#WOW thats LOUD
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not to brag, but my therapist told me today that i did incredible during our emdr session, which means i get an A for the day in therapy, something that is both normal to want and possible to achieve 🙂↕️😌
#not snz#literally said out loud to her “does that mean i get an a in therapy” which i assume we'll discuss at a later date lmao#random snz related thing tho#i told her today i used to hide the fact that i was sick as a child bc i didnt want to be a burden#and she was like wow. that's really serious#and i was like tbh i didn't think it was that big a deal until you said that LMAO#i hid everything!!! emotions are Bad To Show!!!#i just love her bc she doesnt mince words haha#did you guys hide the fact that you were sick as a kid? and not for like fetishy reasons#for like i dont want to bother anyone reasons#im sure im not alone there#anywayyyy#i promise im working on a story. its a mark story and he amd i are v similar so its been difficult to write#but itll hopefully be up by Friday#ive spent so much time on it and honestly i dont even like it but#its going out one way or another#i never spend this much time on one story idk whats going on#we'll see if anyone enjoys it!!#thats it for the novel in the tags if ya made it this far hi thanks for being part of my second therapy session of the day#aka the tags of a rando tumblr post lol
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???? I got yelled at in school today because I drank water???
#apparently its disrespectful???#I had all this tike to drink water#but i just had to get thirsty in HIS class#thats disrespectful asf#???#wow okay#okay#next time I'll try to drop dead :D#I FUCKING HATE SCHOOL#my classmates are really nice though#highschool is such a joke lol#a teacher got mad at me because I wasn't loud enough when he asked me a question#I HAD A FUVKING COLD I COULD BARELY SPEAK#wtf man#school#rant#ira rants
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the church bells are kinda fun actually
#i guess its somewhere nearby because wow they are loud#well. ig almost everything here is nearby. it is not a big place#i havent actually heard church bells since i lived in minsk so thats fun#murl murmurs
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this isnt funny but it also is but god i was trying to put my makeup on in the middle of a Hot Girl Breakdown Session (yknow where you wanna look cute but are also dying inside at the same time) and there were tears ACTIVELY STREAMING DOWN MY FACE but still i was so determined to FINISH MY MAKEUP AND GET READY FOR WORK IN TIME but it was like the most hilarious process of: ok lets do the eyeliner wing. oops i cried that one off. lets try again. ok smudged that one. can we try some mascara maybe? oh great now my tears are black and all over my face. there is mascara dripping in my eyeballs and it hurts but that's fine we'll get through this. it was TRULY the emo girl era in my bathroom. i was like laughing at the absurdity of it and crying at the same time. in the end i cleaned my face and ended up with a really decent makeup look anyway so sometimes you have to suffer for the craft I GUESS
#its so funny bc i usually wear all black and im more of a goth aesthetic when ti comes to dressing myself#and i was like wow. i am really the living embodiment of my dark and broody outfit rn huh#IM FINE BTW#IT'S JUST THE HORRORS#on a side note when my coworker asked me if i was fine the other day and i said 'im fine its just the horrors' she laughed so loud#and i was like oh yeah thats not normal human speak. that's right#text post
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Will dresses like a newly out transmasc that raided his dead father's closet
#h talks#and thats bcuz he IS and he DID#if you saw me tag a post with this a few days ago no you didn't#anyways he's so me#like YES OK the costuming is important to his character and such but . can you please let me be silly. theres this dread so ancient in me#WOW im on a roll tonight#thanks to my bestie for listening to me formulate these posts out loud#nbc hannibal#Will
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Find someone slightly annoying but in really small harmless ways so I decide none of the behaviours are worth bringing up with them → realizing: hey, Im also annoying! solidarity! → realizing we have a lot in common and starting to bond → finding out other people find this person annoying and are vocal about it behind their back → finding out this person has ADHD like me that's (at least one reason) why we have all these traits in common → fear.
