#Yeh Jo Hai Zindagi

[papenathys]

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[hi-avathisside]

Trigger Warning: Mental health, indications of suıcıde

Sept aa gaya aur pata bhi nahi chala, aaj teachers day hai aur pichla teacher's day mujhe bakhoobi yaad hai. yaar yeh samay bhi na kitni ajeeb cheez hai jitni upma se upma karu kam hai, kahu ki yeh samay inn ghirte- hatte baadlon ki tarah hai aur inn patton ke girne ki tarah hai aur iss toofan ke jaane ki tarah hai. yeh samay woh pighalti ice-cream ki tarah hai, woh signal badalne ki tarah hai, achaanak aane waali modoslaadhar baarish ki tarah hai aur aasmaan mai. ek indradhanush ki tarah hai toh bhi shayad kam hoga. Yeh saal kaise beeta pata hi nahinchala, yoon bhadrapad aa gaya aur keval kuch mahine hi bache hain yeh saal khatam hone main. yeh samay bhi na bohot kamaal hai. Pichle septmeber mujhe laga tha, ki shayad nahi ho paayega. Yeh zindagi, mujhse nahi ho paayegi, kyonki yaar mushkil hota hai, har din hospital jaana aur phir kaam, kaam aur hospital, lekin humne kiya. September guzra, ek ek din gine the humne ungliyon par zaroor, lekin kab december aa gaya pata hi nahi chala. Naye saal ki kuch zyada khushi nahi thi, bas yahi dua thi ki yeh sal khishiyaan laaye. January, fervary ek aisi hawa ka jhonka laaye jisse hum aaj tak waakif hi nahi the. Aur yeh hawa ka jhonka jis dhara se aaya tha humari zulfe udane ke liye, waise hi chala gaya, shayad kuch bikhri zulfe chhod gaya. Yeh saal guzar toh raha tha, lekin aisa lag raha tha ki hum sthir haim kuch badal nahi raha tha. Jitni bhi koshish kar lo yeh patthar hil hi nahi raha, yeh dhakkan khul hi nahi raha. Phir kya, socha aise rote hue raatein guzaarna thik nahi hai, yoon ghar main band rehna thik nahi hai, kuch toh galat hai. Madad li, shayad kuch behtar hua, shayad nahi. lekin inn sab ke beech, maine bohot yaadein banayi. Woh ek baarish, woh ek sunset, aur na jaane kitne saari hassi joh shayad nahi hoti agar maine zindagi ka haath chhod diya hota. Kuch din aise bhi the jinmein mujhe laga ki isse khush toh main nahi jo sakti, kuch raatein iss kadar thi ki mujhe laga ki mujhse dukhi koi nahi ho sakta. Ho sakta ho ki aapka samay itna achha na chal raha ho, lekin phir bhi, samay kaisa bhi ho, yeh chhoti chhoti khudhiyaan zaroor laata hain. September aa gaya aaj aur pata bhi nahi chala. Shayad, woh dhakkan thoda dheela ho gaya.

