#YPU DONT UNDERSTAND HOW FUNNY IT WOULD BE

[faux-mance]

GUYS PLEASJE

[nani-nonny]

Okay I HATE HOW WHEN AM DONE READING A CHAPTER OF YOURS AND WANNA KUDO IT, IT SAYS THAT I ALREADY DID, YPU DON'T UNDERSTAND I WANT AND NEED TO KUDO MORE OF YOUR WORK!!!

Ch 17 was oh my god *chef kiss* i would kiss this chapter if it was a book!

The first Paragraph was a great info and i love; of course when leo wants to be alone he would go places he knows his family can't find him and the older he gets he not only can hide better BUT HE KNOWS OTHER PEOPLE'S HIDING SPOTS!! Like imagine; an young adult with some problems was in an area but vanished - let's say park - leo can think of where this young adult can hide!!✨✨

But all of this hard thinking wasn't needed as leo was behind a couch - big bruh - and he joined the train but very late on " i want to spend my time with big blue as my father figure " is both awe and funny.

A soap opera marathon is something i think good because i don't know much about soap opera but it's hella long and above that Spanish?! Yeah that would be difficult for me buddy.

April pointing out that big blue is like Jupiter jim is so beautiful - despite the fact that i HATE HIM - but still adorable, and he offered to take blue to see his older brothers and sister!! That's a great treat, now i wonder if other siblings can see the older ver of them or not somehow, someway...

BAM! Little blue enters the big blue core chat and meet his older siblings, seeing older April is THE BEST because god we need more big sis April!! Then mikey pull him like how a puppeteer catch a puppet and PULL his shell into the group pile LOL. (It would be funny imagine how the little turtles fight older mikey and he just tie them around chains and just throw them left and right XD)

Then here comes big raph AND HE'S BIGGER THAN LIFE ITSELF!! Awwwww seeing how baby blue go and try to hug him 🥺🥺🥺

Then comes Donnie... Oh Donnie the " not nice and more mean Donnie " LOL

He just picked him up, dropped few words before " okay am done with him " LMFAOO and mikey calling him " rude goods " XD

And the adusity of playing volleyball while big blue is SLEEPING!! Ahahaha it's like some loading screen or when you wait in elevator to reach your floor, and mikey just turned leo's core into sims 4 XDDD

I can't wait to see leo's react from " you're the turtle's dad now!! " more then anything!!✨✨✨✨

aksjakshak it’s fine just one kudo is more than enough :))))))

vvvvvv

Leo being an unpredictable person in his family and able to predict what said family are doing down to a T really gets my brain going. It’s such an interesting concept that is so bittersweet in context.

You can’t leave little blue out of the peepaw itinerary lolll he’s the first of the brothers to witness the peepaw in action

The soap opera marathon will definitely be a doozy for me to write… if I planned to write it out but I won’t. Mainly to save time so that we dont get lost in the story and dive into the marathon with them (/j) but because it’ll be a pain in the ass to write. It’ll just be a time skip to the aftermath where they’ve accumulated weeks of stank /hj

April mentioning Little Blue’s childlike wonder to how he viewed Jupiter Jim made my heart warm :) and of course she doesn’t mean the way Jupiter Jim had treated them irl but to the excitement of their eyes locked on the screen watching all Jupiter Jim movies

(And we’ll have to see what happens in the future of this story in terms of the past turtles meeting the future turtles)

Raphael being the biggest, warmest, cuddliest teddy bear and so full of love but then there’s Donatello and Michelangelo being the “uncle figure that have a favorite and that one child is not the favorite” /j and really harnessing that “I will tolerate you for this amount of time but if you exceed that time then you can only blame yourself” /j

The future turtles playing volleyball makes me laugh a little too much because they have to do something while Leonardo is sleeping.

We’ll have to see where we go from here on hahah! Thank you for reading <3333

[playingonedchess]

