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cookierunconfessionblog · 11 months ago
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We need more backstory for the Dark Cacao guys (Aff, Crunchy, + Carrow). Like all we have are vague clouds of an idea regarding their backstories and we need to know MORE. Idk if this is just because they are some of my favs but I am SO ANGRY DEVSIS GIVE THEM SOME CONTENT like we have LCS but WE NEED TO KNOW THEIR BACKSTORIES WE NEED TO KNOW WHAT THEIR LIVES WERE LIKE WHAT HAPPENED TO AFFOGATO TO MAKE HIM SO F’ED IN THE MIND
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rainbowchaox · 9 months ago
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Being so paranoid to openly think of them romantically then going to tumblr so see that it’s so widely accepted is eye opening is so so real 🤞
YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS it’s funny when i came out as a romantic shipper. Legit everyone was like Oh we all ship them romantic we just don’t say it.
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blizzardstarx · 10 months ago
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awwww poor burrito
i love love the idea of vanessa and garrett being friends <333 vanessa being friends with the victims of her father ssvuusgudv
.... Vanessa taking care of animals....
Vanessa taking a senior cat(Mike) & kitten(Abby) in ... & Then they get reunited with their other brother: who's a burrowing owl .....
(dunno why I said this, just. yeah)
GASPPP
AWWWWW YESSSSSS
I love love love your AU so much <3333 so cute sjsjdjdk love how Mike and Abby are cats
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nezuiscool · 1 year ago
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Yo, only just occurred to me to ask: how DO you want Nezu's character to be explored? I ask because I'm writing a novel-length MHA fic (sadly only the first chapter done so far thanks to real life complications and a different novel-length fic I'm already working on, bleh) with Nezu as one of the main characters, and even if it ends up not being your cup of tea, I feel like you might have interesting insight and ideas that I would be happy to bring to life!
GOD YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS
Any content in this corner of the mha fandom…the nezuverse is good content. No matter how big or small, gimme, gimme, gimme!
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gmanwhore · 1 year ago
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Moonlight: In this existence, I cannot understand you. I cannot imagine you. I cannot even really perceive the real you. But I think you’re wonderful. I’m glad you are. I am happy I get to exist with you. If only for a little while.
G’: I am flattered, Mx. Moonlight.
Moonlight: I think… that’s enough to make us friends. Would you like to be friends?
G’: …
Moonlight: It’s okay if you don’t want to!
G’: That is a… delightful offer, Mx. Moonlight! ‘Friends’ we shall be!
Moonlight: Thank you…
G’: Mx. Moonlight… May I address you ‘my dear’? I believe I am… correct in saying that… humans use it as a form of endearment?
Moonlight: Oh, of course! You can call me that if you’d like!
G’: Thank you, my dear.
YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS YES YES YES
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vivvy-of-the-lake · 1 year ago
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YES YES YES YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS MY THIGHS ARE FREE REAL ESTATE YOU CAN STAKE YOUR CLAIM ON THEM AND JUST GO TO TOWN THEY ARE ALL YOURS KLJAFGHKLJSFHDGJKLHSD
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thunder-jolt · 1 year ago
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COELACANTH AND OARFISH REAL?
YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!
COELACANTH AND OARFISH REALLLL!
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Forgot to post them but! Painted my boots bc I like fish
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t4tbedehopmar · 2 years ago
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BABE WAKE UP YOU CENTER REAL
YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS I THOUGHT IT WAS GONNA BE TETORA CENTER THO?!?!?!?!?!??!!
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mllebabushkat · 2 years ago
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☀️ Warrior Nun S2E7 🌙
hype hype hype hype hype h-
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ava-calling-an-ex-sister-warrior-a-bitch-while-she’s-dropped-from-a-normally-unsurvivable-height counter: 2
ok yesss phasing battle but also that's some goofy ass cgi hahaha
OH the parallels, this time it's ava's turn to be fully impaled on a sharp object :")
SUPERION NOOOOOOOOOOOOO
i came into this episode already having processed my grief for her most probable passing and now you have the AUDACITY to show the whole process in excruciating detail ?? >:((
when ava sobs “mother” :(((( truly her parental figure :"(
BUT WAIT RESURRECTION POWERS????????????
superion's like 'i go towards the light' and halo's like NOT YET BITCH THE AUDACITY
HOLY SHIT SHES HEALED???
OH SHE LOOKS SO YOUNG AND HAPPY
ohhhhhhhHHHHHH bea crisis of faith HERE WE GO
i don’t like angry bea :((
avatrice balcony scene !!!!!!!1 my beloved!!!
