family moved next door. Though you would normally keep to yourself, a mix up with you trying to snoop around to get ideas has Anya take an interest in your line of work. Though your identity was meant to stay a secret, she quickly realized who you were. She’s a fan of your cartoon and has taken a passion to better her art skills as a way to get closer to Damian. So, she begins asking you for lessons and now you’ve been roped up with befriending her. Her mother, Yor, jumps in too, coming in for lessons sometimes just to talk to you. She’s so excited over the prospect of having a close female friend! And her father, Loid… is using this as an opportunity to seem 'more normal' to others and to use you as a babysitting service that’s much more reliable than Franky.

So, you are firmly stuck now as their solidified family friend. It’s been relatively alright, though you’ve had some confusing moments, you always chalked it up to your anxiety making you feel out of place and never that the Forgers are genuinely all weird people.

Enter Yuri. The way Yor always talked about him, you had the mental picture that he was smart, kind, soft. A sweetheart intellectual who would never hurt a fly. You remember all this as you hesitantly approach the figure sitting in front of the Forger's door with wilting flowers. He's been there for an hour.

You know he is Yor's brother by his features. It's unmistakable. Feeling a sense of duty as her friend, and a bit of sympathy, you approach him to tell him that the Forgers went on a cruise.

Yuri glares but asks when they're expected to be back. You crunch the numbers and suspect it'll probably be one more day. He gets up to leave and you offer to call him to let him know when they return. Yuri does not take the offer.

He thinks you are hitting on him, and making an obviously disgusted face, he tells you that you should pay more attention to your dressage rather than trying to meddle with the brothers of your neighbors. Your initial friendliness is immediately revoked and now you dislike the guy.

But the days go on and more adventures are had by the family out of public view. You have more run ins with Yuri. From him visiting as you were helping Yor with dinner, to run ins in the streets, you're both still not on friendly terms but he's grown more accustomed to you. It helps that he knows your entire life story with the background check he did on you. He knows you're an immigrant. With a new law passing, you'd probably be sent back soon anyways. It wasn't his concern. Until...

There's another day where he wasn’t informed of Yor having plans. He crashed the night of the couple's supposed monthly anniversary. Yuri is livid at first, drinking all their alcohol and planting his feet to stay and not let them have their romantic day but Yor is firm with her orders that night.

He is interrupting.

He needs to leave.

Yuri is... heartbroken by her tone. He stumbles out of the apartment in a daze. He's still standing outside the door ten minutes after they shut it. You were getting out to take the trash and nearly scream when you see his depressed, dark, and drunken figure. After calming yourself down, you can guess what's happened.

'Yor didn't tell you today was their anniversary?'

Yuri's shoulders slump a little more. You sighed but move to the way of the trash cans anyways. You're sympathetic to his plight, but you’re dealing with your own issues. With a new law being implemented, you’re going to have to marry someone soon to be able to stay in the country. Not even your work would vouch for you; they were already planning to lay you off if you didn't find someone soon. Their last words in their letter, 'It was about time you stopped anyways.'

.... a devious idea formed in your head. You dropped your garbage off. You return and he's still slumped on the wall between the doors. Instead of going inside, you sit beside him, nervous but desperate.

You know about his creepy obsession with his sister. You know about his disgust with other women. You've respected it and he's let you be. Now to put that trust to the test...

Yuri, even inebriated, could sense something was coming, and he hardened his face on instinct. He looked you dead in the eye.

'What do you want?'

Your breath is shaky. 'I need help...'

'And?'

You take a gulp. You work your nerves to be courageous. And you finally tell him. 'I have a deal for you… if you're interested.'

~

He has to find you a husband.

What. The hell.

Getting up the next day had been a challenge, but the hardest part of his morning came as he finally recalled the deal in the middle of a work meeting. Now he had a throbbing headache AND regrets distracting him. Getting up from his chair as the briefing was over, Yuri curses the alcohol he consumed.

It deceived him into taking the deal. He always wanted to know more about his sister... to have a tighter hold on her schedule... but the morality. The possible disappointment from his sister. It always stopped him before. He was able to hold off his curiosity with just the occasional check ups. With casually asking his friends to keep an eye on her… It used to be enough. But maybe it isn’t anymore. He feels desperate as he sees Yor changing into someone he couldn't recognize anymore.

It had been too tempting. And the deal seemed... simple.

You are young. There'd be plenty of older men looking for a wife... this could be easy!

.... except that his reassuring himself was immediately interrupted. You called him at work to 'make sure it was the right number.' You’ve added conditions to who it could be. Now you were beginning to annoy him. They couldn't exceed an age. They had to be employed. He should probably check their criminal record too... and their temperament. Basically-

You ordered him to find someone he'd let his sister be in the same room with.

That. Was a tall order.

... it would be easier to revoke this deal. It didn't have to be you that did the spying. He could easily deport you and find a replacement neighbor for his beloved sister to befriend. Someone more worthy...

He mulled all this over as he finished work and went back to Yor’s house with gifts to apologize. Yor greeted him warmly and accepted the gifts, inviting him to dinner to make up for yesterday. Yuri was excited as always to try her cooking, but today it was something new.

... It’s a recipe you taught her. Yor is excited as she recounted how patient you were with her. She felt so lucky to finally have a friend like you… The warmth in her tone makes him stop the thoughts he previously had. She's endeared to you in a way he hasn't seen before. She considers you so close...

... she would cry if you left. He can’t let you be deported.

Stupidly, he resolves himself to his fate. He knocks on your door after his visit to his sister. You open it, and though you were surprised at first, you quickly flashed him a smile. You both negotiated the terms better and agreed to have more visits in the future. Thus begins an awful partnership for survival and love.

Part 2: HERE

[tare-anime]

I've been wondering…. Endo uses Briar Rose to be Yor's idea/theme. And we know that Briar Rose is the alternate name for Sleeping Beauty. Will he ever remake the classic "Fairy tale Prince slay down the obstacle and waking up the princess via true love kiss?" One day?

Something akin to this???

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Summary: Twilight will do whatever it takes to bring his Thorn Princess back home. (AO3)

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Twilight glides and lands silently at the border of the mansion. He makes sure to move inside the shadows while taking in his surroundings for any sign of Garden members around him. 

He had done his research meticulously. It was really painstakingly difficult to find any crumbs of information regarding these urban legends.

But against all odds, he manages to pinpoint the location of an underground event that is about to erupt. Having no other choice, he plans to partake in said event and demands his rewards after. Of course, he plans to survive until the time came.  

After making sure he is already in a safe position to be able to observe his vicinity, Twilight rechecks his tools. He only brings minimal weapons: his trusted Glock with several extra magazines, a combat knife, and a simple bulletproof vest. Compared to his usual preparation this is below the minimum. Handler has been warning him about this. She had insisted to give him backups. But he rejects it adamantly. 

This is his own personal mission. He will not, cannot, involve his agency.

This is about his responsibility as the head of the family. 

He needs to find his wife. 

He needs to find Yor. 

For him. 

For Anya. 

Taking a deep breath to calm his wiring nerve, his memory flashes to that fateful night. The last time he saw her. 

.

Twilight can only watch in horror as Yor, no, the Thorn Princess carried his limp body over her shoulder, while simultaneously obliterating those who dare to block her path. 

It was supposed to be a simple ordinary information-gathering mission for him. He didn't realize when he inhaled the paralyzing gas before all his limbs refused to listen to his order. And all of a sudden he was caught up in the middle of the war between Ostania’s warriors of death. 

It was by pure luck that he was found by his own wife. 

She had told him that she had an urgent mission out of town for several days over the phone. But apparently, that was a lie. 

When she finally managed to get near the border of the warehouse, he was dropped gently inside a metal box usually used for delivering goods. 

He saw how she arranged the cable to said box, and tethered it into a steel cable that led to an adjacent building across the harbor. 

"Yor…." He called weakly.

She cupped both of his cheeks and whispered. "Stay safe, Loid. Return to Anya." He noticed the urgency in her wavering voice, and his heart clenched.

"Yor…. Let me help…."

She shook her head, "This is not your war."

"Will you come home?" He desperately forced all of his willpower to stay conscious.

She smiled somberly. "I'll try my best."

"If you don't, I'll find you."

She captured his lips with hers. He felt the crushing weight in his chest when he noticed the desperation behind her trembling lips. 

When he heard her whisper so delicately. "Then find me." His eyes widened. He immediately understood the implied meaning behind her words. 

"WAI-....."

His carrier was propelled harshly. 

The last thing he saw before darkness engulfed him was his wife's back as she marched inside the building. 

.

Twilight takes a shuddering deep breath. 

She asked me to find her. And that's what I’m doing.  

He is adjusting his night vision goggles, courtesy of Frankie, when suddenly he felt someone behind him. 

Cursing, he tries to reach for his Glock, but his movements are easily nullified. In that split second, he finds all of his joints locked, and his face planted on the ground. 

Something looks like massive pruning shears stab the ground inches from his eyes and make him gulp. 

"Sticking your nose noisily can get you killed. I thought you've learned your lesson?"

He has a hunch about who the person might be. Especially after he gets a glimpse of the person standing behind him, who he recognizes as Yor's director at the City Hall. 