#trying to be as vague as possible even tho this is someone I know offline and no one involved follows me online#on one level I get it that relying someone who is forgetful and does things slower/differently than you can be frustrating#but like its a medical condition. and u dont need to know someones medical info to have some empathy instead of assuming malice/incompetence#i just found out they have adhd today but day one i was able to go 'wow i did not like the way they handled that but i dont think they were#being hurtful/careless we just handle this task differently. rhey didnt do anything wrong and i can let this go and adjust my expectations'#not to say im perfect and never ableist towards others. my first reaction to seeing traits i dislike in myself (from my disabilities)#in others is often to get annoyed and needing to adjust my thinking#i get annoyed with myself when I cant focus / cant be coherent or concise / cant finish tasks quickly etc#→ get annoyed sometimes when I see others doing that → realize thats not fair to them → realize thats not fair to myself#→ assume good intentions and find ways to communicate/collaborate better with them → get along better and maybe make a new friend!#sorry i am rambling#idk its scary seeing someone being disliked for adhd symptoms/traits that im mostly doing a good job of managing/hiding in this#social environment so far and knowing that could happen to me in the future#but im also like ready to have this persons back#me 🤝 them: prioritizing the wrong tasks and overexplaining things and struglging to get our points across#and not noticing when we talk too loud and forgetting tasks halfway thru etc#not to be that guy but : without love it canmot be seen!!!!#lifes so much better if u just assume ppl arent doing things a certain way to be annoying + let go of / adapt to the thing that are annoying#but not harmful#thats not exactly what without love it cant be seen means but thats one of the ways i apply it in life#just like dont assume malice. assume u dont have all the info. approach ppl/situations with empathy.#or youll make yourself more miserable needlessly#again like only for shit that's not harmful obv#i need to shut up and go to bed
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#i have a rant but it doesn't need to be seen so its going in the tags- like i need to get it out but like it doesn't need to be 'loud' yo?#*yk?#also sidenote my emoji keyboard updated so there's probably gonna be a lot of typos#i seriously cant believe my eyes when it comes to some of the hate online#like#i just blocked a good dozen people because they were just so--- mean spirited? i mean i guess its no surprise there's trolls on the internet#but these ppl are not trolls they just genuinely have these hateful opinions. and that's fine. thats why I'm whispering in my tags because#like it really is fine they're not doing anything wrong. but i just cant bwlelievw my eyes#how can people just so profoundly misunderstand others? and then yell about it so loudly like they're the the most righteous voice?#especially on the internet. i think a lot of times we forget that we only see a tiny little window into what a person is really like.#we will never know the whole story of who someone is or what they've been through in a parasocial format. hell even in a real life format.#it just boggles my mind#i cant imagine the amour of strength it must take to be bullied your whole entire life- as a child and teen and now as an adult creator.#thats insane#and then to have people constantly demanding that you step back into the ring#as if they've never made a mistake before - as if they're anger as a stranger on the internet is some sort of divine right#i just wow#complete opposite energy of the boop button#we need more boop buttons#metaphorically and literally- we need to push more buttons that say 'i love you' that say 'i don't know who the fuck you are or what you've#been through jut i see you and i love you'#what if we all just held hands#ugh#i guess you could call this rant 'baby's first time seeing an anti tag'#ughhhhh
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my neighbors are such morning person freaks its insane we sometimes get annoyed taps on the ceiling when talking a bit too loud at like 11pm but theyre hammering shit and turning the tv on sooo loud at 5 in the fucking morning when im trying to fall asleep ....
#like if they werent so uptight about people talking a bit loud past 11pm id be like wow#i cant bitch and moan about this thats really silly and unreasonable but#if theyre unreasonable with me well i can be like >:( how dare u
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so furiae dies no matter what right. this is not a story with any good endings no matter what if the world is not doomed then these characters are doomed themselves right. right
#wow its like she was doomed by the na [INCREDIBLY LOUD GUNSHOT]#but seriously. she dies in every ending right like thats the inciting incident that sets off the final act of the game no matter what right
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maybe sometimes its better to just not say anything
#like this would be hysterical even if it was just abt the slavic languages but like the way they lumped lithuanian and latvian in there 😭#like thats a wholly different language group 💀💀💀#like i dont expect for everyone to be well versed in the subtleties of central/eastern european languages#but like if yr not sure abt something its okay to not say it out loud actually.#also giving so much 'guy whos only ever heard english voice wow getting a lot of english vibes from this'#ok rant over. its obv not a big deal just objectively hilarious#pl#thots
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#i came back from the club#it was fine lol#it was definitely a nightclub with loud ass music#and strippers#and drag queens#pretty fun club if you like clubs#but wow i wanted to leave the second i got there 😭#tho a man well into his 30s waved at me#definitely thought i was a twink#id say thats gender affirming hehe#i did see a lot of dykes O.O#ALSO there was a lesbian bar near it but i didnt get to go :/#one day :')#so that was my night#the best part was definitely hanging out with my cousins friends before we went to the club
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knit sweater i made drying out after i dyed it in my kitchen sink.//.