सितंबर आ गया और पता भी नहीं चला, आज टीचर्स दे है और इससे पिछला शिक्षक दिवस मुझे याद है। यार ये समय भी ना कितनी अजीब चीज़ है, जितनी उपमा से उपमा कम है, कहू की ये समय इन घिरते-हटते बादलों की तरह है और इन पत्तों के गिरने की तरह है और इस तूफ़ान के जाने की तरह है। ये समय वो पिगलती आइसक्रीम की तरह है, वो सिग्नल बदलने की तरह है, अचानक आने वाली मूसलाधार बारिश की तरह है और आसमान में एक इंद्रधनुष की तरह है तो शायद काम होगा। ये साल कैसे बीता पता ही नहीं, यूं भाद्रपद आ गया और केवल कुछ महीने ही बचे हैं ये साल खत्म होने में। ये समय भी ना बहुत कमाल है। पिछले सितंबर मुझे लगा था, शायद नहीं हो पाएगा। ये जिंदगी, मुझसे नहीं हो पाएगी, क्योंकि यार मुश्किल होता है, हर दिन हॉस्पिटल जाना और फिर काम, काम और हॉस्पिटल, लेकिन हमने किया। सितंबर गुजरा, एक एक दिन गिनें थे हमने उंगलियों पर जरूर, लेकिन दिसंबर कब आ गया पता ही नहीं चला। नए साल की कुछ ज्यादा खुशी नहीं थी, बस यहीं दुआ थी कि ये साल खुशियां लाए। जनवरी, फरवरी एक ऐसी हवा का झोंका लाए जिसे हम आज तक वाकिफ ही नहीं थे। और ये हवा का झोंका जिस धारा से आया था हमारी जुल्फे उड़ान के लिए, वैसे ही चला गया, शायद कुछ बिखरी जुल्फे छोड़ गया। ये साल गुजर तो रहा था, लेकिन ऐसा लग रहा था कि हम स्थिर हैं, कुछ बदल नहीं रहा था। जितनी भी कोशिश कर लो ये पत्थर हिल ही नहीं रहा, ये धक्कन खुल ही नहीं रहा। फिर क्या, सोचा ऐसे रोते हुए रातें गुज़ारना ठीक नहीं है, यूं घर में बंद रहना ठीक नहीं है, कुछ तो गलत है। मदद ली, शायद कुछ बेहतर हुआ, शायद नहीं। लेकिन इन सब के बीच, मैंने बहुत यादें बनाईं। वो एक बारिश, वो एक सनसैट, और ना जाने कितनी सारी हंसी जो शायद नहीं होती अगर मैंने जिंदगी का हाथ छोड़ दिया होता। कुछ दिन ऐसे भी थे जिनमें मुझे लगा कि मुझसे ज्यादा खुश कोई नहीं है, कुछ रातें इस कदर थी कि मुझे लगा कि मुझसे दुखी कोई नहीं हो सकता। हो सकता है कि आपका समय इतना अच्छा न चल रहा हो, लेकिन फिर भी, समय कैसा भी हो, ये छोटी-छोटी खुशियां जरूर लाता है। सितंबर आ गया आज और पता भी नहीं चला। शायद, वो धक्कन थोड़ा ढीला हो गया।

wrote this at 8:30 am, first thought in the morning. It's because I never thought I could make it to September. I'm glad. Life throws shit at you, but please remember to breathe, and it'll pass on. Sept-Dec patch was very rough for me, but it passed and I'm glad it did. This is your reminder that it'll pass.

[shahsalim]

Is jahan mein na koi haar hoti hai, na jeet,

Sirf kuch log apni muraad paa lete hain,

Aur baaqi apni saari zindagi tamanna ke saaye mein bita dete hain.

Jo mil jata hai, uski qeemat aksar nahi samajhi jaati.

Is liye sabr o intezaar maqbool hai,

Ke yeh shiddat us gohar ki azmat ko akhir tak zinda rakh paati.

[raindropsofloev]

jisse zindagi dhund rahi hai, kya yeh vo makaam mera hai

yahan chain se bas ruk jaau, kyu dil yeh mujhe kehta hai

jazbat naye se mile hai, jaane kya asar yeh hua hai

ik aas mili fir mujhko, jo kubul kisine kiya hai

han kissi-shayar-ki-ghazal jo de ruh ko sukoon ke pal, koi mujhko yun mila hai jaise banjaare ko ghar

naye mausam ki seher ya sard mein dopahar, koi mujhko yun mila hai jaise banjaare ko ghar

[hereisnxbiya]

Zindagi ka sab se bara mazaq yeh hai ke insaan wohi karta hai jo usay nahin karna chahiye.

- Bano Qudsia

[ishuess]

New beginnings ♾️

Shubman (in bathroom in front of mirror): this is it..this is the moment..Shubman Gill you can do this.

Ishan(from the bed): SHUBI MOVIE NIGHT PAUSED HAI JALDI AA

Shubman: AAYA..this is going to change everything and nothing for better. I know my lines and I am ready for it..but is he ready?

Ishan: JALDI AANA..

Shubman: AAYA EK MINUTE RUK...he better be ready.

Ishan: kitna taiyaar ho raha tha...it's movie night babyy.