eh now that im thinking about it again i think maybe my problem with fandom is mainly just that its completely incapable of remotely understanding how any sort of interpersonal relationship works in the slightest and portrays them in the most ridiculous stupid ways not only is everyone ridiculously too emoteionally expressive and self aware and way too eager to therapise each other and discuss things in ways that no one really ever would but they also way overstate the way the characters even think about these things and then when its not the writers invented versions of the characters psycological states its always just about stupid internet subculture memes that i refuse to believe anyones even capable of finding funny or else the other way of completely misunderstanding interpersonal relationships which is making everything about romance or family structures its either throwing away all their actual relationship to just be about kissing and they love me they love me nots and honestly i reckon its actually worse when you actually ship them cause then your actually invested in their relationship and think they could actually have a romantic relationship while still resembling the actual characters relationship, at least if you dont really ship them its less annoying and you can just appreciate it as a random story. and the only other thing these people are interested in writing about tends to be totally misinterpreting the non romantic relationships as well like its hard to believe these people have ever actually had family if this is how they write them but i suppose they can at least acknowledge thats actually a valid reason to care about someone? plus the ways they always have to make non familial relationships into family like its especially ridiculous who they think has a parent and child relationship like seriously just admit your brains too small to comprehend more than too types of relationships. also they way theyll insist characters have a parent child relationship based entirely on the fact that its the kid of one of the characters they ship together i mean thats just getting obsessive not everything has to support your ship and its ridiculous to think that every kid would see their parents partner as a parent let alone the way they insist its like this with adults like ypu know they can still have a good relationship and everyone can get on great without them getting another parent when theyre literally in their twenties

[rose-lord-of-simps]

ok oml 1. that was awsome sbsnsgs and 2.

if ypu do seriiida, since you introduced me to it and its been living in my brain rent free since, fhe "falling asleep on the other's shoulder"? ( or kiribaku if you dont write for seroiida bcuz otp snsbndbsdm)

Prompt: 22. falling asleep on the other’s shoulder on the touching prompt list

Ship: seroiida (Sero Hanta x Iida Tenya)

I should probably update the my hero list of characters I write for to be more specific. But yes I 100% write for this ship! Bro another rare pair I found recently was Jirou x Deku and I kinda like it!

Note: I’m aware Denki doesn’t actually have a TV in his room, we’re gonna pretend.

Characters are their current in anime canonical ages. (Cuz this is pure fluff and I felt like it.)

Game Night

Being the class representative had its perks.

For example, it looked great to potential hero agencies and it was basically a continuous hall pass.

However being class rep also meant that when you had to choose between staying a little late at a class rep meeting or being on time to meeting your boyfriend, the former would always have to win. And Iida despised it.

He tried to schedule his time with his boyfriend around when the meetings start and end but sometimes something held him back later than expected or forced him to go earlier.

Not a day went by when Iida Tenya wasn’t thankful for his boyfriend being understanding about it.

But now Iida finally had a moment to breath and all he wanted to do was go see his beloved.

Iida was, once again, late to meeting his boyfriend that day but neither could be more happy when he finally showed.

“Iida! Quick kiss your boyfriend and distract him for me!”

“Not my fault you’re bad at this game Denki.”

Tonight was the bi weekly annual game night for the bakusquad and ever since Iida Tenya started dating the one and only Sero Hanta, he’d been invited.

Every. Week.

Since Iida joined them, their game nights ended earlier and no one stayed in another’s dorm room past curfew. But the bakusquad didn’t mind because sometimes Iida would kick Bakugou’s ass in Mario Kart and it was funny.

“Hey babe!”

Sero has just won another game and Kaminari was passing the controller to the next challenger as Iida plopped himself, gracefully, next to his beloved video game champion.

Iida’s voice was tired and quiet when he sat down.

“Hello my beloved”

Sero casually slipped himself into Iida’s lap, relaxing against his boyfriend. Normally Iida would say that this “isn’t proper young hero conduct” but right now he just wanted to hold his boyfriend close to his chest. So he did.

“Want me to sit out a round?”

Tenya was very tempted to say yes, just so his boyfriend wouldn’t move around too much while he was holding on, but he also wanted to hear his boyfriend’s tone get half an octave higher when he wins another game.

“No it’s fine, you keep playing, I’ll watch.”

“Okay babes.”

And with the controller in Mina’s hands- “you’re going down off brand spider man!-“ and a kiss to Tenya’s cheek, Hanta was playing another round of whatever 1v1 fighter game was on the small tv in Denki’s room.

Tenya could feel how wonderfully relaxed the handsome “off brand spider man” in his arms was and fed off that energy, resting his head on Hanta’s shoulder.

Tenya’s eyes closed for what he thought to be a moment but what Hanta quickly realized was going to be for as long as they stayed there.

Tenya Iida, class representative of the one and only rowdy class 1A had fallen asleep with his head against the shoulder and arms around of one of the biggest trouble makers in the bakusquad, Sero Hanta.

One thing that would always surprise Hanta was his lover’s ability to sleep, even a little, anywhere he was if he let himself. That didn’t stop Hanta from thinking he was adorable.