"Pardon my intrusion, Sir. I just want to help."

"This is not your war, Knight of the West. Our Princess already shed her blood in making sure you're not getting tangled in our mess."

"I might not be physically as strong as her, or any of your men. But I have my own strength that can be of use. At least my presence could confound the adversary." He bargains. 

“No one ever willingly enters war if they wouldn’t gain any advantage out of it. What is your purpose?”

“I need to see her.”

".........." 

Upon seeing the unwavering look from the elderly person, Twilight literally begs him. “Please, Sir. I need her. Our daughter needs her.”

There is a significant amount of pause before the man declares his concern,  "Admittedly, with her out of commission, we are at a slight disadvantage of our manpower."

Twilight wastes no time to grab the opportunity, "Then let me take her place, let me prove myself worthy of your Princess."

The silence stretches like an eternity for Twilight, before the grip on his hands is released, and he stands up immediately.

"I shall take your offer, noble Knight of the West. But we are not to be responsible for your safety."

Ignoring the pain from his joints, Twilight squares his shoulders. "I won't let you down, Sir."

. 

He thought he had known the horror of war because he had been a soldier himself. But Twilight is quite astonished to know that the horrors; that sometimes still gives him nightmares from time to time even after a decade; have nowhere close to the horror seen in this battle of death between two shadow organizations of Ostania. 

Occasionally engaging in battle himself, either for his own survival or giving assistance to the Garden warriors, Twilight pushes his ability to the maximum. Trying to prove his worth, he tries his best to offer so many tactical strategies, taking into account all the strengths in their available manpower and environmental advantages. And soon enough, the battle is over to the victory of Garden. 

And he manages to survive though not unscathed. 

The first phase is a success…… 

He mutters tiredly before passing out from exhaustion. 

.

Coming into his senses, the first thing he notices is that he is laying down in a room akin to a hospital room. Sitting up slowly, he notices that all of his wounds have been tended professionally. 

“How are you feeling?”

He astonishedly snaps his head towards the source of the greetings.

Geez, these assassins really can mask their presence, huh?

“Good, I guess.”

The man who Loid recognizes as Yor’s director gives him a small smile before nodding. “On behalf of the Shopkeeper, I give you our utmost gratitude for your help.” 

Loid nods, “I’m glad to know that I can be of service.”

The blond man hears the elder one chuckle, “Honestly, I expect no less from one of Westalia’s best.” Wasting no time, the man gestures towards the door and continues talking, “Now for your request, are you well enough to follow me?”

Eyes widen slightly, Loid is immediately on his feet. “Anytime, Sir.”

He nods and starts to walk with Loid hot on his heels. 

Throughout their little walk, Loid feels his heart rate spike up alongside his anticipation mixed with dreads. He thought he managed to mask his emotions and anxiety, but apparently, for a veteran assassin, he is not that good. 

After walking through a series of hallways in silence, they finally stop in front of a double door, and he hears the elder sigh, “You know, Mr. Forger, I’ve been the one assigned to nurture our Princess ever since she was still a young talented bud.” 

Loid looks at the elder man before him, and he saw how the man looks at him tenderly before continuing, “She’s always thought of others before herself. And always makes sure nobody worries about her by plastering a cheerful attitude anywhere anytime. But I see it with my own eyes how she’s genuinely happy when she’s with you and the family you make. She even said it herself multiple times, how the family she has now is the greatest thing that happens in her life.” Loid’s mouth opens slightly at that statement, and he notices how the elder man’s face softens when he continues, “So please take good care of her?”

Loid gulps and nods, “I will, Sir. You have my words.”

The director nods, and moves to open the door. 

Loid gasps when he saw the condition of his wife. 

Lying motionless on the bed, Yor looks so pale with multiple wires connecting her arms and chest to multiple machines that beep and move steadily all around her. He can see the tight bandages around her torso and upper limbs in places that are not covered with her clothes or blankets. 

“She has passed the critical condition and now is stable. But, she hasn’t woken up yet.” The director then gestures to him, allowing him to enter the room. “You may stay.”

Loid wastes no more time striding to her side. 

He feels his eyes hot as he takes her hand so gently and caresses her cheek lovingly.

“Yor…… it’s me……” He whispers.

Pressing their joined hands into his chest, he moves forward. 

“Please, darling…. Open your eyes…..” 

He whispers all his desperation, closes his eyes, and gently presses his lips on hers.

When he retreats, he feels her finger twitch, and he holds his breath. 

Looking expectantly at her face, Loid chokes down his sobs when he sees her eyes flutter open. And soon enough he can see the most beautiful ruby eyes that slowly but surely glimmer in life.

“Hey there,” Loid whispers as he kisses her fingers.

Voice hoarse from not being used, but she manages to answer him. “You found me….”

“I did.” Loid chuckles breathily. “Shall we go home?”

She gives him the most beautiful smile. “I’d love that.”

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Just some random idea that won't leave my mind so I had to pour this somewhere XD

Now that I think about it, kinda a reverse position with this story. hmm....

Goodness, TwiYor and angst, huh??

[nonokoko13]

About chapter 65 (3/3)

Part 1 | Part 2

One last thing about chapter 65. I thought about the whole hiding the face of the character for major impact thing. This has seen notably in three points about someone: chapter 22, chapter 30 and now in chapter 65.

This has no conspiracy theory or whatever, but I want to point something out.

In chapter 22 it's revealed that Sylvia used to have a daughter of six years old. This is the first time we know about the Handler's past, and the only thing we know about her atm

During this scene this is said without seeing her face only to reveal it in the next panel. She seems calm, perhaps nostalgic, as if she's remembering better times when her daughter was around

In chapter 30 we see Nightfall's debut, alongside a vulnerable moment of hers. Nightfall, characterized by her cold and expressionless face while repressing her inner feelings, cries.

This may not be that important, but keeping in mind that she seems to have been doing this for a long time must surprised Twilight because she doesn't show her feelings just like he unintentionally told her to do. And it's important because, albeit accidentally/bad luck, she's showing her feelings to him. Sure she was crying before Twilight appeared but she chose to turn to him instead of keep looking away.

This is more important in a emotional way rather than a plot/background move but it tells you how Nightfall feels about Twilight, how much she has been longing for a chance that seems it won't ever come.

And then Melinda came in scene. She is friendly and supportive of Yor through the chapter, until the surname Forger is brought to the conversation.

Inner feelings? Thoughts? No idea. Her face is difficult to read. We know Endo is able to draw expressive faces that give more idea of what they're thinking than words (the former two mentions are proof of it) yet Endo chooses not to.

The way and speech Melinda uses is non-aggressive (maybe so Yor doesn't feel uncomfortable or maybe so she doesn't suspect), but there's no form to know how we should interpret her approaching towards Yor without speculating, because her face and words don't tell us nothing clearly.

[wisehq]

Mission Debrief: Chapter Forty-Seven

...Right through the goddamn door!

Annnnnnddddd turns out it was option 2 behind the door. Endo went the cliche route and had the ol’ “bad guy disguised as room server” schitck, but considering we got a wicked assassination from Yor out of it I’m definitely not complaining (guess it was a good thing it wasn’t Loid and Anya!) This was probably the most action packed chapter since Loid took on Edgar’s men way back in the first chapter, and I am living for it. So let’s talk about it!

(Also just a quick shout out to @tare-chan​ and @musiciati​ for their awesome analyses. Check them out if you haven’t already!)

Okay, like I said already, the room service guy. It’s cliche. It’s obvious. It’s overdone- but I think that was kind of the point. The moment we saw this guy we already knew what was gonna happen, and yet it was still exciting seeing everyone pop off and Yor impaling the guy with her dagger (with a little help from McMahon and his darts, of course.) It quickly becomes apparent that plot isn’t the main focus of this chapter- rather it’s the action. We’ve had exposition. We’ve had buildup. The last three chapters were mostly talking, and now we’re getting into the actual fun part of this arc.

Endo has been building Yor up this whole time, and now we’re finally seeing everything come to a head as if the manga were this big, blockbuster summer movie about an army of assassins out for blood on a cruise liner. We’ve got all the tropes; an evil man-behind-the-chair, the eclectic group of cutthroat criminals, and a well-composed leader to reign them all in...

...For the most part.

The kill count is climbing fast, which I suppose is to be expected when you’re in Yor’s line of work. Still, it’s interesting- and a little bit concerning- how readily these guys are willing to turn on each other. We see that more as the chapter progresses and things devolve into essentially chaos. Everyone knows that Olka and Yor know they’re being targeted, so it becomes a rat race to see who can kill the former first.

Queue the masquerade scene (which funnily enough a lot of people were hoping would happen at some point, though not quite in this way). Yor is perfection in this whole sequence. Her assassin instincts are on full display, able to recognize the subtle feeling of killing intent even among an entire ballroom full of people. She has her eyes on everyone in there, including her charges, and despite her being nervous she invariably has everything under control.

