#Yes I cannot sleep
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Captain Price and his friend Nikolai are not dating. That's common knowledge. Everybody on the base knows that. He's just some guy they sometimes see around, who also helps with their missions and nothing more.
if Gaz happens to walk in on them snoring on the couch in the common room one night, in an almost cuddling position with their hands intertwined, he doesn't say anything. Minds his own business and walks away. Even if he found the sight sweet he keeps it to himself.
if Soap happens to be passing by the Captains room when he hears the noises coming from inside, causing him to stop in his tracks in shock, and make his face go red at the sound of his Captain gasping Nikolai's name, he simply doesn't say anything. He also walks away, although something clicks in his mind. "Oh. So that's why they act like that around each other."
if Ghost happens to notice the difference in Price's overall behavior after he's seen Nikolai; the way his shoulders seem more relaxed and his mood generally brighter, or the little gifts waiting on the captains desk, or a small glance at the mans phone with notifications from Nikolai about their next date, he simply just nods. He already knows.
#nikprice#cod nikolai#captain john price#its three am and i cannot fucking sleep and im thinking about nikolai somebody save me. save öe#this is so grammatically wrong byt i cannot care at this point#nikprice ramble be upon ye
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firm believer that it only takes like, max a month of sharing a bed with Wade before Logan becomes Incapable of sleeping if he's not there.
Wade comes back from a week long merc job to find Logan just walking around like a fucking zombie, he's slept maybe a combined 3 hours the entire time Wade was gone and he's trying to flip pancakes with a pizza cutter. he'd tried to sleep, he really had, he was exhausted, but without the comforting weight of Wade next to him in the pullout, the steady sound of his breathing and heart beat accompanied by him constantly shifting and mumbling in his sleep, the best he'd managed was staring at the ceiling for 6 hours straight the first night.
Luckily once Wade comes home and sees him like this he steers him away from the stove, sits him down on the pullout and immediately changes out of his suit so they can take a nap
#rambling#highposting#poolverine#deadpool and wolverine#absolutely not projecting at all#yes i happen to be away from my girlfriend tonight#yes im absolutely exhausted but cannot sleep#UNRELATED
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The real Dynamic Duo: Damian and Alfred forcing Those Bitches to go the fuck to sleep
#them: would it kill you to take care of yourselves and admit that you are human and need sleep and food#the rest of the batfam: yes#them: then it will *pulls out gun and knives*#they build a wall of common sense that the rest of the batfams bulshit cannot break through#jason: am i still the favorite gradkid?#alfred: you would be if you stopped being actively and/or passively suicidal on main#can you tell i like tags
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Shinichi angst is so damn good. He's in his own body but it doesn't feel like himself. His life is "dead" even though he's alive. When he comes back he will never go back to his old self. He can go back to his body but his life will never be quite the same (for better or worse)
He was just a 17 kid who had dreams ambitions friends he had to "abandon". Imagine putting up an act 24/7 and not being truly able to say the things you actually want to. And yet- this false identity of his started to blend in with his "authentic" self.
He will have to "kill" Conan like he did with himself eventually. Like I know this this is the whole point of his character but I feel like it's easy to forget due to everything going on, and every so often I'm reminded of this and go bonkers over it. Does anyone get me 😭
#detective conan#something something about how awful it is that the bad things of life change us fundamentally. ever and always. time is always foward and we#cannot go back no matter how much we want to. but life isnt going to end over that. we gotta keep going too; and perhaps that change will#lead us to good things#man i should sleep already. it is 5 am rn lol#i expect to wake up from this philosophy induced post and cringe at it later lmao#shinichi kudo#my posts#detco#also yes shinichi trans allegory slay
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FOX/FIVES
That'd certainly be one way of fixing it!!!
Oh I had so much fun with this as a lighting study.... thank you so much for the request!