For the rest of the evening Hanta tried to stay as still as he could for his sleeping boyfriend. Mina and Denki tried to draw on Iida’s face but Sero threatened to tape them to the ceiling if they tried.

Hanta knew how much Tenya needed the rest.

So he let the handsome boy on his back just hold him and nap a little.

Tenya always had to be responsible and take care of everyone.

Hanta made it his mission to make sure Tenya knew how precious he was by taking care of him wherever he could.

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Whew! I’m trying to get my requests done. Hope you like this! Sorry it took a while!

[smol-grey-tea]

Can I reblog it too? :0

1. I don't really have a concept of time so this'll only be a guess but depending on how much detail ypu wanna go into...a veryyyy longgggg timeee

2. I'm kinda confused on the meaning of para and also there are a few of my paras who count as one person but for the sake of this question I'll count them as separate people: I think it'd be 9? I'm not sure tho, probably more

3. I have 2 different dream worlds/paracosms but I have one main paracosm that's been with me for years, I'd say just a bit younger than how long I've been a Doctor Who fan but I can't remember how old I was then, maybe 10? My other one is I'd say at most 3 years old but I think it you can definitely see that since this younger one has paras that are more original than the older one which is basically ALL from other media sources.

4. Again, I have no concept of time so I don't know, but I'd say probably almost a full day. I usually do daydream for this long if its a Sunday since I go out on Saturdays and go to school for the rest of the week, bit I'd usually take tiny tiny tint breaks to look at YouTube or smth

5. Yes! 3 teachers, a nurse, a counsellor, 6 friends (1 fell asleep, 2 dont remember and 1 is a lying dickhead asshole who didn't take it seriously in hindsight so idk if it counts) and half a parent (he didn't listen and doesnt remember)

6. Most people were accepting yeah! My counsellor is going to help me get a doctors appointment so I can possibly get medication for it!

7. The majority of the paras I've created are definitely female presenting while most that I've taken from fiction are male presenting (but recently I've been thinking of having Lance be a trana girl shh)

8. Right now :((( I am sad. I don't think they happen that often (since ive gotten a better control of them lately so i dont feel that bad about them) but when they do they really break me :(

9. I think definitely social life. That's what's affected by my MaDD the most but now that I think about it thats what saves me from it... I should talk to people more! And I also think I should open up to more people about my MaDd too!

10. Eh, when I'm in school I'm not as attached to and obsessed with them if that counts? But I'd really love to have more of a control over the story - for some reason I can't really get it to move? I think its because there are lots of possibilities for where it could go so my brain doesn't know which direction it wants to take it, its not daydream crash since this aspect of my MaDD has been around for years

11. I'm kinda scared that I'll abandon my old paracosm and move on to this new one and that makes me sad. Idk if that answers the question but idk what else to say about it :( I really have loved these people for years, idk how many, but its felt like my whole life

12. I think its generally pop or video game/TV show/movie music? Idk about anything else that triggers me, a lot of things do I think

13. Oh yeah definitely! Jen!! The name of both a robot and a part of North

14. I think I may have ADHD and that may have causes it in some way? Idk if this is a real memory (since sometimes your brain creates fake memories to explain stuff you don't understand) but I specifically remember when I was very tiny, complaining to my dad about how bored I was and then starting to pace.

15. Some of them are similar, I can definitely see a kind of pattern. There's the smart but tortured one, the careless one, the fabulous one and the cute one - I think that's usually it. I think I am similar to North in some ways personality wise but I think she would proudly say what I would only quietly think...

16. Sometimes? I have a lot of fun picking out names though, looking at the meanings, the gender, the origin...I think I do it way too often! 😂

17. Funny story but I found it on a weird little questionnaire thing, idek why someone would make a questionnaire/quiz about this? I was very young at the time so I just kind of thought it was just a nice little explanation for that weird thing I do and didn't question it.

18. Downstairs! The hallway! Pacing! But its kind of weird though...does anyone else obly daydream certain things in a certain place? Like, when I'm daydreaming something that's basically just my paras screaming and crying into the void, I have to do it in bed, with my eyes open, at night time. And its hard to do it when I'm standing up or pacing. And vice versa! Its difficult to daydream about anything else when I'm in bed! What the heck is that all about??

19. Pacing! I hate it, I wish I was tapping my fingers or something instead. Does anyone else HATE HATE H A T E seeing yourself in the mirror when daydreaming and pacing? Its not just that but whenever I see anything in the MaDD community picturing it in some way...I don't know, I just hate it so much

20. ALL of my original(ish) paras are singers! And on top of that, I changed Lance and now he's obsessed with music, dancing, singing, musicals...hmm.