“if I left, would you come with me?…you could teach me how to dance. i could teach you how to drink.” 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
(a thousand fanfics have sprung from this sentiment
i'm telling you the writers knew Exactly what they were doing when they crammed the whole book of tropes into avatrice :D)
she really would throw the world away for her 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺
this applies to both of them btw :")
CAMILLA AND HER BOI "todd" hahshshdshdhdhdhdhdhdhdhs im sorry it's just funny
fussy mother!jillian awwwwwww
yeah self sacrifice is bad michael >:( dont be a dummy
“fuck the enlightenment of death” “this cosmic bullshit” ava is not standing for this grand scheme bs for one second and i am so here for it
every time there is an ava + michael scene i am reminded how the writers fully straightbaited us and i cackle
vincent el bastardo redemption arc????????????
the little fbc goonies with their little hockey sticks threatening him bhahahahaha
man you’ve seen her! she’s the real angel among us!
adriel's 'light' burned him?? ayeeeeee second thoughts second thoughts second thoughts
WAIT JUST LIKE THAT HES BACK-?
in other news oh no todd’s been brainwashed!
YASMINEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE <333
YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS
demon baby hsjdkflsjsjs
vincent fine ava thinks ur safe but ur on thin fucking ice
O SHIT HOLOGRAM VINCENT HAHAHAHA
she’s melting the divinium? straight out his skin?? ok??? “get out of my head”????????????? okkkkkkkk?????
obligatory fuck off adriel (ur feeling the sting now hUH)
YO the wounds and divinium ink spilling down his arms THAT LOOKS INTENSE- gnarly counter: 4
superion without her habit is such a lookkk it brings me such joy <3333
ahhhhhhh so adriel's scared of the tarasks and reya(?) roaming the crown!purgatory right
NOT THE CLIFFHANGER >:(
ANYWAY
straight on to the season finale already???
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impishtubist · 3 years ago
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i just tried to send something similar to this but idk if the ask sent, so feel free to ignore this if its a double ask but yes absolutely james would spoil remus, i think remus gets used to james's love language during school being acts of care and affection and then they leave school and james has access to real money and hes just constantly trying to get remus to go to his tailors with him or dinner or buy a house, remus is shocked but sirius is more shocked that remus did not see this coming
Yessssssssssssssssss omg!!!! Remus is just like "I can't believe he would do something like that!" and Sirius is like "where have you been for the past seven years"
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ace-of-hearts-and-spades · 8 months ago
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EVERYBODY SHUT THE FUCK UP MEG POSTED A NEW FIC FOR THE PASSENGER I REPEAT WE HAVE A NEW RANSON FIC 🗣️🗣️📢📢
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I'm VIBRATING IN MY SEAT I'm EXPLODING I am LAUNCHING MYSELF INTO SPACE YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS. This is so fuckin soft and sweet and aughaughaah they deserve it after all the fuckass shit they've survived and been through (because they definitely did survive, one-hundy percent, no denial to see here folks 🫡)
Anyways the rest of my stupid play-by-play rambling is under the cut. But suffice to say I loved this and I'm obsessed with it and I'm going to be rereading it several times okay.
Love that Benson wakes up with backpain lmao. Me the fuck too man. Me 🤝 Benson fr.
Not a chance with this marshmallow bed and the sun popping its stupid Raisin Bran fucking face through the blinds. Benson sleeps dark and cold and silent with his back to the wall. Arms locked in front of his chest like armor. Like a corpse on a slab.  Or he used to, anyway.
God this part is just so fuckin Benson. The fucking scathingness of marshmallow and Raisin Bran fucking face is perfect and also very funny to me. But of course he sleeps like a corpse on the slab, like he's protecting himself or like he's just a living dead boy shell of a human facade......... I feel ill.
He inhales slow and deep and he smells warm and bright and a little grimey. Like summer. Like sweat and mud and the most beautiful blue sky you’ve ever seen.
RANDY SMELLS LIKE SUMMER............ JOTTING THIS DOWN THIS IS SO REAL THIS IS SO FITTING of course he smells like summer to Benson ouhgoghufgfghh 😭😭😭
And the nightmares they both have that wake them both up and how they try to support each other in different ways?? ow ow OW my fucking HEART. BENSON'S HAD SO MANY NIGHTMARES ABOUT SUFFOCATING THAT HE CAN'T DO THAT ANYMORE!!!!!!!!!!!! WHAT IF I KILLED SOMEBODY ABOUT THIS!!!!!!!!!!!