First taking out a hitman with a button from across the room, and then leading a man twice her size out on the dance floor. I just have to reiterate that everything about this was so slick and smooth. Yor’s killer accuracy. The ease she takes this man with her insane strength. That little bit at the end where she reveals she’s married and tells him “it isn’t right”- god, move over Twilight. Your wife is the real smooth one in the family xD

Speaking of, it was only a matter of time before Anya got involved. It was kind of obvious that she’d be the first one to be clued in on Yor’s work, since she already knew the set-up for everything anyway. Now Anya knows the true extent of the trouble she’s in, even more so since we as the reader now know how much money is actually on the line here. Pulling out the math we did to figure out the cost of Handler’s coat, we know that Dalc= 3.16 to the U.S dollar. That means the combined bounty for both Olka and her son comes out to $2,528,000- an amount sizeable enough to make a boat full of eager assassins do anything to obtain.

Luckily- as expected- Loid is no slouch in keeping tabs on the boat-goers. Of course he’s not privy to the potential slaughter happening on in the background, but he does immediately recognize all the wires and bugs hidden everywhere on the ship. I’m glad Endo pointed this out because a) I knew Loid would sniff them out eventually and b) It gives Loid the excuse as to why he won’t draw attention to himself through out all this. Evil-franky (the intelligence guy) is listening to everything going on in the ship. If he hears any little detail that might point him to Yor and Olka, he’ll seize it...though good luck getting anything out of Loid when he’s on his best behavior. He won’t accidentally let anything slip out now that he knows people are listening, allowing him and Anya (and by extension Yor) some degree of anonymity-

-Assuming Loid can figure his daughter out. Poor guy just can’t catch a break, especially when Anya has no idea how to help her mama out. I know people were feeling bad that Anya has this recurring fear of Loid leaving her and Yor (frog hater), but honestly I was too busy laughing to care. Also I just have to appreciate Loid trying to be a good dad (FoR dA mISsuN.) Let him worry about that while his wife takes on an army. Y’know, typical Forger stuff.

It’s gonna be a whole month before the next chapter, but that doesn’t mean a lack of SxF! Endo’s been leaking out panels from his new novel and it’s looking fantastic. Also we’ve been seeing a lot more fan artists and writers popping up lately, so kudos to them for keeping us sated until chapter 48 drops! Ya’ll are the best!

Also, BONUS

BEBE BIRB

[aphrodicted]

My method to manifest things I wish in my life I: Manifesting a desired person

For a time I had a need to meet new people. I was going to enter the university, I lost contact with my old friends and, in the end, I felt that I was alone and I wouldn’t be able to meet anyone who could accompany me in my new stage. For this reason, and after meditating on what was the most practical and comfortable method for me, I decided to write a letter to the Universe and thank it for the experiences that it had made me live and, also, explain about the new people who had appeared in my life. And that's how, in two months, the boy I had described in my letter appeared.

Before I begin to explain how I made the letter, I need to clarify certain points that seem very important to me. Using this method isn’t negative or qualifies us as losers for not being able to make new friends quickly. There are people who are shy or cannot find the right situation to meet people. Making this letter will help you know what kind of people you want in your life and what kind of relationships you want to live in the future. Also, this exercise can be used to find out if the relationships in your present life make you happy or not, if they are based on attachment or other negative feelings. On the other hand, it can also help you discover how much you idealize the people around you. You can add the characteristics you want in the letter, but it’s essential you use logic and don’t ask to have, for example, a famous singer as your friend.

Another important idea is to know the letter will not manifest itself if you don’t contribute to making everything you have written happen. For example, being at home with your arms crossed and waiting for them to knock on your door isn’t a good decision. As far as you can, and you feel comfortable (don't force yourself if you don't feel prepared, please), get out of your comfort zone and seek to participate in activities where you can meet new people, visit places where you can interact with people... Everything will depend on the type of person you want to express: if you want a friend who loves sports, you can join a gym, go to the park for a run, etc.

What do I need to create my letter?

Paper to write your letter,

red or blue pen,

envelopes to store the letter,

flowers you relate with the person you are asking for (for example, I used dried red roses when I manifested my old boyfriend),

white sugar

and cinnamon powder.

So, I already have all the materials that you have asked me, how do I start?

Take your time to think about the person you want to manifest in your life. Depending on the type of person (lover or friend), I recommend taking into account some points.

If you want to manifest a boyfriend or girlfriend, you should take into account the following: physical appearance (his/her body, how he/she dresses...), personality, hobbies, how will your relationship with him or her be (how will you treat each other, your day to day together, etc.) and your sex life (if you are comfortable talking about it).

If you want to manifest a friend: your desired friend's personality, his/her hobbies, how your relationship will be (what you will do together, how your free time will be shared, etc.). I don't think physical appearance is important when it comes to friendship, but if it's important to you, you can add it.

This will take time and, perhaps, it’s advisable to make several drafts before writing your letter. Don’t be angry for taking too long to decide, since you have all the time to write and correct the aspects you consider unimportant. In the end, the draft is a tool to get rid of those aspects that you thought were important and aren’t important now or viceversa. Understand yor draft as a way to know yourself more and who you want to have by your side.

Decide where and when you will write your letter. I recommend you do it in a place and time where you can be alone and without distractions. When you have decided where and when: be sure to clean the area where you will work and place the materials near you. Some people enjoy putting incense, lighting a candle, or listening to music, but you should do what helps you to focus the most. Don't forget your final draft, if you've made one!

Before writing, I advise you to use a red pen if you want to manifest a lover and the blue pen if it’s about friends. Why? There is no special reason, I simply associate these colors with love (red) and blue (friendship), and when I have done this exercise I have used them in this way and it has worked for me. If you associate green with friendship, you can write your letter in green. However, I do recommend not using black pens for this.

Start writing "Dear Universe/God/Aphrodite (to the entity you want to address, it is important that you have faith and trust in that entity), I write this letter to thank you for the arrival of all the people who are part of my life, but I especially want to thank you for the existence of the person who has become my boyfriend/girlfriend/friend/friends...". Below you can start by talking about his/her/their physical appearance ("he/she/they have a beautiful smile that makes me smile next to them/her/him"), how he/she dresses ("his way of dressing I love, since he wears clothes of black and red like me") or talk about a part of their body that is important to you. For example, I like men with big hands and I always try to specify it in my letter. However, remember the more specific the person you ask for, the longer it may take to reach your life. In this section, if you think it’s important, you can talk about his/her/their birth chart. I asked to meet a man with Pisces as his sun sign, and so it was.

I recommend you to continue with his/her/their personality and his/her/their hobbies. Both this section and the physical appearance can be done using a list and not redacted, since the intention is that you visualize that person while you write, so the way of writing it is indifferent. After specifying his/her/their personality (“likeable, generous, humorous...”) and his/her/their hobbies (“painting, singing, dancing, cinema, cooking...”), you should talk about your relationship with him/her/them.

This point I recommend it to be written, since your feelings and your sensations will be fundamental. You must write it in first person and in present tense (never in past or future), as if you were living it at that very moment. Your paths and feelings should be reflected in the letter: "I feel happy whenever he/she/they takes my hand, I feel butterflies in my stomach every time we look at each other." What you feel next to that person is very important, and all your feelings must be reflected. On the other hand, it’s advisable to visualize as you write about your dream relationship, so the visualization should be in first person: as if you had him/her/them in front of your eyes.

The same for your sex life: what you feel, what practices you do with he or she... write everything you think is important.

The end of your letter is also very important. You should finish your writing by thanking the entity you referred to at the beginning of your letter. "For all this, dear Universe/God/Aphrodite, I am grateful that you have brought this person and all these sensations, emotions and blessings to his side. I wish to continue to be with this person for a long time. Thank you, Universe/God/Aphrodite, thank you, thank you. Let your will be done.” If you don't want to say "Let your will be done", you can always say: "That's right. That's how it will be". It doesn't matter how many pages you have used. There will be people who end up writing four pages and others will only use two pages.

When you finish your letter, I recommend you to read it in case you have forgotten something, if everything is correct: take your envelope and add a little cinnamon powder, sugar and the flowers you have chosen inside it. Spread the cinnamon and sugar inside the envelope and try to get it stained with the cinnamon. Do the same with your letter: spread the cinnamon powder on the pages until they are stained. You don't have to add a lot of cinnamon, just enough to stain the pages. Fold the pages so you can put them in the envelope and, if you still have some flowers, spread them out inside the folded pages. When the folded pages are inside your envelope, close it and hide it somewhere where you won't go looking for it. In my case, I kept it in a folder full of old documents that I didn't use. Don’t hide your letter in a dirty or humid place, since it will not help to manifest itself.

And you're done!

The following steps are the most complicated: forget about the existence of your letter and the person you have asked to manifest. The less you obsess, the faster it will appear in your life. I managed to forget and comply with the corresponding detachment and in less than two months the person I asked for appeared through a friend from my university.

If you have any questions, don't hesitate to ask me!

Happy manifestation, angel! Good luck!

