#What It Feels Like

[my-autism-adhd-blog]

What others see What | feel inside

Always on time — Intense distress and panic when late.

Strong work ethic — Intense fear of doing anything wrong & getting criticized, fired, or punished.

Always in control — Fearing that something will go terribly wrong if l am not in control.

Good at planning — I always need to be prepared for all of the worst-case scenarios to the point that it often overwhelms me.

Very organized — Being organized helps me manage the intense feeling of being constantly overwhelmed.

Super helpful — I'm afraid of what other people will think if I disappoint them and say no.

Zen & relaxed — Implementing coping skills feels like a full-time job. I'm always "coping".

Self-assured — Worrying that if I don't come off as capable | will let others down.

Calm & composed — Constantly in freeze mode to the point that l often check-out and feel numb.

Self-Love Rainbow

[aegion]

What Galadriel and Elrond feels like.

<This is only my opinion. Do not come for me in the comments. Now if you want to share your thoughts on either one of them or both, then you are truly welcome to do so.>

This is how I see Galadriel:

Feels like a fresh winter morning. The cold air reinvigorating, making you feel born again, bringing you to life again.

The air is fresh but not cold, and the sun will shines brightly today.

She feels like a sweet winter morning, warm when you stand in the light of its sun, while also being fresh and tingly when standing in its shadow.

The morning dew in her everlasting but at the end of the day, always dryed away by the warmth of the sun she has still in her.

And although you might think that winter it cold and harsh and ruled by death, Galadriel reveals under the covet of the warm sun of winter, all of its calmness, its softness, and its beauty by bringing renewal.

And this is how I see Elrond:

Warm as the evening summer sun. Beacon of lights shining upon whichever he casts his light.

He feels safe and soothing, like cotton. Lukewarm light ever bathing in him, feeling like those kind of evenings in summer when you can touch your freedom. All of the burden of life is lifted up from your shoulders for just a moment, but this moment feels like an eternity.

An eternity of hopes for the sole reason that you know it is going to be alright in the end.

[coffeexxcigarettes]

Prisoner By Choice

-

Chains unseen

Yanking me effortlessly

Back to you.

When I was a little girl,

I'd cry to my mother.

"I don't want to be in love!"

She'd laugh,

That annoying laugh adults do to kids.

"Baby boo.." She'd sigh.

"It's not a choice."

The warmth of these shackles reminds me of then,

The way I feared this prison.

Yet I do not struggle when I am returned,

And I decorate my jail cell

With stars and hearts.

Love letters to you,

Litter these floors,

And the door remains open.

She was right,

I did not choose to fall in love with you.

But,

I cannot see a world

In which I wouldn't choose to either.

x

[javiersprincess]

rdr(2018)

[merylodrama]

Music

Madonna — 2000

7.1

a revisit on CD

Initially one of my least favorite albums from madonna, Music still feels weak on some aspects and its experimental production sometimes sounds considerably dated.

However, revisiting it helped me appreciate the better aspects much more. The futuristic sounding production on songs like What It Feels Like For A Girl and Paradise (Not for Me) totally reflects the reasons why Madonna is Madonna.

While Music remains a weak project compared to many other Madonna projects to me, the record can be appreciated for its will to explore and experiment music especially after 15 years into her career. favorite tracks : What It Feels Like For A Girl, Paradise (Not for Me), Music, Don't Tell Me

Music — 8.4

Impressive Instant — 5.7

Runaway Lover — 6.3

I Deserve It — 7.4

Amazing — 7.2

Nobody's Perfect — 3.3

Don't Tell Me — 8.4

What It Feels Like for a Girl — 9.4

Paradise (Not for Me) — 8.8

Gone — 7.1

American Pie — 6.3

[whoredmode]

should i make a relationship chart for my canon like this

[cadaverre]

i think i need to fall asleep with my head on their lap and they’re playing with my hair. i think that would fix me

[cluelessatthispoint]

This is what playing the casual Tuefort map is like.

[genzerosity]

Color Splash.

[my-autism-adhd-blog]

Meltdowns and Shutdowns

The Autistic Teacher

[neoadamisme]

what if you wanted to see void stranger posts on here but the latest posts tag is full of slop

[dykejugheadjones]

i badly injured myself skateboarding :( 😔🤕

(painful, can barely move my hand, my wrist is swollen)

but then i remember i badly injured myself skateboarding :🍃⁉️😊

(cool, indie, 2000s, cigarette, freddie mclair from skins)

[deerstar4]

[just learned quantum mechanics] wait a second… if all electrons behave like this… and everything is made in part of electrons… *reality collapses upon itself*

[javiersprincess]

[snakeoilmarketeer]