Sometimes he wants to fuck them up. Track mud across the carpet, break a dish. Say the wrong thing. Bite down too hard.
Ahhhh classic push-them-away-so-they-can't-hurt-me-first typa deal. I can totally envision Benson doing this. Keeping everyone at arm's length, and when anyone gets too close, he purposefully sabotages any potential capacity for a relationship. He's come to expect being a fuckup. But then Randy just pierces through his defenses and despite everything, despite how they came together..... he just can't. And more than that, he simply doesn't want to.
There’s been a violence in Benson for as long as he can remember. Bone-deep. And it’s a magnet, pulls other violence right to him like wasps to fresh meat.
Obsessed with this imagery oughhhhh
And Benson likes being Randy's guard dog...... fuck of course he does. He loves getting to pretend that he isn't a wobbly-legged calf too, standing by the edge of the road and watching the cars pass by and waiting for the day one comes too close and splatters him across the pavement or the day someone decides it's finally time to put this old cow out of its misery. Wow okay that got dark. Sorry. My brain went somewhere.
The version of himself who’s confident and decisive and knows who Trent Reznor is.
Stoppppp that's so fucking cute 🥺
“If you fall out I’m leaving your ass behind.”  “No you wouldn’t.”  “You’re right, I wouldn’t.” 
Literally my reaction lmao "shut the fuck up benson u liar we know u wouldn't."
Also I fucking love the details of Randy having crust in his eyes and leaving a pink mark on his cheek and Benson's chest from where he was pressed up against him. It's so realistic and almost...... I want to say deromanticized? But it's still so soft and sweet. It feels more genuine, almost.
And Randy talking about the dream where they're at the beach and Benson punches a shark so hard it dies had me giggling out loud. That's so fucking amazing oh my God. But then Benson says he's never been to the beach........... "Like loss except you never had the thing in the first place. Like realizing maybe you’re supposed to be mourning something but you don’t really know what that something is or why it’s so important." Brb launching myself out of a window ahhhhhhh 😭😭😭
Okay but then Randy starts trying to "convince" Benson to go to the beach with him 👀 👀 👀 Okay. Okay.................... 👀
OKAY I'M DONE NOW LOL THAT WAS A LOT. Fucking incredible work as always my friend. Your fics are always such a treat gahhhhh mwah mwah mwah a thousand kisses for Meg 💕💕💕
folger's, eat your heart out
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oh my god this got away from me so bad it's wanted in twelve states. but it's done (is anything ever done) and i'm.......i'm quite happy with it. i really hope you like it.
4.3k words. canon divergence, boys on the run. established relationship. character study, lots of introspection. implied sexual content, nothing too explicit. so much kissing. hand job. light s/m. night terrors and vague mention of canon-typical trauma. mostly soft, so soft. benson is so in love and doesn't know it yet <3
read on ao3 here if that's more your speed.
It’s a Tuesday. Benson knows this because his eyes snap open automatically at five in the morning even though he hasn’t set an alarm in weeks. He opens on Tuesdays, been on that schedule for so long he doesn’t even need the alarm anymore anyways. 
Well, he used to open on Tuesdays. 
He wakes up slow. Gets a savage satisfaction out of being somewhere unfamiliar, revels in it. With bleary eyes he traces the outline of the water damage on the ceiling and it’s different than the one back home. Room smells different too, stale sweat and dust and complimentary green tea bar soap. The mattress is too fucking soft, folds around him like dough. His spine is electric with pain. 
Fuck, he’s getting old. Twenty-nine going on fifty. 
He drags a hand over his face and wishes he could fall back asleep. Not going to happen. Not a chance with this marshmallow bed and the sun popping its stupid Raisin Bran fucking face through the blinds. Benson sleeps dark and cold and silent with his back to the wall. Arms locked in front of his chest like armor. Like a corpse on a slab. 
Or he used to, anyway. 
He can’t feel his left arm. He pushes his chin into his throat at an odd angle to look down at Randy, still asleep, curled up on Benson’s chest like a sandy-colored cat. His hands are tucked together, long, knobby fingers folded over each other, resting in the center of Benson’s ribs. The sun takes each strand of his hair and wraps it in gold, even his eyelashes, laying long and pretty on his cheeks. 
Fuck Folger’s. Nothing comes close to this. 
It’s surreal, still. Being here, being anywhere, together. Like, together. Unbelievable the way he fits so neatly under Benson’s arm. He rests his lips against the crown of Randy’s head. He does it because he wants to, because he can. He inhales slow and deep and he smells warm and bright and a little grimey. Like summer. Like sweat and mud and the most beautiful blue sky you’ve ever seen. Fucking perfect, he’s perfect. 