#consistent style who???#arc trooper fives#commander fox#fives/fox#swtcw#prompts#my art#i got 2 requests for this one so they have the same base lol#also sorry it took all day my FIL was visiting lol#enjoy!#oop yes i forgot foxs little white arm stripeys but shhh no i didnt#anyway this is more *puts them in a blender with a heavy mix of sleep deprivation and despair* than fix it for the first 2 stills...#idk tho it is what it is.... i cannot draw fives looking good while hes tweaking out on whatever the fuck he got injected with#he is not sexy he is SWEATY and TWITCHY and DELIRIOUSLY CONFUSED and also TERRIFIED AS FUCK
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Hi mairon! I love the self insert comfort you did it was so cute! Would you be able to make some more? Possibly diluc taking care of someone like the girl you did in the last one — maybe putting them to bed because I’m suffering w my insomnia right now 😅 if you can’t dw!
oh, to be tucked snugly into bed by Diluc Ragnvindr
#insomnia is the worst i’m so sorry anon#and it’s like the most frustrating thing in the world#there is a part in my menstrual cycle where i just cannot sleep 🗿 i feel actually insane whenever it comes around#i hope you are sleeping better now! please take care 🥺❤️#i’m such a sucker for hurt comfort man#diluc is walking around the bed and getting snuggled into his side after this#before my dad passed away he would tuck me in bed every night#yes even when i was 17#he would grab my blankets just like diluc is and use his weight to push me into my comforter lol#and then ask if i’m snug as a bug yet hdhhf#hurt/comfort#diluc x reader#diluc x yn#diluc#my art#asks#genshin impact#anon#tagging this as awealuc#because it is#atp#awealuc#genshin#diluc ragnvindr#diluc fanart
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I am so sorry for this, I don't know what happened to me but once again, here I am writting angst instead of happily pretending everyone is alive and happy.
Alpha is a hard ghoul to scare.
He's ancient- not as old as Omega, Zephyr or Earth, but definitely older than most of the newer ghouls. He's seen things, in the pit and topside, beyond horrific, has blood on his hands, and is intimately familiar with its coppery taste.
And yet, as he holds a gasping Omega against his chest, Alpha has never been more terrified in his entire life.
Omega, sturdy, reliable Omega, unshakeable Omega, is falling appart in Alpha's arms, and there's nothing the fire ghoul can do.
Nothing but hold him tight and pray his suffering will end. In his despair, Alpha curses how human they've become, after spending so much time amongst them. Human enough to feel much more than a ghoul should. Human enough to get attatched, to fall in love. Oh, how Alpha curses love.
Omega is sobbing, gut-wreching cries that echo in his bedroom, clinging to Alpha like letting go would kill them both. It takes a while for the fire ghoul to realize the litany of broken noises escaping Omega's mouth are actually words.
I can't, I can't, I can't.
Alpha doesn't need to ask what Omega means. Omega cannot fanthom a world without Terzo. Cannot imagine his life without the one bright star that so thoroughly changed it. Cannot bear the agony of loss and grief. And Alpha is torn between terror and rage. Because he cannot help.
He grieves, too, of course he does. Terzo is- was his friend, Primo his first Papa and a man he highly respected, and Secondo...Alpha would rather not think about the man's rare raspy laugh right now. Something about the taste of missed opportunities isn't very appealing at the moment.
Alpha grieves, too, but he doesn't know what having someone who had weaved their way into his very soul torn away from him feels like. So he tightens his helpless arms around Omega, and prays that there will be something left of the quint's shattered heart.
So yes, Alpha, tough, I've-seen-much-worse Alpha, is trembling in terror as he witnesses the strongest ghoul he ever knew getting torn from the inside out by love's ugly twin, grief.
#i will now cry myself to sleep#i swear I cannot escape the angst these days#I have something else planned and it's also angsty and terzomega#sorry sorry i guess#also yes please read into the secondo mention#not that it was all that subtle but y'know#alpha ghoul#omega ghoul#terzo#terzomega#papa emeritus iii#nameless ghouls#the band ghost
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anyone else experiencing a great sense of foreboding in this chili's tonight?