Shubman: Haan haan pata hai but I will chose a movie.

Ishan: Ayye no hollywood na I am feeling desi rom coms.

Shubman: Yea yeaa..I know *picks movie*

Ishan: Jab we met?

Shubman: Yea..

Ishan: We have already watched this one and you find it stupid.

Shubman: I do love stupid *looks at Ishan*

Ishan: Tu mereko stupid bol raha hai?

Shubman: main tereko love u bol raha hoon ab dekhte hain.

Ishan: *huffs*

..........They start the movie...........

Ishan: *keeps on repeating lines from film*

Shubman: *watches Ishan with a smile*

Ishan: *sniffles* How can Anshuman do this?

Shubman: Paagal hai na

Geet (in T.V): Main tujhe bohot acchi lagti hoon na?

Ishan: Main tujhe bohot accha lagta hoon na?

Shubman: *pauses the movie*

Ishan: yaar kyun roka paagal!

Shubman: *pulls Ishan on his lap*

Ishan: Shubman? Kya hua?

Shubman: Phirse bol

Ishan: Kya hua?

Shubman: Nahi usse pehle?

Ishan: Yaar..kyun roka..

Shubman: Nahi usse pehle..

Ishan:....main tujhe bohot acchi lagti hoon na??

Shubman: Bohot par woh

Ishan: Teri problem hai?

Shubman: Meri problem nahi hai mere life ka sabse best decision hai..Tune mujhe har khushi ki vajah di..teri smile..tere nakhre..teri baatein..tere aansu..teri hasi

Ishan: Shubi..

Shubman: Smile kar na do minute...Uth ek second aur chal mere saath.

Ishan: Kahaan?

Shubman: Tu bas mainu follow kar.. *takes Ishan to the balcony*

Ishan: Kya kar raha hai..tu mujhe dara raha hai? Sab thik haina?

Shubman: Sab changa hai..Ab ruk.

Ishan: Shubi...kya kar rahaa..

Shubman: Sun toh pehle..

Ishan: Chhetti dass

Shubman: Thand rakh kaake..Ishh jab tujhse pehli baar mila tab yeh ehsaas nahi hua ki tu mere zindagi ka woh hissa ban jaayega jo mujhe khud se bhi zyada pyaara ho jaayega. I love you kab I love us ban gaye. Hum kab roommates se best friends se boyfriends ban gaye. Par ab boyfriends nahi reh sakte..I am sorry

Ishan: Kya...kya bol raha hai Shubman? *starts panicking and hyperventilating* Maine kuch kiya..Sorry na baby. Hum baat nahi kar sakte kya? Sab sort out nahi kar sakte kya..Shubi please i am sorry

Shubman: Ishan sun tu galat samajh raha hai..tu sun nahi raha

Ishan: I am sorry...I am so sorry Shubi..Shubi please..*starts crying*

Shubman: Oh shit!! *cups Ishan's face* Panic matt kar...look at me..Ishan look at my eyes. Breathe ok breathe

Ishan: Shubii...

Shubman: It's ok baby..do you feel my heartbeat...see I'm here..breathe..breathe

Ishan: Hum sab theek nahi kar sakte?

Shubman: Paagal tu sunta hi nahi...sab theek nahi main sab perfect karne waala hoon.

Ishan: Kya bol raha hai

Shubman: Pehle chal uth ke baith pehle paani pi

Ishan: Nahi tu suspense mat bana...please bolna.

Shubman: *picks up Ishan and carries him to bed*

Ishan: Kya kar raha hai..

Shubman: Ab chup bilkul chup..Main tujhse bohot pyaar karta hoon...sabse zyada pyaar karta hoon..isliye..*deep breath* tumerenaalvyaahkarega?

Ishan: Kya?

Shubman:*goes on one knee and takes out a ring* Will you Ishan Kishan marry me?

Ishan: *starts crying after wearing the ring*

Shubman: Oo tu ro matt..tere munh pe smile hi suit karti hai *sits beside Ishan and hugs him*

Ishan: Chup kar paagal.*punches him lightly on chest*

Shubman: Aah..maar matt..