He's peaceful now, which is saying something. Randy’s a terrible sleeper. Sharing a bed with him is punishing. He thrashes in his sleep, digs elbows into Benson’s ribs and jolts him awake in a panic ready to fight, and then Benson has to stare into the abyss and count to a thousand before he can calm the fuck down and drift off again. 
He never talks about his nightmares. Benson knows he has them, but he knows better than to ask about shit like that. On occasion he’ll wake up to Randy tugging on his arm, pulling it around him like a security blanket. He doesn’t mind that in the least, rolls over half asleep and wraps himself around Randy’s sweat-soaked body. He pins his arms to his sides for both their sakes, buries his face against the back of his neck, and that’s that. Problem solved. 
Benson, on the other hand, sleeps like the dead–save for the nights he wakes up screaming and doesn’t realize he’s doing it. Doesn't even know he's awake until he sees Randy’s face floating above him in the dark, wide-eyed like some twig-limbed owl. Until he feels his hands on his face, wiping salt from his cheeks. 
Shit sucks, because then he has to turn all the lights on and pace the room, chewing on a cigarette and cracking his neck ‘til it's sore, trying to walk it off. Randy sits on the bed hugging his knees to his chest and watches him like a hawk. But he doesn't speak, doesn't try to push it, waits patiently until Benson crawls back into bed and lets him decide where he wants to be. 
He can't stand to be touched during and after those episodes, always hated when his ma would try to smother him when he was still young enough to smother, but funny enough, Randy’s okay. Doesn't seem to count. Maybe it's because he lets him set the pace and doesn't get his feelings hurt when Benson curls up on the edge of the mattress with pillows stacked between them. Either way, most times Benson falls back asleep with his head tucked into the hollow of Randy's neck and those skinny arms slung around his shoulders. And the light on.
The night terrors aren’t new, but it’s been a while since they’ve been this bad. It’s like they’ve worked their way to the surface of his brain. Like a splinter finding its way out of the skin. He doesn’t like Randy seeing him that way, but he can’t really help it. He used to sleep on his stomach with his face in the pillow so he wouldn’t wake Ma and have to deal with her on top of everything else, but he had so many nightmares about suffocating he can't do it anymore. 
But Randy never lets Benson apologize in the morning, insists he doesn't mind being woken up. He's told him that again and again, so often that Benson’s starting to believe him. They’re both fucked in the head just enough that it makes it okay. No hard feelings. 
Last night was quiet for both of them, for once. Benson wishes he was still asleep to take advantage of it, but this is nice too. He can feel Randy’s breath on his collarbone and it’s driving him crazy, a little bit. He’s not used to nice things. He’s always scared he’s gonna fuck them up somehow. Sometimes he wants to fuck them up. Track mud across the carpet, break a dish. Say the wrong thing. Bite down too hard. 
He’s learning how to be gentle. He’s trying, like, really trying. Randy doesn’t make it easy, that’s for damn sure. The way he whimpers when Benson’s hands are on him isn’t fucking fair. The way he bares his throat and gasps and begs. And then he shows Benson the marks afterwards like he’s proud of them, like Benson wasn’t there when he got them. 
“You did a number on me,” he said last night with this sheepish grin, almost giddy, leaning over the sink to look at himself in the mirror. Prodding at the bite mark on his shoulder, the hickies on his neck. Never mind all the shit he couldn’t see from that angle, but Benson saw it. The shape of his body all over Randy’s in bruises. 
Made him feel kinda good and kinda bad, sort of guilty, but then Randy looked over at him with those eyes, hair all mussed, bottom lip cherry red and swollen, and said with unmistakable adoration, “You’re an animal, Bence.” 
Un-fucking-fair. 
But he’s trying, he is. Trying to ease up on the reins. Trying to be soft, because Randy needs soft no matter what he asks Benson for in the dark. He can’t fuck this up. Can’t fuck him up; at least, not any more than he already has. On the list of things he’s ever wanted to fuck up in the world, Randy is at the bottom. 
And it’s good too, the lovey-dovey bullshit. It’s good. It’s great. The way Randy falls asleep on his shoulder halfway through the movie, any movie, no matter how good it is or how loud it’s turned up or how much Benson promised him he was gonna like it. The way he bumps his knuckles against Benson’s when they’re standing shoulder-to-shoulder, just because. Just to touch him. He’ll catch him smiling at him for no reason, all the time, just glance over and there he is looking like they’re on their way to Disney World. No one's ever smiled at him like that. He’s not even doing anything to earn it, he’s just living his fucking life. The fact of his existence is apparently an ongoing novelty to Randy. 