[jaehyunsuh]

nct 127 reaction to: being interested in idol!reader

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taeil

you just debuted and going into your 3rd debut stage, you are excited because you are meeting idols you have always admired and they have been all so nice. Today nct 127 is doing promotions as well, while taeil is in the living room he notices this really pretty girl, dressed in cute clothes while all she does is drink water. He is surprised because he was never seen here before. "hey, who is that new girl? Is she a backup dancer? She looks really well dressed for a backup dance." He tells haechan trying that no one listens to him. "hyung really? She is a new idol, she just debuted 2 days ago. Why? Do you like her?" He asks playfully while teasing his older member. "i don't know, I was just asking." Taeil says trying not to show his noticeable interest in you.

he just keeps staring and looking away when your about to look. You go on stage to practice and he is mesmerized by your beautiful voice, he even searches for you while you are on stage. After you are both done rehearsing taeil and some of the members go to some of the rooms looking for the staff, they enter one of the rooms and decide to sit in the couches there, for his surpsrise he finds you are there staring at yor phone. "I'm so sorry, i didn't notice you. Hello I'm y/n, nice to meet you." You say trying to be polite, the 127 members tell you not worry and say hi back to you while sitting.

you decide to put your headphones on and listen to some music, since taeil is focused on you by mistake he looks at your phone. "Wow, i really like that song." He says on accident realizing he was looking at your phone. "I'm sorry, i wasn't looking at your phone, it just was in my front view." He says panicking. "It's okay, i appreciate your good taste anyway." You say laughing. "Do you want to listen too?" You tell him while offering him one of your earphones. "Oh, yes, thank you." He says shy yet happy. He starts talking about how much you both like this artist, his music, lyrics and singing. He becomes really talkative and comfortable with those kind of topics. You exchange numbers and agree to recommend music to each other.

johnny

being one of the most popular and few english idols out there, you are offered to mc-ing a new youtube channel with nct's johnny. You were really excited with whole idea, for the first episode it was just going to be johnny and you answering some fans questions but for the next episodes you were going to interview more idols.

johnny enters the studio where you are recording, you are already sitting and waiting excited to start the show. Johnny is mesmerized by your beauty and the sweet way you talk to everyone in the room. "Hi, my name is johnny, I'm a really big fan of you. I'm glad we can work together." He says smiling confidently. "Oh, hi I'm y/n, thank you. I'm excited to work with you too." You began the show and answer the fans questions comfortably, even tho this was the first time you met each other you were always laughing and joking with each other.

you are finished recording and picking your stuff to leave, when johnny grabs your wrist. "Hey i want to show you something." You follow him in agreement. You both end up in the rooftop of the building. It was dark already and you could see the beautiful lights of the city of Seoul. "Wow this is beautiful, how did you knew about this." You say smiling while looking at the beautiful landscape. "I've worked here before recording some stuff and i found out about it once." He says smiling.

"And why did you decided to take me here, we just met." You say facing him. "I don't know, you are a really nice and pretty girl so i felt like we could come here and talk, get to know each other better." He says flirty getting close to you. "Okay, great. So this is were you take all the 'nice and pretty girls', now i feel special?" You say say smiling while being sarcastic. "Look babe, i haven't been interested in someone for a long time, don't worry I'm not a player, but i needed a way to spend some time alone just the two of us." He says being direct and getting closer. You smile knowing you want to go out with this guy as soon as possible. "Don't you think we are going a little bit fast?" You say taking a step closer to him. "If you are okay with this I'm okay with it too. So are you gonna let me take you on a date tomorrow." He says staring right into your eyes putting a piece of your hair behind your ear. "Okay, pick me up at 6." You say flirty biting your bottom lip and leaving just making him wanting you even more.

taeyong

you are excited that even tho you just started your idol career you are already having your own radio show, you are able to express yourself, interview some idols and also share music that you like.

today you are having taeyong from nct to come to you show since he has his solo debut. Taeyong enters the studio and when looks at you he immediately blushes and becomes shy, he greets you being polite and nice and you give him a comforting smile. You start the show by asking him some questions about how he feels about his solo album, the writing and producing process, the concept and what inspires him. You chat comfortably and even laugh a lot, everyone is surprised that taeyong is being so open even tho he just met you. Taeyong couldn't stop smiling since the beginning of the interview because you totally got his heart.

the show ends and you greet all of the staff while taeyong does too. You get out of the recording room and go to the rest area, in there taeyong approaches to you. "Hi." He says giving a cute smile. You say hi back smiling too. "I wanted to tell you that you were amazing at the show and i really enjoyed it." He tells you while he keeps smiling. "Thank you, i had fun too in this interview." You tell him. "Uhm, i wanted to know... do you come up with this questions or the staff gives them to you." He asks while being curious. "Oh, i make them myself. Sometimes i write them down or i just come with them on the spot, it depends on the artist and on how the interview is going." You say smiling. "Since you seemed so happy taking about your music it was really easy and comfortable to make this interview."

Hearing you say all of that completely caught taeyong's heart, it was like he had heart eyes forming, he was nervous and didn't even knew how to react. "Well if you don't mind, i really liked talking to you, maybe we can talk just the two us, without the public listening and grab some coffee after you are free?" He says nervous yet with a sweet smile. "Yes !! I would to listen more about you and get to know you better to." You say playfully. At this point taeyong was over the moon, really happy and proud of himself.

yuta

there is a new football (soccer for some of you) variety show you are being part of. This is the first time you are part of the official cast for a variety program, you just have been as a guest but never as part of the cast. There some many talented and popular mc's, actors and idols as part of your team so you are really excited to learn from them.

yuta arrives to the football camp were the show is being recorded, he feels happy that he can connect something so special to him with his idol side as well. He gets dressed in his sports clothes and stretches since this shows involves some physical activity. He is introduced to the rest of the cast and he greets everyone with his big and bright smile, he reaches into you and goes surprised since he has never met you before, also there is only two girls in the cast but the other one is a well known actress so he feels curious about you.

He tries not to stare so much at you but he finds your excitement and energy really adorable. You start recording and you are divided in duos, by luck yuta was your partner and you were excited since he was experienced with it. "Oh no, I'm doomed." He says playfully while laughing. You pout and make puppy eyes making him feel a little bit bad about his joke. "Hey i was just kidding, i will help you to be good." He says in a low voice really close to your face, which makes you blush but you nod your hair in agreement.

you are supposed to do basic stuff, like passing the ball to your partner, kicking it through some cones and then doing some penalties. You were doing pretty bad what made you feel bad and embarrased for yuta since he was your partner. You are taking a break and he approaches to you. "Y/n, you are doing really well don't worry". He says giving a warming smile. "I'm terrible and you know it, but i appreciate your effort in making me feel better." You tell him while looking at the floor.

"I mean it, if we don't win this time we will do it next time. Listen, you are an idol not a freaking football player, you just have to have fun." He says calmly with a comforting vibe. "Not everyone is good in many areas as i am". He says playful with a big smile in his face. "Thank you, that didn't made feel even useless in football." You say laughing. "Well, if you don't mind we can go and practice on the weekend, i know a good place where there's no many people so you don't hurt anyone while kicking the ball." He says while laughing and you punch his arm. "But no really we can go there and maybe eat something later." He says now with a serious face and flirty vibe. "Okay it sounds nice, i will accept your help then." You tell him smiling as well. Yuta felt weird since his normal self is really competitive and would have been slightly annoyed by you, but you captivated him as soon as he saw you, so him helping you was a great opportunity to approach to you.

doyoung

you are really excited because sm entertainment has sent you TVXQ tickets. You debuted just a year ago and you are excited that you are already being included in such cool things, even if it's just going to a concert. You were curious thinking about what idols were going to be there since so many idols end up going to their concerts.

doyoung enters the arena and his manager leads him to his seat, as the other invited artists he is sitting in vip seats. He goes closer to his designated seat at it's surprised but finding out he is sitting next to a girl he doesn't know. "Hi, excuse me, I'm doyoung from nct, nice to meet you." He says while shaking tour head slightly bowing to you. "I hope it's olay if i seat next to you, are you okay with that?" He says giving a shy smile looking nervous. "Oh, it's totally okay, i actually didn't wanted to seat by myself so I'm glad you are my partner." You say giving a big smile which warmed his heart.

the concert starts and doyoung stares at you, you have been singing and moving your lightstick since the concert started, reacting happily at every single stage, song and even the effects. He was glad he was with someone who was so genuine and not hiding her expressions at all, since some idols don't even react being at a concert. You react and laugh, sharing your thoughts with doyoung while he just nods his head laughing and smiling at you. He couldn't believe how nice you were. He wished this concert lasts forever.