Ishan: *kisses Shubman*

Shubman: *deepens the kiss*

Ishan: *moves away out of breath*

Shubman:*cups Ishan's face* Yahi chahiye for 7 janam tak ab bas tu hi chahiye

Ishan: *laughs with tears in eyes* daraya kyun tu pehle? *slaps him lightly*

Shubman: Tune pura bolne kahan diya? Tujhe sach mein lagta hai meri aukat tujhse breakup karne ki hai? Khudko dekha hai laanat hogi mujhpe agar tujhe jaane diya.

Ishan: Paagal..

Shubman: Tune jawaab nahi diya lekin..

Ishan: Ab teri permanent booking ho gayi hai.

Shubman: *kisses Ishan* I love us

Ishan: I love us more.

(This fic was requested by one and only @bimesskaira . Aaj toh jee bohot angst ho gaya. That's why this fic is to only and only happy beginnings. Ab itni acchi fic likhi hai toh ek hi aasha hai ki aap sabko pasand aayegi.

Aur sab milke bhagwan ji se pray karo ki ISHAN COMES BACK STRONGER THAN EVER aur nazar na lage mere cuties ko.)

🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿🔱🔱🔱🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿

[nirmiti]

Yeh jo guzar raha hai,

Waqt nahi, zindagi hai. 🌙

[his-heart-hymns]

Kisi aise insan ke sath rehna jis se mohabat na ho mushkil hai ya kisi aise insan ke bager rehna jis se buht zayada mohabat ho mushkil hai ?

Kisi aise insaan ke bager rehna jisse mohabbat ho mushkil toh hain per ab kya kare zindagi hain apni.Aur apni zindagi ke sath daga toh nahi kar sakte na? Aur tumhara wajood bas ek insaan ke liye nahi hota.Bohot saare log hain duniya main jo tumhe chahte hain.Toh tumhe ek khush haal zindagi jeeni chahiye.Chalo tum uske bager nahi reh paa rahe.Kya pata woh bade maze se zindagi jee raha ho?

Agar insaan Acha hain aur tumhe usse Shurawaat main mohabbat na ho toh yeh bhi ho sakta hain tumhe usse mohabbat ho jaye.Akhir kaar insaan Acha ho toh mohabbat ho hi jaati hain.Yahi toh buniyad hain saari kamyaab aur khush haal arranged marriages ki.😊

[tasavvur-e-jaana]

Darakht

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maut ka ilaaj dhundh raha hai shayad, yeh darakht bhi meri tarah tanha hai shayad.

zindagi mein ab hariyali nahi hogi kabhi, bas lamhe apne gin raha hai shayad.

woh inteqal ki ghadi jo aankh micholi khel rahi, uske peeche peeche daud kar thak gaya hai shayad.

na paati hain saath, na chidiya ka ghonsla, sansaar ne faariq ise abhi se kar diya hai shayad.

hayaat ke haalaat apne bheetar samet ta hua, zindagi ka raaz kahin khoj raha hai shayad.

kya use gale laga loon main bhi? ya chum loon, mere saath use bhi khaai mein sulaa doon main shayad.

//

[whiskeywithart]

in dino, zindagi thori

ruk si gayi hai,

nahi pata kab chalna

hai aur kab bhagna hai,

shayad issi ko zindagi

kehte hai,

magar kya phir woh ek

khwaab tha jo mere

bachpan ke kirdaar ne

dekha tha?

zamana badal jata hai,

toh iska matlab hume bhi

waqt ke sath badalna ho

yeh baat kahi toh kahi kisne?

har baari umeed haar kar nayi

cheezo se umeede kyu laga

baithte hai hum?

ruki hui zindagi me bhi khud

ke liye do pal nikalne ki fursat

kyu nahi milti hai hume?

khud se khud ke liye jeena

kyu nahi sikhaya kabhi kisine?

khud se hi mooh mod lene

me hume kis baat ki khushi

milti hai?

kabhi is samay ke sath bhagna

na sahi chalna toh seekh hi jaayege na?

nahi pata kal me kya likha hai,

aaj ke aaj me do pal ka jeena

toh seekh jaayege na?

kya pata kabhi zindagi se dosti

hojaye toh shayad in sab sawalo

ke jawab mil jaye, aur nahi bhi

mile toh dheemi raftaar ke iska sath

chalna toh seekh hi jaayege.