Crazy fucking kid. 
Benson feels like he’s body-swapped with someone on better terms with luck and the skin doesn’t fit quite right but fuck, he’s figuring out how to make it work. He doesn’t get handed things like this. Good things with no strings attached. He’s always kind of on edge, always waiting for someone to break down the door and haul him away. For someone to pause the laugh track and punch through the set. For Randy to suffer a moment of clarity and tell him to go fuck himself. 
He’s never had this kind of good, never expected it. Never really thought he deserved it. And Randy sure doesn't deserve this kind of bizarre sideways bullshit that makes up the best that Benson can offer. He deserves better from him. From everyone. From life. Benson keeps trying to tell him that. 
Too bad he can't quite convince him. Too bad Benson’s selfish and couldn't let go of him if he tried. Wouldn't even try. Wouldn't turn out well. 
He runs his thumb across the angle of Randy's cheekbone, feather-light. He wants to let him sleep and he wants him to wake up and he doesn’t know which he wants more. He draws lines across his cheek, from the corner of his mouth, along the edge of his jaw, carefully, carefully, so gentle his hand shakes. He’s probably never been hit in the face. Probably never had a black eye, broken nose. Shy, scared, beautiful thing. 
There’s been a violence in Benson for as long as he can remember. Bone-deep. And it’s a magnet, pulls other violence right to him like wasps to fresh meat. Sometimes he loves it, sometimes he hates it. He always falls back on it, no matter how hard he tries to leave it behind or wrap it up so tight it can’t get out. He fails again and again. But it doesn’t scare Randy anymore. In fact, it’s like Randy gives it justification. Permission. Validates it. Like maybe it’s hung around this whole time just so Benson could learn how to use it, for his sake. To protect him. At least until he figures out how to protect himself. 
And Randy’s learning, he is. Stands up taller, takes up space. Orders his own food at restaurants. But Benson kind of likes playing guard dog. Likes being needed in that way, and others. Likes being needed by Randy in particular. 
Benson’s already killed for him, so it’s like he’s always trying to find a way to top that. That should be hard, right, but Randy makes it easy. Gets excited over nothing, little shit like finding both their names on some dumb souvenir keychains. Or when he brings him a bag of plain fucking potato chips, his favorite. Or when Benson covers his eyes before the money shot in some gore flick because he’s a pussy and also it dredges up some shit for him that neither of them wants to think about. The way he lights up about that stuff, stupid little stuff, makes Benson feel worthwhile in a way he can’t describe. 
For all he goes on about helping Randy become the best version of himself, the version of himself who’s confident and decisive and knows who Trent Reznor is, sometimes Benson gets the feeling like maybe, Randy’s the one making him better. Not changing him, not really, just…making him kind of okay. Making it all kind of okay. There are so many things Benson’s taken for granted, never thought twice about. About himself, about his life, about where both of those things would end up and how they’d get there. Randy makes him reconsider. Makes it worth reconsidering. 
It feels wrong to stop him. Might as well let him try. What’s it gonna hurt?
Sometimes he wants to laugh in disbelief at it all. Who the fuck is he these days? Going soft right and left and glad for it. He feels like he’s on another planet. Hundreds of miles from home, no phone, no way back. Shooting towards the sun with everything he needs inside his shitty little rocket ship of a car. 
Randy’s a spaceman for sure, no question. Ever since they turned west and hit the desert, he hangs out the window when they drive at night through all that nothing, head craned back to look at the sky. 
“The fuck you think you’re doing?” Benson asked him the first time, when he rolled down the window and started climbing out like a fucking lunatic. 
“Looking at the stars,” Randy said. “There’s so many, Benson…you should look.” 
“No thanks, I'm driving.” 
“I mean…you could stop first.”
“I’ve seen stars, Randy.” 
Randy was halfway out the window so his reply was almost lost to the wind. “Not like this.” 
Benson reached over and grabbed him by the pocket of his jeans. “If you fall out I’m leaving your ass behind.” 
He let Benson pull him back inside then, and stared right at him in this new way of his. This new, brave Randy who had finally shaken some of that paralyzing fear of confrontation and figured out how to be direct. “No you wouldn’t.” 
Benson had looked at him for as long as he could without drifting into the other lane, and then looked at him a little bit longer and had to course correct. “You’re right, I wouldn’t.” 