21. Definitely mentally around my own age! Even if North is in her uhmmmmm 70s?

22. I have literally no idea how I would do that.

23. I want to be a psychologist and when I'm old I'll be a writer and foster carer! I have literally no idea how much my MaDD has influenced my desired careers!

24. There is a less than 0.0002% chance that I would ever daydream about myself!

25. My violent ones probably wouldn't ever go into the details of it and would mainly just focus on how it makes my paras feel emotionally, but yeah they do go into torture and rape etc.

That was fun, that actually made me feel better! :)

MD/MaDD Questionnaire...

This is kind of like a “get to know you” except geared towards the topic of MD. I love to get to know others in the community and how my MD and yours compare/contrast. Leave comments to answer questions or send me asks/submissions! I allow anonymous asks too. (Please put the number of the specific question(s) you are answering with your responses). Also, if you want to know my answer to a question just send me an ask with the question you are curious about. (For the questions I have already somewhat answered, I can expand on the answer/give more of an explanation if you want) 

Warning: This post may contain daydream triggers as it is asking questions specific to your daydreams. It also may include personal questions. You do not and should not answer any questions you don’t feel comfortable answering. :) 

For those of you whose daydreams occur in chronological order: How long do you think it’d take to run through the entire thing? A day? A week? A month? Longer?

How many paras do you have currently? Can you even count them? 

Do you have one main dreamworld or several dreamworlds, all equally important, existing at once? 

What is the longest amount of time you’ve spent daydreaming? Do you normally daydream this long? Did it happen accidentally or was it planned?

Have you told anyone (besides the online community) about your MD? Friends, family, therapists, etc.? 

If you have told someone in your life about your MD, how did they take it? Were they understanding and interested or did they brush it off like it was nothing? Did they downplay your MD or ask you if you wanted help? 

Are the majority of your paras a specific gender? 

Have you ever had a daydream crash? If so, what happened? Do you have daydream crashes often?

What aspect of your life does your MD affect the most? Social life? Grades? Relations with family?

Have you learned to control your daydreams? If so, how? If not, do you want to or why haven’t you?

Have you had the same paras and dreamworlds since you were young (or started daydreaming) or have you moved on to different paras/dreamworlds?

What kind of music triggers your daydreams the most? Country? Pop? Rock? Rap? Classical? All genres? What other kinds of things trigger you? Events? People? Art? Etc.?

If you’ve had several different paras over the years: Have you ever reused para names? (Eg. I had a childhood para named Benjamin and a few years ago I had a para named Benjamin but they were two totally different paras. They just happened to have the same name).

Have you identified reasons why you may have maladaptive daydreaming? Childhood abuse? Emotional negligence? Loneliness? Boredom? If not… do you want to know?

Do your paras have similar personalities or very contrasting personalities? What about your own personality compared to your para’s? Do you and your paras have similar personalities?

Do you have any paras that are nameless? (Eg. For some reason the bad guys in my dreamworlds don’t actually have names…weird right?).

How did you find out about your MD? Was it difficult or embarrassing coming to terms with it? How long have you known about your MD?

Do you have favourite places to daydream? Your room? Outside? Childhood playhouse? Shower?

What’s the main thing you do while daydreaming? Pacing? Rocking back and forth? Spinning? Dancing? Swinging? Etc? Or are you more of the sit still/trance-like kind of daydreamer?

Do some of your paras have similar roles/occupations? (Eg. Many of my paras are doctors for some strange reason… maybe because my paras get hurt a lot!)

Are your paras the same age as you or are they younger/older?

If you are trying to control your daydreams: do you schedule specific times to daydream? (Eg. While on the bus to school/work, before bed, in the shower, while cutting the lawn, etc.?).

What career do you want/have and why? Is your (desired) career choice based mainly on your MD or not? (Eg. I want to go through to be a writer because I channel/control my MD by writing).

Do you daydream about yourself? Or do your daydreams include characters from TV shows/books/characters of your own creation?

What content do your most violent daydreams feature?Torture? Rape? Etc. (If you choose to answer this question I would really appreciate if you avoid going into too much detail just to stay on the safe side.Thanks!) 

Annnndddd… that’s it! At least, those are all the questions I could think of right now. Plus, I didn’t want to make this post too long. :P Once again: Thanks to everyone who participates and shares with the MD community.

Side note: Sorry if I’ve posted questions from other MD/MaDD blogs. If I have copied your question, it was completely unintentional and accidental.