The last song was performed and the duo waves saying goodbye to the fans. You are waiting for people to leave so you can leave as well. "Uhm, i know this might be unexpected but i have two tickets that the company gave for exo's concert. Since you enjoyed this so much i was wondering if you would like to go?" He says with a shy smile. "Oh my god yes! I love them so much, you are so nice, thank you." You tell him excited. "But the thing is that you have to go with me again." He says firm with a confident smile. "I would love too, i like seeing you smile while i was saying nonsense stuff, it was so sweet. You say while feeling touched. "Oh no no, i love hearing you talk, that's why i want to see you again." He says giving a warm smile. "Okay, see you next week then." You say to him while winking and leaving with your manager. After you left doyoung gasped letting out all the nervousness you made him feel while he smiles at himself.

jaehyun

since he is experienced with idols being around him all the time, talking to him and trying to get his attention, it was new to him to find out about this new idol y/n, she just debuted but has been training for years and it's already so professional and talented. He saw you for the first time at a little event where other idols were, he saw your mv and heard your album before and thought you were stunning and talented, but didn't had the opportunity to approach to you.

then he turns on tv and he watches your debut stage, he is shooked by the you dance, how stable you are and your mesmerizing stage presence. He knew that he definitely had to meet you.

there was a festival were nct 127 and you were both performing, as soon as he arrives the arena you cross paths with you, the staff introduces you to the 127 members and obviously, to jaehyun. His vibe is different and kinda intimidating, it just leaves you intrigued. You are left alone and he starts chatting with you comfortably, he asks about music taste, debut and whose friends you have in common, during the whole conversation he has really nice and friendly trying to hide his flirty side. He asks for your number and tells you to hang out when you have time.

suddenly your new friend bambam invites you to a little party at his house so you can meet new people and make friends, since you are new you accept. And there he was, jung jaehyun at the end of the living room. He immediately goes to you and starts talking, now he is being more teasing and flirty that before, he is being really straightforward and you can't deny you like that.

"So tell me more about you, how has the whole idol life been for you? Is it all new?" He asks curious. "Yes, everything it's so different. Everyone is always watching my steps, expecting something from me, fake people try to be my friends and famous guys thinking i want to date all of them." You say annoyed. "I totally understand, everyone is always expecting me to have the 'prince charming' image and sometimes is exhausting having to behave certain way, also it makes some girls expect me to fall for them and be really romantic." He says open up to you, which surprises you since, for what you know, he doesn't open up easily. "But right now I'm interested in just one girl that I've met for a while now. She seems to be down to earth, i feel like she is gonna accept the real me." He says taking sip of his drink and staring at you playfully. "Oh really?" You say teasing as well.

"Tell me more about her." You say while smiling. "Well, she is beautiful, kind, friendly and she never ever! Cares about what anyone says. She is so real and smart, i can't wait to take her out. Oh also! She is really really hot." He says giving a flirty and teasing smile. "Wow, she seems like a really nice girl, i hope you get her." You say playing along with him. "So do you wanna go out to take dinner tomorrow? I will take care of you, i promise." He asks without hesitation whispering at your ear which makes your body become weak. "Yes, i would love to." You answer rally close to his lips, teasing him as well.

winwin

in the last few months lots of clothing brands have been offering you modeling contracts to promote them, that has made magazines gain a lot of interest in you as well.

winwin has been really into modeling lately, brands and magazines from korean and china all want to have him in their team. A really big and important project came to him which made him really excited, it was a photoshoot with vogue korea! At the meeting he was told they were doing this with the purpose of promoting a clothing brand but also making a really aesthetically beautiful photoshoot, he is also told that that in this project he will be collaborating with a female idol who is getting popular in the modeling business as well. He was excited with the whole idea and curious to know who his partner was.

the day of the photoshoot finally comes, he enters the makeup and hair room and sees a really cute girl getting done while talking excited and smiling to the staff members, he immediately smiles feeling moved by the girl's excitement. He sits next to her and wonders if she if his partner for the photoshoot. He is getting done and constantly looking at the mirror to see the pretty girl sitting next him. He feels shy and nervous about her and doesn't even knows why.

the staff enters the room and introduces the two of you. You give winwin and kind and warming smile, he feels captivated by you and is curious to get to know you better. You both put your outfits on and are called to finally start the photoshoot. The concept and scenario were really artistic, romantic and beautiful, you felt like you were in a movie. You are told what type of poses and vibes you should do and you proceed to follow the instructions. "I need you two to come closer, like if you were in love. Winwin hold y/n's hip in a romantic way." The photographer says. Winwin proceeds to hold your hip asking you for permission. "It's okay." You tell him with a warm smile.

you have already been two hours taking pictures, making poses, changing clothes, makeup and scenarios and now you are finally done. During the whole photoshoot you both started to create a close bond between the two of you, feeling even more and more comfortable with each other. You head to the makeup and hair room one more time to finally take you makeup off and hange into comfy clothes. You are both wearing a jean and t-shirt looking at your phones, the stylists and makeup artists left the room so it was just the two of you there.

"Hey, i really liked working with you today, you are really talented." Winwin says with a kind smile. "I really liked working with you too! You are really talented as well and you also made feel really comfortable. Thank you for that." You say giving him a smile back. "I know this might sound straightforward and daring but... do you want to have dinner tonight? I had a lot of fun with you and i want to know you better." He says shy. "I would love too, to be honest you have been my favorite coworker so far." You smile. "So wait...is this a date?" You say shy. "If you want it to be one, i would like it." He says now with a flirty vibe. "Okay, let's go on a date then". You say while biting your bottom lip.

jungwoo

jungwoo has been a fan y/n since debut, he really likes your style, music, concept, dancing and everything that has to do with you. He is always wishing you go to the same events, have the same friends, go to the same hair shop or promote at the same time but none of those things came true.

you are having your first mini tour starting in seoul, since it was announced jungwoo was really excited about and he was expecting not to have any schedule so he could go. Finally he tells some of the members and they agree to go with him. He entered the arena and was so smiley and happy, the members found his excitement really adorable and the proceed to go to their seats.

the concert starts and you began to perform. "Hello Seoul, i hope you have fun tonight, please take of me. I will make sure you have a good time tonight." You say waving and smiling to the public. During the show you would have small talks and even do some aegyo to the public, all of these things just make jungwoo's love grow for you. Since nct are idols they get special seats so in the middle of the show the cameras film them so you can see the idols that came to your concert. "Hi, we have mark, johnny, haechan and jungwoo from nct here tonight." You say smiling while the nct members smile and wave to the camera as well. "Did you have fun? Have you like the show so far". You ask them, and they make thumbs up and smiling affirming. "Thank you a lot for coming, maybe you should go backstage later so i can get to know you since a big fan." The camera focus haechan who is nodding his head really hard making you and the public laugh. When you said that jungwoo's heart was about to get out of his chest, he know couldn't wait until the show was over.

the concert ends and you quickly change your clothes so you can receive you guests. Nct walks the hallway and find you standing giving them a warm welcome with a big smile. "Hi, nice to meet you all I'm y/n." You say smiling and bowing at them. They all introduce each other and shake hands with you, after jungwoo had to shake your hand he was speechless, he was all red, smiley and shy, the cutest boy ever.

You talk for a while and you all notice that jungwoo hasn't been really talkative. "Hey, actually i wanted to tell you something. My friend here is a big fan of yours, he actually invited us to come with him since he was really excited." Haechan says while hugging jungwoo. "Oh wow, really? That's such a honor!" You say smiling and patting jungwoo's shoulder. "Uhm, y-yes, I've like your music since debut, it really suits my style." Jungwoo says nervous. The members slowly leave the two of you alone so you can talk comfortably which, at the beginning makes jungwoo nervous but he manages to gain confidence since you are really nice and immersed in the conversation.

"Well, as you know I'm a big fan of yours, I've wanted to meet you before but we never had the opportunity to meet you. "Since we have become comfortable with each other would like to be my friend? I mean we can hang out and eat with the members too so you don't feel weird". He says doubtful but with a sweet smile. "Yes, i really would like to be friends. It's okay we can eat something just two to of use, I'm okay with it." You say smiling.

mark

it's been already 4 months since your debut and you can't wait to have your 1st comeback !! Your company told you that for this 1st mini album the wanted to include some collabs, a vocal one and a rap one. You were really excited with this idea, even tho you didn't knew who the collabs were going to be with. You wrote and co-wrote a lot of songs for this album so you were curious if one of the collaborators were going to be into writing their own parts for their songs, you love writing so someone adding their own lyrics and feelings to your songs was just amazing for you.

mark has been said he is collaborating with idol y/n who is in the making of her new album, he is also said that y/n said he could write his own lyrics for his rap and verses and eve tho he didn't know her yet he was really excited and thankful with that idea.

he enters your company and leads into the studio. Your managers introduce you to each other and then they just leave you with your writer and producer. Since he entered the studio he noticed youe excitment for making music, how involved you were in it and how you wanted to know about everything. You talk a lot about music which makes him feel like he is talking to one of his best friends.

"this is the song we are doing together." You tell him showing a piece of paper. "I know you already listened to the demo but i wanted to know if there's something i should change. I'm a big fan of your work so i would like to have your opinion." His eyes became brighter and he flashed the biggest smile, he was happy you were reaching into him for help and also complimenting him. He reads the lyrics while nodding his head, he just marks a few verses and proposes you lines that could go better. "You really did a great job with this one, you are a good writer." He says while smiling. Then he begins to play the song on his guitar while singing the whole song, you join as well and he smiles and becomes shy but keeps singing.