He’s right. He wouldn’t. 
Benson lets the memory slide away and finds Randy gazing up at him here and now, eyes crusted with sleep. He feels a twinge in his chest like a guitar string being plucked. The whole room is golden now. 
“Morning, sunshine,” he says, and even he can hear the velvet in his voice. Feels self-conscious about it for a second until he gets distracted by Randy wrinkling his nose to stave off a yawn. 
“Morning,” he murmurs, peels his cheek off Benson's chest and leaves a pink circle behind that matches the one on his face. He rubs at his eyes and gives him that dumb Disney World smile. “Sleep well?”  
“Slept great.” Benson swipes away a stray eye booger from the inside corner of Randy’s left eye. “Nice to have one single solitary night where I don't have to fight you to the death.”
Randy bites the inside of his cheek, looks bashful. Benson fucking loves it. “Well, I mean…you wore me out pretty good last night.”
Benson smirks, takes hold of the back of Randy’s neck and pulls him back into his shoulder. “Yeah I did. I oughta do that more often.”
Randy worms his arm beneath the covers and around Benson’s waist and it gives him honest-to-god butterflies. He runs his fingers through Randy’s hair. It's getting fucking long, almost falls past his ears. He keeps asking him to cut it and Benson keeps refusing. It's got this little flip at the ends that he thinks is cute. He bets it’ll grow out into gorgeous fucking waves when it hits his shoulders. 
He takes a fistful and squeezes, does that a couple times before he tugs his head up so they’re nose-to-nose. Randy’s eyelids slide half-closed and his lips part on reflex. 
“What you wanna do today?” Benson murmurs. He can feel Randy’s breath on his chin, licks his lips. 
“...just this,” Randy says, almost a whisper. 
“That’s it?”  
“Yeah.”  
“You’re not bored of this?”  
“No.”  
Benson almost smiles. “Me neither.”
He pushes Randy's head back down into the curve of his neck, rides the swell of satisfaction he gets from his frustrated groan. “Don’t worry, babe, we got all day. How about you, how’d you sleep?”  
“Good.”  His thumb moves back and forth along Benson’s hip and it’s electric, feels like he’s got lightning bolts shooting around under his skin, makes his muscles twitch. He’s still not used to that. Gentle shit like that. “Had a dream about you.”
“No shit?”  He’s not sure anyone’s ever dreamt about him before. He’s kinda flattered. “Was it hot?”  
Randy snorts. “No, it wasn’t…like that. We, uh…we were at the beach.”  
Benson screws up his eyebrows, looks down at Randy. He can’t see his face from this angle. “The beach?”  
“Yeah. We were just, like…there. Just messing around. I mean, there were other people there, but they didn’t…matter.”  
Benson doesn’t know what to make of this. “Huh. That’s it?  Just…beach day?”  
“Yeah. Well, I mean, until the end. A shark showed up and you…punched it so hard that it died.”  
Benson does a genuine double-take. “I punched a shark. And it died?”  
Now Randy twists, looks up at him, smiling. “Yeah. It was awesome.”  
It sounds kind of awesome. Benson pokes him in the ribs. “You’re a fucking dork.”  
“I’m just telling you what happened!”  
“Look, Randy, I’ve never been to the beach, but I’ve seen Jaws about one thousand times and I know for a fact a shark would swallow my ass whole. And it would eat you and not even know that it happened. I’m not saying I’m scared, I’m just saying, don’t count on me to save you from a fucking sea monster.”  
Randy doesn’t laugh and Benson looks at him and he’s making that face, that little frown and the line on his forehead that means that Benson just said something puzzling. Here we go. He tenses up without meaning to, braces for it. Grits his teeth, pops his knuckles. 
“You’ve…really never been to the beach?”  
Fuck, he hates this feeling. Like loss except you never had the thing in the first place. Like realizing maybe you’re supposed to be mourning something but you don’t really know what that something is or why it’s so important. He knows his upbringing wasn’t shit compared to Randy’s, compared to most kids’. He just wishes he could grow out of giving a shit about it. 
So he gets defensive. He always gets defensive. “No, I’ve never been to the fucking beach. What’s so super-duper special about a bunch of sand?  And water that’s mostly fish piss?”  
Randy props himself up on his elbow, leans lightly on Benson’s chest, completely unfazed by his attitude. “Well…let’s go. You can decide for yourself.”  
“To the beach?” Benson says incredulously. “Randy, we’re in fucking New Mexico.”  
“Not–not today.”  Randy waves his hand dismissively. “We can leave tomorrow. Make a beeline for California.”  