-s

[harf-e-kun]

Meri Zindagi To Firaq Hai,

Wo Azal Se Dil Main Makeen Sahi

Wo Nigah e Shouq Sey Dour Hen,

Rag e Jaan Sey Laakh Qareeb Sahi!

Humain Jaan Deni Hai Ek Din,

Wo Kisi Tarhan Wo Kahin Sahi

Humain Aap Khinchiye Daar Par,

Jo Nahin Koi To Hum Hi Sahi

Sar-e-Tour Ho, Sar-e-Hashhar Ho,

Humain Intazaar Qubool Hai!

Wo Kabhi Milain Wo Kahin Milain

Wo Kabhi Sahi, Wo Kahin Sahi

Na Ho Un Pr Jo Mera Bas, To Na Sahi,

Ke Yeh Aashiqi Hai Hawas Nahin!

Main Unhi Ka Thaa, Main Unhi Ka Hoon,

Vo Mere Nahin Tou Nahin Sahi!

Jo Ho Faisla Wo Sunaye, Usey Hashr Pe Na Uthaye

Jo Karen Ge Aap Sitam Wahan, Wo Abhi Sahi Woh Yahin Sahi

Ussy Dekhne Ki Jo Lau Lagi,

Tou ‘Naseer’ Dekh Hi Lenge Hum

Wo Hazaar Aankh Se Door Ho,

Wo Hazaar Parda Nasheen Sahi!

- Pir Naseeruddin Naseer

[scribblesbyavi]

main ek bikhra hua insaan

tum ek nayaab sapna

main kuch giney chuney shabd

tum puri ki puri kabita

najane kaise hui yeh ek hadsa

tumse main aa mila

par zindagi hai hi ajeeb

jo do log milkar vi na mila

ab main aur mera toota dil

tum ek khwab,

mere muskurane ki bajeh

aur ek nayaab sapna.

avis

[be-qaar]

kabhi kabhi mere dil main khayal ata hai

kabhi kabhi mere dil main khayal ata hai

zindagi teri zulfon ki naram chahon main guzarne ko ati

tou shadaab ho bhi skti thi

yeh ranj-o-gham ki siyahi jo dil pe chaai hai

teri nazar ki shuwa’on main kho bhi skti thi

magr yeh ho na saka

aur abh yeh alam hai kay

tu nahi, tera gham, teri justuju bhi nahi

guzar rahi hai zindagi kuch istrah kay jaise

issey kisi kay saharay ki arazoo nae

na koi rah, na manzil, na roshani ka suragh

batakh rahi hai andheron main zindagi meri

inhi andheron main hi main reh jauga kahin kho kr

main jaanta hu mere hum nafaz, magr yunhi

kabhi kabhi mere dil main khayaal ata hai

[shahsalim]

Yeh jo gheri neend mein hoon, jaga de koi,

Jo soch der tak chali, mita de koi.

Asli jahan ka deedar naseeb ho,

Ye jhooti duniya ka dhoka hata de koi.

Har ek raaz jo chhupa hai sochon ke beech,

Us raaz ko samajhne ka sabaq de koi.

Ye faani saaye jo haqeeqat ban gaye hain,

In khwab ke girah ko khol de koi.

Shu’ur jagaye jo zindagi ke safar mein,

Soye dilon mein ujala jaga de koi.

Jo sach hai, woh har jagah nazar aaye,

Jo jhooth hai, usko hawa mein uda de koi.

[bollywoodirect]

"Aanewala Pal Jaanewala Hai, Ho Sake To Iss Mein Zindagi Bitaado Pal Jo Yeh Jaanewala hai, Aanewala Pal Jaanewala Hai Ho Sake To Iss Mein Zindagi Bitaado Pal Jo Yeh Jaanewala Hai" 45 Years of #Golmaal (20/04/1979) Directed by Hrishikesh Mukherjee. Screenplay by Sachin Bhowmick. Written by Rahi Masoom Raza (dialogues). Music by R.D. Burman with lyrics by #Gulzar. Starring Amol Palekar, Utpal Dutt, Bindiya Goswami, David, Deven Verma, and Dina Pathak. Which is your favourite scene from the film?