#yes i said i was going to sleep no i have not slept#let the record show that i have tried but i cannot relax at all#i know it's still early but... 30-154. i don't like to see it.#us election#us politics#mae posts
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i was thinking about the sleep deprivation thing that cults do and something i completely forgot about with regards to that conversation is that the sleep needs of children/teens are different to adults. it's a range as most things are, but when it comes to sleep you HAVE to go based off the biggest number to ensure everyone gets proper sleep because you cannot function properly without proper sleep
so, if you were a teenager who went to church camps and they allowed for less than 10 hours of sleep, or if you were a kid (6-12) and they allowed for less than 12 hours of sleep, you very well may have been sleep deprived, either intentionally or unintentionally
and as a little bonus: adults tend to respond to sleep deprivation with tiredness, but kids tend to respond with hyperactivity, and even one night of sleep deprivation can affect someone
#i don't think my places were intentional cuz most people don't know the amount of sleep kids/teens need#but i am so positive that we were not getting 12 hours to sleep when we did the middle school thing (11-14)#or the thing that had high school and middle school#i cannot remember the middle school thing but the high school ones were during summer#and i remember us always getting into bed when it was pitch black And that we had to wake up way earlier than anyone wanted to#yes it's possible we stayed up past curfew but i remember playing group games in the dark#insane that they did this to us#cult tactics#religious trauma#ex christian#personal
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"He was alight with eyes, replete with arms that continued to tear from the ground and his own body, and stained with fluorescent blood and pus that poured down him in glowing rivulets. Insectoid legs, patterned like ribs, curled against his chest and ripped into an obvious, drooling seam that cut through the center of his body."
"His face was fuller and less skeletal, domed and long and divided into sections by snapping jaws that flared out like a star, each deformed by massive teeth that grew like ram’s horns from his mouth. A mane of tentacles whipped violently around his head and slithered down his back, excess arms and quills forming a halo behind him that traced a crown of spiraling blue-green fire."
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Benrey's true form from @kogo-dogo 's fic, Human Resources Violation. Hey actual banger.
I REALLY LIKE THIS FIC. If you like HLVRAI you NEEEEEED to read it so bad. I stayed up all night making this and regret nothing. I cannot believe the fic ended with one of my most beloved things in existence (eldritch kaiju battle).
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Without dramatic lighting below the cut.
#messy machinations#hlvrai#human resources violation#i cannot believe how much this fic RUUUULES#LEGIT THE BEST IVE EVER READ#it's a wholeass adventure and oh my god.#SO much fun#im sad i finished it today sdngkdfhg#why must it be over so soon.... < he binge read it#HEY. HEY. THE FUCKED UP ABOMINATIONS THAT KEEP APPEARING???? IM LOVE THEM#SO MUCH IM LOVE THEM ALL SO MUCH AUAUAU#YES give me those FUCKY WEIRD MONSTROSITIES that exist JUST TO EXIST#ok i need to sleep real bad it's 5am
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"if grimpop was slash everyone would ship it" and if my grandmother had wheels she would've been a bike. like yeah dawg, it's almost as if there is a lot of cultural baggage that comes with older men/younger women ships that does not exist for gay relationships and that might be one of the reasons people aren't into it romantically
#like. they're fundamentally different dynamics#and again i cannot stress enough that i have nothing against people who do ship it#but like. people have very good reasons to not ship it#yanno?#like. is it possible for a younger man and an older man to have a problematic relationship irl?#obviously yes#in the same sense that it is entirely possible for an older man and a younger woman to have a healthy relationship irl#but!! there is also a longstanding cultural pattern of older men preying on younger women!!!#emphasis on the CULTURAL PATTERN thing#it's almost baked into society#so yeah some people have a negative reaction to that#in the way they wouldn’t for slash ships#it happens#and yes of course there is a preference for slash in fandom and yes that is in part bc of sexism#there's Nuance to everything#but. imho it is comparing apples to slightly apple-like oranges#in the same way that there has been a backlash to jeffannie in recent years#people are simply less into older men dating younger women these days#because of reasons mentioned before#and also bc complex platonic male/female relationships are rare in media!!!#anyway. again ship what you want#but like. instead of complaining maybe just. write some fanfic. draw some fanart. idk contribute something. make it more popular#ok that's all from me im gonna go to sleep now#mqposting
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Words cannot express just how funny this comment is to me. @honeii-puff
#sleep does not exist but yes martin please get your husband to sleep#and i mean jon now gets more sleep than he used to#this caught me so off guard was not expecting martin to get called out#wasnt planning on saying anything (which is why hidden in the notes) but this is so funny that i feel it necessary#osdd system#jon and martin are a part of the system and martin just left front when i saw that it felt like such a callout due to the timing#i am cackling at this#jon does get much better sleep now but i cannot promise anything for the podcast
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I just want someone to show me a house and say this is yours now congrats ! instead of making the most indecisive non-opinionated person make a big ass decision
#can you see yourself living here?? ma'am i cannot see myself living anywhere and im working on it yes i see the backsplash and the yard Nice#and i know I can't just make a quick decision bc this is a fucking House but im so stressed and depressed im like....#looking at two more tomrorow before the pens game so maybe i will magically fall in love and can sleep again#one i was in love with went contingent before i could even step inside so!!!!!!#i can see why people buy houses together but im just like yeah my cat won't care
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"My cat won't let me get anything done"
And then it's just a picture of Ganke sleeping on Miles's chest while he's struggling to use him as a table for his sketchbook.