And that’s that. The magical realism of the newly reformed Randy Fucking Bradley. No pity. No shame. Just the simplest solution in the whole damn universe. 
“California.”  Benson pictures the Beach Boys and hippies on rollerskates, rolls his eyes. “Sounds dreamy.”  
“It’ll be worth it, Benson, I promise.”  Randy looks at him with those puppy-dog eyes, chews his lip, slides his arm around Benson’s waist. He knows what the fuck he’s doing, the little shit; he’s too smart for his own good. “We don’t have to stay. We can leave as soon as we get there. I just…I think you would like it.” He leans a little heavier against Benson’s ribs, nudges his foot with his toes. “Please?”  
Benson huffs. He’s not a fucking pushover, swear to God he’s not, but it’s like he can’t help but fold these days. He’s gonna spoil the guy rotten if he’s not careful. He has to at least pretend to put up a fight, just to say he tried. “What if I say no?”  
His brow furrows. The puppy-dog eyes flick down to his mouth and back. “Well...maybe I could convince you.”  
One of Benson’s eyebrows pops up. He likes the sound of that. “I’m listening.”  
Randy sits up unsteadily on the marshmallow mattress and straddles Benson’s hips, tucking his hands beneath the pillow on either side of his head. Benson looks up at him, the angles of his face kissed by the sun, and feels a pleasant sort of ache in his chest. It's almost the same feeling as when he finally gave in and pulled over and let Randy sit on the hood, leaned back next to him and looked up at the stars and felt big and small at the same time. 
“It’s amazing, Bence…you can't even imagine.”  His thighs press against Benson's waist, wrists press against his shoulders. 
“Yeah?” Benson licks his lips. His eyes can’t move fast enough, trying to take in every piece of his face, of his body, his name written all over all of it in red and purple. “Tell me about it.”  
Randy's hair is hanging over his face like a messy kind of halo. He peers through it with this earnest intensity, this lion cub ferocity that might be the hottest thing Benson's ever seen. He shifts his weight to one hand and strokes the sensitive spot behind Benson’s ear with his thumb, sends chills spidering across his skin. 
“The smell of the water and–and the sound. You never forget it. And it makes you feel…it’s massive. It’s amazing.” 
“You know what else is massive?”  
Randy stifles a chuckle, looks away, color rising in his cheeks. Benson grins. “Listen to me, Benson.”
“I'm listening!”
“It makes you feel…it makes you feel small, I guess. But not in a bad way. We could just walk around or maybe…swim a little bit?”
Benson pictures Randy with wet hair, dark and wavy, water rolling down his neck. Salt water, salty skin. “Could be nice.”
“We can do whatever you want.”  He curls his toes against Benson’s thighs. “We could get ice cream and sit in the sun.”
The image of melted sticky sugar dripping over Randy’s hand, down his arm, hits Benson like a truck. Knocks the wind right out of him. He thinks about licking it off, watching him suck it off his own fingers. He wraps his hands behind Randy's knees and grips harder than he means to. 
“That sounds, uh…that sounds good. I’m into that,” Benson says and he sounds like a moron in his own ears but it makes Randy smile so it's fine. He can feel the blood rushing away from his brain as fast as it can and he’s about ready to give in and end the discussion. Move on to other things. 
Randy gets that earnest, uncertain look in his eyes all the sudden and touches Benson's face, brushes his thumb across the lines at the corner of his eyes in this foreign kind of way that Benson’s brain registers passively as tenderness, and all the sudden he can't breathe right. His throat’s fucked up like he’s getting sick. He swallows hard. 
“I want to–I want to kiss you in the ocean,” Randy says quietly. “I think…I'd really like that.” 
So now this is the only thing Benson cares about. His number-one goal. A shining and glorious reason to be alive. He’s going to kiss Randy in the ocean if it’s the last thing he fucking does. 
“How about you kiss me right here, huh?”  He cups the back of Randy’s neck and pulls him in, hard, yanks him really, because he can’t fucking help it. Because he wants him right now, right fucking now. 
Randy resists, just a little, on reflex, and then gets overeager and his lips crash into Benson’s, but that’s okay. Randy kisses like he’s starved for it, always, no matter how long they’ve been at it. Even now, first thing in the fucking morning, he opens his mouth expectantly and moans when Benson slips his tongue past his teeth, one hand twisting the sheets, the other gripping his shoulder. He’s greedy, wants more, always more, is done depriving himself after fourteen years of solitude. 