After that you have a good time jamming with his guitar and talking about the same interests. He finally records his part of the song, you were really happy and pleased with it. "Wow, you are so amazing. Only your rap is better than my whole song." You tell him while laughing. "Oh no no, thank you but your song is amazing, I'm glad i can be part of it." He says while giving you a warm smile. "I was thinking if you would like to go to the han river with me? It's a nice place to play the guitar and we can also sing and see if we come up with any lyrics." He says looking a little but nervous buy adorable. "Yes, i totally want to see if we can come with another collab soon." You tell him grabbing you bag so you can go to the han river.

haechan

as a rookie idol you are invited to do a collab stage with some idols who are close to your age and that includes nct's haechan. As soon as the news are told to haechan he becomes really hype and excited about it, he has liked you since the beginning and he really likes you.

you enter the practice room at sm entertaiment which is were you are rehearsing for your collab stage. As soon as you walk into the room haechan becomes flustered and nervous, he was wondering what was happening to him since he isn't like that, he is always confident and cheerful with everyone, why were you making him so nervous?

"hello, I'm sorry I'm the last one to arrive." You say really embarrased because you arrived a little bit later. "It's okay, the choreographer hasn't come yet so we are fine." Han jisung says, who is also part of the collab stage. After everyone being weird and in silence the choreographer comes and the practice begin. "Haechan, y/n, you are having a dance break together at min 5:20 so you better work together, you need to practice together as much as you can. You both stare shyly at each other and nod to the choreographer. He teaches you the dance break amd haechan and you have to be on synch and really close also.

the rehearsal is finished and haechan finally gains to courage to approach to you properly. "Hi, i think i haven't introduced myself." He says smiling. "Im haechan, i really like you and your music." You smile back at him. "Hi, I'm y/n, I'm glad you like me. I'm happy that we get to do this together." You say being shy. "Yes, i think we should practice. Do you want to come over tomorrow so just the two of us can practice our part? " He says with a kind smile. "Yes, i will come, thanks for the invitation." You tell him while smiling. "Also you seem really nice. Do you mind if i treat you dinner afterwards? He says confident with a flirty look. "Okay, i will really like that." You say smiling at him while leaving the practice room. After you leave he smiles at himself knowing that he succeed.

[secondgenerationnerd]

Possible Drabble? Someone on the team makes the mistake of backtalking to Alfred, and everyone else wares in horror as the poor fool gets roasted by the butler’s sass.

I love this idea, but the only one stupid enough to do that would be Young Damian who would learn pretty quickly. HOWEVER! What about a little sneak peak at Kom Yor being...Kom Yor?

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There’s an enemy in the cave, but Omega isn’t allowed to attack. Instead, while the twins work on samples brought to their attention, the others watch the silver skinned teen poke around. Lian turns a knife over and over, eyes never leaving her target. Damian watches with a straight spine, otherwise unmoving. The others sit about the room.

“How is it you all haven’t been killed yet?” Kom Yor sneers at on of their earlier group photos. “You all don’t seem smart enough to survive half of what you’ve been through.”

“Pretty fucking bold for a guy needing our help.” Irey keeps her eyes on the keyboard. It isn’t often anyone from Alpha would dare to come to Omega for help. Not unless they were desperate. Which, in this case, they were since the  Irnathian royal had to come. He’d specifically needed Irey and Jai to rush some test results for a case his team was working on. Their whole team refuses to leave the twins alone with him. “Nearly done with the results.”

Mar’i sits on one of the lab tables, reading one of the many Tamaranean law books she had to know by heart. Kom Yor tuts, “You all might make a better team if you got rid of the dead weight.”

“Prosequ se kenecarr.” Mar’i turns the page in her book. Her native language always sounds like a strangely beautiful mix of Spanish and Russian, “Frokesen t’r jun nar--”

“Use real words, tr--” Kom Yor doesn’t get a chance to finish the sentence. Two knives appears in the wall beside his head. Lian and Damian glare at him. 

“Finish that sentence. I dare you.” Lian’s sharp voice doesn’t even make the royal flinch. Mar’i keeps her eyes on her book. Jon wraps an arm around her shoulders, kissing her temple. Mar’i smiles a bit, eyes flicking up to Jon’s face. 

“You know, Kent, I’m sure there’s someone in the league better suited for a man like you.”

Jon raises an eyebrow, “A man like me?”

“A man of your lineage. My team has been looking to add a new mem--”

“I’m happy where I am.” Jon remains calm and firm, but if they know him as well as they do, Kom Yor’s pushing his luck.

“Here.” Jai shoves the results at Kom Yor. “Some of the results are still processing. We’ll email them to you later. 

“Is this how you treat all your guests?”

“No, it’s how I treat assholes.” Jai holds himself to his full height, something he rarely does. “Especially assholes who need help and are jerks to the people helping them.”

“Please. I only used you all because you were available.” He fixes his eyes on Mar’i, “I hear Tamaranean women are used to that.”

Mar’i doesn’t even blink at the comment. She’s heard it before. But Jon’s eyes turn red. Honestly, none of them want to stop him.

“I believe.” A calm, familar voice makes the young team look up. Alfred Pennyworth looks at Kom Yor with a fixed stare, “It is time you left, sir.”

“Oh, so the help has to protect the princess. How sad.”

“Well, as the help one of my duties is to take the trash out.” Alfred bows to Kom Yor. “Your car is waiting, sir.”

Omega hides their snickers as Kom Yor turns a darker sliver, grumbling as he heads towards the secret entrance. Mar’i smiles at the old butler, “Thank you, Alfred.”

“Miss Mar’i, you have nothing to thank me for.” He keeps a fairly neutral expression, aside from the twitch of his mustache. “Miss Lian, Master Jai, I do believe the young prince left his jacket on the hook over there. But I could be mistaken. Would you all require any refreshments? I thought about fish for dinner if you want to stay.”

[punkscowardschampions]