[aslam-rp]

Characters:

Sonarika (ghar ka naam Sona), umar 32, figure 36-26-36, unsatisfied housewife.

Kartik - Sonarika ka pati, side character hai, isliye umar aur details zaruri nahi. Bank me job karta hai.

Aslam (Main male character) - Umar 45+, mohalla ka dabang, takatwar aur ameer, jo apne mohalla ke logon ki har tarah se madad karta hai.

Background:

Sonarika aur Kartik ki shaadi ko 6 saal ho gaye hain. Bachcha abhi tak nahi hua. Doctor ki jaanch ke baad pata chalta hai ki dono me kami hai aur kabhi maa-baap nahi ban sakte. Is baat ko dono apna naseeb samajh ke accept kar lete hain, lekin iske baad dono se**x ko enjoy karna chhod dete hain.

Vaise dono me gehra pyaar hai, lekin ab Kartik Sonarika ko bistar par santusht nahi kar pata. Pehle bhi aisa hota tha, par gehre pyaar ki wajah se is baat ka ehsaas nahi hota tha. Lekin ab Sonarika ko yeh lagta hai ki Kartik se**x ke maamle me bhi kamzor hai. Kartik ne Sonarika par kabhi kisi tarah ki pabandiyan nahi lagayi thi, aur Sonarika ne bhi kabhi apni aazadi ka galat faayda nahi uthaya.

Ek din Kartik ka transfer Bengal ke ek chhote se sheher me ho jata hai, jo puri tarah se Muslim abaadi wala aur gareeb sheher hai. Sheher me badbudar galiyan, sankri sadkein aur chhota sa ghani abaadi wala bazar hota hai. Kartik ko bank ki taraf se ek flat diya jata hai jo chaaron taraf Muslims se ghira hota hai. Transfer ke baad dono wahan shift ho jaate hain.

Plot:

Shift hone ke baad Kartik kaam me itna vyast ho jata hai ki kabhi-kabhi raat bhar ghar nahi aata. Aur jab aata bhi hai to subah jaldi chala jata hai. Is wajah se Sonarika ko akelapan mehsoos hone lagta hai. Mohalla ke sabhi log jaan lete hain ki ek Hindu aurat apne pati ke saath rehne aayi hai. Aslam ko bhi is baat ka pata chal jata hai aur woh Sonarika ke baare me saari baatein pata kar leta hai.

Idhar Sonarika apne akelapan ko door karne ke liye Facebook ka sahara lene ka sochti hai, par isse pehle ki woh kuch kare, Aslam uski zindagi me aa jata hai.

Ek din Sonarika bazar jaati hai to har cheez ki dukaan par sirf Aslam ka naam likha dekhti hai. Usse pata chal jata hai ki woh mohalla ka sabse powerful aadmi hai. Us din Aslam, sab kuch jaankar bhi, anjaan bankar Sonarika se bazar me milta hai. Aslam ki kad-kathi aur personality dekhkar Sonarika uske taraf lusty hone lagti hai. Dheere-dheere woh Aslam ki taraf attract hone lagti hai.

Aslam iska faayda utha kar Sonarika ko apne bistar tak le aata hai. 2-3 scenes ke baad Aslam, Sonarika se duri banane lagta hai, jis wajah se Sonarika pareshan hone lagti hai.

Phir ek din Sonarika Aslam ke ghar milne jaati hai. Aslam uske saamne ek shart rakhta hai ki use uski har baat maan ni padegi - jo, jahan, jis ke saath karne ko kahega, woh karegi. Sonarika mana kar deti hai aur wapas aa jaati hai.

Par 2-3 din ke baad Sonarika ke andar ki aag badhne lagti hai, aur woh phir se Aslam se milne jaati hai. Is baar woh Aslam ki shart maan leti hai. Yahan se Aslam, Sonarika ko mohalla ke har aadmi ke saath badi-bari woh sab karvayega jo woh chahta hai.

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