They’re a perfect match because Benson wants to give it to him. Anything he wants, everything, always, no matter where they are or how much skin is showing. He wants to share his space, his spit, his air, his anger, every inch of the car, every inch of the sky. All the bad nights. All the good ones, too. All the golden mornings that come after. 
Benson laps at Randy’s bottom lip, catches it in his teeth and pulls. He digs his fingers into the half-healed shadow of his own hand on Randy’s waist from all the times before, opens his mouth to catch the gasp that wrenches free from his chest and swallows it whole. 
“Benson,” Randy says, breathes his name like an exclamation of wonder. He presses the length of his body against Benson’s, weaves his fingers through the curls at the back of his neck and squeezes tight. He moves his hips in short, subconscious little thrusts, makes a desperate, hungry noise in the back of his throat. Benson can feel him hard against his stomach and fuck, he better pop a handful of painkillers for his back because they’re not leaving this shitty bed anytime soon. 
Randy leans to the side so there’s a little breathing room between them. He runs his hand over Benson's chest, down his stomach, wraps his fingers around his dick and the sound Benson makes is strangled, animal. 
“We can go, right?” Randy says. He strokes him like he can barely contain himself. “We can leave tomorrow?”
Benson arches his aching spine against the bullshit fucking mattress, digs his nails into Randy's back, feels lucky. Feels like a spaceman. 
“Fuck yes. Fuck–yes–you got it, baby.”
Randy lights up and it's like staring into the sun. Transcendent. Fucking beautiful. 
He twists out of Benson's grasp and ducks beneath the sheets and Benson can't fucking stand it. Can’t believe it’s real. He feels weightless, so light he just might end up way out there with all the stars. Nothing comes close to this, never has, never will. It’s not fair. He probably doesn’t deserve it. But no one ever said life was fair, now, did they?  Sooner or later the odds had to end up in your favor.
He closes his eyes and grips the sheets and lets it be, lets it all be for once. Because for once, it's good. He's good. He's great. And they’re leaving tomorrow. For California.
Sounds dreamy. 
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theocseason4 · 3 years ago
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A very real lyric from the princess Diana musical-
Princess Diana: that’s what I get for marrying a scorpio
Yessssssssssssssssss
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that's a real cool hc :o
i can see them researching everything about past rebellions/revolutions from all over the galaxy to find out what works and what doesn't and under which circumstances they can act
and they get a whole lot of info from all the meetings they stand guard on as well, and they like, get how the senate works more than regular people who aren't into politics
they know what kind of bills get passed and what motivates the senators to vote in favour (greed and self interest ofc but no justice for the sake of it), and they also have a good hunch on what senators can be trusted (a select few)
bail is one of the founders of the rebellion though and i feel like the day they feel revolution is brewing, when the tipping point is there, they bring him into all their plans and stuff and tell him that they're ready to go whenever and they WILL but if he wants in he can join now but he's got to be quick about it because they're not waiting any longer
fox as a martyr though :x ugh i can see it i can totally see it
YesssssssssSSSSSSSSS
Obviously, I want Fox to be able to go off to a planet with white sandy beaches with Rhea and raise her in peace, but I might just have to settle with Fox in a coma with Rhea growing up to take her Buir's place at the Wartable much to her Ba'vode consternation. Compromises 😔
But y e s.
We Love And Respect Bail in this household, I would trust that A* dad with my life.
The Corries would literally be able to hear all of Palpatine's plans like,, all the time, because he thinks he has complete control over them. They're literally standing there, guarding the fucking door to The Room Where It Happens.
Whoops, they're stealing your secrets and interrupting your interplanetary takeovers and disrupting your operations of stealing children to feed your imperial beast.... whoops.
It's worse and angstier thinking about if the Corries are being steadily killed off, so Bail brings in other systems to join the Rebellion.
Just,, the thought of all them marching on, frontliners, Corries, Kids and all, leaving behind a legacy of justice in their fight for freedom, im crying okay, I have so many feelings about this always
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heirciel-moving · 8 years ago
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a cosplay i did of myself (the real ciel) !! i’m happy to be posting cosplays now that it’s canon.. so i’m, very very happy. it’s based off this scene.
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kotowatee · 4 months ago
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YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS CHICKENS💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥theyre so gorgeous beautiful birds!!!!!!!!!!!! shotout to pablo for real
YPU HAVE CHICKENS????? DO THEY HAVE NAMES PLEASE TELL ME TGEY DO
AFSJSKQOAIAOQOAJW i mostly call them bastard and idiot and annoying sorry. One of them is named pablo i think
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vkndr · 7 years ago
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so I’m back....
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