Joe & Ronnie

Joe: how much you got on you rn Ronnie: enough for me Ronnie: you aint piggybacking Joe: enough for me then Joe: not suggesting you send it first class Joe: 'less you know how to do that Ronnie: I do but in what world mckenna Joe: however much you reckon you'd need to do it Joe: i'll double it Ronnie: use that ingenuity for your own score Joe: yeah whatever Joe: all chat Ronnie: like ive got anything to prove to you Ronnie: least of all how well i can be your bitch when you holler at me Ronnie: cry is more accurate Joe: fuck sake Joe: forget about it Joe: it's a stupid idea Joe: you gonna give me a better one Ronnie: not one for the scrapbook was it cunt Ronnie: dry your eyes & do your own running Ronnie: you need me to hold your hand everytime now Ronnie: big enough to take it go find it Joe: ha ha Joe: like I'm running anywhere Ronnie: this where we play doctor yeah Ronnie: you tell me how bad it hurts & I make it better for you Joe: exactly Joe: now we're on the same page Ronnie: nah you think you can tear out some pages & spit ball em at me to get my attention but why should I give a shit bout these playground games boy just 'cause you heading back home to your mammy Ronnie: im sound Ronnie: dont care how loud you're crying she's the one who's gotta show up for that Joe: i don't want yor attention Joe: i want some heroin Ronnie: maybe she's still got old school connections Ronnie: find her little black book son Joe: maybe Joe: one of you could be useful like Ronnie: wounded & bleeding Ronnie: shit junkie you are house full of people to shake up & shit to steal but you coming to me Joe: just looking for that big sisterly advice Joe: obviously Ronnie: fuck you Ronnie: you sound like the littlest one what is he 4 like Joe: feel it Ronnie: trying to make my heart bleed now yeah Ronnie: grow a fucking pair before it really hurts Joe: if you wanted to scare me you shouldn't have given me the gear Joe: realistically too late anyway but who wants to hear or think about my idyllic childhood yeah Ronnie: if you couldnt hack it you shouldve cried off then Ronnie: save the tears now Joe: and i thought i was the only one with obsessive thought spirals Joe: when i get some i'll remember to feel good about how much you miss me Ronnie: like youre special baby Ronnie: please Ronnie: weve all got mad minds hows that not clicked in yours Ronnie: how many kids shes squeezed out & you reckon were the only self medicating Ronnie: hit up another sibling to fix you Joe: am though Joe: she's always told me Joe: ⭐ boy Ronnie: talk her up with that foreplay Ronnie: be good for £££s Joe: no tah Joe: not my type Joe: and it's only ever worked on you Joe: but you've given me another idea so cheers Ronnie: i dunno whats funnier that youre trying to tell me you dont wanna slip your mum one or you reckon you know what works on me Joe: lemme know when you work it out Joe: 👍 Ronnie: let me know when youve stopped playing happy families Joe: you reckon i wanna be here Ronnie: didnt see no fingernail marks on my floor or walls Ronnie: still reckon you were dragged though yeah Joe: check your thighs Joe: ain't all perks being the favourite 💔 Ronnie: [sends him pics cos that bitch haha] Ronnie: grow a pair whipping boy Ronnie: before she says jump youre on the ledge Ronnie: its pathetic mckenna Joe: see Joe: ain't been that long Joe: only feels it, babe Ronnie: you'll need all that sweet talk for the local dope dealer Ronnie: but if you wanna think of me when you're turning tricks for them it'll go easier Joe: lovely as that'd be Joe: not in progressive london now Joe: gonna have to pay like the rest, worst luck Ronnie: go beg for your pocket money then kidda Ronnie: before she picks a new fave Ronnie: younger & prettier like Joe: nah Joe: we want her to Joe: remember Joe: then me and more importantly my student loans can come back Ronnie: bullshit if you wanted her to you wouldn't have gone Ronnie: you love it Joe: can't just go way uni and never come back Joe: send out a search party Ronnie: use your ⭐ as a beacon cant they Joe: let's hope not Joe: i come here Joe: keeps 'em away rest of the time Joe: yeah Ronnie: if you want em to fuck off commit to it Ronnie: stop being such a pussy Joe: ain't that easy Ronnie: find a ditch to lie down in Ronnie: it ain't hard Ronnie: youre a junkie motherfuckers don't support that Joe: far as they know Joe: i ain't Joe: let 'em catch up Ronnie: do it yourself if you wanna slam the door Joe: see how this goes Joe: not really thinking about them right now Joe: you know Ronnie: youre on one about that lot constantly Joe: just on one constantly full stop Joe: why else would i need the shit Ronnie: dont need to go that hard playing doctor baby Joe: 💘 Joe: you always know just what to say Ronnie: not used to you talking Joe: i know i know Joe: in an ideal world neither of us would be here Ronnie: like not born yeah Ronnie: but she cant keep her legs closed Joe: such a dreamer, you Ronnie: not the one who cant get high without their hand held Joe: n'awh Joe: that's the dream Joe: so romantic too Ronnie: yeah im living it loads of gear close & you far as Ronnie: greedy prick Joe: miss you too baby Joe: in a bit tho, gotta go pick up Ronnie: fuck off soft lad Ronnie: you miss me spoon feeding you Ronnie: you cant talk to me with a dealers cock in your mouth I know Ronnie: multitasking hard enough pretending not to be junkie scum yeah Joe: sure the whole mummy kink ain't your thing Joe: i'll try and get involved but kinda a mood killer Joe: which is kinda rude, know you don't want me to score Ronnie: thats all yours but I'll try anything once Ronnie: 'cause a whinging dope sick baby is really a turn on for me like Ronnie: just gotta keep that going Joe: no judgment here Joe: gotta do what you gotta do Ronnie: you gotta Ronnie: im sound Joe: and i'm happy for you Ronnie: lie to them don't lie to me Joe: alright Joe: will be a bit when I get mine but still Joe: you don't have to be here so Ronnie: you dont Ronnie: grow up & cut the fucking apron strings Joe: you've stopped being helpful for the day? Joe: right then Ronnie: fuck you Ronnie: not flying over to fuck you cos your ma aint in the mood & thats as helpful as it gets Joe: why not Ronnie: youve got another sister Ronnie: see if shes into it Joe: but you're so special yeah Ronnie: but shes a good grooming age Joe: leave it out Ronnie: or what Joe: or what Ronnie: asked you first joseph Joe: alright veronica Ronnie: alright weak cunt Joe: probably Ronnie: pick up before you make me sick Ronnie: jesus Joe: waiting on the man Joe: as per Ronnie: if id known rattling had made you shit out your whole spine id have sucked his dick for you & sped things along Joe: so sweet Joe: one of the many things I like about you Ronnie: list just gets longer the longer youre away yeah Ronnie: dont come back & maybe you'll fall in love Joe: i know you want that less than you want me back Joe: don't lie Ronnie: you care what I want now Ronnie: 💘 Joe: only when it benefits me too, darling Joe: junkie scum 101 Joe: was on my timetable like Ronnie: theyve really done a number on you if youre on your knees for my truth Joe: who Joe: mummy dearest or my school Ronnie: take your pick Joe: ain't tryna hide it Joe: just doing my bit to be the whiny baby you want rn Ronnie: cheers then Ronnie: nailed that Ronnie: tell your ma i finally get how she feels 'cause its too late to get you scraped out Joe: 😂 Joe: on it Joe: assuming i ain't 'bout to get kneecapped Joe: or worse Joe: stood up 💔 Ronnie: i'll cross my fingers for raped & robbed Ronnie: standard Joe: you know i ain't gonna have that much of a good time without you 💘 Ronnie: stop trying to make me say I hate you so you can rub one out Ronnie: i dont do sexting Joe: worth a shot Joe: just killing time here Joe: trying not to puke Ronnie: hot Joe: mhmm Joe: like that attempt at enthusiasm Ronnie: you really know how to make a girl wet what can I say Ronnie: gotta romance my dealer out of want instead of need now Joe: thought I'd return the favour Joe: just how I roll Ronnie: course you do golden boy Joe: you ain't that mad about it Joe: i know Ronnie: i aint as fucking thick as you so again course Joe: true Joe: [time for drew to show and not deliver] Ronnie: made up about all these compliments Ronnie: who knew you could be this much on my tits from this distance Joe: just that good Joe: obviously Ronnie: you aint shit Ronnie: don't lie Joe: whatever Joe: can't touch me now Ronnie: only your ma is turned on at the sight of you Ronnie: but she will Joe: alright Joe: cba rn Ronnie: how are you still crying Ronnie: did he not show Joe: he did Joe: but he was about 12 and had no gear Joe: got enough tranqs to knock out an elephant but still Ronnie: when i told you to hit up your siblings i meant the freckled one not one of the toddlers Joe: yeah right Joe: like he knows a great smack dealer, even if we did talk Ronnie: hes a coke head Ronnie: give him 5 Joe: nah Joe: opposite direction Joe: only way is up Ronnie: whatever just get on a plane Joe: yeah Joe: i'm gonna Joe: fuck this Ronnie: ill be waiting with shit that aint a fucking joke Ronnie: you can owe me Joe: yeah? Joe: good Ronnie: don't talk me out of it Ronnie: christ you're annoying Joe: 🤐 Ronnie: only want you back on your feet so I can kick em out from under you myself Joe: hot Ronnie: like you said, it ain't been that long Ronnie: you know I am Joe: yeah Joe: where was this distraction when I really really needed it tho Ronnie: baby when have I ever been good for you Ronnie: selfish to my core Ronnie: we're here for me Joe: works for me Ronnie: just get to the airport & stop fannying about Joe: I've already taken 'em so hold on Joe: no packing now never mind going through customs Ronnie: fuck's sake Joe: i had to Ronnie: when then Joe: still today Joe: just later Ronnie: fuck you Ronnie: call me Ronnie: maybe i'll answer if it ain't too late Joe: can i call you now too Joe: i gotta stay awake Ronnie: I'm good but no guarantees I'm that good Joe: they ain't kicked in that good yet either Joe: just keep my eyes on the road yeah Ronnie: how much did you pay for baby aspirin mckenna Joe: was cheap as fuck at least Joe: just a kid Joe: barely broke a 50 for all of these so Joe: [photo] Ronnie: not as green as you feel yeah Joe: want me to bring some back Ronnie: too late to rob the boy now Ronnie: & you'll take em yourself before you see me I know you Joe: yeah Joe: i will Joe: but had good intentions, babe Ronnie: take em to church Ronnie: what use is that shit to me Ronnie: gimme bad ideas or don't come around Joe: got plenty of those come on Ronnie: like what Ronnie: come on Joe: what Joe: tryna focus here Ronnie: you wanna stay awake Ronnie: play the game Joe: alright Joe: yeah Joe: you gonna come back to mine Joe: flatmate's gone home Ronnie: are you gonna make it worth it if she's not there to kick in the teeth Joe: won't need to miss her once I'm back Ronnie: fucked her yet? Ronnie: we could do it together Ronnie: I dont normally