#YOU ARE SO PRECIOUS TO ME

[anonymouslyel]

idk bout u but bucky saying "nice job, cap" in that soft and genuine voice and sam replying "thanks" in an equally soft and accepting tone as they walk side by side always makes me feel things and go feral about it

[numinous-queer]

A year ago today, I said goodbye to my foster daughter Sola and to the nine beautiful months I had of being a father to her.

I wish I had better news on this anniversary, but we learned a couple weeks ago that she and her new baby sister had likely returned to DHS custody. We weren't eligible to be 24/7 safety providers to her and her sister and their mom as a trio, so the search for a safe place for them moved on. Nobody answers our calls trying to follow up, and I don't know if the trail has gone cold. It's like she's fallen into a black hole - there's no more information we can get about her whereabouts or well-being. We're devastated in our powerlessness. "Local man who thought he'd lost all hope loses last additional bit of hope he didn't even know he still had", but with tears. Like. I thought I had physically cried all the tears out of my body, but I guess not?

Shit, y'all. I don't know what to do or how to handle this anniversary passing. I feel really physically ill - it's been difficult to make myself eat in the last two weeks or so leading up to this, and I've had on-and-off-again vomiting that makes it difficult to keep down what I do manage to eat. It's definitely psychosomatic, but it's not any less incapacitating. I don't know how to function with this grief. Sola deserved better than what happened and what continues to happen. We deserved better than the agency untruthfully telling us this was a pre-adoptive placement. Sola's mother deserved DHS workers who were compassionate and competent, and they were neither. Our baby deserves better than to have his parents twisted by grief, looking for the shadows of the older sister he won't remember. We all deserved better than this!

[wincestation]

Send to 10 other bloggers you think are wonderful. Keep this going to make someone smile. ⭐️🖤

you’ll make me tear up and I didn’t even finish my morning coffee 😭🖤

[unbisoudelibby]

new twilight fan page turned phoebe waller-bridge fan page because I am unconditionally and irrevocably in love with her.

[dasketcherz]

it was a pretty cool dlc, i enjoyed it a lot

[demaparbat-hp]

Damage.

Quote by @desertbcrnnobody

[evercelle]

orv bookmark draws, pt. 2! chps 207, 297, 371

[chaoswitxh]

“Mister i’ve been excited since day one, since the day i met you as well”

oh yeah? we really couldn’t tell

Credits to @4th-make-quail for the first photo

[bluebeesknees]

Pull me in 💙

[egophiliac]

we were fucking ROBBED

[kerryweaverlesbian]

Oh god exhausted Dean in season 5 on Bobby's couch nodding off on Cas's shoulder after a night of insomnia spent talking. Bobby spying them as he quietly comes down for a beer (he's got plenty of shit going on in his head too). Castiel looking with such careful awe at Dean's sleeping face. Oh. So it's like that.

Castiel only flicks his eyes up to Bobby's when he lays a blanket over Dean, and he doesn't change position. Good.

"You taking care of my boy?" Bobby says, quiet as he can without it turning into a whisper (which would definitely wake Dean).

It takes a beat, Castiel's gaze tracking down to Dean, but he answers, "Yes." With appropriate decisiveness.

"He's put a lot of trust in you. We all have."

"Yes. I do not bear it lightly."

"Right answer.

"I feel sometimes...I fear our efforts will not be enough. I fear that certain people are becoming too precious for me to lose."

"Welcome to humanity, angel."

Cas shakes his head with a faint smile, suddenly looking more like a guy you might see at the gas station than a celestial being, but then he settles back into austere. "I am welcomed every time I complain. I wish there were less to complain about."

"You and every unlucky sucker on this craphole we call a planet. There's plenty good around too though."

A snuffle from Dean which turns into half a snore into Cas's shoulder get both of their attention, so Bobby only catches a flicker of Cas’s smile before he schools it neutral. The air's so sweet, Bobby's going to end up with toothache if he stays here too much longer.

"He'll thank you to wake him up before Sam gets down," Bobby tells him, and Cas’s nod is serious. Maybe he already knows. How often has this happened? What's that boy been telling him? For his own peace of mind, he adds: "Ain't nothing to be ashamed of, you hear that? Alls I'm saying is to be careful."

Castiel's head tips to the side just a little, and he gets that look Dean complains of all the time, like he's examining the contents of your soul through the eyes. Then he blinks, and they've reached an understanding. "Thank you."

Bobby waves it away, then slopes back towards bed with a final "'Night Cas. Give my regards to Seeping Beauty."

On his way up the stairs, he hears Castiel murmer, "Goodnight, Dean." and he huffs a tired laugh. Maybe they're not going to do too bad out of this Apocalypse after all.

[lonesome-dreamsss]

his handprint may be burned into your skin but it's still the gentlest touch you've ever received.

[catgrandpa]

If anything happens to this kid I can not be held accountable for my actions.

[hinamie]

can't believe im saying this but long time no megumi

[yuki119]

gaara...i have no prompt for him just gaara. my childhood love

[himawaari]

how can i express the affection i have for him? words aren't enough

cherry magic 11