#uploads#fashion#fibres#the color is kinda weird but i like it alot that really washed out wine red#gonna fuck around with this more still myb do a little bleaching and some more dying but for now she rests#also shrunk a bunch lowkey after i washed it so hope i can stretch it back out a bit we will see#reflecting several hours later now that its mostly dry and i got to try it on#i think the color looks kinda washed out cause i wrung it out really realyl hard when i was washing it#i feel like that wasnt super smart cause i do wish it was a bit darker but also maybe i just need a darker dye mix#but i really was squeezing that shit to get the water out and i think it probably desaturated the color a bit#lessons for next time#also rewrote and made a edited version of the pattern ive been working with so its more my own#changed a couple things so im gonna try and make another sweater soon i think#gotta figure out what wool i wanna use maybe ill go back to the galler yarns WOW wool but also the mohair was really nice#i have a ton of fine alpaca but ive been using that for my woven project instead and its alot thinner#idk how it would look esp cause im using such big needles#maybe i could size down and try that but id have to really figure out a whole new pattern n knit counts idk maybe#anyway just thinking out loud cause its 5am and i cant sleep but i also cant work on sweater anymore cause its just chilling#n i need bleach n some other stuff#also gonna knit a trim for the bottom and sleeves fuck weaving it thats too hard#but then im gonna have to figure out how to dye it so it matches but uhhh haha idk#good thing its kinda a tester
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prayer [s]
#(^thats the song. by rondo d4dj. it’s a story relevant remix of an in universe song called prayer.)#tatsunui#enstars nui#this is silly but i put energy into it#not turning on light was an artistic decision & i hope tumblr kills the quality#woudl have recorded this with the song actually playing on speakers but like.#the neighbor was reading a bedtime story to her kids (which i heard bc both windows are open)#so i decided against playing loud music#(im general i dont usually do that i prefer headphones#wow a tangent#video
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i spent some time doing this yesterday & just wanted this on my blog.
#pokemon#clear gen 5 bias. it took me like 2 mins to fill that row out and then ages for the rest#honestly the team is kindof whatever. i could pick some different guys for the team in fact i would put a purrugly on there#even though its not even on the chart i put glameow for then gen but frankly. i think id switch that now.#but yeah the only one thats on my team for sure is a snivy line pkmn. my favourite guy#and then. yeah i really would pick a totally different team now a day later so ignore that bit#i watched someone do this on stream yesterday too (he took like 4 hours but that was an actual pokemon fan. played every gen. etc)#and id never seen long meowth before when he picked it and i went WH-? out loud i was so baffled#but wow. its really good.#i would in fact now put it on my team.#i mean its just a gigamax or whatever the fuck thats called i know but regular meowth can be on my team too. cute cat pkmn#rosa talk
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Well.
#speculation nation#hfkshfksbcj uhhhhmmm#just heard my neighbors getting in a Huge fight#the loud one who always yells a lot of course yelling in anger#but someone else yelling back about how everyone who loves him is Afraid of him#both men. and then the woman yelling at him to shut the Fuck up#a bunch of slams of doors. then the very clear sound of a car starting and wheels squealing on the road as he drives away#like. god Damn. quite the fight to have at nearly 1 am.#honestly tho the 2nd guy was so right. like. Ouch. even just knowing them secondhand like. wow.#the worst part of all of this is that there are 2 kids in that household :(#i didnt hear them so they thankfully dont seem involved in this fight. but i could Clearly hear the fight from my apartment#it was probably loud enough to wake them up. the poor kids...#idk it's so weird to hear all this secondhand.#OH RIGHT the 'because everyone who loves you is afraid of you' was in response to the first guy goint#'why do you think id kill anyone!?" and it was there i was like. 'ohhhhh fuck.'#me just chilling about to go to bed and then. that. sounds like theyre not having a very good saturday night thats for sure.
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@many-legged
a very meh distortion + michael shelley
#WOOOOOOWWWW. OH MY GOD. <- said this out loud when i saw it#OP!!! OP!!!!!! FUCK!#WOW#this fucks severely#duuude the hands michaels outfit thats fucking crazy. im actually kind of. stunned#speechless#WOW!!!!!!!!#and AAWWWHHG. MICHAEL SHELLEY....#beauty beauty pretty pretty#the disdoortion#the archivees#the favourited section
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