slip one to virgins but I already made the exception for you Joe: no and funny Joe: keep me as the only exception Joe: how else will i feel special Ronnie: keep hitting up preteen dealers that'll help Joe: he was pretty Ronnie: if im ever in the area like Joe: i wish Ronnie: you & your ma both Ronnie: my turn to feel special Joe: weird ain't it Ronnie: for me Ronnie: you love it Joe: nah Ronnie: not a question Ronnie: you do Joe: don't Ronnie: liar Joe: maybe from you Joe: I'll allow it Ronnie: those pills better be kicking in Ronnie: if youre chatting this much shit sober you can stay in ireland Joe: 😂 Joe: they are Ronnie: book a flight Ronnie: i ain't your ma im not doing it Joe: lemme get home, like Joe: be more obvious you're tryna kill me Ronnie: what im trying to do Ronnie: you gonna call that your home now Joe: you know what i mean Ronnie: yeah Ronnie: i know youre full of shit, mckenna Joe: nah Joe: just bars Joe: make it up to you Ronnie: bullshit Ronnie: x it as many times as fits Joe: k Joe: prove it when i see you Ronnie: you reckon Joe: not a question Ronnie: nah just bold claims for someone who still fucks like a virgin & has to check in with his ma Ronnie: can you without her permission Joe: get the slip signed if you're so worried Joe: chill out Ronnie: fuck off Ronnie: couple of chewable vitamins & you're chill yeah Joe: you said you got loads Ronnie: I said enough Ronnie: & that was before babysitting you Ronnie: you make me need to spike every vein Joe: need Joe: want Joe: same diff we both know it Ronnie: not trying to make it matter baby Ronnie: put any words in my mouth you want Ronnie: or need Joe: here Joe: wish me luck on telling 'em i'm off Joe: or don't Ronnie: i'll do it for you Ronnie: point me at the relevant mckennas Joe: even stoned Joe: know that ain't a good idea Ronnie: pussy Joe: love u 2 Ronnie: 💋 Joe: [suitable amount of hours for the shit to wear off to a manageable level, avoid the parents and get out on the sly] Joe: [airport photo] Joe: tada Ronnie: we reckoned you'd bottled it Joe: taken a poll like Ronnie: yeah know you like to feel special Joe: warms my cold dead 💘 Joe: honest Ronnie: walk your corpse to me then Joe: and she says she don't sext Ronnie: you wanna be the only exception so bad or what Joe: you know how bad i want it Ronnie: dont leave again & maybe I'll buy it Joe: being dopesick was almost a nice distraction from thinking about you Ronnie: that warms my 🖤 Joe: thought so Joe: nothing does it quite like me being near-death yeah Ronnie: i do like you pathetic Ronnie: but don't think that any of it comes close to me yeah Joe: you saying you're better than heroin Ronnie: im saying you think you were hurting earlier Ronnie: ill show you pain Ronnie: all you have to do is fuck off again Joe: i won't Joe: i need to be there Joe: with you Ronnie: leave me & I will fucking break you Ronnie: i mean it Joe: i know Joe: i'm not gonna Ronnie: how did you get out Joe: parents weren't in but i said a uni friend was in a car accident and they couldn't get hold of his parents Joe: going hell anyway Joe: and someone on my course was hit by a car so if any of them are that concerned to go snooping Ronnie: thats beautiful Ronnie: you're not as much of a useless waster as youve sounded for most of the day like Joe: steady Joe: was almost not an insult Ronnie: who isn't turned on by a good lie Joe: only when I lie to you Joe: got it Ronnie: don't you fucking dare lie to me Joe: couldn't if i wanted to Ronnie: think about what kind of welcome back you want Ronnie: 'cause I can be nice or not nice Ronnie: its on you & what you say to me Joe: baby Joe: already told you I basically missed you more than heroin, how nice can one boy be Ronnie: you wont be saying that when I hand the gear over Joe: yeah i will Joe: been on you longer Ronnie: its fucking good though Joe: yeah Joe: ain't gonna say otherwise Ronnie: paid more & got better so you won't wanna leave Ronnie: dont have to rely on pretty preteens around here Joe: you know i didn't wanna leave in the first place Ronnie: i know you keep saying it like it makes a difference Joe: tell me what will and i'll do it Ronnie: i'll burn your passport that will Joe: burn my passport Joe: that's what you want? Ronnie: what do you have to go running to them for Ronnie: that's what I wanna know Ronnie: what the fuck is there for you Ronnie: cant even get a fix Joe: nothing, never has been Joe: it's obligation though Joe: you get it, i know you've done some shit just 'cos charlie wants to Joe: or 'cos bronson need it Ronnie: that's different Joe: why Ronnie: I ain't going round bullshitting how much i hate 'em on the one breath & in the other dropping everything for the pair of 'em Ronnie: ride or die is that Joe: okay so it is different Joe: it's more complicated Ronnie: fuck complicated its black & white Joe: nah like Joe: whatever i reckon about them Joe: i still owe 'em Joe: for now Joe: debts to pay like Ronnie: how ain't it been paid Ronnie: they ain't done you right since you were a kid Ronnie: if ever Ronnie: a roof & food that's easily totalled Joe: i dunno Joe: shit ton of interest Joe: learnt from the best debt collectors in liverpool, like Ronnie: write it off Ronnie: is when youre dead Joe: tell 'em that's my payment plan Ronnie: talking it out is your first mistake Ronnie: when the fuck has that worked on anyone who comes to collect Ronnie: dont even buy you time just makes you look a doss cunt more than you are Joe: maybe i can convince my da but you know she's biased Joe: all i have to do is get uni done and they can tick it off as a success Ronnie: i dont know jack about her Ronnie: how i want it Ronnie: if i aint read it off a file as a kid i don't need to hear it Joe: yeah Joe: but i ain't telling you i'm golden boy 'cos it seems cool am i Joe: whatever i'm gone now Ronnie: you're telling me 'cause you wanna trade wounds since I won't have your stories off you Ronnie: burn it into your arm deeper & maybe I'll pay attention Joe: you know it ain't about you, babe Joe: anyway, if we were still being nice I'd tell you none of the usual shit works to get you outta my head so thanks for that one Ronnie: ive been saying all day it's about her & I ain't competing with your fucking ma alright Ronnie: she smothered you poor baby Ronnie: you wanna try neglect its real easy Ronnie: feels better too Joe: you're the one who keeps bringing her up, yeah Joe: you want me to be that cunt Joe: easy Joe: I bet it was better, lucky you Ronnie: youre the one who ran home to have her tuck you in again Ronnie: youre that cunt Ronnie: mama's boy Joe: fuck's sake Joe: yeah alright Ronnie: you're the cunt who has the nerve to come crying to me when your mommy would shoot you up if you asked her to Joe: you reckon Joe: considering her dad was and she don't even hate yours as much i'll go with a no on that one Joe: plenty of sad stories I've heard and you ain't need to Ronnie: I reckon golden boy Ronnie: loves you as much as I love gear yeah Ronnie: & not trying to throw another baby away so you're welcome for the free pass Joe: cheers Joe: feels great Ronnie: you gonna cry again mckenna Joe: if i do i'll send you photos, don't worry Ronnie: 💘 Ronnie: send me some either way Joe: you're a headfuck you know Ronnie: yeah Ronnie: dealer said it last time I fucked him Joe: you want fresh line Joe: 👌 Ronnie: give it to me then Joe: give me the flight to think of something you ain't heard before Ronnie: it ain't long enough Joe: fair there's plenty of shit i can say that you ain't heard for real before Joe: but it'd be a copout so i'll keep trying Ronnie: like what Joe: how many of your brothers you fucked lik4 Ronnie: don't reckon freckles is interested Ronnie: leaves me the gay & the kid Ronnie: what about your sister that'd be hot like Joe: they're all kids, just so you know Ronnie: no they ain't Ronnie: i know you lost your virginity to me but don't reckon they're waiting Joe: you wish Joe: hopefully just on the first count Ronnie: you're a sick boy Ronnie: 💋🖕 Joe: you too baby Joe: 💘 Ronnie: thats not some shit I ain't heard before Joe: just truth though Joe: no lying Ronnie: feels like one Ronnie: I'm good Joe: what you want me to say to that Ronnie: say what you wanna say Ronnie: again not your ma Joe: i'm good then Ronnie: truth or lie Joe: lie but not a big one Joe: true once i'm off this plane Ronnie: you out of sweeties or they're just that sugar free Joe: i'm trying to time it just right Joe: then i can actually just a decent amount and not be in a coma for you Ronnie: alright fuck Ronnie: you win Ronnie: nobody's said that to me before Joe: i mean it Joe: i want you first Ronnie: don't say this shit when you're on the wrong side of a plane ride Ronnie: jesus mckenna Joe: gotta make sure you miss me too Ronnie: you're such a cunt Joe: yeah Joe: you still want me though Ronnie: shut the fuck up Joe: why Ronnie: what do you want me to say Joe: you don't have to say anything Joe: but I ain't gonna shut up about how I ain't been able to get you out of my head this whole time Ronnie: yeah you said im a headfuck Ronnie: more than your family & the gear Ronnie: I'll take it Joe: better though Joe: you know Joe: so I'll take it and all Ronnie: you're a headfuck Ronnie: what are you being nice to me for Joe: you said it could go one of two ways Joe: you want me to be mean Ronnie: I want you to be here Ronnie: but you ain't Joe: I'm coming Ronnie: & I'm waiting on you Ronnie: what the fuck Joe: I know Ronnie: I hate you Ronnie: I'm losing it, do you know that Joe: I'm sorry Ronnie: what am I gonna do with that Joe: I don't know Joe: what do you want me to do Ronnie: what can you do Ronnie: can't even score by yourself Ronnie: worse than a fucking kid Joe: was desperate Joe: and it was your idea Ronnie: thats how it is every time Ronnie: you don't have any fucking idea 'cause I'm here cupping your balls & wiping your arse for you Joe: you've been giving me an easy ride of it yeah Joe: alright Ronnie: youre gonna try & call bullshit on that yeah Joe: nah i just had no idea you were being so generous Joe: would've got you a keychain at least Ronnie: fuck you Joe: you too Ronnie: get one with sharp edges we can make a blood oath or some shit Ronnie: maybe after you'll grow the hell up Joe: sure Joe: it's my speciality yeah Ronnie: cutting's more mine but you can have it Ronnie: same old shit gets boring yeah Joe: we can share Joe: she'd be proud Ronnie: my aspiration in life Ronnie: cheers Joe: obvs mine too Ronnie: you brought her up then not me Joe: reckon you owed me that one so Joe: even Ronnie: 💋🖕 Joe: you're cute Ronnie: say that again & you'll be swallowing teeth Joe: don't worry, that was hot Joe: you won it back Ronnie: go to hell mckenna Joe: you wanna be with me forever Joe: 💘 Ronnie: just reckoning you'll get there quicker than you will this fucking airport Joe: just be glad I didn't try to get back in at rush hour Ronnie: be glad im still waiting Joe: ain't gonna waste words on it Joe: show you Ronnie: 💘