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#across the spiderverse#miles 42#prowler party#clawcode#ganke lee#miles morales#milesganke#prowler miles#slur gallery#doodles#traditional art#i like to think that Ganke is touch starved as FUCK and needs bf cuddles#constantly#hes an absoluuuuute sucker for being pet#hands in his hair? please.#kiss on his shoulder? god yes.#he cannot fall asleep unless he is besides Miles (he often waits for him at night when hes out as the Prowler totally because he loves him-#-and not because hes an insomiac#who drinks 8 energy drinks a day...#and stays up all night on his computer.....#Miles acts like he hates it but he really genuinely loves being needed#at lunch Miles is seen with Ganke behind him leaning over his shoulders and playing with his hair#theyre caught sleeping on a couch in the library and Miles is the little spoon#they hold hands everywhere they go and people stare because why the hell is this short angry gremlin being affectionate-#with this giant nerd that acts like hes a teddybear#sometimes they switch up and Miles is the one needing love#he spots Ganke sitting on a table and comes over#forces his way into the seat in front of Ganke and puts his head in his lap#and Ganke doesnt miss a beat and continues talking and everyones just like#...what the hell
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okay but a version of events in which tommy takes ellie to the fireflies, but NEITHER of them come back. and maria joel have to work together to get them back
#maria and joel best friend agenda#has someone already done this (in a way that actually characterizes maria as an actual person w a plot lmfao)#pissed off maria and regretful af grumpy joel having to team up#joel at first being like i canNOT let you come with me youre pregnant#maria: and who the fuck are you to tell me what to do#joel: okay ur coming i guess#him doing anything and everything to make the trip as easy and safe as possible for her#runs on like four hours of sleep every night so she only has to take one watch and gives her 70% of their food#at first maria is sooooooo not having it like#sure you care about me and my baby who you asked your brother to LEAVE for yOUR SELFISH SHORTSIGHTED ASS#but then one night hes telling her a story about ellie and then she tells a story about kevin and he tells a story about sarah#and she can see how much he loves not just his late baby girl but his living one too#and in that moment she just kind of gets it#tommy told her this part of joel was long dead#the part that was soft and loving and good#but he was wrong#he was so wrong#and all maria needed was to see that for herself#and then they team up and break into davids camp and take care of business#tommy and ellie are probably there that makes sense#and then ellie is like we still have to finish this we’re going to the fireflies#maria: um haha ur funny no we’re not#ellie: i—#maria to tommy and joel: no we’re not everybody pack it up#we’re going HOME#joel and tommy: yes ma’am#maria miller#joel miller#au#i had a dream abt this last night couldnt at least do a tag story on it
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Sleep Token on Royal Albert Hall with a live orchestra. Ascensionism starts with a beautiful string section. The cellos take over with some really soft, high violin tremolos, and a beautiful viola base.
#I wish i was a better violinist so I could make this happen a little bit#I am committing to double down on my violin practice so this will come to fruition#please tell me we have more string players here please that would be so yummy. cellos i am calling out#(this is very much inspired by BMTH Royal Albert Hall concert yes. I am listening to Ascensionism and this arrangement just came to mind)#I cannot stress how much I need this to be a real thing#string players save me. string players. save me string players#sleep token
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